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  Whentheyreturnedtothedeanery,MrHardingwasfluttered,weary,andunwell。WhenhisdaughterlefthimforafewminuteshetoldMrsBaxterinconfidenceofthestoryofhisaccident,andhisgreatgriefthathisdaughtershouldhaveseenit。’Lawsamercy,sir,itwasablessingshewaswithyou,’saidMrsBaxter;’itwas,indeed,MrHarding。’ThenMrHardinghadbeenangry,andspokealmostcrosslytoMrsBaxter;but,beforeshelefttheroom,hefoundanopportunityofbeggingherpardon——notinasetspeechtothateffect,butbyalittlewordofgentlekindness,whichshehadunderstoodperfectly。’Papa,’saidMrsGrantlytohimassoonasshehasucceededingettingbothPosyandMrsBaxteroutoftheroom——againstthedoingofwhich,MrHardinghadmanoeuvredwithallhislittleimpotentskill——’Papa,youmustpromisethatyouwillnotgotothecathedralagainalone,tillEleanorcomeshome。’Whenheheardthesentencehelookedatherwithblankmiseryinhiseyes。Hemadenotattemptatremonstrance。Hebeggedfornorespite。

  Thewordhadgoneforth,andheknewthatitmustbeobeyed。Thoughhewouldhavehiddenthesignsofhisweaknesshadhebeenable,hewouldnotcondescendtopleadthathewasstrong。’Ifyouthinkitwrong,mydear,Iwillnotgoalone,’hesaid。’Papa,Ido;indeedIdo。Dearpapa,IwouldnothurtyoubysayingitifIdidnotknowthatIamright。’Hewassittingwithhishanduponthetable,and,asshespoketohim,sheputherhanduponhis,caressingit。’Mydear,’hesaid,’youarealwaysright。’

  Shelefthimagainforawhile,havingsomebusinessoutinthecity,andhewasaloneinhisroomforanhour。Whatwastherelefttohimnowintheworld?Oldashewas,andinsomethingsalmostchildish,nevertheless,hethoughtofthiskeenly,andsomehalf—realisedremembranceofthe’leanandslipperedpantaloon’flittedacrosshismind,causinghimapang。Whatwastherelefttohimnowintheworld?

  Posyandcat’s—cradle!Then,inthemidstofhisregrets,ashesatwithhisbackbentinhisoldeasy—chair,withonearmovertheshoulderofthechair,andtheotherhangingloosebyhisside,onasuddentherecameacrosshisfaceasmileassweetaseverybrightenedthefaceofmanorwoman。Hehadbeenabletotellhimselfthathehadnogroundforcomplaint——greatgroundratherforrejoicingandgratitude。Hadnottheworldandallinitbeengoodtohim;hadhenotchildrenwholovedhim,whohaddonehimhonour,whohadbeentohimalwaysacrownofglory,neveramarkforreproach;hadnothislinesfallentohiminverypleasantplaces;wasitnothishappyfatetogoandleaveitallamidstthegoodwordsandkindlovingcaresofdevotedfriends?Whoselatterdayshadeverbeenmoreblessedthanhis?Andforthefuture——?Itwasashethoughtofthisthatthesmilecameacrosshisface——asthoughitwerealreadythefaceofanangel。Andthenhemutteredtohimselfawordortwo。’Lord,nowlettestThouThyservantdepartinpeace。Lord,nowlettestThouThyservantdepartinpeace。’

  WhenMrsGrantlyreturnedshefoundhiminjocundspirits。Andyetsheperceivedthathewassoweakthatwhenhelefthischairhecouldbarelygetacrosstheroomwithoutassistance。MrsBaxter,indeed,hadnotsenttohertoosoon,anditwaswellthattheprohibitionhadcomeintimetopreventsometerribleaccident。’Papa,’shesaid,’IthinkyouhadbettergowithmetoPlumstead。Thecarriageishere,andIcantakeyouhomesocomfortably。’ButhewouldnotallowhimselftobetakenonthisoccasiontoPlumstead。Hesmiledandthankedher,andputhishandintohers,andrepeatedhispromisethathewouldnotleavethehouseonanyoccasionwithoutassistance,anddeclaredhimselfspeciallythankfultoherforcomingtohimonthatspecialmorning;——buthewouldnotbetakentoPlumstead。’Whensummercomes,’hesaid,’then,ifyouwillhavemeforafewdays!’

  Hemeantnodeceit,andyethehadtoldhimselfwithinthelasthourthatheshouldneverseeanothersummer。Hecouldnottellevenhisdaughterthataftersuchalifeasthis,aftermorethanfiftyyearsspentintheministrationofhisdarlingcathedral,itspeciallybehovedhimtodie——ashehadlived——atBarchester。Hecouldnotsaythistohiseldestdaughter;buthadhisEleanorbeenathome,hecouldhavesaidittoher。HethoughthemightyetlivetoseehisEleanoronceagain。Ifthiscouldbegiventohimhewouldaskfornothingmore。

  Ontheafternoonofthenextday,MrsBaxterwroteanotherletter,inwhichshetoldMrsGrantlythatherfatherhaddeclared,athisusualhourofrisingthatmorning,thathewasnotgoingtothecathedral,hewould,hethought,lieinbedalittlelonger。Andthenhehadbeeninbedthewholeday。’Andperhaps,honouredmadam,lookingatallthings,it’sbestasheshould,’saidMrsBaxter。

  CHAPTERL

  LADYLUFTON’SPROPOSITION

  ItwasnowknownthroughoutBarchesterthatacommissionwastobeheldbythebishop’sorders,atwhichinquirywouldbemade——thatis,ecclesiasticalinquiry——astotheguiltimputedtoMrCrawleyinthematterofMrSoames’scheque。Sundryrumourshadgoneabroadastoquarrelswhichhadtakenplaceonthesubjectamongcertainclergymenhighinoffice;buttheseweresimplyrumours,andnothingwasintruthknown。TherewasnomorediscreetclergymaninthediocesethanDrTempest,andnotawordhadescapedfromhimastothestormynatureofthatmeetinginthebishop’spalace,atwhichhehadattendedwiththebishop——andatwhichMrsProudiehadattendedalso。WhenitissaidthatthefactofthiscomingcommissionwasknowntoallBarsetshire,allusionisofcoursemadetothatportionoftheinhabitantsofBarsetshiretowhichclericalmattersweredear;——andassuchmatterswerespeciallydeartotheinhabitantsoftheparishofFramley,thecommissionwasdiscussedveryeagerlyinthatparish,andwasspeciallydiscussedbytheDowagerLadyLufton。

  AndtherewasadoubleinterestattachedtothecommissionintheparishofFramleybythefactthatMrRobarts,thevicar,hadbeeninvitedbyDrTempesttobeoneoftheclergymenwhoweretoassistinmakingtheinquiry。’IalsotoproposetoaskMrOrielofGreshamburytojoinus,’

  saidDrTempest。’Thebishopwishestoappointtheothertwo,andhasalreadynamedMrThumbleandMrQuiverful,whoarebothresidentsinthecity。Perhapshislordshipmayberightinthinkingitbetterthatthemattershouldnotbeleftaltogetherinthehandsofclergymenwhoholdlivingsinthediocese。YouarenodoubtawarethatneitherMrThumblenorMrQuiverfuldoholdanybenefice。’MrRobartsfelt——aseverybodyelsedidfeelwhoknewanythingofthematter——thatBishopProudiewassingularlyignorantofhisknowledgeofmen,andthatheshowedhisignoranceonthisspecialoccasion。’Ifheintendedtonametwosuchmenheshouldatanyratehavenamedthree,’saidDrThorne。’MrThumbleandMrQuiverfulwillsimplybeoutvotedonthefirstday,andafterthatwillgiveintheiradhesiontothemajority。’’MrThumbleindeed!’LadyLuftonhadsaid,withmuchscorninhervoice。Toherthinking,itwasabsurdinthehighestdegreethatsuchmenasDrTempestandherMrRobartsshouldbeaskedtomeetMrThumbleandMrQuiverfulonamatterofecclesiasticalbusiness。Outvoted!Ofcoursewheywouldbeoutvoted。

  Ofcoursetheywouldbesoparalysedbyfearatfindingthemselvesinthepresenceofrealgentlemen,thattheywouldhardlybeabletovoteatall。OldLadyLuftondidnotinfactutterwordssoharshasthese;

  butthoughtsasharshpassedthroughhermind。ThereaderthereforewillunderstandthatmuchinterestwasfeltinthesubjectatFramleyCourt,whereLadyLuftonlivedwithhersonanddaughter—in—law。

  ’Theytellme,’saidLadyLufton,’thatboththearchdeaconandDrTempestthinkitisrightthatacommissionshouldbeheld。Ifso,I

  havenodoubtthatitisright。’

  ’Marksaysthatthebishopcouldhardlydoanythingelse,’rejoinedMrsRobarts。

  ’Idaresaynot,mydear。Isupposethebishopthatsomebodyhasnearhimtotellhimwhathemaydoandwhathemaynotdo。Itwouldbeterribletothinkof,ifitwerenotso。Butyet,whenIhearthathehasnamedsuchmenasMrThumbleandMrQuiverful,Icannotbutfeelthatthewholedioceseisdisgraced。’

  ’Oh,LadyLufton,thatissuchastrongword,’saidMrsRobarts。

  ’Itmaybestrong,butitisnotthelesstrue,’saidLadyLufton。

  AndfromtalkingonthesubjectoftheCrawleys,LadyLuftonsoonadvanced,firsttoadesireforsomeaction,andthantoacting。’I

  think,mydear,IwillgooverandseeMrsCrawley,’saidLadyLufton,theeldertoLadyLuftontheyounger。LadyLuftontheyoungerhadnothingtourgeagainstthis;butshedidnotoffertoaccompanytheelderLady。IattemptedtoexplainintheearlierpartofthisstorythattherestillexistedacertainunderstandingbetweenMrsCrawleyandLordLufton’swife,andthatkindnesseshadoccasionallypassedfromFramleyCourttoHogglestockParsonage;butonthisoccasion,LadyLufton——theLucyRobartsthathadoncepassedcertaindaysofherlifewiththeCrawleysatHogglestock——didnotchoosetoaccompanyhermother—in—law;andthereforeMrsRobartswasinvitedtodoso。’Ithinkitmaycomforthertoknowthatshehasoursympathy,’theelderwomansaidtotheyoungerastheymadetheirjourneytogether。

  Whenthecarriagestoppedbeforethelittlewicker—gate,fromwhenapathledthrougharaggedgardenfromtheroadtoMrCrawley’shouse,LadyLuftonhardlyknewhowtoproceed。Theservantcametothedoorofthecarriage,andaskedforherorders。’H——m——m,ha,yes;IthinkI’llsendinmycard;——andsaythatIhopeMrsCrawleywillbeabletoseeme。Won’tthatbebest;eh,Fanny?’Fanny,otherwiseMrsRobarts,saidthatshethoughtthatwouldbebest;andthecardandmessagewerecarriedin。

  ItwashappilythecasethatMrCrawleywasnotathome。MrCrawleywasawayatHoggleEnd,readingtothebrickmakers,orturningthemanglesoftheirwives,orteachingthemtheology,orpolitics,orhistory,afterhisfashion。Inthesedayshespent,perhaps,thehappiesthoursofhislifedownatHoggleEnd。Isaythathisabsencewasahappychance,because,hadhebeenathome,hewouldcertainlyhavesaidsomething,ordonesomething,tooffendLadyLufton。Hewouldeitherhaverefusedtoseeher,orwhenseeingherhewouldhavebadeherholdherpeaceandnotinterferewithmatterswhichdidnotconcernher,or——moreprobablestill——hewouldhavesatstillandsullen,andhavespokennotatall。ButhewasawayandMrsCrawleysentoutwordbytheservantthatshewouldbemostproudtoseeherladyship,ifherladyshipwouldbepleasedtoalight。Herladyshipdidalight,andwalkedintotheparsonage,followedbyMrsRobarts。

  Gracewaswithhermother。IndeedJanehadbeentherealsowhenthemessagewasbroughtin,butshefledintothebackregions,overcomebyshameastoherfrock。Grace,Ithink,wouldhavefledtoo,hadshenotbeenboundinhonourtosupporthermother。LadyLufton,assheentered,wasverygracious,strugglingwithallthepowerofherwomanhoodsotocarryherselfthatthereshouldbenooutwardlyvisiblesignofherrankorherwealth——butnotaltogethersucceeding。MrsRobarts,onherfirstentrance,saidonlyawordortwoofgreetingtoMrsCrawley,andkissedGrace,whomshehadknownintimatelyinearlyyears。’LadyLufton,’saidMrsCrawley,’Iamafraidthisisaverypoorplaceforyoutocometo;

  butyouhaveknownthatofold,andthereforeIneedhardlyapologise。’

  ’SometimesIlikepoorplacesbest,’saidLadyLufton。Thentherewasapause,afterwhichLadyLuftonaddressedherselftoGrace,seekingsomesubjectforimmediateconversation。’YouhavebeendowninAllington,mydear,haveyounot?’Grace,inawhisper,saidthatshehad。’StayingwiththeDales,Ibelieve?IknowtheDaleswellbyname,andIhavealwaysheardthattheyarecharmingpeople。’

  ’Ilikethemverymuch,’saidGrace。Andthentherewasanotherpause。

  ’Ihopeyourhusbandisprettywell,MrsCrawley?’saidLadyLufton。

  ’Heisprettywell——notquitestrong。Idaresayyouknow,LadyLufton,thathehasthingstovexhim?’MrsCrawleyfeltthatitwastheneedofthemomentthattheonlypossiblesubjectofconversationinthathouseshouldbeintroduced;andthereforeshebroughtitinatonce,notlovingthesubject,butbeingstronglyconsciousofthenecessity。LadyLuftonmeanttobegood—natured,andthereforeMrsCrawleywoulddoallinherpowertomakeLadyLufton’smissioneasytoher。

  ’Indeedyes,’saidherladyship;’wedoknowthat。’

  ’WefeelsomuchforyouandMrCrawley,’saidMrsRobarts;’andaresosurethatyoursufferingsareunmerited。’ThiswasnotdiscreetonthepartofMrsRobarts,asshewasthewifeofoneoftheclergymenwhohadbeenselectedtoformthecommissionofinquiry;andsoLadyLuftontoldheronthewayhome。

  ’Youareverykind,’saidMrsCrawley。’WemustonlybearitwithsuchfortitudeasGodwillgiveus。WearetoldthatHetempersthewindtotheshornlamb。’

  ’AndsoHedoesmydear,’saidherladyshipverysolemnly。’SoHedoes。

  Surelyyouhavefeltthatitisso?’

  ’Istrugglenottocomplain,’saidMrsCrawley。

  ’Iknowthatyoustrugglebravely。Ihearofyou,andIadmireyouforit,andIloveyou。’Itwasstilltheoldladywhowasspeakingandnowshehadatlastbeenrousedoutofherdifficultyastowords,andhadrisenfromherchair,andwasstandingbeforeMrsCrawley。’Itisbecauseyoudonotcomplain,becauseyouaresogreatandsogood,becauseyourcharacterissohigh,andyourspiritsofirm,thatIcouldnotresistthetemptationofcomingtoyou。MrsCrawley,ifyouwillletmebeyourfriend,Ishallbeproudofyourfriendship。’

  ’Yourladyshipistoogood,’saidMrsCrawley。

  ’Donottalktomeafterthatfashion,’saidLadyLufton。’IfyoudoI

  shallbedisappointed,andfeelmyselfthrownback。YouknowwhatI

  mean。’Shepausedforananswer;butMrsCrawleyhadnoanswertomake。

  Shesimplyshookherhead,notknowingwhyshedidso。Butwemayknow。

  WecanunderstandthatshehadfeltthatthefriendshipofferedtoherbyLadyLuftonwasanimpossibility。Shehaddecidedwithinherownbreastthatitwasso,thoughshedidnotknowthatshehadcometosuchdecision。’Iwishyoutotakemeatmyword,MrsCrawley,’continuedLadyLufton。’Whatcanwedoforyou?Weknowthatyouaredistressed。’

  ’Yes——wearedistressed。’

  ’Andweknowhowcruelcircumstanceshavebeentoyou。Willyounotforgivemeforbeingplain?’

  ’Ihavenothingtoforgive,’saidMrsCrawley。

  ’LadyLuftonmeans,’saidMrsRobarts,’thatinaskingyoutotalkopenlyofyouraffairs,shewishesyoutorememberthat——IthinkyouknowwhatImean,’saidMrsRobarts,knowingverywellherselfwhatshedidmean,butnotknowingatallhowtoexpressherself。

  ’LadyLuftonisverykind,’saidMrsCrawley,’andsoareyou,MrsRobarts。Iknowhowgoodyoubothare,andforhowmuchitbehovesmetobegrateful。’Thesewordswereverycold,andthevoiceinwhichtheywerespokenwereverycold。TheymadeLadyLuftonfeelthatitwasbeyondherpowertoproceedwiththeworkofhermissioninitsintendedspirit。Itiseversomucheasiertoprofferkindnessgraciouslythantoreceiveitwithgrace。LadyLuftonhadintendedtosay,’Letusbewomentogether;——womenboundbyhumanity,andnotseparatedbyrank,andletusopenourheartsfreely。Letusseehowwemaybeofcomforttoeachother。’Andcouldshehavesucceededinthis,shewouldhavespreadoutherlittleplansofsuccourwithsolovingahandthatshewouldhaveconqueredthewomanbeforeher。Butthesufferingspiritcannotdescendfromitsdignityofreticence。Ithasanobilityofitsown,madesacredbymanytears,bytheflowingofstreamsofbloodfromunseenwounds,whichcannotdescendfromitsdaistoreceivepityandkindness。A

  consciousnessofundeservedwoeproducesagrandeurofitsown,withwhichthehigh—souledsuffererwillnoteasilypart。Basketsfullofeggs,poundsofeleemosynarybutter,quartersofgivenpork,evensecond—handclothingfromthewardrobeofsomerichersister——evenmoney,unsophisticatedmoney,shecouldaccept。Shehadlearnedhowthatitwasherportionofherallottedmiserytotakesuchthings——forthesakeofherchildrenandherhusband——andtobethankfulforthem。Shedidtakethemandwasthankful;andinthetakingshesubmittedherselftotherodofcruelcircumstances;butshecouldnotevenyetbringherselftoacceptspokenpityfromastranger,andtokissthespeaker。

  ’Canwenotdosomethingtohelpyou?’saidMrsRobarts。ShewouldnothavespokenbutsheperceivedthatLadyLuftonhadcompletedherappeal,andthatMrsCrawleydidnotseempreparedtoanswerit。

  ’Youhavedonesomuchtohelpus,’saidMrsCrawley。’Thethingsyouhavesentushavebeenveryserviceable。’

  ’Butwemeansomethingmorethanthat,’saidLadyLufton。

  ’Idonotknowwhatthereismore,’saidMrsCrawley。’Abittoeatandsomethingtowear;——thatseemstobeallthatwehavetocarefornow。’

  ’Butwewereafraidthatthiscomingtrialmustcauseyoumuchanxiety。’

  ’Ofcourseitcausesanxiety;——butwhatcanwedo?Itmustbeso。Itcannotbeputofforavoided。Wehavemadeupourmindstoitnow,andalmostwishthatitwouldcomequicker。Ifitwereonceover,Ithinkthathewouldbebetterwhatevertheresultmightbe。’

  Thentherewasanotherlullintheconversation,andLadyLuftonbegantobeafraidthathervisitwouldbeafailure。ShethoughtthatperhapsshemightgetonbetterifGracewerenotintheroom,andsheturnedoverinhermindvariousschemesforsendingheraway。AndperhapshertaskwouldbeeasierifMrsRobartsalsocouldbebanishedforatime。

  ’Fanny,mydear,’shesaidatlast,boldly,’IknowyouhavealittleplantoarrangewithMissCrawley。Perhapsyouwillbemorelikelytobesuccessfulifyoucantakeaturnwithheralone。’Therewasnotmuchsubtletyinherladyship’sscheme;butitansweredtheproposedpurpose,andthetwoelderladiesweresoonleftfacetoface,sothatLadyLuftonhadafairpretextformakinganotherattempt。’DearMrsCrawley,’shesaid,’Idosolongtosayawordtoyou,butIfearthatImaybethoughttointerfere。’

  ’Oh,no,LadyLufton;Ihavenofeelingofthatkind。’

  ’IhaveaskedyourdaughterandMrsRobartstogooutbecauseIcanspeaktoyoumoreeasilyalone。IwishIcouldteachyoutotrustme。’

  ’Idotrustyou。’

  ’Asafriend,Imean;——asarealfriend。Ifitshouldbethecase,MrsCrawley,thatajuryshouldgiveaverdictagainstyourhusband——whatwillyoudothen?PerhapsIshouldnotsupposethatitispossible。’

  ’Ofcourseweknowthatitispossible,’saidMrsCrawley。Hervoicewasstern,andtherewasinitatonealmostofoffence。Asshespokeshedidnotlookathervisitor,butsatwithherfaceavertedandherarmsakimboonthetable。

  ’Yes;——itispossible,’saidLadyLufton。’Isupposethereisnotoneinthecountywhodoesnottrulywishitmaynotbeso。Butitisrighttobepreparedforallalternatives。Insuchcasehaveyouthoughtwhatyouwilldo?’

  ’Idonotknowwhattheywoulddotohim,’saidshe。

  ’Isupposethatforsometimehewouldbe——’

  ’Putinprison,’saidMrsCrawley,speakingveryquickly,bringingoutthewordswithasharpeagernessthatwasquiteunusualtoher。’Theywillsendhimtogaol。Isitnotso,LadyLufton?’

  ’Isupposeitwouldbeso;notforlongIshouldhope;butIpresumethatsuchwouldbethesentenceforsomeshortperiod。’

  ’AndImightnotgowithhim?’

  ’No,thatwouldbeimpossible。’

  ’Andthehouse,andtheliving;wouldtheylethimhavethemagainwhenhecameout?’

  ’Ah;thatIcannotsay。Thatwilldependmuch,probably,inwhattheseclergymenwillreport。Ihopehewillnotputhimselfinoppositiontothem。’

  ’Idonotknow。Icannotsay。Itisprobablethathemaydoso。Itisnoteasyforamansoinjuredashehasbeen,andoneatthesametimesogreatinintelligence,tosubmithimselfgentlytosuchinquiries。

  Whenillisbeingdonetohimselforothersheisverypronetoopposeit。’

  ’Butthesegentlementonotwishtodohimill,MrsCrawley。’

  ’Icannotsay。Idonotknow。WhenIthinkofitIseethatthereisnothingbutruinoneveryside。Whatistheuseoftalkingofit?Donotbeangry,LadyLufton,ifIsaythatitisofnouse。’

  ’ButIdesiretobeofuse——ofrealuse。Ifitshouldbethecase,MrsCrawley,thatyourhusbandshouldbe——detainedatBarchester——’

  ’Youmeanimprisoned,LadyLufton。’

  ’Yes,Imeanimprisoned。Ifitshouldbeso,thendoyoubringyourselfandyourchildren——allofthem——overtoFramley,andIwillfindahomeforyouwhileheislosttoyou。’

  ’Oh,LadyLufton,Icouldnotdothat。’

  ’Yes,youcan。Youhavenotheardmeyet。Itwouldnotbeacomforttoyouinsuchahomeasthattositattablewithpeoplewhoarepartlystrangerstoyou。Butthereisacottagenearlyadjoiningtothehouse,whichyoushallhavealltoyourself。Thebailifflivedinitonce,andothershavelivedinitwhobelongtotheplace;butitisemptynowanditshallbemadecomfortable。’ThetearswerenowrunningdownMrsCrawley’sface,sothatshecouldnotansweraword。’Ofcourseitismyson’sproperty,andnotmine,buthehascommissionedmetosaythatitismostheartilyatyourservice。Hebegsthatinsuchacaseyouwilloccupyit。AndIbegthesame。AndyouroldfriendLucyhasdesiredmealsotoaskyouinhername。’

  ’LadyLufton,Icouldnotdothat,’saidMrsCrawleythroughhertears。

  ’Youmustthinkbetterofit,mydear。Idonotscrupletoadviseyou,becauseIamolderthanyou,andhaveexperienceoftheworld。’This,I

  think,takenintheordinarysenseofthewords,wasaboastonthepartofLadyLufton,forwhichbutlittletruepretenceexisted。LadyLufton’sexperienceoftheworldatlargewasnotperhapsextensive。

  Neverthelesssheknewwhatonewomenmightoffertoanother,andwhatonewomanmightreceivefromanother。’Youwouldbebetteroverwithme,mydear,thanyoucouldbeelsewhere。YouwillnotmisunderstandmeifI

  saythat,undersuchcircumstances,itwoulddoyourhusbandgoodthatyouandyourchildrenshouldbeunderourprotectionduringhisperiodoftemporaryseclusion。Westandwellinthecounty。PerhapsIoughtnottosayso,butIdonotknowhowotherwisetoexplainmyself;andwhenitisknown,bythebishopandothers,thatyouhavecometousduringthatsadtime,itwillbeunderstoodthatwethinkwellofMrCrawley,inspiteofanythingajurymaysayofhim。Doyouseethat,mydear?

  Andwedothinkwellofhim。Ihaveknownofyourhusbandformanyyears,thoughIhavenotpersonallyhadthepleasureofmuchacquaintancewithhim。HewasoveratFramleyonceatmyrequest,andI

  hadgreatoccasiontorespecthim。Idorespecthim;andIshallfeelgratefultohimifhewillallowyoutoputyourselfandyourchildrenundermywing,asbeinganoldwoman,shouldthismisfortunefalluponhim。Wehopethatitwillnotfalluponhim;butitisalwayswelltobeprovidedfortheworst。’

  InthiswayLadyLuftonatlastmadeherspeechandopenedouttheproposalwithwhichshehadcomeladentoHogglestock。WhileshewasspeakingMrsCrawley’sshoulderwasstillturnedtoher;butthespeakercouldseethatthequicktearswerepouringthemselvesdownthecheeksofthewomanwhomsheaddressed。Therewasadownrighthonestyofthorough—goingwell—wishingcharityaboutthepropositionwhichovercameMrsCrawleyaltogether。ShedidnotfeelforamomentthatitwouldbepossibleforhertogotoFramleyinsuchcircumstancesasthosewhichhadbeensuggested。Asshethoughtofitallatthepresentmoment,itseemedtoherthatheronlyappropriatehomeduringtheterribleperiodwhichwascominguponher,wouldbeunderthewallsoftheprisoninwhichherhusbandwouldbeincarcerated。Butshefullyappreciatedthekindnesswhichhadsuggestedameasure,which,ifcarriedintoexecution,wouldmaketheoutsideworldfeelthatherhusbandwasrespectedinthecounty,despitethedegradationtowhichhewassubjected。Shefeltallthis,butherheartwastoofulltospeak。

  ’Saythatitshallbeso,mydear,’continuedLadyLufton。’Justgivemeonenodofassent,andthecottageshallbereadyforyoushoulditsochancethatyoushouldrequireit。’

  ButMrsCrawleydidnotgivethenodofassent。Withherfacestillaverted,whilethetearswerestillrunningdownhercheeks,shemutteredbutawordortwo。’Icouldnotdothat,LadyLufton;Icouldnotdothat。’

  ’Youknowatanyratewhatmywishesare,andasyoubecomecalmeryouwillthinkofit。Thereisquitetimeenough,andIamspeakingofanalternativewhichmayneverhappen。MydearfriendMrsRobarts,whoisnowwithyourdaughter,wishesMissCrawleytogoovertoFramleyParsonagewhilethisinquiryamongtheclergymenisgoingon。Theyallsayitisthemostridiculousthingintheworld——thisinquiry。Butthebishopyouknowissosilly!WeallthinkthatifMissCrawleywouldgoforaweekorsotoFramleyParsonage,thatitwillshowhowhappyweallaretoreceiveher。ItshouldbewhileMrRobartsisemployedinhispartofthework。Whatdoyousay,MrsCrawley?WeatFramleyareallclearlyoftheopinionthatitwillbebestthatitshouldbeknownthatthepeopleinthecountyupholdyourhusband。MissCrawleywouldbeback,youknow,beforethetrialcomeson。Ihopeyouwilllethercome,MrsCrawley?’

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