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  Itistrustingtoaconsensusofcommonhumanvoicesratherthantosomeisolatedorarbitraryrecord。ThemanwhoquotessomeGermanhistorianagainstthetraditionoftheCatholicChurch,forinstance,isstrictlyappealingtoaristocracy。Heisappealingtothesuperiorityofoneexpertagainsttheawfulauthorityofamob。

  Itisquiteeasytoseewhyalegendistreated,andoughttobetreated,morerespectfullythanabookofhistory。Thelegendisgenerallymadebythemajorityofpeopleinthevillage,whoaresane。

  Thebookisgenerallywrittenbytheonemaninthevillagewhoismad。

  ThosewhourgeagainsttraditionthatmeninthepastwereignorantmaygoandurgeitattheCarltonClub,alongwiththestatementthatvotersintheslumsareignorant。Itwillnotdoforus。

  Ifweattachgreatimportancetotheopinionofordinarymeningreatunanimitywhenwearedealingwithdailymatters,thereisnoreasonwhyweshoulddisregarditwhenwearedealingwithhistoryorfable。

  Traditionmaybedefinedasanextensionofthefranchise。

  Traditionmeansgivingvotestothemostobscureofallclasses,ourancestors。Itisthedemocracyofthedead。Traditionrefusestosubmittothesmallandarrogantoligarchyofthosewhomerelyhappentobewalkingabout。Alldemocratsobjecttomenbeingdisqualifiedbytheaccidentofbirth;traditionobjectstotheirbeingdisqualifiedbytheaccidentofdeath。Democracytellsusnottoneglectagoodman’sopinion,evenifheisourgroom;

  traditionasksusnottoneglectagoodman’sopinion,evenifheisourfather。I,atanyrate,cannotseparatethetwoideasofdemocracyandtradition;itseemsevidenttomethattheyarethesameidea。

  Wewillhavethedeadatourcouncils。TheancientGreeksvotedbystones;theseshallvotebytombstones。Itisallquiteregularandofficial,formosttombstones,likemostballotpapers,aremarkedwithacross。

  Ihavefirsttosay,therefore,thatifIhavehadabias,itwasalwaysabiasinfavourofdemocracy,andthereforeoftradition。

  BeforewecometoanytheoreticorlogicalbeginningsIamcontenttoallowforthatpersonalequation;Ihavealwaysbeenmoreinclinedtobelievetheruckofhard-workingpeoplethantobelievethatspecialandtroublesomeliteraryclasstowhichIbelong。

  Iprefereventhefanciesandprejudicesofthepeoplewhoseelifefromtheinsidetotheclearestdemonstrationsofthepeoplewhoseelifefromtheoutside。Iwouldalwaystrusttheoldwives’

  fablesagainsttheoldmaids’facts。Aslongaswitismotherwititcanbeaswildasitpleases。

  Now,Ihavetoputtogetherageneralposition,andIpretendtonotraininginsuchthings。Iproposetodoit,therefore,bywritingdownoneafteranotherthethreeorfourfundamentalideaswhichIhavefoundformyself,prettymuchinthewaythatIfoundthem。ThenIshallroughlysynthesisethem,summingupmypersonalphilosophyornaturalreligion;thenI

  shalldescribemystartlingdiscoverythatthewholethinghadbeendiscoveredbefore。IthadbeendiscoveredbyChristianity。

  ButoftheseprofoundpersuasionswhichIhavetorecountinorder,theearliestwasconcernedwiththiselementofpopulartradition。

  AndwithouttheforegoingexplanationtouchingtraditionanddemocracyIcouldhardlymakemymentalexperienceclear。Asitis,IdonotknowwhetherIcanmakeitclear,butInowproposetotry。

  Myfirstandlastphilosophy,thatwhichIbelieveinwithunbrokencertainty,Ilearntinthenursery。Igenerallylearntitfromanurse;thatis,fromthesolemnandstar-appointedpriestessatonceofdemocracyandtradition。ThethingsIbelievedmostthen,thethingsIbelievemostnow,arethethingscalledfairytales。

  Theyseemtometobetheentirelyreasonablethings。Theyarenotfantasies:comparedwiththemotherthingsarefantastic。

  Comparedwiththemreligionandrationalismarebothabnormal,thoughreligionisabnormallyrightandrationalismabnormallywrong。

  Fairylandisnothingbutthesunnycountryofcommonsense。

  Itisnotearththatjudgesheaven,butheaventhatjudgesearth;

  soformeatleastitwasnotearththatcriticisedelfland,butelflandthatcriticisedtheearth。IknewthemagicbeanstalkbeforeIhadtastedbeans;IwassureoftheManintheMoonbeforeI

  wascertainofthemoon。Thiswasatonewithallpopulartradition。

  Modernminorpoetsarenaturalists,andtalkaboutthebushorthebrook;

  butthesingersoftheoldepicsandfablesweresupernaturalists,andtalkedaboutthegodsofbrookandbush。Thatiswhatthemodernsmeanwhentheysaythattheancientsdidnot\"appreciateNature,\"

  becausetheysaidthatNaturewasdivine。Oldnursesdonottellchildrenaboutthegrass,butaboutthefairiesthatdanceonthegrass;andtheoldGreekscouldnotseethetreesforthedryads。

  ButIdealherewithwhatethicandphilosophycomefrombeingfedonfairytales。IfIweredescribingthemindetailIcouldnotemanynobleandhealthyprinciplesthatarisefromthem。

  Thereisthechivalrouslessonof\"JacktheGiantKiller\";thatgiantsshouldbekilledbecausetheyaregigantic。Itisamanlymutinyagainstprideassuch。Fortherebelisolderthanallthekingdoms,andtheJacobinhasmoretraditionthantheJacobite。Thereisthelessonof\"Cinderella,\"whichisthesameasthatoftheMagnificat——

  EXALTAVITHUMILES。Thereisthegreatlessonof\"BeautyandtheBeast\";

  thatathingmustbelovedBEFOREitisloveable。Thereistheterribleallegoryofthe\"SleepingBeauty,\"whichtellshowthehumancreaturewasblessedwithallbirthdaygifts,yetcursedwithdeath;

  andhowdeathalsomayperhapsbesoftenedtoasleep。ButIamnotconcernedwithanyoftheseparatestatutesofelfland,butwiththewholespiritofitslaw,whichIlearntbeforeIcouldspeak,andshallretainwhenIcannotwrite。Iamconcernedwithacertainwayoflookingatlife,whichwascreatedinmebythefairytales,buthassincebeenmeeklyratifiedbythemerefacts。

  Itmightbestatedthisway。Therearecertainsequencesordevelopments(casesofonethingfollowinganother),whichare,inthetruesenseoftheword,reasonable。Theyare,inthetruesenseoftheword,necessary。Sucharemathematicalandmerelylogicalsequences。Weinfairyland(whoarethemostreasonableofallcreatures)admitthatreasonandthatnecessity。

  Forinstance,iftheUglySistersareolderthanCinderella,itis(inanironandawfulsense)NECESSARYthatCinderellaisyoungerthantheUglySisters。Thereisnogettingoutofit。

  Haeckelmaytalkasmuchfatalismaboutthatfactashepleases:

  itreallymustbe。IfJackisthesonofamiller,amilleristhefatherofJack。Coldreasondecreesitfromherawfulthrone:

  andweinfairylandsubmit。Ifthethreebrothersallridehorses,therearesixanimalsandeighteenlegsinvolved:thatistruerationalism,andfairylandisfullofit。ButasIputmyheadoverthehedgeoftheelvesandbegantotakenoticeofthenaturalworld,Iobservedanextraordinarything。Iobservedthatlearnedmeninspectaclesweretalkingoftheactualthingsthathappened——

  dawnanddeathandsoon——asifTHEYwererationalandinevitable。

  TheytalkedasifthefactthattreesbearfruitwerejustasNECESSARY

  asthefactthattwoandonetreesmakethree。Butitisnot。

  Thereisanenormousdifferencebythetestoffairyland;whichisthetestoftheimagination。YoucannotIMAGINEtwoandonenotmakingthree。Butyoucaneasilyimaginetreesnotgrowingfruit;

  youcanimaginethemgrowinggoldencandlesticksortigershangingonbythetail。ThesemeninspectaclesspokemuchofamannamedNewton,whowashitbyanapple,andwhodiscoveredalaw。

  Buttheycouldnotbegottoseethedistinctionbetweenatruelaw,alawofreason,andthemerefactofapplesfalling。IftheapplehitNewton’snose,Newton’snosehittheapple。Thatisatruenecessity:

  becausewecannotconceivetheoneoccurringwithouttheother。

  Butwecanquitewellconceivetheapplenotfallingonhisnose;

  wecanfancyitflyingardentlythroughtheairtohitsomeothernose,ofwhichithadamoredefinitedislike。Wehavealwaysinourfairytaleskeptthissharpdistinctionbetweenthescienceofmentalrelations,inwhichtherereallyarelaws,andthescienceofphysicalfacts,inwhichtherearenolaws,butonlyweirdrepetitions。Webelieveinbodilymiracles,butnotinmentalimpossibilities。WebelievethataBean-stalkclimbeduptoHeaven;butthatdoesnotatallconfuseourconvictionsonthephilosophicalquestionofhowmanybeansmakefive。

  Hereisthepeculiarperfectionoftoneandtruthinthenurserytales。Themanofsciencesays,\"Cutthestalk,andtheapplewillfall\";buthesaysitcalmly,asiftheoneideareallyleduptotheother。Thewitchinthefairytalesays,\"Blowthehorn,andtheogre’scastlewillfall\";butshedoesnotsayitasifitweresomethinginwhichtheeffectobviouslyaroseoutofthecause。

  Doubtlessshehasgiventheadvicetomanychampions,andhasseenmanycastlesfall,butshedoesnotloseeitherherwonderorherreason。

  Shedoesnotmuddleherheaduntilitimaginesanecessarymentalconnectionbetweenahornandafallingtower。Butthescientificmendomuddletheirheads,untiltheyimagineanecessarymentalconnectionbetweenanappleleavingthetreeandanapplereachingtheground。Theydoreallytalkasiftheyhadfoundnotonlyasetofmarvellousfacts,butatruthconnectingthosefacts。

  Theydotalkasiftheconnectionoftwostrangethingsphysicallyconnectedthemphilosophically。Theyfeelthatbecauseoneincomprehensiblethingconstantlyfollowsanotherincomprehensiblethingthetwotogethersomehowmakeupacomprehensiblething。

  Twoblackriddlesmakeawhiteanswer。

  Infairylandweavoidtheword\"law\";butinthelandofsciencetheyaresingularlyfondofit。Thustheywillcallsomeinterestingconjectureabouthowforgottenfolkspronouncedthealphabet,Grimm’sLaw。ButGrimm’sLawisfarlessintellectualthanGrimm’sFairyTales。Thetalesare,atanyrate,certainlytales;

  whilethelawisnotalaw。Alawimpliesthatweknowthenatureofthegeneralisationandenactment;notmerelythatwehavenoticedsomeoftheeffects。Ifthereisalawthatpick-pocketsshallgotoprison,itimpliesthatthereisanimaginablementalconnectionbetweentheideaofprisonandtheideaofpickingpockets。

  Andweknowwhattheideais。Wecansaywhywetakelibertyfromamanwhotakesliberties。Butwecannotsaywhyaneggcanturnintoachickenanymorethanwecansaywhyabearcouldturnintoafairyprince。AsIDEAS,theeggandthechickenarefurtherofffromeachotherthanthebearandtheprince;fornoegginitselfsuggestsachicken,whereassomeprincesdosuggestbears。

  Granted,then,thatcertaintransformationsdohappen,itisessentialthatweshouldregardtheminthephilosophicmanneroffairytales,notintheunphilosophicmannerofscienceandthe\"LawsofNature。\"

  Whenweareaskedwhyeggsturntobirdsorfruitsfallinautumn,wemustanswerexactlyasthefairygodmotherwouldanswerifCinderellaaskedherwhymiceturnedtohorsesorherclothesfellfromherattwelveo’clock。WemustanswerthatitisMAGIC。

  Itisnota\"law,\"forwedonotunderstanditsgeneralformula。

  Itisnotanecessity,forthoughwecancountonithappeningpractically,wehavenorighttosaythatitmustalwayshappen。

  Itisnoargumentforunalterablelaw(asHuxleyfancied)thatwecountontheordinarycourseofthings。Wedonotcountonit;

  webetonit。Werisktheremotepossibilityofamiracleaswedothatofapoisonedpancakeoraworld-destroyingcomet。

  Weleaveitoutofaccount,notbecauseitisamiracle,andthereforeanimpossibility,butbecauseitisamiracle,andthereforeanexception。Allthetermsusedinthesciencebooks,\"law,\"

  \"necessity,\"\"order,\"\"tendency,\"andsoon,arereallyunintellectual,becausetheyassumeaninnersynthesis,whichwedonotpossess。

  TheonlywordsthateversatisfiedmeasdescribingNaturearethetermsusedinthefairybooks,\"charm,\"\"spell,\"\"enchantment。\"

  Theyexpressthearbitrarinessofthefactanditsmystery。

  AtreegrowsfruitbecauseitisaMAGICtree。Waterrunsdownhillbecauseitisbewitched。Thesunshinesbecauseitisbewitched。

  Idenyaltogetherthatthisisfantasticorevenmystical。

  Wemayhavesomemysticismlateron;butthisfairy-talelanguageaboutthingsissimplyrationalandagnostic。ItistheonlywayIcanexpressinwordsmyclearanddefiniteperceptionthatonethingisquitedistinctfromanother;thatthereisnologicalconnectionbetweenflyingandlayingeggs。Itisthemanwhotalksabout\"alaw\"thathehasneverseenwhoisthemystic。

  Nay,theordinaryscientificmanisstrictlyasentimentalist。

  Heisasentimentalistinthisessentialsense,thatheissoakedandsweptawaybymereassociations。Hehassooftenseenbirdsflyandlayeggsthathefeelsasiftheremustbesomedreamy,tenderconnectionbetweenthetwoideas,whereasthereisnone。

  Aforlornlovermightbeunabletodissociatethemoonfromlostlove;

  sothematerialistisunabletodissociatethemoonfromthetide。

  Inbothcasesthereisnoconnection,exceptthatonehasseenthemtogether。Asentimentalistmightshedtearsatthesmellofapple-blossom,because,byadarkassociationofhisown,itremindedhimofhisboyhood。Sothematerialistprofessor(thoughheconcealshistears)isyetasentimentalist,because,byadarkassociationofhisown,apple-blossomsremindhimofapples。Butthecoolrationalistfromfairylanddoesnotseewhy,intheabstract,theappletreeshouldnotgrowcrimsontulips;itsometimesdoesinhiscountry。

  Thiselementarywonder,however,isnotamerefancyderivedfromthefairytales;onthecontrary,allthefireofthefairytalesisderivedfromthis。Justaswealllikelovetalesbecausethereisaninstinctofsex,wealllikeastonishingtalesbecausetheytouchthenerveoftheancientinstinctofastonishment。

  Thisisprovedbythefactthatwhenweareveryyoungchildrenwedonotneedfairytales:weonlyneedtales。Merelifeisinterestingenough。AchildofsevenisexcitedbybeingtoldthatTommyopenedadoorandsawadragon。ButachildofthreeisexcitedbybeingtoldthatTommyopenedadoor。Boyslikeromantictales;

  butbabieslikerealistictales——becausetheyfindthemromantic。

  Infact,ababyisabouttheonlyperson,Ishouldthink,towhomamodernrealisticnovelcouldbereadwithoutboringhim。

  Thisprovesthatevennurserytalesonlyechoanalmostpre-natalleapofinterestandamazement。Thesetalessaythatapplesweregoldenonlytorefreshtheforgottenmomentwhenwefoundthattheyweregreen。Theymakeriversrunwithwineonlytomakeusremember,foronewildmoment,thattheyrunwithwater。Ihavesaidthatthisiswhollyreasonableandevenagnostic。And,indeed,onthispointIamallforthehigheragnosticism;itsbetternameisIgnorance。

  Wehaveallreadinscientificbooks,and,indeed,inallromances,thestoryofthemanwhohasforgottenhisname。Thismanwalksaboutthestreetsandcanseeandappreciateeverything;onlyhecannotrememberwhoheis。Well,everymanisthatmaninthestory。

  Everymanhasforgottenwhoheis。Onemayunderstandthecosmos,butnevertheego;theselfismoredistantthananystar。

  ThoushaltlovetheLordthyGod;butthoushaltnotknowthyself。

  Weareallunderthesamementalcalamity;wehaveallforgottenournames。Wehaveallforgottenwhatwereallyare。Allthatwecallcommonsenseandrationalityandpracticalityandpositivismonlymeansthatforcertaindeadlevelsofourlifeweforgetthatwehaveforgotten。Allthatwecallspiritandartandecstasyonlymeansthatforoneawfulinstantwerememberthatweforget。

  Butthough(likethemanwithoutmemoryinthenovel)wewalkthestreetswithasortofhalf-wittedadmiration,stillitisadmiration。

  ItisadmirationinEnglishandnotonlyadmirationinLatin。

  Thewonderhasapositiveelementofpraise。Thisisthenextmilestonetobedefinitelymarkedonourroadthroughfairyland。

  Ishallspeakinthenextchapteraboutoptimistsandpessimistsintheirintellectualaspect,sofarastheyhaveone。HereIamonlytryingtodescribetheenormousemotionswhichcannotbedescribed。

  Andthestrongestemotionwasthatlifewasaspreciousasitwaspuzzling。Itwasanecstasybecauseitwasanadventure;

  itwasanadventurebecauseitwasanopportunity。Thegoodnessofthefairytalewasnotaffectedbythefactthattheremightbemoredragonsthanprincesses;itwasgoodtobeinafairytale。

  Thetestofallhappinessisgratitude;andIfeltgrateful,thoughIhardlyknewtowhom。ChildrenaregratefulwhenSantaClausputsintheirstockingsgiftsoftoysorsweets。CouldI

  notbegratefultoSantaClauswhenheputinmystockingsthegiftoftwomiraculouslegs?Wethankpeopleforbirthdaypresentsofcigarsandslippers。CanIthanknooneforthebirthdaypresentofbirth?

  Therewere,then,thesetwofirstfeelings,indefensibleandindisputable。Theworldwasashock,butitwasnotmerelyshocking;

  existencewasasurprise,butitwasapleasantsurprise。Infact,allmyfirstviewswereexactlyutteredinariddlethatstuckinmybrainfromboyhood。Thequestionwas,\"Whatdidthefirstfrogsay?\"Andtheanswerwas,\"Lord,howyoumademejump!\"

  ThatsayssuccinctlyallthatIamsaying。Godmadethefrogjump;

  butthefrogprefersjumping。Butwhenthesethingsaresettledthereentersthesecondgreatprincipleofthefairyphilosophy。

  Anyonecanseeitwhowillsimplyread\"Grimm’sFairyTales\"

  orthefinecollectionsofMr。AndrewLang。ForthepleasureofpedantryIwillcallittheDoctrineofConditionalJoy。

  Touchstonetalkedofmuchvirtueinan\"if\";accordingtoelfinethicsallvirtueisinan\"if。\"Thenoteofthefairyutterancealwaysis,\"Youmayliveinapalaceofgoldandsapphire,ifyoudonotsaytheword`cow’\";or\"YoumaylivehappilywiththeKing’sdaughter,ifyoudonotshowheranonion。\"Thevisionalwayshangsuponaveto。

  Allthedizzyandcolossalthingsconcededdependupononesmallthingwithheld。Allthewildandwhirlingthingsthatareletloosedependupononethingthatisforbidden。Mr。W。B。Yeats,inhisexquisiteandpiercingelfinpoetry,describestheelvesaslawless;theyplungeininnocentanarchyontheunbridledhorsesoftheair——

  \"Rideonthecrestofthedishevelledtide,Anddanceuponthemountainslikeaflame。\"

  ItisadreadfulthingtosaythatMr。W。B。Yeatsdoesnotunderstandfairyland。ButIdosayit。HeisanironicalIrishman,fullofintellectualreactions。Heisnotstupidenoughtounderstandfairyland。Fairiespreferpeopleoftheyokeltypelikemyself;peoplewhogapeandgrinanddoastheyaretold。

  Mr。Yeatsreadsintoelflandalltherighteousinsurrectionofhisownrace。ButthelawlessnessofIrelandisaChristianlawlessness,foundedonreasonandjustice。TheFenianisrebellingagainstsomethingheunderstandsonlytoowell;butthetruecitizenoffairylandisobeyingsomethingthathedoesnotunderstandatall。

  Inthefairytaleanincomprehensiblehappinessrestsuponanincomprehensiblecondition。Aboxisopened,andallevilsflyout。

  Awordisforgotten,andcitiesperish。Alampislit,andlovefliesaway。Aflowerisplucked,andhumanlivesareforfeited。

  Anappleiseaten,andthehopeofGodisgone。

  Thisisthetoneoffairytales,anditiscertainlynotlawlessnessorevenliberty,thoughmenunderameanmoderntyrannymaythinkitlibertybycomparison。PeopleoutofPortlandGaolmightthinkFleetStreetfree;butcloserstudywillprovethatbothfairiesandjournalistsaretheslavesofduty。

  Fairygodmothersseematleastasstrictasothergodmothers。

  CinderellareceivedacoachoutofWonderlandandacoachmanoutofnowhere,butshereceivedacommand——whichmighthavecomeoutofBrixton——thatsheshouldbebackbytwelve。Also,shehadaglassslipper;anditcannotbeacoincidencethatglassissocommonasubstanceinfolk-lore。Thisprincesslivesinaglasscastle,thatprincessonaglasshill;thisoneseesallthingsinamirror;

  theymayallliveinglasshousesiftheywillnotthrowstones。

  Forthisthinglitterofglasseverywhereistheexpressionofthefactthatthehappinessisbrightbutbrittle,likethesubstancemosteasilysmashedbyahousemaidoracat。Andthisfairy-talesentimentalsosankintomeandbecamemysentimenttowardsthewholeworld。

  Ifeltandfeelthatlifeitselfisasbrightasthediamond,butasbrittleasthewindow-pane;andwhentheheavenswerecomparedtotheterriblecrystalIcanrememberashudder。

  IwasafraidthatGodwoulddropthecosmoswithacrash。

  Remember,however,thattobebreakableisnotthesameastobeperishable。Strikeaglass,anditwillnotendureaninstant;

  simplydonotstrikeit,anditwillendureathousandyears。

  Such,itseemed,wasthejoyofman,eitherinelflandoronearth;

  thehappinessdependedonNOTDOINGSOMETHINGwhichyoucouldatanymomentdoandwhich,veryoften,itwasnotobviouswhyyoushouldnotdo。Now,thepointhereisthattoMEthisdidnotseemunjust。

  Ifthemiller’sthirdsonsaidtothefairy,\"ExplainwhyI

  mustnotstandonmyheadinthefairypalace,\"theothermightfairlyreply,\"Well,ifitcomestothat,explainthefairypalace。\"

  IfCinderellasays,\"HowisitthatImustleavetheballattwelve?\"

  hergodmothermightanswer,\"Howisitthatyouaregoingtheretilltwelve?\"IfIleaveamaninmywilltentalkingelephantsandahundredwingedhorses,hecannotcomplainiftheconditionspartakeoftheslighteccentricityofthegift。Hemustnotlookawingedhorseinthemouth。AnditseemedtomethatexistencewasitselfsoveryeccentricalegacythatIcouldnotcomplainofnotunderstandingthelimitationsofthevisionwhenIdidnotunderstandthevisiontheylimited。Theframewasnostrangerthanthepicture。Thevetomightwellbeaswildasthevision;

  itmightbeasstartlingasthesun,aselusiveasthewaters,asfantasticandterribleasthetoweringtrees。

  Forthisreason(wemaycallitthefairygodmotherphilosophy)

  InevercouldjointheyoungmenofmytimeinfeelingwhattheycalledthegeneralsentimentofREVOLT。Ishouldhaveresisted,letushope,anyrulesthatwereevil,andwiththeseandtheirdefinitionIshalldealinanotherchapter。ButIdidnotfeeldisposedtoresistanyrulemerelybecauseitwasmysterious。

  Estatesaresometimesheldbyfoolishforms,thebreakingofastickorthepaymentofapeppercorn:Iwaswillingtoholdthehugeestateofearthandheavenbyanysuchfeudalfantasy。ItcouldnotwellbewilderthanthefactthatIwasallowedtoholditatall。

  AtthisstageIgiveonlyoneethicalinstancetoshowmymeaning。

  Icouldnevermixinthecommonmurmurofthatrisinggenerationagainstmonogamy,becausenorestrictiononsexseemedsooddandunexpectedassexitself。Tobeallowed,likeEndymion,tomakelovetothemoonandthentocomplainthatJupiterkepthisownmoonsinaharemseemedtome(bredonfairytaleslikeEndymion’s)

  avulgaranti-climax。Keepingtoonewomanisasmallpriceforsomuchasseeingonewoman。TocomplainthatIcouldonlybemarriedoncewaslikecomplainingthatIhadonlybeenbornonce。

  Itwasincommensuratewiththeterribleexcitementofwhichonewastalking。Itshowed,notanexaggeratedsensibilitytosex,butacuriousinsensibilitytoit。AmanisafoolwhocomplainsthathecannotenterEdenbyfivegatesatonce。Polygamyisalackoftherealizationofsex;itislikeamanpluckingfivepearsinmereabsenceofmind。Theaesthetestouchedthelastinsanelimitsoflanguageintheireulogyonlovelythings。Thethistledownmadethemweep;aburnishedbeetlebroughtthemtotheirknees。

  Yettheiremotionneverimpressedmeforaninstant,forthisreason,thatitneveroccurredtothemtopayfortheirpleasureinanysortofsymbolicsacrifice。Men(Ifelt)mightfastfortydaysforthesakeofhearingablackbirdsing。Menmightgothroughfiretofindacowslip。Yettheseloversofbeautycouldnotevenkeepsoberfortheblackbird。TheywouldnotgothroughcommonChristianmarriagebywayofrecompensetothecowslip。Surelyonemightpayforextraordinaryjoyinordinarymorals。OscarWildesaidthatsunsetswerenotvaluedbecausewecouldnotpayforsunsets。

  ButOscarWildewaswrong;wecanpayforsunsets。WecanpayforthembynotbeingOscarWilde。

  Well,Ileftthefairytaleslyingonthefloorofthenursery,andIhavenotfoundanybookssosensiblesince。Ileftthenurseguardianoftraditionanddemocracy,andIhavenotfoundanymoderntypesosanelyradicalorsosanelyconservative。

  Butthematterforimportantcommentwashere:thatwhenI

  firstwentoutintothementalatmosphereofthemodernworld,Ifoundthatthemodernworldwaspositivelyopposedontwopointstomynurseandtothenurserytales。Ithastakenmealongtimetofindoutthatthemodernworldiswrongandmynursewasright。

  Thereallycuriousthingwasthis:thatmodernthoughtcontradictedthisbasiccreedofmyboyhoodonitstwomostessentialdoctrines。

  Ihaveexplainedthatthefairytalesfoundedinmetwoconvictions;

  first,thatthisworldisawildandstartlingplace,whichmighthavebeenquitedifferent,butwhichisquitedelightful;second,thatbeforethiswildnessanddelightonemaywellbemodestandsubmittothequeerestlimitationsofsoqueerakindness。ButI

  foundthewholemodernworldrunninglikeahightideagainstbothmytendernesses;andtheshockofthatcollisioncreatedtwosuddenandspontaneoussentiments,whichIhavehadeversinceandwhich,crudeastheywere,havesincehardenedintoconvictions。

  First,Ifoundthewholemodernworldtalkingscientificfatalism;

  sayingthateverythingisasitmustalwayshavebeen,beingunfoldedwithoutfaultfromthebeginning。Theleafonthetreeisgreenbecauseitcouldneverhavebeenanythingelse。Now,thefairy-talephilosopherisgladthattheleafisgreenpreciselybecauseitmighthavebeenscarlet。Hefeelsasifithadturnedgreenaninstantbeforehelookedatit。Heispleasedthatsnowiswhiteonthestrictlyreasonablegroundthatitmighthavebeenblack。

  Everycolourhasinitaboldqualityasofchoice;theredofgardenrosesisnotonlydecisivebutdramatic,likesuddenlyspiltblood。

  HefeelsthatsomethinghasbeenDONE。Butthegreatdeterministsofthenineteenthcenturywerestronglyagainstthisnativefeelingthatsomethinghadhappenedaninstantbefore。Infact,accordingtothem,nothingeverreallyhadhappenedsincethebeginningoftheworld。Nothingeverhadhappenedsinceexistencehadhappened;

  andevenaboutthedateofthattheywerenotverysure。

  ThemodernworldasIfounditwassolidformodernCalvinism,forthenecessityofthingsbeingastheyare。ButwhenIcametoaskthemIfoundtheyhadreallynoproofofthisunavoidablerepetitioninthingsexceptthefactthatthethingswererepeated。

  Now,themererepetitionmadethethingstomerathermoreweirdthanmorerational。Itwasasif,havingseenacuriouslyshapednoseinthestreetanddismisseditasanaccident,Ihadthenseensixothernosesofthesameastonishingshape。Ishouldhavefanciedforamomentthatitmustbesomelocalsecretsociety。

  Sooneelephanthavingatrunkwasodd;butallelephantshavingtrunkslookedlikeaplot。Ispeakhereonlyofanemotion,andofanemotionatoncestubbornandsubtle。ButtherepetitioninNatureseemedsometimestobeanexcitedrepetition,likethatofanangryschoolmastersayingthesamethingoverandoveragain。

  Thegrassseemedsignallingtomewithallitsfingersatonce;

  thecrowdedstarsseemedbentuponbeingunderstood。Thesunwouldmakemeseehimifheroseathousandtimes。Therecurrencesoftheuniverserosetothemaddeningrhythmofanincantation,andIbegantoseeanidea。

  Allthetoweringmaterialismwhichdominatesthemodernmindrestsultimatelyupononeassumption;afalseassumption。Itissupposedthatifathinggoesonrepeatingitselfitisprobablydead;

  apieceofclockwork。Peoplefeelthatiftheuniversewaspersonalitwouldvary;ifthesunwerealiveitwoulddance。Thisisafallacyeveninrelationtoknownfact。Forthevariationinhumanaffairsisgenerallybroughtintothem,notbylife,butbydeath;

  bythedyingdownorbreakingoffoftheirstrengthordesire。

  Amanvarieshismovementsbecauseofsomeslightelementoffailureorfatigue。Hegetsintoanomnibusbecauseheistiredofwalking;

  orhewalksbecauseheistiredofsittingstill。ButifhislifeandjoyweresogiganticthathenevertiredofgoingtoIslington,hemightgotoIslingtonasregularlyastheThamesgoestoSheerness。

  Theveryspeedandecstasyofhislifewouldhavethestillnessofdeath。Thesunriseseverymorning。Idonotriseeverymorning;

  butthevariationisduenottomyactivity,buttomyinaction。

  Now,toputthematterinapopularphrase,itmightbetruethatthesunrisesregularlybecausehenevergetstiredofrising。

  Hisroutinemightbedue,nottoalifelessness,buttoarushoflife。ThethingImeancanbeseen,forinstance,inchildren,whentheyfindsomegameorjokethattheyspeciallyenjoy。Achildkickshislegsrhythmicallythroughexcess,notabsence,oflife。

  Becausechildrenhaveaboundingvitality,becausetheyareinspiritfierceandfree,thereforetheywantthingsrepeatedandunchanged。

  Theyalwayssay,\"Doitagain\";andthegrown-uppersondoesitagainuntilheisnearlydead。Forgrown-uppeoplearenotstrongenoughtoexultinmonotony。ButperhapsGodisstrongenoughtoexultinmonotony。ItispossiblethatGodsayseverymorning,\"Doitagain\"tothesun;andeveryevening,\"Doitagain\"tothemoon。

  Itmaynotbeautomaticnecessitythatmakesalldaisiesalike;

  itmaybethatGodmakeseverydaisyseparately,buthasnevergottiredofmakingthem。ItmaybethatHehastheeternalappetiteofinfancy;

  forwehavesinnedandgrownold,andourFatherisyoungerthanwe。

  TherepetitioninNaturemaynotbeamererecurrence;itmaybeatheatricalENCORE。HeavenmayENCOREthebirdwholaidanegg。

  Ifthehumanbeingconceivesandbringsforthahumanchildinsteadofbringingforthafish,orabat,oragriffin,thereasonmaynotbethatwearefixedinananimalfatewithoutlifeorpurpose。

  Itmaybethatourlittletragedyhastouchedthegods,thattheyadmireitfromtheirstarrygalleries,andthatattheendofeveryhumandramamaniscalledagainandagainbeforethecurtain。

  Repetitionmaygoonformillionsofyears,bymerechoice,andatanyinstantitmaystop。Manmaystandontheearthgenerationaftergeneration,andyeteachbirthbehispositivelylastappearance。

  Thiswasmyfirstconviction;madebytheshockofmychildishemotionsmeetingthemoderncreedinmid-career。Ihadalwaysvaguelyfeltfactstobemiraclesinthesensethattheyarewonderful:

  nowIbegantothinkthemmiraclesinthestrictersensethattheywereWILFUL。Imeanthattheywere,ormightbe,repeatedexercisesofsomewill。Inshort,Ihadalwaysbelievedthattheworldinvolvedmagic:nowIthoughtthatperhapsitinvolvedamagician。

  Andthispointedaprofoundemotionalwayspresentandsub-conscious;

  thatthisworldofourshassomepurpose;andifthereisapurpose,thereisaperson。Ihadalwaysfeltlifefirstasastory:

  andifthereisastorythereisastory-teller。

  Butmodernthoughtalsohitmysecondhumantradition。

  Itwentagainstthefairyfeelingaboutstrictlimitsandconditions。

  Theonethingitlovedtotalkaboutwasexpansionandlargeness。

  HerbertSpencerwouldhavebeengreatlyannoyedifanyonehadcalledhimanimperialist,andthereforeitishighlyregrettablethatnobodydid。Buthewasanimperialistofthelowesttype。

  Hepopularizedthiscontemptiblenotionthatthesizeofthesolarsystemoughttoover-awethespiritualdogmaofman。Whyshouldamansurrenderhisdignitytothesolarsystemanymorethantoawhale?IfmeresizeprovesthatmanisnottheimageofGod,thenawhalemaybetheimageofGod;asomewhatformlessimage;

  whatonemightcallanimpressionistportrait。Itisquitefutiletoarguethatmanissmallcomparedtothecosmos;formanwasalwayssmallcomparedtothenearesttree。ButHerbertSpencer,inhisheadlongimperialism,wouldinsistthatwehadinsomewaybeenconqueredandannexedbytheastronomicaluniverse。

  HespokeaboutmenandtheiridealsexactlyasthemostinsolentUnionisttalksabouttheIrishandtheirideals。Heturnedmankindintoasmallnationality。Andhisevilinfluencecanbeseeneveninthemostspiritedandhonourableoflaterscientificauthors;

  notablyintheearlyromancesofMr。H。G。Wells。Manymoralistshaveinanexaggeratedwayrepresentedtheearthaswicked。

  ButMr。Wellsandhisschoolmadetheheavenswicked。

  Weshouldliftupoureyestothestarsfromwhencewouldcomeourruin。

  ButtheexpansionofwhichIspeakwasmuchmoreevilthanallthis。

  Ihaveremarkedthatthematerialist,likethemadman,isinprison;

  intheprisonofonethought。Thesepeopleseemedtothinkitsingularlyinspiringtokeeponsayingthattheprisonwasverylarge。

  Thesizeofthisscientificuniversegaveonenonovelty,norelief。

  Thecosmoswentonforever,butnotinitswildestconstellationcouldtherebeanythingreallyinteresting;anything,forinstance,suchasforgivenessorfreewill。Thegrandeurorinfinityofthesecretofitscosmosaddednothingtoit。ItwasliketellingaprisonerinReadinggaolthathewouldbegladtohearthatthegaolnowcoveredhalfthecounty。Thewarderwouldhavenothingtoshowthemanexceptmoreandmorelongcorridorsofstonelitbyghastlylightsandemptyofallthatishuman。

  Sotheseexpandersoftheuniversehadnothingtoshowusexceptmoreandmoreinfinitecorridorsofspacelitbyghastlysunsandemptyofallthatisdivine。

  Infairylandtherehadbeenareallaw;alawthatcouldbebroken,forthedefinitionofalawissomethingthatcanbebroken。

  Butthemachineryofthiscosmicprisonwassomethingthatcouldnotbebroken;forweourselveswereonlyapartofitsmachinery。

  Wewereeitherunabletodothingsorweweredestinedtodothem。

  Theideaofthemysticalconditionquitedisappeared;onecanneitherhavethefirmnessofkeepinglawsnorthefunofbreakingthem。

  Thelargenessofthisuniversehadnothingofthatfreshnessandairyoutbreakwhichwehavepraisedintheuniverseofthepoet。

  Thismodernuniverseisliterallyanempire;thatis,itwasvast,butitisnotfree。Onewentintolargerandlargerwindowlessrooms,roomsbigwithBabylonianperspective;butoneneverfoundthesmallestwindoworawhisperofouterair。

  Theirinfernalparallelsseemedtoexpandwithdistance;

  butformeallgoodthingscometoapoint,swordsforinstance。

  SofindingtheboastofthebigcosmossounsatisfactorytomyemotionsIbegantoargueaboutitalittle;andIsoonfoundthatthewholeattitudewasevenshallowerthancouldhavebeenexpected。

  Accordingtothesepeoplethecosmoswasonethingsinceithadoneunbrokenrule。Only(theywouldsay)whileitisonething,itisalsotheonlythingthereis。Why,then,shouldoneworryparticularlytocallitlarge?Thereisnothingtocompareitwith。

  Itwouldbejustassensibletocallitsmall。Amanmaysay,\"Ilikethisvastcosmos,withitsthrongofstarsanditscrowdofvariedcreatures。\"Butifitcomestothatwhyshouldnotamansay,\"Ilikethiscosylittlecosmos,withitsdecentnumberofstarsandasneataprovisionoflivestockasIwishtosee\"?

  Oneisasgoodastheother;theyarebothmeresentiments。

  Itismeresentimenttorejoicethatthesunislargerthantheearth;

  itisquiteassaneasentimenttorejoicethatthesunisnolargerthanitis。Amanchoosestohaveanemotionaboutthelargenessoftheworld;whyshouldhenotchoosetohaveanemotionaboutitssmallness?

  IthappenedthatIhadthatemotion。Whenoneisfondofanythingoneaddressesitbydiminutives,evenifitisanelephantoralife-guardsman。Thereasonis,thatanything,howeverhuge,thatcanbeconceivedofascomplete,canbeconceivedofassmall。

  Ifmilitarymoustachesdidnotsuggestaswordortusksatail,thentheobjectwouldbevastbecauseitwouldbeimmeasurable。Butthemomentyoucanimagineaguardsmanyoucanimagineasmallguardsman。

  Themomentyoureallyseeanelephantyoucancallit\"Tiny。\"

  Ifyoucanmakeastatueofathingyoucanmakeastatuetteofit。

  Thesepeopleprofessedthattheuniversewasonecoherentthing;

  buttheywerenotfondoftheuniverse。ButIwasfrightfullyfondoftheuniverseandwantedtoaddressitbyadiminutive。Ioftendidso;anditneverseemedtomind。ActuallyandintruthIdidfeelthatthesedimdogmasofvitalitywerebetterexpressedbycallingtheworldsmallthanbycallingitlarge。ForaboutinfinitytherewasasortofcarelessnesswhichwasthereverseofthefierceandpiouscarewhichIfelttouchingthepricelessnessandtheperiloflife。

  Theyshowedonlyadrearywaste;butIfeltasortofsacredthrift。

  Foreconomyisfarmoreromanticthanextravagance。Tothemstarswereanunendingincomeofhalfpence;butIfeltaboutthegoldensunandthesilvermoonasaschoolboyfeelsifhehasonesovereignandoneshilling。

  Thesesubconsciousconvictionsarebesthitoffbythecolourandtoneofcertaintales。ThusIhavesaidthatstoriesofmagicalonecanexpressmysensethatlifeisnotonlyapleasurebutakindofeccentricprivilege。Imayexpressthisotherfeelingofcosmiccosinessbyallusiontoanotherbookalwaysreadinboyhood,\"RobinsonCrusoe,\"whichIreadaboutthistime,andwhichowesitseternalvivacitytothefactthatitcelebratesthepoetryoflimits,nay,eventhewildromanceofprudence。Crusoeisamanonasmallrockwithafewcomfortsjustsnatchedfromthesea:

  thebestthinginthebookissimplythelistofthingssavedfromthewreck。Thegreatestofpoemsisaninventory。EverykitchentoolbecomesidealbecauseCrusoemighthavedroppeditinthesea。

  Itisagoodexercise,inemptyoruglyhoursoftheday,tolookatanything,thecoal-scuttleorthebook-case,andthinkhowhappyonecouldbetohavebroughtitoutofthesinkingshipontothesolitaryisland。Butitisabetterexercisestilltorememberhowallthingshavehadthishair-breadthescape:

  everythinghasbeensavedfromawreck。Everymanhashadonehorribleadventure:asahiddenuntimelybirthhehadnotbeen,asinfantsthatneverseethelight。Menspokemuchinmyboyhoodofrestrictedorruinedmenofgenius:anditwascommontosaythatmanyamanwasaGreatMight-Have-Been。TomeitisamoresolidandstartlingfactthatanymaninthestreetisaGreatMight-Not-Have-Been。

  ButIreallyfelt(thefancymayseemfoolish)asifalltheorderandnumberofthingsweretheromanticremnantofCrusoe’sship。

  Thattherearetwosexesandonesun,waslikethefactthatthereweretwogunsandoneaxe。Itwaspoignantlyurgentthatnoneshouldbelost;butsomehow,itwasratherfunthatnonecouldbeadded。

  Thetreesandtheplanetsseemedlikethingssavedfromthewreck:

  andwhenIsawtheMatterhornIwasgladthatithadnotbeenoverlookedintheconfusion。Ifelteconomicalaboutthestarsasiftheyweresapphires(theyarecalledsoinMilton’sEden):Ihoardedthehills。

  Fortheuniverseisasinglejewel,andwhileitisanaturalcanttotalkofajewelaspeerlessandpriceless,ofthisjewelitisliterallytrue。Thiscosmosisindeedwithoutpeerandwithoutprice:

  fortherecannotbeanotherone。

  Thusends,inunavoidableinadequacy,theattempttouttertheunutterablethings。Thesearemyultimateattitudestowardslife;

  thesoilsfortheseedsofdoctrine。TheseinsomedarkwayI

  thoughtbeforeIcouldwrite,andfeltbeforeIcouldthink:

  thatwemayproceedmoreeasilyafterwards,Iwillroughlyrecapitulatethemnow。Ifeltinmybones;first,thatthisworlddoesnotexplainitself。Itmaybeamiraclewithasupernaturalexplanation;

  itmaybeaconjuringtrick,withanaturalexplanation。

  Buttheexplanationoftheconjuringtrick,ifitistosatisfyme,willhavetobebetterthanthenaturalexplanationsIhaveheard。

  Thethingismagic,trueorfalse。Second,Icametofeelasifmagicmusthaveameaning,andmeaningmusthavesomeonetomeanit。

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