Where’syourship?DoyouthinkI’mgoingtoletyoucomehereandeatyourwifeoutofhouseandhome,andthengivemoneytokeeptheconcerngoing?\"
\"JusttheverywordsIsaidwhenhefirstshowedhisfacehere,yist’day。Didn’tI,Z’rilla?\"saidthewoman,eagerlyjoiningintherebukeofherlatebooncompanion。
\"Yougotnobusinesshere,Hen,s’dI。Youcan’tcomeheretoliveonmeandZ’rilla,s’dI。Youwanttogobacktoyourship,s’dI。That’swhatIsaid。\"
Thesailormumbled,withasmileoftipsyamiabilityforLapham,somethingaboutthecrewbeingdischarged。
\"Yes,\"thewomanbrokein,\"that’salwaysthewaywiththesecoasters。Whydon’tyougooffonsomethemlongv’y’ges?s’dI。It’sprettyhardwhenMr。WemmelstandsreadytomarryZ’rillaandprovideacomfortablehomeforusboth——Ihain’tgotagreatmanyyearsmoretolive,andISHOULDliketogetsomesatisfactionoutof’em,andnotbebeholdenanddependentallmydays,——tohaveHen,here,blockin’theway。Itellhimthere’dbemoremoneyforhimintheend;buthecan’tseemtomakeuphismindtoit。\"
\"Well,now,lookhere,\"saidLapham。\"Idon’tcareanythingaboutallthat。It’syourownbusiness,andI’mnotgoingtomeddlewithit。Butit’smybusinesswholivesoffme;
andsoItellyouallthree,I’mwillingtotakecareofZerrilla,andI’mwillingtotakecareofhermother————\"
\"Iguessifithadn’tbeenforthatchild’sfather,\"
themotherinterpolated,\"youwouldn’tbeenheretotellthetale,ColonelLapham。\"
\"Iknowallaboutthat,\"saidLapham。\"ButI’lltellyouwhat,Mr。Dewey,I’mnotgoingtosupportYOU。\"
\"Idon’tseewhatHen’sdone,\"saidtheoldwomanimpartially。
\"Hehasn’tdoneanything,andI’mgoingtostopit。
He’sgottogetaship,andhe’sgottogetoutofthis。
AndZerrillaneedn’tcomebacktoworktillhedoes。
I’mdonewithyouall。\"
\"Well,Ivow,\"saidthemother,\"ifIeverheardanythinglikeit!Didn’tthatchild’sfatherlaydownhislifeforyou?Hain’tyousaidityourselfahundredtimes?
Anddon’tsheworkforhermoney,andslaveforitmornin’,noon,andnight?Youtalkasifwewasbeholdentoyoufortheverybreadinourmouths。Iguessifithadn’tbeenforJim,youwouldn’tbeenherecrowin’
overus。\"
\"YoumindwhatIsay。Imeanbusinessthistime,\"
saidLapham,turningtothedoor。
Thewomanroseandfollowedhim,withherbottleinherhand。
\"Say,Colonel!whatshouldyouadviseZ’rillatodoaboutMr。Wemmel?Itellherthereain’tanyusegoin’tothetroubletogitadivorcewithoutshe’ssureabouthim。
Don’tyouthinkwe’doughttogithimtosignapaper,orsomething,thathe’llmarryherifshegitsit?Idon’tliketohavethingsgoingatlooseendsthewaytheyare。
Itain’tsense。Itain’tright。\"
Laphammadenoanswertothemotheranxiousforherchild’sfuture,andconcernedforthemoralquestionsinvolved。
Hewentoutanddownthestairs,andonthepavementatthelowerdoorhealmoststruckagainstRogers,whohadabaginhishand,andseemedtobehurryingtowardsoneofthedepots。Hehaltedalittle,asiftospeaktoLapham;butLaphamturnedhisbackabruptlyuponhim,andtooktheotherdirection。
Thedaysweregoingbyinamonotonyofadversitytohim,fromwhichhecouldnolongerescape,evenathome。
Heattemptedonceortwicetotalkofhistroublestohiswife,butsherepulsedhimsharply;sheseemedtodespiseandhatehim;buthesethimselfdoggedlytomakeaconfessiontoher,andhestoppedheronenight,asshecameintotheroomwherehesat——hastilyuponsomeerrandthatwastotakeherdirectlyawayagain。
\"Persis,there’ssomethingI’vegottotellyou。\"
Shestoodstill,asiffixedagainstherwill,tolisten。
\"Iguessyouknowsomethingaboutitalready,andIguessitsetyouagainstme。\"
\"Oh,Iguessnot,ColonelLapham。Yougoyourway,andIgomine。That’sall。\"
Shewaitedforhimtospeak,listeningwithacold,hardsmileonherface。
\"Idon’tsayittomakefavourwithyou,becauseIdon’twantyoutospareme,andIdon’taskyou;butIgotintoitthroughMiltonK。Rogers。\"
\"Oh!\"saidMrs。Laphamcontemptuously。
\"IalwaysfeltthewayIsaidaboutit——thatitwa’n’tanybetterthangambling,andIsaysonow。It’slikebettingontheturnofacard;andIgiveyoumywordofhonour,Persis,thatIneverwasinitatalltillthatscoundrelbegantoloadmeupwiththosewild—catsecuritiesofhis。
ThenitseemedtomeasifIoughttotrytodosomethingtogetsomewhereeven。Iknowit’snoexcuse;butwatchingthemarkettoseewhattheinfernalthingswereworthfromdaytoday,andseeingitgoup,andseeingitgodown,wastoomuchforme;and,tomakealongstoryshort,Ibegantobuyandsellonamargin——justwhatItoldyouIneverwoulddo。Iseemedtomakesomething——I
didmakesomething;andI’dhavestopped,Idobelieve,ifIcouldhavereachedthefigureI’dsetinmyownmindtostartwith;butIcouldn’tfetchit。Ibegantolose,andthenIbegantothrowgoodmoneyafterbad,justasIalwaysdidwitheverythingthatRogersevercamewithinamileof。Well,what’stheuse?Ilostthemoneythatwouldhavecarriedmeoutofthis,andIshouldn’thavehadtoshutdowntheWorks,orsellthehouse,or————\"
Laphamstopped。Hiswife,whoatfirsthadlistenedwithmystification,andthendawningincredulity,changingintoalookofreliefthatwasalmosttriumph,lapsedagainintoseverity。\"SilasLapham,ifyouwastodiethenextminute,isthiswhatyoustartedtotellme?\"
\"Why,ofcourseitis。WhatdidyousupposeIstartedtotellyou?\"
\"And——lookmeintheeyes!——youhaven’tgotanythingelseonyourmindnow?\"
\"No!There’stroubleenough,theLordknows;
butthere’snothingelsetotellyou。IsupposePengaveyouahintaboutit。Idroppedsomethingtoher。
I’vebeenfeelingbadaboutit,Persis,agoodwhile,butIhain’thadthehearttospeakofit。Ican’texpectyoutosayyoulikeit。I’vebeenafool,I’llallow,andI’vebeensomethingworse,ifyouchoosetosayso;
butthat’sall。Ihaven’thurtanybodybutmyself——andyouandthechildren。\"
Mrs。Laphamroseandsaid,withherfacefromhim,assheturnedtowardsthedoor,\"It’sallright,Silas。
Ishan’teverbringitupagainstyou。\"
Shefledoutoftheroom,butallthateveningshewasverysweetwithhim,andseemedtowishinalltacitwaystoatoneforherpastunkindness。
Shemadehimtalkofhisbusiness,andhetoldherofCorey’soffer,andwhathehaddoneaboutit。
Shedidnotseemtocareforhispartinit,however;
atwhichLaphamwassilentlydisappointedalittle,forhewouldhavelikedhertopraisehim。
\"HediditonaccountofPen!\"
\"Well,hedidn’tinsistuponit,anyway,\"saidLapham,whomusthaveobscurelyexpectedthatCoreywouldrecognisehisownmagnanimitybyrepeatinghisoffer。
Ifthedoubtthatfollowsaself—devotedaction——thequestionwhetheritwasnotafterallaneedlessfolly——ismixed,asitwasinLapham’scase,withthevaguebeliefthatwemighthavedoneourselvesagoodturnwithoutgreatriskofhurtinganyoneelsebybeingalittlelessunselfish,itbecomesaregretthatishardtobear。SinceCoreyspoketohim,somethingshadhappenedthatgaveLaphamhopeagain。
\"I’mgoingtotellheraboutit,\"saidhiswife,andsheshowedherselfimpatienttomakeupforthetimeshehadlost。\"Whydidn’tyoutellmebefore,Silas?\"
\"Ididn’tknowwewereonspeakingtermsbefore,\"
saidLaphamsadly。
\"Yes,that’strue,\"sheadmitted,withaconsciousflush。
\"Ihopehewon’tthinkPen’sknownaboutitallthiswhile。\"
XXIV。
THATeveningJamesBellinghamcametoseeCoreyafterdinner,andwenttofindhiminhisownroom。
\"I’vecomeattheinstanceofColonelLapham,\"saidtheuncle。
\"Hewasatmyofficeto—day,andIhadalongtalkwithhim。
Didyouknowthathewasindifficulties?\"
\"Ifanciedthathewasinsomesortoftrouble。
AndIhadthebook—keeper’sconjectures——hedoesn’treallyknowmuchaboutit。\"
\"Well,hethinksittime——onallaccounts——thatyoushouldknowhowhestands,andwhyhedeclinedthatpropositionofyours。Imustsayhehasbehavedverywell——likeagentleman。\"
\"I’mnotsurprised。\"
\"Iam。It’shardtobehavelikeagentlemanwhereyourinterestisvitallyconcerned。AndLaphamdoesn’tstrikemeasamanwho’sinthehabitofactingfromthebestinhimalways。\"
\"Doanyofus?\"askedCorey。
\"Notallofus,atanyrate,\"saidBellingham。\"Itmusthavecosthimsomethingtosaynotoyou,forhe’sjustinthatstatewhenhebelievesthatthisorthatchance,howeversmall,wouldsavehim。\"
Coreywassilent。\"Ishereallyinsuchabadway?\"
\"It’shardtotelljustwherehestands。Isuspectthatahopefultemperamentandfondnessforroundnumbershavealwayscausedhimtosethisfiguresbeyondhisactualworth。Idon’tsaythathe’sbeendishonestaboutit,buthe’shadaloosewayofestimatinghisassets;he’sreckonedhiswealthonthebasisofhiscapital,andsomeofhiscapitalisborrowed。
He’slostheavilybysomeoftherecentfailures,andthere’sbeenaterribleshrinkageinhisvalues。
Idon’tmeanmerelyinthestockofpaintonhand,butinakindofcompetitionwhichhasbecomeverythreatening。
YouknowaboutthatWestVirginianpaint?\"
Coreynodded。
\"Well,hetellsmethatthey’vestruckaveinofnaturalgasouttherewhichwillenablethemtomakeasgoodapaintashisownatacostofmanufacturingsolowthattheycanundersellhimeverywhere。Ifthisprovestobethecase,itwillnotonlydrivehispaintoutofthemarket,butwillreducethevalueofhisWorks——thewholeplant——atLaphamtoamerelynominalfigure。\"
\"Isee,\"saidCoreydejectedly。\"I’veunderstoodthathehadputagreatdealofmoneyintohisWorks。\"
\"Yes,andheestimatedhisminethereatahighfigure。
OfcourseitwillbeworthlittleornothingiftheWestVirginiapaintdriveshisout。Then,besides,Laphamhasbeenintoseveralthingsoutsideofhisownbusiness,and,likeagoodmanyothermenwhotryoutsidethings,he’skeptaccountofthemhimself;andhe’sallmixedupaboutthem。He’saskedmetolookintohisaffairswithhim,andI’vepromisedtodoso。Whetherhecanbetidedoverhisdifficultiesremainstobeseen。
I’mafraiditwilltakeagooddealofmoneytodoit——agreatdealmorethanhethinks,atleast。Hebelievescomparativelylittlewoulddoit。Ithinkdifferently。
Ithinkthatanythinglessthanagreatdealwouldbethrownawayonhim。Ifitweremerelyaquestionofacertainsum——evenalargesum——tokeephimgoing,itmightbemanaged;butit’smuchmorecomplicated。
And,asIsay,itmusthavebeenatrialtohimtorefuseyouroffer。\"
ThisdidnotseemtobethewayinwhichBellinghamhadmeanttoconclude。Buthesaidnomore;andCoreymadehimnoresponse。
Heremainedponderingthecase,nowhopefully,nowdoubtfully,andwondering,whateverhismoodwas,whetherPenelopeknewanythingofthefactwithwhichhermotherwentnearlyatthesamemomenttoacquainther。
\"Ofcourse,he’sdoneitonyouraccount,\"Mrs。Laphamcouldnothelpsaying。
\"Thenhewasverysilly。DoeshethinkIwouldlethimgivefathermoney?Andiffatherlostitforhim,doeshesupposeitwouldmakeitanyeasierforme?I
thinkfatheractedtwiceaswell。Itwasverysilly。\"
Inrepeatingthecensure,herlookwasnotsosevereashertone;sheevensmiledalittle,andhermotherreportedtoherfatherthatsheactedmorelikeherselfthanshehadyetsinceCorey’soffer。
\"Ithink,ifhewastorepeathisoffer,shewouldhavehimnow,\"saidMrs。Lapham。
\"Well,I’llletherknowifhedoes,\"saidtheColonel。
\"Iguesshewon’tdoittoyou!\"shecried。
\"Whoelsewillhedoitto?\"hedemanded。
Theyperceivedthattheyhadeachbeentalkingofadifferentoffer。
AfterLaphamwenttohisbusinessinthemorningthepostmanbroughtanotherletterfromIrene,whichwasfullofpleasantthingsthatwerehappeningtoher;therewasagreatdealabouthercousinWill,asshecalledhim。
Attheendshehadwritten,\"TellPenIdon’twantsheshouldbefoolish。\"\"There!\"saidMrs。Lapham。\"Iguessit’sgoingtocomeoutright,allround;\"anditseemedasifeventheColonel’sdifficultieswerepast。\"Whenyourfathergetsthroughthis,Pen,\"sheaskedimpulsively,\"whatshallyoudo?\"
\"WhathaveyoubeentellingIreneaboutme?\"
\"Nothingmuch。Whatshouldyoudo?\"
\"ItwouldbeagooddealeasiertosaywhatIshoulddoiffatherdidn’t,\"saidthegirl。
\"Iknowyouthinkitwasniceinhimtomakeyourfatherthatoffer,\"urgedthemother。
\"Itwasnice,yes;butitwassilly,\"saidthegirl。
\"Mostnicethingsaresilly,Isuppose,\"sheadded。
Shewenttoherroomandwrotealetter。Itwasverylong,andverycarefullywritten;andwhenshereaditover,shetoreitintosmallpieces。Shewroteanotherone,shortandhurried,andtorethatuptoo。Thenshewentbacktohermother,inthefamilyroom,andaskedtoseeIrene’sletter,andreaditovertoherself。
\"Yes,sheseemstobehavingagoodtime,\"shesighed。
\"Mother,doyouthinkIoughttoletMr。CoreyknowthatIknowaboutit?\"
\"Well,Ishouldthinkitwouldbeapleasuretohim,\"
saidMrs。Laphamjudicially。
\"I’mnotsosureofthatthewayIshouldhavetotellhim。
Ishouldbeginbygivinghimascolding。Ofcourse,hemeantwellbyit,butcan’tyouseethatitwasn’tveryflattering!Howdidheexpectitwouldchangeme?\"
\"Idon’tbelieveheeverthoughtofthat。\"
\"Don’tyou?Why?\"
\"Becauseyoucanseethatheisn’toneofthatkind。
Hemightwanttopleaseyouwithoutwantingtochangeyoubywhathedid。\"
\"Yes。Hemusthaveknownthatnothingwouldchangeme,——atleast,nothingthathecoulddo。Ithoughtofthat。
Ishouldn’tlikehimtofeelthatIcouldn’tappreciateit,evenifIdidthinkitwassilly。Shouldyouwritetohim?\"
\"Idon’tseewhynot。\"
\"Itwouldbetoopointed。No,Ishalljustletitgo。
Iwishhehadn’tdoneit。\"
\"Well,hehasdoneit。\"\"AndI’vetriedtowritetohimaboutit——twoletters:onesohumbleandgratefulthatitcouldn’tstanduponitsedge,andtheothersopertandflippant。Mother,Iwishyoucouldhaveseenthosetwoletters!IwishIhadkeptthemtolookatifIevergottothinkingIhadanysenseagain。
Theywouldtaketheconceitoutofme。\"
\"What’sthereasonhedon’tcomehereanymore?\"
\"Doesn’thecome?\"askedPenelopeinturn,asifitweresomethingshehadnotnoticedparticularly。
\"You’doughttoknow。\"
\"Yes。\"Shesatsilentawhile。\"Ifhedoesn’tcome,Isupposeit’sbecausehe’soffendedatsomethingIdid。\"
\"Whatdidyoudo?\"
\"Nothing。I——wrotetohim——alittlewhileago。Isupposeitwasveryblunt,butIdidn’tbelievehewouldbeangryatit。Butthis——thisthathe’sdoneshowshewasangry,andthathewasn’tjustseizingthefirstchancetogetoutofit。\"
\"Whathaveyoudone,Pen?\"demandedhermothersharply。
\"Oh,Idon’tknow。Allthemischiefintheworld,Isuppose。
I’lltellyou。Whenyoufirsttoldmethatfatherwasintroublewithhisbusiness,IwrotetohimnottocomeanymoretillIlethim。IsaidIcouldn’ttellhimwhy,andhehasn’tbeenheresince。I’msureIdon’tknowwhatitmeans。\"
Hermotherlookedatherwithangryseverity。
\"Well,PenelopeLapham!Forasensiblechild,youARE
thegreatestgooseIeversaw。DidyouthinkhewouldcomehereandSEEifyouwouldn’tlethimcome?\"
\"Hemighthavewritten,\"urgedthegirl。
Hermothermadethatdespairing\"Tchk!\"withhertongue,andfellbackinherchair。\"IshouldhaveDESPISED
himifhehadwritten。He’sactedjustexactlyright,andyou——you’veacted——Idon’tknowHOWyou’veacted。
I’mashamedofyou。Agirlthatcouldbesosensibleforhersister,andalwayssayanddojusttherightthing,andthenwhenitcomestoherselftobesuchaDISGUSTING
simpleton!\"
\"IthoughtIoughttobreakwithhimatonce,andnotlethimsupposethattherewasanyhopeforhimormeiffatherwaspoor。Itwasmyonechance,inthiswholebusiness,todoanythingheroic,andIjumpedatit。
Youmustn’tthink,becauseIcanlaughatitnow,thatI
wasn’tinearnest,mother!IWAS——dead!ButtheColonelhasgonetoruinsogradually,thathe’sspoilteverything。
Iexpectedthathewouldbebankruptthenextday,andthatthenHEwouldunderstandwhatImeant。
Buttohaveitdragalongforafortnightseemstotakealltheheroismoutofit,andleaveitasflat!\"Shelookedathermotherwithasmilethatshonethroughhertears,andapathosthatquiveredroundherjestinglips。
\"It’seasyenoughtobesensibleforotherpeople。
Butwhenitcomestomyself,thereIam!Especially,whenIwanttodowhatIoughtn’tsomuchthatitseemsasifdoingwhatIdidn’twanttodoMUSTbedoingwhatI
ought!Butit’sbeenagreatsuccessoneway,mother。
It’shelpedmetokeepupbeforetheColonel。Ifithadn’tbeenforMr。Corey’sstayingaway,andmyfeelingsoindignantwithhimforhavingbeenbadlytreatedbyme,Ishouldn’thavebeenworthanythingatall。\"
Thetearsstarteddownhercheeks,buthermothersaid,\"Well,now,goalong,andwritetohim。Itdon’tmatterwhatyousay,much;anddon’tbesoveryparticular。\"
Herthirdattemptataletterpleasedherscarcelybetterthantherest,butshesentit,thoughitseemedsobluntandawkward。Shewrote:——
DEARFRIEND,——IexpectedwhenIsentyouthatnote,thatyouwouldunderstand,almostthenextday,whyI
couldnotseeyouanymore。Youmustknownow,andyoumustnotthinkthatifanythinghappenedtomyfather,Ishouldwishyoutohelphim。ButthatisnoreasonwhyIshouldnotthankyou,andIdothankyou,foroffering。
Itwaslikeyou,Iwillsaythat。
Yourssincerely,PENELOPELAPHAM。
Shepostedherletter,andhesenthisreplyintheevening,byhand:——
DEAREST,——WhatIdidwasnothing,tillyoupraisedit。
EverythingIhaveandamisyours。Won’tyousendalinebythebearer,tosaythatImaycometoseeyou?Iknowhowyoufeel;butlamsurethatIcanmakeyouthinkdifferently。YoumustconsiderthatIlovedyouwithoutathoughtofyourfather’scircumstances,andalwaysshall。
T。C。
Thegenerouswordswereblurredtohereyesbythetearsthatsprangintothem。Butshecouldonlywriteinanswer:——
\"Pleasedonotcome;Ihavemadeupmymind。Aslongasthistroubleishangingoverus,Icannotseeyou。
Andiffatherisunfortunate,allisoverbetweenus。\"
Shebroughthislettertohermother,andtoldherwhatshehadwritteninreply。Hermotherwasthoughtfulawhilebeforeshesaid,withasigh,\"Well,Ihopeyou’vebegunasyoucancarryout,Pen。\"
\"Oh,Ishallnothavetocarryoutatall。Ishallnothavetodoanything。That’sonecomfort——theonlycomfort。\"Shewentawaytoherownroom,andwhenMrs。Laphamtoldherhusbandoftheaffair,hewassilentatfirst,asshehadbeen。Thenhesaid,\"Idon’tknowasIshouldhavewantedhertodonedifferently;
Idon’tknowasshecould。IfIevercomerightagain,shewon’thaveanythingtofeelmeechingabout;andifI
don’t,Idon’twantsheshouldbebeholdentoanybody。
AndIguessthat’sthewayshefeels。\"
TheCoreysintheirturnsatinjudgmentonthefactwhichtheirsonfeltboundtobringtotheirknowledge。
\"Shehasbehavedverywell,\"saidMrs。Corey,towhomhersonhadspoken。
\"Mydear,\"saidherhusband,withhislaugh,\"shehasbehavedTOOwell。Ifshehadstudiedthewholesituationwiththemostartfuleyetoitsmastery,shecouldnotpossiblyhavebehavedbetter。\"
TheprocessofLapham’sfinancialdisintegrationwaslikethecourseofsomechronicdisorder,whichhasfasteneditselfupontheconstitution,butadvanceswithcontinualreliefs,withapparentamelioration,andattimesseemsnottoadvanceatall,whenitgiveshopeoffinalrecoverynotonlytothesufferer,buttotheeyeofscienceitself。ThereweremomentswhenJamesBellingham,seeingLaphampassthiscrisisandthat,begantofancythathemightpullthroughaltogether;
andatthesemoments,whenhisadvisercouldnotopposeanythingbutexperienceandprobabilitytotheevidenceofthefact,Laphamwasbuoyantwithcourage,andimpartedhishopefulnesstohishousehold。Ourtheoryofdisaster,ofsorrow,ofaffliction,borrowedfromthepoetsandnovelists,isthatitisincessant;buteverypassageinourownlivesandinthelivesofothers,sofaraswehavewitnessedthem,teachesusthatthisisfalse。
Thehouseofmourningisdecorouslydarkenedtotheworld,butwithinitselfitisalsothehouseoflaughing。
Burstsofgaiety,asheartfeltasitsgrief,relievethegloom,andthestrickensurvivorshavetheirjeststogether,inwhichthethoughtofthedeadistenderlyinvolved,andafondsense,notcrazierthanmanyothers,ofsympathyandenjoymentbeyondthesilence,justifiesthesunniermoodbeforesorrowrushesback,deploringanddespairing,andmakingitallupagainwiththeconventionalfitnessofthings。Lapham’sadversityhadthisqualityincommonwithbereavement。Itwasnotalwaysliketheadversitywefigureinallegory;ithaditsmomentsofbeinglikeprosperity,andifuponthewholeitwascontinual,itwasnotincessant。Sometimestherewasaweekofrepeatedreverses,whenhehadtokeephisteethsetandtoholdonhardtoallhishopefulness;andthendayscameofnegativeresultorslightsuccess,whenhewasfullofhisjokesatthetea—table,andwantedtogotothetheatre,ortodosomethingtocheerPenelopeup。
Insomemiraculousway,bysomeenormousstrokeofsuccesswhichshouldeclipsethebrightestofhispastprosperity,heexpectedtodowhatwouldreconcilealldifficulties,notonlyinhisownaffairs,butinherstoo。\"You’llsee,\"
hesaidtohiswife;\"it’sgoingtocomeoutallright。
Irene’llfixitupwithBill’sboy,andthenshe’llbeoffPen’smind;andifthingsgoonasthey’vebeengoingforthelasttwodays,I’mgoingtobeinapositiontodothefavoursmyself,andPencanfeelthatSHE’Smakin’
asacrifice,andthenIguessmaybeshe’lldoit。
IfthingsturnoutasIexpectnow,andtimesevergogetanybettergenerally,IcanshowCoreythatIappreciatehisoffer。Icanofferhimthepartnershipmyselfthen。\"
Evenintheothermoods,whichcamewheneverythinghadbeengoingwrong,andthereseemednowayoutofthenet,therewerepointsofconsolationtoLaphamandhiswife。
TheyrejoicedthatIrenewassafebeyondtherangeoftheiranxieties,andtheyhadaproudsatisfactionthattherehadbeennoengagementbetweenCoreyandPenelope,andthatitwasshewhohadforbiddenit。Intheclosenessofinterestandsympathyinwhichtheirtroubleshadreunitedthem,theyconfessedtoeachotherthatnothingwouldhavebeenmoregallingtotheirpridethantheideathatLaphamshouldnothavebeenabletodoeverythingforhisdaughterthattheCoreysmighthaveexpected。
Whateverhappenednow,theCoreyscouldnothaveittosaythattheLaphamshadtriedtobringanysuchthingabout。
BellinghamhadlatelysuggestedanassignmenttoLapham,asthebestwayoutofhisdifficulties。Itwasevidentthathehadnotthemoneytomeethisliabilitiesatpresent,andthathecouldnotraiseitwithoutruinoussacrifices,thatmightstillendinruinafterall。Ifhemadetheassignment,Bellinghamargued,hecouldgaintimeandmaketerms;thestateofthingsgenerallywouldprobablyimprove,sinceitcouldnotbeworse,andthemarket,whichhehadgluttedwithhispaint,mightrecoverandhecouldstartagain。Laphamhadnotagreedwithhim。
Whenhisreversesfirstbeganithadseemedeasyforhimtogiveupeverything,toletthepeopleheowedtakeall,soonlytheywouldlethimgooutwithcleanhands;andhehaddramatisedthisfeelinginhistalkwithhiswife,whentheyspoketogetherofthemillsontheG。L。&
P。Buteversincethenithadbeengrowingharder,andhecouldnotconsenteventoseemtodoitnowintheproposedassignment。Hehadnotfoundothermensoveryliberalorfaithfulwithhim;agoodmanyofthemappearedtohavecombinedtohunthimdown;asenseofenmitytowardsallhiscreditorsasserteditselfinhim;
heaskedhimselfwhytheyshouldnotsufferalittletoo。
Aboveall,heshrankfromthepublicityoftheassignment。
Itwasopenconfessionthathehadbeenafoolinsomeway;
hecouldnotbeartohavehisfamily——hisbrotherthejudge,especially,towhomhehadalwaysappearedthesoulofbusinesswisdom——thinkhimimprudentorstupid。