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  \"Well,Idon’tknow。Don’tyouthinktheycouldgetalongwithoutmethere?\"

  \"No;couldn’tworkitatall,\"criedtheColonel。

  \"Let’sallgo。Unless,\"headdedinquiringly,\"there’ssomebodycominghere?\"

  \"There’snobodycoming,\"saidPenelope。

  \"Good!Thenwe’llgo。Mother,don’tyoubelatenow。\"

  \"Oh,Ishan’tkeepyouwaiting,\"saidMrs。Lapham。

  ShehadthoughtoftellingwhatacheerfullettershehadgotfromIrene;butuponthewholeitseemedbetternottospeakofIreneatalljustthen。Aftertheyreturnedfromthetheatre,wheretheColonelroaredthroughthecomedy,withcontinualreferenceofhispleasuretoPenelope,tomakesurethatshewasenjoyingittoo,hiswifesaid,asifthewholeaffairhadbeenforthegirl’sdistractionratherthanhis,\"Idon’tbelievebutwhatit’sgoingtocomeoutallrightaboutthechildren;\"andthenshetoldhimoftheletter,andthehopesshehadfoundeduponit。

  \"Well,perhapsyou’reright,Persis,\"heconsented。

  \"Ihaven’tseenPensomuchlikeherselfsinceithappened。

  Ideclare,whenIseethewayshecameoutto—night,justtopleaseyou,Idon’tknowasIwantyoushouldgetoverallyourtroublesrightaway。\"

  \"Iguessthere’llbeenoughtokeepPengoingforawhileyet,\"saidtheColonel,windinguphiswatch。

  Butforatimetherewasarelief,whichWalkernoted,intheatmosphereattheoffice,andthencameanothercoldwave,slighterthanthefirst,butdistinctlyfeltthere,andsucceededbyanotherrelief。Itwaslikethewinterwhichwaswearingontotheendoftheyear,withalternationsoffreezingweather,andmilddaysstretchingtoweeks,inwhichthesnowandicewhollydisappeared。

  Itwasnonethelesswinter,andnonethelessharassingforthesefluctuations,andLaphamshowedinhisfaceandtempertheeffectoflikefluctuationsinhisaffairs。

  Hegrewthinandold,andbothathomeandathisofficehewasirascibletothepointofoffence。

  InthesedaysPenelopesharedwithhermothertheburdenoftheirtroubledhome,andunitedwithherinsupportingthesilenceorthepetulanceofthegloomy,secretmanwhoreplacedthepresenceofjollyprosperitythere。

  Laphamhadnowceasedtotalkofhistroubles,andsavagelyresentedhiswife’sinterference。\"Youmindyourownbusiness,Persis,\"hesaidoneday,\"ifyou’vegotany;\"andafterthatshelefthimmainlytoPenelope,whodidnotthinkofaskinghimquestions。

  \"It’sprettyhardonyou,Pen,\"shesaid。

  \"Thatmakesiteasierforme,\"returnedthegirl,whodidnototherwiserefertoherowntrouble。

  InherheartshehadwonderedalittleattheabsoluteobedienceofCorey,whohadmadenosignsincereceivinghernote。ShewouldhavelikedtoaskherfatherifCoreywassick;shewouldhavelikedhimtoaskherwhyCoreydidnotcomeanymore。Hermotherwenton——

  \"Idon’tbelieveyourfatherknowsWHEREhestands。

  Heworksawayatthosepapershebringshomehereatnight,asifhedidn’thalfknowwhathewasabout。

  Healwaysdidhavethatclosestreakinhim,andIdon’tsupposebutwhathe’sbeengoingintothingshedon’twantanybodyelsetoknowabout,andhe’skepttheseaccountsofhisown。\"

  SometimeshegavePenelopefigurestoworkat,whichhewouldnotsubmittohiswife’snimblerarithmetic。

  Thenshewenttobedandleftthemsittinguptillmidnight,strugglingwithproblemsinwhichtheywerebothweak。

  Butshecouldseethatthegirlwasacomforttoherfather,andthathistroubleswereadefenceandsheltertoher。

  Somenightsshecouldhearthemgoingouttogether,andthenshelayawakefortheirreturnfromtheirlongwalk。

  Whenthehourordayofrespitecameagain,thehomefeltitfirst。LaphamwantedtoknowwhatthenewsfromIrenewas;

  hejoinedhiswifeinallhercheerfulspeculations,andtriedtomakeheramendsforhissullenreticenceandirritability。IrenewasstayingonatDubuque。

  Therecamealetterfromher,sayingthatheruncle’speoplewantedhertospendthewinterthere。

  \"Well,lether,\"saidLapham。\"It’llbethebestthingforher。\"

  Laphamhimselfhadlettersfromhisbrotheratfrequentintervals。

  HisbrotherwaswatchingtheG。L。&P。,whichasyethadmadenoofferforthemills。Once,whenoneoftheseletterscame,hesubmittedtohiswifewhether,intheabsenceofanypositiveinformationthattheroadwantedtheproperty,hemightnot,withagoodconscience,disposeofittothebestadvantagetoanybodywhocamealong。

  Shelookedwistfullyathim;itwasontherisefromaseasonofdeepdepressionwithhim。\"No,Si,\"shesaid;

  \"Idon’tseehowyoucoulddothat。\"

  Hedidnotassentandsubmit,ashehaddoneatfirst,butbegantorailattheunpracticalityofwomen;andthenheshutsomepapershehadbeenlookingoverintohisdesk,andflungoutoftheroom。

  Oneofthepapershadslippedthroughthecreviceofthelid,andlayuponthefloor。Mrs。Laphamkeptonathersewing,butafterawhileshepickedthepaperuptolayitonthedesk。Thensheglancedatit,andsawthatitwasalongcolumnofdatesandfigures,recordingsuccessivesums,neverlargeones,paidregularlyto\"Wm。M。\"Thedatescoveredayear,andthesumamountedatleasttoseveralhundreds。

  Mrs。Laphamlaidthepaperdownonthedesk,andthenshetookitupagainandputitintoherwork—basket,meaningtogiveittohim。Whenhecameinshesawhimlookingabsent—mindedlyaboutforsomething,andthengoingtoworkuponhispapers,apparentlywithoutit。

  Shethoughtshewouldwaittillhemisseditdefinitely,andthengivehimthescrapshehadpickedup。Itlayinherbasket,andaftersomedaysitfounditswayundertheworkinit,andsheforgotit。

  XXIII。

  SINCENewYear’stherehadscarcelybeenamildday,andthestreetswerefullofsnow,growingfoulunderthecityfeetandhoofs,andrenewingitspurityfromtheskieswithrepeatedfalls,whichinturnlosttheirwhiteness,beatendown,andbeatenblackandhardintoasolidbedlikeiron。Thesleighingwasincomparable,andtheairwasfullofthedinofbells;butLapham’sturnoutwasnotofthosethatthrongedtheBrightonroadeveryafternoon;

  themanatthelivery—stablesenthimwordthatthemare’slegswereswelling。

  HeandCoreyhadlittletodowitheachother。

  HedidnotknowhowPenelopehadarrangeditwithCorey;

  hiswifesaidsheknewnomorethanhedid,andhedidnotliketoaskthegirlherself,especiallyasCoreynolongercametothehouse。Hesawthatshewascheerfullerthanshehadbeen,andhelpfullerwithhimandhermother。

  NowandthenLaphamopenedhistroubledsoultoheralittle,lettinghisthoughtbreakintospeechwithoutpreambleorconclusion。Oncehesaid——

  \"Pen,IpresumeyouknowI’mintrouble。\"

  \"Weallseemtobethere,\"saidthegirl。

  \"Yes,butthere’sadifferencebetweenbeingtherebyyourownfaultandbeingtherebysomebodyelse’s。\"

  \"Idon’tcallithisfault,\"shesaid。

  \"Icallitmine,\"saidtheColonel。

  Thegirllaughed。Herthoughtwasofherowncare,andherfather’swhollyofhis。Shemustcometohisground。

  \"Whathaveyoubeendoingwrong?\"

  \"Idon’tknowasyou’dcallitwrong。It’swhatpeopledoallthetime。ButIwishI’dletstocksalone。

  It’swhatIalwayspromisedyourmotherIwoulddo。

  Butthere’snousecryin’overspiltmilk;orwateredstock,either。\"

  \"Idon’tthinkthere’smuchusecryingaboutanything。Ifitcouldhavebeencriedstraight,itwouldhavebeenallrightfromthestart,\"saidthegirl,goingbacktoherownaffair;

  andifLaphamhadnotbeensodeeplyengrossedinhis,hemighthaveseenhowlittleshecaredforallthatmoneycoulddoorundo。Hedidnotobserveherenoughtoseehowvariablehermoodswereinthosedays,andhowoftenshesankfromsomewildgaietyintoabjectmelancholy;

  howattimesshewasfiercelydefiantofnothingatall,andatothersinexplicablyhumbleandpatient。

  Butnodoubtnoneofthesesignshadpassedunnoticedbyhiswife,towhomLaphamsaidoneday,whenhecamehome,\"Persis,what’sthereasonPendon’tmarryCorey?\"

  \"YouknowaswellasIdo,Silas,\"saidMrs。Lapham,withaninquiringlookathimforwhatlaybehindhiswords。

  \"Well,Ithinkit’salltomfoolery,thewayshe’sgoingon。

  Thereain’tanyrhymenorreasontoit。\"Hestopped,andhiswifewaited。\"Ifshesaidtheword,Icouldhavesomehelpfromthem。\"Hehunghishead,andwouldnotmeethiswife’seye。

  \"Iguessyou’reinaprettybadway,Si,\"shesaidpityingly,\"oryouwouldn’thavecometothat。\"

  \"I’minahole,\"saidLapham,\"andIdon’tknowwheretoturn。

  Youwon’tletmedoanythingaboutthosemills————\"

  \"Yes,I’llletyou,\"saidhiswifesadly。

  Hegaveamiserablecry。\"YouknowIcan’tdoanything,ifyoudo。OmyLord!\"

  Shehadnotseenhimsolowasthatbefore。Shedidnotknowwhattosay。Shewasfrightened,andcouldonlyask,\"Hasitcometotheworst?\"

  \"Thenewhousehasgottogo,\"heansweredevasively。

  Shedidnotsayanything。Sheknewthattheworkonthehousehadbeenstoppedsincethebeginningoftheyear。

  Laphamhadtoldthearchitectthathepreferredtoleaveitunfinishedtillthespring,astherewasnoprospectoftheirbeingabletogetintoitthatwinter;andthearchitecthadagreedwithhimthatitwouldnothurtittostand。Herheartwasheavyforhim,thoughshecouldnotsayso。Theysattogetheratthetable,whereshehadcometobewithhimathisbelatedmeal。

  Shesawthathedidnoteat,andshewaitedforhimtospeakagain,withouturginghimtotakeanything。

  Theywerepastthat。

  \"AndI’vesentorderstoshutdownattheWorks,\"

  headded。

  \"ShutdownattheWorks!\"sheechoedwithdismay。

  Shecouldnottakeitin。ThefireattheWorkshadneverbeenoutbeforesinceitwasfirstkindled。

  Sheknewhowhehadpridedhimselfuponthat;howhehadbraggedofittoeverylistener,andhadalwaysluggedthefactinasthelastexpressionofhissenseofsuccess。

  \"OSilas!\"

  \"What’stheuse?\"heretorted。\"Isawitwascomingamonthago。TherearesomefellowsoutinWestVirginiathathavebeenrunningthepaintashardastheycould。

  Theycouldn’tdomuch;theyusedtoputitonthemarketraw。

  Butlatelytheygottobakingit,andnowthey’vestruckaveinofnaturalgasrightbytheirworks,andtheypaytencentsforfuel,whereIpayadollar,andtheymakeasgoodapaint。Anybodycanseewhereit’sgoingtoend。

  Besides,themarket’sover—stocked。It’sglutted。

  Therewa’n’tanythingtodobuttoshutDOWN,andI’veSHUTdown。\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhat’sgoingtobecomeofthehandsinthemiddleofthewinter,thisway,\"saidMrs。Lapham,layingholdofonedefinitethoughtwhichshecouldgraspintheturmoilofruinthatwhirledbeforehereyes。

  \"Idon’tcarewhatbecomesofthehands,\"criedLapham。

  \"They’vesharedmyluck;nowlet’emsharetheotherthing。

  Andifyou’resoverysorryforthehands,Iwishyou’dkeepalittleofyourpityforME。Don’tyouknowwhatshuttingdowntheWorksmeans?\"

  \"Yes,indeedIdo,Silas,\"saidhiswifetenderly。

  \"Well,then!\"Herose,leavinghissupperuntasted,andwentintothesitting—room,whereshepresentlyfoundhim,withthateverlastingconfusionofpapersbeforehimonthedesk。Thatmadeherthinkofthepaperinherwork—basket,andshedecidednottomakethecareworn,distractedmanaskherforit,afterall。Shebroughtittohim。

  Heglancedblanklyatitandthencaughtitfromher,turningredandlookingfoolish。\"Where’dyougetthat?\"

  \"Youdroppeditonthefloortheothernight,andI

  pickeditup。Whois’Wm。M。’?\"

  \"’Wm。M。’!\"herepeated,lookingconfusedlyather,andthenatthepaper。\"Oh,——it’snothing。\"Hetorethepaperintosmallpieces,andwentanddroppedthemintothefire。WhenMrs。Laphamcameintotheroominthemorning,beforehewasdown,shefoundascrapofthepaper,whichmusthaveflutteredtothehearth;

  andglancingatitshesawthatthewordswere\"Mrs。M。\"

  Shewonderedwhatdealingswithawomanherhusbandcouldhave,andsherememberedtheconfusionhehadshownaboutthepaper,andwhichshehadthoughtwasbecauseshehadsurprisedoneofhisbusinesssecrets。

  Shewasstillthinkingofitwhenhecamedowntobreakfast,heavy—eyed,tremulous,withdeepseamsandwrinklesinhisface。

  Afterasilencewhichhedidnotseeminclinedtobreak,\"Silas,\"sheasked,\"whois’Mrs。M。’?\"

  Hestaredather。\"Idon’tknowwhatyou’retalkingabout。\"

  \"Don’tyou?\"shereturnedmockingly。\"Whenyoudo,youtellme。Doyouwantanymorecoffee?\"

  \"No。\"

  \"Well,then,youcanringforAlicewhenyou’vefinished。

  I’vegotsomethingstoattendto。\"Sheroseabruptly,andlefttheroom。Laphamlookedafterherinadullway,andthenwentonwithhisbreakfast。Whilehestillsatathiscoffee,sheflungintotheroomagain,anddashedsomepapersdownbesidehisplate。\"Herearesomemorethingsofyours,andI’llthankyoutolockthemupinyourdeskandnotlittermyroomwiththem,ifyouplease。\"Nowhesawthatshewasangry,anditmustbewithhim。Itenragedhimthatinsuchatimeoftroublesheshouldflyoutathiminthatway。

  Heleftthehousewithouttryingtospeaktoher。

  ThatdayCoreycamejustbeforeclosing,and,knockingatLapham’sdoor,askedifhecouldspeakwithhimafewmoments。

  \"Yes,\"saidLapham,wheelingroundinhisswivel—chairandkickinganothertowardsCorey。\"Sitdown。Iwanttotalktoyou。I’doughttotellyouyou’rewastingyourtimehere。

  Ispoketheotherdayaboutyourplacin’yourselfbetter,andIcanhelpyoutodoit,yet。Thereain’tgoingtobetheout—comeforthepaintintheforeignmarketsthatweexpected,andIguessyoubettergiveitup。\"

  \"Idon’twishtogiveitup,\"saidtheyoungfellow,settinghislips。\"I’veasmuchfaithinitasever;andI

  wanttoproposenowwhatIhintedatinthefirstplace。

  Iwanttoputsomemoneyintothebusiness。\"

  \"Somemoney!\"Laphamleanedtowardshim,andfrownedasifhehadnotquiteunderstood,whileheclutchedthearmsofhischair。

  \"I’vegotaboutthirtythousanddollarsthatIcouldputin,andifyoudon’twanttoconsidermeapartner——Irememberthatyouobjectedtoapartner——youcanletmeregarditasaninvestment。ButIthinkIseethewaytodoingsomethingatonceinMexico,andIshouldliketofeelthatIhadsomethingmorethanadrummer’sinterestintheventure。\"

  Themensatlookingintoeachother’seyes。ThenLaphamleanedbackinhischair,andrubbedhishandhardandslowlyoverhisface。Hisfeatureswerestilltwistedwithsomestrongemotionwhenhetookitaway。

  \"Yourfamilyknowaboutthis?\"

  \"MyUncleJamesknows。\"

  \"Hethinksitwouldbeagoodplanforyou?\"

  \"HethoughtthatbythistimeIoughttobeabletotrustmyownjudgment。\"

  \"DoyousupposeIcouldseeyouruncleathisoffice?\"

  \"Iimaginehe’sthere。\"

  \"Well,Iwanttohaveatalkwithhim,oneofthesedays。\"

  Hesatponderingawhile,andthenrose,andwentwithCoreytohisdoor。\"IguessIshan’tchangemymindabouttakingyouintothebusinessinthatway,\"hesaidcoldly。

  \"IftherewasanyreasonwhyIshouldn’tatfirst,there’smorenow。\"

  \"Verywell,sir,\"answeredtheyoungman,andwenttoclosehisdesk。Theouterofficewasempty;butwhileCoreywasputtinghispapersinorderitwassuddenlyinvadedbytwowomen,whopushedbytheprotestingporteronthestairsandmadetheirwaytowardsLapham’sroom。

  OneofthemwasMissDewey,thetype—writergirl,andtheotherwasawomanwhomshewouldresembleinfaceandfiguretwentyyearshence,ifsheledalifeofhardworkvariedbyparoxysmsofharddrinking。

  \"Thathisroom,Z’rilla?\"askedthiswoman,pointingtowardsLapham’sdoorwithahandthathadnotfreeditselffromthefringeofdirtyshawlunderwhichithadhung。

  Shewentforwardwithoutwaitingfortheanswer,butbeforeshecouldreachitthedooropened,andLaphamstoodfillingitsspace。

  \"Lookhere,ColonelLapham!\"beganthewoman,inahighkeyofchallenge。\"Iwanttoknowifthisisthewayyou’regoin’backonmeandZ’rilla?\"

  \"Whatdoyouwant?\"askedLapham。

  \"WhatdoIwant?Whatdoyous’poseIwant?Iwantthemoneytopaymymonth’srent;thereain’tabitetoeatinthehouse;andIwantsomemoneytomarket。\"

  Laphambentafrownonthewoman,underwhichsheshrankbackastep。\"You’vetakenthewrongwaytogetit。

  Clearout!\"

  \"IWON’Tclearout!\"saidthewoman,beginningtowhimper。

  \"Corey!\"saidLapham,intheperemptoryvoiceofamaster,——hehadseemedsoindifferenttoCorey’spresencethattheyoungmanthoughthemusthaveforgottenhewasthere,——\"IsDennisanywhereround?\"

  \"Yissor,\"saidDennis,answeringforhimselffromtheheadofthestairs,andappearingintheware—room。

  Laphamspoketothewomanagain。\"DoyouwantIshouldcallahack,ordoyouwantIshouldcallanofficer?\"

  Thewomanbegantocryintoanendofhershawl。

  \"Idon’tknowwhatwe’regoin’todo。\"

  \"You’regoingtoclearout,\"saidLapham。\"Callahack,Dennis。

  Ifyouevercomehereagain,I’llhaveyouarrested。

  Mindthat!Zerrilla,Ishallwantyouearlyto—morrowmorning。\"

  \"Yes,sir,\"saidthegirlmeekly;sheandhermothershrankoutaftertheporter。

  Laphamshuthisdoorwithoutaword。

  AtlunchthenextdayWalkermadehimselfamendsforCorey’sreticencebytalkingagreatdeal。

  HetalkedaboutLapham,whoseemedtohave,morethaneversincehisapparentdifficultiesbegan,thefascinationofanenigmaforhisbook—keeper,andheendedbyasking,\"Didyouseethatlittlecircuslastnight?\"

  \"Whatlittlecircus?\"askedCoreyinhisturn。

  \"Thosetwowomenandtheoldman。Dennistoldmeaboutit。

  Itoldhimifhelikedhisplacehe’dbetterkeephismouthshut。\"

  \"Thatwasverygoodadvice,\"saidCorey。

  \"Oh,allright,ifyoudon’twanttotalk。Don’tknowasIshouldinyourplace,\"returnedWalker,intheeasysecurityhehadlongfeltthatCoreyhadnointentionofputtingonairswithhim。\"ButI’lltellyouwhat:

  theoldmancan’texpectitofeverybody。Ifhekeepsthisthingupmuchlonger,it’sgoingtobetalkedabout。

  Youcan’thaveawomanwalkingintoyourplaceofbusiness,andtryingtobulldozeyoubeforeyourporter,withoutsettingyourportertothinking。Andthelastthingyouwantaportertodoistothink;forwhenaporterthinks,hethinkswrong。\"

  \"Idon’tseewhyevenaportercouldn’tthinkrightaboutthataffair,\"repliedCorey。\"Idon’tknowwhothewomanwas,thoughIbelieveshewasMissDewey’smother;

  butIcouldn’tseethatColonelLaphamshowedanythingbutanaturalresentmentofhercomingtohiminthatway。

  Ishouldhavesaidshewassomeratherworthlesspersonwhomhe’dbeenbefriending,andthatshehadpresumeduponhiskindness。\"

  \"Isthatso?WhatdoyouthinkofhisneverlettingMissDewey’snamegoonthebooks?\"

  \"Thatit’sanotherproofit’sasortofcharityofhis。

  That’stheonlywaytolookatit。\"

  \"Oh,I’Mallright。\"Walkerlightedacigarandbegantosmoke,withhiseyesclosedtoafinestraightline。

  \"Itwon’tdoforabook—keepertothinkwrong,anymorethanaporter,Isuppose。ButIguessyouandIdon’tthinkverydifferentaboutthisthing。\"

  \"NotifyouthinkasIdo,\"repliedCoreysteadily;\"andI

  knowyouwoulddothatifyouhadseenthe’circus’yourself。

  Amandoesn’ttreatpeoplewhohaveadisgracefulholduponhimashetreatedthem。\"

  \"Itdependsuponwhoheis,\"saidWalker,takinghiscigarfromhismouth。\"Ineversaidtheoldmanwasafraidofanything。\"

  \"Andcharacter,\"continuedCorey,disdainingtotouchthematterfurther,exceptingeneralities,\"mustgoforsomething。Ifit’stobethepreyofmereaccidentandappearance,thenitgoesfornothing。\"

  \"Accidentswillhappeninthebestregulatedfamilies,\"

  saidWalker,withvulgar,good—humouredobtusenessthatfilledCoreywithindignation。Nothing,perhaps,removedhismatter—of—factnaturefurtherfromthecommonplacethanacertaingenerosityofinstinct,whichIshouldnotbereadytosaywasalwaysinfallible。

  ThateveningitwasMissDewey’sturntowaitforspeechwithLaphamaftertheothersweregone。Heopenedhisdooratherknock,andstoodlookingatherwithaworriedair。

  \"Well,whatdoyouwant,Zerrilla?\"heasked,withasortofroughkindness。

  \"IwanttoknowwhatI’mgoingtodoaboutHen。

  He’sbackagain;andheandmotherhavemadeitup,andtheybothgottodrinkinglastnightafterIwenthome,andcarriedonsothattheneighbourscamein。\"

  Laphampassedhishandoverhisredandheatedface。

  \"Idon’tknowwhatI’mgoingtodo。You’retwicethetroublethatmyownfamilyis,now。ButIknowwhatI’ddo,mightyquick,ifitwasn’tforyou,Zerrilla,\"hewentonrelentingly。\"I’dshutyourmotherupsomewheres,andifIcouldgetthatfellowoffforathreeyears’

  voyage————\"

  \"Ideclare,\"saidMissDewey,beginningtowhimper,\"itseemsasifhecamebackjustsooftentospiteme。

  He’snevergonemorethanayearatthefurthest,andyoucan’tmakeitouthabitualdrunkenness,either,whenit’sjustsprees。I’matmywit’send。\"

  \"Oh,well,youmustn’tcryaroundhere,\"saidLaphamsoothingly。

  \"Iknowit,\"saidMissDewey。\"IfIcouldgetridofHen,Icouldmanagewellenoughwithmother。

  Mr。WemmelwouldmarrymeifIcouldgetthedivorce。

  He’ssaidsooverandoveragain。\"

  \"Idon’tknowasIlikethatverywell,\"saidLapham,frowning。

  \"Idon’tknowasIwantyoushouldgetmarriedinanyhurryagain。

  Idon’tknowasIlikeyourgoingwithanybodyelsejustyet。\"

  \"Oh,youneedn’tbeafraidbutwhatit’llbeallright。

  It’llbethebestthingallround,ifIcanmarryhim。\"

  \"Well!\"saidLaphamimpatiently;\"Ican’tthinkaboutitnow。

  Isupposethey’vecleanedeverythingoutagain?\"

  \"Yes,theyhave,\"saidZerrilla;\"thereisn’tacentleft。\"

  \"You’reaprettyexpensivelot,\"saidLapham。\"Well,here!\"

  Hetookouthispocket—bookandgaveheranote。

  \"I’llberoundto—nightandseewhatcanbedone。\"

  Heshuthimselfintohisroomagain,andZerrilladriedhertears,putthenoteintoherbosom,andwentherway。

  Laphamkepttheporternearlyanhourlater。Itwasthensixo’clock,thehouratwhichtheLaphamsusuallyhadtea;butallcustomhadbeenbrokenupwithhimduringthepastmonths,andhedidnotgohomenow。

  Hedetermined,perhapsintheextremityinwhichamanfindsreliefincombatingonecarewithanother,tokeephispromisetoMissDewey,andatthemomentwhenhemightotherwisehavebeensittingdownathisowntablehewasclimbingthestairstoherlodgingintheold—fashioneddwellingwhichhadbeenportionedoffintoflats。

  Itwasinaregionofdepots,andofthecheaphotels,and\"ladies’andgents’\"dining—rooms,andrestaurantswithbars,whichaboundneardepots;andLaphamfollowedtoMissDeweysdoorawaiterfromoneofthese,whoboreonasalverbeforehimasuppercoveredwithanapkin。

  Zerrillahadadmittedthem,andathergreetingayoungfellowintheshabbyshore—suitofasailor,buttoningimperfectlyoverthenauticalblueflannelofhisshirt,gotupfromwherehehadbeensitting,ononesideofthestove,andstoodinfirmlyonhisfeet,intokenofreceivingthevisitor。Thewomanwhosatontheothersidedidnotrise,butbeganashrill,defiantapology。

  \"Well,Idon’tsupposebutwhatyou’llthinkwe’relivin’

  onthefato’theland,rightstraightalong,allthewhile。

  Butit’sjustlikethis。Whenthatchildcameinfromherwork,shedidn’tseemtohavethespirittogotocookin’anything,andIhadsuchabadnightlastnightIwasfeelin’allbrokeup,ands’dI,what’stheuse,anyway?Bythetimethebutcher’sheavedinaloto’

  bone,andmadeyoupayforthesuethecutsaway,itcomestothesamething,andwhynotGITitfromtherest’rantfirstoff,andsavethecosto’yourfire?s’dI。\"

  \"Whathaveyougotthereunderyourapron?Abottle?\"

  demandedLapham,whostoodwithhishatonandhishandsinhispockets,indifferentaliketotheineffectivereceptionofthesailorandthechairZerrillahadsethim。

  \"Well,yes,it’sabottle,\"saidthewoman,withanassumptionofvirtuousfrankness。\"It’swhisky;

  Igottohavesomethingtorubmyrheumatismwith。\"

  \"Humph!\"grumbledLapham。\"You’vebeenrubbingHIS

  rheumatismtoo,Isee。\"

  Hetwistedhisheadinthedirectionofthesailor,nowsoftlyandrhythmicallywavingtoandfroonhisfeet。

  \"Hehain’thadadropto—dayinTHIShouse!\"criedthewoman。

  \"Whatareyoudoingaroundhere?\"saidLapham,turningfiercelyuponhim。\"You’vegotnobusinessashore。

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