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  PREFACE

  ThepeninsulacarvedbyTimeoutofasinglestone,whereonmostofthefollowingscenesarelaid,hasbeenforcenturiesimmemorialthehomeofacuriousandwell-nighdistinctpeople,cherishingstrangebeliefsandsingularcustoms,nowforthemostpartobsolescent。Fancies,likecertainsoft-woodedplantswhichcannotbearthesilentinlandfrosts,butthrivebytheseaintheroughestofweather,seemtogrowupnaturallyhere,inparticularamongstthosenativeswhohavenoactiveconcerninthelaboursofthe’Isle。’Henceitisaspotapttogenerateatypeofpersonagelikethecharacterimperfectlysketchedinthesepages——anativeofnatives——whomsomemaychoosetocallafantast(iftheyhonourhimwiththeirconsiderationsofar),butwhomothersmayseeonlyasonethatgaveobjectivecontinuityandanametoadelicatedreamwhichinavaguerformismoreorlesscommontoallmen,andisbynomeansnewtoPlatonicphilosophers。

  TothosewhoknowtherockycoignofEnglandheredepicted——overlookingthegreatChannelHighwaywithallitssuggestiveness,andstandingoutsofarintomid-seathattouchesoftheGulfStreamsoftentheairtillFebruary——itismatterofsurprisethattheplacehasnotbeenmorefrequentlychosenastheretreatofartistsandpoetsinsearchofinspiration——foratleastamonthortwointheyear,thetempestuousratherthanthefineseasonsbypreference。Tobesure,onenookthereinistheretreat,attheircountry’sexpense,ofothergeniusesfromadistance;buttheirpresenceishardlydiscoverable。Yetperhapsitisaswellthattheartisticvisitorsdonotcome,ornomorewouldbeheardoflittlefreeholdhousesbeingboughtandsoldthereforacoupleofhundredpounds——builtofsolidstone,anddatingfromthesixteenthcenturyandearlier,withmullions,copings,andcorbelscomplete。Thesetransactions,bytheway,arecarriedoutandcovenanted,orweretilllately,intheparishchurch,inthefaceofthecongregation,suchbeingtheancientcustomoftheIsle。

  Asforthestoryitself,itmaybeworthwhiletoremarkthat,differingfromallormostothersoftheseriesinthattheinterestaimedatisofanidealorsubjectivenature,andfranklyimaginative,verisimilitudeinthesequenceofeventshasbeensubordinatedtothesaidaim。

  Thefirstpublicationofthistaleinanindependentformwasin1897;

  butithadappearedintheperiodicalpressin1892,underthetitleof’ThePursuitoftheWell-Beloved。’Afewchaptersofthatexperimentalissuewererewrittenforthepresentandfinalformofthenarrative。

  T。H。

  August1912。

  CONTENTS

  PARTFIRST——AYOUNGMANOFTWENTY。

  I。ASUPPOSITITIOUSPRESENTMENTOFHER

  II。THEINCARNATIONISASSUMEDTOBETRUE

  III。THEAPPOINTMENT

  IV。ALONELYPEDESTRIAN

  V。ACHARGE

  VI。ONTHEBRINK

  VII。HEREARLIERINCARNATIONS

  VIII。’TOOLIKETHELIGHTNING’

  IX。FAMILIARPHENOMENAINTHEDISTANCE

  PARTSECOND——AYOUNGMANOFFORTY。

  I。THEOLDPHANTOMBECOMESDISTINCT

  II。SHEDRAWSCLOSEANDSATISFIES

  III。SHEBECOMESANINACCESSIBLEGHOST

  IV。SHETHREATENSTORESUMECORPOREALSUBSTANCE

  V。THERESUMPTIONTAKESPLACE

  VI。THEPASTSHINESINTHEPRESENT

  VII。THENEWBECOMESESTABLISHED

  VIII。HISOWNSOULCONFRONTSHIM

  IX。JUXTAPOSITIONS

  X。SHEFAILSTOVANISHSTILL

  XI。THEIMAGEPERSISTS

  XII。AGRILLEDESCENDSBETWEEN

  XIII。SHEISENSHROUDEDFROMSIGHT

  PARTTHIRD——AYOUNGMANOFSIXTY。

  I。SHERETURNSFORTHENEWSEASON

  II。MISGIVINGSONTHERE-EMBODIMENT

  III。THERENEWEDIMAGEBURNSITSELFIN

  IV。ADASHFORTHELASTINCARNATION

  V。ONTHEVERGEOFPOSSESSION

  VI。THEWELL-BELOVEDIS——WHERE?

  VII。ANOLDTABERNACLEINANEWASPECT

  VIII。’ALASFORTHISGREYSHADOW,ONCEAMAN!’

  PARTFIRST——AYOUNGMANOFTWENTY。

  ——’Now,ifTimeknowsThatHer,whoseradiantbrowsWeavethemagarlandofmyvows;

  HerthatdaresbeWhattheselineswishtosee:

  Iseeknofurther,itisShe。’

  ——R。CRASHAW。

  1。I。ASUPPOSITITIOUSPRESENTMENTOFHER

  Apersonwhodifferedfromthelocalwayfarerswasclimbingthesteeproadwhichleadsthroughthesea-skirtedtownletdefinableastheStreetofWells,andformsapassintothatGibraltarofWessex,thesingularpeninsulaonceanisland,andstillcalledsuch,thatstretchesoutliketheheadofabirdintotheEnglishChannel。Itisconnectedwiththemainlandbyalongthinneckofpebbles’castupbyragesofthese,’andunparalleledinitskindinEurope。

  Thepedestrianwaswhathelookedlike——ayoungmanfromLondonandthecitiesoftheContinent。Nobodycouldseeatpresentthathisurbanismsatuponhimonlyasagarment。Hewasjustrecollectingwithsomethingofself-reproachthatawholethreeyearsandeightmonthshadflownsincehepaidhislastvisittohisfatheratthislonelyrockofhisbirthplace,theinterveningtimehavingbeenspentamidmanycontrastingsocieties,peoples,manners,andscenes。

  Whathadseemedusualintheislewhenhelivedtherealwayslookedquaintandoddafterhislaterimpressions。Morethaneverthespotseemedwhatitwassaidoncetohavebeen,theancientVindiliaIsland,andtheHomeoftheSlingers。Thetoweringrock,thehousesabovehouses,oneman’sdoorsteprisingbehindhisneighbour’schimney,thegardenshungupbyoneedgetothesky,thevegetablesgrowingonapparentlyalmostverticalplanes,theunityofthewholeislandasasolidandsingleblockoflimestonefourmileslong,werenolongerfamiliarandcommonplaceideas。Allnowstooddazzlinglyuniqueandwhiteagainstthetintedsea,andthesunflashedoninfinitelystratifiedwallsofoolite,ThemelancholyruinsOfcancelledcycles,……

  withadistinctivenessthatcalledtheeyestoitasstronglyasanyspectaclehehadbeheldafar。

  Afteralaboriousclamberhereachedthetop,andwalkedalongtheplateautowardstheeasternvillage。Thetimebeingabouttwoo’clock,inthemiddleofthesummerseason,theroadwasglaringanddusty,anddrawingneartohisfather’shousehesatdowninthesun。

  Hestretchedouthishandupontherockbesidehim。Itfeltwarm。

  Thatwastheisland’spersonaltemperaturewheninitsafternoonsleepasnow。Helistened,andheardsounds:whirr-whirr,saw-saw-saw。

  Thoseweretheisland’ssnores——thenoisesofthequarrymenandstone-

  sawyers。

  Oppositetothespotonwhichhesatwasaroomycottageorhomestead。

  Liketheislanditwasallofstone,notonlyinwallsbutinwindow-

  frames,roof,chimneys,fence,stile,pigstyandstable,almostdoor。

  Herememberedwhohadusedtolivethere——andprobablylivedtherenow——

  theCarofamily;the’roan-mare’Caros,astheywerecalledtodistinguishthemfromotherbranchesofthesamepedigree,therebeingbuthalf-a-dozenChristianandsurnamesinthewholeisland。Hecrossedtheroadandlookedinattheopendoorway。Yes,theretheywerestill。

  Mrs。Caro,whohadseenhimfromthewindow,methimintheentry,andanold-fashionedgreetingtookplacebetweenthem。Amomentafteradoorleadingfromthebackroomswasthrownopen,andayounggirlaboutseventeenoreighteencameboundingin。

  ’Why,’TISdearJoce!’sheburstoutjoyfully。Andrunninguptotheyoungman,shekissedhim。

  Thedemonstrationwassweetenoughfromtheownerofsuchanaffectionatepairofbrighthazeleyesandbrowntressesofhair。Butitwassosudden,sounexpectedbyamanfreshfromtowns,thathewincedforamomentquiteinvoluntarily;andtherewassomeconstraintinthemannerinwhichhereturnedherkiss,andsaid,’MyprettylittleAvice,howdoyoudoaftersolong?’

  Forafewsecondsherimpulsiveinnocencehardlynoticedhisstartofsurprise;butMrs。Caro,thegirl’smother,hadobserveditinstantly。

  Withapainedflushsheturnedtoherdaughter。

  ’Avice——mydearAvice!Why——whatareyoudoing?Don’tyouknowthatyou’vegrownuptobeawomansinceJocelyn——Mr。Pierston——waslastdownhere?Ofcourseyoumustn’tdonowasyouusedtodothreeorfouryearsago!’

  TheawkwardnesswhichhadarisenwashardlyremovedbyPierston’sassurancethathequiteexpectedhertokeepupthepracticeofherchildhood,followedbyseveralminutesofconversationongeneralsubjects。Hewasvexedfromhissoulthathisunawaremovementshouldsohavebetrayedhim。AthisleavingherepeatedthatifAviceregardedhimotherwisethanassheusedtodohewouldneverforgiveher;butthoughtheypartedgoodfriendsherregretattheincidentwasvisibleinherface。Jocelynpassedoutintotheroadandonwardtohisfather’shousehardby。Themotheranddaughterwereleftalone。

  ’Iwasquiteamazedat’ee,mychild!’exclaimedtheelder。’AyoungmanfromLondonandforeigncities,usednowtothestrictestcompanymanners,andladieswhoalmostthinkitvulgartosmilebroad!Howcouldyedoit,Avice?’

  ’I——Ididn’tthinkabouthowIwasaltered!’saidtheconscience-

  strickengirl。’Iusedtokisshim,andheusedtokissmebeforehewentaway。’

  ’Butthatwasyearsago,mydear!’

  ’Oyes,andforthemomentIforgot!Heseemedjustthesametomeasheusedtobe。’

  ’Well,itcan’tbehelpednow。Youmustbecarefulinthefuture。

  He’sgotlotsofyoungwomen,I’llwarrant,andhasfewthoughtsleftforyou。He’swhattheycallasculptor,andhemeanstobeagreatgeniusinthatlinesomeday,theydosay。’

  ’Well,I’vedoneit;anditcan’tbemended!’moanedthegirl。

  MeanwhileJocelynPierston,thesculptorofbuddingfame,hadgoneonwardtothehouseofhisfather,aninartisticmanoftradeandcommercemerely,fromwhom,nevertheless,Jocelyncondescendedtoacceptayearlyallowancependingthefamousdaystocome。Buttheelder,havingreceivednowarningofhisson’sintendedvisit,wasnotathometoreceivehim。Jocelynlookedroundthefamiliarpremises,glancedacrosstheCommonatthegreatyardswithinwhicheternalsawsweregoingtoandfrouponeternalblocksofstone——theverysamesawsandtheverysameblocksthathehadseentherewhenlastintheisland,soitseemedtohim——andthenpassedthroughthedwellingintothebackgarden。

  Likeallthegardensintheisleitwassurroundedbyawallofdry-

  jointedspawls,andatitsfurtherextremityitranoutintoacorner,whichadjoinedthegardenoftheCaros。Hehadnosoonerreachedthisspotthanhebecameawareofamurmuringandsobbingontheothersideofthewall。ThevoiceherecognizedinamomentasAvice’s,andsheseemedtobeconfidinghertroubletosomeyoungfriendofherownsex。

  ’Oh,whatshallIDO!whatSHALLIdo!’shewassayingbitterly。’Soboldasitwas——soshameless!HowcouldIthinkofsuchathing!Hewillneverforgiveme——never,neverlikemeagain!He’llthinkmeaforwardhussy,andyet——andyetIquiteforgothowmuchIhadgrown。

  Butthathe’llneverbelieve!’Theaccentswerethoseofonewhohadforthefirsttimebecomeconsciousofherwomanhood,asanunwontedpossessionwhichshamedandfrightenedher。

  ’Didheseemangryatit?’inquiredthefriend。

  ’Ono——notangry!Worse。Coldandhaughty。O,he’ssuchafashionablepersonnow——notatallanislandman。Butthere’snouseintalkingofit。IwishIwasdead!’

  Pierstonretreatedasquicklyashecould。Hegrievedattheincidentwhichhadbroughtsuchpaintothisinnocentsoul;andyetitwasbeginningtobeasourceofvaguepleasuretohim。Hereturnedtothehouse,andwhenhisfatherhadcomebackandwelcomedhim,andtheyhadsharedamealtogether,Jocelynagainwentout,fullofanearnestdesiretosoothehisyoungneighbour’ssorrowinawayshelittleexpected;though,totellthetruth,hisaffectionforherwasratherthatofafriendthanofalover,andhefeltbynomeanssurethatthemigratory,elusiveidealizationhecalledhisLovewho,eversincehisboyhood,hadflittedfromhumanshelltohumanshellanindefinitenumberoftimes,wasgoingtotakeupherabodeinthebodyofAviceCaro。

  1。II。THEINCARNATIONISASSUMEDTOBETRUE

  Itwasdifficulttomeetheragain,eventhoughonthislumpofrockthedifficultylayasaruleratherinavoidancethaninmeeting。ButAvicehadbeentransformedintoaverydifferentkindofyoungwomanbytheself-consciousnessengenderedofherimpulsivegreeting,and,notwithstandingtheirnearneighbourhood,hecouldnotencounterher,tryashewould。Nosoonerdidheappearaninchbeyondhisfather’sdoorthanshewastoearthlikeafox;sheboltedupstairstoherroom。

  Anxioustosootheherafterhisunintentionalslighthecouldnotstandtheseevasionslong。Themannersoftheislewereprimitiveandstraightforward,evenamongthewell-to-do,andnotingherdisappearanceonedayhefollowedherintothehouseandonwardtothefootofthestairs。

  ’Avice!’hecalled。

  ’Yes,Mr。Pierston。’

  ’Whydoyourunupstairslikethat?’

  ’Oh——onlybecauseIwantedtocomeupforsomething。’

  ’Well,ifyou’vegotit,can’tyoucomedownagain?’

  ’No,Ican’tverywell。’

  ’Come,DEARAvice。That’swhatyouare,youknow。’

  Therewasnoresponse。

  ’Well,ifyouwon’t,youwon’t!’hecontinued。’Idon’twanttobotheryou。’AndPierstonwentaway。

  Hewasstoppingtolookattheold-fashionedflowersunderthegardenwallswhenheheardavoicebehindhim。

  ’Mr。Pierston——Iwasn’tangrywithyou。WhenyouweregoneIthought——

  youmightmistakeme,andIfeltIcoulddonolessthancomeandassureyouofmyfriendshipstill。’

  TurninghesawtheblushingAviceimmediatelybehindhim。

  ’Youareagood,deargirl!’saidhe,and,seizingherhand,setuponhercheekthekindofkissthatshouldhavebeentheresponsetohersonthedayofhiscoming。

  ’DarlingAvice,forgivemefortheslightthatday!Sayyoudo。Come,now!AndthenI’llsaytoyouwhatIhaveneversaidtoanyotherwoman,livingordead:\"Willyouhavemeasyourhusband?\"’

  ’Ah!——mothersaysIamonlyoneofmany!’

  ’Youarenot,dear。YouknewmewhenIwasyoung,andothersdidn’t。’

  Somehoworotherherobjectionsweregotover,andthoughshedidnotgiveanimmediateassent,sheagreedtomeethimlaterintheafternoon,whenshewalkedwithhimtothesouthernpointoftheislandcalledtheBeal,or,bystrangers,theBill,pausingoverthetreacherouscavernknownasCaveHole,intowhichthesearoaredandsplashednowasithaddonewhentheyvisitedittogetheraschildren。

  Tosteadyherselfwhilelookinginheofferedherhisarm,andshetookit,forthefirsttimeasawoman,forthehundredthtimeashiscompanion。

  Theyrambledontothelighthouse,wheretheywouldhavelingeredlongerifAvicehadnotsuddenlyrememberedanengagementtorecitepoetryfromaplatformthatveryeveningattheStreetofWells,thevillagecommandingtheentrancetotheisland——thevillagethathasnowadvancedtobeatown。

  ’Recite!’saidhe。’Who’dhavethoughtanybodyoranythingcouldrecitedownhereexceptthereciterwehearawaythere——theneverspeechlesssea。’

  ’Obutwearequiteintellectualnow。Inthewinterparticularly。

  But,Jocelyn——don’tcometotherecitation,willyou?Itwouldspoilmyperformanceifyouwerethere,andIwanttobeasgoodastherest。’

  ’Iwon’tifyoureallywishmenotto。ButIshallmeetyouatthedoorandbringyouhome。’

  ’Yes!’shesaid,lookingupintohisface。Avicewasperfectlyhappynow;shecouldneverhavebelievedonthatmortifyingdayofhiscomingthatshewouldbesohappywithhim。Whentheyreachedtheeastsideoftheisletheyparted,thatshemightbesoonenoughtotakeherplaceontheplatform。Pierstonwenthome,andafterdark,whenitwasaboutthehourforaccompanyingherback,hewentalongthemiddleroadnorthwardtotheStreetofWells。

  Hewasfullofmisgiving。HehadknownAviceCarosowellofoldthathisfeelingforhernowwasrathercomradeshipthanlove;andwhathehadsaidtoherinamomentofimpulsethatmorningratherappalledhiminitsconsequences。Notthatanyofthemoresophisticatedandaccomplishedwomenwhohadattractedhimsuccessivelywouldbelikelytoriseinconvenientlybetweenthem。Forhehadquitedisabusedhismindoftheassumptionthattheidolofhisfancywasanintegralpartofthepersonalityinwhichithadsojournedforalongorashortwhile。

  ***

  TohisWell-Belovedhehadalwaysbeenfaithful;butshehadhadmanyembodiments。EachindividualityknownasLucy,Jane,Flora,Evangeline,orwhat-not,hadbeenmerelyatransientconditionofher。

  Hedidnotrecognizethisasanexcuseorasadefence,butasafactsimply。Essentiallyshewasperhapsofnotangiblesubstance;aspirit,adream,afrenzy,aconception,anaroma,anepitomizedsex,alightoftheeye,apartingofthelips。Godonlyknewwhatshereallywas;Pierstondidnot。Shewasindescribable。

  Nevermuchconsideringthatshewasasubjectivephenomenonvivifiedbytheweirdinfluencesofhisdescentandbirthplace,thediscoveryofherghostliness,ofherindependenceofphysicallawsandfailings,hadoccasionallygivenhimasenseoffear。Heneverknewwhereshenextwouldbe,whithershewouldleadhim,havingherselfinstantaccesstoallranksandclasses,toeveryabodeofmen。Sometimesatnighthedreamtthatshewas’thewile-weavingDaughterofhighZeus’inperson,bentontormentinghimforhissinsagainstherbeautyinhisart——theimplacableAphroditeherselfindeed。Heknewthathelovedthemasqueradingcreaturewhereverhefoundher,whetherwithblueeyes,blackeyes,orbrown;whetherpresentingherselfastall,fragile,orplump。Shewasneverintwoplacesatonce;buthithertoshehadneverbeeninoneplacelong。

  Bymakingthiscleartohismindsometimebeforeto-day,hehadescapedagooddealofuglyself-reproach。Itwassimplythatshewhoalwaysattractedhim,andledhimwhithershewouldasbyasilkenthread,hadnotremainedtheoccupantofthesamefleshlytabernacleinhercareersofar。Whethershewouldultimatelysettledowntoonehecouldnotsay。

  HadhefeltthatshewasbecomingmanifestinAvice,hewouldhavetriedtobelievethatthiswastheterminalspotofhermigrations,andhavebeencontenttoabidebyhiswords。ButdidheseetheWell-

  BelovedinAviceatall?Thequestionwassomewhatdisturbing。

  Hehadreachedthebrowofthehill,anddescendedtowardsthevillage,whereinthelongstraightRomanstreethesoonfoundthelightedhall。

  Theperformancewasnotyetover;andbygoingroundtothesideofthebuildingandstandingonamoundhecouldseetheinteriorasfardownastheplatformlevel。Avice’sturn,orsecondturn,cameonalmostimmediately。Herprettyembarrassmentonfacingtheaudienceratherwonhimawayfromhisdoubts。Shewas,intruth,whatiscalleda’nice’girl;attractive,certainly,butaboveallthingsnice——oneoftheclasswithwhomtherisksofmatrimonyapproximatemostnearlytozero。Herintelligenteyes,herbroadforehead,herthoughtfulcarriage,ensuredonething,thatofallthegirlshehadknownhehadnevermetonewithmorecharmingandsolidqualitiesthanAviceCaro’s。

  Thiswasnotamereconjecture——hehadknownherlongandthoroughly;

  hereverymoodandtemper。

  Aheavywagonpassingwithoutdrownedhersmallsoftvoiceforhim;buttheaudiencewerepleased,andsheblushedattheirapplause。Henowtookhisstationatthedoor,andwhenthepeoplehaddonepouringouthefoundherwithinawaitinghim。

  TheyclimbedhomewardslowlybytheOldRoad,Pierstondragginghimselfupthesteepbythewaysidehand-railandpullingAviceafterhimuponhisarm。Atthetoptheyturnedandstoodstill。Totheleftofthemtheskywasstreakedlikeafanwiththelighthouserays,andundertheirfront,atperiodsofaquarterofaminute,therearoseadeep,hollowstrokelikethesinglebeatofadrum,theintervalsbeingfilledwithalong-drawnrattling,asofbonesbetweenhugecaninejaws。ItcamefromthevastconcaveofDeadman’sBay,risingandfallingagainstthepebbledyke。

  Theeveningandnightwindsherewere,toPierston’smind,chargedwithasomethingthatdidnotburdenthemelsewhere。TheybroughtitupfromthatsinisterBaytothewest,whosemovementsheandhewerehearingnow。Itwasapresence——animaginaryshapeoressencefromthehumanmultitudelyingbelow:thosewhohadgonedowninvesselsofwar,EastIndiamen,barges,brigs,andshipsoftheArmada——selectpeople,common,anddebased,whoseinterestsandhopeshadbeenaswideasunderasthepoles,butwhohadrolledeachothertoonenessonthatrestlesssea-bed。Therecouldalmostbefeltthebrushoftheirhugecompositeghostasitranashapelessfigureovertheisle,shriekingforsomegoodgodwhowoulddisuniteitagain。

  Thetwainwanderedalongwaythatnightamidtheseinfluences——sofarastotheoldHopeChurchyard,whichlayinaravineformedbyalandslipagesago。Thechurchhadslippeddownwiththerestofthecliff,andhadlongbeenaruin。ItseemedtosaythatinthislastlocalstrongholdofthePagandivinities,wherePagancustomslingeredyet,Christianityhadestablisheditselfprecariouslyatbest。InthatsolemnspotPierstonkissedher。

  ThekisswasbynomeansonAvice’sinitiativethistime。Herformerdemonstrativenessseemedtohaveincreasedherpresentreserve。

  ***

  Thatdaywasthebeginningofapleasantmonthpassedmainlyineachother’ssociety。Hefoundthatshecouldnotonlyrecitepoetryatintellectualgatherings,butplaythepianofairly,andsingtoherownaccompaniment。

  Heobservedthateveryaimofthosewhohadbroughtheruphadbeentogetherawaymentallyasfaraspossiblefromhernaturalandindividuallifeasaninhabitantofapeculiarisland:tomakeheranexactcopyoftensofthousandsofotherpeople,inwhosecircumstancestherewasnothingspecial,distinctive,orpicturesque;toteachhertoforgetalltheexperiencesofherancestors;todrownthelocalballadsbysongspurchasedattheBudmouthfashionablemusic-sellers’,andthelocalvocabularybyagoverness-tongueofnocountryatall。Shelivedinahousethatwouldhavebeenthefortuneofanartist,andlearnttodrawLondonsuburbanvillasfromprintedcopies。

  Avicehadseenallthisbeforehepointeditout,but,withagirl’stractability,hadacquiesced。Byconstitutionshewaslocaltothebone,butshecouldnotescapethetendencyoftheage。

  ThetimeforJocelyn’sdeparturedrewnear,andshelookedforwardtoitsadly,butserenely,theirengagementbeingnowasettledthing。

  Pierstonthoughtofthenativecustomonsuchoccasions,whichhadprevailedinhisandherfamilyforcenturies,bothbeingoftheoldstockoftheisle。Theinfluxof’kimberlins,’or’foreigners’(asstrangersfromthemainlandofWessexwerecalled),hadledinalargemeasuretoitsdiscontinuance;butunderneaththeveneerofAvice’seducationmanyanold-fashionedidealayslumbering,andhewonderedif,inhernaturalmelancholyathisleaving,sheregrettedthechangingmannerswhichmadeunpopulartheformalratificationofabetrothal,accordingtotheprecedentoftheirsiresandgrandsires。

  1。III。THEAPPOINTMENT

  ’Well,’saidhe,’hereweare,arrivedatthefag-endofmyholiday。

  Whatapleasantsurprisemyoldhome,whichIhavenotthoughtworthcomingtoseeforthreeorfouryears,hadinstoreforme!’

  ’Youmustgoto-morrow?’sheaskeduneasily。

  ’Yes。’

  Somethingseemedtooverweighthem;somethingmorethanthenaturalsadnessofapartingwhichwasnottobelong;andhedecidedthatinsteadofleavinginthedaytimeashehadintended,hewoulddeferhisdeparturetillnight,andgobythemail-trainfromBudmouth。Thiswouldgivehimtimetolookintohisfather’squarries,andenableher,ifshechose,towalkwithhimalongthebeachasfarastoHenrytheEighth’sCastleabovethesands,wheretheycouldlingerandwatchthemoonriseoverthesea。Shesaidshethoughtshecouldcome。

  SoafterspendingthenextdaywithhisfatherinthequarriesJocelynpreparedtoleave,andatthetimeappointedsetoutfromthestonehouseofhisbirthinthisstoneisletowalktoBudmouth-Regisbythepathalongthebeach,AvicehavingsometimeearliergonedowntoseesomefriendsintheStreetofWells,whichwashalfwaytowardsthespotoftheirtryst。Thedescentsoonbroughthimtothepebblebank,andleavingbehindhimthelasthousesoftheisle,andtheruinsofthevillagedestroyedbytheNovembergaleof1824,hestruckoutalongthenarrowthreadofland。Whenhehadwalkedahundredyardshestopped,turnedasidetothepebbleridgewhichwalledoutthesea,andsatdowntowaitforher。

  Betweenhimandthelightsoftheshipsridingatanchorintheroadsteadtwomenpassedslowlyinthedirectionheintendedtopursue。

  OneofthemrecognizedJocelyn,andbadehimgood-night,adding,’Wishyoujoy,sir,ofyourchoice,andhopetheweddenwillbesoon!’

  ’Thankyou,Seaborn。Well——weshallseewhatChristmaswilldotowardsbringingitabout。’

  ’Mywifeopeneduponitthismornen:\"PleaseGod,I’llupandseethattherewedden,\"saysshe,\"knowing’embothfromtheircrawlingdays。\"’

  Themenmovedon,andwhentheywereoutofPierston’shearingtheonewhohadnotspokensaidtohisfriend,’Whowasthatyoungkimberlin?

  Hedon’tseemoneo’we。’

  ’Oh,heis,though,everyincho’en。He’sMr。JocelynPierston,thestwone-merchant’sonlysonupatEastQuarriers。He’stobemarriedtoastylishyoungbody;hermother,awidowwoman,carriesonthesamebusinessaswellasshecan;buttheirtradeisnotatwentiethpartofPierston’s。He’sworththousandsandthousands,theysay,though’adoliveoninthesamewoldwayupinthesamewoldhouse。ThissonisdoengreatthingsinLondonasa’image-carver;andIcanmindwhen,asaboy,’afirsttooktocarvingsoldiersouto’bitso’stwonefromthesoft-bedofhisfather’squarries;andthen’amadeaseto’stwonenchess-men,andso’agoton。He’squitethegentinLondon,theytellme;andthewonderisthat’acaredtocomebackhereandpickuplittleAviceCaro——nicemaidassheisnotwithstanding……Hullo!

  there’stobeachangeintheweathersoon。’

  Meanwhilethesubjectoftheirremarkswaitedattheappointedplacetillseveno’clock,thehournamedbetweenhimselfandhisaffianced,hadstruck。Almostatthemomenthesawafigurecomingforwardfromthelastlampatthebottomofthehill。Butthefigurespeedilyresolveditselfintothatofaboy,who,advancingtoJocelyn,inquiredifhewereMr。Pierston,andhandedhimanote。

  1。IV。ALONELYPEDESTRIAN

  WhentheboyhadgoneJocelynretracedhisstepstothelastlamp,andread,inAvice’shand:

  ’MYDEAREST,——IshallbesorryifIgrieveyouatallinwhatIamgoingtosayaboutourarrangementtomeetto-nightintheSandsfootruin。ButIhavefanciedthatmyseeingyouagainandagainlatelyisincliningyourfathertoinsist,andyouashisheirtofeel,thatweoughttocarryoutIslandCustominourcourting——yourpeoplebeingsucholdinhabitantsinanunbrokenline。Truthtosay,mothersupposesthatyourfather,fornaturalreasons,mayhavehintedtoyouthatweought。Now,thethingiscontrarytomyfeelings:itisnearlyleftoff;andIdonotthinkitgood,evenwherethereisproperty,asinyourcase,tojustifyit,inameasure。IwouldrathertrustinProvidence。

  ’Onthewhole,therefore,itisbestthatIshouldnotcome——ifonlyforappearances——andmeetyouatatimeandplacesuggestingthecustom,toothersthanourselves,atleast,ifknown。

  ’Iamsurethatthisdecisionwillnotdisturbyoumuch;thatyouwillunderstandmymodernfeelings,andthinknoworseofmeforthem。Anddear,ifitweretobedone,andwewereunfortunateinit,wemightbothhaveenougholdfamilyfeelingtothink,likeourforefathers,andpossiblyyourfather,thatwecouldnotmarryhonourably;andhencewemightbemadeunhappy。

  ’However,youwillcomeagainshortly,willyounot,dearJocelyn?——andthenthetimewillsoondrawonwhennomoregood-byeswillberequired。——Alwaysandeveryours,’AVICE。’

  Jocelyn,havingreadtheletter,wassurprisedatthenaiveteitshowed,andatAviceandhermother’santiquatedsimplicityinsupposingthattobestillagraveandoperatingprinciplewhichwasabygonebarbarismtohimselfandotherabsenteesfromtheisland。Hisfather,asamoney-maker,mighthavepracticalwishesonthematterofdescendantswhichlentplausibilitytotheconjectureofAviceandhermother;buttoJocelynhehadneverexpressedhimselfinfavouroftheancientways,old-fashionedashewas。

  Amusedthereforeatherregardofherselfasmodern,Jocelynwasdisappointed,andalittlevexed,thatsuchanunforeseenreasonshouldhavedeprivedhimofhercompany。Howtheoldideassurvivedundertheneweducation!

  Thereaderisaskedtorememberthatthedate,thoughrecentinthehistoryoftheIsleofSlingers,wasmorethanfortyyearsago。

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  Findingthattheeveningseemedlouring,yetindisposedtogobackandhireavehicle,hewentonquicklyalone。Insuchanexposedspotthenightwindwasgusty,andtheseabehindthepebblebarrierkickedandflouncedincomplexrhythms,whichcouldbetranslatedequallywellasshocksofbattleorshoutsofthanksgiving。

  Presentlyonthepaleroadbeforehimhediscernedafigure,thefigureofawoman。HerememberedthatawomanpassedhimwhilehewasreadingAvice’sletterbythelastlamp,andnowhewasovertakingher。

  HedidhopeforamomentthatitmightbeAvice,withachangedmind。

  Butitwasnotshe,noranybodylikeher。Itwasataller,squarerformthanthatofhisbetrothed,andalthoughtheseasonwasonlyautumnshewaswrappedinfurs,orinthickandheavyclothingofsomekind。

  Hesoonadvancedabreastofher,andcouldgetglimpsesofherprofileagainsttheroadsteadlights。Itwasdignified,arresting,thatofaveryJuno。Nothingmoreclassicalhadheeverseen。Shewalkedataswingingpace,yetwithsucheaseandpowerthattherewasbutlittledifferenceintheirrateofspeedforseveralminutes;andduringthistimeheregardedandconjectured。However,hewasabouttopassherbywhenshesuddenlyturnedandaddressedhim。

  ’MrPierston,Ithink,ofEastQuarriers?’

  Heassented,andcouldjustdiscernwhatahandsome,commanding,imperiousfaceitwas——quiteofapiecewiththeproudtonesofhervoice。Shewasanewtypealtogetherinhisexperience;andheraccentwasnotsolocalasAvice’s。

  ’Canyoutellmethetime,please?’

  Helookedathiswatchbytheaidofalight,andintellingherthatitwasaquarterpastsevenobserved,bythemomentarygleamofhismatch,thathereyeslookedalittleredandchafed,asifwithweeping。

  ’Mr。Pierston,willyouforgivewhatwillappearverystrangetoyou,I

  daresay?Thatis,mayIaskyoutolendmesomemoneyforadayortwo?Ihavebeensofoolishastoleavemypurseonthedressing-

  table。’

  Itdidappearstrange:andyettherewerefeaturesintheyounglady’spersonalitywhichassuredhiminamomentthatshewasnotanimpostor。

  Heyieldedtoherrequest,andputhishandinhispocket。Hereitremainedforamoment。Howmuchdidshemeanbythewords’somemoney’?TheJunonianqualityofherformandmannermadehimthrowhimselfbyanimpulseintoharmonywithher,andherespondedregally。

  Hescentedaromance。Hehandedherfivepounds。

  Hismunificencecausedhernoapparentsurprise。’Itisquiteenough,thankyou,’sheremarkedquietly,asheannouncedthesum,lestsheshouldbeunabletoseeitforherself。

  Whileovertakingandconversingwithherhehadnotobservedthattherisingwind,whichhadproceededfrompuffingtogrowling,andfromgrowlingtoscreeching,withtheaccustomedsuddennessofitschangeshere,hadatlengthbroughtwhatitpromisedbythesevagaries——rain。

  Thedrops,whichhadatfirsthittheirleftcheekslikethepelletsofapopgun,soonassumedthecharacterofarakingfusilladefromthebankadjoining,oneshotofwhichwassufficientlysmarttogothroughJocelyn’ssleeve。Thetallgirlturned,andseemedtobesomewhatconcernedatanonsetwhichshehadplainlynotforeseenbeforeherstarting。

  ’Wemusttakeshelter,’saidJocelyn。

  ’Butwhere?’saidshe。

  Towindwardwasthelong,monotonousbank,tooobtuselypiledtoaffordascreen,overwhichtheycouldhearthecaninecrunchingofpebblesbytheseawithout;ontheirrightstretchedtheinnerbayorroadstead,thedistantriding-lightsoftheshipsnowdimandglimmering;behindthemafaintsparkhereandthereinthelowerskyshowedwheretheislandrose;beforetherewasnothingdefinite,andcouldbenothing,tilltheyreachedaprecariouswoodbridge,amilefurtheron,HenrytheEighth’sCastlebeingalittlefurtherstill。

  Butjustwithinthesummitofthebank,whitherithadapparentlybeenhauledtobeoutofthewayofthewaves,wasoneofthelocalboatscalledlerrets,bottomupwards。Assoonastheysawitthepairranupthepebblyslopetowardsitbyasimultaneousimpulse。Theythenperceivedthatithadlaintherealongtime,andwerecomfortedtofinditcapableofaffordingmoreprotectionthananybodywouldhaveexpectedfromadistantview。Itformedashelterorstoreforthefishermen,thebottomofthelerretbeingtarredasaroof。Bycreepingunderthebows,whichoverhungthebankonpropstoleeward,theymadetheirwaywithin,where,uponsomethwarts,oars,andotherfragmentarywoodwork,layamassofdrynetting——awholesein。Uponthistheyscrambledandsatdown,throughinabilitytostandupright。

  1。V。ACHARGE

  Therainfelluponthekeeloftheoldlerretlikecornthrowninhandfulsbysomecolossalsower,anddarknesssetintoitsfullshade。

  Theycrouchedsoclosetoeachotherthathecouldfeelherfursagainsthim。Neitherhadspokensincetheylefttheroadwaytillshesaid,withattemptedunconcern:’Thisisunfortunate。’

  Headmittedthatitwas,andfound,afterafewfurtherremarkshadpassed,thatshecertainlyhadbeenweeping,therebeingasuppressedgaspofpassionatenessinherutterancenowandthen。

  ’Itismoreunfortunateforyou,perhaps,thanforme,’hesaid,’andI

  amverysorrythatitshouldbeso。’

  Sherepliednothingtothis,andheaddedthatitwasratheradesolateplaceforawoman,aloneandafoot。Hehopednothingserioushadhappenedtodragheroutatsuchanuntowardtime。

  Atfirstsheseemednotatalldisposedtoshowanycandouronherownaffairs,andhewaslefttoconjectureastoherhistoryandname,andhowshecouldpossiblyhaveknownhim。But,astheraingavenottheleastsignofcessation,heobserved:’Ithinkweshallhavetogoback。’

  ’Never!’saidshe,andthefirmnesswithwhichsheclosedherlipswasaudibleintheword。

  ’Whynot?’heinquired。

  ’Therearegoodreasons。’

  ’Icannotunderstandhowyoushouldknowme,whileIhavenoknowledgeofyou。’

  ’Oh,butyouknowme——aboutme,atleast。’

  ’IndeedIdon’t。HowshouldI?Youareakimberlin。’

  ’Iamnot。Iamarealislander——orwas,rather……Haven’tyouheardoftheBest-BedStoneCompany?’

  ’Ishouldthinkso!Theytriedtoruinmyfatherbygettingawayhistrade——or,atleast,thefounderofthecompanydid——oldBencomb。’

  ’He’smyfather!’

  ’Indeed。IamsorryIshouldhavespokensodisrespectfullyofhim,forIneverknewhimpersonally。Aftermakingoverhislargebusinesstothecompany,heretired,Ibelieve,toLondon?’

  ’Yes。Ourhouse,orratherhis,notmine,isatSouthKensington。Wehavelivedthereforyears。ButwehavebeentenantsofSylvaniaCastle,ontheislandhere,thisseason。Wetookitforamonthortwooftheowner,whoisaway。’

  ’ThenIhavebeenstayingquitenearyou,MissBencomb。Myfather’sisacomparativelyhumbleresidencehardby。’

  ’Buthecouldaffordamuchbiggeroneifhechose。’

  ’Youhaveheardso?Idon’tknow。Hedoesn’ttellmemuchofhisaffairs。’

  ’Myfather,’sheburstoutsuddenly,’isalwaysscoldingmeformyextravagance!Andhehasbeendoingitto-daymorethanever。HesaidIgoshoppingintowntosimplyadiabolicalextent,andexceedmyallowance!’

  ’Wasthatthisevening?’

  ’Yes。AndthenitreachedsuchastormofpassionbetweenusthatI

  pretendedtoretiretomyroomfortherestoftheevening,butI

  slippedout;andIamnevergoingbackhomeagain。’

  ’Whatwillyoudo?’

  ’IshallgofirsttomyauntinLondon;andifshewon’thaveme,I’llworkforaliving。Ihaveleftmyfatherforever!WhatIshouldhavedoneifIhadnotmetyouIcannottell——ImusthavewalkedallthewaytoLondon,Isuppose。NowIshalltakethetrainassoonasIreachthemainland。’

  ’Ifyoueverdointhishurricane。’

  ’Imustsitheretillitstops。’

  Andthereonthenetstheysat。PierstonknewofoldBencombashisfather’sbitterestenemy,whohadmadeagreatfortunebyswallowingupthesmallstone-merchants,buthadfoundJocelyn’ssireatrifletoobigtodigest——thelatterbeing,infact,thechiefrivaloftheBest-

  BedCompanytothatday。JocelynthoughtitstrangethatheshouldbethrownbyfateintoapositiontoplaythesonoftheMontaguestothisdaughteroftheCapulets。

  Astheytalkedtherewasamutualinstincttodroptheirvoices,andonthisaccounttheroarofthestormnecessitatedtheirdrawingquiteclosetogether。Somethingtendercameintotheirtonesasquarter-hourafterquarter-hourwenton,andtheyforgotthelapseoftime。Itwasquitelatewhenshestartedup,alarmedatherposition。

  ’Rainornorain,Icanstaynolonger,’shesaid。

  ’Docomeback,’saidhe,takingherhand。’I’llreturnwithyou。Mytrainhasgone。’

  ’No;Ishallgoon,andgetalodginginBudmouthtown,ifeverIreachit。’

  ’Itissolatethattherewillbenohouseopen,exceptalittleplacenearthestationwhereyouwon’tcaretostay。However,ifyouaredeterminedIwillshowyoutheway。Icannotleaveyou。Itwouldbetooawkwardforyoutogotherealone。’

  Shepersisted,andtheystartedthroughthetwangingandspinningstorm。Thesearolledandrosesohighontheirleft,andwassonearthemontheirright,thatitseemedasiftheyweretraversingitsbottomliketheChildrenofIsrael。Nothingbutthefrailbankofpebblesdividedthemfromtheraginggulfwithout,andateverybangofthetideagainstitthegroundshook,theshingleclashed,thesprayrosevertically,andwasblownovertheirheads。Quantitiesofsea-

  watertrickledthroughthepebblewall,andraninrivuletsacrosstheirpathtojointheseawithin。The’Island’wasanislandstill。

  Theyhadnotrealizedtheforceoftheelementstillnow。Pedestrianshadoftenbeenblownintotheseahereabout,anddrowned,owingtoasuddenbreachinthebank;which,however,hadsomethingofasupernaturalpowerinbeingabletocloseupandjoinitselftogetheragainaftersuchdisruption,likeSatan’sformwhen,cutintwobytheswordofMichael,’Theetherealsubstanceclosed,Notlongdivisible。’

  Herclothingofferedmoreresistancetothewindthanhis,andshewasconsequentlyinthegreaterdanger。Itwasimpossibletorefusehisprofferedaid。Firsthegavehisarm,butthewindtorethemapartaseasilyascoupledcherries。Hesteadiedherbodilybyencirclingherwaistwithhisarm;andshemadenoobjection。

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  Somewhereaboutthistime——itmighthavebeensooner,itmighthavebeenlater——hebecameconsciousofasensationwhich,initsincipientandunrecognizedform,hadlurkedwithinhimfromsomeunnoticedmomentwhenhewassittingclosetohisnewfriendunderthelerret。Thoughayoungman,hewastoooldahandnottoknowwhatthiswas,andfeltalarmed——evendismayed。ItmeantapossiblemigrationoftheWell-

  Beloved。Thethinghadnot,however,takenplace;andhewentonthinkinghowsoftandwarmtheladywasinherfurcovering,asheheldhersotightly;theonlydryspotsintheclothingofeitherbeingherleftsideandhisright,wheretheyexcludedtherainbytheirmutualpressure。

  Assoonastheyhadcrossedtheferry-bridgetherewasalittlemoreshelter,buthedidnotrelinquishhisholdtillsherequestedhim。

  Theypassedtheruinedcastle,andhavinglefttheislandfarbehindthemtrodmileaftermiletilltheydrewneartotheoutskirtsoftheneighbouringwatering-place。Intoittheyploddedwithoutpause,crossingtheharbourbridgeaboutmidnight,wettotheskin。

  Hepitiedher,and,whilehewonderedatit,admiredherdetermination。

  Thehousesfacingthebaynowshelteredthemcompletely,andtheyreachedthevicinityofthenewrailwayterminus(whichthestationwasatthisdate)withoutdifficulty。Ashehadsaid,therewasonlyonehouseopenhereabout,alittletemperanceinn,wherethepeoplestayedupforthearrivalofthemorningmailandpassengersfromtheChannelboats。Theirapplicationforadmissionledtothewithdrawalofabolt,andtheystoodwithinthegaslightofthepassage。

  Hecouldseenowthatthoughshewassuchafinefigure,quiteastallashimself,shewasbutinthebloomofyoungwomanhood。Herfacewascertainlystriking,thoughratherbyitsimperiousnessthanitsbeauty;

  andthebeatingofthewindandrainandsprayhadinflamedhercheekstopeonyhues。

  ShepersistedinthedeterminationtogoontoLondonbyanearlymorningtrain,andhethereforeofferedadviceonlessermattersonly。

  ’Inthatcase,’hesaid,’youmustgouptoyourroomandsenddownyourthings,thattheymaybedriedbythefireimmediately,ortheywillnotbeready。Iwilltelltheservanttodothis,andsendyouupsomethingtoeat。’

  Sheassentedtohisproposal,without,however,showinganymarksofgratitude;andwhenshehadgonePierstondespatchedherthelightsupperpromisedbythesleepygirlwhowas’nightporter’atthisestablishment。Hefeltravenouslyhungryhimself,andsetaboutdryinghisclothesaswellashecould,andeatingatthesametime。

  Atfirsthewasindoubtwhattodo,butsoondecidedtostaywherehewastillthemorrow。Bytheaidofsometemporarywraps,andsomeslippersfromthecupboard,hewascontrivingtomakehimselfcomfortablewhenthemaid-servantcamedownstairswithadamparmfulofwoman’sraiment。

  Pierstonwithdrewfromthefire。Themaid-servantkneltdownbeforetheblazeandheldupwithextendedarmsoneofthehabilimentsoftheJunoupstairs,fromwhichacloudofsteambegantorise。Assheknelt,thegirlnoddedforward,recoveredherself,andnoddedagain。

  ’Youaresleepy,mygirl,’saidPierston。

  ’Yes,sir;Ihavebeenupalongtime。WhennobodycomesIliedownonthecouchintheotherroom。’

  ’ThenI’llrelieveyouofthat;goandliedownintheotherroom,justasifwewerenothere。I’lldrytheclothingandputthearticleshereinaheap,whichyoucantakeuptotheyoungladyinthemorning。’

  The’nightporter’thankedhimandlefttheroom,andhesoonheardhersnoringfromtheadjoiningapartment。ThenJocelynopenedproceedings,overhaulingtherobesandextendingthemonebyone。Asthesteamwentuphefellintoareverie。Heagainbecameconsciousofthechangewhichhadbeeninitiatedduringthewalk。TheWell-Belovedwasmovinghouse——hadgoneovertothewearerofthisattire。

  Inthecourseoftenminutesheadoredher。

  AndhowaboutlittleAviceCaro?Hedidnotthinkofherasbefore。

  HewasnotsurethathehadeverseentherealBelovedinthatfriendofhisyouth,solicitousashewasforherwelfare。But,lovingherornot,heperceivedthatthespirit,emanation,idealism,whichcalleditselfhisLovewasflittingstealthilyfromsomeremoterfiguretothenearoneinthechamberoverhead。

  Avicehadnotkeptherengagementtomeethiminthelonelyruin,fearingherownimaginings。Buthe,infact,morethanshe,hadbeeneducatedoutoftheislandinnocencethathadupheldoldmanners;andthiswasthestrangeconsequenceofAvice’smisapprehension。

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