Yourslovingly,ROWENAWARWICK。
Thejudgewasunabletoconnectthisletterwiththetransactionwhichformedthesubjectofhisexamination。Agehaddimmedhisperceptionssomewhat,anditwasnotuntilhehadfinishedtheletter,andreaditoveragain,andnotedthesignatureatthebottomasecondtime,thatheperceivedthatthewritingwasinawoman’shand,thattheinkwascomparativelyfresh,andthattheletterwasdatedonlyacoupleofdaysbefore。
Whilehestillheldthesheetinhishand,itdawneduponhimslowlythatheheldalsooneofthelinksinachainofpossibletragedywhichhehimself,hebecameuncomfortablyaware,hadhadahandinforging。
\"ItistheWaldenwoman’sdaughter,assureasfate!HernameisRena。HerbrothergoesbythenameofWarwick。Shehascometovisithersickmother。Myyoungclient,Green’srelation,isherlover——isengagedtomarryher——isintown,andislikelytomeether!\"
Thejudgewassoabsorbedinthesituationthussuggestedthathelaidthepapersdownandponderedforamomentthecuriousprobleminvolved。Hewasquiteawarethattworaceshadnotdwelttogether,sidebyside,fornearlythreehundredyears,withoutminglingtheirbloodingreaterorlessdegree;hewasoldenough,andhadseencuriousthingsenough,toknowthatinthisminglingthecurrenthadnotalwaysflowedinonedirection。Certainolddecisionswithwhichhewasfamiliar;oldscandalsthathadcreptalongobscurechannels;oldfactsthathadcometotheknowledgeofanoldpractitioner,whoheldinthehollowofhishandthehonorofmorethanonefamily,madehimknowthattherewasdarkbloodamongthewhitepeople——notagreatdeal,andthatverymuchdiluted,and,solongasitwassedulouslyconcealedorvigorouslydenied,orlostinthemistsoftradition,orascribedtoaforeignoranaboriginalstrain,havingnoperceptibleeffectupontheracialtype。
Suchpeoplewere,forthemostpart,merelyontheraggededgeofthewhiteworld,seldomrisingabovethelevelofoverseers,orslave—catchers,orsheriff’sofficers,whocouldusuallybereliedupontoresentthedropofblackbloodthattaintedthem,andwiththezealoftheproselytetovisittheirhatredofitupontheunfortunateblacksthatfellintotheirhands。Onecurseofnegroslaverywas,andonepartofitsbalefulheritageis,thatitpoisonedthefountainsofhumansympathy。
Underasystemwheremenmightselltheirownchildrenwithoutsocialreprobationorlossofprestige,itwasnotsurprisingthatsomeofthemshouldhatetheirdistantcousins。TherewerenotinPatesvillehalfadozenpersonscapableofthinkingJudgeStraight’sthoughtsuponthequestionbeforehim,andperhapsnotanotherwhowouldhaveadoptedthecoursehenowpursuedtowardthisanomalousfamilyinthehousebehindthecedars。
\"Well,hereweareagain,astheclowninthecircusremarks,\"murmuredthejudge。\"Tenyearsago,inamomentofsentimentalweaknessandofquixoticloyaltytothememoryofanoldfriend,——
who,bytheway,hadnotcaredenoughforhisownchildrentotakethemawayfromtheSouth,ashemighthavedone,ortoprovideforthemhandsomely,asheperhapsmeanttodo,——Iviolatedthetraditionsofmyclassandsteppedfromthebeatenpathtohelpthemisbegottensonofmyoldfriendoutofthesloughofdespond,inwhichhehadlearned,insomestrangeway,thathewasfloundering。Tenyearslater,theghostofmygooddeedreturnstohauntme,andmakesmedoubtwhetherIhavewroughtmoreevilthangood。Iwonder,\"hemused,\"ifhewillfindherout?\"
Thejudgewasamanofimagination;hehadreadmanybooksandhadpersonallyoutlivedsomeprejudices。Helethismindrunonthevariousphasesofthesituation。
\"Ifhefoundherout,wouldhebyanypossibilitymarryher?\"
\"Itisnotlikely,\"heansweredhimself。\"Ifhemadethediscoveryhere,thefactswouldprobablyleakoutinthetown。Itissomethingthatamanmightdoinsecret,butonlyaheroorafoolwoulddoopenly。\"
Thejudgesighedashecontemplatedanotherpossibility。Hehadlivedforseventyyearsundertheoldregime。Theyoungmanwasagentleman——sohadbeenthegirl’sfather。Conditionswerechanged,buthumannaturewasthesame。Wouldtheyoungman’sloveturntodisgustandrepulsion,orwoulditmerelysinkfromthelevelofworshiptothatofdesire?Wouldthegirl,deniedmarriage,acceptanythingless?Hermotherhad,——butconditionswerechanged。Yes,conditionswerechanged,sofarasthegirlwasconcerned;therewasapossiblefutureforherundertheneworderofthings;butwhitepeoplehadnotchangedtheiropinionofthenegroes,exceptfortheworse。Thegeneralbeliefwasthattheywerejustasinferiorasbefore,andhad,moreover,beenspoiledbyadisgustingassumptionofequality,drivenintotheirthickskullsbyYankeemalignitybentuponhumiliatingaproudthoughvanquishedfoe。
Ifthejudgehadhadsonsanddaughtersofhisown,hemightnothavedonewhathenowproceededtodo。Buttheoldman’sattitudetowardsocietywaschieflythatofanobserver,andthenarrowstreamofsentimentleftinhisheartchosetoflowtowardtheweakerpartyinthisunequalconflict,——ayoungwomanfightingforloveandopportunityagainsttherankedforcesofsociety,againstimmemorialtradition,againstprideoffamilyandofrace。
\"ItmaybetheunwisestthingIeverdid,\"hesaidtohimself,turningtohisdeskandtakingupaquillpen,\"andmayresultinmoreharmthangood;butIwasalwaysfromchildhoodinsympathywiththeunderdog。Thereiscertainlyasmuchreasoninmyhelpingthegirlastheboy,forbeingawoman,sheislessabletohelpherself。\"
Hedippedhispenintotheinkandwrotethefollowinglines:——
MADAM,——Ifyouvalueyourdaughter’shappiness,keepherathomeforthenextdayortwo。
Thisnotehedriedbysprinklingitwithsandfromaboxnearathand,signedwithhisownname,and,withafinecourtesy,addressedto\"Mrs。MollyWalden。\"Havingfirstcarefullysealeditinanenvelope,hesteppedtotheopendoor,andspied,playingmarblesonthestreetnearby,agroupofnegroboys,oneofwhomthejudgecalledbyname。
\"Here,Billy,\"hesaid,handingtheboythenote,\"takethistoMis’MollyWalden。Doyouknowwhereshelives——downonFrontStreet,inthehousebehindthecedars?\"
\"Yas,suh,Iknowsdeplace。\"
\"Makehaste,now。Whenyoucomebackandtellmewhatshesays,I’llgiveyoutencents。Onsecondthoughts,Ishallbegonetolunch,sohere’syourmoney,\"headded,handingtheladthebitofsoiledpaperbywhichtheUnitedStatesgovernmentacknowledgeditsindebtednesstothebearerinthesumoftencents。
Justhere,however,thejudgemadehismistake。
Veryfewmortalscansparethespringofhope,themotiveforceofexpectation。Theboykeptthenoteinhishand,winkedathiscompanions,whohadgatheredasnearastheiraweofthejudgewouldpermit,andstarteddownthestreet。Assoonasthejudgehaddisappeared,Billybeckonedtohisfriends,whospeedilyovertookhim。WhenthepartyturnedthecornerofFrontStreetandweresafelyoutofsightofJudgeStraight’soffice,thecapitalistenteredthegrocerystoreandinvestedhisunearnedincrementingingerbread。
Whentheensuingsaturnaliawasover,Billyfinishedthegameofmarbleswhichthejudgehadinterrupted,andthensetouttoexecutehiscommission。Hehadnearlyreachedhisobjectivepointwhenhemetuponthestreetayoungwhitelady,whomhedidnotknow,andforwhom,thepathbeingnarrowatthatpoint,hesteppedoutintothegutter。Hereachedthehousebehindthecedars,wentroundtothebackdoor,andhandedtheenvelopetoMis’Molly,whowasseatedontherearpiazza,proppedupbypillowsinacomfortablerocking—chair。
\"Laws—a—massy!\"sheexclaimedweakly,\"whatisit?\"
\"It’salettuh,ma’m,\"answeredtheboy,whoseexpandingnostrilshadcaughtapleasantodorfromthekitchen,andwhowasthereforeinnohurrytogoaway。
\"Who’sitfur?\"sheasked。
\"It’sfuhyou,ma’m,\"repliedthelad。
\"An’who’sitfrom?\"sheinquired,turningtheenvelopeoverandover,andexaminingitwiththeimpotentcuriosityofonewhocannotread。
\"F’moleJedgeStraight,ma’m。Hetolemeterfetchitteryou。Isyougotaroasted’tateryoucouldgimme,ma’m?\"
\"Shorely,chile。I’llhaveAuntZilphyfetchyouapieceof’taterpone,ifyou’llhol’onaminute。\"
ShecalledtoAuntZilphy,whosooncamehobblingoutofthekitchenwithalargesquareofthedelicacy,——aflatcakemadeofmashedsweetpotatoes,mixedwithbeateneggs,sweetenedandflavoredtosuitthetaste,andbakedinaDutchovenupontheopenhearth。
Theboytookthegratuity,thankedher,andturnedtogo。Mis’Mollywasstillscanningthesuperscriptionoftheletter。\"Iwonder,\"shemurmured,\"whatoldJudgeStraightcanbewritin’
tomeabout。Oh,boy!\"
\"Yas’m,\"answeredthemessenger,lookingback。
\"Canyoureadwritin’?\"
\"No’m。\"
\"Allright。Nevermind。\"
Shelaidthelettercarefullyonthechimney—
pieceofthekitchen。\"Ireckonit’ssomethin’
mo’’boutthetaxes,\"shethought,\"ormaybesomebodywantstobuyoneermylots。Rena’llbebackterreckly,an’shekinreaditan’findout。
I’mgladmychild’enhavebe’ntoschool。Theynevercouldhavegotwheretheyarenowiftheyhadn’t。\"
XIV
ALOYALFRIEND
MentionhasbeenmadeofcertainaddressedenvelopeswhichJohnWarwick,ontheoccasionofhisvisittoPatesville,hadleftwithhisilliteratemother,bytheuseofwhichshemightcommunicatewithherchildrenfromtimetotime。
Ononeoccasion,Mis’Molly,havinghadaletterwritten,tookoneoftheseenvelopesfromthechestwhereshekepthermostvaluedpossessions,andwasabouttoinclosetheletterwhensomeoneknockedatthebackdoor。Shelaidtheenvelopeandletteronatableinherbedroom,andwenttoanswertheknock。Thewind,blowingacrosstheroomthroughtheopenwindows,pickeduptheenvelopeandboreitintothestreet。Mis’Molly,onherreturn,missedit,lookedforit,andbeingunabletofindit,tookanotherenvelope。Anhourortwolateranothergustofwindliftedthebitofpaperfromthegroundandcarrieditintotheopendoorofthecoopershop。Frankpickeditup,andobservingthatitwascleanandunused,readthesuperscription。InhisconversationswithMis’Molly,whichwereoftenaboutRena,——thesubjectuppermostinboththeirminds,——hehadnotedthemysterymaintainedbyMis’Mollyaboutherdaughter’swhereabouts,andhadoftenwonderedwhereshemightbe。Frankwasanintelligentfellow,andcouldputthisandthattogether。
TheenvelopewasaddressedtoaplaceinSouthCarolina。Hewasaware,fromsomecasualremarkofMis’Molly’s,thatRenahadgonetoliveinSouthCarolina。Herson’snamewasJohn——
thathehadchangedhislastnamewasmorethanlikely。FrankwasnotlonginreachingtheconclusionthatRenawastobefoundnearthetownnamedontheenvelope,whichhecarefullypreservedforfuturereference。
ForawholeyearFrankhadyearnedforasmileorakindwordfromtheonlywomanintheworld。
Peter,hisfather,hadralliedhimsomewhatuponhismoodinessafterRena’sdeparture。
\"Now’sdetime,boy,feryouterbelookin’
roun’fersomenicegaleryo’owncolor,w’at’ll’preciateyou,an’won’tbe’shamederyou。You’rewastin’time,boy,wastin’time,shootin’atamarkouteryo’range。\"
ButFranksaidnothinginreply,andafterwardstheoldman,whowasnotwithoutdiscernment,respectedhisson’smoodandwassilentinturn;
whileFrankfedhismemorywithhisimagination,andbytheirjointaidkepthopealive。
Lateranopportunitytoseeherpresenteditself。
Businessinthecoopershopwasdull。Abarrelfactoryhadbeenopenedinthetown,andhadwell—nighparalyzedthecooper’strade。Thebestmechaniccouldhardlycompetewithamachine。
OnemancouldnoweasilydotheworkofPeter’sshop。Anagentappearedintownseekinglaborersforoneoftherailroadswhichthenewlyorganizedcarpet—baggovernmentswerepromoting。
UponinquiryFranklearnedthattheirdestinationwasnearthetownofClarence,SouthCarolina。
Hepromptlyengagedhimselffortheservice,andwassoonatworkintheneighborhoodofWarwick’shome。Therehewasemployedsteadilyuntilacertainholiday,uponwhichagrandtournamentwasadvertisedtotakeplaceinaneighboringtown。Workwassuspended,andforemenandlaborersattendedthefestivities。
FrankhadsurmisedthatRenawouldbepresentonsuchanoccasion。Hehadmorethanguessed,too,thatshemustbelookedforamongthewhitepeopleratherthanamongtheblack。Hencetheinterestwithwhichhehadscannedthegrandstand。
Theresulthasalreadybeenrecounted。Hehadrecognizedhersweetface;hehadseenherenthronedamongtheproudestandbest。Hehadwitnessedandgloriedinhertriumph。Hehadseenhercheekflushedwithpleasure,hereyeslitupwithsmiles。Hehadfollowedhercarriage,hadmadetheacquaintanceofMimythenurse,andhadlearnedallaboutthefamily。WhenfinallyhelefttheneighborhoodtoreturntoPatesville,hehadlearnedofTryon’sattentions,andhadheardtheservants’gossipwithreferencetothemarriage,ofwhichtheyknewthedetailslongbeforetheprincipalshadapproachedthemainfact。FrankwentawaywithouthavingreceivedonesmileorheardonewordfromRena;buthehadseenher:
shewashappy;hewascontentintheknowledgeofherhappiness。Shewasdoubtlesssecureinthebeliefthathersecretwasunknown。Whyshouldhe,byrevealinghispresence,sowtheseedsofdoubtordistrustinthegardenofherhappiness?Hesacrificedthedeepestlongingofafaithfulheart,andwentbacktothecoopershoplestperchanceshemightaccidentallycomeuponhimsomedayandsuffertheshockwhichhehadsedulouslysparedher。
\"Iwouldn’wantterskeerher,\"hemused,\"ermakeherfeelbad,an’dat’sw’atI’dmos’lacklydoefsheseedme。She’llbebetteroffwidmeout’nderoad。She’llmarrydatrichw’itegent’eman,——
hewon’tneverknowdediffe’nce,——an’beaw’itelady,ezshewould’a’be’n,efsomeolewitchhadn’
changedherinhercradle。Butmaybesometimeshe’ll’memberdelittleniggerw’atuse’ternussherw’enshewozachile,an’fishedherout’ndeolecanal,an’would’a’diedferherefitwould’a’doneanygood。\"
Verygenerouslytoo,andwithafinedelicacy,hesaidnothingtoMis’Mollyofhishavingseenherdaughter,lestshemightbedisquietedbytheknowledgethathesharedthefamilysecret,——nogreatmysterynow,thispitifulsecret,butmorefar—
reachinginitsconsequencesthananyblood—curdlingcrime。Thetaintofblackbloodwastheunpardonablesin,fromtheunmeritedpenaltyofwhichtherewasnoescapeexceptbyconcealment。Iftherebeadaintyreaderofthistalewhoscornsalie,andwhowritesthestoryofhislifeuponhissleeveforalltheworldtoread,lethimuncurlhisscornfullipandcomedownfromthepedestalofsuperiormorality,towhichassuredpositionandwideopportunityhaveliftedhim,andputhimselfintheplaceofRenaandherbrother,uponwhomGodhadlavishedhisbestgifts,andfromwhomsocietywouldhavewithheldallthatmadethesegiftsvaluable。
Toundertakewhattheytriedtodorequiredgreatcourage。Hadtheypossessedthesneaking,cringing,treacherouscharactertraditionallyascribedtopeopleofmixedblood——thecharacterwhichtheblessedinstitutionsofafreeslave—holdingrepublichadbeenwelladaptedtofosteramongthem;hadtheybeenselfishenoughtosacrificetotheirambitionthemotherwhogavethembirth,societywouldhavebeenplacatedorhumbugged,andthevoyageoftheirlifemighthavebeenoneofunbrokensmoothness。
WhenRenacamebackunexpectedlyatthebehestofherdream,Frankheardagainthemusicofhervoice,feltthejoyofherpresenceandthebenisonofhersmile。Therewas,however,asubtledifferenceinherbearing。Herwordswerenotlesskind,buttheyseemedtocomefromaremotersource。Shewaskind,asthesuniswarmortherainrefreshing;shewasespeciallykindtoFrank,becausehehadbeengoodtohermother。IfFrankfeltthedifferenceinherattitude,heascribedittothefactthatshehadbeenwhite,andhadtakenonsomethingofthewhiteattitudetowardthenegro;
andFrank,withanequalunconsciousness,clothedherwiththeattributesofthesuperiorrace。Onlyherdropofblackblood,heconceived,gavehimtherighttofeeltowardherashewouldneverhavefeltwithoutit;andifRenaguessedherfaithfuldevotee’ssecret,thesamereasonsavedhisworshipfrompresumption。Asmileandakindwordwerelittleenoughtopayforalife’sdevotion。
OnthethirddayofRena’spresenceinPatesville,FrankwasdrivingupFrontStreetintheearlyafternoon,whenhenearlyfelloffhiscartinastonishmentashesawseatedinDr。Green’sbuggy,whichwasstandinginfrontofthePatesvilleHotel,theyounggentlemanwhohadwontheprizeatthetournament,andwho,ashehadlearned,wastomarryRena。FrankwasquitecertainthatshedidnotknowofTryon’spresenceinthetown。
FrankhadbeenovertoMis’Molly’sinthemorning,andhadofferedhisservicestothesickwoman,whohadrapidlybecomeconvalescentuponherdaughter’sreturn。Mis’Mollyhadspokenofsomecamphorthatsheneeded。Frankhadvolunteeredtogetit。Renahadthankedhim,andhadspokenofgoingtothedrugstoreduringtheafternoon。ItwasherintentiontoleavePatesvilleonthefollowingday。
\"Efdatmanseesherindistown,\"saidFranktohimself,\"dere’llbetrouble。Shedon’tknowHE’Shere,an’I’llbethedon’tknowSHE’Shere。\"
ThenFrankwasassailedbyaverystrongtemptation。If,ashesurmised,thejointpresenceofthetwoloversinPatesvillewasamerecoincidence,ameetingbetweenthemwouldprobablyresultinthediscoveryofRena’ssecret。
\"Ifshe’sfoundout,\"arguedthetempter,\"she’llcomebacktohermother,andyoucanseehereveryday。\"
ButFrank’slovewasnotoftheselfishkind。
Heputtemptationaside,andappliedthewhiptothebackofhismulewithavigorthatastonishedtheanimalandmovedhimtounwontedactivity。InanunusuallyshortspaceoftimehedrewupbeforeMis’Molly’sbackgate,sprangfromthecart,andranuptoMis’Mollyontheporch。
\"IsMissRenahere?\"hedemandedbreathlessly。
\"No,Frank;shewentuptown’boutanhouragotoseethedoctoran’gitmesomecamphorgum。\"
Frankutteredagroan,rushedfromthehouse,sprangintothecart,andgoadedtheterrifiedmuleintoagallopthatcarriedhimbacktothemarkethouseinhalfthetimeithadtakenhimtoreachMis’Molly’s。
\"Iwonderwhatintheworl’sthematterwithFrank,\"musedMis’Molly,invaguealarm。\"Efhehadn’tbe’ninsuchahurry,I’d’a’axedhimtoreadJudgeStraight’sletter。ButRena’llbehomesoon。\"
WhenFrankreachedthedoctor’soffice,hesawTryonseatedinthedoctor’sbuggy,whichwasstandingbythewindowofthedrugstore。Frankranupstairsandaskedthedoctor’smanifMissWaldenhadbeenthere。
\"Yas,\"repliedDave,\"shewuzherealittlew’ileago,an’saidshewuzgwinedownstairsterdedrugsto’。Iwouldn’bes’prise’efyou’dfin’herderenow。\"
XV
MINEOWNPEOPLE
ThedrivebywhichDr。GreentookTryontohisownhouseledupFrontStreetaboutamile,tothemostaristocraticportionofthetown,situatedonthehillknownasHaymount,or,morebriefly,\"TheHill。\"TheHillhadlostsomeofitsformerglory,however,fortheblightofafouryears’warwaseverywhere。Afterreachingthetopofthiswoodedeminence,theroadskirtedforsomelittledistancethebrowofthehill。Belowthemlaythepicturesqueoldtown,amassofvividgreen,dottedhereandtherewithgrayroofsthatroseabovethetree—tops。TwolongribbonsofstreetsstretchedawayfromtheHilltothefaintredlinethatmarkedthehighbluffbeyondtheriveratthefarthersideofthetown。Themarket—housetowerandtheslenderspiresofhalfadozenchurchesweresharplyoutlinedagainstthegreenbackground。Thefaceoftheclockwasvisible,butthehourscouldhavebeenreadonlybyeyesofphenomenalsharpness。
Aroundthemstretchedruinedwalls,dismantledtowers,andcrumblingearthworks——footprintsofthegodofwar,oneofwhosetempleshadcrownedthisheight。FormanyyearsbeforetherebellionaFederalarsenalhadbeenlocatedatPatesville。
SeizedbythestatetroopsuponthesecessionofNorthCarolina,ithadbeenheldbytheConfederatesuntiltheapproachofSherman’svictoriousarmy,whereuponitwasevacuatedandpartiallydestroyed。Theworkofdestructionbegunbytheretreatinggarrisonwascompletedbytheconquerors,andnowonlyruinedwallsandbrokencannonremainedofwhathadoncebeenthechiefornamentandprideofPatesville。
ThefrontofDr。Green’sspaciousbrickhouse,whichoccupiedanideallypicturesquesite,wasovergrownbyanetworkofclingingvines,contrastingmostagreeablywiththemellowredbackground。Alowbrickwall,alsooverrunwithcreepers,separatedthepremisesfromthestreetandshutinawell—keptflowergarden,inwhichTryon,whoknewsomethingofplants,noticedmanyrareandbeautifulspecimens。
Mrs。GreengreetedTryoncordially。Hedidnothavethedoctor’smemorywithwhichtofilloutthelady’scheeksorrestorethelustreofherhairorthesparkleofhereyes,andtherebyjustifyherhusband’sclaimtobeajudgeofbeauty;butherkind—heartedhospitalitywasobvious,andmighthavemadeevenaplainwomanseemhandsome。
Sheandhertwofairdaughters,towhomTryonwasdulypresented,lookedwithmuchfavorupontheirhandsomeyoungkinsman;foramongthepeopleofPatesville,perhapsbyvirtueoftheprevalenceofScottishblood,thetiesofbloodwerecherishedasthingsofvalue,andneverforgottenexceptincaseoftheunworthy——anexception,bytheway,whichoneneedhardlygosofartoseek。
ThePatesvillepeoplewerenotexceptionalintheweaknessesandmeannesseswhicharecommontoallmankind,butforsomeofthefinersocialqualitiestheywereconspicuouslyabovetheaverage。
Kindness,hospitality,loyalty,achivalrousdeferencetowomen,——allthesethingsmightbefoundinlargemeasurebythosewhosawPatesvillewiththeeyesofitsbestcitizens,andacceptedtheirstandardsofpolitics,religion,manners,andmorals。
Thedoctor,aftertheintroductions,excusedhimselfforamoment。Mrs。GreensoonleftTryonwiththeyoungladiesandwenttolookafterluncheon。Herfirsterrand,however,wastofindthedoctor。
\"Ishewelloff,Ed?\"sheaskedherhusband。
\"Lotsofland,andplentyofmoney,ifheiseverabletocollectit。Hehasinheritedtwoestates。\"
\"He’sagood—lookingfellow,\"shemused。\"Ishemarried?\"
\"Thereyougoagain,\"repliedherhusband,shakinghisforefingeratherinmockreproach。
\"Toawomanwithmarriageabledaughtersallroadsleadtomatrimony,thecentreofawoman’suniverse。Allmenmustbesizedupbytheirmatrimonialavailability。No,heisn’tmarried。\"
\"That’snice,\"sherejoinedreflectively。\"I
thinkweoughttoaskhimtostaywithuswhileheisintown,don’tyou?\"
\"He’snotmarried,\"rejoinedthedoctorslyly,\"butthenextbestthing——he’sengaged。\"
\"Cometothinkofit,\"saidthelady,\"I’mafraidwewouldn’thavetheroomtospare,andthegirlswouldhardlyhavetimetoentertainhim。
Butwe’llhavehimupseveraltimes。Ilikehislooks。Iwishyouhadsentmewordhewascoming;
I’dhavehadabetterluncheon。\"
\"Makehimasalad,\"rejoinedthedoctor,\"andgetoutabottleofthebestclaret。ThankGod,theYankeesdidn’tgetintomywinecellar!TheyoungmanmustbetreatedwithgenuineSouthernhospitality,——evenifhewereaMormonandmarriedtentimesover。\"
\"Indeed,hewouldnot,Ed,——theidea!I’mashamedofyou。Hurrybacktotheparlorandtalktohim。Thegirlsmaywanttoprimpalittlebeforeluncheon;wedon’thaveayoungmaneveryday。\"
\"Beautyunadorned,\"repliedthedoctor,\"isadornedthemost。Myprofessionqualifiesmetospeakuponthesubject。TheyarethetwohandsomestyoungwomeninPatesville,andthedaughtersofthemostbeautiful\"——
\"Don’tyoudaretosaytheword,\"interruptedMrs。Green,withplacidgoodnature。\"IshallnevergrowoldwhileIamlivingwithabigboylikeyou。ButImustgoandmakethesalad。\"
Atdinnertheconversationranonthefamilyconnectionsandtheirvaryingfortunesinthelatewar。Somehaddieduponthebattlefield,andsleptinunknowngraves;somehadbeenfinanciallyruinedbytheirfaithinthe\"lostcause,\"
havinginvestedtheirallinthesecuritiesoftheConfederateGovernment。Fewhadanythingleftbutland,andlandwithoutslavestoworkitwasadruginthemarket。
\"Iwasofferedathousandacres,theotherday,attwenty—fivecentsanacre,\"remarkedthedoctor。
\"Theownerissoland—poorthathecan’tpaythetaxes。Theyhavetakenournegroesandourliberties。Itmaybebetterforourgrandchildrenthatthenegroesarefree,butit’sconfoundedlyhardonustotakethemwithoutpayingforthem。Theymayexaltourslavesoverustemporarily,buttheyhavenotbrokenourspirit,andcannottakeawayoursuperiorityofbloodandbreeding。Intimeweshallregaincontrol。Thenegroisaninferiorcreature;Godhasmarkedhimwiththebadgeofservitude,andhasadjustedhisintellecttoaservilecondition。Wewillnotlongsubmittohisdomination。Igiveyouatoast,sir:TheAnglo—Saxonrace:mayitremainforever,asnow,theheadandfrontofcreation,neveryieldingitsrights,andreadyalwaystodie,ifneedbe,indefenseofitsliberties!\"
\"Withallmyheart,sir,\"repliedTryon,whofeltinthiscompanyathrillofthatpleasurewhichaccompaniesconscioussuperiority,——\"withallmyheart,sir,iftheladieswillpermitme。\"
\"Wewilljoinyou,\"theyreplied。Thetoastwasdrunkwithgreatenthusiasm。
\"Andnow,mydearGeorge,\"exclaimedthedoctor,\"tochangeonegoodsubjectforanother,telluswhoisthefavoredlady?\"
\"AMissRowenaWarwick,sir,\"repliedTryon,vividlyconsciousoffourpairsofeyesfixeduponhim,but,apartfromthemomentaryembarrassment,welcomingthesubjectastheonehewouldmostliketospeakupon。
\"Agood,strongoldEnglishname,\"observedthedoctor。
\"Theheroineof`Ivanhoe’!\"exclaimedMissHarriet。
\"WarwicktheKingmaker!\"saidMissMary。
\"Isshetallandfair,anddignifiedandstately?\"
\"Sheistall,darkratherthanfair,andfulloftendergraceandsweethumility。\"
\"SheshouldhavebeennamedRebeccainsteadofRowena,\"rejoinedMissMary,whowaswellupinherScott。
\"Tellussomethingaboutherpeople,\"askedMrs。Green,——towhichinquirytheyoungladieslookedassent。
InthismeetingoftheelectofhisownclassandkinWarwickfeltacertainstrongilluminationuponthevalueofbirthandblood。FindingRenaamongpeopleofthebestsocialstanding,thesubsequentintimationthatshewasagirlofnofamilyhadseemedasmallmattertoonesomuchinlove。
Nevertheless,inhispresentcompanyhefeltadecidedsatisfactioninbeingabletopresentforhisfuturewifeacleanbillofsocialhealth。
\"HerbrotheristhemostprominentlawyerofClarence。Theyliveinafineoldfamilymansion,andareamongthebestpeopleofthetown。\"
\"Quiteright,myboy,\"assentedthedoctor。
\"Nonebutthebestaregoodenoughforthebest。
YoumustbringhertoPatesvillesomeday。Butblessmylife!\"heexclaimed,lookingathiswatch,\"Imustbegoing。Willyoustaywiththeladiesawhile,orgobackdowntownwithme?\"
\"IthinkIhadbettergowithyou,sir。IshallhavetoseeJudgeStraight。\"
\"Verywell。Butyoumustcomebacktosupper,andwe’llhaveafewfriendsintomeetyou。
Youmustseesomeofthebestpeople。\"
Thedoctor’sbuggywaswaitingatthegate。
Astheywerepassingthehotelontheirdrivedowntown,theclerkcameouttothecurbstoneandcalledtothedoctor。
\"There’samanhere,doctor,who’sbeentakensuddenlyill。Canyoucomeinaminute?\"
\"IsupposeI’llhaveto。Willyouwaitformehere,George,orwillyoudrivedowntotheoffice?Icanwalktherestoftheway。\"
\"IthinkI’llwaithere,doctor,\"answeredTryon。\"I’llstepuptomyroomamoment。I’llbebackbythetimeyou’reready。\"
Itwaswhiletheywerestandingbeforethehotel,beforealightingfromthebuggy,thatFrankFowler,passingonhiscart,sawTryonandsetoutasfastashecouldtowarnMis’Mollyandherdaughterofhispresenceinthetown。
Tryonwentuptohisroom,returnedafterawhile,andresumedhisseatinthebuggy,wherehewaitedfifteenminuteslongerbeforethedoctorwasready。Whentheydrewupinfrontoftheoffice,thedoctor’smanDavewasstandinginthedoorway,lookingupthestreetwithananxiousexpression,asthoughstrugglinghardtokeepsomethinguponhismind。
\"Anythingwanted,Dave?\"askedthedoctor。
\"Datyoung’oman’sbe’nheahag’in,suh,an’
wantsterseeyoubad。She’sindedrugstorederenow,suh。BlessGawd!\"headdedtohimselffervently,\"I’membereddat。Disyerrecommemb’anceermineisgwinetergitmeintertroubleefIdon’lookout,an’dat’safac’,sho’。\"
Thedoctorsprangfromthebuggywithanagilityremarkableinamanofsixty。\"Justkeepyourseat,George,\"hesaidtoTryon,\"untilI
havespokentotheyoungwoman,andthenwe’llgoacrosstoStraight’s。Or,ifyou’lldrivealongalittlefarther,youcanseethegirlthroughthewindow。She’sworththetrouble,ifyoulikeaprettyface。\"
Tryonlikedoneprettyface;moreover,tintedbeautyhadneverappealedtohim。Moretoshowaproperregardforwhatinterestedthedoctorthanfromanycuriosityofhisown,hedroveforwardafewfeet,untilthesideofthebuggywasoppositethedrugstorewindow,andthenlookedin。
Betweenthecoloredglassbottlesinthewindowhecouldseeayoungwoman,atallandslendergirl,likealilyonitsstem。Shestoodtalkingwiththedoctor,whoheldhishatinhishandwithasmuchdeferenceasthoughsheweretheproudestdameintown。Herfacewaspartlyturnedawayfromthewindow,butasTryon’seyefelluponher,hegaveagreatstart。Surely,notwowomencouldbesomuchalike。Theheight,thegracefuldroopoftheshoulders,theswan—likepoiseofthehead,thewell—
turnedlittleear,——surely,notwowomencouldhavethemallidentical!But,pshaw!thenotionwasabsurd,itwasmerelythereflexinfluenceofhismorning’sdream。
Shemovedslightly;itwasRena’smovement。
Surelyheknewthegown,andthestyleofhair—
dressing!Sherestedherhandlightlyonthebackofachair。Theringthatglitteredonherfingercouldbenoneotherthanhisown。
Thedoctorbowed。Thegirlnoddedinresponse,and,turning,leftthestore。Tryonleanedforwardfromthebuggy—seatandkepthiseyefixedonthefigurethatmovedacrossthefloorofthedrugstore。
Asshecameout,sheturnedherfacecasuallytowardthebuggy,andtherecouldnolongerbeanydoubtastoheridentity。
WhenRena’seyesfellupontheyoungmaninthebuggy,shesawafaceaspaleasdeath,withstartingeyes,inwhichlove,whichoncehadreignedthere,hadnowgivenplacetoastonishmentandhorror。Shestoodamomentasifturnedtostone。Oneappealingglanceshegave,——alookthatmighthavesoftenedadamant。Whenshesawthatitbroughtnoansweringsignofloveorsorroworregret,thecolorfadedfromhercheek,thelightfromhereye,andshefellfaintingtotheground。
XVI
THEBOTTOMFALLSOUT
ThefirsteffectofTryon’sdiscoverywas,figurativelyspeaking,toknockthebottomoutofthingsforhim。Itwasmuchasifaboatonwhichhehadbeenfloatingsmoothlydownthestreamofpleasurehadsunksuddenlyandlefthimstrugglingindeepwaters。Thefullrealizationofthetruth,whichfollowedspeedily,hadforthemomentreversedhismentalattitudetowardher,andloveandyearninghadgivenplacetoangeranddisgust。Hisagitationcouldhardlyhaveescapednoticehadnotthedoctor’sattention,andthatofthecrowdthatquicklygathered,beenabsorbedbytheyoungwomanwhohadfallen。Duringthetimeoccupiedincarryingherintothedrugstore,restoringhertoconsciousness,andsendingherhomeinacarriage,Tryonhadtimetorecoverinsomedegreehisself—possession。WhenRenahadbeentakenhome,heslippedawayforalongwalk,afterwhichhecalledatJudgeStraight’sofficeandreceivedthejudge’sreportuponthematterpresented。JudgeStraighthadfoundtheclaim,inhisopinion,agoodone;hehaddiscoveredpropertyfromwhich,incasetheclaimwereallowed,theamountmightberealized。Thejudge,whohadalreadybeeninformedoftheincidentatthedrugstore,observedTryon’spreoccupationandguessedshrewdlyatitscause,butgavenosign。Tryonleftthematterofthenoteunreservedlyinthelawyer’shands,withinstructionstocommunicatetohimanyfurtherdevelopments。
Returningtothedoctor’soffice,Tryonlistenedtothatgenialgentleman’scommentsontheaccident,hisownconcerninwhichhe,byagreateffort,wasabletoconceal。ThedoctorinsisteduponhisreturningtotheHillforsupper。Tryonpleadedillness。Thedoctorwassolicitous,felthispulse,examinedhistongue,pronouncedhimfeverish,andprescribedasedative。Tryonsoughtrefugeinhisroomatthehotel,fromwhichhedidnotemergeagainuntilmorning。
Hisemotionswerevariedandstormy。Atfirsthecouldseenothingbutthefraudofwhichhehadbeenmadethevictim。Anegrogirlhadbeenfoisteduponhimforawhitewoman,andhehadalmostcommittedtheunpardonablesinagainsthisraceofmarryingher。Suchastep,hefelt,wouldhavebeencriminalatanytime;itwouldhavebeenthemostodioustreacheryatthisepoch,whenhispeoplehadbeensubjugatedandhumiliatedbytheNortherninvaders,whohadpreachednegroequalityandabolishedthewholesomelawsdecreeingtheseparationoftheraces。ButnoSouthernerwholovedhispoor,downtroddencountry,orhisrace,theproudAnglo—SaxonracewhichtracedtheclearstreamofitsbloodtothecavaliersofEngland,couldtoleratetheideathatevenindistantgenerationsthatunsulliedcurrentcouldbepollutedbythebloodofslaves。TheverythoughtwasaninsulttothewhitepeopleoftheSouth。
ForTryon’sliberality,ofwhichhehadspokensonoblyandsosincerely,hadbeenconfinedunconsciously,andasamatterofcourse,withintheboundariesofhisownrace。TheSouthernmind,indiscussingabstractquestionsrelativetohumanity,makesalways,consciouslyorunconsciously,thementalreservationthattheconclusionsreacheddonotapplytothenegro,unlesstheycanbemadetoharmonizewiththecustomsofthecountry。
Butreasoningthuswasnotwithouteffectuponamindbynaturereasonableabovetheaverage。
Tryon’sraceimpulseandsocialprejudicehadcarriedhimtoofar,andtheswingofthementalpendulumbroughthisthoughtsrapidlybackintheoppositedirection。Tossinguneasilyonthebed,wherehehadthrownhimselfdownwithoutundressing,theairoftheroomoppressedhim,andhethrewopenthewindow。Thecoolnightaircalmedhisthrobbingpulses。Themoonlight,streamingthroughthewindow,floodedtheroomwithasoftlight,inwhichheseemedtoseeRenastandingbeforehim,asshehadappearedthatafternoon,gazingathimwitheyesthatimploredcharityandforgiveness。Heburstintotears,——
bittertears,thatstrainedhisheartstrings。Hewasonlyayouth。Shewashisfirstlove,andhehadlostherforever。Shewasworsethandeadtohim;forifhehadseenherlyinginhershroudbeforehim,hecouldatleasthavecherishedhermemory;now,eventhisconsolationwasdeniedhim。
Thetownclock——whichsolongasitwaswoundupregularlyreckednothingofloveorhate,joyorsorrow——solemnlytolledoutthehourofmidnightandsoundedtheknellofhislostlove。Lostshewas,asthoughshehadneverbeen,asshehadindeedhadnorighttobe。Heresolutelydeterminedtobanishherimagefromhismind。Seeheragainhecouldnot;itwouldbepainfultothemboth;itcouldbeproductiveofnogoodtoeither。Hehadfeltthepowerandcharmoflove,andnoordinaryshookcouldhavelooseneditshold;butthiscatastrophe,whichhadsorudelysweptawaythegroundworkofhispassion,hadstirredintonewlifealltheslumberingprideofraceandancestrywhichcharacterizedhiscaste。
Howmuchofthissensitivesuperioritywasessentialandhowmuchaccidental;howmuchofitwasduetotheever—suggestedcomparisonwithaservilerace;howmuchofitwasignoranceandself—conceit;towhatextenttheboastedpurityofhisracewouldhavebeencontaminatedbythefairwomanwhoseimagefilledhismemory,——ofthesethingsheneverthought。Hewasnotinfluencedbysordidconsiderations;hewouldhavedeniedthathiscoursewascontrolledbyanynarrowprudence。IfRenahadbeenwhite,purewhite(forinhiscreedtherewasnocompromise),hewouldhavebravedanydangerforhersake。Hadshebeenmerelyofillegitimatebirth,hewouldhaveoverlookedthebarsinister。Hadherpeoplebeensimplypoorandoflowestate,hewouldhavebrushedasidemereworldlyconsiderations,andwouldhavebravelysacrificedconventionforlove;
forhisliberalitywasnotamereformofwords。
Buttheoneobjectionwhichhecouldnotoverlookwas,unhappily,theonethatappliedtotheonlywomanwhohadasyetmovedhisheart。Hetriedtobeangrywithher,butafterthefirsthourhefounditimpossible。Hewasamanoftoomuchimaginationnottobeabletoputhimself,insomemeasureatleast,inherplace,——toperceivethatforherthestepwhichhadplacedherinTryon’sworldwastheworkingoutofnature’sgreatlawofself—
preservation,forwhichhecouldnotblameher。
Butforthesheerestaccident,——no,rather,butforaprovidentialinterference,——hewouldhavemarriedher,andmighthavegonetothegraveunconsciousthatshewasotherthansheseemed。
Theclockstruckthehouroftwo。Withashiverheclosedthewindow,undressedbythemoonlight,drewdowntheshade,andwenttobed。
Hefellintoanunquietslumber,anddreamedagainofRena。Hemustlearntocontrolhiswakingthoughts;hisdreamscouldnotbecurbed。
InthatrealmRena’simagewasformanyadaytoremainsupreme。Hedreamedofhersweetsmile,hersofttouch,hergentlevoice。Inallherfairyoungbeautyshestoodbeforehim,andthenbysomehellishmagicshewasslowlytransformedintoahideousblackhag。Withagonizedeyeshewatchedherbeautifultressesbecomemerewispsofcoarsewool,wrappedroundwithdingycottonstrings;hesawhercleareyesgrowbloodshot,herivoryteethturntounwholesomefangs。Withashudderheawoke,tofindthecoldgraydawnofarainydaystealingthroughthewindow。
Herose,dressedhimself,wentdowntobreakfast,thenenteredthewriting—roomandpennedaletterwhich,afterreadingitover,hetoreintosmallpiecesandthrewintothewastebasket。A
secondsharedthesamefate。Givingupthetask,heleftthehotelandwalkeddowntoDr。Green’soffice。
\"Isthedoctorin?\"heaskedofthecoloredattendant。
\"No,suh,\"repliedtheman;\"he’sgoneterseedeyoungculludgalw’atfaintedw’endedoctahwaswidyouyistiddy。\"
Tryonsatdownatthedoctor’sdeskandhastilyscrawledanote,statingthatbusinesscompelledhisimmediatedeparture。Hethankedthedoctorforcourtesiesextended,andlefthisregardsfortheladies。Returning。tothehotel,hepaidhisbillandtookahackforthewharf,fromwhichaboatwasduetoleaveatnineo’clock。
AsthehackdrovedownFrontStreet,Tryonnotedidlythehousesthatlinedthestreet。Whenhereachedthesordiddistrictinthelowerpartofthetown,therewasnothingtoattracthisattentionuntilthecarriagecameabreastofarowofcedar—trees,beyondwhichcouldbeseentheupperpartofalargehousewithdormerwindows。Beforethegatestoodahorseandbuggy,whichTryonthoughtherecognizedasDr。Green’s。Heleanedforwardandaddressedthedriver。
\"Canyoutellmewholivesthere?\"Tryonasked,pointingtothehouse。
\"Acallud’oman,suh,\"themanreplied,touchinghishat。\"Mis’MollyWaldenan’herdaughterRena。\"
Thevividimpressionhereceivedofthishouse,andthespectrethatrosebeforehimofapale,broken—heartedgirlwithinitsgraywalls,weepingforalostloverandavanisheddreamofhappiness,didnotarguewellforTryon’sfuturepeaceofmind。Rena’simagewasnottobeeasilyexpelledfromhisheart;forthelawsofnaturearehigherandmorepotentthanmerelyhumaninstitutions,anduponanythinglikeafairfieldarelikelytowininthelongran。
XVII
TWOLETTERS
Warwickawaitedeventswithsomecalmnessandsomephilosophy,——hecouldhardlyhavehadtheonewithouttheother;anditrequiredmuchphilosophytomakehimwaitaweekinpatienceforinformationuponasubjectinwhichhewassovitallyinterested。Thedelaypointedtodisaster。
Badnewsbeingexpected,delayatleastputofftheevilday。Attheendoftheweekhereceivedtwoletters,——oneaddressedinhisownhandwritingandpostmarkedPatesville,N。C。;theotherinthehandwritingofGeorgeTryon。HeopenedthePatesvilleletter,whichranasfollows:——
MYDEARSON,——Frankiswritingthisletterforme。Iamnotwell,but,thanktheLord,I
ambetterthanIwas。
Renahashadaheapoftroubleonaccountofmeandmysickness。IfIcouldofdreamtthatI
wasgoingtodosomuchharm,IwouldofdiedandgonetomeetmyGodwithoutwritingonewordtospoilmygirl’schancesinlife;butIdidn’tknowwhatwasgoingtohappen,andIhopetheLordwillforgiveme。
Frankknowsallaboutit,andsoIamhavinghimwritethisletterforme,asRenaisnotwellenoughyet。FrankhasbeenverygoodtomeandtoRena。HewasdowntoyourplaceandsawRenathere,andneversaidawordaboutittonobody,noteventome,becausehedidn’twanttodoRenanoharm。FrankisthebestfriendI
havegotintown,becausehedoessomuchformeanddon’twantnothinginreturn。(Hetellsmenottoputthisinabouthim,butIwantyoutoknowit。)
AndnowaboutRena。Shecometoseeme,andIgotbetterrightaway,foritwaslongingforherasmuchasanythingelsethatmademesick,andIwasmightymizzable。Whenshehadbeenherethreedaysandwasgoingbacknextday,shewentuptowntoseethedoctorforme,andwhileshewasupthereshefaintedandfelldowninthestreet,andDr。Greensentherhomeinhisbuggyandcomedowntoseeher。Hecouldn’ttellwhatwasthematterwithher,butshehasbeensickeversinceandoutofherheadsomeofthetime,andkeepsoncallingonsomebodybythenameofGeorge,whichwastheyoungwhitemanshetoldmeshewasgoingtomarry。ItseemshewasintownthedayRenawastooksick,forFranksawhimupstreetandrunallthewaydownheretotellme,sothatshecouldkeepoutofhisway,whileshewasstilluptownwaitingforthedoctorandgettingmesomecamphorgumformycamphorbottle。OldJudgeStraightmusthaveknowedsomethingaboutit,forhesentmeanotetokeepRenainthehouse,butthelittleboyhesentitbydidn’tbringittillRenawasalreadygoneuptown,and,asIcouldn’tread,ofcourseIdidn’tknowwhatitsaid。Dr。
GreenheardRenarunningonwhileshewasoutofherhead,andIreckonhemusthavesuspicionedsomething,forhelookedkindofqueerandwentawaywithoutsayingnothing。Franksaysshemetthismanonthestreet,andwhenhefoundoutshewasn’twhite,hesaidordonesomethingthatbrokeherheartandshefaintedandfelldown。
IamwritingyouthisletterbecauseIknowyouwillbeworryingaboutRenanotcomingback。Ifitwasn’tforFrank,IhardlyknowhowIcouldwritetoyou。FrankisnotgoingtosaynothingaboutRena’spassingforwhiteandmeetingthisman,andneitheramI;andIdon’tsupposeJudgeStraightwillsaynothing,becauseheisourgoodfriend;andDr。Greenwon’tsaynothingaboutit,becauseFranksaysDr。Green’scookNancysaysthisyoungmannamedGeorgestoppedwithhimandwassomecousinorrelationtothefamily,andtheywouldn’twantpeopletoknowthatanyoftheirkinwasthinkingaboutmarryingacoloredgirl,andthewhitefolkshaveallbeenmadsinceJ。B。
Thompsonmarriedhisblackhousekeeperwhenshegotreligionandwouldn’tlivewithhimnomore。
Alltherestoftheconnectionarewell。IhavejustbeenintoseehowRenais。Sheisfeelingsomebetter,Ithink,andsaysgiveyouherloveandshewillwriteyoualetterinafewdays,assoonassheiswellenough。Shebustoutcryingwhileshewastalking,butIreckonthatisbetterthanbeingoutofherhead。Ihopethismayfindyouwell,andthatthismanofRena’swon’tsaynordonothingdowntheretohurtyou。HehasnotwrotetoRenanorsenthernoword。Ireckonheisverymad。
Youraffectionatemother,MARYWALDEN。
Thisletter,whileconfirmingWarwick’sfears,relievedhissuspense。Heatleastknewtheworst,unlessthereshouldbesomethingstillmoredisturbinginTryon’sletter,whichhenowproceededtoopen,andwhichranasfollows:——
JOHNWARWICK,ESQ。
DearSir,——WhenIinformyou,asyouaredoubtlessinformederethereceiptofthis,thatI
sawyoursisterinPatesvillelastweekandlearnedthenatureofthoseantecedentsofyoursandhersatwhichyouhintedsoobscurelyinarecentconversation,youwillnotbesurprisedtolearnthatItakethisopportunityofrenouncinganypretensionstoMissWarwick’shand,andrequestyoutoconveythismessagetoher,sinceitwasthroughyouthatIformedheracquaintance。Ithinkperhapsthatfewwhitemenwoulddeemitnecessarytomakeanexplanationunderthecircumstances,andIdonotknowthatIneedsaymorethanthatnoone,consideringwhereandhowImetyoursister,wouldhavedreamedofeventhepossibilityofwhatIhavelearned。Imightwithjusticereproachyoufortriflingwiththemostsacredfeelingsofaman’sheart;butIrealizethehardshipofyourpositionandhers,andcanmakeallowances。
Iwouldneverhavesoughttoknowthisthing;I
woulddoubtlesshavebeenhappierhadIgonethroughlifewithoutfindingitout;buthavingtheknowledge,Icannotignoreit,asyoumustunderstandperfectlywell。Iregretthatsheshouldbedistressedordisappointed,——shehasnotsufferedalone。
IneedscarcelyassureyouthatIshallsaynothingaboutthisaffair,andthatIshallkeepyoursecretasthoughitweremyown。Personally,Ishallneverbeabletothinkofyouasotherthanawhiteman,asyoumaygatherfromthetoneofthisletter;andwhileIcannotmarryyoursister,Iwishhereveryhappiness,andremain,Yoursverytruly,GEORGETRYON。
WarwickcouldnotknowthatthisformalepistlewasthelastofadozenthatTryonhadwrittenanddestroyedduringtheweeksincethemeetinginPatesville,——hot,blisteringletters,cold,cuttingletters,scornful,crushingletters。Thoughnoneofthemwassent,exceptthislast,theyhadfurnishedasafety—valveforhisemotions,andhadlefthiminastateofmindthatpermittedhimtowritetheforegoing。
Andnow,whileRenaisrecoveringfromherillness,andTryonfromhislove,andwhileFateisshufflingthecardsforanotherdeal,afewwordsmaybesaidaboutthepastlifeofthepeoplewholivedintherearoftheflowergarden,inthequaintoldhousebeyondthecedars,andhowtheirlivesweremingledwiththoseofthemenandwomenaroundthemandothersthatweregone。Forconnectedwithourkindwemustbe;ifnotbyourvirtues,thenbyourvices,——ifnotbyourservices,atleastbyourneeds。
XVIII
UNDERTHEOLDREGIME
Formanyyearsbeforethecivilwartherehadlived,intheoldhousebehindthecedars,afreecoloredwomanwhowentbythenameofMollyWalden——herrightfulname,forherparentswerefree—bornandlegallymarried。Shewasatallwoman,straightasanarrow。Hercomplexioninyouthwasofanoldivorytint,whichattheperiodofthisstory,timehaddarkenedmeasurably。Herblackeyes,nowfaded,hadoncesparkledwiththefireofyouth。Highcheek—bones,straightblackhair,andacertaindignifiedreposefulnessofmannerpointedtoanaboriginaldescent。Traditiongavehertothenegrorace。Doubtlessshehadastrainofeach,withwhitebloodveryvisiblypredominatingoverboth。InLouisianaortheWestIndiesshewouldhavebeencalledaquadroon,ormoreloosely,acreole;inNorthCarolina,wherefinedistinctionswerenottheruleinmattersofcolor,shewassufficientlydifferentiatedwhendescribedasabrightmulatto。
Molly’sfreebirthcarriedwithitcertainadvantages,evenintheSouthbeforethewar。Thoughdegradedfromitshighestate,andshornofitschoicestattributes,theword\"freedom\"hadneverthelessacheerfulsound,anddescribedaconditionthatlefteventocoloredpeoplewhocouldclaimitsomelibertyofmovementandsomecontroloftheirownpersons。Theywerenotcitizens,yettheywerenotslaves。Nonegro,saveinbooks,everrefusedfreedom;manyofthemranfrightfulriskstoachieveit。Molly’sparentswereoftheclass,morenumerousinNorthCarolinathanelsewhere,knownas\"oldissuefreenegroes,\"whichtookitsriseinthemistycolonialperiod,whenracelineswerenotsocloselydrawn,andthepopulationofNorthCarolinacomprisedmanyIndians,runawaynegroes,andindenturedwhiteservantsfromtheseaboardplantations,whomingledtheirbloodwithgreatfreedomandsmallformality。FreecoloredpeopleinNorthCarolinaexercisedtherightofsuffrageaslateas1835,andsomeofthem,inspiteofgallingrestrictions,attainedtoaconsiderabledegreeofprosperity,anddreamedofastillbrighterfuture,whenthegrowingtyrannyoftheslavepowercrushedtheirhopesandcrowdedthefreepeoplebackupontheblackmassjustbeneaththem。Mis’Molly’sfatherhadbeenatonetimeamanofsomemeans。Inanevilhour,withanoverweeningconfidenceinhisfellowmen,heindorsedanoteforawhitemanwho,inamomentoffinancialhardship,clappedhiscoloredneighboronthebackandcalledhimbrother。Notpoverty,butwealth,isthemostpotentleveler。