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  \"Notintentionally-andwhohurriesoff,ateveryrisk,tomakethemosthumbleexcuses。\"

  \"Well,whatdoyouadvisemenow?\"

  \"Tobeverypatient;towatchandwait。\"

  \"Andisthatbadadviceorgood?\"

  \"Thatisnotformetosay,\"Mrs。Pennimanrejoined,withsomedignity。\"Ionlyclaimitissincere。\"

  \"Andwillyoucometomenextweekandrecommendsomethingdifferentandequallysincere?\"

  \"Imaycometoyounextweek,andtellyouthatIaminthestreets。\"

  \"Inthestreets?\"

  \"Ihavehadaterriblescenewithmybrother,andhethreatens,ifanythinghappens,toturnmeoutofthehouse。YouknowIamapoorwoman。\"

  Morrishadaspeculativeideathatshehadalittleproperty;buthenaturallydidnotpressthis。

  \"Ishouldbeverysorrytoseeyousuffermartyrdomforme,\"hesaid。\"ButyoumakeyourbrotheroutaregularTurk。\"

  Mrs。Pennimanhesitatedalittle。

  \"IcertainlydonotregardAustinasanorthodoxChristian。\"

  \"AndamItowaittillheisconverted?\"

  \"Waitatanyratetillheislessviolent。Bideyourtime,Mr。

  Townsend;remembertheprizeisgreat。\"

  Morriswalkedalongsometimeinsilence,tappingtherailingsandgatepostsverysharplywithhisstick。

  \"Youcertainlyaredevilishinconsistent!\"hebrokeoutatlast。

  \"IhavealreadygotCatherinetoconsenttoaprivatemarriage。\"

  Mrs。Pennimanwasindeedinconsistent,foratthisnewsshegavealittlejumpofgratification。

  \"Oh,whenandwhere?\"shecried。Andthenshestoppedshort。

  Morriswasalittlevagueaboutthis。

  \"Thatisn\'tfixed;butsheconsents。It\'sdeucedawkwardnowtobackout。\"

  Mrs。Penniman,asIsay,hadstoppedshort;andshestoodtherewithhereyesfixedbrilliantlyonhercompanion。

  \"Mr。Townsend,\"sheproceeded,\"shallItellyousomething?

  Catherinelovesyousomuchthatyoumaydoanything。\"

  Thisdeclarationwasslightlyambiguous,andMorrisopenedhiseyes。

  \"Iamhappytohearit。Butwhatdoyoumeanby\'anything\'?\"

  \"Youmaypostpone-youmaychangeabout;shewon\'tthinktheworseofyou。\"

  Morrisstoodtherestill,withhisraisedeyebrows;thenhesaid,simplyandratherdryly,\"Ah!\"AfterthisheremarkedtoMrs。Pennimanthatifshewalkedsoslowlyshewouldattractnotice,andhesucceeded,afterafashion,inhurryingherbacktothedomicileofwhichhertenurehadbecomesoinsecure。

  CHAPTER22。

  HEHADslightlymisrepresentedthematterinsayingthatCatherinehadconsentedtotakethegreatstep。Weleftherjustnowdeclaringthatshewouldburnhershipsbehindher;butMorris,afterhavingelicitedthisdeclaration,hadbecomeconsciousofgoodreasonsfornottakingitup。Heavoided,gracefullyenough,fixingaday,thoughheleftherundertheimpressionthathehadhiseyeonone。

  Catherinemayhavehadherdifficulties;butthoseofhercircumspectsuitorarealsoworthyofconsideration。Theprizewascertainlygreat;butitwasonlytobewonbystrikingthehappymeanbetweenprecipitancyandcaution。Itwouldbeallverywelltotakeone\'sjumpandtrusttoProvidence;Providencewasmoreespeciallyonthesideofcleverpeople,andcleverpeoplewereknownbyanindispositiontorisktheirbones。

  Theultimaterewardofaunionwithayoungwomanwhowasbothunattractiveandimpoverishedoughttobeconnectedwithimmediatedisadvantagesbysomeverypalpablechain。BetweenthefearoflosingCatherineandherpossiblefortunealtogether,andthefearoftakinghertoosoonandfindingthispossiblefortuneasvoidofactualityasacollectionofemptiedbottles,itwasnotcomfortableforMorrisTownsendtochoose-afactthatshouldberememberedbyreadersdisposedtojudgeharshlyofayoungmanwhomayhavestruckthemasmakingbutanindifferentlysuccessfuluseoffinenaturalparts。HehadnotforgottenthatinanyeventCatherinehadherowntenthousandayear;hehaddevotedanabundanceofmeditationtothiscircumstance。Butwithhisfinepartsheratedhimselfhigh,andhehadaperfectlydefiniteappreciationofhisvalue,whichseemedtohiminadequatelyrepresentedbythesumIhavementioned。Atthesametimeheremindedhimselfthatthissumwasconsiderable,thateverythingisrelative,andthatifamodestincomeislessdesirablethanalargeone,thecompleteabsenceofrevenueisnowhereaccountedanadvantage。

  Thesereflectionsgavehimplentyofoccupation,andmadeitnecessarythatheshouldtrimhissail。DoctorSloper\'soppositionwastheunknownquantityintheproblemhehadtoworkout。ThenaturalwaytoworkitoutwasbymarryingCatherine;butinmathematicstherearemanyshortcuts,andMorriswasnotwithoutahopethatheshouldyetdiscoverone。WhenCatherinetookhimathisword,andconsentedtorenouncetheattempttomollifyherfather,hedrewbackskillfullyenough,asIhavesaid,andkepttheweddingdaystillanopenquestion。Herfaithinhissinceritywassocompletethatshewasincapableofsuspectingthathewasplayingwithher;hertroublejustnowwasofanotherkind。Thepoorgirlhadanadmirablesenseofhonor,andfromthemomentshehadbroughtherselftothepointofviolatingherfather\'swish,itseemedtoherthatshehadnorighttoenjoyhisprotection。Itwasonherconsciencethatsheoughttoliveunderhisroofonlysolongassheconformedtohiswisdom。Therewasagreatdealofgloryinsuchaposition,butpoorCatherinefeltthatshehadforfeitedherclaimtoit。Shehadcastherlotwithayoungmanagainstwhomhehadsolemnlywarnedher,andbrokenthecontractunderwhichheprovidedherwithahappyhome。Shecouldnotgiveuptheyoungman,soshemustleavethehome;andthesoonertheobjectofherpreferenceofferedheranother,thesoonerhersituationwouldloseitsawkwardtwist。Thiswasclosereasoning;butitwascommingledwithaninfiniteamountofmerelyinstinctivepenitence。Catherine\'sdays,atthistime,weredismal,andtheweightofsomeofherhourswasalmostmorethanshecouldbear。Herfatherneverlookedather,neverspoketoher。Heknewperfectlywhathewasabout,andthiswaspartofaplan。Shelookedathimasmuchasshedared(forshewasafraidofseemingtoofferherselftohisobservation),andshepitiedhimforthesorrowshehadbroughtuponhim。Sheheldupherheadandbusiedherhands,andwentaboutherdailyoccupations;andwhenthestateofthingsinWashingtonSquareseemedintolerable,sheclosedhereyesandindulgedherselfwithanintellectualvisionofthemanforwhosesakeshehadbrokenasacredlaw。

  Mrs。Penniman,ofthethreepersonsinWashingtonSquare,hadmuchthemostofthemannerthatbelongstoagreatcrisis。IfCatherinewasquiet,shewasquietlyquiet,asImaysay,andherpatheticeffects,whichtherewasnoonetonotice,wereentirelyunstudiedandunintended。Ifthedoctorwasstiffanddry,andabsolutelyindifferenttothepresenceofhiscompanions,itwassolightly,neatly,easilydone,thatyouwouldhavehadtoknowhimwelltodiscoverthat,onthewhole,heratherenjoyedhavingtobesodisagreeable。ButMrs。Pennimanwaselaboratelyreservedandsignificantlysilent;therewasaricherrustleintheverydeliberatemovementstowhichsheconfinedherself,andwhensheoccasionallyspoke,inconnectionwithsomeverytrivialevent,shehadtheairofmeaningsomethingdeeperthanwhatshesaid。BetweenCatherineandherfathernothinghadpassedsincetheeveningshewenttospeaktohiminhisstudy。Shehadsomethingtosaytohim-itseemedtohersheoughttosayit-butshekeptitbackforfearofirritatinghim。Healsohadsomethingtosaytoher;buthewasdeterminednottospeakfirst。Hewasinterested,asweknow,inseeinghow,ifshewerelefttoherself,shewould\"stick。\"AtlastshetoldhimshehadseenMorrisTownsendagain,andthattheirrelationsremainedquitethesame。

  \"Ithinkweshallmarry-beforeverylong。Andprobably,meanwhile,Ishallseehimratheroften;aboutonceaweek-notmore。\"

  Thedoctorlookedathercoldlyfromheadtofoot,asifshehadbeenastranger。Itwasthefirsttimehiseyeshadrestedonherforaweek,whichwasfortunate,ifthatwastobetheirexpression。

  \"Whynotthreetimesaday?\"heasked。\"Whatpreventsyourmeetingasoftenasyouchoose?\"

  Sheturnedawayamoment;thereweretearsinhereyes。Thenshesaid,\"Itisbetteronceaweek。\"

  \"Idon\'tseehowitisbetter。Itisasbadasitcanbe。IfyouflatteryourselfthatIcareforlittlemodificationsofthatsort,youareverymuchmistaken。Itisaswrongofyoutoseehimonceaweekasitwouldbetoseehimalldaylong。Notthatitmatterstome,however。\"

  Catherinetriedtofollowthesewords,buttheyseemedtoleadtowardavaguehorrorfromwhichsherecoiled。\"Ithinkweshallmarryprettysoon,\"sherepeated,atlast。

  Herfathergaveherhisdreadfullookagain,asifsheweresomeoneelse。\"Whydoyoutellmethat?It\'snoconcernofmine。\"

  \"Oh,Father,\"shebrokeout,\"don\'tyoucare,evenifyoudofeelso?\"

  \"Notabutton。Onceyoumarry,it\'squitethesametomewhen,orwhere,orwhyyoudoit;andifyouthinktocompoundforyourfollybyhoistingyourflyinthisway,youmayspareyourselfthetrouble。\"

  Withthisheturnedaway。Butthenextdayhespoketoherofhisownaccord,andhismannerwassomewhatchanged。\"Shallyoubemarriedwithinthenextfourorfivemonths?\"heasked。

  \"Idon\'tknow,Father,\"saidCatherine。\"Itisnotveryeasyforustomakeupourminds。\"

  \"Putitoff,then,forsixmonths,andinthemeantimeIwilltakeyoutoEurope。Ishouldlikeyouverymuchtogo。\"

  Itgavehersuchdelight,afterhiswordsofthedaybefore,tohearthatheshould\"like\"hertodosomething,andthathestillhadinhisheartanyofthetendernessofpreference,thatshegavealittleexclamationofjoy。ButthenshebecameconsciousthatMorriswasnotincludedinthisproposal,andthat-asregardsreallygoing-shewouldgreatlyprefertoremainathomewithhim。Butsheblushednonethelessmorecomfortablythanshehaddoneoflate。

  \"ItwouldbedelightfultogotoEurope,\"sheremarked,withasensethattheideawasnotoriginal,andthathertonewasnotallitmightbe。

  \"Verywell,then,wewillgo。Packupyourclothes。\"

  \"IhadbettertellMr。Townsend,\"saidCatherine。

  Herfatherfixedhiscoldeyesuponher。\"Ifyoumeanthatyouhadbetteraskhisleave,allthatremainstomeistohopehewillgiveit。\"

  Thegirlwassharplytouchedbythepatheticringofthewords;itwasthemostcalculated,themostdramaticlittlespeechthedoctorhadeveruttered。Shefeltthatitwasagreatthingforher,underthecircumstances,tohavethisfineopportunityofshowinghimherrespect;andyettherewassomethingelsethatshefeltaswell,andthatshepresentlyexpressed。\"IsometimesthinkthatifIdowhatyoudislikesomuch,Ioughtnottostaywithyou。\"

  \"Tostaywithme?\"

  \"IfIlivewithyou,Ioughttoobeyyou。\"

  \"Ifthat\'syourtheory,it\'scertainlymine,\"saidthedoctor,withadrylaugh。

  \"ButifIdon\'tobeyyou,Ioughtnottolivewithyou-toenjoyyourkindnessandprotection。\"

  Thisstrikingargumentgavethedoctorasuddensenseofhavingunderestimatedhisdaughter;itseemedevenmorethanworthyofayoungwomanwhohadrevealedthequalityofunaggressiveobstinacy。

  Butitdispleasedhim-displeasedhimdeeply,andhesignifiedasmuch。\"Thatideaisinverybadtaste,\"hesaid。\"DidyougetitfromMr。Townsend?\"

  \"Ohno;it\'smyown,\"saidCatherine,eagerly。

  \"Keepittoyourself,then,\"herfatheranswered,morethaneverdeterminedsheshouldgotoEurope。

  CHAPTER23。

  IFMORRISTOWNSENDwasnottobeincludedinthisjourney,nomorewasMrs。Penniman,whowouldhavebeenthankfulforaninvitation,butwho(todoherjustice)boreherdisappointmentinaperfectlyladylikemanner。\"IshouldenjoyseeingtheworksofRaphaelandtheruins-theruinsofthePantheon,\"shesaidtoMrs。Almond,\"but,ontheotherhand,IshallnotbesorrytobealoneandatpeaceforthenextfewmonthsinWashingtonSquare。Iwantrest;Ihavebeenthroughsomuchinthelastfourmonths。\"Mrs。AlmondthoughtitrathercruelthatherbrothershouldnottakepoorLaviniaabroad;butsheeasilyunderstoodthat,ifthepurposeofhisexpeditionwastomakeCatherineforgetherlover,itwasnotinhisinteresttogivehisdaughterthisyoungman\'sbestfriendasacompanion。\"IfLaviniahadnotbeensofoolish,shemightvisittheruinsofthePantheon,\"shesaidtoherself;andshecontinuedtoregrethersister\'sfolly,eventhoughthelatterassuredherthatshehadoftenheardtherelicsinquestionmostsatisfactorilydescribedbyMr。Penniman。Mrs。Pennimanwasperfectlyawarethatherbrother\'smotiveinundertakingaforeigntourwastolayatrapforCatherine\'sconstancy;andsheimpartedthisconvictionveryfranklytoherniece。

  \"HethinksitwillmakeyouforgetMorris,\"shesaid(shealwayscalledtheyoungman\"Morris\"now)。\"Outofsight,outofmind,youknow。Hethinksthatallthethingsyouwillseeovertherewilldrivehimoutofyourthoughts。\"

  Catherinelookedgreatlyalarmed。\"Ifhethinksthat,Ioughttotellhimbeforehand。\"

  Mrs。Pennimanshookherhead。\"Tellhimafterward,mydear-afterhehashadallthetroubleandexpense。That\'sthewaytoservehim。\"Andsheadded,inasofterkey,thatitmustbedelightfultothinkofthosewholoveusamongtheruinsofthePantheon。

  Herfather\'sdispleasurehadcostthegirl,asweknow,agreatdealofdeep-wellingsorrow-sorrowofthepurestandmostgenerouskind,withoutatouchofresentmentorrancor;butforthefirsttime,afterhehaddismissedwithsuchcontemptuousbrevityherapologyforbeingachargeuponhim,therewasasparkofangerinhergrief。

  Shehadfelthiscontempt;ithadscorchedher;thatspeechaboutherbadtastehadmadeherearsburnforthreedays。Duringthisperiodshewaslessconsiderate;shehadanidea-arathervagueone,butitwasagreeabletohersenseofinjury-thatnowshewasabsolvedfrompenance,andmightdowhatshechose。ShechosetowritetoMorrisTownsendtomeetherintheSquareandtakehertowalkaboutthetown。IfsheweregoingtoEuropeoutofrespecttoherfather,shemightatleastgiveherselfthissatisfaction。Shefeltineverywayatpresentmorefreeandmoreresolute;therewasaforcethaturgedher。Nowatlast,completelyandunreservedly,herpassionpossessedher。

  Morrismetheratlast,andtheytookalongwalk。Shetoldhimimmediatelywhathadhappened;thatherfatherwishedtotakeheraway-itwouldbeforsixmonths-toEurope;shewoulddoabsolutelywhatMorrisshouldthinkbest。Shehopedinexpressiblythathewouldthinkitbestsheshouldstayathome。Itwassometimebeforehesaidwhathethought;heasked,astheywalkedalong,agreatmanyquestions。Therewasonethatespeciallystruckher;itseemedsoincongruous。

  \"Shouldyouliketoseeallthosecelebratedthingsoverthere?\"

  \"Ohno,Morris!\"saidCatherine,quitedeprecatingly。

  \"Graciousheaven,whatadullwoman!\"Morrisexclaimedtohimself。

  \"HethinksIwillforgetyou,\"saidCatherine,\"thatallthesethingswilldriveyououtofmymind。\"

  \"Well,mydear,perhapstheywill。\"

  \"Pleasedon\'tsaythat,\"Catherineanswered,gently,astheywalkedalong。\"PoorFatherwillbedisappointed。\"

  Morrisgavealittlelaugh。\"Yes,Iverilybelievethatyourpoorfatherwillbedisappointed。ButyouwillhaveseenEurope,\"headded,humorously。\"Whatatakein!\"

  \"Idon\'tcareforseeingEurope,\"Catherinesaid。

  \"Yououghttocare,mydear;anditmaymollifyyourfather。\"

  Catherine,consciousofherobstinacy,expectedlittleofthis,andcouldnotridherselfoftheideathatingoingabroadandyetremainingfirm,sheshouldplayherfatheratrick。\"Don\'tyouthinkitwouldbeakindofdeception?\"sheasked。

  \"Doesn\'thewanttodeceiveyou?\"criedMorris。\"Itwillservehimright。Ireallythinkyouhadbettergo。\"

  \"Andnotbemarriedforsolong?\"

  \"Bemarriedwhenyoucomeback。YoucanbuyyourweddingclothesinParis。\"AndthenMorris,withgreatkindnessoftone,explainedhisviewofthematter。Itwouldbeagoodthingthatsheshouldgo;itwouldputthemcompletelyintheright。Itwouldshowtheywerereasonable,andwillingtowait。Oncetheyweresosureofeachother,theycouldaffordtowait-whathadtheytofear?Iftherewasaparticleofchancethatherfatherwouldbefavorablyaffectedbyhergoing,thatoughttosettleit;for,afterall,Morriswasveryunwillingtobethecauseofherbeingdisinherited。Itwasnotforhimself,itwasforherandforherchildren。Hewaswillingtowaitforher;itwouldbehard,buthecoulddoit。Andoverthere,amongbeautifulscenesandnoblemonuments,perhapstheoldgentlemanwouldbesoftened;suchthingsweresupposedtoexertahumanizinginfluence。Hemightbetouchedbyhergentleness,herpatience,herwillingnesstomakeanysacrificebutthatone;andifsheshouldappealtohimsomeday,insomecelebratedspot-inItaly,say,intheevening;inVenice,inagondola,bymoonlight-ifsheshouldbealittlecleveraboutit,andtouchtherightchord,perhapshewouldfoldherinhisarms,andtellherthatheforgaveher。Catherinewasimmenselystruckwiththisconceptionoftheaffair,whichseemedeminentlyworthyofherlover\'sbrilliantintellect,thoughshevieweditaskanceinsofarasitdependeduponherownpowersofexecution。Theideaofbeing\"clever\"inagondolabymoonlightappearedtohertoinvolveelementsofwhichhergraspwasnotactive。

  Butitwassettledbetweenthemthatsheshouldtellherfatherthatshewasreadytofollowhimobedientlyanywhere,makingthementalreservationthatshelovedMorrisTownsendmorethanever。

  Sheinformedthedoctorshewasreadytoembark,andhemaderapidarrangementsforthisevent。Catherinehadmanyfarewellstomake,butwithonlytwoofthemareweactivelyconcerned。Mrs。Pennimantookadiscriminatingviewofherniece\'sjourney;itseemedtoherveryproperthatMr。Townsend\'sdestinedbrideshouldwishtoembellishhermindbyaforeigntour。

  \"Youleavehimingoodhands,\"shesaid,pressingherlipstoCatherine\'sforehead。(Shewasveryfondofkissingpeople\'sforeheads;itwasaninvoluntaryexpressionofsympathywiththeintellectualpart。)\"Ishallseehimoften;Ishallfeellikeoneofthevestalsofoldtendingthesacredflame。\"

  \"Youbehavebeautifullyaboutnotgoingwithus,\"Catherineanswered,notpresumingtoexaminethisanalogy。

  \"Itismypridethatkeepsmeup,\"saidMrs。Penniman,tappingthebodyofherdress,whichalwaysgaveforthasortofmetallicring。

  Catherine\'spartingwithherloverwasshort,andfewwordswereexchanged。

  \"ShallIfindyoujustthesamewhenIcomeback?\"sheasked;thoughthequestionwasnotthefruitofskepticism。

  \"Thesame-onlymoreso,\"saidMorris,smiling。

  ItdoesnotenterintoourschemetonarrateindetailDoctorSloper\'sproceedingsintheEasternHemisphere。HemadethegrandtourofEurope,traveledinconsiderablesplendor,and(aswastohavebeenexpectedinamanofhishighcultivation)foundsomuchinartandantiquitytointeresthim,thatheremainedabroad,notforsixmonths,butfortwelve。Mrs。Penniman,inWashingtonSquare,accommodatedherselftohisabsence。Sheenjoyedheruncontesteddominionintheemptyhouse,andflatteredherselfthatshemadeitmoreattractivetotheirfriendsthanwhenherbrotherwasathome。ToMorrisTownsend,atleast,itwouldhaveappearedthatshemadeitsingularlyattractive。Hewasaltogetherhermostfrequentvisitor,andMrs。Pennimanwasveryfondofaskinghimtotea。Hehadhischair-averyeasyone-atthefiresideinthebackparlor(whenthegreatmahoganyslidingdoors,withsilverknobsandhinges,whichdividedthisapartmentfromitsmoreformalneighbor,wereclosed),andheusedtosmokecigarsinthedoctor\'sstudy,whereheoftenspentanhourinturningoverthecuriouscollectionsofitsabsentproprietor。HethoughtMrs。Pennimanagoose,asweknow;buthewasnogoosehimself,and,asayoungmanofluxurioustastesandscantyresources,hefoundthehouseaperfectcastleofindolence。Itbecameforhimaclubwithasinglemember。Mrs。Pennimansawmuchlessofhersisterthanwhilethedoctorwasathome;forMrs。AlmondhadfeltmovedtotellherthatshedisapprovedofherrelationswithMr。

  Townsend。Shehadnobusinesstobesofriendlytoayoungmanofwhomtheirbrotherthoughtsomeanly,andMrs。AlmondwassurprisedatherlevityinfoistingamostdeplorableengagementuponCatherine。

  \"Deplorable!\"criedLavinia。\"Hewillmakeheralovelyhusband。\"

  \"Idon\'tbelieveinlovelyhusbands,\"saidMrs。Almond。\"Ionlybelieveingoodones。Ifhemarriesher,andshecomesintoAustin\'smoney,theymaygeton。Hewillbeanidle,amiable,selfish,and,doubtless,tolerablygood-naturedfellow。Butifshedoesn\'tgetthemoney,andhefindshimselftiedtoher,heavenhavemercyonher!

  Hewillhavenone。Hewillhateherforhisdisappointment,andtakehisrevenge;hewillbepitilessandcruel。WoebetidepoorCatherine!

  Irecommendyoutotalkalittlewithhissister;it\'sapityCatherinecan\'tmarryher!\"

  Mrs。PennimanhadnoappetitewhateverforconversationwithMrs。

  Montgomery,whoseacquaintanceshemadenotroubletocultivate;andtheeffectofthisalarmingforecastofherniece\'sdestinywastomakeherthinkitindeedathousandpitiesthatMr。Townsend\'sgenerousnatureshouldbeembittered。Brightenjoymentwashisnaturalelement,andhowcouldhebecomfortableifthereshouldprovetobenothingtoenjoy?ItbecameafixedideawithMrs。Pennimanthatheshouldyetenjoyherbrother\'sfortune,onwhichshehadacutenessenoughtoperceivethatherownclaimwassmall。

  \"Ifhedoesn\'tleaveittoCatherine,itcertainlywon\'tbetoleaveittome,\"shesaid。

  CHAPTER24。

  THEDOCTOR,duringthefirstsixmonthshewasabroad,neverspoketohisdaughteroftheirlittledifference,partlyonsystem,andpartlybecausehehadagreatmanyotherthingstothinkabout。Itwasidletoattempttoascertainthestateofheraffectionswithoutdirectinquiry,becauseifshehadnothadanexpressivemanneramongthefamiliarinfluencesofhome,shefailedtogatheranimationfromthemountainsofSwitzerlandorthemonumentsofItaly。

  Shewasalwaysherfather\'sdocileandreasonableassociate-goingthroughtheirsight-seeingindeferentialsilence,nevercomplainingoffatigue,alwaysreadytostartatthehourhehadappointedovernight,makingnofoolishcriticisms,andindulginginnorefinementsofappreciation。\"Sheisaboutasintelligentasthebundleofshawls,\"thedoctorsaid,hermainsuperioritybeingthat,whilethebundleofshawlssometimesgotlost,ortumbledoutofthecarriage,Catherinewasalwaysatherpost,andhadafirmandampleseat。Butherfatherhadexpectedthis,andhewasnotconstrainedtosetdownherintellectuallimitationsasatouristtosentimentaldepression;shehadcompletelydivestedherselfofthecharacteristicsofavictim,andduringthewholetimethattheywereabroadsheneverutteredanaudiblesigh。HesupposedshewasincorrespondencewithMorrisTownsend,butheheldhispeaceaboutit,forheneversawtheyoungman\'sletters,andCatherine\'sownmissiveswerealwaysgiventothecouriertopost。Sheheardfromherloverwithconsiderableregularity,buthisletterscameenclosedinMrs。

  Penniman\'s;sothat,wheneverthedoctorhandedherapacketaddressedinhissister\'shand,hewasaninvoluntaryinstrumentofthepassionhecondemned。Catherinemadethisreflection,andsixmonthsearliershewouldhavefeltboundtogivehimwarning;butnowshedeemedherselfabsolved。Therewasasorespotinherheartthathisownwordshadmadewhenonceshespoketohimasshethoughthonorprompted;shewouldtryandpleasehimasfarasshecould,butshewouldneverspeakthatwayagain。Shereadherlover\'slettersinsecret。

  Oneday,attheendofthesummer,thetwotravelersfoundthemselvesinalonelyvalleyoftheAlps。Theywerecrossingoneofthepasses,andonthelongascenttheyhadgotoutofthecarriageandhadwanderedmuchinadvance。Afterawhilethedoctordescriedafootpathwhich,leadingthroughatransversevalley,wouldbringthemout,ashejustlysupposed,atamuchhigherpointoftheascent。

  Theyfollowedthisdeviousway,andfinallylostthepath;thevalleyprovedverywildandrough,andtheirwalkbecameratherascramble。Theyweregoodwalkers,however,andtheytooktheiradventureeasily;fromtimetotimetheystopped,thatCatherinemightrest;andthenshesatuponastoneandlookedaboutheratthehard-featuredrocksandtheglowingsky。Itwaslateintheafternoon,inthelastofAugust;nightwascomingon,andastheyhadreachedagreatelevation,theairwascoldandsharp。Inthewesttherewasagreatsuffusionofcoldredlight,whichmadethesidesofthelittlevalleylookonlythemoreruggedanddusky。Duringoneoftheirpausesherfatherleftherandwanderedawaytosomehighplace,atadistance,togetaview。Hewasoutofsight;shesattherealoneinthestillness,whichwasjusttouchedbythevaguemurmursomewhereofamountainbrook。ShethoughtofMorrisTownsend,andtheplacewassodesolateandlonelythatheseemedveryfaraway。Herfatherremainedabsentalongtime;shebegantowonderwhathadbecomeofhim。Butatlasthereappeared,comingtowardherinthecleartwilight,andshegotuptogoon。Hemadenomotiontoproceed,however,butcameclosetoher,asifhehadsomethingtosay。Hestoppedinfrontofher,andstoodlookingatherwitheyesthathadkeptthelightoftheflushingsnow-summitsonwhichtheyhadjustbeenfixed。Then,abruptly,inalowtone,heaskedheranunexpectedquestion,\"Haveyougivenhimup?\"

  Thequestionwasunexpected,butCatherinewasonlysuperficiallyunprepared。

  \"No,Father,\"sheanswered。

  Helookedatheragainforsomemomentswithoutspeaking。

  \"Doeshewritetoyou?\"heasked。

  \"Yes,abouttwiceamonth。\"

  Thedoctorlookedupanddownthevalley,swinginghisstick;thenhesaidtoher,inthesamelowtone,\"Iamveryangry。\"

  Shewonderedwhathemeant-whetherhewishedtofrightenher。Ifhedid,theplacewaswellchosen:Thishard,melancholydell,abandonedbythesummerlight,madeherfeelherloneliness。Shelookedaroundher,andherheartgrewcold;foramomentherfearwasgreat。Butshecouldthinkofnothingtosay,savetomurmur,gently,\"Iamsorry。\"

  \"Youtrymypatience,\"herfatherwenton,\"andyououghttoknowwhatIam。Iamnotaverygoodman。ThoughIamverysmoothexternally,atbottomIamverypassionate;andIassureyouIcanbeveryhard。\"

  Shecouldnotthinkwhyhetoldherthesethings。Hadhebroughtherthereonpurpose,andwasitpartofaplan?Whatwastheplan?

  Catherineaskedherself。Wasittostartlehersuddenlyintoaretraction-totakeanadvantageofherbydread?Dreadofwhat?Theplacewasuglyandlonely,buttheplacecoulddohernoharm。Therewasakindofstillintensityaboutherfatherwhichmadehimdangerous,butCatherinehardlywentsofarastosaytoherselfthatitmightbepartofhisplantofastenhishand-theneat,fine,supplehandofadistinguishedphysician-inherthroat。

  Nevertheless,sherecededastep。\"Iamsureyoucanbeanythingyouplease,\"shesaid;anditwashersimplebelief。

  \"Iamveryangry,\"hereplied,moresharply。

  \"Whyhasittakenyousosuddenly?\"

  \"Ithasnottakenmesuddenly。Ihavebeenraginginwardlyforthelastsixmonths。Butjustnowthisseemedagoodplacetoflareout。

  It\'ssoquiet,andwearealone。\"

  \"Yes,it\'sveryquiet,\"saidCatherine,vaguelylookingabouther。

  \"Won\'tyoucomebacktothecarriage?\"

  \"Inamoment。Doyoumeanthatinallthistimeyouhavenotyieldedaninch?\"

  \"IwouldifIcould,Father;butIcan\'t。\"

  Thedoctorlookedroundhimtoo。\"Shouldyouliketobeleftinsuchaplaceasthis,tostarve?\"

  \"Whatdoyoumean?\"criedthegirl。

  \"Thatwillbeyourfate-that\'showhewillleaveyou。\"

  Hewouldnottouchher,buthehadtouchedMorris。Thewarmthcamebacktoherheart。\"Thatisnottrue,Father,\"shebrokeout,\"andyououghtnottosayit。Itisnotright,andit\'snottrue。\"

  Heshookhisheadslowly。\"No,it\'snotright,becauseyouwon\'tbelieveit。Butitistrue。Comebacktothecarriage。\"

  Heturnedaway,andshefollowedhim;hewentfaster,andwaspresentlymuchinadvance。Butfromtimetotimehestopped,withoutturninground,toletherkeepupwithhim,andshemadeherwayforwardwithdifficulty,herheartbeatingwiththeexcitementofhavingforthefirsttimespokentohiminviolence。Bythistimeithadgrownalmostdark,andsheendedbylosingsightofhim。Butshekepthercourse,andafteralittle,thevalleymakingasuddenturn,shegainedtheroad,wherethecarriagestoodwaiting。Initsatherfather,rigidandsilent;insilence,too,shetookherplacebesidehim。

  Itseemedtoher,later,inlookingbackuponallthis,thatfordaysafterwardnotawordhadbeenexchangedbetweenthem。Thescenehadbeenastrangeone,butithadnotpermanentlyaffectedherfeelingtowardherfather,foritwasnatural,afterall,thatheshouldoccasionallymakeasceneofsomekind,andhehadletheraloneforsixmonths。Thestrangestpartofitwasthathehadsaidhewasnotagoodman;Catherinewonderedagooddealwhathehadmeantbythat。Thestatementfailedtoappealtohercredence,anditwasnotgratefultoanyresentmentthatsheentertained。Evenintheutmostbitternessthatshemightfeel,itwouldgivehernosatisfactiontothinkhimlesscomplete。Suchasayingasthatwasapartofhisgreatsubtlety-mensocleverashemightsayanythingandmeananything;andastohisbeinghard,thatsurely,inaman,wasavirtue。

  Heletheraloneforsixmonthsmore-sixmonthsduringwhichsheaccommodatedherselfwithoutaprotesttotheextensionoftheirtour。

  Buthespokeagainattheendofthistime:Itwasattheverylast,thenightbeforetheyembarkedforNewYork,inthehotelatLiverpool。Theyhadbeendiningtogetherinagreat,dim,mustysittingroom;andthentheclothhadbeenremoved,andthedoctorwalkedslowlyupanddown。Catherineatlasttookhercandletogotobed,butherfathermotionedhertostay。

  \"Whatdoyoumeantodowhenyougethome?\"heasked,whileshestoodtherewithhercandleinherhand。

  \"DoyoumeanaboutMr。Townsend?\"

  \"AboutMr。Townsend。\"

  \"Weshallprobablymarry。\"

  Thedoctortookseveralturnsagainwhileshewaited。\"Doyouhearfromhimasmuchasever?\"

  \"Yes,twiceamonth,\"saidCatherine,promptly。

  \"Anddoeshealwaystalkaboutmarriage?\"

  \"Ohyes;thatis,hetalksaboutotherthingstoo,buthealwayssayssomethingaboutthat。\"

  \"Iamgladtohearhevarieshissubjects;hislettersmightotherwisebemonotonous。\"

  \"Hewritesbeautifully,\"saidCatherine,whowasverygladofachancetosayit。

  \"Theyalwayswritebeautifully。However,inagivencasethatdoesn\'tdiminishthemerit。So,assoonasyouarrive,youaregoingoffwithhim?\"

  Thisseemedarathergrosswayofputtingit,andsomethingthattherewasofdignityinCatherineresentedit。\"Icannottellyoutillwearrive,\"shesaid。

  \"That\'sreasonableenough,\"herfatheranswered。\"That\'sallIaskofyou-thatyoudotellme,thatyougivemedefinitenotice。Whenapoormanistolosehisonlychild,helikestohaveaninklingofitbeforehand。\"

  \"Oh,Father,youwillnotloseme,\"Catherinesaid,spillinghercandlewax。

  \"Threedaysbeforewilldo,\"hewenton,\"ifyouareinapositiontobepositivethen。Heoughttobeverythankfultome,doyouknow。Ihavedoneamightygoodthingforhimintakingyouabroad;

  yourvalueistwiceasgreat,withalltheknowledgeandtastethatyouhaveacquired。Ayearago,youwereperhapsalittlelimited-alittlerustic;butnowyouhaveseeneverything,andappreciatedeverything,andyouwillbeamostentertainingcompanion。Wehavefattenedthesheepforhimbeforehekillsit。\"Catherineturnedaway,andstoodstaringattheblankdoor。\"Gotobed,\"saidherfather,\"andaswedon\'tgoaboardtillnoon,youmaysleeplate。Weshallprobablyhaveamostuncomfortablevoyage。\"

  CHAPTER25。

  THEVOYAGEwasindeeduncomfortable,andCatherine,onarrivinginNewYork,hadnotthecompensationof\"goingoff,\"inherfather\'sphrase,withMorrisTownsend。Shesawhim,however,thedayaftershelanded;andinthemeantimeheformedanaturalsubjectofconversationbetweenourheroineandherauntLavinia,withwhom,thenightshedisembarked,thegirlwasclosetedforalongtimebeforeeitherladyretiredtorest。

  \"Ihaveseenagreatdealofhim,\"saidMrs。Penniman。\"Heisnotveryeasytoknow。Isupposeyouthinkyouknowhim;butyoudon\'t,mydear。Youwillsomeday;butitwillonlybeafteryouhavelivedwithhim。ImayalmostsayIhavelivedwithhim,\"Mrs。Pennimanproceeded,whileCatherinestared。\"IthinkIknowhimnow;Ihavehadsuchremarkableopportunities。Youwillhavethesame-or,rather,youwillhavebetter,\"andAuntLaviniasmiled。\"ThenyouwillseewhatImean。It\'sawonderfulcharacter,fullofpassionandenergy,andjustastrue。\"

  Catherinelistenedwithamixtureofinterestandapprehension。AuntLaviniawasintenselysympathetic,andCatherine,forthepastyear,whileshewanderedthroughforeigngalleriesandchurches,androlledoverthesmoothnessofpostingroads,nursingthethoughtsthatneverpassedherlips,hadoftenlongedforthecompanyofsomeintelligentpersonofherownsex。Totellherstorytosomekindwoman-atmomentsitseemedtoherthatthiswouldgivehercomfort,andshehadmorethanoncebeenonthepointoftakingthelandlady,ortheniceyoungpersonfromthedressmaker\'s,intoherconfidence。

  Ifawomanhadbeennearher,shewouldoncertainoccasionshavetreatedsuchacompaniontoafitofweeping;andshehadanapprehensionthat,onherreturn,thiswouldformherresponsetoAuntLavinia\'sfirstembrace。Infact,however,thetwoladieshadmet,inWashingtonSquare,withouttears;andwhentheyfoundthemselvesalonetogetheracertaindrynessfelluponthegirl\'semotion。ItcameoverherwithagreaterforcethatMrs。Pennimanhadenjoyedawholeyearofherlover\'ssociety,anditwasnotapleasuretohertohearherauntexplainandinterprettheyoungman,speakingofhimasifherownknowledgeofhimweresupreme。ItwasnotthatCatherinewasjealous;buthersenseofMrs。Penniman\'sinnocentfalsity,whichhadlaindormant,begantohauntheragain,andshewasgladthatshewassafelyathome。Withthis,however,itwasablessingtobeabletotalkofMorris,tosoundhisname,tobewithapersonwhowasnotunjusttohim。

  \"Youhavebeenverykindtohim,\"saidCatherine。\"Hehaswrittenmethat,often。Ishallneverforgetthat,AuntLavinia。\"

  \"IhavedonewhatIcould;ithasbeenverylittle。Tolethimcomeandtalktome,andgivehimhiscupoftea-thatwasall。YourauntAlmondthoughtitwastoomuch,andusedtoscoldmeterribly;

  butshepromisedme,atleast,nottobetrayme。\"

  \"Tobetrayyou?\"

  \"Nottotellyourfather。Heusedtositinyourfather\'sstudy,\"

  saidMrs。Penniman,withalittlelaugh。

  Catherinewassilentamoment。Thisideawasdisagreeabletoher,andshewasremindedagain,withpain,ofheraunt\'ssecretivehabits。

  Morris,thereadermaybeinformed,hadhadthetactnottotellherthathesatinherfather\'sstudy。Hehadknownherbutforafewmonths,andheraunthadknownherforfifteenyears;andyethewouldnothavemadethemistakeofthinkingthatCatherinewouldseethejokeofthething。\"IamsorryyoumadehimgointoFather\'sroom,\"

  shesaid,afterawhile。

  \"Ididn\'tsendhim;hewenthimself。Helikedtolookatthebooks,andatallthosethingsintheglasscases。Heknowsallaboutthem;heknowsallabouteverything。\"

  Catherinewassilentagain;then,\"Iwishhehadfoundsomeemployment,\"shesaid。

  \"Hehasfoundsomeemployment。It\'sbeautifulnews,andhetoldmetotellyouassoonasyouarrived。Hehasgoneintopartnershipwithacommissionmerchant。Itwasallsettled,quitesuddenly,aweekago。\"

  ThisseemedtoCatherineindeedbeautifulnews;ithadafineprosperousair。\"Oh,I\'msoglad!\"shesaid;andnow,foramoment,shewasdisposedtothrowherselfonAuntLavinia\'sneck。

  \"It\'smuchbetterthanbeingundersomeone;andhehasneverbeenusedtothat,\"Mrs。Pennimanwenton。\"Heisjustasgoodashispartner-theyareperfectlyequal。Youseehowrighthewastowait。I

  shouldliketoknowwhatyourfathercansaynow!TheyhavegotanofficeinDuaneStreet,andlittleprintedcards;hebroughtmeonetoshowme。Ihavegotitinmyroom,andyoushallseeittomorrow。

  That\'swhathesaidtomethelasttimehewashere,\'YouseehowrightIwastowait。\'Hehasgototherpeopleunderhiminsteadofbeingasubordinate。Hecouldneverbeasubordinate;IhaveoftentoldhimIcouldneverthinkofhiminthatway。\"

  Catherineassentedtothisproposition,andwasveryhappytoknowthatMorriswashisownmaster;butshewasdeprivedofthesatisfactionofthinkingthatshemightcommunicatethisnewsintriumphtoherfather。HerfatherwouldcareequallylittlewhetherMorriswereestablishedinbusinessortransportedforlife。Hertrunkshadbeenbroughtintoherroom,andfurtherreferencetoherloverwasforashorttimesuspended,whilesheopenedthemanddisplayedtoherauntsomeofthespoilsofforeigntravel。Thesewererichandabundant;andCatherinehadbroughthomeapresenttoeveryone-toeveryonesaveMorris,towhomshehadbroughtsimplyherundivertedheart。ToMrs。Pennimanshehadbeenlavishlygenerous,andAuntLaviniaspenthalfanhourinunfoldingandfoldingagain,withlittleejaculationsofgratitudeandtaste。Shemarchedaboutforsometimeinasplendidcashmereshawl,whichCatherinehadbeggedhertoaccept,settlingitonhershoulders,andtwistingdownherheadtoseehowlowthepointdescendedbehind。

  \"Ishallregarditonlyasaloan,\"shesaid。\"IwillleaveittoyouagainwhenIdie;or,rather,\"sheadded,kissinghernieceagain,\"Iwillleaveittoyourfirstbornlittlegirl。\"Anddrapedinhershawl,shestoodtheresmiling。

  \"Youhadbetterwaittillshecomes,\"saidCatherine。

  \"Idon\'tlikethewayyousaythat,\"Mrs。Pennimanrejoined,inamoment。\"Catherine,areyouchanged?\"

  \"No;Iamthesame。\"

  \"Youhavenotswervedaline?\"

  \"Iamexactlythesame,\"Catherinerepeated,wishingherauntwerealittlelesssympathetic。

  \"Well,Iamglad,\"andMrs。Pennimansurveyedhercashmereintheglass。Then,\"Howisyourfather?\"sheasked,inamoment,withhereyesonherniece。\"Yourlettersweresomeager-Icouldnevertell。\"

  \"Fatherisverywell。\"

  \"Ah,youknowwhatImean,\"saidMrs。Penniman,withadignitytowhichthecashmeregavearichereffect。\"Ishestillimplacable?\"

  \"Oh,yes!\"

  \"Quiteunchanged?\"

  \"Heis,ifpossible,morefirm。\"

  Mrs。Pennimantookoffhergreatshawl,andslowlyfoldeditup。

  \"Thatisverybad。Youhadnosuccesswithyourlittleproject?\"

  \"Whatlittleproject?\"

  \"Morristoldmeallaboutit。Theideaofturningthetablesonhim,inEurope;ofwatchinghim,whenhewasagreeablyimpressedbysomecelebratedsight-hepretendstobesoartistic,youknow-andthenjustpleadingwithhimandbringinghimround。\"

  \"Inevertriedit。ItwasMorris\'sidea;butifhehadbeenwithusinEurope,hewouldhaveseenthatFatherwasneverimpressedinthatway。Heisartistic-tremendouslyartistic;butthemorecelebratedplaceswevisited,andthemoreheadmiredthem,thelessuseitwouldhavebeentopleadwithhim。Theyseemedonlytomakehimmoredetermined-moreterrible,\"saidpoorCatherine。\"Ishallneverbringhimround,andIexpectnothingnow。\"

  \"Well,Imustsay,\"Mrs。Pennimananswered,\"Ineversupposedyouweregoingtogiveitup。\"

  \"Ihavegivenitup。Idon\'tcarenow。\"

  \"Youhavegrownverybrave,\"saidMrs。Penniman,withashortlaugh。

  \"Ididn\'tadviseyoutosacrificeyourproperty。\"

  \"Yes,IambraverthanIwas。YouaskedmeifIhadchanged;I

  havechangedinthatway。Oh,\"thegirlwenton,\"Ihavechangedverymuch。Anditisn\'tmyproperty。Ifhedoesn\'tcareforit,whyshouldI?\"

  Mrs。Pennimanhesitated。\"Perhapshedoescareforit。\"

  \"Hecaresforitformysake,becausehedoesn\'twanttoinjureme。Buthewillknow-heknowsalready-howlittleheneedbeafraidaboutthat。Besides,\"saidCatherine,\"Ihavegotplentyofmoneyofmyown。Weshallbeverywelloff;andnowhasn\'thegothisbusiness?

  Iamdelightedaboutthatbusiness。\"Shewentontalking,showingagooddealofexcitementassheproceeded。Heraunthadneverseenherwithjustthismanner,andMrs。Penniman,observingher,setitdowntoforeigntravel,whichhadmadehermorepositive,moremature。

  ShethoughtalsothatCatherinehadimprovedinappearance;shelookedratherhandsome。Mrs。PennimanwonderedwhetherMorrisTownsendwouldbestruckwiththat。Whileshewasengagedinthisspeculation,Catherinebrokeout,withacertainsharpness,\"Whyareyousocontradictory,AuntPenniman?Youseemtothinkonethingatonetime,andanotheratanother。Ayearago,beforeIwentaway,youwishedmenottomindaboutdispleasingFather,andnowyouseemtorecommendmetotakeanotherline。Youchangeaboutso。\"

  Thisattackwasunexpected,forMrs。Pennimanwasnotused,inanydiscussion,toseeingthewarcarriedintoherowncountry-possiblybecausetheenemygenerallyhaddoubtsoffindingsubsistencethere。

  Toherownconsciousness,thefloweryfieldsofherreasonhadrarelybeenravagedbyahostileforce。Itwasperhapsonthisaccountthatindefendingthemshewasmajesticratherthanagile。

  \"Idon\'tknowwhatyouaccusemeof,saveofbeingtoodeeplyinterestedinyourhappiness。ItisthefirsttimeIhavebeentoldIamcapricious。ThatfaultisnotwhatIamusuallyreproachedwith。\"

  \"YouwereangrylastyearthatIwouldn\'tmarryimmediately,andnowyoutalkaboutmywinningmyfatherover。YoutoldmeitwouldservehimrightifheshouldtakemetoEuropefornothing。Well,hehastakenmefornothing,andyououghttobesatisfied。Nothingischanged-nothingbutmyfeelingaboutFather。Idon\'tmindnearlysomuchnow。IhavebeenasgoodasIcould,buthedoesn\'tcare。NowI

  don\'tcareeither。Idon\'tknowwhetherIhavegrownbad;perhapsI

  have。ButIdon\'tcareforthat。Ihavecomehometobemarried-

  that\'sallIknow。Thatoughttopleaseyou,unlessyouhavetakenupsomenewidea;youaresostrange。Youmaydoasyouplease,butyoumustneverspeaktomeagainaboutpleadingwithFather。Ishallneverpleadwithhimforanything;thatisallover。Hehasputmeoff。Iamcomehometobemarried。\"

  Thiswasamoreauthoritativespeechthanshehadeverheardonherniece\'slips,andMrs。Pennimanwasproportionatelystartled。

  Shewas,indeed,alittleawestruck,andtheforceofthegirl\'semotionandresolutionlefthernothingtoreply。Shewaseasilyfrightened,andshealwayscarriedoffherdiscomfiturebyaconcession-aconcessionwhichwasoftenaccompanied,asinthepresentcase,byalittlenervouslaugh。

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