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  \"ThenIwillstayheretillyourmothercomes,andaskherwhatitis。\"

  \"AskHER?\"

  \"Yes!DoyouthinkIwillgiveyouuptillIknowwhyImust?\"

  \"Youforcemetoit!WillyougoifItellyou,andneverletanyhumancreatureknowwhatyouhavesaidtome?\"

  \"Notunlessyougivemeleave。\"

  \"Thatwillbenever。Well,then————\"Shestopped,andmadetwoorthreeineffectualeffortstobeginagain。

  \"No,no!Ican’t。Youmustgo!\"

  \"Iwillnotgo!\"

  \"Yousaidyou——lovedme。Ifyoudo,youwillgo。\"

  Hedroppedthehandshehadstretchedtowardsher,andshehidherfaceinherown。

  \"There!\"shesaid,turningitsuddenlyuponhim。

  \"Sitdownthere。Andwillyoupromiseme——onyourhonour——

  nottospeak——nottotrytopersuademe——notto——touchme?Youwon’ttouchme?\"

  \"Iwillobeyyou,Penelope。\"

  \"Asifyouwerenevertoseemeagain?AsifIweredying?\"

  \"Iwilldowhatyousay。ButIshallseeyouagain;

  anddon’ttalkofdying。Thisisthebeginningoflife————\"

  \"No。It’stheend,\"saidthegirl,resumingatlastsomethingofthehoarsedrawlwhichthetumultofherfeelinghadbrokenintothosehalf—articulateappeals。Shesatdowntoo,andliftedherfacetowardshim。\"It’stheendoflifeforme,becauseIknownowthatImusthavebeenplayingfalsefromthebeginning。Youdon’tknowwhatImean,andIcannevertellyou。Itisn’tmysecret——it’ssomeoneelse’s。You——youmustnevercomehereagain。

  Ican’ttellyouwhy,andyoumustnevertrytoknow。

  Doyoupromise?\"

  \"Youcanforbidme。Imustdowhatyousay。\"

  \"Idoforbidyou,then。AndyoushallnotthinkIamcruel————

  \"HowcouldIthinkthat?\"

  \"Oh,howhardyoumakeit!\"

  Coreylaughedforverydespair。\"CanImakeiteasierbydisobeyingyou?\"

  \"IknowIamtalkingcrazily。ButI’mnotcrazy。\"

  \"No,no,\"hesaid,withsomewildnotionofcomfortingher;

  \"buttrytotellmethistrouble!Thereisnothingunderheaven——nocalamity,nosorrow——thatIwouldn’tgladlysharewithyou,ortakealluponmyselfifIcould!\"

  \"Iknow!Butthisyoucan’t。Oh,my————\"

  \"Dearest!Wait!Think!Letmeaskyourmother——yourfather————\"

  Shegaveacry。

  \"No!Ifyoudothat,youwillmakemehateyou!Willyou————\"

  Therattlingofalatch—keywasheardintheouterdoor。

  \"Promise!\"criedPenelope。

  \"Oh,Ipromise!\"

  \"Good—bye!\"Shesuddenlyflungherarmsroundhisneck,and,pressinghercheektightagainsthis,flashedoutoftheroombyonedoorasherfatherentereditbyanother。

  Coreyturnedtohiminadaze。\"I——Icalledtospeakwithyou——aboutamatter————Butit’ssolatenow。

  I’ll——I’llseeyouto—morrow。\"

  \"Notimelikethepresent,\"saidLapham,withafiercenessthatdidnotseemreferabletoCorey。Hehadhishatstillon,andheglaredattheyoungmanoutofhisblueeyeswithafirethatsomethingelsemusthavekindledthere。

  \"Ireallycan’tnow,\"saidCoreyweakly。\"Itwilldoquiteaswellto—morrow。Goodnight,sir。\"

  \"Goodnight,\"answeredLaphamabruptly,followinghimtothedoor,andshuttingitafterhim。\"Ithinkthedevilmusthavegotintoprettymucheverybodyto—night,\"hemuttered,comingbacktotheroom,whereheputdownhishat。

  Thenhewenttothekitchen—stairsandcalleddown,\"Hello,Alice!Iwantsomethingtoeat!

  XVII。

  \"WHAT’sthereasonthegirlsnevergetdowntobreakfastanymore?\"askedLapham,whenhemethiswifeatthetableinthemorning。Hehadbeenupanhourandahalf,andhespokewiththeseverityofahungryman。

  \"Itseemstometheydon’tamounttoANYthing。HereIam,atmytimeoflife,upthefirstoneinthehouse。Iringthebellforthecookatquarter—pastsixeverymorning,andthebreakfastisonthetableathalf—pastsevenrightalong,likeclockwork,butIneverseeanybodybutyoutillIgototheoffice。\"

  \"Ohyes,youdo,Si,\"saidhiswifesoothingly。

  \"Thegirlsarenearlyalwaysdown。Butthey’reyoung,andittiresthemmorethanitdoesustogetupearly。\"

  \"Theycanrestafterwards。Theydon’tdoanythingaftertheyAREup,\"grumbledLapham。

  \"Well,that’syourfault,ain’tit?\"Yououghtn’ttohavemadesomuchmoney,andthenthey’dhavehadtowork。\"

  ShelaughedatLapham’sSpartanmood,andwentontoexcusetheyoungpeople。\"Irene’sbeenuptwonightshandrunning,andPenelopesayssheain’twell。Whatmakesyousocrossaboutthegirls?Beendoingsomethingyou’reashamedof?\"

  \"I’lltellyouwhenI’vebeendoinganythingtobeashamedof,\"growledLapham。

  \"Ohno,youwon’t!\"saidhiswifejollily。\"You’llonlybehardontherestofus。Comenow,Si;whatisit?\"

  Laphamfrownedintohiscoffeewithsulkydignity,andsaid,withoutlookingup,\"Iwonderwhatthatfellowwantedherelastnight?\"\"Whatfellow?\"

  \"Corey。IfoundhimherewhenIcamehome,andhesaidhewantedtoseeme;buthewouldn’tstop。\"

  \"Wherewashe?\"

  \"Inthesitting—room。\"

  \"WasPenthere?\"

  \"Ididn’tseeher。\"

  Mrs。Laphampaused,withherhandonthecream—jug。\"Why,whatinthelanddidhewant?Didhesayhewantedyou?\"

  \"That’swhathesaid。\"

  \"Andthenhewouldn’tstay?\"

  \"Well,then,I’lltellyoujustwhatitis,SilasLapham。

  Hecamehere\"——shelookedabouttheroomandloweredhervoice——\"toseeyouaboutIrene,andthenhehadn’tthecourage。\"

  \"Iguesshe’sgotcourageenoughtodoprettymuchwhathewantsto,\"saidLaphamglumly。\"AllIknowis,hewashere。YoubetteraskPenaboutit,ifsheevergetsdown。\"

  \"IguessIshan’twaitforher,\"saidMrs。Lapham;

  and,asherhusbandclosedthefrontdoorafterhim,sheopenedthatofherdaughter’sroomandenteredabruptly。

  Thegirlsatatthewindow,fullydressed,andasifshehadbeensittingtherealongtime。Withoutrising,sheturnedherfacetowardshermother。Itmerelyshowedblackagainstthelight,andrevealednothingtillhermothercameclosetoherwithsuccessivequestions。

  \"Why,howlonghaveyoubeenup,Pen?Whydon’tyoucometoyourbreakfast?DidyouseeMr。Coreywhenhecalledlastnight?Why,what’sthematterwithyou?Whathaveyoubeencryingabout?

  \"HaveIbeencrying?\"

  \"Yes!Yourcheeksareallwet!\"

  \"Ithoughttheywereonfire。Well,I’lltellyouwhat’shappened。\"Sherose,andthenfellbackinherchair。

  \"Lockthedoor!\"sheordered,andhermothermechanicallyobeyed。\"Idon’twantIreneinhere。There’snothingthematter。Only,Mr。Coreyofferedhimselftomelastnight。\"

  Hermotherremainedlookingather,helpless,notsomuchwithamaze,perhaps,asdismay。\"Oh,I’mnotaghost!I

  wishIwas!Youhadbettersitdown,mother。Youhavegottoknowallaboutit。\"

  Mrs。Laphamdroppednervelesslyintothechairattheotherwindow,andwhilethegirlwentslowlybutbrieflyon,touchingonlythevitalpointsofthestory,andbreakingattimesintoabitterdrollery,shesatasifwithoutthepowertospeakorstir。

  \"Well,that’sall,mother。IshouldsayIhaddreamt,it,ifIhadsleptanylastnight;butIguessitreallyhappened。\"

  Themotherglancedroundatthebed,andsaid,gladtooccupyherselfdelayinglywiththeminorcare:\"Why,youhavebeensittingupallnight!Youwillkillyourself。\"

  \"Idon’tknowaboutkillingmyself,butI’vebeensittingupallnight,\"answeredthegirl。Then,seeingthathermotherremainedblanklysilentagain,shedemanded,\"Whydon’tyoublameme,mother?\"Whydon’tyousaythatIledhimon,andtriedtogethimawayfromher?

  Don’tyoubelieveIdid?\"

  Hermothermadehernoanswer,asiftheseravingsofself—accusalneedednone。\"Doyouthink,\"sheaskedsimply,\"thathegottheideayoucaredforhim?\"

  \"Heknewit!HowcouldIkeepitfromhim?IsaidI

  didn’t——atfirst!\"

  \"Itwasnouse,\"sighedthemother。\"Youmightaswellsaidyoudid。Itcouldn’thelpIreneany,ifyoudidn’t。\"

  \"Ialwaystriedtohelpherwithhim,evenwhenI————\"

  \"Yes,Iknow。Butsheneverwasequaltohim。Isawthatfromthestart;butItriedtoblindmyselftoit。

  Andwhenhekeptcoming————\"

  \"Youneverthoughtofme!\"criedthegirl,withabitternessthatreachedhermother’sheart。\"Iwasnobody!Icouldn’tfeel!Noonecouldcareforme!\"Theturmoilofdespair,oftriumph,ofremorseandresentment,whichfilledhersoul,triedtoexpressitselfinthewords。

  \"No,\"saidthemotherhumbly。\"Ididn’tthinkofyou。

  OrIdidn’tthinkofyouenough。Itdidcomeacrossmesometimesthatmaybe————Butitdidn’tseemasif————AndyourgoingonsoforIrene————\"

  \"Youletmegoon。Youmademealwaysgoandtalkwithhimforher,andyoudidn’tthinkIwouldtalktohimformyself。Well,Ididn’t!\"

  \"I’mpunishedforit。Whendidyou——begintocareforhim!\"

  \"HowdoIknow?Whatdifferencedoesitmake?It’sallovernow,nomatterwhenitbegan。Hewon’tcomehereanymore,unlessIlethim。\"Shecouldnothelpbetrayingherprideinthisauthorityofhers,butshewentonanxiouslyenough,\"WhatwillyousaytoIrene?She’ssafeasfarasI’mconcerned;butifhedon’tcareforher,whatwillyoudo?\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhattodo,\"saidMrs。Lapham。Shesatinanapathyfromwhichsheapparentlycouldnotrouseherself。

  \"Idon’tseeasanythingcanbedone。\"

  Penelopelaughedinapityingderision。

  \"Well,letthingsgoonthen。Buttheywon’tgoon。\"

  \"No,theywon’tgoon,\"echoedhermother。\"She’sprettyenough,andshe’scapable;andyourfather’sgotthemoney——I

  don’tknowwhatI’msaying!Sheain’tequaltohim,andsheneverwas。Ikeptfeelingitallthetime,andyetIkeptblindingmyself。\"

  \"Ifhehadevercaredforher,\"saidPenelope,\"itwouldn’thavematteredwhethershewasequaltohimornot。

  I’Mnotequaltohimeither。\"

  Hermotherwenton:\"Imighthavethoughtitwasyou;

  butIhadgotset————Well!Icanseeitallclearenough,nowit’stoolate。Idon’tknowwhattodo。\"

  \"Andwhatdoyouexpectmetodo?\"demandedthegirl。

  \"DoyouwantMEtogotoIreneandtellherthatI’vegothimawayfromher?\"

  \"OgoodLord!\"criedMrs。Lapham。\"WhatshallIdo?WhatdoyouwantIshoulddo,Pen?\"

  \"Nothingforme,\"saidPenelope。\"I’vehaditoutwithmyself。NowdothebestyoucanforIrene。\"

  \"Icouldn’tsayyouhaddonewrong,ifyouwastomarryhimto—day。\"

  \"Mother!\"

  \"No,Icouldn’t。Icouldn’tsaybutwhatyouhadbeengoodandfaithfullallthrough,andyouhadaperfectrighttodoit。Thereain’tanyonetoblame。He’sbehavedlikeagentleman,andIcanseenowthatheneverthoughtofher,andthatitwasyouallthewhile。Well,marryhim,then!He’sgottheright,andsohaveyou。\"

  \"WhataboutIrene?Idon’twantyoutotalkaboutme。

  Icantakecareofmyself\"

  \"She’snothingbutachild。It’sonlyafancywithher。

  She’llgetoverit。Shehain’treallygotherheartsetonhim。\"

  \"She’sgotherheartsetonhim,mother。She’sgotherwholelifesetonhim。Youknowthat。\"

  \"Yes,that’sso,\"saidthemother,aspromptlyasifshehadbeenarguingtothatratherthanthecontraryeffect。

  \"IfIcouldgivehimtoher,Iwould。Butheisn’tminetogive。\"Sheaddedinaburstofdespair,\"Heisn’tminetokeep!\"

  \"Well,\"saidMrs。Lapham,\"shehasgottobearit。

  Idon’tknowwhat’stocomeofitall。Butshe’sgottobearhershareofit。\"Sheroseandwenttowardthedoor。

  Peneloperanafterherinasortofterror。\"You’renotgoingtotellIrene?\"shegasped,seizinghermotherbyeithershoulder。

  \"Yes,Iam,\"saidMrs。Lapham。\"Ifshe’sawomangrown,shecanbearawoman’sburden。\"

  \"Ican’tletyoutellIrene,\"saidthegirl,lettingfallherfaceonhermother’sneck。\"NotIrene,\"shemoaned。

  \"I’mafraidtoletyou。HowcanIeverlookatheragain?\"

  \"Why,youhaven’tdoneanything,Pen,\"saidhermothersoothingly。

  \"Iwantedto!Yes,Imusthavedonesomething。

  HowcouldIhelpit?Ididcareforhimfromthefirst,andImusthavetriedtomakehimlikeme。DoyouthinkIdid?No,no!Youmustn’ttellIrene!Not——

  not——yet!Mother!Yes!Ididtrytogethimfromher!\"

  shecried,liftingherhead,andsuddenlylookinghermotherinthefacewiththoselargedimeyesofhers。

  \"Whatdoyouthink?Evenlastnight!ItwasthefirsttimeIeverhadhimalltomyself,formyself,andIknownowthatItriedtomakehimthinkthatIwasprettyand——funny。AndIdidn’ttrytomakehimthinkofher。

  IknewthatIpleasedhim,andItriedtopleasehimmore。

  PerhapsIcouldhavekepthimfromsayingthathecaredforme;

  butwhenIsawhedid——Imusthaveseenit——Icouldn’t。

  Ihadneverhadhimtomyself,andformyselfbefore。

  Ineedn’thaveseenhimatall,butIwantedtoseehim;

  andwhenIwassittingtherealonewithhim,howdoIknowwhatIdidtolethimfeelthatIcaredforhim?Now,willyoutellIrene?Ineverthoughthedidcareforme,andneverexpectedhimto。ButIlikedhim。Yes——Ididlikehim!Tellherthat!OrelseIwill。\"

  \"Ifitwastotellherhewasdead,\"beganMrs。Laphamabsently。

  \"Howeasyitwouldbe!\"criedthegirlinself—mockery。

  \"Buthe’sworsethandeadtoher;andsoamI。I’veturneditoveramillionways,mother;I’velookedatitineverylightyoucanputitin,andIcan’tmakeanythingbutmiseryoutofit。Youcanseethemiseryatthefirstglance,andyoucan’tseemoreorlessifyouspendyourlifelookingatit。\"Shelaughedagain,asifthehopelessnessofthethingamusedher。Thensheflewtotheextremeofself—assertion。\"Well,IHAVEarighttohim,andhehasarighttome。Ifhe’sneverdoneanythingtomakeherthinkhecaredforher,——andIknowhehasn’t;

  it’sallbeenourdoing,thenhe’sfreeandI’mfree。

  Wecan’tmakeherhappywhateverwedo;andwhyshouldn’tI————No,thatwon’tdo!Ireachedthatpointbefore!\"

  Shebrokeagainintoherdesperatelaugh。\"Youmaytrynow,mother!\"

  \"I’dbestspeaktoyourfatherfirst————\"

  Penelopesmiledalittlemoreforlornlythanshehadlaughed。

  \"Well,yes;theColonelwillhavetoknow。Itisn’tatroublethatIcankeeptomyselfexactly。Itseemstobelongtotoomanyotherpeople。\"

  Hermothertookacrazyencouragementfromherreturntoheroldwayofsayingthings。\"Perhapshecanthinkofsomething。\"

  \"Oh,Idon’tdoubtbuttheColonelwillknowjustwhattodo!\"

  \"Youmustn’tbetoodown—heartedaboutit。It——it’llallcomeright————\"

  \"YoutellIrenethat,mother。\"

  Mrs。Laphamhadputherhandonthedoor—key;shedroppedit,andlookedatthegirlwithasortofbeseechingappealforthecomfortshecouldnotimagineherself。

  \"Don’tlookatme,mother,\"saidPenelope,shakingherhead。

  \"YouknowthatifIreneweretodiewithoutknowingit,itwouldn’tcomerightforme。\"

  \"Pen!\"

  \"I’vereadofcaseswhereagirlgivesupthemanthatloveshersoastomakesomeothergirlhappythatthemandoesn’tlove。Thatmightbedone。\"

  \"Yourfatherwouldthinkyouwereafool,\"saidMrs。Lapham,findingasortofrefugeinherstrongdisgustforthepseudoheroism。\"No!Ifthere’stobeanygivingup,letitbebytheonethatshan’tmakeanybodybutherselfsuffer。There’stroubleandsorrowenoughintheworld,withoutMAKINGitonpurpose!\"

  Sheunlockedthedoor,butPenelopeslippedroundandsetherselfagainstit。\"Ireneshallnotgiveup!\"

  \"Iwillseeyourfatheraboutit,\"saidthemother。

  \"Letmeoutnow————\"

  \"Don’tletIrenecomehere!\"

  \"No。Iwilltellherthatyouhaven’tslept。Gotobednow,andtrytogetsomerest。Sheisn’tupherselfyet。

  Youmusthavesomebreakfast。\"

  \"No;letmesleepifIcan。IcangetsomethingwhenI

  wakeup。I’llcomedownifIcan’tsleep。Lifehasgottogoon。Itdoeswhenthere’sadeathinthehouse,andthisisonlyalittleworse。\"

  \"Don’tyoutalknonsense!\"criedMrs。Lapham,withangryauthority。

  \"Well,alittlebetter,then,\"saidPenelope,withmeekconcession。

  Mrs。Laphamattemptedtosaysomething,andcouldnot。

  ShewentoutandopenedIrene’sdoor。Thegirlliftedherheaddrowsilyfromherpillow\"Don’tdisturbyoursisterwhenyougetup,Irene。Shehasn’tsleptwell———

  —\"

  \"PLEASEdon’ttalk!I’malmostDEADwithsleep!\"

  returnedIrene。\"Dogo,mamma!Ishan’tdisturbher。\"

  Sheturnedherfacedowninthepillow,andpulledthecoveringupoverherears。

  Themotherslowlyclosedthedoorandwentdownstairs,feelingbewilderedandbaffledalmostbeyondthepowertomove。Thetimehadbeenwhenshewouldhavetriedtofindoutwhythisjudgmenthadbeensentuponher。

  Butnowshecouldnotfeelthattheinnocentsufferingofotherswasinflictedforherfault;

  sheshrankinstinctivelyfromthatcruelandegotisticmisinterpretationofthemysteryofpainandloss。

  Shesawhertwochildren,equallyifdifferentlydeartoher,destinedtotroublethatnothingcouldavert,andshecouldnotblameeitherofthem;shecouldnotblamethemeansofthismiserytothem;hewasasinnocentasthey,andthoughherheartwassoreagainsthiminthisfirstmoment,shecouldstillbejusttohiminit。

  Shewasawomanwhohadbeenusedtoseekthelightbystriving;shehadhithertoliterallyworkedtoit。

  Butitisthecurseofprosperitythatittakesworkawayfromus,andshutsthatdoortohopeandhealthofspirit。

  Inthishouse,whereeverythinghadcometobedoneforher,shehadnotaskstointerposebetweenherandherdespair。Shesatdowninherownroomandletherhandsfallinherlap,——thehandsthathadoncebeensohelpfulandbusy,——andtriedtothinkitallout。

  Shehadneverheardofthefatethatwasoncesupposedtoappointthesorrowsofmenirrespectiveoftheirblamelessnessorblame,beforethetimewhenitcametobebelievedthatsorrowswerepenalties;butinhersimplewaysherecognisedsomethinglikethatmythicpowerwhensherosefromherstrugglewiththeproblem,andsaidaloudtoherself,\"Well,thewitchisinit。\"

  Turnwhichwayshewould,shesawnoescapefromthemiserytocome——themiserywhichhadcomealreadytoPenelopeandherself,andthatmustcometoIreneandherfather。

  Shestartedwhenshedefinitelythoughtofherhusband,andthoughtwithwhatviolenceitwouldworkineveryfibreofhisrudestrength。Shefearedthat,andshefearedsomethingworse——theeffectwhichhisprideandambitionmightseektogiveit;anditwaswithterrorofthis,aswellasthenaturaltrustwithwhichawomanmustturntoherhusbandinanyanxietyatlast,thatshefeltshecouldnotwaitforeveningtotakecounselwithhim。

  Whensheconsideredhowwronglyhemighttakeitall,itseemedasifitwerealreadyknowntohim,andshewasimpatienttopreventhiserror。

  Shesentoutforamessenger,whomshedespatchedwithanotetohisplaceofbusiness:\"Silas,Ishouldliketoridewithyouthisafternoon。Can’tyoucomehomeearly?Persis。\"

  AndshewasatdinnerwithIrene,evadingherquestionsaboutPenelope,whenanswercamethathewouldbeatthehousewiththebuggyathalf—pasttwo。Itiseasytoputoffagirlwhohasbutonethinginherhead;butthoughMrs。LaphamcouldescapewithouttellinganythingofPenelope,shecouldnotescapeseeinghowwhollyIrenewasengrossedwithhopesnowturnedsovainandimpossible。Shewasstilltalkingofthatdinner,ofnothingbutthatdinner,andbeggingforflatteryofherselfandpraiseofhim,whichhermotherhadtillnowbeensoreadytogive。

  \"Seemstomeyoudon’ttakeverymuchinterest,mamma!\"

  shesaid,laughingandblushingatonepoint。

  \"Yes,——yes,Ido,\"protestedMrs。Lapham,andthenthegirlprattledon。

  \"IguessIshallgetoneofthosepinsthatNannyCoreyhadinherhair。Ithinkitwouldbecomeme,don’tyou?\"

  \"Yes;butIrene——Idon’tliketohaveyougoonso,till——unlesshe’ssaidsomethingtoshow——Yououghtn’ttogiveyourselfuptothinking————\"Butatthisthegirlturnedsowhite,andlookedsuchreproachather,thatsheaddedfrantically:\"Yes,getthepin。Itisjustthethingforyou!Butdon’tdisturbPenelope。

  LetheralonetillIgetback。I’mgoingouttoridewithyourfather。He’llbehereinhalfanhour。

  Areyouthrough?Ring,then。Getyourselfthatfanyousawtheotherday。Yourfatherwon’tsayanything;helikestohaveyoulookwell。Icouldseehiseyesonyouhalfthetimetheothernight。\"

  \"IshouldhavelikedtohavePengowithme,\"saidIrene,restoredtohernormalstateofinnocentselfishnessbytheseflatteries。\"Don’tyousupposeshe’llbeupintime?What’sthematterwithherthatshedidn’tsleep?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Betterletheralone。\"

  \"Well,\"submittedIrene。

  XVIII。

  MRS。LAPHAMwentawaytoputonherbonnetandcloak,andshewaswaitingatthewindowwhenherhusbanddroveup。

  Sheopenedthedoorandrandownthesteps。\"Don’tgetout;

  Icanhelpmyselfin,\"andsheclamberedtohisside,whilehekeptthefidgetingmarestillwithvoiceandtouch。

  \"WheredoyouwantIshouldgo?\"heasked,turningthebuggy。

  \"Oh,Idon’tcare。OutBrooklineway,Iguess。

  Iwishyouhadn’tbroughtthisfoolofahorse,\"shegavewaypetulantly。\"Iwantedtohaveatalk。\"

  \"WhenIcan’tdrivethismareandtalktoo,I’llselloutaltogether,\"saidLapham。\"She’llbequietenoughwhenshe’shadherspin。\"

  \"Well,\"saidhiswife;andwhiletheyweremakingtheirwayacrossthecitytotheMilldamsheansweredcertainquestionsheaskedaboutsomepointsinthenewhouse。

  \"Ishouldhavelikedtohaveyoustopthere,\"hebegan;

  butsheansweredsoquickly,\"Notto—day,\"thathegaveitupandturnedhishorse’sheadwestwardwhentheystruckBeaconStreet。

  Heletthemareout,andhedidnotpullherintillhelefttheBrightonroadandstruckoffunderthelowboughsthatmetaboveoneofthequietstreetsofBrookline,wherethestonecottages,withhereandthereapatchofdeterminedivyontheirnorthernwalls,didwhattheycouldtolookEnglishamidtheglareoftheautumnalfoliage。

  Thesmoothearthentrackunderthemare’shoofswasscatteredwithflakesoftheredandyellowgoldthatmadetheairluminousaroundthem,andtheperspectivewasgaywithinnumerabletintsandtones。

  \"Prettysightly,\"saidLapham,withalongsign,lettingthereinslielooseinhisvigilanthand,towhichheseemedtorelegatethewholechargeofthemare。\"IwanttotalkwithyouaboutRogers,Persis。He’sbeengettingindeeperanddeeperwithme;andlastnighthepesteredmehalftodeathtogoinwithhiminoneofhisschemes。

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