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  ButeventothispropositionMrsCrawleycouldgivenoassent,thoughsheexpressednodirectdissent。Asregardedherownfeelings,shewouldmuchpreferredtohavebeenlefttolivethroughhermiseryalone;butshecouldnotbutappreciatethekindnesswhichendeavouredtothrowoverandhersintheirtroubletheaegisoffirst—ratecountyrespectability。ShewassavedfromthenecessityofgivingadirectanswertothissuggestionbythereturnofMrsRobartsandGraceherself。Thedoorwasopenedslowly,andtheycreptintotheroomasthoughtheywereawarethattheirpresencewouldbehardlywelcomed。

  ’Isthecarriagethere,Fanny?’saidLadyLufton。’Itisalmosttimeforustothinkofreturninghome。’

  MrsRobartssaidthatthecarriagewasstandingwithintwentyyardsofthedoor。

  ’ThenIthinkwewillmakeastart,’saidLadyLufton。’HaveyousucceededinpersuadingMissCrawleytocomeovertoFramleyinApril?’

  MrsRobartsmadenoanswertothis,butlookedatGrace;andGracelookeddownupontheground。

  ’IhavespokentoMrsCrawley,’saidLadyLufton,’andtheywillthinkofit。’Thenthetwoladiestooktheirleave,andwalkedouttotheircarriage。

  ’Whatdoesshesayaboutyourplan?’MrsRobartsasked。

  ’Sheistoobroken—heartedtosayanything。’LadyLuftonanswered。

  ’Shouldithappenthatheisconvicted,wemustcomeoverandtakeher。

  Shewillhavenopowertoresistusinanything。’

  CHAPTERLI

  MRSDOBBSBROUGHTONPILESHERFAGGOTS

  ThepicturestillprogressedupinMrsDobbsBroughton’sroom,andthesecretwasstillkept,orsupposedtobekept。MissVanSieverwas,atanyrate,certainthathermotherhadheardnothingofit,andMrsBroughtonreportedfromdaytodaythatherhusbandhadnotasyetinterfered。NeverthelesstherewasinthesedaysagreatgloomupontheDobbsBroughtonhousehold,somuchsothatConwayDalrymplehadmorethanoncesuggestedtoMrsBroughtonthattheworkshouldbediscontinued。Butthemistressofthehousewouldnotconsenttothis。

  Inanswertotheseoffers,shewaswonttodeclareinsomewhatmysteriouslanguage,thatanymiserycominguponherselfwasamatterofmomenttonobody——hardlyeventoherself,asshewasquitepreparedtoencountermoralandsocialdeathwithoutdelay,ifnotanabsolutephysicaldemise;astowhichlatteralternative,sheseemedtothinkthateventhatmightnotbesofardistantassomepeoplechosetobelieve。WhatwasthecauseofthegloomoverthehouseneitherConwayDalrymplenorMissVanSieverunderstood,andtospeakthetruthMrsBroughtondidnotquiteunderstandthecauseherself。Sheknewwellenough,nodoubt,thatherhusbandcamehomealwayssullen,andsometimestipsy,andthatthingswerenotgoingwellintheCity。ShehadneverunderstoodmuchabouttheCity,beingsatisfiedwithanassurancethathadcometoherintheearlydaysfromherfriends,thattherewasamineofwealthinHookCourt,fromwhencewouldalwayscomeforheruse,houseandfurniture,acarriageandsomehorses,dressesandjewels,whichlatter,ifnotquitereal,shouldbemanufacturedwiththebestshamsubstituteknown。SoonafterherbrilliantmarriagewithMrDobbsBroughton,shehaddiscoveredthatthecarriageandhorses,andtheshamjewels,didnotlifthersocompletelyintoaterrestrialparadiseasshehadtaughtherselftoexpectthattheywoulddo。Herbrilliantdrawing—room,withDobbsBroughtonforacompanion,wasnotanelysium。Butthoughshehadfoundoutearlyinhermarriedlifethatsomethingwasstillwantingtoher,shehadbynomeansconfessedtoherselfthatthecarriageandhorsesandshamjewelswerebad,anditcanhardlybesaidthatshehadrepented。Shehadendeavouredtopatchupmatterswithalittleromance,andthenhadfallenuponConwayDalrymple——meaningnoharm。Indeed,lovewithher,asitnevercouldhavemeantmuchgood,wasnotlikelytomeanmuchharm。Thatsomebodyshouldpretendtoloveher,towhichpretenceshemightreplybyapretenceoffriendship——thiswasthelittleexcitementwhichshecraved,andbywhichshehadonceflatteredherselfthatsomethingofanelysiummightyetbecreatedforher。MrDobbsBroughtonhadunreasonablyexpressedadisliketothisinnocentamusement——veryunreasonably,knowing,asheoughttohaveknown,thathehimselfdidsoverylittletowardsprovidingthenecessaryelysiumbyanyqualitiesofhisown。Forafewweeksthisinterferencefromherhusbandhadenhancedtheamusement,givinganadditionalexcitementtothegame。Shefeltherselftobewomanmisunderstoodandill—used;andtosomewomenthereisnothingsocharmingasalittlemildill—usage,whichdoesnotinterferewiththeircreaturecomforts,withtheirclothes,ortheircarriage,ortheirshamjewels;butsufficestoaffordthemtheindulgenceofagrievance。Oflate,however,MrDobbsBroughtonhadbecomealittletooroughinhislanguage,andthingshadgoneuncomfortably。ShesuspectedthatConwayDalrymplewasnottheonlycauseofallthis。ShehadanideathatMrMusselboroandMrsVanSieverhaditintheirpowertomakethemselvesunpleasant,andthattheywereexercisingthispower。OfhisbusinessintheCityherhusbandneverspoketoher,norshetohim。Herownfortunehadbeenverysmall,somecoupleofthousandpoundsorso,andsheconceivedthatshehadnopretextonwhichshecould,unasked,interrogatehimabouthismoney。Shehadnoknowledgethatmarriageofitselfhadgivenhertherighttosuchinterference;andhadsuchknowledgebeenhersshewouldhavehadnodesiretointerfere。Shehopedthatthecarriageandshamjewelswouldbecontinuedtoher;butshedidnotknowhowtoframeanyquestiononthesubject。Touchingtheotherdifficulty——theConwayDalrympledifficulty——shehadherideas。Thetendernessofherfriendshiphadbeentroddenuponbyandoutragedbytheroughfootofanoverbearinghusband,andshewasill—used。Shewouldobey。Itwasbecomingtoherasawifethatsheshouldsubmit。ShewouldgiveupConwayDalrymple,andwouldinducehim——inspiteofhisviolentattachmenttoherself——totakeawife。Sheherselfwouldchooseawifeforhim。Sheherselfwould,withsuicidalhands,destroytheloveofherownlife,sinceanoverbearing,brutalhusbanddemandedthatitshouldbedestroyed。Shewouldsacrificeherownfeelings,anddoallinherpowertobringConwayDalrympleandClaraVanSievertogether。If,afterthat,somepoetdidnotimmortaliseherfriendshipinByronicverse,shecertainlywouldnotgetherdue。PerhapsConwayDalrymplewouldhimselfbecomeapoetinorderthatthismightbedoneproperly。

  Foritmustbeunderstoodthat,thoughsheexpectedConwayDalrympletomarry,sheexpectedalsothatheshouldByronicallywretchedafterhismarriageonaccountofhisloveforherself。

  ButtherewascertainlysomethingwrongoverandbeyondtheDalrympledifficulty。Theservantswerenotascivilastheyusedtobe,andherhusband,whenshesuggestedtohimalittledinner—party,snubbedhermostunmercifully。Thegivingofdinner—partieshadbeenhisglory,andshehadmadethesuggestionsimplywiththeviewofpleasinghim。’Iftheworldweregoinground,thewrongway,awomanwouldstillwantaparty,’hehadsaid,sneeringather。’ItwasofyouIwasthinking,Dobbs,’shereplied;’notofmyself。Icarelittleforsuchgatherings。’

  Afterthatsheretiredtoherownroomwitharomantictearineacheye,andtoldherselfthat,hadchancethrownConwayDalrympleintoherwaybeforeshehadseenDobbsBroughton,shewouldhavebeenthehappiestwomanintheworld。Shesatforawhilelookingintovacancy,andthinkingthatitwouldbeverynicetobreakherheart。Howshouldshesetaboutit?Shouldshetaketoherbedandgrowthin?Shewouldbeginbyeatingnodinnerforeversomaydaysaltogether。Atlunchherhusbandwasneverpresent,andthereforethebrokenheartcouldbedisplayedatdinnerwithoutmuchpositivesuffering。InthemeantimeshewouldimploreConwayDalrympletogethimselfmarriedwithaslittledelayaspossible,andshewouldlayuponhimherpositiveordertorestrainhimselffromanywordofaffectionaddressedtoherself。She,atanyrate,wouldbepure,high—minded,andself—sacrificing——althoughromanticandpoeticalso,aswashernature。

  Thepicturewasprogressing,andsoalso,asithadcomeabout,wasthelove—affairbetweentheartistandhismodel。ConwayDalrymplehadbeguntothinkthathemight,afterall,doworsethanmakeClaraVanSieverhiswife。ClaraVanSieverwashandsome,andundoubtedlyclever,andClaraVanSiever’smotherwascertainlyrich。And,inadditiontothis,theyoungladyherselfbegantolikethemanintowhosesocietyshewasthrown。Theaffairseemedtoflourish,andMrsDobbsBroughtonshouldhavebeendelighted。ShetoldClara,withaveryseriousair,thatshewasdelighted,biddingClara,atthesametime,tobeverycautious,asmenweresofickle,andasConwayDalrymple,thoughthebestfellowintheworld,wasnot,perhaps,altogetherfreefromthatcommonviceofmen。Indeed,itmighthavebeensurmised,fromawordortwowhichMrsBroughtonallowedtoescape,thatsheconsideredpoorConwaytobemorethanordinarilyafflictedinthatway。MissVanSieveratfirstonlypouted,andsaidthattherewasnothinginit。’Thereissomethinginit,mydear,certainly,’saidMrsDobbsBroughton;’andtherecanbenoearthlyreasonwhythereshouldnotbeagreatdealinit。’’Thereisnothinginit,’saidMissVanSiever,impetuously;’andifyouwillcontinuetospeakofMrDalrympleinthatway,Imustgiveupthepicture。’’Asforthat,’saidMrsBroughton,’Iconceivethatwearebothofusboundtotheyoungmannow,seeingthathehasgivensomuchtimetothework。’’Iamnotboundtohimatall,’saidMissVanSiever。

  MrsBroughtonalsotoldConwayDalrymplethatshewasdelighted——oh,somuchdelighted!Hehadobtainedpermissiontocomeinonemorningbeforethetimeofsitting,sothathemightworkathiscanvasindependentlyofhismodel。Aswashiscustom,hemadehisownwayupstairsandcommencedhisworkalone——havingbeenexpresslytoldbyMrsBroughtonthatshewouldnotcometohimtillshebroughtClarawithher。Butshedidgouptotheroominwhichtheartistwaspainting,withoutwaitingforMissVanSiever。Indeed,shewasatthistimesoanxiousasthefuturewelfareofhertwoyoungfriendsthatshecouldnotrestrainherselffromspeakingeithertotheoneoftotheother,wheneveranyopportunityforsuchspeechcameround。TohaveleftConwayDalrympleatworkupstairswithoutgoingtohimwasimpossibletoher。Soshewent,andthentooktheopportunityofexpressingtoherfriendherideasastohispastandfutureconduct。

  ’Yes,itisverygood;verygood,indeed,’shesaid,standingbeforetheeasel,andlookingatthehalf—completedwork。’Idonotknowthatyoueverdidanythingbetter。’

  ’Inevercantellmyselftillapictureisfinishedwhetheritisgoingtobegoodornot,’saidDalrymple,thinkingreallyofhispictureandofnothingelse。

  ’Iamsurethiswillbegood,’shesaid,’andIsupposeitisbecauseyouhavethrownsomuchheartintoit。Itisnotmereindustrythatwillproducegoodwork,noryetskill,norevengenius;morethanthisisrequired。Theheartoftheartistmustbethrustwithallitsgushingtidesintotheperformance。’Bythistimeheknewallthetonesofhervoiceandtheirvariousmeanings,andimmediatelybecameawarethatatthepresentmomentshewasintentuponsomethingbeyondthepicture。Shewaspreparingforalittlescene,andwasgoingtogivehimsomeadvice。

  Heunderstooditall,butashewasreallydesirousofworkingathiscanvas,andwasratheraversetohavingasceneatthemoment,hemadealittleattempttodisconcerther。’Itistheheartthatgivessuccess,’

  shesaid,hewasconsideringhowhemightbestputanextinguisheruponherromancefortheoccasion。

  ’Notatall,MrsBroughton;successdependsonelbow—grease。’

  ’Onwhat,Conway?’

  ’Onelbow—grease——hardwork,thatis——andImustworkhardnowifImeantotakeadvantageoftoday’ssitting。Thetruthis,Idon’tgiveenoughhoursworktoit。’Andheleaneduponhisstick,anddaubedawaybristlyatthebackground,andthenstoodforamomentlookingathiscanvaswithhisheadalittleononeside,asthoughhecouldnotwithdrawhisattentionforamomentfromthethinghewasdoing。

  ’Youmeantosay,Conway,thatyouwouldratherthatIshouldnotspeaktoyou。’

  ’Oh,no,MrsBroughton,Ididnotmeanthatatall。’

  ’Iwon’tinterruptyouatyourwork。WhatIhavetosayisperhapsofnogreatmoment。Indeed,wordsbetweenyouandmenevercanhavemuchimportancenow。Canthey,Conway?’

  ’Idon’tseethatatall,’saidhe,workingawayathisbrush。

  ’Doyounot?Ido。Theyshouldneveramounttomore——theycanneveramounttomorethanthecommonordinarycourtesiesoflife;whatIcallthegreetingsandgood—byeingsofconversation。’Shesaidthisinalow,melancholytoneofvoice,notintendingtobeinanydegreejocose。’Howseldomisitthatconversationbetweenordinaryfriendsgoesbeyondthat。’

  ’Don’tyouthinkitdoes?’saidConway,steppingbackandtakinganotherlookatthepicture。’Ifindmyselftalkingtoallmannerofpeopleaboutallmannerofthings。’

  ’Youaredifferentfromme。Icannottalktoallmannerofpeople。’

  ’Politics,youknow,andart,andalittlescandal,andthewars,withadozenotherthings,maketalkingeasyenough,Ithink。Igrantyouthis,thatitisveryoftenagreatbore。HardlyadaypassesthatIdon’twishtocutoutsomebody’stongue。’

  ’Doyouwishtocutoutmytongue,Conway?’

  Hebegantoperceivethatshewasdeterminedtotalkaboutherself,andthattherewasnoremedy。Hedreadedit,notbecausehedidnotlikethewoman,butfromaconvictionthatshewasgoingtomakesomecomparisonbetweenherandClaraVanSiever。Inhisordinaryhumourhelikedalittlepretenceatromance,andwasrathergoodatthatsortoflove—makingwhichintruthmeansanythingbutlove。Butjustnowhewasreallythinkingofmatrimony,andhadonthisverymorningacknowledgedtohimselfthathehadbecomesufficientlyattachedtoClaraVanSievertojustifyhiminaskinghertobehiswife。Inhispresentmoodhewasnotanxiousforoneofthosetiltswithbluntedswordsandhalf—severedlancesinthelistofCupidofwhichMrsDobbsBroughtonwassofond。

  Nevertheless,ifsheinsistedthatheshouldnowdescendintothearenaandgothroughtheparaphernaliaofamocktournament,hemustobeyher。

  Itisthehardshipofmenthatwhencalleduponbywomenforromance,theyareboundtoberomantic,whethertheopportunityservesthemornot。Amanmustproduceromance,oratleastsubmittoit,whendulysummoned,eventhoughheshouldhaveasorethroatoraheadache。Heisabruteifhedeclinesuchanencounter——andfeelsthat,shouldhesodeclinepersistently,hewilleverafterbetreatedasabrute。TherearemanyPotiphar’swiveswhoneverdreamofanymischief,andJosephswhoareveryanxioustoescape,thoughtheyareaskedtoreturnonlywhisperforwhisper。MrsDobbsBroughtonhadaskedhimwhetherhewishedthathertongueshouldbecutout,andhehadofcourserepliedthatherwordshadalwaysbeenajoytohim——neveratrouble。Itoccurredtohimashemadehislittlespeechthatitwouldonlyhaveservedherrightifhehadansweredherinquiteanotherstrain;butshewasawoman,andwasyoungandpretty,andwasentitledtoflattery。’Theyhavealwaysbeenajoytome,’hesaid,repeatinghislastwordsashestrovetocontinuehiswork。

  ’Adeadlyjoy,’shereplied,notquiteknowingwhatsheherselfmeant。

  ’Adeadlyjoy,Conway。Iwishwithallmyheartthatwehadneverknowneachother。’

  ’Idonot。Iwillneverwishawaythehappinessofmylife,evenshoulditbefollowedbymisery。’

  ’Youareaman,andiftroublecomesuponyou,youcanbearitonyourshoulders。Awomansuffersmore,justbecauseanother’sshouldersmayhavetobeartheburden。’

  ’Whenshehasgotahusband,youmean。’

  ’Yes——whenshehasahusband。’

  ’It’sthesamewithamanwhenhehasawife。’Hithertotheconversationhadhadsomuchofmilk—and—waterinitscompositionthatDalrymplefoundhimselfabletokeepitupandgoonwithhisbackgroundatthesametime。Ifshecouldonlybekeptinthesamedimcloudofsentiment,ifthehotraysofthesunofromancecouldbekeptfrombreakingthroughthemisttillMissVanSievershouldcome,itmightstillbewell。Hehadknownhertowanderaboutwithinthecloudsforanhourtogether,withoutbeingabletofindherwayintothelight。’It’sallthesamewithamanwhenhehasgotawife,’hesaid。’Ofcourseonehastosufferfortwo,whenone,sotosay,istwo。’

  ’Andwhathappenswhenonehastosufferforthree?’sheasked。

  ’Youmeanwhenawomanhaschildren?’

  ’Imeannothingofthekind,Conway;andyoumustknowthatIdonot,unlessyourfeelingsareindeedblunted。Butworldlysuccesshas,I

  suppose,bluntedthem。’

  ’Iratherfancynot,’hesaid。’Ithinktheyareprettynearlyassharpasever。’

  ’Iknowmineare。Oh,howIwishIcouldridmyselfofthem!Butitcannotbedone。Agewillnotbluntthem——Iamsureofthat,’saidMrsBroughton。’Iwishitcould。’

  Hehaddeterminednottotalkaboutherselfifthesubjectcouldbeinanywayavoided;butnowhefeltthathewasdrivenupintoacorner;——nowhewasforcedtospeaktoherofherownpersonality。’Youhavenoexperienceyetastothat。Howcanyousaywhatagewilldo?’

  ’Agedoesnotgobyyears,’saidMrsDobbsBroughton。’Weallknowthat。\"Hishairwasgrey,butnotwithyears。\"Lookhere,Conway,’andshemovedbackhertressesfromoffhertemplestoshowhimthatthereweregreyhairsbehind。Hedidnotseethem;andhadtheybeenveryvisibleshemightnotperhapshavebeensoreadytoexhibitthem。’Noonecansaythatlengthofyearshasblanchedthem。Ihavenosecretsfromyouaboutmyage。Oneshouldnotbegreybeforeonehasreachedthirty。’

  ’Ididnotseeachangedhair。’

  ’’Twasthefaultofyoureyes,then,forthereareplentyofthem。Andwhatisitthathasmadethemgrey?’

  ’Theysayhotroomswilldoit。’

  ’Hotrooms!No,Conway,itdoesnotcomefromheatedatmosphere。Itcomesfromacoldheart,achilledheart,afrozenheart,aheartthatisallice。’Shewasgettingoutofthecloudintotheheatnow,andhecouldonlyhopethatMissVanSieverwouldcomesoon。’Theworldisbeginningwithyou,Conway,andyouareasoldasIam。Itisendingwithme,andyetIamasyoungasyouare。ButIdonotknowwhyItalkofthis。Itissimplyfolly——utterfolly。Ihadnotmeanttospeakofmyself;butIdidwishtosayafewwordstoyouofyourownfuture。I

  supposeImaystillspeaktoyouasafriend?’

  ’Ihopeyouwillalwaysdothat。’

  ’Nay——Iwillmakenosuchpromise。ThatIwillalwayshaveafriend’sfeelingforyou,afriend’sinterestinyourwelfare,afriend’striumphinyoursuccess——thatIwillpromise。Butfriendlywords,Conway,aresometimesmisunderstood。’

  ’Neverbyme,’saidhe。

  ’No,notbyyou——certainlynotbyyou。Ididnotmeanthat。Ididnotexpectthatyoushouldmisinterpretthem。’Thenshelaughedhysterically——alittlelow,gurgling,hystericallaugh;andafterthatshewipedhereyes,andthenshesmiled,andthensheputherhandverygentlyuponhisshoulder。’ThankGod,Conway,wearequitesafethere——arewenot?’

  Hehadmadeablunder,anditwasnecessarythatheshouldcorrectit。

  Hiswatchwaslyinginthetroughofhiseasel,andhelookedatitandwonderedwhyMissVanSieverwasnotthere。Hehadtripped,andhemustmakealittlestruggleandrecoverhisstep。’AsIsaidbefore,itshallneverbemisunderstoodbyme。Ihaveneverbeenvainenoughtosupposeforamomentthattherewasanyotherfeeling——notforamoment。Youwomencanbesocareful,whilewemenarealwaysoffourguard!Amanlovesbecausehecannothelpit;butawomanhasbeencareful,andanswershim——withfriendship。PerhapsIamwrongtosaythatIneverthoughtofwinninganythingmore;butIneverthinkofwinningmorenow。’Whythemischiefdidn’tMissVanSievercome!Inanotherfiveminutes,despitehimself,hewouldbeonhisknees,makingamockdeclaration,andshewouldbepouringforththevialofhermockwrath,orgivinghimmockcounselastotherestraintofhispassion。Hehadgonethroughitallbefore,andwastiredofit;butforhislifehedidnotknowhowtohelphimself。

  ’Conway,’saidshe,gravely,’howdareyouaddressmeinsuchlanguage。’

  ’Ofcourseitisverywrong,Iknowthat。’

  ’I’mnotspeakingofmyselfnow。Ihavelearnedtothinksolittleofmyself,aseventobeindifferenttothefeelingofinjuryyouaredoingme。Mylifeisablank,andIalmostthinkthatnothingcanhurtmefurther。Ihavenotheartleftenoughtobreak;no,notenoughtobebroken。ItisnotofmyselfthatIamthinking,whenIaskyouhowdoyoudaretoaddressmyinsuchlanguage。Doyounotknowthatitisaninjurytoanother?’

  ’Towhatother?’askedConwayDalrymple,whosemindwasbecomingratherconfused,andwhowasnotquitesurewhethertheotheronewasMrDobbsBroughton,orsomebodyelse。

  ’Tothatpoorgirlwhoiscomingherenow,whoisdevotedtoyou,andtowhom,Idonotdoubt,youhaveutteredwordswhichoughttohavemadeitimpossibletospeaktomeasyouspokenotamomentsince。’

  Thingswerebecomingverygraveanddifficult。Theywouldhavebeenverygrave,indeed,hadnotsomegodsavedhimbysendingMissVanSievertohisrescueatthismoment。Hewasbeginningtothinkwhathewouldsayinanswertotheaccusationnowmade,whenhiseagerearcaughtthesoundofherstepuponthestairs;andbeforethepauseinconversationwhichthecircumstancesadmittedhadgivenplacetothenecessityforfurtherspeech,MissVanSieverhadknockedatthedoorandhadenteredtheroom。Hewasrejoiced,andIthinkthatMrsBroughtondidnotregrettheinterference。Itisalwayswellthattheselittledangerousscenesshouldbebroughttosuddenends。Thelastdetailsofsuchromances,ifdrawnouttotheirnaturalconclusions,areapttobeuncomfortable,ifnotdull。Shedidnotwanthimtogodownonhisknees,knowingthatthegettingupagainisalwaysawkward。

  ’Clara,Ibegantothinkyouwerenevercoming,’saidMrsBroughton,withhersweetestsmile。

  ’Ibegantothinksomyselfalso,’saidClara。’AndIbelievethismustbethelastsitting,or,atanyrate,thelastbutone。’

  ’Isanythingthematterathome?’saidMrsBroughton,claspingherhandstogether。

  ’Nothingverymuch;mammaaskedmeaquestionortwothismorning,andI

  saidIwascominghere。Hadsheaskedmewhy,Ishouldhavetoldher。’

  ’Butwhatdidsheask?Whatdidshesay?’

  ’Shedoesnotalwaysmakeherselfveryintelligible。Shecomplainswithouttellingyouwhatshecomplainsof。Butshemutteredsomethingaboutartistswhichwasnotcomplimentary,andIsupposethereforeshehasasuspicion。Shestayedeversolatethismorning,andweleftthehousetogether。Shewillasksomedirectquestiontonight,orbeforelong,andthentherewillbeanendofit。’

  ’Letusmakethebestofourtime,then,’saidDalrymple;andthesittingwasarranged;MissVanSieverwentdownonherkneeswithherhammerinherhand,andtheworkbegan。MrsBroughtonhadtwistedaturbanroundClara’shead,asshealwaysdidontheseoccasions,andassistedtoarrangethedrapery。Sheusedtotellherselfasshedidso,thatshewaslikeIsaac,pilingthefagotsforherownsacrifice。OnlyIsaachadpiledtheminignorance,andshepiledthemconsciousofthesacrificialflames。AndIsaachadbeensaved;whereasitwasimpossiblethatthecatchingofanyraminanythicketwouldsaveher。But,nevertheless,shearrangedthedraperywithallherskill,pilingthefagotseversohighforherownpyre。InthemeantimeConwayDalrymplepaintedaway,thinkingmoreofhispicturethanhedidofonewomanoroftheother。

  AfterawhilewhenMrsBroughtonhadpiledthefagotsashighasshecouldpilethem,shegotupfromherseatandpreparedtoleavetheroom。Muchofthepilingconsisted,ofcourse,inherownabsenceduringaportionofthesesittings。’Conway,’shesaid,asshewent,’ifthisistobethelastsitting,orthelastbutone,youshouldmakethemostofit。’ThenshethrewuponhimaverypeculiarglanceovertheheadofthekneelingJael,andwithdrew。Jael,whointhosemomentswouldbethinkingmoreofthefatigueofherpositionthananythingelse,didnotatalltakehometoherselfthepeculiarmeaningofherfriend’swords。

  ConwayDalrympleunderstoodthemthoroughly,andthoughtthathemightaswelltaketheadvicegiventohim。HehadmadeuphismindtoproposetoMissVanSiever,andwhyshouldhenotdosonow?Hewentonwithhisbrushforacoupleofminuteswithoutsayingaword,workingaswellashecouldwork,andthenresolvedthathewouldatoncebegintheothertask。’MissVanSiever,’hesaid,’Iamafraidyouaretired?’

  ’Notmorethanusuallytired。ItisfatiguingtobeslayingSiserabythehourtogether。Idogettohatethisblock。’TheblockwasthedummybywhichtheformofSiserawassupposedtobetypified。

  ’Anothersittingwillaboutfinishit,’saidhe,’sothatyouneednotpositivelydistressyourselfnow。Willyourestyourselfforaminuteortwo?’HehadalreadyperceivedthattheattitudeinwhichClarawasposedbeforehimwasnotoneinwhichanofferofmarriagecouldbereceivedandrepliedtowithadvantage。

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