Induetimetheindorserwascalledupontomeetthematuringobligation。Thiswasthebeginningofaseriesoffinancialdifficultieswhichspeedilyinvolvedhiminruin。Hediedprematurely,adisappointedanddisheartenedman,leavinghisfamilyindirepoverty。
Hiswidowandsurvivingchildrenlivedonforalittlewhileatthehousehehadowned,justoutsideofthetown,ononeofthemaintraveledroads。
Bythewayside,nearthehouse,therewasafamousdeepwell。Theslim,barefootgirl,withsparklingeyesandvoluminoushair,whoplayedabouttheyardandsometimeshandedwaterinagourdtotravelers,didnotlongescapecriticalobservation。
Agentlemandrovebyoneday,stoppedatthewell,smileduponthegirl,andsaidkindwords。Hecameagain,morethanonce,andsoon,whilescarcelymorethanachildinyears,Mollywaslivinginherownhouse,hersbydeedofgift,forherprotectorwasrichandliberal。Hermothernevermoreknewwant。HerpoorrelationscouldalwaysfindamealinMolly’skitchen。Shedidnotflauntherprosperityintheworld’sface;shehiditdiscreetlybehindthecedarscreen。Thosewhowishedcouldknowofit,fortherewerefewsecretsinPatesville;thosewhochosecouldaseasilyignoreit。Therewerefewtotroublethemselvesaboutthesecludedlifeofanobscurewomanofaclasswhichhadnorecognizedplaceinthesocialeconomy。Sheworshipedthegrounduponwhichherlordwalked,washumblygratefulforhisprotection,andquiteasfaithfulastheforbiddenmarriagevowcouldpossiblyhavemadeher。Sheledherlifeinmaterialpeaceandcomfort,andwithacertainamountofdignity。Ofherfalserelationtosocietyshewasnotwithoutsomevagueconception;butthemoralpointinvolvedwassoconfusedwithotherquestionsgrowingout——ofslaveryandcasteastocauseher,asarule,butlittleuneasiness;andonlynowandthen,inthemomentsofdeeperfeelingthatcomesometimestoallwholiveandlove,didtherebreakthroughthemistsofignoranceandprejudicesurroundingheraflashoflightbywhichshesaw,sofarasshewascapableofseeing,hertrueposition,whichintheclearlightoftruthnospecialpleadingcouldentirelyjustify。Forshewasfree,shehadnottheslave’sexcuse。Witheveryinducementtodoevilandfewincentivestodowell,andhenceentitledtocharitablejudgment,sheyethadfreedomofchoice,andthereforecouldnotwhollyescapeblame。Letitbesaid,infurtherextenuation,thatnootherwomanlivedinneglectorsorrowbecauseofher。Sherobbednooneelse。Forwhatlifegavehershereturnedanequivalent;andwhatshedidnotpay,herchildrensettledtothelastfarthing。
Severalyearsbeforethewar,whenMis’Molly’sdaughterRenawasafewyearsold,deathhadsuddenlyremovedthesourceoftheirprosperity。
Thehouseholdwasnotleftentirelydestitute。
Mis’Mollyownedherhome,andhadastoreofgoldpiecesinthechestbeneathherbed。Asmallpieceofrealestatestoodinthenameofeachofthechildren,theincomefromwhichcontributedtotheirmaintenance。Largerexpectationsweredependentuponthediscoveryofapromisedwill,whichnevercametolight。Mis’Mollyworeblackforseveralyearsafterthisbereavement,untiltheteacherandthepreacher,followingcloseupontheheelsofmilitaryoccupation,suggestedtothecoloredpeoplenewstandardsoflifeandcharacter,inthelightofwhichMis’Mollylaidhermourningsadlyandshamefacedlyaside。ShehadeatenofthefruitoftheTreeofKnowledge。Afterthewarsheformedthehabitofchurch—going,andmighthavebeenseennowandthen,withherdaughter,inaretiredcornerofthegalleryofthewhiteEpiscopalchurch。Uponthegroundfloorwasacertainpewwhichcouldbeseenfromherseat,whereoncehadsatagentlemanwhosepleasureshadnotinterferedwiththepracticeofhisreligion。ShemighthavehadabetterseatinachurchwhereaNorthernmissionarywouldhavepreachedasermonbettersuitedtohercomprehensionandhermoralneeds,butshepreferredtheother。Shewasnotwhite,alas!shewasshutoutfromthisseemingparadise;
butshelikedtoseethedistantglowofthecelestialcity,andtorecallthedayswhenshehadbaskedinitsradiance。Shedidnotsympathizegreatlywiththeneweraopenedupfortheemancipatedslaves;
shehadnoidealloveofliberty;shewasnobroaderandnomorealtruisticthanthewhitepeoplearoundher,towhomshehadalwayslookedup;andshesighedfortheolddays,becausetohertheyhadbeenthegooddays。Now,notonlywasherkingdead,buttheshieldofhismemoryprotectedhernolonger。
Mollyhadlostonechild,andhisgravewasvisiblefromthekitchenwindow,underasmallclumpofcedarsintherearofthetwo—acrelot。
Foreveninthetownsmanyahouseholdhaditsprivatecemeteryinthoseolddayswhenthelivingwereclosetothedead,andghostswerenotthemerechimerasofasickimagination,butrealthoughunsubstantialentities,ofwhichitwasalmostdisgracefulnottohaveseenoneortwo。
HadnottheWitchofEndorcalleduptheshadeofSamueltheprophet?HadnotthespiritofMis’Molly’sdeadsonappearedtoher,aswellastheghostlypresenceofanothershehadloved?
In1855,Mis’Molly’sremainingsonhadgrownintoatall,slenderladoffifteen,withhisfather’spatricianfeaturesandhismother’sIndianhair,andnoexternalsigntomarkhimofffromthewhiteboysonthestreet。Hesooncametoknow,however,thattherewasadifference。Hewasinformedonedaythathewasblack。Hedeniedthepropositionandthrashedthechildwhomadeit。
Thescenewasrepeatedthenextday,withavariation,——hewashimselfthrashedbyalargerboy。
Whenhehadbeenbeatenfiveorsixtimes,heceasedtoarguethepoint,thoughtohimselfheneveradmittedthecharge。Hisplaymatesmightcallhimblack;themirrorprovedthatGod,theFatherofall,hadmadehimwhite;andGod,hehadbeentaught,madenomistakes,——havingmadehimwhite,Hemusthavemeanthimtobewhite。
Inthe\"hall\"orparlorofhismother’shousestoodaquaintlycarvedblackwalnutbookcase,containingasmallbutremarkablecollectionofbooks,whichhadatonetimebeenused,inhishoursofretreatandrelaxationfrombusinessandpolitics,bythedistinguishedgentlemanwhodidnotgivehisnametoMis’Molly’schildren,——towhomitwouldhavebeenavaluableheritage,couldtheyhavehadtherighttobearit。AmongthebookswereavolumeofFielding’scompleteworks,infineprint,setindoublecolumns;asetofBulwer’snovels;acollectionofeverythingthatWalterScott——theliteraryidoloftheSouth——hadeverwritten;BeaumontandFletcher’splays,cheekbyjowlwiththehistoryofthevirtuousClarissaHarlowe;theSpectatorandTristramShandy,RobinsonCrusoeandtheArabianNights。OnthesesecludedshelvesRoderickRandom,DonQuixote,andGilBlasforalongtimeceasedtheirwanderings,thePilgrim’sProgresswassuspended,Milton’smightyharmoniesweredumb,andShakespearereignedoverasilentkingdom。AnillustratedBible,withawonderfulApocrypha,wasflankedononesidebyVolney’sRuinsofEmpireandontheotherbyPaine’sAgeofReason,forthecollectorofthebookshadbeenamanofcatholictasteaswellasofinquiringmind,andnoonewhocouldhavecriticisedhisreadingeverpenetratedbehindthecedarhedge。AhistoryoftheFrenchRevolutionconsortedamiablywithahomespunchronicleofNorthCarolina,richinbiographicalnoticesofdistinguishedcitizensandinscriptionsfromtheirtombstones,uponreadingwhichonemightwellwonderwhyNorthCarolinahadnotlongagoeclipsedtherestoftheworldinwealth,wisdom,glory,andrenown。Onalmosteverypageofthismonumentalworkcouldbefoundthemostardentpanegyricsofliberty,sidebysidewiththeslaverystatisticsoftheState,——anincongruityofwhichthelearnedauthorwasdeliciouslyunconscious。
WhenJohnWaldenwasyetasmallboy,hehadlearnedallthatcouldbetaughtbythefadedmulattoteacherinthelong,shinyblackfrockcoat,whomlocalpublicopinionpermittedtoteachahandfuloffreecoloredchildrenforapittancebarelyenoughtokeepsoulandbodytogether。
Whentheboyhadlearnedtoread,hediscoveredthelibrary,whichforseveralyearshadbeenwithoutareader,andfoundinittheportalofanewworld,peopledwithstrangeandmarvelousbeings。
Lyingproneupontheflooroftheshadedfrontpiazza,behindthefragrantgarden,hefollowedthefortunesofTomJonesandSophia;heweptoverthefateofEugeneAram;hepenetratedwithRichardtheLion—heartintoSaladin’stent,withGilBlasintotherobbers’cave;heflewthroughtheaironthemagiccarpetortheenchantedhorse,ortiedwithSindbadtotheroc’sleg。Sometimeshereadorrepeatedthesimplerstoriestohislittlesister,sittingwide—eyedbyhisside。Whenhehadreadallthebooks,——indeed,longbeforehehadreadthemall,——hetoohadtastedofthefruitoftheTreeofKnowledge:contentmenttookitsflight,andhappinesslayfarbeyondthespherewherehewasborn。Thebloodofhiswhitefathers,theheirsoftheages,criedoutforitsown,andafterthemannerofthatbloodsetaboutgettingtheobjectofitsdesire。
NearthecornerofMackenzieStreet,justoneblocknorthofthePatesvillemarket—house,therehadstoodformanyyearsbeforethewar,onthevergeofthesteepbankofBeaverCreek,asmallframeofficebuilding,thefrontofwhichwaslevelwiththestreet,whiletherearrestedonlongbrickpillarsfoundedonthesolidrockattheedgeofthebrawlingstreambelow。Here,fornearlyhalfacentury,ArchibaldStraighthadtransactedlegalbusinessforthebestpeopleofNorthumberlandCounty。Fullmanyalawsuithadhewon,lost,orsettled;manyaspendthrifthadhesavedfromruin,andnotafewfamiliesfromdisgrace。Severaltimeshonoredbyelectiontothebench,hehadsodispensedjusticetemperedwithmercyastowintheheartsofallgoodcitizens,andespeciallythoseofthepoor,theoppressed,andthesociallydisinherited。Therightsofthehumblestnegro,fewastheymightbe,wereassacredtohimasthoseoftheproudestaristocrat,andhehadsentencedamantobehangedforthemurderofhisownslave。Anold—fashionedman,tallandspareoffigureandbowedsomewhatwithage,hewasalwayscorrectlycladinalongfrockcoatofbroadcloth,withahighcollarandablackstock。
Courtlyinaddresstohissocialequals(superiorshehadnone),hewaskindandconsideratetothosebeneathhim。Heownedafewdomesticservants,nooneofwhomhadeverfelttheweightofhishand,andforwhoseultimatefreedomhehadprovidedinhiswill。Inthelong—drawn—outslaveryagitationhehadtakenakeeninterest,ratherasobserverthanasparticipant。Astheheatofcontroversyincreased,hislackofzealforthepeculiarinstitutionledtohisdefeatforthebenchbyamoreactivepartisan。Hiswastoojustamindnottoperceivetheargumentsonbothsides;
but,onthewhole,hehadstoodbytheancientlandmarks,contenttoleteventsdrifttoaconclusionhedidnotexpecttosee;theinstitutionsofhisfatherswouldprobablylasthislifetime。
OnedayJudgeStraightwassittinginhisofficereadingarecentlypublishedpamphlet,——
presentinganelaboratepro—slaveryargument,baseduponthehopelessintellectualinferiorityofthenegro,andthephysicalandmoraldegenerationofmulattoes,whocombinedtheworstqualitiesoftheirtwoancestralraces,——whenabarefootedboywalkedintotheoffice,strawhatinhand,cameboldlyuptothedeskatwhichtheoldjudgewassitting,andsaidasthejudgelookedupthroughhisgold—rimmedglasses,——
\"Sir,Iwanttobealawyer!\"
\"Godblessme!\"exclaimedthejudge。\"Itisasingulardesire,fromasingularsource,andexpressedinasingularway。Whothedevilareyou,sir,thatwishsostrangeathingastobecomealawyer——everybody’sservant?\"
\"Andeverybody’smaster,sir,\"repliedtheladstoutly。
\"Thatisamatterofopinion,andopentoargument,\"rejoinedthejudge,amusedandsecretlyflatteredbythistributetohisprofession,\"thoughtheremaybeagrainoftruthinwhatyousay。
Butwhatisyourname,Mr。Would—be—lawyer?\"
\"JohnWalden,sir,\"answeredthelad。
\"JohnWalden?——Walden?\"musedthejudge。
\"WhatWaldencanthatbe?Doyoubelongintown?\"
\"Yes,sir。\"
\"Humph!Ican’timaginewhoyouare。It’splainthatyouarealadofgoodblood,andyetI
don’tknowwhosesonyoucanbe。Whatisyourfather’sname?\"
Theladhesitated,andflushedcrimson。
Theoldgentlemannotedhishesitation。\"Itisawiseson,\"hethought,\"thatknowshisownfather。Heisabrightlad,andwillhavethisquestionputtohimmorethanonce。I’llseehowhewillanswerit。\"
Theboymaintainedanawkwardsilence,whiletheoldjudgeeyedhimkeenly。
\"Myfather’sdead,\"hesaidatlength,inalowvoice。\"I’mMis’MollyWalden’sson。\"Hehadexpected,ofcourse,totellwhohewas,ifasked,buthadnotforeseenjusttheformoftheinquiry;andwhilehehadthoughtmoreofhisracethanofhisillegitimatebirth,herealizedatthismomentasneverbeforethatthisquestiontoowouldbealwayswithhim。AsputnowbyJudgeStraight,itmadehimwince。Hehadnotreadhisfather’sbooksfornothing。
\"Godblessmysoul!\"exclaimedthejudgeingenuinesurpriseatthisanswer;\"andyouwanttobealawyer!\"Thesituationwassomuchworsethanhehadsuspectedthatevenanoldpractitioner,case—hardenedbyyearsoflifeatthetrialtableandonthebench,wasstartledforamomentintoacomicalsortofconsternation,soapparentthataladlessstout—heartedwouldhaveweakenedandfledatthesightofit。
\"Yes,sir。Whynot?\"respondedtheboy,tremblingalittleattheknees,butstoutlyholdinghisground。
\"Hewantstobealawyer,andheasksmewhynot!\"mutteredthejudge,speakingapparentlytohimself。Herosefromhischair,walkedacrosstheroom,andthrewopenawindow。Thecoolmorningairbroughtwithitthebabblingofthestreambelowandthemurmurofthemillnearby。
Heglancedacrossthecreektotheruinedfoundationofanoldhouseonthelowgroundbeyondthecreek。Turningfromthewindow,helookedbackattheboy,whohadremainedstandingbetweenhimandthedoor。Atthatmomentanotherladcamealongthestreetandstoppedoppositetheopendoorway。Thepresenceofthetwoboysinconnectionwiththebookhehadbeenreadingsuggestedacomparison。Thejudgeknewtheladoutsideasthesonofaleadingmerchantofthetown。Themerchantandhiswifewerebothofoldfamilieswhichhadlivedinthecommunityforseveralgenerations,andwhosebloodwaspresumablyofthepureststrain;yettheboywassallow,withamorphousfeatures,thinshanks,andstoopingshoulders。Theyouthstandinginthejudge’soffice,onthecontrary,wasstraight,shapely,andwell—grown。Hiseyewasclear,andhekeptitfixedontheoldgentlemanwithalookinwhichtherewasnothingofcringing。HewasnodarkerthanmanyawhiteboybronzedbytheSouthernsun;hishairandeyeswereblack,andhisfeaturesofthehigh—bred,clean—cutorderthatmarksthepatriciantypetheworldover。Whatstruckthejudgemostforcibly,however,wasthelad’sresemblancetoanoldfriendandcompanionandclient。Herecalledacertainconversationwiththisoldfriend,whohadsaidtohimoneday:
\"Archie,I’mcomingintohaveyoudrawmywill。TherearesomechildrenforwhomIwouldliketomakeampleprovision。Ican’tgivethemanythingelse,butmoneywillmakethemfreeoftheworld。\"
Thejudge’sfriendhaddiedsuddenlybeforecarryingoutthisgoodintention。Thejudgehadtakenoccasiontosuggesttheexistenceofthesechildren,andtheirfather’sintentionsconcerningthem,tothedistantrelativeswhohadinheritedhisfriend’slargeestate。Theyhadchosentotakeoffenseatthesuggestion。Onehadthoughtitinshockingbadtaste;anotherconsideredanymentionofsuchasubjectaninsulttohiscousin’smemory。Athirdhadsaid,withflashingeyes,thatthewomanandherchildrenhadalreadyrobbedtheestateofenough;thatitwasapitythelittleniggerswerenotslaves——thattheywouldhaveaddedmeasurablytothevalueoftheproperty。
JudgeStraight’smannerindicatedsomedisapprovaloftheirattitude,andthesettlementoftheestatewasplacedinotherhandsthanhis。Now,thisson,withhisfather’sfaceandhisfather’svoice,stoodbeforehisfather’sfriend,demandingentrancetothegoldengateofopportunity,whichsocietybarredtoallwhoborethebloodofthedespisedrace。
Ashekeptonlookingattheboy,whobeganatlengthtogrowsomewhatembarrassedunderthiskeenscrutiny,thejudge’smindrevertedtocertainlawsandjudicialdecisionsthathehadlookeduponceortwiceinhislifetime。Eventhelaw,theinstrumentbywhichtyrannyrivetedthechainsuponitsvictims,hadrevoltednowandthenagainstthesenselessandunnaturalprejudicebywhicharaceascribingitssuperioritytorightofbloodpermittedameresuspicionofservilebloodtooutweighavastpreponderanceofitsown。
\"Why,indeed,shouldhenotbealawyer,oranythingelsethatamanmightbe,ifitbeinhim?\"
askedthejudge,speakingrathertohimselfthantotheboy。\"Sitdown,\"heordered,pointingtoachairontheothersideoftheroom。Thatheshouldaskacoloredladtobeseatedinhispresencewasofitselfenoughtostampthejudgeaseccentric。
\"Youwanttobealawyer,\"hewenton,adjustinghisspectacles。\"Youareaware,ofcourse,thatyouareanegro?\"
\"Iamwhite,\"repliedthelad,turningbackhissleeveandholdingouthisarm,\"andIamfree,asallmypeoplewerebeforeme。\"
Theoldlawyershookhishead,andfixedhiseyesupontheladwithaslightlyquizzicalsmile。\"Youareblack。\"hesaid,\"andyouarenotfree。Youcannottravelwithoutyourpapers;youcannotsecureaccommodationsataninn;youcouldnotvote,ifyouwereofage;youcannotbeoutafternineo’clockwithoutapermit。Ifawhitemanstruckyou,youcouldnotreturntheblow,andyoucouldnottestifyagainsthiminacourtofjustice。
Youareblack,mylad,andyouarenotfree。DidyoueverhearoftheDredScottdecision,deliveredbythegreat,wise,andlearnedJudgeTaney?\"
\"No,sir,\"answeredtheboy。
\"Itistoolongtoread,\"rejoinedthejudge,takingupthepamphlethehadlaiddownuponthelad’sentrance,\"butitsaysinsubstance,asquotedbythisauthor,thatnegroesarebeings`ofaninferiororder,andaltogetherunfittoassociatewiththewhiterace,eitherinsocialorpoliticalrelations;infact,soinferiorthattheyhavenorightswhichthewhitemanisboundtorespect,andthatthenegromayjustlyandlawfullybereducedtoslaveryforhisbenefit。’Thatisthelawofthisnation,andthatisthereasonwhyyoucannotbealawyer。\"
\"Itmayallbetrue,\"repliedtheboy,\"butitdon’tapplytome。Itsays`thenegro。’Anegroisblack;Iamwhite,andnotblack。\"
\"Blackasink,mylad,\"returnedthelawyer,shakinghishead。\"`Onetouchofnaturemakesthewholeworldkin,’saysthepoet。Somewhere,sometime,youhadablackancestor。Onedropofblackbloodmakesthewholemanblack。\"
\"Whyshouldn’titbetheotherway,ifthewhitebloodissomuchsuperior?\"inquiredthelad。
\"Becauseitismoreconvenientasitis——andmoreprofitable。\"
\"Itisnotright,\"maintainedthelad。
\"Godblessme!\"exclaimedtheoldgentleman,\"heisinvadingthefieldofethics!Hewillbequestioningtherighteousnessofslaverynext!I’mafraidyouwouldn’tmakeagoodlawyer,inanyevent。Lawyersgobythelaws——theyabidebytheaccomplishedfact;tothem,whateveris,isright。
Thelawsdonotpermitmenofcolortopracticelaw,andpublicsentimentwouldnotallowoneofthemtostudyit。\"
\"Ihadthought,\"saidthelad,\"thatImightpassforwhite。TherearewhitepeopledarkerthanIam。\"
\"Ah,well,thatisanothermatter;but\"——
Thejudgestoppedforamoment,struckbytheabsurdityofhisarguingsuchaquestionwithamulattoboy。Hereallymustbefallingintoprematuredotage。Theproperthingwouldbetorebuketheladforhispresumptionandadvisehimtolearntotakecareofhorses,ormakeboots,orlaybricks。Butagainhesawhisoldfriendinthelad’sface,andagainhelookedinvainforanysignofnegroblood。Theleastearmarkwouldhaveturnedthescale,buthecouldnotfindit。
\"Thatisanothermatter,\"herepeated。\"Hereyouhavestartedasblack,andmustremainso。
Butifyouwishtomoveaway,andsinkyourpastintooblivion,thecasemightbedifferent。Letusseewhatthelawis;youmightnotneeditifyouwentfarenough,butitiswellenoughtobewithinit——libertyissweeterwhenfoundedsecurelyonthelaw。\"
Hetookdownavolumeboundinlegalcalfandglancedthroughit。\"ThecolorlineisdrawninNorthCarolinaatfourgenerationsremovedfromthenegro;therehavebeenjudicialdecisionstothateffect。Iimaginethatwouldcoveryourcase。ButletusseewhatSouthCarolinamaysayaboutit,\"hecontinued,takinganotherbook。
\"Ithinkthelawisevenmoreliberalthere。Ah,thisistheplace:——
\"`Thetermmulatto,’\"heread,\"`isnotinvariablyapplicabletoeveryadmixtureofAfricanbloodwiththeEuropean,norisonehavingallthefeaturesofawhitetoberankedwiththedegradedclassdesignatedbythelawsofthisStateaspersonsofcolor,becauseofsomeremotetaintofthenegrorace。JurieswouldprobablybejustifiedinholdingapersontobewhiteinwhomtheadmixtureofAfricanblooddidnotexceedoneeighth。Andevenwherecolororfeaturearedoubtful,itisaquestionforthejurytodecidebyreputation,byreceptionintosociety,andbytheirexerciseoftheprivilegesofthewhiteman,aswellasbyadmixtureofblood。’\"
\"ThenIneednotbeblack?\"theboycried,withsparklingeyes。
\"No,\"repliedthelawyer,\"youneednotbeblack,awayfromPatesville。Youhavethesomewhatunusualprivilege,itseems,ofchoosingbetweentworaces,andifyouarealadofspirit,asIthinkyouare,itwillnottakeyoulongtomakeyourchoice。Asyouhaveallthefeaturesofawhiteman,youwould,atleastinSouthCarolina,havesimplytoassumetheplaceandexercisetheprivilegesofawhiteman。Youmight,ofcourse,dothesamethinganywhere,aslongasnooneknewyourorigin。Butthematterhasbeenadjudicatedthereinseveralcases,andonthewholeIthinkSouthCarolinaistheplaceforyou。They’remoreliberalthere,perhapsbecausetheyhavemanymoreblacksthanwhites,andwouldliketolessenthedisproportion。\"
\"Fromthistimeon,\"saidtheboy,\"Iamwhite。\"
\"Softly,softly,myCaucasianfellowcitizen,\"
returnedthejudge,chucklingwithquietamusement。\"Youarewhiteintheabstract,beforethelaw。Youmaycherishthefactinsecret,butI
wouldnotadviseyoutoproclaimitopenlyjustyet。Youmustwaituntilyougoaway——toSouthCarolina。\"
\"AndcanIlearntobealawyer,sir?\"askedthelad。
\"Itseemstomethatyououghttobereasonablycontentforonedaywithwhatyouhavelearnedalready。Youcannotbealawyeruntilyouarewhite,inpositionaswellasintheory,noruntilyouaretwenty—oneyearsold。Ineedanofficeboy。Ifyouarewillingtocomeintomyoffice,sweepit,keepmybooksdusted,andstayherewhenIamout,Idonotcare。Totherestofthetownyouwillbemyservant,andstillanegro。Ifyouchoosetoreadmybookswhennooneisaboutandbewhiteinyourownprivateopinion,Ihavenoobjection。Whenyouhavemadeupyourmindtogoaway,perhapswhatyouhavereadmayhelpyou。Butmum’stheword!
IfIhearawhisperofthisfromanyothersource,outyougo,neckandcrop!Iamwillingtohelpyoumakeamanofyourself,butitcanonlybedoneundertherose。\"
FortwoyearsJohnWaldenopenlyswepttheofficeandsurreptitiouslyreadthelawbooksofoldJudgeStraight。Whenhewaseighteen,heaskedhismotherforasumofmoney,kissedhergood—
by,andwentoutintotheworld。Whenhissister,thenaprettychildofseven,criedbecauseherbigbrotherwasgoingaway,hetookherupinhisarms,gaveherasilverdimewithaholeinitforakeepsake,huggedherclose,andkissedher。
\"Nev’min’,sis,\"hesaidsoothingly。\"Beagoodlittlegal,an’someo’thesedaysI’llcomebacktoseeyouandbringyousomethin’fine。\"
Inafteryears,whenMis’Mollywasaskedwhathadbecomeofherson,shewouldreplywithsadcomplacency,——
\"He’sgoneoverontheotherside。\"
Aswehaveseen,hecamebacktenyearslater。
Manyyearsbefore,whenMis’Molly,thenaveryyoungwoman,hadtakenupherresidenceinthehousebehindthecedars,thegentlemanheretoforereferredtohadbuiltacabinontheoppositecorner,inwhichhehadinstalledatrustedslavebythenameofPeterFowlerandhiswifeNancy。
Peterwasagoodmechanic,andhiredhistimefromhismasterwiththeprovisionthatPeterandhiswifeshoulddocertainworkforMis’Mollyandserveasasortofprotectionforher。IncourseoftimePeter,whowasindustriousandthrifty,savedenoughmoneytopurchasehisfreedomandthatofhiswifeandtheironechild,andtobuythelittlehouseacrossthestreet,withthecoopershopbehindit。Aftertheyhadacquiredtheirfreedom,PeterandNancydidnoworkforMis’Mollysaveastheywerepaidforit,andasarulepreferrednottoworkatallforthewomanwhohadbeenpracticallytheirmistress;itmadethemseemlessfree。Nevertheless,thetwohouseholdshadremainedupongoodterms,evenafterthedeathofthemanwhosewillhadbroughtthemtogether,andwhohadremainedPeter’spatronafterhehadceasedtobehismaster。Therewasnointimateassociationbetweenthetwofamilies。Mis’MollyfeltherselfinfinitelysuperiortoPeterandhiswife,——scarcelylesssuperiorthanherpoorwhiteneighborsfeltthemselvestoMis’Molly。Mis’
Mollyalwaysmeanttobekind,andtreatedPeterandNancywithacertaingood—naturedcondescension。
Theyresentedthis,neveropenlyoroffensively,butalwaysinasubconscioussortofway,evenwhentheydidnotspeakofitamongthemselves——muchastheyhadresentedhermistress—shipintheolddays。Forafterall,theyargued,inspiteofherairsandgraces,herwhitefaceandherfineclothes,wasshenotanegro,evenasthemselves?andsincetheslaveshadbeenfreed,wasnotonenegroasgoodasanother?
Peter’ssonFrankhadgrownupwithlittleRena。Hewasseveralyearsolderthanshe,andwhenRenawasasmallchildMis’Mollyhadoftenconfidedhertohiscare,andhehadwatchedoverherandkeptherfromharm。WhenFrankbecameoldenoughtogotoworkinthecoopershop,Rena,thensixorseven,hadoftengoneacrosstoplayamongthecleanwhiteshavings。OnceFrank,whilelearningthetrade,hadletslipasharpsteeltool,whichflyingtowardRenahadgrazedherarmandsenttheredbloodcoursingalongthewhitefleshandsoakingthemuslinsleeve。Hehadrolledupthesleeveandstanchedthebloodanddriedhertears。ForalongtimethereafterhermotherkeptherawayfromtheshopandwasverycoldtoFrank。Onedaythelittlegirlwandereddowntothebankoftheoldcanal。Ithadbeenrainingforseveraldays,andthewaterwasquitedeepinthechannel。Thechildslippedandfellintothestream。FromtheopenwindowofthecoopershopFrankheardascream。Herandowntothecanalandpulledherout,andcarriedherallwetanddrippingtothehouse。Fromthattimehehadbeenrestoredtofavor。Hehadwatchedthegirlgrowuptowomanhoodintheyearsfollowingthewar,andhadbeensorrywhenshebecametoooldtoplayabouttheshop。
Heneverspoketoheroflove,——indeed,heneverthoughtofhispassioninsuchalight。
Therewouldhavebeennolegalbarriertotheirunion;therewouldhavebeennofrightfulmenacetowhitesupremacyinthemarriageofthenegroandtheoctoroon:thedropofdarkbloodbridgedthechasm。ButFrankknewthatshedidnotlovehim,andhadnothopedthatshemight。Hiswasoneofthoseraresoulsthatcangivewithsmallhopeofreturn。Whenhehadmadethescaruponherarm,bythesametokenshehadbrandedhimherslaveforever;whenhehadsavedherfromawaterygrave,hehadgivenhislifetoher。Therearedepthsoffidelityanddevotioninthenegroheartthathaveneverbeenfathomedorfullyappreciated。Nowandtheninthekindlierphasesofslaverythesequalitieswerebrightlyconspicuous,andinthem,ifwiselyappealedto,liesthestrongesthopeofamitybetweenthetworaceswhosedestinyseemsbounduptogetherintheWesternworld。Evenadumbbrutecanbewonbykindness。Surelyitwereworthwhiletotrysomeotherweaponthanscornandcontumelyandhardwordsuponpeopleofourcommonrace,——
thehumanrace,whichisbiggerandbroaderthanCeltorSaxon,barbarianorGreek,JeworGentile,blackorwhite;forweareallchildrenofacommonFather,forgetitaswemay,andeachoneofusisinsomemeasurehisbrother’skeeper。
XIX
GODMADEUSALL
Renawasconvalescentfromatwo—weeks’
illnesswhenherbrothercametoseeher。HearrivedatPatesvillebyanearlymorningtrainbeforethetownwasawake,andwalkedunnoticedfromthestationtohismother’shouse。Hismeetingwithhissisterwasnotwithoutemotion:heembracedhertenderly,andRenabecameforafewminutesaveryNiobeofgrief。
\"Oh,itwascruel,cruel!\"shesobbed。\"I
shallnevergetoverit。\"
\"Iknowit,mydear,\"repliedWarwicksoothingly,——\"Iknowit,andI’mtoblameforit。IfIhadnevertakenyouawayfromhere,youwouldhaveescapedthispainfulexperience。Butdonotdespair;allisnotlost。Tryonwillnotmarryyou,asIhopedhemight,whileIfearedthecontrary;butheisagentleman,andwillbesilent。
Comebackandtryagain。\"
\"No,John。Icouldn’tgothroughitasecondtime。Imanagedverywellbefore,whenIthoughtoursecretwasunknown;butnowIcouldneverbesure。Itwouldbeborneoneverywind,foraughtIknew,andeveryrustlingleafmightwhisperit。Thelaw,yousaid,madeuswhite;
butnotthelaw,norevenlove,canconquerprejudice。HEspokeofmybeauty,mygrace,mysweetness!Ilookedintohiseyesandbelievedhim。Andyetheleftmewithoutaword!WhatwouldIdoinClarencenow?Icameawayengagedtobemarried,witheventhedayset;I
shouldgobackforsakenanddiscredited;eventheservantswouldpityme。\"
\"LittleAlbertispiningforyou,\"suggestedWarwick。\"Wecouldmakesomeexplanationthatwouldspareyourfeelings。\"
\"Ah,donottemptme,John!Ilovethechild,andamgrievedtoleavehim。I’mgrateful,too,John,forwhatyouhavedoneforme。IamnotsorrythatItriedit。Itopenedmyeyes,andI
wouldratherdieofknowledgethanliveinignorance。
ButIcouldnotgothroughitagain,John;
Iamnotstrongenough。Icoulddoyounogood;
Ihavemadeyoutroubleenoughalready。GetamotherforAlbert——Mrs。Newberrywouldmarryyou,secretandall,andwouldbegoodtothechild。
Forgetme,John,andtakecareofyourself。Yourfriendhasfoundyououtthroughme——hemayhavetoldadozenpeople。Youthinkhewillbesilent;——Ithoughthelovedme,andheleftmewithoutaword,andwithalookthattoldmehowhehatedanddespisedme。Iwouldnothavebelievedit——evenofawhiteman。\"
\"Youdohimaninjustice,\"saidherbrother,producingTryon’sletter。\"Hedidnotgetoffunscathed。Hesentyouamessage。\"
Sheturnedherfaceaway,butlistenedwhilehereadtheletter。\"Hedidnotloveme,\"shecriedangrily,whenhehadfinished,\"orhewouldnothavecastmeoff——hewouldnothavelookedatmeso。Thelawwouldhavelethimmarryme。I
seemedaswhiteashedid。Hemighthavegoneanywherewithme,andnoonewouldhavestaredatuscuriously;nooneneedhaveknown。Theworldiswide——theremustbesomeplacewhereamancouldlivehappilywiththewomanheloved。\"
\"Yes,Rena,thereis;andtheworldiswideenoughforyoutogetalongwithoutTryon。\"
\"Foradayortwo,\"shewenton,\"Ihopedhemightcomeback。Buthisexpressioninthatawfulmomentgrewuponme,hauntedmedayandnight,untilIshudderedatthethoughtthatImighteverseehimagain。HelookedatmeasthoughI
werenotevenahumanbeing。Idonotlovehimanylonger,John;IwouldnotmarryhimifI
werewhite,orhewereasIam。Hedidnotloveme——orhewouldhaveacteddifferently。Hemighthavelovedmeandhaveleftme——hecouldnothavelovedmeandhavelookedatmeso!\"
Shewasweepinghysterically。Therewaslittlehecouldsaytocomforther。Presentlyshedriedhertears。WarwickwasreluctanttoleaveherinPatesville。Herchildishhappinesshadbeenthatofignorance;shecouldneverbehappythereagain。
Shehadfloweredinthesunlight;shemustnotpineawayintheshade。
\"Ifyouwon’tcomebackwithme,Rena,I’llsendyoutosomeschoolattheNorth,whereyoucanacquirealiberaleducation,andprepareyourselfforsomecareerofusefulness。YoumaymarryabettermanthanevenTryon。\"
\"No,\"sherepliedfirmly,\"Ishallnevermarryanyman,andI’llnotleavemotheragain。Godisagainstit;I’llstaywithmyownpeople。\"
\"Godhasnothingtodowithit,\"retortedWarwick。\"Godistoooftenaconvenientstalking—
horseforhumanselfishness。Ifthereisanythingtobedone,sounjust,sodespicable,sowickedthathumanreasonrevoltsatit,thereisalwayssomesmughypocritetoexclaim,`ItisthewillofGod。’\"
\"Godmadeusall,\"continuedRenadreamily,\"andforsomegoodpurpose,thoughwemaynotalwaysseeit。Hemadesomepeoplewhite,andstrong,andmasterful,and——heartless。Hemadeothersblackandhomely,andpoorandweak\"——
\"Andalotofothers`poorwhite’andshiftless,\"
smiledWarwick。
\"Hemadeus,too,\"continuedRena,intentuponherownthought,\"andHemusthavehadareasonforit。PerhapsHemeantustobringtheotherstogetherinhisowngoodtime。Amanmaymakeanewplaceforhimself——awomanisbornandboundtohers。Godmusthavemeantmetostayhere,orHewouldnothavesentmeback。Ishallacceptthingsastheyare。WhyshouldIseekthesocietyofpeoplewhosefriendship——andlove——
onelittlewordcanturntoscorn?Iwasright,John;Ioughttohavetoldhim。Supposehehadmarriedmeandthenhadfounditout?\"
ToRena’sargumentofdivineforeordinationWarwickattachednoweightwhatever。HehadseenGod’sheelplantedforfourlongyearsuponthelandwhichhadnourishedslavery。HadGodordainedthecrimethatthepunishmentmightfollow?ItwouldhavebeeneasierforOmnipotencetopreventthecrime。Theexperienceofhissisterhadstirredupacertainbitternessagainstwhitepeople——afeelingwhichhehadputasideyearsago,withhisdarkblood,butwhichspranganewintolifewhenthefactofhisownoriginwasbroughthometohimsoforciblythroughhissister’smisfortune。Hisswornfriendandpromisedbrother—in—
lawhadthrownhimoverpromptly,uponthediscoveryofthehiddendropofdarkblood。Howmanyothersofhisfriendswoulddothesame,iftheybutknewofit?HehadbeguntofeelalittleofthespiritualestrangementfromhisassociatesthathehadnoticedinRenaduringherlifeatClarence。
Thefactthatseveralpersonsknewhissecrethadspoiledthefineflavorofperfectsecurityhithertomarkinghisposition。GeorgeTryonwasamanofhonoramongwhitemen,andhaddeignedtoextendtheprotectionofhishonortoWarwickasaman,thoughnolongerasafriend;toRenaasawoman,butnotasawife。Tryon,however,wasonlyhuman,andwhocouldtellwhentheirpathsinlifemightcrossagain,orwhatfuturetemptationTryonmightfeeltouseadamagingsecrettotheirdisadvantage?
Warwickhadcherishedcertainambitions,butthesehemustnowputbehindhim。Intheobscurityofprivatelife,hispastwouldbeoflittlemoment;intheglareofapoliticalcareer,one’santecedentsarepublicproperty,andtoogreatareserveinregardtoone’spastisregardedasaconfessionofsomethingdiscreditable。Frank,too,knewthesecret——agood,faithfulfellow,evenwheretherewasnoobligationoffidelity;heoughttodosomethingforFranktoshowtheirappreciationofhisconduct。
ButwhatassurancewastherethatFrankwouldalwaysbediscreetabouttheaffairsofothers?
JudgeStraightknewthewholestory,andoldmenaresometimesgarrulous。Dr。Greensuspectedthesecret;hehadawifeanddaughters。IfoldJudgeStraightcouldhaveknownWarwick’sthoughts,hewouldhaverealizedthefulfillmentofhisprophecy。
Warwick,whohadbuildedsowellforhimself,hadweakenedthestructureofhisownlifebytryingtosharehisgoodfortunewithhissister。
\"Listen,Rena,\"hesaid,withasuddenimpulse,\"we’llgototheNorthorWest——I’llgowithyou——farawayfromtheSouthandtheSouthernpeople,andstartlifeoveragain。Itwillbeeasierforyou,itwillnotbehardforme——Iamyoung,andhavemeans。TherearenostrongtiestobindmetotheSouth。Iwouldhavealargeroutlookelsewhere。\"
\"Andwhataboutourmother?\"askedRena。
Itwouldbenecessarytoleaveherbehind,theybothperceivedclearlyenough,unlesstheywerepreparedtosurrendertheadvantageoftheirwhitenessanddropbacktothelowerrank。ThemotherborethemarkoftheEthiopian——notpronouncedly,butdistinctly;neitherwouldMis’Molly,inallprobability,caretoleavehomeandfriendsandthegravesofherlovedones。Shehadnomentalresourcestosupplytheplaceofthese;shewas,moreover,toooldtobetransplanted;shewouldnotfitintoWarwick’sschemeforanewlife。
\"Ileftheronce,\"saidRena,\"anditbroughtpainandsorrowtoallthreeofus。Sheisnotstrong,andIwillnotleaveherheretodiealone。
Thisshallbemyhomewhileshelives,andifI
leaveitagain,itshallbeforonlyashorttime,togowhereIcanwritetoherfreely,andhearfromheroften。Don’tworryaboutme,John,——Ishalldoverywell。\"
Warwicksighed。Hewassincerelysorrytoleavehissister,andyethesawthatforthetimebeingherresolutionwasnottobeshaken。Hemustbidehistime。Perhaps,inafewmonths,shewouldtireoftheoldlife。Hisdoorwouldbealwaysopentoher,andhewouldchargehimselfwithherfuture。
\"Well,then,\"hesaid,concludingtheargument,\"we’llsaynomoreaboutitforthepresent。I’llwritetoyoulater。Iwasafraidthatyoumightnotcaretogobackjustnow,andsoIbroughtyourtrunkalongwithme。\"
Hegavehismotherthebaggage—check。ShetookitacrosstoFrank,who,duringtheday,broughtthetrunkfromthedepot。Mis’Mollyofferedtopayhimfortheservice,buthewouldacceptnothing。
\"Lawd,no,Mis’Molly;Ididn’haftergoout’nmywaytergitdattrunk。Ihadaloadersperrit—
bairlsterhaulterdestill,an’dedepotwuzrightonmywayback。It’dberobbin’youtertakepayferalittlethinglackdat。\"
\"MysonJohn’shere,\"saidMis’Molly\"an’
hewantstoseeyou。Comeintothesettin’—room。
Wedon’twantfolkstoknowhe’sintown;butyouknowalloursecrets,an’wecantrustyoulikeoneerthefamily。\"
\"I’mgladtoseeyouagain,Frank,\"saidWarwick,extendinghishandandclaspingFrank’swarmly。\"You’vegrownupsinceIsawyoulast,butitseemsyouarestillourgoodfriend。\"
\"Ourverygoodfriend,\"interjectedRena。
Frankthrewheragratefulglance。\"Yas,suh,\"
hesaid,lookingWarwickoverwithafriendlyeye,\"an’youisgrowedsome,too。Iseedyou,youknow,downderewhereyoulive;butIdidn’leton,feryouan’Mis’Renawuzw’iteasanybody;
an’eve’ybodysaidyouwuzgoodterculludfolks,an’he’ped’emindeirlawsuitsan’onewayer’nuther,an’Iwuzjes’plum’gladterseeyougettin’’longsofine,datIwuz,certainsho’,an’nomistakeaboutit。\"
\"Thankyou,Frank,andIwantyoutounderstandhowmuchIappreciate\"——
\"Howmuchweallappreciate,\"correctedRena。
\"Yes,howmuchweallappreciate,andhowgratefulweallareforyourkindnesstomotherforsomanyyears。Iknowfromherandfrommysisterhowgoodyou’vebeentothem。\"
\"Lawd,suh!\"returnedFrankdeprecatingly,\"you’remakin’amountainout’namolehill。I
ain’tdonenuthin’terspeakof——nothalfezmuchezIwould’a’done。Iwuzgladterdow’atlittleIcould,ferfrien’ship’ssake。\"
\"Wevalueyourfriendship,Frank,andwe’llnotforgetit。\"
\"No,Frank,\"addedRena,\"wewillneverforgetit,andyoushallalwaysbeourgoodfriend。\"
Franklefttheroomandcrossedthestreetwithswellingheart。HewouldhavegivenhislifeforRena。Akindwordwasdoublysweetfromherlips;noservicewouldbetoogreattopayforherfriendship。
WhenFrankwentouttothestablenextmorningtofeedhismule,hiseyesopenedwidewithastonishment。Inplaceofthedecrepit,one—eyedarmymulehehadputupthenightbefore,afat,sleekspecimenofvigorousmulehoodgreetedhisarrivalwiththesonoroushehawoflustyyouth。
Hangingonapegnearbywasasetoffinenewharness,andstandingundertheadjoiningshed,asheperceived,ahandsomenewcart。
\"Well,well!\"exclaimedFrank;\"efIdidn’
mos’knowwhardismule,an’diskyart,an’disharnesscomefrom,I’d’lowdere’dbe’nwitcheraf’
ercunjin’wukkin’here。But,ohmy,datisafinemule!——Imos’wushIcouldkeep’im。\"
Hecrossedtheroadtothehousebehindthecedars,andfoundMis’Mollyinthekitchen。
\"Mis’Molly,\"heprotested,\"Iain’tdonenuthin’
terdeservedatmule。W’atlittleIdoneferyouwa’n’tdoneferpay。I’druthernotkeepdemthings。\"
\"Fergoodness’sake,Frank!\"exclaimedhisneighbor,withawell—simulatedairofmystification,\"whatareyoutalkin’about?\"
\"Youknowsw’atI’mtalkin’about,Mis’
Molly;youknowswellernuffI’mtalkin’aboutdatfinemulean’kyartan’harnessoverdereinmystable。\"
\"HowshouldIknowanythingabout’em?\"
sheasked。
\"Now,Mis’Molly!Youfolksisjes’tryin’terfoolme,an’makemetakesomethin’fernuthin’。
Ilef’myolemulean’kyartan’harnessindestablelas’night,an’dismawnin’dey’regone,an’
newonesindeirplace。Co’seyouknowswhardeycomefrom!\"
\"Well,now,Frank,senceyoumentionit,Ididseeawitchflyin’roun’herelas’nightonabroom—
stick,an’it’pearedtermeshelitonyo’rbarn,an’
Is’posesheturnedyo’roldthingsintonewones。
Iwouldn’tbothermymindaboutitifIwasyou,forshemayturn’embackanynight,youknow;
an’youmightaswellhavetheuseof’eminthemeanwhile。\"
\"Dat’sallfoolishness,Mis’Molly,an’I’mgwineterfetchdatmulerightoverherean’tellyo’sontergimmemyoleoneback。\"
\"Myson’sgone,\"shereplied,\"an’Idon’tknownothin’aboutyo’roldmule。AndwhatwouldIdowithamule,anyhow?Iain’tgotnobarntoputhimin。\"
\"Isuspectyoudon’tcaremuchforusafterall,Frank,\"saidRenareproachfully——shehadcomeinwhiletheyweretalking。\"Youmeetwithapieceofgoodluck,andyou’reafraidofit,lestitmighthavecomefromus。\"
\"Now,MissRena,yououghtn’ttersaydat,\"
expostulatedFrank,hisreluctanceyieldingimmediately。
\"I’llkeepdemulean’dekyartan’deharness——fac’,I’llhaveterkeep’em,’causeI
ain’tgotnoothers。Butdey’regwineterbeyo’nezmuchezmine。W’eneveryouwantsanythinghauled,erwantsyo’lotploughed,eranything——
dat’syo’mule,an’I’myo’manan’yo’mammy’s。\"
SoFrankwentbacktothestable,wherehefeastedhiseyesonhisnewpossessions,fedandwateredthemule,andcurriedandbrushedhiscoatuntilitshonelikealooking—glass。
\"Nowdat,\"remarkedPeter,atthebreakfast—
table,wheninformedofthetransaction,\"issomethin’
lackralew’itefolks。\"
NorealwhitepersonhadevergivenPeteramuleoracart。Hehadrenderedoneofthemunpaidserviceforhalfalifetime,andhadpaidfortheotherhalf;andsomeofthemowedhimsubstantialsumsforworkperformed。But\"tohimthathathshallbegiven\"——Warwickpaidforthemule,andtherealwhitefolksgotmostofthecredit。
XX
DIGGINGUPROOTS
Whenthefirstgreatshockofhisdiscoveryworeoff,thefactofRena’soriginlosttoTryonsomeofitsinitialrepugnance——indeed,therepugnancewasnottothewomanatall,astheirpastrelationswereevidence,butmerelytothethoughtofherasawife。
ItcouldhardlyhavefailedtooccurtosoreasonableamanasTryonthatRena’scasecouldscarcelybeunique。SurelyinthepastcenturiesoffreemannersandeasymoralsthathadprevailedinremotepartsoftheSouth,theremusthavebeenmanywhitepersonswhoseoriginwouldnothavebornetoomicroscopicaninvestigation。Familytreesnotseldomhaveacrookedbranch;or,touseamoreappositefigure,manyaflockhasitsblacksheep。Beingamanoflivelyimagination,Tryonsoonfoundhimselfputtingallsortsofhypotheticalquestionsaboutamatterwhichhehadalreadydefinitelydetermined。IfhehadmarriedRenainignoranceofhersecret,andhadlearneditafterwards,wouldhehaveputheraside?If,knowingherhistory,hehadneverthelessmarriedher,andshehadsubsequentlydisplayedsometraitofcharacterthatwouldsuggestthenegro,couldhehaveforgottenorforgiventhetaint?Couldhestillhaveheldherinloveandhonor?Ifnot,couldhehavegivenhertheoutwardseemingofaffection,orcouldhehavebeenmorethancoldlytolerant?
Hewasgladthathehadbeensparedthisordeal。
Withaneffortheputthewholematterdefinitelyandconclusivelyaside,ashehaddoneahundredtimesalready。
Returningtohishome,afteranabsenceofseveralmonthsinSouthCarolina,itwasquiteapparenttohismother’swatchfuleyethathewasinserioustrouble。Hewasabsent—minded,monosyllabic,sigheddeeplyandoften,andcouldnotalwaysconcealthetracesofsecrettears。ForTryonwasyoung,andpossessedofasensitivesoul——asourceofhappinessormisery,astheFatesdecree。Tothosethusdowered,theheightsofraptureareaccessible,theabyssesofdespairyawnthreateningly;
onlythedullmonotonyofcontentmentisdenied。
Mrs。Tryonvainlysoughtbyeverygentleartawomanknowstowinherson’sconfidence。
\"Whatisthematter,George,dear?\"shewouldask,strokinghishotbrowwithhersmall,coolhandashesatmoodilynursinghisgrief。\"Tellyourmother,George。Whoelsecouldcomfortyousowellasshe?\"
\"Oh,it’snothing,mother,——nothingatall,\"
hewouldreply,withaforcedattemptatlightness。
\"It’sonlyyourfondimagination,youbestofmothers。\"
ItwasMrs。Tryon’sturntosighandshedaclandestinetear。UntilhersonhadgoneawayonthistriptoSouthCarolina,hehadkeptnosecretsfromher:hishearthadbeenanopenbook,ofwhichshekneweverypage;now,somepainfulstorywasinscribedthereinwhichhemeantsheshouldnotread。IfshecouldhaveabdicatedherempiretoBlancheLearyorhaveshareditwithher,shewouldhaveyieldedgracefully;butverypalpablysomeotherinfluencethanBlanche’shaddrivenjoyfromherson’scountenanceandlightnessfromhisheart。
MissBlancheLeary,whomTryonfoundinthehouseuponhisreturn,wasademure,prettylittleblonde,withanamiabledisposition,atalentforsociety,andapronouncedfondnessforGeorgeTryon。Apoorgirl,ofanexcellentfamilyimpoverishedbythewar,shewasdistantlyrelatedtoMrs。Tryon,hadforalongtimeenjoyedthatlady’sfavor,andwasherchoiceforGeorge’swifewhenheshouldbeoldenoughtomarry。AwomanlessinterestedthanMissLearywouldhaveperceivedthattherewassomethingwrongwithTryon。
MissLearyhadnodoubtthattherewasawomanatthebottomofit,——foraboutwhatelseshouldyouthworrybutlove?orifone’sloveaffairsrunsmoothly,whyshouldoneworryaboutanythingatall?MissLeary,inthenineteenyearsofhermundaneexistence,hadnotbeenwithoutmildexperiencesoftheheart,andhadhoveredforsometimeonthevergeofdisappointmentwithrespecttoTryonhimself。Asensitivepridewouldhavedrivenmorethanonewomanawayatthesightofthemanofherpreferencesighinglikeafurnaceforsomeabsentfairone。ButMrs。Tryonwassocordial,andinsistedsostrenuouslyuponherremaining,thatBlanche’slove,whichwasstrong,conqueredherpride,whichwasnomorethanareasonableyoungwomanoughttohavewhosetssuccessabovemeresentiment。Sheremainedinthehouseandbidedheropportunity。IfGeorgepracticallyignoredherforatime,shedidnotthrowherselfatallinhisway。Shewentonavisittosomegirlsintheneighborhoodandremainedawayaweek,hopingthatshemightbemissed。Tryonexpressednoregretatherdepartureandnoparticularsatisfactionuponherreturn。Ifthehousewasdullerinherabsence,hewasbutdimlyconsciousofthedifference。Hewasstillfightingabattleinwhichasusceptibleheartandareasonablemindhadlockedhornsinawell—nighhopelessconflict。Reason,common—sense,theinstinctiveready—madejudgmentsofhistrainingandenvironment,——
thedeep—seatedprejudicesofraceandcaste,——commandedhimtodismissRenafromhisthoughts。Hisstubbornheartsimplywouldnotletgo。
XXI
AGILDEDOPPORTUNITY
AlthoughthewholefabricofRena’snewlifetoppledandfellwithherlover’sdefection,hersympathies,broadenedbycultureandstillmorebyherrecentemotionalexperience,didnotshrink,aswouldhavebeenthecasewithamoreselfishsoul,tothemerelimitsofherpersonalsorrow,greatasthisseemedatthemoment。Shehadlearnedtolove,andwhentheloveofonemanfailedher,sheturnedtohumanity,asastreamobstructedinitscourseoverflowstheadjacentcountry。Herearlytraininghadnotdirectedherthoughtstothedarkerpeoplewithwhosefateherownwasboundupsoclosely,butratherawayfromthem。Shehadbeentaughttodespisethembecausetheywerenotsowhiteasshewas,andhadbeenslaveswhileshewasfree。Herlifeinherbrother’shome,byremovingherfromimmediatecontactwiththem,hadgivenheradifferentpointofview,——onewhichemphasizedtheirshortcomings,andtherebymadevastlyclearertoherthegulfthatseparatedthemfromthenewworldinwhichshelived;sothatwhenmisfortunethrewherbackuponthem,thereactionbroughthernearerthanbefore。Whereonceshehadseemedabletoescapefromthem,theywerenow,itappeared,herinalienablerace。Thusdoublyequipped,shewasabletoviewthematoncewiththementaleyeofanoutsiderandthesympathyofasister:shecouldseetheirfaults,andjudgethemcharitably;sheknewandappreciatedtheirgoodqualities。Withherquickenedintelligenceshecouldperceivehowgreatwastheirneedandhowsmalltheiropportunity;andwiththisilluminationcamethedesiretocontributetotheirhelp。
Shehadnotthebreadthorculturetoseeinallitsramificationsthegreatproblemwhichstillpuzzlesstatesmenandphilosophers;butshewasconsciousofthewish,andofthepower,inasmallway,todosomethingfortheadvancementofthosewhohadjustsettheirfeetupontheladderofprogress。