第4章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"Manon Lescaut",免费读到尾

  Iaskedhim(thisbeingamatteressentialtomyplan)whetheranyofthegentlemenhadchildren。Hesaidhecouldnotanswermewithcertaintyastoall,butasforM。deT————,oneoftheprincipaldirectors,heknewthathehadasonoldenoughtobemarried,andwhohadcomeseveraltimestotheHospitalwithhisfather。Thiswasenoughformypurpose。

  \"Iimmediatelyputanendtoourinterview,and,inreturning,I

  toldLescautoftheplanIhadformed。`Ihavetakenit,’saidI,`intomyhead,thatM。deT————,theson,whoisrichandofgoodfamily,musthavethesametasteforpleasurethatotheryoungmenofhisagegenerallyhave。Hecouldhardlybesobadafriendtothefairsex,norsoabsurdastorefusehisservicesinanaffairoflove。IhavearrangedaplanforinterestinghiminfavourofManon。Ifheisamanoffeelingandofrightmind,hewillgiveushisassistancefromgenerosity。Ifheisnottobetouchedbyamotiveofthiskind,hewillatleastdosomethingforahandsomegirl,ifitwereonlywiththehopeofhereaftersharingherfavours。Iwillnotdeferseeinghim,’

  addedI,`beyondtomorrow。Ireallyfeelsoelatedbythisproject,thatIderivefromitagoodomen。’

  \"Lescauthimselfallowedthattheideawasnotunreasonable,andthatwemightfairlyentertainahopeofturningittoaccount。

  Ipassedthenightlesssorrowfully。

  NextmorningIdressedaswellas,inmypresentstateofindigence,Icouldpossiblycontrivetodo;andwentinahackneycoachtotheresidenceofM。deT————。Hewassurprisedatreceivingavisitfromaperfectstranger。Iauguredfavourablyfromhiscountenanceandthecivilityofhismanner。Iexplainedmyobjectinthemostcandidway;and,toexcitehisfeelingsasmuchaspossible,IspokeofmyardentpassionandofManon’smerit,asoftwothingsthatwereunequalled,exceptbyeachother。Hetoldme,thatalthoughhehadneverseenManon,hehadheardofher;atleast,ifthepersonIwastalkingofwasthesamewhohadbeenthemistressofoldG————M————。IconjecturedthathemusthaveheardofthepartIhadactedinthattransaction,andinordertoconciliatehimmoreandmorebytreatinghimwithconfidence,ItoldhimeverythingthathadoccurredtoManonandmyself。`Yousee,sir,’saidI,`thatallthatcaninterestmeinlife,allthatcancommandmyaffections,isinyourhands。Ihavenoreservewithyou,becauseIhavebeeninformedofyourgenerousandnoblecharacter;and,beingofthesameage,ItrustIshallfindsomeresemblanceinourdispositions。’

  \"Heseemedflatteredbythismarkofcandourandconfidence。Herepliedinamannerthatbecameamanoftheworld,andamanoffeelingalso,fortheyarenotalwayssynonymousterms。Hetoldmethatheappreciatedmyvisitasapieceofgoodfortune;thatheconsideredmyfriendshipasavaluableacquisition,andthathewouldendeavourtoprovehimselfworthyofit,bythesincerityofhisservices。HecouldnotabsolutelypromisetorestoreManontomyarms,because,ashesaid,hehimselfhadverylittleinfluence;butheofferedtoprocuremethepleasureofseeingher,andtodoeverythinginhispowertoeffectherrelease。Iwasthemoresatisfiedwiththisfrankavowalastohiswantofinfluence,thanIshouldhavebeenbyanunqualifiedpromiseoffulfillingallmywishes。Ifoundinhismoderationapledgeofhissincerity:inaword,Inolongerdoubtedmyentiresuccess。ThepromisealoneofenablingmetoseeManonfilledmewithgratitude,andItestifieditinsoearnestamanner,astogivehimafavourableopinionofmyheartanddisposition;weshookhandswarmly,andpartedswornfriends,merelyfrommutualregard,andthatnaturalfeelingwhichpromptsamanofkindandgeneroussentimentstoesteemanotherofcongenialmind。

  \"He,indeed,exceededmeintheproofsofhisesteem;for,inferringfrommyadventures,andespeciallymylateescapefromSt。Lazare,thatImightbeinwantofmoney,heofferedmehispurse,andpressedmetoacceptit。Irefused,butsaidtohim,`Youaretookind,mydearsir!Ifinadditiontosuchproofsofkindnessandfriendship,youenablemetoseeManonagain,relyonmyeternalregardandgratitude。Ifyousucceedinrestoringaltogetherthisdearcreaturetomyarms,Ishouldthinkmyselfhappyinspillingthelastdropofmybloodinyourservice。’

  \"Beforeweparted,weagreedastothetimeandplaceforourmeeting。Hewassoconsiderateastoappointtheafternoonofthesameday。

  \"Iwaitedforhimatacafe,wherehejoinedmeaboutfouro’clock,andwewenttogethertowardstheMagdalen;mykneestrembledundermeasIcrossedthecourts。`Yeheavenlypowers!’

  saidI,`thenIshalloncemorebeholdtheidolofmyheart——thedearobjectofsomanysighsandlamentations!AllInowaskofProvidenceis,tovouchsafemestrengthenoughtoreachherpresence,andafterthat,todisposeasitpleasethofmyfuturefate,andofmylifeitself。Beyondthis,Ihavenoprayertoutter。’

  \"M。deT————spoketosomeoftheportersoftheestablishment,whoappearedallanxioustopleasehim。ThequarterinwhichManon’sroomlaywaspointedouttous,andourguidecarriedinhishandthekeyofherchamber:itwasoffrightfulsize。I

  askedthemanwhoconductedus,andwhosedutyitwastoattendtoManon,howshepassedhertime?Hesaid,thatshehadatemperofthemostangelicsweetness;thatevenhe,disagreeableashisofficialdutiesmustrenderhim,hadneverheardfromherasinglesyllableinthenatureofrebukeorharshness;thathertearshadneverceasedtoflowduringthefirstsixweeksafterherarrival,butthatlatterlysheseemedtobearhermisfortuneswithmoreresignation,andthatsheemployedherselffrommorningtillnightwithherneedle,exceptingsomehoursthatshe,eachday,devotedtoreading。Iaskedwhethershehadbeendecentlyprovidedfor。Heassuredmethatatleastshehadneverfeltthewantofnecessaries。

  \"Wenowapproachedherdoor。Myheart。beatalmostaudiblyinmybosom。IsaidtoM。deT————,`Goinalone,andprepareherformyvisit;Ifearthatshemaybeovercomebyseeingmeunexpectedly。’Thedoorwasopened。Iremainedinthepassage,andlistenedtotheconversation。Hesaidthathecametobringherconsolation;thathewasafriendofmine,andfeltdeeplyinterestedforthehappinessofusboth。Sheaskedwiththetenderestanxiety,whetherhecouldtellherwhathadbecomeofme。Hepromisedthatsheshouldsoonseemeatherfeet,asaffectionateandasfaithfulasever。`When?’sheasked。`Thisveryday,’saidhe;`thehappymomentshallnotbelongdelayed;

  nay,thisveryinstanteven,ifyouwishit。’SheatonceunderstoodthatIwasatthedoor;asshewasrushingtowardsit,Ientered。Weembracedeachotherwiththataboundingandimpassionedtenderness,whichanabsenceofmanymonthsmakessodelicioustothosewhotrulylove。Oursighs,ourbrokenexclamations,thethousandendearingappellationsoflove,exchangedinlanguishingrapture,astonishedM。deT————,andaffectedhimeventotears。

  \"`Icannothelpenvyingyou,’saidhe,ashebeggedustobeseated;`thereisnolot,howeverglorious,thatIwouldholdascomparabletothepossessionofamistressatoncesotenderandimpassioned。’`NorwouldI,’Ireplied,`giveupherloveforuniversalempire!’

  \"Theremainderofaninterviewwhichhadbeensolongandsoardentlydesiredbyme,wasofcourseastenderasthecommencement。PoorManonrelatedallheradventures,andItoldhermine:webitterlyweptovereachother’sstory。M。deT————

  consoledusbyhisrenewedpromisestoexerthimselfinourservice。Headvisedusnottomakethis,ourfirstinterview,oftoolongduration,thathemighthavethelessdifficultyinprocuringusthesameenjoymentagain。Heatlengthinducedustofollowhisadvice。Manonespeciallycouldnotreconcileherselftotheseparation:shemademeahundredtimesresumemyseat。Atonetimesheheldmebymyhands,atanotherbymycoat。`Alas!’shesaid,`inwhatanabodedoyouleaveme!Whowillanswerformyeverseeingyouagain?’M。deT————promisedherthathewouldoftencomeandseeherwithme。`Astotheabode,’hesaid,’itmustnolongerbecalledtheMagdalen;itisVersailles!nowthatitcontainsapersonwhodeservestheempireofallhearts。’

  \"ImadethemanwhoattendedapresentasIwentout,inordertoquickenhiszealandattentions。Thisfellowhadamindlessroughandvulgarthanthegeneralityofhisclass。Hehadwitnessedourinterview,andwasaffectedbyit。Theinteresthefeltwasdoubtlessincreasedbythelouisd’orIgavehim。Hetookmeasideaswewentdownintothecourtyard。`Sir,’saidhe,`ifyouwillonlytakemeintoyourservice,orindemnifymeinanywayforthelossofthesituationwhichIfillhere,I

  thinkIshouldnothavemuchdifficultyinliberatingthebeauteousManon。’

  \"Icaughtreadilyatthesuggestion,and,althoughatthemomentIwasalmostinastateofdestitution,Igavehimpromisesfarbeyondhisdesires。Iconsideredthatitwouldbeatalltimeseasytorecompenseamanofhisdescription。`Beassured,myfriend,’saidItohim,`thatthereisnothingIwillnotbereadytodoforyou,andthatyourfortuneisjustascertainasmyown。’Ienquiredwhatmeansheintendedtoemploy。`Noneother,’saidhe,`thanmerelytoopenthedoorofhercellforheratnight,andtoconducthertothestreetdoor,whereyou,ofcourse,willbetoreceiveher。’Iaskedwhethertherewasnodangerofherbeingrecognisedasshetraversedthelonggalleriesandthecourts。Headmittedthattherewasdanger,butthatnothingcouldbedonewithoutsomeslightrisk。

  \"AlthoughIwasdelightedtofindhimsodetermined,IcalledM。

  deT————,andinformedhimoftheproject,andoftheonlydifficultyintheway。Hethoughtitnotsoeasyofexecution。

  Heallowedthepossibilityofescapingthus:`Butifsheberecognised,’continuedhe,`ifshebestoppedintheattempt,allhopewillbeoverwithher,perhapsforever。Besides,youwouldbeobligedtoquitParisinstantly,foryoucouldneverevadethesearchthatwouldbemadeforyou:theywouldredoubletheireffortsasmuchonyourownaccountashers。Asinglemanmayeasilyescapedetection,butincompanywithahandsomewoman,itwouldbeutterlyimpossibletoremainundiscovered。’

  \"Howeversoundthisreasoning,itcouldnot,inmymind,outweightheimmediateprospectofrestoringManontoliberty。I

  saidasmuchtoM。deT————,andtrustedthathewouldexcusemyimprudenceandrashness,onthegroundoflove。IaddedthatitwasalreadymyintentiontoquitParisforsomeneighbouringvillage,asIhadoncebeforedone。Wethensettledwiththeservantthatheshouldcarryhisprojectintoexecutionthefollowingday,andtorenderoursuccessascertainashecould,weresolvedtocarryintotheprisonmen’sclothes,inordertofacilitateherescape。

  Therewasadifficultytobesurmountedincarryingthemin,butIhadingenuityenoughtomeetit。IbeggedofM。deT————onlytoputontwolightwaistcoatsthenextmorning,andIundertooktoarrangetherest。

  WereturnedthefollowingdaytotheHospital。Itookwithmelinen,stockings,etc。,forManon,andovermybody-coatasurtout,whichconcealedthebulkIcarriedinmypockets。Weremainedbutamomentinherroom。M。deT————leftheroneofhiswaistcoats;Igavehermyshortcoat,thesurtoutbeingsufficientforme。Shefoundnothingwantingforhercompleteequipmentbutapairofpantaloons,whichinmyhurryIhadforgotten。

  \"Thewantofsonecessaryanarticlemighthaveamusedus,iftheembarrassmentitcausedhadbeenofalessseriouskind。I

  wasindespairathavingourwholeschemefoiledbyatriflingomissionofthisnature。However,Isoonhitonaremedy,anddeterminedtomakemyownexitsans-culotte,leavingthatportionofmydresswithManon。Mysurtoutwaslong,andIcontrivedbythehelpofafewpinstoputmyselfinadecentconditionforpassingthegate。

  \"Theremainderofthedayappearedtomeofendlesslength。

  Whenatlastnightcame,wewentinacoachtowithinafewyardsoftheHospital。Wewerenotlongwaiting,whenwesawManonmakeherappearancewithherguide。Thedoorofthecoachbeingopened,theybothsteppedinwithoutdelay。Iopenedmyarmstoreceivemyadoredmistress;shetrembledlikeanaspenleaf。Thecoachmanaskedwherehewastodrive?`Totheendoftheworld!’

  Iexclaimed;`tosomeplacewhereIcanneveragainbeseparatedfromManon。’

  \"Thisburst,whichIcouldnotcontrol,wasnearbringingmeintofreshtrouble。ThecoachmanreflecteduponwhatIsaid,andwhenIafterwardstoldhimthenameofthestreettowhichI

  wishedhimtodrive,heansweredthathefearedIwasabouttoimplicatehiminsomebadbusiness;thathesawplainlyenoughthatthegood-lookingyoungmanwhomIcalledManonwasagirlelopingfromtheHospital,andthathewaslittledisposedindeedtoruinhimselfforloveofme。

  \"Extortionwasthesourceofthisscoundrel’sdelicacy。WewerestilltooneartheHospitaltomakeanynoise。`Silence!’saidI

  tohim,`youshallhavealouisd’orforthejob’:forlessthanthathewouldhavehelpedmetoburntheHospital。

  \"WearrivedatLescaut’shouse。Asitwaslate,M。deT————

  leftusontheway,promisingtovisitusthenextmorning。Theservantaloneremained。

  \"IheldManoninsuchcloseembraceinmyarms,thatweoccupiedbutoneplaceinthecoach。Shecriedforjoy,andIcouldfeelhertearstricklingdownmycheeks。

  \"WhenwewereaboutgettingoutatLescaut’s,Ihadanewdifficultywiththecoachman,whichwasattendedwiththemostunfortunateresults。Irepentedofhavingpromisedthefellowalouisd’or,notonlybecauseitwasextravagantfolly,butforanotherstrongerreason,thatitwasatthemomentoutofmypowertopayhim。IcalledforLescaut,andhecamedowntothedoor。Iwhisperedtohimthecauseofmypresentembarrassment。

  Beingnaturallyrough,andnotatallinthehabitoftreatinghackney-coachmenwithrespect,heansweredthatIcouldnotbeserious。`Alouis!’saidhe;`twentyblowsofacanewouldbetherightpaymentforthatrascal!’Ientreatedhimnottodestroyus;whenhesnatchedmycanefrommyhand,andwasabouttolayitonthecoachman。Thefellowhadprobablybeforeexperiencedtheweightofaguardsman’sarm,andinstantlydroveoff,cryingout,thatIhadcheatedhim,andshouldhearofhimagain。Iinvainendeavouredtostophim。

  \"Hisflightcausedme,ofcourse,thegreatestalarm。Ihadnodoubtthathewouldimmediatelygiveinformationtothepolice。

  `Youhaveruinedme,’saidItoLescaut;`Ishallbenolongersafeatyourhouse;wemustgohenceatonce。’IgaveManonmyarm,andasquicklyaspossiblegotoutofthedangerousneighbourhood。Lescautaccompaniedus。\"

  TheChevalierdesGrieuxhavingoccupiedmorethananhourwithhisstory,Ibeggedhimtogivehimselfalittlerest,andmeanwhiletoshareoursupper。Hesaw,bytheattentionwepaidhim,thatwewereamused,andpromisedthatweshouldhearsomethingofperhapsgreaterinterestinthesequel。Whenwehadfinishedsupper,hecontinuedinthefollowingwords。

  VII……Howchancesmock,AndchangesfillthecupofalterationWithdiversliquors。

  SHAKESPEARE。

  \"HowinscrutablydoesProvidenceconnectevents!Wehadhardlyproceededforfiveminutesonourway,whenaman,whosefaceI

  couldnotsee,recognisedLescaut。Hehadnodoubtbeenwatchingforhimnearhishome,withthehorribleintentionwhichhenowunhappilyexecuted。`ItISLescaut!’saidhe,snappingapistolathishead;`heshallsuptonightwiththeangels!’Hetheninstantlydisappeared。Lescautfell,withouttheleastsignoflife。IpressedManontofly,forwecouldbeofnousetoadeadman,andIfearedbeingarrestedbythepolice,whowouldcertainlybesoonuponthespot。Iturneddownthefirstnarrowstreetwithherandtheservant:shewassooverpoweredbythesceneshehadjustwitnessed,thatIcouldhardlysupporther。

  Atlast,attheendofthestreet,Iperceivedahackney-coach;

  wegotintoit,butwhenthecoachmanaskedwhitherheshoulddrive,Iwasscarcelyabletoanswerhim。Ihadnocertainasylum——noconfidentialfriendtowhomIcouldhaverecourse。I

  wasalmostdestituteofmoney,havingbutonedollarleftinmypurse。FrightandfatiguehadsounnervedManon,thatshewasalmostfaintingatmyside。MyimaginationtoowasfullofthemurderofLescaut,andIwasnotwithoutstrongapprehensionsofthepatrol。Whatwastobedone?IluckilyrememberedtheinnatChaillot,wherewefirstwenttoresideinthatvillage。I

  hopedtobenotonlysecure,buttocontinuethereforsometimewithoutbeingpressedforpayment。`TakeustoChaillot,’saidI

  tothecoachman。Herefusedtodriveussofaratthatlatehourforlessthantwelvefrancs。Anewembarrassment!Atlastweagreedforhalfthatsum——allthatmypursecontained。

  \"ItriedtoconsoleManonaswewentalong,butdespairwasranklinginmyownheart。Ishouldhavedestroyedmyselfathousandtimesover,ifIhadnotfeltthatIheldinmyarmsallthatcouldattachmetolife:thisreflectionreconciledme。`I

  possessheratleast,’saidI;`shelovesme!sheismine!

  VainlydoesTibergecallthisamerephantomofhappiness。’I

  could,withoutfeelinginterestoremotion,seethewholeworldbesidesperisharoundme。Why?BecauseIhaveinitnoobjectofaffectionbeyondher。

  \"Thissentimentwastrue;however,whileIsolightlyesteemedthegoodthingsoftheworld,Ifeltthattherewasnodoingwithoutsomelittleportionofthem,wereitonlytoinspireamorethoroughcontemptfortheremainder。Loveismorepowerfulthanwealth——moreattractivethangrandeurorfame;but,alas!itcannotexistwithoutcertainartificialaids;andthereisnothingmorehumiliatingtothefeelings,ofasensitivelover,thantofindhimself,bywantofmeans,reducedtothelevelofthemostvulgarminds。

  \"Itwaseleveno’clockwhenwearrivedatChaillot。Theyreceivedusattheinnasoldacquaintances,andexpressednosortofsurpriseatseeingManoninmaleattire,foritwasthecustominParisandtheenvironstoadoptalldisguises。ItookcaretohaveherservedwithasmuchattentionasifIhadbeeninprosperouscircumstances。Shewasignorantofmypoverty,andIcarefullykeptherso,beingresolvedtoreturnalonethefollowingdaytoParis,toseeksomecureforthisvexatiouskindofmalady。

  \"Atsuppersheappearedpaleandthin;IhadnotobservedthisattheHospital,astheroominwhichIsawherwasbadlylighted。Iaskedheriftheexcessivepalenesswerenotcausedbytheshockofwitnessingherbrother’sdeath?Sheassuredmethat,horrifiedasshenaturallywasattheevent,herpalenesswaspurelytheeffectofathreemonths’absencefromme。`Youdolovemethendevotedly?’Iexclaimed。

  \"`AthousandtimesmorethanIcantell!’washerreply。

  \"`Youwillneverleavemeagain?’Iadded。

  \"`No!never,never!’answeredshe。

  \"Thisassurancewasconfirmedbysomanycaressesandvows,thatitappearedimpossibleshecould,totheendoftime,forgetthem。Ihaveneverdoubtedthatshewasatthatmomentsincere。

  Whatmotivecouldshehavehadfordissemblingtosuchadegree?

  Butshebecameafterwardsstillmorevolatilethanever,orrathershewasnolongeranything,andentirelyforgotherself,when,inpovertyandwant,shesawotherwomenlivinginabundance。Iwasnowonthepointofreceivinganewproofofherinconstancy,whichthrewallthathadpassedintotheshade,andwhichledtothestrangestadventurethateverhappenedtoamanofmybirthandprospects。

  \"AsIknewherdisposition,IhastenedthenextdaytoParis。

  Thedeathofherbrother,andthenecessityofgettinglinenandclothesforher,weresuchgoodreasons,thatIhadnooccasionforanyfurtherpretext。Ilefttheinn,withtheintention,asItoldManonandthelandlord,ofgoinginahiredcarriage,butthiswasamereflourish;necessityobligedmetotravelonfoot:

  IwalkedveryfastasfarasCours-la-Reine,whereIintendedtorest。Amomentofsolitudeandtranquillitywasrequisitetocomposemyself,andtoconsiderwhatwastobedoneinParis。

  \"Isatdownuponthegrass。Iplungedintoaseaofthoughtsandconsiderations,whichatlengthresolvedthemselvesintothreeprincipalheads。Ihadpressingwantofaninfinitenumberofabsolutenecessaries;Ihadtoseeksomemodeofatleastraisingahopeforthefuture;and,thoughlast,notleastinimportance,Ihadtogaininformation,andadoptmeasures,tosecureManon’ssafetyandmyown。Afterhavingexhaustedmyselfindevisingprojectsuponthesethreechiefpoints,Iwasobligedtoputoutofviewforthemomentthetwolast。WewerenotillshelteredfromobservationintheinnatChaillot;andastofuturewants,Ithoughtitwouldbetimeenoughtothinkaboutthemwhenthoseofthemomentweresatisfied。

  \"Themainobjectnowwastoreplenishmypurse。M。deT————hadonceofferedmehis,butIhadanextremerepugnancetomentionthesubjecttohimagain。Whatadegradationtoexposeone’smiserytoastranger,andtoaskforcharity:itmustbeeitheramanoflowmindwhowouldthusdemeanhimself,andthatfromabasenesswhichmustrenderhiminsensibletothedegradation,orahumbleChristian,fromaconsciousnessofgenerosityinhimself,whichmustputhimabovethesenseofshame。Iwouldhavesacrificedhalfmylifetobesparedthehumiliation。

  \"`Tiberge,’saidI,`kindTiberge,willherefusemewhathehasitinhispowertogrant?No,hewillassuredlysympathiseinmymisery;buthewillalsotorturemewithhislectures!Onemustendurehisreproaches,hisexhortations,histhreats:I

  shallhavetopurchasehisassistancesodearly,thatIwouldrathermakeanysacrificethanencounterthisdistressingscene,whichcannotfailtoleavemefullofsorrowandremorse。Well,’

  thoughtIagain,`allhopemustberelinquished,sincenoothercoursepresentsitself:sofaramIfromadoptingeitherofthese,thatIwouldsoonershedhalfmybloodthanfaceoneoftheseevils,orthelastdropratherthanencounterboth。Yes,theverylastdrop,’Irepeatedafteramoment’sreflection,`I

  wouldsacrificewillinglyratherthansubmittosuchbasesupplication!

  \"`Butitisnotinrealityaquestionofmyexistence!Manon’slifeandmaintenance,herloveandherfidelity,areatstake!

  Whatconsiderationcanoutweighthat?Inherarecentredallmyglory,happiness,andfuturefortune!TherearedoubtlessmanythingsthatIwouldgladlygiveupmylifetoobtain,ortoavoid;buttoestimateathingmerelybeyondthevalueofmyownlife,isnotputtingitonaparwiththatofManon。’Thisideasoondecidedme:Iwentonmyway,resolvedtogofirsttoTiberge,andafterwardstoM。deT————。

  \"OnenteringParisItookahackney-coach,thoughIhadnotwherewithaltopayforit;IcalculatedontheloanIwasgoingtosolicit。IdrovetotheLuxembourg,whenceIsentwordtoTibergethatIwaswaitingforhim。Ihadnottostaymanyminutes。Itoldhimwithouthesitationtheextremityofmywants。HeaskedifthefiftypoundswhichIhadreturnedtohimwouldsuffice,andheatoncewenttofetchitwiththatgenerousair,thatpleasureinbestowingwhich`blessethhimthatgives,andhimthattakes,’andwhichcanonlybeknowntoloveortotruefriendship。

  \"AlthoughIhadneverentertainedadoubtofTiberge’sreadinesstograntmyrequest,yetIwassurprisedathavingobtaineditonsucheasyterms,thatistosay,withoutawordofreprimandformyimpenitence;butIwasprematureinfancyingmyselfsafefromhisreproaches,forwhenhehadcountedoutthemoney,andIwasonthepointofgoingaway,hebeggedofmetotakeawalkwithhiminthegarden。IhadnotmentionedManon’sname;heknewnothingofherescape;sothathislecturewasmerelyuponmyownrashflightfromSt。Lazare,anduponhisapprehensionslest,insteadofprofitingbythelessonsofmoralitywhichIhadreceivedthere,Ishouldagainrelapseintodissipation。

  \"Hetoldme,thathavinggonetopaymeavisitatSt。Lazare,thedayaftermyescape,hehadbeenastonishedbeyondexpressionathearingthemodeinwhichIhadeffectedit;thathehadafterwardsaconversationwiththeSuperior;thatthegoodFatherhadnotquiterecoveredtheshock;thathehad,however,thegenerositytoconcealtherealcircumstancesfromthelieutenant-generalofpolice,andthathehadpreventedthedeathoftheporterfrombecomingknownoutsidethewalls;thatIhad,therefore,uponthatscore,nogroundforalarm,butthat,ifI

  retainedonegrainofprudence,IshouldprofitbythishappyturnwhichProvidencehadgiventomyaffairs,andbeginbywritingtomyfather,andreconcilingmyselftohisfavour;andfinallythat,ifIwouldbeguidedbyhisadvice,IshouldatoncequitParis,andreturntothebosomofmyfamily。

  \"Ilistenedtohimattentivelytillhehadfinished。Therewasmuchinwhathesaidtogratifyme。Inthefirstplace,IwasdelightedtolearnthatIhadnothingtofearonaccountofSt。

  Lazare——thestreetsofParisatleastwereagainopentome。

  ThenIrejoicedtofindthatTibergehadnosuspicionofManon’sescape,andherreturntomyarms。Ievenremarkedthathehadnotmentionedhername,probablyfromtheideathat,bymyseemingindifferencetoher,shehadbecomelessdeartomyheart。Iresolved,ifnottoreturnhome,atleasttowritetomyfather,asheadvisedme,andtoassurehimthatIwasdisposedtoreturntomyduty,andconsulthiswishes。MyintentionwastourgehimtosendmemoneyforthepurposeofpursuingmyordinarystudiesattheUniversity,forIshouldhavefounditdifficulttopersuadehimthatIhadanyinclinationtoresumemyecclesiasticalhabit。IwasintruthnotatallaversetowhatIwasnowgoingtopromisehim。Onthecontrary,Iwasreadytoapplymyselftosomecreditableandrationalpursuit,sofarastheoccupationwouldbecompatiblewithmylove。I

  reckoneduponbeingabletolivewithmymistress,andatthesametimecontinuingmystudies。Isawnoinconsistencyinthisplan。

  \"Thesethoughtsweresosatisfactorytomymind,thatIpromisedTibergetodispatchaletterbythatday’sposttomyfather:infact,onleavinghim,Iwentintoascrivener’s,andwroteinsuchasubmissiveanddutifultone,that,onreadingovermyownletter,IanticipatedthetriumphIwasgoingtoachieveovermyfather’sheart。

  \"AlthoughIhadmoneyenoughtopayforahackney-coachaftermyinterviewwithTiberge,IfeltapleasureinwalkingindependentlythroughthestreetstoM。deT————’shouse。Therewasgreatcomfortinthisunaccustomedexerciseofmyliberty,astowhichmyfriendhadassuredmeIhadnothingnowtoapprehend。

  However,itsuddenlyoccurredtome,thathehadbeenonlyreferringtoSt。Lazare,andthatIhadtheotheraffairoftheHospitalonmyhands;beingimplicated,ifnotasanaccomplice,atalleventsasawitness。Thisthoughtalarmedmesomuch,thatIslippeddownthefirstnarrowstreet,andcalledacoach。

  IwentatoncetoM。deT————’s,andhelaughedatmyapprehensions。Imyselfthoughtthemridiculousenough,whenheinformedmethattherewasnomoredangerfromLescaut’saffray,thanfromtheHospitaladventure。Hetoldmethat,fromthefearoftheirsuspectingthathehadahandinManon’sescape,hehadgonethatmorningtotheHospitalandaskedtoseeher,pretendingnottoknowanythingofwhathadhappened;thattheyweresofarfromentertainingtheleastsuspicionofeitherofus,thattheylostnotimeinrelatingtheadventureasapieceofnewstohim;andthattheywonderedhowsoprettyagirlasManonLescautcouldhavethoughtofelopingwithaservant:thatherepliedwithseemingindifference,thatitbynomeansastonishedhim,forpeoplewoulddoanythingforthesakeofliberty。

  \"HecontinuedtotellmehowhethenwenttoLescaut’sapartments,inthehopeoffindingmetherewithmydearmistress;thatthemasterofthehouse,whowasacoachmaker,protestedhehadseenneithermenorManon;butthatitwasnowonderthatwehadnotappearedthere,ifourobjectwastoseeLescaut,forthatwemusthavedoubtlessheardofhishavingbeenassassinatedabouttheverysametime;uponwhich,herelatedallthatheknewofthecauseandcircumstancesofthemurder。

  \"Abouttwohourspreviously,aguardsmanofLescaut’sacquaintancehadcometoseehim,andproposedplay。Lescauthadsucharapidandextravagantrunofluck,thatinanhourtheyoungmanwasminustwelvehundredfrancs——allthemoneyhehad。

  Findinghimselfwithoutasou,hebeggedofLescauttolendhimhalfthesumhehadlost;andtherebeingsomedifficultyonthispoint,anangryquarrelarosebetweenthem。Lescauthadrefusedtogivehimtherequiredsatisfaction,andtheotherswore,onquittinghim,thathewouldtakehislife;athreatwhichhecarriedintoexecutionthesamenight。M。deT————waskindenoughtoadd,thathehadfelttheutmostanxietyonouraccount,andthat,suchastheywere,heshouldgladlycontinuetoushisservices。Iatoncetoldhimtheplaceofourretreat。

  Hebeggedofmetoallowhimtosupwithus。

  \"AsIhadnothingmoretodothantoprocurethelinenandclothesforManon,Itoldhimthatwemightstartalmostimmediately,ifhewouldbesogoodastowaitformeamomentwhileIwentintooneortwoshops。IknownotwhetherhesuspectedthatImadethispropositionwiththeviewofcallinghisgenerosityintoplay,orwhetheritwasbythemereimpulseofakindheart;but,havingconsentedtostartimmediately,hetookmetoashopkeeper,whohadlatelyfurnishedhishouse。HetheremademeselectseveralarticlesofamuchhigherpricethanIhadproposedtomyself;andwhenIwasaboutpayingthebill,hedesiredthemannottotakeasoufromme。Thishedidsogracefully,thatIfeltnoshameinacceptinghispresent。WethentooktheroadtoChaillottogether,whereIarrivedmuchmoreeasyinmindthanwhenIhadleftitthatmorning。

  \"MyreturnandthepoliteattentionsofM。deT————dispelledallManon’smelancholy。`Letusforgetourpastannoyances,mydearsoul,’saidItoher,`andendeavourtoliveastillhappierlifethanbefore。Afterall,thereareworsemastersthanlove:

  fatecannotsubject,ustoasmuchsorrowasloveenablesustotasteofhappiness。’Oursupperwasatruesceneofjoy。

  \"InpossessionofManonandoftwelvehundredandfiftyfrancs,IwasprouderandmorecontentedthantherichestvoluptuaryofPariswithuntoldtreasures。Wealthshouldbemeasuredbythemeansitaffordsusofsatisfyingourdesires。Theredidnotremaintomeatthismomentasinglewishunaccomplished。Eventhefuturegavemelittleconcern。Ifeltahope,amountingalmosttocertainty,thatmyfatherwouldallowmethemeansoflivingrespectablyinParis,becauseIhadbecomeentitled,onenteringuponmytwentiethyear,toashareofmymother’sfortune。IdidnotconcealfromManonwhatwastheextentofmypresentwealth;butIadded,thatitmightsufficetosupportusuntilourfortunewasbettered,eitherbytheinheritanceIhavejustalludedto,orbytheresourcesofthehazard-table。

  VIII

  ThisPassionhathitsfloodsintheverytimesofweakness,whicharegreatprosperity,andgreatadversity;bothwhichtimeskindleLove,andmakeitmorefervent。——BACON。

  \"ForseveralweeksIthuscontinuedtothinkonlyofenjoyingthefullluxuryofmysituation;andbeingrestrained,byasenseofhonour,aswellasalurkingapprehensionofthepolice,fromrenewingmyintimacywithmyformercompanionsatthehotelofTransylvania,Ibegantoplayincertaincoterieslessnotorious,wheremygoodluckrendereditunnecessaryformetohaverecoursetomyformeraccomplishments。Ipassedapartoftheafternoonintown,andreturnedalwaystosupperatChaillot,accompaniedveryoftenbyM。deT————,whoseintimacyandfriendshipforusdailyincreased。

  \"Manonsoonfoundresourcesagainstennui。Shebecameacquaintedwithsomeyoungladies,whomthespringbroughtintotheneighbourhood。Theyoccupiedtheirleisurehoursinwalking,andthecustomaryamusementsofpersonsoftheirsexandage。

  Theirlittlegainsatcards(alwayswithininnocentlimits)werelaidoutindefrayingtheexpenseofacoach,inwhichtheytookanairingoccasionallyintheBoisdeBoulogne;andeachnightwhenIreturned,IwassureoffindingManonmorebeautiful——morecontented——moreaffectionatethanever。

  \"Therearose,however,certainclouds,whichseemedtothreatenthecontinuanceofthisblissfultranquillity,buttheyweresoondispelled;andManon’ssprightlinessmadetheaffairsoexcessivelycomicalinitstermination,thatitisevennowpleasingtorecurtoit,asaproofofthetendernessaswellasthecheerfulnessofherdisposition。

  \"Theonlyservantwehadcametomeoneday,withgreatembarrassment,andtakingmeaside,toldmethathehadasecretoftheutmostimportancetocommunicatetome。Iurgedhimtoexplainhimselfwithoutreserve。Aftersomehesitation,hegavemetounderstandthataforeignerofhighrankhadapparentlyfalleninlovewithManon。Ifeltmybloodboilattheannouncement。`Hassheshownanypenchantforhim?’Ienquired,interruptingmyinformantwithmoreimpatiencethanwasrequisite,ifIdesiredtohaveafullexplanation。

  \"Hewasalarmedatmyexcitement;andrepliedinanundecidedtone,thathehadnotmadesufficientlyminuteobservationtosatisfyme;butthat,havingnoticedforseveraldaystogethertheregulararrivalofthestrangerattheBoisdeBoulogne,where,quittinghiscarriage,hewalkedbyhimselfinthecross-avenues,appearingtoseekopportunitiesofmeetingManon,ithadoccurredtohimtoformanacquaintancewiththeservants,inordertodiscoverthenameoftheirmaster;thattheyspokeofhimasanItalianprince,andthattheyalsosuspectedhewasuponsomeadventureofgallantry。Hehadnotbeenabletolearnanythingfurther,headded,tremblingashespoke,becausetheprince,thenonthepointofleavingthewood,hadapproachedhim,andwiththemostcondescendingfamiliarityaskedhisname;

  uponwhich,asifheatonceknewthathewasinourservice,hecongratulatedhimonhaving,forhismistress,themostenchantingpersonuponearth。

  \"Ilistenedtothisrecitalwiththegreatestimpatience。Heendedwiththemostawkwardexcuses,whichIattributedtotheprematureandimprudentdisplayofmyownagitation。InvainI

  imploredhimtocontinuehishistory。Heprotestedthatheknewnothingmore,andthatwhathehadpreviouslytoldme,havingonlyhappenedtheprecedingday,hehadnothadasecondopportunityofseeingtheprince’sservants。Iencouragedhim,notonlywithpraises,butwithasubstantialrecompense;andwithoutbetrayingtheslightestdistrustofManon,Irequestedhim,inthemildestmanner,tokeepstrictwatchuponalltheforeigner’smovements。

  \"Intruth,theeffectofhisfrightwastoleavemeinastateofthecruellestsuspense。Itwaspossiblethatshehadorderedhimtosuppresspartofthetruth。However,afteralittlereflection,IrecoveredsufficientlyfrommyfearstoseethemannerinwhichIhadexposedmyweaknesses。IcouldhardlyconsideritacrimeinManontobeloved。Judgingfromappearances,itwasprobablethatshewasnotevenawareofherconquest。`AndwhatkindoflifeshallIinfuturelead,’

  thoughtI,`ifIamcapableoflettingjealousysoeasilytakepossessionofmymind?’

  \"IreturnedonthefollowingdaytoParis,withnootherintentionthantohastentheimprovementofmyfortune,byplayingdeeperthanever,inordertobeinaconditiontoquitChaillotonthefirstrealoccasionforuneasiness。ThatnightI

  learnednothingatallcalculatedtotroublemyrepose。Theforeignerhad,asusual,madehisappearanceintheBoisdeBoulogne;andventuring,fromwhathadpassedtheprecedingday,toaccostmyservantmorefamiliarly,hespoketohimopenlyofhispassion,butinsuchtermsasnottoleadtotheslightestsuspicionofManon’sbeingawareofit。Heputathousandquestionstohim,andatlasttriedtobribehimwithlargepromises;andtakingaletterfromhispocket,heinvainentreatedhim,withthepromiseofsomelouisd’ors,toconveyittoher。

  \"Twodayspassedwithoutanythingmoreoccurring:thethirdwasofadifferentcharacter。Ilearnedonmyarrival,laterthanusual,fromParis,thatManon,whileinthewood,hadlefthercompanionsforamoment,andthattheforeigner,whohadfollowedheratashortdistance,approached,uponhermakinghimasign,andthatshehandedhimaletter,whichhetookwithatransportofjoy。Hehadonlytimetoexpresshisdelightbykissingthebillet-doux,forshewasoutofsightinaninstant。Butsheappearedinunusuallyhighspiritstheremainderoftheday;andevenafterherreturntoourlodgings,hergaietycontinued。I

  trembledateveryword。

  \"`Areyouperfectlysure,’saidI,inanagonyoffear,tomyservant,`thatyoureyeshavenotdeceivedyou?’HecalledHeaventowitnessthetruthofwhathehadtoldme。

  \"Iknownottowhatexcessthetormentsofmymindwouldhavedrivenme,ifManon,whoheardmecomein,hadnotmetmewithanairofimpatience,andcomplainedofmydelay。BeforeIhadtimetoreply,sheloadedmewithcaresses;andwhenshefoundwewerealone,shereproachedmewarmlywiththehabitIwascontractingofstayingoutsolate。Mysilencegaveheranopportunityofcontinuing;andshethensaidthatforthelastthreeweeksIhadneverspentoneentiredayinhersociety;thatshecouldnotenduresuchprolongedabsence;thatsheshouldatleastexpectmetogiveupadaytoherfromtimetotime,andthatsheparticularlywishedmetobewith,heronthefollowingdayfrommorningtillnight。

  \"`YoumaybeverycertainIshalldothat,’saidI,inratherasharptone。Shedidnotappeartonoticemyannoyance;sheseemedtometohavemorethanherusualcheerfulness;andshedescribed,withinfinitepleasantry,themannerinwhichshehadspenttheday。

  \"`Incomprehensiblegirl!\"saidItomyself;`whatamItoexpectaftersuchaprelude?’Theadventuresofmyfirstseparationoccurredtome;nevertheless,IfanciedIsawinhercheerfulness,andtheaffectionatereceptionshegaveme,anairoftruththatperfectlyaccordedwithherprofessions。

  \"ItwasaneasymatteratsuppertoaccountforthelowspiritswhichIcouldnotconceal,byattributingthemtoalossIhadthatdaysustainedatthegaming-table。IconsidereditmostfortunatethattheideaofmyremainingallthenextdayatChaillotwassuggestedbyherself:Ishouldthushaveampletimefordeliberation。Mypresencewouldpreventanyfearsforatleastthenextday;andifnothingshouldoccurtocompelmetodisclosethediscoveryIhadalreadymade,Iwasdeterminedonthefollowingdaytomovemyestablishmentintotown,andfixmyselfinaquarterwhereIshouldhavenothingtoapprehendfromtheinterferenceofprinces。Thisarrangementmademepassthenightmoretranquilly,butitbynomeansputanendtothealarmIfeltattheprospectofanewinfidelity。

  \"WhenIawokeinthemorning,Manonsaidtome,thatalthoughweweretopassthedayathome,shedidnotatallwishthatI

  shouldbelesscarefullydressedthanonotheroccasions;andthatshehadaparticularfancyfordoingthedutiesofmytoilettethatmorningwithherownhands。Itwasanamusementsheoftenindulgedin:butsheappearedtotakemorepainsonthisoccasionthanIhadeverobservedbefore。Togratifyher,I

  wasobligedtositathertoilettetable,andtryallthedifferentmodessheimaginedfordressingmyhair。Inthecourseoftheoperation,shemademeoftenturnmyheadroundtowardsher,andputtingbothhandsuponmyshoulders,shewouldexaminemewithmostanxiouscuriosity:then,showingherapprobationbyoneortwokisses,shewouldmakemeresumemypositionbeforetheglass,inordertocontinueheroccupation。

  \"Thisamatorytriflingengagedustilldinner-time。Thepleasuresheseemedtoderivefromit,andhermorethanusualgaiety,appearedtomesothoroughlynatural,thatIfounditimpossibleanylongertosuspectthetreasonIhadpreviouslyconjuredup;andIwasseveraltimesonthepointofcandidlyopeningmymindtoher,andthrowingoffaloadthathadbeguntoweighheavilyuponmyheart:butIflatteredmyselfwiththehopethattheexplanationwouldeverymomentcomefromherself,andI

  anticipatedthedelicioustriumphthiswouldaffordme。

  \"Wereturnedtoherboudoir。Shebeganagaintoputmyhairinorder,andIhumouredallherwhims;whentheycametosaythatthePrinceof————wasbelow,andwishedtoseeher。Thenamealonealmostthrewmeintoarage。

  \"`Whatthen,’exclaimedI,asIindignantlypushedherfromme,`who?——whatprince?’

  \"Shemadenoanswertomyenquiries。

  \"`Showhimupstairs,’saidshecoollytotheservant;andthenturningtowardsme,`Dearestlove!youwhomIsoferventlyadore,’sheaddedinthemostbewitchingtone,`Ionlyaskofyouonemoment’spatience;onemoment,onesinglemoment!Iwillloveyoutenthousandtimesmorethanever:yourcompliancenowshallnever,duringmylife,beforgotten。’

  \"Indignationandastonishmentdeprivedmeofthepowerofutterance。Sherenewedherentreaties,andIcouldnotfindadequateexpressionstoconveymyfeelingsofangerandcontempt。

  Buthearingthedooroftheante-chamberopen,shegraspedwithonehandmylocks,whichwerefloatingovermyshoulders,whileshetookhertoilettemirrorintheother,andwithallherstrengthledmeinthismannertothedooroftheboudoir,whichsheopenedwithherknee,andpresentedtotheforeigner,whohadbeenpreventedbythenoiseheheardinsidefromadvancingbeyondthemiddleoftheante-chamber,aspectaclethatmusthaveindeedamazedhim。Isawamanextremelywelldressed,butwithaparticularlyill-favouredcountenance。

  \"Notwithstandinghisembarrassment,hemadeheraprofoundbow。

  Manongavehimnotimeforspeech-making;sheheldupthemirrorbeforehim:`Look,sir,’saidshetohim,`observeyourselfminutely,andIonlyaskyouthentodomejustice。Youwishmetoloveyou:thisisthemanwhomIlove,andwhomIhavesworntoloveduringmywholelife:makethecomparisonyourself。Ifyouthinkyoucanrivalhiminmyaffections,tellmeatleastuponwhatpretensions;forIsolemnlydeclaretoyou,that,intheestimationofyourmostobedienthumbleservant,alltheprincesinItalyarenotworthasingleoneofthehairsInowholdinmyhand。’

  \"Duringthiswhimsicalharangue,whichshehadapparentlypreparedbeforehand,Itriedinvaintodisengagemyself,andfeelingcompassionforapersonofsuchconsideration,Iwasdesirous,bymypolitenessatleast,ofmakingsomereparationforthislittleoutrage。Butrecoveringhisself-possessionwiththeeaseofamanaccustomedtotheworld,heputanendtomyfeelingsofpitybyhisreply,whichwas,inmyopinion,rudeenough。

  \"`Younglady!younglady!’saidhetoher,withasardonicsmile,’myeyesintruthareopened,andIperceivethatyouaremuchlessofanovicethanIhadpicturedtomyself。’

  \"Heimmediatelyretiredwithoutlookingatheragain,mutteringtohimselfthattheFrenchwomenwerequiteasbadasthoseofItaly。Ifeltlittledesire,onthisoccasion,tochangehisopinionofthefairsex。

  \"Manonletgomyhand,threwherselfintoanarmchair,andmadetheroomresoundwithhershoutsoflaughter。IcandidlyconfessthatIwastouchedmostsensiblybythisunexpectedproofofheraffection,andbythesacrificeofherowninterestwhichIhadjustwitnessed,andwhichshecouldonlyhavebeeninducedtomakebyherexcessiveloveforme。Still,however,Icouldnothelpthinkingshehadgonerathertoofar。IreproachedherwithwhatIcalledherindiscretion。Shetoldmethatmyrival,afterhavingbesiegedherforseveraldaysintheBoisdeBoulogne,andhavingmadehercomprehendhisobjectbysignsandgrimaces,hadactuallymadeanopendeclarationoflove;informingheratthesametimeofhisnameandallhistitles,bymeansofaletter,whichhehadsentthroughthehandsofthecoachmanwhodroveherandhercompanions;thathehadpromisedher,ontheothersideoftheAlps,abrilliantfortuneandeternaladoration;thatshereturnedtoChaillot,withtheintentionofrelatingtomethewholeadventure,butthat,fancyingitmightbemadeasourceofamusementtous,shecouldnothelpgratifyingherwhim;thatsheaccordinglyinvitedtheItalianprince,byaflatteringnote,topayheravisit;andthatithadaffordedherequaldelighttomakemeanaccomplice,withoutgivingmetheleastsuspicionofherplan。IsaidnotawordoftheinformationIhadreceivedthroughanotherchannel;andtheintoxicationoftriumphantlovemademeapplaudallshehaddone。

  IX

  ’Twaseverthus;——fromchildhood’shourI’veseenmyfondesthopesdecay;——

  Ineverlovedatreeorflower,Butitwassuretofadeaway;

  InevernursedadearGazelle,Togladmewithitsdark-blueeye,But,whenitcametoknowmewell,Andloveme,itwassuretodie。

  MOORE。

  \"DuringmylifeIhaveremarkedthatfatehasinvariablychosenforthetimeofitsseverestvisitations,thosemomentswhenmyfortuneseemedestablishedonthefirmestbasis。InthefriendshipofM。deT————,andthetenderaffectionsofManon,I

  imaginedmyselfsothoroughlyhappy,thatIcouldnotharbourtheslightestapprehensionofanynewmisfortune:therewasone,nevertheless,atthisveryperiodimpending,whichreducedmetothestateinwhichyoubeheldmeatPassy,andwhicheventuallybroughtinitstrainmiseriesofsodeplorableanature,thatyouwillhavedifficultyinbelievingthesimplerecitalthatfollows。

  \"Oneevening,whenM。deT————remainedtosupwithus,weheardthesoundofacarriagestoppingatthedooroftheinn。

  Curiositytemptedustoseewhoitwasthatarrivedatthishour。

  TheytoldusitwasyoungG————M————,thesonofourmostvindictiveenemy,ofthatdebauchedoldsinnerwhohadincarceratedmeinSt。Lazare,andManonintheHospital。Hisnamemadethebloodmounttomycheeks。`ItisProvidencethathasledhimhere,’saidItoM。deT————,thatImaypunishhimforthecowardlybasenessofhisfather。Heshallnotescapewithoutourmeasuringswordsatleast。’M。deT————,whoknewhim,andwasevenoneofhismostintimatefriends,triedtomoderatemyfeelingsofangertowardshim。Heassuredmethathewasamostamiableyoungman,andsolittlecapableofcountenancinghisfather’sconduct,thatIcouldnotbemanyminutesinhissocietywithoutfeelingesteemandaffectionforhim。Aftersayingmanymorethingsinhispraise,hebeggedmypermissiontoinvitehimtocomeandsitinourapartment,aswellastosharetheremainderofoursupper。AstotheobjectionofManonbeingexposedbythisproceedingtoanydanger,hepledgedhishonourandgoodfaith,thatwhenoncetheyoungmanbecameacquaintedwithus,weshouldfindinhimamostzealousdefender。Aftersuchanassurance,Icouldoffernofurtheropposition。

  \"M。deT————didnotintroducehimwithoutdelayingafewmomentsoutside,tolethimknowwhowewere。Hecertainlycameinwithanairthatprepossessedusinhisfavour:heshookhandswithme;wesatdown;headmiredManon;heappearedpleasedwithme,andwitheverythingthatbelongedtous;andheatewithanappetitethatdidabundanthonourtoourhospitality。

  \"Whenthetablewascleared,ourconversationbecamemoreserious。Hehungdownhisheadwhilehespokeofhisfather’sconducttowardsus。Hemade,onhisownpart,themostsubmissiveexcuses。`Isaythelessuponthesubject,’saidhe,`becauseI

  donotwishtorecallacircumstancethatfillsmewithgriefandshame。’Ifheweresincereinthebeginning,hebecamemuchmoresointheend,fortheconversationhadnotlastedhalfanhour,whenIperceivedthatManon’scharmshadmadeavisibleimpressionuponhim。Hislooksandhismannerbecamebydegreesmoretender。He,however,allowednoexpressiontoescapehim;

  but,withouteventheaidofjealousy,Ihadhadexperienceenoughinloveaffairstodiscernwhatwaspassing。

  \"Heremainedwithustillalatehourinthenight,andbeforehetookhisleave,congratulatedhimselfonhavingmadeouracquaintance,andbeggedpermissiontocallandrenewtheofferofhisservices。HewentoffnextmorningwithM。deT————,whoacceptedtheofferofaseatinhiscarriage。

  \"Ifelt,asIbeforesaid,nottheslightestsymptomofjealousyIhadamorefoolishconfidencethaneverinManon’svows。Thisdearcreaturehadsoabsoluteadominionovermywholesoulandaffections,thatIcouldgiveplacetonoothersentimenttowardsherthanthatofadmirationandlove。FarfromconsideringitacrimethatsheshouldhavepleasedyoungG————M————,Iwasgratifiedbytheeffectofhercharms,andexperiencedonlyafeelingofprideinbeinglovedbyagirlwhomthewholeworldfoundsoenchanting。Ididnotevendeemitworthwhiletomentionmysuspicionstoher。Wewereforsomedaysoccupiedinarranginghernewwardrobe,andinconsideringwhetherwemightventuretothetheatrewithouttheriskofbeingrecognised。M。

  deT————cameagaintoseeusbeforetheendoftheweek,andweconsultedhimuponthispoint。HesawclearlythatthewaytopleaseManonwastosayyes:weresolvedtogoalltogetherthatsameevening。

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