\"Well,that’sgood,atanyrate,\"hervisitorrepliedwithadeterminedeffortatcheerfulness。Then,turningtothefire,headdedblankly,\"Ifyouwanthim。\"
\"OfcourseIwanthim。IwouldneverhaveaskedsuchathingofhimifIhadn’twantedhimagreatdeal。It’saveryexpensivetrip。\"Theaspokeseverely。Thenshewenton,inamildertone。\"Hedoesn’tsayanythingaboutthemoney,butIthinkhiscomingmeansthathecanletmehaveit。\"
Fredwasstandingbeforethemantel,rubbinghishandstogethernervously。\"Probably。Youarestilldeterminedtocallonhim?\"HesatdowntentativelyinthechairTheahadindicated。\"Idon’tseewhyyouwon’tborrowfromme,andlethimsignwithyou,forinstance。Thatwouldconstituteaperfectlyregularbusinesstransaction。Icouldbringsuitagainsteitherofyouformymoney。\"
Theaturnedtowardhimfromthedesk。\"Wewon’ttakethatupagain,Fred。IshouldhaveadifferentfeelingaboutitifIwentonyourmoney。InawayIshallfeelfreeronDr。Archie’s,andinanotherwayIshallfeelmorebound。
Ishalltryevenharder。\"Shepaused。\"Heisalmostlikemyfather,\"sheaddedirrelevantly。
\"Still,heisn’t,youknow,\"Fredpersisted。\"Itwouldn’tbeanythingnew。I’veloanedmoneytostudentsbefore,andgotitback,too。\"
\"Yes;Iknowyou’regenerous,\"Theahurriedoverit,\"butthiswillbethebestway。HewillbehereonFridaydidItellyou?\"
\"Ithinkyoumentionedit。That’srathersoon。MayIsmoke?\"hetookoutasmallcigarettecase。\"Isup—
poseyou’llbeoffnextweek?\"heaskedashestruckamatch。
\"JustassoonasIcan,\"sherepliedwitharestlessmove—
mentofherarms,asifherdark—bluedressweretootightforher。\"ItseemsasifI’dbeenhereforever。\"
\"Andyet,\"theyoungmanmused,\"wegotinonlyfour
daysago。Factsreallydon’tcountformuch,dothey?It’sallinthewaypeoplefeel:eveninlittlethings。\"
Theawinced,butshedidnotanswerhim。Sheputthetelegrambackinitsenvelopeandplaceditcarefullyinoneofthepigeonholesofthedesk。
\"Isuppose,\"Fredbroughtoutwitheffort,\"thatyourfriendisinyourconfidence?\"
\"Healwayshasbeen。Ishallhavetotellhimaboutmy—
self。IwishIcouldwithoutdraggingyouin。\"
Fredshookhimself。\"Don’tbotheraboutwhereyoudragme,please,\"heputin,flushing。\"Idon’tgive——\"
hesubsidedsuddenly。
\"I’mafraid,\"Theawentongravely,\"thathewon’tunderstand。He’llbehardonyou。\"
Fredstudiedthewhiteashofhiscigarettebeforeheflickeditoff。\"Youmeanhe’llseemeasevenworsethanIam。Yes,IsupposeIshalllookverylowtohim:afifth—
ratescoundrel。Butthatonlymattersinsofarasithurtshisfeelings。\"
Theasighed。\"We’llbothlookprettylow。Andafterall,wemustreallybejustaboutasweshalllooktohim。\"
Ottenburgstartedupandthrewhiscigaretteintothegrate。\"ThatIdeny。Haveyoueverbeenreallyfrankwiththispreceptorofyourchildhood,evenwhenyouWEREachild?Thinkaminute,haveyou?Ofcoursenot!Fromyourcradle,asIoncetoldyou,you’vebeen`doingit’ontheside,livingyourownlife,admittingtoyourselfthingsthatwouldhorrifyhim。You’vealwaysdeceivedhimtotheextentoflettinghimthinkyoudifferentfromwhatyouare。Hecouldn’tunderstandthen,hecan’tunder—
standnow。Sowhynotspareyourselfandhim?\"
Sheshookherhead。\"Ofcourse,I’vehadmyownthoughts。Maybehehashadhis,too。ButI’veneverdoneanythingbeforethathewouldmuchmind。Imustputmyselfrightwithhim,——asrightasIcan,——tobegin
over。He’llmakeallowancesforme。Healwayshas。ButI’mafraidhewon’tforyou。\"
\"Leavethattohimandme。Itakeityouwantmetoseehim?\"Fredsatdownagainandbeganabsentlytotracethecarpetpatternwithhiscane。\"Attheworst,\"hespokewanderingly,\"Ithoughtyou’dperhapsletmegoinonthebusinessendofitandinvestalongwithyou。You’dputinyourtalentandambitionandhardwork,andI’dputinthemoneyand——well,nobody’sgoodwishesaretobescorned,notevenmine。Then,whenthethingpannedoutbig,wecouldsharetogether。Yourdoctorfriendhasn’tcaredhalfsomuchaboutyourfutureasIhave。\"
\"He’scaredagooddeal。Hedoesn’tknowasmuchaboutsuchthingsasyoudo。Ofcourseyou’vebeenagreatdealmorehelptomethananyoneelseeverhas,\"Theasaidquietly。Theblackclockonthemantelbegantostrike。Shelistenedtothefivestrokesandthensaid,\"I’dhavelikedyourhelpingmeeightmonthsago。Butnow,you’dsimplybekeepingme。\"
\"Youweren’treadyforiteightmonthsago。\"Fredleanedbackatlastinhischair。\"Yousimplyweren’treadyforit。Youweretootired。Youweretootimid。Yourwholetonewastoolow。Youcouldn’trisefromachairlikethat,\"——shehadstartedupapprehensivelyandgonetowardthewindow。——\"Youwerefumblingandawkward。
Sincethenyou’vecomeintoyourpersonality。Youwerealwayslockinghornswithitbefore。Youwereasullenlittledrudgeeightmonthsago,afraidofbeingcaughtateitherlookingormovinglikeyourself。Nobodycouldtellanythingaboutyou。Avoiceisnotaninstrumentthat’sfoundready—made。Avoiceispersonality。Itcanbeasbigasacircusandascommonasdirt。——There’sgoodmoneyinthatkind,too,butIdon’thappentobeinterestedinthem。——Nobodycouldtellmuchaboutwhatyoumightbeabletodo,lastwinter。Idivinedmorethananybodyelse。\"
\"Yes,Iknowyoudid。\"Theawalkedovertotheold—
fashionedmantelandheldherhandsdowntotheglowofthefire。\"Iowesomuchtoyou,andthat’swhatmakesthingshard。That’swhyIhavetogetawayfromyoualtogether。Idependonyouforsomanythings。Oh,Ididevenlastwinter,inChicago!\"Shekneltdownbythegrateandheldherhandsclosertothecoals。\"Andonethingleadstoanother。\"
Ottenburgwatchedherasshebenttowardthefire。Hisglancebrightenedalittle。\"Anyhow,youcouldn’tlookasyoudonow,beforeyouknewme。YouWEREclumsy。Andwhateveryoudonow,youdosplendidly。Andyoucan’tcryenoughtospoilyourfaceformorethantenminutes。
Itcomesrightback,inspiteofyou。It’sonlysinceyou’veknownmethatyou’veletyourselfbebeautiful。\"
Withoutrisingsheturnedherfaceaway。Fredwentonimpetuously。\"Oh,youcanturnitawayfromme,Thea;
youcantakeitawayfromme!Allthesame——\"hisspurtdiedandhefellback。\"Howcanyouturnonmeso,afterall!\"hesighed。
\"Ihaven’t。Butwhenyouarrangedwithyourselftotakemeinlikethat,youcouldn’thavebeenthinkingverykindlyofme。Ican’tunderstandhowyoucarrieditthrough,whenIwassoeasy,andallthecircumstancesweresoeasy。\"
Hercrouchingpositionbythefirebecamethreatening。
Fredgotup,andTheaalsorose。
\"No,\"hesaid,\"Ican’tmakeyouseethatnow。Sometimelater,perhaps,youwillunderstandbetter。Foronething,Ihonestlycouldnotimaginethatwords,names,meantsomuchtoyou。\"Fredwastalkingwiththedes—
perationofamanwhohasputhimselfinthewrongandwhoyetfeelsthattherewasanideaoftruthinhisconduct。
\"Supposethatyouhadmarriedyourbrakemanandlivedwithhimyearafteryear,caringforhimevenlessthanyoudoforyourdoctor,orforHarsanyi。Isupposeyouwould
havefeltquiteallrightaboutit,becausethatrelationhasanameingoodstanding。Tome,thatseems——sickening!\"
HetookarapidturnabouttheroomandthenasThearemainedstanding,herolledoneoftheelephantinechairsuptothehearthforher。
\"Sitdownandlistentomeforamoment,Thea。\"Hebeganpacingfromthehearthrugtothewindowandbackagain,whileshesatdowncompliantly。\"Don’tyouknowmostofthepeopleintheworldarenotindividualsatall?
Theyneverhaveanindividualideaorexperience。Alotofgirlsgotoboarding—schooltogether,comeoutthesameseason,danceatthesameparties,aremarriedoffingroups,havetheirbabiesataboutthesametime,sendtheirchildrentoschooltogether,andsothehumancroprenewsitself。Suchwomenknowasmuchabouttherealityoftheformstheygothroughastheyknowaboutthewarstheylearnthedatesof。Theygettheirmostper—
sonalexperiencesoutofnovelsandplays。Everythingissecond—handwiththem。Why,youCOULDN’Tlivelikethat。\"
Theasatlookingtowardthemantel,hereyeshalfclosed,herchinlevel,herheadsetasifshewereenduringsome—
thing。Herhands,verywhite,laypassiveonherdarkgown。FromthewindowcornerFredlookedatthemandather。Heshookhisheadandflashedanangry,tormentedlookoutintothebluetwilightovertheSquare,throughwhichmuffledcriesandcallsandtheclangofcarbellscameupfromthestreet。Heturnedagainandbegantopacethefloor,hishandsinhispockets。
\"Saywhatyouwill,TheaKronborg,youarenotthatsortofperson。Youwillneversitalonewithapacifierandanovel。Youwon’tsubsistonwhattheoldladieshaveputintothebottleforyou。Youwillalwaysbreakthroughintotherealities。ThatwasthefirstthingHarsanyifoundoutaboutyou;thatyoucouldn’tbekeptontheoutside。
Ifyou’dlivedinMoonstoneallyourlifeandgotonwiththediscreetbrakeman,you’dhavehadjustthesame
nature。Yourchildrenwouldhavebeentherealitiesthen,probably。Ifthey’dbeencommonplace,you’dhavekilledthemwithdriving。You’dhavemanagedsomewaytolivetwentytimesasmuchasthepeoplearoundyou。\"
Fredpaused。Hesoughtalongtheshadowyceilingandheavymouldingsforwords。Whenhebeganagain,hisvoicewaslower,andatfirsthespokewithlessconviction,thoughagainitgrewonhim。\"NowIknewallthis——oh,knewitbetterthanIcanevermakeyouunderstand!
You’vebeenrunningahandicap。Youhadnotimetolose。
Iwantedyoutohavewhatyouneedandtogetonfast——
getthroughwithme,ifneedbe;Icountedonthat。You’venotimetositroundandanalyzeyourconductoryourfeelings。Otherwomengivetheirwholelivestoit。They’venothingelsetodo。Helpingamantogethisdivorceisacareerforthem;justthesortofintellectualexercisetheylike。\"
Freddivedfiercelyintohispocketsasifhewouldripthemoutandscattertheircontentstothewinds。Stop—
pingbeforeher,hetookadeepbreathandwentonagain,thistimeslowly。\"Allthatsortofthingisforeigntoyou。You’dbenowhereatit。Youhaven’tthatkindofmind。Thegrammaticalnicetiesofconductaredarktoyou。You’resimple——andpoetic。\"Fred’svoiceseemedtobewanderingaboutinthethickeningdusk。\"Youwon’tplaymuch。Youwon’t,perhaps,lovemanytimes。\"Hepaused。\"Andyoudidloveme,youknow。Yourrailroadfriendwouldhaveunderstoodme。ICOULDhavethrownyouback。Thereversewasthere,——itstaredmeintheface,——
butIcouldn’tpullit。Iletyoudriveahead。\"Hethrewouthishands。WhatTheanoticed,oddlyenough,wastheflashofthefirelightonhiscufflink。Heturnedagain。
\"Andyou’llalwaysdriveahead,\"hemuttered。\"It’syourway。\"
Therewasalongsilence。Fredhaddroppedintoachair。
Heseemed,aftersuchanexplosion,nottohaveaword
leftinhim。Theaputherhandtothebackofherneckandpressedit,asifthemusclestherewereaching。
\"Well,\"shesaidatlast,\"IatleastoverlookmoreinyouthanIdoinmyself。Iamalwaysexcusingyoutomyself。
Idon’tdomuchelse。\"
\"Thenwhy,inHeaven’sname,won’tyouletmebeyourfriend?Youmakeascoundrelofme,borrowingmoneyfromanothermantogetoutofmyclutches。\"
\"IfIborrowfromhim,it’stostudy。AnythingItookfromyouwouldbedifferent。AsIsaidbefore,you’dbekeepingme。\"
\"Keeping!Ilikeyourlanguage。It’spureMoonstone,Thea,——likeyourpointofview。Iwonderhowlongyou’llbeaMethodist。\"Heturnedawaybitterly。
\"Well,I’veneversaidIwasn’tMoonstone,haveI?I
am,andthat’swhyIwantDr。Archie。Ican’tseeanythingsofunnyaboutMoonstone,youknow。\"Shepushedherchairbackalittlefromthehearthandclaspedherhandsoverherknee,stilllookingthoughtfullyintotheredcoals。
\"Wealwayscomebacktothesamething,Fred。Thename,asyoucallit,makesadifferencetomehowIfeelaboutmyself。Youwouldhaveactedverydifferentlywithagirlofyourownkind,andthat’swhyIcan’ttakeanythingfromyounow。You’vemadeeverythingimpossible。Beingmarriedisonethingandnotbeingmarriedistheotherthing,andthat’sallthereistoit。Ican’tseehowyoureasonedwithyourself,ifyoutookthetroubletoreason。
YousayIwastoomuchalone,andyetwhatyoudidwastocutmeoffmorethanIeverhadbeen。NowI’mgoingtotrytomakegoodtomyfriendsoutthere。That’sallthereisleftforme。\"
\"Makegoodtoyourfriends!\"Fredburstout。\"WhatoneofthemcaresasIcare,orbelievesasIbelieve?I’vetoldyouI’llneveraskagraciouswordfromyouuntilI
canaskitwithallthechurchesinChristendomatmyback。\"
Thealookedup,andwhenshesawFred’sface,shethoughtsadlythathe,too,lookedasifthingswerespoiledforhim。\"Ifyouknowmeaswellasyousayyoudo,Fred,\"
shesaidslowly,\"thenyouarenotbeinghonestwithyour—
self。YouknowthatIcan’tdothingshalfway。Ifyoukeptmeatall——you’dkeepme。\"Shedroppedherheadwearilyonherhandandsatwithherforeheadrestingonherfingers。
Fredleanedoverherandsaidjustabovehisbreath,\"Then,whenIgetthatdivorce,you’lltakeitupwithmeagain?You’llatleastletmeknow,warnme,beforethereisaseriousquestionofanybodyelse?\"
Withoutliftingherhead,Theaansweredhim。\"Oh,I
don’tthinktherewilleverbeaquestionofanybodyelse。
NotifIcanhelpit。IsupposeI’vegivenyoueveryreasontothinktherewillbe,——atonce,onshipboard,anytime。\"
Ottenburgdrewhimselfuplikeashot。\"Stopit,Thea!\"
hesaidsharply。\"That’sonethingyou’veneverdone。
That’slikeanycommonwoman。\"Hesawhershouldersliftalittleandgrowcalm。Thenhewenttotheothersideoftheroomandtookuphishatandglovesfromthesofa。
Hecamebackcheerfully。\"Ididn’tdropintobullyyouthisafternoon。Icametocoaxyoutogooutforteawithmesomewhere。\"Hewaited,butshedidnotlookuporliftherhead,stillsunkonherhand。
Herhandkerchiefhadfallen。Fredpickeditupandputitonherknee,pressingherfingersoverit。\"Good—night,dearandwonderful,\"hewhispered,——\"wonderfulanddear!
HowcanyouevergetawayfrommewhenIwillalwaysfollowyou,througheverywall,througheverydoor,wher—
everyougo。\"Helookeddownatherbenthead,andthecurveofherneckthatwassosad。Hestooped,andwithhislipsjusttouchedherhairwherethefirelightmadeitruddiest。\"Ididn’tknowIhaditinme,Thea。Ithoughtitwasallafairytale。Idon’tknowmyselfanymore。\"Heclosedhiseyesandbreatheddeeply。\"Thesalt’sallgone
outofyourhair。It’sfullofsunandwindagain。Ibelieveithasmemories。\"Againsheheardhimtakeadeepbreath。
\"Icoulddowithoutyouforalifetime,ifthatwouldgiveyoutoyourself。Awomanlikeyoudoesn’tfindherself,alone。\"
Shethrustherfreehanduptohim。Hekisseditsoftly,asifshewereasleepandhewereafraidofwakingher。
Fromthedoorheturnedbackirrelevantly。\"Astoyouroldfriend,Thea,ifhe’stobehereonFriday,why,\"——hesnatchedouthiswatchandhelditdowntocatchthelightfromthegrate,——\"he’sonthetrainnow!Thatoughttocheeryou。Good—night。\"Sheheardthedoorclose。
III
ONFridayafternoonTheaKronborgwaswalkingex—
citedlyupanddownhersitting—room,whichatthathourwasfloodedbythin,clearsunshine。Bothwindowswereopen,andthefireinthegratewaslow,forthedaywasoneofthosefalsespringsthatsometimesblowintoNewYorkfromtheseainthemiddleofwinter,soft,warm,withapersuasivesaltymoistureintheairandarelaxingthawunderfoot。Theawasflushedandanimated,andsheseemedasrestlessasthesootysparrowsthatchirpedandcheepeddistractinglyaboutthewindows。Shekeptlookingattheblackclock,andthendownintotheSquare。Theroomwasfullofflowers,andshestoppednowandthentoarrangethemortomovethemintothesunlight。Afterthebellboycametoannounceavisitor,shetooksomeRomanhyacinthsfromaglassandstucktheminthefrontofherdark—bluedress。
WhenatlastFredOttenburgappearedinthedoorway,shemethimwithanexclamationofpleasure。\"Iamgladyou’vecome,Fred。Iwasafraidyoumightnotgetmynote,andIwantedtoseeyoubeforeyouseeDr。Archie。
He’ssonice!\"Shebroughtherhandstogethertoem—
phasizeherstatement。
\"Ishe?I’mglad。YouseeI’mquiteoutofbreath。
Ididn’twaitfortheelevator,butranupstairs。Iwassopleasedatbeingsentfor。\"Hedroppedhishatandover—
coat。\"Yes,Ishouldsayheisnice!Idon’tseemtorecognizeallofthese,\"wavinghishandkerchiefaboutattheflowers。
\"Yes,hebroughtthemhimself,inabigbox。Hebroughtlotswithhimbesidesflowers。Oh,lotsofthings!TheoldMoonstonefeeling,\"——Theamovedherhandbackand
forthintheair,flutteringherfingers,——\"thefeelingofstartingout,earlyinthemorning,totakemylesson。\"
\"Andyou’vehadeverythingoutwithhim?\"
\"No,Ihaven’t。\"
\"Haven’t?\"Helookedupinconsternation。
\"No,Ihaven’t!\"Theaspokeexcitedly,movingaboutoverthesunnypatchesonthegrimycarpet。\"I’veliedtohim,justasyousaidIhadalwaysliedtohim,andthat’swhyI’msohappy。I’velethimthinkwhathelikestothink。Oh,Icouldn’tdoanythingelse,Fred,\"——
sheshookherheademphatically。\"Ifyou’dseenhimwhenhecamein,sopleasedandexcited!Youseethisisagreatadventureforhim。FromthemomentIbegantotalktohim,heentreatedmenottosaytoomuch,nottospoilhisnotionofme。Notinsomanywords,ofcourse。
Butifyou’dseenhiseyes,hisface,hiskindhands!Oh,no!Icouldn’t。\"Shetookadeepbreath,asifwitharenewedsenseofhernarrowescape。
\"Then,whatdidyoutellhim?\"Freddemanded。
Theasatdownontheedgeofthesofaandbeganshuttingandopeningherhandsnervously。\"Well,Itoldhimenough,andnottoomuch。Itoldhimallabouthowgoodyouweretomelastwinter,gettingmeengagementsandthings,andhowyouhadhelpedmewithmyworkmorethananybody。ThenItoldhimabouthowyousentmedowntotheranchwhenIhadnomoneyoranything。\"
Shepausedandwrinkledherforehead。\"AndItoldhimthatIwantedtomarryyouandranawaytoMexicowithyou,andthatIwasawfullyhappyuntilyoutoldmethatyoucouldn’tmarrymebecause——well,Itoldhimwhy。\"
Theadroppedhereyesandmovedthetoeofhershoeaboutrestlesslyonthecarpet。
\"Andhetookitfromyou,likethat?\"Fredasked,almostwithawe。
\"Yes,justlikethat,andaskednoquestions。Hewashurt;hehadsomewretchedmoments。Icouldseehim
squirmingandsquirmingandtryingtogetpastit。Hekeptshuttinghiseyesandrubbinghisforehead。ButwhenItoldhimthatIabsolutelyknewyouwantedtomarryme,thatyouwouldwheneveryoucould,thatseemedtohelphimagooddeal。\"
\"Andthatsatisfiedhim?\"Fredaskedwonderingly。
HecouldnotquiteimaginewhatkindofpersonDr。Archiemightbe。
\"Hetookmebytheshouldersonceandasked,oh,insuchafrightenedway,`Thea,washeGOODtoyou,thisyoungman?’WhenItoldhimyouwere,helookedatmeagain:`Andyoucareforhimagreatdeal,youbelieveinhim?’Thenheseemedsatisfied。\"Theapaused。\"Yousee,he’sjusttremendouslygood,andtremendouslyafraidofthings——ofsomethings。OtherwisehewouldhavegotridofMrs。Archie。\"Shelookedupsuddenly:\"Youwereright,though;onecan’ttellpeopleaboutthingstheydon’tknowalready。\"
Fredstoodinthewindow,hisbacktothesunlight,fingeringthejonquils。\"Yes,youcan,mydear。Butyoumusttellitinsuchawaythattheydon’tknowyou’retellingit,andthattheydon’tknowthey’rehear—
ingit。\"
Theasmiledpasthim,outintotheair。\"Isee。It’sasecret。Likethesoundintheshell。\"
\"What’sthat?\"Fredwaswatchingherandthinkinghowmovingthatfarawayexpression,inher,happenedtobe。\"Whatdidyousay?\"
Shecameback。\"Oh,somethingoldandMoonstony!
Ihavealmostforgottenitmyself。ButIfeelbetterthanI
thoughtIevercouldagain。Ican’twaittobeoff。Oh,Fred,\"shesprangup,\"Iwanttogetatit!\"
Asshebrokeoutwiththis,shethrewupherheadandliftedherselfalittleonhertoes。Fredcoloredandlookedatherfearfully,hesitatingly。Hereyes,whichlookedoutthroughthewindow,werebright——theyhadnomemories。
No,shedidnotremember。Thatmomentaryelevationhadnoassociationsforher。Itwasunconscious。
Helookedherupanddownandlaughedandshookhishead。\"YouarejustallIwantyoutobe——andthatis,——
notforme!Don’tworry,you’llgetatit。Youareatit。
MyGod!haveyouever,foronemoment,beenatanythingelse?\"
Theadidnotanswerhim,andclearlyshehadnotheardhim。Shewaswatchingsomethingoutinthethinlightofthefalsespringanditstreacherouslysoftair。
Fredwaitedamoment。\"Areyougoingtodinewithyourfriendto—night?\"
\"Yes。HehasneverbeeninNewYorkbefore。Hewantstogoabout。WhereshallItellhimtogo?\"
\"Wouldn’titbeabetterplan,sinceyouwishmetomeethim,foryoubothtodinewithme?Itwouldseemonlynaturalandfriendly。You’llhavetoliveupalittletohisnotionofus。\"Theaseemedtoconsiderthesuggestionfavorably。\"Ifyouwishhimtobeeasyinhismind,\"
Fredwenton,\"thatwouldhelp。Ithink,myself,thatwearerathernicetogether。Putononeofthenewdressesyougotdownthere,andlethimseehowlovelyyoucanbe。Youowehimsomepleasure,afterallthetroublehehastaken。\"
Thealaughed,andseemedtofindtheideaexcitingandpleasant。\"Oh,verywell!I’lldomybest。Onlydon’twearadresscoat,please。Hehasn’tone,andhe’snervousaboutit。\"
Fredlookedathiswatch。\"Yourmonumentupthereisfast。I’llbeherewithacabateight。I’manxioustomeethim。You’vegivenmethestrangestideaofhiscallowinnocenceandagedindifference。\"
Sheshookherhead。\"No,he’snoneofthat。He’sverygood,andhewon’tadmitthings。Ilovehimforit。Now,asIlookbackonit,IseethatI’vealways,evenwhenIwaslittle,shieldedhim。\"
Asshelaughed,Fredcaughtthebrightsparkinhereyethatheknewsowell,andhelditforahappyin—
stant。Thenheblewherakisswithhisfinger—tipsandfled。