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  SirHenrywaitedfortheclosingofthedoor。Thenheleanedforwardforseveralmoments。Hehadscarcelytheappearanceofamanreturnedfromaweekortwoofopen-airlifeandindulgenceinthesporthelovedbest。Thehealthytanofhiscomplexionwaslessenedratherthanincreased。Therewereblacklinesunderhiseyeswhichseemedtospeakofsleeplessnights,andabeardofseveraldays’growthwasuponhischin。HedrankthecocktailwhichMillspresentlybroughthim,atagulp,andwatchedwithsatisfactionwhilethemixerwasvigorouslyshakenandasecondonepouredout。

  \"We’vehadaroughtime,Mills,\"heobserved,ashesetdowntheglass。\"Untilthismorningitscarcelyleftoffblowing。\"

  \"I’msorrytohearit,sir,\"wastherespectfulreply。\"IfImaybeallowedtosayso,sir,you’relookingtired。\"

  \"Iamtired,\"SirHenryadmitted。\"Ithink,ifItried,Icouldgotosleepnowfortwenty-fourhours。\"

  \"Youwillpardonmyremindingyou,sofarasregardsyourletters,thatthereisnopostouttonight,sir,\"Millsproceeded。\"Ihavepreparedawarmbathandlaidoutyourclothesforachange。\"

  \"Capital!\"SirHenryexclaimed。\"Itisn’taletterthat’sbotheringme,though,Mills。TherearejustafewgeographicalnotesIwanttomake。Youknow,I’mtryingtoimprovethefishermen’schartofthecoastroundhere。ThatfellowGroocock-JimmyDumble’suncle-verynearlylost=20hismotorboatlastweekthroughtrustingtotheoldone。\"

  \"Justso,sir,\"Millsreplieddeferentially,placingtheemptyglassuponhistray。\"Ifyou’llexcuseme,sir,Imustgetbacktothediningroom。\"

  =20

  \"Quiteright,\"hismasterassented。\"Theywon’tbeoutjustyet,willthey?\"

  \"Herladyshipwillprobablyberisinginabouttenminutes,sir-notbeforethat。\"

  SirHenrynoddedalittleimpatiently。Directlythedoorwasclosedherosetohisfeet,stoodforamomentlisteningbythesideofhisfishingcabinet,thenopenedtheglassfrontandtouchedthespring。

  Withtheaidofalittleelectrictorchwhichhetookfromhispocket,hestudiedparticularlyacertainportionofthegiantchart,madesomemeasurementswithapencil,somenotesinthemargin,andcloseditupagainwithanairofsatisfaction。Thenheresumedhisseat,drewafoldedslipofpaperfromhisbreastpocket,achartfromanother,turnedupthelampandbegantowrite。Hisface,ashestoopedlow,escapedthesoftshadeandwasforamomentalmostghastly。Everynowandthenheturnedandmadesomecalculationsontheblotting-paperbyhisside。Atlastheleanedbackwithalittlesighofrelief。Hehadbarelydonesobeforethedoorbehindhimwasopened。

  \"Arewegoingtostayinhere,Mummy,orarewegoingintothedrawing-room?\"Noraasked。

  \"Inhere,Ithink,\"heheardPhilippareply。

  Thentheybothcamein,followedbyHelen。Norawasthefirsttoseehimandrushedforwardwithalittlecryofsurprise。

  \"Why,here’sDad!\"sheexclaimed,flingingherarmsaroundhisneck。

  \"Daddy,howdareyoubesittinghereallbyyourselfwhilstwearehavingdinner!Whendidyougetback?Whatafish!\"

  SirHenrycloseddownhisdesk,embracedhisdaughter,andcameforwardtomeethiswife。

  \"Finefellow,isn’the,Nora!\"heagreed。\"Well,Philippa,howareyou?Pleasedtoseeme,Ihope?Anothernewfrock,Ibelieve,andinwartime!\"

  \"Fancyyourrememberingthatitwaswartime!\"sheanswered,standingverystillwhileheleanedoverandkissedher。

  \"Nastyoneforme,\"SirHenryobservedgood-humouredly。\"Howwellyou’relooking,Helen!AnynewsofDickyet?\"

  Helenattemptedanexpressionofextremegravitywithmoreorlesssuccess。

  \"Nothingfresh,\"sheanswered。

  \"Well,well,nonewsmaybegoodnews,\"SirHenryremarkedconsolingly。\"Jove,it’sgoodtofeelaroofoverone’sheadagain!

  Thismorninghasbeentheonlypatchofdecentweatherwe’vehad。\"

  \"Thismorningwaslovely,\"Helenassented。\"PhilippaandIwentandsatupinthewoods。\"

  Philippa,whowasstandingbythefire,turnedandlookedatherhusbandcritically。

  \"Wehavesomemendining,\"shesaid。\"Theywillbeoutinafewminutes。Don’tyouthinkyouhadbettergoandmakeyourselfpresentable?Yousmelloffish,andyoulookasthoughyouhadn’tshavedforaweek。\"

  \"Guilty,mydear,\"SirHenryadmitted。\"Millsisjustgettingmesomethingtoeatinthegunroom,andthenIamgoingtohaveabathandchangemyclothes。\"

  \"Andshave,Dad,\"Noraremindedhim。

  \"Andshave,youyoungpest,\"herfatheragreed,pattingherontheshoulder。\"RunawayandplaybilliardswithHelen。Iwanttotalktoyourmotheruntilmydinner’sready。\"

  Noraacquiescedpromptly。

  \"Comealong,Helen,I’llgiveyoutwenty-fiveup。Orperhapsyou’dliketoplayshellout?\"sheproposed。\"ArthurSinclairsaysIhaveimprovedinmypottingmorethananyoneheeverknew。\"

  SirHenryopenedthedoorandcloseditafterthem。ThenhereturnedandseatedhimselfontheloungebyPhilippa’sside。Sheglancedupathimasthoughinsurprise,and,stretchingoutherhandtowardsherwork-basket,tookupsomeknitting。

  \"IreallythinkIshouldchangeatonce,ifIwereyou,\"shesuggested。

  \"Presently。IhadasortoffoolishideathatI’dliketohaveawordortwowithyoufirst。I’vebeenawayfornearlyafortnight,haven’tI?\"

  \"Youhave,\"Philippaassented。\"PerhapsthatisthereasonwhyIfeelthatIhaven’tverymuchtosaytoyou。\"

  \"Thatsoundsjustatriflehard,\"hesaidslowly。

  \"Iamhardsometimes,\"Philippaconfessed。\"Youknowthatquitewell。TherearetimeswhenIjustfeelasthoughIhadnoheartatall,noranysympathy;wheneverysensationImighthavehadseemsshrivelledupinsideme。\"

  \"Isthathowyouarefeelingatthepresenttimetowardsme,Philippa?\"heasked。

  Herneedlesflashedthroughthewoolforamomentinsilence。

  \"Youhadeverywarning,\"shetoldhim。\"Itriedtomakeyouunderstandexactlyhowyourbehaviourdisgustedmebeforeyouwentaway。\"

  \"Yes,Iremember,\"headmitted。\"I’mafraid,dear,youthinkI

  amaworthlesssortofafellow。\"

  Philippahadapparentlydroppedastitch。Shebentlowerstilloverherknitting。Therewasadistinctfrownuponherforehead,hermouthwasunrecognisable。

  \"YourfriendLessinghamisherestill,Iunderstand?\"herhusbandremarkedpresently。

  \"Yes,\"Philippaassented,\"heisdiningto-night。Youwillprobablyseehiminafewminutes。\"

  SirHenrylookedthoughtful,andstudiedforamomentthetoeofaremarkablyunprepossessinglookingshoe。

  \"You’resokeenaboutthatsortofthing,\"hesaid,\"whataboutLessingham?Heisnotsoldieringoranything,ishe?\"

  \"Ihavenoidea,\"Philippareplied。\"Hewalkswithaslightlimpandadmitsthatheishereasaconvalescent,buthehasn’ttoldusverymuchabouthimself。\"

  \"Iwonderyouhaven’ttackledhim,\"SirHenrycontinued。\"You’resuchanardentrecruiter,yououghttomakesurethatheisdoinghisbitofbutchery。\"

  Philippalookedupatherhusbandforamomentandbackatherwork。

  \"Mr。Lessingham,\"shesaid,\"isaverydelightfulfriend,whosestayhereeveryoneisenjoyingverymuch,butheisacomparativestranger。Ifeelnoresponsibilityastohisactions。\"

  \"Andyoudoastomine?\"

  \"Naturally。\"

  SirHenry’sheadwasrestingonhishand,hiselbowonthebackofthelounge。Heseemedtobelisteningtothevoicesinthediningroombeyond。

  \"Hm!\"heobserved。\"HashebeenhereoftenwhileI’vebeenaway?\"

  \"Asoftenashechose,\"Philippareplied。\"Hehasbecomeverypopularintheneighbourhoodalready,andheisanexceedinglywelcomeguesthereatanytime。\"

  \"Takesadvantageofyourhospitalityprettyoften,doesn’the?\"

  \"Heisheremostdays。Wearealwaysratherdisappointedwhenhedoesn’tcome。\"

  SirHenry’sfrowngrewalittledeeper。

  \"What’stheattraction?\"hedemanded。

  Philippasmiled。Itwasthesmilewhichthosewhoknewherbest,feared。

  \"Well,\"sheconfided,\"IusedtoimaginethatitwasHelen,butI

  thinkthathehasbecomealittlebored,talkingaboutnothingbutDickandtheircollegedays。Iamratherinclinedtofancythatitmustbeme。\"

  \"You,indeed!\"hegrunted。\"Areyouawarethatyouareamarriedwoman?\"

  Philippaglancedupfromherwork。Hereyebrowswereraised,andherexpressionwasoneofmildsurprise。

  \"Howqueerthatyoushouldremindmeofit!\"shemurmured。\"Iamafraidthattheseaairdisturbsyourmemory。\"

  SirHenryroseabruptlytohisfeet。

  \"Oh,damn!\"heexclaimed。

  Hewalkedtothedoor。Hisguestswerestilllingeringovertheirwine。Hecouldheartheirvoicesmoredistinctlythanever。ThenhecamebacktothesofaandstoodbyPhilippa’sside。

  \"Philippa,oldgirl,\"hepleaded,\"don’tletusquarrel。Ihavehadsuchahardfortnight,anor’easterblowingallthetime,andthedirtiestseasI’veeverknownatthistimeoftheyear。ForfivedaysIhadn’tadrystitchonme,anditwastouchandgomorethanonce。

  Wewereallinthewatertogether,andtherewasanastygreenwavethatlookedlikeamountainoverhead,andthesideofourownboatbendingoverusasthoughitmeanttosqueezeourribsin。Itlookedliketentooneagainstus,Phil,andIgotaworsechillthantheseaevergavemewhenIthoughtthatIshouldn’tseeyouagain。\"

  Philippalaiddownherknitting。Shelookedsearchinglyintoherhusband’sface。Shewasveryfarfromindifferenttohisalteredtone。

  \"Henry,\"shesaid,\"thatsoundsveryterrible,butwhydoyourunsuchrisks-unworthily?DoyouthinkthatIcouldn’tgiveyouallthatyouwant,allthatIhavetogive,ifyoucamehometomewithastorylikethisandIknewthatyouhadbeenfacingdeathrighteouslyandhonourablyforyourcountry’ssake?Why,Henry,thereisn’tamanintheworldcouldhavesuchawelcomeasIcouldgiveyou。DoyouthinkIamcold?Ofcourseyoudon’t!DoyouthinkIwanttofeelasIhavedonethislastfortnighttowardsyou?

  Why,it’smisery!Itmakesmefeelinclinedtocommitanyfolly,anymadness,togetridofitall。\"

  Herhusbandhesitated。Afrownhaddarkenedhisface。Hehadtheairofonewhoisontheeveofaconfession。

  \"Philippa,\"hebegan,\"youknowthatwhenIgooutonthesefishingexpeditions,IalsoputinsomeworkatthenewchartwhichIamsoanxioustoprepareforthefishermen。\"

  Philippashookherheadimpatiently。

  \"Don’ttalktomeaboutyourfishermen,Henry!I’massickwiththemasIamwithyou。Youcanseetwentyorthirtyofthemanymorning,loungingaboutthequay,strappingyoungfellowswhoshelterthemselvesbehindthepleaofprivilegedemployment。Wearenotoriousdownhereforourskulkers,andyou-youwhoshouldbetheonemantosetthemanexample,areasbadastheyare。Youdeliberatelyencouragethem。\"

  SirHenryabandonedhispositionbyhiswife’sside,Hisfacedarkenedandhiseyesflashed。=20

  \"Skulkers?\"herepeatedfuriously。

  Philippalookedathimwithoutflinching。

  \"Yes!Don’tyouliketheword?\"

  Theangryflushfadedfromhischeeksasquicklyasithadcome。Helaughedalittleunnaturally,tookupacigarettefromanopenbox,andlitit。

  \"Itisn’tapleasantone,isit,Philippa?\"heobserved,thrustinghishandsintohisjacketpocketsstrollingaway。\"Ifonedoesn’tfeelthecall-well,thereyouare,yousee。Jove,that’safinefish。

  Hestoodadmiringthecodlinguponthescales。Philippacontinuedherwork。

  \"Ifyouintendtospendtherestoftheeveningwithus,\"shetoldhimcalmly,\"pleaseletmeremindyouagainthatwehaveguestsfordinner。Yourpresentattiremaybecomfortablebutitisscarcelybecoming。\"

  Heturnedawayandcamebacktowardsher。Ashepassedthelamp,shestarted。

  \"Why,you’rewet,\"sheexclaimed,\"wetthrough!\"

  \"OfcourseIam,\"headmitted,feelinghissleeve,\"buttotellyouthetruth,intheinterestofourconversationIhadquiteforgottenit。Herecomeourguests,beforeIhavehadtimetoescape。IcanhearyourfriendLessingham’svoice。\"

  CHAPTERXII

  Thethreedinnerguestsenteredtogether,Lessinghaminthemiddle。

  SirHenry’spresencewasobviouslyasurprisetoallofthem。

  \"Noideathatyouwereback,sir,\"Harrisonobserved,shakinghands。

  SirHenrygreetedthemallgood-humouredly。\"Iturnedupaboutthreequartersofanhourago,\"heexplained,\"justtoolatetojoinyouatdinner。\"

  \"Badluck,sir,\"Sinclairremarked。\"Ihopethatyouhadgoodsport?\"

  \"Notsobad,\"SirHenryadmitted。\"Wehadtogofarenoughforit,though。WhatdoyouthinkofthatforanOctobercodling?\"

  Theyallapproachedthescalesandadmiredthefish。SirHenrystoodwithhishandsinhispockets,listeningtotheircomments。

  \"Youareenjoyingyourstayhere,Ihope,Mr。Lessingham?\"heenquired。

  \"Onecouldscarcelyfailtoenjoyeventhebriefestholidayinsodelightfullyhospitableaplace,\"wasthesomewhatmeasuredreply。

  \"You’rebywayofbeingafishermanyourself,Ihear?\"SirHenrycontinued。

  \"Inaverysmallway,\"Lessinghamacknowledged。\"Ihavebeenoutonceortwice。\"

  \"WithBenOates,eh?\"

  \"Ibelievethatwastheman’sname。\"

  Philippaglancedupfromherworkwithalittleexclamationofsurprise。

  \"Ihadnoideaofthat,Mr。Lessingham。WhatevermadeyouchooseBenOates?Heisamostdisgracefulperson。\"

  \"Itwasentirelybyaccident,\"Lessinghamexplained。\"Imethimonthefront。Ithappenedtobeafinemorning,andhewasratherpressinginhisinvitation。\"

  \"I’mafraidhedidn’tshowyoumuchsport,\"SirHenryobserved。

  \"FromwhatJimmyDumble’sbrothertoldhim,heseemstohavetakenyouinentirelythewrongdirection,andonthewrongtide。\"

  \"Wehadasmallcatch,\"Lessinghamreplied。\"Ireallywentmoreforthesailthanthesport,soIwasnotdisappointed。\"

  \"Thecoastitself,\"SirHenryremarked,\"isratheraninterestingone。\"

  \"Ishouldimagineso,\"Lessinghamassented。\"Mr。BenOates,indeed,toldmesomewonderfulstoriesaboutit。Hespokeofbroadchannelsdownwhichadreadnoughtcouldapproachwithinahundredyardsoftheland。\"

  \"Heisquiteright,too,\"hishostagreed。

  \"There’salotofdeepwaterabouthere。Thewholeofthecoastisverycuriousinthatway。Whatthe-whatthedickensisthis?\"

  SirHenry,whohadbeenstrollingabouttheroom,pickedupaHomburghatfromthefarsideofatableofcurios。Philippaglancedupathisexclamation。

  \"That’sNora’strophy,\"sheexplained。\"Itoldhertotakeituptoherownroom,butshe’salwayswantingtoshowittoherfriends。\"

  \"Nora’strophy?\"SirHenryrepeated。\"Why,it’snothingbutanordinaryman’shat。\"

  \"Nevertheless,it’saverytravelledone,sir,\"Harrisonpointedout。

  \"MissNorapickedituponDutchman’sCommon,themorningaftertheobservationcarwasfoundthere。\"

  SirHenryheldoutthehat。

  \"ButNoradoesn’tseriouslysupposethattheGermanscomeoverinthissortofheadgear,doesshe?\"hedemanded。

  \"Ifyou’lljustlookinsidethelining,sir,\"Sinclairsuggested。

  SirHenryturneditupandwhistledsoftly。\"ByJove,it’saGermanhat,allright!\"heexclaimed。\"Doesn’tlookabadshape,either。\"

  Hetriediton。Therewasalittlepealoflaughterfromthemen。

  Philippahadceasedherknittingandwaswatchingfromthecouch。

  SirHenrylookedathimselfinthelooking-glass。

  \"Well,that’sfunny,\"heobserved。\"Ishouldn’thavethoughtitwouldhavebeensomuchtoosmallforme。Here,justtryhowyou’dlookinit,Mr。Lessingham,\"headded,handingitacrosstohim。

  Lessinghamacceptedthesituationquitecoolly,andplacedthehatcarefullyonhishead。

  \"Itdoesn’tfeelparticularlycomfortable,\"heremarked。

  \"Thatmaybe,\"SirHenrysuggested,\"becauseyouhaveitonwrongsideforemost。Ifyou’djustturnitround,Ibelieveyouwouldfinditaverygoodfit。\"

  Lessinghamatonceobeyed。SirHenryregardedhimwithadmiration。

  \"Excellent!\"heexclaimed。\"Lookatthat,Philippa。Mighthavebeenmadeforhim,eh?\"

  Lessinghamlookedathimselfintheglassandremovedthehatfromhisheadwith,somecasualobservation。Hewasentirelyathisease。

  Hishostturnedtowardsthedoor,whichMillswasholdingopen。

  \"CaptainGriffiths,sir,\"thelatterannounced。

  SirHenrygreetedhisvisitorbriefly。

  \"Howareyou,Griffiths?\"hesaid。\"Gladtoseeyou。Excusemycostume,butIamjustbackfromafishingexpedition。WearealladmiringMr。Lessinghaminhismagichat。\"

  CaptainGriffithsshookhandswithPhilippa,noddedtotheothers,andturnedtowardsLessingham。

  \"Putitonagain,there’sagoodfellow,Lessingham,\"SirHenrybegged。\"Yousee,wehavefoundamodernversionofCinderella’sslipper。ThehatwhichfellfromtheZeppelinontoDutchman’sCommonfitsourfriendlikeaglove。IneverthoughttheGermansmadesuchgoodhats,didyou,Griffiths?\"

  \"Ialwaysthoughttheyimportedtheirfelthats,\"CaptainGriffithsacknowledged。\"IsthatreallytheonewiththeGermannameinside,whichMissNorabroughthome?\"

  \"Thisisthegenuinearticle,\"Lessinghamassented,takingitfromhisheadandpassingitontothenewcomer。\"Notwithstandingthenameinside,IshouldstillbelievethatitwasanEnglishhat。Itfeelstoocomfortableforanythingelse。\"

  TheCommandanttookthehattoalampandexamineditcarefully。

  Hedrewouttheliningandlookedallthewayround。Suddenlyhegaveventtoalittleexclamation。

  \"Herearetheowner’sinitials,\"hedeclared,\"ratherfaintbutstilldistinguishable,-B。M。Hm!There’snodoubtaboutitsbeingaGermanhat。\"

  \"B。M。,\"SirHenrymuttered,lookingoverhisshoulder。\"Howveryinteresting!B。M。,\"herepeated,turningtoPhilippa,whohadrecommencedherknitting。\"Isitmyfancy,oristheresomethingalittlefamiliaraboutthat?\"

  \"IamsurethatIhavenoidea,\"Philippareplied。\"Itconveysnothingtome。\"

  Therewasabriefbutapparentlypointlesssilence。Philippa’sneedlesflashedthroughherwoolwitheasyregularity。Lessinghamappearedtobesharingthemildcuriositywhichtheothersshowedconcerningthehat。SirHenrywasstandingwithknittedbrows,intheobviousattitudeofamanseekingtoremembersomething。

  \"B。M。,\"hemurmuredsoftlytohimself。\"TherewassomeoneI’veknownorheardofinEngland-What’sthat,Mills?\"

  \"Yourdinnerisserved,sir,\"Mills,whohadmadeasilententrance,announced。

  SirHenryapparentlythoughtnomoreofthehatoritspossibleowner。Hethrewituponaneighbouringtable,andhisfaceexpressedanewinterestinlife。

  \"Jove,I’mravenous!\"heconfessed。\"You’llexcuseme,won’tyou?

  Mills,seethatthesegentlemenhavecigarsandcigarettes-inthebilliardroom,Ishouldthink。You’llfindtheyoungpeoplethere。

  I’llcomeinandhaveagameofpillslater。\"

  Thetwoyoungsoldiers,withCaptainGriffiths,followedSirHenryatoncefromtheroom。Lessingham,however,lingered。Hestoodwithhishandsbehindhim,lookingatthecloseddoor。

  \"Areyougoingtostayandtalknonsensewithme,Mr。Lessingham?\"

  Philippaasked。

  \"IfImay,\"heanswered,withoutchanginghisposition。

  Philippalookedathimcuriously。

  \"Doyouseeghoststhroughthatdoor?\"

  Heshookhishead。

  \"Doyouknow,\"hesaid,asheseatedhimselfbyherside,\"therearetimeswhenIfindyourhusbandquiteinteresting。\"

  CHAPTERXIII

  Philippaleanedbackinherplace。

  \"Exactlywhatdoyoumeanbythat,Mr。Lessingham?\"shedemanded。

  Heshookhimselffreefromacurioussenseofunreality,andturnedtowardsher。

  \"Imustconfess,\"hesaid,\"thatsometimesyourhusbandpuzzlesme。\"

  \"Notnearlysomuchashepuzzlesme,\"Philipparetorted,alittlebitterly。

  \"Hashealwaysbeensodesperatelyinterestedindeep-seafishing?\"

  Philippashruggedhershoulders。

  \"Moreorless,butneverquitetothisextent。Thethinghasbecomeanobsessionwithhimlately。Ifyouarereallygoingtostayandtalkwithme,doyoumindifwedon’tdiscussmyhusband?Justnowthesubjectisratherapainfulonewithme。\"

  \"Icanquiteunderstandthat,\"Lessinghammurmuredsympathetically。

  \"WhatdoyouthinkofCaptainGriffiths?\"sheasked,alittleabruptly。

  \"Ihavethoughtnothingmoreabouthim。ShouldI?Isheofanyrealimportance?\"

  \"Heismilitarycommandanthere。\"

  Lessinghamnoddedthoughtfully。

  \"Isupposethatmeansthatheisthemanwhooughttobeonmytrack,\"heobserved。

  \"Ishouldn’tbeintheleastsurprisedtohearthathewas,\"Philippasaiddrily。\"Ihavetoldyouthathecameandaskedaboutyoutheothernight,whenhedinedhere。Heseemedperfectlysatisfiedthen,butheishereagainto-nighttoseeHenry,andhe=20nevervisitsanywhereinanordinaryway。\"

  \"Areyouuneasyaboutme?\"Lessinghamenquired。

  \"Iamnotsure,\"sheansweredfrankly。\"SometimesIamalmostterrifiedandwouldgiveanythingtohearthatyouwereonyourwayhome。AndatothertimesIrealisethatyouarereallyveryclever,thatnothingislikelytohappentoyou,andthattheplacewillseemdullerthaneverwhenyoudogo。\"

  \"Thatisverykindofyou,\"hesaid。\"Inanycase,Ifearthatmyholidaywillsoonbecomingtoanend。\"

  \"Yourholiday?\"sherepeated。\"Isthatwhatyoucallit?\"

  \"Ithasbeenlittleelse,\"herepliedindifferently。\"Thereisnothingtobelearnthereoftheslightestmilitarysignificance。\"

  \"Wetoldyouthatwhenyouarrived,\"Philipparemindedhim。

  \"Iwasperhapsfoolishnottobelieveyou,\"heacknowledged。

  \"Soyourveryexcitingjourneythroughthecloudshasendedinfailure,afterall!\"shewenton,amomentortwolater。

  \"Failure?No,Ishouldnotcallitfailure。\"

  \"Youhavereallymadesomediscoveries,then?\"sheenquireddubiously。

  \"Ihavemadethegreatestdiscoveryintheworld。\"

  Hereyebrowsweregentlyraised,thecornersofhermouthquivered,hereyesfell。

  \"Dearme!Inthisquietspot?\"shesighed。

  \"Yes!\"

  \"IsitHelenorme?\"

  \"Philippa!\"heprotested。

  Hereyebrowsweremoreraisedthanever。Hermouthhadlostitsalluringcurve。

  \"Really,Mr。Lessingham!\"sheexclaimed。\"HaveIevergivenyoutherighttocallmebymyChristianname?\"

  \"Inmycountry,\"heanswered,\"wedonotwaittoask。Wetake。\"

  \"RankPrussianism,\"shemurmured。\"Ireallythinkyouhadbettergobackthere。Youareadoptingtheirmethods。\"

  \"Imayhavetoatanymoment,\"headmitted,\"ortosomemoredistantcountrystill。Iwantsomethingtotakebackwithme。\"

  \"Youwantakeepsake,ofcourse,\"Philippadeclared,lookingaroundtheroom。\"Youcanhavemyphotograph-theoneoverthere。Helenwillgiveyouoneofhers,too,Iamsure,ifyouaskher。SheisjustasgratefultoyouaboutRichardasIam。\"

  \"Butfromyou,\"hesaidearnestly,\"Iwantmorethangratitude。\"

  \"Dearme,howpersistentyouare!\"Philippamurmured。\"Areyoureallydeterminedtomakelovetome?\"

  \"Ah,don’tmockme!\"hebegged。\"WhatIamsayingtoyoucomesfrommyheart。\"

  Philippalaughedathimquietly。Therewasjustalittlebreakinhervoice,however。

  \"Don’theabsurd!\"

  \"Thereisnothingabsurdaboutit,\"hereplied,withanoteofsadnessinhistone。\"Ifeltitfromthemomentwemet。Istruggledagainstit,butIhavefeltitgrowingdaybyday。Icameherewithmymindfilledwithdifferentpurposes。Ihadnothoughtofamusingmyself,nothoughtofseekingherethehappinesswhichuptillnowIseemtohavemissed。IcameasaservantbecauseIwassent,amechanicalbeing。Youhavechangedeverything。ForyouIfeelwhatIhaveneverfeltforanywomanbefore。Iplacebeforeyoumycareer,myfreedom,myhonour。\"

  Philippasighedverysoftly。

  \"Doyoumindringingthebell?\"shebegged。

  \"Thebell?\"herepeated。\"Whatfor?\"

  \"IwantHelentohearyou,\"sheconfided,withawonderfullittlesmile。

  \"Philippa,don’tmockme,\"hepleaded。\"Ifthisisonlyamusementtoyou,tellmesoandletmegoaway。Itisthefirsttimeinmylifethatawomanhascomebetweenmeandmywork。Iamnolongermasterofmyself。Iamobsessedwithyou。Iwantnothingelseinlifebutyourlove。\"

  TherewasanalmoststartlingchangeinPhilippa’sface。Thebanterwhichhadservedherwithsomucheffect,whichshehadrelieduponasherdefensiveweapon,wassuddenlyuseless。Lessinghamhadcreatedanatmospherearoundhim,anatmosphereofsincerity。

  \"Areyouinearnest?\"shefaltered。

  \"GodknowsIam!\"heinsisted。

  \"You-youcareforme?\"

  \"Somuch,\"heansweredpassionately,\"thatforyoursakeIwouldsacrificemyhonour,mycountry,mylife。\"

  \"ButI’veonlyknownyouforsuchashorttime,\"Philippaprotested,\"andyou’reanenemy。\"

  \"Idiscardmybirth。Irenouncemyadoptedcountry,\"hedeclaredfiercely。\"Youhavesweptmylifeclearofeveryscrapofambitionandpatriotism。Youhavefilleditwithonethingonly-agreat,consuminglove。\"

  \"Haveyouforgottenmyhusband?\"

  \"DoyouthinkthatifhehadbeenadifferentsortofmanIshouldhavedaredtospeak?Askyourselfhowyoucancontinuetolivewithhim?Youcancallhimwhichyouwill。Bothareequallydisgraceful。Yourheartknowsthetruth。Heiseitheracowardoraphilanderer。\"

  Philippa’scheeksweresuddenlywhite。Hereyesflashed。Hiswordshadstunghertothequick。

  \"Acoward?\"sherepeatedfuriously。\"YoudaretocallHenrythat?\"

  Lessinghamroseabruptlytohisfeet。Hemovedrestlesslyabouttheroom。Hisfistswereclenched,histonethickwithpassion。

  \"Ido!\"hepronounced。\"Philippa,lookatthismatterwithoutprejudice。Doyoubelievethatthereisasinglemanofanycountry,ofyourhusband’sageandrank,whowouldbecontenttotrawltheseasforfishwhilsthiscountry’sbloodisbeingdraineddry?Whowouldweighacodling,\"headded,pointingscornfullytothescales,\"whilstthefuneralmarchofheroesisbeatingthroughouttheworld?

  Thethingisinsensate,impossible!\"

  Philippa’sheaddrooped。Herhandswerenervouslyintertwined。

  \"Don’t!\"shepleaded,\"Ihavesufferedsomuch。\"

  \"Forgiveme,\"hebegged,withasuddenchangeofvoice。\"IfIammistakeninyourhusband-andthereisalwaysthechance-Iamsorry。IwillconfessthatImyselfhadadifferentopinionofhim,butIcanonlyjudgefromwhatIhaveseenandfromthatthereisnooneintheworldwhowouldnotagreewithmethatyourhusbandisunworthyofyou。\"

  \"Oh,pleasestop!\"Philippacried。\"Stopatonce!\"

  Lessinghamcamebacktohisplacebyherside。Hisvoicewasstillshaking,butithadgrownverysoft。

  \"Philippa,forgiveme,\"herepeated。\"Ifyouonlyknewhowithurtstoseeyoulikethis!YetImustspeak。Thereisjustonceineveryman’slifetimewhenhemusttellthetruth。Thattimehascomewithme-Iloveyou。\"

  \"Sodoesmyhusband,\"shemurmured。

  \"Iwillonlyremindyou,then,thatheshowsitinstrangefashion,\"

  Lessinghamcontinued。\"Hesetsyourwishesatdefiance。Hewhoshouldbeanexampleinasmallplacelikethis,isonlyanobjectofcontemptintheneighbourhood。EvenI,whohaveonlylivedhereforsoshortatime,havecaughttheburdenofwhatpeoplesay。\"

  Philippawipedhereyes。

  \"Please,doyoumind,\"shebegged,\"notsayinganythingmoreaboutHenry。YouareonlyremindingmeofthingswhichItryallthetimetoforget。\"

  \"Believeme,\"Lessinghamansweredwistfully,\"Iamonlytoocontenttoignorehim,toforgetthatheexists,torememberonlythatyouarethewomanwhohaschangedmylife。\"

  Philippalookedathiminsomethinglikedismay,ratherlikeachildwhohasstartedanenginewhichshehasnoideahowtostop。

  \"Butyoumustnot-youmustnottalktomelikethis!\"

  Hishandcloseduponhers。Itlayinhisgrasp,unyielding,cold,yetpassive。

  \"Whynot?\"hewhispered。\"Ihavetheoneunalterableright,andI

  amwillingtopaythegreatprice。\"

  \"Right?\"shefaltered。

  \"Therightoflovingyou-therightoflovingyoubetterthananywomanintheworld。\"

  Therewasaqueersilence,onlypartlydue,asshewasinstantlyaware,totheemotionofthemoment。Adoorbehindthemhadopened。

  Philippa’squickersenseshadrecognisedherhusband’sfootsteps。

  Lessinghamrosedeliberatelytohisfeet。Inhishearthewelcomedtheinterruption。Thismight,perhaps,bethedecisivemoment。SirHenrywasstrollingtowardsthem。Hismannerandhistone,however,werealikegood-natured。

  \"Iwastoorderyouintothebilliardroom,Mr。Lessingham,\"heannounced。\"Sinclairhasbeensentfor-anightroutemarch,orsomesuchhorror-andtheywantyoutomakeafour。\"

  Lessinghamhesitated。Hehadapassionateinclinationtofacethesituation,totellthismanthetruth。SirHenry’scourteousindifference,however,waslikeaharrier。Herecognisedtheinevitable。

  \"IamafraidIamratheroutofpractice,\"hesaid,\"butIshallbedelightedtodomybest。\"

  CHAPTERXIV

  SirHenrywasobviouslynotinthebestoftempers。Foramild-manneredandeasy-goingman,hisexpressionwasscarcelynormal。

  \"Thatfellowwasmakinglovetoyou,\"hesaidbluntly,assoonasthedoorwasclosedbehindLessingham。

  Philippalookedupatherhusbandwithanairofpleasantcandour。

  \"Hewasdoingitverynicely,too,\"sheadmitted。

  \"Youmeantosaythatyoulethim?\"

  \"Ilistenedtowhathehadtosay,\"sheconfessed。\"Itdidn’toccurtoyou,Isuppose,\"herhusbandremarked,withsomewhatstrainedsarcasm,\"thatyouwereanotherman’swife?\"

  \"Iamdoingmybesttoforgetthatfact,\"Philipparemindedhim。

  \"Isee!Andheistohelpyou?\"

  \"Possibly。\"

  SirHenry’sirritationwasfastmergingintoanger。

  \"Ishallturnthefellowoutofthehouse,\"hedeclared。

  Philippashruggedhershoulders。

  \"Whydon’tyou?\"

  Heseatedhimselfonthecouchbyhiswife’sside。\"Lookhere,Philippa,don’tlet’swrangle,\"hebegged。\"I’mafraidyou’llhavetomakeupyourmindtoseeagooddeallessofyourfriendLessingham,anyway。\"

  Philippa’sbrowswereknitted。Shewasconsciousofavagueuneasiness。

  \"Really?Andwhy?\"

  \"Foronething,\"herhusbandexplained,\"becauseIdon’tintendtohavehimhangingaboutmyhouseduringmyabsence。\"

  \"Thebestwaytopreventthatwouldbenottogoaway,\"Philippasuggested。

  \"Well,inallprobability,\"heannouncedguardedly,\"Iamnotgoingawayagain-atleastnotjustyet。\"

  Philippa’smannersuddenlychanged。Shelaiddownherwork。Herhandrestedlightlyuponherhusband’sshoulder。

  \"Youmeanthatyouaregoingtogiveupthosehorriblefishingexcursionsofyours?\"

  \"ForthepresentIam,\"heassuredher。

  \"Andareyougoingtodosomething-somework,Imean?\"sheaskedbreathlessly。

  \"FortheimmediatepresentIamgoingtostayathomeandlookafteryou,\"hereplied。

  Philippa’sfacefell。Hermannerbecamenotablycolder。

  \"Youareverywise,\"shedeclared。\"Mr。Lessinghamisamostfascinatingperson。Weareallhalfinlovewithhim-evenHelen。\"

  \"Thefellowmusthaveawaywithhim,\"SirHenryconcededgrudgingly。

  \"Asarulethepeopleherearenotover-keenonstrangers,unlesstheyhaveimmediateconnectionsintheneighbourhood。EvenGriffiths,whosincetheymadehimCommandant,isamanofmanysuspicions,seemsinclinedtoaccepthim。\"

  \"CaptainGriffithsdinedheretheothernight,\"Philipparemarked,\"andInoticedthatheandMr。Lessinghamseemedtogetonverywell。\"

  \"Thefellow’sallrightinhisway,nodoubt,\"SirHenrybegan。

  \"Ofcourseheis,\"Philippainterrupted。\"HelenlikeshimquiteasmuchasIdo。\"

  \"DoeshemakelovetoHelen,too?\"SirHenryventured。

  \"Don’ttalknonsense!\"Philipparetorted。\"Heisn’tthatsortofamanatall。Ifhehasmadelovetome,hehasdonesobecauseI

  haveencouragedhim,andifIhaveencouragedhim,itisyourfault。\"

  SirHenry,withanimpatientexclamation,rosefromhisplaceandtookacigarettefromanopenbox。

  \"QuitetimeIstayedathome,Icansee。Allthesame,thefellow’sratherapuzzle。Ican’thelpwonderinghowhesucceededinmakingsuchaneasyconquestofaladywhohasscarcelybeennotoriousforherflirtations,andayoungwomanwhoismadlyinlovewithanotherman。Hehasn’t-\"

  \"Hasn’twhat?\"

  \"Hehasn’t,\"SirHenrycontinued,blowingoutthematchwhichhehadbeenholdingtohiscigaretteandthrowingitaway,\"beeninthepositionofbeingabletorenderyouorHelenanyservice,hashe?\"

  \"Idon’tunderstandyou,\"Philippareplied,alittleuneasily。

  \"There’snothingtounderstand,\"SirHenrywenton。\"Iwassimplytryingtofindsomeexplanationforhisveni,vidi,vici。\"

  \"Idon’tthinkyouneedgoanyfurtherthanthefact,\"Philippaobserved,\"thatheiswell-bred,charmingandcompanionable。\"

  \"Incidentally,\"SirHenryqueried,\"doyouhappentohavecomeacrossanyoneherewhoeverheardofhimbefore?\"

  \"Idon’trememberanyone,\"Philippareplied。\"HewasatcollegewithRichard,youknow。\"

  SirHenrynodded。

  \"Ofcourse,that’sawonderfulintroductiontoyouandHelen,\"headmitted。\"Andby-the-by,thatremindsme,\"hewenton,\"Ineversawsuchachangeintwowomeninmylife,asinyouandHelen。

  AfewweeksagoyouwerefrettingyourselvestodeathaboutDick。

  Nowyoudon’tseemtomentionhim,youbothofyoulookasthoughyouhadn’tacareintheworld,andyetyousayyouhaven’theardfromhim。Uponmyword,thisisgettingtobeahouseofmysteries!\"

  \"TheonlymysteryinitthatIcansee,isyou,Henry,\"shedeclared。

  \"Me?\"heprotested。\"I’moneofthesimplest-mindedfellowsalive。

  Whatistheremysteriousaboutme?\"

  \"Yourignominiouslife,\"wasthecoldreply。

  \"Jove,Igotitthattime!\"hegroaned,-\"gotitintheneck!Butdidn’tItellyoujustnowthatIwasturningoveranewleaf?\"

  \"Thenproveit,\"Philippapleaded。\"LetmewritetoRaytonandbeghimtousehisinfluencetogetyousomethingtodo。Iamsureyouwouldbehappier,andIcan’ttellyouwhatadifferenceitwouldmaketome。\"

  \"It’sthatindoorworkIcouldn’tstick,oldthing,\"heconfided。

  \"Youknow,they’resayingallthetimeit’sayoungman’swar。

  They’dmakemetakesomeone’splaceathomebehindadesk。\"=20

  \"Buteveniftheydid,\"sheprotested,\"eveniftheyputyouinacoalcellar,wouldn’tyoubehappiertofeelthatyouwerehelpingyourcountry?Wouldn’tyoubegladtoknowthatIwashappier?\"

  SirHenrymadeawryface。

  \"Itseemstomethatyouroutlookisatriflesuperficial,dear,\"

  hegrumbled。\"However-nowwhatthedickensisthematter?\"

  ThedoorhadbeenopenedbyMills,withhisusualsmoothness,butJimmyDumble,outofbreathandexcited,pushedhiswayintotheroom。

  \"Hullo?Whatisit,Jimmy?\"hispatrondemanded。

  \"Begyourpardon,sir,\"wasthealmostincoherentreply。\"I’verunallthewayup,andthere’sararewindblowing。There’soneofour-ourtrawlerslyingoffthePoint,andshe’ssentupthreegreenandsixyellowballs。\"

  \"Whiting,byGod!\"SirHenryexclaimed。

  \"Whiting!\"Philipparepeated,inagoniseddisgust。\"Whatdoesthismean,Henry?\"

  \"Itmustbeashoal,\"herhusbandexplained。\"Itmeansthatwe’vegottogetamongstthemquick。IstheIdadownonthebeach,Jimmy?\"

  \"Shethereallright,sir,\"wasthesomewhatdoubtfulreply,\"butus’llhaveararejobtogetaway,sir。Thattherenor’easterisblowinggreatgunsagainandit’sacrueltide。\"

  \"We’vegottogetoutsomehow,\"SirHenrydeclared。\"Mills,myoilskinsandflaskatonce。Isha’n’tchangeathing,butyoumightbringacardiganjacketandthewhiskyandsoda。\"

  Millswithdrew,alittledazed。Philippa,whosefingerswereclenchedtogether,foundhertongueatlast。

  \"Henry!\"sheexclaimedfuriously。

  \"Whatisit,mydear?\"

  \"Doyoumeantotellmethatafteryourpromise,\"shecontinued,\"afterwhatyouhavejustsaid,youarestartingoutto-nightforanotherfishingexpedition?\"

  \"Whiting,mydear,\"SirHenryexplained。\"Onecan’tpossiblymisswhiting。Wherethedevilaremykeys?-Heretheyare。Nowthen。\"

  Hesatdownbeforehisdesk,tooksomepapersfromthetopdrawer,rummagedaboutforamomentortwoinanother,andfoundwhatseemedtobeacoupleofchartsinoilskincases。Allthetimethewindwasshakingthewindows,andastormofrainwasbeatingagainstthepanes。

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