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  Itwaspastmidnightwhenthepriestwasawakenedfromhissleepbyaknockonthedoor。Hewrappedhisgreatbuffalo-coatabouthim,andansweredthesummons。

  WithoutinthedampdarknessstoodPierre。

  \"Father,\"hecried,\"Ninonhassentforyou。Sincesheleftyou,shehasbeenveryill。IhavedonewhatIcould;butnowshehardlyspeaks,butImakeoutthatshewantsyou。”Tenminuteslater,theywereinNinon\'scabin。WhenFatherdeSmetlookedatherheknewshewasdying。HehadseentheIndianslikethatmanytimesduringthewinter。Itwastheplague,butdrivenintopreyuponthesystembytheexposure。TheParisienne\'steethwereset,butshemanagedtosmileuponhervisitorashethrewoffhiscoatandbentoverher。

  Hepouredsomewhiskeyforher;butshecouldnotgettheliquidoverherthroat。

  \"Donot,\"shesaidfiercelybetweenthosesetwhiteteeth,\"donotforgetthelilies。”Shesankbackandfixedherglazingeyesontheantlers,andkeptthemtherewatchingthosedanglingsilkenscarves,whilethepriest,inhaste,spokethewordsforthedepartingsoul。

  Thenextmorningshelaydeadamongthosehalfbarbaricrelicsofhercoquetry,andtwowhitelilieswithheartsofgoldshedperfumefromanaltarinawilderness。

  UptheGulch\"GOWest?\"sighedKate。\"Why,yes!I\'dliketogoWest。”

  Shelookedatthebabies,whowereplay-

  ingonthefloorwiththeirfather,andsighedagain。

  \"You\'vegottogosomewhere,youknow,Kate。Itmightaswellbewestasinanyotherdirection。Andthisissuchachance!

  Wecan\'thavemammalyingaroundonsofaswithoutanyrosesinhercheeks,canwe?\"Heputthislasttothechildren,who,beingyetattheagewhentheytalkedin\"EarlyEnglish,\"astheirfathercalledit,madeaclamorousbutinarticulatereply。

  MajorShelly,thegrandfatheroftheseveryyoungpersons,strokedhismustacheandlookedindulgent。

  \"Showalmosthumanintelligence,don\'tthey?\"saidtheirfather,ashelayflatonhisbackandpermittedthebabiestoclimboverhim。

  \"Ya-as,\"drawledthemajor。\"Theydo。

  Don\'tseehowyouaccountforit,Jack。”

  Jackroared,andthelipsofthebabiestrembledwithfear。

  Theirmothersaidnothing。Shewasonthesofa,herhandslyinginert,hereyesfixedonherrosybabieswithanexpressionwhichherfather-in-lawandherhusbandtriedhardnottonotice。

  ItwasnoteasytotellwhyKatewasailing。Ofcourse,thebabieswereyoung,buttherewereotherreasons。

  \"Ibelieveyou\'retoohappy,\"Jacksome-

  timessaidtoher。\"Trynottobequitesohappy,Kate。Atleast,trynottotakeyourhappinesssoseriously。Pleasedon\'tadoremeso;I\'monlyacommonplacefellow。Andthebabies——they\'renotgoingtoblowaway。”

  ButKatecontinuedtolookwithintenseeyesatherlittleworld,andtodrawintoitwithlovingandgeneroushandsallwhowerewillingtocome。

  \"Kateisjustlikeakite,\"Jackexplainedtohisfather,themajor;\"shecan\'tkeepafloatwithoutjustsomanybobs。”

  Kate\'s\"bobs\"weretheunfortunatesshecollectedaroundher。Theseabsorbedherstrength。Shefelttheirmiserywithsym-

  pathiesthatwereabnormal。Theverylaborerinthestreetsfelthistoillesskeenlythanshe,asshewatchedthedropsgatheronhisbrow。

  \"Islifeworthkeepingatthecostofalotlikethat?\"shewouldask。Shefeltashamedofherownease。Sheapologizedforherownsereneandperfecthappiness。

  Sheevenfeltsorryforthosemotherswhohadnotchildrenasradiantlybeautifulasherown。

  \"Katemusthaveachange,\"themajorhadgivenout。HewasgoingWestonbusinessandinsistedontakingherwithhim。Jacklookeddoubtful。Hewasn\'tsurehowhewouldgetalongwithoutKatetolookaftereverything。Secretly,hehadanideathatservantswereakindofwildanimalthathadtobefedbyanexperiencedkeeper。Butwhenthetimecame,hekissedhergood-byinasjocularamannerashecouldsummon,andrefusedtoseethetearsthatgatheredinhereyes。

  UntilChicagowasreached,therewasnothingverydifferentfromthatwhichKatehadbeeninthehabitofseeing。

  Afterthat,shesetherselftowatchforWesterncharacteristics。Shefeltthatshewouldknowthemassoonasshesawthem。

  \"Iexpectedtobestirredupandshocked,\"

  sheexplainedtothemajor。Butsomehow,theWesterntypedidnotappear。Common-

  placewomenwithwornfaces——brownedandseamed,thoughnotaged——wereatthestations,waitingforsomethingorsomeone。Menwithahurried,nervousairwereeverywhere。KatelookedinvainforthegayetyandheartinesswhichshehadalwaysassociatedwiththeWest。

  Aftertheygotbeyondthetimbercountryandrodehourafterhouronatractsmoothasabecalmedocean,shegaveherselfuptothefeelingofimmeasurablevastnesswhichtookpossessionofher。Thesunrolledoutoftheskyintooblivionwithafrantic,head-

  longhaste。Nothingsoftenedtheaspectofitswrath。Near,red,familiar,itseemedtovisiblybowlalongtheheavens。Inthemorningitroseasbaldlyasithadset。

  Andbackandforthovertheawfulplainblewthewinds,——blewfromeasttowestandbackagain,strongasiffreshfromthechambersoftheirbirth,fullofelementalscentsandofmightymurmurings。

  \"ThisistheWest!\"Katecried,againandagain。

  Themajorlistenedtoherunsmilingly。

  Italwaysseemedtohimawasteofmuscu-

  larenergytosmile。Hedidnottalkmuch。

  Conversationhadneverappealedtohiminthelightofanart。Hespokewhentherewasadirectionoracommandtobegiven,oraninquirytobemade。Themajor,ifthetruthmustbeknown,wasmaterial。

  Thingsthathecouldtaste,touch,see,appealedtohim。Hehadbeenavolunteerinthecivilwar,——avolunteerwithagoodrecord,——whichhenevermentioned;and,havingacquittedhimselfdecently,letthemattergowithoutaskingreprisalorpay-

  mentforwhathehadfreelygiven。Hewentintobusinessandsoldcerealfoods。

  \"Ibelieveinusefulthings,\"themajorexpressedhimself。\"Oatmeal,wheat,——

  menhavetohavethem。Godintendedtheyshould。There\'sJack——myson——

  JackShelly——lawyer。What\'stheuseoflitigation?Goddidn\'tdesignlitigation。

  Itdoesn\'tdoanybodyanygood。Itisn\'tjusticeyouget。It\'ssomethingentirelydifferent,——averdictaccordingtolaw。

  TheysayJack\'sclever。ButI\'mmightygladIsellwheat。”

  Hedidn\'tsellitasaspeculator,how-

  ever。Thatwasn\'thisway。

  \"IearnwhatImake,\"heoftensaid;andhehadgrownrichinthesellingofhiswholesomefoods……

  Helenaliesamonground,brownhills。

  Aboveitisaskyofdeepandillimitableblue。Inthestreetsarecrumbsofgold,butitnolongerpaystomineforthese;

  because,asrealestate,thepropertyismorevaluable。Itisaplaceoffictitiousvalues。

  Thereisexcitementintheair。Menhavethefacesofspeculators。Everylaborerispatientathistaskbecausehecherishesahopethatsomedayhewillbeamillion-

  naire。Thereishospitality,andcordialityandgoodfellowship,andanundeniabledemocracy。Thereiswealthandluxuriousliving。Thereisevenculture,——butitisobtrudedasasortofnovelty;itisnotacceptedasamatterofcourse。

  Kateandthemajorweredrivenovertwoorthreemilesofdusty,hardroadtoadis-

  tanthotel,whichstandsinthemidstofgreenness,——inanoasis。Immediatelyabovethegreenswardthatsurroundsitthebrownhillsrise,thegrassscorchedbythesun。

  Kateyieldedherselftothealmostabsurdluxuryoftheplacewitheaseandcompla-

  cency。Shetookkindlytothegreatveran-

  das。Sheadaptedherselftotheelaborateandill-assortedmeals。Shebathedinthemarvellouspool,warmwiththeheatofeternalfiresinmid-earth。ThispoolwascoveredwithapicturesqueMoorishstruct-

  ure,andatoneendacascadetumbled,overwhichthesun,comingthroughcoloredwin-

  dows,madeamimicprisminthewhitespray。Thelifewasnotunendurable。Themajorwasseldomwithher,beingobligedtogoabouthisbusiness;andKateamusedherselfbydrivingoverthehills,bywatch-

  ingtheinhabitants,bywonderingaboutthelivesinthegreat,pretentious,unhomelikehouseswiththeirtreelessyardsandtheirclosedshutters。Thesunlight,whiteastheglareonArabiansands,penetratedeverywhere。Itseemedtofairlyscorchtheeye-balls。

  \"Oh,we\'reWest,now,\"Katesaid,exult-

  antly。\"I\'veseenathousandtypes。Butyet——notquiteTHEtype——nottheimper-

  sonationofsimplicityanddaringthatIwaslookingfor。”

  Themajordidn\'tknowquitewhatshewastalkingabout。Butheacquiesced。

  Allhecaredaboutwastoseehergrowstronger;andthatshewasdoingeveryday。

  Shewasgrowingamazinglylovely,too,——

  atleastthemajorthoughtso。Everyonelookedather;butthatwas,perhaps,be-

  causeshewassuchasylphofawoman。

  Besidethestalwartmajor,shelookedlikeafairyprincess。

  Onedayshesuddenlyrealizedthefactthatshehadhadacompanionontheverandaforseveralmornings。Ofcourse,therewereagreatmanypersons——invalids,largely——sittingabout,butoneofthemhadbeenobtrudinghimselfpersistentlyintoherconsciousness。Itwasnotthathewasrude;itwasonlythathewasthinkingabouther。ApersonwithatemperamentlikeKate\'scouldnotlongbeoblivioustoathinglikethat;andshefurtivelyobservedtheoffenderwiththatgeniusforpsycho-

  logicalperceptionwhichwasatoncehergreatestdangerandhercharm。

  Themanwasdressedwithachildishattemptatdisplay。Hisshirt-frontwasdecoratedwithadiamond,andhiscuff-

  buttonswereofonyxwithdiamondsettings。

  Hisclotheswereexpensiveandperceptiblynew,andheoftenchangedhiscostumes,butwithanoticeabledisregardforpro-

  priety。Hewasveryconsciousofhissilkhat,andfrequentlywipeditwithahandker-

  chiefonwhichhismonogramwasworkedinblue。

  Whenthe\'bussesbroughtuptheirloads,hewasalwaysonhandtowatchthenew-

  comers。Hetookalongtimeathisdin-

  ners,andappearedtoorderagreatdealandeatverylittle。Therewerecard-roomsandabilliard-hall,nottomentionabowling-

  alleyandatennis-court,wheretheotherguestsofthehotelspentmuchtime。Butthismannevervisitedthem。Hesatoftenwithoneofthelatereviewsinhishand,lookingasifheintendedgivinghisatten-

  tiontoitatanymoment。Butafterhehadscrupulouslycuttheleaveswithalittlecarvedivorypaper-cutter,hesatstaringstraightbeforehimwiththebookopen,butunread,inhishand。

  Katetookmoreinterestinthismelan-

  choly,middle-agedmanthanshewouldhavedoneifshehadnotbeenontheout-

  lookforherWesterntype,——themanwhowastocombineallthequalitiesofchivalry,daring,bombast,andgenerosity,seasonedwithpiquantgrammar,whichshefirmlybelievedtobetherealthing。Butnotwith-

  standingthiskindlyandsomewhatcuriousinterest,shemightneverhavemadehisacquaintanceifithadnotbeenforaratherunpleasantadventure。

  Themajorwas\"closingupadeal\"andhadhurriedawayafterbreakfast,andKate,intheluxuryofconvalescence,half-reclinedinagreatchairontheverandaandwatchedtheduskybluemisttwiningitselfaroundthebrownhills。Shewasnotthinkingofthebabies;shewasnotworryingabouthome;shewasnotlongingforanything,orevenindulginginadream。Thatvacuouscontentwhichengrossesthebodyafterlongindisposition,heldherimperatively。Sud-

  denlyshewasarousedfromthishappycon-

  ditionofnothingnessbythespectacleofanenormousbull-dogapproachingherwiththreateningteeth。Shehadnoticedthemonsterofteninhiskennelnearthesta-

  bles,anditwaswellunderstoodthathewasnevertobepermittedhisfreedom。Nowhewalkedtowardherwithasolidstepandanalarmingdeliberateness。Katesatstillandtriedtoassureherselfthathemeantnomis-

  chief,butbythetimethegreatbodyhadmadeitselffeltontheskirtofhergownshecouldrestrainherfearnolonger,andgaveanervouscryofalarm。Thebruteansweredwithagrowl。Ifhehadlackedprovocationbefore,heconsideredthathehaditnow。

  Heshowedhisteethandflunghisdetestablebodyuponher;andKatefeltherselfgrow-

  ingdizzywithfear。Butjustthenanarmwasinterposedandthedogwasflungback。

  Therewasamomentarystruggle。Somegentlemencamehurryingoutoftheoffice;

  andastheybeatthedogbacktoitsretreat,Katesummonedwordsfromherparchedthroattothankherbenefactor。

  Itwasthemelancholymanwiththenewclothes。Thismorninghewasdressedinasuitofthelightestgray,withawhitemarseilleswaistcoat,overwhichhisglitter-

  ingchainshoneostentatiously。Whitetennis-shoes,awhiteroseinhisbutton-

  hole,andawhitestrawhatinhishandcom-

  pletedatoiletoverwhichmuchtimehadevidentlybeenspent。Katenotedthesedetailsassheheldoutherhand。

  \"Imayhavebeenalarmedwithoutcause,\"

  shesaid;\"butIwashorriblyfrightened。

  Thankyousomuchforcomingtomyres-

  cue。AndIthink,ifyouwouldaddtoyourkindnessbygettingmeaglassofwater——\"

  Whenhecameback,hishandwastrem-

  blingalittle;andasKatelookeduptolearnthecause,shesawthathisfacewasflushed。Hewasembarrassed。Shedecidedthathewasnotaccustomedtothesocietyofladies。\"Bruteslikethatdogain\'tnoplaceinth\'world——that\'smyopinion。

  Therearesomebadthingswecan\'thelphavin\'aroun\';butabull-dogain\'toneof\'em。”

  \"Iquiteagreewithyou,\"Kateacqui-

  esced,asshedrankthewater。\"ButasthisisthefirstunpleasantexperienceofanykindthatIhavehadsinceIcamehere,Idon\'tfeelthatIhaveanyrighttocomplain。”

  \"You\'reherefuryurhealth?\"

  \"Yes。AndIamgettingit。You\'renotaninvalid,Iimagine?\"

  \"No——no-op。I\'mherebe——well,I\'vethoughtfuralongtimeI\'dliket\'stayatthisherehotel。”

  \"Indeed!\"

  \"Yes。I\'vebeenupth\'gulchthesefif-

  teenyears。Binlivin\'onashelfofblackrock。

  Th\'sungot\'round\'boutten。Couldn\'tmakeathinggrow。”Themanwaslook-

  ingofftowardthehills,withanexpressionofdeepsadnessinhiseyes。\"Didn\'tneverliveinaplacewherenothin\'\'dgrow,didyou?Itookgeraniumsupthartimean\'timeagin。Redones。Mademethinkofmother;she\'sinGermany。Watered\'emmornin\'an\'night。Th\'damnedthingsdied。”

  Theoathslippedoutwithanartlessun-

  consciousness,andtherewasalittlemoist-

  ureinhiseyes。Katefeltsheoughttobringtheconversationtoaclose。ShewonderedwhatJackwouldsayifhesawhertalkingwithaperfectstrangerwhousedoaths!Shewouldhavegoneintothehousebutforsomethingthatcaughthereye。Itwasthehandoftheman;thathandwasabludgeon。Allgraceandflexibilityhadgoneoutofit,andithadbecomeamereinstrumentoftoil。Itwasseamedandmisshapen;yetithadbeencarefullymani-

  cured,andthepointednailslookedfantasticandanimal-like。Agreatseal-ringboreanelaboratemonogram,whilethelittlefingerdisplayedacollectionofdiamondsandemeraldstrulydazzlingtobehold。Animpulseofhumanityandasortofartisticcuriosity,muchstrongerthanherdiscretion,urgedKatetocontinueherconversation。

  \"Whatwereyoudoingupthegulch?\"

  shesaid。

  Themanleanedbackinhischairandregardedheramomentbeforeanswering。

  Herealizedthesignificanceofherquestion。

  Hetookitasasignthatshewaswillingtobefriendly。Alookofgratitude,almosttender,sprangintohiseyes,——dullgrayeyes,theywere,withakindlinessfortheironlyrecommendation。

  \"Makin\'mypile,\"hereplied。\"I\'vebeeninthesepartstwentyyears。WhenI

  comehere,IthoughtIwasgoin\'tomakeafortunerightoff。Ihadallth\'moneythatmothercouldgiveme,andIlosteverythingI

  hadinthreemonths。Iwentupth\'gulch。”

  Hepaused,andwipedhisforeheadwithhishandkerchief。

  TherewassomethinginhisremarkandtheintonationwhichmadeKatesaysoftly:

  \"Isupposeyou\'vehadahardtimeofit。”

  \"Tharyouwere!\"hecried。\"Tharwasth\'rock——risin\',risin\',black!Atth\'

  bottomwusth\'creek,howlin\'dayan\'

  night!Lonesome!Gee!Noonet\'talkto。Ofcourse,th\'men。Hadsomewithmealways。Theydidn\'ttalk。It\'stoo——

  tooquiett\'talkmuch。Theyplayedcards。

  Curious,butIneverplayedcards。Don\'tthinkI\'dfinditamusin\'。No,Iworked。

  Camedownhereonceinsixmonthsorthreemonths。Hadt\'come——grub-stakedth\'men,youknow。Didyouevereatsaltpork?\"HeturnedtoKatesuddenlywiththisquestion。

  \"Why,yes;afewtimes。Didyouhaveit?\"

  \"Nothin\'else,much。Iusedt\'thinkofth\'thingsmothercooked。Motherunder-

  stoodcookin\',ifeverawomandid。I\'llneverforgetth\'dinnershegavemeth\'dayIcameaway。Awomanoughtt\'cook。I

  hearAmericanwomendon\'tgoinmuchforcookin\'。”

  \"Oh,Ithinkthat\'samistake,\"Katehastenedtointerrupt。\"AllthatIknowun-

  derstandhowtoserveexcellentdinners。Ofcourse,theymaynotcookthemthemselves,butIthinktheycouldifitwerenecessary。”

  \"Hum!\"HepickedupalongglovethathadfallenfromKate\'slapandfingereditbeforereturningit。

  \"Is\'poseyoucook?\"

  \"Imakeaspecialtyofsaladsandsor-

  bets,\"smiledKate。\"IguessIcouldroastmeatandmakebread;butcircumstanceshavenotyetcompelledmetodoit。ButI\'veatheorythatanAmericanwomancandoanythingsheputshermindto。”

  Themanlaughedoutloud,——alaughquiteoutofproportiontothemildgoodhumoroftheremark;butitwasevidentthathecouldnolongerconcealhisdelightatthiscompanionship。

  \"Howaboutraisin\'flowers?\"heasked。

  \"Areyoustrongonthat?\"

  \"I\'veonlytolookataplanttomakeitgrow,\"Katecried,withenthusiasm。

  \"Whenmyfriendsareindespairoveraplant,theybringittome,andIjustpetitalittle,anditbrightensup。I\'vethemostwonderfulferneryyoueversaw。It\'sgreen,summerandwinter。Hundredsofpeoplestopandlookupatit,itissogreenandenticing,thereabovethecitystreets。”

  \"Whatcity?\"

  \"Philadelphia。”

  \"Mother\'sjestthatway。Shehasagar-

  denofroses。Andthemignonette——\"

  Buthebrokeoffsuddenly,andsatoncemorestaringbeforehim。

  \"Butnotadamnedthing,\"headded,withpoeticpensiveness,\"wouldgrowinthatgulch。”

  \"Whydidyoustaytheresolong?\"askedKate,afteralittlepauseinwhichsheman-

  agedtoregainherwaningcourage。

  \"Badluck。Youneverseeaplacewithsomanyfalseleads。To-dayyou\'dgetastreakthatlookedbig。To-morrowyou\'dfinditapocket。OnenightI\'dgot\'bedwithmyheartgoin\'likearace-horse。

  Nextnightitwouldbeploddin\'alonglikeawindedburro。Don\'tknowwhatmademestickt\'it。Itwashotthere,too!Andcold!Alwaysroastin\'urfreezin\'。It\'dbeendifferentifI\'dhadanyonet\'helpmestandit。Butth\'menwerealwaysfindin\'

  fault。Theyblamedmefureverythin\'。I

  usedt\'lieawakeatnightan\'hear\'emtalkin\'meover。Itmademelonesome,I

  tellyou!Tharwasn\'tnoone!Motherusedt\'write。ButInevertoldherth\'

  truth。Sheain\'tasuspicionofwhatI\'vebeena-goin\'through。”

  Katesatandlookedathiminsilence。

  Hisfacewasseamed,thoughfarfromold。

  Hisbodywasawkward,butimpressedherwithasenseofmagnificentstrength。

  \"Icouldn\'tasknowomant\'sharemyhardtimes,\"heresumedafteratime。\"I

  alwayssaidwhenIgotawoman,itwasgoin\'t\'bet\'makeherhappy。Itwer\'n\'tt\'bet\'askhert\'drudge。”

  Therewasanothersilence。Thismanoutofthesolitudeseemedtobeelatedpastexpressionathisnewcompanionship。HelookedwithappreciationatthelittlepointedtoesofKate\'sslippers,astheyglancedfrombelowtheskirtofherdaintyorgandie。Henotedthebandofpearlsonherfinger。Hiseyesrestedlongonthedaisiesatherwaist。

  Thewindtosseduplittlecurlsofherwarmbrownhair。Hereyessuffusedwithinter-

  est,hertendermouthseemedreadytolenditselftoanyemotion,andwithalshewassosmall,socompact,soexquisite。Themanwipedhisforeheadagain,inmereexuberance。

  \"Here\'smycard,\"hesaid,verysolemnly,ashedrewanengravedbitofpasteboardfromitsleathercase。Katebowedandtookit。

  \"Mr。PeterRoeder,\"sheread。

  \"I\'venocard,\"shesaid。\"MynameisShelly。I\'mhereformyhealth,asItoldyou。”Sheroseatthispoint,andheldoutherhand。\"Imustthankyouoncemoreforyourkindness,\"shesaid。

  Hiseyesfastenedonherswithanappealforalessformalword。Therewassomethingalmostterribleintheirsilenteloquence。

  \"Ihopewemaymeetagain,\"shesaid。

  Mr。PeterRoedermadeaverylowandawkwardbow,andopenedthedoorintothecorridorforher。

  ThateveningthemajorannouncedthathewasobligedtogotoSeattle。Thejourneywasnotaninvitingone;Katewaswellplacedwhereshewas,andhedecidedtoleaveher。

  Shewaswellenoughnowtotakelongerdrives;andshefoundstrange,lonelycan-

  yons,wildandbeautiful,whereyellowwatersburstthroughrockybarrierswithroarandfury,——tortuous,terribleplaces,suchasshehadneverdreamedof。Comingbackfromoneofthesedrives,twodaysafterherconversationonthepiazzawithPeterRoeder,shemethimridingamassiveroan。

  HesattheanimalwiththatairofperfectunconsciousnesswhichistheattributeoftheWesternman,andhisattire,eventohisEnglishstock,wasfaultless,——faultilyfaultless。

  \"Ihopeyouwon\'tobjecttohavin\'meridebesideyou,\"hesaid,wheelinghishorse。Totellthetruth,Katedidnotobject。Shewasalittledull,andhadbeenconsciousallthemorningofthatpeculiarphysicaldepressionwhichmarksthebegin-

  ningofafitofhomesickness。

  \"Thewindgitsafinesweep,\"saidRoeder,afterhavingobtainedthepermis-

  sionhedesired。\"Nowinthegulchweeitherhadadeadstagnation,orelsethewindwastearin\'upanddownlikeawildbeast。”

  Katedidnotreply,andtheywentontogether,facingtheriotouswind。

  \"Youcan\'tguesshowqueeritseemst\'

  behere,\"hesaid,confidentially。\"Itseemst\'measifIhadcomefromsomeotherplanet。Thardon\'trightlyseemt\'benoplacefurme。Itellyouwhatit\'slike。

  It\'sasifI\'dcomedownt\'enlistinth\'

  ranks,an\'found\'emfull,——everymanmarchin\'alonginhisplace,an\'noplaceleftfurme。”

  Katecouldnotfindareply。

  \"Iain\'tafriend,——notafriend!Iain\'tcomplainin\'。Itain\'tth\'faultofanyone——butmyself。Youdon\'knowwhatadurnedfoolI\'vebin。Someway,uptharinth\'gulchIgott\'seemin\'sosortofimpor-

  tantt\'myself,andmymakin\'mystakeseemedsuchabigthing,thatIthoughtI

  hadonlyt\'comedownheret\'Helenat\'

  havefolkswantt\'knowme。Ididn\'tparticularwantth\'moneybecauseitwusmoney。Butouthereyouworkfurit,jestasyouworkfurotherthingsinotherplaces,——jestbecauseeveryoneisworkin\'furit,andit\'sthemanwhogetsth\'mostthatbeats。Itain\'tthattheyareanymoregreedythanmenanywhereelse。Mypile\'saprettygood-sizedone。An\'it\'slikelytobebigger;butnooneelseseemst\'care。

  Th\'paperprintedsomepiecesaboutit。

  Someofth\'mencameroundt\'seeme;

  butIsawtheirgame。IsaidIguessedI\'dlookfurtherfurmyacquaintances。I

  ain\'tspokentoalady,——notareallady,youknow,——t\'talkwith,friendlylike,butyou,fur——years。”

  Hisfaceflushedinthatsuddenwayagain。

  Theywerepassingsomeofthosepreten-

  tioushouseswhichriseinthemidstofHelena\'sraggedstreetswithsuchanextra-

  neousair,andKateleanedforwardtolookatthem。Thedriver,seeingherinterest,drewupthehorsesforamoment。

  \"Fine,fine!\"ejaculatedRoeder。\"Buttheyain\'tgotnogarden。Ahousedon\'tseemanythin\'t\'mewithoutagarden。

  DoyouknowwhatIthinkwouldbeth\'

  mostbeautifulthinginth\'world?A

  babyinarose-garden!Doyouknow,I

  ain\'thadababyinmyhands,excep\'NedRamsey\'slittlekid,once,fortenyear!\"

  Kate\'sfaceshonewithsympathy。

  \"Howdreadful!\"shecried。\"Icouldn\'tlivewithoutababyabout。”

  \"Likebabies,doyou?Well,well。

  Boys?Likeboys?\"

  \"Notabitbetterthangirls,\"saidKate,stoutly。

  \"Ilikeboys,\"respondedRoeder,withconviction。\"Mymotherlikedboys。Shehadthreegirls,butshelikedmeadamnedsightthebest。”

  Katelaughedoutright。

  \"Whydoyouswear?\"shesaid。\"I

  neverheardamanswearbefore,——atleast,notonewithwhomIwastalking。That\'soneofyourgulchhabits。Youmustgetoverit。”

  Roeder\'sblondfaceturnedscarlet。

  \"Youmustexcuseme,\"hepleaded。

  \"I\'llcuremyselfofit!Jestgivemeachance。”

  ThiswasalittlemorepersonalthanKateapprovedof,andsheraisedherparasoltoconcealherannoyance。Itwasabrilliantlittlefluffofathingwhichlookedasifitweremadeofbutterflies\'wings。Roedertoucheditwithawe。

  \"Youhavesechbeautifulthings,\"hesaid。\"Ididn\'tknowwomenworesechnicethings。Nowthatdress——it\'slike——Idon\'tknowwhatit\'slike。”Itwasasimplelittletaffeta,withwarpandwoofofazureandofcream,andgayknotsofribbonaboutit。

  \"Wehavetheadvantageofmen,\"shesaid。\"Ioftenthinkoneofthegreatestdrawbackstobeingamanwouldbethesombreclothes。Iliketoweartheprettiestthingsthatcanbefound。”

  \"Lace?\"queriedRoeder。\"Doyoulikelace?\"

  \"Ishouldsayso!Didyoueverseeawomanwhodidn\'t?\"

  \"Hu——um!ThesewomenI\'veknowndon\'tknowlace,——thesewivesofth\'menouthere。They\'reth\'onlykindI\'veseenthislongtime。”

  \"Oh,ofcourse,butImean——\"

  \"Iknowwhatyoumean。Mymotherhasachestfulloflinenan\'lace。Sheshoweditt\'meth\'dayIleft。\'Peter,\'shesaid,\'somedayyoubringawifehomewithyou,an\'I\'llgiveyouthatlacean\'thatlinen。\'

  An\'I\'mgoin\'t\'doit,too,\"hesaidquietly。

  \"Ihopeso,\"saidKate,withhereyesmoist。\"Ihopeyouwill,andthatyourmotherwillbeveryhappy。”……

  Therewasahopatthehotelthatnight,anditwasalmostamatterofcourtesyforKatetogo。Ladieswereindemand,fortherewerenotverymanyofthematthehotel。Everyonewasexpectedtodohisbesttomakeitasuccess;andKate,notatallaversetoawaltzortwo,dressedherselffortheoccasionwithherhabitualstrivingafterartisticeffect。Shewasoneofthosewomenwhomakeapictureofthemselvesasnaturallyasabirdsings。ShehadanopalnecklacewhichJackhadgivenherbecause,hesaid,shehadasmanymoodsasanopalhadcolors;andsheworethiswithacrépegown,thetintofthegreenlightsinhernecklace。Aboxofflowerscameforherasshewasdressing;theywerePuritanroses,andPeterRoeder\'scardwasinthemidstofthem。Shewasusedtohavingflowersgivenher。Itwouldhaveseemedremark-

  ableifsomeonehadnotsentherabouquetwhenshewasgoingtoaball。

  \"Ishalldancebuttwice,\"shesaidtothosewhosoughtherforapartner。

  \"Neithermorenorless。”

  \"Ain\'tyougoin\'t\'dancewithmeatall?\"Roedermanagedtosaytoherinthemidstofherlaughingaltercationwiththegentlemen。

  \"Dancewithyou!\"criedKate。\"Howdomenlearntodancewhentheyareupagulch?\"

  \"Ikendance,\"hesaidstubbornly。Hewasmortifiedatherchaffing。

  \"Thenyoumayhavethesecondwaltz,\"

  shesaid,inquickcontrition。\"Nowyouothergentlemenhavebeendancinganynumberoftimestheselastfifteenyears。

  ButMr。Roederisjustbackfromahardcampaign,——acampaignagainstfate。Mysecondwaltzishis。AndIshalldancemybest。”

  Ithappenedtobejusttherightsortofspeech。Thewomentriedgood-naturedlytomakeRoeder\'seveningapleasantone。

  Theywerefilledwithcompassionforamanwhohadnotenjoyedthesocietyoftheirsexforfifteenyears。Theyfoundmuchamuse-

  mentinleadinghimthroughthesquaredances,theformsofwhichwereutterlyunknowntohim。Buthewaltzedwithasortofseriousalertnessthatwasnotsobadasitmighthavebeen。

  Katedancedwell。Herslightbodyseemedasfullofthespiritofthewaltzasathrush\'sbodyisofsong。PeterRoedermovedalongwithherinamaze,onlyhalf-

  answeringherquestions,hisgrayeyesfullofmystery。

  Oncetheystoppedforamoment,andhelookeddownather,aswithflushedfaceshestoodsmilingandwavinghergossamerfan,eachmotionstirringthefrailleavesoftheroseshehadsenther。

  \"It\'scur\'ous,\"hesaidsoftly,\"butIkeepthinkin\'aboutthatblackgulch。”

  \"Forgetit,\"shesaid。\"Whydoyouthinkofagulchwhen——\"Shestoppedwithasuddenrecollectionthathewasnotusedtopersiflage。Butheanticipatedwhatshewasabouttosay。

  \"Whythinkofthegulchwhenyouarehere?\"hesaid。\"Why,becauseitisonlyth\'gulchthatseemsreal。Allthis,——thesepleasant,politepeople,thisbeautifulroom,th\'flowerseverywhere,andyou,andmeasIam,seemasifIwasdreamin\'。Tharain\'tanythinginitallthatislikewhatI

  thoughtitwouldbe。”

  \"Notasyouthoughtitwouldbe?\"

  \"No。Different。Ithoughtitwouldbe——well,Ithoughtth\'peoplewouldnotbequitesohigh-toned。Ihopeyoudon\'tmindthatword。”

  \"Notintheleast,\"shesaid。\"It\'samu-

  sicalterm。Itappliesverywelltopeople。”

  Theytookupthedanceagainandwaltzedbreathlesslytilltheclose。Katewastired;

  theexertionhadbeenalittlemorethanshehadbargainedfor。Shesatverystillontheverandaunderthewhiteglareofanelectricball,andletRoederdothetalking。Herthoughts,inspiteoftheentertainmentshewasderivingfromherpresentexperiences,wouldgobacktothebabies。Shesawthemtuckedwellinbed,eachinalittleironcrib,withthemuslincurtainsshieldingtheirrosyfacesfromthelight。ShewonderedifJackwerereadingaloneinthelibraryorwasattheclub,orperhapsatthesummercon-

  cert,withtheswelloftheviolinsinhisears。Jackdidsolovemusic。Asshethoughthowdelicatehisperceptionswere,howherespondedtoeverythingmostsubtleinnatureandinart,ofhowlifeitselfwasafineartwithhim,andjoyathingtobecultivated,sheturnedwithasenseofdeepcompassiontothesimplemanbyherside。

  Hisroughfacelookedalittlemoreunat-

  tractivethanusual。Hiseveningclotheswerealmostgrotesque。Hisfaceworealookofsolitude,ofhunger。

  \"Whatwereyousaying?\"shesaid,dreamily。\"Ibegyourpardon。”

  \"Iwassayin\'howIusedt\'dreamofsittin\'onthestepsofahotellikethis,andnothavin\'athingt\'do。WhenIusedt\'

  comedownhereoutofthegulch,andseemenwhohadhadgooddinners,an\'goodbaths,sittin\'aroundsmokin\',withmoneyt\'goovertheret\'th\'bookstan\'an\'getany-

  thin\'they\'dwant,itusedt\'seemt\'meaboutallasinglemancouldwishfur。”

  \"Well,you\'vegotitallnow。”

  \"ButIdidn\'tanyofth\'timesupposethatwouldsatisfyamanlong。OnlyIwassodarnedtiredIcouldn\'thelpwantin\'t\'

  rest。ButI\'mnotsoselfishurs\'narrowastobesatisfiedwithTHAT。No,I\'mnotgoin\'t\'spendm\'pilethatway——quite!\"

  Helaughedoutloud,andthensatinsilencewatchingKateasshelaybackwearilyinherchair。

  \"I\'vegott\'havethattheregarden,\"hesaid,laughingly。\"Gott\'getthemroses。

  An\'I\'llhaveabigbath-house,——plentyofspringsinthiscountry。Youkenhaveabathherethatwon\'tfreezesummerNOR

  winter。An\'ababy!I\'vegott\'haveababy。He\'llgowithth\'rosesan\'th\'

  bath。”Helaughedagainheartily。

  \"It\'saqueerjoke,isn\'tit?\"Roederasked。\"Talkin\'aboutmybaby,an\'I

  haven\'tevenawife。”Hisfaceflushedandheturnedhiseyesaway。

  \"HaveIshownyouthepicturesofmybabies?\"Kateinquired。\"You\'dlikemyboy,Iknow。Andmygirlisjustlikeme,——inminiature。”

  Therewasasilence。Shelookedupafteramoment。Roederappearedtobeexaminingthemonogramonhisringasifhehadneverseenitbefore。

  \"Ididn\'tunderstandthatyouweremar-

  ried,\"hesaidgently。

  \"Didn\'tyou?Idon\'tthinkyouevercalledmebyanynameatall,orIshouldhavenoticedyourmistakeandsetyouright。

  Yes,I\'mmarried。Icameoutheretogetstrongforthebabies。”

  \"Gotaboyan\'agirl,eh?\"

  \"Yes。”

  \"Howold\'sth\'boy?\"

  \"Five。”

  \"An\'th\'girl?\"

  \"She\'llsoonbefour。”

  \"An\'yerhusband——he\'slivin\'?\"

  \"Ishouldsayso!I\'maveryhappywoman,Mr。Roeder。IfonlyIwerestronger!\"

  \"Yerlookin\'muchbetter,\"hesaid,gravely,\"thanwhenyoucome。You\'llbeallright。”

  Themoonbegantocomeupscarletbeyondtheeasternhills。Thetwowatcheditinsilence。Katehadafeelingofguilt,asifshehadbeenhurtingsomehelplessthing。

  \"Iwasinhopes,\"hesaid,suddenly,inavoicethatseemedabruptandshrill,\"thetyou\'dseefitt\'stayhere。”

  \"HereinHelena?Oh,no!\"

  \"Iwasthinkin\'I\'dofferyouthattwohundredthousanddollars,ifyou\'dstay。”

  \"Mr。Roeder!Youdon\'tmean——

  surely——\"

  \"Why,yes。Whynot?\"Hespokeratherdoggedly。\"I\'llneverseenootherwomanlikeyou。You\'redifferentfromothers。Howgoodyou\'vebeent\'me!\"

  \"Good!I\'mafraidI\'vebeenverybad——atleast,verystupid。”

  \"Isay,now——yourhusband\'sgoodt\'

  you,ain\'the?\"

  \"Heisthekindestmanthateverlived。”

  \"Oh,well,Ididn\'tknow。”

  AratherawkwardpausefollowedwhichwasbrokenbyRoeder。

  \"Idon\'tseejestwhatI\'mgoin\'t\'dowiththatthartwohundredthousanddol-

  lars,\"hesaid,mournfully。

  \"Dowithit?Why,livewithit!Sendsometoyourmother。”

  \"Oh,I\'vedonethat。Fivethousanddollars。Itdon\'tseemmuchhere;butit\'llseemalott\'her。I\'dsendhermore,onlyitwould\'vebotheredher。”

  \"Thenthereisyourhouse,——thehousewiththebath-room。ButIsupposeyou\'llhaveotherrooms?\"

  Peterlaughedalittleinspiteofhimself。

  \"IguessIwon\'thaveahouse,\"hesaid。

  \"An\'Icouldn\'tmakeagardenalone。”

  \"Hireamantohelpyou。”Katewastrembling,butshekepttalkinggayly。Shewasprayingthatnothingveryseriouswouldhappen。Therewasanundercurrentofsom-

  brenessintheman\'smannerthatfrightenedher。

  \"IguessI\'lljesthavet\'keepondreamin\'ofthatboyplayin\'withth\'roses。”

  \"No,no,\"criedKate;\"hewillcometruesomeday!Iknowhe\'llcometrue。”

  Petergotupandstoodbyherchair。

  \"Youdon\'tknownothin\'aboutit,\"hesaid。\"Youdon\'tknow,an\'youcan\'tknowwhatit\'sbint\'met\'talkwithyou。HereIcomeoutofaplacewherethereain\'tnosoundbutthewaterandthepines。Yearscomean\'go。Stillnosound。Onlythinkin\',thinkin\',thinkin\'!Missin\'allth\'thingsmencarefur!Dreamin\'ofatimewhenIsh\'dstriketh\'pile。ThenI

  seedhome,wife,aboy,flowers,everythin\'。

  You\'resobeautiful,an\'you\'resogood。

  You\'veawayofpickin\'aman\'sheartrightoutofhim。FirsttimeIsetmyeyesonyouIthoughtyouwereth\'nicestthingI

  eversee!Andhowlittleyouare!Thathandofyours,——lookatit,——it\'slikealeaf!An\'howeasyyousmile。Upth\'

  gulchwedidn\'tsmile;welaughed,butgen\'lybecausesomeonegotinafix。Thenyourvoice!Ah,I\'vethoughtfuryearsthatsomedayImighthearavoicelikethat!Don\'tyougo!Sitstill!I\'mnotblamin\'youfuranythin\';butImaynever,\'slong\'sIlive,findanyonewhowillunderstandthingsth\'wayyouunder-

  stand\'em。Here!Itellyouaboutthatgulchan\'youseethatgulch。Youknowhowth\'rainsoundedthar,an\'howth\'

  shacklooked,an\'th\'lifeIled,an\'allth\'

  thoughtsIhad,an\'th\'longnights,an\'

  th\'timeswhen——butnevermind。Iknowyouknowitall。Isawitinyereyes。I

  tellyouofmother,an\'yousee\'er。Youknow\'eroldGermanface,an\'\'erproudways,an\'herprideinme,an\'howshewouldthinkIwuzawfullyrich。An\'youseehowshewouldgiveoutthemlinens,allmarkedfurmywife,an\'howIwouldsitan\'watchherdoin\'it,an\'——youseeevery-

  thing。Iknowyoudo。Icouldfeelyoudoin\'it。ThenIsaytomyself:\'Hereisth\'onewomaninth\'worldmadefurme。

  WhateverIhave,sheshallhave。I\'llspendmylifewaitin\'onher。She\'lltellmeallth\'thingsIoughtt\'know,an\'hevmissedknowin\';she\'llreadt\'me;she\'llbepatientwhenshefindshowdullI\'vegrown。Andthar\'llbeth\'boy——\'\"

  Heseizedherhandandwrungit,andwasgone。Katesawhimnomorethatnight。

  Thenextmorningthemajorreturned。

  Katethrewherarmsaroundhisneckandwept。

  \"Iwantthebabies,\"sheexplainedwhenthemajorshowedhisconsternation。\"Don\'tmindmycrying。Yououghttobeusedtoseeingmecrybythistime。Imustgethome,that\'sall。ImustseeJack。”

  Sothatnighttheystarted。

  AtthedoorofthecarriagestoodPeterRoeder,waiting。

  \"I\'mgoingt\'ridedownwithyou,\"hesaid。Themajorlookednonplussed。

  Kategotinandthemajorfollowed。

  \"Come,\"shesaidtoRoeder。Hesatoppositeandlookedatherasifhewouldfastenherimageonhismind。

  \"Youremember,\"hesaidafteratime,\"thatItoldyouIusedt\'dreamofsittin\'ontheverandaofth\'hotelandhavin\'nothin\'

  t\'do?\"

  \"Yes。”

  \"Well,Idon\'tthinkIcarefurit。I\'vehadamonthofit。I\'mgoin\'backupth\'gulch。”

  \"No!\"criedKate,instinctivelyreachingoutherhandstowardhim。

  \"Whynot?Iguessyoudon\'tknowme。

  IknewthatsomewhereI\'dfindafriend。I

  foundthatfriend;an\'nowI\'maloneagain。It\'sprettyquietuptharinthegulch;butI\'lltryit。”

  \"No,no。GotoEurope;gotoseeyourmother。”

  \"Ithoughtaboutthatagooddeal,awhileago。ButIdon\'tseemt\'havenoheartfuritnow。IfeelasifI\'dbesaferinth\'gulch。”

  \"Safer?\"

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