IV
ATnineo’clockthateveningourthreefriendswereseatedinthebalconyofaFrenchrestaurant,muchgayerandmoreintimatethananythatexistsinNewYorkto—day。Thisoldrestaurantwasbuiltbyaloverofplea—
sure,whoknewthattodinegaylyhumanbeingsmusthavethereassuranceofcertainlimitationsofspaceandofacertaindefinitestyle;thatthewallsmustbenearenoughtosuggestshelter,theceilinghighenoughtogivethechandeliersasetting。Theplacewascrowdedwiththekindofpeoplewhodinelateandwell,andDr。Archie,ashewatchedtheanimatedgroupsinthelongroombelowthebalcony,foundthismuchthemostfestivescenehehadeverlookedoutupon。Hesaidtohimself,inajovialmoodsomewhatsustainedbythecheeroftheboard,thatthiseveningalonewasworthhislongjourney。Hefollowedattentivelytheorchestra,ensconcedatthefartherendofthebalcony,andtoldTheaitmadehimfeel\"quitemusi—
cal\"torecognize\"TheInvitationtotheDance\"or\"TheBlueDanube,\"andthathecouldrememberjustwhatkindofdayitwaswhenheheardherpracticingthemathome,andlingeredatthegatetolisten。
Forthefirstfewmoments,whenhewasintroducedtoyoungOttenburgintheparloroftheEverettHouse,thedoctorhadbeenawkwardandunbending。ButFred,ashisfatherhadoftenobserved,\"wasnotagoodmixerfornothing。\"HehadbroughtDr。Archiearoundduringtheshortcabride,andinanhourtheyhadbecomeoldfriends。
Fromthemomentwhenthedoctorliftedhisglassand,lookingconsciouslyatThea,said,\"Toyoursuccess,\"Fredlikedhim。Hefelthisquality;understoodhiscourageinsomedirectionsandwhatTheacalledhistimidityinothers,
hisunspentandmiraculouslypreservedyouthfulness。
Mencouldneverimposeuponthedoctor,heguessed,butwomenalwayscould。Fredliked,too,thedoctor’smannerwithThea,hisbashfuladmirationandthelittlehesitancybywhichhebetrayedhisconsciousnessofthechangeinher。Itwasjustthischangethat,atpresent,interestedFredmorethananythingelse。That,hefelt,washis\"createdvalue,\"anditwashisbestchanceforanypeaceofmind。Ifthatwerenotreal,obvioustoanoldfriendlikeArchie,thenhecutaverypoorfigure,indeed。
Fredgotagooddeal,too,outoftheirtalkaboutMoon—
stone。Fromherquestionsandthedoctor’sanswershewasabletoformsomeconceptionofthelittleworldthatwasalmostthemeasureofThea’sexperience,theonebitofthehumandramathatshehadfollowedwithsympathyandunderstanding。Asthetworanoverthelistoftheirfriends,themeresoundofanameseemedtorecallvolumestoeachofthem,toindicateminesofknowledgeandobservationtheyhadincommon。Atsomenamestheylaugheddelightedly,atsomeindulgentlyandeventen—
derly。
\"YoutwoyoungpeoplemustcomeouttoMoonstonewhenTheagetsback,\"thedoctorsaidhospitably。
\"Oh,weshall!\"Fredcaughtitup。\"I’mkeentoknowallthesepeople。Itisverytantalizingtohearonlytheirnames。\"
\"Wouldtheyinterestanoutsiderverymuch,doyouthink,Dr。Archie?\"Thealeanedtowardhim。\"Isn’titonlybecausewe’veknownthemsinceIwaslittle?\"
Thedoctorglancedatherdeferentially。Fredhadnoticedthatheseemedalittleafraidtolookathersquarely——per—
hapsatrifleembarrassedbyamodeofdresstowhichhewasunaccustomed。\"Well,youarepracticallyanoutsideryourself,Thea,now,\"heobservedsmiling。\"Oh,Iknow,\"
hewentonquicklyinresponsetohergestureofprotest,——
\"Iknowyoudon’tchangetowardyouroldfriends,but
youcanseeusallfromadistancenow。It’salltoyouradvantagethatyoucanstilltakeyouroldinterest,isn’tit,Mr。Ottenburg?\"
\"That’sexactlyoneofheradvantages,Dr。Archie。
Nobodycanevertakethatawayfromher,andnoneofuswhocamelatercaneverhopetorivalMoonstoneintheimpressionwemake。HerscaleofvalueswillalwaysbetheMoonstonescale。And,withanartist,thatISanadvantage。\"Frednodded。
Dr。Archielookedathimseriously。\"Youmeanitkeepsthemfromgettingaffected?\"
\"Yes;keepsthemfromgettingoffthetrackgenerally。\"
Whilethewaiterfilledtheglasses,FredpointedouttoTheaabigblackFrenchbarytonewhowaseatingancho—
viesbytheirtailsatoneofthetablesbelow,andthedoctorlookedaboutandstudiedhisfellowdiners。
\"Doyouknow,Mr。Ottenburg,\"hesaiddeeply,\"thesepeoplealllookhappiertomethanourWesternpeopledo。
Isitsimplygoodmannersontheirpart,ordotheygetmoreoutoflife?\"
FredlaughedtoTheaabovetheglasshehadjustlifted。
\"Someofthemaregettingagooddealoutofitnow,doctor。Thisisthehourwhenbench—joybrightens。\"
Theachuckledanddartedhimaquickglance。\"Bench—
joy!Wheredidyougetthatslang?\"
\"Thathappenstobeveryoldslang,mydear。OlderthanMoonstoneorthesovereignStateofColorado。OuroldfriendMr。Nathanmeyercouldtelluswhyithappenstohityou。\"HeleanedforwardandtouchedThea’swrist,\"Seethatfurcoatjustcomingin,Thea。It’sD’Albert。
He’sjustbackfromhisWesterntour。Finehead,hasn’the?\"
\"Togoback,\"saidDr。Archie;\"Iinsistthatpeopledolookhappierhere。I’venoticeditevenonthestreet,andespeciallyinthehotels。\"
Fredturnedtohimcheerfully。\"NewYorkpeoplelive
agooddealinthefourthdimension,Dr。Archie。It’sthatyounoticeintheirfaces。\"
Thedoctorwasinterested。\"Thefourthdimension,\"herepeatedslowly;\"andisthatslang,too?\"
\"No,\"——Fredshookhishead,——\"that’smerelyafigure。Imeanthatlifeisnotquitesopersonalhereasitisinyourpartoftheworld。Peoplearemoretakenupbyhobbies,intereststhatarelesssubjecttoreversesthantheirpersonalaffairs。Ifyou’reinterestedinThea’svoice,forinstance,orinvoicesingeneral,thatinterestisjustthesame,evenifyourminingstocksgodown。\"
Thedoctorlookedathimnarrowly。\"Youthinkthat’sabouttheprincipaldifferencebetweencountrypeopleandcitypeople,don’tyou?\"
Fredwasalittledisconcertedatbeingfollowedupsoresolutely,andheattemptedtodismissitwithapleasantry。
\"I’veneverthoughtmuchaboutit,doctor。ButIshouldsay,onthespurofthemoment,thatthatisoneoftheprincipaldifferencesbetweenpeopleanywhere。It’stheconsolationoffellowslikemewhodon’taccomplishmuch。
Thefourthdimensionisnotgoodforbusiness,butwethinkwehaveabettertime。\"
Dr。Archieleanedbackinhischair。Hisheavyshoulderswerecontemplative。\"Andshe,\"hesaidslowly;\"shouldyousaythatsheisoneofthekindyoureferto?\"Hein—
clinedhisheadtowardtheshimmerofthepale—greendressbesidehim。Theawasleaning,justthen,overthebalconyrail,herheadinthelightfromthechandeliersbelow。
\"Never,never!\"Fredprotested。\"She’sashard—headedastheworstofyou——withadifference。\"
Thedoctorsighed。\"Yes,withadifference;somethingthatmakesagoodmanyrevolutionstothesecond。WhenshewaslittleIusedtofeelherheadtotrytolocateit。\"
Fredlaughed。\"Didyou,though?Soyouwereonthetrackofit?Oh,it’sthere!Wecan’tgetroundit,miss,\"
asThealookedbackinquiringly。\"Dr。Archie,there’sa
fellowtownsmanofyoursIfeelarealkinshipfor。\"HepressedacigaruponDr。Archieandstruckamatchforhim。
\"TellmeaboutSpanishJohnny。\"
Thedoctorsmiledbenignantlythroughthefirstwavesofsmoke。\"Well,Johnny’sanoldpatientofmine,andhe’sanoldadmirerofThea’s。Shewasbornacosmopolitan,andIexpectshelearnedagooddealfromJohnnywhensheusedtorunawayandgotoMexicanTown。Wethoughtitaqueerfreakthen。\"
Thedoctorlaunchedintoalongstory,inwhichhewasofteneagerlyinterruptedorjoyouslyconfirmedbyThea,whowasdrinkinghercoffeeandforcingopenthepetalsoftheroseswithanardentandratherrudehand。Fredset—
tleddownintoenjoyinghiscomprehensionofhisguests。
Thea,watchingDr。Archieandinterestedinhispresenta—
tion,wasunconsciouslyimpersonatinghersuave,gold—
tintedfriend。Itwasdelightfultoseehersoradiantandresponsiveagain。Shehadkeptherpromiseaboutlookingherbest;whenonecouldsoeasilygettogetherthecolorsofanapplebranchinearlyspring,thatwasnothardtodo。
EvenDr。Archiefelt,eachtimehelookedather,afreshconsciousness。Herecognizedthefinetextureofhermother’sskin,withthedifferencethat,whenshereachedacrossthetabletogivehimabunchofgrapes,herarmwasnotonlywhite,butsomehowalittledazzling。Sheseemedtohimtaller,andfreerinallhermovements。Shehadnowawayoftakingadeepbreathwhenshewasinterested,thatmadeherseemverystrong,somehow,andbroughtheratonequiteoverpoweringly。Ifheseemedshy,itwasnotthathewasintimidatedbyherworldlyclothes,butthathergreaterpositiveness,herwholeaugmentedself,madehimfeelthathisaccustomedmannertowardherwasinadequate。
Fred,onhispart,wasreflectingthattheawkwardposi—
tioninwhichhehadplacedherwouldnotconfineorchafeherlong。Shelookedaboutatotherpeople,atotherwomen,
curiously。Shewasnotquitesureofherself,butshewasnotintheleastafraidorapologetic。Sheseemedtositthereontheedge,emergingfromoneworldintoanother,takingherbearings,gettinganideaoftheconcertedmovementabouther,butwithabsoluteself—confidence。Sofarfromshrink—
ing,sheexpanded。ThemerekindlyefforttopleaseDr。
Archiewasenoughtobringherout。
Therewasmuchtalkofauraeatthattime,andFredmusedthateverybeautiful,everycompellinglybeautifulwoman,hadanaura,whetherotherpeopledidorno。Therewas,certainly,aboutthewomanhehadbroughtupfromMexico,suchanemanation。Sheexistedinmorespacethansheoccupiedbymeasurement。Theenvelopingairaboutherheadandshoulderswassubsidized——wasmoremovingthansheherself,forinitlivedtheawakenings,allthefirstsweetnessthatlifekillsinpeople。OnefeltinhersuchawealthofJUGENDZEIT,allthoseflowersofthemindandthebloodthatbloomandperishbythemyriadinthefewexhaustlessyearswhentheimaginationfirstkindles。Itwasinwatchingherassheemergedlikethis,inbeingnearandnottoonear,thatonegot,foramoment,somuchthatonehadlost;amongotherlegendarythingsthelegendarythemeoftheabsolutelymagicalpowerofabeautifulwoman。
AftertheyhadleftTheaatherhotel,Dr。Archieadmit—
tedtoFred,astheywalkedupBroadwaythroughtherap—
idlychillingair,thatoncebeforehehadseentheiryoungfriendflashupintoamorepotentself,butinadarkermood。
Itwasinhisofficeonenight,whenshewasathomethesummerbeforelast。\"AndthenIgottheidea,\"headdedsimply,\"thatshewouldnotlivelikeotherpeople:that,forbetterorworse,shehaduncommongifts。\"
\"Oh,we’llseethatit’sforbetter,youandI,\"Fredreassuredhim。\"Won’tyoucomeuptomyhotelwithme?
Ithinkweoughttohavealongtalk。\"
\"Yes,indeed,\"saidDr。Archiegratefully;\"Ithinkweought。\"
V
THEAwastosailonTuesday,atnoon,andonSaturdayFredOttenburgarrangedforherpassage,whilesheandDr。Archiewentshopping。Withrugsandsea—clothesshewasalreadyprovided;FredhadgoteverythingofthatsortsheneededforthevoyageupfromVeraCruz。OnSundayafternoonTheawenttoseetheHarsanyis。Whenshereturnedtoherhotel,shefoundanotefromOttenburg,sayingthathehadcalledandwouldcomeagainto—morrow。
OnMondaymorning,whileshewasatbreakfast,Fredcamein。Sheknewbyhishurried,distractedairasheenteredthedining—roomthatsomethinghadgonewrong。
Hehadjustgotatelegramfromhome。Hismotherhadbeenthrownfromhercarriageandhurt;aconcussionofsomesort,andshewasunconscious。HewasleavingforSt。Louisthatnightontheeleveno’clocktrain。Hehadagreatdealtoattendtoduringtheday。Hewouldcomethatevening,ifhemight,andstaywithheruntiltraintime,whileshewasdoingherpacking。Scarcelywaitingforherconsent,hehurriedaway。
AlldayTheawassomewhatcastdown。ShewassorryforFred,andshemissedthefeelingthatshewastheonepersoninhismind。Hehadscarcelylookedatherwhentheyexchangedwordsatthebreakfast—table。Shefeltasifsheweresetaside,andshedidnotseemsoimportanteventoherselfasshehadyesterday。Certainly,shereflected,itwashightimethatshebegantotakecareofherselfagain。Dr。Archiecamefordinner,butshesenthimawayearly,tellinghimthatshewouldbereadytogototheboatwithhimathalf—pasttenthenextmorning。Whenshewentupstairs,shelookedgloomilyattheopentrunkinhersitting—room,andatthetrayspiledonthesofa。She
stoodatthewindowandwatchedaquietsnowstormspendingitselfoverthecity。Morethananythingelse,fallingsnowalwaysmadeherthinkofMoonstone;oftheKohlers’garden,ofThor’ssled,ofdressingbylamplightandstartingofftoschoolbeforethepathswerebroken。
WhenFredcame,helookedtired,andhetookherhandalmostwithoutseeingher。
\"I’msosorry,Fred。Haveyouhadanymoreword?\"
\"Shewasstillunconsciousatfourthisafternoon。Itdoesn’tlookveryencouraging。\"Heapproachedthefireandwarmedhishands。Heseemedtohavecontracted,andhehadnotatallhishabitualeaseofmanner。\"Poormother!\"heexclaimed;\"nothinglikethisshouldhavehappenedtoher。Shehassomuchprideofperson。She’snotatallanoldwoman,youknow。She’snevergotbeyondvigorousandratherdashingmiddleage。\"HeturnedabruptlytoTheaandforthefirsttimereallylookedather。
\"Howbadlythingscomeout!She’dhavelikedyouforadaughter—in—law。Oh,you’dhavefoughtlikethedevil,butyou’dhaverespectedeachother。\"Hesankintoachairandthrusthisfeetouttothefire。\"Still,\"hewentonthoughtfully,seemingtoaddresstheceiling,\"itmighthavebeenbadforyou。OurbigGermanhouses,ourgoodGermancooking——youmighthavegotlostintheuphol—
stery。Thatsubstantialcomfortmighttakethetemperoutofyou,dullyouredge。Yes,\"hesighed,\"Iguessyouweremeantforthejoltofthebreakers。\"
\"IguessI’llgetplentyofjolt,\"Theamurmured,turn—
ingtohertrunk。
\"I’mrathergladI’mnotstayingoveruntilto—morrow,\"
Fredreflected。\"Ithinkit’seasierformetoglideoutlikethis。Ifeelnowasifeverythingwererathercasual,any—
how。Athinglikethatdullsone’sfeelings。\"
Thea,standingbyhertrunk,madenoreply。Presentlyheshookhimselfandrose。\"Wantmetoputthosetraysinforyou?\"
\"No,thankyou。I’mnotreadyforthemyet。\"
Fredstrolledovertothesofa,liftedascarffromoneofthetraysandstoodabstractedlydrawingitthroughhisfingers。\"You’vebeensokindtheselastfewdays,Thea,thatIbegantohopeyoumightsoftenalittle;thatyoumightaskmetocomeoverandseeyouthissummer。\"
\"Ifyouthoughtthat,youweremistaken,\"shesaidslowly。\"I’vehardened,ifanything。ButIshan’tcarryanygrudgeawaywithme,ifyoumeanthat。\"
Hedroppedthescarf。\"Andthere’snothing——nothingatallyou’llletmedo?\"
\"Yes,thereisonething,andit’sagooddealtoask。IfI
getknockedout,ornevergeton,I’dlikeyoutoseethatDr。Archiegetshismoneyback。I’mtakingthreethousanddollarsofhis。\"
\"Why,ofcourseIshall。Youmaydismissthatfromyourmind。Howfussyyouareaboutmoney,Thea。Youmakesuchapointofit。\"Heturnedsharplyandwalkedtothewindows。
Theasatdowninthechairhehadquitted。\"It’sonlypoorpeoplewhofeelthatwayaboutmoney,andwhoarereallyhonest,\"shesaidgravely。\"SometimesIthinkthattobereallyhonest,youmusthavebeensopoorthatyou’vebeentemptedtosteal。\"
\"Towhat?\"
\"Tosteal。Iusedtobe,whenIfirstwenttoChicagoandsawallthethingsinthebigstoresthere。Neverany—
thingbig,butlittlethings,thekindI’dneverseenbeforeandcouldneverafford。Ididtakesomethingonce,beforeIknewit。\"
Fredcametowardher。Forthefirsttimeshehadhiswholeattention,inthedegreetowhichshewasaccustomedtohavingit。\"Didyou?Whatwasit?\"heaskedwithinterest。
\"Asachet。Alittlebluesilkbagoforris—rootpowder。
Therewasawholecounterfulofthem,markeddownto
fiftycents。I’dneverseenanybefore,andtheyseemedirresistible。Itookoneupandwanderedaboutthestorewithit。Nobodyseemedtonotice,soIcarrieditoff。\"
Fredlaughed。\"Crazychild!Why,yourthingsalwayssmelloforris;isitapenance?\"
\"No,Iloveit。ButIsawthatthefirmdidn’tloseany—
thingbyme。IwentbackandboughtittherewheneverI
hadaquartertospend。IgotalottotaketoArizona。I
madeituptothem。\"
\"I’llbetyoudid!\"Fredtookherhand。\"Whydidn’tIfindyouthatfirstwinter?I’dhavelovedyoujustasyoucame!\"
Theashookherhead。\"No,youwouldn’t,butyoumighthavefoundmeamusing。TheHarsanyissaidyester—
dayafternoonthatIworesuchafunnycapeandthatmyshoesalwayssqueaked。TheythinkI’veimproved。ItoldthemitwasyourdoingifIhad,andthentheylookedscared。\"
\"DidyousingforHarsanyi?\"
\"Yes。HethinksI’veimprovedthere,too。Hesaidnicethingstome。Oh,hewasverynice!HeagreeswithyouaboutmygoingtoLehmann,ifshe’lltakeme。Hecameouttotheelevatorwithme,afterwehadsaidgood—bye。
Hesaidsomethingniceoutthere,too,butheseemedsad。\"
\"Whatwasitthathesaid?\"
\"Hesaid,`Whenpeople,seriouspeople,believeinyou,theygiveyousomeoftheirbest,so——takecareofit,MissKronborg。’Thenhewavedhishandsandwentback。\"
\"Ifyousang,Iwishyouhadtakenmealong。Didyousingwell?\"Fredturnedfromherandwentbacktothewindow。\"IwonderwhenIshallhearyousingagain。\"
Hepickedupabunchofvioletsandsmelledthem。\"Youknow,yourleavingmelikethis——well,it’salmostinhu—
mantobeabletodoitsokindlyandunconditionally。\"
\"Isupposeitis。Itwasalmostinhumantobeabletoleavehome,too,——thelasttime,whenIknewitwasfor
good。Butallthesame,Icaredagreatdealmorethananybodyelsedid。Ilivedthroughit。Ihavenochoicenow。
Nomatterhowmuchitbreaksmeup,Ihavetogo。DoI
seemtoenjoyit?\"
Fredbentoverhertrunkandpickedupsomethingwhichprovedtobeascore,clumsilybound。\"What’sthis?Didyouevertrytosingthis?\"Heopeneditandontheengravedtitle—pagereadWunsch’sinscription,\"EINST,O
WUNDER!\"HelookedupsharplyatThea。
\"Wunschgavemethatwhenhewentaway。I’vetoldyouabouthim,myoldteacherinMoonstone。Helovedthatopera。\"
Fredwenttowardthefireplace,thebookunderhisarm,singingsoftly:——
\"EINST,OWUNDER,ENTBLUHTAUFMEINEMGRABE,EINEBLUMEDERASCHEMEINESHERZENS;\"
\"Youhavenoideaatallwhereheis,Thea?\"Heleanedagainstthemantelandlookeddownather。
\"No,IwishIhad。Hemaybedeadbythistime。Thatwasfiveyearsago,andheusedhimselfhard。Mrs。Kohlerwasalwaysafraidhewoulddieoffalonesomewhereandbestuckundertheprairie。Whenwelastheardofhim,hewasinKansas。\"
\"Ifheweretobefound,I’dliketodosomethingforhim。
Iseemtogetagooddealofhimfromthis。\"Heopenedthebookagain,wherehekepttheplacewithhisfinger,andscrutinizedthepurpleink。\"HowlikeaGerman!Hadheeversungthesongforyou?\"
\"No。Ididn’tknowwherethewordswerefromuntilonce,whenHarsanyisangitforme,Irecognizedthem。\"
Fredclosedthebook。\"Letmesee,whatwasyournoblebrakeman’sname?\"
Thealookedupwithsurprise。\"Ray,RayKennedy。\"
\"RayKennedy!\"helaughed。\"Itcouldn’twellhavebeenbetter!WunschandDr。Archie,andRay,andI,\"——
hetoldthemoffonhisfingers,——\"yourwhistling—posts!
Youhaven’tdonesobadly。We’vebackedyouaswecould,someinourweaknessandsomeinourmight。Inyourdarkhours——andyou’llhavethem——youmayliketorememberus。\"Hesmiledwhimsicallyanddroppedthescoreintothetrunk。\"Youaretakingthatwithyou?\"
\"SurelyIam。Ihaven’tsomanykeepsakesthatIcanaffordtoleavethat。Ihaven’tgotmanythatIvaluesohighly。\"
\"Thatyouvaluesohighly?\"Fredechoedhergravityplayfully。\"Youaredeliciouswhenyoufallintoyourvernacular。\"Helaughedhalftohimself。
\"What’sthematterwiththat?Isn’titperfectlygoodEnglish?\"
\"PerfectlygoodMoonstone,mydear。Liketheready—
madeclothesthathanginthewindows,madetofitevery—
bodyandfitnobody,aphrasethatcanbeusedonallocca—
sions。Oh,\"——hestartedacrosstheroomagain,——\"that’soneofthefinethingsaboutyourgoing!You’llbewiththerightsortofpeopleandyou’lllearnagood,live,warmGerman,thatwillbelikeyourself。You’llgetanewspeechfullofshadesandcolorlikeyourvoice;alive,likeyourmind。
Itwillbealmostlikebeingbornagain,Thea。\"
Shewasnotoffended。Fredhadsaidsuchthingstoherbefore,andshewantedtolearn。Inthenaturalcourseofthingsshewouldneverhavelovedamanfromwhomshecouldnotlearnagreatdeal。
\"Harsanyisaidonce,\"sheremarkedthoughtfully,\"thatifonebecameanartistonehadtobebornagain,andthatoneowednothingtoanybody。\"
\"Exactly。AndwhenIseeyouagainIshallnotseeyou,butyourdaughter。MayI?\"Hehelduphiscigarettecasequestioninglyandthenbegantosmoke,takingupagainthesongwhichraninhishead:——
\"DEUTLICHSCHIMMERTAUFJEDEM,PURPURBLATTCHEN,ADELAIDE!\"
\"Ihavehalfanhourwithyouyet,andthen,exitFred。\"
Hewalkedabouttheroom,smokingandsingingthewordsunderhisbreath。\"You’lllikethevoyage,\"hesaidab—
ruptly。\"Thatfirstapproachtoaforeignshore,stealinguponitandfindingit——there’snothinglikeit。Itwakesupeverythingthat’sasleepinyou。Youwon’tmindmywritingtosomepeopleinBerlin?They’llbenicetoyou。\"
\"Iwishyouwould。\"Theagaveadeepsigh。\"Iwishonecouldlookaheadandseewhatiscomingtoone。\"
\"Oh,no!\"Fredwassmokingnervously;\"thatwouldneverdo。It’stheuncertaintythatmakesonetry。You’veneverhadanysortofchance,andnowIfancyyou’llmakeituptoyourself。You’llfindthewaytoletyourselfoutinonelongflight。\"
Theaputherhandonherheart。\"Andthendropliketherocksweusedtothrow——anywhere。\"Sheleftthechairandwentovertothesofa,huntingforsomethinginthetrunktrays。WhenshecamebackshefoundFredsit—
tinginherplace。\"Herearesomehandkerchiefsofyours。
I’vekeptoneortwo。They’relargerthanmineandusefulifonehasaheadache。\"
\"Thankyou。Hownicelytheysmellofyourthings!\"
Helookedatthewhitesquaresforamomentandthenputtheminhispocket。Hekeptthelowchair,andasshestoodbesidehimhetookherhandsandsatlookingintentlyatthem,asifhewereexaminingthemforsomespecialpur—
pose,tracingthelongroundfingerswiththetipsofhisown。\"Ordinarily,youknow,therearereefsthatamancatchestoandkeepshisnoseabovewater。Butthisisacasebyitself。ThereseemstobenolimitastohowmuchIcanbeinlovewithyou。Ikeepgoing。\"Hedidnotlifthiseyesfromherfingers,whichhecontinuedtostudywiththesamefervor。\"Everykindofstringedinstrumentthereisplaysinyourhands,Thea,\"hewhispered,pressingthemtohisface。
Shedroppedbesidehimandslippedintohisarms,shut—