第5章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"A Mountain Woman",免费读到尾

  Twentyyearsinthepenitentiary!

  Davidlookedupatthejudgeandsmiled。

  Menhavebeenknowntosmilethatwaywhenthecar-wheelcrashesovertheirlegs,orabulletletstheairthroughtheirlungs。

  Allthatfollowedwouldhaveseemedmoreterribleifithadnotappearedtobesoremote。Davidhadtoassurehimselfoverandoverthatitwasreallyhewhowasputinthatdisgracefuldress,andlockedinthatshamefulwalkfromcorridortowork-

  room,fromwork-roomtochapel。Theworkwasnotmuchmoremonotonousthanthattowhichhehadbeenaccustomedintheoffice。Here,asthere,onewasreprovedfornotdoingtherequiredamount,butneverpraisedforextraordinaryefforts。Here,asthere,theworkersregardedeachotherwithdislikeandsuspicion。Here,asthere,workwasapenaltyandnotapleasure。

  Itisthenightsthataretobedreadedinapenitentiary。Speecheasesthebrainoffreemen;butthemancondemnedtoeter-

  nalsilenceisboundtoenduretorments。

  Thought,whichmightbeadiversion,be-

  comesacurse;itisapainfuldiseasewhichbecomeschronic。Itdoesnottakelongtoforgetthedaysoftheweekandthemonthsoftheyearwhentimebringsnovariance。

  Daviddruggedhimselfondreams。Heknewitwasweakness,butitwasthewineofforgetfulness,andheindulgedinit。Hewentoverandover,inendlessrepetition,everysceneinwhichZoeLeBaronhadfigured。

  HelearnedbyapaperthatshehadgonetoEurope。Hewasgladofthat。Fortherewerehoursinwhichheimaginedthathisfatemighthavecausedherdistress——notmuch,ofcourse,butperhapsanoccasionalhourofsympatheticregret。Butitwaspleasanternottothinkofthat。Hepre-

  ferredtorememberthehourstheyhadspenttogetherwhileshewasteachinghimthejoyoflife。

  Howlovelyhergrayeyeswere!Deep,yetbright,andfullofsilentlittlespeeches。

  Theroomsinwhichheimaginedherasmovingwerealwayssplendid;thegownssheworewereofrustlingsilk。Heneverinanydream,wakingorsleeping,associatedherwithpovertyorsorroworpain。Gayandbeautiful,shemovedfromcitytocity,inthesevisionsofDavid\'s,lookingalwaysatwonderfulthings,andfindinglaughterineveryhappening。

  Itwassixmonthsafterhisentranceintohissilentabodethatalettercameforhim。

  \"Byrights,Culross,\"saidthewarden,\"I

  shouldnotgivethislettertoyou。Itisn\'tthesortweapproveof。Butyou\'reinforagoodspell,andifthereisanythingthatcanmakelifeseemmoretolerable,Idon\'tknowbutyou\'reentitledtoit。Atleast,I\'mnotthemantodenyittoyou。”

  Thiswastheletter:——

  \"MYDEARFRIEND,——Ihopeyoudonotthinkthatallthesemonths,whenyouhavebeensufferingsoterribly,Ihavebeenthink-

  ingofotherthings!ButIamsureyouknowthetruth。YouknowthatIcouldnotsendyouwordorcometoseeyou,orIwouldhavedoneit。WhenIfirstheardofwhatyouhaddone,Isawitallasithap-

  pened,——thatdreadfulscene,Imean,inthesaloon。IamsureIhaveimaginedevery-

  thingjustasitwas。Ibeggedpapatohelpyou,buthewasveryangry。Yousee,papawassopeculiar。Hethoughtmoreoftheappearancesofthings,perhaps,thanoffacts。Itinfuriatedhimtothinkofmeasbeingconcernedaboutyouorwithyou。

  Ididnotknowhecouldbesoangry,andhisangerdidnotdie,butfordaysitcastsuchashadowovermethatIusedtowishIwasdead。OnlyIwouldnotdisobeyhim,andnowIamgladofthat。WewereinFrancethreemonths,andthen,cominghome,papadied。Itwasonthevoyage。Iwishhehadaskedmetoforgivehim,forthenIthinkIcouldhaverememberedhimwithmoretenderness。Buthedidnothingofthekind。Hedidnotseemtothinkhehaddonewronginanyway,thoughIfeelthatsomewaywemighthavesavedyou。IambackhereinChicagointheoldhome。ButIshallnotstayinthishouse。Itissolargeandlonesome,andIalwaysseeyouandfatherfacingeachotherangrilythereintheparlorwhenIenterit。SoIamgoingtogetmesomecoseyroomsinanotherpartofthecity,andtakemyaunt,whoisasweetoldlady,tolivewithme;andIamgoingtodevotemytime——allofit——andallofmybrainstogettingyououtofthatterribleplace。Whatistheuseoftellingmethatyouareamurderer?DoInotknowyoucouldnotbebroughttohurtanything?

  Isupposeyoumusthavekilledthatpoorman,butthenitwasnotyou,itwasthatdreadfuldrink——itwasMe!Thatiswhatcontinuallyhauntsme。IfIhadbeenabravergirl,andspokenthewordsthatwereinmyheart,youwouldnothavegoneintothatplace。Youwouldbeinnocentto-day。

  ItwasIwhowasresponsibleforitall。I

  letfatherkillyourheartrighttherebeforeme,andneversaidaword。YetIknewhowitwaswithyou,and——thisiswhatI

  oughttohavesaidthen,andwhatImustsaynow——andallthetimeIfeltjustasyoudid。IthoughtIshoulddiewhenI

  sawyougoaway,andknewyouwouldnevercomebackagain。OnlyIwassoselfish,Iwassowicked,Iwouldsaynothing。

  \"Ihavenorighttobecomfortableandhopeful,andtohavefriends,withyoushutupfromlibertyandhappiness。Iwillnothavethosecomfortablerooms,afterall。

  Iwillliveasyoudo。Iwilllivealoneinabareroom。ForitisIwhoamguilty!

  AndthenIwillfeelthatIalsoambeingpunished。

  \"Doyouhateme?Perhapsmytellingyounowallthesethings,andthatIfelttowardyoujustasyoudidtowardme,willnotmakeyouhappy。Foritmaybethatyoudespiseme。

  \"Anyway,Ihavetoldyouthetruthnow。

  IwillgoassoonasIhearfromyoutoalawyer,andtrytofindouthowyoumaybeliberated。Iamsureitcanbedonewhenthefactsareknown。

  \"Poorboy!HowIdohopeyouhaveknowninyourheartthatIwasnotfor-

  gettingyou。Indeed,dayornight,Ihavethoughtofnothingelse。NowIamfreetohelpyou。Andbesure,whateverhappens,thatIamworkingforyou。

  \"ZOELEBARON。”

  Thatwasall。Justagirlish,constrainedletter,hardlyhintingatthehottearsthathadbeenshedformanywearynights,coylytellingoftheimpatientyoungloveandallthemaidenlyshame。

  Davidpermittedhimselftoreaditonlyonce。Thenasuddenresolutionwasborn——

  aheroicone。Beforehegottheletterhewasacrushedandunsophisticatedboy;

  whenhehadreadit,andabsorbeditsfullsignificance,hebecamesuddenlyaman,capableofagreatsacrifice。

  \"Ireturnyourletter,\"hewrote,withoutsuperscription,\"andthankyouforyouranxietyaboutme。Butthetruthis,Ihadforgottenallaboutyouinmytrouble。Youwerenotintheleasttoblameforwhathap-

  pened。ImighthaveknownIwouldcometosuchanend。YouthoughtIwasgood,ofcourse;butitisnoteasytofindoutthelifeofayoungman。Itisrathermortifyingtohaveaprivatelettersenthere,becausethewardenreadsthemall。Ihopeyouwillenjoyyourselfthiswinter,andhastentoforgetonewhohadcertainlyforgottenyoutillremindedbyyourletter,whichIreturn。

  \"Respectfully,\"DAVIDCULROSS。”

  Thatnightsomedeeplinescameintohisfacewhichneverleftit,andwhichmadehimlooklikeamanofmiddleage。

  Heneverdoubtedthathisplanwouldsucceed;that,piquedandindignantathisingratitude,shewouldhatehim,andinalittletimeforgetheeverlived,orrememberhimonlytoblushwithshameatherpastassociationwithhim。Hesawherhappy,loved,livingtheusuallifeofwomen,withallthosethingsthatmakeliferich。

  Forthereinthesolitudeanunderstand-

  ingofdeepthingscametohim。Hewhothoughtnevertohaveawifegrewtoknowwhatthejoyofitmustbe。Heperceivedallthesubtleraptureofweddedsouls。Helearnedwhattheloveofchildrenwas,theprideofhome,theunselfishambitionforsuccessthatspursmenon。Alltheemo-

  tionspassedinprocessionatnightbeforehim,trickedoutinpalpableforms。

  AburstofgirlishtearswoulddissipatewhateverlingeringpityZoefeltforhim。

  Howoftenhesaidthat!Withhersensi-

  tivenessshewouldbesuretohateamanwhohadmortifiedher。

  Sohefelltodreamingofheragainasmovingamonghappyandluxuriousscenes,exquisitelyclothed,withflowersonherbosomandjewelsonherneck;andhesawmenlovingher,andwasglad,andsawheratlastlovingthebestofthem,andtoldhimselfinthesilenceofthenightthatitwasashewished。

  Yetalways,always,fromwearyweektowearyweek,herehearsedthescenes。Theywerehistheatre,hisopera,hislibrary,hislecturehall。

  Herehearsedthemagainthereonthecars。Heneverweariedofthem。Tobesure,otherthoughtshadcometohimatnight。Muchthattomostmenseemscom-

  plexandpuzzlinghadgrowntoappearsimpletohim。Inawayhisbrainhadquickenedanddeepenedthroughtheyearsofsolitude。Hehadthoughtoutagreatmanythings。Hehadreadafewgoodbooksanddigestedthem,andthevisionsinhishearthadkepthimfrombeingbitter。

  Yet,suddenlyconfrontedwithliberty,turnedlooselikeapasturedcolt,withoutmasterorrein,hefeltonlyconfusionanddismay。Hemightbeexpectedtofeelex-

  ultation。Heexperiencedonlyfright。Itispreciselythesamewiththeliberatedcolt。

  Thetrainpulledintoabustlingstation,inwhichthemultitudinousnoiseswerethrownbackagainfromthearchedironroof。Therelentlesshasteofallthepeoplewasinexpressiblycrueltothemanwholookedfromthewindowwonderingwhitherhewouldgo,andif,amongallthethousandsthatmadeupthatvastandthrobbingcity,hewouldeverfindafriend。

  ForamomentDavidlongedevenforthatunmaternalmotherwhohadforgottenhiminthehourofhisdistress;butshehadbeendeadformanyyears。

  Thetrainstopped。Everyonegotout。

  Davidforcedhimselftohisfeetandfollowed。

  Hehadbeendrivenbackintotheworld。

  Itwouldhaveseemedlessterribletohavebeendrivenintoadesert。Hewalkedtowardthegreatirongates,seeingthepeopleandhearingthenoisesconfusedly。

  Asheenteredthespacebeyondthegrat-

  ingsomeonecaughthimbythearm。Itwasalittlemiddle-agedwomaninplainclothes,andwithsadgrayeyes。

  \"IsthisDavid?\"saidshe。

  Hedidnotspeak,buthisfaceansweredher。

  \"Iknewyouwerecomingto-day。I\'vewaitedalltheseyears,David。Youdidn\'tthinkIbelievedwhatyousaidinthatletterdidyou?Thisway,David,——thisisthewayhome。”

  TwoPioneersITwastheyearofthesmall-pox。ThePawneeshaddiedintheircoldtepeesbythefifties,thesoldierslaydeadinthetrencheswithoutthefort,andmanyagayFrenchvoyageur,whohadthoughttogosingingdowntheMissourionhisfur-ladenraftinthespringtime,wouldneveragainseethelightsofSt。Louis,orthecoinofthemightyChoteaucompany。

  Ithadbeenawinteroftragedies。TherigorsoftheweatherandthescourgeofthediseasehadbeenfoughtwithIndiancharmandwithCatholicprayer。Bothwereequallyunavailing。Ifamanwastakensickattheforttheyputhiminawarmroom,broughthimajugofwateronceaday,andlefthimtofindoutwhathisconstitutionwasworth。Generallyhere-

  covered;forthesurgeon\'ssupplieshadbeenexhaustedearlyintheyear。ButtheIndians,intheirtorment,rushedintotheriverthroughtheice,andreturnedtorollthemselvesintheirblanketsanddieinungroaningstoicism。

  Everyonehadgrownbitterandhard。

  Theknivesofthetrappersweresharp,andnotonewhitsharperthantheirtempers。

  SomeonesaidthatthefriendlyPawneeswereconspiringwiththeSioux,whowerealwaystreacherous,tosackthesettlement。

  Thetrappersdoubtedthis。TheyandthePawneeshadbeenfriendsmanyyears,andtheyhadtogetherkilledtheSiouxinfourfamousbattlesonthePlatte。Yet——whoknows?Therewaspestilenceintheair,andithadsomehowgotintomen\'ssoulsaswellastheirbodies。

  So,atleast,FatherdeSmetsaid。Healonedidnotdespair。Healonetriedneithercharmnorcurse。Hedressedhimanaltarinthewilderness,andheprayedatit——butnotforimpossiblethings。Wheninaday\'sjourneyyoucomeacrosstwolodgesofIndians,sixtysoulsineach,lyingdeadanddistortedfromtheplagueintheirdesolatetepees,youdonotpray,ifyouareamanlikeFatherdeSmet。Yougoontothenextlodgewherethelivingyetare,andteachthemhowtoavoiddeath。

  Besides,whenyouareyoung,itismucheasiertoactthantopray。Whenthechil-

  drencriedforfood,FatherdeSmettookdowntheriflefromthewallandwentoutwithit,comingbackonlywhenhecouldfeedthehungry。Therewereplaceswheretheprairiewasblackwithbuffalo,andtheshydeershowedtheirdelicateheadsamongtheleaflesswillowsofthePapillion。Whenthey——thechildren——werecold,thisyoungmanbroughtinbasketsofbuffalochipsfromtheprairieandbuiltthemafire,orhehungmoreskinsupattheentrancetothetepees。Ifhewantedtocrossariverandhadnoboatathand,heleapedtheuncertainice,or,inclearcurrent,swam,withhisclothesonhisheadinabundle。

  AwonderfultravellerforthetimewasFatherdeSmet。TwicehehadgoneasfarasthelandoftheFlatheadnation,andhecouldclimbmountainpassesaswellasanyguideoftheRockies。Hehadbuiltadozenmissions,lyingallthewayfromtheColum-

  biatotheKaw。Hehadalwaysajestathistongue\'send,andserveditoutwithasmuchreadinessasaprayer;andhehad,withal,anarmtrainedtodoexecution。

  Everymanontheplainsunderstoodtheartofself-preservation。EveninCainsville,overbythecouncilgroundofthewesterntribes,whichwasquitethemostcivilizedplaceforhundredsofmiles,lifewasuncer-

  tainwhentheboatscamefromSt。Louiswithbadwhiskeyintheirholds。Butnoonedaredtakelibertieswiththeholyfather。

  Thethrustfromhisshoulderwasstraightandsure,andhisfistwashard。

  YetitwasnotthesinnerthatFatherdeSmetmeanttocrush。Healwayssupple-

  mentedhisactsofphysicalprowesswiththatexplanation。Itwasthesinthathestruckatfromtheshoulder——andmaynotevenananointedonestrikeatsin?

  FatherdeSmetcoulddrawafineline,too,betweenthethingswhichwerebadinthemselves,andthethingswhichwereonlyextrinsicallybad。Forexample,therewerethesoupsofMademoiselleNinon。Mam\'selleherselfwasnotabovereproach,buthersoupswere。MademoiselleNinonwastheonlyParisianthinginthesettlement。Andshewascertainlytobeavoided——whichwasper-

  hapsthereasonthatnooneavoidedher。ItwasfouryearssinceshehadseenParis。Shewassixteenthen,andshefollowedthefor-

  tunesofacertainadventurerwhofounditadvisabletosailforMontreal。NinonhadbeenboredbackinParis,itbeingdullinthemantua-makingshopofMadameGuittar。Ifshehadbeenamanshewouldhavetakentonavigation,andmighthavemadeherselffamousbysailingtosomeunknownpartoftheNewWorld。Beingawoman,shetookaloverwhowasgoingtoNewFrance,andfor-

  gottoweepwhenhefoundanearlyandvio-

  lentdeath。Andtherewereothersathand,andNinonsailedaroundthecoldbluelakes,pastSaultSt。Marie,andmadeherwayacrosstheportagestotheMississippi,andsodowntothesacredrockofSt。Louis。

  Thatwasamerryplace。Ninonhadfaulttofindneitherwiththewinenorthedances。

  Theywereallthatonecouldhavedesired,andtherewasnolimittoeitherofthem。

  Butstill,afteratime,eventhisgrewtire-

  sometooneofNinon\'sspirit,andshetookthefirstopportunitytosailuptheMissouriwithacertainyoungtrapperconnectedwiththegreatfurcompany,andsofoundher-

  selfatCainsville,withthebluebluffsrisingtotheeastofher,andthelowwhitestretchesoftheriverflatsundulatingdowntowherethesluggishstreamwounditswaysouthwardcapriciously。

  Ninonsoontiredofhertrapper。Foronethingshefoundoutthathewasacoward。Shesawhimrunonceinabuffalofight。ThatwaswhenthePawneestoodstillwithablanketstretchedwideinagaudysquare,andcaughttheheadofthemadanimalfairlyinthetoughfabric;hismus-

  tang\'slegstrembledunderhim,buthedidnotmove,——foramustangisthesoulofanIndian,andobeyseachthought;theIndianhimselffelthisheartpoundingathisribs;

  butoncewiththatgarmentfastoverthebaffledeyesofthestrugglingbrute,therestwasonlyamatterofjudiciousknife-

  thrusts。Ninonsawthis。Sherodepastherlover,andsnatchedthetwistedbullioncordfromhishatthatshehadbraidedandputthere,andthatnightshetieditonthehatofthePawneewhohadkilledthebuffalo。

  ThePawneeswereratherproudoftheepisode,andasfortheFrenchmen,theydidnotmind。TheFrenchhavealwaysbeenveryadaptableinAmerica。Ninonwasuniversallypopular。

  Andsowerehersoups。

  Everymanhashisprice。FatherdeSmet\'swasthesoupsofMademoiselleNinon。

  Fancy!Ifyouhaveaneducatedpalateandareobligedtoeatthestrongdistillationofbuffalomeat,cookedinapotwhichhasbeenwipedoutwiththegreasypetticoatofasquaw!WhenNinoncamedownfromSt。Louisshebroughtwithheragreatboxcontainingneitherclothes,furniture,nortrinkets,butsomethingmuchmorewonderful!Itwasamarvellouscompound-

  ingofspicesandseasonings。ThearomaticliquidsshesetbeforetheenchantedmenofthesettlementborenomorerelationtoordinarybuffalosoupthanChateaubrand\'sIndianmaidensdidtooneofthePaw-

  neegirls,whoslouchedaboutthesettle-

  mentwithnoxioustressesandsullenslavishcoquetries。

  FatherdeSmetwouldnotatanytimehavecalledNinonascarletwoman。Butwhenheatethedishofsouportastedthehotcorn-cakesthatsheinvariablyinvitedhimtopartakeofashepassedherlittlehouse,herefrainedwithallthecharityofatrueChristianandanaccomplishedepicurefromeventhinkinghersuch。Andhere-

  memberedthewordsoftheSaviour,\"Lethimwhoiswithoutsinamongyoucastthefirststone。”

  ToFatherdeSmet\'shealthynaturenothingseemedmoresuperfluousthansin。

  Andhewasaversetothinkingthatanycommitteddeedsofwhichheneedbeashamed。Soitwashishabit,especiallyifthedaywaspleasantandhisownthoughtshappy,tosaytohimselfwhenhesawoneofthewildyoungtrappersleavingthecabinofMademoiselleNinon:\"Hehasbeenforsomeofthegoodwoman\'shotcakes,\"

  tillhegrewquitetobelievethattheonlyattractionsthattheadroitFrenchwomanpossessedwereofagastronomicnature。

  Totellthetruth,theattractionsofMade-

  moiselleNinonwerevaried。Tobeginwith,shewastheonlythinginthatwilder-

  nesstosuggesthome。Ninonhadageniusforhome-making。Hercabin,inwhichshecooked,slept,ate,lived,hadbecomeaboudoir。

  Thewallswerehungwithrareandbeau-

  tifulskins;theveryfloormaderichwithhugebearrobes,theirpermeatingodorssubduedbyheavyperfumesbrought,likethespices,fromSt。Louis。Thebed,inday-

  time,wasacouchofbeaver-skins;thefire-

  placehadbranchingantlersaboveit,onwhichwerehungsomeoftheevidencesofthefairNinon\'scoquetry,suchassilkenscarves,ofthesortthevoyageursfromthefarnorthwore;andnecklacesmadebytheIndiansofthePacificcoastandbroughttoNinonby——butitisnotpolitetoinquireintothesematters。Therewerelittlemoc-

  casinsalso,muchdecoratedwithporcupine-

  quills,onepairofwhichFatherdeSmethadbroughtfromtheFlatheadnation,andpresentedtoNinonthattimewhenshenursedhimthroughafrightfulrunoffever。

  Shewouldtakenomoneyforherpatientservices。

  \"Father,\"saidshe,gravely,whenheofferedittoher,\"Iamnotmyselfvirtuous。

  ButIhavethedistinctionofhavingpre-

  servedtheonlyvirtuouscreatureinthesettlementforfurtherusefulness。Some-

  times,perhaps,youwillprayforNinon。”

  FatherdeSmetneverforgotthoseprayers。

  Thesewerewildtimes,mindyou。Nousetokeepyourskirtscoldlycleanifyouwishedtobeofhelp。Thesemenweresub-

  duingacontinent。Theirprimitivequalitiescameout。Courage,endurance,sacrifice,sufferingwithoutcomplaint,friendshiptothedeath,indomitablehatred,unfalteringhope,deep-seatedgreed,splendidgayety——ittakesthesethingstosubdueaconti-

  nent。Viceisalsoanincidental,——thatistosay,whatonecallsvice。Thisisbecauseitisthecustomtomeasurethesemenasiftheyweregovernedbythelawsofcivili-

  zation,wherethereisneitherlawnorcivilization。

  Thismuchiscertain:gentlemencannotconqueracountry。TheytriedgentlemenbackinVirginia,andtheydied,partlyfromlackofintellect,butmostlyfromlackofenergy。Aftertheyeomenhavefoughttheconqueringfight,itiswellenoughtobringingentlemen,whoaresometimescleverlawmakers,andwholookwellonthronesorinpresidentialchairs。

  Buttoreturntothewinterofthesmall-

  pox。ItwasthenthatthepriestandNinongrewtoknoweachotherwell。Theybe-

  cameacquaintedfirstinthecabinwherefourofthetrapperslaytossingindelirium。

  Thehorriblesmellofdiseaseweightedtheair。Outsidewetsnowfellcontinuouslyandthecloudsseemedtorestonlyafewfeetabovethesullenbluffs。Theroomwasbareofcomforts,andverydirty。Ninonlookedaboutwithdisgust。

  \"Youpray,\"saidshetothepriest,\"andIwillcleantheroom。”

  \"Notso,\"returnedthebroad-shoulderedfather,smilingly,\"wewillbothcleantheroom。”Thusitcamethattheyscrubbedthefloortogether,andmadethechimneysothatitwouldnotsmoke,andwashedtheblanketsonthebeds,andkeptthewood-

  pilehigh。Theyalsodevisedventilators,andletinfreshairwithoutexposingthepatients。Theyhadnomedicine,buttheycontinuallyrubbedthesufferingmenwithbear\'sgrease。

  \"It\'sbetterthanmedicine,\"saidNinon,afterthetenthday,as,wanwithwatching,sheheldthecoolhandofoneoftherecoveringmeninherown。\"Ifwehadhadmedicinesweshouldhavekilledthesemen。”

  \"Youareawomanofremarkablesense,\"

  saidtheholyfather,whowaseatingadishofcorn-mealandmilkthatNinonhadjustprepared,\"andawomanalsoofChristiancourage。”

  \"Christiancourage?\"echoedNinon;\"doyouthinkthatiswhatyoucallit?Iamnotafraid,no,notI;butitisnotChristiancourage。Youmistakeincallingitthat。”

  Thereweretearsinhereyes。Thepriestsawthem。

  \"Godleadyouatlastintopeacefulways,\"

  saidhe,softly,liftingonehandinblessing。

  \"Yourvigilisended。Gotoyourhomeandsleep。YouknowthevalueofthetemporallifethatGodhasgiventoman。

  Inthehoursofthenight,Ninon,thinkofthevalueofeternallife,whichitisalsoHistogive。”

  Ninonstaredathimamomentwithadawninghorrorinhereyes。

  Thenshepointedtothetable。

  \"Whateveryoudo,\"saidshe,\"don\'tforgetthebear\'sgrease。”Andshewentoutlaughing。Thepriestdidnotpausetorecommendhersoultofurtherblessing。

  Heobeyedherdirections。

  Marchwaswearingawaytediously。Theriverwasnotyetopen,andthebelatedboatswithneededsuppliesweremooredfardowntheriver。ManyofthereducedsettlersweredependentonthemeattheIndiansbroughtthemforsustenance。Themudmadetheroadsalmostimpassable;forthefrostlayinasolidbedsixinchesbelowthesurface,andallabovethatwassemi-

  liquidmuck。Snowandrainalternated,andthefrightfuldiseasedidnotceaseitsravages。

  Thepriestgotlittlesleep。Nowhewasatthebedofalittlehalf-breedchild,smoothingthestraightblacklocksfromthenarrowbrow;nowatthecotofsomehulkingtrapper,whoweptatthepain,butdiedfinallywithagrinofbravadoonhislips;nowinafoultepee,wheresomegravePawneewrappedhismantleabouthim,andgazedwithpropheticandunflinchingeyesintothelandofthehereafter。

  Thelittleschoolthattheprieststartedhadbeenlongsinceabandoned。Itwasonlythepreservationoflifethatonethoughtofinthesedays。Andrecklessnesshadmadethemendesperate。Totheravagesofdis-

  easewereaddedhorriblemurders。Moralhealthisalwayslowwhenphysicalhealthisso。

  Giveanationtwowintersofgrippe,anditwillhaveanepidemicofsuicide。Giveitstarvationandsmall-pox,anditwillhaveacontagionofmurders。Therearesubtlelawsunderlyingthesethings,——lawswhichthephysiciansthinktheycanexplain;buttheyaremistaken。Thereasonisnotsomaterialasitseems。

  Butspringwasnearinspiteoffallingsnowandthedirtyiceintheriver。Therewasnotevenaflushingofthewillowtwigstotellitby,noraclearingoftheleadensky,——onlythealmanac。YetallmenwerelookingforwardtoitThetrappersputinthefeebledaysofconvalescence,makinglongraftsonwhichtopiletheskinsdriedoverwinter,——afinevariety,worthallbuttheirweightingold。Moneywaseasilygotinthosedays;buttherearecircumstancesunderwhichmoneyisvalueless。

  FatherdeSmetthoughtofthisthedaybeforeEaster,asheplungedthroughthemudofthewindingstreetinhisbearskingaiters。Stoutwerehislegs,firmhislungs,asheturnedtobreatheinthewestwind;

  clearhissharpandhumorouseyes。Hewasgoingtothelittlechapelwherethemissionschoolhadpreviouslybeenheld。

  Herewasarudepulpit,andbackofitamuch-disfiguredvirgin,dressedinturkey-

  redcalico。Twocheapcandlesintheirtinsticksguardedthisfigure,andbeneath,onthefloor,wasspreadanotter-skinofperfectbeauty。Theseatswereofpine,withoutbacks,andthewindwhistledthroughthechinksbetweenthelogs。Moreover,theplacewasdirty。Lentenservicehadbeenoutofthequestion。Thelivinghadneithertimenorstrengthtocometoworship;andthedeadwerenotgiventhehonorofaburialfromchurchinthesetimesofterror。

  Thepriestlookedabouthimindismay,theplacewassoutterlyforsaken;yettoletEastergobywithoutrecognitionwasnottohisliking。Hehadbeenthenightbeforetoeveryhouseinthesettlement,biddingthepeopletocometodevotionsonSundaymorning。Heknewthatnotoneofthemwouldrefusehisinvitation。Therewasnoherolargerintheeyesoftheseunfortunatesthanthesimplepriestwhowalkedamongthemwithhisunpretentiouspiety。Thepromisesweregivenwithwhisperedbless-

  ings,andtherewerevoicesthatbrokeinmakingthem,andhandsthatshookwithhonestgratitude。Thepriest,rememberingthesethings,andalltheawfulsufferingofthewinter,determinedtomaketheser-

  vicesymbolic,indeed,oftheresurrectionandthelife,——theannualresurrectionandlifethatcomeseachyear,apalpablemiracle,toteachthedullestthatGodreigns。

  \"Howareyougoingtotrimthealtar?\"

  criedavoicebehindhim。

  Heturned,startled,andinthedoorwaystoodMademoiselleNinon,hershortskirtbeltedwitharedsilkscarf,——thetokenofsometrapper,——heranklesprotectedwithfringedleggins,herheadcoveredwithabe-

  ribbonedhatoffelt,suchasthevoyageurswore。

  \"Ourdevotionswillbetheonlydecora-

  tionswecanhangonit。Butgratitudeisbetterthanblossoms,andhumanitymorebeautifulthangreenwreaths,\"saidthefather,gently。

  Itwasacuriousthing,andonethathehadoftennoticedhimself;hegavethiswoman——unworthyasshewas——thebestofhissimplethoughts。

  Ninontiptoedtowardthepriestwithonefingercoquettishlyraisedtoinsuresecrecy。

  \"Youwillneverbelieveit,\"shewhis-

  pered,\"noonewouldbelieveit!Butthefactis,father,Ihavetwolilies。”

  \"Lilies,\"criedthepriest,incredulously,\"twolilies?\"

  \"That\'swhatIsay,father——twomarvel-

  louslyfairlilieswithlittlesceptresofgoldinthem,andleavesaswhiteassnow。Thebulbswerebroughtmelastautumnby——;thatistosay,theywerebroughtfromSt。Louis。

  Onlynowhavetheyblossomed。Heavens,howIhavewatchedthebuds!Ihavesaidtomyselfeverymorningforafortnight:

  \'Willtheyopenintimeforthegoodfather\'sEastermorningservice?\'ThenI

  said:\'Theywillopentoosoon。Buds,\'I

  havecriedtothem,\'donotdaretoopenyet,oryouwillbehorriblypasséebyEaster。

  Havethekindness,willyou,tosaveyour-

  selvesforagreatevent。\'Andtheydidit;

  yes,father,youmaynotbelieve,butnolaterthanthismorningthesesensibleflowersopeneduptheirleavesboldly,quiteconsciousthattheyweredoingtherightthing,andto-morrow,ifyouplease,theywillbehere。Andtheywillperfumethewholeplace;yes。”

  Shestoppedsuddenly,andrelaxedhervivaciousexpressionforoneofpain。

  \"Youarecertainlyill,\"criedthepriest。

  \"Restyourself。”Hetriedtopushherontooneoftheseats;butasortofconvulsiverigiditycameoverher,veryalarmingtolookat。

  \"Youarewornout,\"hercompanionsaidgravely。\"Andyouarechilled。”

  \"Yes,I\'mcold,\"confessedNinon。\"ButIhadtocometotellyouaboutthelilies。

  But,doyousee,Inevercouldbringmyselftoputtheminthisroomasitisnow。Itwouldbetooabsurdtoplacethemamongthisdirt。Wemustcleantheplace。”

  \"Theplacewillbecleaned。Iwillseetoit。Butasforyou,gohomeandcareforyourself。”Ninonstartedtowardthedoorwithanuncertainstep。Suddenlyshecameback。

  \"Itistoofunny,\"shesaid,\"thatredcalicothereontheVirgin。Father,Ihavesomelaceswhichweremymother\'s,whowasagoodwoman,andwhichhaveneverbeenwornbyme。TheyareallIhavetorememberFrancebyandthedayswhenI

  was——different。IfImightbepermitted——\"

  shehesitatedandlookedtimidlyatthepriest。

  \"\'Shehathdonewhatshecould,\'\"mur-

  muredFatherdeSmet,softly。\"Bringyourlaces,Ninon。”Hewouldhaveadded:

  \"Thysinsbeforgiventhee。”Butun-

  fortunately,atthismoment,Pierrecameloungingdownthestreet,throughthemud,freshfromFortLaramie。Hisriflewasslungacrosshisback,andafullgame-bagrevealedthefactthathehadamusedhim-

  selfonhisway。Hiscurlyandwind-bleachedhairblewoutintime-tornbannersfromtheedgeofhiswidehat。Hispiercing,blackeyeswerethoseofamanwhodrinksdeep,fightshard,andlivesalwaysintheopenair。

  Wildanimalshavesucheyes,onlythereisthisdifference:theviciousnessofananimalisnatural;atleastone-halfoftheviciousnessofmanisartificialanddevised。

  WhenNinonsawthefrost-reddenedfaceofthisgallantoftheplains,shegavealittlecryofdelight,andthecolorrushedbackintoherface。Thetrappersawher,andgavearudeshoutofwelcome。Thenextmoment,hehadswungherclearofthechapelsteps;andthenthetwowentdownthestreettogether,Pierrepausingonlylongenoughtodoffhishattothepriest。

  \"TheVirginwillwearnofreshlaces,\"

  saidthepriest,withsomebitterness;buthewasmistaken。Anhourlater,Ninonwasback,notonlywithaboxoflaces,butalsowithacollectionofcosmetics,withwhichsheproceededtomakestartlingthescratchedandfadedfaceofthewoodenVirgin,whowore,afterthecompletionofNinon\'slabors,adecidedlypiquantandsaucyexpression。

  TheverymannerinwhichthelacesweredrapedhadasuggestionofNinon\'sstillunforgottenartasamakerofmillinery,andwasreallyaverygoodpresentmentofParisfashionsfouryearspast。Pierre,meantime,amusedhimselfbyfillingupthechinksinthelogswithfreshmud,——acommodityofwhichtherewasnolack,——andothersoftheneighbors,incitedbytheseextraordinaryefforts,washedthedirtfromseats,floor,andwindows,andbroughtfurswithwhichtomakepresentabletheflooraboutthepulpit。

  FatherdeSmetworkedharderthananyofthem。Inhishappyenthusiasmhechosetothinkthisenergyonthepartoftheotherswaspromptedbypiety,thoughwellheknewitwasonlyarefugefromtheinsuffer-

  ableennuithatpervadedtheplace。Ninonsuddenlycameuptohimwithawhiteface。

  \"Iamnotwell,\"shesaid。Herteethwerechattering,andhereyeshadalittleblueglazeoverthem。\"Iamgoinghome。

  InthemorningIwillsendthelilies。”

  Thepriestcaughtherbythehand。

  \"Ninon,\"hewhispered,\"itisonmysoulnottoletyougoto-night。Somethingtellsmethatthehourofyoursalvationiscome。

  Womenworsethanyou,Ninon,havecometoleadholylives。Pray,Ninon,praytotheMotherofSorrows,whoknowsthesuf-

  feringsandsinsoftheheart。”HepointedtothebefrilledandhighlyfashionableVirginwithherrouge-stainedcheeks。

  Ninonshrankfromhim,andthesameconvulsiverigidityhehadnoticedbefore,heldherimmovable。Amomentlater,shewasonthestreetagain,andthepriest,watchingherdownthestreet,sawherenterhercabinwithPierre

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