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  Thewordswereindefinite,butthevoicewasnot。Neitherwastheviciousgestureofthebandagedhand,whichconcludeditsorbitinthedirectionofthedoorinamannersufficientfortheswiftdispersalofGeorgeandJacksonandseveralfemaleservantswhohoveredbehindMrs。Sheridan。Theyfledlightly。

  \"Papa,papa!\"wailedMrs。Sheridan。\"Lookatyourhand!You\'doughtn\'ttobeensoroughwithEdie;youhurtyourhandonhershoulder。Look!\"

  Therewas,infact,aspreadingredstainuponthebandagesatthetipsofthefingers,andSheridanputhishandbackinthesling。\"Nowthen!\"herepeated。\"Yougoin\'toleavemyhouse?\"

  \"HewillNOT!\"sobbedEdith。\"Don\'tyouDAREorderhimout!\"

  \"Don\'tyoubother,dear,\"saidLamhorn,quietly。\"Hedoesn\'tunderstand。YOU

  mustn\'tbetroubled。\"Pallorwasbecomingtohim;helookedveryhandsome,andashelefttheroomheseemedinthegirl\'sdistraughteyesapersecutednoble,indifferenttotherabbleyawpinginsultathisheels——therabblebeingenactedbyherfather。

  \"Don\'tcomeback,either!\"said,Sheridan,realisticinthisimpersonation。

  \"Keepoffthepremises!\"hecalledsavagelyintothehall。\"Thisfamily\'sthroughwithyou!\"

  \"ItisNOT!\"Edithcried,breakingfromhermother。\"You\'llSEEaboutthat!

  You\'llfindout!You\'llfindoutwhat\'llhappen!What\'sHEdone?IguessifIcanstandit,it\'snoneofYOURbusiness,isit?What\'sHEdone,I\'dliketoknow?Youdon\'tknowanythingaboutit。Don\'tyous\'posehetoldME?Shewascrazyabouthimsoonashebegangoingthere,andheflirtedwithheralittle。That\'severythinghedid,anditwasbeforehemetME!Afterthathewouldn\'t,anditwasn\'tanything,anyway——heneverwasseriousaminuteaboutit。SHEwantedittobeserious,andshewasboundshewouldn\'tgivehimup。

  Hetoldherlongagohecaredaboutme,butshekeptpersecutinghimand——\"

  \"Yes,\"saidSheridan,sternly;\"that\'sHISsideofit!That\'lldo!Hedoesn\'tcomeinthishouseagain!\"

  \"Youlookout!\"Edithcried。

  \"Yes,I\'lllookout!I\'d\'a\'toldyouto—dayhewasn\'ttobeallowedonthepremises,butIhadotherthingsonmymind。IhadAbercrombielookupthisyoungmanprivately,andhe\'sno\'count。He\'sno\'countonearth!He\'snogood!He\'sNOTHIN\'!Butitwouldn\'tmatterifhewasGeorgeWashington,afterwhat\'shappenedandwhatI\'veheardto—night!\"

  \"But,papa,\"Mrs。Sheridanbegan,\"ifEdiesaysitwasallSibyl\'sfault,makin\'uptohim,andheneverencouragedhermuch,nor——\"

  \"\'Senough!\"heroared。\"Hekeepsoffthesepremises!Andifanyofyousomuchaseverspeakhisnametomeagain——\"

  ButEdithscreamed,clappingherhandsoverherearstoshutoutthesoundofhisvoice,andranup—stairs,sobbingloudly,followedbyhermother。However,Mrs。Sheridandescendedafewminuteslaterandjoinedherhusbandinthelibrary。Bibbs,stillsittinginhisgoldchair,sawherpass,rousedhimselffromreverie,andstrolledinafterher。

  \"Shelockedherdoor,\"saidMrs。Sheridan,shakingherheadwoefully。\"Shewouldn\'tevenanswerme。Theywasn\'tasoundfromherroom。\"

  \"Well,\"saidherhusband,\"shecansettlehermindtoit。Sheneverspeakstothatfellowagain,andifhetriestotelephoneherto—morrow——Here!Youtellthehelpifhecallsuptoringoffandsayit\'smyorders。No,youneedn\'t。I\'lltell\'emmyself。\"

  \"Betternot,\"saidBibbs,gently。

  Hisfatherglaredathim。

  \"It\'snogood,\"saidBibbs。\"Mother,whenyouwereinlovewithfather——\"

  \"Mygoodness!\"shecried。\"Youain\'ta—goin\'tocompareyourfathertothat——\"

  \"Edithfeelsabouthimjustwhatyoudidaboutfather,\"saidBibbs。\"AndifYOURfatherhadtoldyou——\"

  \"Iwon\'tLISTENtosuchsillytalk!\"shedeclared,angrily。

  \"Soyou\'rehandin\'outyouradvice,areyou,Bibbs?\"saidSheridan。\"Whatisit?\"

  \"Letherseehimallshewants。\"

  \"You\'rea——\"Sheridangaveitup。\"Idon\'tknowwhattocallyou!\"

  \"Letherseehimallshewants,\"Bibbsrepeated,thoughtfully。\"You\'reupagainstsomethingtoostrongforyou。IfEdithwereaweaklingyou\'dhaveachancethisway,butsheisn\'t。She\'sgotalotofyourdetermination,father,andwithwhat\'sgoingoninsideofhershe\'llbeatyou。Youcan\'tkeepherfromseeinghim,aslongasshefeelsabouthimthewayshedoesnow。

  Youcan\'tmakeherthinklessofhim,either。Nobodycan。Youronlychanceisthatshe\'lldoitforherself,andifyougivehertimeandgoeasysheprobablywill。Marriagewoulddoitforherquickest,butthat\'sjustwhatyoudon\'twant,andasyouDON\'Twantit,you\'dbetter——\"

  \"Ican\'tstandanymore!\"Sheridanburstout。\"Ifit\'scometoBIBBSadvisin\'

  mehowtorunthishouseIbetterresign。Mamma,where\'sthatniggerGeorge?

  MaybeHE\'SgotsomeplanhowIbettermanagemyfamily。Bibbs,forGod\'ssakegoandlaydown!\'Letherseehimallshewants\'!Oh,Lord!here\'swisdom;

  here\'s——\"

  \"Bibbs,\"saidMrs。Sheridan,\"ifyouhaven\'tgotanythingtodo,youmightstepoverandtakeSibyl\'swrapshome——sheleft\'eminthehall。Idon\'tthinkyouseemtoquietyourpoorfatherverymuchjustnow。\"

  \"Allright。\"AndBibbsboreSibyl\'swrapsacrossthestreetanddeliveredthemtoRoscoe,whomethimatthedoor。Bibbssaidonly,\"Forgotthese,\"

  and,\"Goodnight,Roscoe,\"cordiallyandcheerfully,andreturnedtotheNewHouse。Hismotherandfatherwerestilltalkinginthelibrary,butwithdiscretionhepassedrapidlyonandupwardtohisownroom,andthereheproceededtowriteinhisnote—book。

  ThereseemstobeanothercuriousthingaboutLove[Bibbswrote]。

  Loveisblindwhileitlivesandonlyopensitseyesandbecomesverywideawakewhenitdies。Letitaloneuntilthen。

  Youcannotreasonwithloveorwithanyotherpassion。Thewisewillnotwishforlove——norforambition。Thesearepassionsandbringothersintheirtrain——hatredsandjealousies——allblind。Friendshipandaquietheartforthewise。

  Whataturbulenceislove!Itisdangerousforablindthingtobeturbulent;thereareprecipicesinlife。Onewouldnotcrossamountain—passwithathickclothoverhiseyes。Loversdo。Friendshipwalksgentlyandwithopeneyes。

  Towalktochurchwithafriend!Tositbesideherthere!Torisewhensherises,andtotouchwithone\'sthumbandfingerstheotherhalfofthehymn—bookthatsheholds!Whatlover,withhisfierceways,couldknowthistranscendenthappiness?

  Friendshipbringseverythingthatheavencouldbring。Thereisnolaborthatcannotbecomealivingraptureifyouknowthatafriendisthinkingofyouasyoulabor。Soyousingatyourwork。

  Fortheworkispartofthethoughtsofyourfriend;soyouloveit!

  Loveisdemandingandclaimingandinsistent。Friendshipisallkindness——itmakestheworldgloriouswithkindness。Whatcoloryouseewhenyouwalkwithafriend!Youseethatthegrayskyisbrilliantandshimmering;youseethatthesmokehaswarmbrownsandismarvelouslysculptured——theairbecomesiridescent。Youseethegoldinbrownhair。Lightfloodseverything。

  Whenyouwalktochurchwithafriendyouknowthatlifecangiveyounothingricher。Youpraythattherewillbenochangeinanythingforever。

  Whatanadorablethingitistodiscoveralittlefoibleinyourfriend,abitofvanitythatgivesyouonethingmoreabouthertoadore!Onacoldmorningshewillperhapswalktochurchwithyouwithoutherfurs,andshewillblushandreturnanevasiveanswerwhenyouaskherwhyshedoesnotwearthem。Youwillsaynomore,becauseyouunderstand。Shelooksbeautifulinherfurs;

  youlovetheirdarknessagainsthercheek;butyoucomprehendthattheyconcealthelovelinessofherthroatandthefinelineofherchin,andthatshealsohascomprehendedthis,and,wishingtolookstillmorebewitching,discardsherfursattheriskoftakingcold。Soyouholdyourpeace,andtrytolookasifyouhadnotthoughtitout。

  Thistheoryissatisfactoryexceptthatitdoesnotaccountfortheabsenceofthemuff。Ah,well,theremustalwaysbeamysterysomewhere!Mysteryisapartofenchantment。

  Manuallaborisbest。Yourheartcansingandyourmindcandreamwhileyourhandsareworking。Youcouldnothaveasingingheartandadreamingmindalldayifyouhadtoschemeoutdollars,orifyouhadtoaddcolumnsoffigures。Thosethingstakeyourattention。Youcannotbethinkingofyourfriendwhileyouwritelettersbeginning\"Yoursofthe17thinst。rec\'dandcontentsdulynoted。\"Buttoworkwithyourhandsallday,thinkingandsinging,andthen,afternightfall,toheartheineffablekindnessofyourfriend\'sgreeting——alwaysthere——foryou!Whowouldwakefromsuchadreamasthis?

  Dawnandthesea——musicinmoonlitgardens——nightingalesserenadingthroughalmond—grovesinbloom——whatcouldbringsuchthingsintothecity\'sturmoil?Yettheyarehere,androsesblossominthesoot。Thatiswhatitmeansnottobealone!Thatiswhatafriendgivesyou!

  Havingthusdemonstratedthathewasabouttwenty—fiveandhadformedasomewhatindefinitedefinitionoffriendship,butoneentirelyhisown(andperhapsMary\'s)Bibbswenttobed,andwastheonlySheridantosleepsoundlythroughthenightandtowakeatdawnwithalightheart。

  Hischeerfulnesswasvaguelydiminishedbythetroublousstateofaffairsofhisfamily。Hehadrecognizedhisconditionwhenhewrote,\"Whowouldwakefromsuchadreamasthis?\"Bibbswasasympatheticperson,easilytouched,buthewasindeedlivinginadream,andallthingsoutsideofitwereveiledandremote——forthatisthewayofyouthinadream。AndBibbs,whohadneverbeforebeenofanyage,eitheroldoryoung,hadcometohisyouthatlast。

  Hewentwhistlingfromthehousebeforeevenhisfatherhadcomedown—stairs。

  Therewasafogoutdoors,saturatedwithafinepowderofsoot,andthoughBibbsnoticedabsentlythedimshapeofanautomobileatthecurbbeforeRoscoe\'shouse,hedidnotrecognizeitasDr。Gurney\'s,butwentcheerilyonhiswaythroughthedingymist。Andwhenhewasoncemoreinstalledbesidehisfaithfulzinc—eaterhewhistledandsangtoit,asotherworkmendidtotheirownmachinessometimes,whenthingswentwell。Hiscomradesintheshopglancedathimamusedlynowandthen。Theylikedhim,andheatehislunchatnoonwithagroupofSocialistswhoapprovedofhisideasandtalkedofelectinghimtotheirassociation。

  Theshortdaysoftheyearhadcome,anditwasdarkbeforethewhistlesblew。

  Whenthesignalcame,Bibbswenttotheoffice,wherehedivestedhimselfofhisoveralls——hissingledivergencefromtheroutineofhisfellow—workmen——andafterthatheusedsoapandwatercopiously。Thiswashistransformationscene:hepassedintotheofficearatherfrailyoungworking—mannoticeablybegrimed,andpassedoutofittothepavementacheerfullypre—occupiedsampleofgentry,fastidioustothepointofelegance。

  Thesidewalkwascrowdedwiththebearersofdinner—pails,menandboysandwomenandgirlsfromthework—roomsthatclosedatfive。Manyhurriedandsomeloitered;theywentbotheastandwest,jostlingoneanother,andBibbs,turninghisfacehomeward,wasforcedtogoslowly。

  Comingtowardhim,asslowly,throughthecrowd,atallgirlcaughtsightofhislong,thinfigureandstoodstilluntilhehadalmostpassedher,forinthethickcrowdandthethickergloomhedidnotrecognizeher,thoughhisshoulderactuallytouchedhers。Hewouldhavegoneby,butshelaugheddelightedly;andhestoppedshort,startled。Twoboys,onechasingtheother,sweptbetweenthem,andBibbsstoodstill,peeringabouthimindeepperplexity。Sheleanedtowardhim。

  \"IknewYOU!\"shesaid。

  \"Goodheavens!\'criedBibbs。\"Ithouhgtitwasyourvoicecomingoutofastar!\"

  \"There\'sonlysmokeoverhead,\"saidMary,andlaughedagain。\"Therearen\'tanystars。\"

  \"Ohyes,therewere——whenyoulaughed!\"

  Shetookhisarm,andtheywenton。\"I\'vecometowalkhomewithyou,Bibbs。

  Iwantedto。\"

  \"Butwereyouhereinthe——\"

  \"Inthedark?Yes!Waiting?Yes!\"

  Bibbswasradiant;hefeltsuffocatedwithhappiness。Hebegantoscoldher。

  \"Butit\'snotsafe,andI\'mnotworthit。Youshouldn\'thave——Yououghttoknowbetter。Whatdid——\"

  \"Ionlywaitedabouttwelveseconds,\"shelaughed。\"I\'djustgothere。\"

  \"Buttocomeallthiswayandtothispartoftowninthedark,you——\"

  \"Iwasinthispartoftownalready,\"shesaid。\"Atleast,Iwasonlysevenoreightblocksaway,anditwasdarkwhenIcameout,andI\'dhavehadtogohomealone——andIpreferredgoinghomewithyou。\"

  \"It\'sprettybeautifulforme,\"saidBibbs,withadeepbreath。\"You\'llneverknowwhatitwastohearyourlaughinthedarkness——andthento——toseeyoustandingthere!Oh,itwaskike——itwaslike——HowcanITELLyouwhatitwaslike?\"Theyhadpassedbeyondthecrowdnow,andacrossing—lampshoneuponthem,whichrevealedthefactthatagainshewaswithoutherfurs。Herewasapuzzle。WhydidthatadorablelittlevanityofhersbringheroutwithoutthemintheDARK?Butofcourseshehadgoneoutlongbeforedark。Forundefinablereasonsthisexplanationwasnotquitesatisfactory;however,allowingittostand,hissolicitudeforhertookanotherturn。\"Ithinkyououghttohaveacar,\"hesaid,\"especiallywhenyouwanttobeoutafterdark。

  Youneedoneinwinter,anyhow。Haveyoueveraskedyourfatherforone?\"

  \"No,\"saidMary。\"Idon\'tthinkI\'dcareforoneparticularly。\"

  \"Iwishyouwould。\"Bibbs\'stonewasearnestandtroubled。\"Ithinkinwinteryou——\"

  \"No,no,\"sheinterrupted,lightly。\"Idon\'tneed——\"

  \"Butmymothertriedtoinsistonsendingoneoverhereeveryafternoonforme。Iwouldn\'tlether,becauseIlikethewalk,butagirl——\"

  \"Agirllikestowalk,too,\"saidMary。\"LetmetellyouwhereI\'vebeenthisafternoonandhowIhappenedtobenearenoughttomakeyoutakemehome。

  I\'vebeentoseealittleoldmanwhomakespicturesofthesmoke。Hehasasortofwarehouseforastudio,andhelivestherewithhismotherandhiswifeandtheirsevenchildren,andhe\'sgloriouslyhappy。I\'dseenoneofhispicturesatanexhibition,andIwantedtoseemoreofthem,soheshowedthemtome。Hehasalmosteverthingheeverpainted;Idon\'tsupposehe\'ssoldmorethanfourorfivepicturesinhislife。Hegivesdrawing—lessonstokeepalive。\"

  \"Howdoyoumeanhepaintsthesmoke?\"Bibbsasked。

  \"Literally。Hepaintsfromhisstudiowindowandfromthestreet——anywhere。

  Hejustpaintswhat\'saroundhim——andit\'sbeautiful。\"

  \"Thesmoke?\"

  \"Wonderful!Heseestheskythroughit,somehow。Hedoestheuglyroofsofcheaphousesthroughahazeofsmoke,andhedoessmokysunsetsandsmokysunrises,andhehasotherthingswiththeheavy,solid,slowcolumnsofsmokegoingfaroutandgrowingmoreetherealandmixingwiththehazylightinthedistance;andhehasotherswiththebrokensky—lineofdown—town,allmistedwiththesmokeandpuffsandjetsofvaporthathavecolorslikeanorchardinmid—April。I\'mgoingtotakeyoutheresomeSundayafternoon,Bibbs。\"

  \"You\'reshowingmethetown,\"hesaid。\"Ididn\'tknowwhatwasinitatall。\"

  \"Thereareworkersinbeautyhere,\"shetoldhim,gently。\"Thereareotherpaintersmoreprosperousthanmyfriend。Thereareallsortsofthings。\"

  \"Ididn\'tknow。\"

  \"No。Sincethetownbegangrowingsogreatthatitcalleditself\'greater,\'

  onecouldlivehereallone\'slifeandknowonlythesideofitthatshows。\"

  \"Thebeauty—workersseemburiedverydeep,\"saidBibbs。\"AndIimaginethatyourfriendwhomakesthesmokebeautifulmustbeburieddeepestofall。Myfatherlovesthesmoke,butIcan\'timaginehisbuyingoneofyourfriend\'spictures。He\'dbuythe\'BayofNaples,\"buthewouldn\'tgetoneofthose。

  He\'dthinksmokeinapicturewashorrible——unlesshecoulduseitforanadvertisement。\"

  \"Yes,\"shesaid,thoughtfully。\"Andreallyhe\'sthetown。TheyAREburiedprettydeep,itseems,sometimes,Bibbs。\"

  \"Andyetit\'sallwonderful,\"hesaid。\"It\'swonderfultome。\"

  \"Youmeanthetowniswonderfultoyou?\"

  \"Yes,becauseeverythingis,sinceyoucalledmeyourfriend。Thecityisonlyarumbleonthehorizonforme。Itcan\'tcomeanycloserthanthehorizonsolongasyouletmeseeyoustandingbymyoldzinc—eateralldaylong,helpingme。Mary——\"Hestoppedwithagasp。\"That\'sthefirsttimeI\'vecalledyou\'Mary\'!\"

  \"Yes。\"Shelaughed,alittletremuously。\"ThoughIwantedyouto!\"

  \"Isaiditwithoutthinking。Itmustbebecauseyoucametheretowalkhomewithme。Thatmustbeit。\"\"Womenliketohavethingssaid,\"Maryinformedhim,hertremulouslaughtercontinuing。\"WereyougladIcameforyou?\"

  \"No——not\'glad。\'IfeltasifIwerebeingcarriedstraightupandupandup——overtheclouds。Ifeellikethatstill。IthinkI\'mthatwaymostofthetime。IwonderwhatIwaslikebeforeIknewyou。ThepersonIwasthenseemstohavebeensomebodyelse,notBibbsSheridanatall。Itseemslong,longago。Iwasgloomyandsickly——somebodyelse——somebodyIdon\'tunderstandnow,acowardafraidofshadows——afraidofthingsthatdidn\'texist——afraidofmyoldzinc—eater!AndnowI\'monlyafraidofwhatmightchangeanything。\"

  Shewassilentamoment,andthen,\"You\'rehappy,Bibbs?\"sheasked。

  \"Ah,don\'tyousee?\"hecried。\"Iwantittolastforathousand,thousandyears,justasitis!You\'vemademesorich,I\'mamiser。Iwouldn\'thaveonethingdifferent——nothing,nothing!\"

  \"DearBibbs!\"shesaid,andlaughedhappily。

  Bibbscontinuedtoliveintheshelterofhisdream。HehadtoldEdith,afterhisineffectiveefforttobeusefulinheraffairs,thathehaddecidedthathewas\"amemberofthefamily\";butheappearedtohaverelapsedtotheretiredlistafterthatoneattemptatparticipancy——hewasfarenoughdetachedfrommembershipnow。ThesewereturbulentdaysintheNewHouse,butBibbshadnopartwhateverintheturbulence——heseemedanabsent—mindedstranger,presentbyaccidentandnotwhollyawarethathewaspresent。Hewouldsit,faintlysmilingoverpleasantimaginingsanddearreminiscencesofhisown,whilebattleragedbetweenEdithandherfather,orwhileSheridanunloosedjeremiadsuponthesullenRoscoe,whodrankheavilytoendurethem。

  Thehappydreamerwanderedintostorm—areaslikeasomnambulist,andwanderedoutagainunawakened。HewassorryforhisfatherandforRoscoe,andforEdithandforSibyl,buttheirsufferingsandoutcriesseemedfaraway。

  SibylwasunderGurney\'scare。RoscoehadsentforhimonSundaynight,notlongafterBibbsreturnedtheabandonedwraps;andduringthefirstdaysofSibyl\'sillnessthedoctorfounditnecessarytobewithherfrequently,andtoinstallamuscularnurse。Andwhetherhewouldorno,Gurneyreceivedfromhishystericalpatientavarietyofpungentinformationwhichwouldhavestaggeredanybodybutafamilyphysician。AmongotherthingshewasgiventocomprehendthechangeinBibbs,andwhythezinc—eaterwasnotputtingalumpintheoperator\'sgizzardasofyore。

  Sibylwasnotdelirious——shewasathinlittleegowrithingandshriekinginpain。Lifehadhurther,andhaddrivenherintohurtingherself;herconditionwasonlytheadult\'sterribleexaggerationofthatofachildafterabadbruise——theremustbescreamingandtellingmotherallaboutthehurtandhowithappened。SibylbabbledherselfhoarsewhenGurneywithheldmorphine。Shewentfromthebeginningtotheendinabreath。Noproteststoppedher;nothingstoppedher。

  \"Yououghttoletmedie!\"shewailed。\"It\'scruelnottoletmedie!WhatharmhaveIeverdonetoanybodythatyouwanttokeepmealive?Justlookatmylife!IonlymarriedRoscoetogetawayfromhome,andlookwhatthatgotmeinto!——lookwhereIamnow!Hebroughtmetothistown,andwhatdidI

  haveinmylifebuthisFAMILY?Andtheydidn\'tevenknowtherightcrowd!

  Iftheyhad,itmighthavebeenSOMETHING!Ihadnothing——nothing——nothingintheworld!Iwantedtohaveagoodtime——andhowcouldI?Where\'sanygoodtimeamongtheseSheridans?Theyneverevenhadwineonthetable!IthoughtIwasmarryingintoarichfamilywhereI\'dmeetattractivepeopleI\'dreadabout,andtravel,andgotodances——and,oh,myLord!allIgotwastheseSheridans!IdidthebestIcould;Idid,indeed!Oh,IDID!Ijusttriedtolive。Everywoman\'sgotarighttolive,sometimeinherlife,Iguess!

  Thingswerejustbeginningtolookbrighter——we\'dmoveduphere,andthatfrozencrowdacrossthestreetwereafterJimfortheirdaughter,andthey\'dhavestarteduswiththerightpeople——andthenIsawhowEdithwasgettinghimawayfromme。Shedidit,too!Shegothim!Agirlwithmoneycandothattoamarriedwoman——yes,shecan,everytime!AndwhatcouldIdo?Whatcananywomandoinmyfix?Icouldn\'tdoANYTHINGbuttrytostandit——andI

  couldn\'tstandit!Iwenttothaticicle——thatVertreesgirl——andshecouldhavehelpedmealittle,anditwouldn\'thavehurther。Itwouldn\'thavedoneheranyharmtohelpmeTHATlittle!ShetreatedmeasifI\'dbeendirtthatshewouldn\'teventakethetroubletosweepoutofherhouse!LetherWAIT!\"

  Sibyl\'svoice,hoarsefrombabbling,becamenomorethanahuskywhisper,thoughshestrovetomakeitlouder。Shestruggledhalfupright,andthenurserestrainedher。\"I\'dgetupoutofthisbedtoshowhershecan\'tdosuchthingsotme!Iwasabsolutelyladylike,andshewalkedoutandleftmetherealone!She\'llSEE!ShestartedafterBibbsbeforeJim\'scasketwasfairlyunderground,andshethinksshe\'slandedthatpoorloon——butshe\'llsee!She\'llsee!IfI\'meverabletowalkacrossthestreetagainI\'llshowherhowtotreatawomanintroublethatcomestoherforhelp!Itwouldn\'thavehurtherany——itwouldn\'t——itwouldn\'t。AndEdithneedn\'thavetoldwhatshetoldRoscoe——itwouldn\'thavehurthertoletmealone。AndHEtoldherI

  boredhim——telephoninghimIwantedtoseehim。Heneedn\'thavedoneit!Heneedn\'t——needn\'t——\"Hervoicegrewfainter,forthatwhile,withexhaustion,thoughshewouldgooveritallagainassoonasherstrengthreturned。Shelaypanting。Then,seeingherhusbandstandingdisheveledinthedoorway,\"Don\'tcomein,Roscoe,\"shemurmured。\"Idon\'twanttoseeyou。\"Andasheturnedawaysheadded,\"I\'mkindofsorryforyou,Roscoe。\"

  Herantagonist,Edith,wasnotmorecoherentinherownwailings,andshehadtheadvantageofamotherforlistener。Shehadalsothedisadvantageofamotherforduenna,andMrs。Sheridan,underherhusband\'ssharptutelage,provedaneffectiveone。EdithwasreducedtotelephoningLamhornfromshopswhenevershecouldjugglehermotherintoamomentarydistractionoveracounter。

  EdithwasincomparablymoreinlovethanbeforeLamhorn\'sexpulsion。Herwholebeingwasnothingbutthedeterminationtohurdleeverythingthatseparatedherfromhim。Shewasinastatethatcouldbealteredbyonlythelightestandmostdelicatediplomacyofsuggestion,butSheridan,likelegionsofotherparents,intensifiedherpassionandfedithourlyfuelbyopposingtoitanintolerableforce。Hesworesheshouldcool,andthussetheronfire。

  Edithplannedneatly。Shefoughthard,everyotherevening,withherfather,andkeptherbedbetweentimestolethimseewhathisviolencehaddonetoher。Then,whenthemeresightofhersethimtobreathingfast,shesaidpitiablythatshemightbearhertroublebetterifshewentaway;itwasimpossibletobeinthesametownwithLamhornandnotthinkalwaysofhim。

  PerhapsinNewYorkshemightforgetalittle。Shehadwrittentoaschoolfriend,establishedquietlywithanauntinapartments——andamonthorsooftheatersandrestaurantsmightbringpeace。Sheridanshoutedwithrelief;hegaveheracopiouscheque,andsheleftuponaMondaymorning,wearingvioletswithhermourningandhavingkissedeverybodygood—byexceptSibylandBibbs。

  ShemighthavekissedBibbs,buthefailedtorealizethatthedayofherdeparturehadarrived,andwassurprised,onreturningfromhiszinc—eater,thatevening,tofindhergone。\"Isupposethey\'llbemariedther,\"hesaid,casually。

  Sheridan,seated,warminghisstockingedfeetatthefire,jumpedup,fuming。

  \"Eitheryougoouto\'here,orIwill,Bibbs!\"hesnorted。\"Idon\'twanttobeinthesameroomwiththeparticularkindofidiotyouare!She\'sthroughwiththatriff—raff;allsheneededwastobekeptawayfromhimafewweeks,andIKEPTheraway,anditdidthebusiness。ForHeaven\'ssake,goonouto\'

  here!\"

  Bibbsobeyedthegestureofahandstillbandaged。AndtheblacksilkslingwasstillroundSheridan\'sneck,butnotwordofGurney\'sandnoexcruciatingtwingeofpaincouldkeepSheridan\'shandinthesling。Thewounds,slightenoughoriginally,hadbecomeinfectedthefirsttimehehaddislodgedthebandages,andhealingwaslongdelayed。Sheridanhadthehabitofgesture;hecouldnot\"taketimetoremember,\"hesaid,thathemustbecareful,andhehadalsoacuriousindignationwithhishurt;herefusedtopayitthecomplimentofadmittingitsexistence。

  TheSaturdayfollowingEdith\'sdepartureGurneycametotheSheridanBuildingtodressthewoundsandtohaveatalkwithSheridanwhichthedoctorfelthadbecomenecessary。Buthewasalittlebeforetheappointedtimeandwasobligedtowaitafewminutesinananteroom——therewasadirectors\'meetingofsomesortinSheridan\'soffice。Thedoorwasslightlyajar,leakingcigar—smokeandoratory,thelatterallSheridan\'s,andGurneylistened。

  \"No,sir;no,sir;no,sir!\"heheardthebigvoicerumbling,andthen,breakingintothunder,\"ItellyouNO!Someo\'youmenmakemesick!You\'dloseyourconfidenceinAlmightyGodifadoodle—bugflippedhishindlegatyou!Yousaymoney\'stightalloverthecountry。Well,whatifitis?

  There\'snoreasonforittobetight,andit\'snotgoin\'tokeepOURmoneytight!You\'realwaysrunnin\'tothewoodshedtohideyournickelsinacrackbecausesomefoolnewspapersaysthemarket\'salittleskeery!Youlistentoeverystreet—cornercroakerandthencomeandsethereandtrytoscareMEoutofabigthing!We\'reINonthis——understand?ItellyouthereneverWAS

  bettertimes。Thesearegoodtimesandbigtimes,andIwon\'tstandforanyotherkindo\'talk。Thiscountry\'sonitsfeetasitneverwasbefore,andthiscity\'sonitsfeetandgoin\'tostaythere!\"AndGurneyheardaseriesofwhacksandthumpsuponthedesk。\"\'Badtimes\'!\"Sheridanvociferated,withaccompanyingthumps。\"Rabbittalk!Thesetimesareglorious,Itellyou!

  We\'reinthepromisedland,andwe\'regoin\'toSTAYthere!That\'sall,gentlemen。Theloangoes!\"

  Thedirectorscameforth,flushedandmurmurous,andGurneyhastenedin。Hisguesswascorrect:Sheridanhadbeenthumpingthedeskwithhisrighthand。

  Thephysicianscoldedwearily,makinggoodthefreshdamageasbesthemight;

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