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  Hislookwasonewithwhichheusedtowatchherlongago,andwhich,eveninthinkingabouther,hadbecomeahabitofhisface。Itwasfullofsolicitude,andakindofsecretgratitude,asiftothankherforsomeinexpressiblepleasureoftheheart。Theaturnedpresentlytowardthepianoandbegansoftlytowakenanoldair:——

  \"Ca’theyowestotheknowes,Ca’themwheretheheathergrows,Ca’themwheretheburnierowes,Mybonniedear—ie。\"

  Archiesatdownandshadedhiseyeswithhishand。Sheturnedherheadandspoketohimoverhershoulder。

  \"Comeon,youknowthewordsbetterthanI。That’sright。\"

  \"We’llgaedownbyClouden’sside,Throughthehazelsspreadingwide,O’erthewavesthatsweetlyglide,Tothemoonsaeclearly。

  Ghaistnorbogleshaltthoufear,Thou’rttoloveandHeav’nsaedear,Nochtofillmaycometheenear,Mybonniedear—ie!\"

  \"WecangetonwithoutLandry。Let’stryitagain,I

  haveallthewordsnow。Thenwe’llhave`SweetAfton。’

  Come:`CA’THEYOWESTOTHEKNOWES’——\"

  X

  OTTENBURGdismissedhistaxicabatthe91stStreetentranceoftheParkandflounderedacrossthedrivethroughawildspringsnowstorm。WhenhereachedthereservoirpathhesawTheaaheadofhim,walkingrapidlyagainstthewind。Exceptforthatonefigure,thepathwasdeserted。Aflockofgullswerehoveringoverthereservoir,seemingbewilderedbythedrivingcurrentsofsnowthatwhirledabovetheblackwaterandthendisappearedwith—

  init。WhenhehadalmostovertakenThea,Fredcalledtoher,andsheturnedandwaitedforhimwithherbacktothewind。Herhairandfurswerepowderedwithsnow—

  flakes,andshelookedlikesomerich—peltedanimal,withwarmblood,thathadruninoutofthewoods。Fredlaughedashetookherhand。

  \"Nouseaskinghowyoudo。Yousurelyneedn’tfeelmuchanxietyaboutFriday,whenyoucanlooklikethis。\"

  Shemovedclosetotheironfencetomakeroomforhimbesideher,andfacedthewindagain。\"Oh,I’mWELLenough,insofarasthatgoes。ButI’mnotluckyaboutstageappearances。I’measilyupset,andthemostperversethingshappen。\"

  \"What’sthematter?Doyoustillgetnervous?\"

  \"OfcourseIdo。Idon’tmindnervessomuchasgettingnumbed,\"Theamuttered,shelteringherfaceforamo—

  mentwithhermuff。\"I’munderaspell,youknow,hoo—

  dooed。It’sthethingIWANTtodothatIcanneverdo。

  AnyothereffectsIcangeteasilyenough。\"

  \"Yes,yougeteffects,andnotonlywithyourvoice。

  That’swhereyouhaveitoveralltherestofthem;you’reasmuchathomeonthestageasyouweredownin

  PantherCanyon——asifyou’djustbeenletoutofacage。

  Didn’tyougetsomeofyourideasdownthere?\"

  Theanodded。\"Oh,yes!Forheroicparts,atleast。Outoftherocks,outofthedeadpeople。Youmeantheideaofstandingupunderthings,don’tyou,meetingcatas—

  trophe?Nofussiness。Seemstometheymusthavebeenareserved,somberpeople,withonlyamuscularlanguage,alltheirmovementsforapurpose;simple,strong,asiftheyweredealingwithfatebare—handed。\"SheputherglovedfingersonFred’sarm。\"Idon’tknowhowIcaneverthankyouenough。Idon’tknowifI’deverhavegotanywherewithoutPantherCanyon。Howdidyouknowthatwastheonethingtodoforme?It’sthesortofthingnobodyeverhelpsoneto,inthisworld。Onecanlearnhowtosing,butnosingingteachercangiveanybodywhatI

  gotdownthere。Howdidyouknow?\"

  \"Ididn’tknow。Anythingelsewouldhavedoneaswell。

  Itwasyourcreativehour。Iknewyouweregettingalot,butIdidn’trealizehowmuch。\"

  Theawalkedoninsilence。Sheseemedtobethinking。

  \"Doyouknowwhattheyreallytaughtme?\"shecameoutsuddenly。\"Theytaughtmetheinevitablehardnessofhumanlife。Noartistgetsfarwhodoesn’tknowthat。Andyoucan’tknowitwithyourmind。Youhavetorealizeitinyourbody,somehow;deep。It’sananimalsortoffeeling。Isometimesthinkit’sthestrongestofall。DoyouknowwhatI’mdrivingat?\"

  \"Ithinkso。Evenyouraudiencesfeelit,vaguely:thatyou’vesometimeorotherfacedthingsthatmakeyoudifferent。\"

  Theaturnedherbacktothewind,wipingawaythesnowthatclungtoherbrowsandlashes。\"Ugh!\"sheexclaimed;

  \"nomatterhowlongabreathyouhave,thestormhasalonger。Ihaven’tsignedfornextseason,yet,Fred。I’mholdingoutforabigcontract:fortyperformances。Neckerwon’tbeabletodomuchnextwinter。It’sgoingtobeone

  ofthosebetweenseasons;theoldsingersaretooold,andthenewonesaretoonew。Theymightaswellriskmeasanybody。SoIwantgoodterms。Thenextfiveorsixyearsaregoingtobemybest。\"

  \"You’llgetwhatyoudemand,ifyouareuncompro—

  mising。I’msafeincongratulatingyounow。\"

  Thealaughed。\"It’salittleearly。Imaynotgetitatall。Theydon’tseemtobebreakingtheirneckstomeetme。IcangobacktoDresden。\"

  Astheyturnedthecurveandwalkedwestwardtheygotthewindfromtheside,andtalkingwaseasier。

  Fredloweredhiscollarandshookthesnowfromhisshoulders。\"Oh,Idon’tmeanonthecontractparticularly。

  Icongratulateyouonwhatyoucando,Thea,andonallthatliesbehindwhatyoudo。Onthelifethat’sleduptoit,andonbeingabletocaresomuch。That,afterall,istheunusualthing。\"

  Shelookedathimsharply,withacertainapprehension。

  \"Care?Whyshouldn’tIcare?IfIdidn’t,I’dbeinabadway。WhatelsehaveIgot?\"Shestoppedwithachallenginginterrogation,butOttenburgdidnotreply。

  \"Youmean,\"shepersisted,\"thatyoudon’tcareasmuchasyouusedto?\"

  \"Icareaboutyoursuccess,ofcourse。\"Fredfellintoaslowerpace。Theafeltatoncethathewastalkingseri—

  ouslyandhaddroppedthetoneofhalf—ironicalexaggera—

  tionhehadusedwithheroflateyears。\"AndI’mgratefultoyouforwhatyoudemandfromyourself,whenyoumightgetoffsoeasily。Youdemandmoreandmoreallthetime,andyou’lldomoreandmore。Oneisgratefultoanybodyforthat;itmakeslifeingeneralalittlelesssordid。Butasamatteroffact,I’mnotmuchinterestedinhowanybodysingsanything。\"

  \"That’stoobadofyou,whenI’mjustbeginningtoseewhatisworthdoing,andhowIwanttodoit!\"Theaspokeinaninjuredtone。

  \"That’swhatIcongratulateyouon。That’sthegreatdifferencebetweenyourkindandtherestofus。It’showlongyou’reabletokeepitupthattellsthestory。Whenyouneededenthusiasmfromtheoutside,Iwasabletogiveittoyou。Nowyoumustletmewithdraw。\"

  \"I’mnottyingyou,amI?\"sheflashedout。\"Butwith—

  drawtowhat?Whatdoyouwant?\"

  Fredshrugged。\"Imightaskyou,WhathaveIgot?

  Iwantthingsthatwouldn’tinterestyou;thatyouprob—

  ablywouldn’tunderstand。Foronething,Iwantasontobringup。\"

  \"Icanunderstandthat。Itseemstomereasonable。

  Haveyoualsofoundsomebodyyouwanttomarry?\"

  \"Notparticularly。\"Theyturnedanothercurve,whichbroughtthewindtotheirbacks,andtheywalkedonincomparativecalm,withthesnowblowingpastthem。\"It’snotyourfault,Thea,butI’vehadyoutoomuchinmymind。I’venotgivenmyselfafairchanceinotherdirec—

  tions。IwasinRomewhenyouandNordquistwerethere。

  Ifthathadkeptup,itmighthavecuredme。\"

  \"Itmighthavecuredagoodmanythings,\"remarkedTheagrimly。

  Frednoddedsympatheticallyandwenton。\"InmylibraryinSt。Louis,overthefireplace,IhaveapropertyspearIhadcopiedfromoneinVenice,——oh,yearsago,afteryoufirstwentabroad,whileyouwerestudying。

  You’llprobablybesingingBRUNNHILDEprettysoonnow,andI’llsenditontoyou,ifImay。Youcantakeitanditshistoryforwhatthey’reworth。ButI’mnearlyfortyyearsold,andI’veservedmyturn。You’vedonewhatIhopedforyou,whatIwashonestlywillingtoloseyoufor——then。I’moldernow,andIthinkIwasanass。I

  wouldn’tdoitagainifIhadthechance,notmuch!ButI’mnotsorry。Ittakesagreatmanypeopletomakeone——BRUNNHILDE。\"

  Theastoppedbythefenceandlookedoverintothe

  blackchoppinessonwhichthesnowflakesfellanddis—

  appearedwithmagicalrapidity。Herfacewasbothangryandtroubled。\"SoyoureallyfeelI’vebeenungrateful。

  Ithoughtyousentmeouttogetsomething。Ididn’tknowyouwantedmetobringinsomethingeasy。I

  thoughtyouwantedsomething——\"Shetookadeepbreathandshruggedhershoulders。\"Butthere!nobodyonGod’searthwantsit,REALLY!Ifoneotherpersonwantedit,\"——shethrustherhandoutbeforehimandclenchedit,——\"myGod,whatIcoulddo!\"

  Fredlaugheddismally。\"EveninmyashesIfeelmy—

  selfpushingyou!Howcananybodyhelpit?Mydeargirl,can’tyouseethatanybodyelsewhowanteditasyoudowouldbeyourrival,yourdeadliestdanger?Can’tyouseethatit’syourgreatgoodfortunethatotherpeoplecan’tcareaboutitsomuch?\"

  ButTheaseemednottotakeinhisprotestatall。Shewentonvindicatingherself。\"It’stakenmealongwhiletodoanything,ofcourse,andI’veonlybeguntoseeday—

  light。Butanythinggoodis——expensive。Ithasn’tseemedlong。I’vealwaysfeltresponsibletoyou。\"

  Fredlookedatherfaceintently,throughtheveilofsnowflakes,andshookhishead。\"Tome?Youareatruth—

  fulwoman,andyoudon’tmeantolietome。Butaftertheoneresponsibilityyoudofeel,Idoubtifyou’veenoughlefttofeelresponsibletoGod!Still,ifyou’veeverinanidlehourfooledyourselfwiththinkingIhadanythingtodowithit,HeavenknowsI’mgrateful。\"

  \"EvenifI’dmarriedNordquist,\"Theawenton,turn—

  ingdownthepathagain,\"therewouldhavebeensome—

  thingleftout。Therealwaysis。Inaway,I’vealwaysbeenmarriedtoyou。I’mnotveryflexible;neverwasandnevershallbe。Youcaughtmeyoung。Icouldneverhavethatoveragain。Onecan’t,afteronebeginstoknowanything。

  ButIlookbackonit。Mylifehasn’tbeenagayone,anymorethanyours。IfIshutthingsoutfromyou,youshut

  themoutfromme。We’vebeenahelpandahindrancetoeachother。Iguessit’salwaysthatway,thegoodandthebadallmixedup。There’sonlyonethingthat’sallbeau—

  tiful——andalwaysbeautiful!That’swhymyinterestkeepsup。\"

  \"Yes,Iknow。\"Fredlookedsidewiseattheoutlineofherheadagainstthethickeningatmosphere。\"Andyougiveonetheimpressionthatthatisenough。I’vegradu—

  ally,graduallygivenyouup。\"

  \"See,thelightsarecomingout。\"Theapointedtowheretheyflickered,flashesofvioletthroughthegraytree—tops。

  Lowerdowntheglobesalongthedriveswerebecomingapalelemoncolor。\"Yes,Idon’tseewhyanybodywantstomarryanartist,anyhow。IrememberRayKennedyusedtosayhedidn’tseehowanywomancouldmarryagambler,forshewouldonlybemarryingwhatthegameleft。\"Sheshookhershouldersimpatiently。\"Whomarrieswhoisasmallmatter,afterall。ButIhopeIcanbringbackyourinterestinmywork。You’vecaredlongerandmorethananybodyelse,andI’dliketohavesomebodyhumantomakeareporttoonceinawhile。Youcansendmeyourspear。I’lldomybest。Ifyou’renotinterested,I’lldomybestanyhow。I’veonlyafewfriends,butI

  canloseeveryoneofthem,ifithastobe。Ilearnedhowtolosewhenmymotherdied。——Wemusthurrynow。Mytaximustbewaiting。\"

  Thebluelightaboutthemwasgrowingdeeperanddarker,andthefallingsnowandthefainttreeshadbe—

  comeviolet。Tothesouth,overBroadway,therewasanorangereflectionintheclouds。Motorsandcarriagelightsflashedbyonthedrivebelowthereservoirpath,andtheairwasstridentwithhornsandshrieksfromthewhistlesofthemountedpolicemen。

  FredgaveTheahisarmastheydescendedfromtheembankment。\"Iguessyou’llnevermanagetolosemeorArchie,Thea。Youdopickupqueerones。Butloving

  youisaheroicdiscipline。Itwearsamanout。Tellmeonething:couldIhavekeptyou,once,ifI’dputoneveryscrew?\"

  Theahurriedhimalong,talkingrapidly,asiftogetitover。\"Youmighthavekeptmeinmiseryforawhile,perhaps。Idon’tknow。Ihavetothinkwellofmyself,towork。Youcouldhavemadeithard。I’mnotungrateful。

  Iwasadifficultpropositiontodealwith。Iunderstandnow,ofcourse。Sinceyoudidn’ttellmethetruthinthebe—

  ginning,youcouldn’tverywellturnbackafterI’dsetmyhead。Atleast,ifyou’dbeenthesortwhocould,youwouldn’thavehadto,——forI’dnothavecaredabuttonforthatsort,eventhen。\"Shestoppedbesideacarthatwaitedatthecurbandgavehimherhand。\"There。Wepartfriends?\"

  Fredlookedather。\"Youknow。Tenyears。\"

  \"I’mnotungrateful,\"Thearepeatedasshegotintohercab。

  \"Yes,\"shereflected,asthetaxicutintotheParkcarriageroad,\"wedon’tgetfairytalesinthisworld,andhehas,afterall,caredmoreandlongerthananybodyelse。\"Itwasdarkoutsidenow,andthelightfromthelampsalongthedriveflashedintothecab。Thesnowflakeshoveredlikeswarmsofwhitebeesabouttheglobes。

  Theasatmotionlessinonecornerstaringoutofthewindowatthecablightsthatwoveinandoutamongthetrees,allseemingtobebentuponjoyouscourses。

  TaxicabswerestillnewinNewYork,andthethemeofpopularminstrelsy。LandryhadsungheradittyheheardinsometheateronThirdAvenue,about\"Buttherepassedhimabright—eyedtaxiWiththegirlofhisheartinside。\"

  AlmostinaudiblyTheabegantohumtheair,thoughshewasthinkingofsomethingserious,somethingthathadtouchedherdeeply。Atthebeginningoftheseason,when

  shewasnotsingingoften,shehadgoneoneafternoontohearPaderewski’srecital。InfrontofhersatanoldGer—

  mancouple,evidentlypoorpeoplewhohadmadesacri—

  ficestopayfortheirexcellentseats。Theirintelligentenjoymentofthemusic,andtheirfriendlinesswitheachother,hadinterestedhermorethananythingonthepro—

  gramme。WhenthepianistbeganalovelymelodyinthefirstmovementoftheBeethovenDminorsonata,theoldladyputoutherplumphandandtouchedherhus—

  band’ssleeveandtheylookedateachotherinrecognition。

  Theybothworeglasses,butsuchalook!Likeforget—me—

  nots,andsofullofhappyrecollections。Theawantedtoputherarmsaroundthemandaskthemhowtheyhadbeenabletokeepafeelinglikethat,likeanosegayinaglassofwater。

  XI

  DR。ARCHIEsawnothingofTheaduringthefollow—

  ingweek。Afterseveralfruitlessefforts,hesucceededingettingawordwithheroverthetelephone,butshesoundedsodistractedanddriventhathewasgladtosaygood—nightandhanguptheinstrument。Therewere,shetoldhim,rehearsalsnotonlyfor\"Walkure,\"butalsofor\"Gotterdammerung,\"inwhichshewastosingWALTRAUTE

  twoweekslater。

  OnThursdayafternoonTheagothomelate,afteranexhaustingrehearsal。Shewasinnohappyframeofmind。

  MadameNecker,whohadbeenverygracioustoherthatnightwhenshewentontocompleteGloeckler’sperformanceofSIEGLINDE,had,sinceTheawascasttosingthepartinsteadofGloecklerintheproductionofthe\"Ring,\"beenchillyanddisapproving,distinctlyhostile。

  TheahadalwaysfeltthatsheandNeckerstoodforthesamesortofendeavor,andthatNeckerrecognizeditandhadacordialfeelingforher。InGermanyshehadseveraltimessungBRANGAENAtoNecker’sISOLDE,andtheolderartisthadletherknowthatshethoughtshesangitbeau—

  tifully。ItwasabitterdisappointmenttofindthattheapprovalofsohonestanartistasNeckercouldnotstandthetestofanysignificantrecognitionbythemanagement。

  MadameNeckerwasforty,andhervoicewasfailingjustwhenherpowerswereattheirheight。Everyfreshyoungvoicewasanenemy,andthisonewasaccompaniedbygiftswhichshecouldnotfailtorecognize。

  Theahadherdinnersentuptoherapartment,anditwasaverypoorone。Shetastedthesoupandthenindig—

  nantlyputonherwrapstogooutandhuntadinner。Asshewasgoingtotheelevator,shehadtoadmitthatshe

  wasbehavingfoolishly。Shetookoffherhatandcoatandorderedanotherdinner。Whenitarrived,itwasnobetterthanthefirst。Therewasevenaburntmatchunderthemilktoast。Shehadasorethroat,whichmadeswal—

  lowingpainfulandbodedillforthemorrow。Althoughshehadbeenspeakinginwhispersalldaytosaveherthroat,shenowperverselysummonedthehousekeeperandde—

  mandedanaccountofsomelaundrythathadbeenlost。

  Thehousekeeperwasindifferentandimpertinent,andTheagotangryandscoldedviolently。Sheknewitwasverybadforhertogetintoaragejustbeforebedtime,andafterthehousekeeperleftsherealizedthatfortendollars’

  worthofunderclothingshehadbeenunfittingherselfforaperformancewhichmighteventuallymeanmanythous—

  ands。Thebestthingnowwastostopreproachingherselfforherlackofsense,butshewastootiredtocontrolherthoughts。

  Whileshewasundressing——TheresewasbrushingoutherSIEGLINDEwiginthetrunk—room——shewentonchid—

  ingherselfbitterly。\"AndhowamIevergoingtogettosleepinthisstate?\"shekeptaskingherself。\"IfIdon’tsleep,I’llbeperfectlyworthlessto—morrow。I’llgodownthereto—morrowandmakeafoolofmyself。IfI’dletthatlaundryalonewithwhateverniggerhasstolenit——WHY

  didIundertaketoreformthemanagementofthishotelto—night?Afterto—morrowIcouldpackupandleavetheplace。There’sthePhillamon——Ilikedtheroomstherebetter,anyhow——andtheUmberto——\"Shebegangoingovertheadvantagesanddisadvantagesofdifferentapart—

  menthotels。Suddenlyshecheckedherself。\"WhatAM

  Idoingthisfor?Ican’tmoveintoanotherhotelto—night。

  I’llkeepthisuptillmorning。Ishan’tsleepawink。\"

  Shouldshetakeahotbath,orshouldn’tshe?Some—

  timesitrelaxedher,andsometimesitrousedherandfairlyputherbesideherself。Betweentheconvictionthatshemustsleepandthefearthatshecouldn’t,shehungpara—

  lyzed。Whenshelookedatherbed,sheshrankfromitineverynerve。Shewasmuchmoreafraidofitthanshehadeverbeenofthestageofanyoperahouse。Ityawnedbe—

  foreherlikethesunkenroadatWaterloo。

  Sherushedintoherbathroomandlockedthedoor。Shewouldriskthebath,anddefertheencounterwiththebedalittlelonger。Shelayinthebathhalfanhour。Thewarmthofthewaterpenetratedtoherbones,inducedpleasantreflectionsandafeelingofwell—being。ItwasverynicetohaveDr。ArchieinNewYork,afterall,andtoseehimgetsomuchsatisfactionoutofthelittlecompanionshipshewasabletogivehim。Shelikedpeoplewhogoton,andwhobecamemoreinterestingastheygrewolder。TherewasFred;hewasmuchmoreinterestingnowthanhehadbeenatthirty。Hewasintelligentaboutmusic,andhemustbeveryintelligentinhisbusiness,orhewouldnotbeattheheadoftheBrewers’Trust。Sherespectedthatkindofintelligenceandsuccess。Anysuccesswasgood。

  Sheherselfhadmadeagoodstart,atanyrate,andnow,ifshecouldgettosleep——Yes,theywereallmoreinter—

  estingthantheyusedtobe。LookatHarsanyi,whohadbeensolongretarded;whataplacehehadmadeforhim—

  selfinVienna。Ifshecouldgettosleep,shewouldshowhimsomethingto—morrowthathewouldunderstand。

  Shegotquicklyintobedandmovedaboutfreelybe—

  tweenthesheets。Yes,shewaswarmallover。Acold,drybreezewascominginfromtheriver,thankgoodness!

  ShetriedtothinkaboutherlittlerockhouseandtheAri—

  zonasunandthebluesky。Butthatledtomemorieswhichwerestilltoodisturbing。Sheturnedonherside,closedhereyes,andtriedanolddevice。

  Sheenteredherfather’sfrontdoor,hungherhatandcoatontherack,andstoppedintheparlortowarmherhandsatthestove。Thenshewentoutthroughthedining—

  room,wheretheboysweregettingtheirlessonsatthelongtable;throughthesitting—room,whereThorwasasleepin

  hiscotbed,hisdressandstockinghangingonachair。Inthekitchenshestoppedforherlanternandherhotbrick。

  Shehurriedupthebackstairsandthroughthewindylofttoherownglacialroom。Theillusionwasmarredonlybytheconsciousnessthatsheoughttobrushherteethbeforeshewenttobed,andthatsheneverusedtodoit。Why——?

  Thewaterwasfrozensolidinthepitcher,soshegotoverthat。Oncebetweentheredblanketstherewasashort,fiercebattlewiththecold;then,warmer——warmer。Shecouldhearherfathershakingdownthehard—coalburnerforthenight,andthewindrushingandbangingdownthevillagestreet。Theboughsofthecottonwood,hardasbone,rattledagainsthergable。Thebedgrewsofterandwarmer。Everybodywaswarmandwelldownstairs。Thesprawlingoldhousehadgatheredthemallin,likeahen,andhadsettleddownoveritsbrood。Theywereallwarminherfather’shouse。Softerandsofter。Shewasasleep。

  Sheslepttenhourswithoutturningover。Fromsleeplikethat,oneawakesinshiningarmor。

  OnFridayafternoontherewasaninspiringaudience;

  therewasnotanemptychairinthehouse。OttenburgandDr。Archiehadseatsintheorchestracircle,gotfromaticketbroker。Landryhadnotbeenabletogetaseat,soheroamedaboutinthebackofthehouse,whereheusuallystoodwhenhedroppedinafterhisownturninvaudevillewasover。Hewastheresooftenandatsuchirregularhoursthattheushersthoughthewasasinger’shusband,orhadsomethingtodowiththeelectricalplant。

  Harsanyiandhiswifewereinabox,nearthestage,inthesecondcircle。Mrs。Harsanyi’shairwasnoticeablygray,butherfacewasfullerandhandsomerthaninthoseearlyyearsofstruggle,andshewasbeautifullydressed。

  Harsanyihimselfhadchangedverylittle。Hehadputonhisbestafternooncoatinhonorofhispupil,andworea

  pearlinhisblackascot。Hishairwaslongerandmorebushythanheusedtowearit,andtherewasnowonegraylockontherightside。Hehadalwaysbeenanelegantfigure,evenwhenhewentaboutinshabbyclothesandwascrushedwithwork。Beforethecurtainrosehewasrestlessandnervous,andkeptlookingathiswatchandwishinghehadgotafewmorelettersoffbeforehelefthishotel。HehadnotbeeninNewYorksincetheadventofthetaxicab,andhadallowedhimselftoomuchtime。Hiswifeknewthathewasafraidofbeingdisappointedthisafternoon。Hedidnotoftengototheoperabecausethestupidthingsthatsingersdidvexedhimso,anditalwaysputhiminarageiftheconductorheldthetempoorinanywayaccommodatedthescoretothesinger。

  WhenthelightswentoutandtheviolinsbegantoquavertheirlongDagainsttherudefigureofthebasses,Mrs。Harsanyisawherhusband’sfingersflutteringonhiskneeinarapidtattoo。AtthemomentwhenSIEGLINDE

  enteredfromthesidedoor,sheleanedtowardhimandwhisperedinhisear,\"Oh,thelovelycreature!\"Buthemadenoresponse,eitherbyvoiceorgesture。Throughoutthefirstscenehesatsunkinhischair,hisheadforwardandhisoneyelloweyerollingrestlesslyandshininglikeatiger’sinthedark。HiseyefollowedSIEGLINDEaboutthestagelikeasatellite,andasshesatatthetablelisteningtoSIEGMUND’Slongnarrative,itneverlefther。WhenshepreparedthesleepingdraughtanddisappearedafterHUNDING,Harsanyibowedhisheadstilllowerandputhishandoverhiseyetorestit。Thetenor,——ayoungmanwhosangwithgreatvigor,wenton:——

  \"WALSE!WALSE!

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