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  `Sillyfools-liketwochildren!’Arabellawhisperedtoherselfmorosely,assherejoinedhercompanions,withwhomshepreservedapreoccupiedsilence。

  AnnymeanwhilehadjokinglyremarkedtoVilbertonArabella’shankeringinterestinherfirsthusband。

  `Now,’saidthephysiciantoArabella,apart;`doyouwantanythingsuchasthis,Mrs。Cartlett?Itisnotcompoundedoutofmyregularpharmacopoeia,butIamsometimesaskedforsuchathing。’Heproducedasmallphialofclearliquid。`Alove-philtre,suchaswasusedbytheancientswithgreateffect。Ifounditoutbystudyoftheirwritings,andhaveneverknownittofail。’

  `Whatisitmadeof?’askedArabellacuriously。

  `Well-adistillationofthejuicesofdoves’hearts-otherwisepigeons’-isoneoftheingredients。Ittooknearlyahundredheartstoproducethatsmallbottlefull。’

  `Howdoyougetpigeonsenough?’

  `Totellasecret,Igetapieceofrock-salt,ofwhichpigeonsareinordinatelyfond,andplaceitinadovecotonmyroof。Inafewhoursthebirdscometoitfromallpointsofthecompass-east,west,north,andsouth-andthusIsecureasmanyasIrequire。Youusetheliquidbycontrivingthatthedesiredmanshalltakeabouttendropsofitinhisdrink。Butremember,allthisistoldyoubecauseIgatherfromyourquestionsthatyoumeantobeapurchaser。Youmustkeepfaithwithme?’

  `Verywell-Idon’tmindabottle-togivesomefriendorothertotryitonheryoungman。’Sheproducedfiveshillings,thepriceasked,andslippedthephialinhercapaciousbosom。Sayingpresentlythatshewasdueatanappointmentwithherhusbandshesaunteredawaytowardstherefreshmentbar,Jude,hiscompanion,andthechildhavinggoneontothehorticulturaltent,whereArabellacaughtaglimpseofthemstandingbeforeagroupofrosesinbloom。

  Shewaitedafewminutesobservingthem,andthenproceededtojoinherspousewithnoveryamiablesentiments。Shefoundhimseatedonastoolbythebar,talkingtooneofthegailydressedmaidswhohadservedhimwithspirits。

  `Ishouldthinkyouhadenoughofthisbusinessathome!’Arabellaremarkedgloomily。`Surelyyoudidn’tcomefiftymilesfromyourownbartostickinanother?Come,takemeroundtheshow,asothermendotheirwives!Dammy,onewouldthinkyouwereayoungbachelor,withnobodytolookafterbutyourself!’

  `Butweagreedtomeethere;andwhatcouldIdobutwait?’

  `Well,nowwehavemet,comealong,’shereturned,readytoquarrelwiththesunforshiningonher。Andtheyleftthetenttogether,thispot-belliedmanandfloridwoman,intheantipathetic,recriminatorymoodoftheaveragehusbandandwifeofChristendom。

  Inthemeantimethemoreexceptionalcoupleandtheboystilllingeredinthepavilionofflowers-anenchantedpalacetotheirappreciativetaste-Sue’susuallypalecheeksreflectingthepinkofthetintedrosesatwhichshegazed;forthegaysights,theair,themusic,andtheexcitementofaday’soutingwithJudehadquickenedherbloodandmadehereyessparklewithvivacity。Sheadoredroses,andwhatArabellahadwitnessedwasSuedetainingJudealmostagainsthiswillwhileshelearntthenamesofthisvarietyandthat,andputherfacewithinaninchoftheirbloomstosmellthem。

  `Ishouldliketopushmyfacequiteintothem-thedears!’shehadsaid。`ButIsupposeitisagainsttherulestotouchthem-isn’tit,Jude?’

  `Yes,youbaby,’saidhe:andthenplayfullygaveheralittlepush,sothathernosewentamongthepetals。

  `Thepolicemanwillbedownonus,andIshallsayitwasmyhusband’sfault!’

  Thenshelookedupathim,andsmiledinawaythattoldsomuchtoArabella。

  `Happy?’hemurmured。

  Shenodded。

  `Why?BecauseyouhavecometothegreatWessexAgriculturalShow-orbecausewehavecome?’

  `Youarealwaystryingtomakemeconfesstoallsortsofabsurdities。

  BecauseIamimprovingmymind,ofcourse,byseeingallthesesteam-ploughs,andthreshing-machines,andchaff-cutters,andcows,andpigs,andsheep。’

  Judewasquitecontentwithabafflefromhiseverevasivecompanion。

  Butwhenhehadforgottenthathehadputthequestion,andbecausehenolongerwishedforananswer,shewenton:`IfeelthatwehavereturnedtoGreekjoyousness,andhaveblindedourselvestosicknessandsorrow,andhaveforgottenwhattwenty-fivecenturieshavetaughttheracesincetheirtime,asoneofyourChristminsterluminariessays……Thereisoneimmediateshadow,however-onlyone。’Andshelookedattheagedchild,whom,thoughtheyhadtakenhimtoeverythinglikelytoattractayoungintelligence,theyhadutterlyfailedtointerest。

  Heknewwhattheyweresayingandthinking。`Iamvery,verysorry,FatherandMother,’hesaid。`Butpleasedon’tmind!-Ican’thelpit。

  Ishouldliketheflowersveryverymuch,ifIdidn’tkeeponthinkingthey’dbeallwitheredinafewdays!’

  JudetheObscureChapter40V-viTheunnoticedlivesthatthepairhadhithertoledbegan,fromthedayofthesuspendedweddingonwards,tobeobservedanddiscussedbyotherpersonsthanArabella。ThesocietyofSpringStreetandtheneighbourhoodgenerallydidnotunderstand,andprobablycouldnothavebeenmadetounderstand,SueandJude’sprivateminds,emotions,positions,andfears。

  Thecuriousfactsofachildcomingtothemunexpectedly,whocalledJude`Father,’andSue`Mother,’andahitchinamarriageceremonyintendedforquietnesstobeperformedataregistrar’soffice,togetherwithrumoursoftheundefendedcasesinthelaw-courts,boreonlyonetranslationtoplainminds。

  LittleTime-forthoughhewasformallyturnedinto`Jude,’theaptnicknamestucktohim-wouldcomehomefromschoolintheevening,andrepeatinquiriesandremarksthathadbeenmadetohimbytheotherboys;andcauseSue,andJudewhenheheardthem,agreatdealofpainandsadness。

  Theresultwasthatshortlyaftertheattemptattheregistrar’sthepairwentoff-toLondonitwasbelieved-forseveraldays,hiringsomebodytolooktotheboy。Whentheycamebacktheyletitbeunderstoodindirectly,andwithtotalindifferenceandwearinessofmien,thattheywerelegallymarriedatlast。Sue,whohadpreviouslybeencalledMrs。

  BrideheadnowopenlyadoptedthenameofMrs。Fawley。Herdull,cowed,andlistlessmannerfordaysseemedtosubstantiateallthis。

  Butthemistakeasitwascalledoftheirgoingawaysosecretlytodothebusiness,keptupmuchofthemysteryoftheirlives;andtheyfoundthattheymadenotsuchadvanceswiththeirneighboursastheyhadexpectedtodothereby。Alivingmysterywasnotmuchlessinterestingthanadeadscandal。

  Thebaker’sladandthegrocer’sboy,whoatfirsthadusedtolifttheirhatsgallantlytoSuewhentheycametoexecutetheirerrands,inthesedaysnolongertookthetroubletorenderherthathomage,andtheneighbouringartizans’wiveslookedstraightalongthepavementwhentheyencounteredher。

  Nobodymolestedthem,itistrue;butanoppressiveatmospherebegantoencircletheirsouls,particularlyaftertheirexcursiontotheshow,asifthatvisithadbroughtsomeevilinfluencetobearonthem。

  Andtheirtemperamentswerepreciselyofakindtosufferfromthisatmosphere,andtobeindisposedtolightenitbyvigorousandopenstatements。Theirapparentattemptatreparationhadcometoolatetobeeffective。

  Theheadstoneandepitaphordersfelloff:andtwoorthreemonthslater,whenautumncame,Judeperceivedthathewouldhavetoreturntojourney-workagain,acourseallthemoreunfortunatejustnow,inthathehadnotasyetclearedoffthedebthehadunavoidablyincurredinthepaymentofthelaw-costsofthepreviousyear。

  OneeveninghesatdowntosharethecommonmealwithSueandthechildasusual。`Iamthinking,’hesaidtoher,`thatI’llholdonherenolonger。Thelifesuitsus,certainly;butifwecouldgetawaytoaplacewhereweareunknown,weshouldbelighterhearted,andhaveabetterchance。AndsoIamafraidwemustbreakituphere,howeverawkwardforyou,poordear!’

  Suewasalwaysmuchaffectedatapictureofherselfasanobjectofpity,andshesaddened。

  `Well-Iamnotsorry,’saidshepresently。`Iammuchdepressedbythewaytheylookatmehere。Andyouhavebeenkeepingonthishouseandfurnitureentirelyformeandtheboy!Youdon’twantityourself,andtheexpenseisunnecessary。Butwhateverwedo,whereverwego,youwon’ttakehimawayfromme,Judedear?Icouldnotlethimgonow!Theclouduponhisyoungmindmakeshimsopathetictome;Idohopetoliftitsomeday!Andhelovesmeso。Youwon’ttakehimawayfromme?’

  `CertainlyIwon’t,dearlittlegirl!We’llgetnicelodgings,whereverwego。Ishallbemovingaboutprobably-gettingajobhereandajobthere。’

  `Ishalldosomethingtoo,ofcourse,till-tillWell,nowI

  can’tbeusefulintheletteringitbehovesmetoturnmyhandtosomethingelse。’

  `Don’thurryaboutgettingemployment,’hesaidregretfully。`I

  don’twantyoutodothat。Iwishyouwouldn’t,Sue。Theboyandyourselfareenoughforyoutoattendto。’

  Therewasaknockatthedoor,andJudeansweredit。Suecouldheartheconversation:

  `IsMr。Fawleyathome?……BilesandWillisthebuildingcontractorssentmetoknowifyou’llundertakethereletteringofthetencommandmentsinalittlechurchthey’vebeenrestoringlatelyinthecountrynearhere。’

  Judereflected,andsaidhecouldundertakeit。

  `Itisnotaveryartisticjob,’continuedthemessenger。`Theclergymanisaveryold-fashionedchap,andhehasrefusedtoletanythingmorebedonetothechurchthancleaningandrepairing。’

  `Excellentoldman!’saidSuetoherself,whowassentimentallyopposedtothehorrorsofover-restoration。

  `TheTenCommandmentsarefixedtotheeastend,’themessengerwenton,`andtheywantdoingupwiththerestofthewallthere,sincehewon’thavethemcartedoffasoldmaterialsbelongingtothecontractorintheusualwayofthetrade。’

  Abargainastotermswasstruck,andJudecameindoors。`There,yousee,’hesaidcheerfully。`Onemorejobyet,atanyrate,andyoucanhelpinit-atleastyoucantry。Weshallhaveallthechurchtoourselves,astherestoftheworkisfinished。’

  NextdayJudewentouttothechurch,whichwasonlytwomilesoff。Hefoundthatwhatthecontractor’sclerkhadsaidwastrue。ThetablesoftheJewishlawtoweredsternlyovertheutensilsofChristiangrace,asthechiefornamentofthechancelend,inthefinedrystyleofthelastcentury。Andastheirframeworkwasconstructedofornamentalplastertheycouldnotbetakendownforrepair。Aportion,crumbledbydamp,requiredrenewal;andwhenthishadbeendone,andthewholecleansed,hebegantorenewthelettering。OnthesecondmorningSuecametoseewhatassistanceshecouldrender,andalsobecausetheylikedtobetogether。

  Thesilenceandemptinessofthebuildinggaveherconfidence,and,standingonasafelowplatformerectedbyJude,whichshewasneverthelesstimidatmounting,shebeganpaintinginthelettersofthefirstTablewhilehesetaboutmendingaportionofthesecond。Shewasquitepleasedatherpowers;shehadacquiredtheminthedaysshepaintedilluminedtextsforthechurch-fittingshopatChristminster。Nobodyseemedlikelytodisturbthem;andthepleasanttwitterofbirds,andrustleofOctoberleafage,cameinthroughanopenwindow,andmingledwiththeirtalk。

  Theywerenot,however,tobeleftthussnugandpeacefulforlong。Abouthalf-pasttwelvetherecamefootstepsonthegravelwithout。

  Theoldvicarandhischurchwardenentered,and,cominguptoseewhatwasbeingdone,seemedsurprisedtodiscoverthatayoungwomanwasassisting。

  Theypassedonintoanaisle,atwhichtimethedooragainopened,andanotherfigureentered-asmallone,thatoflittleTime,whowascrying。

  Suehadtoldhimwherehemightfindherbetweenschool-hours,ifhewished。

  Shecamedownfromherperch,andsaid,`What’sthematter,mydear?’

  `Icouldn’tstaytoeatmydinnerinschool,becausetheysaid——`Hedescribedhowsomeboyshadtauntedhimabouthisnominalmother,andSue,grieved,expressedherindignationtoJudealoft。Thechildwentintothechurchyard,andSuereturnedtoherwork。Meanwhilethedoorhadopenedagain,andthereshuffledinwithabusinesslikeairthewhite-apronedwomanwhocleanedthechurch。SuerecognizedherasonewhohadfriendsinSpringStreet,whomshevisited。Thechurch-cleanerlookedatSue,gaped,andliftedherhands;shehadevidentlyrecognizedJude’scompanionasthelatterhadrecognizedher。Nextcametwoladies,andaftertalkingtothecharwomantheyalsomovedforward,andasSuestoodreachingupward,watchedherhandtracingtheletters,andcriticallyregardedherpersoninreliefagainstthewhitewall,tillshegrewsonervousthatshetrembledvisibly。

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