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  ’Doyouobject,Mr。M’Donough?anduponwhatgrounds,ifyouplease?’saidhe。

  ’Certainlyhedoesnot,’repliedO’Connor;and,turningtoM’Donough,headded,’praylettherebenounnecessarydelay。’

  ’Thereisnoobjection,then,’saidFitzgerald。

  ’_I_object,’saidtheyoungeroftheO’Gradys,’ifnobodyelsewill。’

  ’Andwhothedevilareyou,thatDARES

  toobject?’shoutedFitzgerald;’andwhatd——dpresumptionpromptsyoutoDAREtowagyourtonguehere?’

  ’IamMr。O’Grady,ofCastleBlake,’

  repliedtheyoungman,nowmuchenraged;’andby——,youshallanswerforyourlanguagetome。’

  ’ShallI,by——?ShallI?’criedhe,withalaughofbrutalscorn;’themorethemerrier,d——nthedoubtofit——sonowholdyourtongue,forIpromiseyouyoushallhavebusinessenoughofyourowntothinkabout,andthatbeforelong。’

  Therewasanappallingferocityinhistoneandmannerwhichnowordscouldconvey。

  Heseemedtransformed;hewasactuallylikeamanpossessed。Wasitpossible,I

  thought,thatIbeheldthecourteousgentleman,thegay,good-humouredretailerofamusinganecdotewithwhom,scarcetwodaysago,Ihadlaughedandchatted,intheblasphemousandmurderousruffianwhoglaredandstormedbeforeme!

  O’Connorinterposed,andrequestedthattimeshouldnotbeunnecessarilylost。

  ’Youhavenotgotasecondcoaton?’

  inquiredtheCaptain。’Ibegpardon,butmydutytomyfriendrequiresthatI

  shouldascertainthepoint。’

  O’Connorrepliedinthenegative。TheCaptainexpressedhimselfassatisfied,adding,inwhathemeanttobeacomplimentarystrain,’thatheknewMr。

  O’Connorwouldscorntoemploypaddingoranyunfairmodeofprotection。’

  Therewasnowabreathlesssilence。

  O’Connorstoodperfectlymotionless;and,exceptingthedeath-likepalenessofhisfeatures,heexhibitednosignofagitation。

  Hiseyewassteady——hislipdidnottremble——hisattitudewascalm。TheCaptain,havingre-examinedtheprimingofthepistols,placedoneoftheminthehandofFitzgerald——M’Donoughinquiredwhetherthepartieswereprepared,andhavingbeenansweredintheaffirmative,heproceededtogivetheword,’Ready。’

  Fitzgeraldraisedhishand,butalmostinstantlylowereditagain。Thecrowdhadpressedtoomuchforwardasitappeared,andhiseyehadbeenunsteadiedbytheflappingoftheskirtofafriezeriding-coatwornbyoneofthespectators。

  ’Inthenameofmyprincipal,’saidtheCaptain,’Imustanddoinsistuponthesegentlemenmovingbackalittle。Weaskbutlittle;fairplay,andnofavour。’

  Thecrowdmovedasrequested。

  M’Donoughrepeatedhisformerquestion,andwasansweredasbefore。Therewasabreathlesssilence。FitzgeraldfixedhiseyeuponO’Connor。Theappointedsignal,’Ready,fire!’wasgiven。Therewasapausewhileonemightslowlyreckonthree——Fitzgeraldfired——andO’Connorfellhelplesslyupontheground。

  ’Thereisnotimetobelost,’saidM’Creagrh;’for,by——,youhavedoneforhim。’

  Sosaying,hethrewhimselfuponhishorse,andwasinstantlyfollowedatahardgallopbyFitzgerald。

  ’Cold-bloodedmurder,ifevermurderwascommitted,’saidO’Grady。’Heshallhangforit;d——nme,butheshall。’

  Ahopelessattemptwasmadetoovertakethefugitives;buttheywerebettermountedthananyoftheirpursuers,andescapedwithease。Cursesandactualyellsofexecrationfollowedtheircourse;andas,incrossingthebrowofaneighbouringhill,theyturnedroundinthesaddletoobserveiftheywerepursued,everygesturewhichcouldexpressfuryanddefiancewasexhaustedbytheenragedanddefeatedmultitude。

  ’Cleartheway,boys,’saidyoungO’Grady,whowithmewaskneelingbesideO’Connor,whilewesupportedhiminourarms;’donotpresssoclose,andbed——d;can’tyouletthefreshairtohim;don’tyouseehe’sdying?’

  Onopeninghiswaistcoatweeasilydetectedthewound:itwasalittlebelowthechest——asmallbluemark,fromwhichoozedasingleheavydropofblood。

  ’Heisbleedingbutlittle——thatisacomfortatallevents,’saidoneofthegentlemenwhosurroundedthewoundedman。

  Anothersuggestedtheexpediencyofhisbeingremovedhomewardwithaslittledelayaspossible,andrecommended,forthispurpose,thatadoorshouldberemovedfromitshinges,andthepatient,laiduponthis,shouldbeconveyedfromthefield。UponthisrudebiermypoorfriendwascarriedfromthatfatalgroundtowardsCastleConnor。Iwalkedclosebyhisside,andobservedeverymotionofhis。Heseldomopenedhiseyes,andwasperfectlystill,exceptinganervousWORKING

  ofthefingers,andaslight,almostimperceptibletwitchingofthefeatures,whichtookplace,however,onlyatintervals。Thefirstwordheutteredwasspokenasweapproachedtheentranceofthecastleitself,whenhesaid;repeatedly,’Thebackway,thebackway。’Hefearedlesthismothershouldmeethimabruptlyandwithoutpreparation;butalthoughthisfearwasgroundless,sincesheneverleftherroomuntillateintheday,yetitwasthoughtadvisable,and,indeed,necessary,tocautionalltheservantsmoststronglyagainstbreathingahinttotheirmistressoftheeventswhichhadbefallen。

  Twoorthreegentlemenhadriddenfromthefieldoneafteranother,promisingthattheyshouldovertakeourpartybeforeitreachedthecastle,bringingwiththemmedicalaidfromonequarteroranother;

  andwedeterminedthatMrs。O’Connorshouldnotknowanythingoftheoccurrenceuntiltheopinionofsomeprofessionalmanshouldhavedeterminedtheextentoftheinjurywhichhersonhadsustained——acourseofconductwhichwouldatleasthavetheeffectofrelievingherfromthehorrorsofsuspense。WhenO’Connorfoundhimselfinhisownroom,andlaiduponhisownbed,heappearedmuchrevived——somuchso,thatIcouldnothelpadmittingastronghopethatallmightyetbewell。

  ’Afterall,Purcell,’saidhe,withamelancholysmile,andspeakingwithevidentdifficulty,’IbelieveIhavegotoffwithatriflingwound。IamsureitcannotbefatalIfeelsolittlepain——almostnone。’

  Icautionedhimagainstfatiguinghimselfbyendeavouringtospeak;andheremainedquietforalittletime。Atlengthhesaid:

  ’Purcell,Itrustthislessonshallnothavebeengiveninvain。Godhasbeenverymercifultome;Ifeel——IhaveaninternalconfidencethatIamnotwoundedmortally。HadIbeenfatallywounded——

  hadIbeenkilleduponthespot,onlythinkonit’——andheclosedhiseyesasiftheverythoughtmadehimdizzy——’struckdownintothegrave,unpreparedasIam,intheveryblossomofmysins,withoutamomentofrepentanceorofreflection;I

  musthavebeenlost——lostforeverandever。’

  Iprevaileduponhim,withsomedifficulty,toabstainfromsuchagitatingreflections,andatlengthinducedhimtocourtsuchreposeashisconditionadmittedof,byremainingperfectlysilent,andasmuchaspossiblewithoutmotion。

  O’ConnorandIonlywereintheroom;

  hehadlainforsometimeintolerablequiet,whenIthoughtIdistinguishedthebustleattendantuponthearrivalofsomeoneatthecastle,andwenteagerlytothewindow,believing,oratleasthoping,thatthesoundsmightannouncetheapproachofthemedicalman,whomwealllongedmostimpatientlytosee。

  Myconjecturewasright;Ihadthesatisfactionofseeinghimdismountandpreparetoenterthecastle,whenmyobservationswereinterrupted,andmyattentionwasattractedbyasmothered,gurglingsoundproceedingfromthebedinwhichlaythewoundedman。Iinstantlyturnedround,andindoingsothespectaclewhichmetmyeyeswassufficientlyshocking。

  IhadleftO’Connorlyinginthebed,supportedbypillows,perfectlycalm,andwithhiseyesclosed:hewasnowlyingnearlyinthesameposition,hiseyesopenandalmoststartingfromtheirsockets,witheveryfeaturepaleanddistortedasdeath,andvomitingbloodinquantitiesthatwerefrightful。Irushedtothedoorandcalledforassistance;theparoxysm,thoughviolent,wasbrief,andO’Connorsankintoaswoonsodeepanddeath-like,thatIfearedheshouldwakennomore。

  Thesurgeon,alittle,fussyman,butI

  believewithsomeskilltojustifyhispretensions,nowenteredtheroom,carry-

  inghiscaseofinstruments,andfollowedbyservantsbearingbasinsandwaterandbandagesoflinen。Herelievedourdoubtsbyinstantlyassuringusthat’thepatient’wasstillliving;andatthesametimeprofessedhisdeterminationtotakeadvantageofthemuscularrelaxationwhichthefainthadinducedtoexaminethewound——addingthatapatientwasmoreeasily’handled’wheninaswoonthanunderothercircumstances。

  Afterexaminingthewoundinfrontwheretheballhadentered,hepassedhishandroundbeneaththeshoulder,andafteralittlepauseheshookhishead,observingthathefearedverymuchthatoneofthevertebraewasfatallyinjured,butthathecouldnotsaydecidedlyuntilhispatientshouldrevivealittle。’Thoughhislanguagewasverytechnical,andconsequentlytomenearlyunintelligible,Icouldperceiveplainlybyhismannerthatheconsideredthecaseasalmosthopeless。

  O’Connorgraduallygavesomesignsofreturninganimation,andatlengthwassofarrestoredastobeenabledtospeak。

  Aftersomefewgeneralquestionsastohowhefeltaffected,etc。,etc。,thesurgeon,placinghishanduponhislegandpressingitslightly,askedhimifhefeltanypressureuponthelimb?O’Connoransweredinthenegative——hepressedharder,andrepeatedthequestion;stilltheanswerwasthesame,tillatlength,byrepeatedexperiments,heascertainedthatallthatpartofthebodywhichlaybehindthewoundwasparalysed,provingthatthespinemusthavereceivedsomefatalinjury。

  ’Well,doctor,’saidO’Connor,aftertheexaminationofthewoundwasover;’well,Ishalldo,shan’tI?’

  Thephysicianwassilentforamoment,andthen,asifwithaneffort,hereplied:

  ’Indeed,mydearsir,itwouldnotbehonesttoflatteryouwithmuchhope。’

  ’Eh?’saidO’ConnorwithmorealacritythanIhadseenhimexhibitsincethemorning;’surelyIdidnothearyouaright;Ispokeofmyrecovery——surelythereisnodoubt;therecanbenone——

  speakfrankly,doctor,forGod’ssake——amIdying?’

  Thesurgeonwasevidentlynostoic,andhismannerhadextinguishedinmeeveryhope,evenbeforehehadutteredawordinreply。

  ’Youare——youareindeeddying。Thereisnohope;IshouldbutdeceiveyouifI

  heldoutany。’

  Asthesurgeonutteredtheseterriblewords,thehandswhichO’Connorhadstretchedtowardshimwhileawaitinghisreplyfellpowerlessbyhisside;hisheadsankforward;itseemedasifhorroranddespairhadunstrungeverynerveandsinew;heappearedtocollapseandshrinktogetherasaplantmightundertheinfluenceofawitheringspell。

  Ithasoftenbeenmyfate,sincethen,tovisitthechambersofdeathandofsuffering;

  Ihavewitnessedfearfulagoniesofbodyandofsoul;themysteriousshudderingsofthedepartingspirit,andtheheart-

  rendingdesolationofthesurvivors;theseveringofthetenderestties,thepiteousyearningsofunavailinglove——ofallthesethingsthesaddutiesofmyprofessionhavemademeawitness。But,generallyspeaking,Ihaveobservedinsuchscenessomethingtomitigate,ifnotthesorrows,atleasttheterrors,ofdeath;thedyingmanseldomseemstofeeltherealityofhissituation;adullconsciousnessofapproachingdissolution,adimanticipationofunconsciousnessandinsensibility,arethefeelingswhichmostnearlyborderuponanappreciationofhisstate;thefilmofdeathseemstohaveoverspreadthemind’seye,objectslosetheirdistinctness,andfloatcloudilybeforeit,andtheapathyandapparentindifferencewithwhichmenrecognisethesureadvancesofimmediatedeath,robthatawfulhourofmuchofitsterrors,andthedeath-bedofitsotherwiseinevitableagonies。

  Thisisamercifuldispensation;buttherulehasitsexceptions——itsterribleexceptions。Whenamanisbroughtinaninstant,bysomesuddenaccident,totheveryvergeofthefathomlesspitofdeath,withallhisrecollectionsawake,andhisperceptionskeenlyandvividlyalive,withoutpreviousillnesstosubduethetoneofthemindastodullitsapprehensions——

  then,andthenonly,thedeath-bedistrulyterrible。

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