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  Induetimetheindorserwascalledupontomeetthematuringobligation。Thiswasthebeginningofaseriesoffinancialdifficultieswhichspeedilyinvolvedhiminruin。Hediedprematurely,adisappointedanddisheartenedman,leavinghisfamilyindirepoverty。

  Hiswidowandsurvivingchildrenlivedonforalittlewhileatthehousehehadowned,justoutsideofthetown,ononeofthemaintraveledroads。

  Bythewayside,nearthehouse,therewasafamousdeepwell。Theslim,barefootgirl,withsparklingeyesandvoluminoushair,whoplayedabouttheyardandsometimeshandedwaterinagourdtotravelers,didnotlongescapecriticalobservation。

  Agentlemandrovebyoneday,stoppedatthewell,smileduponthegirl,andsaidkindwords。Hecameagain,morethanonce,andsoon,whilescarcelymorethanachildinyears,Mollywaslivinginherownhouse,hersbydeedofgift,forherprotectorwasrichandliberal。Hermothernevermoreknewwant。HerpoorrelationscouldalwaysfindamealinMolly’skitchen。Shedidnotflauntherprosperityintheworld’sface;shehiditdiscreetlybehindthecedarscreen。Thosewhowishedcouldknowofit,fortherewerefewsecretsinPatesville;thosewhochosecouldaseasilyignoreit。Therewerefewtotroublethemselvesaboutthesecludedlifeofanobscurewomanofaclasswhichhadnorecognizedplaceinthesocialeconomy。Sheworshipedthegrounduponwhichherlordwalked,washumblygratefulforhisprotection,andquiteasfaithfulastheforbiddenmarriagevowcouldpossiblyhavemadeher。Sheledherlifeinmaterialpeaceandcomfort,andwithacertainamountofdignity。Ofherfalserelationtosocietyshewasnotwithoutsomevagueconception;butthemoralpointinvolvedwassoconfusedwithotherquestionsgrowingout——ofslaveryandcasteastocauseher,asarule,butlittleuneasiness;andonlynowandthen,inthemomentsofdeeperfeelingthatcomesometimestoallwholiveandlove,didtherebreakthroughthemistsofignoranceandprejudicesurroundingheraflashoflightbywhichshesaw,sofarasshewascapableofseeing,hertrueposition,whichintheclearlightoftruthnospecialpleadingcouldentirelyjustify。Forshewasfree,shehadnottheslave’sexcuse。Witheveryinducementtodoevilandfewincentivestodowell,andhenceentitledtocharitablejudgment,sheyethadfreedomofchoice,andthereforecouldnotwhollyescapeblame。Letitbesaid,infurtherextenuation,thatnootherwomanlivedinneglectorsorrowbecauseofher。Sherobbednooneelse。Forwhatlifegavehershereturnedanequivalent;andwhatshedidnotpay,herchildrensettledtothelastfarthing。

  Severalyearsbeforethewar,whenMis’Molly’sdaughterRenawasafewyearsold,deathhadsuddenlyremovedthesourceoftheirprosperity。

  Thehouseholdwasnotleftentirelydestitute。

  Mis’Mollyownedherhome,andhadastoreofgoldpiecesinthechestbeneathherbed。Asmallpieceofrealestatestoodinthenameofeachofthechildren,theincomefromwhichcontributedtotheirmaintenance。Largerexpectationsweredependentuponthediscoveryofapromisedwill,whichnevercametolight。Mis’Mollyworeblackforseveralyearsafterthisbereavement,untiltheteacherandthepreacher,followingcloseupontheheelsofmilitaryoccupation,suggestedtothecoloredpeoplenewstandardsoflifeandcharacter,inthelightofwhichMis’Mollylaidhermourningsadlyandshamefacedlyaside。ShehadeatenofthefruitoftheTreeofKnowledge。Afterthewarsheformedthehabitofchurch—going,andmighthavebeenseennowandthen,withherdaughter,inaretiredcornerofthegalleryofthewhiteEpiscopalchurch。Uponthegroundfloorwasacertainpewwhichcouldbeseenfromherseat,whereoncehadsatagentlemanwhosepleasureshadnotinterferedwiththepracticeofhisreligion。ShemighthavehadabetterseatinachurchwhereaNorthernmissionarywouldhavepreachedasermonbettersuitedtohercomprehensionandhermoralneeds,butshepreferredtheother。Shewasnotwhite,alas!shewasshutoutfromthisseemingparadise;

  butshelikedtoseethedistantglowofthecelestialcity,andtorecallthedayswhenshehadbaskedinitsradiance。Shedidnotsympathizegreatlywiththeneweraopenedupfortheemancipatedslaves;

  shehadnoidealloveofliberty;shewasnobroaderandnomorealtruisticthanthewhitepeoplearoundher,towhomshehadalwayslookedup;andshesighedfortheolddays,becausetohertheyhadbeenthegooddays。Now,notonlywasherkingdead,buttheshieldofhismemoryprotectedhernolonger。

  Mollyhadlostonechild,andhisgravewasvisiblefromthekitchenwindow,underasmallclumpofcedarsintherearofthetwo—acrelot。

  Foreveninthetownsmanyahouseholdhaditsprivatecemeteryinthoseolddayswhenthelivingwereclosetothedead,andghostswerenotthemerechimerasofasickimagination,butrealthoughunsubstantialentities,ofwhichitwasalmostdisgracefulnottohaveseenoneortwo。

  HadnottheWitchofEndorcalleduptheshadeofSamueltheprophet?HadnotthespiritofMis’Molly’sdeadsonappearedtoher,aswellastheghostlypresenceofanothershehadloved?

  In1855,Mis’Molly’sremainingsonhadgrownintoatall,slenderladoffifteen,withhisfather’spatricianfeaturesandhismother’sIndianhair,andnoexternalsigntomarkhimofffromthewhiteboysonthestreet。Hesooncametoknow,however,thattherewasadifference。Hewasinformedonedaythathewasblack。Hedeniedthepropositionandthrashedthechildwhomadeit。

  Thescenewasrepeatedthenextday,withavariation,——hewashimselfthrashedbyalargerboy。

  Whenhehadbeenbeatenfiveorsixtimes,heceasedtoarguethepoint,thoughtohimselfheneveradmittedthecharge。Hisplaymatesmightcallhimblack;themirrorprovedthatGod,theFatherofall,hadmadehimwhite;andGod,hehadbeentaught,madenomistakes,——havingmadehimwhite,Hemusthavemeanthimtobewhite。

  Inthe\"hall\"orparlorofhismother’shousestoodaquaintlycarvedblackwalnutbookcase,containingasmallbutremarkablecollectionofbooks,whichhadatonetimebeenused,inhishoursofretreatandrelaxationfrombusinessandpolitics,bythedistinguishedgentlemanwhodidnotgivehisnametoMis’Molly’schildren,——towhomitwouldhavebeenavaluableheritage,couldtheyhavehadtherighttobearit。AmongthebookswereavolumeofFielding’scompleteworks,infineprint,setindoublecolumns;asetofBulwer’snovels;acollectionofeverythingthatWalterScott——theliteraryidoloftheSouth——hadeverwritten;BeaumontandFletcher’splays,cheekbyjowlwiththehistoryofthevirtuousClarissaHarlowe;theSpectatorandTristramShandy,RobinsonCrusoeandtheArabianNights。OnthesesecludedshelvesRoderickRandom,DonQuixote,andGilBlasforalongtimeceasedtheirwanderings,thePilgrim’sProgresswassuspended,Milton’smightyharmoniesweredumb,andShakespearereignedoverasilentkingdom。AnillustratedBible,withawonderfulApocrypha,wasflankedononesidebyVolney’sRuinsofEmpireandontheotherbyPaine’sAgeofReason,forthecollectorofthebookshadbeenamanofcatholictasteaswellasofinquiringmind,andnoonewhocouldhavecriticisedhisreadingeverpenetratedbehindthecedarhedge。AhistoryoftheFrenchRevolutionconsortedamiablywithahomespunchronicleofNorthCarolina,richinbiographicalnoticesofdistinguishedcitizensandinscriptionsfromtheirtombstones,uponreadingwhichonemightwellwonderwhyNorthCarolinahadnotlongagoeclipsedtherestoftheworldinwealth,wisdom,glory,andrenown。Onalmosteverypageofthismonumentalworkcouldbefoundthemostardentpanegyricsofliberty,sidebysidewiththeslaverystatisticsoftheState,——anincongruityofwhichthelearnedauthorwasdeliciouslyunconscious。

  WhenJohnWaldenwasyetasmallboy,hehadlearnedallthatcouldbetaughtbythefadedmulattoteacherinthelong,shinyblackfrockcoat,whomlocalpublicopinionpermittedtoteachahandfuloffreecoloredchildrenforapittancebarelyenoughtokeepsoulandbodytogether。

  Whentheboyhadlearnedtoread,hediscoveredthelibrary,whichforseveralyearshadbeenwithoutareader,andfoundinittheportalofanewworld,peopledwithstrangeandmarvelousbeings。

  Lyingproneupontheflooroftheshadedfrontpiazza,behindthefragrantgarden,hefollowedthefortunesofTomJonesandSophia;heweptoverthefateofEugeneAram;hepenetratedwithRichardtheLion—heartintoSaladin’stent,withGilBlasintotherobbers’cave;heflewthroughtheaironthemagiccarpetortheenchantedhorse,ortiedwithSindbadtotheroc’sleg。Sometimeshereadorrepeatedthesimplerstoriestohislittlesister,sittingwide—eyedbyhisside。Whenhehadreadallthebooks,——indeed,longbeforehehadreadthemall,——hetoohadtastedofthefruitoftheTreeofKnowledge:contentmenttookitsflight,andhappinesslayfarbeyondthespherewherehewasborn。Thebloodofhiswhitefathers,theheirsoftheages,criedoutforitsown,andafterthemannerofthatbloodsetaboutgettingtheobjectofitsdesire。

  NearthecornerofMackenzieStreet,justoneblocknorthofthePatesvillemarket—house,therehadstoodformanyyearsbeforethewar,onthevergeofthesteepbankofBeaverCreek,asmallframeofficebuilding,thefrontofwhichwaslevelwiththestreet,whiletherearrestedonlongbrickpillarsfoundedonthesolidrockattheedgeofthebrawlingstreambelow。Here,fornearlyhalfacentury,ArchibaldStraighthadtransactedlegalbusinessforthebestpeopleofNorthumberlandCounty。Fullmanyalawsuithadhewon,lost,orsettled;manyaspendthrifthadhesavedfromruin,andnotafewfamiliesfromdisgrace。Severaltimeshonoredbyelectiontothebench,hehadsodispensedjusticetemperedwithmercyastowintheheartsofallgoodcitizens,andespeciallythoseofthepoor,theoppressed,andthesociallydisinherited。Therightsofthehumblestnegro,fewastheymightbe,wereassacredtohimasthoseoftheproudestaristocrat,andhehadsentencedamantobehangedforthemurderofhisownslave。Anold—fashionedman,tallandspareoffigureandbowedsomewhatwithage,hewasalwayscorrectlycladinalongfrockcoatofbroadcloth,withahighcollarandablackstock。

  Courtlyinaddresstohissocialequals(superiorshehadnone),hewaskindandconsideratetothosebeneathhim。Heownedafewdomesticservants,nooneofwhomhadeverfelttheweightofhishand,andforwhoseultimatefreedomhehadprovidedinhiswill。Inthelong—drawn—outslaveryagitationhehadtakenakeeninterest,ratherasobserverthanasparticipant。Astheheatofcontroversyincreased,hislackofzealforthepeculiarinstitutionledtohisdefeatforthebenchbyamoreactivepartisan。Hiswastoojustamindnottoperceivetheargumentsonbothsides;

  but,onthewhole,hehadstoodbytheancientlandmarks,contenttoleteventsdrifttoaconclusionhedidnotexpecttosee;theinstitutionsofhisfatherswouldprobablylasthislifetime。

  OnedayJudgeStraightwassittinginhisofficereadingarecentlypublishedpamphlet,——

  presentinganelaboratepro—slaveryargument,baseduponthehopelessintellectualinferiorityofthenegro,andthephysicalandmoraldegenerationofmulattoes,whocombinedtheworstqualitiesoftheirtwoancestralraces,——whenabarefootedboywalkedintotheoffice,strawhatinhand,cameboldlyuptothedeskatwhichtheoldjudgewassitting,andsaidasthejudgelookedupthroughhisgold—rimmedglasses,——

  \"Sir,Iwanttobealawyer!\"

  \"Godblessme!\"exclaimedthejudge。\"Itisasingulardesire,fromasingularsource,andexpressedinasingularway。Whothedevilareyou,sir,thatwishsostrangeathingastobecomealawyer——everybody’sservant?\"

  \"Andeverybody’smaster,sir,\"repliedtheladstoutly。

  \"Thatisamatterofopinion,andopentoargument,\"rejoinedthejudge,amusedandsecretlyflatteredbythistributetohisprofession,\"thoughtheremaybeagrainoftruthinwhatyousay。

  Butwhatisyourname,Mr。Would—be—lawyer?\"

  \"JohnWalden,sir,\"answeredthelad。

  \"JohnWalden?——Walden?\"musedthejudge。

  \"WhatWaldencanthatbe?Doyoubelongintown?\"

  \"Yes,sir。\"

  \"Humph!Ican’timaginewhoyouare。It’splainthatyouarealadofgoodblood,andyetI

  don’tknowwhosesonyoucanbe。Whatisyourfather’sname?\"

  Theladhesitated,andflushedcrimson。

  Theoldgentlemannotedhishesitation。\"Itisawiseson,\"hethought,\"thatknowshisownfather。Heisabrightlad,andwillhavethisquestionputtohimmorethanonce。I’llseehowhewillanswerit。\"

  Theboymaintainedanawkwardsilence,whiletheoldjudgeeyedhimkeenly。

  \"Myfather’sdead,\"hesaidatlength,inalowvoice。\"I’mMis’MollyWalden’sson。\"Hehadexpected,ofcourse,totellwhohewas,ifasked,buthadnotforeseenjusttheformoftheinquiry;andwhilehehadthoughtmoreofhisracethanofhisillegitimatebirth,herealizedatthismomentasneverbeforethatthisquestiontoowouldbealwayswithhim。AsputnowbyJudgeStraight,itmadehimwince。Hehadnotreadhisfather’sbooksfornothing。

  \"Godblessmysoul!\"exclaimedthejudgeingenuinesurpriseatthisanswer;\"andyouwanttobealawyer!\"Thesituationwassomuchworsethanhehadsuspectedthatevenanoldpractitioner,case—hardenedbyyearsoflifeatthetrialtableandonthebench,wasstartledforamomentintoacomicalsortofconsternation,soapparentthataladlessstout—heartedwouldhaveweakenedandfledatthesightofit。

  \"Yes,sir。Whynot?\"respondedtheboy,tremblingalittleattheknees,butstoutlyholdinghisground。

  \"Hewantstobealawyer,andheasksmewhynot!\"mutteredthejudge,speakingapparentlytohimself。Herosefromhischair,walkedacrosstheroom,andthrewopenawindow。Thecoolmorningairbroughtwithitthebabblingofthestreambelowandthemurmurofthemillnearby。

  Heglancedacrossthecreektotheruinedfoundationofanoldhouseonthelowgroundbeyondthecreek。Turningfromthewindow,helookedbackattheboy,whohadremainedstandingbetweenhimandthedoor。Atthatmomentanotherladcamealongthestreetandstoppedoppositetheopendoorway。Thepresenceofthetwoboysinconnectionwiththebookhehadbeenreadingsuggestedacomparison。Thejudgeknewtheladoutsideasthesonofaleadingmerchantofthetown。Themerchantandhiswifewerebothofoldfamilieswhichhadlivedinthecommunityforseveralgenerations,andwhosebloodwaspresumablyofthepureststrain;yettheboywassallow,withamorphousfeatures,thinshanks,andstoopingshoulders。Theyouthstandinginthejudge’soffice,onthecontrary,wasstraight,shapely,andwell—grown。Hiseyewasclear,andhekeptitfixedontheoldgentlemanwithalookinwhichtherewasnothingofcringing。HewasnodarkerthanmanyawhiteboybronzedbytheSouthernsun;hishairandeyeswereblack,andhisfeaturesofthehigh—bred,clean—cutorderthatmarksthepatriciantypetheworldover。Whatstruckthejudgemostforcibly,however,wasthelad’sresemblancetoanoldfriendandcompanionandclient。Herecalledacertainconversationwiththisoldfriend,whohadsaidtohimoneday:

  \"Archie,I’mcomingintohaveyoudrawmywill。TherearesomechildrenforwhomIwouldliketomakeampleprovision。Ican’tgivethemanythingelse,butmoneywillmakethemfreeoftheworld。\"

  Thejudge’sfriendhaddiedsuddenlybeforecarryingoutthisgoodintention。Thejudgehadtakenoccasiontosuggesttheexistenceofthesechildren,andtheirfather’sintentionsconcerningthem,tothedistantrelativeswhohadinheritedhisfriend’slargeestate。Theyhadchosentotakeoffenseatthesuggestion。Onehadthoughtitinshockingbadtaste;anotherconsideredanymentionofsuchasubjectaninsulttohiscousin’smemory。Athirdhadsaid,withflashingeyes,thatthewomanandherchildrenhadalreadyrobbedtheestateofenough;thatitwasapitythelittleniggerswerenotslaves——thattheywouldhaveaddedmeasurablytothevalueoftheproperty。

  JudgeStraight’smannerindicatedsomedisapprovaloftheirattitude,andthesettlementoftheestatewasplacedinotherhandsthanhis。Now,thisson,withhisfather’sfaceandhisfather’svoice,stoodbeforehisfather’sfriend,demandingentrancetothegoldengateofopportunity,whichsocietybarredtoallwhoborethebloodofthedespisedrace。

  Ashekeptonlookingattheboy,whobeganatlengthtogrowsomewhatembarrassedunderthiskeenscrutiny,thejudge’smindrevertedtocertainlawsandjudicialdecisionsthathehadlookeduponceortwiceinhislifetime。Eventhelaw,theinstrumentbywhichtyrannyrivetedthechainsuponitsvictims,hadrevoltednowandthenagainstthesenselessandunnaturalprejudicebywhicharaceascribingitssuperioritytorightofbloodpermittedameresuspicionofservilebloodtooutweighavastpreponderanceofitsown。

  \"Why,indeed,shouldhenotbealawyer,oranythingelsethatamanmightbe,ifitbeinhim?\"

  askedthejudge,speakingrathertohimselfthantotheboy。\"Sitdown,\"heordered,pointingtoachairontheothersideoftheroom。Thatheshouldaskacoloredladtobeseatedinhispresencewasofitselfenoughtostampthejudgeaseccentric。

  \"Youwanttobealawyer,\"hewenton,adjustinghisspectacles。\"Youareaware,ofcourse,thatyouareanegro?\"

  \"Iamwhite,\"repliedthelad,turningbackhissleeveandholdingouthisarm,\"andIamfree,asallmypeoplewerebeforeme。\"

  Theoldlawyershookhishead,andfixedhiseyesupontheladwithaslightlyquizzicalsmile。\"Youareblack。\"hesaid,\"andyouarenotfree。Youcannottravelwithoutyourpapers;youcannotsecureaccommodationsataninn;youcouldnotvote,ifyouwereofage;youcannotbeoutafternineo’clockwithoutapermit。Ifawhitemanstruckyou,youcouldnotreturntheblow,andyoucouldnottestifyagainsthiminacourtofjustice。

  Youareblack,mylad,andyouarenotfree。DidyoueverhearoftheDredScottdecision,deliveredbythegreat,wise,andlearnedJudgeTaney?\"

  \"No,sir,\"answeredtheboy。

  \"Itistoolongtoread,\"rejoinedthejudge,takingupthepamphlethehadlaiddownuponthelad’sentrance,\"butitsaysinsubstance,asquotedbythisauthor,thatnegroesarebeings`ofaninferiororder,andaltogetherunfittoassociatewiththewhiterace,eitherinsocialorpoliticalrelations;infact,soinferiorthattheyhavenorightswhichthewhitemanisboundtorespect,andthatthenegromayjustlyandlawfullybereducedtoslaveryforhisbenefit。’Thatisthelawofthisnation,andthatisthereasonwhyyoucannotbealawyer。\"

  \"Itmayallbetrue,\"repliedtheboy,\"butitdon’tapplytome。Itsays`thenegro。’Anegroisblack;Iamwhite,andnotblack。\"

  \"Blackasink,mylad,\"returnedthelawyer,shakinghishead。\"`Onetouchofnaturemakesthewholeworldkin,’saysthepoet。Somewhere,sometime,youhadablackancestor。Onedropofblackbloodmakesthewholemanblack。\"

  \"Whyshouldn’titbetheotherway,ifthewhitebloodissomuchsuperior?\"inquiredthelad。

  \"Becauseitismoreconvenientasitis——andmoreprofitable。\"

  \"Itisnotright,\"maintainedthelad。

  \"Godblessme!\"exclaimedtheoldgentleman,\"heisinvadingthefieldofethics!Hewillbequestioningtherighteousnessofslaverynext!I’mafraidyouwouldn’tmakeagoodlawyer,inanyevent。Lawyersgobythelaws——theyabidebytheaccomplishedfact;tothem,whateveris,isright。

  Thelawsdonotpermitmenofcolortopracticelaw,andpublicsentimentwouldnotallowoneofthemtostudyit。\"

  \"Ihadthought,\"saidthelad,\"thatImightpassforwhite。TherearewhitepeopledarkerthanIam。\"

  \"Ah,well,thatisanothermatter;but\"——

  Thejudgestoppedforamoment,struckbytheabsurdityofhisarguingsuchaquestionwithamulattoboy。Hereallymustbefallingintoprematuredotage。Theproperthingwouldbetorebuketheladforhispresumptionandadvisehimtolearntotakecareofhorses,ormakeboots,orlaybricks。Butagainhesawhisoldfriendinthelad’sface,andagainhelookedinvainforanysignofnegroblood。Theleastearmarkwouldhaveturnedthescale,buthecouldnotfindit。

  \"Thatisanothermatter,\"herepeated。\"Hereyouhavestartedasblack,andmustremainso。

  Butifyouwishtomoveaway,andsinkyourpastintooblivion,thecasemightbedifferent。Letusseewhatthelawis;youmightnotneeditifyouwentfarenough,butitiswellenoughtobewithinit——libertyissweeterwhenfoundedsecurelyonthelaw。\"

  Hetookdownavolumeboundinlegalcalfandglancedthroughit。\"ThecolorlineisdrawninNorthCarolinaatfourgenerationsremovedfromthenegro;therehavebeenjudicialdecisionstothateffect。Iimaginethatwouldcoveryourcase。ButletusseewhatSouthCarolinamaysayaboutit,\"hecontinued,takinganotherbook。

  \"Ithinkthelawisevenmoreliberalthere。Ah,thisistheplace:——

  \"`Thetermmulatto,’\"heread,\"`isnotinvariablyapplicabletoeveryadmixtureofAfricanbloodwiththeEuropean,norisonehavingallthefeaturesofawhitetoberankedwiththedegradedclassdesignatedbythelawsofthisStateaspersonsofcolor,becauseofsomeremotetaintofthenegrorace。JurieswouldprobablybejustifiedinholdingapersontobewhiteinwhomtheadmixtureofAfricanblooddidnotexceedoneeighth。Andevenwherecolororfeaturearedoubtful,itisaquestionforthejurytodecidebyreputation,byreceptionintosociety,andbytheirexerciseoftheprivilegesofthewhiteman,aswellasbyadmixtureofblood。’\"

  \"ThenIneednotbeblack?\"theboycried,withsparklingeyes。

  \"No,\"repliedthelawyer,\"youneednotbeblack,awayfromPatesville。Youhavethesomewhatunusualprivilege,itseems,ofchoosingbetweentworaces,andifyouarealadofspirit,asIthinkyouare,itwillnottakeyoulongtomakeyourchoice。Asyouhaveallthefeaturesofawhiteman,youwould,atleastinSouthCarolina,havesimplytoassumetheplaceandexercisetheprivilegesofawhiteman。Youmight,ofcourse,dothesamethinganywhere,aslongasnooneknewyourorigin。Butthematterhasbeenadjudicatedthereinseveralcases,andonthewholeIthinkSouthCarolinaistheplaceforyou。They’remoreliberalthere,perhapsbecausetheyhavemanymoreblacksthanwhites,andwouldliketolessenthedisproportion。\"

  \"Fromthistimeon,\"saidtheboy,\"Iamwhite。\"

  \"Softly,softly,myCaucasianfellowcitizen,\"

  returnedthejudge,chucklingwithquietamusement。\"Youarewhiteintheabstract,beforethelaw。Youmaycherishthefactinsecret,butI

  wouldnotadviseyoutoproclaimitopenlyjustyet。Youmustwaituntilyougoaway——toSouthCarolina。\"

  \"AndcanIlearntobealawyer,sir?\"askedthelad。

  \"Itseemstomethatyououghttobereasonablycontentforonedaywithwhatyouhavelearnedalready。Youcannotbealawyeruntilyouarewhite,inpositionaswellasintheory,noruntilyouaretwenty—oneyearsold。Ineedanofficeboy。Ifyouarewillingtocomeintomyoffice,sweepit,keepmybooksdusted,andstayherewhenIamout,Idonotcare。Totherestofthetownyouwillbemyservant,andstillanegro。Ifyouchoosetoreadmybookswhennooneisaboutandbewhiteinyourownprivateopinion,Ihavenoobjection。Whenyouhavemadeupyourmindtogoaway,perhapswhatyouhavereadmayhelpyou。Butmum’stheword!

  IfIhearawhisperofthisfromanyothersource,outyougo,neckandcrop!Iamwillingtohelpyoumakeamanofyourself,butitcanonlybedoneundertherose。\"

  FortwoyearsJohnWaldenopenlyswepttheofficeandsurreptitiouslyreadthelawbooksofoldJudgeStraight。Whenhewaseighteen,heaskedhismotherforasumofmoney,kissedhergood—

  by,andwentoutintotheworld。Whenhissister,thenaprettychildofseven,criedbecauseherbigbrotherwasgoingaway,hetookherupinhisarms,gaveherasilverdimewithaholeinitforakeepsake,huggedherclose,andkissedher。

  \"Nev’min’,sis,\"hesaidsoothingly。\"Beagoodlittlegal,an’someo’thesedaysI’llcomebacktoseeyouandbringyousomethin’fine。\"

  Inafteryears,whenMis’Mollywasaskedwhathadbecomeofherson,shewouldreplywithsadcomplacency,——

  \"He’sgoneoverontheotherside。\"

  Aswehaveseen,hecamebacktenyearslater。

  Manyyearsbefore,whenMis’Molly,thenaveryyoungwoman,hadtakenupherresidenceinthehousebehindthecedars,thegentlemanheretoforereferredtohadbuiltacabinontheoppositecorner,inwhichhehadinstalledatrustedslavebythenameofPeterFowlerandhiswifeNancy。

  Peterwasagoodmechanic,andhiredhistimefromhismasterwiththeprovisionthatPeterandhiswifeshoulddocertainworkforMis’Mollyandserveasasortofprotectionforher。IncourseoftimePeter,whowasindustriousandthrifty,savedenoughmoneytopurchasehisfreedomandthatofhiswifeandtheironechild,andtobuythelittlehouseacrossthestreet,withthecoopershopbehindit。Aftertheyhadacquiredtheirfreedom,PeterandNancydidnoworkforMis’Mollysaveastheywerepaidforit,andasarulepreferrednottoworkatallforthewomanwhohadbeenpracticallytheirmistress;itmadethemseemlessfree。Nevertheless,thetwohouseholdshadremainedupongoodterms,evenafterthedeathofthemanwhosewillhadbroughtthemtogether,andwhohadremainedPeter’spatronafterhehadceasedtobehismaster。Therewasnointimateassociationbetweenthetwofamilies。Mis’MollyfeltherselfinfinitelysuperiortoPeterandhiswife,——scarcelylesssuperiorthanherpoorwhiteneighborsfeltthemselvestoMis’Molly。Mis’

  Mollyalwaysmeanttobekind,andtreatedPeterandNancywithacertaingood—naturedcondescension。

  Theyresentedthis,neveropenlyoroffensively,butalwaysinasubconscioussortofway,evenwhentheydidnotspeakofitamongthemselves——muchastheyhadresentedhermistress—shipintheolddays。Forafterall,theyargued,inspiteofherairsandgraces,herwhitefaceandherfineclothes,wasshenotanegro,evenasthemselves?andsincetheslaveshadbeenfreed,wasnotonenegroasgoodasanother?

  Peter’ssonFrankhadgrownupwithlittleRena。Hewasseveralyearsolderthanshe,andwhenRenawasasmallchildMis’Mollyhadoftenconfidedhertohiscare,andhehadwatchedoverherandkeptherfromharm。WhenFrankbecameoldenoughtogotoworkinthecoopershop,Rena,thensixorseven,hadoftengoneacrosstoplayamongthecleanwhiteshavings。OnceFrank,whilelearningthetrade,hadletslipasharpsteeltool,whichflyingtowardRenahadgrazedherarmandsenttheredbloodcoursingalongthewhitefleshandsoakingthemuslinsleeve。Hehadrolledupthesleeveandstanchedthebloodanddriedhertears。ForalongtimethereafterhermotherkeptherawayfromtheshopandwasverycoldtoFrank。Onedaythelittlegirlwandereddowntothebankoftheoldcanal。Ithadbeenrainingforseveraldays,andthewaterwasquitedeepinthechannel。Thechildslippedandfellintothestream。FromtheopenwindowofthecoopershopFrankheardascream。Herandowntothecanalandpulledherout,andcarriedherallwetanddrippingtothehouse。Fromthattimehehadbeenrestoredtofavor。Hehadwatchedthegirlgrowuptowomanhoodintheyearsfollowingthewar,andhadbeensorrywhenshebecametoooldtoplayabouttheshop。

  Heneverspoketoheroflove,——indeed,heneverthoughtofhispassioninsuchalight。

  Therewouldhavebeennolegalbarriertotheirunion;therewouldhavebeennofrightfulmenacetowhitesupremacyinthemarriageofthenegroandtheoctoroon:thedropofdarkbloodbridgedthechasm。ButFrankknewthatshedidnotlovehim,andhadnothopedthatshemight。Hiswasoneofthoseraresoulsthatcangivewithsmallhopeofreturn。Whenhehadmadethescaruponherarm,bythesametokenshehadbrandedhimherslaveforever;whenhehadsavedherfromawaterygrave,hehadgivenhislifetoher。Therearedepthsoffidelityanddevotioninthenegroheartthathaveneverbeenfathomedorfullyappreciated。Nowandtheninthekindlierphasesofslaverythesequalitieswerebrightlyconspicuous,andinthem,ifwiselyappealedto,liesthestrongesthopeofamitybetweenthetworaceswhosedestinyseemsbounduptogetherintheWesternworld。Evenadumbbrutecanbewonbykindness。Surelyitwereworthwhiletotrysomeotherweaponthanscornandcontumelyandhardwordsuponpeopleofourcommonrace,——

  thehumanrace,whichisbiggerandbroaderthanCeltorSaxon,barbarianorGreek,JeworGentile,blackorwhite;forweareallchildrenofacommonFather,forgetitaswemay,andeachoneofusisinsomemeasurehisbrother’skeeper。

  XIX

  GODMADEUSALL

  Renawasconvalescentfromatwo—weeks’

  illnesswhenherbrothercametoseeher。HearrivedatPatesvillebyanearlymorningtrainbeforethetownwasawake,andwalkedunnoticedfromthestationtohismother’shouse。Hismeetingwithhissisterwasnotwithoutemotion:heembracedhertenderly,andRenabecameforafewminutesaveryNiobeofgrief。

  \"Oh,itwascruel,cruel!\"shesobbed。\"I

  shallnevergetoverit。\"

  \"Iknowit,mydear,\"repliedWarwicksoothingly,——\"Iknowit,andI’mtoblameforit。IfIhadnevertakenyouawayfromhere,youwouldhaveescapedthispainfulexperience。Butdonotdespair;allisnotlost。Tryonwillnotmarryyou,asIhopedhemight,whileIfearedthecontrary;butheisagentleman,andwillbesilent。

  Comebackandtryagain。\"

  \"No,John。Icouldn’tgothroughitasecondtime。Imanagedverywellbefore,whenIthoughtoursecretwasunknown;butnowIcouldneverbesure。Itwouldbeborneoneverywind,foraughtIknew,andeveryrustlingleafmightwhisperit。Thelaw,yousaid,madeuswhite;

  butnotthelaw,norevenlove,canconquerprejudice。HEspokeofmybeauty,mygrace,mysweetness!Ilookedintohiseyesandbelievedhim。Andyetheleftmewithoutaword!WhatwouldIdoinClarencenow?Icameawayengagedtobemarried,witheventhedayset;I

  shouldgobackforsakenanddiscredited;eventheservantswouldpityme。\"

  \"LittleAlbertispiningforyou,\"suggestedWarwick。\"Wecouldmakesomeexplanationthatwouldspareyourfeelings。\"

  \"Ah,donottemptme,John!Ilovethechild,andamgrievedtoleavehim。I’mgrateful,too,John,forwhatyouhavedoneforme。IamnotsorrythatItriedit。Itopenedmyeyes,andI

  wouldratherdieofknowledgethanliveinignorance。

  ButIcouldnotgothroughitagain,John;

  Iamnotstrongenough。Icoulddoyounogood;

  Ihavemadeyoutroubleenoughalready。GetamotherforAlbert——Mrs。Newberrywouldmarryyou,secretandall,andwouldbegoodtothechild。

  Forgetme,John,andtakecareofyourself。Yourfriendhasfoundyououtthroughme——hemayhavetoldadozenpeople。Youthinkhewillbesilent;——Ithoughthelovedme,andheleftmewithoutaword,andwithalookthattoldmehowhehatedanddespisedme。Iwouldnothavebelievedit——evenofawhiteman。\"

  \"Youdohimaninjustice,\"saidherbrother,producingTryon’sletter。\"Hedidnotgetoffunscathed。Hesentyouamessage。\"

  Sheturnedherfaceaway,butlistenedwhilehereadtheletter。\"Hedidnotloveme,\"shecriedangrily,whenhehadfinished,\"orhewouldnothavecastmeoff——hewouldnothavelookedatmeso。Thelawwouldhavelethimmarryme。I

  seemedaswhiteashedid。Hemighthavegoneanywherewithme,andnoonewouldhavestaredatuscuriously;nooneneedhaveknown。Theworldiswide——theremustbesomeplacewhereamancouldlivehappilywiththewomanheloved。\"

  \"Yes,Rena,thereis;andtheworldiswideenoughforyoutogetalongwithoutTryon。\"

  \"Foradayortwo,\"shewenton,\"Ihopedhemightcomeback。Buthisexpressioninthatawfulmomentgrewuponme,hauntedmedayandnight,untilIshudderedatthethoughtthatImighteverseehimagain。HelookedatmeasthoughI

  werenotevenahumanbeing。Idonotlovehimanylonger,John;IwouldnotmarryhimifI

  werewhite,orhewereasIam。Hedidnotloveme——orhewouldhaveacteddifferently。Hemighthavelovedmeandhaveleftme——hecouldnothavelovedmeandhavelookedatmeso!\"

  Shewasweepinghysterically。Therewaslittlehecouldsaytocomforther。Presentlyshedriedhertears。WarwickwasreluctanttoleaveherinPatesville。Herchildishhappinesshadbeenthatofignorance;shecouldneverbehappythereagain。

  Shehadfloweredinthesunlight;shemustnotpineawayintheshade。

  \"Ifyouwon’tcomebackwithme,Rena,I’llsendyoutosomeschoolattheNorth,whereyoucanacquirealiberaleducation,andprepareyourselfforsomecareerofusefulness。YoumaymarryabettermanthanevenTryon。\"

  \"No,\"sherepliedfirmly,\"Ishallnevermarryanyman,andI’llnotleavemotheragain。Godisagainstit;I’llstaywithmyownpeople。\"

  \"Godhasnothingtodowithit,\"retortedWarwick。\"Godistoooftenaconvenientstalking—

  horseforhumanselfishness。Ifthereisanythingtobedone,sounjust,sodespicable,sowickedthathumanreasonrevoltsatit,thereisalwayssomesmughypocritetoexclaim,`ItisthewillofGod。’\"

  \"Godmadeusall,\"continuedRenadreamily,\"andforsomegoodpurpose,thoughwemaynotalwaysseeit。Hemadesomepeoplewhite,andstrong,andmasterful,and——heartless。Hemadeothersblackandhomely,andpoorandweak\"——

  \"Andalotofothers`poorwhite’andshiftless,\"

  smiledWarwick。

  \"Hemadeus,too,\"continuedRena,intentuponherownthought,\"andHemusthavehadareasonforit。PerhapsHemeantustobringtheotherstogetherinhisowngoodtime。Amanmaymakeanewplaceforhimself——awomanisbornandboundtohers。Godmusthavemeantmetostayhere,orHewouldnothavesentmeback。Ishallacceptthingsastheyare。WhyshouldIseekthesocietyofpeoplewhosefriendship——andlove——

  onelittlewordcanturntoscorn?Iwasright,John;Ioughttohavetoldhim。Supposehehadmarriedmeandthenhadfounditout?\"

  ToRena’sargumentofdivineforeordinationWarwickattachednoweightwhatever。HehadseenGod’sheelplantedforfourlongyearsuponthelandwhichhadnourishedslavery。HadGodordainedthecrimethatthepunishmentmightfollow?ItwouldhavebeeneasierforOmnipotencetopreventthecrime。Theexperienceofhissisterhadstirredupacertainbitternessagainstwhitepeople——afeelingwhichhehadputasideyearsago,withhisdarkblood,butwhichspranganewintolifewhenthefactofhisownoriginwasbroughthometohimsoforciblythroughhissister’smisfortune。Hisswornfriendandpromisedbrother—in—

  lawhadthrownhimoverpromptly,uponthediscoveryofthehiddendropofdarkblood。Howmanyothersofhisfriendswoulddothesame,iftheybutknewofit?HehadbeguntofeelalittleofthespiritualestrangementfromhisassociatesthathehadnoticedinRenaduringherlifeatClarence。

  Thefactthatseveralpersonsknewhissecrethadspoiledthefineflavorofperfectsecurityhithertomarkinghisposition。GeorgeTryonwasamanofhonoramongwhitemen,andhaddeignedtoextendtheprotectionofhishonortoWarwickasaman,thoughnolongerasafriend;toRenaasawoman,butnotasawife。Tryon,however,wasonlyhuman,andwhocouldtellwhentheirpathsinlifemightcrossagain,orwhatfuturetemptationTryonmightfeeltouseadamagingsecrettotheirdisadvantage?

  Warwickhadcherishedcertainambitions,butthesehemustnowputbehindhim。Intheobscurityofprivatelife,hispastwouldbeoflittlemoment;intheglareofapoliticalcareer,one’santecedentsarepublicproperty,andtoogreatareserveinregardtoone’spastisregardedasaconfessionofsomethingdiscreditable。Frank,too,knewthesecret——agood,faithfulfellow,evenwheretherewasnoobligationoffidelity;heoughttodosomethingforFranktoshowtheirappreciationofhisconduct。

  ButwhatassurancewastherethatFrankwouldalwaysbediscreetabouttheaffairsofothers?

  JudgeStraightknewthewholestory,andoldmenaresometimesgarrulous。Dr。Greensuspectedthesecret;hehadawifeanddaughters。IfoldJudgeStraightcouldhaveknownWarwick’sthoughts,hewouldhaverealizedthefulfillmentofhisprophecy。

  Warwick,whohadbuildedsowellforhimself,hadweakenedthestructureofhisownlifebytryingtosharehisgoodfortunewithhissister。

  \"Listen,Rena,\"hesaid,withasuddenimpulse,\"we’llgototheNorthorWest——I’llgowithyou——farawayfromtheSouthandtheSouthernpeople,andstartlifeoveragain。Itwillbeeasierforyou,itwillnotbehardforme——Iamyoung,andhavemeans。TherearenostrongtiestobindmetotheSouth。Iwouldhavealargeroutlookelsewhere。\"

  \"Andwhataboutourmother?\"askedRena。

  Itwouldbenecessarytoleaveherbehind,theybothperceivedclearlyenough,unlesstheywerepreparedtosurrendertheadvantageoftheirwhitenessanddropbacktothelowerrank。ThemotherborethemarkoftheEthiopian——notpronouncedly,butdistinctly;neitherwouldMis’Molly,inallprobability,caretoleavehomeandfriendsandthegravesofherlovedones。Shehadnomentalresourcestosupplytheplaceofthese;shewas,moreover,toooldtobetransplanted;shewouldnotfitintoWarwick’sschemeforanewlife。

  \"Ileftheronce,\"saidRena,\"anditbroughtpainandsorrowtoallthreeofus。Sheisnotstrong,andIwillnotleaveherheretodiealone。

  Thisshallbemyhomewhileshelives,andifI

  leaveitagain,itshallbeforonlyashorttime,togowhereIcanwritetoherfreely,andhearfromheroften。Don’tworryaboutme,John,——Ishalldoverywell。\"

  Warwicksighed。Hewassincerelysorrytoleavehissister,andyethesawthatforthetimebeingherresolutionwasnottobeshaken。Hemustbidehistime。Perhaps,inafewmonths,shewouldtireoftheoldlife。Hisdoorwouldbealwaysopentoher,andhewouldchargehimselfwithherfuture。

  \"Well,then,\"hesaid,concludingtheargument,\"we’llsaynomoreaboutitforthepresent。I’llwritetoyoulater。Iwasafraidthatyoumightnotcaretogobackjustnow,andsoIbroughtyourtrunkalongwithme。\"

  Hegavehismotherthebaggage—check。ShetookitacrosstoFrank,who,duringtheday,broughtthetrunkfromthedepot。Mis’Mollyofferedtopayhimfortheservice,buthewouldacceptnothing。

  \"Lawd,no,Mis’Molly;Ididn’haftergoout’nmywaytergitdattrunk。Ihadaloadersperrit—

  bairlsterhaulterdestill,an’dedepotwuzrightonmywayback。It’dberobbin’youtertakepayferalittlethinglackdat。\"

  \"MysonJohn’shere,\"saidMis’Molly\"an’

  hewantstoseeyou。Comeintothesettin’—room。

  Wedon’twantfolkstoknowhe’sintown;butyouknowalloursecrets,an’wecantrustyoulikeoneerthefamily。\"

  \"I’mgladtoseeyouagain,Frank,\"saidWarwick,extendinghishandandclaspingFrank’swarmly。\"You’vegrownupsinceIsawyoulast,butitseemsyouarestillourgoodfriend。\"

  \"Ourverygoodfriend,\"interjectedRena。

  Frankthrewheragratefulglance。\"Yas,suh,\"

  hesaid,lookingWarwickoverwithafriendlyeye,\"an’youisgrowedsome,too。Iseedyou,youknow,downderewhereyoulive;butIdidn’leton,feryouan’Mis’Renawuzw’iteasanybody;

  an’eve’ybodysaidyouwuzgoodterculludfolks,an’he’ped’emindeirlawsuitsan’onewayer’nuther,an’Iwuzjes’plum’gladterseeyougettin’’longsofine,datIwuz,certainsho’,an’nomistakeaboutit。\"

  \"Thankyou,Frank,andIwantyoutounderstandhowmuchIappreciate\"——

  \"Howmuchweallappreciate,\"correctedRena。

  \"Yes,howmuchweallappreciate,andhowgratefulweallareforyourkindnesstomotherforsomanyyears。Iknowfromherandfrommysisterhowgoodyou’vebeentothem。\"

  \"Lawd,suh!\"returnedFrankdeprecatingly,\"you’remakin’amountainout’namolehill。I

  ain’tdonenuthin’terspeakof——nothalfezmuchezIwould’a’done。Iwuzgladterdow’atlittleIcould,ferfrien’ship’ssake。\"

  \"Wevalueyourfriendship,Frank,andwe’llnotforgetit。\"

  \"No,Frank,\"addedRena,\"wewillneverforgetit,andyoushallalwaysbeourgoodfriend。\"

  Franklefttheroomandcrossedthestreetwithswellingheart。HewouldhavegivenhislifeforRena。Akindwordwasdoublysweetfromherlips;noservicewouldbetoogreattopayforherfriendship。

  WhenFrankwentouttothestablenextmorningtofeedhismule,hiseyesopenedwidewithastonishment。Inplaceofthedecrepit,one—eyedarmymulehehadputupthenightbefore,afat,sleekspecimenofvigorousmulehoodgreetedhisarrivalwiththesonoroushehawoflustyyouth。

  Hangingonapegnearbywasasetoffinenewharness,andstandingundertheadjoiningshed,asheperceived,ahandsomenewcart。

  \"Well,well!\"exclaimedFrank;\"efIdidn’

  mos’knowwhardismule,an’diskyart,an’disharnesscomefrom,I’d’lowdere’dbe’nwitcheraf’

  ercunjin’wukkin’here。But,ohmy,datisafinemule!——Imos’wushIcouldkeep’im。\"

  Hecrossedtheroadtothehousebehindthecedars,andfoundMis’Mollyinthekitchen。

  \"Mis’Molly,\"heprotested,\"Iain’tdonenuthin’

  terdeservedatmule。W’atlittleIdoneferyouwa’n’tdoneferpay。I’druthernotkeepdemthings。\"

  \"Fergoodness’sake,Frank!\"exclaimedhisneighbor,withawell—simulatedairofmystification,\"whatareyoutalkin’about?\"

  \"Youknowsw’atI’mtalkin’about,Mis’

  Molly;youknowswellernuffI’mtalkin’aboutdatfinemulean’kyartan’harnessoverdereinmystable。\"

  \"HowshouldIknowanythingabout’em?\"

  sheasked。

  \"Now,Mis’Molly!Youfolksisjes’tryin’terfoolme,an’makemetakesomethin’fernuthin’。

  Ilef’myolemulean’kyartan’harnessindestablelas’night,an’dismawnin’dey’regone,an’

  newonesindeirplace。Co’seyouknowswhardeycomefrom!\"

  \"Well,now,Frank,senceyoumentionit,Ididseeawitchflyin’roun’herelas’nightonabroom—

  stick,an’it’pearedtermeshelitonyo’rbarn,an’

  Is’posesheturnedyo’roldthingsintonewones。

  Iwouldn’tbothermymindaboutitifIwasyou,forshemayturn’embackanynight,youknow;

  an’youmightaswellhavetheuseof’eminthemeanwhile。\"

  \"Dat’sallfoolishness,Mis’Molly,an’I’mgwineterfetchdatmulerightoverherean’tellyo’sontergimmemyoleoneback。\"

  \"Myson’sgone,\"shereplied,\"an’Idon’tknownothin’aboutyo’roldmule。AndwhatwouldIdowithamule,anyhow?Iain’tgotnobarntoputhimin。\"

  \"Isuspectyoudon’tcaremuchforusafterall,Frank,\"saidRenareproachfully——shehadcomeinwhiletheyweretalking。\"Youmeetwithapieceofgoodluck,andyou’reafraidofit,lestitmighthavecomefromus。\"

  \"Now,MissRena,yououghtn’ttersaydat,\"

  expostulatedFrank,hisreluctanceyieldingimmediately。

  \"I’llkeepdemulean’dekyartan’deharness——fac’,I’llhaveterkeep’em,’causeI

  ain’tgotnoothers。Butdey’regwineterbeyo’nezmuchezmine。W’eneveryouwantsanythinghauled,erwantsyo’lotploughed,eranything——

  dat’syo’mule,an’I’myo’manan’yo’mammy’s。\"

  SoFrankwentbacktothestable,wherehefeastedhiseyesonhisnewpossessions,fedandwateredthemule,andcurriedandbrushedhiscoatuntilitshonelikealooking—glass。

  \"Nowdat,\"remarkedPeter,atthebreakfast—

  table,wheninformedofthetransaction,\"issomethin’

  lackralew’itefolks。\"

  NorealwhitepersonhadevergivenPeteramuleoracart。Hehadrenderedoneofthemunpaidserviceforhalfalifetime,andhadpaidfortheotherhalf;andsomeofthemowedhimsubstantialsumsforworkperformed。But\"tohimthathathshallbegiven\"——Warwickpaidforthemule,andtherealwhitefolksgotmostofthecredit。

  XX

  DIGGINGUPROOTS

  Whenthefirstgreatshockofhisdiscoveryworeoff,thefactofRena’soriginlosttoTryonsomeofitsinitialrepugnance——indeed,therepugnancewasnottothewomanatall,astheirpastrelationswereevidence,butmerelytothethoughtofherasawife。

  ItcouldhardlyhavefailedtooccurtosoreasonableamanasTryonthatRena’scasecouldscarcelybeunique。SurelyinthepastcenturiesoffreemannersandeasymoralsthathadprevailedinremotepartsoftheSouth,theremusthavebeenmanywhitepersonswhoseoriginwouldnothavebornetoomicroscopicaninvestigation。Familytreesnotseldomhaveacrookedbranch;or,touseamoreappositefigure,manyaflockhasitsblacksheep。Beingamanoflivelyimagination,Tryonsoonfoundhimselfputtingallsortsofhypotheticalquestionsaboutamatterwhichhehadalreadydefinitelydetermined。IfhehadmarriedRenainignoranceofhersecret,andhadlearneditafterwards,wouldhehaveputheraside?If,knowingherhistory,hehadneverthelessmarriedher,andshehadsubsequentlydisplayedsometraitofcharacterthatwouldsuggestthenegro,couldhehaveforgottenorforgiventhetaint?Couldhestillhaveheldherinloveandhonor?Ifnot,couldhehavegivenhertheoutwardseemingofaffection,orcouldhehavebeenmorethancoldlytolerant?

  Hewasgladthathehadbeensparedthisordeal。

  Withaneffortheputthewholematterdefinitelyandconclusivelyaside,ashehaddoneahundredtimesalready。

  Returningtohishome,afteranabsenceofseveralmonthsinSouthCarolina,itwasquiteapparenttohismother’swatchfuleyethathewasinserioustrouble。Hewasabsent—minded,monosyllabic,sigheddeeplyandoften,andcouldnotalwaysconcealthetracesofsecrettears。ForTryonwasyoung,andpossessedofasensitivesoul——asourceofhappinessormisery,astheFatesdecree。Tothosethusdowered,theheightsofraptureareaccessible,theabyssesofdespairyawnthreateningly;

  onlythedullmonotonyofcontentmentisdenied。

  Mrs。Tryonvainlysoughtbyeverygentleartawomanknowstowinherson’sconfidence。

  \"Whatisthematter,George,dear?\"shewouldask,strokinghishotbrowwithhersmall,coolhandashesatmoodilynursinghisgrief。\"Tellyourmother,George。Whoelsecouldcomfortyousowellasshe?\"

  \"Oh,it’snothing,mother,——nothingatall,\"

  hewouldreply,withaforcedattemptatlightness。

  \"It’sonlyyourfondimagination,youbestofmothers。\"

  ItwasMrs。Tryon’sturntosighandshedaclandestinetear。UntilhersonhadgoneawayonthistriptoSouthCarolina,hehadkeptnosecretsfromher:hishearthadbeenanopenbook,ofwhichshekneweverypage;now,somepainfulstorywasinscribedthereinwhichhemeantsheshouldnotread。IfshecouldhaveabdicatedherempiretoBlancheLearyorhaveshareditwithher,shewouldhaveyieldedgracefully;butverypalpablysomeotherinfluencethanBlanche’shaddrivenjoyfromherson’scountenanceandlightnessfromhisheart。

  MissBlancheLeary,whomTryonfoundinthehouseuponhisreturn,wasademure,prettylittleblonde,withanamiabledisposition,atalentforsociety,andapronouncedfondnessforGeorgeTryon。Apoorgirl,ofanexcellentfamilyimpoverishedbythewar,shewasdistantlyrelatedtoMrs。Tryon,hadforalongtimeenjoyedthatlady’sfavor,andwasherchoiceforGeorge’swifewhenheshouldbeoldenoughtomarry。AwomanlessinterestedthanMissLearywouldhaveperceivedthattherewassomethingwrongwithTryon。

  MissLearyhadnodoubtthattherewasawomanatthebottomofit,——foraboutwhatelseshouldyouthworrybutlove?orifone’sloveaffairsrunsmoothly,whyshouldoneworryaboutanythingatall?MissLeary,inthenineteenyearsofhermundaneexistence,hadnotbeenwithoutmildexperiencesoftheheart,andhadhoveredforsometimeonthevergeofdisappointmentwithrespecttoTryonhimself。Asensitivepridewouldhavedrivenmorethanonewomanawayatthesightofthemanofherpreferencesighinglikeafurnaceforsomeabsentfairone。ButMrs。Tryonwassocordial,andinsistedsostrenuouslyuponherremaining,thatBlanche’slove,whichwasstrong,conqueredherpride,whichwasnomorethanareasonableyoungwomanoughttohavewhosetssuccessabovemeresentiment。Sheremainedinthehouseandbidedheropportunity。IfGeorgepracticallyignoredherforatime,shedidnotthrowherselfatallinhisway。Shewentonavisittosomegirlsintheneighborhoodandremainedawayaweek,hopingthatshemightbemissed。Tryonexpressednoregretatherdepartureandnoparticularsatisfactionuponherreturn。Ifthehousewasdullerinherabsence,hewasbutdimlyconsciousofthedifference。Hewasstillfightingabattleinwhichasusceptibleheartandareasonablemindhadlockedhornsinawell—nighhopelessconflict。Reason,common—sense,theinstinctiveready—madejudgmentsofhistrainingandenvironment,——

  thedeep—seatedprejudicesofraceandcaste,——commandedhimtodismissRenafromhisthoughts。Hisstubbornheartsimplywouldnotletgo。

  XXI

  AGILDEDOPPORTUNITY

  AlthoughthewholefabricofRena’snewlifetoppledandfellwithherlover’sdefection,hersympathies,broadenedbycultureandstillmorebyherrecentemotionalexperience,didnotshrink,aswouldhavebeenthecasewithamoreselfishsoul,tothemerelimitsofherpersonalsorrow,greatasthisseemedatthemoment。Shehadlearnedtolove,andwhentheloveofonemanfailedher,sheturnedtohumanity,asastreamobstructedinitscourseoverflowstheadjacentcountry。Herearlytraininghadnotdirectedherthoughtstothedarkerpeoplewithwhosefateherownwasboundupsoclosely,butratherawayfromthem。Shehadbeentaughttodespisethembecausetheywerenotsowhiteasshewas,andhadbeenslaveswhileshewasfree。Herlifeinherbrother’shome,byremovingherfromimmediatecontactwiththem,hadgivenheradifferentpointofview,——onewhichemphasizedtheirshortcomings,andtherebymadevastlyclearertoherthegulfthatseparatedthemfromthenewworldinwhichshelived;sothatwhenmisfortunethrewherbackuponthem,thereactionbroughthernearerthanbefore。Whereonceshehadseemedabletoescapefromthem,theywerenow,itappeared,herinalienablerace。Thusdoublyequipped,shewasabletoviewthematoncewiththementaleyeofanoutsiderandthesympathyofasister:shecouldseetheirfaults,andjudgethemcharitably;sheknewandappreciatedtheirgoodqualities。Withherquickenedintelligenceshecouldperceivehowgreatwastheirneedandhowsmalltheiropportunity;andwiththisilluminationcamethedesiretocontributetotheirhelp。

  Shehadnotthebreadthorculturetoseeinallitsramificationsthegreatproblemwhichstillpuzzlesstatesmenandphilosophers;butshewasconsciousofthewish,andofthepower,inasmallway,todosomethingfortheadvancementofthosewhohadjustsettheirfeetupontheladderofprogress。

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