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  TheperceptionsshehadbroughtwithherfilledherjourneyintoKentwithdeliciousthings,deliciousrecognitionofbeautiesshehadbeforeknowntheexistenceofonlythroughthereadingofbooks,andthedwellingupontheircharmsasreproduced,moreorlessperfectly,oncanvas。Shesawrollbyher,withthepassingofthetrain,thelovelinessoflandandpicturesquenessoflivingwhichshehadsavedforherselfwithepicureanintentionforyears。Herfancy,whendetachedfromherthoughtsofhersister,hadbeenepicurean,andshehadbeenquiteawarethatitwasso。Whenshehadleftthesuburbsandthosevillagesalreadytouchedwithsuburbanitybehind,shefeltherselfsettleintoaglowofluxuriousenjoymentinthefreshnessofherpleasureinthefamiliar,andyetunfamiliar,objectsinthethick—hedgedfields,whosebroad—

  branched,thick—foliagedoaksandbeechesweremoreemboweringintheirshade,andsweeterintheirgreenthananythingsherememberedthatothercountrieshadofferedher,evenattheirbest。Withinthefieldsthehawthornhedgesbeautifullyenclosedweregroupsofresignedmothersheepwiththeiryounglambsaboutthem。Thecuriouspointedtopsoftheredhopkilns,piercingthetreesnearthefarmhouses,woreanalmostintentionalairofaddingpicturesquedetail。

  Therewereclustersofoldbuildingsanddotsofcottagesandcottagegardenswhichmadehernowandthenutterexclamationsofdelight。LittleinarticulateRosyhadseenandfeltitalltwelveyearsbeforeonherhopelessbridalhome—comingwhenNigelhadsathuddledunbecominglyinthecorneroftherailwaycarriage。Herpowerofexpressionhadbeenlimitedtolittlejoyfulgaspsandobviouslaudatoryadjectives,smotheredintheirbirthbyherfirstglanceatherbridegroom。

  Betty,inseeingit,knewalltheexquisitenessofherownpleasure,andallthemeaningsofit。

  Yes,itwasEngland——England。ItwastheEnglandofConstableandMorland,ofMissMitfordandMissAusten,theBrontesandGeorgeEliot。Thelandwhichsoftlyrolledandclotheditselfintherichverdureofmanytrees,sometimesinlovelyclusters,sometimesincoveringcopse,wasConstable’s;theripeyoungwomanwiththefat—leggedchildrenandthefarmyardbeastsabouther,asshefedthehensfromthewoodenpigginunderherarm,wasMorland’sown。

  ThevillagestreetmightbeMissMitford’s,thewell—to—dohouseJaneAusten’sownfancy,initswarmbrickandcomfortabledecorum。Shelaughedalittleasshethoughtit。

  \"ThatisAmerican,\"shesaid,\"thehabitofcomparingeverystickandstoneandbreathingthingtosomeliteraryparallel。Wealmostinvariablysaythatthingsremindusofpicturesorbooks——mostusuallybooks。Itseemsalittlecrude,butperhapsitmeansthatweareanintenselyliteraryandartisticpeople。\"

  Shecontinuedtofindcomparisonsrevealingtohertheirappositeness,untilherjourneyhadendedbythetrain’sslackeningspeedandcomingtoastandstillbeforetherural—lookinglittlestationwhichhadpresenteditsquaintaspecttoLadyAnstruthersonherhome—comingofyearsbefore。

  Ithadnot,duringtheyearswhichcertainlyhadgiventimeforchange,alteredintheleast。Thestationmasterhadgrownstouterandmorerosy,andcameforwardwithhisrespectful,hospitableair,toattendtotheunusual—lookingyounglady,whowastheonlyfirst—classpassenger。Hethoughtshemustbeavisitorexpectedatsomecountryhouse,butnoneofthecarriages,whosecoachmenwerehisfamiliaracquaintances,wereinwaiting。Thatsuchafineyoungladyshouldbepayingavisitatanyhousewhoseownersdidnotsendanequipagetoattendhercoming,struckhimasunusual。

  Thebroughamfromthe\"Crown,\"thoughadecentcountrytownvehicle,seemedinadequate。Yet,thereitstooddrawnupoutsidethestation,andshewenttoitwiththemannerofayoungladywhohadordereditsattendanceandknewitwouldbethere。

  Wellsfeltagooddealofinterest。Amongthemanyyoungladieswhodescendedfromthefirst—classcompartmentsandpassedthroughthelittlewaiting—roomontheirwaytothecarriagesofthegentrytheyweregoingtovisit,hedidnotknowwhenayoungladyhad\"caughthiseye,\"sotospeak,asthisonedid。Shewasnotexactlythekindofyoungladyonewouldimmediatelyclassmentallyas\"aforeigner,\"buttheblueofhereyeswassodeep。andherhairandeyelashessodark,thatthesethings,combiningthemselveswithacertain\"way\"shehad,madehimfeelhertobeofatypeunfamiliartotheregion,atleast。

  Hewasstruck,also,bythefactthattheyoungladyhadnomaidwithher。ThetruthwasthatBettinahadpurposelylefthermaidintown。Ifawkwardthingsoccurred,thepresenceofanattendantwouldbeasortofcomplication。Itwasbetter,onthefirstapproach,tobewhollyunencumbered。

  \"HowfararewefromStornhamCourt?\"sheinquired。

  \"Fivemiles,mylady,\"heanswered,touchinghiscap。Sheexpressedsomethingwhichtotheruralandingenuous,whosestandardsweredefined,demandedarecognitionofprobablerank。

  \"I’dliketoknow,\"washiscommenttohiswifewhenhewenthometodinner,\"whohasgonetoStornhamCourtto—day。

  There’sfewenoughvisitorsgothere,andnonesuchasher,forcertain。Shedon’tliveanywhereonthelineabovehere,either,forI’veneverseenherfacebefore。Shewasatall,handsomeone——shewas,butitisn’tjustthatmadeyoulookafterher。

  Shewasacleveronewithaspirit,I’llbebound。Iwaswonderingwhatherladyshipwouldhavetosaytoher。\"

  \"PerhapsshewasoneofHISfineladies?\"suggestively。

  \"Thatshewasn’t,either。And,asforthat,Iwonderwhathe’dhavetosaytosuchassheis。\"

  Therewascomplexityofelementenoughinthethingshewasonherwaytodo,Bettinawasthinking,asshewasdrivenoverthewhiteribbonofcountryroadthatunrolledoverriseandhollow,betweenthesheep—dottedgreennessoffieldsandthescentedhedges。Thesoftbeautyenclosingherwasalittleshutoutfromherbyhermentalattitude。Shebroughtforwardforherowndecisionsuponsuitableactionanumberofpossiblesituationsshemightfindherselfcalledupontoconfront。Theonethingnecessarywasthatsheshouldbepreparedforanythingwhatever,evenforRosy’snotbeingpleasedtoseeher,orforfindingSirNigelathoroughlyreformedandamiablecharacter\"ItisthethingwhichseeminglyCANNOThappenwhichoneismostlikelytofindone’sselffacetofacewith。Itwillbealittleawkwardtoarrange,ifhehasdevelopedeverydomesticvirtue,andisdelightedtoseeme。\"

  Undersuchratherconfusingconditionsherplanwouldbetopresenttothem,asanaffectionatesurprise,theunheraldedvisit,whichmightappearatrifleuncalledfor。Shefelthappilysureofherselfunderanycircumstancesnotpartakingofthenatureofcollisionsatsea。YetshehadnotbehavedabsolutelyillatthetimeofthethreatenedcatastropheintheMeridiana。Herremembrance,anoddlysuddenone,ofthedefinitemannerofthered—hairedsecond—classpassenger,assuredherofthat。Hehadcertainlyhadallhissensesabouthim,andhehadspokentoherasapersontobecountedon。

  HerpulsebeatalittlemorehurriedlyasthebroughamenteredStornhamvillage。Itwaspicturesque,butstruckheraslookingneglected。Manyofthecottageshadanairofdilapidation。Thereweremanybrokenwindowsandunmendedgardenpalings。Asuggestedlackofwhitewashinseveralcaseswasnotcheerful。

  \"IknownothingofthedutiesofEnglishlandlords,\"shesaid,lookingthroughhercarriagewindow,\"butIshoulddoitmyself,ifIwereRosy。\"

  Shesaw,asshewastakenthroughtheparkgateway,thatthatstructurewasoutoforder,andthatdamageddiamondpanespeeredoutfromunderthethicknessoftheivymassingitselfoverthelodge。

  \"Ah!\"washerthought,\"itdoesnotpromiseasitshould。

  Happypeopledonotletthingsfalltopieces。\"

  Evenwindingavenue,andspreadingsward,andgorse,andbroom,andbracken,enfoldingalltheearthbeneathhugetrees,werenotfairenoughtoremoveasuddenremotefearwhicharoseinherrapidlyreasoningmind。Itsuggestedtoherapointofviewsonewthat,whileshewasamazedatherselffornothavingcontemplateditbefore,shefoundherselfwishingthatthecoachmanwoulddriverathermoreslowly,actuallythatshemighthavemoretimetoreflect。

  Theywerenearingadipinthepark,wheretherewasalonelylookingpool。Thebrackenwasthickandhighthere,andthesun,whichhadjustbrokenthroughacloud,hadpiercedthetreeswithagoldengleam。

  Alittlewithdrawnfromthisshaftofbrightnessstoodtwofigures,adowdylittlewomanandahunchbackedboy。Thewomanheldsomefernsinherhand,andtheboywassittingdownandrestinghischinonhishands,whichwerefoldedonthetopofastick。

  \"Stophereforamoment,\"Bettinasaidtothecoachman。

  \"Iwanttoaskthatwomanaquestion。\"

  ShehadthoughtthatshemightdiscoverifhersisterwasattheCourt。Sherealisedthattoknowwouldbeapointofadvantage。Sheleanedforwardandspoke。

  \"Ibegyourpardon,\"shesaid,\"Iwonderifyoucantellme————\"

  Thewomancameforwardalittle。Shehadalistlessstepandafaded,listlessface。

  \"Whatdidyouask?\"shesaid。

  Bettyleanedstillfurtherforward。

  \"Canyoutellme————\"shebeganandstopped。Asenseofstrictureinthethroatstoppedher,ashereyestookinthewashed—outcolourofthethinface,thewashed—outcolourofthethinhair——thindrabhair,draggedinstraight,hardunbecomingnessfromtheforeheadandcheeks。

  Wasittruethatherheartwasthumping,asshehadhearditsaidthatagitationmadeheartsthump?

  Shebeganagain。

  \"Canyou——tellmeif——LadyAnstruthersisathome?\"

  sheinquired。Asshesaiditshefeltthebloodsurgeupfromthefuriousheart,andthehandshehadlaidonthehandleofthedoorofthebroughamclutcheditinvoluntarily。

  Thedowdylittlewomanansweredherindifferently,staringatheralittle。

  \"IamLadyAnstruthers,\"shesaid。

  Bettinaopenedthecarriagedoorandstoodupontheground。

  \"Goontothehouse,\"shegaveordertothecoachman,and,withasomewhatstartledlook,hedroveaway。

  \"Rosy!\"Bettina’svoicewasahushed,almostawed,thing。

  \"YOUareRosy?\"

  Thefadedlittlewreckofacreaturebegantolookfrightened。

  \"Rosy!\"sherepeated,withasmall,wry,painfulsmile。

  Shewasthenextmomentheldinthefoldingofstrong,youngarms,againstaquicklybeatingheart。Shewasbeingwildlykissed,andtheveryairseemedrichwithwarmthandlife。

  \"IamBetty,\"sheheard。\"Lookatme,Rosy!IamBetty。Lookatmeandremember!\"

  LadyAnstruthersgasped,andbrokeintoafaint,hystericlaugh。ShesuddenlyclutchedatBettina’sarm。Foraminutehergazewaswildasshelookedup。

  \"Betty,\"shecriedout。\"No!No!No!Ican’tbelieveit!Ican’t!Ican’t!\"

  Thatjustthisthingcouldhavetakenplaceinher,Bettinahadneverthought。Asshehadreflectedonherwayfromthestation,theimpossibleiswhatonefindsone’sselffacetofacewith。Twelveyearsshouldnothavechangedaprettyblondethingofnineteentoaworn,unintelligent—lookingdowdyoftheorderofdowdinesswhichseemstohavelivedbeyondageandsex。Shelookedevenstupid,oratleaststupefied。Atthismomentshewasasilly,middle—agedwoman,whodidnotknowwhattodo。ForafewsecondsBettinawonderedifshewasgladtoseeher,oronlyfeltawkwardandunequaltothesituation。

  \"Ican’tbelieveyou,\"shecriedoutagain,andbegantoshiver。\"Betty!LittleBetty?No!No!itisn’t!\"

  Sheturnedtotheboy,whohadliftedhischinfromhisstick,andwasstaring。

  \"Ughtred!Ughtred!\"shecalledtohim。\"Come!Shesays——shesays————\"

  Shesatdownuponaclumpofheatherandbegantocry。

  Shehidherfaceinhersparehandsandbrokeintosobbing。

  \"Oh,Betty!No!\"shegasped。\"It’ssolongago——it’ssofaraway。Younevercame——noone——noone——came!\"

  Thehunchbackedboydrewnear。Hehadlimpeduponhisstick。Hespokelikeanelderly,affectionategnome,notlikeachild。

  \"Don’tdothat,mother,\"hesaid。\"Don’tletitupsetyouso,whateveritis。\"

  \"It’ssolongago;it’ssofaraway!\"shewept,withcatchesinherbreathandvoice。\"Younevercame!\"

  Bettykneltdownandenfoldedheragain。Herbell—likevoicewasfirmandclear。

  \"Ihavecomenow,\"shesaid。\"Anditisnotfaraway。

  Acablewillreachfatherintwohours。\"

  Pursuingacertainvividthoughtinhermind,shelookedatherwatch。

  \"Ifyouspoketomotherbycablethismoment,\"sheadded,withaccustomedcoolness,andshefelthersisteractuallystartasshespoke,\"shecouldansweryoubyfiveo’clock。\"

  LadyAnstruther’sstartendedinalaughandgaspmorehystericthanherfirst。Therewasevenakindofwanawakeninginherface,assheliftedittolookatthewonderfulnewcomer。Shecaughtherhandandheldit,trembling,assheweaklylaughed。

  \"ItmustbeBetty,\"shecried。\"Thatlittlesternway!

  Itissolikeher。Betty——Betty——dear!\"Shefellintoasobbing,shakenheapupontheheather。TheharrowingthoughtpassedthroughBetty’smindthatshelookedalmostlikealimpbundleofshabbyclothes。Shewassohelplessinherpathetic,apologetichysteria。

  \"Ishall——bebetter,\"shegasped。\"It’snothing。Ughtred,tellher。\"

  \"She’sveryweak,really,\"saidtheboyUghtred,inhismatureway。\"Shecan’thelpitsometimes。I’llgetsomewaterfromthepool。\"

  \"Letmego,\"saidBetty,andshedarteddowntothewater。

  Shewasbackinamoment。Theboywasrubbingandpattinghismother’shandstenderly。

  \"Atanyrate,\"heremarked,asoneconsoledbyareflection,\"fatherisnotathome。\"

  CHAPTERXI

  \"ITHOUGHTYOUHADALLFORGOTTEN\"

  As,afterasingularhalfhourspentamongthebrackenunderthetrees,theybegantheirreturntothehouse,Bettinafeltthathersenseofadventurehadaltereditscharacter。Shewasstillinthemidstofaremarkablesortofexploit,whichmightendanywhereorinanything,butithadbecomeatoncemoreprosaicindetailandmoreintenseinitssignificance。Whatitssignificancemightprovelikelytobewhenshefacedit,shehadnotknown,itistrue。Butthiswasdifferentfrom——

  fromanything。Astheywalkedupthesun—dappledavenueshekeptglancingasideatRosy,andendeavouringtodrawusefulconclusions。Thepoorgirl’sairofbeingaplain,insignificantfrump,longpastyouth,struckanextraordinaryand,forthetime,unexplainablenote。Herill—cut,out—of—

  datedress,thecheapsuitofthehunchbackedboy,wholimpedpatientlyalong,helpedbyhiscrutch,suggestedpossibleexplanationswhichwerewithoutdoubtconnectedwiththethoughtwhichhadriseninBettina’smind,asshehadbeendriventhroughthebroken—hingedentrancegate。WhatextraordinarydisposalwasbeingmadeofRosy’smoney?Buthereachglanceathersisteralsosuggestedcomplicationuponcomplication。

  Thesingularhalfhourunderthetreesbythepool,spent,afterthefirsthystericmomentswereover,invagueexclaimingsandquestions,whichseemedhalffrightenedandallatsea,hadgraduallyshownherthatshewastalkingtoacreaturewhollyotherthantheRosaliewhohadsowellknownandlovedthemall,andwhomtheyhadsowelllovedandknown。

  Theydidnotknowthisone,andshedidnotknowthem,shewasevenalittleafraidofthestirandmovementoftheirlifeandbeing。TheRosytheyhadknownseemedtobeimprisonedwithinthewalltheyearsofherseparatedlifehadbuiltabouther。AteachbreathshedrewBettinasawhowlongtheyearshadbeentoher,andhowfarherhomehadseemedtolieaway,sofarthatitcouldnottouchher,andwasonlyasortofdream,therecallingofwhichmadehersuddenlybegintocryagaineveryfewminutes。ToBettina’ssensitivelyalertminditwasplainthatitwouldnotdointheleasttodraghersuddenlyoutofherprison,orcloister,whichsoeveritmightbe。Todosowouldbelikeforcingacreatureaccustomedonlytodarkness,tostareattheblazingsun。Tohaveburstuponherwiththeoldimpetuous,candidfondnesswouldhavebeentofrightenandshockherasifwithsomethingborderingonindecency。Shecouldnothavestoodit;perhapssuchfondnesswassoremotefromherinthesedaysthatshehadevenceasedtobeabletounderstandit。

  \"Whereareyourlittlegirls?\"Bettinaasked,rememberingthattherehadbeennoticegivenoftheadventoftwogirlbabies。

  \"Theydied,\"LadyAnstruthersansweredunemotionally。\"Theybothdiedbeforetheywereayearold。ThereisonlyUghtred。\"

  Bettyglancedattheboyandsawasmallflameofredcreepuponhischeek。Instinctivelysheknewwhatitmeant,andsheputoutherhandandlightlytouchedhisshoulder。

  \"Ihopeyou’lllikeme,Ughtred,\"shesaid。

  Healmoststartedatthesoundofhervoice,butwhenheturnedhisfacetowardsherheonlygrewredder,andlookedawkwardwithoutanswering。Hismannerwasthatofaboywhowasunusedtotheamenitiesofpolitesociety,andwhowasonlymadeshybythem。

  Withoutwarning,amomentorsolater,Bettinastoppedinthemiddleoftheavenue,andlookedupatthearchinggiantbranchesofthetreeswhichhadreachedoutfromonesidetotheother,asiftoclasphandsorencompassaninterlacingembrace。Asfarastheeyereached,theydidthis,andthebeholderstoodasinahighstatelypergola,withbreaksofdeepazureskybetween。Severalmellow,cawingrookswerefloatingsolemnlybeneathorabovethebranches,nowwandthensettlinginsomehighestoneordisappearinginthethickgreenness。

  LadyAnstruthersstoppedwhenhersisterdidso,andglancedatherinvagueinquiry。Itwasplainthatshehadoutlivedevenhersenseofthebeautysurroundingher。

  \"Whatareyoulookingat,Betty?\"sheasked。

  \"Atallofit,\"Bettyanswered。\"Itissowonderful。\"

  \"Shelikesit,\"saidUghtred,andthenratherslunkastepbehindhismother,asifhewereashamedofhimself。

  \"Thehouseisjustbeyondthosetrees,\"saidLadyAnstruthers。

  Theycameinfullviewofitthreeminuteslater。Whenshesawit,Bettyutteredanexclamationandstoppedagaintoenjoyeffects。

  \"Shelikesthat,too,\"saidUghtred,and,althoughhesaiditsheepishly,therewasimperfectlyconcealedbeneaththeawkwardnessapleasureinthefact。

  \"Doyou?\"askedRosalie,withhersmall,painfulsmile。

  Bettylaughed。

  \"Itistoopicturesque,initsspecialway,tobequitecredible,\"shesaid。

  \"IthoughtthatwhenIfirstsawit,\"saidRosy。

  \"Don’tyouthinkso,now?\"

  \"Well,\"wastheratheruncertainreply,\"asNigelsays,there’snotmuchgoodinaplacethatisfallingtopieces。\"

  \"Whyletitfalltopieces?\"Bettyputittoherwithimpartialpromptness。

  \"Wehaven’tmoneyenoughtoholdittogether,\"resignedly。

  Astheyclimbedthelow,broad,lichen—blotchedsteps,whosebrokenstonebalustradeswerealmosthiddeninclutching,untrimmedivy,Bettyfeltthemtobealmostincredible,too。Theunevenstonesoftheterracethestepsmountedtowerelichen—

  blotchedandbrokenalso。Tuftsofgreengrowthshadforcedthemselvesbetweentheflags,andaddedanuntidybeauty。

  Theivytossedinbranchesovertheredroofandwallsofthehouse。Ithadbeenleftunclipped,untilitwasratheranendlesslyclamberingtreethanacreeper。Thehalltheyenteredhadthebeautyofspaciousformandgood,oldoakenpanelling。Thereweredeepwindowseatsandanancienthigh—backedsettleorso,andamassivetablebythefirelesshearth。Buttherewerenopicturesinplaceswherepictureshadevidentlyoncehung,andtheonlycoveringsonthestonefloorwerethefadedremnantsofacentralrugandaworntigerskin,theheadalmostbaldandaglasseyeknockedout。

  Bettinatookintheunpromisingdetailswithoutaquiveroftheextravagantlashes。These,indeed,andtheeyespertainingtothem,seemedrathertosweepthefineroof,andacertainminstrel’sgalleryandstaircase,thanwhichnothingcouldhavebeenmuchfiner,withthelookofanappreciativeadmirerofarchitecturalfeaturesandoldoak。ShehadnotjourneyedtoStornhamCourtwiththeintentionofdisturbingRosy,orofbeingherselfobviouslydisturbed。Shehadcometoobservesituationsandrearrangethemwiththatintelligenceofwhichunconsideredemotionorexclamationformnopart。

  \"ItisthefirstoldEnglishhouseIhaveseen,\"shesaid,withasighofpleasure。\"Iamsoglad,Rosy——Iamsogladthatitisyours。\"

  SheputahandoneachofRosy’sthinshoulders——shefeltsharplydefinedbonesasshedidso——andbenttokissher。Itwasthenaturalaffectionateexpressionofherfeeling,buttearsstartedtoRosy’seyes,andtheboyUghtred,whohadsatdowninawindowseat,turnedredagain,andshiftedinhisplace。

  \"Oh,Betty!\"wasRosy’sfaintnervousexclamation,\"youseemsobeautifuland——so——sostrange——thatyoufrightenme。\"

  Bettylaughedwiththesoftestpossiblecheerfulness,shakingheralittle。

  \"Ishallnotseemstrangelong,\"shesaid,\"afterIhavestayedwithyouafewweeks,ifyouwillletmestaywithyou。\"

  \"Letyou!Letyou!\"inasortofgasp。

  PoorlittleLadyAnstrutherssankontoasettleandbegantocryagain。Itwasplainthatshealwayscriedwhenthingsoccurred。Ughtred’sspeechfromhiswindowseattestifiedatoncetothat。

  \"Don’tcry,mother,\"hesaid。\"Youknowhowwe’vetalkedthatovertogether。It’shernerves,\"heexplainedtoBettina。\"Weknowitonlymakesthingsworse,butshecan’tstopit。\"

  Bettinasatonthesettle,too。Sheherselfwasnotthenawareofthewonderfulfeelingthepoorlittlesparefigureexperienced,ashersoftlystrongyoungarmscurvedaboutit。Shewasonlyawarethatsheherselffeltthatthiswasaheart—breakingthing,andthatshemustnot——MUSTnotletitbeseenhowmuchsherecogniseditswoefulness。Thiswaspretty,fairRosy,whohadneverdoneaharminherhappylife——thisforlornthingwasherRosy。

  \"Nevermind,\"shesaid,halflaughingagain。\"Iratherwanttocrymyself,andIamstrongerthansheis。Iamimmenselystrong。\"

  \"Yes!Yes!\"saidLadyAnstruthers,wipinghereyes,andmakingatremendouseffortatself—respectingcomposure。

  \"Youarestrong。Ihavegrownsoweakin——well,ineveryway。Betty,I’mafraidthisisapoorwelcome。Yousee——I’mafraidyou’llfinditallsodifferentfrom——fromNewYork。\"

  \"Iwantedtofinditdifferent,\"saidBetty。

  \"But——but——Imean——youknow————\"LadyAnstruthersturnedhelplesslytotheboy。Bettinawasstruckwiththepainfultruththatshelookedevensillyassheturnedtohim。

  \"Ughtred——tellher,\"sheended,andhungherhead。

  Ughtredhadgotdownatoncefromhisseatandlimpedforward。Hisunprepossessingfacelookedasifhepulledhischildishnesstogetherwithanunchildisheffort。

  \"Shemeans,\"hesaid,inhisawkwardway,\"thatshedoesn’tknowhowtomakeyoucomfortable。Theroomsareallsoshabby——everythingissoshabby。Perhapsyouwon’tstaywhenyousee。\"

  Bettinaperceptiblyincreasedthefirmnessofherholdonhersister’sbody。Itwasasifshedrewitnearertohersideinakindoftakingpossession。Sheknewthatthemomenthadcomewhenshemightgothisfar,atleast,withoutexpressingalarmingthings。

  \"Youcannotshowmeanythingthatwillfrightenme,\"

  wastheanswershemade。\"Ihavecometostay,Rosy。Wecanmakethingsrightiftheyrequireit。Whynot?\"

  LadyAnstruthersstartedalittle,andstaredather。Sheknewtenthousandreasonswhythingshadnotbeenmaderight,andthecasualinferencethatsuchreasonscouldbelightlysweptawayasifbythemerewaveofahand,impliedapowerappertainingtoatimeseemingsolostforeverthatitwastoomuchforher。

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