Sheremainedtoclearawaythetable,whentherestleftit,andWestoverfollowedMrs。Durginintotheparlor,wheresheindemnifiedherselfforrefrainingfromanyexplicitallusiontoJeffbeforeCynthia。\"Theboy,\"
sheexplained,whenshehadmadehimransackhismemoryforeveryscrapoffactconcerningherson,\"don’thardlyeverwritetome,andIguesshedon’tgiveCynthyverymuchnews。Ipresumehe’sworkin’harderthaneverthisyear。AndI’mgladhe’sgoin’aboutalittle,fromwhatyousay。Iguesshe’sgottofeelin’alittlebetter。Itdidworrymeforhimtofeelsowhatyoumaycallmeechin’aboutfolks。Youseeanythingthatmadeyouthinkhewa’n’tappreciated?\"
AfterWestovergotbackintohisownroom,someoneknockedathisdoor,andhefoundWhitwelloutside。Hescarcelyaskedhimtocomein,butWhitwellscarcelyneededtheinvitation。\"Goteverythingyouwant?
ItoldCynthyI’dcomeupandseeafteryou;Frankwon’tbebackintime。\"Hesatdownandputhisfeetontopofthestove,andstrucktheheelsofhisbootsonitsedge,fromthehabitofknockingthecakedsnowofftheminthatwayonstove—tops。Hedidnotwaittofindoutthattherewasnoresponsivesizzlingbeforeheasked,withalongnasalsigh,\"Well,howisJeffgettin’along?\"
HelookedacrossatWestover,whohadprovisionallyseatedhimselfonhisbed。
\"Why,intheoldway。\"Whitwellkepthiseyeonhim,andheadded:
\"Isupposewedon’tanyofuschange;wedevelop。\"
Whitwellsmiledwithpleasureinthelooselyphilosophicsuggestion。
\"Youmeanthathe’sthesamekindofamanthathewasaboy?Well,I
guessthat’sso。Thequestionis,whatkindofaboywashe?I’vebeenmullin’overthatconsid’ablesinceCynthyandhimfixedituptogether。
Ofcourse,Iknowit’stheirbusiness,andallthat;butIpresumeI’vegotarighttospee’lateaboutit?\"
HereferredthepointtoWestover,whoknewaninnerearnestnessinit,inspiteofWhitwell’shabitofoutsidejocosity。\"Everyrightintheworld,Ishouldsay,Mr。Whitwell,\"heanswered,seriously。
\"Well,I’mgladyoufeelthatway,\"saidWhitwell,withalittleapparentsurprise。\"Idon’twanttomeddle,any;butIknowwhatCynthyis——Inoneedtobragherup——andIdon’tfeelsooverandabovecertain’tIknowwhatheis。He’sagooddealofamixture,ifyouwanttoknowhowhestrikesme。Idon’tmeanIdon’tlikehim;Ido;thefellow’sgotawaywithhimthatmakesmekindoflikehimwhenIseehim。He’sgood—
naturedandclever;andhe’swillin’totakeanyamountoftroubleforyou;butyoucan’ttellwheretohavehim。\"WestoverdeniedtheappealforexplicitassentinWhitwell’seye,andhewenton:\"IfI’ddonethatfellowagoodturn,inspiteofhim,orifI’dheldhimuptosomethingthatheallowedwasright,andconsentedto,Ishouldwanttokeepasharplookoutthathedidn’tplaymesomeuglytrickforit。He’sacomicaldevil,\"Whitwellended,ratherinadequately。\"Howd’sitlooktoyou?Seenanythinglatelythatseemedtotallywithmyidee?\"
\"No,no;Ican’tsaythatIhave,\"saidWestover,reluctantly。Hewishedtobefrankerthanhenowmeanttobe,butheconsultedascruplethathedidnotwhollyrespect;amereconventionitseemedtohim,presently。
Hesaid:\"I’vealwaysfeltthatcharminhim,too,andI’veseentheothertraits,thoughnotsoclearlyasyouseemtohavedone。Hehasapowerfulwill,yes——\"
Hestopped,andWhitwellasked:\"Beenuptoanydeviltrylately?\"
\"Ican’tsayhehas。NothingthatIcancallintentional。\"
\"No,\"saidWhitwell。\"What’shedone,though?\"
\"Really,Mr。Whitwell,Idon’tknowthatyouhaveanyrighttoexpectmetotalkhimover,whenI’mhereashismother’sguest——hisownguest——?\"
\"No。Iha’n’t,\"saidWhitwell。\"Whataboutthefatherofthegirlhe’sgoin’tomarry?\"
Westovercouldnotdenytheforceofthis。\"You’dbeanxiousifIdidn’ttellyouwhatIhadinmind,Idaresay,morethanifIdid。\"HetoldhimofJeff’sbehaviorwithAlanLynde,andofhistalkwithhimaboutit。\"AndIthinkhewashonest。Itwassomethingthathappened,thatwasn’tmeant。\"
Whitwelldidnotassentdirectly,somewhattoWestover’ssurprise。Heasked:\"FelloweverdoneanythingtoJeff?\"
\"NotthatIknowof。Idon’tknowthattheyevermetbefore。\"
Whitwellkickedhisheelsontheedgeofthestoveagain。\"Thenitmightbeenanaccident,\"hesaid,dryly。
Westoverhadtobreakthesilencethatfollowed,andhefoundhimselfdefendingJeff,thoughsomehownotforJeff’ssake。Heurgedthatifhehadthestrongwilltheybothrecognizedinhim,hewouldnevercommittheerrorsofaweakman,whichwereusuallythebasest。
\"Howdoyouknowthatastrong—willedmana’n’taweakone?\"Whitwellastonishedhimbyasking。\"A’n’twhatwecallastrongwilljustakindofabull—dogclinchthatthedoghimselfcan’tunloose?Itakeitamanthathasagoodwillisastrongman。IfJeffdonearightthingagainsthiswill,hewouldn’tresteasytillhe’dshowedthathewa’n’tobligedto,bysomemischiefworse’nwhathewaskeptoutof。Itellyou,Mr。
Westover,ifI’dmadethatfellowtoethemarkanyway,I’dbeafraidofhim。\"WhitwelllookedatWestoverwitheyesofsignificance,ifnotofconfidence。Thenherosewithaprolonged\"M——wel—l—l!We’reallborn,butwea’n’tallburied。Thisworldisaqueerplace。ButIguessJeff’llcomeoutrightintheend。\"
Westoversaid,\"I’msurehewill!\"andheshookhandswarmlywiththefatherofthegirlJeffwasgoingtomarry。
Whitwellcameback,afterhehadgotsomepacesaway,andsaid:\"Ofcourse,thisisbetweenyouandme,Mr。Westover。\"
\"Ofcourse!\"
\"Idon’tmeanMis’Durgin。Ishouldn’tcarewhatshethoughtofmytalkin’himoverwithyou。Idon’tknow,\"hecontinued,puttinguphishandagainstthedoor—frame,togivehimselfthecomfortofitssupportwhilehetalked,\"asyouunderstoodwhatshemeanbytheyoungladiesatBostonkeepin’upwiththefellowsincollege。Well,that’swhatCynthy’sdoin’withJeff,rightalong;andifheeverworksoffthemconditionsofhis,andgitshisdegree,it’llbebecauseshehelpedhimto。Itellyou,there’smorethanonekindoftelepathyinthisworld,Mr。Westover。That’sall。\"
XXXIX
WestoverunderstoodfromWhitwell’safterthoughtthatitwasCynthiahewasanxioustokeepignorantofhismisgivings,iftheyweresomuchasmisgivings。Buttheimportanceofthisfactcouldnotstayhimagainstthetideofsleepwhichwasbearinghimdown。Whenhisheadtouchedthepillowitsweptoverhim,andherosefromitinthemorningwithagayetyofheartwhichheknewtobereturninghealth。Hejumpedoutofbed,andstuffedsomeshavingsintohisstovefromthewood—boxbesideit,andlaidsomelogsonthem;heslidthedamperopen,andthenlaydownagain,listeningtothefirethatshoweditsredteeththroughtheslatsandroaredandlaughedtothedaywhichsparkledonthewhiteworldwithout。Whenhegotoutofbedasecondtime,hefoundtheroomsohotthathehadtopulldownhiswindow—sash,andhedressedinatemperatureoftwentydegreesbelowzerowithoutknowingthatthedryairwasmorethanfresh。Mrs。Durgincalledtohimthroughtheopendoorofherparlor,asheenteredthedining—room:\"Cynthywillgiveyouyourbreakfast,Mr。Westover。We’realldonelongago,andI’mbusyinhere,\"
andthegirlappearedwiththecoffee—potandthedishesshehadbeenkeepinghotforhimatthekitchenstove。Sheseemedtobegoingtoleavehimwhenshehadputthemdownbeforehim,butshefaltered,andthensheasked:\"DoyouwantIshouldpouryourcoffeeforyou?\"
\"Ohyes!Do!\"hebegged,andshesatdownacrossthetablefromhim。
\"I’mashamedtomakethistroubleforyou,\"headded。\"Ididn’tknowitwassolate。\"
\"Oh,wehavethewholedayforourwork,\"sheanswered,tolerantly。
Helaughed,andsaid:\"Howstrangethatseems!IsupposeIshallgetusedtoit。Butintownweseemnevertohaveawholedayforaday’swork;wealwayshavetodopartofitatnight,orthenextmorning。Doyoueverhaveadayherethat’stoolargeasizeforitswork?\"
\"Youcannearlyalwaysfindsomethingtodoaboutahouse,\"shereturned,evasively。\"Butthetimedoesn’tgothewayitdoesinthesummer。\"
\"Oh,Iknowhowthecountryisinthewinter,\"hesaid。\"Iwasbroughtupinthecountry。\"
\"Ididn’tknowthat,\"shesaid,andshegavehimastareofsurprisebeforehereyesfell。
\"Yes。OutinWisconsin。Mypeoplewereemigrants,andIlivedinthewoods,there,tillIbegantopaintmywayout。Ibeganprettyearly,butIwasinthewoodstillIwassixteen。\"
\"Ididn’tknowthat,\"sherepeated。\"Ialwaysthoughtthatyouwere——\"
\"Summerfolks,liketherest?No,I’mall—the—year—roundfolksoriginally。ButIhaven’tbeeninthecountryinthewintersinceIwasaboy;andit’sallbeencomingbacktome,here,likesomeoneelse’sexperience。\"
Shedidnotsayanything,buttheinterestinhereyes,whichshecouldnotkeepfromhisfacenow,promptedhimtogoon。
\"YoucanmakeabeginningintheWesteasierthanyoucanintheEast,andsomepeoplewhocametoourlumbercampdiscoveredme,andgavemeachancetobegin。IwenttoMilwaukeefirst,andtheymademethinkIwassomebody。ThenIcameontoNewYork,andtheymademethinkIwasnobody。IhadtogotoEuropetofindoutwhichIwas;butafterIhadbeentherelongenoughIdidn’tcaretoknow。WhatIwastryingtodowastheimportantthingtome;notthefellowwhowastryingtodoit。\"
\"Yes,\"shesaid,withintelligence。
\"ImetsomeBostonpeopleinItaly,andIthoughtIshouldliketolivewherethatkindofpeoplelived。That’sthewayIcametobeinBoston。
Itallseemsverysimplenow,butIusedtothinkitmightlookromanticfromtheoutside。I’vehadahappylife;andI’mgladitbeganinthecountry。Ishouldn’tcareifitendedthere。Idon’tknowwhyI’vebotheredyouwithmyautobiography,though。PerhapsbecauseIthoughtyouknewitalready。\"
Shelookedasifshewouldhavesaidsomethingfittingifshecouldhaveruledherselftoit;butshesaidnothingatall。Herfailureseemedtoabashher,andshecouldonlyaskhimifhewouldnothavesomemorecoffee,andthenexcuseherself,andleavehimtofinishhisbreakfastalone。
Thatdayhetriedforhispicturefromseveralpointsout—of—doorsbeforehefoundthathisownwindowgavehimthebest。Withthewindowopen,andthestovewarmathisback,heworkedthereingreatcomfortnearlyeveryafternoon。Thesnowskeptoff,andtheclearsunsetsburnedbehindthesummitdayafterday。Hepaintedfranklyandfaithfully,andmadeapicturewhich,hesaidtohimself,noonewouldbelievein,withthatwarmcolortenderuponthefrozenhills。Thesoftsuffusionofthewinterscenewasimprobabletohimwhenhehaditin,naturebeforehiseyes;whenhelookedatitashegotitonhiscanvasitwassimplyimpossible。
Intheforenoonshehadnothingtodo,forheworkedathispictureonlywhentheconditionsrenewedthemselveswiththesinkingsun。Hetriedtobeintheopenair,andgetthegoodofit;buthisstrengthforwalkinghadfailedhim,andhekeptmostlytothepathsbrokenaroundthehouse。
HewentagooddealtothebarnwithWhitwellandJombateestetolookafterthecattleandthehorses,whosesubduedstampingandchampinggavehimasortofanimalpleasure。Theblendedodorsofthehay—mowsandofthecreatures’breathscametohimwiththefaintwarmthwhichtheirbodiesdiffusedthroughthecoldobscurity。
Whenthewidedoorswererolledback,andthefulldaywasletin,helikedtheappealoftheirstartledeyes,andthecallstheymadetooneanotherfromtheirstalls,whilethemenspokebacktothemintermswhichtheyseemedtohaveincommonwiththem,andwiththepoultrythatflewdownfromthebarnloftstothebarnfloorandoutintothebrilliantday,withloudclamorandaffectedalarm。
Inthesesimpleexperienceshecouldnotimaginethesummerlifeoftheplace。Itwasnowheremoreextinctthaninthehollowverandas,wheretherocking—chairsswunginJulyandAugust,andwhereWestover’sstepsinhislongtrampsupanddownwokenoechooftheabsentfeet。In—doorshekepttothefewstove—heatedroomswherehedweltwiththefamily,andsentonlynowandthenavagueconjectureintothehotelbuiltroundtheoldfarm—house。Hemeant,beforeheleft,toaskMrs。Durgintolethimgothroughthehotel,butheputitofffromdaytoday,withaphysicalshrinkingfromitscoldandsolitude。
Thedayswentbyintheswiftnessofmonotony。Hisexcursionstothebarn,hiswalksontheverandas,hisworkonhispicture,filledupthefewhoursofthelight,andwhenthedarkcamehecontentedlyjoinedthelittlegroupinMrs。Durgin’sparlor。Hehadbroughttwoorthreebookswithhim,andsometimeshereadfromoneofthem;orhetalkedwithWhitwellonsomeofthequestionsoflifeanddeaththatengagedhisspeculativemind。Jombateestepreferredthekitchenforthenapshetookaftersupperbeforehisearlybedtime。FrankWhitwellsatwithhisbooksthere,whereWestoversometimessawhissisterhelpinghimathisstudies。Hewasloyallyfaithfulandobedienttoherinallthings。Hehelpedherwiththedishes,andwasnotashamedtobeseenatthiswork;
shehadchargeofhisgoingsandcomingsinsociety;hesubmittedtohertasteinhisdress,andacceptedhercounselonmanypointswhichhereferredtoher,anddiscussedwithherinlow—spokenconferences。Heseemedaformal,seriousboy,shylikehissister;hisfatherletfallsomehintsofareligiouscastofmindinhim。Hehadanambitionbeyondthehotel;hewishedtostudyfortheministry;anditwasnotalonethechanceofgoinghomewiththegirlsthatmadehimconstantattheeveningmeetings。\"Idon’tknowwherehegitsit,\"saidhisfather,withashakeoftheheadthatsuggesteddoubtofthewisdomoftheson’spreferenceoftheologytoplanchette。
Cynthiahadthesamecareofherfatherasofherbrother;shekepthimneat,andheldhimupfromlapsingintotheslovenlinesstowhichhewouldhavetendedifshehadnot,asWestoversuspected,madeconstantappealstohimfortherespectduetheirguest。Mrs。Durgin,forherpart,lefteverythingtoCynthia,withacontentedacceptanceofherfutureruleandanabidingtrustinhersenseandstrength,whichincludedthedetailsofthelightworkthatemployedherratherluxuriousleisure。JombateestehimselfcametoCynthiawithhismending,andherneedlekepthimtightandfirmagainstthewinterwhichitamusedWestovertorealizewastheCanuck’snativeelement,insomuchthattherewasnowsomethingincongruousinthenotionofJombateesteandanyotherseason。
Thegirl’smotherlycareofallthehouseholddidnotleaveWestoverout。
Buttonsappearedongarmentslongusedtoshiftycontrivancesforgettingonwithoutthem;buttonholeswererestoredtotheirproperlimits;hisovercoatpocketsweresearchedforgloves,andtheglovesputbackwiththeirfinger—tipsdrawncloseasthepetalsofaflowerwhichhaddecidedtoshutandbeabudagain。
Hewonderedhowhecouldthankherforhisshareoftheblessingthatherpassionformotherlycarewastoallthehouse。Itwaspathetic,andheusedsometimestoforecastherself—devotionwithatenderindignation,whichincludedaduesenseofhisownpresentdemerit。Hewasnotreconciledtothesacrificebecauseitseemedthehappiness,oratleastthewill,ofthenaturewhichmadeit。Allthesameitseemedawaste,initsrelationtothemanshewastomarry。
Mrs。DurginandCynthiasatbythelampandsewedatnight,orlistenedtothetalkofthemen。IfWestoverreadaloud,theywhisperedtogetherfromtimetotimeaboutsomemattersremotefromit,aswomenalwaysdowherethereisreading。Itwasquiet,butitwasnotdullforWestover,whofoundhimselfinnohurrytogetbacktotown。
Sometimeshethoughtofthetownwithrepulsion;itsunrest,itsvacuous,troubledlifehauntedhimlikeamemoryofsickness;buthesupposedthatwhenheshouldbequitewellagainallthatwouldchange,andbeasitwasbefore。Heinterestedhimself,withthesortofshrewdignoranceofitthatCynthiashowedinthequestionssheaskedaboutitnowandthenwhentheychancedtobeleftalonetogether。HefanciedthatshewastryingtoformsomeintelligibleimageofJeff’senvironmentthere,andwaspiecingtogetherfromhistalkofittheimpressionsshehadgotfromsummerfolks。Hedidhisbesttohelpher,andtoconstructforheraveritablelikenessoftheworldasfarasheknewit。
AtimecamewhenhespokefranklyofJeffinsomethingtheyweresaying,andsheshowednosuchshrinkingashehadexpectedshewould;hereflectedthatshemighthavemadestricterconditionswithMrs。Durginthansheexpectedtokeepherselfinmentioninghim。Thismightwellhavebeennecessarywiththemother’sprideinherson,whichknewnostopwhenitoncebegantoindulgeitself。WhatstruckWestovermorethanthegirl’sself—possessionwhentheytalkedofJeffwasacertainausterityinherwithregardtohim。Sheseemedtoholdherselftenseagainstanypraiseofhim,asifsheshouldfailhimsomehowifsherelaxedatallinhisfavor。
This,atleast,wastherathermystifyingimpressionwhichWestovergotfromherevidentwishtocriticiseandunderstandexactlyallthathereported,ratherthantoflatterherselffromit。Whateverhermotivewas,hewasawarethatthroughitallshepermittedherselfacloserandfullertrustofhimself。Attimesitwasalmosttooimplicit;hewouldhavelikedtodeserveitbetterbylayingopenallthathadbeeninhisheartagainstJeff。Butheforbore,ofcourse,andhetookrefuge,aswellashecould,intherespectbywhichsheheldherselfatareverentdistancefromhimwhenhecouldnotwhollyrespecthimself。
XL。
OnemorningWestovergotleavefromMrs。DurgintohelpCynthiaopenthedimroomsandcoldcorridorsatthehoteltothesunandair。Shepromisedhimheshouldtakehisdeath,buthesaidhewouldwrapupwarm,andwhenhecametojointhegirlinhisovercoatandfurcap,hefoundCynthiaequippedwithawoollencloudtiedaroundherhead,andalittleshawlpinnedacrossherbreast。
\"Isthatall?\"hereproachedher。\"Ioughttohaveputonasinglewreathofartificialflowersandsomesortofablazerforthisexpedition。Don’tyouthinkso,Mrs。Durgin?\"
\"Ibelievewomencanstandabouttwiceasmuchcoldasyoucan,thebestofyou,\"sheanswered,grimly。
\"ThenImusttrytokeepmyselfaswarmasIcanwithwork,\"hesaid。
\"Youmustletmedoalltheroughworkofairingout,won’tyou,Cynthia?\"
\"Thereisn’tanyroughworkaboutit,\"sheanswered,inasortofmotherlytolerationofhismood,withoutlosinganythingofherfilialreverence。
Shetookcareofhim,heperceived,asshetookcareofherbrotherandherfather,butwithadelicaterespectforhissuperiority,whichwasnolongershyness。
Theybeganwiththeofficeandtheparlor,wheretheyflungupthewindows,andopenedthedoors,andthentheyopenedthedining—room,wherethetablesstoodinlongrows,withthechairspiledonthemlegsupward。Cynthiawentaboutwithmanysighsforthedustoneverything,thoughtoWestover’seyesitallseemedfrigidlyclean。\"Ifitgoesonasithasforthepasttwoyears,\"shesaid,\"weshallhavetoaddonanewdining—room。Idon’tknowasIliketohaveitgetsolarge!\"
\"Ineverwantedittogobeyondtheoriginalfarmhouse,\"saidWestover。
\"I’vebeenjealousofeveryboarderbutthefirst。Ishouldhavelikedtokeepitformyself,andlettheworldknowLion’sHeadfrommypictures。\"
\"IguessMrs。Durginthinksitwasyourpicturethatbegantosendpeoplehere。\"
\"Anddoyoublameme,too?WhatifthethingI’mdoingnowshouldmakeitawinterresort?Nothingcouldsaveyou,then,butafire。Ibelievethat’sJeff’sambition。Onlyhewouldwanttoputanotherhotelinplaceofthis;somethingthatwouldbemorepopular。ThentheruinIbeganwouldbecomplete,andIshouldn’tcomeanymore;Icouldn’tbearthesight。\"
\"IguessMrs。Durginwouldn’tthinkitwaslion’sHeadifyoustoppedcoming,\"saidCynthia。
\"Butyouwouldknowbetterthanthat,\"saidWestover;andthenhewassorryhehadsaidit,foritseemedtoasksomethingofdifferentqualityfromherhonestwishtomakehimknowtheirregardforhim。
Shedidnotanswer,butwentdownalongcorridortowhichtheyhadmounted,toraisethewindowattheend,whileheraisedanotherattheoppositeextremity。Whentheymetatthestairwayagaintoclimbtothestoryabove,hesaid:\"IamalwaysashamedwhenItrytomakeapersonofsensesayanythingsilly,\"andsheflushed,stillwithoutanswering,asifsheunderstoodhim,andhismeaningpleasedher。\"Butfortunatelyapersonofsenseisusuallyequaltothetemptation。Oneoughttobeseriouswhenhetriesitwithapersonoftheothersort;butIdon’tknowthatoneis!\"
\"Doyoufeelanydraughtbetweenthesewindows?\"askedCynthia,abruptly。
\"Idon’twantyoushouldtakecold。\"
\"Oh,I’mallright,\"saidWestover。
Shewentintotheroomsononesideofthecorridor,andputuptheirwindows,andflungtheblindsback。Hedidthesameontheotherside。
Hegotapeculiareffectofdesolationfromthemattressespulleddownoverthefootofthebedsteads,andthedismantledinteriorsreflectedinthemirrorsofthedressing—cases;andhewasgoingtospeakofitwhenherejoinedCynthiaatthestairwayleadingtothethirdstory,whenshesaid,\"ThosewereMrs。Vostrand’sroomsIcameoutofthelast。\"Shenoddedherheadoverhershouldertowardthefloortheywereleaving。
\"Weretheyindeed!Anddoyourememberpeople’sroomssolong?\"
\"Yes;Ialwaysthinkofroomsbythenameofpeoplethathavethem,ifthey’reanywaypeculiar。\"
Hethoughtthisbitofuncandorcharming,andaccepteditasifitwerethewholetruth。\"AndMrs。Vostrandwascertainlypeculiar。Tellme,Cynthia,whatdidyouthinkofher?\"
\"Shewasonlyherealittlewhile。\"
\"Butyouwouldn’thavecometothinkofherroomsbyhernameifshehadn’tmadeastrongimpressiononyou!\"Shedidnotanswer,andhesaid,\"Iseeyoudidn’tlikeher!\"
Thegirlwouldnotspeak,andMr。Westoverwenton:\"Sheusedtobeverygoodtome,andIthinksheusedtobebettertoherselfthansheisnow。\"HeknewthatJeffmusthavetoldCynthiaofhisaffairwithGenevieveVostrand,andhekepthimselffromspeakingofherbyaresolutionhethoughtcreditable,ashemountedthestairstotheupperstoryinthesilencetowhichCynthialefthislastremark。Atthetopshemadealittlepauseintheobscurerlightoftheclose—shutteredcorridor,whileshesaid:\"Ilikedherdaughterthebest。\"
\"Yes?\"hereturned。\"I——neverfeltverywellacquaintedwithher,I
believe。Onecouldn’tgetfarwithher。Though,forthematterofthat,onedidn’tgetfarwithMrs。Vostrandherself。DidyouthinkGenevievewasmuchinfluencedbyhermother?\"
\"Shedidn’tseemastrongcharacter。\"
\"No,thatwasit。Shewaswhathermotherwishedhertobe。I’veoftenwonderedhowmuchshewasinterestedinthemarriageshemade。\"
Cynthialetarusticsilenceensue,andWestovershrankagainfromtheinquisitionhelongedtomake。
ItwasnotGenevieveVostrand’smarriagewhichreallyconcernedhim,butCynthia’sengagement,anditwashermindthathewouldhavelikedtolookinto。Itmightwellbesupposedthatsheregardeditinaperfectmatter—of—factway,andwithnoambitionbeyondit。Shewasacountrygirl,acquaintedfromchildhoodwithfactsoflifewhichtown—bredgirlswouldnothaveknownwithoutabluntingofthesensibilities,andwhyshouldshebedifferentfromothercountrygirls?Shemightbeasgoodandasfineashesawher,andyetbeinsensibletothespiritualtoughnessofJeff,becauseofherloveforhim。Herverygoodnessmightmakehisbadnessunimaginabletoher,andifherrefinementwerefromtheconsciencemerely,andnotfromthetastesandexperiences,too,therewasnotsomuchtodreadforherinhermarriagewithsuchaman。Still,hewouldhaveliked,ifhecould,totellherwhathehadtoldherfatherofDurgin’sbehaviorwithLynde,andletherbringthetestofherself—
devotiontothecasewithaclearunderstanding。HehadsometimesbeenafraidthatWhitwellmightnotbeabletokeepittohimself;butnowhewishedthatthephilosopherhadnotbeensodiscreet。Hehadallthissoabsorbinglyinmindthathestartedpresentlywiththefearthatshehadsaidsomethingandhehadnotanswered,butwhenheaskedherhefoundthatshehadnotspoken。TheywerestandingatanopenwindowlookingoutuponLion’sHead,whenhesaid:\"Idon’tknowhowIshallshowmygratitudetoMrs。Durginandyouforthinkingofhavingmeuphere。
I’vedoneapictureofLion’sHeadthatmightbeeversomuchworse;
butIshouldn’thavedreamedofgettingatitifithadn’tbeenforyou,thoughI’vesooftendreamedofdoingit。NowIshallgohomericherineverysortofway—thankstoyou。\"
Sheanswered,simply:\"Youneedn’tthankanybody;butitwasJeffwhothoughtofit;wewerereadyenoughtoaskyou。\"
\"Thatwasverygoodofhim,\"saidWestover,whomherwordsconfirmedinasuspicionhehadhadallalong。ButwhatdiditmatterthatJeffhadsuggestedtheiraskinghim,andthenattributedthenotiontothem?ItwasnotsomalignforhimtousethatmeansofingratiatinghimselfwithWestover,andofmakinghimforgethisbehaviorwithLynde,anditwasnotunnatural。Itwasverycharacteristic;attheworstitmerelyprovedthatJeffwasmoreashamedofwhathehaddonethanhewouldallow,andthatwastohiscredit。
HeheardCynthiaasking:\"Mr。Westover,haveyoueverbeenatClassDay?
Hewantsustocome。\"
\"ClassDay?Oh,ClassDay!\"Hetookalittletimetogatherhimselftogether。\"Yes,I’vebeenatagoodmany。Ifyoucaretoseesomethingpretty,it’stheprettiestthingintheworld。Thestudents’sistersandmotherscomefromeverywhere;andthere’sfashionandfeastingandflirting,fromteninthemorningtilltenatnight。I’mnotsurethere’ssomuchhappiness;butIcan’ttell。Theyoungpeopleknowaboutthat。Ifancythere’sagooddealofdefeatanddisappointmentinitall。Butifyoulikebeautifuldresses,andmusicanddancing,andagreatflutterofgayety,youcangetmoreofitatClassDaythanyoucaninanyotherway。Thegoodtimedependsagreatdealupontheacquaintanceastudenthas,andwhetherheispopularincollege。\"
Westoverfoundthisroadalittleimpassable,andhefaltered。
Cynthiadidnotapparentlynoticehishesitation。\"DoyouthinkMrs。
Durginwouldlikeit?\"
\"Mrs。Durgin?\"Westoverfoundthathehadbeenleavingheroutoftheaccount,andhadbeenthinkingonlyofCynthia’spleasureorpain。
\"Well,Idon’tsuppose——itwouldberatherfatiguing——DidJeffwanthertocometoo?\"