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  IV

  ATnineo’clockthateveningourthreefriendswereseatedinthebalconyofaFrenchrestaurant,muchgayerandmoreintimatethananythatexistsinNewYorkto—day。Thisoldrestaurantwasbuiltbyaloverofplea—

  sure,whoknewthattodinegaylyhumanbeingsmusthavethereassuranceofcertainlimitationsofspaceandofacertaindefinitestyle;thatthewallsmustbenearenoughtosuggestshelter,theceilinghighenoughtogivethechandeliersasetting。Theplacewascrowdedwiththekindofpeoplewhodinelateandwell,andDr。Archie,ashewatchedtheanimatedgroupsinthelongroombelowthebalcony,foundthismuchthemostfestivescenehehadeverlookedoutupon。Hesaidtohimself,inajovialmoodsomewhatsustainedbythecheeroftheboard,thatthiseveningalonewasworthhislongjourney。Hefollowedattentivelytheorchestra,ensconcedatthefartherendofthebalcony,andtoldTheaitmadehimfeel\"quitemusi—

  cal\"torecognize\"TheInvitationtotheDance\"or\"TheBlueDanube,\"andthathecouldrememberjustwhatkindofdayitwaswhenheheardherpracticingthemathome,andlingeredatthegatetolisten。

  Forthefirstfewmoments,whenhewasintroducedtoyoungOttenburgintheparloroftheEverettHouse,thedoctorhadbeenawkwardandunbending。ButFred,ashisfatherhadoftenobserved,\"wasnotagoodmixerfornothing。\"HehadbroughtDr。Archiearoundduringtheshortcabride,andinanhourtheyhadbecomeoldfriends。

  Fromthemomentwhenthedoctorliftedhisglassand,lookingconsciouslyatThea,said,\"Toyoursuccess,\"Fredlikedhim。Hefelthisquality;understoodhiscourageinsomedirectionsandwhatTheacalledhistimidityinothers,

  hisunspentandmiraculouslypreservedyouthfulness。

  Mencouldneverimposeuponthedoctor,heguessed,butwomenalwayscould。Fredliked,too,thedoctor’smannerwithThea,hisbashfuladmirationandthelittlehesitancybywhichhebetrayedhisconsciousnessofthechangeinher。Itwasjustthischangethat,atpresent,interestedFredmorethananythingelse。That,hefelt,washis\"createdvalue,\"anditwashisbestchanceforanypeaceofmind。Ifthatwerenotreal,obvioustoanoldfriendlikeArchie,thenhecutaverypoorfigure,indeed。

  Fredgotagooddeal,too,outoftheirtalkaboutMoon—

  stone。Fromherquestionsandthedoctor’sanswershewasabletoformsomeconceptionofthelittleworldthatwasalmostthemeasureofThea’sexperience,theonebitofthehumandramathatshehadfollowedwithsympathyandunderstanding。Asthetworanoverthelistoftheirfriends,themeresoundofanameseemedtorecallvolumestoeachofthem,toindicateminesofknowledgeandobservationtheyhadincommon。Atsomenamestheylaugheddelightedly,atsomeindulgentlyandeventen—

  derly。

  \"YoutwoyoungpeoplemustcomeouttoMoonstonewhenTheagetsback,\"thedoctorsaidhospitably。

  \"Oh,weshall!\"Fredcaughtitup。\"I’mkeentoknowallthesepeople。Itisverytantalizingtohearonlytheirnames。\"

  \"Wouldtheyinterestanoutsiderverymuch,doyouthink,Dr。Archie?\"Thealeanedtowardhim。\"Isn’titonlybecausewe’veknownthemsinceIwaslittle?\"

  Thedoctorglancedatherdeferentially。Fredhadnoticedthatheseemedalittleafraidtolookathersquarely——per—

  hapsatrifleembarrassedbyamodeofdresstowhichhewasunaccustomed。\"Well,youarepracticallyanoutsideryourself,Thea,now,\"heobservedsmiling。\"Oh,Iknow,\"

  hewentonquicklyinresponsetohergestureofprotest,——

  \"Iknowyoudon’tchangetowardyouroldfriends,but

  youcanseeusallfromadistancenow。It’salltoyouradvantagethatyoucanstilltakeyouroldinterest,isn’tit,Mr。Ottenburg?\"

  \"That’sexactlyoneofheradvantages,Dr。Archie。

  Nobodycanevertakethatawayfromher,andnoneofuswhocamelatercaneverhopetorivalMoonstoneintheimpressionwemake。HerscaleofvalueswillalwaysbetheMoonstonescale。And,withanartist,thatISanadvantage。\"Frednodded。

  Dr。Archielookedathimseriously。\"Youmeanitkeepsthemfromgettingaffected?\"

  \"Yes;keepsthemfromgettingoffthetrackgenerally。\"

  Whilethewaiterfilledtheglasses,FredpointedouttoTheaabigblackFrenchbarytonewhowaseatingancho—

  viesbytheirtailsatoneofthetablesbelow,andthedoctorlookedaboutandstudiedhisfellowdiners。

  \"Doyouknow,Mr。Ottenburg,\"hesaiddeeply,\"thesepeoplealllookhappiertomethanourWesternpeopledo。

  Isitsimplygoodmannersontheirpart,ordotheygetmoreoutoflife?\"

  FredlaughedtoTheaabovetheglasshehadjustlifted。

  \"Someofthemaregettingagooddealoutofitnow,doctor。Thisisthehourwhenbench—joybrightens。\"

  Theachuckledanddartedhimaquickglance。\"Bench—

  joy!Wheredidyougetthatslang?\"

  \"Thathappenstobeveryoldslang,mydear。OlderthanMoonstoneorthesovereignStateofColorado。OuroldfriendMr。Nathanmeyercouldtelluswhyithappenstohityou。\"HeleanedforwardandtouchedThea’swrist,\"Seethatfurcoatjustcomingin,Thea。It’sD’Albert。

  He’sjustbackfromhisWesterntour。Finehead,hasn’the?\"

  \"Togoback,\"saidDr。Archie;\"Iinsistthatpeopledolookhappierhere。I’venoticeditevenonthestreet,andespeciallyinthehotels。\"

  Fredturnedtohimcheerfully。\"NewYorkpeoplelive

  agooddealinthefourthdimension,Dr。Archie。It’sthatyounoticeintheirfaces。\"

  Thedoctorwasinterested。\"Thefourthdimension,\"herepeatedslowly;\"andisthatslang,too?\"

  \"No,\"——Fredshookhishead,——\"that’smerelyafigure。Imeanthatlifeisnotquitesopersonalhereasitisinyourpartoftheworld。Peoplearemoretakenupbyhobbies,intereststhatarelesssubjecttoreversesthantheirpersonalaffairs。Ifyou’reinterestedinThea’svoice,forinstance,orinvoicesingeneral,thatinterestisjustthesame,evenifyourminingstocksgodown。\"

  Thedoctorlookedathimnarrowly。\"Youthinkthat’sabouttheprincipaldifferencebetweencountrypeopleandcitypeople,don’tyou?\"

  Fredwasalittledisconcertedatbeingfollowedupsoresolutely,andheattemptedtodismissitwithapleasantry。

  \"I’veneverthoughtmuchaboutit,doctor。ButIshouldsay,onthespurofthemoment,thatthatisoneoftheprincipaldifferencesbetweenpeopleanywhere。It’stheconsolationoffellowslikemewhodon’taccomplishmuch。

  Thefourthdimensionisnotgoodforbusiness,butwethinkwehaveabettertime。\"

  Dr。Archieleanedbackinhischair。Hisheavyshoulderswerecontemplative。\"Andshe,\"hesaidslowly;\"shouldyousaythatsheisoneofthekindyoureferto?\"Hein—

  clinedhisheadtowardtheshimmerofthepale—greendressbesidehim。Theawasleaning,justthen,overthebalconyrail,herheadinthelightfromthechandeliersbelow。

  \"Never,never!\"Fredprotested。\"She’sashard—headedastheworstofyou——withadifference。\"

  Thedoctorsighed。\"Yes,withadifference;somethingthatmakesagoodmanyrevolutionstothesecond。WhenshewaslittleIusedtofeelherheadtotrytolocateit。\"

  Fredlaughed。\"Didyou,though?Soyouwereonthetrackofit?Oh,it’sthere!Wecan’tgetroundit,miss,\"

  asThealookedbackinquiringly。\"Dr。Archie,there’sa

  fellowtownsmanofyoursIfeelarealkinshipfor。\"HepressedacigaruponDr。Archieandstruckamatchforhim。

  \"TellmeaboutSpanishJohnny。\"

  Thedoctorsmiledbenignantlythroughthefirstwavesofsmoke。\"Well,Johnny’sanoldpatientofmine,andhe’sanoldadmirerofThea’s。Shewasbornacosmopolitan,andIexpectshelearnedagooddealfromJohnnywhensheusedtorunawayandgotoMexicanTown。Wethoughtitaqueerfreakthen。\"

  Thedoctorlaunchedintoalongstory,inwhichhewasofteneagerlyinterruptedorjoyouslyconfirmedbyThea,whowasdrinkinghercoffeeandforcingopenthepetalsoftheroseswithanardentandratherrudehand。Fredset—

  tleddownintoenjoyinghiscomprehensionofhisguests。

  Thea,watchingDr。Archieandinterestedinhispresenta—

  tion,wasunconsciouslyimpersonatinghersuave,gold—

  tintedfriend。Itwasdelightfultoseehersoradiantandresponsiveagain。Shehadkeptherpromiseaboutlookingherbest;whenonecouldsoeasilygettogetherthecolorsofanapplebranchinearlyspring,thatwasnothardtodo。

  EvenDr。Archiefelt,eachtimehelookedather,afreshconsciousness。Herecognizedthefinetextureofhermother’sskin,withthedifferencethat,whenshereachedacrossthetabletogivehimabunchofgrapes,herarmwasnotonlywhite,butsomehowalittledazzling。Sheseemedtohimtaller,andfreerinallhermovements。Shehadnowawayoftakingadeepbreathwhenshewasinterested,thatmadeherseemverystrong,somehow,andbroughtheratonequiteoverpoweringly。Ifheseemedshy,itwasnotthathewasintimidatedbyherworldlyclothes,butthathergreaterpositiveness,herwholeaugmentedself,madehimfeelthathisaccustomedmannertowardherwasinadequate。

  Fred,onhispart,wasreflectingthattheawkwardposi—

  tioninwhichhehadplacedherwouldnotconfineorchafeherlong。Shelookedaboutatotherpeople,atotherwomen,

  curiously。Shewasnotquitesureofherself,butshewasnotintheleastafraidorapologetic。Sheseemedtositthereontheedge,emergingfromoneworldintoanother,takingherbearings,gettinganideaoftheconcertedmovementabouther,butwithabsoluteself—confidence。Sofarfromshrink—

  ing,sheexpanded。ThemerekindlyefforttopleaseDr。

  Archiewasenoughtobringherout。

  Therewasmuchtalkofauraeatthattime,andFredmusedthateverybeautiful,everycompellinglybeautifulwoman,hadanaura,whetherotherpeopledidorno。Therewas,certainly,aboutthewomanhehadbroughtupfromMexico,suchanemanation。Sheexistedinmorespacethansheoccupiedbymeasurement。Theenvelopingairaboutherheadandshoulderswassubsidized——wasmoremovingthansheherself,forinitlivedtheawakenings,allthefirstsweetnessthatlifekillsinpeople。OnefeltinhersuchawealthofJUGENDZEIT,allthoseflowersofthemindandthebloodthatbloomandperishbythemyriadinthefewexhaustlessyearswhentheimaginationfirstkindles。Itwasinwatchingherassheemergedlikethis,inbeingnearandnottoonear,thatonegot,foramoment,somuchthatonehadlost;amongotherlegendarythingsthelegendarythemeoftheabsolutelymagicalpowerofabeautifulwoman。

  AftertheyhadleftTheaatherhotel,Dr。Archieadmit—

  tedtoFred,astheywalkedupBroadwaythroughtherap—

  idlychillingair,thatoncebeforehehadseentheiryoungfriendflashupintoamorepotentself,butinadarkermood。

  Itwasinhisofficeonenight,whenshewasathomethesummerbeforelast。\"AndthenIgottheidea,\"headdedsimply,\"thatshewouldnotlivelikeotherpeople:that,forbetterorworse,shehaduncommongifts。\"

  \"Oh,we’llseethatit’sforbetter,youandI,\"Fredreassuredhim。\"Won’tyoucomeuptomyhotelwithme?

  Ithinkweoughttohavealongtalk。\"

  \"Yes,indeed,\"saidDr。Archiegratefully;\"Ithinkweought。\"

  V

  THEAwastosailonTuesday,atnoon,andonSaturdayFredOttenburgarrangedforherpassage,whilesheandDr。Archiewentshopping。Withrugsandsea—clothesshewasalreadyprovided;FredhadgoteverythingofthatsortsheneededforthevoyageupfromVeraCruz。OnSundayafternoonTheawenttoseetheHarsanyis。Whenshereturnedtoherhotel,shefoundanotefromOttenburg,sayingthathehadcalledandwouldcomeagainto—morrow。

  OnMondaymorning,whileshewasatbreakfast,Fredcamein。Sheknewbyhishurried,distractedairasheenteredthedining—roomthatsomethinghadgonewrong。

  Hehadjustgotatelegramfromhome。Hismotherhadbeenthrownfromhercarriageandhurt;aconcussionofsomesort,andshewasunconscious。HewasleavingforSt。Louisthatnightontheeleveno’clocktrain。Hehadagreatdealtoattendtoduringtheday。Hewouldcomethatevening,ifhemight,andstaywithheruntiltraintime,whileshewasdoingherpacking。Scarcelywaitingforherconsent,hehurriedaway。

  AlldayTheawassomewhatcastdown。ShewassorryforFred,andshemissedthefeelingthatshewastheonepersoninhismind。Hehadscarcelylookedatherwhentheyexchangedwordsatthebreakfast—table。Shefeltasifsheweresetaside,andshedidnotseemsoimportanteventoherselfasshehadyesterday。Certainly,shereflected,itwashightimethatshebegantotakecareofherselfagain。Dr。Archiecamefordinner,butshesenthimawayearly,tellinghimthatshewouldbereadytogototheboatwithhimathalf—pasttenthenextmorning。Whenshewentupstairs,shelookedgloomilyattheopentrunkinhersitting—room,andatthetrayspiledonthesofa。She

  stoodatthewindowandwatchedaquietsnowstormspendingitselfoverthecity。Morethananythingelse,fallingsnowalwaysmadeherthinkofMoonstone;oftheKohlers’garden,ofThor’ssled,ofdressingbylamplightandstartingofftoschoolbeforethepathswerebroken。

  WhenFredcame,helookedtired,andhetookherhandalmostwithoutseeingher。

  \"I’msosorry,Fred。Haveyouhadanymoreword?\"

  \"Shewasstillunconsciousatfourthisafternoon。Itdoesn’tlookveryencouraging。\"Heapproachedthefireandwarmedhishands。Heseemedtohavecontracted,andhehadnotatallhishabitualeaseofmanner。\"Poormother!\"heexclaimed;\"nothinglikethisshouldhavehappenedtoher。Shehassomuchprideofperson。She’snotatallanoldwoman,youknow。She’snevergotbeyondvigorousandratherdashingmiddleage。\"HeturnedabruptlytoTheaandforthefirsttimereallylookedather。

  \"Howbadlythingscomeout!She’dhavelikedyouforadaughter—in—law。Oh,you’dhavefoughtlikethedevil,butyou’dhaverespectedeachother。\"Hesankintoachairandthrusthisfeetouttothefire。\"Still,\"hewentonthoughtfully,seemingtoaddresstheceiling,\"itmighthavebeenbadforyou。OurbigGermanhouses,ourgoodGermancooking——youmighthavegotlostintheuphol—

  stery。Thatsubstantialcomfortmighttakethetemperoutofyou,dullyouredge。Yes,\"hesighed,\"Iguessyouweremeantforthejoltofthebreakers。\"

  \"IguessI’llgetplentyofjolt,\"Theamurmured,turn—

  ingtohertrunk。

  \"I’mrathergladI’mnotstayingoveruntilto—morrow,\"

  Fredreflected。\"Ithinkit’seasierformetoglideoutlikethis。Ifeelnowasifeverythingwererathercasual,any—

  how。Athinglikethatdullsone’sfeelings。\"

  Thea,standingbyhertrunk,madenoreply。Presentlyheshookhimselfandrose。\"Wantmetoputthosetraysinforyou?\"

  \"No,thankyou。I’mnotreadyforthemyet。\"

  Fredstrolledovertothesofa,liftedascarffromoneofthetraysandstoodabstractedlydrawingitthroughhisfingers。\"You’vebeensokindtheselastfewdays,Thea,thatIbegantohopeyoumightsoftenalittle;thatyoumightaskmetocomeoverandseeyouthissummer。\"

  \"Ifyouthoughtthat,youweremistaken,\"shesaidslowly。\"I’vehardened,ifanything。ButIshan’tcarryanygrudgeawaywithme,ifyoumeanthat。\"

  Hedroppedthescarf。\"Andthere’snothing——nothingatallyou’llletmedo?\"

  \"Yes,thereisonething,andit’sagooddealtoask。IfI

  getknockedout,ornevergeton,I’dlikeyoutoseethatDr。Archiegetshismoneyback。I’mtakingthreethousanddollarsofhis。\"

  \"Why,ofcourseIshall。Youmaydismissthatfromyourmind。Howfussyyouareaboutmoney,Thea。Youmakesuchapointofit。\"Heturnedsharplyandwalkedtothewindows。

  Theasatdowninthechairhehadquitted。\"It’sonlypoorpeoplewhofeelthatwayaboutmoney,andwhoarereallyhonest,\"shesaidgravely。\"SometimesIthinkthattobereallyhonest,youmusthavebeensopoorthatyou’vebeentemptedtosteal。\"

  \"Towhat?\"

  \"Tosteal。Iusedtobe,whenIfirstwenttoChicagoandsawallthethingsinthebigstoresthere。Neverany—

  thingbig,butlittlethings,thekindI’dneverseenbeforeandcouldneverafford。Ididtakesomethingonce,beforeIknewit。\"

  Fredcametowardher。Forthefirsttimeshehadhiswholeattention,inthedegreetowhichshewasaccustomedtohavingit。\"Didyou?Whatwasit?\"heaskedwithinterest。

  \"Asachet。Alittlebluesilkbagoforris—rootpowder。

  Therewasawholecounterfulofthem,markeddownto

  fiftycents。I’dneverseenanybefore,andtheyseemedirresistible。Itookoneupandwanderedaboutthestorewithit。Nobodyseemedtonotice,soIcarrieditoff。\"

  Fredlaughed。\"Crazychild!Why,yourthingsalwayssmelloforris;isitapenance?\"

  \"No,Iloveit。ButIsawthatthefirmdidn’tloseany—

  thingbyme。IwentbackandboughtittherewheneverI

  hadaquartertospend。IgotalottotaketoArizona。I

  madeituptothem。\"

  \"I’llbetyoudid!\"Fredtookherhand。\"Whydidn’tIfindyouthatfirstwinter?I’dhavelovedyoujustasyoucame!\"

  Theashookherhead。\"No,youwouldn’t,butyoumighthavefoundmeamusing。TheHarsanyissaidyester—

  dayafternoonthatIworesuchafunnycapeandthatmyshoesalwayssqueaked。TheythinkI’veimproved。ItoldthemitwasyourdoingifIhad,andthentheylookedscared。\"

  \"DidyousingforHarsanyi?\"

  \"Yes。HethinksI’veimprovedthere,too。Hesaidnicethingstome。Oh,hewasverynice!HeagreeswithyouaboutmygoingtoLehmann,ifshe’lltakeme。Hecameouttotheelevatorwithme,afterwehadsaidgood—bye。

  Hesaidsomethingniceoutthere,too,butheseemedsad。\"

  \"Whatwasitthathesaid?\"

  \"Hesaid,`Whenpeople,seriouspeople,believeinyou,theygiveyousomeoftheirbest,so——takecareofit,MissKronborg。’Thenhewavedhishandsandwentback。\"

  \"Ifyousang,Iwishyouhadtakenmealong。Didyousingwell?\"Fredturnedfromherandwentbacktothewindow。\"IwonderwhenIshallhearyousingagain。\"

  Hepickedupabunchofvioletsandsmelledthem。\"Youknow,yourleavingmelikethis——well,it’salmostinhu—

  mantobeabletodoitsokindlyandunconditionally。\"

  \"Isupposeitis。Itwasalmostinhumantobeabletoleavehome,too,——thelasttime,whenIknewitwasfor

  good。Butallthesame,Icaredagreatdealmorethananybodyelsedid。Ilivedthroughit。Ihavenochoicenow。

  Nomatterhowmuchitbreaksmeup,Ihavetogo。DoI

  seemtoenjoyit?\"

  Fredbentoverhertrunkandpickedupsomethingwhichprovedtobeascore,clumsilybound。\"What’sthis?Didyouevertrytosingthis?\"Heopeneditandontheengravedtitle—pagereadWunsch’sinscription,\"EINST,O

  WUNDER!\"HelookedupsharplyatThea。

  \"Wunschgavemethatwhenhewentaway。I’vetoldyouabouthim,myoldteacherinMoonstone。Helovedthatopera。\"

  Fredwenttowardthefireplace,thebookunderhisarm,singingsoftly:——

  \"EINST,OWUNDER,ENTBLUHTAUFMEINEMGRABE,EINEBLUMEDERASCHEMEINESHERZENS;\"

  \"Youhavenoideaatallwhereheis,Thea?\"Heleanedagainstthemantelandlookeddownather。

  \"No,IwishIhad。Hemaybedeadbythistime。Thatwasfiveyearsago,andheusedhimselfhard。Mrs。Kohlerwasalwaysafraidhewoulddieoffalonesomewhereandbestuckundertheprairie。Whenwelastheardofhim,hewasinKansas。\"

  \"Ifheweretobefound,I’dliketodosomethingforhim。

  Iseemtogetagooddealofhimfromthis。\"Heopenedthebookagain,wherehekepttheplacewithhisfinger,andscrutinizedthepurpleink。\"HowlikeaGerman!Hadheeversungthesongforyou?\"

  \"No。Ididn’tknowwherethewordswerefromuntilonce,whenHarsanyisangitforme,Irecognizedthem。\"

  Fredclosedthebook。\"Letmesee,whatwasyournoblebrakeman’sname?\"

  Thealookedupwithsurprise。\"Ray,RayKennedy。\"

  \"RayKennedy!\"helaughed。\"Itcouldn’twellhavebeenbetter!WunschandDr。Archie,andRay,andI,\"——

  hetoldthemoffonhisfingers,——\"yourwhistling—posts!

  Youhaven’tdonesobadly。We’vebackedyouaswecould,someinourweaknessandsomeinourmight。Inyourdarkhours——andyou’llhavethem——youmayliketorememberus。\"Hesmiledwhimsicallyanddroppedthescoreintothetrunk。\"Youaretakingthatwithyou?\"

  \"SurelyIam。Ihaven’tsomanykeepsakesthatIcanaffordtoleavethat。Ihaven’tgotmanythatIvaluesohighly。\"

  \"Thatyouvaluesohighly?\"Fredechoedhergravityplayfully。\"Youaredeliciouswhenyoufallintoyourvernacular。\"Helaughedhalftohimself。

  \"What’sthematterwiththat?Isn’titperfectlygoodEnglish?\"

  \"PerfectlygoodMoonstone,mydear。Liketheready—

  madeclothesthathanginthewindows,madetofitevery—

  bodyandfitnobody,aphrasethatcanbeusedonallocca—

  sions。Oh,\"——hestartedacrosstheroomagain,——\"that’soneofthefinethingsaboutyourgoing!You’llbewiththerightsortofpeopleandyou’lllearnagood,live,warmGerman,thatwillbelikeyourself。You’llgetanewspeechfullofshadesandcolorlikeyourvoice;alive,likeyourmind。

  Itwillbealmostlikebeingbornagain,Thea。\"

  Shewasnotoffended。Fredhadsaidsuchthingstoherbefore,andshewantedtolearn。Inthenaturalcourseofthingsshewouldneverhavelovedamanfromwhomshecouldnotlearnagreatdeal。

  \"Harsanyisaidonce,\"sheremarkedthoughtfully,\"thatifonebecameanartistonehadtobebornagain,andthatoneowednothingtoanybody。\"

  \"Exactly。AndwhenIseeyouagainIshallnotseeyou,butyourdaughter。MayI?\"Hehelduphiscigarettecasequestioninglyandthenbegantosmoke,takingupagainthesongwhichraninhishead:——

  \"DEUTLICHSCHIMMERTAUFJEDEM,PURPURBLATTCHEN,ADELAIDE!\"

  \"Ihavehalfanhourwithyouyet,andthen,exitFred。\"

  Hewalkedabouttheroom,smokingandsingingthewordsunderhisbreath。\"You’lllikethevoyage,\"hesaidab—

  ruptly。\"Thatfirstapproachtoaforeignshore,stealinguponitandfindingit——there’snothinglikeit。Itwakesupeverythingthat’sasleepinyou。Youwon’tmindmywritingtosomepeopleinBerlin?They’llbenicetoyou。\"

  \"Iwishyouwould。\"Theagaveadeepsigh。\"Iwishonecouldlookaheadandseewhatiscomingtoone。\"

  \"Oh,no!\"Fredwassmokingnervously;\"thatwouldneverdo。It’stheuncertaintythatmakesonetry。You’veneverhadanysortofchance,andnowIfancyyou’llmakeituptoyourself。You’llfindthewaytoletyourselfoutinonelongflight。\"

  Theaputherhandonherheart。\"Andthendropliketherocksweusedtothrow——anywhere。\"Sheleftthechairandwentovertothesofa,huntingforsomethinginthetrunktrays。WhenshecamebackshefoundFredsit—

  tinginherplace。\"Herearesomehandkerchiefsofyours。

  I’vekeptoneortwo。They’relargerthanmineandusefulifonehasaheadache。\"

  \"Thankyou。Hownicelytheysmellofyourthings!\"

  Helookedatthewhitesquaresforamomentandthenputtheminhispocket。Hekeptthelowchair,andasshestoodbesidehimhetookherhandsandsatlookingintentlyatthem,asifhewereexaminingthemforsomespecialpur—

  pose,tracingthelongroundfingerswiththetipsofhisown。\"Ordinarily,youknow,therearereefsthatamancatchestoandkeepshisnoseabovewater。Butthisisacasebyitself。ThereseemstobenolimitastohowmuchIcanbeinlovewithyou。Ikeepgoing。\"Hedidnotlifthiseyesfromherfingers,whichhecontinuedtostudywiththesamefervor。\"Everykindofstringedinstrumentthereisplaysinyourhands,Thea,\"hewhispered,pressingthemtohisface。

  Shedroppedbesidehimandslippedintohisarms,shut—

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