\"Helpyourselftowhiskyandsoda,Jimmy,\"SirHenryinvited,ashebuttoneduphiscoat。\"You’llneeditallpresently。\"
\"Ithankyoukindly,sir,\"Jimmyreplied。\"Iamthinkingthatwe’llbothneedadrinkbeforewe’rethroughthisnight。\"
Hehelpedhimselftoawhiskyandsodaonthegenerousprincipleofhalfandhalf。Philippa,whowaswatchingherhusband’spreparationsindignantly,oncemorefoundwords。
\"Henry,youareincorrigible!\"sheexclaimed。\"Listentomeifyouplease。Iinsistuponit。\"
SirHenryturnedalittleimpatientlytowardsher。\"Philippa,I
reallycan’tstopnow,\"heprotested。\"Butyoumust!Youshall!\"
shecried。\"Youshallhearthismuchfromme,atanyrate,beforeyougo。WhatIsaidtheotherdayIrepeatathousandfoldnow。\"
SirHenryglancedatDumbleandmotionedhisheadtowardsthedoor。
Thefishermanmadeanawkwardexit。
\"Athousandfold,\"Philipparepeatedpassionately。\"Youhear,Henry?
Idonotconsidermyselfanymoreyourwife。IfIamherewhenyoureturn,itwillbesimplybecauseIfinditconvenient。Yourconductisdisgracefulandunmanly。\"
\"Mydeargirl!\"heremonstrated。\"Imaybebackintwenty-four-
possiblytwelvehours。\"
\"Itisamatterofindifferencetomewhenyoureturn,\"wasthecurtreply。\"Ihavefinished。\"
Thedoorwasthrownopen。
\"Youroilskins,sir,andflask,\"Millsannounced,hurryingin,alittlebreathless。\"You’llforgivemymentioningit,sir,butitscarcelyseemsafitnighttoleavehome。\"
\"Gottobedonethisonce,Mills,\"hismasterreplied,strugglingintohiscoat。
Theyoungpeoplefromthebilliardroomsuddenlystreamedin。Nora,whowasstillcarryinghercue,gazedatherfatherinamazement。
\"Why,where’sDadgoing?\"shecried。
\"Itappears,\"Philippaexplainedsarcastically,\"thatashoalofwhitinghasarrived。\"
\"Veryuncertainfish,whiting,\"SirHenryobserved,\"hereto-dayandgoneto-morrow。\"
\"Youwon’tfindittooeasygettingoffto-night,sir,\"Harrisonremarkeddoubtfully。
\"Jimmywillseetothat,\"wastheconfidentreply。\"Iexpectweshallbeamongstthematdaybreak。Good-by,everybody!Good-by,Philippa!\"
Hiseyessoughthiswife’sinvain。ShehadturnedtowardsLessingham。
\"Youarenothurryingoff,areyou,Mr。Lessingham?\"sheasked。\"I
wantyoutoshowmethatnewPatience。\"
\"Ishallbedelighted。\"
SirHenryturnedslowlyaway。ForamomenthisfacedarkenedashiseyesmetLessingham’s。Heseemedabouttospeakbutchangedhismind。
\"Well,good-by,everyone,\"hecalledout。\"Ishallbebackbeforemidnightifwedon’tgetout。\"
\"Andifyoudo?\"Noracried。
\"Ifwedo,Heavenhelpthewhiting!\"
CHAPTERXV
\"Ofcourse,we’rebehavingshockingly,allthreeofus!\"Philippadeclared,asshesippedherchampagneandleanedbackinherseat。
\"Youmeanbycomingtoaplacelikethis?\"Lessinghamqueried,lookingaroundthecrowdedrestaurant。\"Wearenot,inthatcase,theonlysinners。\"
\"Ididn’tmeanthemerefactofbeinghere,\"Philippaexplained,\"butbeingherewithyou。\"
\"Iforgot,\"hesaidgloomily,\"thatIwassuchablacksheep。\"
\"Don’tbesilly,\"sheadmonished。\"You’renothingofthesort。But,ofcourse,weareskatingonratherthinice。IfIhadHenrytoconsiderinanyway,ifhehadanysortofacareer,perhapsIshouldbemorecareful。Asitis,IthinkIfeelalittlerecklesslately。
Dreymarshhasgotuponmynerves。ThethingsthatIthoughtmostofinlifeseemtohavecrumbledaway。\"
\"OughtItobesorry?\"heasked。\"Iamnot。\"
\"Butwhyareyousounsympathetic?\"
\"BecauseIamwaitingbyyoursidetorebuild,\"hewhispered。
Atall,bronzedyoungsoldierwithhisarminasling,stoppedbeforetheirtable,andHelen,afteramoment’sprotestandaglanceatPhilippa,movedawaywithhimtothelittlespacereservedforthedancers。
\"WhatachaperonIam!\"Philippasighed。\"IscarcelyknowanythingabouttheyoungmanexcepthisnameandthathewasinDick’sregiment。\"
\"Ididnothearit,\"Lessinghamobserved,\"butIfeeldeeplygratefultohim。ItissoseldomthatIhaveachancetotalktoyoualonelikethis。\"
\"Itseemsincrediblethatwehavetalkedsolong,\"Philippasaid,glancingatthewatchuponherwrist。\"IreallyfeelnowthatI
knowallaboutyou-yourschooldays,yourcollegedays,andyoursoldiering。Youhavebeenveryfrank,haven’tyou?\"
\"Ihavenothingtoconceal-fromyou,\"hereplied。\"Ifthereisanythingmoreyouwanttoknow-\"
\"Thereisnothing,\"sheinterrupteduneasily。
\"Perhapsyouarewise,\"hereflected,\"andyetsomeday,youknow,youwillhavetohearitall,overandoveragain。\"
\"Iwillnotbemadelovetoinarestaurant,\"shedeclaredfirmly。
\"Youaresoparticularastolocalities,\"hecomplained。\"Youcouldnotseeyourwayclear,Isuppose,tosuggestwhatyouwouldconsiderasuitableenvironment?=20
Philippalookedathimforamomentveryearnestly。
\"Ah,don’tletusplayatthingsweneitherofusfeel!\"shebegged。
\"Andthereissomeonetherewhowantstospeaktoyou。\"
Lessinghamlookedupintothefaceofthemanwhohadpausedbeforetheirtable,asonemightlookintothefaceofunexpecteddeath。
Heremainedperfectlystill,buttheslightcolourseemedslowlytobedrawnfromhischeeks。Yetthenewcomerhimselfseemedinnowayterrifying。Hewastallandlargelybuilt,clean-shaven,andwiththehumourousmouthofanIrishmanoranAmerican。
Neitherwasthereanythingthreateninginhisspeech。
\"Gladtorunupagainstyou,Lessingham,\"hesaid,holdingouthishand。\"Gaycrowdheretonight,isn’tit?\"
\"Very,\"Lessinghamanswered,speakingverymuchlikeamaninadream。\"LadyCranston,willyoupermitmetointroducemyfriend-Mr。Hayter。\"
Philippawasimmediatelygracious,andafewmomentspassedintrivialconversation。ThenMr。Hayterpreparedtodepart。
\"Imustbejoiningmyfriends,\"heobserved。\"Lookinandseemesometime,Lessingham-Number72,MilanCourt。YouknowwhatanightbirdIam。Perhapsyouwillcallandhaveafinaldrinkwithmewhenyouhavefinishedhere。\"
\"Ishallbeveryglad,\"Lessinghampromised。
Mr。Hayterpassedon,aman,apparently,ofmanyacquaintances,tojudgebyhisinterruptedprogress。LadyCranstonlookedathercompanion。Shewaspuzzled。
\"Isthatarecentacquaintance,\"sheasked,\"asheaddressedyoubythenameofLessingham?\"
\"Yes,\"wasthequietreply。
\"Youdon’twishtotalkabouthim?\"
\"No!\"
Helenandherpartnerreturned,afewmomentslater,andthelittlepartypresentlybrokeup。LessinghamdrovethetwowomentotheirhotelinDoverStreet。
\"We’vehadamostdelightfulevening,\"Philippaassuredhim,astheysaidgoodnight。\"Youarecomingroundtoseeusinthemorning,aren’tyou?\"
\"IfImay,\"Lessinghamassented。
HelenfoundherwayintoPhilippa’sroom,lateronthatnight。Shehadnervedherselfforaverythanklesstask。
\"MayIsitdownforafewmoments?\"sheasked,alittlenervously。
\"Yourfireissomuchbetterthanmine。\"
Philippaglancedatherfriendthroughthelooking-glassbeforewhichshewasbrushingherhair,andmadealittlegrimace。Shefeltaforewarningofwhatwascoming。
\"Ofcourse,dear,\"shereplied。\"Haveyouenjoyedyourevening?\"
\"Verymuch,inaway,\"wasthesomewhathesitatingreply。\"Ofcourse,nothingreallycountsuntilDickcomesback,butitisnicetotalkwithsomeonewhoknowshim。\"
\"Agreeableconversation,\"Philipparemarkeddidactically,\"isoneofthegreatestpleasuresinlife。\"
\"YoufindMr。Lessinghamveryinteresting,don’tyou?\"Helenasked。
Philippafinishedarrangingherhairtohersatisfactionanddrewupaneasy-chairoppositehervisitor’s。
\"SoyouwanttotalkwithmeaboutMr。Lessingham,doyou?\"
\"Isupposeyouknowthathe’sinlovewithyou?Helenbegan。
\"Ihopeheisalittle,mydear,\"wasthesmilingreply。\"I’msureI’vetriedmybest。\"
\"Won’tyoutalkseriously?\"Helenpleaded。
\"Idon’taltogetherseethenecessity,\"Philippaprotested。
\"Ido,andI’lltellyouwhy,\"Helenanswered。\"Idon’tthinkMr。
Lessinghamisatallthetypeofmantowhichyouareaccustomed。
Ithinkthatheisindeadlyearnestaboutyou。Ithinkthathewasindeadlyearnestfromthefirst。Youdon’treallycareforhim,doyou,dear?\"
\"Verymuch,andyetnot,perhaps,quiteinthewayyouarethinkingof,\"wasthequietreply。
\"Thenpleasesendhimaway,\"Helenbegged。
\"Mydear,howcanI?\"Philippaobjected。\"Hehasdoneusanimmenseservice,andhecan’tdisobeyhisorders。\"
\"Youdon’twanthimtogoaway,then?\"
Philippawassilentforseveralmoments。\"No,\"sheadmitted,\"I
don’tthinkthatIdo。\"
\"Youdon’tcareforHenryanymore?\"
\"Justasmuchasever,\"wasthesomewhatbitterreply。\"That’swhatIresentsomuch。IshouldlikeHenrytobelievethathehadkilledeverysparkofloveinme。\"
Helenmovedacrossandsatonthearmofherfriend’schair。Shefeltthatshewasgoingtobeverydaring。
\"Haveyouanyideaatthehackofyourmind,dear,\"sheasked\"ofmakinguseofMr。LessinghamtopunishHenry?\"
Philippamovedalittleuneasily。
\"Howhatefullydownrightyouare!\"shemurmured。\"Idon’tknow。\"
\"Because,\"Helencontinued,\"ifyouhaveanysuchideainyourmind,IthinkitismostunfairtoMr。Lessingham。Youknowperfectlywellthatanythingelsebetweenyouandhimwouldheimpossible。\"
\"Andwhy?\"
\"Don’tberidiculous!\"Helenexclaimedvigorously。\"Mr。Lessinghammayhaveallthemostdelightfulqualitiesintheworld,buthehasattachedhimselftoacountrywhichnoEnglishmanorwomanwillbeabletothinkofwithoutshuddering,formanyyearstocome。Youcan’tdreamofcuttingyourselfadriftfromyourfriendsandyourhomeandyourcountry!It’stoounnatural!I’mnotevenarguingwithyou,Philippa。Youcouldn’tdoit!I’mwhollyconcernedwithMr。Lessingham。Icannotforgetwhatweowehim。Ithinkitwouldbehatefullycruelofyoutospoilhislife。\"
Philippa’sflashesofseriousnesswereonlymomentary。Shemadealittlegrimace。Shewasoncemorehernatural,irresponsibleself。
\"Youunderratemycharm,Helen,\"shedeclared。\"IreallybelievethatIcouldmakehislifeinsteadofspoilingit。\"
\"Andyouwouldpaytheprice?\"
Philippa,slimandelflikeinthefirelight,rosefromherchair。
Therewasamomentarycrueltyinherface。
\"Isometimesthink,\"shesaidcalmly,\"thatIwouldpayanypriceintheworldtomakeHenryunderstandhowIfeel。There,nowrunalong,dear。You’refullofgoodintentions,anddon’tthinkithorridofme,butnothingthatyoucouldsaywouldmakeanydifference。\"
\"Youwouldn’tdoanythingrash?\"Helenpleaded。
\"Well,ifIrunawaywithMr。Lessingham,Icertainlycan’tpromisethatI’llsendcardsoutfirst。WhateverIdo,impulsewillprobablydecide。\"
\"Impulse!\"
\"Whynot?Itrustmine。Can’tyou?\"Philippaadded,withalittleshrugoftheshoulders。
\"Sometimes,\"Helensighed,\"theyaresuchwildhorses,youknow。
Theyleadonetosuchterribleplaces。\"
\"Andsometimes,\"Philippareplied,\"theyfindtheirwayintotheheavenwhereoursobererthoughtscouldnevertakeus。Goodnight,dear!\"
CHAPTERXVI
Mr。WilliamHayter,inthesolitudeofhischambersattheMilanCourt,wasaveryalteredpersonage。Heextendednowelcomingsalutationtohismidnightvisitorbutsimplymotionedhimtoachair。
\"Well,\"hebegan,\"isyourtaskfinishedthatyouareinLondon?\"
\"Mytask,\"Lessinghamreplied,\"mightjustaswellneverhavebeenenteredupon。Themanyousentmetowatchisnothingbutanordinarysport-lovingEnglishman。\"
\"Really!Youhavelivedashisneighbourfornearlyamonth,andthatisyourimpressionofhim?\"
\"Itis,\"Lessinghamassented。\"Hehasbeenawaysea-fishing,halfthetime,butIhavesearchedhishousethoroughly。\"
\"Searchedhispapers,eh?\"
\"EveryoneIcouldfind,andhatedthejob。Thereareagoodmanychartsofthecoast,buttheyareallfortheuseofthefishermen。\"
\"Wonderful!\"Hayterscoffed。\"Myyoungfriend,youmayyetfinddistinctioninsomeotherwalkoflife。Oursecretservice,I
fancy,willverysoonbeabletodispensewithyourenergies。\"
\"AndIwithyoursecretservice,\"Lessinghamagreedheartily。\"I
daresaytheremaybesomebranchesofitinwhichexistenceistolerable。That,however,doesnotapplytothetaskuponwhichI
havebeenengaged。\"
\"Youhavebeencompletelyduped,\"Haytertoldhimcalmly,\"andtheinformationyouhavesentusisvalueless。SirHenryCranston,insteadofbeingthetypeofmanwhomyouhavedescribed,isoneofthegreatestexpertsuponcoastdefenseandmine-laying,intheEnglishAdmiralty。\"
Lessinghamlaughedshortly。
\"That,\"hedeclared,\"isperfectlyabsurd。\"
\"Itis,\"Hayterrepeated,withemphasis,\"theprecisetruth。SirHenryCranton’sfishingexcursionsaremyths。Heissimplytransferredfromhisfishingboatontooneofalittlefleetofso-calledminesweepers,fromwhichheconductshisoperations。
Nearlyeveryoneofthemostimportanttownsontheeastcoastareprotectedbyminefieldsofhisdesign。\"
Lessinghamwasdumbfounded。Hiscompanion’smannerwassingularlyconvincing。
\"ButhowcouldSirHenryoranyoneelsekeepthisasecret?\"heprotested。\"Evenhiswifeisscarcelyonspeakingtermswithhimbecauseshebelieveshimtoheanidler,andthewholeneighbourhoodgossipsoverhisslackness。\"
\"Thewholeneighbourhoodiseasilyfooled,\"Hayterretorted。\"Thereareoneortwowhoknow,however。\"
\"Thereareoneortwo,\"Lessinghamobservedgrimly,\"whoarebeginningtosuspectme。\"
\"Thatisapity,\"Hayteradmitted,\"becauseitwillbenecessaryforyoutoreturntoDreymarshatonce。\"
\"ReturntoDreymarshatonce?ButCranstonisaway。Thereisnothingformetodothereinhisabsence。\"
\"HewillbebackonWednesdayorThursdaynight,\"wastheconfidentreply。\"Hewillbringwithhimtheplanofhislatestdefensesofatownontheeastcoast,whichourcruisersquadronpurposetobombard。Wemusthavethatchart。\"
Lessinghamlistenedinmutedistress。
\"Couldyoupossiblygetmerelieved?\"hebegged。\"Thefactis-\"
\"Wecouldnot,andwewillnot,\"Hayterinterruptedfiercely。
\"Unlessyouwishmetodenounceyouathomeasarenegadeandacoward,youwillgothroughwiththeworkwhichhasbeenallottedtoyou。YourearliermistakeswillbeforgivenifthatchartisinmyhandsbyFriday。\"
\"Buthowdoyouknowthathewillhaveit?\"Lessinghamprotested。
\"Supposingyouarerightandheisreallyresponsiblefortheminefieldsyouspeakof,IshouldthinkthelastthinghewoulddowouldbetobringthechartbacktoDreymarsh。\"
\"Asamatteroffact,thatispreciselywhathewilldo,\"Hayterassuredhislistener。\"Heisbringingitbackfortheinspectionofoneofthecommissionersfortheeastcoastdefense,whoistomeethimathishouse。AndIwishtowarnyou,too,Maderstrom,thatyouwillhaveverylittletime。Forsomereasonorother,Cranstonisdissatisfiedwiththesecrecyunderwhichhehasbeencompelledtowork,andhasappliedtotheAdmiraltyforrecognitionofhisposition。Immediatelythisisgiven,Igatherthathishousewillbeinaccessibletoyou。\"
Lessinghamsat,hisarmsfolded,hiseyesfixeduponthefire。
Histhoughtswereinaturmoil,yetonethingwashatefullyclear。
Cranstonwasnottheunworthyslackerhehadbelievedhimtobe。
Philippa’swholepointofviewmightwellbechangedbythisdiscovery-especiallynowthatCranstonhadmadeuphismindtoasserthimselfforhiswife’ssake。Therewasanicyfearinhisheart。
\"Youunderstand,\"Hayterpersistedcoldly,\"whatitisyouhavetodo?\"
\"Perfectly。Ishallreturnbytheafternoontrain,\"wasthedespairingreply。
\"Ifyousucceed,\"Haytercontinued,\"Ishallseethatyougettheusualacknowledgment,butIwill,ifyouwishit,askforyourtransfertoanotherbranchoftheservice。Iamnotquestioningyourpatriotismoryourhonour,Maderstrom,butyouarenotthemanforthiswork。\"
\"Youareright,\"Lessinghamsaid。\"Iamnot。\"
\"Itisnotmyaffair,\"Hayterproceeded,\"toenquiretoocloselyintothemeansusedbyouragentsincarryingoutourdesigns。
ThatIfindyouinLondonincompanywiththewifeofthemanwhomyouareappointedtowatch,maybeafactcapableofthemostcompleteandsatisfactoryexplanation。Iasknoquestions。
Ionlyremindyouthatyourcountry,eventhoughitbeonlyyouradoptedcountry,demandsfromyou,asfromallothersinherservice,unswervingloyalty,aloyaltyuninfluencedbytheclaimsofpersonalsentiment,duty,orhonour。HaveIsaidenough?\"
\"Youhavesaidasmuchasitiswiseforyoutosay,\"Lessinghamreplied,hisvoicetremblingwithsuppressedpassion。
\"Thatisall,then,\"theotherconcluded。\"Youknowwheretosendorbringthechartwhenyouhaveit?Ifyoubringityourself,itispossiblethatsomethingwhichyoumayregardasareward,willbeofferedtoyou。\"
Lessinghamrosealittlewearilytohisfeet。HisfarewelltoHayterwascoldandlifeless。
Heleftthehotelandstartedonhishomewardway,strugglingwithasenseofintolerabledepression。Thestreetsthroughwhichhepassedweresombreandunlit。
AZeppelinwarning,afewhoursbefore,haddriventhepeopletotheirhomes。Therewasnotachinkoflighttobeseenanywhere。
Anintenseandgloomystillnessseemedtobroodoverthedesertedthoroughfares。Nightbirdsontheirwayhomeflittedbylikeshadows。Policemenlurkedintheshadowsofthehouses。Thefewvehiclesleftcrawledaboutwithinsufficientlights。Eventhewarninghornsofthetaxicabmensoundedfurtiveandrepressed。
Lessingham,ashemarchedstolidlyalong,feltcuriouslyinsympathywithhisenvironment。Hayter’snewsbroughthimfacetofacewiththatinnerproblemwhichhadsosuddenlybecomethedominantfactorinhislife。Forthefirsttimeheknewwhatlovewas。Hefeltthewonderofit,thefar-reachingpossibilities,thestrangeidealismcalledsounexpectedlyintobeing。HerecognizedthevagariesofPhilippa’sdisposition,andyet,duringthelastfewdays,hehadconvincedhimselfthatshewasbeginningtocare。Herstrainedrelationswithherhusbandhadbeen,withoutadoubt,herfirstincentivetowardstheacceptanceofhisproffereddevotion。Nowhetoldhimselfwitheagerhopefulnessthatsomeportionofit,howeverminute,mustbeforhisownsake。Therelationsbetweenhusbandandwife,heremindedhimself,must,atanyrate,havebeenstrainedduringthelastfewmonths,orCranstonwouldneverhavebeenabletokeephissecret。Inhisgloomypassagethroughthislandofillomens,however,heshiveredalittleashethoughtoftheotherpossibility-torturedhimselfwithimaginingwhatmighthappenduringherrevulsionoffeeling,ifPhilippadiscoveredthetruth。
Asenseofsomethinggreaterthanhehadyetknowninlifeseemedtolifthimintosomeloftystateofaloofness,fromwhichhecouldlookdownanddespisehimself,thepoor,tiredplodderwearingtheheavychainsofduty。Therewasalifesomuchmorewonderful,justtheothersideoftheclouds,averyshortdistanceaway,alifeofalluringandpassionatehappiness。Shouldheeverfindthecourage,hewondered,toescapefromthetreadmillandgoinsearchofit?Duty,forthelasttwoyears,hadtakenhimbythehandandledhimalongapathwayofshame。Hehadneverbeenahypocriteaboutthewar。HewasoneofthosewhohadacknowledgedfromthefirstthatGermanyhadsetforth,withtheswordinherhand,onawarofconquest。Hisowninheritedmartialspirithadvaguelyapproved;he,too,inthoseearlierdays,hadfeltthesunlightuponhisrapier。Laterhadcometheenlightenment,theturbulentwavesofdoubt,thenightmareofanation’sawakeningconscience,mirroredinhisownsoul。Itwasinadepressionshared,perhaps,inalesserdegreebymillionsofthosewhoserankshehadjoined,thathefeltthispassionatecravingforescapeintoaworldwhichtookcountofotherthings。
CHAPTERXVII
Punctuallyat12o’clockthenextmorning,LessinghampresentedhimselfatthehotelinDoverStreetandwasinvitedbythehallportertotakeaseatinthelounge。Philippaentered,afewminuteslater,hereyesandcheeksbrilliantwiththebriskexerciseshehadbeentaking,herslimfiguremostbecominglyarrayedingreyclothandchinchilla。
\"IlostHeleninHarrod’s,\"sheannounced,\"butIknowshe’slunchingwithfriends,soitreallydoesn’tmatter。You’llhavetotakecareofme,Mr。Lessingham,untilthetraingoes,ifyouwill。\"
\"Forevenlongerthanthat,ifyouwill,\"hemurmured。
Shelaughed。\"Moreprettyspeeches?Idon’tthinkI’mequaltothembeforeluncheon。\"
\"ThistimeIamliteral,\"heexplained。\"IamcomingbacktoDreymarshmyself。\"
Hefelthisheartbeatquicker,asuddenjoypossessedhim。
Philippa’sexpressionwasobviouslyoneofsatisfaction。
\"I’msoglad,\"sheassuredhim。\"Doyouknow,IwasthinkingonlyasIcamebackinthetaxicab,howIshouldmissyou。\"
Shewasstandingwithherfootuponthebroadfender,andherfirstlittleimpulseofpleasureseemedtopassasshelookedintothefire。Sheturnedtowardshimgravely。
\"Afterall,doyouthinkyouarewise?\"sheasked。\"Ofcourse,I
don’tthinkthatanyoneatDreymarshhastheleastsuspicion,butyouknowCaptainGriffithsdidaskquestions,and-well,you’resafelyawaynow。YouhavebeensowonderfulaboutDick,sowonderfulaltogether,\"shewenton,\"thatIcouldn’tbearitiftroubleweretocome。\"
Hesmiledather。
\"IthinkIknowwhatisatthebackofyourmind,\"hesaid。\"YouthinkthatIamcomingbackentirelyonyouraccount。Asithappens,thisisnotso。\"
Shelookedathimwithwide-openeyes。
\"Surely,\"sheexclaimed,\"youhavesatisfiedyourselfthatthereisnofieldforyouringenuityinDreymarsh?\"
\"IthoughtthatIhad,\"headmitted。\"ItseemsthatIamwrong。I
havehadorderstoreturn。\"
\"Orderstoreturn?\"sherepeated。\"Fromwhom?
Heshookhishead。
\"Ofcourse,Ioughtnottohaveaskedthat,\"sheproceededhastily,\"butitdoesseemoddtorealisethatyoucanreceiveinstructionsandmessagesfromGermany,hereinLondon。\"
\"VerymuchthesamesortofthinggoesoninGermany,\"heremindedher。
\"Sotheysay,\"sheadmitted,\"butonedoesn’tcomeintocontactwithit。SoyouarereallycomingbacktoDreymarsh!\"
\"Withyou,ifImay?\"
\"Naturally,\"sheagreed。
Heglancedattheclock。\"Wemightalmostbestartingforlunch,\"
hesuggested。
Shenodded。\"AssoonasI’vetoldGroverabouttheluggage。\"
Shewasabsentonlyafewmoments,andthen,asitwasadry,sunnymorning,theywalkeddownSt。JamesStreetandalongPallMalltotheCarlton。Philippametseveralacquaintances,butLessinghamwalkedwithhisheaderect,lookingneithertotherightnortotheleft。
\"Aren’tyousometimesafraidofbeingrecognised?\"sheaskedhim。
\"TheremustheagreatmanymenaboutofyourtimeatMagdalen,forinstance?\"
\"Nineyearsmakesalotofdifference,\"heremindedher,\"andbesides,Ihaveatheorythatitisonlywhentheeyesmeetthatrecognitionreallytakesplace。SolongasIdonotlookintoanyone’sface,Ifeelquitesafe。\"
\"YouaresurethatyouwouldnotliketogotoasmallerplacethantheCarlton?\"
\"Itmakesnodifference,\"heassuredher。\"Mycredentialshavebeenwonderfullyestablishedforme。\"
\"I’msoglad,\"sheconfessed。\"Iknowit’smostunfashionable,butIdolikethesebigplaces。IfeverIhadmyway,IshouldliketoliveinLondonandhaveacottageinthecountry,insteadoflivinginthecountryandbeingjustanhoteldwellerinLondon。\"
\"IwonderifNewYorkwouldnotdo?\"heventured。
\"IexpectIshouldlikeNewYork,\"shemurmured。
\"Ithink,\"hesaid,\"infact,IamalmostsurethatwhenIleavehereIshallgototheUnitedStates。\"
Shelookedathimandturnedsuddenlyaway。Theyarrivedjustthenattheirdestination,andthemomentpassed。Lessinghamlefthiscompanionintheloungewhilehewentbackintotherestauranttosecurehistableandorderlunch。Whenhecameback,hefoundPhilippasittingveryuprightandwithasignificantglitterinhereyes。
\"Lookoverthere,\"shewhispered,\"bythepalm。\"
Hefollowedthedirectionwhichsheindicated。Amanwasstandingagainstoneofthepillars,talkingtoatall,darkwoman,obviouslyaforeigner,wrappedinwonderfulfurs。Therewassomethingfamiliarabouthisfigureandtheslightdroopofhishead。
\"Why,it’sSirHenry!\"Lessinghamexclaimed,asthemanturnedaround。
\"Myhusband,\"Philippafaltered。
SirHenry,ifindeeditwerehe,seemedafflictedwithasuddenshortsightedness。HemettheincredulousgazebothofLessinghamandhiswifewithoutrecognitionoranysignofflinching。Atthatdistanceitwasimpossibletoseethetighteningofhislipsandthesteelyflashinhisblueeyes。
\"Thewhitingseemtohavebroughthimalongway,\"Philippasaid,withanunnaturallittlelaugh。
\"ShallIgoandspeaktohim?\"Lessinghamasked。
\"Forheaven’ssake,no!\"sheinsisted。\"Don’tleaveme。Iwouldn’thavehimcomenearmeforanythingintheworld。ItisonlyafewweeksagothatIbeggedhimtocometoLondonwithme,andhesaidthathehatedtheplace。Youdon’tknow-thewoman?\"
Lessinghamshookhishead。
\"Shelookslikeaforeigner,\"wasallhecouldsay。
\"Takemeintolunchatonce,\"Philippabegged,risingabruptlytoherfeet。\"Thisisreallythelaststraw。\"
TheypassedupthestairwayandwithinafewfeetofwhereSirHenrywasstanding。Heappearedabsorbed,however,inconversationwithhiscompanion,anddidnoteventurnaround。Philippa’slittlefaceseemedtohavehardenedasshetookherseat。Onlyhereyeswerestillunnaturallybright。
\"Iamsosorryifthishasannoyedyou,\"Lessinghamregretted。\"Youwouldnotcaretogoelsewhere?\"
\"I?Goanywhereelse?\"sheexclaimedscornfully。\"Thankyou,Iamperfectlysatisfiedhere。Andwithmycompanion,\"sheadded,withabrilliantlittlesmile。\"NowtellmeaboutNewYork。Haveyoueverbeenthere?\"
\"Twice,\"hetoldher。\"Atpresentthedreamofmylifeistogotherewithyou。\"
Shelookedathimalittlewonderingly。
\"Iwonderifyoureallycare,\"shesaid。\"Mengetsomuchintothehabitofsayingthatsortofthingtowomen。Sometimesitseemstometheymustdoagreatdealofmischief。Butyou-Isthatreallyyourwish?\"
\"IwouldsacrificeeverythingthatIhaveeverhelddearinlife,\"
hedeclared,withhisfaceaglow,\"foritsrealization。\"
\"Butyouwouldbeadeserterfromyourcountry,\"shepointedout。
\"Youwouldneverbeabletoreturn。Yourestateswouldbeconfiscated。Youwouldbehomeless。\"
\"Home,\"hesaidsoftly,\"iswhereone’shearttakesone。Homeisjustwhereloveis。\"
Hereyes,astheymethis,wereforamomentsuspiciouslysoft。
Thenshebegantotalkveryquicklyofotherthings,tocomparenotesofcountrieswhichtheyhadbothvisited,evenofpeoplewhomtheyhadmet。Theywereobligedtoleaveearlytocatchtheirtrain。AstheypasseddownthecrowdedrestauranttheyoncemorefoundthemselveswithinafewfeetofSirHenry。Hisbackwasturnedtothem,andhewasapparentlyignorantoftheirnearpresence。ThepartyhadbecomeapartieCarr=A1e,anotherman,andastillyoungerandmorebeautifulwomanhavingjoinedit。
\"Ofcourse,\"Philippasaid,astheydescendedthestairs,\"Iambehavinglikeanidiot。IoughttogoandtellHenryexactlywhatIthinkofhim,orpullhimawayintheapprovedWhitechapelfashion。
Welosesomuch,don’twe,bystiflingourinstincts。\"
\"Forthenextfewminutes,\"hereplied,glancingathiswatch,\"I
thinkwehadbetterconcentrateourattentionuponcatchingourtrain。\"
TheyreachedKing’sCrosswithonlyafewminutestospare。Grover,however,hadalreadysecuredacarriage,andHelenwaswaitingforthem,ensconcedinacorner。SheacceptedthenewsofLessingham’sreturnwithresignation。Philippabecamethoughtfulastheydrewtowardsthecloseoftheirjourneyandtheslow,frostytwilightbegantocreepdownupontheland。
\"Isupposewedon’treallyknowwhatwaris,\"sheobserved,lookingoutofthewindowatacomfortablelittlevillagetuckedawaywithabackgroundoftreesandguardedbyaweather-beatenoldchurch。
\"Thepeoplearesafeintheirhomes。Youmustappreciatewhatthatmeans,Mr。Lessingham。\"
\"IndeedIdo,\"heansweredgravely。\"Ihaveseentheearthtornanddismemberedasthoughbytheploughofsomedestroyingangel。
Afewblackenedruinswhere,anhourorsobefore,apeacefulvillagestood;menandwomenrunningaboutlikelunaticsstrickenwithamortalfear。Andallthetimearedglowonthehorizon,ablood-redglow,andlittlespecksofgreyorbrownlyingalloverthefields;eventhecattleracingroundinterror。AndeverynowandthenthecryofDeath!YouarefortunateinEngland。\"
Philippaleanedforward。
\"Doyoubelievethatourturnwillcome?\"sheasked。\"Doyoubelievethatthewavewillbreakoverourcountry?\"
\"Whocantell?\"
\"Ah,no,butanswerme,\"shebegged。\"Isitpossibleforyoutolandanarmyhere?\"
\"Ithink,\"hereplied,\"thatallthingsarepossibletothemilitarygeniusofGermany。Theonlyquestioniswhetheritisworthwhile。
Germansaresupposedtobesentimentalists,youknow。Iratherdoubtit。ThereisnothingwouldsetthejoybellsofBerlinclangingsomuchasthenewsofaGermaninvasionofGreatBritain。Ontheotherhand,thereisagreatpartyinGermany,andaveryfar-seeingone,whichiscontinuallyremindingtheGovernmentthat,withoutGreatBritainasamarket,Germanywouldneverrecoverfromthefinancialstrainofthewar。\"
\"Thisisalltooimpersonal,\"Philippaobjected。\"Doyou,inyourheart,believethatthetimemightcomewheninthenightweshouldhearthegunsboominginDreymarshBay,andseeyourgrey-cladsoldiersforminguponthebeachandscalingourcliffs?\"
\"Thatwillnotbeyet,\"hepronounced。\"Ithasbeenthoughtof。
Onceitwasalmostattempted。Justatpresent,no。\"
Philippadrewasighofrelief。
\"ThenyourmissioninDreymarshhasnothingtodowithanattemptedlanding?\"
\"Nothing,\"heassuredher。\"Icanevengoalittlefurther。Icantellyouthatifeverwedotrytoland,itwillbeinanunsuspectedplace,inanunexpectedfashion。\"
\"Well,it’sreallyverycomfortingtohearthesethingsatfirst-hand,\"Philippadeclared,withsomereturntoherusualmanner。
\"Isupposewearereallytwodisgracefulwomen,HelenandI-traitorsandalltherestofit。Herewesittalkingtoanenemyasthoughhewereoneofourbestfriends。\"
\"Irefusetobecalledanenemy,\"Lessinghamprotested。\"Therearetimeswhenindividualityisafargreaterthingthannationality。
Iamjustahumanbeing,bornintothesameworldandwarmedbythesamesunasyou。Nothingcanalterthefactthatwearefellowcreatures。\"
\"Dreymarshoncemore,\"Philippaannounced,lookingoutofthewindow。
\"Andyou’reaterriblyplausibleperson,Mr。Lessingham。Comeroundandseeusafterdinner-ifitdoesn’tinterferewithyourwork。\"
\"Onthecontrary,\"hemurmuredunderhisbreath。\"Thankyouverymuch。\"
CHAPTERXVIII
SirHenrywasstandingwithhishandsinhispocketsandaveryblankexpressionuponhisface,lookingoutupontheAdmiraltySquare。Hewasaloneinalarge,barelyfurnishedapartment,thewallsofwhichweresohungwithchartsthatithadalmosttheappearanceofaschoolroompreparedforanadvancedgeographyclass。Thetablefromwhichhehadrisenwascoveredwithanamazingnumberofscientificappliances,somesamplesofrockandsand,twomicroscopesandseveraltelephones。
SirHenry,havingapparentlyexhaustedthepossibilitiesoftheoutlook,turnedsomewhatreluctantlyawaytofindhimselfconfrontedbyanelderlygentlemanofcheerfulappearance,whoatthatmomenthadenteredtheroom。Fromthefactthathehaddonesowithoutknocking,itwasobviousthathewasanintimate。
\"Well,mygloomyfriend,\"thenewcomerdemanded,\"what’swrongwithyou?\"
SirHenrywasapparentlyrelievedtoseehisvisitor。Hepushedachairtowardshimandindicatedwithagestureofinvitationaboxofcigarsuponhisdesk。
\"YourlittleLaranagas,\"heobserved。\"Tryone。\"
Thevisitoropenedthebox,sniffedatitscontents,andhelpedhimself。
\"Now,then,getatit,Henry,\"heenjoined。\"I’veaBoard=20inhalf-an-hour,andthreedispatchestoreadbeforeIgoin。What’syourtrouble?\"
\"Lookhere,Rayton,\"wasthefirmreply,\"Iwanttochuckthisinfernalhole-and-cornerbusiness。ItellyouI’veworkeditthreadbareatDreymarshandit’sgettingjollyuncomfortable。\"
Thenewcomergrinned。
\"Poorchap!\"heobserved,watchinghiscigarsmokecurlupwards。
\"You’reinanastymess,youknow,Henry。DidItellyouthatI
hadaletterfromyourwifetheotherday,askingmeifIcouldn’tfindyouajob?\"
SirHenrywaitedalittlegrimly,whilsthisfriendenjoyedthejoke。
\"That’sallverywell,\"hesaid,\"butweareonthepointofaseparation,orsomethingofthesort。I’lladmititwasallrightatfirsttorunthethingontheQ。T。,butthat’sprettywellbustedupbynow。Why,accordingtoyourownreports,theyknowallaboutmeontheotherside。\"
\"Notadoubtaboutit,\"theotheragreed。\"I’mnotsurethatyouhaven’tgotaspyfellowdownatDreymarshnow。\"
\"I’mquitesureofit,\"SirHenryrepliedgrimly。\"ThebrutewaslunchingwithmywifeattheCarltonto-day,and,asluckwouldhaveit,IwaslandedwiththatRussianAdmiral’swifeandsister-in-law。You’rebreakingupthehappyhome,that’swhatyou’redoing,Rayton!\"
Hislordshipatanyrateseemedtofindtheprocessamusing。Helaugheduntilthetearsstoodinhiseyes。
\"IshouldlovetohaveseenPhilippa’sface,\"hechuckled,\"whenshewalkedintotherestaurantandsawyouthere!You’resupposedtobeoffonafishingexpedition,aren’tyou?\"
\"Iwentoutafterwhiting,\"SirHenrygroaned,\"andI’djustpromisedtochuckitforatimewhenIgottheAdmiral’smessage。\"
\"Well,we’llseetoyourGermanspy,anyway,\"hisvisitorpromised。
\"Don’tbeanass!\"SirHenryexclaimedirritably。\"Idon’twantthefellowtouchedatpresent。Why,he’sbeenasortofpersonagrataatmyhouse。HangsaroundthereallthetimewhenI’maway。\"
\"Allthemorereasonforputtinganendtohislittlegame,Ishouldsay,\"wasthecheerfulreply。
\"AndhavethewholeneighbourhoodeitherlaughingatmywifeandMissFairclough,ortalkingscandalaboutthem!\"SirHenryretorted。
\"Iforgotthat,\"hisfriendconfessedruminatively。\"He’sagentlemanlysortoffellow,fromwhatIhear,butarottenspy。
Whatdoyouwantdonewithhim?\"
\"Leavehimformetodealwith,\"SirHenryinsisted。\"Ihavealittleschemeonhandinwhichheisconcerned。\"
Raytonscratchedhischindoubtfully。
\"Thefellowmaynotbesuchafoolasheseems,\"heremindedhisfriend。
\"Iwon’trunanyrisks,\"SirHenrypromised。\"Ijustwanthimleftthere,that’sall。Andlookhere,Rayton,youknowwhatIwantfromyou。IquiteagreedtoyourproposalsastomyanonymityatthetimewhenIwasupinScotland,butthething’sasecretnolongerwiththepeoplewhocount。EveryoneinGermanyknowsthatI’mamine-fieldspecialist,soIdon’tseewhythedickensIshouldposeanylongerasasortofhalf-bakedidiot。\"
Rayton’seyestwinkled。
\"YouwanttoplaytheWilsonBarrettheroandmakeatheatricaldisclosureofyourgreatness,\"helaughed。\"PoorPhilippawillfalluponherknees。Youwillbetheheroofthevillage,whichwillprobablypresentyouwithsomelittlearticleofplate。You’veagoodtimecoming,Henry。\"
\"Talksense,there’sagoodfellow,\"theotherbegged。\"YougoandseetheChiefandputittohim。Thereisn’tasinglereasonwhyI
shouldn’townupnow。\"=20
\"I’llseewhatIcando,\"Raytonpromised,\"butwhataboutthisfellowLessingham,orwhateverelsehecallshimself,downthere?
There’sachapnamedGriffiths-Commandant,isn’the?-beenwritingusabouthim。\"
\"Iwon’thaveLessinghamtouched,\"SirHenryinsisted。\"Hecan’tdoanyparticularharmdownthere,andthereisn’talineoradrawingofminedownatDreymarshwhichheisn’twelcometo。\"
LordRaytonrosetohisfeet。
\"Lookhere,Henry,oldfellow,\"hesaid,\"Idosympathisewithyouuptoacertainpoint。ItellyouwhatI’lldo。IshallhavetoanswerPhilippa’sletter,andI’llansweritinsuchawaythatifsheisascleveralittlewomanasIthinksheis,she’llgetahint。
Ofcourse,\"hewentonruminatively,\"itisratheramisfortunethatthePrincessOllaneffandhersisteraresuchjollygood-lookingwomen。Makesitlookalittlefishy,doesn’tit?WhatImeantosayis,it’safarcryfromfishingforwhitingintheNorthSeatolunchingwithabeautifulprincessattheCarlton-whenyouthinkyourwife’sdowninNorfolk。\"
SirHenrythrewopenthedoor。
\"Lookhere,I’vehadenoughofyou,Rayton,\"hedeclared。\"Yougetbackanddoanhour’swork,ifyoucanbringyourmindtoit。\"
Thelatterassumedasuddendignity,necessitatedbythesoundofvoicesinthecorridor,anddeparted。Thedoorhadscarcelybeenclosedwhentwoyoungermenpresentedthemselves-MilesEnsol,SirHenry’ssecretary,atypical-lookingyoungsailorminushisleftarm;andapale-faced,clean-shavenmanofuncertainage,incivilianclothes。SirHenryshookhandswiththelatterandpointedtotheeasy-chairwhichhispreviousvisitorhadjustvacated。
\"Welcomebackagain,Horridge,\"hesaidcordially。\"Miles,I’llringwhenIwantyou。\"
\"Verygood,sir,\"thesecretaryreplied。\"There’safishermanfromNorfolkdownstairs,whenyou’reatliberty。\"
SirHenrynodded。
\"I’llseehimpresently。Shuthimupsomewherewherehecansmoke。\"
Theyoungmanwithdrew,carefullyclosingthedoor,aroundwhichSirHenry,withawordofapology,arrangedascreen。
\"Idon’tthink,\"heexplained,\"thateavesdroppingextendstothesepremises,orthatourvoicescouldreachoutside。Still,aha’porthofprevention,eh?Haveacigar,Horridge。\"
\"I’mnotsmokingforadayortwo,thankyou,sir。
\"Youlookasthoughthey’dputyouthroughit,\"SirHenryremarked。
Hisvisitorsmiled。
\"I’vetravelledfourteenmilesinabarrel,\"hesaid,\"andwewereoutfortwenty-fourhoursinaDanishsailingskiff。Youknowwhattheweather’sbeenlikeintheNorthSea。Beforethat,thelastwordofwritingIsawonGermansoilwasaplacard,offeringarewardoffivethousandmarksformydetention,withadisgustinglylifelikephotographatthetop。Ihadaboutfiftyyardsofquaytowalkinbroaddaylight,andeveryothermanIpassedturnedtostareafterme。Itgivesyouthecoldshiversdownyourbackwhenyoudaren’tlookroundtoseeifyou’rebeingfollowed。\"
SirHenrygropedinthecupboardofhisdesk,andproducedabottleofwhiskyandasyphonofsodawater。Hisvisitornoddedapprovingly。