Hesentoutwordbyhisoffice—boythathewouldliketoseeMr。Coreyforafewminutesafterclosing。
Thetype—writergirlhadlingeredtoo,asifshewishedtospeakwithhim,andCoreystoodinabeyanceasshewenttowardLapham’sdoor。
\"Can’tseeyouto—night,Zerrilla,\"hesaidbluffly,butnotunkindly。\"PerhapsI’llcallatthehouse,ifit’simportant。\"
\"Itis,\"saidthegirl,withaspoiledairofinsistence。
\"Well,\"saidLapham,and,noddingtoCoreytoenter,heclosedthedooruponher。Thenheturnedtotheyoung,mananddemanded:\"WasIdrunklastnight?\"
XV。
LAPHAM’Sstrenuousfacewasbrokenupwiththeemotionsthathadforcedhimtothisquestion:shame,fearofthethingsthatmusthavebeenthoughtofhim,mixedwithafainthopethathemightbemistaken,whichdiedoutattheshockedandpityinglookinCorey’seyes。
\"WasIdrunk?\"herepeated。\"Iaskyou,becauseIwasnevertouchedbydrinkinmylifebefore,andIdon’tknow。\"
Hestoodwithhishugehandstremblingonthebackofhischair,andhisdrylipsapart,ashestaredatCorey。
\"Thatiswhateveryoneunderstood,ColonelLapham,\"
saidtheyoungman。\"Everyonesawhowitwas。
Don’t————\"
\"DidtheytalkitoverafterIleft?\"askedLaphamvulgarly。
\"Excuseme,\"saidCorey,blushing,\"myfatherdoesn’ttalkhisguestsoverwithoneanother。\"Headded,withyouthfulsuperfluity,\"Youwereamonggentlemen。\"
\"Iwastheonlyonethatwasn’tagentlemanthere!\"
lamentedLapham。\"Idisgracedyou!Idisgracedmyfamily!I
mortifiedyourfatherbeforehisfriends!\"Hisheaddropped。
\"IshowedthatIwasn’tfittogowithyou。I’mnotfitforanydecentplace。WhatdidIsay?WhatdidIdo?\"
heasked,suddenlyliftinghisheadandconfrontingCorey。
\"Outwithit!Ifyoucouldbeartoseeitandhearit,Ihadoughttobeartoknowit!\"
\"Therewasnothing——reallynothing,\"saidCorey。
\"Beyondthefactthatyouwerenotquiteyourself,therewasnothingwhatever。MyfatherDIDspeakofittome,\"heconfessed,\"whenwewerealone。Hesaidthathewasafraidwehadnotbeenthoughtfulofyou,ifyouwereinthehabitoftakingonlywater;ItoldhimIhadnotseenwineatyourtable。Theotherssaidnothingaboutyou。\"
\"Ah,butwhatdidtheythink?\"
\"Probablywhatwedid:thatitwaspurelyamisfortune——
anaccident。\"
\"Iwasn’tfittobethere,\"persistedLapham。\"Doyouwanttoleave?\"heasked,withsavageabruptness。
\"Leave?\"falteredtheyoungman。
\"Yes;quitthebusiness?Cutthewholeconnection?\"
\"Ihaven’ttheremotestideaofit!\"criedCoreyinamazement。
\"WhyintheworldshouldI?\"\"Becauseyou’reagentleman,andI’mnot,anditain’trightIshouldbeoveryou。
Ifyouwanttogo,Iknowsomepartiesthatwouldbegladtogetyou。Iwillgiveyouupifyouwanttogobeforeanythingworsehappens,andIshan’tblameyou。
IcanhelpyoutosomethingbetterthanIcanofferyouhere,andIwill。\"
\"There’snoquestionofmygoing,unlessyouwishit,\"
saidCorey。\"Ifyoudo————\"
\"Willyoutellyourfather,\"interruptedLapham,\"thatIhadanotionallthetimethatIwasactingthedrunkenblackguard,andthatI’vesufferedforitallday?WillyoutellhimIdon’twanthimtonoticemeifweevermeet,andthatIknowI’mnotfittoassociatewithgentlemeninanythingbutabusinessway,ifIamthat?\"
\"CertainlyIshalldonothingofthekind,\"retortedCorey。
\"Ican’tlistentoyouanylonger。Whatyousayisshockingtome——shockinginawayyoucan’tthink。\"
\"Why,man!\"exclaimedLapham,withastonishment;\"ifI
canstandit,YOUcan!\"
\"No,\"saidCorey,withasicklook,\"thatdoesn’tfollow。
Youmaydenounceyourself,ifyouwill;butIhavemyreasonsforrefusingtohearyou——myreasonswhyICAN’Thearyou。
IfyousayanotherwordImustgoaway。\"
\"Idon’tunderstandyou,\"falteredLapham,inbewilderment,whichabsorbedevenhisshame。
\"Youexaggeratetheeffectofwhathashappened,\"
saidtheyoungman。\"It’senough,morethanenough,foryoutohavementionedthemattertome,andIthinkit’sunbecominginmetohearyou。\"
Hemadeamovementtowardthedoor,butLaphamstoppedhimwiththetragichumilityofhisappeal。\"Don’tgoyet!Ican’tletyou。I’vedisgustedyou,——Iseethat;
butIdidn’tmeanto。I——Itakeitback。\"
\"Oh,there’snothingtotakeback,\"saidCorey,witharepressedshudderfortheabasementwhichhehadseen。
\"Butletussaynomoreaboutit——thinknomore。
Therewasn’toneofthegentlemenpresentlastnightwhodidn’tunderstandthematterpreciselyasmyfatherandIdid,andthatfactmustenditbetweenustwo。\"
Hewentoutintothelargerofficebeyond,leavingLaphamhelplesstopreventhisgoing。IthadbecomeavitalnecessitywithhimtothinkthebestofLapham,buthismindwasinawhirlofwhateverthoughtsweremostinjurious。
Hethoughtofhimthenightbeforeinthecompanyofthoseladiesandgentlemen,andhequiveredinresentmentofhisvulgar,braggart,uncouthnature。Herecognisedhisownallegiancetotheexclusivenesstowhichhewasbornandbred,asamanperceiveshisdutytohiscountrywhenherrightsareinvaded。Hiseyefellontheportergoingaboutinhisshirt—sleevestomaketheplacefastforthenight,andhesaidtohimselfthatDenniswasnotmoreplebeianthanhismaster;thatthegrossappetites,thebluntsense,thepurblindambition,thestupidarrogancewerethesameinboth,andthedifferencewasinabrutewillthatprobablylefttheporterthegentlermanofthetwo。
TheveryinnocenceofLapham’slifeinthedirectioninwhichhehaderredwroughtagainsthimintheyoungman’smood:itcontainedtheinsultofclownishinexperience。
Amidstthestingsandflashesofhiswoundedpride,allthesocialtraditions,allthehabitsoffeeling,whichhehadsilencedmoreandmorebyforceofwillduringthepastmonths,assertedtheirnaturalsway,andheriotedinhiscontemptoftheoffensiveboor,whowasevenmoreoffensiveinhisshamethaninhistrespass。
HesaidtohimselfthathewasaCorey,asifthatweresomewhat;yetheknewthatatthebottomofhisheartallthetimewasthatwhichmustcontrolhimatlast,andwhichseemedsweetlytobesufferinghisrebellion,secureofhissubmissionintheend。Itwasalmostwiththegirl’svoicethatitseemedtopleadwithhim,toundoinhim,effectbyeffect,theworkofhisindignantresentment,tosetallthingsinanotherandfairerlight,togivehimhopes,tosuggestpalliations,toprotestagainstinjustices。ItWASinLapham’sfavourthathewassoguiltlessinthepast,andnowCoreyaskedhimselfifitwerethefirsttimehecouldhavewishedaguestathisfather’stabletohavetakenlesswine;
whetherLaphamwasnotrathertobehonouredfornotknowinghowtocontainhisfollywhereaveterantransgressormighthaveheldhistongue。Heaskedhimself,withathrillofsuddenremorse,whether,whenLaphamhumbledhimselfinthedustsoshockingly,hehadshownhimthesympathytowhichsuchABANDONhadtheright;andhehadtoownthathehadmethimonthegentlemanlyground,sparinghimselfandassertingthesuperiorityofhissort,andnotrecognisingthatLapham’shumiliationcamefromthesenseofwrong,whichhehadhelpedtoaccumulateuponhimbysuperfinelystandingaloofandrefusingtotouchhim。
Heshuthisdeskandhurriedoutintotheearlynight,nottogoanywhere,buttowalkupanddown,totrytofindhiswayoutofthechaos,whichnowseemedruin,andnowthematerialsoutofwhichfineactionsandahappylifemightbeshaped。ThreehourslaterhestoodatLapham’sdoor。
Attimeswhathenowwishedtodohadseemedforeverimpossible,andagainithadseemedasifhecouldnotwaitamomentlonger。
Hehadnotbeencareless,butverymindfulofwhatheknewmustbethefeelingsofhisownfamilyinregardtotheLaphams,andhehadnotconcealedfromhimselfthathisfamilyhadgreatreasonandjusticeontheirsideinnotwishinghimtoalienatehimselffromtheircommonlifeandassociations。Themostthathecouldurgetohimselfwasthattheyhadnotallthereasonandjustice;
buthehadhesitatedanddelayedbecausetheyhadsomuch。
Oftenhecouldnotmakeitappearrightthatheshouldmerelypleasehimselfinwhatchieflyconcernedhimself。
HeperceivedhowfarapartinalltheirexperiencesandidealstheLaphamgirlsandhissisterswere;howdifferentMrs。Laphamwasfromhismother;howgrotesquelyunlikewerehisfatherandLapham;andthedisparityhadnotalwaysamusedhim。
Hehadoftentakenitveryseriously,andsometimeshesaidthathemustforegothehopeonwhichhisheartwasset。
Therehadbeenmanytimesinthepastmonthswhenhehadsaidthathemustgonofurther,andasoftenashehadtakenthisstandhehadyieldedit,uponthisorthatexcuse,whichhewasawareoftrumpingup。Itwaspartofthecomplicationthatheshouldheunconsciousoftheinjuryhemightbedoingtosomeonebesideshisfamilyandhimself;
thiswasthedefectofhisdiffidence;andithadcometohiminapangforthefirsttimewhenhismothersaidthatshewouldnothavetheLaphamsthinkshewishedtomakemoreoftheacquaintancethanhedid;andthenithadcometoolate。Sincethathehadsufferedquiteasmuchfromthefearthatitmightnotbeasthatitmightbeso;andnow,inthemood,romanticandexalted,inwhichhefoundhimselfconcerningLapham,hewasasfarasmightbefromvainconfidence。Heendedthequestioninhisownmindbyaffirmingtohimselfthathewasthere,firstofall,toseeLaphamandgivehimanultimateproofofhisownperfectfaithandunabatedrespect,andtoofferhimwhatreparationthisinvolvedforthatwantofsympathy——ofhumanity——whichhehadshown。
XVI。
THENovaScotiasecond—girlwhoansweredCorey’sringsaidthatLaphamhadnotcomehomeyet。
\"Oh,\"saidtheyoungman,hesitatingontheouterstep。
\"Iguessyoubettercomein,\"saidthegirl,\"I’llgoandseewhenthey’reexpectinghim。\"
Coreywasinthemoodtobeswayedbyanychance。
Heobeyedthesuggestionofthesecond—girl’spatronisingfriendliness,andlethershuthimintothedrawing—room,whileshewentupstairstoannouncehimtoPenelope。
\"Didyoutellhimfatherwasn’tathome?\"
\"Yes。Heseemedsokindofdisappointed,Itoldhimtocomein,andI’dseewhenheWOULDbein,\"saidthegirl,withthehumaninterestwhichsometimesreplacesintheAmericandomestictheserviledeferenceofothercountries。
AgleamofamusementpassedoverPenelope’sface,assheglancedatherselfintheglass。\"Well,\"shecriedfinally,droppingfromhershouldersthelightshawlinwhichshehadbeenhuddledoverabookwhenCoreyrang,\"Iwillgodown。\"
\"Allright,\"saidthegirl,andPenelopebeganhastilytoamendthedisarrayofherhair,whichshetumbledintoamassonthetopofherlittlehead,settingoffthepaledarkofhercomplexionwithaflashofcrimsonribbonatherthroat。Shemovedacrossthecarpetonceortwicewiththequaintgracethatbelongedtohersmallfigure,madeadissatisfiedgrimaceatitintheglass,caughtahandkerchiefoutofadrawerandsliditintoherpocket,andthendescendedtoCorey。
TheLaphamdrawing—roominNankeenSquarewasintheparti—colouredpaintwhichtheColonelhadhopedtorepeatinhisnewhouse:thetrimofthedoorsandwindowswasinlightgreenandthepanelsinsalmon;thewallswereaplaintintofFrenchgreypaper,dividedbygiltmouldingsintobroadpanelswithawidestripeofredvelvetpaperrunningupthecorners;thechandelierwasofmassiveimitationbronze;themirroroverthemantelrestedonafringedmantel—coverofgreenreps,andheavycurtainsofthatstuffhungfromgiltlambrequinframesatthewindow;thecarpetwasofasmallpatternincrudegreen,which,atthetimeMrs。Laphamboughtit,coveredhalfthenewfloorsinBoston。Inthepanelledspacesonthewallsweresomestone—colouredlandscapes,representingthemountainsandcanyonsoftheWest,whichtheColonelandhiswifehadvisitedononeoftheearlyofficialrailroadexcursions。InfrontofthelongwindowslookingintotheSquarewerestatues,kneelingfigureswhichturnedtheirbacksuponthecompanywithin—doors,andrepresentedallegoriesofFaithandPrayertopeoplewithout。Awhitemarblegroupofseveralfigures,expressinganItalianconceptionofLincolnFreeingtheSlaves,——aLatinnegroandhiswife,——withourEagleflappinghiswingsinapproval,atLincoln’sfeet,occupiedonecorner,andbalancedthewhat—notofanearlierperiodinanother。Thesephantasmsaddedtheirchilltothatimpartedbythetoneofthewalls,thelandscapes,andthecarpets,andcontributedtotheviolenceofthecontrastwhenthechandelierwaslightedupfullglare,andtheheatofthewholefurnacewelledupfromtheregistersintothequiveringatmosphereononeoftherareoccasionswhentheLaphamsinvitedcompany。
Coreyhadnotbeeninthisroombefore;thefamilyhadalwaysreceivedhiminwhattheycalledthesitting—room。
Penelopelookedintothisfirst,andthenshelookedintotheparlour,withasmilethatbrokeintoalaughasshediscoveredhimstandingunderthesingleburnerwhichthesecond—girlhadlightedforhiminthechandelier。
\"Idon’tunderstandhowyoucametobeputinthere,\"
shesaid,assheledthewaytothecozierplace,\"unlessitwasbecauseAlicethoughtyouwereonlyhereonprobation,anyway。Fatherhasn’tgothomeyet,butI’mexpectinghimeverymoment;Idon’tknowwhat’skeepinghim。DidthegirltellyouthatmotherandIrenewereout?\"
\"No,shedidn’tsay。It’sverygoodofyoutoseeme。\"
Shehadnotseentheexaltationwhichhehadbeenfeeling,heperceivedwithhalfasigh;itmustallbeuponthislowerlevel;perhapsitwasbestso。\"TherewassomethingIwishedtosaytoyourfather————Ihope,\"hebrokeoff,\"you’rebetterto—night。\"
\"Ohyes,thankyou,\"saidPenelope,rememberingthatshehadnotbeenwellenoughtogotodinnerthenightbefore。
\"Weallmissedyouverymuch。\"
\"Oh,thankyou!I’mafraidyouwouldn’thavemissedmeifIhadbeenthere。\"
\"Ohyes,weshould,\"saidCorey,\"Iassureyou。\"
Theylookedateachother。
\"IreallythinkIbelievedIwassayingsomething,\"
saidthegirl。
\"AndsodidI,\"repliedtheyoungman。Theylaughedratherwildly,andthentheybothbecamerathergrave。
Hetookthechairshegavehim,andlookedacrossather,whereshesatontheothersideofthehearth,inachairlowerthanhis,withherhandsdroppedinherlap,andthebackofherheadonhershouldersasshelookedupathim。
Thesoft—coalfireinthegratepurredandflickered;
thedrop—lightcastamellowradianceonherface。
Shelethereyesfall,andthenliftedthemforanirrelevantglanceattheclockonthemantel。
\"MotherandIrenehavegonetotheSpanishStudents’concert。\"
\"Oh,havethey?\"askedCorey;andheputhishat,whichhehadbeenholdinginhishand,onthefloorbesidehischair。
Shelookeddownatitfornoreason,andthenlookedupathisfacefornoother,andturnedalittlered。
Coreyturnedalittleredhimself。Shewhohadalwaysbeensoeasywithhimnowbecamealittleconstrained。
\"Doyouknowhowwarmitisout—of—doors?\"heasked。
\"No,isitwarm?Ihaven’tbeenoutallday。\"
\"It’slikeasummernight。\"
Sheturnedherfacetowardsthefire,andthenstartedabruptly。\"Perhapsit’stoowarmforyouhere?\"
\"Ohno,it’sverycomfortable。\"
\"Isupposeit’sthecoldofthelastfewdaysthat’sstillinthehouse。Iwasreadingwithashawlonwhenyoucame。\"
\"Iinterruptedyou。\"
\"Ohno。Ihadfinishedthebook。Iwasjustlookingoveritagain。\"
\"Doyouliketoreadbooksover?\"
\"Yes;booksthatIlikeatall。\"
\"Thatwasit?\"askedCorey。
Thegirlhesitated。\"Ithasratherasentimentalname。
Didyoueverreadit?——Tears,IdleTears。\"
\"Ohyes;theyweretalkingofthatlastnight;it’safamousbookwithladies。Theybreaktheirheartsoverit。
Diditmakeyoucry?\"
\"Oh,it’sprettyeasytocryoverabook,\"saidPenelope,laughing;\"andthatoneisverynaturaltillyoucometothemainpoint。Thenthenaturalnessofalltherestmakesthatseemnaturaltoo;butIguessit’sratherforced。\"
\"Hergivinghimuptotheotherone?\"
\"Yes;simplybecauseshehappenedtoknowthattheotheronehadcaredforhimfirst。Whyshouldshehavedoneit?Whatrighthadshe?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Isupposethattheself—sacrifice————\"
\"ButitWASN’Tself—sacrifice——ornotself—sacrificealone。
Shewassacrificinghimtoo;andforsomeonewhocouldn’tappreciatehimhalfasmuchasshecould。
I’mprovokedwithmyselfwhenIthinkhowIcriedoverthatbook——forIdidcry。It’ssilly——it’swickedforanyonetodowhatthatgirldid。Whycan’ttheyletpeoplehaveachancetobehavereasonablyinstories?\"
\"Perhapstheycouldn’tmakeitsoattractive,\"
suggestedCorey,withasmile。
\"Itwouldbenovel,atanyrate,\"saidthegirl。
\"Butsoitwouldinreallife,Isuppose,\"sheadded。
\"Idon’tknow。Whyshouldn’tpeopleinlovebehavesensibly?\"
\"That’saveryseriousquestion,\"saidPenelopegravely。
\"Icouldn’tanswerit,\"andshelefthimtheembarrassmentofsupportinganinquirywhichshehadcertainlyinstigatedherself。Sheseemedtohavefinallyrecoveredherowneaseindoingthis。\"Doyouadmireourautumnaldisplay,Mr。Corey?\"
\"Yourdisplay?\"
\"ThetreesintheSquare。WEthinkit’squiteequaltoanopeningatJordan&Marsh’s。\"
\"Ah,I’mafraidyouwouldn’tletmebeseriousevenaboutyourmaples。\"
\"Ohyes,Ishould——ifyouliketobeserious。\"
\"Don’tyou?\"
\"Wellnotaboutseriousmatters。That’sthereasonthatbookmademecry。\"
\"Youmakefunofeverything。MissIrenewastellingmelastnightaboutyou。\"
\"Thenit’snouseformetodenyitsosoon。ImustgiveIreneatalkingto。\"
\"Ihopeyouwon’tforbidhertotalkaboutyou!\"
Shehadtakenupafanfromthetable,andheldit,nowbetweenherfaceandthefire,andnowbetweenherfaceandhim。Herlittlevisage,withthatarch,lazylookinit,toppedbyitsmassofduskyhair,anddwindlingfromthefullcheekstothesmallchin,hadaJapaneseeffectinthesubduedlight,andithadthecharmwhichcomestoanywomanwithhappiness。
Itwouldbehardtosayhowmuchofthissheperceivedthathefelt。Theytalkedaboutotherthingsawhile,andthenshecamebacktowhathehadsaid。Sheglancedathimobliquelyroundherfan,andstoppedmovingit。
\"DoesIrenetalkaboutme?\"sheasked。\"Ithinkso——yes。
Perhapsit’sonlyIwhotalkaboutyou。Youmustblamemeifit’swrong,\"hereturned。
\"Oh,Ididn’tsayitwaswrong,\"shereplied。\"ButI
hopeifyousaidanythingverybadofmeyou’llletmeknowwhatitwas,sothatIcanreform————\"
\"No,don’tchange,please!\"criedtheyoungman。
Penelopecaughtherbreath,butwentonresolutely,——
\"orrebukeyouforspeakingevilofdignities。\"
Shelookeddownatthefan,nowflatinherlap,andtriedtogovernherhead,butittrembled,andsheremainedlookingdown。Againtheyletthetalkstray,andthenitwashewhobroughtitbacktothemselves,asifithadnotleftthem。
\"IhavetotalkOFyou,\"saidCorey,\"becauseIgettotalkTOyousoseldom。\"
\"YoumeanthatIdoallthetalkingwhenwe’re——together?\"
Sheglancedsidewiseathim;butshereddenedafterspeakingthelastword。
\"We’resoseldomtogether,\"hepursued。
\"Idon’tknowwhatyoumean————\"
\"SometimesI’vethought——I’vebeenafraidthatyouavoidedme。\"
\"Avoidedyou?\"
\"Yes!Triednottobealonewithme。\"
Shemighthavetoldhimthattherewasnoreasonwhysheshouldbealonewithhim,andthatitwasverystrangeheshouldmakethiscomplaintofher。Butshedidnot。
Shekeptlookingdownatthefan,andthensheliftedherburningfaceandlookedattheclockagain。
\"MotherandIrenewillbesorrytomissyou,\"shegasped。
Heinstantlyroseandcametowardsher。Sherosetoo,andmechanicallyputoutherhand。Hetookitasiftosaygood—night。\"Ididn’tmeantosendyouaway,\"
shebesoughthim。
\"Oh,I’mnotgoing,\"heansweredsimply。\"Iwantedtosay——tosaythatit’sIwhomakehertalkaboutyou。
TosayI————ThereissomethingIwanttosaytoyou;
I’vesaiditsooftentomyselfthatIfeelasifyoumustknowit。\"Shestoodquitestill,lettinghimkeepherhand,andquestioninghisfacewithabewilderedgaze。\"YouMUST
know——shemusthavetoldyou——shemusthaveguessed————\"
Penelopeturnedwhite,butoutwardlyquelledthepanicthatsentthebloodtoherheart。\"I——Ididn’texpect——I
hopedtohaveseenyourfather——butImustspeaknow,whatever————Iloveyou!\"
Shefreedherhandfrombothofthosehehadcloseduponit,andwentbackfromhimacrosstheroomwithasinuousspring。
\"ME!\"Whateverpotentialcomplicityhadlurkedinherheart,hiswordsbroughtheronlyimmeasurabledismay。
Hecametowardsheragain。\"Yes,you。Whoelse?\"
Shefendedhimoffwithanimploringgesture。
\"Ithought——I——itwas————\"
Sheshutherlipstight,andstoodlookingathimwhereheremainedinsilentamaze。Thenherwordscameagain,shudderingly。\"Oh,whathaveyoudone?\"
\"Uponmysoul,\"hesaid,withavaguesmile,\"Idon’tknow。
Ihopenoharm?\"
\"Oh,don’tlaugh!\"shecried,laughinghystericallyherself。
\"Unlessyouwantmetothinkyouthegreatestwretchintheworld!\"
\"I?\"heresponded。\"Forheaven’ssaketellmewhatyoumean!\"
\"YouknowIcan’ttellyou。Canyousay——canyouputyourhandonyourheartandsaythat——you——sayyounevermeant——thatyoumeantme——allalong?\"
\"Yes!——yes!Whoelse?Icameheretoseeyourfather,andtotellhimthatIwishedtotellyouthis——toaskhim————Butwhatdoesitmatter?Youmusthaveknownit——youmusthaveseen——andit’sforyoutoanswerme。
I’vebeenabrupt,Iknow,andI’vestartledyou;butifyouloveme,youcanforgivethattomylovingyousolongbeforeIspoke。\"
Shegazedathimwithpartedlips。
\"Oh,mercy!WhatshallIdo?Ifit’strue——whatyousay——youmustgo!\"shesaid。\"Andyoumustnevercomeanymore。
Doyoupromisethat?\"
\"Certainlynot,\"saidtheyoungman。\"WhyshouldI
promisesuchathing——soabominablywrong?Icouldobeyifyoudidn’tloveme————\"
\"Oh,Idon’t!IndeedIdon’t!Nowwillyouobey。\"
\"No。Idon’tbelieveyou。\"\"Oh!\"
Hepossessedhimselfofherhandagain。
\"Mylove——mydearest!Whatisthistrouble,thatyoucan’ttellit?Itcan’tbeanythingaboutyourself。
Ifitisanythingaboutanyoneelse,itwouldn’tmaketheleastdifferenceintheworld,nomatterwhatitwas。
IwouldbeonlytoogladtoshowbyanyactordeedIcouldthatnothingcouldchangemetowardsyou。\"
\"Oh,youdon’tunderstand!\"
\"No,Idon’t。Youmusttellme。\"
\"Iwillneverdothat。\"