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  Nevertheless,thearchdeaconthoughthimselftobehardlyusedwhenhefoundMrsRobartswasatthehouse。

  ’Mydeararchdeacon,whoeverexpectedtoseeyou?’saidoldLadyLufton。Thenthetwoyoungerwomengreetedhim。Andtheyallsmiledonhimpleasantly,andseemedoverjoyedtoseehim。Hewas,intruth,agreatfavouriteatFramley,andeachofthethreewasgladtowelcomehim。TheybelievedinthearchdeaconatFramley,andfeltforhimthatsortoflovewhichladiesinthecountrydofeelfortheirelderlymalefriends。Therewasnotoneofthethreewhowouldnothavetakenmuchtroubletogetanythingforthearchdeaconwhichtheyhadthoughtthearchdeaconwouldlike。EvenoldLadyLuftonrememberedwhatwashisfavouritesoup,andalwaystookcarethatheshouldhaveitwhenhedinedattheCourt。YoungLadyLuftonwouldbringhisteatohimashesatinhischair。Hewaspettedinthehouse,wasallowedtopokethefireifhepleased,andcalledtheservantsbytheirnamesasthoughhewereathome。Hewascompelled,therefore,tosmileandtoseempleased;

  anditwasnottillafterhehadeatenhislunch,andhaddeclaredthathemustreturnhometodinner,thatthedowagergavehimanopportunityofhavingtheprivateconversationwhichhedesired。

  ’CanIhaveafewminutes’talkwithyou?’hesaidtoher,whisperingintoherearastheyleftthedrawing—roomtogether。Sosheledthewayintoherownsitting—room,tellinghim,assheaskedhimtobeseated,thatshesupposedthatsomethingspecialmusthavebroughthimovertoFramley。’Ishouldhaveaskedyoutocomeuphere,evenifyouhadnotspoken。’

  ’Thenperhapsyouknowwhathasbroughtmeover?’saidthearchdeacon。

  ’Notintheleast,’saidLadyLufton。’Ihavenotanidea。ButIdidnotflattermyselfthatyouwouldcomesofaronamorningcalltoseeusthreeladies。IhopeyoudidnotwanttoseeLudovic,becausehewillnotbebacktilltomorrow。’

  ’Iwantedtoseeyou,LadyLufton。’

  ’Thatislucky,ashereIam。Youmaybeprettysuretofindmehereanydayintheyear。’

  Afterthistherewasalittlepause。Thearchdeaconhardlyknewhowtobeginhisstory。InthefirstplacehewasindoubtwhetherLadyLuftonhadeverheardofthepreposterousmatchwhichhissonhadproposedtohimselftomake。InhisangeratPlumsteadhehadfeltsurethatsheknewallaboutit,andthatshewasassistinghisson。Butthisbeliefhaddwindledashisangerhaddwindled;andasthechaisehadenteredtheparishofFramleyhehadtoldhimselfthatitwasquiteimpossiblethatsheshouldknowanythingaboutit。Hermannerhadcertainlybeenaltogetherinherfavoursincehehadbeeninherhouse。Therehadbeennothingoftheconsciousnessofguiltinherdemeanour。But,nevertheless,therewasthecoincidence!HowhaditcometopassthatGraceCrawleyandhissonshouldbeatFramleytogether?Itmight,indeed,bejustpossiblethatFlurrymighthavebeenwrong,andthathissonhadnotbeenthereatall。

  ’IsupposeMissCrawleyisattheparsonage?’hesaidatlast。

  ’Oh,yes;sheisstillthere,andwillremainthereIshouldthinkforthenexttendays。’

  ’Oh;Ididnotknow,’saidthearchdeaconverycoldly。

  ItseemedtoLadyLufton,whowasasinnocentasanunbornbabeinthematteroftheprojectedmarriage,thatheroldfriendwasinamindtopersecutetheCrawleys。HehadonaformeroccasiontakenuponhimselftoadvisethatGraceCrawleyshouldnotbeentertainedatFramley,andnowitseemedthathehadcomeallthewayfromPlumsteadtosaysomethingfurtherinthesamestrain。LadyLufton,ifhadanythingfurthertosayofthatkind,wouldlistentohimasamatterofcourse。

  Shewouldlistentohimandreplytohimwithouttemper。Butshedidnotapproveofit。Shetoldherselfsilentlythatshedidnotapproveofpersecutionorofinterference。Shethereforedrewherselfup,andpursedhermouth,andputonsomethingofthatlookofseveritywhichshecouldassumeveryvisibly,ifitsopleasedher。

  ’Yes;sheisstillthere,andIthinkhervisitwilldoheragreatdealofgood,’saidLadyLufton。

  ’Whenwetalkofdoinggoodtopeople,’saidthearchdeacon,’weoftenmaketerriblemistakes。Itsooftenhappensthatwedon’tknowwhenwearedoinggoodandwhenwearedoingharm。’

  ’Thatistrue,ofcourse,DrGrantly,andmustbesonecessarily,asourwisdomherebelowissoverylimited。ButIshouldthink——asfarasI

  cansee,thatis,——thatthekindnesswhichmyfriendMrsRobartsisshowingtothisyoungladymustbebeneficial。Youknow,archdeacon,I

  explainedtoyoubeforethatIcouldnotquiteagreewithyouinwhatyousaidastoleavingthesepeoplealonetillafterthetrial。I

  thoughtthathelpwasnecessarytothematonce。’

  Thearchdeaconsigheddeeply。HeoughttohavebeensomewhatrenovatedinspiritbythetoneinwhichLadyLuftonspoketohim,asitconveyedtohimalmostanabsoluteconvictionthathisfirstsuspicionwasincorrect。Butanycomfortwhichmighthavecometohimfromthissourcewasmarredbythefeelingthathemustannouncehisowndisgrace。Atanyrate,hemustdoso,unlesshewerecontentedtogobacktoPlumsteadwithouthavinglearnedanythingbyhisjourney。Hechangedthetoneofhisvoice,however,andaskedaquestion——asitmightbealtogetheronadifferentsubject。’Iheardyesterday,’hesaid,’thatHenrywasoverhere。’

  ’Hewashereyesterday。Hecametheeveningbefore,anddinedandslepthere,andwenthomeyesterdaymorning。’

  ’WasMissCrawleywithyouthatevening?’

  ’MissCrawley?No;shewouldnotcome。Shethinksitbestnottogooutwhileherfatherisinhispresentunfortunateposition;andsheisright。’

  ’Sheisquiterightinthat,’saidthearchdeacon;andthenhepausedagain。Hethoughtthatitwouldbebestforhimtomakeacleanbreastofit,andtotrustLadyLufton’ssympathy。’DidHenrygouptotheparsonage?’heasked。

  ButstillLadyLuftondidnotsuspectthetruth。’Ithinkhedid,’shereplied,withanairofsurprise。’IthinkIheardthathewentuptheretocallonMrsRobartsafterbreakfast。’

  ’No,LadyLufton,hedidnotgouptheretocallonMrsRobarts。HewentuptherebecauseheismakingafoolofhimselfaboutthatMissCrawley。

  Thatisthetruth。Nowyouunderstanditall。IhopethatMrsRobartsdoesnotknowit。IdohopeforherownsakethatMrsRobartsdoesnotknowit。’

  ThearchdeaconcertainlyhadnolongeranydoubtastoLadyLufton’sinnocencewhenhelookedatherfaceassheheardthesetidings。ShehadpredictedthatGraceCrawleywould’makehavoc’,andcouldnot,therefore,bealtogethersurprisedattheideathatsomegentlemanshouldhavefalleninlovewithher;butshehadneversuspectedthatthehavocmightbemadesoearlyinherdays,oronsogreataquarry。

  ’Youdon’tmeantotellmethatHenryGrantlyisinlovewithGraceCrawley?’shereplied。

  ’Imeantosaythathesaysheis。’

  ’Dear,dear,dear!I’msure,archdeacon,thatyouwillbelievemewhenIsaythatIknewnothingaboutit。’

  ’Iamquitesureofthat,’saidthearchdeacondolefully。

  ’OrIcertainlyshouldnothavebeengladtoseehimhere。Butthehouse,youknow,isnotmine,DrGrantly。IcouldhavedonenothingifI

  hadknownofit。Butonlytothink——;well,tobesure。Shehaslostnotime,atanyrate。’

  Nowthiswasnotatallthelightinwhichthearchdeaconwishedthatthemattershouldberegarded。HehadbeendesirousthatLadyLuftonshouldbehorror—strickenbythetidings,butitseemedtohimthatsheregardedtheiniquityasagoodjoke。Whatdiditmatterhowyoungorhowoldthegirlmightbe?Shecameofpoorpeople——ofpeoplewhohadnofriends——ofdisgracedpeople;andLadyLuftonoughttofeelthatsuchamarriagewouldbeaterriblecrime。’Ineedhardlytellyou,LadyLufton,’saidthearchdeacon,’thatIshallsetmyfaceagainstitasfarasitisinmypowertodoso。’

  ’IftheybothberesolvedIsupposeyoucanhardlypreventit。’

  ’OfcourseIcannotpreventit。OfcourseIcannotpreventit。Ifhewillbreakmyheartandhismother’s——andhissister’s——ofcourseI

  cannotpreventit。Ifhewillruinhimselfhemusthavehisownway。’

  ’Ruinhimself,DrGrantly!’

  ’Theywillhaveenoughtoliveupon——somewhereinSpainorFrance。’Thescornexpressedinthearchdeacon’svoiceashespokeofPauasbeingsomewhereinSpainorFrance’shouldhavebeenheardtobeunderstood。

  ’Nodoubttheywillhaveenoughtoliveupon。’

  ’Doyoumeantosaythatitwillmakeadifferenceastoyourownproperty,DrGrantly?’

  ’Certainlyitwill,LadyLufton。ItoldHenrywhenIfirstheardofthething——beforehehaddefinitelymadeanyoffertothegirl——thatI

  shouldwithdrawfromhimaltogethertheallowancethatInowmakehim,ifhemarriedher。AndItoldhimalsothatifhepersistedinhisfollyIshouldthinkitmydutytoaltermywill。’

  ’Iamsorryforthat,DrGrantly。’

  ’Sorry!AndamInotsorry?Sorrowisnosufficientword。Iambroken—hearted。LadyLufton,itiskillingme。Itisindeed。Ilovehim;

  Ilovehim;——Ilovehimasyouhavelovedyourson。Butwhatistheuse?

  Whatcanhebetomewhenheshallhavemarriedthedaughterofsuchamanasthat?’

  LadyLuftonsatforawhilesilent,thinkingofacertainepisodeinherownlife。Therehadbeenatimewhenhersonwasdesirousofmakingamarriagewhichshehadthoughtwouldbreakherheart。Shehadforatimemovedheavenandearth——asfarassheknewhowtomovethem——topreventthemarriage。Butatlastshehadyielded——notfromlackofpower,forthecircumstanceshadbeensuchthatatthemomentofyieldingshehadstillthepowerinherhandofstayingthemarriage——butshehadyieldedbecauseshehadperceivedthathersonwasinearnest。Shehadyielded,andhadkissedthedust;butfromthemomentinwhichherlipshadsotouchedtheground,theyhadtakengreatjoyinthedaughterinwhomhersonhadbroughtintothehouse。Sincethatshehadlearnedtothinkthatyoungpeoplemightperhapsberight,andthatoldpeoplemightperhapsbewrong。Thistroubleofherfriendthearchdeacon’swasverylikeherowntrouble。’Andheisengagedtohernow?’shesaid,whenthosethoughtshadpassedthroughhermind。

  ’Yes;——thatis,no。Iamnotsure。Idonotknowhowtomakemyselfsure。’

  ’IamsureMajorGrantlywilltellyouallthetruthasitexists。’

  ’Yes;he’lltellmethetruth——asfarasheknowsit。Idonotseethatthereismuchanxietytosparemeinthatmatter。HeisdesirousratherofmakingmeunderstandthatIhavenopowerofsavinghimfromhisownfolly。OfcourseIhavenopowerofsavinghim。’

  ’Butisheengagedtoher?’

  ’Hesaysthatshehasrefusedhim。Butofcoursethatmeansnothing。’

  Againthearchdeacon’spositionwasverylikeLadyLufton’sposition,asithadexistedbeforeherson’smarriage。Inthatcasealsotheyounglady,whowasnowLadyLufton’sowndaughteranddearestfriend,hadrefusedtheloverwhoproposedtoher,althoughthemarriagewassomuchtoheradvantage——lovinghimtoo,thewhile,withherwholeheart,asitwasnaturaltosupposethatGraceCrawleymightsoloveherlover。Themoreshethoughtofthesimilarityofthestories,thestrongerwerehersympathiesonthesideofpoorGrace。Nevertheless,shewouldcomfortheroldfriendifsheknewhow;andofcourseshecouldnotbutadmittoherselfthatthematchwasonewhichmustbeacauseofrealsorrowtohim。’Idon’tknowwhyherrefusalshouldmeannothing,’saidLadyLufton。

  ’Ofcourseagirlrefusesatfirst——agirl,Imean,insuchcircumstancesashers。Shecan’tbutfeelthatmoreisofferedtoherthansheoughttotake,andthatsheisboundtogothroughtheceremonyofdeclining。Butmyangerisnotwithher,LadyLufton。’

  ’Idonotseehowitcanbe。’

  ’No;itisnotwithher。IfshebecomeshiswifeItrustthatImayneverseeher。’

  ’Oh,DrGrantly!’

  ’Ido;Ido。Howcanitbeotherwisewithme?ButIshallhavenoquarrelwithher。WithhimImustquarrel。’

  ’Idonotseewhy,’saidLadyLufton。

  ’Youdonot?Doeshenotsetmeatdefiance?’

  ’Athisagesurelyasonhasarighttomarryashepleases。’

  ’Ifhetookheroutofthestreets,thenitwouldbethesame?’saidthearchdeaconwithbitteranger。

  ’No;——forsuchaonewouldherselfbebad。’

  ’Orifshewerethedaughterofahucksteroutofthecity?’

  ’Noagain;——orinthatcaseherwantofeducationwouldprobablyunfitherforyoursociety。’

  ’Herfather’sdisgrace,then,shouldbeamatterofindifferencetome,LadyLufton?’

  ’Ididnotsayso。Inthefirstplace,herfatherisnotdisgraced——notasyet;andwedonotknowwhetherhemayeverbedisgraced。YouwillhardlybedisposedtosaythatpersecutionfromthepalacedisgracesaclergymaninBarsetshire。’

  ’Allthesame,Ibelievethatthemanwasguilty,’saidthearchdeacon。

  ’Waitandsee,myfriend,beforeyoucondemnhimaltogether。But,bethatasitmay,Iacknowledgethatthemarriageisonewhichmustnaturallybedistastefultoyou。’

  ’Oh,LadyLufton!Ifyouonlyknew!Ifyouonlyknew!’

  ’Idoknow;andIfeelforyou。ButIthinkthatyoursonhasarighttoexpectthatyoushouldnotshowthesamerepugnancetosuchamarriageasthisasyouwouldhavehadarighttoshowhadhesuggestedtohimselfawifeasthoseatwhichyouhadjustnowhinted。Ofcourseyoucanadvisehim,andmakehimunderstandyourfeelings;butIcannotthinkyouwillbejustifiedinquarrellingwithhim,orinchangingyourviewstowardshimwithregardsmoney,seeingthatMissCrawleyisaneducatedlady,whohasdonenothingtoforfeityourrespect。’Aheavycloudcameuponthearchdeacons’sbrowasheheardthesewords,buthedidnotmakeanyimmediateanswer。’Ofcourse,myfriend,’continuedLadyLufton,’Ishouldnothaveventuredtosaysomuchtoyou,hadyounotcometome,asitwere,formyopinion。’

  ’IcameherebecauseIthoughtHenrywashere,’saidthearchdeacon。

  ’IfIhavesaidtoomuch,Ibegyourpardon。’

  ’No;youhavenotsaidtoomuch。Itisnotthat。YouandIaresucholdfriendsthateithermaysayalmostanythingtotheother。’

  ’Yes;——justso。AndthereforeIhaveventuredtospeakmymind,’saidLadyLufton。

  ’Ofcourse;——andIamobligedtoyou。But,LadyLufton,youdonotunderstandyethowthishitsme。EverythinginlifethatIhavedone,I

  havedoneformychildren。Iamwealthy,butIhavenotusedmywealthformyself,becauseIhavedesiredthattheyshouldbeabletoholdtheirheadshighintheworld。Allmyambitionhasbeenforthem,andallthepleasurewhichIhaveanticipatedformyselfinmyoldageisthatwhichIhavehopedtoreceivefromtheircredit。AsforHenry,hemighthavehadanythinghewantedfrommeinthewayofmoney。Heexpressedawish,afewmonthssince,togointoParliament,andI

  promisedtohelphimasfaraseverIcouldgo。Ihavekeptupthegamealtogetherforhim。He,theyoungersonofaworkingparishparson,hashadeverythingthatcouldbegiventotheeldestsonofacountrygentleman——morethanisgiventotheeldestsonofmanyapeer。Ihavehopedthathewouldmarryagain,butIhavenevercaredthatheshouldmarryformoney。Ihavebeenwillingtodoanythingforhimmyself。But,LadyLufton,afatherdoesfeelthatheshouldhavesomereturnforallthis。NoonecanimaginethatHenryeversupposedthatabridefromthatwretchedplaceatHogglestockcouldbewelcomedamongus。Heknewthathewouldbreakourhearts,andhedidnotcareforit。ThatiswhatI

  feel。Ofcoursehehasthepowertodoashelikes;——andofcourseI

  havethepowertodoasIlikealsowithwhatismyown。’

  LadyLuftonwasaverygoodwoman,devotedtoherduties,affectionateandjusttothoseabouther,trulyreligious,andcharitablefromhernature;butIdoubtwhetherthethoroughworldlinessofthearchdeacon’sappealstruckherasitwillstrikethereader。Peoplearesomuchmoreworldlyinpracticethantheyareintheory,somuchkeeneraftertheirowngratificationindetailthantheyareintheabstract,thatthenarrativeofmanyanadventurewouldshockus,thoughthesameadventurewouldnotshockusintheaction。Onegirltellsanotherhowshehaschangedhermindinlove;andthefriendsympathiseswiththefriend,andperhapsapplauds。Hadthestorybeentoldinprint,thefriendwhohadlistenedwithequanimitywouldhavereadofsuchvacillationwithindignation。Shewhovacillatedherselfwouldhavehatedherownperformancewhenbroughtbeforeherjudgmentasamatterinwhichshehadnopersonalinterest。Veryfinethingsarewritteneverydayabouthonestyandtruth,andmenreadthemwithasortofexternalconvictionthataman,ifhebeanythingofamanatall,isofcoursehonestandtrue。Butwhentheinternalconvictionsarebroughtoutbetweentwoorthreewhoarepersonallyinterestedtogether——betweentwoorthreewhofeelthattheirlittlegatheringis,sotosay,’tiled’——thoseinternalconvictionsdifferverymuchfromtheexternalconvictions。Thisman,inhisconfidences,assertsbroadlythathedoesnotmeantobethrownover,andthatmanhasaprojectforthrowingoversomebodyelse;andtheintentionofeachisthatscruplesarenottostandinthewayofhissuccess。The’Ruatcoelum,fiatjustitia’wassaid,nodoubt,fromanoutsidebalconytoacrowd,andthespeakerknewthathewastalkingbuncombe。The’Rem,sipossisrecte,sinonquocunquemodo’waswhisperedintotheearinaclubsmoking—room,andthewhispererintendedthathiswordsshouldprevail。

  LadyLuftonhadoftenheardherfriendthearchdeaconpreach,andsheknewwellthehightonewhichhecouldtakeasthenecessityoftrustingourhopesforthefutureforallourtruehappiness;andyetshesympathisedwithhimwhenhetoldherthathewasbroken—heartedbecausehissonwouldtakeastepwhichmightpossiblyinterferewithhisworldlyprosperity。Hadthearchdeaconbeenpreachingaboutmatrimony,hewouldhaverecommendedyoungmen,intakingwivestothemselves,especiallytolookforyoungwomenwhofearedtheLord。Butintalkingabouthisownson’swife,nowordastohereligibilityornon—

  eligibilityinthisrespectescapedhislips。Hadhetalkedonthesubjecttillnightfallnosuchwordwouldhavebeenspoken。Hadanyfriendofhisown,manorwoman,indiscussingsuchamatterwithhimandaskinghisadviceuponit,alludedtothefearoftheLord,theallusionwouldhavebeendistastefultohimandwouldhavesmackedtohispalateofhypocrisy。LadyLufton,whounderstoodaswellasanywomanwhatitistobe’tiled’withafriend,tookallthisingoodpart。Thearchdeaconhadspokenoutofhisheartwhatwasinhisheart。

  Oneofhischildrenhadmarriedamarquis。Anothermightprobablybecomeabishop——perhapsanarchbishop。Thethirdmightbeacountysquire——highamongthecountysquires。Buthecouldonlysobecomebywalkingwarily;——andnowhewasbentonmarryingthepennilessdaughterofanimpoverishedhalf—madcountrycurate,whowasabouttobetriedforstealingtwentypounds!LadyLufton,inspiteofallherarguments,couldnotrefusehersympathytoheroldfriend。

  ’Afterall,fromwhatyousay,Isupposetheyarenotengaged。’

  ’Idonotknow,’saidthearchdeacon。’Icannottell!’

  ’Andwhatdoyouwishmetodo?’

  ’Oh——nothing。Icameover,asIsaidbefore,becauseIthoughthewashere。Ithinkitright,beforehehasabsolutelycommittedhimself,totakeeverymeansinmypowertomakehimunderstandthatIshallwithdrawfromhimallpecuniaryassistance——nowandforthefuture。’

  ’Myfriend,thatthreatseemstometobesoterrible。’

  ’ItistheonlypowerIhavelefttome。’

  ’Butyou,whoaresoaffectionatebynature,wouldneveradheretoit。’

  ’Iwilltry。Iwilltrymybesttobefirm。Iwillatonceputeverythingbeyondmycontrolaftermydeath。’Thearchdeacon,asheutteredtheseterriblewords——wordswhichwereawfultoLadyLufton’sears——resolvedthathewouldendeavourtonursehisownwrath;but,atthesametime,almosthatedhimselfforhisownpusillanimity,becausehefearedthathiswrathwoulddieawaybeforeheshouldhaveavailedhimselfofitsheat。

  ’Iwoulddonothingrashofthatkind,’saidLadyLufton。’Yourobjectistopreventthemarriage——nottopunishhimforitwhenoncehehasmadeit。’

  ’Heisnottohavehisownwayineverything,LadyLufton。’

  ’Butyoushouldfirsttrytopreventit。’

  ’WhatcanIdotopreventit?’

  LadyLuftonpausedacoupleofminutesbeforeshereplied。Shehadaschemeinherhead,butitseemedtohertosavourofcruelty。Andyetatpresentitwasherchiefdutytoassistheroldfriend,ifanyassistancecouldbegiven。Therecouldhardlybeadoubtthatsuchamarriageasthis,ofwhichtheywerespeaking,wasinitselfanevil。Inhercase,thecaseofherson,therehadbeennoquestionofatrial,ofmoneystolen,ofaughtthatwasintruthdisgraceful。’IthinkifIwereyou,DrGrantly,’shesaid,’thatIwouldseetheyoungladywhileIwashere。’

  ’Seehermyself?’saidthearchdeacon。TheideaofseeingGraceCrawleyhimselfhad,uptothismoment,neverenteredhishead。

  ’IthinkIwoulddoso。’

  ’IthinkIwill,’saidthearchdeacon,afterapause。Thenhegotupfromhischair。’IfIamtodoit,Ihadbetterdoitatonce。’

  ’Begentlewithher,myfriend。’Thearchdeaconpausedagain。HecertainlyhadentertainedtheideaofencounteringMissCrawleywithseverityratherthangentleness。LadyLuftonrosefromherseat,andcominguptohim,tookoneofhishandsbetweenherowntwo。’Begentletoher,’shesaid。’Youhaveownedthatshehasdonenothingwrong。’Thearchdeaconbowedhisheadintokenofassentandlefttheroom。

  PoorGraceCrawley。

  CHAPTERLVII

  ADOUBLEPLEDGE

  Thearchdeacon,ashewalkedacrossfromtheCourttotheparsonage,wasverythoughtfulandhisstepswereveryslow。TheideaofseeingMissCrawleyherselfhadbeensuggestedtohimsuddenly,andhehadtodeterminehowhecouldbearhimselftowardsher,andwhathewouldsaytoher。LadyLuftonhadbeseechedhimtobegentlewithher。Wasthemissiononeinwhichgentlenesswouldbepossible?Mustitnotbehisobjecttomakethisyoungladyunderstandthatshecouldnotberightindesiringtocomeintohisfamilyandshareinallhisgoodthingswhenshehadnogoodthingsofherown——nothingbutevilthingstobringwithher?Andhowcouldthisbeproperlyexplainedtotheyoungladyingentleterms?Musthenotberoundwithher,andgivehertounderstandinplainwords——theplainestwhichhecoulduse——thatshewouldnotgethisgoodthings,thoughshewouldmostcertainlyimposetheburdenofallherevilthingsonthemanwhomshewasproposingtoherselfasahusband。Herememberedverywellashewent,thathehadbeentoldthatMissCrawleyhadherselfrefusedtheoffer,feelingherselftobeunfitforthehonourtenderedtoher;buthesuspectedthesincerityofsucharefusal。CalculatinginhisownmindtheunreasonablygreatadvantageswhichwouldbeconferredonsuchayoungladyasMissCrawleybyamarriagewithhisson,hedeclaredtohimselfthatanygirlmustbeverywickedindeedwhoshouldexpect,orevenaccept,somuchmorethanwasherdue;——butneverthelesshecouldnotbringhimselftobelievethatanygirl,whensotempted,would,insincerity,declinetocommitthisgreatwickedness。IfhewastodoanygoodbyseeingMissCrawley,mustitnotconsistinaproperexplanationtoheroftheselfishness,abomination,andaltogetherdamnableblacknessofsuchwickednessasthisonthepartofayoungwomaninhercircumstances?’Heavenandearth!’hemustsay,’hereareyou,withoutapennyinyourpocket,withhardlydecentraimentonyourback,withathiefforyourfather,andyouthinkthatyouaretocomeandshareallthewealththattheGrantlyshaveamassed,thatyouaretohaveahusbandwithbroadacres,abighouse,andgamepreserves,andbecomeoneofafamilywhosenamehasneverbeentouchedbyasingleaccusation——no,notasuspicion?

  No;——injusticesuchasthatshallneverbedonebetwixtyouandme。Youmaywringmyheart,andyoumayruinmyson;butthebroadacresandthebighouse,andthegamepreserves,andtherestofit,shallneverbeyourrewardfordoingdo。’Howwasallthattobetoldeffectivelytoayoungwomaningentlewords?Andthenhowwasamaninthearchdeacon’spositiontobedesirousofgentlewords——gentlewordswhichwouldnotbeefficient——whenheknewwellinhisheartofheartsthathehadnothingbutthreatsonwhichtodepend。Hehadnomorepowerofdisinheritinghisownsonforsuchanoffenceasthatcontemplatedthanhehadofblowingouthisownbrains,andheknewthatitwasso。Hewasamanincapableofsuchpersistencyofwrathagainstonewhomheloved。Hewasneithercruelenoughnorstrongenoughtodosuchathing。Hecouldonlythreatentodoit,andmakewhatbestusehemighthaveofthreats,whilstthreatsmightbeofavail。Inspiteofallthathehadsaidtohiswife,toLadyLufton,andtohimself,heknewverywellthatifhissondidsininthiswayhe,thefather,wouldforgivethesinoftheson。

  IngoingacrossfromthefrontgateoftheCourttotheparsonagetherewasaplacewherethreeroadsmet,andonthisspottherestoodafinger—post。Roundthisfinger—posttherewasnowpastedaplacard,whichatoncearrestedthearchdeacon’seye:——’CosbyLodge——Saleoffurniture——Growingcropstobesoldonthegrounds。Threehunters。A

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