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  Theywentbacktowheretheotherswerestanding,talkinginundertones:

  andonesaid-Suecouldnothearwhich-`She’shiswife,Isuppose?’

  `SomesayYes:somesayNo,’wasthereplyfromthecharwoman。

  `Not?Thensheoughttobe,orsomebody’s-that’sveryclear!’

  `They’veonlybeenmarriedaveryfewweeks,whetherorno。’

  `AstrangepairtobepaintingtheTwoTables!IwonderBilesandWilliscouldthinkofsuchathingashiringthose!’

  ThechurchwardensupposedthatBilesandWillisknewofnothingwrong,andthentheother,whohadbeentalkingtotheoldwoman,explainedwhatshemeantbycallingthemstrangepeople。

  Theprobabledriftofthesubduedconversationwhichfollowedwasmadeplainbythechurchwardenbreakingintoananecdote,inavoicethateverybodyinthechurchcouldhear,thoughobviouslysuggestedbythepresentsituation:

  `Well,now,itisacuriousthing,butmygrandfathertoldmeastrangetaleofamostimmoralcasethathappenedatthepaintingoftheCommandmentsinachurchoutbyGaymead-whichisquitewithinawalkofthisone。InthemdaysCommandmentsweremostlydoneingiltlettersonablackground,andthat’showtheywereoutwhereIsay,beforetheowldchurchwasrebuilded。ItmusthavebeensomewhereaboutahundredyearsagothatthemCommandmentswanteddoingupjustasoursdohere,andtheyhadtogetmenfromAldbrickhamtodo’em。NowtheywishedtogetthejobfinishedbyaparticularSunday,sothemenhadtoworklateSaturdaynight,againsttheirwill,forovertimewasnotpaidthenas’tisnow。Therewasnotruereligioninthecountryatthatdate,neitheramongpa’sons,clerks,norpeople,andtokeepthemenuptotheirworkthevicarhadtolet’emhaveplentyofdrinkduringtheafternoon。Aseveningdrawedontheysentforsomemorethemselves;rum,byallaccount。Itgotlaterandlater,andtheygotmoreandmorefuddled,tillatlasttheywenta-puttingtheirrum-bottleandrummersuponthecommuniontable,anddrawedupatrestleortwo,andsateroundcomfortableandpouredoutagainrightheartybumpers。Nosoonerhadtheytossedofftheirglassesthan,sothestorygoestheyfelldownsenseless,oneandall。Howlongtheybodesotheydidn’tknow,butwhentheycametothemselvestherewasaterriblethunder-storma-raging,andtheyseemedtoseeinthegloomadarkfigurewithverythinlegsandacuriousvoot,a-standingontheladder,andfinishingtheirwork。Whenitgotdaylighttheycouldseethattheworkwasreallyfinished,andcouldn’tatallmindfinishingitthemselves。Theywenthome,andthenextthingtheyheardwasthatagreatscandalhadbeencausedinthechurchthatSundaymorning,forwhenthepeoplecameandservicebegan,allsawthattheTenCommandmentswezpaintedwiththe`nots’leftout。Decentpeoplewouldn’tattendservicethereforalongtime,andtheBishophadtobesentfortoreconsecratethechurch。That’sthetraditionasIusedtohearitasachild。Youmusttakeitforwhatitiswo’th,butthiscaseto-dayhasremindedmeo’t,asIsay。’

  Thevisitorsgaveonemoreglance,asiftoseewhetherJudeandSuehadleftthe`nots’outlikewise,andthenseverallyleftthechurch,eventheoldwomanatlast。SueandJude,whohadnotstoppedworking,sentbackthechildtoschool,andremainedwithoutspeaking;till,lookingathernarrowly,hefoundshehadbeencryingsilently。

  `Nevermind,comrade!’hesaid。`Iknowwhatitis!’

  `Ican’tbearthatthey,andeverybody,shouldthinkpeoplewickedbecausetheymayhavechosentolivetheirownway!Itisreallytheseopinionsthatmakethebestintentionedpeoplereckless,andactuallybecomeimmoral!’

  `Neverbecastdown!Itwasonlyafunnystory。’

  `Ah,butwesuggestedit!IamafraidIhavedoneyoumischief,Jude,insteadofhelpingyoubycoming!’

  Tohavesuggestedsuchastorywascertainlynotveryexhilarating,inaseriousviewoftheirposition。However,inafewminutesSueseemedtoseethattheirpositionthismorninghadaludicrousside,andwipinghereyesshelaughed。

  `Itisdroll,afterall,’shesaid,`thatwetwo,ofallpeople,withourqueerhistory,shouldhappentobeherepaintingtheTenCommandments!

  Youareprobate,andI-inmycondition……Odear!’……Andwithherhandoverhereyesshelaughedagainsilentlyandintermittently,tillshewasquiteweak。

  `That’sbetter,’saidJudegaily。`Nowwearerightagain,aren’twe,littlegirl!’

  `Ohbutitisserious,allthesame!’shesighedasshetookupthebrushandrightedherself。`Butdoyouseetheydon’tthinkwearemarried?Theywon’tbelieveit!Itisextraordinary!’

  `Idon’tcarewhethertheythinksoornot,’saidJude。`Ishan’ttakeanymoretroubletomakethem。’

  Theysatdowntolunch-whichtheyhadbroughtwiththemnottohindertime-andhavingeatenitwereabouttosettoworkanewwhenamanenteredthechurch,andJuderecognizedinhimthecontractorWillis。

  HebeckonedtoJude,andspoketohimapart。

  `Here-I’vejusthadacomplaintaboutthis,’hesaid,withratherbreathlessawkwardness。`Idon’twishtogointothematter-asofcourseIdidn’tknowwhatwasgoingon-butIamafraidImustaskyouandhertoleaveoff,andletsomebodyelsefinishthis!Itisbest,toavoidallunpleasantness。I’llpayyoufortheweek,allthesame。’

  Judewastooindependenttomakeanyfuss;andthecontractorpaidhim,andleft。Judepickeduphistools,andSuecleansedherbrush。

  Thentheireyesmet。

  `Howcouldwebesosimpleastosupposewemightdothis!’saidshe,droppingtohertragicnote。`Ofcourseweoughtnot-Ioughtnot-tohavecome!’

  `Ihadnoideathatanybodywasgoingtointrudeintosuchalonelyplaceandseeus!’Judereturned。`Well,itcan’tbehelped,dear;andofcourseIwouldn’twishtoinjureWillis’strade-connectionbystaying。’

  Theysatdownpassivelyforafewminutes,proceededoutofthechurch,andovertakingtheboypursuedtheirthoughtfulwaytoAldbrickham。

  Fawleyhadstillaprettyzealinthecauseofeducation,and,aswasnaturalwithhisexperiences,hewasactiveinfurthering`equalityofopportunity’byanyhumblemeansopentohim。HehadjoinedanArtizans’

  MutualImprovementSocietyestablishedinthetownaboutthetimeofhisarrivalthere;itsmembersbeingyoungmenofallcreedsanddenominations,includingChurchmen,Congregationalists,Baptists,Unitarians,Positivists,andothers-agnosticshadscarcelybeenheardofatthistime-theironecommonwishtoenlargetheirmindsformingasufficientlyclosebondofunion。Thesubscriptionwassmall,andtheroomhomely;andJude’sactivity,uncustomaryacquirements,andaboveall,singularintuitiononwhattoreadandhowtosetaboutit-begottenofhisyearsofstruggleagainstmalignantstars-hadledtohisbeingplacedonthecommittee。

  Afeweveningsafterhisdismissalfromthechurchrepairs,andbeforehehadobtainedanymoreworktodo,hewenttoattendameetingoftheaforesaidcommittee。Itwaslatewhenhearrived:alltheothershadcome,andasheenteredtheylookeddubiouslyathim,andhardlyutteredawordofgreeting。Heguessedthatsomethingbearingonhimselfhadbeeneitherdiscussedormooted。Someordinarybusinesswastransacted,anditwasdisclosedthatthenumberofsubscriptionshadshownasuddenfallingoffforthatquarter。Onemember-areallywell-meaninganduprightman-beganspeakinginenigmasaboutcertainpossiblecauses:thatitbehovedthemtolookwellintotheirconstitution;forifthecommitteewerenotrespected,andhadnotatleast,intheirdifferences,acommonstandardofconduct,theywouldbringtheinstitutiontotheground。NothingfurtherwassaidinJude’spresence,butheknewwhatthismeant;andturningtothetablewroteanoteresigninghisofficethereandthen。

  Thusthesupersensitivecoupleweremoreandmoreimpelledtogoaway。Andthenbillsweresentin,andthequestionarose,whatcouldJudedowithhisgreat-aunt’sheavyoldfurniture,ifheleftthetowntotravelheknewnotwhither?This,andthenecessityofreadymoney,compelledhimtodecideonanauction,muchashewouldhavepreferredtokeepthevenerablegoods。

  Thedayofthesalecameon;andSueforthelasttimecookedherown,thechild’s,andJude’sbreakfastinthelittlehousehehadfurnished。

  Itchancedtobeawetday;moreoverSuewasunwell,andnotwishingtodesertherpoorJudeinsuchgloomycircumstances,forhewascompelledtostayawhile,sheactedonthesuggestionoftheauctioneer’sman,andensconcedherselfinanupperroom,whichcouldbeemptiedofitseffects,andsokeptclosedtothebidders。HereJudediscoveredher;andwiththechild,andtheirfewtrunks,baskets,andbundles,andtwochairsandatablethatwerenotinthesale,thetwosatinmeditativetalk。

  Footstepsbeganstampingupanddownthebarestairs,thecomersinspectingthegoods,someofwhichwereofsoquaintandancientamakeastoacquireanadventitiousvalueasart。Theirdoorwastriedonceortwice,andtoguardthemselvesagainstintrusionJudewrote`Private’onascrapofpaper,andstuckituponthepanel。

  Theysoonfoundthat,insteadofthefurniture,theirownpersonalhistoriesandpastconductbegantobediscussedtoanunexpectedandintolerableextentbytheintendingbidders。Itwasnottillnowthattheyreallydiscoveredwhatafools’paradiseofsupposedunrecognitiontheyhadbeenlivinginoflate。Suesilentlytookhercompanion’shand,andwitheyesoneachothertheyheardthesepassingremarks-thequaintandmysteriouspersonalityofFatherTimebeingasubjectwhichformedalargeingredientinthehintsandinnuendoes。Atlengththeauctionbeganintheroombelow,whencetheycouldheareachfamiliararticleknockeddown,thehighlyprizedonescheaply,theunconsideredatanunexpectedprice。

  `Peopledon’tunderstandus,’hesighedheavily。`Iamgladwehavedecidedtogo。’

  `Thequestionis,whereto?’

  `ItoughttobetoLondon。Thereonecanliveasonechooses。’

  `No-notLondon,dear!Iknowitwell。Weshouldbeunhappythere。’

  `Why?’

  `Can’tyouthink?’

  `BecauseArabellaisthere?’

  `That’sthechiefreason。’

  `ButinthecountryIshallalwaysbeuneasylestthereshouldbesomemoreofourlateexperience。AndIdon’tcaretolessenitbyexplaining,foronething,allabouttheboy’shistory。TocuthimofffromhispastIhavedeterminedtokeepsilence。Iamsickenedofecclesiasticalworknow;andIshouldn’tliketoacceptit,ifofferedme!’

  `Yououghttohavelearntclassic。Gothicisbarbaricart,afterall。Puginwaswrong,andWrenwasright。RemembertheinteriorofChristminsterCathedral-almostthefirstplaceinwhichwelookedineachother’sfaces。

  UnderthepicturesquenessofthoseNormandetailsonecanseethegrotesquechildishnessofuncouthpeopletryingtoimitatethevanishedRomanforms,rememberedbydimtraditiononly。’

  `Yes-youhavehalf-convertedmetothatviewbywhatyouhavesaidbefore。Butonecanwork,anddespisewhatonedoes。Imustdosomething,ifnotchurchgothic。’

  `Iwishwecouldbothfollowanoccupationinwhichpersonalcircumstancesdon’tcount,’shesaid,smilingupwistfully。`Iamasdisqualifiedforteachingasyouareforecclesiasticalart。Youmustfallbackuponrailwaystations,bridges,theatres,music-halls,hotels-everythingthathasnoconnectionwithconduct。’

  `Iamnotskilledinthose……Ioughttotaketobread-baking。

  Igrewupinthebakingbusinesswithaunt,youknow。Butevenabakermustbeconventional,togetcustomers。’

  `Unlesshekeepsacakeandgingerbreadstallatmarketsandfairs,wherepeoplearegloriouslyindifferenttoeverythingexceptthequalityofthegoods。’

  Theirthoughtsweredivertedbythevoiceoftheauctioneer:`Nowthisantiqueoaksettle-auniqueexampleofoldEnglishfurniture,worthytheattentionofallcollectors!’

  `Thatwasmygreat-grandfather’s,’saidJude。`Iwishwecouldhavekeptthepooroldthing!’

  Onebyonethearticleswent,andtheafternoonpassedaway。Judeandtheothertwoweregettingtiredandhungry,butaftertheconversationtheyhadheardtheywereshyofgoingoutwhilethepurchaserswereintheirlineofretreat。However,thelaterlotsdrewon,anditbecamenecessarytoemergeintotherainsoon,totakeonSue’sthingstotheirtemporarylodging。

  `Nowthenextlot:twopairsofpigeons,allaliveandplump-

  anicepieforsomebodyfornextSunday’sdinner!’

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