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  Hesighedandclaspedhishandsonhisstomachwithexemplaryresignation。Iadmiredtheplacidityofhisimpudence。Thenwakingupsomewhat:

  \"Won’tyoutryacigar,Captain?\"

  \"No,thanks。Idon’tsmokecigars。\"

  \"Foronce!\"heexclaimed,inapatientwhisper。Amelancholysilenceensued。Youknowhowsometimesapersondisclosesacertainunsuspecteddepthandacutenessofthought;thatis,inotherwords,utterssomethingunexpected。ItwasunexpectedenoughtohearJacobussay:

  \"Themanwhojustwentoutwasrightenough。Youmighttakeone,Captain。Hereeverythingisboundtobeinthewayofbusiness。\"

  Ifeltalittleashamedofmyself。Theremembranceofhishorridbrothermadehimappearquiteadecentsortoffellow。ItwaswithsomecompunctionthatIsaidafewwordstotheeffectthatIcouldhavenopossibleobjectiontohishospitality。

  BeforeIwasaminuteolderIsawwherethisadmissionwasleadingme。Asifchangingthesubject,Jacobusmentionedthathisprivatehousewasabouttenminutes’walkaway。Ithadabeautifuloldwalledgarden。Somethingreallyremarkable。Ioughttocomeroundsomedayandhavealookatit。

  Heseemedtobealoverofgardens。Itootakeextremedelightinthem;butIdidnotmeanmycompunctiontocarrymeasfarasJacobus’sflower—beds,howeverbeautifulandold。Headded,withacertainhomelinessoftone:

  \"There’sonlymygirlthere。\"

  Itisdifficulttoseteverythingdownindueorder;soImustrevertheretowhathappenedaweekortwobefore。Themedicalofficeroftheporthadcomeonboardmyshiptohavealookatoneofmycrewwhowasailing,andnaturallyenoughhewasaskedtostepintothecabin。Afellow—shipmasterofminewastheretoo;

  andintheconversation,somehoworother,thenameofJacobuscametobementioned。Itwaspronouncedwithnoparticularreverencebytheotherman,Ibelieve。Idon’tremembernowwhatIwasgoingtosay。Thedoctor—apleasant,cultivatedfellow,withanassuredmanner—preventedmebystrikingin,inasourtone:

  \"Ah!You’retalkingaboutmyrespectedpapa—in—law。\"

  Ofcourse,thatsallysilencedusatthetime。ButIrememberedtheepisode,andatthisjuncture,pushedforsomethingnoncommittaltosay,Iinquiredwithpolitesurprise:

  \"Youhaveyourmarrieddaughterlivingwithyou,Mr。Jacobus?\"

  Hemovedhisbighandfromrighttoleftquietly。No!Thatwasanotherofhisgirls,hestated,ponderouslyandunderhisbreathasusual。She……Heseemedinapausetoberansackinghismindforsomekindofdescriptivephrase。Butmyhopesweredisappointed。Hemerelyproducedhisstereotypeddefinition。

  \"She’saverydifferentsortofperson。\"

  \"Indeed……Andbytheby,Jacobus,Icalledonyourbrothertheotherday。It’snogreatcomplimentifIsaythatIfoundhimaverydifferentsortofpersonfromyou。\"

  Hehadanairofprofoundreflection,thenremarkedquaintly:

  \"He’samanofregularhabits。\"

  Hemighthavebeenalludingtothehabitoflatesiesta;butI

  mumbledsomethingabout\"beastlyhabitsanyhow\"—andleftthestoreabruptly。

  CHAPTERIV

  MylittlepassagewithJacobusthemerchantbecameknowngenerally。

  Oneortwoofmyacquaintancesmadedistantallusionstoit。

  Perhapsthemulattoboyhadtalked。Imustconfessthatpeopleappearedratherscandalised,butnotwithJacobus’sbrutality。A

  manIknewremonstratedwithmeformyhastiness。

  Igavehimthewholestoryofmyvisit,notforgettingthetell—

  taleresemblanceofthewretchedmulattoboytohistormentor。Hewasnotsurprised。Nodoubt,nodoubt。Whatofthat?Inajovialtoneheassuredmethattheremustbemanyofthatsort。TheelderJacobushadbeenabachelorallhislife。Ahighlyrespectablebachelor。Buttherehadneverbeenopenscandalinthatconnection。Hislifehadbeenquiteregular。Itcouldcausenooffencetoanyone。

  IsaidthatIhadbeenoffendedconsiderably。Myinterlocutoropenedverywideeyes。Why?Becauseamulattoladgotafewknocks?Thatwasnotagreataffair,surely。Ihadnoideahowinsolentanduntruthfulthesehalf—casteswere。InfactheseemedtothinkMr。Jacobusratherkindthanotherwisetoemploythatyouthatall;asortofamiableweaknesswhichcouldbeforgiven。

  ThisacquaintanceofminebelongedtooneoftheoldFrenchfamilies,descendantsoftheoldcolonists;allnoble,allimpoverished,andlivinganarrowdomesticlifeindull,dignifieddecay。Themen,asarule,occupyinferiorpostsinGovernmentofficesorinbusinesshouses。Thegirlsarealmostalwayspretty,ignorantoftheworld,kindandagreeableandgenerallybilingual;

  theyprattleinnocentlybothinFrenchandEnglish。Theemptinessoftheirexistencepassesbelief。

  Iobtainedmyentryintoacoupleofsuchhouseholdsbecausesomeyearsbefore,inBombay,Ihadoccasiontobeofusetoapleasant,ineffectualyoungmanwhowasratherstrandedthere,notknowingwhattodowithhimselforevenhowtogethometohisislandagain。Itwasamatteroftwohundredrupeesorso,but,whenI

  turnedup,thefamilymadeapointofshowingtheirgratitudebyadmittingmetotheirintimacy。MyknowledgeoftheFrenchlanguagemademespeciallyacceptable。Theyhadmeantimemanagedtomarrythefellowtoawomannearlytwicehisage,comparativelywelloff:theonlyprofessionhewasreallyfitfor。Butitwasnotallcakesandale。ThefirsttimeIcalledonthecoupleshespiedalittlespotofgreaseonthepoordevil’spantaloonsandmadehimascreamingsceneofreproachessofullofsincerepassionthatIsatterrifiedasatatragedyofRacine。

  OfcoursetherewasneverquestionofthemoneyIhadadvancedhim;

  buthissisters,MissAngeleandMissMary,andtheauntsofbothfamilies,whospokequaintarchaicFrenchofpre—Revolutionperiod,andahostofdistantrelationsadoptedmeforafriendoutrightinamannerwhichwasalmostembarrassing。

  Itwaswiththeeldestbrother(hewasemployedatadeskinmyconsignee’soffice)thatIwashavingthistalkaboutthemerchantJacobus。Heregrettedmyattitudeandnoddedhisheadsagely。Aninfluentialman。Oneneverknewwhenonewouldneedhim。I

  expressedmyimmensepreferencefortheshopkeeperofthetwo。Atthatmyfriendlookedgrave。

  \"Whatonearthareyoupullingthatlongfaceabout?\"Icriedimpatiently。\"HeaskedmetoseehisgardenandIhaveagoodmindtogosomeday。\"

  \"Don’tdothat,\"hesaid,soearnestlythatIburstintoafitoflaughter;buthelookedatmewithoutasmile。

  Thiswasanothermatteraltogether。AtonetimethepublicconscienceoftheislandhadbeenmightilytroubledbymyJacobus。

  Thetwobrothershadbeenpartnersforyearsingreatharmony,whenawanderingcircuscametotheislandandmyJacobusbecamesuddenlyinfatuatedwithoneofthelady—riders。Whatmadeitworsewasthathewasmarried。Hehadnoteventhegracetoconcealhispassion。Itmusthavebeenstrongindeedtocarryawaysuchalargeplacidcreature。Hisbehaviourwasperfectlyscandalous。HefollowedthatwomantotheCape,andapparentlytravelledatthetailofthatbeastlycircustootherpartsoftheworld,inamostdegradingposition。Thewomansoonceasedtocareforhim,andtreatedhimworsethanadog。Mostextraordinarystoriesofmoraldegradationwerereachingtheislandatthattime。

  Hehadnotthestrengthofmindtoshakehimselffree……

  Thegrotesqueimageofafat,pushingship—chandler,enslavedbyanunholylove—spell,fascinatedme;andIlistenedratheropen—

  mouthedtothetaleasoldastheworld,atalewhichhadbeenthesubjectoflegend,ofmoralfables,ofpoems,butwhichsoludicrouslyfailedtofitthepersonality。Whatastrangevictimforthegods!

  Meantimehisdesertedwifehaddied。Hisdaughterwastakencareofbyhisbrother,whomarriedherasadvantageouslyaswaspossibleinthecircumstances。

  \"Oh!TheMrs。Doctor!\"Iexclaimed。

  \"Youknowthat?Yes。Averyableman。Hewantedaliftintheworld,andtherewasagoodbitofmoneyfromhermother,besidestheexpectations……Ofcourse,theydon’tknowhim,\"headded。

  \"Thedoctornodsinthestreet,Ibelieve,butheavoidsspeakingtohimwhentheymeetonboardaship,asmusthappensometimes。\"

  Iremarkedthatthissurelywasanoldstorybynow。

  Myfriendassented。ButitwasJacobus’sownfaultthatitwasneitherforgivennorforgotten。Hecamebackultimately。Buthow?

  Notinaspiritofcontrition,inawaytopropitiatehisscandalisedfellow—citizens。Hemustneedsdragalongwithhimachild—agirl……

  \"Hespoketomeofadaughterwholiveswithhim,\"Iobserved,verymuchinterested。

  \"She’scertainlythedaughterofthecircus—woman,\"saidmyfriend。

  \"Shemaybehisdaughtertoo;Iamwillingtoadmitthatsheis。

  InfactIhavenodoubt—\"

  Buthedidnotseewhysheshouldhavebeenbroughtintoarespectablecommunitytoperpetuatethememoryofthescandal。Andthatwasnottheworst。Presentlysomethingmuchmoredistressinghappened。Thatabandonedwomanturnedup。Landedfromamail—

  boat……

  \"What!Here?Toclaimthechildperhaps,\"Isuggested。

  \"Notshe!\"Myfriendlyinformantwasveryscornful。\"Imagineapainted,haggard,agitated,desperatehag。BeencastoffinMozambiquebysomebodywhopaidherpassagehere。Shehadbeeninjuredinternallybyakickfromahorse;shehadn’tacentonherwhenshegotashore;Idon’tthinksheevenaskedtoseethechild。

  Atanyrate,nottillthelastdayofherlife。Jacobushiredforherabungalowtodiein。HegotacoupleofSistersfromthehospitaltonurseherthroughthesefewmonths。Ifhedidn’tmarryherINEXTREMISasthegoodSisterstriedtobringabout,it’sbecauseshewouldn’tevenhearofit。Asthenunssaid:’Thewomandiedimpenitent。’ItwasreportedthatsheorderedJacobusoutoftheroomwithherlastbreath。Thismaybetherealreasonwhyhedidn’tgointomourninghimself;heonlyputthechildintoblack。Whileshewaslittleshewastobeseensometimesaboutthestreetsattendedbyanegrowoman,butsinceshebecameofagetoputherhairupIdon’tthinkshehassetfootoutsidethatgardenonce。Shemustbeovereighteennow。\"

  Thusmyfriend,withsomeaddeddetails;suchas,thathedidn’tthinkthegirlhadspokentothreepeopleofanypositionintheisland;thatanelderlyfemalerelativeofthebrothersJacobushadbeeninducedbyextremepovertytoacceptthepositionofgouvernantetothegirl。AstoJacobus’sbusiness(whichcertainlyannoyedhisbrother)itwasawisechoiceonhispart。Itbroughthimincontactonlywithstrangersofpassage;whereasanyotherwouldhavegivenrisetoallsortsofawkwardnesswithhissocialequals。Themanwasnotwantinginacertaintact—onlyhewasnaturallyshameless。Forwhydidhewanttokeepthatgirlwithhim?Itwasmostpainfulforeverybody。

  Ithoughtsuddenly(andwithprofounddisgust)oftheotherJacobus,andIcouldnotrefrainfromsayingslily:

  \"Isupposeifheemployedher,say,asascullioninhishouseholdandoccasionallypulledherhairorboxedherears,thepositionwouldhavebeenmoreregular—lessshockingtotherespectableclasstowhichhebelongs。\"

  Hewasnotsostupidastomissmyintention,andshruggedhisshouldersimpatiently。

  \"Youdon’tunderstand。Tobeginwith,she’snotamulatto。Andascandalisascandal。Peopleshouldbegivenachancetoforget。

  Idaresayitwouldhavebeenbetterforherifshehadbeenturnedintoascullionorsomethingofthatkind。Ofcoursehe’stryingtomakemoneyineverysortofpettyway,butinsuchabusinessthere’llneverbeenoughforanybodytocomeforward。\"

  WhenmyfriendleftmeIhadaconceptionofJacobusandhisdaughterexisting,alonelypairofcastaways,onadesertisland;

  thegirlshelteringinthehouseasifitwereacaverninacliff,andJacobusgoingouttopickupalivingforbothonthebeach—

  exactlyliketwoshipwreckedpeoplewhoalwayshopeforsomerescuertobringthembackatlastintotouchwiththerestofmankind。

  ButJacobus’sbodilyrealitydidnotfitinwiththisromanticview。Whenheturneduponboardintheusualcourse,hesippedthecupofcoffeeplacidly,askedmeifIwassatisfied—andI

  hardlylistenedtotheharbourgossiphedroppedslowlyinhislow,voice—savingenunciation。Ihadthentroublesofmyown。Myshipchartered,mythoughtsdwellingonthesuccessofaquickroundvoyage,Ihadbeensuddenlyconfrontedbyashortageofbags。A

  catastrophe!Thestockofoneespecialkind,calledpockets,seemedtobetotallyexhausted。Aconsignmentwasshortlyexpected—itwasafloat,onitsway,but,meantime,theloadingofmyshipdeadstopped,Ihadenoughtoworryabout。Myconsignees,whohadreceivedmewithsuchheartinessonmyarrival,now,inthecharacterofmycharterers,listenedtomycomplaintswithpolitehelplessness。Theirmanager,theold—maidish,thinman,whosoprudishlydidn’tevenliketospeakabouttheimpureJacobus,gavemethecorrectcommercialviewoftheposition。

  \"MydearCaptain\"—hewasretractinghisleatherycheeksintoacondescending,shark—likesmile—\"wewerenotmorallyobligedtotellyouofapossibleshortagebeforeyousignedthecharter—

  party。Itwasforyoutoguardagainstthecontingencyofadelay—strictlyspeaking。Butofcourseweshouldn’thavetakenanyadvantage。Thisisnoone’sfaultreally。Weourselveshavebeentakenunawares,\"heconcludedprimly,withanobviouslie。

  ThislectureIconfesshadmademethirsty。Suppressedragegenerallyproducesthateffect;andasIstrolledonaimlesslyI

  bethoughtmyselfofthetallearthenwarepitcherinthecaptains’

  roomoftheJacobus\"store。\"

  WithnomorethananodtothemenIfoundassembledthere,I

  poureddownadeep,cooldraughtonmyindignation,thenanother,andthen,becomingdejected,Isatplungedincheerlessreflections。Theothersread,talked,smoked,bandiedovermyheadsomeunsubtlechaff。Butmyabstractionwasrespected。AnditwaswithoutawordtoanyonethatIroseandwentout,onlytobequiteunexpectedlyaccostedinthebustleofthestorebyJacobustheoutcast。

  \"Gladtoseeyou,Captain。What?Goingaway?Youhaven’tbeenlookingsowelltheselastfewdays,Inotice。Rundown,eh?\"

  Hewasinhisshirt—sleeves,andhiswordswereintheusualcourseofbusiness,buttheyhadahumannote。Itwascommercialamenity,butIhadbeenastrangertoamenityinthatconnection。Idoverilybelieve(fromthedirectionofhisheavyglancetowardsacertainshelf)thathewasgoingtosuggestthepurchaseofClarkson’sNerveTonic,whichhekeptinstock,whenIsaidimpulsively:

  \"Iamratherintroublewithmyloading。\"

  Wideawakeunderhissleepy,broadmaskwithgluedlips,heunderstoodatonce,hadamovementoftheheadsoappreciativethatIrelievedmyexasperationbyexclaiming:

  \"Surelytheremustbeelevenhundredquarter—bagstobefoundinthecolony。It’sonlyamatteroflookingforthem。\"

  Againthatslightmovementofthebighead,andinthenoiseandactivityofthestorethattranquilmurmur:

  \"Tobesure。Butthenpeoplelikelytohaveareserveofquarter—

  bagswouldn’twanttosell。They’dneedthatsizethemselves。\"

  \"That’sexactlywhatmyconsigneesaretellingme。Impossibletobuy。Bosh!Theydon’twantto。Itsuitsthemtohavetheshiphungup。ButifIweretodiscoverthelottheywouldhaveto—

  Lookhere,Jacobus!Youarethemantohavesuchathingupyoursleeve。\"

  Heprotestedwithaponderousswingofhisbighead。Istoodbeforehimhelplessly,beinglookedatbythoseheavyeyeswithaveiledexpressionasofamanaftersomesoul—shakingcrisis。

  Then,suddenly:

  \"It’simpossibletotalkquietlyhere,\"hewhispered。\"Iamverybusy。Butifyoucouldgoandwaitformeinmyhouse。It’slessthantenminutes’walk。Oh,yes,youdon’tknowtheway。\"

  Hecalledforhiscoatandofferedtotakemetherehimself。Hewouldhavetoreturntothestoreatonceforanhourorsotofinishhisbusiness,andthenhewouldbeatlibertytotalkoverwithmethatmatterofquarter—bags。Thisprogrammewasbreathedoutatmethroughslightlyparted,stilllips;hisheavy,motionlessglanceresteduponme,placidasever,theglanceofatiredman—butIfeltthatitwassearching,too。Icouldnotimaginewhathewaslookingforinmeandkeptsilent,wondering。

  \"IamaskingyoutowaitformeinmyhousetillIamatlibertytotalkthismatterover。Youwill?\"

  \"Why,ofcourse!\"Icried。

  \"ButIcannotpromise—\"

  \"Idaresaynot,\"Isaid。\"Idon’texpectapromise。\"

  \"ImeanIcan’tevenpromisetotrythemoveI’veinmymind。Onemustseefirst……h’m!\"

  \"Allright。I’lltakethechance。I’llwaitforyouaslongasyoulike。WhatelsehaveItodointhisinfernalholeofaport!\"

  BeforeIhadutteredmylastwordswehadsetoffataswingingpace。Weturnedacoupleofcornersandenteredastreetcompletelyemptyoftraffic,ofsemi—ruralaspect,pavedwithcobblestonesnestlingingrasstufts。Thehousecametothelineoftheroadway;asinglestoryonanelevatedbasementofrough—

  stones,sothatourheadswerebelowthelevelofthewindowsaswewentalong。Allthejalousiesweretightlyshut,likeeyes,andthehouseseemedfastasleepintheafternoonsunshine。Theentrancewasattheside,inanalleyevenmoregrass—grownthanthestreet:asmalldoor,simplyonthelatch。

  Withawordofapologyastoshowingmetheway,JacobusprecededmeupadarkpassageandledmeacrossthenakedparquetfloorofwhatIsupposedtobethedining—room。Itwaslightedbythreeglassdoorswhichstoodwideopenontoaverandahorratherloggiarunningitsbrickarchesalongthegardensideofthehouse。Itwasreallyamagnificentgarden:smoothgreenlawnsandagorgeousmazeofflower—bedsintheforeground,displayedaroundabasinofdarkwaterframedinamarblerim,andinthedistancethemassedfoliageofvariedtreesconcealingtheroofsofotherhouses。Thetownmighthavebeenmilesaway。Itwasabrilliantlycolouredsolitude,drowsinginawarm,voluptuoussilence。Wherethelong,stillshadowsfellacrossthebeds,andinshadynooks,themassedcoloursoftheflowershadanextraordinarymagnificenceofeffect。

  Istoodentranced。Jacobusgraspedmedelicatelyabovetheelbow,impellingmetoahalf—turntotheleft。

  Ihadnotnoticedthegirlbefore。Sheoccupiedalow,deep,wickerworkarm—chair,andIsawherinexactprofilelikeafigureinatapestry,andasmotionless。Jacobusreleasedmyarm。

  \"ThisisAlice,\"heannouncedtranquilly;andhissubduedmannerofspeakingmadeitsoundsomuchlikeaconfidentialcommunicationthatIfanciedmyselfnoddingunderstandinglyandwhispering:\"I

  see,Isee。\"……Ofcourse,Ididnothingofthekind。Neitherofusdidanything;westoodsidebysidelookingdownatthegirl。

  Forquiteatimeshedidnotstir,staringstraightbeforeherasifwatchingthevisionofsomepageantpassingthroughthegardeninthedeep,richglowoflightandthesplendourofflowers。

  Then,comingtotheendofherreverie,shelookedroundandup。

  IfIhadnotatfirstnoticedher,Iamcertainthatshetoohadbeenunawareofmypresencetillsheactuallyperceivedmebyherfather’sside。Thequickenedupwardmovementoftheheavyeyelids,thewideningofthelanguidglance,passingintoafixedstare,putthatbeyonddoubt。

  Underheramazementtherewasahintoffear,andthencameaflashasofanger。Jacobus,afterutteringmynamefairlyloud,said:

  \"Makeyourselfathome,Captain—Iwon’tbegonelong,\"andwentawayrapidly。BeforeIhadtimetomakeabowIwasleftalonewiththegirl—who,Irememberedsuddenly,hadnotbeenseenbyanymanorwomanofthattownsinceshehadfounditnecessarytoputupherhair。Itlookedasthoughithadnotbeentouchedagainsincethatdistanttimeoffirstputtingup;itwasamassofblack,lustrouslocks,twistedanyhowhighonherhead,withlong,untidywispshangingdownoneachsideoftheclearsallowface;amasssothickandstrongandabundantthat,nothingbuttolookat,itgaveyouasensationofheavypressureonthetopofyourheadandanimpressionofmagnificentlycynicaluntidiness。Sheleanedforward,huggingherselfwithcrossedlegs;adingy,amber—

  coloured,flouncedwrapperofsomethinstuffrevealedtheyoungsupplebodydrawntogethertenselyinthedeeplowseatasifcrouchingforaspring。Idetectedaslight,quiveringstartortwo,whichlookeduncommonlylikeboundingaway。Theywerefollowedbythemostabsoluteimmobility。

  TheabsurdimpulsetorunoutafterJacobus(forIhadbeenstartled,too)oncerepressed,Itookachair,placeditnotveryfarfromher,satdowndeliberately,andbegantotalkaboutthegarden,caringnotwhatIsaid,butusingagentlecaressingintonationasonetalkstosootheastartledwildanimal。Icouldnotevenbecertainthatsheunderstoodme。Sheneverraisedherfacenorattemptedtolookmyway。Ikeptontalkingonlytopreventherfromtakingflight。Shehadanotherofthosequivering,repressedstartswhichmademecatchmybreathwithapprehension。

  UltimatelyIformedanotionthatwhatpreventedherperhapsfromgoingoffinonegreat,nervousleap,wasthescantinessofherattire。Thewickerarmchairwasthemostsubstantialthingaboutherperson。Whatshehadonunderthatdingy,loose,amberwrappermusthavebeenofthemostflimsyandairycharacter。Onecouldnothelpbeingawareofit。Itwasobvious。Ifeltitactuallyembarrassingatfirst;butthatsortofembarrassmentisgotovereasilybyamindnotenslavedbynarrowprejudices。IdidnotavertmygazefromAlice。Iwentontalkingwithingratiatingsoftness,therecollectionthat,mostlikely,shehadneverbeforebeenspokentobyastrangemanaddingtomyassurance。Idon’tknowwhyanemotionaltensenessshouldhavecreptintothesituation。Butitdid。AndjustasIwasbecomingawareofitaslightscreamcutshortmyflowofurbanespeech。

  Thescreamdidnotproceedfromthegirl。Itwasemittedbehindme,andcausedmetoturnmyheadsharply。IunderstoodatoncethattheapparitioninthedoorwaywastheelderlyrelationofJacobus,thecompanion,thegouvernante。Whilesheremainedthunderstruck,Igotupandmadeheralowbow。

  TheladiesofJacobus’shouseholdevidentlyspenttheirdaysinlightattire。Thisstumpyoldwomanwithafacelikealargewrinkledlemon,beadyeyes,andashockofiron—greyhair,wasdressedinagarmentofsomeash—coloured,silky,lightstuff。Itfellfromherthickneckdowntohertoeswiththesimplicityofanunadornednightgown。Itmadeherappeartrulycylindrical。Sheexclaimed:\"Howdidyougethere?\"

  BeforeIcouldsayawordshevanishedandpresentlyIheardaconfusionofshrillprotestationsinadistantpartofthehouse。

  ObviouslynoonecouldtellherhowIgotthere。Inamoment,withgreatoutcriesfromtwonegrowomenfollowingher,shewaddledbacktothedoorway,infuriated。

  \"Whatdoyouwanthere?\"

  Iturnedtothegirl。Shewassittingstraightupnow,herhandsposedonthearmsofthechair。Iappealedtoher。

  \"Surely,MissAlice,youwillnotletthemdrivemeoutintothestreet?\"

  Hermagnificentblackeyes,narrowed,longinshape,sweptovermewithanindefinableexpression,theninaharsh,contemptuousvoicesheletfallinFrenchasortofexplanation:

  \"C’ESTPAPA。\"

  Imadeanotherlowbowtotheoldwoman。

  Sheturnedherbackonmeinordertodriveawayherblackhenchwomen,thensurveyingmypersoninapeculiarmannerwithonesmalleyenearlyclosedandherfacealldrawnuponthatsideasifwithatwingeoftoothache,shesteppedoutontheverandah,satdowninarocking—chairsomedistanceaway,andtookupherknittingfromalittletable。Beforeshestartedatitsheplungedoneoftheneedlesintothemopofhergreyhairandstirreditvigorously。

  Herelementarynightgown—sortoffrockclungtoherancient,stumpy,andfloatingform。Sheworewhitecottonstockingsandflatbrownvelvetslippers。Herfeetandankleswereobtrusivelyvisibleonthefoot—rest。Shebegantorockherselfslightly,whilesheknitted。Ihadresumedmyseatandkeptquiet,forI

  mistrustedthatoldwoman。Whatifsheorderedmetodepart?Sheseemedcapableofanyoutrage。Shehadsnortedonceortwice;shewasknittingviolently。SuddenlyshepipedattheyounggirlinFrenchaquestionwhichItranslatecolloquially:

  \"What’syourfatherupto,now?\"

  Theyoungcreatureshruggedhershoulderssocomprehensivelythatherwholebodyswayedwithintheloosewrapper;andinthatunexpectedlyharshvoicewhichyethadaseductivequalitytothesenses,likecertainkindsofnaturalroughwinesonedrinkswithpleasure:

  \"It’ssomecaptain。Leavemealone—willyou!\"

  Thechairrockedquicker,theold,thinvoicewaslikeawhistle。

  \"Youandyourfathermakeapair。Hewouldstickatnothing—

  that’swellknown。ButIdidn’texpectthis。\"

  IthoughtithightimetoairsomeofmyownFrench。Iremarkedmodestly,butfirmly,thatthiswasbusiness。IhadsomematterstotalkoverwithMr。Jacobus。

  Atonceshepipedoutaderisive\"Poorinnocent!\"Then,withachangeoftone:\"Theshop’sforbusiness。Whydon’tyougototheshoptotalkwithhim?\"

  Thefuriousspeedofherfingersandknitting—needlesmadeonedizzy;andwithsqueakyindignation:

  \"Sittingherestaringatthatgirl—isthatwhatyoucallbusiness?\"

  \"No,\"Isaidsuavely。\"Icallthispleasure—anunexpectedpleasure。AndunlessMissAliceobjects—\"

  Ihalfturnedtoher。Sheflungatmeanangryandcontemptuous\"Don’tcare!\"andleaningherelbowonherkneestookherchininherhand—aJacobuschinundoubtedly。Andthoseheavyeyelids,thisblackirritatedstareremindedmeofJacobus,too—thewealthymerchant,therespectedone。Thedesignofhereyebrowsalsowasthesame,rigidandill—omened。Yes!Itracedinheraresemblancetobothofthem。ItcametomeasasortofsurprisingremoteinferencethatboththeseJacobuseswereratherhandsomemenafterall。Isaid:

  \"Oh!ThenIshallstareatyoutillyousmile。\"

  Shefavouredmeagainwithanevenmoreviciouslyscornful\"Don’tcare!\"

  Theoldwomanbrokeinbluntandshrill:

  \"Hearhisimpudence!Andyoutoo!Don’tcare!Goatleastandputsomemoreclotheson。Sittingtherelikethisbeforethissailorriff—raff。\"

  ThesunwasabouttoleavethePearloftheOceanforotherseas,forotherlands。Thewalledgardenfullofshadowsblazedwithcolourasiftheflowersweregivingupthelightabsorbedduringtheday。Theamazingoldwomanbecameveryexplicit。Shesuggestedtothegirlacorsetandapetticoatwithacynicalunreservewhichhumiliatedme。WasIofnomoreaccountthanawoodendummy?Thegirlsnappedout:\"Shan’t!\"

  Itwasnotthenaughtyretortofavulgarchild;ithadanoteofdesperation。Clearlymyintrusionhadsomehowupsetthebalanceoftheirestablishedrelations。Theoldwomanknittedwithfuriousaccuracy,hereyesfasteneddownonherwork。

  \"Oh,youarethetruechildofyourfather!AndTHATtalksofenteringaconvent!Lettingherselfbestaredatbyafellow。\"

  \"Leaveoff。\"

  \"Shamelessthing!\"

  \"Oldsorceress,\"thegirluttereddistinctly,preservinghermeditativepose,chininhand,andafar—awaystareoverthegarden。

  Itwaslikethequarrelofthekettleandthepot。Theoldwomanflewoutofthechair,bangeddownherwork,andwithagreatplayofthicklimbperfectlyvisibleinthatweird,clinginggarmentofhers,strodeatthegirl—whoneverstirred。Iwasexperiencingasortoftrepidationwhen,asifawedbythatunconsciousattitude,theagedrelativeofJacobusturnedshortuponme。

  Shewas,Iperceived,armedwithaknitting—needle;andassheraisedherhandherintentionseemedtobetothrowitatmelikeadart。Butsheonlyusedittoscratchherheadwith,examiningmethewhileatcloserange,oneeyenearlyshutandherfacedistortedbyawhimsical,one—sidedgrimace。

  \"Mydearman,\"sheaskedabruptly,\"doyouexpectanygoodtocomeofthis?\"

  \"Idohopesoindeed,MissJacobus。\"Itriedtospeakintheeasytoneofanafternooncaller。\"Yousee,Iamhereaftersomebags。\"

  \"Bags!Lookatthatnow!Didn’tIhearyouholdingforthtothatgracelesswretch?\"

  \"Youwouldliketoseemeinmygrave,\"utteredthemotionlessgirlhoarsely。

  \"Grave!Whataboutme?BuriedalivebeforeIamdeadforthesakeofathingblessedwithsuchaprettyfather!\"shecried;andturningtome:\"You’reoneofthesemenhedoesbusinesswith。

  Well—whydon’tyouleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?\"

  Itwassaidinatone—this\"leaveusinpeace!\"Therewasasortofruffianlyfamiliarity,asuperiority,ascorninit。Iwastohearitmorethanonce,foryouwouldshowanimperfectknowledgeofhumannatureifyouthoughtthatthiswasmylastvisittothathouse—wherenorespectablepersonhadputfootforeversomanyyears。No,youwouldbeverymuchmistakenifyouimaginedthatthisreceptionhadscaredmeaway。FirstofallIwasnotgoingtorunbeforeagrotesqueandruffianlyoldwoman。

  Andthenyoumustn’tforgetthesenecessarybags。ThatfirsteveningJacobusmademestaytodinner;after,however,tellingmeloyallythathedidn’tknowwhetherhecoulddoanythingatallforme。Hehadbeenthinkingitover。Itwastoodifficult,hefeared……Buthedidnotgiveitupinsomanywords。

  Wewereonlythreeattable;thegirlbymeansofrepeated\"Won’t!\"

  \"Shan’t!\"and\"Don’tcare!\"havingconveyedandaffirmedherintentionnottocometothetable,nottohaveanydinner,nottomovefromtheverandah。Theoldrelativehoppedaboutinherflatslippersandpipedindignantly,Jacobustoweredoverherandmurmuredplacidlyinhisthroat;Ijoinedjocularlyfromadistance,throwinginafewwords,forwhichunderthecoverofthenightIreceivedsecretlyamostviciouspokeintheribsfromtheoldwoman’selboworperhapsherfist。Irestrainedacry。Andallthetimethegirldidn’tevencondescendtoraiseherheadtolookatanyofus。Allthismaysoundchildish—andyetthatstony,petulantsullennesshadanobscurelytragicflavour。

  Andsowesatdowntothefoodaroundthelightofagoodmanycandleswhilesheremainedcrouchingoutthere,staringinthedarkasiffeedingherbadtemperontheheavilyscentedairoftheadmirablegarden。

  BeforeleavingIsaidtoJacobusthatIwouldcomenextdaytohearifthebagaffairhadmadeanyprogress。Heshookhisheadslightlyatthat。

  \"I’llhauntyourhousedailytillyoupullitoff。You’llbealwaysfindingmehere。\"

  Hisfaint,melancholysmiledidnotparthisthicklips。

  \"Thatwillbeallright,Captain。\"

  Thenseeingmetothedoor,verytranquil,hemurmuredearnestlytherecommendation:\"Makeyourselfathome,\"andalsothehospitablehintabouttherebeingalways\"aplateofsoup。\"Itwasonlyonmywaytothequay,downtheill—lightedstreets,thatI

  rememberedIhadbeenengagedtodinethatveryeveningwiththeS—

  family。Thoughvexedwithmyforgetfulness(itwouldberatherawkwardtoexplain)Icouldn’thelpthinkingthatithadprocuredmeamoreamusingevening。Andbesides—business。Thesacredbusiness—。

  Inabarefootednegrowhoovertookmeatarunandbolteddownthelanding—stepsIrecognisedJacobus’sboatman,whomusthavebeenfeedinginthekitchen。Hisusual\"Good—night,sah!\"asIwentupmyship’sladderhadamorecordialsoundthanonpreviousoccasions。

  CHAPTERV

  IkeptmywordtoJacobus。Ihauntedhishome。Hewasperpetuallyfindingmethereofanafternoonwhenhepoppedinforamomentfromthe\"store。\"ThesoundofmyvoicetalkingtohisAlicegreetedhimonhisdoorstep;andwhenhereturnedforgoodintheevening,tentoonehewouldhearitstillgoingonintheverandah。Ijustnoddedtohim;hewouldsitdownheavilyandgently,andwatchwithasortofapprovinganxietymyeffortstomakehisdaughtersmile。

  Icalledheroften\"Alice,\"rightbeforehim;sometimesIwouldaddressherasMiss\"Don’tCare,\"andIexhaustedmyselfinnonsensicalchatterwithoutsucceedingonceintakingheroutofherpeevishandtragicself。ThereweremomentswhenIfeltImustbreakoutandstartswearingathertillallwasblue。AndI

  fanciedthathadIdonesoJacobuswouldnothavemovedamuscle。

  Asortofshady,intimateunderstandingseemedtohavebeenestablishedbetweenus。

  Imustsaythegirltreatedherfatherexactlyinthesamewayshetreatedme。

  Andhowcouldithavebeenotherwise?Shetreatedmeasshetreatedherfather。Shehadneverseenavisitor。Shedidnotknowhowmenbehaved。Ibelongedtothelowlotwithwhomherfatherdidbusinessattheport。Iwasofnoaccount。Sowasherfather。Theonlydecentpeopleintheworldwerethepeopleoftheisland,whowouldhavenothingtodowithhimbecauseofsomethingwickedhehaddone。ThiswasapparentlytheexplanationMissJacobushadgivenherofthehousehold’sisolatedposition。Forshehadtobetoldsomething!AndIfeelconvincedthatthisversionhadbeenassentedtobyJacobus。Imustsaytheoldwomanwasputtingitforwardwithconsiderablegusto。Itwasonherlipstheuniversalexplanation,theuniversalallusion,theuniversaltaunt。

  OnedayJacobuscameinearlyand,beckoningmeintothedining—

  room,wipedhisbrowwithawearygestureandtoldmethathehadmanagedtounearthasupplyofquarter—bags。

  \"It’sfourteenhundredyourshipwanted,didyousay,Captain?\"

  \"Yes,yes!\"Irepliedeagerly;butheremainedcalm。HelookedmoretiredthanIhadeverseenhimbefore。

  \"Well,Captain,youmaygoandtellyourpeoplethattheycangetthatlotfrommybrother。\"

  AsIremainedopen—mouthedatthis,headdedhisusualplacidformulaofassurance:

  \"You’llfinditcorrect,Captain。\"

  \"Youspoketoyourbrotheraboutit?\"Iwasdistinctlyawed。\"Andforme?Becausehemusthaveknownthatmyship’stheonlyonehungupforbags。Howonearth—\"

  Hewipedhisbrowagain。Inoticedthathewasdressedwithunusualcare,inclothesinwhichIhadneverseenhimbefore。Heavoidedmyeye。

  \"You’veheardpeopletalk,ofcourse……That’strueenough。He……I……Wecertainly……forseveralyears……\"Hisvoicedeclinedtoameresleepymurmur。\"YouseeIhadsomethingtotellhimof,somethingwhich—\"

  Hismurmurstopped。Hewasnotgoingtotellmewhatthissomethingwas。AndIdidn’tcare。Anxioustocarrythenewstomycharterers,Iranbackontheverandahtogetmyhat。

  AtthebustleImadethegirlturnedhereyesslowlyinmydirection,andeventheoldwomanwascheckedinherknitting。I

  stoppedamomenttoexclaimexcitedly:

  \"Yourfather’sabrick,MissDon’tCare。That’swhatheis。\"

  Shebeheldmyelationinscornfulsurprise。JacobuswithunwontedfamiliarityseizedmyarmasIflewthroughthedining—room,andbreathedheavilyatmeaproposalabout\"Aplateofsoup\"thatevening。Ianswereddistractedly:\"Eh?What?Oh,thanks!

  Certainly。Withpleasure,\"andtoremyselfaway。Dinewithhim?

  Ofcourse。ThemerestgratitudeButsomethreehoursafterwards,inthedusky,silentstreet,pavedwithcobble—stones,Ibecameawarethatitwasnotmeregratitudewhichwasguidingmystepstowardsthehousewiththeoldgarden,whereforyearsnoguestotherthanmyselfhadeverdined。Meregratitudedoesnotgnawatone’sinterioreconomyinthatparticularway。Hungermight;butIwasnotfeelingparticularlyhungryforJacobus’sfood。

  Onthatoccasion,too,thegirlrefusedtocometothetable。

  Myexasperationgrew。Theoldwomancastmaliciousglancesatme。

  IsaidsuddenlytoJacobus:\"Here!Putsomechickenandsaladonthatplate。\"Heobeyedwithoutraisinghiseyes。Icarrieditwithaknifeandforkandaservietteoutontheverandah。Thegardenwasonemassofgloom,likeacemeteryofflowersburiedinthedarkness,andshe,inthechair,seemedtomusemournfullyovertheextinctionoflightandcolour。Onlywhiffsofheavyscentpassedlikewandering,fragrantsoulsofthatdepartedmultitudeofblossoms。Italkedvolubly,jocularly,persuasively,tenderly;I

  talkedinasubduedtone。Toalisteneritwouldhavesoundedlikethemurmurofapleadinglover。WheneverIpausedexpectantlytherewasonlyadeepsilence。Itwaslikeofferingfoodtoaseatedstatue。

  \"Ihaven’tbeenabletoswallowasinglemorselthinkingofyououtherestarvingyourselfinthedark。It’spositivelycrueltobesoobstinate。Thinkofmysufferings。\"

  \"Don’tcare。\"

  IfeltasifIcouldhavedonehersomeviolence—shakenher,beatenhermaybe。Isaid:

  \"Yourabsurdbehaviourwillpreventmecominghereanymore。\"

  \"What’sthattome?\"

  \"Youlikeit。\"

  \"It’sfalse,\"shesnarled。

  Myhandfellonhershoulder;andifshehadflinchedIverilybelieveIwouldhaveshakenher。Buttherewasnomovementandthisimmobilitydisarmedmyanger。

  \"Youdo。Oryouwouldn’tbefoundontheverandaheveryday。Whyareyouhere,then?Thereareplentyofroomsinthehouse。Youhaveyourownroomtostayin—ifyoudidnotwanttoseeme。Butyoudo。Youknowyoudo。\"

  Ifeltaslightshudderundermyhandandreleasedmygripasiffrightenedbythatsignofanimationinherbody。Thescentedairofthegardencametousinawarmwavelikeavoluptuousandperfumedsigh。

  \"Gobacktothem,\"shewhispered,almostpitifully。

  AsIre—enteredthedining—roomIsawJacobuscastdownhiseyes。

  Ibangedtheplateonthetable。Atthisdemonstrationofill—

  humourhemurmuredsomethinginanapologetictone,andIturnedonhimviciouslyasifhewereaccountabletomeforthese\"abominableeccentricities,\"IbelieveIcalledthem。

  \"ButIdaresayMissJacobushereisresponsibleformostofthisoffensivemanner,\"Iaddedloftily。

  Shepipedoutatonceinherbrazen,ruffianlymanner:

  \"Eh?Whydon’tyouleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?\"

  IwasastonishedthatsheshoulddarebeforeJacobus。Yetwhatcouldhehavedonetorepressher?Heneededhertoomuch。Heraisedaheavy,drowsyglanceforaninstant,thenlookeddownagain。Sheinsistedwithshrillfinality:

  \"Haven’tyoudoneyourbusiness,youtwo?Well,then—\"

  ShehadthetrueJacobusimpudence,thatoldwoman。Hermopofiron—greyhairwasparted,onthesidelikeaman’s,raffishly,andshemadeasiftoplungeherforkintoit,assheusedtodowiththeknitting—needle,butrefrained。Herlittleblackeyessparkledvenomously。Iturnedtomyhostattheheadofthetable—

  menacinglyasitwere。

  \"Well,andwhatdoyousaytothat,Jacobus?AmItotakeitthatwehavedonewitheachother?\"

  Ihadtowaitalittle。Theanswerwhenitcamewasratherunexpected,andinquiteanotherspiritthanthequestion。

  \"Icertainlythinkwemightdosomebusinessyetwiththosepotatoesofmine,Captain。Youwillfindthat—\"

  Icuthimshort。

  \"I’vetoldyoubeforethatIdon’ttrade。\"

  Hisbroadchestheavedwithoutasoundinanoiselesssigh。

  \"Thinkitover,Captain,\"hemurmured,tenaciousandtranquil;andIburstintoajarringlaugh,rememberinghowhehadstucktothecircus—riderwoman—thedepthofpassionunderthatplacidsurface,whichevencutswithariding—whip(sothelegendhadit)

  couldneverraffleintothesemblanceofastorm;somethinglikethepassionofafishwouldbeifonecouldimaginesuchathingasapassionatefish。

  ThateveningIexperiencedmoredistinctlythaneverthesenseofmoraldiscomfortwhichalwaysattendedmeinthathouselyingunderthebanofall\"decent\"people。Irefusedtostayonandsmokeafterdinner;andwhenIputmyhandintothethickly—cushionedpalmofJacobus,Isaidtomyselfthatitwouldbeforthelasttimeunderhisroof。Ipressedhisbulkypawheartilynevertheless。Hadn’thegotmeoutofaseriousdifficulty?TothefewwordsofacknowledgmentIwasbound,andindeedquitewilling,toutter,heansweredbystretchinghisclosedlipsinhismelancholy,glued—togethersmile。

  \"Thatwillbeallright,Ihope,Captain,\"hebreathedoutweightily。

  \"Whatdoyoumean?\"Iasked,alarmed。\"Thatyourbrothermightyet—\"

  \"Oh,no,\"hereassuredme。\"He……he’samanofhisword,Captain。\"

  Myself—communionasIwalkedawayfromhisdoor,tryingtobelievethatthiswasforthelasttime,wasnotsatisfactory。IwasawaremyselfthatIwasnotsincereinmyreflectionsastoJacobus’smotives,and,ofcourse,theverynextdayIwentbackagain。

  Howweak,irrational,andabsurdweare!Howeasilycarriedawaywheneverourawakenedimaginationbringsustheirritatinghintofadesire!Icaredforthegirlinaparticularway,seducedbythemoodyexpressionofherface,byherobstinatesilences,herrare,scornfulwords;bytheperpetualpoutofherclosedlips,theblackdepthsofherfixedgazeturnedslowlyuponmeasifincontemptuousprovocation,onlytobeavertednextmomentwithanexasperatingindifference。

  Ofcoursethenewsofmyassiduityhadspreadalloverthelittletown。Inoticedachangeinthemannerofmyacquaintancesandevensomethingdifferentinthenodsoftheothercaptains,whenmeetingthematthelanding—stepsorintheofficeswherebusinesscalledme。Theold—maidishheadclerktreatedmewithdistantpunctiliousnessand,asitwere,gatheredhisskirtsroundhimforfearofcontamination。ItseemedtomethattheveryniggersonthequaysturnedtolookaftermeasIpassed;andastoJacobus’sboatmanhis\"Good—night,sah!\"whenheputmeonboardwasnolongermerelycordial—ithadafamiliar,confidentialsoundasthoughwehadbeenpartnersinsomevillainy。

  MyfriendS—theelderpassedmeontheothersideofthestreetwithawaveofthehandandanironicsmile。Theyoungerbrother,theonetheyhadmarriedtoanelderlyshrew,he,onthestrengthofanolderfriendshipandasifpayingadebtofgratitude,tookthelibertytoutterawordofwarning。

  \"You’redoingyourselfnogoodbyyourchoiceoffriends,mydearchap,\"hesaidwithinfantilegravity。

  AsIknewthatthemeetingofthebrothersJacobuswasthesubjectofexcitedcommentinthewholeofthesugaryPearloftheOceanI

  wantedtoknowwhyIwasblamed。

  \"Ihavebeentheoccasionofamovewhichmayendinareconciliationsurelydesirablefromthepointofviewoftheproprieties—don’tyouknow?\"

  \"Ofcourse,ifthatgirlweredisposedofitwouldcertainlyfacilitate—\"hemusedsagely,then,inconsequentialcreature,gavemealighttaponthelowerpartofmywaistcoat。\"Youoldsinner,\"hecriedjovially,\"muchyoucareforproprieties。Butyouhadbetterlookoutforyourself,youknow,withapersonagelikeJacobuswhohasnosortofreputationtolose。\"

  Hehadrecoveredhisgravityofarespectablecitizenbythattimeandaddedregretfully:

  \"Allthewomenofourfamilyareperfectlyscandalised。\"

  ButbythattimeIhadgivenupvisitingtheS—familyandtheD—

  family。TheelderladiespulledsuchfaceswhenIshowedmyself,andthemultitudeofrelatedyoungladiesreceivedmewithsuchavarietyoflooks:wondering,awed,mocking(exceptMissMary,whospoketomeandlookedatmewithhushed,painedcompassionasthoughIhadbeenill),thatIhadnodifficultyingivingthemallup。Iwouldhavegivenupthesocietyofthewholetown,forthesakeofsittingnearthatgirl,snarlingandsuperbandbarelycladinthatflimsy,dingy,amberwrapper,openlowatthethroat。Shelooked,withthewildwispsofhairhangingdownhertenseface,asthoughshehadjustjumpedoutofbedinthepanicofafire。

  Shesatleaningonherelbow,lookingatnothing。Whydidshestaylisteningtomyabsurdchatter?Andnotonlythat;butwhydidshepowderherfaceinpreparationformyarrival?Itseemedtobeherideaofmakingatoilette,andinheruntidynegligenceasignofgreatefforttowardspersonaladornment。

  ButImighthavebeenmistaken。Thepowderingmighthavebeenherdailypracticeandherpresenceintheverandahasignofanindifferencesocompleteastotakenoaccountofmyexistence。

  Well,itwasallonetome。

  Ilovedtowatchherslowchangesofpose,tolookatherlongimmobilitiescomposedinthegracefullinesofherbody,toobservethemysteriousnarrowstareofhersplendidblackeyes,somewhatlonginshape,halfclosed,contemplatingthevoid。Shewaslikeaspellboundcreaturewiththeforeheadofagoddesscrownedbythedishevelledmagnificenthairofagipsytramp。Evenherindifferencewasseductive。Ifeltmyselfgrowingattachedtoherbythebondofanirrealisabledesire,forIkeptmyhead—quite。

  AndIputupwiththemoraldiscomfortofJacobus’ssleepywatchfulness,tranquil,andyetsoexpressive;asiftherehadbeenatacitpactbetweenustwo。Iputupwiththeinsolenceoftheoldwoman’s:\"Aren’tyouevergoingtoleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?\"withhertaunts;withherbrazenandsinisterscolding。

  ShewasofthetrueJacobusstock,andnomistake。

  DirectlyIgotawayfromthegirlIcalledmyselfmanyhardnames。

  Whatfollywasthis?Iwouldaskmyself。Itwaslikebeingtheslaveofsomedepravedhabit。AndIreturnedtoherwithmyheadclear,myheartcertainlyfree,notevenmovedbypityforthatcastaway(shewasasmuchofacastawayasanyoneeverwreckedonadesertisland),butasifbeguiledbysomeextraordinarypromise。

  Nothingmoreunworthycouldbeimagined。TherecollectionofthattremulouswhisperwhenIgrippedhershoulderwithonehandandheldaplateofchickenwiththeotherwasenoughtomakemebreakallmygoodresolutions。

  Herinsultingtaciturnitywasenoughsometimestomakeonegnashone’steethwithrage。Whensheopenedhermouthitwasonlytobeabominablyrudeinharshtonestotheassociateofherreprobatefather;andthefullapprovalofheragedrelativewasconveyedtoherbyoffensivechuckles。Ifnotthat,thenherremarks,alwaysutteredinthetoneofscathingcontempt,wereofthemostappallinginanity。

  Howcouldithavebeenotherwise?Thatplump,ruffianlyJacobusoldmaidinthetightgreyfrockhadnevertaughtheranymanners。

  MannersIsupposearenotnecessaryforborncastaways。Noeducationalestablishmentcouldeverbeinducedtoacceptherasapupil—onaccountoftheproprieties,Iimagine。AndJacobushadnotbeenabletosendherawayanywhere。Howcouldhehavedoneit?Whowith?Whereto?Hehimselfwasnotenoughofanadventurertothinkofsettlingdownanywhereelse。Hispassionhadtossedhimatthetailofacircusupanddownstrangecoasts,but,thestormover,hehaddriftedbackshamelesslywhere,socialoutcastashewas,heremainedstillaJacobus—oneoftheoldestfamiliesontheisland,olderthantheFrencheven。TheremusthavebeenaJacobusinatthedeathofthelastDodo……Thegirlhadlearnednothing,shehadneverlistenedtoageneralconversation,sheknewnothing,shehadheardofnothing。Shecouldreadcertainly;butallthereadingmatterthatevercameinherwaywerethenewspapersprovidedforthecaptains’roomofthe\"store。\"Jacobushadthehabitoftakingthesesheetshomenowandtheninaverystainedandraggedcondition。

  Ashermindcouldnotgraspthemeaningofanymatterstreatedthereexceptpolice—courtreportsandaccountsofcrimes,shehadformedforherselfanotionofthecivilisedworldasasceneofmurders,abductions,burglaries,stabbingaffrays,andeverysortofdesperateviolence。EnglandandFrance,ParisandLondon(theonlytwotownsofwhichsheseemedtohaveheard),appearedtohersinksofabomination,reekingwithblood,incontrasttoherlittleislandwherepettylarcenywasaboutthestandardofcurrentmisdeeds,with,nowandthen,somemorepronouncedcrime—andthatonlyamongsttheimportedcoolielabourersonsugarestatesorthenegroesofthetown。ButinEuropethesethingswerebeingdonedailybyawickedpopulationofwhitemenamongstwhom,asthatruffianly,aristocraticoldMissJacobuspointedout,thewanderingsailors,theassociatesofherpreciouspapa,werethelowestofthelow。

  Itwasimpossibletogiveherasenseofproportion。IsupposeshefiguredEnglandtoherselfasaboutthesizeofthePearloftheOcean;inwhichcaseitwouldcertainlyhavebeenreekingwithgoreandamerewreckofburgledhousesfromendtoend。Onecouldnotmakeherunderstandthatthesehorrorsonwhichshefedherimaginationwerelostinthemassoforderlylifelikeafewdropsofbloodintheocean。Shedirecteduponmeforamomenttheuncomprehendingglanceofhernarrowedeyesandthenwouldturnherscornfulpowderedfaceawaywithoutaword。Shewouldnoteventakethetroubletoshrughershoulders。

  AtthattimethebatchesofpapersbroughtbythelastmailreportedaseriesofcrimesintheEastEndofLondon,therewasasensationalcaseofabductioninFranceandafinedisplayofarmedrobberyinAustralia。Oneafternooncrossingthedining—roomI

  heardMissJacobuspipingintheverandahwithvenomousanimosity:

  \"Idon’tknowwhatyourpreciouspapaisplottingwiththatfellow。

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