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  Chapter1

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  Mr。Baker,chiefmateoftheshipNarcissus,steppedinonestrideoutofhislightedcabinintothedarknessofthequarter—deck。

  Abovehishead,onthebreakofthepoop,thenight—watchmanrangadoublestroke。Itwasnineo’clock。Mr。Baker,speakinguptothemanabovehim,asked:——‘Areallthehandsaboard,Knowles?’

  Themanlimpeddowntheladder,thensaidreflectively:

  ——

  ‘Ithinkso,sir。Allouroldchapsarethere,andalotofnewmenhascome……Theymustbeallthere。’

  ‘Telltheboatswaintosendallhandsaft,’

  wentonMr。Baker;‘andtelloneoftheyoungsterstobringagoodlamphere。Iwanttomusterourcrowd。’

  Themaindeckwasdarkaft,buthalfwayfromforward,throughtheopendoorsoftheforecastle,twostreaksofbrilliantlightcuttheshadowofthequietnightthatlayupontheship。Ahumofvoiceswasheardthere,whileportandstarboard,intheilluminateddoorways,silhouettesofmovingmenappearedforamoment,veryblack,withoutrelief,likefigurescutoutofsheettin。Theshipwasreadyforsea。Thecarpenterhaddriveninthelastwedgeofthemain—hatchbattens,and,throwingdownhismaul,hadwipedhisfacewithgreatdeliberation,justonthestrokeoffive。

  Thedeckshadbeenswept,thewindlassoiledandmadereadytoheaveupPage2

  theanchor;thebigtow—ropelayinlongbightsalongonesideofthemaindeck,withoneendcarriedupandhungoverthebows,inreadinessforthetugthatwouldcomepaddlingandhissingnoisily,hotandsmoky,inthelimpid,coolquietnessoftheearlymorning。Thecaptainwasashore,wherehehadbeenengagingsomenewhandstomakeuphisfullcrew;and,theworkofthedayover,theship’sofficershadkeptoutoftheway,gladofalittlebreathing—time。Soonafterdarkthefewliberty—menandthenewhandsbegantoarriveinshore—boatsrowedbywhite—cladAsiatics,whoclamouredfiercelyforpaymentbeforecomingalongsidethegangway—ladder。

  ThefeverishandshrillbabbleofEasternlanguagestruggledagainstthemasterfultonesoftipsyseamen,whoarguedagainstbrazenclaimsanddishonesthopesbyprofaneshouts。TheresplendentandbestarredpeaceoftheEastwastornintosqualidtattersbyhowlsofrageandshrieksoflamentraisedoversumsrangingfromfiveannastohalfarupee;andeverysoulafloatinBombayHarbourbecameawarethatthenewhandswerejoiningtheNarcissus。

  Graduallythedistractingnoisehadsubsided。Theboatscamenolongerinsplashingclustersofthreeorfourtogether,butdroppedalongsidesingly,inasubduedbuzzofexpostulationcutshortbya‘Notapiecemore!Yougotothedevil!’fromsomemanstaggeringuptheaccommodation—ladder——adarkfigure,withalongbagpoisedontheshoulder。Intheforecastlethenewcomers,uprightandswayingamongstcordedboxesandbundlesofbedding,madefriendswiththeoldhands,whosatoneaboveanotherinthetwotiersofbunks,gazingattheirfutureshipmateswithglancescriticalbutfriendly。Thetwoforecastlelampswereturneduphigh,andshedanintensehardglare;shore—goinghardhatswerepushedfaronthebacksofheads,orrolledaboutonthedeckamongstthechain—cables;whitecollars,undone,stuckoutoneachsideofredfaces;bigarmsinwhitesleevesgesticulated;thegrowlingvoiceshummedsteadyamongstburstsoflaughterandhoarsecalls。‘Here,sonny,takethatbunk!……Don’tyoudoit!……What’syourlastship?……Iknowher……Threeyearsago,inPugetSound……Thishereberthleaks,Itellyou!……Comeon;giveusachancetoswingthatchest!……Didyoubringabottle,anyofPage3

  youshoretoffs?……Giveusabitof’baccy……Iknowher;herskipperdrankhimselftodeath……Hewasadandyboy!……Likedhislotioninside,hedid!……No!……Holdyourrow,youchaps!……Itellyou,youcameonboardahooker,wheretheygettheirmoney’sworthoutofpoorJack,by——!……’

  Alittlefellow,calledCraikandnicknamedBelfast,abusedtheshipviolently,romancingonprinciple,justtogivethenewhandssomethingtothinkover。Archie,sittingaslantonhissea—chest,kepthiskneesoutoftheway,andpushedtheneedlesteadilythroughawhitepatchinapairofbluetrousers。Meninblackjacketsandstand—upcollars,mixedwithmenbare—footed,bare—armed,withcolouredshirtsopenonhairychests,pushedagainstoneanotherinthemiddleoftheforecastle。Thegroupswayed,reeled,turninguponitselfwiththemotionofascrimmage,inahazeoftobaccosmoke。Allwerespeakingtogether,swearingateverysecondword。ARussianFinn,wearingayellowshirtwithpinkstripes,staredupwards,dreamy—eyed,fromunderamopoftumbledhair。Twoyounggiantswithsmooth,babyfaces——twoScandinavians——helpedeachothertospreadtheirbedding,silent,andsmilingplacidlyatthetempestofgood—humouredandmeaninglesscurses。OldSingleton,theoldestableseamanintheship,satapartonthedeckrightunderthelamps,strippedtothewaist,tattooedlikeacannibalchiefalloverhispowerfulchestandenormousbiceps。Betweentheblueandredpatternshiswhiteskingleamedlikesatin;

  hisbarebackwasproppedagainsttheheelofthebowsprit,andheheldabookatarm’slengthbeforehisbig,sunburntface。Withhisspectaclesandavenerablewhitebeard,heresembledalearnedandsavagepatriarch,theincarnationofbarbarianwisdomsereneintheblasphemousturmoiloftheworld。Hewasintenselyabsorbed,and,asheturnedthepagesanexpressionofgravesurprisewouldpassoverhisruggedfeatures。Hewasreading‘Pelham。’

  ThepopularityofBulwerLyttonintheforecastlesofSouthern—goingshipsisawonderfulandbizarrephenomenon。Whatideasdohispolishedandsocuriouslyinsinceresentencesawakeninthesimplemindsofthebigchildrenwhopeoplethosedarkandwanderingplacesoftheearth?Whatmeaningcantheirrough,inexperiencedsoulsfindintheelegantverbiageofhispages?

  Whatexcitement?——whatforgetfulness?——

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  whatappeasement?Mystery!Isitthefascinationoftheincomprehensible?

  ——isitthecharmoftheimpossible?Orarethosebeingswhoexistbeyondthepaleoflifestirredbyhistalesasbyanenigmaticaldisclosureofaresplendentworldthatexistswithinthefrontierofinfamyandfilth,withinthatborderofdirtandhunger,ofmiseryanddissipation,thatcomesdownonallsidestothewater’sedgeoftheincorruptibleocean,andistheonlythingtheyknowoflife,theonlythingtheyseeofsurroundingland——thoselife—longprisonersofthesea?Mystery?

  Singleton,whohadsailedtothesouthwardsincetheageoftwelve,whointhelastforty—fiveyearshadlived(aswehadcalculatedfromhispapers)nomorethanfortymonthsashore——oldSingleton,whoboasted,withthemildcomposureoflongyearswellspent,thatgenerallyfromthedayhewaspaidofffromoneshiptillthedayheshippedinanotherheseldomwasinaconditiontodistinguishdaylight——oldSingletonsatunmovedintheclashofvoicesandcries,spellingthrough‘Pelham’

  withslowlabour,andlostinanabsorptionprofoundenoughtoresembleatrance。Hebreathedregularly。Everytimeheturnedthebookinhisenormousandblackenedhandsthemusclesofhisbigwhitearmsrolledslightlyunderthesmoothskin。Hiddenbythewhitemoustache,hislips,stainedwithtobacco—juicethattrickleddownthelongbeard,movedininwardwhisper。

  Hisblearedeyesgazedfixedlyfrombehindtheglitterofblack—rimmedglasses。Oppositetohim,andonalevelwithhisface,theship’scatsatonthebarrelofthewindlassintheposeofacrouchingchimera,blinkingitsgreeneyesatitsoldfriend。Itseemedtomeditatealeapontotheoldman’slapoverthebentbackoftheordinaryseamanwhosatatSingleton’sfeet。YoungCharleywasleanandlong—necked。Theridgeofhisbackbonemadeachainofsmallhillsundertheoldshirt。Hisfaceofastreet—boy——afaceprecocious,sagacious,andironic,withdeepdownwardfoldsoneachsideofthethin,widemouth——hunglowoverhisbonyknees。Hewaslearningtomakealanyardknotwithabitofanoldrope。Smalldropsofperspirationstoodoutonhisbulgingforehead;hesniffedstronglyfromtimetotime,glancingoutofthecornersofhisrestlesseyesattheoldseaman,whotooknonoticeofthepuzzledyoungstermutteringathiswork。

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  Thenoiseincreased。LittleBelfastseemed,intheheavyheatoftheforecastle,toboilwithfacetiousfury。Hiseyesdanced;inthecrimsonofhisface,comicalasamask,themouthyawnedblack,withstrangegrimaces。Facinghim,ahalf—undressedmanheldhissides,andthrowinghisheadback,laughedwithweteyelashes。Othersstaredwithamazedeyes。Mensittingdoubledupintheupperbunkssmokedshortpipes,swingingbarebrownfeetabovetheheadsofthosewho,sprawlingbelowonsea—chests,listened,smilingstupidlyorscornfully。Overthewhiterimsofberthsstuckoutheadswithblinkingeyes;butthebodieswerelostinthegloomofthoseplaces,thatresemblednarrownichesforcoffinsinawhite—washedandlightedmortuary。Voicesbuzzedlouder。Archie,withcompressedlips,drewhimselfin,seemedtoshrinkintoasmallerspace,andsewedsteadily,industriousanddumb。BelfastshriekedlikeaninspiredDervish:——‘……SoIseeztohim,boys,seezI,\"Beggin’yerpardon,sorr,\"seezItothatsecondmateofthatsteamer——\"beggin’your—r—rpardon,sorr,theBoardofTrademust’avebeendrunkwhentheygrantedyouyourcertificate!\"\"Whatdoyousay,you——!\"seezhe,comin’atmelikeamadbull……allinhiswhiteclothes;andIupwithmytarpotandcapsizesitalloverhisblamedlovelyfaceandhislovelyjacket……

  \"Takethat!\"seezI。\"Iamasailor,anyhow,younosing,skipper—licking,useless,sooperfloosbridge—stanchion,you!That’sthekindofmanIam!\"

  shoutsI……Youshouldhaveseedhimskip,boys!Drowned,blindwithtar,hewas!So……’

  ‘Don’t’eebelievehim!Heneverupsetnotar;

  Iwasthere!’shoutedsomebody。ThetwoNorwegianssatonachestsidebyside,alikeandplacid,resemblingapairoflove—birdsonaperch,andwithroundeyesstaredinnocently;buttheRussianFinn,intheracketofexplosiveshoutsandrollinglaughter,remainedmotionless,limpanddull,likeadeafmanwithoutabackbone。NearhimArchiesmiledathisneedle。Abroad—chested,slow—eyednewcomerspokedeliberatelytoBelfastduringanexhaustedlullinthenoise:——‘Iwonderanyofthematesherearealiveyetwithsuchachapasyouonboard!Iconcloodetheyain’tthatbadnow,ifyouhadthetamingofthem,sonny。’

  ‘Notbad!Notbad!’screamedBelfast。

  ‘Ifitwasn’tforusstickingtogether……Notbad!Theyain’tneverbadwhentheyain’tgotaPage6

  chawnce,blasttheirblack’arts……’Hefoamed,whirlinghisarms,thensuddenlygrinnedand,takingatabletofblacktobaccooutofhispocket,bitapieceoffwithafunnyshowofferocity。Anothernewhand——amanwithshiftyeyesandayellowhatchetface,whohadbeenlisteningopen—mouthedintheshadowofthemidshiplocker——observedinasqueakyvoice:——‘Well,it’sa’omewardtrip,anyhow。Badorgood,Icandoithallonmy’ed——s’longasIget’ome。AndIcanlookaftermyrights!Iwillshow’em!’Alltheheadsturnedtowardshim。Onlytheordinaryseamanandthecattooknonotice。Hestoodwitharmsakimbo,alittlefellowwithwhiteeyelashes,Helookedasifhehadknownallthedegradationsandallthefuries。Helookedasifhehadbeencuffed,kicked,rolledinthemud;helookedasifhehadbeenscratched,spatupon,peltedwithunmentionablefilth……andhesmiledwithasenseofsecurityatthefacesaround。Hisearswerebendingdownundertheweightofhisbatteredhardhat。Thetorntailsofhisblackcoatflappedinfringesaboutthecalvesofhislegs。Heunbuttonedtheonlytwobuttonsthatremainedandeveryonesawhehadnoshirtunderit。Itwashisdeservedmisfortunethatthoseragswhichnobodycouldpossiblybesupposedtoownlookedonhimasiftheyhadbeenstolen。Hisneckwaslongandthin;hiseyelidswerered;rarehairshungabouthisjaws;hisshoulderswerepeakedanddroopedlikethebrokenwingsofabird;allhisleftsidewascakedwithmudwhichshowedthathehadlatelysleptinawetditch。HehadsavedhisinefficientcarcassfromviolentdestructionbyrunningawayfromanAmericanshipwhere,inamomentofforgetfulfolly,hehaddaredtoengagehimself;andhehadknockedaboutforafortnightashoreinthenativequarter,cadgingfordrinks,starving,sleepingonrubbish—heaps,wanderinginsunshine:astartlingvisitorfromaworldofnightmares。Hestoodrepulsiveandsmilinginthesuddensilence。Thiscleanwhiteforecastlewashisrefuge;theplacewherehecouldbelazy;

  wherehecouldwallow,andlieandeat——andcursethefoodheate;wherehecoulddisplayhistalentsforshirkingwork,forcheating,forcadging;

  wherehecouldfindsurelysomeonetowheedleandsomeonetobully——

  andwherehewouldbepaidfordoingallthis。Theyallknewhim。Isthereaspotonearthwheresuchamanisunknown,anominoussurvivaltestifyingtotheeternalfitnessofPage7

  liesandimpudence?Ataciturnlong—armedshellback,withhookedfingers,whohadbeenlyingonhisbacksmoking,turnedinhisbedtoexaminehimdispassionately,then,overhishead,sentalongjetofclearsalivatowardsthedoor。Theyallknewhim!Hewasthemanthatcannotsteer,thatcannotsplice,thatdodgestheworkondarknights;that,aloft,holdsonfranticallywithbotharmsandlegs,andswearsatthewind,thesleet,thedarkness;

  themanwhocursestheseawhileotherswork。Themanwhoisthelastoutandthefirstinwhenallhandsarecalled。Themanwhocan’tdomostthingsandwon’tdotherest。Thepetofphilanthropistsandself—seekinglandlubbers。

  Thesympatheticanddeservingcreaturethatknowsallabouthisrights,butknowsnothingofcourage,ofendurance,andoftheunexpressedfaith,oftheunspokenloyaltythatknitstogetheraship’scompany。Theindependentoffspringoftheignoblefreedomoftheslumsfullofdisdainandhatefortheaustereservitudeofthesea。

  Someonecriedathim:‘What’syourname?’

  ——‘Donkin,’hesaid,lookingroundwithcheerfuleffrontery。

  ——‘Whatareyou?’askedanothervoice。——‘Why,asailorlikeyou,oldman,’hereplied,inatonethatmeanttobeheartybutwasimpudent。——‘Blammeifyoudon’tlookablamedsightworsethanabroken—downfireman,’wasthecommentinaconvincedmutter。Charleyliftedhisheadandpipedinacheekyvoice:

  ‘Heisamanandasailor’——thenwipinghisnosewiththebackofhishandbentdownindustriouslyoverhisbitofrope。

  Afewlaughed。othersstareddoubtfully。Theraggednewcomerwasindignant。

  ——‘That’safinewaytowelcomeachapintoafo’c’sle,’

  hesnarled。‘Areyoumenoralotof’artlesscannybals?’

  ——‘Don’ttakeyourshirtoffforaword,shipmate,’

  calledoutBelfast,jumpingupinfront,fiery,menacing,andfriendlyatthesametime。——‘Isthat’ereblokeblind?’askedtheindomitablescarecrow,lookingrightandleftwithaffectedsurprise。

  ‘Can’t’eeseeI’aven’tgotnoshirt?’

  Heheldbothhisarmsoutcrosswiseandshooktheragsthathungoverhisboneswithdramaticeffect。

  ‘’Coswhy?’hecontinuedveryloud。

  ‘ThebloodyYankeesbeentryin’tojumpmygutshout’cosIstoodupformyrightslikeagood’un。IhamaHenglishman,Iham。Theysetuponmean’I’adtorun。That’swhy。A’n’tyerneverseedaman’ardup?Yah!

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  Whatkindofblamedshipisthis?I’mdeadbroke。I’aven’tgotnothink。

  Nobag,nobed,noblanket,noshirt——notabloomin’ragbutwhatIstandin。ButI’adthe’arttostandhupagin’themYankees。’Asanyofyou’artenoughtospareapairofoldpantsforachum?’

  Heknewhowtoconquerthenaiveinstinctsofthatcrowd。

  Inamomenttheygavehimtheircompassion,jocularly,contemptuously,orsurlily;andatfirstittooktheshapeofablanketthrownathimashestoodtherewiththewhiteskinofhislimbsshowinghishumankinshipthroughtheblackfantasyofhisrags。Thenapairofoldshoesfellathismuddyfeet。Withacry:——‘Fromunder,’arolled—uppairoftrousers,heavywithtarstains,struckhimontheshoulder。Thegustoftheirbenevolencesentawaveofsentimentalpitythroughtheirdoubtinghearts。Theyweretouchedbytheirownreadinesstoalleviateashipmate’smisery。Voicescried:——‘Wewillfityouout,oldman。’Murmurs:‘Neverseedseechahardcase……Poorbeggar……I’vegotanoldsinglet……Willthatbeofanyusetoyou?……

  Takeit,matey……’Thosefriendlymurmursfilledtheforecastle。

  Hepawedaroundwithhisnakedfoot,gatheringthethingsinaheapandlookedaboutformore。UnemotionalArchieperfunctorilycontributedtothepileanoldclothcapwiththepeaktornoff。OldSingleton,lostinthesereneregionsoffiction,readonunheeding。Charley,pitilesswiththewisdomofyouth,squeaked:——‘IfyouwantbrassbuttonsforyournewunyformsI’vegottwoforyou。’Thefilthyobjectofuniversalcharityshookhisfistattheyoungster。——‘I’llmakeyoukeepthis’erefo’c’sleclean,youngfeller,’hesnarledviciously。‘Neveryoufear。Iwilllearnyoutobeciviltoanableseaman,youhignoranthass。’Heglaredharmfully,butsawSingletonshuthisbook,andhislittlebeadyeyesbegantoroamfromberthtoberth。——‘Takethatbunkbythedoorthere——it’sprettyfair,’suggestedBelfast。Soadvised,hegatheredthegiftsathisfeet,pressedtheminabundleagainsthisbreast,thenlookedcautiouslyattheRussianFinn,whostoodononesidewithanunconsciousgaze,contemplating,perhaps,oneofthoseweirdvisionsthathauntthemenofhisrace。‘Getoutofmyroad,Dutchy,’saidthevictimofYankeebrutality。

  TheFinndidnotmove——didnothear。‘Getout,blastye,’

  shoutedtheother,shovinghimasidewithhiselbow。‘Getout,youblankedPage9

  deafanddumbfool。Getout。’Themanstaggered,recoveredhimself,andgazedatthespeakerinsilence。——‘Thosedamnedfurrinersshouldbekepthunder,’opinedtheamiableDonkintotheforecastle。‘Ifyoudon’tteach’emtheirplacetheyputonyoulikehanythink。’Heflungallhisworldlypossessionsintotheemptybed—place,gaugedwithanothershrewdlooktherisksoftheproceeding,thenleapeduptotheFinn,whostoodpensiveanddull。

  ——‘I’llteachyoutoswellaround,’heyelled。‘I’llplugyoureyesforyou,youbloomingsquare—head。’Mostofthemenwerenowintheirbunksandthetwohadtheforecastlecleartothemselves。

  ThedevelopmentofthedestituteDonkinarousedinterest。HedancedallintattersbeforetheamazedFinn,squaringfromadistanceattheheavy,unmovedface。Oneortwomencriedencouragingly:‘Goit,Whitechapel!’

  settlingthemselvesluxuriouslyintheirbedstosurveythefight。Othersshouted:‘Shutyerrow!……Goan’putyer’edinabag!……’

  Thehubbubwasrecommencing。Suddenlymanyheavyblowsstruckwithahandspikeonthedeckaboveboomedlikedischargesofsmallcannonthroughtheforecastle。

  Thentheboatswain’svoiceroseoutsidethedoorwithanauthoritativenoteinitsdrawl:——‘D’yehear,belowthere?Layaft!Layafttomusterallhands!’

  Therewasamomentofsurprisedstillness。Thentheforecastlefloordisappearedundermenwhosebarefeetfloppedontheplanksastheysprangclearoutoftheirberths。Capswererootedforamongsttumbledblankets。Some,yawning,buttonedwaistbands。Half—smokedpipeswereknockedhurriedlyagainstwoodworkandstuffedunderpillows。Voicesgrowled:——

  ‘What’sup?……Istherenorestforus?’Donkinyelped:

  ——‘Ifthat’sthewayofthisship,we’ll’avetochangehallthat……Youleavemealone……Iwillsoon……’Noneofthecrowdnoticedhim。Theywerelurchingintwosandthreesthroughthedoors,afterthemannerofmerchantJackswhocannotgooutofadoorfairly,likemerelandsmen。Thevotaryofchangefollowedthem。Singleton,strugglingintohisjacket,camelast,tallandfatherly,bearinghighhisheadofaweatherbeatensageonthebodyofanoldathlete。OnlyCharleyremainedaloneinthewhiteglareoftheemptyplace,sittingbetweenthetworowsofironlinksthatstretchedintothenarrowgloomforward。HepulledhardatthestrandsinahurriedPage10

  endeavourtofinishhisknot。Suddenlyhestartedup,flungtheropeatthecat,andskippedaftertheblacktomthatwentoffleapingsedatelyoverchaincompressors,withthetailcarriedstiffandupright,likeasmallflagpole。

  Outsidetheglareofthesteamingforecastletheserenepurityofthenightenvelopedtheseamenwithitssoothingbreath,withitstepidbreathflowingunderthestarsthathungcountlessabovethemastheadsinathincloudofluminousdust。Onthetownsidetheblacknessofthewaterwasstreakedwithtrailsoflightwhichundulatedgentlyonslightripples,similartofilamentsthatfloatrootedtotheshore。Rowsofotherlightsstoodawayinstraightlinesasifdrawnuponparadebetweentoweringbuildings;butontheothersideoftheharboursombrehillsarchedhightheirblackspines,onwhich,hereandthere,thepointofastarresembledasparkfallenfromthesky。Faroff,Bycullaway,theelectriclampsatthedockgatesshoneontheendofloftystandardswithaglowblindingandfrigidlikecaptiveghostsofsomeevilmoons。Scatteredalloverthedarkpolishoftheroadstead,theshipsatanchorfloatedinperfectstillnessunderthefeeblegleamoftheirriding—lights,loomingup,opaqueandbulky,likestrangeandmonumentalstructuresabandonedbymentoaneverlastingrepose。

  BeforethecabindoorMr。Bakerwasmusteringthecrew。

  Astheystumbledandlurchedalongpastthemainmast,theycouldseeafthisround,broadfacewithawhitepaperbeforeit,andbesidehisshoulderthesleepyhead,withdroppedeyelids,oftheboy,whoheld,suspendedattheendofhisraisedarm,theluminousglobeofalamp。Evenbeforetheshuffleofnakedsoleshadceasedalongthedecks,thematebegantocalloverthenames。Hecalleddistinctlyinaserioustonebefittingthisroll—calltounquietloneliness,toingloriousandobscurestruggle,ortothemoretryingenduranceofsmallprivationsandwearisomeduties。

  Asthechiefmatereadoutaname,oneofthemenwouldanswer:‘Yes,sir!’or‘Here!’and,detachinghimselffromtheshadowymobofheadsvisibleabovetheblacknessofstarboardbulwarks,wouldstepbarefootedintothecircleoflight,andintwonoiselessstridespassintotheshadowsontheportsideofthequarter—deck。Theyansweredindiverstones:inthickmutters,inclear,ringingvoices;andsome,asifthewholethinghadbeenanoutrageontheirfeelings,usedPage11

  aninjuredintonation:fordisciplineisnotceremoniousinmerchantships,wherethesenseofhierarchyisweak,andwhereallfeelthemselvesequalbeforetheunconcernedimmensityoftheseaandtheexactingappealofthework。

  Mr。Bakerreadonsteadily:——‘Hanssen——Campbell——Smith——Wamibo。Now,then,Wamibo。Whydon’tyouanswer?Alwaysgottocallyournametwice。’TheFinnemittedatlastanuncouthgrunt,and,steppingout,passedthroughthepatchoflight,weirdandgaudy,withthefaceofamanmarchingthroughadream。Thematewentonfaster:——‘Craik——Singleton——Donkin……OLord!’

  heinvoluntarilyejaculatedastheincrediblydilapidatedfigureappearedinthelight。Itstopped;ituncoveredpalegumsandlong,upperteethinamalevolentgrin。——‘Isthereanythingwrongwithme,MisterMate?’itasked,withaflavourofinsolenceintheforcedsimplicityofitstone。Onbothsidesofthedecksubduedtitterswereheard。——‘That’lldo。Goover,’growledMr。Baker,fixingthenewhandwithsteadyblueeyes。AndDonkinvanishedsuddenlyoutofthelightintothedarkgroupofmusteredmen,tobeslappedonthebackandtohearflatteringwhispers。Roundhimmenmutteredtooneanother:——‘Heain’tafeard,he’llgivesportto’em,seeifhedon’t……Reg’larPunchandJudyshow……Didyeseethematestartathim?……Well!Damme,ifIever!……’

  Thelastmanhadgoneover,andtherewasamomentofsilencewhilethematepeeredathislist。——‘’Sixteen,seventeen,’

  hemuttered。‘Iamonehandshort,bosun,’hesaidaloud。Thebigwest—countrymanathiselbow,swarthyandbeardedlikeagiganticSpaniard,saidinarumblingbass:——‘There’snooneleftforward,sir。Ihadalookround。Heain’taboard,buthemayturnupbeforedaylight。’——‘Ay。Hemayorhemaynot,’

  commentedthemate;‘can’tmakeoutthatlastname。It’sallasmudge……Thatwilldo,men。Gobelow。’

  Theindistinctandmotionlessgroupstirred,brokeup,begantomoveforward。

  ‘Wait!’criedadeep,ringingvoice。

  Allstoodstill。Mr。Baker,whohadturnedawayyawning,spunroundopen—mouthed。Atlast,furious,heblurtedout:——‘What’sthis?Whosaid\"Wait\"?What……’

  Buthesawatallfigurestandingontherail。ItcamedownandPage12

  pushedthroughthecrowd,marchingwithaheavytreadtowardsthelightonthequarter—deck。Thenagainthesonorousvoicesaidwithinsistence:

  ——‘Wait!’Thelamplightlituptheman’sbody。Hewastall。Hisheadwasawayupintheshadowsoflifeboatsthatstoodonskidsabovethedeck。Thewhitesofhiseyesandhisteethgleameddistinctly,butthefacewasindistinguishable。Hishandswerebigandseemedgloved。

  Mr。Bakeradvancedintrepidly。‘Whoareyou?

  Howdareyou……’hebegan。

  Theboy,amazedliketherest,raisedthelighttotheman’sface。Itwasblack。Asurprisedhum——afainthumthatsoundedlikethesuppressedmutteroftheword‘Nigger’——ranalongthedeckandescapedoutintothenight。Theniggerseemednottohear。

  Hebalancedhimselfwherehestoodinaswaggerthatmarkedtime。Afteramomenthesaidcalmly:——‘MynameisWait——JamesWait。’

  ‘Oh!’saidMr。Baker。Then,afterafewsecondsofsmoulderingsilence,histemperblazedout。‘Ah!

  YournameisWait。Whatofthat?Whatdoyouwant?Whatdoyoumean,comingshoutinghere?’

  Theniggerwascalm,cool,towering,superb。Themenhadapproachedandstoodbehindhiminabody。Heovertoppedthetallestbyahalfahead。Hesaid:‘Ibelongtotheship。’Heenunciateddistinctly,withsoftprecision。Thedeep,rollingtonesofhisvoicefilledthedeckwithouteffort。Hewasnaturallyscornful,unaffectedlycondescending,asiffromhisheightofsixfootthreehehadsurveyedallthevastnessofhumanfollyandhadmadeuphismindnottobetoohardonit。Hewenton:——Thecaptainshippedmethismorning。Icouldn’tgetaboardsooner。IsawyouallaftandIcameuptheladder,andcouldseedirectlyyouweremusteringthecrew。NaturallyIcalledoutmyname。

  Ithoughtyouhaditonyourlist,andwouldunderstand。Youmisapprehended。’

  Hestoppedshort。Thefollyaroundhimwasconfounded。Hewasrightasever,andaseverreadytoforgive。Thedisdainfultoneshadceased,andbreathingheavily,hestoodstill,surroundedbyallthesewhitemen。Heheldhisheadupintheglareofthelamp——aheadvigorouslymodelledintodeepshadowsandshininglights——aheadpowerfulandmisshapenwithatormentedandflattenedface——afacepatheticandbrutal:thetragic,themysterious,therepulsivemaskofanigger’ssoul。

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  Mr。Baker,recoveringhiscomposure,lookedatthepaperclose。‘Oh,yes;that’sso。Allright,Wait。Takeyourgearforward,’

  hesaid。

  Suddenlythenigger’seyesrolledwildly,becameallwhites。

  Heputhishandtohissideandcoughedtwice,acoughmetallic,hollow,andtremendouslyloud;itresoundedliketwoexplosionsinavault;thedomeoftheskyrangtoit,andtheironplatesoftheship’sbulwarksseemedtovibrateinunison;thenhemarchedoffforwardwiththeothers。

  Theofficerslingeringbythecabindoorcouldhearhimsay:‘Won’tsomeofyouchapslendahandwithmydunnage?I’vegotachestandabag。’

  Thewords,spokensonorously,withanevenintonation,wereheardallovertheship,andthequestionwasputinamannerthatmaderefusalimpossible。

  Theshort,quickshuffleofmencarryingsomethingheavywentawayforward,butthetallfigureoftheniggerlingeredbythemainhatchinaknotofsmallershapes。Againhewasheardasking:‘Isyourcookacolouredgentleman?’Thenadisappointedanddisapproving‘Ah!

  h’m!’washiscommentupontheinformationthatthecookhappenedtobeamerewhiteman。Yet,astheywentalltogethertowardstheforecastle,hecondescendedtoputhisheadthroughthegalleydoorandboomoutinsideamagnificent‘Goodevening,doctor!’thatmadeallthesaucepansring。Inthedimlightthecookdozedonthecoallockerinfrontofthecaptain’ssupper。Hejumpedupasifhehadbeencutwithawhip,anddashedwildlyondecktoseethebacksofseveralmengoingawaylaughing。Afterwards,whentalkingaboutthatvoyage,heusedtosay:

  ——‘Thepoorfellowhadscaredme。IthoughtIhadseenthedevil。’

  Thecookhadbeensevenyearsintheshipwiththesamecaptain。Hewasaserious—mindedmanwithawifeandthreechildren,whosesocietyheenjoyedonanaverageonemonthoutoftwelve。WhenonshorehetookhisfamilytochurchtwiceeverySunday。Atseahewenttosleepeveryeveningwithhislampturnedfullup,apipeinhismouth,andanopenBibleinhishand。Someonehadalwaystogoduringthenighttoputoutthelight,takethebookfromhishand,andthepipefrombetweenhisteeth。‘For’

  ——Belfastusedtosay,irritatedandcomplaining——‘somenight,youstupidcookie,you’llswallowyourouldclay,andwewillhavenocook。

  ——‘Ah!sonny,IamreadyformyMaker’scall……wishPage14

  youallwere。’theotherwouldanswerwithabenignserenitythatwasaltogetherimbecileandtouching。Belfastoutsidethegalleydoordancedwithvexation。‘Youholyfool!Idon’twantyoutodie,’

  hehowled,lookingupwithfurious,quiveringfaceandtendereyes。‘What’sthehurry?youblessedwooden—headedouldheretic,thedivvlewillhaveyousoonenough。ThinkofUs……ofUs……ofUs!’Andhewouldgoaway,stamping,spittingaside,disgustedandworried;whiletheother,steppingout,saucepaninhand,hot,begrimed,andplacid,watchedwithasuperior,cock—suresmilethebackofhis‘queerlittleman’

  reelinginarage。Theyweregreatfriends。

  Mr。Baker,loungingovertheafter—hatch,sniffedthehumidnightinthecompanyofthesecondmate。——‘ThoseWestIndianiggersrunfineandlarge——someofthem……Ough!……Don’tthey?Afine,bigmanthat,Mr。Creighton。Feelhimonarope。Hey?Ough!Iwilltakehimintomywatch,Ithink。’Thesecondmate,afairgentlemanlyyoungfellow,witharesolutefaceandasplendedphysique,observedquietlythatitwasjustaboutwhatheexpected。TherecouldbefeltinhistonesomeslightbitternesswhichMr。Bakerverykindlysethimselftoargueaway。‘Come,come,youngman,’hesaid,gruntingbetweenthewords。‘Come!Don’tbetoogreedy。YouhadthatbigFinninyourwatchallthevoyage。Iwilldowhat’sfair。YoumayhavethosetwoyoungScandinaviansandI……Ough!……Igetthenigger,andwilltakethat……Ough!thatcheekycostermongerchapinablackfrock—coat。I’llmakehim……Ough!……makehimtoethemark,ormy……Ough!……nameisn’tBaker。Ough!Ough!Ough!’

  Hegruntedthrice——ferociously。Hehadthattrickofgruntingsobetweenhiswordsandattheendofsentences。Itwasafine,effectivegruntthatwentwellwithhismenacingutterance,withhisheavy,bull—neckedframe,hisjerky,rollinggait;withhisbig,seamedface,hissteadyeyes,andsardonicmouth。Butitseffecthadbeenlongdiscountedbythemen。Theylikedhim;Belfast,whowasafavourite,andknewit——

  mimickedhim,notquitebehindhisback。Charley——butwithgreatercaution——imitatedhiswalk。Someofhissayingsbecameestablisheddailyquotationsintheforecastle。Popularitycangonofarther!Besides,allhandswerereadytoadmitthatonafittingoccasionthematecould‘jumpdownafellow’sthroatinareg’larWesternOceanstyle。’

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  Nowhewasgivinghislastorders。‘Ough!……

  You,Knowles!Callallhandsatfour。Iwant……Ough!……toheaveshortbeforethetugcomes。LookoutfortheCaptain。Iamgoingtolaydowninmyclothes……Ough!……Callmewhenyouseetheboatcoming。Ough!Ough!……

  Theoldmanissuretohavesomethingtosaywhenhecomesaboard’

  heremarkedtoCreighton。‘Well,good—night……Ough!Alongdaybeforeusto—morrow……Ough!……Betterturninnow。Ough!Ough!’

  Uponthedarkdeckabandoflightflashed,thenadoorslammed,andMr。Bakerwasgoneintohisneatcabin。YoungCreightonstoodleaningovertherail,andlookeddreamilyintothenightoftheEast。

  Andhesawinitalongcountrylane,alaneofwavingleavesanddancingsunshine。Hesawstirringboughsofoldtreesoutspread,andframingintheirarchthetender,thecaressingbluenessofanEnglishsky。Andthroughthearchagirlinacleardress,smilingunderasunshade,seemedtobesteppingoutofthetendersky。

  Attheotherendoftheshiptheforecastle,withonlyonelampburningnow,wasgoingtosleepinadimemptinesstraversedbyloudbreathings,bysuddenshortsighs。Thedoublerowofberthsyawnedblack,likegravestenantedbyuneasycorpses。Hereandthereacurtainofgaudychintz,halfdrawn,markedtheresting—placeofasybarite。A

  leghungovertheedgeverywhiteandlifeless。Anarmstuckstraightoutwithadarkpalmturnedup,andthickfingershalfclosed。Twolightsnores,thatdidnotsynchronisequarreledinfunnydialogue。Singletonstrippedagain——theoldmansufferedmuchfrompricklyheat——stoodcoolinghisbackinthedoorway,withhisarmscrossedonhisbareandadornedchest。

  Hisheadtouchedthebeamofthedeckabove。Thenigger,halfundressed,wasbusycastingadriftthelashingofhisbox,andspreadinghisbeddinginanupperberth。Hemovedaboutinhissocks,tallandnoiseless,withapairofbracesbeatingabouthisheels。Amongsttheshadowsofstanchionsandbowsprit,Donkinmunchedapieceofhardship’sbread,sittingonthedeckwithupturnedfeetandrestlesseyes;heheldthebiscuitupbeforehismouthinthewholefist,andsnappedhisjawsatitwitharagingface。

  Crumbsfellbetweenhisoutspreadlegs。Thenhegotup。

  ‘Where’sourwater—cask?’heaskedinacontainedvoice。

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  Singleton,withoutaword,pointedwithabighandthatheldashortsmoulderingpipe。Donkinbentoverthecask,drankoutofThetin,splashingthewater,turnedroundandnoticedtheniggerlookingathimovertheshoulderwithcalmloftiness。Hemovedupsideways。

  ‘There’sabloomingsupperforaman,’

  hewhisperedbitterly。‘Mydorgat’omewouldn’t’aveit。It’sfitenoufforyouan’me。’Ere’sabigship’sfo’c’sle……Notabloomin’

  scrapofmeatinthekidsI’velookedinallthelockers……

  Theniggerstaredlikeamanaddressedunexpectedlyinaforeignlanguage。Donkinchangedhistone:——‘Giv’usabitof’baccy,mate’hebreathedoutconfidentially,‘I

  ’aven’t’adasmokeorchewforthelastmonth。Iamrampin’madforit。

  Comeon,oldman’!’

  ‘Don’tbefamiliar,’saidthenigger。

  Donkinstartedandsatdownonachestnearby,outofsheersurprise。

  ‘Wehaven’tkeptpigstogether。’continuedJamesWaitinadeepundertone。‘Here’syourtobacco。’Then,afterapause,heasked:——‘Whatship?’——‘GoldenState,’mutteredDonkinindistinctly,bitingthetobacco。

  Theniggerwhistledlow。——‘Ran?’hesaidcurtly。

  Donkinnodded:oneofhischeeksbulgedout。——‘IncourseI

  ran,’hemumbled。‘TheybootedthelifehoutofoneDagochaponthepassage’ere,thenstartedonme。Iclearedhout’ere。’

  ——‘Leftyourdunnagebehind?’——‘Yes,dunnageandmoney,’answeredDonkin,raisinghisvoicealittle;‘I

  gotnothink。Noclothes,nobed。Abandy—leggedlittleHirishchap’ere’asgivemeablanket……ThinkI’llgoan’sleepintheforetopmaststaysailto—night。’

  Hewentondecktrailingbehindhisbackacorneroftheblanket。Singleton,withoutaglance,movedslightlyasidetolethimpass。

  Theniggerputawayhisshoretogsandsatincleanworkingclothesonhisbox,onearmstretchedoverhisknees。AfterstaringatSingletonforsometimeheaskedwithoutemphasis:——‘Whatkindofshipisthis?Prettyfair?Eh?’

  Singletondidn’tstir。Alongwhileafterhesaid,withunmovedface:——‘Ship!……Shipsareallright。Itisthemeninthem!’

  Hewentonsmokingintheprofoundsilence。Thewisdomofhalfacenturyspentlisteningtothethunderofthewaveshadspokenunconsciouslythroughhisoldlips。Thecatpurredonthewindlass。ThenJamesWaithadafitofroaring,rattlingcough,thatshookPage17

  him,tossedhimlikeahurricane,andflunghimpantingwithstaringeyesheadlongonhissea—chest。Severalmenwokeup。Onesaidsleepilyoutofhisbunk:‘Struth!whatablamedrow!’——‘I

  haveacoldonmychest,’gaspedWait。——‘Cold!youcallit,’grumbledtheman;‘shouldthink’twassomethingmore……’——‘Oh!youthinkso,’saidtheniggeruprightandloftilyscornfulagain。Heclimbedintohisberthandbegancoughingpersistentlywhileheputhisheadouttoglareallroundtheforecastle。Therewasnofurtherprotest。Hefellbackonthepillow,andcouldbeheardtherewheezingregularlylikeamanoppressedinhissleep。

  Singletonstoodatthedoorwithhisfacetothelightandhisbacktothedarkness。Andaloneinthedimemptinessofthesleepingforecastleheappearedbigger,colossal,veryold;oldasFatherTimehimself,whoshouldhavecomethereintothisplaceasquietasasepulchretocontemplatewithpatienteyestheshortvictoryofsleep,theconsoler。Yethewasonlyachildoftime,alonelyrelicofadevouredandforgottengeneration。

  Hestood,stillstrong,aseverunthinking;areadymanwithavastemptypastandwithnofuture,withhischildlikeimpulsesandhisman’spassionsalreadydeadwithinhistattooedbreast。Themenwhocouldunderstandhissilenceweregone——thosemenwhoknewhowtoexistbeyondthepaleoflifeandwithinsightofeternity。Theyhadbeenstrong,asthosearestrongwhoknowneitherdoubtsnorhopes。Theyhadbeenimpatientandenduring,turbulentanddevoted,unrulyandfaithful。Well—meaningpeoplehadtriedtorepresentthosemenaswhiningovereverymouthfuloftheirfood;asgoingabouttheirworkinfearoftheirlives。Butintruththeyhadbeenmenwhoknewtoil,privation,violence,debauchery——butknewnotfear,andhadnodesireofspiteintheirhearts。Menhardtomanage,buteasytoinspire;voicelessmen——butmenenoughtoscornintheirheartsthesentimentalvoicesthatbewailedthehardnessoftheirfate。Itwasafateuniqueandtheirown;thecapacitytobearitappearedtothemtheprivilegeofthechosen!Theirgenerationlivedinarticulateandindispensable,withoutknowingthesweetnessofaffectionsortherefugeofahome——anddiedfreefromthedarkmenaceofanarrowgrave。Theyweretheeverlastingchildrenofthemysterioussea。Theirsuccessorsarethegrown—upchildrenofadiscontentedearth。TheyPage18

  arelessnaughty,butlessinnocent;lessprofane,butperhapsalsolessbelieving;andiftheyhadlearnedhowtospeaktheyhavealsolearnedhowtowhine。Buttheotherswerestrongandmute,theywereeffaced,bowedandenduring,likestonecaryatidesthatholdupinthenightthelightedhallsofaresplendentandgloriousedifice。Theyaregonenow——anditdoesnotmatter。Theseaandtheearthareunfaithfultotheirchildren:

  atruth,afaith,agenerationofmengoes——andisforgotten,anditdoesnotmatter!Except,perhaps,tothefewofthosewhobelievedthetruthconfessedthefaith——orlovedthemen。

  Abreezewascoming。Theshipthathadbeenlyingtide—rodeswungtoaheavierpuff;andsuddenlytheslackofthechaincablebetweenthewindlassandthehawse—pipeclinked,slippedforwardaninch,androsegentlyoffthedeckwithastartlingsuggestionasofunsuspectedlifethathadbeenlurkingstealthilyintheiron。Inthehawse—pipeThegrindinglinkssentthroughtheshipasoundlikealowgroanofamansighingunderaburden。Thestraincameonthewindlass,thechaintautenedlikeastring,vibrated——andthehandleofthescrew—brakemovedinslightjerks。Singletonsteppedforward。

  Tillthenhehadbeenstandingmeditativeandunthinking,reposefulandhopeless,withafacegrimandblank——asixty—year—oldchildofthemysterioussea。Thethoughtsofallhislifetimecouldhavebeenexpressedinsixwords,butthestirofthosethingsthatwereasmuchapartofhisexistenceashisbeatingheartcalledupagleamofalertunderstandinguponthesternnessofhisagedface。Theflameofthelampswayed,andtheoldman,withknittedandbushyeyebrows,stoodoverthebrake,watchfulandmotionlessinthewildsarabandofdancingshadows。

  Thentheship,obedienttothecallofheranchor,forgedaheadslightlyandeasedthestrain。Thecablerelieved,hungdown,andafterswayingimperceptiblytoandfrodroppedwithaloudtaponthehardwoodplanks。

  Singletonseizedthehighlever,and,byaviolentthrowforwardofhisbody,wrungoutanotherhalf—turnfromthebrake。Herecoveredhimself,breathedlargely,andremainedforawhileglaringdownatthepowerfulandcompactenginethatsquattedonthedeckathisfeet,likesomequietmonster——acreatureamazingandtame。

  ‘You……hold!’hegrowledatitmasterfully,intheinculttangleofhiswhitebeard。

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  Nextmorning,atdaylight,theNarcissuswenttosea。

  Aslighthazeblurredthehorizon。Outsidetheharbourthemeasurelessexpanseofsmoothwaterlaysparklinglaysparklinglikeafloorofjewels,andasemptyasthesky。Theshortblacktuggaveaplucktowindward,intheusualway,thenletgotherope,andhoveredforamomentonthequarterwithherenginesstopped;whiletheslim,longhulloftheshipmovedaheadslowlyunderlowertop—sails。Thelooseuppercanvasblewoutinthebreezewithsoftroundcontours,resemblingsmallwhitecloudssnaredinthemazeofropes。Thenthesheetswerehauledhome,theyardshoisted,andtheshipbecameahighandlonelypyramid,gliding,allshiningandwhite,throughthesunlitmist。Thetugturnedshortroundandwentawaytowardsland。Twenty—sixpairsofeyeswatchedherlowbroadsterncrawlinglanguidlyoverthebeatingwaterwithfiercehurry。Sheresembledanenormousandaquaticblackbeetle,surprisedbythelight,overwhelmedbythesunshine,tryingtoescapewithineffectualeffortintothedistantgloomoftheland。Sheleftalingeringsmudgeofsmokeonthesky,andtwovanishingtrailsoffoamonthewater。Ontheplacewhereshehadstoppedaroundblackpatchofsootremainedundulatingontheswell——anuncleanmarkofthecreature’srest。

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  TheNarcissusleftalone,headingsouth,seemedtostandresplendentandstillupontherestlesssea,underthemovingsun。Flakesoffoamsweptpasthersides;thewaterstruckherwithflashingblows;thelandglidedaway,slowlyfading;afewbirdsscreamedonmotionlesswingsovertheswayingmastheads。Butsoonthelanddisappeared,thebirdswentaway;andtothewestthepointedsailofanArabdhowrunningforBombay,rosetriangularanduprightabovethesharpedgeofthehorizon,lingered,andvanishedlikeanillusion。Thentheship’swake,longandstraight,stretcheditselfoutthroughadayofimmensesolitude。Thesettingsun,burningonthelevelofthewater,flamedcrimsonbelowtheblacknessofheavyrainclouds。Thesunsetsquall,comingupfrombehind,dissolveditselfintotheshortdelugeofahissingshower。Itlefttheshipglisteningfromtruckstowaterline,andwithdarkenedsails。Sheraneasilybeforeafairmonsoon,withherdecksclearedforthenight;and,movingalongwithher,washeardthesustainedandmonotonousswishingofthewaves,mingledwiththelowwhispersofmenmusteredaftforthesettingofwatches;

  theshortplaintofsomeblockaloft;or,nowandthen,aloudsighofwind。

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