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  “Sometimes——sometimesIthinkheis——inourblood。InMINE。”

  Heregardedmeformyopinionveryearnestly,withhispipeinthecornerofhismouth。

  “You’retheremotestcousinheeverhad。”Isaid。

  Ireflected。“Lookhere,Ewart。”Iasked,“howwouldyouhavethingsdifferent?”

  Hewrinkleduphisqueerface,regardedthewaitandmadehispipegurgleforaspace,thinkingdeeply。

  “Therearecomplications,Iadmit。We’vegrownupundertheterrorofGrundyandthatinnocentbutdocileand——yes——formidablelady,hiswife。Idon’tknowhowfarthecomplicationsaren’tadisease,asortofbleachingundertheGrundyshadow。ItispossibletherearethingsIhavestilltolearnaboutwomen。ManhaseatenoftheTreeofKnowledge。

  Hisinnocenceisgone。Youcan’thaveyourcakeandeatit。

  We’reinforknowledge;let’shaveitplainandstraight。I

  shouldbegin,Ithink,byabolishingtheideasofdecencyandindecency。”

  “Grundywouldhavefits!”Iinjected。

  “Grundy,Ponderevo,wouldhavecolddouches——publicly——ifthesightwasnottoopainful——threetimesaday。ButIdon’tthink,mindyou,thatIshouldletthesexesrunabouttogether。

  No。Thefactbehindthesexes——issex。It’snogoodhumbugging。

  Ittrailsabout——eveninthebestmixedcompany。Tugsatyourankle。Themengetshowingoffandquarrelling——andthewomen。

  Orthey’rebored。Isupposetheancestralmaleshavecompetedfortheancestralfemaleseversincetheywerebothsomesortofgrubbylittlereptile。Youaren’tgoingtoalterthatinathousandyearsorso。Nevershouldyouhaveamixedcompany,never——exceptwithonlyonemanoronlyonewoman。Howwouldthatbe?。

  “Orduetsonly?。

  “Howtomanageit?Someruleofetiquette,perhaps。”。Hebecameportentouslygrave。

  Thenhislonghandwentoutinweirdgestures。

  “Iseemtosee——Iseemtosee——asortofCityofWomen,Ponderevo。Yes。Awalledenclosure——goodstone-mason’swork——acitywall,highasthewallsofRome,goingaboutagarden。Dozensofsquaremilesofgarden——trees——fountains——

  arbours——lakes。Lawnsonwhichthewomenplay,avenuesinwhichtheygossip,boats。Womenlikethatsortofthing。Anywomanwho’sbeentoagoodeventfulgirls’schoollivesonthememoryofitfortherestofherlife。It’soneofthepatheticthingsaboutwomen——thesuperiorityofschoolandcollege——toanythingtheygetafterwards。Andthiscity-gardenofwomenwillhavebeautifulplacesformusic,placesforbeautifuldresses,placesforbeautifulwork。Everythingawomancanwant。Nurseries。

  Kindergartens。Schools。Andnoman——excepttodoroughwork,perhaps——evercomesin。Themenliveinaworldwheretheycanhuntandengineer,inventandmineandmanufacture,sailships,drinkdeepandpracticethearts,andfight——“

  “Yes。”Isaid,“but——“

  Hestilledmewithagesture。

  “I’mcomingtothat。Thehomesofthewomen,Ponderevo,willbesetinthewalloftheircity;eachwomanwillhaveherownparticularhouseandhome,furnishedafterherownheartinherownmanner——withalittlebalconyontheoutsidewall。Builtintothewall——andalittlebalcony。Andthereshewillgoandlookout,whenthemoodtakesher,andallroundthecitytherewillbeabroadroadandseatsandgreatshadytrees。Andmenwillstrollupanddowntherewhentheyfeeltheneedoffemininecompany;when,forinstance,theywanttotalkabouttheirsoulsortheircharactersoranyofthethingsthatonlywomenwillstand。Thewomenwillleanoverandlookatthemenandsmileandtalktothemastheyfancy。Andeachwomanwillhavethis;

  shewillhavealittlesilkenladdershecanletdownifshechooses——ifshe“wantstotalkcloser。”

  “Themenwouldstillbecompeting。”

  “Thereperhaps——yes。Butthey’dhavetoabidebythewomen’sdecisions。”

  Iraisedoneortwodifficulties,andforawhileweplayedwiththisidea。

  “Ewart。”Isaid,“thisislikeDoll’sIsland。

  “Suppose。”Ireflected,“anunsuccessfulmanlaidsiegetoabalconyandwouldn’tlethisrivalcomenearit?”

  “Movehimon。”saidEwart,“byaspecialregulation。Asonedoesorgan-grinders。Nodifficultyaboutthat。Andyoucouldforbidit——makeitagainsttheetiquette。Nolifeisdecentwithoutetiquette。Andpeopleobeyetiquettesoonerthanlaws。”

  “H’m。”Isaid,andwasstruckbyanideathatisremoteintheworldofayoungman。“Howaboutchildren?”Iasked;“intheCity?Girlsareallverywell。Butboys,forexample——growup。”

  “Ah!”saidEwart。“Yes。Iforgot。Theymustn’tgrowupinside。They’dturnouttheboyswhentheywereseven。Thefathermustcomewithalittleponyandalittlegunandmanlywear,andtaketheboyaway。Thenonecouldcomeafterwardstoone’smother’sbalcony。Itmustbefinetohaveamother。

  Thefatherandtheson。”

  “Thisisallveryprettyinitsway。”Isaidatlast,“butit’sadream。Let’scomebacktoreality。WhatIwanttoknowis,whatareyougoingtodoinBrompton,letussay,orWalhamGreenNOW?”

  “Oh!damnit!”heremarked,“WalhamGreen!Whatachapyouare,Ponderevo!”andhemadeanabruptendtohisdiscourse。Hewouldn’tevenreplytomytentativesforatime。

  “WhileIwastalkingjustnow。”heremarkedpresently,“Ihadaquitedifferentidea。”

  “What?”

  “Foramasterpiece。Aseries。LikethebustsoftheCaesars。

  Onlynotheads,youknow。Wedon’tseethepeoplewhodothingstousnowadays。”

  “Howwillyoudoit,then?”

  “Hands——aseriesofhands!ThehandsoftheTwentiethCentury。

  I’lldoit。Somedaysomeonewilldiscoverit——gothere——seewhatIhavedone,andwhatismeantbyit。”

  “Seeitwhere?”

  “Onthetombs。Whynot?TheUnknownMasteroftheHighgateSlope!Allthelittle,softfemininehands,thenervousuglymales,thehandsoftheflops,andthehandsofthesnatchers!

  AndGrundy’sloose,lean,knucklyaffair——Grundytheterror!——thelittlewrinklesandthethumb!Onlyitoughttoholdalltheotherstogether——inaslightlydisturbingsqueeze。LikeRodin’sgreatHand——youknowthething!”

  IV

  IforgethowmanydaysintervenedbetweenthatlastbreakingoffofourengagementandMarion’ssurrender。ButIrecallnowthesharpnessofmyemotion,theconcentratedspiritoftearsandlaughterinmythroatasIreadthewordsofherunexpectedletter——“Ihavethoughtovereverything,andIwasselfish。”

  IrushedofftoWalhamGreenthateveningtogivebackallshehadgivenme,tobeatheraltogetheratgiving。Shewasextraordinarilygentleandgenerousthattime,Iremember,andwhenatlastIlefther,shekissedmeverysweetly。

  Soweweremarried。

  Weweremarriedwithallthecustomaryincongruity。I

  gave——perhapsafterawhilenotaltogetherungrudgingly——andwhatIgave,Mariontook,withamanifestsatisfaction。Afterall,Iwasbeingsensible。Sothatwehadthreeliverycarriagestothechurchoneofthepairsofhorsesmatchedandcoachmen——withimprovisedflavourandveryshabbysilkhats——bearingwhitefavoursontheirwhips,andmyuncleintervenedwithsplendourandinsisteduponhavingaweddingbreakfastsentinfromacaterer’sinHammersmith。Thetablehadagreatdisplayofchrysanthemums,andtherewasorangeblossominthesignificantplaceandawonderfulcake。Wealsocirculatedupwardsofascoreofwedgesofthataccompaniedbysilver-printedcardsinwhichMarion’snameofRamboatwasstrickenoutbyanarrowinfavourofPonderevo。WehadalittlerallyofMarion’srelations,andseveralfriendsandfriends’

  friendsfromSmithie’sappearedinthechurchanddriftedvestry-ward。Iproducedmyauntanduncleaselectgroupoftwo。Theeffectinthatshabbylittlehousewasoneofexhilaratingcongestion。Theside-board,inwhichlivedthetable-clothandthe“Apartments“card,wasusedforadisplayofthepresents,ekedoutbytheunusedbalanceofthesilver-printedcards。

  Marionworethewhiteraimentofabride,whitesilkandsatin,thatdidnotsuither,thatmadeherseemlargeandstrangetome;sheobtrudedbowsandunfamiliarcontours。ShewentthroughallthisstrangeritualofanEnglishweddingwithasacramentalgravitythatIwasaltogethertooyoungandegotisticaltocomprehend。Itwasallextraordinarilycentralandimportanttoher;itwasnomorethananoffensive,complicated,anddisconcertingintrusionofaworldIwasalreadybeginningtocriticiseverybitterly,tome。Whatwasallthisfussfor?ThemereindecentadvertisementthatIhadbeenpassionatelyinlovewithMarion!Ithink,however,thatMarionwasonlyveryremotelyawareofmysmoulderingexasperationathavingintheendbehaved“nicely。”Ihadplayed——uptotheextentofdressingmypart;Ihadanadmirablycutfrock——coat,anewsilkhat,trousersaslightasIcouldendurethem——lighter,infact——awhitewaistcoat,nighttie,lightgloves。Marion,seeingmedespondenthadtheunusualenterprisetowhispertomethatI

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