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  Pierstonbecamecoldasastone。ThechilltowardsNicholathatthepresenceofthegirl,——sprite,witch,trollthatshewas——broughtwithitcamelikeadoom。Heknewwhatafoolhewas,ashehadsaid。Buthewaspowerlessinthegraspoftheidealizingpassion。HecaredmoreforAvice’sfinger-tipsthanforMrs。Pine-Avon’swholepersonality。

  PerhapsNicholasawit,forshesaidmournfully:’NowIhavedoneallIcould!Ifeltthattheonlycounterpoisetomycrueltytoyouinmydrawing-roomwouldbetocomeasasupplianttoyours。’

  ’Itismosthandsomeandnobleofyou,myverydearfriend!’saidhe,withanemotionofcourtesyratherthanofenthusiasm。

  Thenadieuxwerespoken,andshedroveaway。ButPierstonsawonlytheretreatingAvice,andknewthathewashelplessinherhands。ThechurchoftheislandhadrisennearthefoundationsofthePagantemple,andaChristianemanationfromtheformermightbewrathfullytorturinghimthroughtheveryfalsegodstowhomhehaddevotedhimselfbothinhiscraft,likeDemetriusofEphesus,andinhisheart。

  PerhapsDivinepunishmentforhisidolatrieshadcome。

  2。X。SHEFAILSTOVANISHSTILL

  PierstonhadnotturnedfarbacktowardsthecastlewhenhewasovertakenbySomersandthemanwhocarriedhispaintinglumber。Theypacedtogethertothedoor;themandepositedthearticlesandwentaway,andthetwowalkedupanddownbeforeentering。

  ’Imetanextremelyinterestingwomanintheroadoutthere,’saidthepainter。

  ’Ah,sheis!Asprite,asylph;Psycheindeed!’

  ’Iwasstruckwithher。’

  ’Itshowshowbeautywilloutthroughthehomeliestguise。’

  ’Yes,itwill;thoughnotalways。Andthiscasedoesn’tproveit,forthelady’sattirewasinthelatestandmostapprovedtaste。’

  ’Oh,youmeantheladywhowasdriving?’

  ’Ofcourse。What,wereyouthinkingoftheprettylittlecottage-girloutsidehere?Ididmeether,butwhat’sshe?Verywellforone’spicture,thoughhardlyforone’sfireside。Thislady——’

  ’IsMrs。Pine-Avon。Akind,proudwoman,who’lldowhatpeoplewithnopridewouldnotcondescendtothinkof。SheisleavingBudmouthto-

  morrow,andshedroveacrosstoseeme。Youknowhowthingsseemedtobegoingwithusatonetime?ButIamnogoodtoanywoman。She’sbeenverygeneroustowardsme,whichI’venotbeentoher……

  She’llultimatelythrowherselfawayuponsomewretchunworthyofher,nodoubt。’

  ’Doyouthinkso?’murmuredSomers。Afterawhilehesaidabruptly,’I’llmarryhermyself,ifshe’llhaveme。Ilikethelookofher。’

  ’Iwishyouwould,Alfred,orrathercould!Shehaslonghadanideaofslippingoutoftheworldoffashionintotheworldofart。Sheisawomanofindividualityandearnestinstincts。Iaminrealtroubleabouther。Iwon’tsayshecanbewon——itwouldbeungenerousofmetosaythat。Buttry。Icanbringyoutogethereasily。’

  ’I’llmarryher,ifshe’swilling!’Withthephlegmaticdogmatismthatwaspartofhim,Somersadded:’Whenyouhavedecidedtomarry,takethefirstnicewomanyoumeet。Theyareallalike。’

  ’Well——youdon’tknowheryet,’repliedJocelyn,whocouldgivepraisewherehecouldnotgivelove。

  ’Butyoudo,andI’lltakeheronthestrengthofyourjudgment。Isshereallyhandsome?——Ihadbutthemerestglance。ButIknowsheis,orshewouldn’thavecaughtyourdiscriminatingeye。’

  ’Youmaytakemywordforit;shelooksaswellathandasafar。’

  ’Whatcolourarehereyes?’

  ’Hereyes?Idon’tgomuchinforcolour,beingprofessionallysworntoform。But,letmesee——grey;andherhairratherlightthandarkbrown。’

  ’Iwantedsomethingdarker,’saidSomersairily。’TherearesomanyfairmodelsamongnativeEnglishwomen。Still,blondesareusefulproperty!……Well,well;thisisflippancy。ButIlikedthelookofher。’

  ***

  Somershadgonebacktotown。Itwasawetdayonthelittlepeninsula:butPierstonwalkedoutasfarasthegarden-houseofhishiredcastle,wherehesatdownandsmoked。Thiserectionbeingontheboundary-wallofhispropertyhisearcouldnowandthencatchthetonesofAvice’svoicefromheropen-dooredcottageinthelanewhichskirtedhisfence;andhenoticedthattherewerenomodulationsinit。

  Heknewwhythatwas。Shewishedtogoout,andcouldnot。Hehadobservedbeforethatwhenshewasplanninganoutingaparticularnotewouldcomeintohervoiceduringtheprecedinghours:adove’sroundnessofsound;nodoubttheeffectuponhervoiceofherthoughtsofherlover,orlovers。Yetthelatteritcouldnotbe。Shewaspureandsinglehearted:halfaneyecouldseethat。Whence,then,thetwomen?Possiblythequarrierwasarelation。

  Thereseemedreasoninthiswhen,goingoutintothelane,heencounteredoneoftheredjacketshehadbeenthinkingof。Soldierswereseldomseeninthisouterpartoftheisle:theirbeatfromtheforts,whenonpleasure,wasintheoppositedirection,andthismanmusthavehadaspecialreasonforcominghither。Pierstonsurveyedhim。Hewasaround-faced,good-humouredfellowtolookat,havingtwolittlepiecesofmoustacheonhisupperlip,likeapairofminnowsrampant,andsmallblackeyes,overwhichtheGlengarrycapstraddledflat。Itwasahatefulideathathertendercheekshouldbekissedbythelipsofthisheavyyoungman,whohadneverbeensublimedbyasinglebattle,evenwithdefencelesssavages。

  Thesoldierwentbeforeherhouse,lookedatthedoor,andmovedondownthecrookedwaytothecliffs,wheretherewasapathbacktotheforts。Buthedidnotadoptit,returningbythewayhehadcome。

  Thisshowedhiswishtopassthehouseagain。Shegavenosign,however,andthesoldierdisappeared。

  PierstoncouldnotbesatisfiedthatAvicewasinthehouse,andhecrossedovertothefrontofherlittlefreeholdandtappedatthedoor,whichstoodajar。

  Nobodycame:hearingaslightmovementwithinhecrossedthethreshold。Avicewastherealone,sittingonalowstoolinadarkcorner,asthoughshewishedtobeunobservedbyanycasualpasser-by。

  Shelookedupathimwithoutemotionorapparentsurprise;buthecouldthenseethatshewascrying。Theview,forthefirsttime,ofdistressinanunprotectedyounggirltowardswhomhefeltdrawnbytiesofextraordinarydelicacyandtenderness,movedPierstonbeyondmeasure。Heenteredwithoutceremony。

  ’Avice,mydeargirl!’hesaid。’Somethingisthematter!’

  Shelookedassent,andhewenton:’Nowtellmeallaboutit。PerhapsIcanhelpyou。Come,tellme。’

  ’Ican’t!’shemurmured。’GrammerStockwoolisupstairs,andshe’llhear!’Mrs。Stockwoolwastheoldwomanwhohadcometolivewiththegirlforcompanysincehermother’sdeath。

  ’Thencomeintomygardenopposite。Thereweshallbequiteprivate。’

  Sherose,putonherhat,andaccompaniedhimtothedoor。Heresheaskedhimifthelanewereempty,andonhisassuringherthatitwasshecrossedoverandenteredwithhimthroughthegarden-wall。

  Theplacewasashadyandsecludedone,thoughthroughtheboughstheseacouldbeseenquitenearathand,itsmoaningsbeingdistinctlyaudible。Awater-dropfromatreefellhereandthere,buttherainwasnotenoughtohurtthem。

  ’Nowletmehearit,’hesaidsoothingly。’Youmaytellmewiththegreatestfreedom。Iwasafriendofyourmother’s,youknow。Thatis,Iknewher;andI’llbeafriendofyours。’

  Thestatementwasrisky,ifhewishedhernottosuspecthimofbeinghermother’sfalseone。Butthatlover’snameappearedtobeunknowntothepresentAvice。

  ’Ican’ttellyou,sir,’sherepliedunwillingly;’exceptthatithastodowithmyownchangeableness。Therestisthesecretofsomebodyelse。’

  ’Iamsorryforthat,’saidhe。

  ’IamgettingtocareforoneIoughtnottothinkof,anditmeansruin。Ioughttogetaway!’。

  ’Youmeanfromtheisland?’

  ’Yes。’

  Pierstonreflected。HispresenceinLondonhadbeendesiredforsometime;yethehaddelayedgoingbecauseofhisnewsolicitudeshere。

  Buttogoandtakeherwithhimwouldaffordhimopportunityofwatchingoverher,tendinghermind,anddevelopingit;whileitmightremoveherfromsomeloomingdanger。Itwasasomewhatawkwardguardianshipforhim,asalonelyman,tocarryout;still,itcouldbedone。Heaskedherabruptlyifshewouldreallyliketogoawayforawhile。

  ’Ilikebesttostayhere,’sheanswered。’Still,Ishouldnotmindgoingsomewhere,becauseIthinkIoughtto。’

  ’WouldyoulikeLondon?’

  Avice’sfacelostitsweepingshape。’Howcouldthatbe?’shesaid。

  ’Ihavebeenthinkingthatyoucouldcometomyhouseandmakeyourselfusefulinsomeway。Irentjustnowoneofthosenewplacescalledflats,whichyoumayhaveheardof;andIhaveastudioattheback。’

  ’Ihaven’theardof’em,’shesaidwithoutinterest。

  ’Well,Ihavetwoservantsthere,andasmymanhasaholidayyoucanhelpthemforamonthortwo。’

  ’Wouldpolishingfurniturebeanygood?Icandothat。’

  ’Ihaven’tmuchfurniturethatrequirespolishing。Butyoucanclearawayplasterandclaymessesinthestudio,andchippingsofstone,andhelpmeinmodelling,anddustallmyVenusfailures,andhandsandheadsandfeetandbones,andotherobjects。’

  Shewasstartled,yetattractedbythenoveltyoftheproposal。

  ’Onlyforatime?’shesaid。

  ’Onlyforatime。Asshortasyoulike,andaslong。’

  Thedeliberatemannerinwhich,afterthefirstsurprise,Avicediscussedthearrangementsthathesuggested,mighthavetoldhimhowfarwasanyfeelingforhimselfbeyondfriendship,andpossiblygratitude,fromagitatingherbreast。Yettherewasnothingextravagantinthediscrepancybetweentheirages,andhehoped,aftershapinghertohimself,towinher。Whathadgrievedhertotearsshewouldnotmoreparticularlytell。

  Shehadnaturallynotmuchneedofpreparation,butshemadeevenlesspreparationthanhewouldhaveexpectedhertorequire。Sheseemedeagertobeoffimmediately,andnotasoulwastoknowofherdeparture。Why,ifshewereinloveandatfirstaversetoleavetheisland,sheshouldbesoprecipitatenowhefailedtounderstand。

  Buthetookgreatcaretocompromiseinnowayagirlinwhomhisinterestwasasprotectiveasitwaspassionate。Heaccordinglylefthertogetoutoftheislandalone,awaitingheratastationafewmilesuptherailway,where,discoveringhimselftoherthroughthecarriage-window,heenteredthenextcompartment,hisframepervadedbyaglowwhichwasalmostjoyathavingforthefirsttimeinhischargeonewhoinheritedthefleshandborethenamesoearlyassociatedwithhisown,andattheprospectofputtingthingsrightwhichhadbeenwrongthroughmanyyears。

  2。XI。THEIMAGEPERSISTS

  Itwasdarkwhenthefour-wheeledcabwhereinhehadbroughtAvicefromthestationstoodattheentrancetothepileofflatsofwhichPierstonoccupiedonefloor——rarerthenasresidencesinLondonthantheyarenow。LeavingAvicetoalightandgettheluggagetakeninbytheporterPierstonwentupstairs。Tohissurprisehisfloorwassilent,andonenteringwithalatchkeytheroomswereallindarkness。

  Hedescendedtothehall,whereAvicewasstandinghelplessbesidetheluggage,whiletheporterwasoutsidewiththecabman。

  ’Doyouknowwhathasbecomeofmyservants?’askedJocelyn。

  ’What——andain’ttheythere,saur?Ah,thenmybeliefisthatwhatI

  suspectedisthrue!Youdidn’tleaveyourwine-cellarunlocked,didyou,saur,bynomistake?’

  Pierstonconsidered。Hethoughthemighthaveleftthekeywithhiselderservant,whomhehadbelievedhecouldtrust,especiallyasthecellarwasnotwellstocked。

  ’Ah,thenitwasso!She’sbeenveryqueer,saur,thislastweekortwo。Oyes,sendingmessagesdownthespakin’-tubewhichwerelikemadnessitself,andorderingusthisandthat,tillwewouldtakenonoticeatall。Iseethembothgooutlastnight,andpossiblytheywentforaholidaynotexpectingye,ormaybeforgood!Shure,ifye’dwritten,saur,I’dha’gottheplaceready,yebeingoutofaman,too,thoughit’snotmedutyatall!’

  WhenPierstongottohisflooragainhefoundthatthecellardoorwasopen;somebottleswerestandingemptythathadbeenfull,andmanyabstractedaltogether。Allotherarticlesinthehouse,however,appearedtobeintact。Hislettertohishousekeeperlayintheboxasthepostmanhadleftit。

  Bythistimetheluggagehadbeensentupinthelift;andAvice,likesomuchmoreluggage,stoodatthedoor,thehall-porterbehindofferinghisassistance。

  ’Comehere,Avice,’saidthesculptor。’Whatshallwedonow?Here’saprettystateofaffairs!’

  Avicecouldsuggestnothing,tillshewasstruckwiththebrightthoughtthatsheshouldlightafire。

  ’Lightafire?——ah,yes……Iwonderifwecouldmanage。Thisisanoddcoincidence——andawkward!’hemurmured。’Verywell,lightafire。’

  ’Isthisthekitchen,sir,allmixedupwiththeparlours?’

  ’Yes。’

  ’ThenIthinkIcandoallthat’swantedhereforabit;atanyrate,tillyoucangethelp,sir。Atleast,IcouldifIcouldfindthefuel-house。’TisnosuchbigplaceasIthought!’

  ’That’sright:takecourage!’saidhewithatendersmile。’Now,I’lldineoutthisevening,andleavetheplaceforyoutoarrangeasbestyoucanwiththehelpoftheporter’swifedownstairs。’

  ThisPierstonaccordinglydid,andsotheircommonresidencebegan。

  Feelingmoreandmorestronglythatsomedangerawaitedherinhernativeislandhedeterminednottosendherbacktilltheloverorloverswhoseemedtotroublehershouldhavecooledoff。Hewasquitewillingtotaketheriskofhisactionthusfarinhissolicitousregardforher。

  ***

  Itwasadualsolitude,indeed;for,thoughPierstonandAviceweretheonlytwopeopleintheflat,theydidnotkeepeachothercompany,theformerbeingasscrupulouslyfearfulofgoingnearhernowthathehadtheopportunityashehadbeenprompttoseekherwhenhehadnone。

  Theylivedinsilence,hismessagestoherbeingfrequentlywrittenonscrapsofpaperdepositedwhereshecouldseethem。Itwasnotwithoutapangthathenotedherunconsciousnessoftheirisolatedposition——apositiontowhich,hadsheexperiencedanyreciprocityofsentiment,shewouldreadilyhavebeenalive。

  Consideringthat,thoughnotprofound,shewashardlyamatter-of-factgirlasthatphraseiscommonlyunderstood,shewasexasperatinginthematter-of-factqualityofherresponsestothefriendlyremarkswhichwouldescapehiminspiteofhimself,aswellasinhergeneralconduct。Wheneverheformedsomeculinaryexcuseforwalkingacrossthefewyardsoftessellatedhallwhichseparatedhisroomfromthekitchen,andspokethroughthedoorwaytoher,sheanswered,’Yes,sir,’or’No,sir,’withoutturninghereyesfromtheparticularworkthatshewasengagedin。

  Intheusualcoursehewouldhaveobtainedacoupleofproperlyqualifiedservantsimmediately;buthelivedonwiththeone,orratherthelessthanone,thatthiscottage-girlafforded。Ithadbeenhisalmostinvariablecustomtodineatoneofhisclubs。Nowhesatathomeoverthemiserablechoporsteaktowhichhelimitedhimselfindreadlestsheshouldcomplainoftherebeingtoomuchworkforoneperson,anddemandtobesenthome。Acharwomancameeverytwoorthreedays,effectinganextraordinaryconsumptionoffoodandalcoholicliquids:yetitwasnotforthisthatPierstondreadedherpresence,butlest,inconversingwithAvice,sheshouldopenthegirl’seyestotheoddityofhersituation。Avicecouldseeforherselfthattheremusthavebeentwoorthreeservantsintheflatduringhisformerresidencethere:buthisreasonsfordoingwithoutthemseemednevertostrikeher。

  Hisintentionhadbeentokeepheroccupiedexclusivelyatthestudio,butaccidenthadmodifiedthis。However,hesentherroundonemorning,andenteringhimselfshortlyafterfoundherengagedinwipingthelayersofdustfromthecastsandmodels。

  Thecolourofthedustneverceasedtoamazeher。’ItisliketheholdofaBudmouthcollier,’shesaid,’andthebeautifulfacesoftheseclaypeoplearequitespoiltbyit。’

  ’Isupposeyou’llmarrysomeday,Avice?’remarkedPierston,asheregardedherthoughtfully。

  ’Somedoandsomedon’t,’shesaid,withareservedsmile,stillattendingtothecasts。’

  ’Youareveryoffhand,’saidhe。

  Shearchlyweighedthatremarkwithoutfurtherspeech。Itwastantalizingconductinthefaceofhisinstincttocherishher;

  especiallywhenheregardedthecharmofherbendingprofile;thewell-

  characterizedthoughsoftlylinednose,theroundchinwith,asitwere,asecondleapinitscurvetothethroat,andthesweepoftheeyelashesovertherosycheekduringthesedulouslyloweredglance。

  Howfutilelyhehadlabouredtoexpressthecharacterofthatfaceinclay,and,whilecatchingitinsubstance,hadyetlostsomethingthatwasessential!

  Thateveningafterdusk,inthestressofwritingletters,hesentheroutforstamps。Shehadbeenabsentsomequarterofanhourwhen,suddenlydrawinghimselfupfromoverhiswriting-table,itflasheduponhimthathehadabsolutelyforgottenhertotalignoranceofLondon。

  Theheadpost-office,towhichhehadsentherbecauseitwaslate,wastwoorthreestreetsoff,andhehadmadehisrequestinthemostgeneralmanner,whichshehadaccededtowithalacrityenough。Howcouldhehavedonesuchanunreflectingthing?

  Pierstonwenttothewindow。Itwashalf-pastnineo’clock,andowingtoherabsencetheblindswerenotdown。Heopenedthecasementandsteppedoutuponthebalcony。Thegreenshadeofhislampscreeneditsraysfromthegloomwithout。Overtheoppositesquarethemoonhung,andtotherighttherestretchedalongstreet,filledwithadiminishingarrayoflamps,somesingle,someinclusters,amongthemanoccasionalblueorredone。Fromacornercamethenotesofapiano-organstrummingoutastirringmarchofRossini’s。Theshadowyblackfiguresofpedestriansmovedup,down,andacrosstheembrownedroadway。Abovetheroofswasabankoflividmist,andhigheragreenish-bluesky,inwhichstarswerevisible,thoughitslowerpartwasstillpalewithdaylight,againstwhichrosechimney-potsintheformofelbows,prongs,andfists。

  Fromthewholesceneproceededagroundrumble,milesinextent,uponwhichindividualrattles,voices,atinwhistle,thebarkofadog,rodelikebubblesonasea。Thewholenoiseimpressedhimwiththesensethatnooneinitsenormousmasseverrequiredrest。

  Inthisillimitableoceanofhumanitytherewasaunitofexistence,hisAvice,wanderingalone。

  Pierstonlookedathiswatch。Shehadbeengonehalfanhour。Itwasimpossibletodistinguishheratthisdistance,evenifsheapproached。

  Hecameinside,andputtingonhishatdeterminedtogooutandseekher。Hereachedtheendofthestreet,andtherewasnothingofhertobeseen。Shehadtheoptionoftwoorthreeroutesfromthispointtothepost-office;yetheplungedatrandomintoone,tillhereachedtheofficetofinditquitedeserted。Almostdistractednowbyhisanxietyforherheretreatedasrapidlyashehadcome,regaininghomeonlytofindthatshehadnotreturned。

  Herecollectedtellingherthatifsheshouldeverloseherwayshemustcallacabanddrivehome。Itoccurredtohimthatthiswaswhatshewoulddonow。Heagainwentoutuponthebalcony;thedignifiedstreetinwhichhelivedwasalmostvacant,andthelampsstoodlikeplacedsentinelsawaitingsomeprocessionwhichtarriedlong。Atapointunderhimwheretheroadwastornuptherestoodaredlight,andatthecornertwomenweretalkinginleisurelyrepose,asifsunningthemselvesatnoonday。Loversofafelinedisposition,whowereneverseenbydaylight,jokedanddartedateachotherinandoutofareagates。

  Hisattentionwasfixedonthecabs,andheheldhisbreathasthehollowclapofeachhorse’shoofsdrewnearthefrontofthehouse,onlytogoonwardintothesquare。Thetwolampsofeachvehicleafardilatedwithitsnearapproach,andseemedtoswervetowardshim。ItwasAvicesurely?No,itpassedby。

  Almostfranticheagaindescendedandlethimselfoutofthehouse,movingtowardsamorecentralpart,wheretheroarstillcontinued。

  Beforeemergingintothenoisythoroughfareheobservedasmallfigureapproachingleisurelyalongtheoppositeside,andhastenedacrosstofinditwasshe。

  2。XII。AGRILLEDESCENDSBETWEEN

  ’OAvice!’hecried,withthetenderlysubduedscoldingofamother。

  ’Whatisthisyouhavedonetoalarmmeso!’

  Sheseemedunconsciousofhavingdoneanything,andwasaltogethersurprisedathisanxiety。Inhisreliefhedidnotspeakfurthertillheaskedhersuddenlyifshewouldtakehisarmsinceshemustbetired。

  ’Ono,sir!’sheassuredhim,’Iamnotabittired,andIdon’trequireanyhelpatall,thankyou。’

  Theywentupstairswithoutusingthelift,andheletherandhimselfinwithhislatchkey。Sheenteredthekitchen,andhe,following,satdowninachairthere。

  ’Wherehaveyoubeen?’hesaid,withalmostangeredconcernonhisface。’Yououghtnottohavebeenabsentmorethantenminutes。’

  ’Iknewtherewasnothingformetodo,andthoughtIshouldliketoseealittleofLondon,’sherepliednaively。’SowhenIhadgotthestampsIwentonintothefashionablestreets,whereladiesareallwalkingaboutjustasifitweredaytime!’TwasforalltheworldlikecominghomebynightfromMartinmasFairattheStreeto’Wells,onlymoregenteel。’

  ’OAvice,Avice,youmustnotgooutlikethis!Don’tyouknowthatI

  amresponsibleforyoursafety?Iamyour——well,guardian,infact,andamboundbylawandmorals,andIdon’tknowwhat-all,todeliveryouuptoyournativeislandwithoutascratchorblemish。Andyetyouindulgeinsuchamidnightvagaryasthis!’

  ’ButIamsure,sir,thegentlemeninthestreetweremorerespectablethantheyareanywhereathome!Theyweredressedinthelatestfashion,andwouldhavescornedtodomeanyharm;andastotheirlove-making,Ineverheardanythingsopolitebefore。’

  ’Well,youmustnotdoitagain。I’lltellyousomedaywhy。What’sthatyouhaveinyourhand?’

  ’Amouse-trap。Therearelotsofmiceinthiskitchen——sootymice,notcleanlikeours——andIthoughtI’dtrytocatchthem。ThatwaswhatI

  wentsofartobuy,astherewerenoshopsopenjustabouthere。I’llsetitnow。’

  Sheproceededatoncetodoso,andPierstonremainedinhisseatregardingtheoperation,whichseemedentirelytoengrossher。Itwasextraordinary,indeed,toobservehowshewilfullylimitedherinterests;withwhatcontentshereceivedtheordinarythingsthatlifeoffered,andpersistentlyrefusedtobeholdwhataninfinitelyextendedlifelayopentoherthroughhim。Ifshehadonlysaidthewordhewouldhavegotalicenceandmarriedherthenextmorning。Wasitpossiblethatshedidnotperceivethistendencyinhim?Shecouldhardlybeawomanifshedidnot;andinherairy,elusive,offhanddemeanourshewasverymuchofawomanindeed。

  ’Itonlyholdsonemouse,’hesaidabsently。

  ’ButIshallhearitthrowinthenight,andsetitagain。’

  Hesighedandlefthertoherownresourcesandretiredtorest,thoughhefeltnotendencytosleep。Atsomesmallhourofthedarkness,owing,possibly,tosomeinterveningdoorbeingleftopen,heheardthemouse-trapclick。Anotherlightsleepermusthaveheardittoo,foralmostimmediatelyafterthepit-patofnakedfeet,accompaniedbythebrushingofdrapery,wasaudiblealongthepassagetowardsthekitchen。

  Afterherabsenceinthatapartmentlongenoughtoresetthetrap,hewasstartledbyascreamfromthesamequarter。Pierstonsprangoutofbed,jumpedintohisdressing-gown,andhastenedinthedirectionofthecry。

  Avice,barefootedandwrappedinashawl,wasstandinginachair;themouse-traplayonthefloor,themouserunningroundandroundinitsneighbourhood。

  ’Iwastryingtotakeenout,’saidsheexcitedly,’andhegotawayfromme!’

  Pierstonsecuredthemousewhilesheremainedstandingonthechair。

  Then,havingsetthetrapanew,hisfeelingburstoutpetulantly——

  ’Agirllikeyoutothrowyourselfawayuponsuchacommonplacefellowasthatquarryman!Whydoyoudoit!’

  Hermindwassointentlyfixeduponthematterinhandthatitwassomemomentsbeforeshecaughthisirrelevantsubject。’BecauseIamafoolishgirl,’shesaidquietly。

  ’What!Don’tyoulovehim?’saidJocelyn,withasurprisedstareupatherasshestood,inherconcernappearingtheveryAvicewhohadkissedhimtwentyyearsearlier。

  ’Itisnotmuchusetotalkaboutthat,’saidshe。

  ’Then,isitthesoldier?’

  ’Yes,thoughIhaveneverspokentohim。’

  ’Neverspokentothesoldier?’

  ’Never。’

  ’Haseitheronetreatedyoubadly——deceivedyou?’

  ’No。Certainlynot。’

  ’Well,Ican’tmakeyouout;andIdon’twishtoknowmorethanyouchoosetotellme。Come,Avice,whynottellmeexactlyhowthingsare?’

  ’Notnow,sir!’shesaid,herprettypinkfaceandbrowneyesturnedinsimpleappealtohimfromherpedestal。’Iwilltellyouallto-

  morrow;anthatIwill!’

  Heretreatedtohisownroomandlaydownmeditating。Somequarterofanhouraftershehadretreatedtohersthemouse-trapclickedagain,andPierstonraisedhimselfonhiselbowtolisten。Theplacewassostillandthejerry-builtdoor-panelssothinthathecouldhearthemousejumpingaboutinsidethewiresofthetrap。Butheheardnofootstepthistime。Ashewaswakefulandrestlessheagainarose,proceededtothekitchenwithalight,andremovingthemouseresetthetrap。Returninghelistenedoncemore。HecouldseeinthefardistancethedoorofAvice’sroom;butthatthoughtfulhousewifehadnotheardthesecondcapture。Fromtheroomcameasoftbreathinglikethatofaninfant。

  Heenteredhisownchamberandreclinedhimselfgloomilyenough。Herlackofallconsciousnessofhim,theaspectofthedesertedkitchen,thecoldgrate,impressedhimwithadeepersenseoflonelinessthanhehadeverfeltbefore。

  Foolishhewas,indeed,tobesodevotedtothisyoungwoman。Herdefencelessness,herfreedomfromtheleastthoughtthattherelurkedadangerintheirpropinquity,wereinfactsecondarysafeguards,notmuchlessstrongthanthatofherbeinghermother’simage,againstrisktoherfromhim。Yetitwasoutofthisthathisdepressioncame。

  AtsightofherthenextmorningPierstonfeltthathemustputanendtosuchastateofthings。HesentAviceofftothestudio,wrotetoanagentforacoupleofservants,andthenwentroundtohiswork。

  Avicewasbusyrightingallthatshewasallowedtotouch。Itwasthegirl’sdelighttobeoccupiedamongthemodelsandcasts,whichforthefirsttimesheregardedwiththewistfulinterestofasoulstrugglingtoreceiveideasofbeautyvaguelydiscernedyetevereludingher。

  Thatbrightnessinhermother’smindwhichmighthavedescendedtothesecondAvicewiththematernalfaceandform,hadbeendimmedbyadmixturewiththemediocrityofherfather’s,andbyonewhorememberedlikePierstonthedualorganizationtheoppositescouldbeoftenseenwrestlinginternally。

  Theywerealoneinthestudio,andhisfeelingsfoundvent。Puttinghisarmsroundherhesaid,’Mydarling,sweetlittleAvice!Iwanttoaskyousomething——surelyyouguesswhat?Iwanttoknowthis:willyoubemarriedtome,andliveherewithmealwaysandever?’

  ’O,Mr。Pierston,whatnonsense!’

  ’Nonsense?’saidhe,shrinkingsomewhat。

  ’Yes,sir。’

  ’Well,why?AmItooold?Surelythere’snoseriousdifference?’

  ’Ono——Ishouldnotmindthatifitcametomarrying。Thedifferenceisnotmuchforhusbandandwife,thoughitisrathermuchforkeepingcompany。’

  Shestruggledtogetfree,andwheninthemovementsheknockeddowntheEmpressFaustina’sheadhedidnottrytoretainher。Hesawthatshewasnotonlysurprisedbutalittlealarmed。

  ’Youhaven’tsaidwhyitisnonsense!’heremarkedtartly。

  ’Why,Ididn’tknowyouwasthinkingofmelikethat。Ihadn’tanythoughtofit!Andallalonehere!WhatshallIdo?’

  ’Sayyes,myprettyAvice!We’llthengooutandbemarriedatonce,andnobodybeanythewiser。’

  Sheshookherhead。’Icouldn’t,sir。’

  ’Itwouldbewellforyou。Youdon’tlikeme,perhaps?’

  ’YesIdo——verymuch。Butnotinthatsortofway——quite。Still,I

  mighthavegottoloveyouintime,if——’

  ’Well,then,try,’hesaidwarmly。’Yourmotherdid!’

  NosoonerhadthewordsslippedoutthanPierstonwouldhaverecalledthem。Hehadfeltinamomentthattheyjeopardizedhiscause。

  ’Motherlovedyou?’saidAvice,incredulouslygazingathim。

  ’Yes,’hemurmured。

  ’Youwerenotherfalseyoungman,surely?Thatonewho——’

  ’Yes,yes!Saynomoreaboutit。’

  ’Whoranawayfromher?’

  ’Almost。’

  ’ThenIcanNEVER,NEVERlikeyouagain!Ididn’tknowitwasagentleman——I——Ithought——’

  ’Itwasn’tagentleman,then。’

  ’O,sir,pleasegoaway!Ican’tbearthesightof’eeatthismoment!

  PerhapsIshallgetto——tolikeyouasIdid;but——’

  ’No;I’md————difI’llgoaway!’saidPierston,thoroughlyirritated。

  ’Ihavebeencandidwithyou;yououghttobethesamewithme!’

  ’Whatdoyouwantmetotell?’

  ’Enoughtomakeitcleartomewhyyoudon’tacceptthisoffer。

  Everythingyouhavesaidyetisareasonforthereverse。Now,mydear,Iamnotangry。’

  ’Yesyouare。’

  ’NoI’mnot。Nowwhatisyourreason?’

  ’ThenameofitisIsaacPierston,downhome。’

  ’How?’

  ’Imeanhecourtedme,andledmeontoislandcustom,andthenIwenttochapelonemorningandmarriedhiminsecret,becausemotherdidn’tcareabouthim;andIdidn’teitherbythattime。Andthenhequarrelledwithme;andjustbeforeyouandIcametoLondonhewentawaytoGuernsey。ThenIsawasoldier;Ineverknewhisname,butI

  fellinlovewithhimbecauseIamsoquickatthat!Still,asitwaswrong,Itriednottothinkofhim,andwouldn’tlookathimwhenhepassed。ButitmademecryverymuchthatImustn’t。Iwasthenverymiserable,andyouaskedmetocometoLondon。Ididn’tcarewhatI

  didwithmyself,andIcame。’

  ’Heavenaboveus!’saidPierston,hispaleanddistressedfaceshowingwithwhatashockthisannouncementhadcome。’Whyhaveyoudonesuchextraordinarythings?Or,rather,whydidn’tyoutellmeofthisbefore?Then,atthepresentmomentyouarethewifeofamanwhoisinGuernsey,whomyoudonotloveatall;butinsteadofhimloveasoldierwhomyouhaveneverspokento;whileIhavenearlybroughtscandaluponusbothbyyourlettingmeloveyou。Really,youareaverywickedwoman!’

  ’No,Iamnot!’shepouted。

  Still,Avicelookedpaleandratherfrightened,anddidnotlifthereyesfromthefloor。’Isaiditwasnonsenseinyoutowanttohaveme!’shewenton,’and,evenifIhadn’tbeenmarriedtothathorridIsaacPierston,Icouldn’thavemarriedyouafteryoutoldmethatyouwasthemanwhoranawayfrommymother。’

  ’Ihavepaidthepenalty!’hesaidsadly。’Menofmysortalwaysgettheworstofitsomehow。ThoughIneverdidyourmotheranyharm。

  Now,Avice——I’llcallyoudearAviceforyourmother’ssakeandnotforyourown——ImustseewhatIcandotohelpyououtofthedifficultythatunquestionablyyouarein。Whycan’tyouloveyourhusbandnowyouhavemarriedhim?’

  Avicelookedasideatthestatuaryasifthesubtletiesofherorganizationwerenotveryeasytodefine。

  ’Washethatblack-beardedtypicallocalcharacterIsawyouwalkingwithoneSunday?Thesamesurnameasmine;though,ofcourse,youdon’tnoticethatinaplacewherethereareonlyhalf-a-dozensurnames?’

  ’Yes,thatwasIke。Itwasthateveningwedisagreed。Hescoldedme,andIansweredhim(youmusthaveheardus);andthenextdayhewentaway。’

  ’Well,asIsay,Imustconsiderwhatitwillbebesttodoforyouinthis。Thefirstthing,itseemstome,willbetogetyourhusbandhome。’

  Sheimpatientlyshruggedhershoulders。’Idon’tlikehim!’

  ’Thenwhydidyoumarryhim?’

  ’Iwasobligedto,afterwe’dprovedeachotherbyislandcustom。’

  ’Youshouldn’thavethoughtofsuchathing。Itisridiculousandoutofdatenowadays。’

  ’Ah,he’ssoold-fashionedinhisnotionsthathedoesn’tthinklikethat。However,he’sgone。’

  ’Ah——itisonlyatiffbetweenyou,Idaresay。I’llstarthiminbusinessifhe’llcome……Isthecottageathomestillinyourhands?’

  ’Yes,itismyfreehold。GrammerStockwoolistakingcareo’itforme。’

  ’Good。Andbackthereyougostraightway,myprettymadam,andwaittillyourhusbandcomestomakeitupwithyou。’

  ’Iwon’tgo!——Idon’twanthimtocome!’shesobbed。’Iwanttostayherewithyou,oranywhere,exceptwherehecancome!’

  ’Youwillgetoverthat。Now,gobacktotheflat,there’sadearAvice,andbereadyinonehour,waitinginthehallforme。’

  ’Idon’twantto!’

  ’ButIsayyoushall!’

  Shefounditwasnousetodisobey。Preciselyatthemomentappointedhemethertherehimself,burdenedonlywithavaliseandumbrella,shewithaboxandotherthings。DirectingtheportertoputAviceandherbelongingsintoafour-wheeledcabfortherailway-station,hewalkedonwardfromthedoor,andkeptlookingbehind,tillhesawthecabapproaching。Hethenenteredbesidetheastonishedgirl,andonwardtheywenttogether。

  Theysatoppositeeachotherinanemptycompartment,andthetediousrailwayjourneybegan。Regardinghercloselynowbythelightofherrevelationhewonderedathimselfforneverdivininghersecret。

  Wheneverhelookedatherthegirl’seyesgrewrebellious,andatlastshewept。

  ’Idon’twanttogotohim!’shesobbedinamiserablevoice。

  Pierstonwasalmostasmuchdistressedasshe。’Whydidyouputyourselfandmeinsuchaposition?’hesaidbitterly。’Itisnousetoregretitnow!AndIcan’tsaythatIdo。Itaffordsmeawayoutofatryingposition。Evenifyouhadnotbeenmarriedtohimyouwouldnothavemarriedme!’

  ’Yes,Iwould,sir。’

  ’What!Youwould?Yousaidyouwouldn’tnotlongago。’

  ’Ilikeyoubetternow!Ilikeyoumoreandmore!’

  Pierstonsighed,foremotionallyhewasnotmucholderthanshe。Thathitchinhisdevelopment,renderinghimthemostlopsidedofGod’screatures,washisstandingmisfortune。Aproposaltoherwhichcrossedhismindwasdismissedasdisloyalty,particularlytoaninexperiencedfellow-islanderandonewhowasbyraceandtraditionsalmostakinswoman。

  Littlemorepassedbetweenthetwainonthatwretched,never-to-be-

  forgottenday。Aphrodite,Ashtaroth,Freyja,orwhoeverthelove-queenofhisislemighthavebeen,waspunishinghimsharply,assheknewbuttoowellhowtopunishhervotarieswhentheyrevertedfromtheephemeraltothestablemood。Whenwasittoend——thiscurseofhisheartnotageingwhilehisframemovednaturallyonward?Perhapsonlywithlife。

  Hisfirstactthedayafterdepositingherinherownhousewastogotothechapelwhere,byherstatement,themarriagehadbeensolemnized,andmakesureofthefact。Perhapshefeltanillogicalhopethatshemightbefree,eventhen,inthetarnishedconditionwhichsuchfreedomwouldhaveinvolved。However,therestoodthewordsdistinctly:IsaacPierston,AnnAviceCaro,sonanddaughterofSo-

  and-so,marriedonsuchaday,signedbythecontractingparties,theofficiatingminister,andthetwowitnesses。

  2。XIII。SHEISENSHROUDEDFROMSIGHT

  Oneeveninginearlywinter,whentheairwasdryandgusty,thedarklittlelanewhichdividedthegroundsofSylvaniaCastlefromthecottageofAvice,andleddowntotheadjoiningruinofRed-KingCastle,waspacedbyasolitaryman。Thecottagewasthecentreofhisbeat;itswesternlimitbeingthegatesoftheformerresidence,itseasternthedrawbridgeoftheruin。Thefewothercottagesthereabout——

  allasifcarvedfromthesolidrock——wereindarkness,butfromtheupperwindowofAvice’stinyfreeholdglimmeredalight。Itsrayswererepeatedfromthefar-distantseabythelightshiplyingmooredoverthemysteriousShamblesquicksand,whichbroughttamelessnessanddomesticityintoduepositionasbalancedopposites。

  Theseamoaned——morethanmoaned——amongthebouldersbelowtheruins,athroeofitstidebeingtimedtoregularintervals。Thesesoundswereaccompaniedbyanequallyperiodicmoanfromtheinteriorofthecottagechamber;sothatthearticulateheaveofwaterandthearticulateheaveoflifeseemedbutdifferingutterancesoftheselfsametroubledterrestrialBeing——whichinonesensetheywere。

  Pierston——forthemaninthelanewashe——wouldlookfromlightshiptocottagewindow;thenbackagain,ashewaitedtherebetweenthetravailoftheseawithout,andthetravailofthewomanwithin。Soonaninfant’swailoftheveryfeeblestwasalsoaudibleinthehouse。Hestartedfromhiseasypacing,andwentagainwestward,standingattheelbowofthelanealongtime。Thenthepeaceofthesleepingvillagewhichlaythatwaywasbrokenbylightwheelsandthetrotofahorse。

  Pierstonwentbacktothecottagegateandawaitedthearrivalofthevehicle。

  Itwasalightcart,andamanjumpeddownasitstopped。Hewasinabroad-brimmedhat,underwhichnomoreofhimcouldbeperceivedthanthatheworeablackbeardclippedlikeayewfence——atypicalaspectintheisland。

  ’YouareAvice’shusband?’askedthesculptorquickly。

  Themanrepliedthathewas,inthelocalaccent。’I’vejustcomeinbyto-day’sboat,’headded。’Icouldn’tgithereavore。IhadcontractedforthejobatPeter-Port,andhadtoseeto’ttotheend。’

  ’Well,’saidPierston,’yourcomingmeansthatyouarewillingtomakeitupwithher?’

  ’Ay,Idon’tknowbutIbe,’saidtheman。’Midsowelldothatasanythingelse!’

  ’Ifyoudo,thoroughly,agoodbusinessinyouroldlineawaitsyouhereintheisland。’

  ’Wi’allmyheart,then,’saidtheman。Hisvoicewasenergetic,and,thoughslightlytouchy,itshowed,onthewhole,adispositiontosetthingsright。

  Thedriverofthetrapwaspaidoff,andJocelynandIsaacPierston——

  undoubtedlyscionsofacommonstockinthisisleofintermarriages,thoughtheyhadnoproofofit——enteredthehouse。Nobodywasintheground-floorroom,inthecentreofwhichstoodasquaretable,inthecentreofthetablealittlewoolmat,andinthecentreofthematalamp,theapartmenthavingtheappearanceofbeingrigidlysweptandsetinorderforaneventofinterest。

  ThewomanwholivedinthehousewithAvicenowcamedownstairs,andtotheinquiryofthecomerssherepliedthatmatterswereprogressingfavourably,butthatnobodycouldbeallowedtogoupstairsjustthen。

  Afterplacingchairsandviandsforthemsheretreated,andtheysatdown,thelampbetweenthem——theloverofthesuffererabove,whohadnorighttoher,andthemanwhohadeveryrighttoher,butdidnotloveher。Engagingindesultoryandfragmentaryconversationtheylistenedtothetramplingoffeetonthefloor-boardsoverhead——

  Pierstonfullofanxietyandattentiveness,Ikeawaitingthecourseofnaturecalmly。

  Soontheyheardthefeeblebleatsrepeated,andthenthelocalpractitionerdescendedandenteredtheroom。

  ’Howisshenow?’saidPierston,themoretaciturnIkelookingupwithhimfortheanswerthathefeltwouldservefortwoaswellasforone。

  ’Doingwell,remarkablywell,’repliedtheprofessionalgentleman,withamannerofhavingsaiditinotherplaces;andhisvehiclenotbeingatthedoorhesatdownandsharedsomerefreshmentwiththeothers。

  WhenhehaddepartedMrs。Stockwoolagainsteppeddown,andinformedthemthatIke’spresencehadbeenmadeknowntohiswife。

  Thetruantquarrierseemedratherinclinedtostaywherehewasandfinishthemugofale,butPierstonquickenedhim,andheascendedthestaircase。AssoonasthelowerroomwasemptyPierstonleantwithhiselbowsonthetable,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。

  Ikewasabsentnogreattime。Descendingwithaproprietarymienthathadbeenlackingbefore,heinvitedJocelyntoascendlikewise,sinceshehadstatedthatshewouldliketoseehim。Jocelynwentupthecrookedoldsteps,thehusbandremainingbelow。

  Avice,thoughwhiteasthesheets,lookedbrighterandhappierthanhehadexpectedtofindher,andwasapparentlyverymuchfortifiedbythepinklittlelumpatherside。Sheheldoutherhandtohim。

  ’Ijustwantedtotell’ee,’shesaid,strivingagainstherfeebleness,’Ithoughtitwouldbenoharmtoseeyou,though’tisrathersoon——totell’eehowverymuchIthankyouforgettingmesettledagainwithIke。Heisverygladtocomehomeagain,too,hesays。Yes,you’vedoneagoodmanykindthingsforme,sir。’

  Whethershewerereallyglad,orwhetherthewordswereexpressedasamatterofduty,Pierstondidnotattempttolearn。

  Hemerelysaidthathevaluedherthanks。’Now,Avice,’headdedtenderly,’Iresignmyguardianshipofyou。Ihopetoseeyourhusbandinasoundlittlebusinesshereinaveryshorttime。’

  ’Ihopeso——forbaby’ssake,’shesaid,withabrightsigh。’Wouldyou——liketoseeher,sir?’

  ’Thebaby?Oyes——YOURbaby!YoumustchristenherAvice。’

  ’Yes——soIwill!’shemurmuredreadily,anddisclosedtheinfantwithsometimidity。’Ihopeyouforgiveme,sir,forconcealingmythoughtlessmarriage!’

  ’Ifyouforgivemeformakinglovetoyou。’

  ’Yes。Howwereyoutoknow!Iwish——’

  Pierstonbadehergood-bye,kissingherhand;turnedfromherandtheincipientbeingwhomhewastomeetagainunderveryalteredconditions,andleftthebed-chamberwithatearinhiseye。

  ’Hereendeththatdream!’saidhe。

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