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  WOISTDEINSCHWERT?\"

  Harsanyismiled,buthedidnotlookforthagainuntilSIEGLINDEreappeared。ShewentthroughthestoryofhershamefulbridalfeastandintotheWalhall’music,which

  shealwayssangsonobly,andtheentranceoftheone—

  eyedstranger:——

  \"MIRALLEIN

  WECKTEDASAUGE。\"

  Mrs。Harsanyiglancedatherhusband,wonderingwhetherthesingeronthestagecouldnotfeelhiscommandingglance。OncametheCRESCENDO:——

  \"WASJEICHVERLOR,WASJEICHBEWEINT

  WAR’MIRGEWONNEN。\"

  (AllthatIhavelost,AllthatIhavemourned,WouldIthenhavewon。)

  Harsanyitouchedhiswife’sarmsoftly。

  Seatedinthemoonlight,theVOLSUNGpairbegantheirlovinginspectionofeachother’sbeauties,andthemusicbornofmurmuringsoundpassedintoherface,astheoldpoetsaid,——andintoherbodyaswell。Intoonelovelyattitudeafteranotherthemusicswepther,loveimpelledher。Andthevoicegaveoutallthatwasbestinit。Likethespring,indeed,itblossomedintomemoriesandprophe—

  cies,itrecountedanditforetold,asshesangthestoryofherfriendlesslife,andofhowthethingwhichwastrulyherself,\"brightastheday,rosetothesurface\"wheninthehostileworldsheforthefirsttimebeheldherFriend。

  Ferventlysheroseintothehardierfeelingofactionanddaring,theprideinhero—strengthandhero—blood,untilinasplendidburst,tallandshininglikeaVictory,shechris—

  tenedhim:——

  \"SIEGMUND——

  SONENNICHDICH!\"

  Herimpatiencefortheswordswelledwithherantici—

  pationofhisact,andthrowingherarmsaboveherhead,shefairlytoreaswordoutoftheemptyairforhim,beforeNOTHUNGhadleftthetree。INHOCHSTERTRUNKENHEIT,in—

  deed,sheburstoutwiththeflamingcryoftheirkinship:

  \"IfyouareSIEGMUND,IamSIEGLINDE!\"Laughing,sing—

  ing,bounding,exulting,——withtheirpassionandtheirsword,——theVOLSUNGSranoutintothespringnight。

  Asthecurtainfell,Harsanyiturnedtohiswife。\"Atlast,\"hesighed,\"somebodywithENOUGH!Enoughvoiceandtalentandbeauty,enoughphysicalpower。Andsuchanoble,noblestyle!\"

  \"Icanscarcelybelieveit,Andor。Icanseehernow,thatclumsygirl,hunchedupoveryourpiano。Icanseehershoul—

  ders。Shealwaysseemedtolaborsowithherback。AndI

  shallneverforgetthatnightwhenyoufoundhervoice。\"

  Theaudiencekeptupitsclamoruntil,aftermanyre—

  appearanceswiththetenor,Kronborgcamebeforethecur—

  tainalone。Thehousemetherwitharoar,agreetingthatwasalmostsavageinitsfierceness。Thesinger’seyes,sweepingthehouse,restedforamomentonHarsanyi,andshewavedherlongsleevetowardhisbox。

  \"SheOUGHTtobepleasedthatyouarehere,\"saidMrs。

  Harsanyi。\"Iwonderifsheknowshowmuchsheowestoyou。\"

  \"Sheowesmenothing,\"repliedherhusbandquickly。

  \"Shepaidherway。Shealwaysgavesomethingback,eventhen。\"

  \"Irememberyousaidoncethatshewoulddonothingcommon,\"saidMrs。Harsanyithoughtfully。

  \"Justso。Shemightfail,die,getlostinthepack。Butifsheachieved,itwouldbenothingcommon。Therearepeoplewhomonecantrustforthat。Thereisonewayinwhichtheywillneverfail。\"Harsanyiretiredintohisownreflections。

  AfterthesecondactFredOttenburgbroughtArchietotheHarsanyis’boxandintroducedhimasanoldfriendofMissKronborg。Theheadofamusicalpublishinghousejoinedthem,bringingwithhimajournalistandthepresi—

  dentofaGermansingingsociety。Theconversationwas

  chieflyaboutthenewSIEGLINDE。Mrs。Harsanyiwasgra—

  ciousandenthusiastic,herhusbandnervousanduncom—

  municative。Hesmiledmechanically,andpolitelyan—

  sweredquestionsaddressedtohim。\"Yes,quiteso。\"\"Oh,certainly。\"Everyone,ofcourse,saidveryusualthingswithgreatconviction。Mrs。Harsanyiwasusedtohearingandutteringthecommonplaceswhichsuchoccasionsde—

  manded。Whenherhusbandwithdrewintotheshadow,shecoveredhisretreatbyhersympathyandcordiality。

  InreplytoadirectquestionfromOttenburg,Harsanyisaid,flinching,\"ISOLDE?Yes,whynot?Shewillsingallthegreatroles,Ishouldthink。\"

  Thechorusdirectorsaidsomethingabout\"dramatictemperament。\"Thejournalistinsistedthatitwas\"ex—

  plosiveforce,\"\"projectingpower。\"

  OttenburgturnedtoHarsanyi。\"Whatisit,Mr。Har—

  sanyi?MissKronborgsaysifthereisanythinginher,youarethemanwhocansaywhatitis。\"

  Thejournalistscentedcopyandwaseager。\"Yes,Har—

  sanyi。Youknowallabouther。What’shersecret?\"

  Harsanyirumpledhishairirritablyandshruggedhisshoulders。\"Hersecret?Itiseveryartist’ssecret,\"——hewavedhishand,——\"passion。Thatisall。Itisanopensecret,andperfectlysafe。Likeheroism,itisinimitableincheapmaterials。\"

  Thelightswentout。FredandArchielefttheboxasthesecondactcameon。

  Artisticgrowthis,morethanitisanythingelse,arefiningofthesenseoftruthfulness。Thestupidbelievethattobetruthfuliseasy;onlytheartist,thegreatartist,knowshowdifficultitis。ThatafternoonnothingnewcametoTheaKronborg,noenlightenment,noinspiration。Shemerelycameintofullpossessionofthingsshehadbeenrefiningandperfectingforsolong。Herinhibitionschancedtobefewerthanusual,and,withinherself,sheenteredintotheinheritancethatsheherselfhadlaidup,intothe

  fullnessofthefaithshehadkeptbeforesheknewitsnameoritsmeaning。

  Oftenwhenshesang,thebestshehadwasunavailable;

  shecouldnotbreakthroughtoit,andeverysortofdis—

  tractionandmischancecamebetweenitandher。Butthisafternoontheclosedroadsopened,thegatesdropped。

  Whatshehadsooftentriedtoreach,layunderherhand。

  Shehadonlytotouchanideatomakeitlive。

  Whileshewasonthestageshewasconsciousthateverymovementwastherightmovement,thatherbodywasabsolutelytheinstrumentofheridea。Notfornothinghadshekeptitsoseverely,keptitfilledwithsuchenergyandfire。Allthatdeep—rootedvitalityfloweredinhervoice,herface,inherveryfinger—tips。Shefeltlikeatreeburstingintobloom。Andhervoicewasasflexibleasherbody;equaltoanydemand,capableofeveryNUANCE。

  Withthesenseofitsperfectcompanionship,itsentiretrustworthiness,shehadbeenabletothrowherselfintothedramaticexigenciesofthepart,everythinginheratitsbestandeverythingworkingtogether。

  Thethirdactcameon,andtheafternoonslippedby。

  TheaKronborg’sfriends,oldandnew,seatedaboutthehouseondifferentfloorsandlevels,enjoyedhertriumphaccordingtotheirnatures。Therewasonethere,whomnobodyknew,whoperhapsgotgreaterpleasureoutofthatafternoonthanHarsanyihimself。Upinthetopgal—

  leryagray—hairedlittleMexican,witheredandbrightasastringofpeppersbesidea’dobedoor,keptprayingandcursingunderhisbreath,beatingonthebrassrailingandshouting\"Bravo!Bravo!\"untilhewasrepressedbyhisneighbors。

  HehappenedtobetherebecauseaMexicanbandwastobeafeatureofBarnumandBailey’scircusthatyear。

  OneofthemanagersoftheshowhadtraveledabouttheSouthwest,signingupalotofMexicanmusiciansatlowwages,andhadbroughtthemtoNewYork。Amongthem

  wasSpanishJohnny。AfterMrs。Tellamantezdied,Johnnyabandonedhistradeandwentoutwithhismandolintopickupalivingforone。Hisirregularitieshadbecomehisregularmodeoflife。

  WhenTheaKronborgcameoutofthestageentranceonFortiethStreet,theskywasstillflamingwiththelastraysofthesunthatwassinkingoffbehindtheNorthRiver。Alittlecrowdofpeoplewaslingeringaboutthedoor——musiciansfromtheorchestrawhowerewaitingfortheircomrades,curiousyoungmen,andsomepoorlydressedgirlswhowerehopingtogetaglimpseofthesinger。Shebowedgraciouslytothegroup,throughherveil,butshedidnotlooktotherightorleftasshecrossedthesidewalktohercab。Hadsheliftedhereyesaninstantandglancedoutthroughherwhitescarf,shemusthaveseentheonlymaninthecrowdwhohadremovedhishatwhensheemerged,andwhostoodwithitcrushedupinhishand。Andshewouldhaveknownhim,changedashewas。Hislustrousblackhairwasfullofgray,andhisfacewasagooddealwornbytheEXTASI,sothatitseemedtohaveshrunkawayfromhisshiningeyesandteethandleftthemtooprominent。Butshewouldhaveknownhim。

  Shepassedsonearthathecouldhavetouchedher,andhedidnotputonhishatuntilhertaxihadsnortedaway。

  ThenhewalkeddownBroadwaywithhishandsinhisovercoatpockets,wearingasmilewhichembracedallthestreamoflifethatpassedhimandthelightedtowersthatroseintothelimpidblueoftheeveningsky。Ifthesinger,goinghomeexhaustedinhercab,waswonderingwhatwasthegoodofitall,thatsmile,couldshehaveseenit,wouldhaveansweredher。Itistheonlycommensurateanswer。

  HerewemustleaveTheaKronborg。Fromthistimeonthestoryofherlifeisthestoryofherachievement。

  Thegrowthofanartistisanintellectualandspiritual

  developmentwhichcanscarcelybefollowedinapersonalnarrative。Thisstoryattemptstodealonlywiththesim—

  pleandconcretebeginningswhichcolorandaccentanartist’swork,andtogivesomeaccountofhowaMoon—

  stonegirlfoundherwayoutofavague,easy—goingworldintoalifeofdisciplinedendeavor。Anyaccountoftheloyaltyofyoungheartstosomeexaltedideal,andthepassionwithwhichtheystrive,willalways,insomeofus,rekindlegenerousemotions。

  EndofPartVI

  

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