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  \"Poorthing……poorthing!\"hecouldonlygoonsaying;andwiththerepetitionofthewordsthepictureofhimselfasshemustseehimpitiablytookshapeagain。

  Heunderstoodthen,forthefirsttime,howvague,incomparisonwithhers,hadbeenhisownvisionoftheparthehadplayedinthebriefepisodeoftheirrelation。Theincidenthadleftinhimasenseofexasperationandself—

  contempt,butthat,ashenowperceived,waschiefly,ifnotaltogether,asitboreonhispreconceivedidealofhisattitudetowardanotherwoman。Hehadfallenbelowhisownstandardofsentimentalloyalty,andifhethoughtofSophyVineritwasmainlyasthechanceinstrumentofhislapse。

  Theseconsiderationswerenotagreeabletohispride,buttheywereforcedonhimbytheexampleofhervaliantcommon—sense。Ifhehadcutasorryfigureinthebusiness,heowedittohernottoclosehiseyestothefactanylonger……

  Butwhenheopenedthem,whatdidhesee?Thesituation,detestableatbest,wouldyethavebeenrelativelysimpleifprotectingSophyVinerhadbeentheonlydutyinvolvedinit。Thefactthatthatdutywasparamountdidnotdoawaywiththecontingentobligations。ItwasDarrow’sinstinct,indifficultmoments,togostraighttothebottomofthedifficulty;buthehadneverbeforehadtotakesodarkadiveasthis,andfortheminuteheshiveredonthebrink……Well,hisfirstduty,atanyrate,wastothegirl:

  hemustletherseethathemeanttofulfillittothelastjot,andthentrytofindouthowtosquarethefulfillmentwiththeotherproblemsalreadyinhispath……

  XVI

  IntheoakroomhefoundMrs。Leath,hermother—in—lawandEffie。Thegroup,ashecametowarditdownthelongdrawing—rooms,composeditselfprettilyaboutthetea—table。

  Thelampsandthefirecrossedtheirgleamsonsilverandporcelain,onthebrighthazeofEffie’shairandonthewhitenessofAnna’sforehead,assheleanedbackinherchairbehindthetea—urn。

  ShedidnotmoveatDarrow’sapproach,butliftedtohimadeepgazeofpeaceandconfidence。Thelookseemedtothrowabouthimthespellofadivinesecurity:hefeltthejoyofaconvalescentsuddenlywakingtofindthesunlightonhisface。

  MadamedeChantelle,acrossherknitting,discoursedoftheirafternoon’sexcursion,withoccasionalpausesinducedbythehypnoticeffectofthefreshair;andEffie,kneeling,onthehearth,softlybutinsistentlysoughttoimplantinherterrier’smindsomenotionoftherelationbetweenaverticalattitudeandsugar。

  Darrowtookachairbehindthelittlegirl,sothathemightlookacrossathermother。Itwasalmostanecessityforhim,atthemoment,tolethiseyesrestonAnna’sface,andtomeet,nowandthen,theproudshynessofhergaze。

  MadamedeChantellepresentlyenquiredwhathadbecomeofOwen,andamomentlaterthewindowbehindheropened,andhergrandson,guninhand,cameinfromtheterrace。Ashestoodthereinthelamp—light,withdeadleavesandbitsofbrambleclingingtohismud—spatteredclothes,thescentofthenightabouthimanditschillonhispalebrightface,hereallyhadthelookofayoungfaunstrayedinfromtheforest。

  Effieabandonedtheterriertoflytohim。\"Oh,Owen,whereintheworldhaveyoubeen?IwalkedmilesandmileswithNurseandcouldn’tfindyou,andwemetJeanandhesaidhedidn’tknowwhereyou’dgone。\"

  \"NobodyknowswhereIgo,orwhatIseewhenIgetthere——

  that’sthebeautyofit!\"helaughedbackather。\"Butifyou’regood,\"headded,\"I’lltellyouaboutitoneofthesedays。\"

  \"Oh,now,Owen,now!Idon’treallybelieveI’lleverbemuchbetterthanIamnow。\"

  \"LetOwenhavehisteafirst,\"hermothersuggested;buttheyoungman,decliningtheoffer,proppedhisgunagainstthewall,and,lightingacigarette,begantopaceupanddowntheroominawaythatremindedDarrowofhisowncagedwanderings。Effiepursuedhimwithherblandishments,andforawhilehepouredouttoheralow—voicedstreamofnonsense;thenhesatdownbesidehisstep—motherandleanedovertohelphimselftotea。

  \"Where’sMissViner?\"heasked,asEffieclimbeduponhim。

  \"Whyisn’tsheheretochainupthisungovernableinfant?\"

  \"PoorMissVinerhasaheadache。Effiesaysshewenttoherroomassoonaslessonswereover,andsentwordthatshewouldn’tbedownfortea。\"

  \"Ah,\"saidOwen,abruptlysettingdownhiscup。Hestoodup,litanothercigarette,andwanderedawaytothepianointheroombeyond。

  Fromthetwilightwherehesatalonelymusic,borneonfantasticchords,floatedtothegroupaboutthetea—table。

  UnderitsinfluenceMadamedeChantelle’smeditativepausesincreasedinlengthandfrequency,andEffiestretchedherselfonthehearth,herdrowsyheadagainstthedog。

  Presentlyhernurseappeared,andAnnaroseatthesametime。\"Stopaminuteinmysitting—roomonyourwayup,\"

  shepausedtosaytoDarrowasshewent。

  Afewhoursearlier,herrequestwouldhavebroughthiminstantlytohisfeet。Shehadgivenhim,onthedayofhisarrival,aninvitingglimpseofthespaciousbook—linedroomabovestairsinwhichshehadgatheredtogetherallthetokensofherpersonaltastes:theretreatinwhich,asonemightfancy,AnnaLeathhadhiddentherestlessghostofAnnaSummers;andthethoughtofatalkwithhertherehadbeeninhismindeversince。Butnowhesatmotionless,asifspell—boundbytheplayofMadamedeChantelle’sneedlesandthepulsationsofOwen’sfitfulmusic。

  \"Shewillwanttoaskmeaboutthegirl,\"herepeatedtohimself,withafreshsenseoftheinsidioustaintthatembitteredallhisthoughts;thehandoftheslender—

  columnedclockonthemantel—piecehadspannedahalf—hourbeforeshameathisownindecisionfinallydrewhimtohisfeet。

  Fromherwriting—table,whereshesatoverapileofletters,Annaliftedherhappysmile。Theimpulsetopresshislipstoitmadehimcomecloseanddrawherupward。Shethrewherheadback,asifsurprisedattheabruptnessofthegesture;thenherfaceleanedtohiswiththeslowdroopofaflower。Hefeltagainthesweepofthesecrettides,andallhisfearswentdowninthem。

  Shesatdowninthesofa—cornerbythefireandhedrewanarmchairclosetoher。Hisgazeroamedpeacefullyaboutthequietroom。

  \"It’sjustlikeyou——itisyou,\"hesaid,ashiseyescamebacktoher。

  \"It’sagoodplacetobealonein——Idon’tthinkI’veeverbeforecaredtotalkwithanyonehere。\"

  \"Let’sbequiet,then:it’sthebestwayoftalking。\"

  \"Yes;butwemustsaveituptilllater。TherearethingsI

  wanttosaytoyounow。\"

  Heleanedbackinhischair。\"Saythem,then,andI’lllisten。\"

  \"Oh,no。IwantyoutotellmeaboutMissViner。\"

  \"AboutMissViner?\"Hesummonedupalookoffaintinterrogation。

  Hethoughtsheseemedsurprisedathissurprise。\"It’simportant,naturally,\"sheexplained,\"thatIshouldfindoutallIcanaboutherbeforeIleave。\"

  \"ImportantonEffie’saccount?\"

  \"OnEffie’saccount——ofcourse。\"

  \"Ofcourse……Butyou’veeveryreasontobesatisfied,haven’tyou?\"

  \"Everyapparentreason。Wealllikeher。Effie’sveryfondofher,andsheseemstohaveadelightfulinfluenceonthechild。Butweknowsolittle,afterall——aboutherantecedents,Imean,andherpasthistory。That’swhyI

  wantyoutotryandrecalleverythingyouheardaboutherwhenyouusedtoseeherinLondon。\"

  \"Oh,onthatscoreI’mafraidIsha’n’tbeofmuchuse。AsI

  toldyou,shewasamereshadowinthebackgroundofthehouseIsawherin——andthatwasfourorfiveyearsago……\"

  \"WhenshewaswithaMrs。Murrett?\"

  \"Yes;anappallingwomanwhorunsaroaringdinner—factorythatusednowandthentocatchmeinitswheels。Iescapedfromthemlongago;butinmytimethereusedtobehalfadozenfagged’hands’totendthemachine,andMissVinerwasoneofthem。I’mgladshe’soutofit,poorgirl!\"

  \"Thenyouneverreallysawanythingofherthere?\"

  \"Ineverhadthechance。Mrs。Murrettdiscouragedanycompetitiononthepartofhersubordinates。\"

  \"Especiallysuchprettyones,Isuppose?\"Darrowmadenocomment,andshecontinued:\"AndMrs。Murrett’sownopinion——ifshe’dofferedyouone——probablywouldn’thavebeenofmuchvalue?\"

  \"Onlyinsofarasherdisapprovalwould,ongeneralprinciples,havebeenagoodmarkforMissViner。Butsurely,\"hewentonafterapause,\"youcouldhavefoundoutaboutherfromthepeoplethroughwhomyoufirstheardofher?\"

  Annasmiled。\"Oh,weheardofherthroughAdelaidePainter——;\"andinreplytohisglanceofinterrogationsheexplainedthattheladyinquestionwasaspinsterofSouthBraintree,Massachusetts,who,havingcometoParissomethirtyyearsearlier,tonurseabrotherthroughanillness,hadeversinceprotestinglyandprovisionallycampedthereinastateofcontemptuousprotestationoddlymanifestedbyhernevertakingtheslip—coversoffherdrawing—roomchairs。HerlongresidenceonGallicsoilhadnotmitigatedherhostilitytowardthecreedandcustomsoftherace,butthoughshealwaysreferredtotheCatholicChurchastheScarletWomanandtookthedarkestviewsofFrenchprivatelife,MadamedeChantelleplacedgreatrelianceonherjudgmentandexperience,andineverydomesticcrisistheirreducibleAdelaidewasimmediatelysummonedtoGivre。

  \"It’salltheodderbecausemymother—in—law,sincehersecondmarriage,haslivedsomuchinthecountrythatshe’spracticallylostsightofallherotherAmericanfriends。

  Besideswhich,youcanseehowcompletelyshehasidentifiedherselfwithMonsieurdeChantelle’snationalityandadoptedFrenchhabitsandprejudices。YetwhenanythinggoeswrongshealwayssendsforAdelaidePainter,who’smoreAmericanthantheStarsandStripes,andmighthaveleftSouthBraintreeyesterday,ifshehadn’t,rather,broughtitoverwithherinhertrunk。\"

  Darrowlaughed。\"Well,then,ifSouthBraintreevouchesforMissViner————\"

  \"Oh,butonlyindirectly。WhenwehadthatodiousadventurewithMademoiselleGrumeau,who’dbeensohighlyrecommendedbyMonsieurdeChantelle’saunt,theChanoinesse,Adelaidewasofcoursesentfor,andshesaidatonce:’I’mnottheleastbitsurprised。I’vealwaystoldyouthatwhatyouwantedforEffiewasasweetAmericangirl,andnotoneofthesenastyforeigners。’Unluckilyshecouldn’t,atthemoment,putherhandonasweetAmerican;butshepresentlyheardofMissVinerthroughtheFarlows,anexcellentcouplewholiveintheQuartierLatinandwriteaboutFrenchlifefortheAmericanpapers。Iwasonlytoothankfultofindanyonewhowasvouchedforbydecentpeople;andsofarI’vehadnocausetoregretmychoice。ButIknow,afterall,verylittleaboutMissViner;andthereareallkindsofreasonswhyIwant,assoonaspossible,tofindoutmore——

  tofindoutallIcan。\"

  \"Sinceyou’vegottoleaveEffieIunderstandyourfeelinginthatway。Butisthere,insuchacase,anyrecommendationworthhalfasmuchasyourowndirectexperience?\"

  \"No;andit’sbeensofavourablethatIwasreadytoacceptitasconclusive。Only,naturally,whenIfoundyou’dknownherinLondonIwasinhopesyou’dgivemesomemorespecificreasonsforlikingherasmuchasIdo。\"

  \"I’mafraidIcangiveyounothingmorespecificthanmygeneralvagueimpressionthatsheseemsverypluckyandextremelynice。\"

  \"Youdon’t,atanyrate,knowanythingspecifictothecontrary?\"

  \"Tothecontrary?HowshouldI?I’mnotconsciousofeverhavingheardanyonesaytwowordsabouther。IonlyinferthatshemusthavepluckandcharactertohavestuckitoutsolongatMrs。Murrett’s。\"

  \"Yes,poorthing!Shehaspluck,certainly;andpride,too;

  whichmusthavemadeitalltheharder。\"Annarosetoherfeet。\"Youdon’tknowhowgladIamthatyourimpression’sonthewholesogood。Iparticularlywantedyoutolikeher。\"

  Hedrewhertohimwithasmile。\"OnthatconditionI’mpreparedtoloveevenAdelaidePainter。\"

  \"Ialmosthopeyouwonthavethechanceto——poorAdelaide!

  Herappearanceherealwayscoincideswithacatastrophe。\"

  \"Oh,thenImustmanagetomeetherelsewhere。\"HeheldAnnacloser,sayingtohimself,ashesmoothedbackthehairfromherforehead:\"WhatdoesanythingmatterbutjustTHIS?

  ——MustIgonow?\"headdedaloud。

  Sheansweredabsently:\"Itmustbetimetodress\";thenshedrewbackalittleandlaidherhandsonhisshoulders。\"Mylove——oh,mydearlove!\"shesaid。

  Itcametohimthattheywerethefirstwordsofendearmenthehadheardherspeak,andtheirrarenessgavethemamagicqualityofreassurance,asthoughnodangercouldstrikethroughsuchashield。

  Aknockonthedoormadethemdrawapart。AnnaliftedherhandtoherhairandDarrowstoopedtoexamineaphotographofEffieonthewriting—table。

  \"Comein!\"Annasaid。

  ThedooropenedandSophyVinerentered。SeeingDarrow,shedrewback。

  \"Docomein,MissViner,\"Annarepeated,lookingatherkindly。

  Thegirl,aquickredinhercheeks,stillhesitatedonthethreshold。

  \"I’msosorry;butEffiehasmislaidherLatingrammar,andIthoughtshemighthaveleftithere。Ineedittopreparefortomorrow’slesson。\"

  \"Isthisit?\"Darrowasked,pickingupabookfromthetable。

  \"Oh,thankyou!\"

  Hehelditouttoherandshetookitandmovedtothedoor。

  \"Waitaminute,please,MissViner,\"Annasaid;andasthegirlturnedback,shewentonwithherquietsmile:\"Effietoldusyou’dgonetoyourroomwithaheadache。Youmustn’tsitupovertomorrow’slessonsifyoudon’tfeelwell。\"

  Sophy’sblushdeepened。\"ButyouseeIhaveto。Latin’soneofmyweakpoints,andthere’sgenerallyonlyonepageofthisbookbetweenmeandEffie。\"Shethrewthewordsoffwithahalf—ironicsmile。\"Doexcusemydisturbingyou,\"

  sheadded。

  \"Youdidn’tdisturbme,\"Annaanswered。Darrowperceivedthatshewaslookingintentlyatthegirl,asthoughstruckbysomethingtenseandtremulousinherface,hervoice,herwholemienandattitude。\"YouDOlooktired。You’dmuchbettergostraighttobed。Effiewon’tbesorrytoskipherLatin。\"

  \"Thankyou——butI’mreallyallright,\"murmuredSophyViner。

  Herglance,makingaswiftcircuitoftheroom,dweltforanappreciableinstantontheintimatepropinquityofarm—chairandsofa—corner;thensheturnedbacktothedoor。

  BOOKIII

  XVII

  AtdinnerthateveningMadamedeChantelle’sslendermonologuewasthrownoutovergulfsofsilence。OwenwasstillinthesamestateofmoodyabstractionaswhenDarrowhadlefthimatthepiano;andevenAnna’sface,toherfriend’svigilanteye,revealednot,perhaps,apersonalpreoccupation,butavaguesenseofimpendingdisturbance。

  Shesmiled,sheboreapartinthetalk,hereyesdweltonDarrow’swiththeirusualdeepreliance;butbeneaththesurfaceofherserenityhistenseperceptionsdetectedahiddenstir。

  Hewassufficientlyself—possessedtotellhimselfthatitwasdoubtlessduetocauseswithwhichhewasnotdirectlyconcerned。HeknewthequestionofOwen’smarriagewassoontoberaised,andtheabruptalterationintheyoungman’smoodmadeitseemprobablethathewashimselfthecentreoftheatmosphericdisturbance,ForamomentitoccurredtoDarrowthatAnnamighthaveemployedherafternooninpreparingMadamedeChantelleforhergrandson’simpendingannouncement;butaglanceattheelderlady’suncloudedbrowshowedthathemustseekelsewherethecluetoOwen’staciturnityandhisstep—mother’sconcern。PossiblyAnnahadfoundreasontochangeherownattitudeinthematter,andhadmadethechangeknowntoOwen。Butthis,again,wasnegativedbythefactthat,duringtheafternoon’sshooting,youngLeathhadbeeninamoodofalmostextravagantexpansiveness,andthat,fromthemomentofhislatereturntothehousetilljustbeforedinner,therehadbeen,toDarrow’scertainknowledge,nopossibilityofaprivatetalkbetweenhimselfandhisstep—mother。

  Thisobscured,ifitnarrowed,thefieldofconjecture;andDarrow’sgropingsthrewhimbackontheconclusionthathewasprobablyreadingtoomuchsignificanceintothemoodsofaladhehardlyknew,andwhohadbeendescribedtohimassubjecttosuddenchangesofhumour。AstoAnna’sfanciedperturbation,itmightsimplybeduetothefactthatshehaddecidedtopleadOwen’scausethenextday,andhadperhapsalreadyhadaglimpseofthedifficultiesawaitingher。ButDarrowknewthathewastoodeepinhisownperplexitiestojudgethementalstateofthoseabouthim。

  Itmightbe,afterall,thatthevariationshefeltinthecurrentsofcommunicationwerecausedbyhisowninwardtremor。

  Such,atanyrate,wastheconclusionhehadreachedwhen,shortlyafterthetwoladiesleftthedrawing—room,hebadeOwengood—nightandwentuptohisroom。Eversincetherapidself—colloquywhichhadfollowedonhisfirstsightofSophyViner,hehadknowntherewereotherquestionstobefacedbehindtheoneimmediatelyconfrontinghim。Onthescoreofthatone,atleast,hismind,ifnoteasy,wasrelieved。Hehaddonewhatwaspossibletoreassurethegirl,andshehadapparentlyrecognizedthesincerityofhisintention。Hehadpatchedupasdecentaconclusionashecouldtoanincidentthatshouldobviouslyhavehadnosequel;buthehadknownallalongthatwiththesecuringofMissViner’speaceofmindonlyapartofhisobligationwasdischarged,andthatwiththatparthisremainingdutywasinconflict。Ithadbeenhisfirstbusinesstoconvincethegirlthattheirsecretwassafewithhim;butitwasfarfromeasytosquarethiswiththeequallyurgentobligationofsafe—guardingAnna’sresponsibilitytowardherchild。

  Darrowwasnotmuchafraidofaccidentaldisclosures。BothheandSophyVinerhadtoomuchatstakenottobeontheirguard。Thefearthatbesethimwasofanotherkind,andhadaprofoundersource。Hewantedtodoallhecouldforthegirl,butthefactofhavinghadtourgeAnnatoconfideEffietoherwaspeculiarlyrepugnanttohim。HisownideasaboutSophyVinerweretoomixedandindeterminateforhimnottofeeltheriskofsuchanexperiment;yethefoundhimselfintheintolerablepositionofappearingtopressitonthewomanhedesiredaboveallotherstoprotect……

  Tilllateinthenighthisthoughtsrevolvedinaturmoilofindecision。HispridewashumbledbythediscrepancybetweenwhatSophyVinerhadbeentohimandwhathehadthoughtofher。Thisdiscrepancy,whichatthetimehadseemedtosimplifytheincident,nowturnedouttobeitsmostgallingcomplication。Thebaretruth,indeed,wasthathehadhardlythoughtofheratall,eitheratthetimeorsince,andthathewasashamedtobasehisjudgementofheronhismeagrememoryoftheiradventure。

  Theessentialcheapnessofthewholeaffair——asfarashisshareinitwasconcerned——camehometohimwithhumiliatingdistinctness。Hewouldhavelikedtobeabletofeelthat,atthetimeatleast,hehadstakedsomethingmoreonit,andhadsomehow,inthesequel,hadamorepalpablelosstoshow。Buttheplainfactwasthathehadn’tspentapennyonit;whichwasnodoubtthereasonoftheprodigiousscoreithadsincebeenrollingup。Atanyrate,beataboutthecaseashewould,itwasclearthatheowedittoAnna——andincidentallytohisownpeaceofmind——tofindsomewayofsecuringSophyViner’sfuturewithoutleavingherinstalledatGivrewhenheandhiswifeshoulddepartfortheirnewpost。

  Thenightbroughtnoaidtothesolvingofthisproblem;butitgavehim,atanyrate,theclearconvictionthatnotimewastobelost。HisfirststepmustbetoobtainfromMissVinerthechanceofanotherandcalmertalk;andheresolvedtoseekitattheearliesthour。

  HehadgatheredthatEffie’slessonswereprecededbyanearlyscamperinthepark,andconjecturingthathergovernessmightbewithherhebetookhimselfthenextmorningtotheterrace,whencehewanderedontothegardensandthewalksbeyond。

  Theatmospherewasstillandpale。Themuffledsunlightgleamedlikegoldtissuethroughgreygauze,andthebeechalleystaperedawaytoabluehazeblentofskyandforest。

  Itwasoneofthoseelusivedayswhenthefamiliarformsofthingsseemabouttodissolveinaprismaticshimmer。

  Thestillnesswaspresentlybrokenbyjoyfulbarks,andDarrow,trackingthesound,overtookEffieflyingdownoneofthelongalleysattheheadofherpack。BeyondherhesawMissVinerseatednearthestone—rimmedbasinbesidewhichheandAnnahadpausedontheirfirstwalktotheriver。

  Thegirl,comingforwardathisapproach,returnedhisgreetingalmostgaily。Hisfirstglanceshowedhimthatshehadregainedhercomposure,andthechangeinherappearancegavehimthemeasureofherfears。ForthefirsttimehesawinheragainthesidelonggracethathadcharmedhiseyesinParis;buthesawitnowasinapaintedpicture。

  \"Shallwesitdownaminute?\"heasked,asEffietrottedoff。

  Thegirllookedawayfromhim。\"I’mafraidthere’snotmuchtime;wemustbebackatlessonsathalf—pastnine。\"

  \"Butit’sbarelytenminutespast。Let’satleastwalkalittlewaytowardtheriver。\"

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