\"Well,Idon’tknow。Don’tyouthinktheycouldgetalongwithoutmethere?\"
\"No;couldn’tworkitatall,\"criedtheColonel。
\"Let’sallgo。Unless,\"headdedinquiringly,\"there’ssomebodycominghere?\"
\"There’snobodycoming,\"saidPenelope。
\"Good!Thenwe’llgo。Mother,don’tyoubelatenow。\"
\"Oh,Ishan’tkeepyouwaiting,\"saidMrs。Lapham。
ShehadthoughtoftellingwhatacheerfullettershehadgotfromIrene;butuponthewholeitseemedbetternottospeakofIreneatalljustthen。Aftertheyreturnedfromthetheatre,wheretheColonelroaredthroughthecomedy,withcontinualreferenceofhispleasuretoPenelope,tomakesurethatshewasenjoyingittoo,hiswifesaid,asifthewholeaffairhadbeenforthegirl’sdistractionratherthanhis,\"Idon’tbelievebutwhatit’sgoingtocomeoutallrightaboutthechildren;\"andthenshetoldhimoftheletter,andthehopesshehadfoundeduponit。
\"Well,perhapsyou’reright,Persis,\"heconsented。
\"Ihaven’tseenPensomuchlikeherselfsinceithappened。
Ideclare,whenIseethewayshecameoutto—night,justtopleaseyou,Idon’tknowasIwantyoushouldgetoverallyourtroublesrightaway。\"
\"Iguessthere’llbeenoughtokeepPengoingforawhileyet,\"saidtheColonel,windinguphiswatch。
Butforatimetherewasarelief,whichWalkernoted,intheatmosphereattheoffice,andthencameanothercoldwave,slighterthanthefirst,butdistinctlyfeltthere,andsucceededbyanotherrelief。Itwaslikethewinterwhichwaswearingontotheendoftheyear,withalternationsoffreezingweather,andmilddaysstretchingtoweeks,inwhichthesnowandicewhollydisappeared。
Itwasnonethelesswinter,andnonethelessharassingforthesefluctuations,andLaphamshowedinhisfaceandtempertheeffectoflikefluctuationsinhisaffairs。
Hegrewthinandold,andbothathomeandathisofficehewasirascibletothepointofoffence。
InthesedaysPenelopesharedwithhermothertheburdenoftheirtroubledhome,andunitedwithherinsupportingthesilenceorthepetulanceofthegloomy,secretmanwhoreplacedthepresenceofjollyprosperitythere。
Laphamhadnowceasedtotalkofhistroubles,andsavagelyresentedhiswife’sinterference。\"Youmindyourownbusiness,Persis,\"hesaidoneday,\"ifyou’vegotany;\"andafterthatshelefthimmainlytoPenelope,whodidnotthinkofaskinghimquestions。
\"It’sprettyhardonyou,Pen,\"shesaid。
\"Thatmakesiteasierforme,\"returnedthegirl,whodidnototherwiserefertoherowntrouble。
InherheartshehadwonderedalittleattheabsoluteobedienceofCorey,whohadmadenosignsincereceivinghernote。ShewouldhavelikedtoaskherfatherifCoreywassick;shewouldhavelikedhimtoaskherwhyCoreydidnotcomeanymore。Hermotherwenton——
\"Idon’tbelieveyourfatherknowsWHEREhestands。
Heworksawayatthosepapershebringshomehereatnight,asifhedidn’thalfknowwhathewasabout。
Healwaysdidhavethatclosestreakinhim,andIdon’tsupposebutwhathe’sbeengoingintothingshedon’twantanybodyelsetoknowabout,andhe’skepttheseaccountsofhisown。\"
SometimeshegavePenelopefigurestoworkat,whichhewouldnotsubmittohiswife’snimblerarithmetic。
Thenshewenttobedandleftthemsittinguptillmidnight,strugglingwithproblemsinwhichtheywerebothweak。
Butshecouldseethatthegirlwasacomforttoherfather,andthathistroubleswereadefenceandsheltertoher。
Somenightsshecouldhearthemgoingouttogether,andthenshelayawakefortheirreturnfromtheirlongwalk。
Whenthehourordayofrespitecameagain,thehomefeltitfirst。LaphamwantedtoknowwhatthenewsfromIrenewas;
hejoinedhiswifeinallhercheerfulspeculations,andtriedtomakeheramendsforhissullenreticenceandirritability。IrenewasstayingonatDubuque。
Therecamealetterfromher,sayingthatheruncle’speoplewantedhertospendthewinterthere。
\"Well,lether,\"saidLapham。\"It’llbethebestthingforher。\"
Laphamhimselfhadlettersfromhisbrotheratfrequentintervals。
HisbrotherwaswatchingtheG。L。&P。,whichasyethadmadenoofferforthemills。Once,whenoneoftheseletterscame,hesubmittedtohiswifewhether,intheabsenceofanypositiveinformationthattheroadwantedtheproperty,hemightnot,withagoodconscience,disposeofittothebestadvantagetoanybodywhocamealong。
Shelookedwistfullyathim;itwasontherisefromaseasonofdeepdepressionwithhim。\"No,Si,\"shesaid;
\"Idon’tseehowyoucoulddothat。\"
Hedidnotassentandsubmit,ashehaddoneatfirst,butbegantorailattheunpracticalityofwomen;andthenheshutsomepapershehadbeenlookingoverintohisdesk,andflungoutoftheroom。
Oneofthepapershadslippedthroughthecreviceofthelid,andlayuponthefloor。Mrs。Laphamkeptonathersewing,butafterawhileshepickedthepaperuptolayitonthedesk。Thensheglancedatit,andsawthatitwasalongcolumnofdatesandfigures,recordingsuccessivesums,neverlargeones,paidregularlyto\"Wm。M。\"Thedatescoveredayear,andthesumamountedatleasttoseveralhundreds。
Mrs。Laphamlaidthepaperdownonthedesk,andthenshetookitupagainandputitintoherwork—basket,meaningtogiveittohim。Whenhecameinshesawhimlookingabsent—mindedlyaboutforsomething,andthengoingtoworkuponhispapers,apparentlywithoutit。
Shethoughtshewouldwaittillhemisseditdefinitely,andthengivehimthescrapshehadpickedup。Itlayinherbasket,andaftersomedaysitfounditswayundertheworkinit,andsheforgotit。
XXIII。
SINCENewYear’stherehadscarcelybeenamildday,andthestreetswerefullofsnow,growingfoulunderthecityfeetandhoofs,andrenewingitspurityfromtheskieswithrepeatedfalls,whichinturnlosttheirwhiteness,beatendown,andbeatenblackandhardintoasolidbedlikeiron。Thesleighingwasincomparable,andtheairwasfullofthedinofbells;butLapham’sturnoutwasnotofthosethatthrongedtheBrightonroadeveryafternoon;
themanatthelivery—stablesenthimwordthatthemare’slegswereswelling。
HeandCoreyhadlittletodowitheachother。
HedidnotknowhowPenelopehadarrangeditwithCorey;
hiswifesaidsheknewnomorethanhedid,andhedidnotliketoaskthegirlherself,especiallyasCoreynolongercametothehouse。Hesawthatshewascheerfullerthanshehadbeen,andhelpfullerwithhimandhermother。
NowandthenLaphamopenedhistroubledsoultoheralittle,lettinghisthoughtbreakintospeechwithoutpreambleorconclusion。Oncehesaid——
\"Pen,IpresumeyouknowI’mintrouble。\"
\"Weallseemtobethere,\"saidthegirl。
\"Yes,butthere’sadifferencebetweenbeingtherebyyourownfaultandbeingtherebysomebodyelse’s。\"
\"Idon’tcallithisfault,\"shesaid。
\"Icallitmine,\"saidtheColonel。
Thegirllaughed。Herthoughtwasofherowncare,andherfather’swhollyofhis。Shemustcometohisground。
\"Whathaveyoubeendoingwrong?\"
\"Idon’tknowasyou’dcallitwrong。It’swhatpeopledoallthetime。ButIwishI’dletstocksalone。
It’swhatIalwayspromisedyourmotherIwoulddo。
Butthere’snousecryin’overspiltmilk;orwateredstock,either。\"
\"Idon’tthinkthere’smuchusecryingaboutanything。Ifitcouldhavebeencriedstraight,itwouldhavebeenallrightfromthestart,\"saidthegirl,goingbacktoherownaffair;
andifLaphamhadnotbeensodeeplyengrossedinhis,hemighthaveseenhowlittleshecaredforallthatmoneycoulddoorundo。Hedidnotobserveherenoughtoseehowvariablehermoodswereinthosedays,andhowoftenshesankfromsomewildgaietyintoabjectmelancholy;
howattimesshewasfiercelydefiantofnothingatall,andatothersinexplicablyhumbleandpatient。
Butnodoubtnoneofthesesignshadpassedunnoticedbyhiswife,towhomLaphamsaidoneday,whenhecamehome,\"Persis,what’sthereasonPendon’tmarryCorey?\"
\"YouknowaswellasIdo,Silas,\"saidMrs。Lapham,withaninquiringlookathimforwhatlaybehindhiswords。
\"Well,Ithinkit’salltomfoolery,thewayshe’sgoingon。
Thereain’tanyrhymenorreasontoit。\"Hestopped,andhiswifewaited。\"Ifshesaidtheword,Icouldhavesomehelpfromthem。\"Hehunghishead,andwouldnotmeethiswife’seye。
\"Iguessyou’reinaprettybadway,Si,\"shesaidpityingly,\"oryouwouldn’thavecometothat。\"
\"I’minahole,\"saidLapham,\"andIdon’tknowwheretoturn。
Youwon’tletmedoanythingaboutthosemills————\"
\"Yes,I’llletyou,\"saidhiswifesadly。
Hegaveamiserablecry。\"YouknowIcan’tdoanything,ifyoudo。OmyLord!\"
Shehadnotseenhimsolowasthatbefore。Shedidnotknowwhattosay。Shewasfrightened,andcouldonlyask,\"Hasitcometotheworst?\"
\"Thenewhousehasgottogo,\"heansweredevasively。
Shedidnotsayanything。Sheknewthattheworkonthehousehadbeenstoppedsincethebeginningoftheyear。
Laphamhadtoldthearchitectthathepreferredtoleaveitunfinishedtillthespring,astherewasnoprospectoftheirbeingabletogetintoitthatwinter;andthearchitecthadagreedwithhimthatitwouldnothurtittostand。Herheartwasheavyforhim,thoughshecouldnotsayso。Theysattogetheratthetable,whereshehadcometobewithhimathisbelatedmeal。
Shesawthathedidnoteat,andshewaitedforhimtospeakagain,withouturginghimtotakeanything。
Theywerepastthat。
\"AndI’vesentorderstoshutdownattheWorks,\"
headded。
\"ShutdownattheWorks!\"sheechoedwithdismay。
Shecouldnottakeitin。ThefireattheWorkshadneverbeenoutbeforesinceitwasfirstkindled。
Sheknewhowhehadpridedhimselfuponthat;howhehadbraggedofittoeverylistener,andhadalwaysluggedthefactinasthelastexpressionofhissenseofsuccess。
\"OSilas!\"
\"What’stheuse?\"heretorted。\"Isawitwascomingamonthago。TherearesomefellowsoutinWestVirginiathathavebeenrunningthepaintashardastheycould。
Theycouldn’tdomuch;theyusedtoputitonthemarketraw。
Butlatelytheygottobakingit,andnowthey’vestruckaveinofnaturalgasrightbytheirworks,andtheypaytencentsforfuel,whereIpayadollar,andtheymakeasgoodapaint。Anybodycanseewhereit’sgoingtoend。
Besides,themarket’sover—stocked。It’sglutted。
Therewa’n’tanythingtodobuttoshutDOWN,andI’veSHUTdown。\"
\"Idon’tknowwhat’sgoingtobecomeofthehandsinthemiddleofthewinter,thisway,\"saidMrs。Lapham,layingholdofonedefinitethoughtwhichshecouldgraspintheturmoilofruinthatwhirledbeforehereyes。
\"Idon’tcarewhatbecomesofthehands,\"criedLapham。
\"They’vesharedmyluck;nowlet’emsharetheotherthing。
Andifyou’resoverysorryforthehands,Iwishyou’dkeepalittleofyourpityforME。Don’tyouknowwhatshuttingdowntheWorksmeans?\"
\"Yes,indeedIdo,Silas,\"saidhiswifetenderly。
\"Well,then!\"Herose,leavinghissupperuntasted,andwentintothesitting—room,whereshepresentlyfoundhim,withthateverlastingconfusionofpapersbeforehimonthedesk。Thatmadeherthinkofthepaperinherwork—basket,andshedecidednottomakethecareworn,distractedmanaskherforit,afterall。Shebroughtittohim。
Heglancedblanklyatitandthencaughtitfromher,turningredandlookingfoolish。\"Where’dyougetthat?\"
\"Youdroppeditonthefloortheothernight,andI
pickeditup。Whois’Wm。M。’?\"
\"’Wm。M。’!\"herepeated,lookingconfusedlyather,andthenatthepaper。\"Oh,——it’snothing。\"Hetorethepaperintosmallpieces,andwentanddroppedthemintothefire。WhenMrs。Laphamcameintotheroominthemorning,beforehewasdown,shefoundascrapofthepaper,whichmusthaveflutteredtothehearth;
andglancingatitshesawthatthewordswere\"Mrs。M。\"
Shewonderedwhatdealingswithawomanherhusbandcouldhave,andsherememberedtheconfusionhehadshownaboutthepaper,andwhichshehadthoughtwasbecauseshehadsurprisedoneofhisbusinesssecrets。
Shewasstillthinkingofitwhenhecamedowntobreakfast,heavy—eyed,tremulous,withdeepseamsandwrinklesinhisface。
Afterasilencewhichhedidnotseeminclinedtobreak,\"Silas,\"sheasked,\"whois’Mrs。M。’?\"
Hestaredather。\"Idon’tknowwhatyou’retalkingabout。\"
\"Don’tyou?\"shereturnedmockingly。\"Whenyoudo,youtellme。Doyouwantanymorecoffee?\"
\"No。\"
\"Well,then,youcanringforAlicewhenyou’vefinished。
I’vegotsomethingstoattendto。\"Sheroseabruptly,andlefttheroom。Laphamlookedafterherinadullway,andthenwentonwithhisbreakfast。Whilehestillsatathiscoffee,sheflungintotheroomagain,anddashedsomepapersdownbesidehisplate。\"Herearesomemorethingsofyours,andI’llthankyoutolockthemupinyourdeskandnotlittermyroomwiththem,ifyouplease。\"Nowhesawthatshewasangry,anditmustbewithhim。Itenragedhimthatinsuchatimeoftroublesheshouldflyoutathiminthatway。
Heleftthehousewithouttryingtospeaktoher。
ThatdayCoreycamejustbeforeclosing,and,knockingatLapham’sdoor,askedifhecouldspeakwithhimafewmoments。
\"Yes,\"saidLapham,wheelingroundinhisswivel—chairandkickinganothertowardsCorey。\"Sitdown。Iwanttotalktoyou。I’doughttotellyouyou’rewastingyourtimehere。
Ispoketheotherdayaboutyourplacin’yourselfbetter,andIcanhelpyoutodoit,yet。Thereain’tgoingtobetheout—comeforthepaintintheforeignmarketsthatweexpected,andIguessyoubettergiveitup。\"
\"Idon’twishtogiveitup,\"saidtheyoungfellow,settinghislips。\"I’veasmuchfaithinitasever;andI
wanttoproposenowwhatIhintedatinthefirstplace。
Iwanttoputsomemoneyintothebusiness。\"
\"Somemoney!\"Laphamleanedtowardshim,andfrownedasifhehadnotquiteunderstood,whileheclutchedthearmsofhischair。
\"I’vegotaboutthirtythousanddollarsthatIcouldputin,andifyoudon’twanttoconsidermeapartner——Irememberthatyouobjectedtoapartner——youcanletmeregarditasaninvestment。ButIthinkIseethewaytodoingsomethingatonceinMexico,andIshouldliketofeelthatIhadsomethingmorethanadrummer’sinterestintheventure。\"
Themensatlookingintoeachother’seyes。ThenLaphamleanedbackinhischair,andrubbedhishandhardandslowlyoverhisface。Hisfeatureswerestilltwistedwithsomestrongemotionwhenhetookitaway。
\"Yourfamilyknowaboutthis?\"
\"MyUncleJamesknows。\"
\"Hethinksitwouldbeagoodplanforyou?\"
\"HethoughtthatbythistimeIoughttobeabletotrustmyownjudgment。\"
\"DoyousupposeIcouldseeyouruncleathisoffice?\"
\"Iimaginehe’sthere。\"
\"Well,Iwanttohaveatalkwithhim,oneofthesedays。\"
Hesatponderingawhile,andthenrose,andwentwithCoreytohisdoor。\"IguessIshan’tchangemymindabouttakingyouintothebusinessinthatway,\"hesaidcoldly。
\"IftherewasanyreasonwhyIshouldn’tatfirst,there’smorenow。\"
\"Verywell,sir,\"answeredtheyoungman,andwenttoclosehisdesk。Theouterofficewasempty;butwhileCoreywasputtinghispapersinorderitwassuddenlyinvadedbytwowomen,whopushedbytheprotestingporteronthestairsandmadetheirwaytowardsLapham’sroom。
OneofthemwasMissDewey,thetype—writergirl,andtheotherwasawomanwhomshewouldresembleinfaceandfiguretwentyyearshence,ifsheledalifeofhardworkvariedbyparoxysmsofharddrinking。
\"Thathisroom,Z’rilla?\"askedthiswoman,pointingtowardsLapham’sdoorwithahandthathadnotfreeditselffromthefringeofdirtyshawlunderwhichithadhung。
Shewentforwardwithoutwaitingfortheanswer,butbeforeshecouldreachitthedooropened,andLaphamstoodfillingitsspace。
\"Lookhere,ColonelLapham!\"beganthewoman,inahighkeyofchallenge。\"Iwanttoknowifthisisthewayyou’regoin’backonmeandZ’rilla?\"
\"Whatdoyouwant?\"askedLapham。
\"WhatdoIwant?Whatdoyous’poseIwant?Iwantthemoneytopaymymonth’srent;thereain’tabitetoeatinthehouse;andIwantsomemoneytomarket。\"
Laphambentafrownonthewoman,underwhichsheshrankbackastep。\"You’vetakenthewrongwaytogetit。
Clearout!\"
\"IWON’Tclearout!\"saidthewoman,beginningtowhimper。
\"Corey!\"saidLapham,intheperemptoryvoiceofamaster,——hehadseemedsoindifferenttoCorey’spresencethattheyoungmanthoughthemusthaveforgottenhewasthere,——\"IsDennisanywhereround?\"
\"Yissor,\"saidDennis,answeringforhimselffromtheheadofthestairs,andappearingintheware—room。
Laphamspoketothewomanagain。\"DoyouwantIshouldcallahack,ordoyouwantIshouldcallanofficer?\"
Thewomanbegantocryintoanendofhershawl。
\"Idon’tknowwhatwe’regoin’todo。\"
\"You’regoingtoclearout,\"saidLapham。\"Callahack,Dennis。
Ifyouevercomehereagain,I’llhaveyouarrested。
Mindthat!Zerrilla,Ishallwantyouearlyto—morrowmorning。\"
\"Yes,sir,\"saidthegirlmeekly;sheandhermothershrankoutaftertheporter。
Laphamshuthisdoorwithoutaword。
AtlunchthenextdayWalkermadehimselfamendsforCorey’sreticencebytalkingagreatdeal。
HetalkedaboutLapham,whoseemedtohave,morethaneversincehisapparentdifficultiesbegan,thefascinationofanenigmaforhisbook—keeper,andheendedbyasking,\"Didyouseethatlittlecircuslastnight?\"
\"Whatlittlecircus?\"askedCoreyinhisturn。
\"Thosetwowomenandtheoldman。Dennistoldmeaboutit。
Itoldhimifhelikedhisplacehe’dbetterkeephismouthshut。\"
\"Thatwasverygoodadvice,\"saidCorey。
\"Oh,allright,ifyoudon’twanttotalk。Don’tknowasIshouldinyourplace,\"returnedWalker,intheeasysecurityhehadlongfeltthatCoreyhadnointentionofputtingonairswithhim。\"ButI’lltellyouwhat:
theoldmancan’texpectitofeverybody。Ifhekeepsthisthingupmuchlonger,it’sgoingtobetalkedabout。
Youcan’thaveawomanwalkingintoyourplaceofbusiness,andtryingtobulldozeyoubeforeyourporter,withoutsettingyourportertothinking。Andthelastthingyouwantaportertodoistothink;forwhenaporterthinks,hethinkswrong。\"
\"Idon’tseewhyevenaportercouldn’tthinkrightaboutthataffair,\"repliedCorey。\"Idon’tknowwhothewomanwas,thoughIbelieveshewasMissDewey’smother;
butIcouldn’tseethatColonelLaphamshowedanythingbutanaturalresentmentofhercomingtohiminthatway。
Ishouldhavesaidshewassomeratherworthlesspersonwhomhe’dbeenbefriending,andthatshehadpresumeduponhiskindness。\"
\"Isthatso?WhatdoyouthinkofhisneverlettingMissDewey’snamegoonthebooks?\"
\"Thatit’sanotherproofit’sasortofcharityofhis。
That’stheonlywaytolookatit。\"
\"Oh,I’Mallright。\"Walkerlightedacigarandbegantosmoke,withhiseyesclosedtoafinestraightline。
\"Itwon’tdoforabook—keepertothinkwrong,anymorethanaporter,Isuppose。ButIguessyouandIdon’tthinkverydifferentaboutthisthing。\"
\"NotifyouthinkasIdo,\"repliedCoreysteadily;\"andI
knowyouwoulddothatifyouhadseenthe’circus’yourself。
Amandoesn’ttreatpeoplewhohaveadisgracefulholduponhimashetreatedthem。\"
\"Itdependsuponwhoheis,\"saidWalker,takinghiscigarfromhismouth。\"Ineversaidtheoldmanwasafraidofanything。\"
\"Andcharacter,\"continuedCorey,disdainingtotouchthematterfurther,exceptingeneralities,\"mustgoforsomething。Ifit’stobethepreyofmereaccidentandappearance,thenitgoesfornothing。\"
\"Accidentswillhappeninthebestregulatedfamilies,\"
saidWalker,withvulgar,good—humouredobtusenessthatfilledCoreywithindignation。Nothing,perhaps,removedhismatter—of—factnaturefurtherfromthecommonplacethanacertaingenerosityofinstinct,whichIshouldnotbereadytosaywasalwaysinfallible。
ThateveningitwasMissDewey’sturntowaitforspeechwithLaphamaftertheothersweregone。Heopenedhisdooratherknock,andstoodlookingatherwithaworriedair。
\"Well,whatdoyouwant,Zerrilla?\"heasked,withasortofroughkindness。
\"IwanttoknowwhatI’mgoingtodoaboutHen。
He’sbackagain;andheandmotherhavemadeitup,andtheybothgottodrinkinglastnightafterIwenthome,andcarriedonsothattheneighbourscamein。\"
Laphampassedhishandoverhisredandheatedface。
\"Idon’tknowwhatI’mgoingtodo。You’retwicethetroublethatmyownfamilyis,now。ButIknowwhatI’ddo,mightyquick,ifitwasn’tforyou,Zerrilla,\"hewentonrelentingly。\"I’dshutyourmotherupsomewheres,andifIcouldgetthatfellowoffforathreeyears’
voyage————\"
\"Ideclare,\"saidMissDewey,beginningtowhimper,\"itseemsasifhecamebackjustsooftentospiteme。
He’snevergonemorethanayearatthefurthest,andyoucan’tmakeitouthabitualdrunkenness,either,whenit’sjustsprees。I’matmywit’send。\"
\"Oh,well,youmustn’tcryaroundhere,\"saidLaphamsoothingly。
\"Iknowit,\"saidMissDewey。\"IfIcouldgetridofHen,Icouldmanagewellenoughwithmother。
Mr。WemmelwouldmarrymeifIcouldgetthedivorce。
He’ssaidsooverandoveragain。\"
\"Idon’tknowasIlikethatverywell,\"saidLapham,frowning。
\"Idon’tknowasIwantyoushouldgetmarriedinanyhurryagain。
Idon’tknowasIlikeyourgoingwithanybodyelsejustyet。\"
\"Oh,youneedn’tbeafraidbutwhatit’llbeallright。
It’llbethebestthingallround,ifIcanmarryhim。\"
\"Well!\"saidLaphamimpatiently;\"Ican’tthinkaboutitnow。
Isupposethey’vecleanedeverythingoutagain?\"
\"Yes,theyhave,\"saidZerrilla;\"thereisn’tacentleft。\"
\"You’reaprettyexpensivelot,\"saidLapham。\"Well,here!\"
Hetookouthispocket—bookandgaveheranote。
\"I’llberoundto—nightandseewhatcanbedone。\"
Heshuthimselfintohisroomagain,andZerrilladriedhertears,putthenoteintoherbosom,andwentherway。
Laphamkepttheporternearlyanhourlater。Itwasthensixo’clock,thehouratwhichtheLaphamsusuallyhadtea;butallcustomhadbeenbrokenupwithhimduringthepastmonths,andhedidnotgohomenow。
Hedetermined,perhapsintheextremityinwhichamanfindsreliefincombatingonecarewithanother,tokeephispromisetoMissDewey,andatthemomentwhenhemightotherwisehavebeensittingdownathisowntablehewasclimbingthestairstoherlodgingintheold—fashioneddwellingwhichhadbeenportionedoffintoflats。
Itwasinaregionofdepots,andofthecheaphotels,and\"ladies’andgents’\"dining—rooms,andrestaurantswithbars,whichaboundneardepots;andLaphamfollowedtoMissDeweysdoorawaiterfromoneofthese,whoboreonasalverbeforehimasuppercoveredwithanapkin。
Zerrillahadadmittedthem,andathergreetingayoungfellowintheshabbyshore—suitofasailor,buttoningimperfectlyoverthenauticalblueflannelofhisshirt,gotupfromwherehehadbeensitting,ononesideofthestove,andstoodinfirmlyonhisfeet,intokenofreceivingthevisitor。Thewomanwhosatontheothersidedidnotrise,butbeganashrill,defiantapology。
\"Well,Idon’tsupposebutwhatyou’llthinkwe’relivin’
onthefato’theland,rightstraightalong,allthewhile。
Butit’sjustlikethis。Whenthatchildcameinfromherwork,shedidn’tseemtohavethespirittogotocookin’anything,andIhadsuchabadnightlastnightIwasfeelin’allbrokeup,ands’dI,what’stheuse,anyway?Bythetimethebutcher’sheavedinaloto’
bone,andmadeyoupayforthesuethecutsaway,itcomestothesamething,andwhynotGITitfromtherest’rantfirstoff,andsavethecosto’yourfire?s’dI。\"
\"Whathaveyougotthereunderyourapron?Abottle?\"
demandedLapham,whostoodwithhishatonandhishandsinhispockets,indifferentaliketotheineffectivereceptionofthesailorandthechairZerrillahadsethim。
\"Well,yes,it’sabottle,\"saidthewoman,withanassumptionofvirtuousfrankness。\"It’swhisky;
Igottohavesomethingtorubmyrheumatismwith。\"
\"Humph!\"grumbledLapham。\"You’vebeenrubbingHIS
rheumatismtoo,Isee。\"
Hetwistedhisheadinthedirectionofthesailor,nowsoftlyandrhythmicallywavingtoandfroonhisfeet。
\"Hehain’thadadropto—dayinTHIShouse!\"criedthewoman。
\"Whatareyoudoingaroundhere?\"saidLapham,turningfiercelyuponhim。\"You’vegotnobusinessashore。