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  \"Well,that’sgood,atanyrate,\"hervisitorrepliedwithadeterminedeffortatcheerfulness。Then,turningtothefire,headdedblankly,\"Ifyouwanthim。\"

  \"OfcourseIwanthim。IwouldneverhaveaskedsuchathingofhimifIhadn’twantedhimagreatdeal。It’saveryexpensivetrip。\"Theaspokeseverely。Thenshewenton,inamildertone。\"Hedoesn’tsayanythingaboutthemoney,butIthinkhiscomingmeansthathecanletmehaveit。\"

  Fredwasstandingbeforethemantel,rubbinghishandstogethernervously。\"Probably。Youarestilldeterminedtocallonhim?\"HesatdowntentativelyinthechairTheahadindicated。\"Idon’tseewhyyouwon’tborrowfromme,andlethimsignwithyou,forinstance。Thatwouldconstituteaperfectlyregularbusinesstransaction。Icouldbringsuitagainsteitherofyouformymoney。\"

  Theaturnedtowardhimfromthedesk。\"Wewon’ttakethatupagain,Fred。IshouldhaveadifferentfeelingaboutitifIwentonyourmoney。InawayIshallfeelfreeronDr。Archie’s,andinanotherwayIshallfeelmorebound。

  Ishalltryevenharder。\"Shepaused。\"Heisalmostlikemyfather,\"sheaddedirrelevantly。

  \"Still,heisn’t,youknow,\"Fredpersisted。\"Itwouldn’tbeanythingnew。I’veloanedmoneytostudentsbefore,andgotitback,too。\"

  \"Yes;Iknowyou’regenerous,\"Theahurriedoverit,\"butthiswillbethebestway。HewillbehereonFridaydidItellyou?\"

  \"Ithinkyoumentionedit。That’srathersoon。MayIsmoke?\"hetookoutasmallcigarettecase。\"Isup—

  poseyou’llbeoffnextweek?\"heaskedashestruckamatch。

  \"JustassoonasIcan,\"sherepliedwitharestlessmove—

  mentofherarms,asifherdark—bluedressweretootightforher。\"ItseemsasifI’dbeenhereforever。\"

  \"Andyet,\"theyoungmanmused,\"wegotinonlyfour

  daysago。Factsreallydon’tcountformuch,dothey?It’sallinthewaypeoplefeel:eveninlittlethings。\"

  Theawinced,butshedidnotanswerhim。Sheputthetelegrambackinitsenvelopeandplaceditcarefullyinoneofthepigeonholesofthedesk。

  \"Isuppose,\"Fredbroughtoutwitheffort,\"thatyourfriendisinyourconfidence?\"

  \"Healwayshasbeen。Ishallhavetotellhimaboutmy—

  self。IwishIcouldwithoutdraggingyouin。\"

  Fredshookhimself。\"Don’tbotheraboutwhereyoudragme,please,\"heputin,flushing。\"Idon’tgive——\"

  hesubsidedsuddenly。

  \"I’mafraid,\"Theawentongravely,\"thathewon’tunderstand。He’llbehardonyou。\"

  Fredstudiedthewhiteashofhiscigarettebeforeheflickeditoff。\"Youmeanhe’llseemeasevenworsethanIam。Yes,IsupposeIshalllookverylowtohim:afifth—

  ratescoundrel。Butthatonlymattersinsofarasithurtshisfeelings。\"

  Theasighed。\"We’llbothlookprettylow。Andafterall,wemustreallybejustaboutasweshalllooktohim。\"

  Ottenburgstartedupandthrewhiscigaretteintothegrate。\"ThatIdeny。Haveyoueverbeenreallyfrankwiththispreceptorofyourchildhood,evenwhenyouWEREachild?Thinkaminute,haveyou?Ofcoursenot!Fromyourcradle,asIoncetoldyou,you’vebeen`doingit’ontheside,livingyourownlife,admittingtoyourselfthingsthatwouldhorrifyhim。You’vealwaysdeceivedhimtotheextentoflettinghimthinkyoudifferentfromwhatyouare。Hecouldn’tunderstandthen,hecan’tunder—

  standnow。Sowhynotspareyourselfandhim?\"

  Sheshookherhead。\"Ofcourse,I’vehadmyownthoughts。Maybehehashadhis,too。ButI’veneverdoneanythingbeforethathewouldmuchmind。Imustputmyselfrightwithhim,——asrightasIcan,——tobegin

  over。He’llmakeallowancesforme。Healwayshas。ButI’mafraidhewon’tforyou。\"

  \"Leavethattohimandme。Itakeityouwantmetoseehim?\"Fredsatdownagainandbeganabsentlytotracethecarpetpatternwithhiscane。\"Attheworst,\"hespokewanderingly,\"Ithoughtyou’dperhapsletmegoinonthebusinessendofitandinvestalongwithyou。You’dputinyourtalentandambitionandhardwork,andI’dputinthemoneyand——well,nobody’sgoodwishesaretobescorned,notevenmine。Then,whenthethingpannedoutbig,wecouldsharetogether。Yourdoctorfriendhasn’tcaredhalfsomuchaboutyourfutureasIhave。\"

  \"He’scaredagooddeal。Hedoesn’tknowasmuchaboutsuchthingsasyoudo。Ofcourseyou’vebeenagreatdealmorehelptomethananyoneelseeverhas,\"Theasaidquietly。Theblackclockonthemantelbegantostrike。Shelistenedtothefivestrokesandthensaid,\"I’dhavelikedyourhelpingmeeightmonthsago。Butnow,you’dsimplybekeepingme。\"

  \"Youweren’treadyforiteightmonthsago。\"Fredleanedbackatlastinhischair。\"Yousimplyweren’treadyforit。Youweretootired。Youweretootimid。Yourwholetonewastoolow。Youcouldn’trisefromachairlikethat,\"——shehadstartedupapprehensivelyandgonetowardthewindow。——\"Youwerefumblingandawkward。

  Sincethenyou’vecomeintoyourpersonality。Youwerealwayslockinghornswithitbefore。Youwereasullenlittledrudgeeightmonthsago,afraidofbeingcaughtateitherlookingormovinglikeyourself。Nobodycouldtellanythingaboutyou。Avoiceisnotaninstrumentthat’sfoundready—made。Avoiceispersonality。Itcanbeasbigasacircusandascommonasdirt。——There’sgoodmoneyinthatkind,too,butIdon’thappentobeinterestedinthem。——Nobodycouldtellmuchaboutwhatyoumightbeabletodo,lastwinter。Idivinedmorethananybodyelse。\"

  \"Yes,Iknowyoudid。\"Theawalkedovertotheold—

  fashionedmantelandheldherhandsdowntotheglowofthefire。\"Iowesomuchtoyou,andthat’swhatmakesthingshard。That’swhyIhavetogetawayfromyoualtogether。Idependonyouforsomanythings。Oh,Ididevenlastwinter,inChicago!\"Shekneltdownbythegrateandheldherhandsclosertothecoals。\"Andonethingleadstoanother。\"

  Ottenburgwatchedherasshebenttowardthefire。Hisglancebrightenedalittle。\"Anyhow,youcouldn’tlookasyoudonow,beforeyouknewme。YouWEREclumsy。Andwhateveryoudonow,youdosplendidly。Andyoucan’tcryenoughtospoilyourfaceformorethantenminutes。

  Itcomesrightback,inspiteofyou。It’sonlysinceyou’veknownmethatyou’veletyourselfbebeautiful。\"

  Withoutrisingsheturnedherfaceaway。Fredwentonimpetuously。\"Oh,youcanturnitawayfromme,Thea;

  youcantakeitawayfromme!Allthesame——\"hisspurtdiedandhefellback。\"Howcanyouturnonmeso,afterall!\"hesighed。

  \"Ihaven’t。Butwhenyouarrangedwithyourselftotakemeinlikethat,youcouldn’thavebeenthinkingverykindlyofme。Ican’tunderstandhowyoucarrieditthrough,whenIwassoeasy,andallthecircumstancesweresoeasy。\"

  Hercrouchingpositionbythefirebecamethreatening。

  Fredgotup,andTheaalsorose。

  \"No,\"hesaid,\"Ican’tmakeyouseethatnow。Sometimelater,perhaps,youwillunderstandbetter。Foronething,Ihonestlycouldnotimaginethatwords,names,meantsomuchtoyou。\"Fredwastalkingwiththedes—

  perationofamanwhohasputhimselfinthewrongandwhoyetfeelsthattherewasanideaoftruthinhisconduct。

  \"Supposethatyouhadmarriedyourbrakemanandlivedwithhimyearafteryear,caringforhimevenlessthanyoudoforyourdoctor,orforHarsanyi。Isupposeyouwould

  havefeltquiteallrightaboutit,becausethatrelationhasanameingoodstanding。Tome,thatseems——sickening!\"

  HetookarapidturnabouttheroomandthenasThearemainedstanding,herolledoneoftheelephantinechairsuptothehearthforher。

  \"Sitdownandlistentomeforamoment,Thea。\"Hebeganpacingfromthehearthrugtothewindowandbackagain,whileshesatdowncompliantly。\"Don’tyouknowmostofthepeopleintheworldarenotindividualsatall?

  Theyneverhaveanindividualideaorexperience。Alotofgirlsgotoboarding—schooltogether,comeoutthesameseason,danceatthesameparties,aremarriedoffingroups,havetheirbabiesataboutthesametime,sendtheirchildrentoschooltogether,andsothehumancroprenewsitself。Suchwomenknowasmuchabouttherealityoftheformstheygothroughastheyknowaboutthewarstheylearnthedatesof。Theygettheirmostper—

  sonalexperiencesoutofnovelsandplays。Everythingissecond—handwiththem。Why,youCOULDN’Tlivelikethat。\"

  Theasatlookingtowardthemantel,hereyeshalfclosed,herchinlevel,herheadsetasifshewereenduringsome—

  thing。Herhands,verywhite,laypassiveonherdarkgown。FromthewindowcornerFredlookedatthemandather。Heshookhisheadandflashedanangry,tormentedlookoutintothebluetwilightovertheSquare,throughwhichmuffledcriesandcallsandtheclangofcarbellscameupfromthestreet。Heturnedagainandbegantopacethefloor,hishandsinhispockets。

  \"Saywhatyouwill,TheaKronborg,youarenotthatsortofperson。Youwillneversitalonewithapacifierandanovel。Youwon’tsubsistonwhattheoldladieshaveputintothebottleforyou。Youwillalwaysbreakthroughintotherealities。ThatwasthefirstthingHarsanyifoundoutaboutyou;thatyoucouldn’tbekeptontheoutside。

  Ifyou’dlivedinMoonstoneallyourlifeandgotonwiththediscreetbrakeman,you’dhavehadjustthesame

  nature。Yourchildrenwouldhavebeentherealitiesthen,probably。Ifthey’dbeencommonplace,you’dhavekilledthemwithdriving。You’dhavemanagedsomewaytolivetwentytimesasmuchasthepeoplearoundyou。\"

  Fredpaused。Hesoughtalongtheshadowyceilingandheavymouldingsforwords。Whenhebeganagain,hisvoicewaslower,andatfirsthespokewithlessconviction,thoughagainitgrewonhim。\"NowIknewallthis——oh,knewitbetterthanIcanevermakeyouunderstand!

  You’vebeenrunningahandicap。Youhadnotimetolose。

  Iwantedyoutohavewhatyouneedandtogetonfast——

  getthroughwithme,ifneedbe;Icountedonthat。You’venotimetositroundandanalyzeyourconductoryourfeelings。Otherwomengivetheirwholelivestoit。They’venothingelsetodo。Helpingamantogethisdivorceisacareerforthem;justthesortofintellectualexercisetheylike。\"

  Freddivedfiercelyintohispocketsasifhewouldripthemoutandscattertheircontentstothewinds。Stop—

  pingbeforeher,hetookadeepbreathandwentonagain,thistimeslowly。\"Allthatsortofthingisforeigntoyou。You’dbenowhereatit。Youhaven’tthatkindofmind。Thegrammaticalnicetiesofconductaredarktoyou。You’resimple——andpoetic。\"Fred’svoiceseemedtobewanderingaboutinthethickeningdusk。\"Youwon’tplaymuch。Youwon’t,perhaps,lovemanytimes。\"Hepaused。\"Andyoudidloveme,youknow。Yourrailroadfriendwouldhaveunderstoodme。ICOULDhavethrownyouback。Thereversewasthere,——itstaredmeintheface,——

  butIcouldn’tpullit。Iletyoudriveahead。\"Hethrewouthishands。WhatTheanoticed,oddlyenough,wastheflashofthefirelightonhiscufflink。Heturnedagain。

  \"Andyou’llalwaysdriveahead,\"hemuttered。\"It’syourway。\"

  Therewasalongsilence。Fredhaddroppedintoachair。

  Heseemed,aftersuchanexplosion,nottohaveaword

  leftinhim。Theaputherhandtothebackofherneckandpressedit,asifthemusclestherewereaching。

  \"Well,\"shesaidatlast,\"IatleastoverlookmoreinyouthanIdoinmyself。Iamalwaysexcusingyoutomyself。

  Idon’tdomuchelse。\"

  \"Thenwhy,inHeaven’sname,won’tyouletmebeyourfriend?Youmakeascoundrelofme,borrowingmoneyfromanothermantogetoutofmyclutches。\"

  \"IfIborrowfromhim,it’stostudy。AnythingItookfromyouwouldbedifferent。AsIsaidbefore,you’dbekeepingme。\"

  \"Keeping!Ilikeyourlanguage。It’spureMoonstone,Thea,——likeyourpointofview。Iwonderhowlongyou’llbeaMethodist。\"Heturnedawaybitterly。

  \"Well,I’veneversaidIwasn’tMoonstone,haveI?I

  am,andthat’swhyIwantDr。Archie。Ican’tseeanythingsofunnyaboutMoonstone,youknow。\"Shepushedherchairbackalittlefromthehearthandclaspedherhandsoverherknee,stilllookingthoughtfullyintotheredcoals。

  \"Wealwayscomebacktothesamething,Fred。Thename,asyoucallit,makesadifferencetomehowIfeelaboutmyself。Youwouldhaveactedverydifferentlywithagirlofyourownkind,andthat’swhyIcan’ttakeanythingfromyounow。You’vemadeeverythingimpossible。Beingmarriedisonethingandnotbeingmarriedistheotherthing,andthat’sallthereistoit。Ican’tseehowyoureasonedwithyourself,ifyoutookthetroubletoreason。

  YousayIwastoomuchalone,andyetwhatyoudidwastocutmeoffmorethanIeverhadbeen。NowI’mgoingtotrytomakegoodtomyfriendsoutthere。That’sallthereisleftforme。\"

  \"Makegoodtoyourfriends!\"Fredburstout。\"WhatoneofthemcaresasIcare,orbelievesasIbelieve?I’vetoldyouI’llneveraskagraciouswordfromyouuntilI

  canaskitwithallthechurchesinChristendomatmyback。\"

  Thealookedup,andwhenshesawFred’sface,shethoughtsadlythathe,too,lookedasifthingswerespoiledforhim。\"Ifyouknowmeaswellasyousayyoudo,Fred,\"

  shesaidslowly,\"thenyouarenotbeinghonestwithyour—

  self。YouknowthatIcan’tdothingshalfway。Ifyoukeptmeatall——you’dkeepme。\"Shedroppedherheadwearilyonherhandandsatwithherforeheadrestingonherfingers。

  Fredleanedoverherandsaidjustabovehisbreath,\"Then,whenIgetthatdivorce,you’lltakeitupwithmeagain?You’llatleastletmeknow,warnme,beforethereisaseriousquestionofanybodyelse?\"

  Withoutliftingherhead,Theaansweredhim。\"Oh,I

  don’tthinktherewilleverbeaquestionofanybodyelse。

  NotifIcanhelpit。IsupposeI’vegivenyoueveryreasontothinktherewillbe,——atonce,onshipboard,anytime。\"

  Ottenburgdrewhimselfuplikeashot。\"Stopit,Thea!\"

  hesaidsharply。\"That’sonethingyou’veneverdone。

  That’slikeanycommonwoman。\"Hesawhershouldersliftalittleandgrowcalm。Thenhewenttotheothersideoftheroomandtookuphishatandglovesfromthesofa。

  Hecamebackcheerfully。\"Ididn’tdropintobullyyouthisafternoon。Icametocoaxyoutogooutforteawithmesomewhere。\"Hewaited,butshedidnotlookuporliftherhead,stillsunkonherhand。

  Herhandkerchiefhadfallen。Fredpickeditupandputitonherknee,pressingherfingersoverit。\"Good—night,dearandwonderful,\"hewhispered,——\"wonderfulanddear!

  HowcanyouevergetawayfrommewhenIwillalwaysfollowyou,througheverywall,througheverydoor,wher—

  everyougo。\"Helookeddownatherbenthead,andthecurveofherneckthatwassosad。Hestooped,andwithhislipsjusttouchedherhairwherethefirelightmadeitruddiest。\"Ididn’tknowIhaditinme,Thea。Ithoughtitwasallafairytale。Idon’tknowmyselfanymore。\"Heclosedhiseyesandbreatheddeeply。\"Thesalt’sallgone

  outofyourhair。It’sfullofsunandwindagain。Ibelieveithasmemories。\"Againsheheardhimtakeadeepbreath。

  \"Icoulddowithoutyouforalifetime,ifthatwouldgiveyoutoyourself。Awomanlikeyoudoesn’tfindherself,alone。\"

  Shethrustherfreehanduptohim。Hekisseditsoftly,asifshewereasleepandhewereafraidofwakingher。

  Fromthedoorheturnedbackirrelevantly。\"Astoyouroldfriend,Thea,ifhe’stobehereonFriday,why,\"——hesnatchedouthiswatchandhelditdowntocatchthelightfromthegrate,——\"he’sonthetrainnow!Thatoughttocheeryou。Good—night。\"Sheheardthedoorclose。

  III

  ONFridayafternoonTheaKronborgwaswalkingex—

  citedlyupanddownhersitting—room,whichatthathourwasfloodedbythin,clearsunshine。Bothwindowswereopen,andthefireinthegratewaslow,forthedaywasoneofthosefalsespringsthatsometimesblowintoNewYorkfromtheseainthemiddleofwinter,soft,warm,withapersuasivesaltymoistureintheairandarelaxingthawunderfoot。Theawasflushedandanimated,andsheseemedasrestlessasthesootysparrowsthatchirpedandcheepeddistractinglyaboutthewindows。Shekeptlookingattheblackclock,andthendownintotheSquare。Theroomwasfullofflowers,andshestoppednowandthentoarrangethemortomovethemintothesunlight。Afterthebellboycametoannounceavisitor,shetooksomeRomanhyacinthsfromaglassandstucktheminthefrontofherdark—bluedress。

  WhenatlastFredOttenburgappearedinthedoorway,shemethimwithanexclamationofpleasure。\"Iamgladyou’vecome,Fred。Iwasafraidyoumightnotgetmynote,andIwantedtoseeyoubeforeyouseeDr。Archie。

  He’ssonice!\"Shebroughtherhandstogethertoem—

  phasizeherstatement。

  \"Ishe?I’mglad。YouseeI’mquiteoutofbreath。

  Ididn’twaitfortheelevator,butranupstairs。Iwassopleasedatbeingsentfor。\"Hedroppedhishatandover—

  coat。\"Yes,Ishouldsayheisnice!Idon’tseemtorecognizeallofthese,\"wavinghishandkerchiefaboutattheflowers。

  \"Yes,hebroughtthemhimself,inabigbox。Hebroughtlotswithhimbesidesflowers。Oh,lotsofthings!TheoldMoonstonefeeling,\"——Theamovedherhandbackand

  forthintheair,flutteringherfingers,——\"thefeelingofstartingout,earlyinthemorning,totakemylesson。\"

  \"Andyou’vehadeverythingoutwithhim?\"

  \"No,Ihaven’t。\"

  \"Haven’t?\"Helookedupinconsternation。

  \"No,Ihaven’t!\"Theaspokeexcitedly,movingaboutoverthesunnypatchesonthegrimycarpet。\"I’veliedtohim,justasyousaidIhadalwaysliedtohim,andthat’swhyI’msohappy。I’velethimthinkwhathelikestothink。Oh,Icouldn’tdoanythingelse,Fred,\"——

  sheshookherheademphatically。\"Ifyou’dseenhimwhenhecamein,sopleasedandexcited!Youseethisisagreatadventureforhim。FromthemomentIbegantotalktohim,heentreatedmenottosaytoomuch,nottospoilhisnotionofme。Notinsomanywords,ofcourse。

  Butifyou’dseenhiseyes,hisface,hiskindhands!Oh,no!Icouldn’t。\"Shetookadeepbreath,asifwitharenewedsenseofhernarrowescape。

  \"Then,whatdidyoutellhim?\"Freddemanded。

  Theasatdownontheedgeofthesofaandbeganshuttingandopeningherhandsnervously。\"Well,Itoldhimenough,andnottoomuch。Itoldhimallabouthowgoodyouweretomelastwinter,gettingmeengagementsandthings,andhowyouhadhelpedmewithmyworkmorethananybody。ThenItoldhimabouthowyousentmedowntotheranchwhenIhadnomoneyoranything。\"

  Shepausedandwrinkledherforehead。\"AndItoldhimthatIwantedtomarryyouandranawaytoMexicowithyou,andthatIwasawfullyhappyuntilyoutoldmethatyoucouldn’tmarrymebecause——well,Itoldhimwhy。\"

  Theadroppedhereyesandmovedthetoeofhershoeaboutrestlesslyonthecarpet。

  \"Andhetookitfromyou,likethat?\"Fredasked,almostwithawe。

  \"Yes,justlikethat,andaskednoquestions。Hewashurt;hehadsomewretchedmoments。Icouldseehim

  squirmingandsquirmingandtryingtogetpastit。Hekeptshuttinghiseyesandrubbinghisforehead。ButwhenItoldhimthatIabsolutelyknewyouwantedtomarryme,thatyouwouldwheneveryoucould,thatseemedtohelphimagooddeal。\"

  \"Andthatsatisfiedhim?\"Fredaskedwonderingly。

  HecouldnotquiteimaginewhatkindofpersonDr。Archiemightbe。

  \"Hetookmebytheshouldersonceandasked,oh,insuchafrightenedway,`Thea,washeGOODtoyou,thisyoungman?’WhenItoldhimyouwere,helookedatmeagain:`Andyoucareforhimagreatdeal,youbelieveinhim?’Thenheseemedsatisfied。\"Theapaused。\"Yousee,he’sjusttremendouslygood,andtremendouslyafraidofthings——ofsomethings。OtherwisehewouldhavegotridofMrs。Archie。\"Shelookedupsuddenly:\"Youwereright,though;onecan’ttellpeopleaboutthingstheydon’tknowalready。\"

  Fredstoodinthewindow,hisbacktothesunlight,fingeringthejonquils。\"Yes,youcan,mydear。Butyoumusttellitinsuchawaythattheydon’tknowyou’retellingit,andthattheydon’tknowthey’rehear—

  ingit。\"

  Theasmiledpasthim,outintotheair。\"Isee。It’sasecret。Likethesoundintheshell。\"

  \"What’sthat?\"Fredwaswatchingherandthinkinghowmovingthatfarawayexpression,inher,happenedtobe。\"Whatdidyousay?\"

  Shecameback。\"Oh,somethingoldandMoonstony!

  Ihavealmostforgottenitmyself。ButIfeelbetterthanI

  thoughtIevercouldagain。Ican’twaittobeoff。Oh,Fred,\"shesprangup,\"Iwanttogetatit!\"

  Asshebrokeoutwiththis,shethrewupherheadandliftedherselfalittleonhertoes。Fredcoloredandlookedatherfearfully,hesitatingly。Hereyes,whichlookedoutthroughthewindow,werebright——theyhadnomemories。

  No,shedidnotremember。Thatmomentaryelevationhadnoassociationsforher。Itwasunconscious。

  Helookedherupanddownandlaughedandshookhishead。\"YouarejustallIwantyoutobe——andthatis,——

  notforme!Don’tworry,you’llgetatit。Youareatit。

  MyGod!haveyouever,foronemoment,beenatanythingelse?\"

  Theadidnotanswerhim,andclearlyshehadnotheardhim。Shewaswatchingsomethingoutinthethinlightofthefalsespringanditstreacherouslysoftair。

  Fredwaitedamoment。\"Areyougoingtodinewithyourfriendto—night?\"

  \"Yes。HehasneverbeeninNewYorkbefore。Hewantstogoabout。WhereshallItellhimtogo?\"

  \"Wouldn’titbeabetterplan,sinceyouwishmetomeethim,foryoubothtodinewithme?Itwouldseemonlynaturalandfriendly。You’llhavetoliveupalittletohisnotionofus。\"Theaseemedtoconsiderthesuggestionfavorably。\"Ifyouwishhimtobeeasyinhismind,\"

  Fredwenton,\"thatwouldhelp。Ithink,myself,thatwearerathernicetogether。Putononeofthenewdressesyougotdownthere,andlethimseehowlovelyyoucanbe。Youowehimsomepleasure,afterallthetroublehehastaken。\"

  Thealaughed,andseemedtofindtheideaexcitingandpleasant。\"Oh,verywell!I’lldomybest。Onlydon’twearadresscoat,please。Hehasn’tone,andhe’snervousaboutit。\"

  Fredlookedathiswatch。\"Yourmonumentupthereisfast。I’llbeherewithacabateight。I’manxioustomeethim。You’vegivenmethestrangestideaofhiscallowinnocenceandagedindifference。\"

  Sheshookherhead。\"No,he’snoneofthat。He’sverygood,andhewon’tadmitthings。Ilovehimforit。Now,asIlookbackonit,IseethatI’vealways,evenwhenIwaslittle,shieldedhim。\"

  Asshelaughed,Fredcaughtthebrightsparkinhereyethatheknewsowell,andhelditforahappyin—

  stant。Thenheblewherakisswithhisfinger—tipsandfled。

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