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  couldnotspeak。Isoughtforwordsofcomfort,buttheywouldnotcome。TohaveutteredonecheeringsentenceImusthavecontradictedeveryimpressionofmyownmind。Ifelttoomuchawedtoattemptit。Shortlyafterwards,M’Donougharrived。Nowretchedpatienteverunderwentamorethrillingrevulsionatthefirstsightofthecaseofsurgicalinstrumentsunderwhichhehadtosuffer,thandidI

  uponbeholdingacertainoblongflatmahoganybox,boundwithbrass,andofabouttwofeetinlength,laiduponthetableinthehall。O’Connor,thankinghimforhispunctuality,requestedhimtocomeintohisstudyforamoment,when,withamelancholycollectedness,heproceededtomakearrangementsforourwitnessinghiswill。Thedocumentwasabriefone,andthewholematterwasjustarranged,whenthetwoO’Gradyscreptsoftlyintotheroom。

  ’So!lastwillandtestament,’saidtheelder。’Why,youhaveaveryBLUEnotionofthesematters。Itellyou,youneednotbeuneasy。Irememberverywell,whenyoungRyanofBallykealeymetM’Neiltheduellist,betsrantwentytooneagainsthim。Istoleawayfromschool,andhadapeepatthefunaswellasthebestofthem。

  Theyfiredtogether。Ryanreceivedtheballthroughthecollarofhiscoat,andM’Neilinthetemple;hespunlikeatop:

  itwasamostunexpectedthing,anddisappointedhisfriendsdamnably。Itwasadmitted,however,tohavebeenveryprettyshootinguponbothsides。Tobesure,’hecontinued,pointingtothewill,’youareintherighttokeepuponthesafesideoffortune;butthen,thereisnooccasiontobealtogethersodevilishdowninthemouthasyouappeartobe。’

  ’Youwillallow,’saidO’Connor,’thatthechancesareheavilyagainstme。’

  ’Why,letmesee,’hereplied,’notsohollowathin,,either。Letmesee,we’llsayaboutfourtooneagainstyou;youmaychancetothrowdoubletslikehimItoldyouof,andthenwhatbecomesoftheoddsI’dliketoknow?Butletthingsgoastheywill,I’llgiveandtakefourtoone,inpoundsandtensofpounds。There,M’Donough,there’saGETforyou;b——tme,ifitisnot。Poh!thefellowisstolenaway,’hecontinued,observingthattheobjectofhisproposalhadlefttheroom;

  ’butd——it,Purcell,youarefondofaSOFT

  THING,too,inaquietway——I’msureyouare——socursemeifIdonotmakeyouthesameoffer-isitago?’

  Iwastoomuchdisgustedtomakeanyreply,butIbelievemylooksexpressedmyfeelingssufficiently,forinamomenthesaid:

  ’Well,Iseethereisnothingtobedone,sowemayaswellbestirring。M’Donough,myself,andmybrotherwillsaddlethehorsesinajiffy,whileyouandPurcellsettleanythingwhichremainstobearranged。’

  Sosaying,helefttheroomwithasmuchalacrityasifitweretoprepareforafox-

  hunt。Selfish,heartlessfool!IhaveoftensinceheardhimspokenofasACURSED

  GOOD-NATUREDDOGandaD——GOODFELLOW;

  butsucheulogiesasthesearenotcalculatedtomitigatetheabhorrencewithwhichhisconductuponthatmorninginspiredme。

  Thechillmistsofnightwerestillhoveringonthelandscapeasourpartyleftthecastle。Itwasaraw,comfortlessmorning——akindofdrizzlingfoghungheavilyoverthescene,dimmingthelightofthesun,whichhadnowrisen,intoapaleandevenagreyglimmer。Astheappointedhourwasfastapproaching,itwasproposedthatweshouldentertherace-groundatapointclosetothestand-house——ameasurewhichwouldsaveusarideofnearlytwomiles,overabrokenroad;atwhichdistancetherewasanopenentranceintotherace-

  ground。Here,accordingly,wedismounted,andleavingourhorsesinthecareofacountryfellowwhohappenedtobestirringatthatearlyhour,weproceededupanarrowlane,overasidewallofwhichweweretoclimbintotheopengroundwherestoodthenowdesertedbuilding,underwhichthemeetingwastotakeplace。Ourprogresswasinterceptedbytheunexpectedappearanceofanoldwoman,who,inthescarletcloakwhichisthepicturesquecharacteristicofthefemalepeasantryofthesouth,wasmovingslowlydowntheavenuetomeetus,utteringthatpeculiarlywildandpiteouslamentationwellknownbythenameof’theIrishcry,’accompaniedthroughoutbyallthecustomarygesticulationofpassionategrief。Thisrencounterwasmoreawkwardthanwehadatfirstanticipated;

  for,uponanearerapproach,thepersonprovedtobenootherthananoldattacheddependentofthefamily,andwhohadher-

  selfnursedO’Connor。Shequickenedherpaceasweadvancedalmosttoarun;and,throwingherarmsroundO’Connor’sneck,shepouredforthsuchatorrentoflamentation,reproach,andendearment,asshowedthatshewasawareofthenatureofourpurpose,whenceandbywhatmeansI

  knewnot。Itwasinvainthathesoughttosatisfyherbyevasion,andgentlytoextricatehimselffromherembrace。Shekneltupontheground,andclaspedherarmsroundhislegs,utteringallthewhilesuchtouchingsupplications,suchcuttingandpassionateexpressionsofwoe,aswenttomyveryheart。

  Atlength,withmuchdifficulty,wepassedthismostpainfulinterruption;

  and,crossingtheboundarywall,wereplacedbeyondherreach。TheO’Gradysdamnedherforatroublesomehag,andpassedonwithO’Connor,butIremainedbehindforamoment。Thepoorwomanlookedhopelesslyatthehighwallwhichseparatedherfromhimshehadlovedfrominfancy,andtobewithwhomatthatminuteshewouldhavegivenworlds,shetookherseatuponasolitarystoneundertheoppositewall,andthere,inalow,subduedkey,shecontinuedtoutterhersorrowinwordssodesolate,yetexpressingsuchatendernessofdevotionaswrungmyheart。

  ’Mypoorwoman,’Isaid,layingmyhandgentlyuponhershoulder,’youwillmakeyourselfill;themorningisverycold,andyourcloakisbutathindefenceagainstthedampandchill。Prayreturnhomeandtakethis;itmaybeusefultoyou。’

  Sosaying,Idroppedapurse,withwhatmoneyIhadaboutme,intoherlap,butitlaythereunheeded;shedidnothearme。

  ’OhImychild,mychild,mydarlin’,’

  shesobbed,’areyougonefromme?areyougonefromme?Ah,mavourneen,mavourneen,you’llnevercomebackalivetomeagain。Thecrathurthatsleptonmybosom——thelovin’crathurthatIwassoproudof——they’llkillhim,they’llkillhim。

  Oh,voh!voh!’

  Theaffectingtone,thefeeling,theabandonmentwithwhichallthiswasuttered,nonecanconceivewhohavenotheardthelamentationsoftheIrishpeasantry。Itbroughttearstomyeyes。Isawthatnoconsolationofminecouldsoothehergrief,soIturnedanddeparted;butasIrapidlytraversedthelevelswardwhichseparatedmefrommycompanions,nowconsiderablyinadvance,Icouldstillhearthewailingsofthesolitarymourner。

  Asweapproachedthestand-house,itwasevidentthatourantagonistshadalreadyarrived。Ourpathlaybythesideofahighfenceconstructedofloosestones,andonturningasharpangleatitsextremity,wefoundourselvesclosetotheappointedspot,andwithinafewyardsofacrowdofpersons,somemountedandsomeonfoot,evidentlyawaitingourarrival。

  Theaffairhadunaccountablytakenwind,asthenumberoftheexpectantsclearlyshowed;butforthistherewasnownoremedy。

  Asourlittlepartyadvancedweweremetandsalutedbyseveralacquaintances,whomcuriosity,ifnodeeperfeeling,hadbroughttotheplace。FitzgeraldandtheCaptainhadarrived,andhavingdismounted,werestandinguponthesod。Theformer,asweapproached,bowedslightlyandsullenly——

  whilethelatter,evidentlyinhighgoodhumour,madehismostcourteousobeisance。Notimewastobelost;andthetwosecondsimmediatelywithdrewtoaslightdistance,forthepurposeofcompletingthelastminutearrangements。Itwasabriefbuthorribleinterval——eachreturnedtohisprincipaltocommunicatetheresult,whichwassooncaughtupandrepeatedfrommouthtomouththroughoutthecrowd。Ifeltastrangeandinsurmountablereluctancetohearthesickeningparticularsdetailed;andasIstoodirresoluteatsomedistancefromtheprincipalparties,atop-bootedsquireen,withahuntingwhipinhishand,bustlinguptoacompanionofhis,exclaimed:

  “Notfiretogether!——didyoueverhearthelike?IfFitzgeraldgetsthefirstshotallisover。M’Donoughsoldthepass,by——,andthatisthelongandtheshortofit。’

  Thepartiesnowmoveddownalittletoasmalllevelspace,suitedtothepurpose;

  andthecaptain,addressingM’Donough,said:

  ’Mr。M’Donough,you’llnowhavethegoodnesstotossforchoiceofground;asthelightcomesfromtheeastthelinemustofcourserunnorthandsouth。Willyoubesoobligingastotossupacrown-piece,whileIcall?’

  Acoinwasinstantlychuckedintotheair。Thecaptaincried,’Harp。’TheHEADwasuppermost,andM’Donoughimmediatelymadechoiceofthesouthernpointatwhichtoplacehisfriend——apositionwhichitwillbeeasilyseenhadtheadvantageofturninghisbackuponthelight——notriflingsuperiorityoflocation。Thecaptainturnedwithakindoflaugh,andsaid:

  ’By——,sir,youareascunningasadeadpig;butyouforgotonething。Myfriendisaleft-handedgunner,thoughneverabittheworseforthat;soyouseethereisnooddsasfarasthechoiceoflightgoes。’

  Hethenproceededtomeasureninepacesinadirectionrunningnorthandsouth,andtheprincipalstooktheirground。

  ’Imustbetroublesometoyouonceagain,Mr。M’Donough。Onetossmore,andeverythingiscomplete。WemustsettlewhoistohavetheFIRSTSLAP。’

  Apieceofmoneywasagainthrownintotheair;againthecaptainlostthetossandM’Donoughproceededtoloadthepistols。IhappenedtostandnearFitzgerald,andIoverheardthecaptain,withachuckle,saysomethingtohiminwhichtheword’cravat’wasrepeated。Itinstantlyoccurredtomethatthecaptain’sattentionwasdirectedtoabright-colouredmufflerwhichO’Connorworeroundhisneck,andwhichwouldaffordhisantagonistadistinctandfavourablemark。I

  instantlyurgedhimtoremoveit,andatlength,withdifficulty,succeeded。Heseemedperfectlycarelessastoanyprecaution。Everythingwasnowready;thepistolwasplacedinO’Connor’shand,andheonlyawaitedthewordfromthecaptain。

  M’Creaghthensaid:

  ’Mr。M’Donough,isyourprincipalready?’

  M’Donoughrepliedintheaffirmative;

  and,afteraslightpause,thecaptain,ashadbeenarranged,utteredthewords:

  ’Ready——fire。’

  O’Connorfired,butsowideofthemarkthatsomeoneinthecrowdexclaimed:

  ’Firedintheair。’

  ’Whosayshefiredintheair?’thunderedFitzgerald。’By——helies,whoeverheis。’Therewasasilence。’Butevenifhewasfoolenoughtofireintheair,itisnotinHISpowertoputanendtothequarrelbyTHAT。D——mysoul,ifI

  amcomeheretobeplayedwithlikeachild,andbytheAlmighty——youshallhearmoreofthis,eachandeveryoneofyou,beforeI’msatisfied。’

  Akindoflowmurmur,orrathergroan,wasnowraised,andaslightmotionwasobservableinthecrowd,asiftointerceptFitzgerald’spassagetohishorse。

  M’Creagh,drawingthehorseclosetothespotwhereFitzgeraldstood,threatened,withthemostawfulimprecations,’toblowthebrainsoutofthefirstmanwhoshoulddaretopressonthem。’

  O’Connornowinterfered,requestingthecrowdtoforbear,andsomedegreeoforderwasrestored。Hethensaid,’thatinfiringashedid,hehadnointentionwhateverofwaivinghisrightoffiringuponFitzgerald,andofdeprivingthatgentlemanofhisrightofprosecutingtheaffairtotheutmost——thatifanypersonpresentimaginedthatheintendedtofireintheair,hebeggedtosethimright;since,sofarfromseekingtoexortanunwillingreconciliation,hewasdeterminedthatnopoweronearthshouldinducehimtoconcedeoneinchofgroundtoMr。Fitzgerald。’

  Thisannouncementwasreceivedwithashoutbythecrowd,whonowresumedtheirplacesateithersideoftheplotofgroundwhichhadbeenmeasured。Theprincipalstooktheirplacesoncemore,andM’Creaghproceeded,withthenicestandmostanxiouscare,toloadthepistols;andthistaskbeingaccomplished,FitzgeraldwhisperedsomethingintheCaptain’sear,whoinstantlydrewhisfriend’shorsesoastoplacehimwithinastepofhisrider,andthentightenedthegirths。Thisaccomplished,Fitzgeraldproceededdeliberatelytoremovehiscoat,whichhethrewacrosshishorseinfrontofthesaddle;andthen,withtheassistanceofM’Creagh,herolledtheshirtsleeveuptotheshoulder,soastoleavethewholeofhismusculararmperfectlynaked。A

  cryof’Coward,coward!butcher,butcher!’arosefromthecrowd。Fitzgeraldpaused。

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