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  hecan’tliveontheinterestofhisfeelings。HeworshipsSophyandsheseemedtobefondofhim。Ifshe’schangedit’sbeenverysudden。Andiftheypartlikethis,angrilyandinarticulately,itwillhurthimhorribly——hurthisverysoul。Butthat,asyousay,isbetweenthetwo。Whatconcernsmeishisassociatingyouwiththeirquarrel。

  Owen’slikemyownson——ifyou’dseenhimwhenIfirstcamehereyou’dknowwhy。Wewereliketwoprisonerswhotalktoeachotherbytappingonthewall。He’sneverforgottenit,norI。WhetherhebreakswithSophy,orwhethertheymakeitup,Ican’tlethimthinkyouhadanythingtodowithit。\"

  SheraisedhereyesentreatinglytoDarrow’s,andreadinthemtheforbearanceofthemanresignedtothediscussionofnon—existentproblems。

  \"I’lldowhateveryouwantmeto,\"hesaid;\"butIdon’tyetknowwhatitis。\"

  Hissmileseemedtochargeherwithinconsequence,andthepricktoherpridemadehercontinue:\"Afterall,it’snotsounnaturalthatOwen,knowingyouandSophytobealmoststrangers,shouldwonderwhatyouweresayingtoeachotherwhenhesawyoutalkingtogether。\"

  Shefeltawarningtremorasshespoke,asthoughsomeinstinctdeeperthanreasonsurgedupindefenseofitstreasure。ButDarrow’sfacewasunstirredsavebytheflitofhishalf—amusedsmile。

  \"Well,mydear——andcouldn’tyouhavetoldhim?\"

  \"I?\"shefalteredoutthroughherblush。

  \"Youseemtoforget,oneandallofyou,thepositionyouputmeinwhenIcamedownhere:yourappealtometoseeOwenthrough,yourassurancetohimthatIwould,MadamedeChantelle’sattempttowinmeover;andmostofall,myownsenseofthefactyou’vejustrecalledtome:theimportance,forbothofus,thatOwenshouldlikeme。ItseemedtomethatthefirstthingtodowastogetasmuchlightasIcouldonthewholesituation;andtheobviouswayofdoingitwastotrytoknowMissVinerbetter。OfcourseI’vetalkedwithheralone——I’vetalkedwithherasoftenasIcould。I’vetriedmybesttofindoutifyouwererightinencouragingOwentomarryher。\"

  Shelistenedwithagrowingsenseofreassurance,strugglingtoseparatetheabstractsenseofhiswordsfromthepersuasioninwhichhiseyesandvoiceenvelopedthem。

  \"Isee——Idosee,\"shemurmured。

  \"Youmustsee,also,thatIcouldhardlysaythistoOwenwithoutoffendinghimstillmore,andperhapsincreasingthebreachbetweenMissVinerandhimself。WhatsortoffigureshouldIcutifItoldhimI’dbeentryingtofindoutifhe’dmadeaproperchoice?Inanycase,it’snoneofmybusinesstoofferanexplanationofwhatshejustlysaysdoesn’tneedone。Ifshedeclinestospeak,it’sobviouslyonthegroundthatOwen’sinsinuationsareabsurd;andthatsurelypledgesmetosilence。\"

  \"Yes,yes!Isee,\"Annarepeated。\"ButIdon’twantyoutoexplainanythingtoOwen。\"

  \"Youhaven’tyettoldmewhatyoudowant。\"

  Shehesitated,consciousofthedifficultyofjustifyingherrequest;then:\"IwantyoutospeaktoSophy,\"shesaid。

  Darrowbrokeintoanincredulouslaugh。\"Consideringwhatmypreviousattemptshaveresultedin————!\"

  Sheraisedhereyesquickly。\"Theyhaven’t,atleast,resultedinyourlikingherless,inyourthinkinglesswellofherthanyou’vetoldme?\"

  Shefanciedhefrownedalittle。\"Iwonderwhyyougobacktothat?\"

  \"Iwanttobesure——IoweittoOwen。Won’tyoutellmetheexactimpressionshe’sproducedonyou?\"

  \"Ihavetoldyou——IlikeMissViner。\"

  \"Doyoustillbelieveshe’sinlovewithOwen?\"

  \"Therewasnothinginourshorttalkstothrowanyparticularlightonthat。\"

  \"Youstillbelieve,though,thatthere’snoreasonwhyheshouldn’tmarryher?\"

  Againhebetrayedarestrainedimpatience。\"HowcanI

  answerthatwithoutknowingherreasonsforbreakingwithhim?\"

  \"That’sjustwhatIwantyoutofindoutfromher。\"

  \"Andwhyintheworldshouldshetellme?\"

  \"Because,whatevergrievanceshehasagainstOwen,shecancertainlyhavenoneagainstme。Shecan’twanttohaveOwenconnectmeinhismindwiththiswretchedquarrel;andshemustseethathewilluntilhe’sconvincedyou’vehadnoshareinit。\"

  Darrow’selbowdroppedfromthemantel—pieceandhetookarestlesssteportwoacrosstheroom。Thenhehaltedbeforeher。

  \"Whycan’tyoutellherthisyourself?\"

  \"Don’tyousee?\"

  Heeyedherintently,andshepressedon:\"YoumusthaveguessedthatOwen’sjealousofyou。\"

  \"Jealousofme?\"Thebloodflewupunderhisbrownskin。

  \"Blindwithit——whatelsewoulddrivehimtothisfolly?AndIcan’thaveherthinkmejealoustoo!I’vesaidallI

  could,shortofmakingherthinkso;andshe’srefusedawordmoretoeitherofus。Ouronlychancenowisthatsheshouldlistentoyou——thatyoushouldmakeherseetheharmhersilencemaydo。\"

  Darrowutteredaprotestingexclamation。\"It’salltoopreposterous——whatyousuggest!Ican’t,atanyrate,appealtoheronsuchagroundasthat!\"

  Annalaidherhandonhisarm。\"AppealtoheronthegroundthatI’malmostOwen’smother,andthatanyestrangementbetweenyouandhimwouldkillme。Sheknowswhatheis——

  she’llunderstand。Tellhertosayanything,doanything,shewishes;butnottogoawaywithoutspeaking,nottoleaveTHATbetweenuswhenshegoes!\"

  Shedrewbackastepandliftedherfacetohis,tryingtolookintohiseyesmoredeeplythanshehadeverlooked;butbeforeshecoulddiscernwhattheyexpressedhehadtakenholdofherhandsandbenthisheadtokissthem。

  \"You’llseeher?You’llseeher?\"sheentreated;andheanswered:\"I’lldoanythingintheworldyouwantmeto。\"

  XXVI

  Darrowwaitedaloneinthesitting—room。

  Noplacecouldhavebeenmoredistastefulasthesceneofthetalkthatlaybeforehim;buthehadaccededtoAnna’ssuggestionthatitwouldseemmorenaturalforhertosummonSophyVinerthanforhimtogoinsearchofher。Ashistroubledpacingscarriedhimbackandfortharelentlesshandseemedtobetearingawayallthetenderfibresofassociationthatboundhimtothepeacefulroom。Here,inthisveryplace,hehaddrunkhisdeepestdraughtsofhappiness,hadhadhislipsatthefountain—headofitsoverflowingrivers;butnowthatsourcewaspoisonedandhewouldtastenomoreofanuntaintedcup。

  Foramomenthefeltanactualphysicalanguish;thenhisnerveshardenedforthecomingstruggle。Hehadnonotionofwhatawaitedhim;butafterthefirstinstinctiverecoilhehadseeninaflashtheurgentneedofanotherwordwithSophyViner。HehadbeeninsincereinlettingAnnathinkthathehadconsentedtospeakbecausesheaskedit。Inrealityhehadbeenfeverishlycastingaboutforthepretextshehadgivenhim;andforsomereasonthistrivialhypocrisyweighedonhimmorethanallhisheavyburdenofdeceit。

  AtlengthheheardastepbehindhimandSophyVinerentered。Whenshesawhimshepausedonthethresholdandhalfdrewback。

  \"IwastoldthatMrs。Leathhadsentforme。\"

  \"Mrs。LeathDIDsendforyou。She’llbeherepresently;

  butIaskedhertoletmeseeyoufirst。\"

  Hespokeverygently,andtherewasnoinsincerityinhisgentleness。Hewasprofoundlymovedbythechangeinthegirl’sappearance。Atsightofhimshehadforcedasmile;

  butitlitupherwretchednesslikeacandle—flameheldtoadeadface。

  Shemadenoreply,andDarrowwenton:\"Youmustunderstandmywantingtospeaktoyou,afterwhatIwastoldjustnow。\"

  Sheinterposed,withagestureofprotest:\"I’mnotresponsibleforOwen’sravings!\"

  \"Ofcourse————\"。Hebrokeoffandtheystoodfacingeachother。Sheliftedahandandpushedbackherlooselockwiththegesturethatwasburntintohismemory;thenshelookedaboutheranddroppedintothenearestchair。

  \"Well,you’vegotwhatyouwanted,\"shesaid。

  \"WhatdoyoumeanbywhatIwanted?\"

  \"Myengagement’sbroken——youheardmesayso。\"

  \"Whydoyousaythat’swhatIwanted?AllIwished,fromthebeginning,wastoadviseyou,tohelpyouasbestIcould——

  ——\"

  \"That’swhatyou’vedone,\"sherejoined。\"You’veconvincedmethatit’sbestIshouldn’tmarryhim。\"

  Darrowbrokeintoadespairinglaugh。\"Attheverymomentwhenyou’dconvincedmetothecontrary!\"

  \"HadI?\"Hersmileflickeredup。\"Well,Ireallybelievedittillyoushowedme……warnedme……\"

  \"Warnedyou?\"

  \"ThatI’dbemiserableifImarriedamanIdidn’tlove。\"

  \"Don’tyoulovehim?\"

  Shemadenoanswer,andDarrowstartedupandwalkedawaytotheotherendoftheroom。Hestoppedbeforethewriting—

  table,wherehisphotograph,well—dressed,handsome,self—

  sufficient——theportraitofamanoftheworld,confidentofhisabilitytodealadequatelywiththemostdelicatesituations——offereditshugefatuitytohisgaze。Heturnedbacktoher。\"It’sratherhardonOwen,isn’tit,thatyoushouldhavewaiteduntilnowtotellhim?\"

  Shereflectedamomentbeforeanswering。\"ItoldhimassoonasIknew。\"

  \"Knewthatyoucouldn’tmarryhim?\"

  \"KnewthatIcouldneverliveherewithhim。\"Shelookedabouttheroom,asthoughtheverywallsmustspeakforher。

  ForamomentDarrowcontinuedtosearchherfaceperplexedly;thentheireyesmetinalongdisastrousgaze。

  \"Yes————\"shesaid,andstoodup。

  BelowthewindowtheyheardEffiewhistlingforherdogs,andthen,fromtheterrace,hermothercallingher。

  \"There——THATforinstance,\"SophyVinersaid。

  Darrowbrokeout:\"It’sIwhooughttogo!\"

  Shekepthersmallpalesmile。\"Whatgoodwouldthatdoanyofus——now?\"

  Hecoveredhisfacewithhishands。\"GoodGod!\"hegroaned。

  \"HowcouldItell?\"

  \"Youcouldn’ttell。Weneitherofuscould。\"Sheseemedtoturntheproblemovercritically。\"Afterall,itmighthavebeenYOUinsteadofme!\"

  Hetookanotherdistractedturnabouttheroomandcomingbacktohersatdowninachairatherside。Amockinghandseemedtodashthewordsfromhislips。Therewasnothingonearththathecouldsaytoherthatwasn’tfoolishorcruelorcontemptible……

  \"Mydear,\"hebeganatlast,\"oughtn’tyou,atanyrate,totry?\"

  Hergazegrewgrave。\"Trytoforgetyou?\"

  Heflushedtotheforehead。\"Imeant,trytogiveOwenmoretime;togivehimachance。He’smadlyinlovewithyou;

  allthegoodthat’sinhimisinyourhands。Hisstep—motherfeltthatfromthefirst。Andshethought——shebelieved————

  \"

  \"ShethoughtIcouldmakehimhappy。Wouldshethinksonow?\"

  \"Now……?Idon’tsaynow。Butlater?Timemodifies……rubsout……morequicklythanyouthink……Goaway,butlethimhope……I’mgoingtoo——WE’REgoing——\"hestumbledontheplural——\"inaveryfewweeks:goingforalongtime,probably。Whatyou’rethinkingofnowmayneverhappen。Wemaynotallbeheretogetheragainforyears。\"

  Sheheardhimoutinsilence,herhandsclaspedonherknee,hereyesbentonthem。\"Forme,\"shesaid,\"you’llalwaysbehere。\"

  \"Don’tsaythat——oh,don’t!Thingschange……peoplechange……You’llsee!\"

  \"Youdon’tunderstand。Idon’twantanythingtochange。I

  don’twanttoforget——torubout。AtfirstIimaginedI

  did;butthatwasafoolishmistake。AssoonasIsawyouagainIknewit……It’snotbeingherewithyouthatI’mafraidof——inthesenseyouthink。It’sbeinghere,oranywhere,withOwen。\"Shestoodupandbenthertragicsmileonhim。\"Iwanttokeepyoualltomyself。\"

  Theonlywordsthatcametohimwerefutiledenunciationsofhisfolly;butthesenseoftheirfutilitycheckedthemonhislips。\"Poorchild——youpoorchild!\"heheardhimselfvainlyrepeating。

  Suddenlyhefeltthestrongreactionofrealityanditsimpetusbroughthimtohisfeet。\"Whateverhappens,I

  intendtogo——togoforgood,\"heexclaimed。\"Iwantyoutounderstandthat。Oh,don’tbeafraid——I’llfindareason。

  Butit’sperfectlyclearthatImustgo。\"

  Sheutteredaprotestingcry。\"Goaway?You?Don’tyouseethatthatwouldtelleverything——drageverybodyintothehorror?\"

  Hefoundnoanswer,andhervoicedroppedbacktoitscalmernote。\"Whatgoodwouldyourgoingdo?Doyousupposeitwouldchangeanythingforme?\"Shelookedathimwithamusingwistfulness。\"Iwonderwhatyourfeelingformewas?

  ItseemsqueerthatI’veneverreallyknown——IsupposeweDON’Tknowmuchaboutthatkindoffeeling。Isitliketakingadrinkwhenyou’rethirsty?……Iusedtofeelasifallofmewasinthepalmofyourhand……\"

  Hebowedhishumbledhead,butshewentonalmostexultantly:\"Don’tforaminutethinkI’msorry!Itwaswortheverypennyitcost。Mymistakewasinbeingashamed,justatfirst,ofitshavingcostsuchalot。Itriedtocarryitoffasajoke——totalkofittomyselfasan’adventure’。I’dalwayswantedadventures,andyou’dgivenmeone,andItriedtotakeyourattitudeaboutit,to’playthegame’andconvincemyselfthatIhadn’triskedanymoreonitthanyou。Then,whenImetyouagain,IsuddenlysawthatIHADriskedmore,butthatI’dwonmore,too——suchworlds!I’dbeentryingallthewhiletoputeverythingI

  couldbetweenus;nowIwanttosweepeverythingaway。I’dbeentryingtoforgethowyoulooked;nowIwanttorememberyoualways。I’dbeentryingnottohearyourvoice;nowI

  neverwanttohearanyother。I’vemademychoice——that’sall:I’vehadyouandImeantokeepyou。\"Herfacewasshininglikehereyes。\"Tokeepyouhiddenawayhere,\"sheended,andputherhanduponherbreast。

  Aftershehadlefthim,Darrowcontinuedtositmotionless,staringbackintotheirpast。Hithertoithadlingeredontheedgeofhismindinavaguepinkblur,likeoneofthelittlerose—leafcloudsthatasettingsundropsfromitsdisk。Nowitwasahugeloomingdarkness,throughwhichhiseyesvainlystrained。Thewholeepisodewasstillobscuretohim,savewherehereandthere,astheytalked,somephraseorgestureorintonationofthegirl’shadlitupalittlespotinthenight。

  Shehadsaid:\"Iwonderwhatyourfeelingformewas?\"andhefoundhimselfwonderingtoo……Heremembereddistinctlyenoughthathehadnotmeanttheperilouspassion——eveninitsmosttransientform——toplayapartintheirrelation。

  Inthatrespecthisattitudehadbeenabovereproach。Shewasanunusuallyoriginalandattractivecreature,towhomhehadwantedtogiveafewdaysofharmlesspleasuring,andwhowasalertandexpertenoughtounderstandhisintentionandsparehimtheboredomofhesitationsandmisinterpretations。Thathadbeenhisfirstimpression,andhersubsequentdemeanourhadjustifiedit。Shehadbeen,fromtheoutset,justthefrankandeasycomradehehadexpectedtofindher。Wasithe,then,who,inthesequel,hadgrownimpatientoftheboundshehadsethimself?Wasithiswoundedvanitythat,seekingbalmforitshurt,yearnedtodipdeeperintothehealingpoolofhercompassion?Inhisconfusedmemoryofthesituationheseemednottohavebeenguiltlessofsuchyearnings……Yetforthefirstfewdaystheexperimenthadbeenperfectlysuccessful。Herenjoymenthadbeenuncloudedandhispleasureinitundisturbed。Itwasverygradually——heseemedtosee——thatashadeoflassitudehadcreptovertheirintercourse。

  Perhapsitwasbecause,whenherlightchatteraboutpeoplefailed,hefoundshehadnootherfundtodrawon,orperhapssimplybecauseofthesweetnessofherlaugh,orofthecharmofthegesturewithwhich,onedayinthewoodsofMarly,shehadtossedoffherhatandtiltedbackherheadatthecallofacuckoo;orbecause,wheneverhelookedatherunexpectedly,hefoundthatshewaslookingathimanddidnotwanthimtoknowit;orperhaps,invaryingdegrees,becauseofallthesethings,thattherehadcomeamomentwhennowordseemedtoflyhighenoughordivedeepenoughtoutterthesenseofwell—beingeachgavetotheother,andthenaturalsubstituteforspeechhadbeenakiss。

  Thekiss,atallevents,hadcomeattheprecisemomenttosavetheirventurefromdisaster。Theyhadreachedthepointwhenheramazingreminiscenceshadbeguntoflag,whenherfuturehadbeenexhaustivelydiscussed,hertheatricalprospectsminutelystudied,herquarrelwithMrs。Murrettretoldwiththelastamplificationofdetail,andwhen,perhapsconsciousofherexhaustedresourcesandhisdwindlinginterest,shehadcommittedthefatalerrorofsayingthatshecouldseehewasunhappy,andentreatinghimtotellherwhy……

  Fromthebrinkofestrangingconfidences,andfromtheriskofunfavourablecomparisons,hisgesturehadsnatchedherbacktosafety;andassoonashehadkissedherhefeltthatshewouldneverborehimagain。Shewasoneoftheelementalcreatureswhoseemotionisallintheirpulses,andwhobecomeinexpressiveorsentimentalwhentheytrytoturnsensationintospeech。Hiscaresshadrestoredhertohernaturalplaceintheschemeofthings,andDarrowfeltasifhehadclaspedatreeandanymphhadbloomedfromit……

  Themerefactofnothavingtolistentoheranylongeraddedimmenselytohercharm。Shecontinued,ofcourse,totalktohim,butitdidn’tmatter,becausehenolongermadeanyefforttofollowherwords,butlethervoicerunonasamusicalundercurrenttohisthoughts。

  Shehadn’tadropofpoetryinher,butshehadsomeofthequalitiesthatcreateitinothers;andinmomentsofheattheimaginationdoesnotalwaysfeelthedifference……

  Lyingbesideherintheshade,Darrowfeltherpresenceasapartofthecharmedstillnessofthesummerwoods,astheelementofvaguewell—beingthatsuffusedhissensesandlulledtosleeptheacheofwoundedpride。Allheaskedofher,asyet,wasatouchonthehandoronthelips——andthatsheshouldlethimgoonlyingtherethroughthelongwarmhours,whileablack—bird’ssongthrobbedlikeafountain,andthesummerwindstirredinthetrees,andcloseby,betweenthenearestbranchesandthebrimofhistiltedhat,aslightwhitefiguregatheredupallthefloatingthreadsofjoy……

  Herecalled,too,havingnoticed,ashelaystaringatabreakinthetree—tops,astreamofmares’—tailscomingupthesky。Hehadsaidtohimself:\"Itwillrainto—morrow,\"

  andthethoughthadmadetheairseemwarmerandthesunmorevividonherhair……Perhapsifthemares’—tailshadnotcomeuptheskytheiradventuremighthavehadnosequel。

  Butthecloudbroughtrain,andnextmorninghelookedoutofhiswindowintoacoldgreyblur。Theyhadplannedanall—dayexcursiondowntheSeine,tothetwoAndelysandRouen,andnow,withthelonghoursontheirhands,theywerebothalittleataloss……TherewastheLouvre,ofcourse,andtheLuxembourg;buthehadtriedlookingatpictureswithher,shehadfirstsopersistentlyadmiredtheworstthings,andthensofranklylapsedintoindifference,thathehadnowishtorepeattheexperiment。Sotheywentout,aimlessly,andtookacoldwetwalk,turningatlengthintothedesertedarcadesofthePalaisRoyal,andfinallydriftingintooneofitsequallydesertedrestaurants,wheretheylunchedaloneandsomewhatdolefully,servedbyawanoldwaiterwiththelookofacastawaywhohasgivenupwatchingforasail……Itwasoddhowthewaiter’sfacecamebacktohim……

  Perhapsbutfortherainitmightneverhavehappened;butwhatwastheuseofthinkingofthatnow?Hetriedtoturnhisthoughtstomoreurgentissues;but,byastrangeperversityofassociation,everydetailofthedaywasforcingitselfonhismindwithaninsistencefromwhichtherewasnoescape。Reluctantlyherelivedthelongwetwalkbacktothehotel,afteratedioushouratacinematographshowontheBoulevard。Itwasstillrainingwhentheywithdrewfromthisstalespectacle,butshehadobstinatelyrefusedtotakeacab,hadeven,ontheway,insistedonloiteringunderthedrippingawningsofshop—

  windowsandpokingintodraughtypassages,andfinally,whentheyhadnearlyreachedtheirdestination,hadgonesofarastosuggestthattheyshouldturnbacktohuntupsomeshowshehadheardofinatheatreattheBatignolles。Butatthathehadsomewhatirritablyprotested:herememberedthat,forthefirsttime,theywerebothratherirritable,andvaguelydisposedtoresistoneanother’ssuggestions。

  Hisfeetwerewet,andhewastiredofwalking,andsickofthesmellofstuffyunairedtheatres,andhehadsaidhemustreallygetbacktowritesomeletters——andsotheyhadkeptontothehotel……

  XXVII

  DarrowhadnoideahowlonghehadsattherewhenheheardAnna’shandonthedoor。Theeffortofrising,andofcomposinghisfacetomeether,gavehimafactitioussenseofself—control。Hesaidtohimself:\"Imustdecideonsomething————\"andthatliftedhimahair’sbreadthabovethewhirlingwaters。

  Shecameinwithalighterstep,andheinstantlyperceivedthatsomethingunforeseenandreassuringhadhappened。

  \"She’sbeenwithme。Shecameandfoundmeontheterrace。

  We’vehadalongtalkandshe’sexplainedeverything。I

  feelasifI’dneverknownherbefore!\"

  Hervoicewassomovedandtenderthatitcheckedhisstartofapprehension。

  \"She’sexplained————?\"

  \"It’snatural,isn’tit,thatsheshouldhavefeltalittlesoreatthekindofinspectionshe’sbeensubjectedto?Oh,notfromyou——Idon’tmeanthat!ButMadamedeChantelle’sopposition——andhersendingforAdelaidePainter!Shetoldmefranklyshedidn’tcaretooweherhusbandtoAdelaidePainter……ShethinksnowthatherannoyanceatfeelingherselfsotalkedoverandscrutinizedmayhaveshownitselfinhermannertoOwen,andsethimimaginingtheinsanethingshedid……Iunderstandallshemusthavefelt,andI

  agreewithherthatit’sbestsheshouldgoawayforawhile。She’smademe,\"Annasummedup,\"feelasifI’dbeendreadfullythick—skinnedandobtuse!\"

  \"YOU?\"

  \"Yes。AsifI’dtreatedherlikethebric—a—bracthatusedtobesentdownhere’onapproval,’toseeifitwouldlookwellwiththeotherpieces。\"Sheadded,withasuddenflushofenthusiasm:\"I’mgladshe’sgotitinhertomakeonefeellikethat!\"

  SheseemedtowaitforDarrowtoagreewithher,ortoputsomeotherquestion,andhefinallyfoundvoicetoask:

  \"Thenyouthinkit’snotafinalbreak?\"

  \"Ihopenot——I’veneverhopeditmore!IhadawordwithOwen,too,afterIlefther,andIthinkheunderstandsthathemustlethergowithoutinsistingonanypositivepromise。She’sexcited……hemustlethercalmdown……\"

  Againshewaited,andDarrowsaid:\"Surelyyoucanmakehimseethat。\"

  \"She’llhelpmeto——she’stoseehim,ofcourse,beforeshegoes。Shestartsimmediately,bytheway,withAdelaidePainter,whoismotoringovertoFrancheuiltocatchtheoneo’clockexpress——andwho,ofcourse,knowsnothingofallthis,andissimplytobetoldthatSophyhasbeensentforbytheFarlows。\"

  Darrowmutelysignedhiscomprehension,andshewenton:

  \"OwenisparticularlyanxiousthatneitherAdelaidenorhisgrandmothershouldhavetheleastinklingofwhat’shappened。TheneedofshieldingSophywillhelphimtocontrolhimself。He’scomingtohissenses,poorboy;he’sashamedofhiswildtalkalready。Heaskedmetotellyouso;nodoubthe’lltellyousohimself。\"

  Darrowmadeamovementofprotest。\"Oh,astothat——thething’snotworthanotherword。\"

  \"Oranotherthought,either?\"Shebrightened。\"Promisemeyouwon’teventhinkofit——promisemeyouwon’tbehardonhim!\"

  Hewasfindingiteasiertosmilebackather。\"WhyshouldyouthinkitnecessarytoaskmyindulgenceforOwen?\"

  Shehesitatedamoment,hereyeswanderingfromhim。Thentheycamebackwithasmile。\"PerhapsbecauseIneeditformyself。\"

  \"Foryourself?\"

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