CHAPTERXVII
\"THEPRINCESSANDTHEPAUPER\"
ItwasintheearlytwilightthatMr。Jacktoldthestory。He,Jill,andDavidwereontheveranda,asusualwatchingthetowersofSunnycrestturnfromgoldtosilverasthesundroppedbehindthehills。ItwasJillwhohadaskedforthestory。
\"Aboutfairiesandprincesses,youknow,\"shehadordered。
\"ButhowwillDavidlikethat?\"Mr。Jackhaddemurred。\"Maybehedoesn’tcareforfairiesandprincesses。\"
\"Ireadoneonceaboutaprince——’twas’ThePrinceandthePauper,’andIlikedthat,\"averredDavidstoutly。
Mr。Jacksmiled;thenhisbrowsdrewtogetherinafrown。Hiseyesweremoodilyfixedonthetowers。
\"Hm-m;well,\"hesaid,\"Imight,Isuppose,tellyouastoryaboutaPRINCESSand——aPauper。I——knowonewellenough。\"
\"Good!——thentellit,\"criedbothJillandDavid。AndMr。Jackbeganhisstory。
\"ShewasnotalwaysaPrincess,andhewasnotalwaysaPauper,——andthat’swherethestorycamein,Isuppose,\"sighedtheman。\"Shewasjustagirl,once,andhewasaboy;andtheyplayedtogetherand——likedeachother。Helivedinalittlehouseonahill。\"
\"Likethis?\"demandedJill。
\"Eh?Oh——er——yes,SOMETHINGlikethis,\"returnedMr。Jack,withanoddhalf-smile。\"Andshelivedinanotherbitofahouseinatownfarawayfromtheboy。\"
\"Thenhowcouldtheyplaytogether?\"questionedDavid。
\"Theycouldn’t,ALWAYS。Itwasonlysummerswhenshecametovisitintheboy’stown。Shewasverynearhimthen,fortheoldauntwhomshevisitedlivedinabigstonehousewithtowers,onanotherhill,inplainsightfromtheboy’shome。\"
\"Towerslikethose——wheretheLadyoftheRoseslives?\"askedDavid。
\"Eh?What?Oh——er——yes,\"murmuredMr。Jack。\"We’llsaythetowersweresomethinglikethoseoverthere。\"Hepaused,thenwentonmusingly:\"Thegirlusedtosignal,sometimes,fromoneofthetowerwindows。Onewaveofthehandkerchiefmeant,’I’mcoming,over’;twowaves,withalittlepausebetween,meant,’Youaretocomeoverhere。’Sotheboyusedtowaitalways,afterthatfirstwavetoseeifanotherfollowed;sothathemightknowwhetherheweretobehostorguestthatday。Thewavesalwayscameateighto’clockinthemorning,andveryeagerlytheboyusedtowatchforthemallthroughthesummerwhenthegirlwasthere。\"
\"Didtheyalwayscome,everymorning?\"AskedJill。
\"No;sometimesthegirlhadotherthingstodo。Herauntwouldwanthertogosomewherewithher,orothercousinswereexpectedwhomthegirlmustentertain;andsheknewtheboydidnotlikeothergueststobetherewhenhewas,sosheneveraskedhimtocomeoveratsuchtimes。Onsuchoccasionsshedidsometimesrunuptothetowerateighto’clockandwavethreetimes,andthatmeant,’DeadDay。’Sotheboy,afterall,neverdrewarealbreathofreliefuntilhemadesurethatnodreadedthirdwavewastofollowtheoneorthetwo。\"
\"Seemstome,\"observedDavid,\"thatallthiswassortofone-sided。Didn’ttheboysayanything?\"
\"Oh,yes,\"smiledMr。Jack。\"Buttheboydidnothaveanytowertowavefrom,youmustremember。Hehadonlythelittlepiazzaonhistinybitofahouse。Butheriggedupapole,andheaskedhismothertomakehimtwolittleflags,aredandablueone。
Theredmeant’Allright’;andthebluemeant’Gottowork’;andtheseheusedtorunuponhispoleinanswertoherwaving’I’mcomingover,’or’Youaretocomeoverhere。’So,yousee,occasionallyitwastheboywhohadtobringthe’DeadDay,’asthereweretimeswhenhehadtowork。And,bytheway,perhapsyouwouldbeinterestedtoknowthatafterawhilehethoughtupathirdflagtoanswerherthreewaves。Hefoundanoldblacksilkhandkerchiefofhisfather’s,andhemadethatintoaflag。
Hetoldthegirlitmeant’I’mheartbroken,’andhesaiditwasasignofthedeepestmourning。Thegirllaughedandtippedherheadsaucilytooneside,andsaid,’Pooh!asifyoureallycared!’Buttheboystoutlymaintainedhisposition,anditwasthat,perhaps,whichmadeherplaythelittlejokeoneday。
\"Theboywasfourteenthatsummer,andthegirlthirteen。Theyhadbeguntheirsignalsyearsbefore,buttheyhadnothadtheblackonesolong。OnthisdaythatItellyouof,thegirlwavedthreewaves,whichmeant,’DeadDay,’youremember,andwatcheduntiltheboyhadhoistedhisblackflagwhichsaid,’I’mheart-broken,’inresponse。Then,asfastashermischievouslittlefeetcouldcarryher,sheraceddownonehillandacrosstotheother。Verystealthilysheadvancedtillshefoundtheboybentoverapuzzleonthebackstoop,and——andhewaswhistlingmerrily。
\"Howsheteasedhimthen!Howshetauntedhimwith’Heart-broken,indeed——andwhistlinglikethat!’Invainheblushedandstammered,andprotestedthathiswhistlingwasonlytokeepuphisspirits。Thegirlonlylaughedandtossedheryellowcurls;
thenshehuntedtillshefoundsomelittlejinglingbells,andtheseshetiedtotheblackbadgeofmourningandpulledithighupontheflagpole。Thenextinstantshewasoffwitharunandaskip,andasaucywaveofherhand;andtheboywasleftallalonewithanhour’sworkaheadofhimtountietheknotsfromhisdesecratedbadgeofmourning。
\"Andyettheywerewonderfullygoodfriends——thisboyandgirl。
Fromtheveryfirst,whentheyweresevenandeight,theyhadsaidthattheywouldmarryeachotherwhentheygrewup,andalwaystheyspokeofitastheexpectedthing,andlaidmanyhappyplansforthetimewhenitshouldcome。Tobesure,astheygrewolder,itwasnotmentionedquitesooften,perhaps;buttheboyatleastthought——ifhethoughtofitall——thatthatwasonlybecauseitwasalreadysowellunderstood。\"
\"Whatdidthegirlthink?\"ItwasJillwhoaskedthequestion。
\"Eh?Thegirl?Oh,\"answeredMr。Jack,alittlebitterly,\"I’mafraidIdon’tknowexactlywhatthegirldidthink,but——itwasn’tthat,anyhow——thatis,judgingfromwhatfollowed。\"
\"Whatdidfollow?\"
\"Well,tobeginwith,theoldauntdied。Thegirlwassixteenthen。Itwasinthewinterthatthishappened,andthegirlwasfarawayatschool。Shecametothefuneral,however,buttheboydidnotseeher,saveinthedistance;andthenhehardlyknewher,sostrangedidshelookinherblackdressandhat。Shewasthereonlytwodays,andthoughhegazedwistfullyupatthegraytower,heknewwellenoughthatofcourseshecouldnotwavetohimatsuchatimeasthat。Yethehadhoped——almostbelievedthatshewouldwavetwowavesthatlastday,andlethimgoovertoseeher。
\"Butshedidn’twave,andhedidn’tgoover。Shewentaway。Andthenthetownlearnedawonderfulthing。Theoldlady,heraunt,whohadbeenconsideredjustfairlyrich,turnedouttobethepossessorofalmostfabulouswealth,owingtohergreatholdingsofstockinaWesterngoldminewhichhadsuddenlystruckitrich。Andtothegirlshewilleditall。Itwasthen,ofcourse,thatthegirlbecamethePrincess,buttheboydidnotrealizethat——justthen。Tohimshewasstill’thegirl。’
\"Forthreeyearshedidnotseeher。Shewasatschool,ortravelingabroad,heheard。He,too,hadbeenawaytoschool,andwas,indeed,justreadytoentercollege。Then,thatsummer,heheardthatshewascomingtotheoldhome,andhisheartsangwithinhim。Remember,tohimshewasstillthegirl。Heknew,ofcourse,thatshewasnottheLITTLEgirlwhohadpromisedtomarryhim。Buthewassureshewasthemerrycomrade,thetrue-heartedyounggirlwhousedtosmilefranklyintohiseyes,andwhomhewasnowtowinforhiswife。Youseehehadforgotten——quiteforgottenaboutthePrincessandthemoney。Suchafoolish,foolishboyashewas!
\"Sohegotouthisflagsgleefully,andoneday,whenhismotherwasn’tinthekitchen,heironedoutthewrinklesandsmoothedthemallreadytoberaisedonthepole。Hewouldbereadywhenthegirlwaved——forofcourseshewouldwave;hewouldshowherthathehadnotforgotten。Hecouldseejusthowthesparklewouldcometohereyes,andjusthowthelittlefinelinesofmischiefwouldcrinklearoundhernosewhenshewasreadytogivethatfirstwave。Hecouldimaginethatshewouldliketofindhimnapping;thatshewouldliketotakehimbysurprise,andmakehimscurryaroundforhisflagstoanswerher。
\"Buthewouldshowher!Asifshe,agirl,weretobeathimattheiroldgame!Hewonderedwhichitwouldbe:’I’mcomingover,’
or,’Youaretocomeoverhere。’Whicheveritwas,hewouldanswer,ofcourse,withthered’Allright。’Still,itWOULDbeajoketorunuptheblue’Gottowork,’andthenslipacrosstoseeher,justasshe,solongago,hadplayedthejokeonhim!Onthewhole,however,hethoughttheredflagwouldbebetter。Anditwasthatonewhichhelaiduppermostreadytohishand,whenhearrangedthem。
\"Atlastshecame。Heheardofitatonce。Itwasalreadypastfouro’clock,buthecouldnotforbear,eventhen,tolooktowardthetower。Itwouldbelikeher,afterall,towavethen,thatverynight,justsoastocatchhimnapping,hethought。Shedidnotwave,however。Theboywassureofthat,forhewatchedthetowertilldark。
\"Inthemorning,longbeforeeighto’clock,theboywasready。Hedebatedforsometimewhethertostandoutofdoorsonthepiazza,ortohidebehindthescreenedwindow,wherehecouldstillwatchthetower。Hedecidedatlastthatitwouldbebetternottoletherseehimwhenshelookedtowardthehouse;thenhistriumphwouldbeallthemorecompletewhenhedashedouttorunuphisanswer。
\"Eighto’clockcameandpassed。Theboywaiteduntilnine,buttherewasnosignoflifefromthetower。Theboywasangrythen,athimself。Hecalledhimself,indeed,afool,tohideashedid。
Ofcourseshewouldn’twavewhenhewasnowhereinsight——whenhehadapparentlyforgotten!Andherewasawholepreciousdaywasted!
\"Thenextmorning,longbeforeeight,theboystoodinplainsightonthepiazza。Asbeforehewaiteduntilnine;andasbeforetherewasnosignoflifeatthetowerwindow。Thenextmorninghewasthereagain,andthenext,andthenext。Ittookjustfivedays,indeed,toconvincetheboy——ashewasconvincedatlast——thatthegirldidnotintendtowaveatall。\"
\"Buthowunkindofher!\"exclaimedDavid。
\"Shecouldn’thavebeenniceonebit!\"decidedJill。
\"Youforget,\"saidMr。Jack。\"ShewasthePrincess。\"
\"Huh!\"gruntedJillandDavidinunison。
\"Theboyremembereditthen,\"wentonMr。Jack,afterapause,——\"aboutthemoney,andthatshewasaPrincess。Andofcourseheknew——whenhethoughtofit——thathecouldnotexpectthataPrincesswouldwavelikeagirl——justagirl。Besides,verylikelyshedidnotcareparticularlyaboutseeinghim。
Princessesdidforget,hefancied,——theyhadsomuch,soverymuchtofilltheirlives。Itwasthisthoughtthatkepthimfromgoingtoseeher——this,andtherecollectionthat,afterall,ifshereallyHADwantedtoseehim,shecouldhavewaved。
\"Therecameaday,however,whenanotheryouth,whodidnotdaretogoalone,persuadedhim,andtogethertheypaidheracall。
Theboyunderstood,then,manythings。HefoundthePrincess;
therewasnosignofthegirl。ThePrincesswastallanddignified,withacoldlittlehandandasmooth,sweetvoice。
Therewasnofranksmileinhereyes,neitherwerethereanymischievouscrinklesabouthernoseandlips。Therewasnomentionoftowersorflags;noreferencetowavingsortochildhood’sdays。Therewasonlyastifflypolitelittleconversationaboutcollegesandtravels,withawordortwoaboutbooksandplays。Thenthecallerswenthome。Onthewaytheboysmiledscornfullytohimself。Hewastryingtopicturethebeauteousvisionhehadseen,thisunapproachablePrincessinherfilmylacegown,——standinginthetowerwindowandwaving——wavingtoabitofahouseontheoppositehill。Asifthatcouldhappen!
\"Theboy,duringthoselastthreeyears,hadknownonlybooks。Heknewlittleofgirls——onlyonegirl——andheknewstilllessofPrincesses。Sowhen,threedaysafterthecall,therecameachancetojoinasummercampwithamanwholovedbooksevenbetterthandidtheboyhimself,hewentgladly。Oncehehadrefusedtogoonthisverytrip;butthentherehadbeenthegirl。NowtherewasonlythePrincess——andthePrincessdidn’tcount。\"
\"Likethehoursthataren’tsunshiny,\"interpretedDavid。
\"Yes,\"corroboratedMr。Jack。\"Likethehourswhenthesundoesn’tshine。\"
\"Andthen?\"promptedJill。
\"Well,then,——therewasn’tmuchworthtelling,\"rejoinedMr。
Jackgloomily。\"Twomoreyearspassed,andthePrincessgrewtobetwenty-one。Shecameintofullcontrolofherpropertythen,andafterawhileshecamebacktotheoldstonehousewiththetowersandturneditintoafairylandofbeauty。Shespentmoneylikewater。Allmannerofartists,fromthemanwhopaintedherceilingstothemanwhoplantedherseeds,cameandbowedtoherwill。Fromthefourcornersoftheearthshebroughthertreasuresandlavishedthemthroughthehouseandgrounds。Then,everysummer,shecameherself,andlivedamongthem,averyPrincessindeed。\"
\"Andtheboy?——whatbecameoftheboy?\"demandedDavid。\"Didn’theseeher——ever?\"
Mr。Jackshookhishead。
\"Notoften,David;andwhenhedid,itdidnotmakehimany——happier。Yousee,theboyhadbecomethePauper;youmustn’tforgetthat。\"
\"Buthewasn’taPauperwhenyoulefthimlast。\"
\"Wasn’the?Well,then,I’lltellyouaboutthat。Yousee,theboy,eventhoughhedidgoaway,soonfoundoutthatinhisheartthePrincesswasstillthegirl,justthesame。Helovedher,andhewantedhertobehiswife;soforalittle——foraverylittle——hewaswildenoughtothinkthathemightworkandstudyanddogreatthingsintheworlduntilhewasevenaPrincehimself,andthenhecouldmarrythePrincess。\"
\"Well,couldn’the?\"
\"No。Tobeginwith,helosthishealth。Then,awaybackinthelittlehouseonthehillsomethinghappened——asomethingthatleftaverypreciouschargeforhimtokeep;andhehadtogobackandkeepit,andtotrytoseeifhecouldn’tfindthatlosthealth,aswell。Andthatisall。\"
\"All!Youdon’tmeanthatthatistheend!\"exclaimedJill。
\"That’stheend。\"
\"Butthatisn’tamiteofaniceend,\"complainedDavid。\"Theyalwaysgetmarriedandlivehappyeverafter——instories。\"
\"Dothey?\"Mr。Jacksmiledalittlesadly。\"Perhapstheydo,David,——instories。\"
\"Well,can’ttheyinthisone?\"
\"Idon’tseehow。\"
\"Whycan’thegotoherandaskhertomarryhim?\"
Mr。Jackdrewhimselfupproudly。
\"ThePauperandthePrincess?Never!Paupersdon’tgotoPrincesses,David,andsay,’Iloveyou。’\"
Davidfrowned。
\"Whynot?Idon’tseewhy——iftheywanttodoit。Seemsasifsomehowitmightbefixed。\"
\"Itcan’tbe,\"returnedMr。Jack,hisgazeonthetowersthatcrownedtheoppositehill;\"notsolongasalwaysbeforethePauper’seyestherearethosegraywallsbehindwhichhepicturesthePrincessinthemidstofhergoldenluxury。\"
ToneitherDavidnorJilldidthechangetothepresenttenseseemstrange。Thestorywasmuchtoorealtothemforthat。
\"Well,anyhow,Ithinkitoughttobefixed,\"declaredDavid,asherosetohisfeet。
\"SodoI——butwecan’tfixit,\"laughedJill。\"AndI’mhungry。
Let’sseewhatthereistoeat!\"
CHAPTERXVIII
DAVIDTOTHERESCUE
Itwasabeautifulmoonlightnight,butforonceDavidwasnotthinkingofthemoon。AllthewaytotheHollyfarmhousehewasthinkingofMr。Jack’sstory,\"ThePrincessandthePauper。\"Itheldhimstrangely。Hefeltthathenevercouldforgetit。Forsomereasonthathecouldnothaveexplained,itmadehimsad,too,andhisstepwasveryquietashewentupthewalktowardthekitchendoor。
Itwasaftereighto’clock。DavidhadtakensupperwithMr。JackandJill,andnotforsomehourshadhebeenatthefarmhouse。Inthedoorwaynowhestoppedshort;theninstinctivelyhesteppedbackintotheshadow。Inthekitchenakerosenelightwasburning。ItshowedMrs。Hollycryingatthetable,andMr。Holly,white-facedandstern-lipped,staringatnothing。ThenMrs。Hollyraisedherface,drawnandtear-stained,andaskedatremblingquestion。
\"Simeon,haveyouthought?Wemightgo——toJohn——for——help。\"
Davidwasfrightenedthen,soangrywasthelookthatcameintoSimeonHolly’sface。
\"Ellen,we’llhavenomoreofthis,\"saidthemanharshly。
\"Understand,I’dratherlosethewholethingand——andstarve,thangoto——John。\"
Davidfledthen。Upthebackstairshecrepttohisroomandlefthisviolin。AmomentlaterhestoledownagainandsoughtPerryLarsonwhomhehadseensmokinginthebarndoorway。
\"Perry,whatisit?\"heaskedinatremblingvoice。\"Whathashappened——inthere?\"Hepointedtowardthehouse。
Themanpuffedforamomentinsilencebeforehetookhispipefromhismouth。
\"Well,sonny,Is’poseImayaswelltellye。You’llhaveterknowitsometime,seein’as’twon’tbenosecretlong。They’vehadastrokeo’badluck——Mr。an’Mis’Hollyhas。\"
\"Whatisit?\"
Themanhitchedinhisseat。
\"Bysugar,boy,Is’poseifItellye,thereain’tnosartintythatyou’llsenseitatall。Ireckonitain’tinyourclass。\"
\"Butwhatisit?\"
\"Well,it’smoney——andonemightaswelltalkmoonshinetoyouasmoney,Is’pose;butheregoesit。It’sathousanddollars,boy,thattheyowed。Here,likethis,\"heexplained,rummaginghispocketsuntilhehadfoundasilverdollartolayonhisopenpalm。\"Now,jestimagineathousandofthem;that’sheapsan’
heaps——more’nIeverseeinmylife。\"
\"Likethestars?\"guessedDavid。
Themannodded。
\"Ex-ACTLY!Well,theyowedthis——Mr。an’Mis’Hollydid——andtheyhadagreedterpayitnextSat’day。Andtheywasallright,too。
Theyhaditplumsavedinthebank,an’wasgoin’terdrawitThursday,termakesure。An’theywasfeelin’mightypertoverit,too,whenter-dayalongcomesthenewsthatsomethin’sbrokekersmashinthatbank,an’they’veshetitup。An’naryacentcantheHollysgitnow——an’maybenever。Anyhow,not’foreit’stoolateforthisjob。\"
\"Butwon’thewait?——thatmantheyoweitto?Ishouldthinkhe’dhaveto,iftheydidn’thaveittopay。\"
\"Notmuchhewill,whenit’soldStreeterthat’sgotthemortgageonagoodfatfarmlikethis!\"
Daviddrewhisbrowstogetherperplexedly。
\"Whatisa——amortgage?\"heasked。\"Isitanythinglikeaporte-cochere?IKNOWwhatthatis,’causemyLadyoftheRoseshasone;butwehaven’tgotthat——downhere。\"
PerryLarsonsighedinexasperation。
\"Gosh,ifthatain’t’boutwhatIexpectedofye!No,itain’tevensecondcousintoa——a-thatthingyou’rea-talkin’of。Inplainwordin’,it’sjestthis:Mr。Holly,hesaysterStreeter:
’YougivemeathousanddollarsandI’llpayyebackonasartinday;ifIdon’tpay,youcansellmyfarmfurwhatit’llbring,an’TAKEyerpay。Well,nowhere’tis。Mr。Hollycan’tpay,an’
soStreeterwillputupthefarmfursale。\"
\"What,withMr。andMrs。HollyLIVINGhere?\"
\"Sure!Onlythey’llhavetergitout,yeknow。\"
\"Where’lltheygo?\"
\"TheLordknows;Idon’t。\"
\"AndisTHATwhatthey’recryingfor——inthere?——becausethey’vegottogo?\"
\"Sure!\"
\"Butisn’tthereanything,anywhere,thatcanbedoneto——stopit?\"
\"Idon’tseehow,kid,——notunlesssomeoneponiesupwiththemoney’forenextSat’day,——an’athousando’themthingsdon’tgrowonev’rybush,\"hefinished,gentlypattingthecoininhishand。
AtthewordsaswiftchangecametoDavid’sface。Hischeekspaledandhiseyesdilatedinterror。Itwasasifaheadofhimhesawayawningabyss,eagertoengulfhim。
\"Andyousay——MONEYwould——fixit?\"heaskedthickly。
\"Ex-ACT-ly!——athousando’them,though,’twouldtake。\"
AdawningreliefcameintoDavid’seyes——itwasasifhesawabridgeacrosstheabyss。
\"Youmean——thattherewouldn’tANYTHINGdo,onlysilverpieces——likethose?\"hequestionedhopefully。
\"Sugar,kid,’coursetherewould!Gosh,butyouBEacheckerboardo’sensean’nonsense,an’nomistake!Anymoneywoulddothejob——anymoney!Don’tyesee?Anythingthat’smoney。\"
\"Wouldg-golddoit?\"David’svoicewasveryfaintnow。
\"Sure!——gold,orsilver,orgreenbacks,or——oracheck,ifithadthedoughbehindit。\"
Daviddidnotappeartohearthelast。Withanoddlystrainedlookhehadhungupontheman’sfirstwords;butattheendofthesentenceheonlymurmured,\"Oh,thankyou,\"andturnedaway。
Hewaswalkingslowlynowtowardthehouse。Hisheadwasbowed。
Hissteplagged。
\"Now,ain’tthatjestlikethatchap,\"mutteredtheman,\"terslinkofflikethatasifhewasawhippedcur。I’llbettwocentsan’adoughnut,too,thatinfiveminuteshe’llbewhathecalls’playin’it’onthat’erefiddleo’his。An’I’llbederned,too,ifIain’tcuriousterseewhatheWILLmakeofit。
Itstrikesmethisoughtterfetchsomethin’firstcousintoadirge!\"
OntheporchstepsDavidpausedabreathlessinstant。FromthekitchencamethesoundofMrs。Holly’ssobsandofasternvoicepraying。Withashudderandalittlechokingcrytheboyturnedthenandcreptsoftlyupstairstohisroom。
Heplayed,too,asPerryLarsonhadwagered。Butitwasnotthetragedyoftheclosedbank,northehonorofthethreatenedfarm-sellingthatfellfromhisviolin。Itwas,instead,theswansongofalittlepileofgold——goldwhichlaynowinachimneycupboard,butwhichwassoontobeplacedatthefeetofthemourningmanandwomandownstairs。Andinthesongwasthesobofaboywhoseeshishouseofdreamsburntoashes;whoseeshiswonderfullifeandworkoutinthewideworldturntoendlessdaysofweed-pullinganddirt-digginginanarrowvalley。Therewasinthesong,too,somethingofthestruggle,thefierceyeaandnayoftheconflict。But,attheend,therewasthewildburstofexaltationofrenunciation,sothatthemaninthebarndoorbelowfairlysprangtohisfeetwithanangry:——
\"Gosh!ifhehain’tturnedthethingintoajig——durnhim!Don’theknowmore’nthatatsuchatimeasthis?\"
Later,averylittlelater,theshadowyfigureoftheboystoodbeforehim。
\"I’vebeenthinking,\"stammeredDavid,\"thatmaybeI——couldhelp,aboutthatmoney,youknow。\"
\"Now,looka-here,boy,\"explodedPerry,inopenexasperation,\"asIsaidinthefirstplace,thisain’tinyourclass。’Tain’tnopinkcloudsailin’inthesky,norabluebirdsingin’inablackb’rrybush。An’youmight’playit’——asyoucallit——tilldoomsday,an’’twouldn’tdonogood——thoughI’mfreeterconfessthatyourplayin’ofthem’ereotherthingssoundsrealpertan’chirkyattimes;but’twon’tdonogoodhere。\"
Davidsteppedforward,bringinghissmall,anxiousfacefullintothemoonlight。
\"But’twasthemoney,Perry;Imeantabout,themoney,\"heexplained。\"Theyweregoodtomeandwantedmewhentherewasn’tanyoneelsethatdid;andnowI’dliketodosomethingforthem。
Therearen’tsoMANYpieces,andtheyaren’tsilver。There’sonlyonehundredandsixofthem;Icounted。Butmaybethey’dhelpsome。It——itwouldbea——start。\"Hisvoicebrokeovertheoncebelovedword,thenwentonwithrenewedstrength。\"There,see!Wouldthesedo?\"Andwithbothhandshehelduptoviewhiscapsaggingunderitsweightofgold。
PerryLarson’sjawfellopen。Hiseyesbulged。Dazedlyhereachedoutandtouchedwithtremblingfingerstheheapofshiningdisksthatseemedinthemellowlightlikelittleearth-bornchildrenofthemoonitself。Thenextinstantherecoiledsharply。
\"Greatsnakes,boy,where’dyougitthatmoney?\"hedemanded。
\"Offather。Hewenttothefarcountry,youknow。\"
PerryLarsonsnortedangrily。
\"Seehere,boy,foronce,ifyecan,talkhorse-sense!Surely,evenYOUdon’texpectmeterbelievethathe’ssentyouthatmoneyfrom——fromwherehe’sgoneto!\"
\"Oh,no。Heleftit。\"
\"Leftit!Why,boy,youknowbetter!Therewa’n’tacent——hardly——foundonhim。\"
\"Hegaveittomebefore——bytheroadside。\"
\"Gaveittoyou!Whereinthenameofgoodnesshasitbeensince?\"
\"Inthelittlecupboardinmyroom,behindthebooks。\"
\"Greatsnakes!\"mutteredPerryLarson,reachingouthishandandgingerlypickinguponeofthegold-pieces。
Davideyedhimanxiously。
\"Won’tthey——do?\"hefaltered。\"Therearen’tathousand;there’sonlyahundredandsix;but——\"
\"Do!\"cutintheman,excitedly。Hehadbeenexaminingthegold-pieceatcloserange。\"Do!Well,Ireckonthey’lldo。ByJiminy!——andterthinkyou’vehadthisupyersleeveallthistime!Well,I’llbelieveanythin’ofyernow——anythin’!Youcan’tstumpmewithnuthin’!Comeon。\"Andhehurriedlyledthewaytowardthehouse。
\"Buttheyweren’tupmysleeve,\"correctedDavid,ashetriedtokeepupwiththelongstridesoftheman。\"ISAIDtheywereinthecupboardinmyroom。\"
Therewasnoanswer。Larsonhadreachedtheporchsteps,andhadpausedtherehesitatingly。Fromthekitchenstillcamethesoundofsobs。Asidefromthattherewassilence。Theboy,however,didnothesitate。Hewentstraightupthestepsandthroughtheopenkitchendoor。Atthetablesatthemanandthewoman,theireyescoveredwiththeirhands。
Withaswiftoverturningofhiscap,Daviddumpedhisburdenontothetable,andsteppedbackrespectfully。
\"Ifyouplease,sir,wouldthis——helpany?\"heasked。
AtthejingleofthecoinsSimeonHollyandhiswifeliftedtheirheadsabruptly。Ahalf-utteredsobdiedonthewoman’slips。A
quickcrycamefromtheman’s。Hereachedforthaneagerhandandhadalmostclutchedthegoldwhenasuddenchangecametohisface。Withasternejaculationhedrewback。
\"Boy,wheredidthatmoneycomefrom?\"hechallenged。
Davidsighedinadiscouragedway。Itseemedthat,always,theshowingofthisgoldmean’tquestioning——eternalquestioning。
\"Surely,\"continuedSimeonHolly,\"youdidnot——\"Withtheboy’sfrankgazeupturnedtohis,themancouldnotfinishhissentence。
BeforeDavidcouldanswercamethevoiceofPerryLarsonfromthekitchendoorway。
\"No,sir,hedidn’t,Mr。Holly;an’it’sallstraight,I’mthinkin’——thoughI’mfreeterconfessitdoessoundnutty。Hisdadgiveittohim。\"
\"His——father!Butwhere——wherehasitbeeneversince?\"
\"Inthechimneycupboardinhisroom,hesays,sir。\"
SimeonHollyturnedinfrowningamazement。
\"David,whatdoesthismean?Whyhaveyoukeptthisgoldinaplacelikethat?\"
\"Why,therewasn’tanythingelsetodowiihit,\"answeredtheboyperplexedly。\"Ihadn’tanyuseforit,youknow,andfathersaidtokeepittillIneededit。\"
\"’Hadn’tanyuseforit’!\"blusteredLarsonfromthedoorway。
\"Jiminy!Now,ain’tthatjestlikethatboy?\"
ButDavidhurriedonwithhisexplanation。
\"Weneverusedtousethem——fatherandI——excepttobuythingstoeatandwear;anddownhereYOUgivemethose,youknow。\"
\"Gorry!\"interjectedPerryLarson。\"Doyoureckon,boy,thatMr。
Hollyhimselfwasgivethemthingshegivesteryou?\"
Theboyturnedsharply,astartledquestioninhiseyes。
\"Whatdoyoumean?Doyoumeanthat——\"Hisfacechangedsuddenly。
Hischeeksturnedashamedred。\"Why,hedid——hedidhavetobuythem,ofcourse,justasfatherdid。AndInevereventhoughtofitbefore!Then,it’syours,anyway——itbelongstoyou,\"heargued,turningtoFarmerHolly,andshovingthegoldnearertohishands。\"Thereisn’tenough,maybe——but’twillhelp!\"
\"They’reten-dollargoldpieces,sir,\"spokeupLarsonimportantly;\"an’there’sahundredan’sixofthem。That’sjestonethousandan’sixtydollars,asImakeit。\"
SimeonHolly,self-controlledmanthathewas,almostleapedfromhischair。
\"Onethousandandsixtydollars!\"hegasped。Then,toDavid:
\"Boy,inHeaven’sname,whoareyou?\"
\"Idon’tknow——onlyDavid。\"Theboyspokewearily,withagrievedsobinhisvoice。Hewasverytired,agooddealperplexed,andalittleangry。Hewished,ifnoonewantedthisgold,thathecouldtakeitupstairsagaintothechimneycupboard;or,iftheyobjectedtothat,thattheywouldatleastgiveittohim,andlethimgoawaynowtothatbeautifulmusichewastohear,andtothosekindpeoplewhowerealwaystounderstandwhathesaidwhenheplayed。
\"Ofcourse,\"venturedPerryLarsondiffidently,\"Iain’tprofessin’terknowanygreatshakesaboutthehandoftheLord,Mr。Holly,butitdostrikemethatthis’eregoldcomesmightynearbein’proverdential——furyou。\"
SimeonHollyfellbackinhisseat。Hiseyesclungtothegold,buthislipssetintorigidlines。
\"Thatmoneyistheboy’s,Larson。Itisn’tmine,\"hesaid。
\"He’sgiveittoye。\"
SimeonHollyshookhishead。
\"Davidisnothingbutachild,Perry。Hedoesn’trealizeatallwhatheisdoing,norhowvaluablehisgiftis。\"
\"Iknow,sir,butyouDIDtakehimin,whentherewouldn’tnobodyelsedoit,\"arguedLarson。\"An’,anyhow,couldn’tyoumakeakindofanIOUofit,evenifheisakid?Then,somedayyoucouldpayhimback。Meanwhileyou’dbea-keepin’him,an’
a-schoolin’him;an’that’ssomethin’。\"
\"Iknow,Iknow,\"noddedSimeonHollythoughtfully,hiseyesgoingfromthegoldtoDavid’sface。Then,aloud,yetasiftohimself,hebreathed:\"Boy,boy,whowasyourfather?Howcamehebyallthatgold——andhe——atramp!\"
Daviddrewhimselfsuddenlyerect。Hiseyesflashed。
\"Idon’tknow,sir。ButIdoknowthis:hedidn’tSTEALit!\"
AcrossthetableMrs。Hollydrewaquickbreath,butshedidnotspeak——savewithherpleadingeyes。Mrs。Hollyseldomspoke——savewithhereyes——whenherhusbandwassolvingaknottyproblem。Shewasdumfoundednowthatheshouldlistensopatientlytotheman,Larson,——thoughshewasnotmoresurprisedthanwasLarsonhimself。Forbothofthem,however,therecameatthismomentastillgreatersurprise。SimeonHollyleanedforwardsuddenly,thesternlinesquitegonefromhislips,andhisfaceworkingwithemotionashedrewDavidtowardhim。
\"You’reagoodson,boy,——agoodloyalson;and——andIwishyouweremine!Ibelieveyou。Hedidn’tstealit,andIwon’tstealit,either。ButIwilluseit,sinceyouaresogoodastoofferit。Butitshallbealoan,David,andsomeday,Godhelpingme,youshallhaveitback。Meanwhile,you’remyboy,David,——myboy!\"
\"Oh,thankyou,sir,\"rejoicedDavid。\"And,really,youknow,beingwantedlikethatisbetterthanthestartwouldbe,isn’tit?\"
\"Betterthan——what?\"
Davidshiftedhisposition。Hehadnotmeanttosayjustthat。
\"N——nothing,\"hestammered,lookingaboutforameansofquickescape。\"I——Iwasjusttalking,\"hefinished。AndhewasimmeasurablyrelievedtofindthatMr。Hollydidnotpressthematterfurther。
CHAPTERXIX
THEUNBEAUTIFULWORLD
Inspiteoftheexaltationofrenunciation,andinspiteofthejoyofbeingnewlyandespecially\"wanted,\"thoseearlySeptemberdaysweresometimeshardforDavid。Notuntilhehadrelinquishedallhopeofhis\"start\"didhefullyrealizewhatthathopehadmeanttohim。
Thereweretimes,tobesure,whentherewasnothingbutrejoicingwithinhimthathewasablethustoaidtheHollys。
Therewereothertimeswhentherewasnothingbutthesoreheartachebecauseofthegreatworkoutinthebeautifulworldthatcouldnowneverbedone;andbecauseoftheunlovelyworkathandthatmustbedone。Totellthetruth,indeed,David’sentireconceptionoflifehadbecomesuddenlyachaosofpuzzlingcontradictions。
ToMr。Jack,oneday,Davidwentwithhisperplexities。Notthathetoldhimofthegold-piecesandoftheunexpectedusetowhichtheyhadbeenput——indeed,no。Davidhadmadeuphismindnever,ifhecouldhelphimself,tomentionthosegold-piecestoanyonewhodidnotalreadyknowofthem。Theymeantquestions,andthequestions,explanations。Andhehadhadenoughofbothonthatparticularsubject。ButtoMr。Jackhesaidoneday,whentheywerealonetogether:——
\"Mr。Jack,howmanyfolkshaveyougotinsideofyourhead?\"
\"Eh——what,David?\"
Davidrepeatedhisquestionandattachedanexplanation。
\"Imean,thefolksthat——thatmakeyoudothings。\"
Mr。Jacklaughed。
\"Well,\"hesaid,\"Ibelievesomepeoplemakeclaimstoquiteanumber,andperhapsalmosteveryoneownstoaDr。JekyllandaMr。Hyde。\"
\"Whoarethey?\"
\"Nevermind,David。Idon’tthinkyouknowthegentlemen,anyhow。
They’reonlysomethinglikethelittlegirlwithacurl。Oneisvery,verygood,indeed,andtheotherishorrid。\"
\"Oh,yes,Iknowthem;they’retheonesthatcometome,\"
returnedDavid,withasigh。\"I’vehadthemalot,lately。\"
Mr。Jackstared。
\"Oh,haveyou?\"
\"Yes;andthat’swhat’sthetrouble。Howcanyoudrivethemoff——theonethatisbad,Imean?\"
\"Well,really,\"confessedMr。Jack,\"I’mnotsureIcantell。Yousee——thegentlemenvisitmesometimes。\"
\"Oh,dothey?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"I’msoglad——thatis,Imean,\"amendedDavid,inanswertoMr。
Jack’supliftedeyebrows,\"I’mgladthatyouunderstandwhatI’mtalkingabout。Yousee,ItriedPerryLarsonlastnightonit,togethimtotellmewhattodo。Butheonlystaredandlaughed。Hedidn’tknowthenamesof’em,anyhow,asyoudo,andatlasthegotreallyalmostangryandsaidImadehimfeelso’buggy’and’creepy’thathewouldn’tdarelookathimselfintheglassifI
kepton,forfearsomeonehe’dneverknownwasthereshouldjumpoutathim。\"
Mr。Jackchuckled。
\"Well,Isuspect,David,thatPerryknewoneofyourgentlemenbythenameof’conscience,’perhaps;andIalsosuspectthatmaybeconsciencedoesprettynearlyfillthebill,andthatyou’vebeenhavingaboutwiththat。Eh?Now,whatisthetrouble?Tellmeaboutit。\"
Davidstirreduneasily。Insteadofanswering,heaskedanotherquestion。
\"Mr。Jack,itisabeautifulworld,isn’tit?\"
Foramomenttherewasno,answer;thenalowvoicereplied:——
\"Yourfathersaiditwas,David。\"
AgainDavidmovedrestlessly。
\"Yes;butfatherwasonthemountain。Anddownhere——well,downheretherearelotsofthingsthatIdon’tbelieveheknewabout。\"
\"What,forinstance?\"
\"Why,lotsofthings——toomanytotell。Ofcoursetherearethingslikecatchingfish,andkillingbirdsandsquirrelsandotherthingstoeat,andplaguingcatsanddogs。Fatherneverwouldhavecalledthosebeautiful。ThenthereareotherslikelittleJimmyClarkwhocan’twalk,andthemanattheMarstons’
who’ssick,andJoeGlaspellwhoisblind。ThentherearestilldifferentoneslikeMr。Holly’slittleboy。Perrysaysheranawayyearsandyearsago,andmadehispeopleveryunhappy。
Fatherwouldn’tcallthatabeautifulworld,wouldhe?Andhowcanpeoplelikethatalwaysplayintune?AndtherearethePrincessandthePauperthatyoutoldabout。\"
\"Oh,thestory?\"
\"Yes;andpeoplelikethemcan’tbehappyandthinktheworldisbeautiful,ofcourse。\"
\"Whynot?\"
\"Becausetheydidn’tendright。Theydidn’tgetmarriedandlivehappyeverafter,youknow。\"
\"Well,Idon’tthinkI’dworryaboutthat,David,——atleast,notaboutthePrincess。Ifancytheworldwasverybeautifultoher,allright。ThePauper——well,perhapshewasn’tveryhappy。But,afterall,David,youknowhappinessissomethinginsideofyourself。Perhapshalfofthesepeoplearehappy,intheirway。\"
\"There!andthat’sanotherthing,\"sighedDavid。\"Yousee,I
foundthatout——thatitwasinsideofyourself——quiteawhileago,andItoldtheLadyoftheRoses。ButnowI——can’tmakeitworkmyself。\"
\"What’sthematter?\"
\"Well,youseethensomethingwasgoingtohappen——somethingthatIliked;andIfoundthatjustthinkingofitmadeitsothatI
didn’tmindrakingorhoeing,oranythinglikethat;andItoldtheLadyoftheRoses。AndItoldherthatevenifitwasn’tgoingtohappenshecouldTHINKitwasgoingto,andthatthatwouldbejustthesame,because’twasthethinkingthatmademyhourssunnyones。Itwasn’ttheDOINGatall。IsaidIknewbecauseIhadn’tDONEityet。See?\"
\"I——thinkso,David。\"
\"Well,I’vefoundoutthatitisn’tthesameatall;fornowthatIKNOWthatthisbeautifulthingisn’tevergoingtohappentome,Icanthinkandthinkallday,anditdoesn’tdoamiteofgood。Thesunisjustashot,andmybackachesjustashard,andthefieldisjustasbigandendlessasitusedtobewhenI
hadtocallitthatthosehoursdidn’tcount。Now,whatisthematter?\"
Mr。Jacklaughed,butheshookhisheadalittlesadly。
\"You’regettingintotoodeepwatersforme,David。Isuspectyou’reflounderinginaseathathasupsettheboatsofsagessincetheworldbegan。Butwhatisitthatwassonice,andthatisn’tgoingtohappen?PerhapsIMIGHThelponthat。\"
\"No,youcouldn’t,\"frownedDavid;\"andtherecouldn’tanybody,either,yousee,becauseIwouldn’tgobacknowandLETithappen,anyhow,aslongasIknowwhatIdo。Why,ifIdid,therewouldn’tbeANYhoursthatweresunnythen——noteventheonesafterfouro’clock;I——I’dfeelsomean!ButwhatIdon’tseeisjusthowIcanfixitupwiththeLadyoftheRoses。\"
\"Whathasshetodowithit?\"
\"Why,attheveryfirst,whenshesaidshedidn’thaveANY
sunshinyhours,Itoldher——\"
\"Whenshesaidwhat?\"interposedMr。Jack,comingsuddenlyerectinhischair。