ScarcelyhadIutteredthesewords,whenmyattentionwasstartledbythesoundoffootsteps。Theydenotedsomeonesteppingintothepiazzainfrontofmyhouse。Mynew-bornconfidencewasextinguishedinamoment。Carwin,Ithought,hadrepentedhisdeparture,andwashastilyreturning。Thepossibilitythathisreturnwaspromptedbyintentionsconsistentwithmysafety,foundnoplaceinmymind。Imagesofviolationandmurderassailedmeanew,andtheterrorswhichsucceededalmostincapacitatedmefromtakinganymeasuresformydefence。ItwasanimpulseofwhichIwasscarcelyconscious,thatmademefastenthelockanddrawtheboltsofmychamberdoor。Havingdonethis,Ithrewmyselfonaseat;forItrembledtoadegreewhichdisabledmefromstanding,andmysoulwassoperfectlyabsorbedintheactoflistening,thatalmostthevitalmotionswerestopped。
Thedoorbelowcreakedonitshinges。Itwasnotagainthrustto,butappearedtoremainopen。Footstepsentered,traversedtheentry,andbegantomountthestairs。HowI
detestedthefollyofnotpursuingthemanwhenhewithdrew,andboltingafterhimtheouterdoor!Mighthenotconceivethisomissiontobeaproofthatmyangelhaddesertedme,andbetherebyfortifiedinguilt?
Everysteponthestairs,whichbroughthimnearertomychamber,addedvigortomydesperation。TheevilwithwhichI
wasmenacedwastobeatanyrateeluded。HowlittledidI