\"But,David,think。Whereyoulived,wasn’tthereeveranybodywhocalledhimbyname?\"
Davidshookhishead。
\"Itoldyou。Wewereallalone,fatherandI,inthelittlehousefaruponthemountain。\"
\"And——yourmother?\"AgainDavidshookhishead。
\"Sheisanangel-mother,andangel-mothersdon’tliveinhouses,youknow。\"
Therewasamoment’spause;thengentlythemanasked:——
\"Andyoualwayslivedthere?\"
\"Sixyears,fathersaid。\"
\"Andbeforethat?\"
\"Idon’tremember。\"Therewasatouchofinjuredreserveintheboy’svoicewhichthemanwasquicktoperceive。Hetookthehintatonce。
\"Hemusthavebeenawonderfulman——yourfather!\"heexclaimed。
Theboyturned,hiseyesluminouswithfeeling。
\"Hewas——hewasperfect!Butthey——downhere——don’tseemtoknow——orcare,\"hechoked。
\"Oh,butthat’sbecausetheydon’tunderstand,\"soothedtheman。
\"Now,tellme——youmusthavepracticedalottoplaylikethat。\"
\"Idid——butIlikedit。\"
\"Andwhatelsedidyoudo?andhowdidyouhappentocome——downhere?\"
OnceagainDavidtoldhisstory,morefully,perhaps,thistimethaneverbefore,becauseofthesympatheticearsthatwerelistening。
\"Butnow\"hefinishedwistfully,\"it’sall,sodifferent,andI’mdownherealone。Daddywent,youknow,tothefarcountry;andhecan’tcomebackfromthere。\"
\"Whotoldyou——that?\"
\"Daddyhimself。Hewroteittome。\"
\"Wroteittoyou!\"criedtheman,sittingsuddenlyerect。
\"Yes。Itwasinhispocket,yousee。They——foundit。\"David’svoicewasverylow,andnotquitesteady。
\"David,mayIsee——thatletter?\"
Theboyhesitated;thenslowlyhedrewitfromhispocket。
\"Yes,Mr。Jack。I’llletYOUseeit。\"
Reverently,tenderly,butveryeagerlythemantookthenoteandreaditthrough,hopingsomewheretofindanamethatwouldhelpsolvethemystery。Withasighhehandeditback。Hiseyeswerewet。
\"Thankyou,David。Thatisabeautifulletter,\"hesaidsoftly。
\"AndIbelieveyou’lldoitsomeday,too。You’llgotohimwithyourviolinatyourchinandthebowdrawnacrossthestringstotellhimofthebeautifulworldyouhavefound。\"
\"Yes,sir,\"saidDavidsimply。Then,withasuddenlyradiantsmile:\"AndNOWIcan’thelpfindingitabeautifulworld,youknow,’causeIdon’tcountthehoursIdon’tlike。\"
\"Youdon’twhat?——oh,Iremember,\"returnedMr。Jack,aquickchangecomingtohisface。
\"Yes,thesundial,youknow,wheremyLadyoftheRoseslives。\"
\"Jack,whatisasundial?\"brokeinJilleagerly。
Jackturned,asifinrelief。
\"Hullo,girlie,youthere?——andsostillallthistime?AskDavid。He’lltellyouwhatasundialis。Suppose,anyhow,thatyoutwogooutonthepiazzanow。I’vegot——er-someworktodo。
Andthesunitselfisout;see?——throughthetreesthere。Itcameoutjusttosay’good-night,’I’msure。Runalong,quick!\"Andheplayfullydrovethemfromtheroom。
Alone,heturnedandsatdownathisdesk。Hisworkwasbeforehim,buthedidnotdoit。HiseyeswereoutofthewindowonthegoldentopsofthetowersofSunnycrest。Motionless,hewatchedthemuntiltheyturnedgray-whiteinthetwilight。Thenhepickeduphispencilandbegantowritefeverishly。Hewenttothewindow,however,asDavidsteppedofftheveranda,andcalledmerrily:——
\"Remember,boy,thatwhenthere’sanothernotethatbafflesme,I’mgoingtosendforyou。\"
\"He’scominganyhow。Iaskedhim,\"announcedJill。
AndDavidlaughedbackahappy\"OfcourseIam!\"
CHAPTERXIV
THETOWERWINDOW
Itisnottobeexpectedthatwhenone’sthoughtsleadsopersistentlytoacertainplace,one’sfeetwillnotfollow,iftheycan;andDavid’scould——sohewenttoseekhisLadyoftheRoses。
Atfouro’clockoneafternoon,withhisviolinunderhisarm,hetraveledthefirmwhiteroaduntilhecametotheshadowedpaththatledtothegarden。Hehaddecidedthathewouldgoexactlyashewentbefore。Heexpected,inconsequence,tofindhisLadyexactlyashehadfoundherbefore,sittingreadingundertheroses。Greatwashissurpriseanddisappointment,therefore,tofindthegardenwithnooneinit。
Hehadtoldhimselfthatitwasthesundial,theroses,theshimmeringpool,thegardenitselfthathewantedtosee;butheknewnowthatitwasthelady——hisLadyoftheRoses。Hedidnotevencaretoplay,thoughallaroundhimwasthebeautythathadatfirstsocharmedhiseye。Veryslowlyhewalkedacrossthesunlit,emptyspace,andenteredthepaththatledtothehouse。
Inhismindwasnodefiniteplan;yethewalkedonandon,untilhecametothewidelawnssurroundingthehouseitself。Hestoppedthen,entranced。
Stoneuponstonethemajesticpileraiseditselfuntilitwasetched,clean-cut,againstthedeepblueofthesky。Thetowers——histowers——broughttoDavid’slipsacryofdelight。
Theywereevenmoreenchantingherethanwhenseenfromafaroverthetree-tops,andDavidgazedupattheminawedwonder。Fromsomewherecamethesoundofmusic——acurioussortofmusicthatDavidhadneverheardbefore。Helistenedintently,tryingtoplaceit;thenslowlyhecrossedthelawn,ascendedtheimposingstonesteps,andsoftlyopenedoneofthenarrowscreendoorsbeforethewide-openFrenchwindow。
OncewithintheroomDaviddrewalongbreathofecstasy。Beneathhisfeethefeltthevelvetsoftnessofthegreenmossofthewoods。Abovehisheadhesawasky-likecanopyofbluecarryingfleecycloudsonwhichfloatedlittlepink-and-whitechildrenwithwings,justasDavidhimselfhadsooftenwishedthathecouldfloat。Onallsidessilkenhangings,likethegreenofswayingvines,half-hidotherhangingsoffeathery,snowflakelace。EverywheremirroredwallscaughtthelightandreflectedthepottedfernsandpalmssothatDavidlookeddownendlessvistasoflovelinessthatseemedforalltheworldlikethelongsunfleckedaislesbeneaththetallpinesofhismountainhome。
ThemusicthatDavidhadheardatfirsthadlongsincestopped;
butDavidhadnotnoticedthat。Hestoodnowinthecenteroftheroom,awed,andtrembling,butenraptured。Thenfromsomewherecameavoice——avoicesocoldthatitsoundedasifithadsweptacrossafieldofice。
\"Well,boy,whenyouhavequitefinishedyourinspection,perhapsyouwilltellmetowhatIamindebtedforTHISvisit,\"itsaid。
Davidturnedabruptly。
\"OLadyoftheRoses,whydidn’tyoutellmeitwaslikethis——inhere?\"hebreathed。
\"Well,really,\"murmuredtheladyinthedoorway,stiffly,\"ithadnotoccurredtomethatthatwashardly——necessary。\"
\"Butitwas!——don’tyousee?Thisisnew,allnew。Ineversawanythinglikeitbefore;andIdosolovenewthings。Itgivesmesomethingnewtoplay;don’tyouunderstand?\"
\"New——toplay?\"
\"Yes——onmyviolin,\"explainedDavid,alittlebreathlessly,softlytestinghisviolin。\"There’salwayssomethingnewinthis,youknow,\"hehurriedon,ashetightenedoneofthestrings,\"whenthere’sanythingnewoutside。Now,listen!YouseeIdon’tknowmyselfjusthowit’sgoingtosound,andI’malwayssoanxioustofindout。\"Andwithajoyouslyraptfacehebegantoplay。
\"But,seehere,boy,——youmustn’t!You——\"Thewordsdiedonherlips;and,toherunboundedamazement,MissBarbaraHolbrook,whohadintendedperemptorilytosendthispersistentlittletrampboyabouthisbusiness,foundherselflisteningtoamelodysocompellinginitssonorousbeautythatshewasleftalmostspeechlessatitsclose。Itwastheboywhospoke。
\"There,Itoldyoumyviolinwouldknowwhattosay!\"
\"’Whattosay’!——well,that’smorethanIdo\"laughedMissHolbrook,alittlehysterically。\"Boy,comehereandtellmewhoyouare。\"Andsheledthewaytoalowdivanthatstoodnearaharpatthefarendoftheroom。
Itwasthesamestory,toldasDavidhadtoldittoJackandJillafewdaysbefore,onlythistimeDavid’seyeswererovingadmiringlyallabouttheroom,restingoftenestontheharpsonearhim。
\"DidthatmakethemusicthatIheard?\"heaskedeagerly,assoonasMissHolbrook’squestionsgavehimopportunity。\"It’sgotstrings。\"
\"Yes。Iwasplayingwhenyoucamein。Isawyouenterthewindow。
Really,David,areyouinthehabitofwalkingintopeople’shouseslikethis?Itismostdisconcerting——totheirowners。\"
\"Yes——no——well,sometimes。\"David’seyeswerestillontheharp。
\"LadyoftheRoses,won’tyoupleaseplayagain——onthat?\"
\"David,youareincorrigible!Whydidyoucomeintomyhouselikethis?\"
\"Themusicsaid’come’;andthetowers,too。Yousee,IKNOWthetowers。\"
\"YouKNOWthem!\"
\"Yes。Icanseethemfromsomanyplaces,andIalwayswatchforthem。Theyshowbestofanywhere,though,fromJackandJill’s。
Andnowwon’tyouplay?\"
MissHolbrookhadalmostrisentoherfeetwhensheturnedabruptly。
\"From——where?\"sheasked。
\"FromJackandJill’s——theHousethatJackBuilt,youknow。\"
\"Youmean——Mr。JohnGurnsey’shouse?\"AdeepercolorhadcomeintoMissHolbrook’scheeks。
\"Yes。Overthereatthetopofthelittlehillacrossthebrook,youknow。Youcan’tseeTHEIRhousefromhere,butfromovertherewecanseethetowersfinely,andthelittlewindow——Oh,LadyoftheRoses,\"hebrokeoffexcitedly,atthenewthoughtthathadcometohim,\"ifwe,now,wereinthatlittlewindow,weCOULDseetheirhouse。Let’sgoup。Can’twe?\"
Explicitasthiswas,MissHolbrookevidentlydidnothear,oratleastdidnotunderstand,thisrequest。Shesettledbackonthedivan,indeed,almostdeterminedly。Hercheekswereveryrednow。
\"Anddoyouknow——thisMr。Jack?\"sheaskedlightly。
\"Yes,andJill,too。Don’tyou?Ilikethem,too。DOyouknowthem?\"
AgainMissHolbrookignoredthequestionputtoher。\"Anddidyouwalkintotheirhouse,unannouncedanduninvited,likethis?\"shequeried。
\"No。Heaskedme。Youseehewantedtogetoffsomeofthedirtandbloodbeforeotherfolkssawme。\"
\"Thedirtand——and——why,David,whatdoyoumean?Whatwasit——anaccident?\"
Davidfrownedandreflectedamoment。
\"No。Ididitonpurpose。IHADto,yousee,\"hefinallyelucidated。\"Butthereweresixofthem,andIgottheworstofit。\"
\"David!\"MissHolbrook’svoicewashorrified。\"Youdon’tmean——afight!\"
\"Yes’m。Iwantedthecat——andIgotit,butIwouldn’thaveifMr。Jackhadn’tcometohelpme。\"
\"Oh!SoMr。Jack——fought,too?\"
\"Well,hepulledtheothersoff,andofcoursethathelpedme,\"
explainedDavidtruthfully。\"Andthenhetookmehome——heandJill。\"
\"Jill!Wassheinit?\"
\"No,onlyhercat。Theyhadtiedabagoveritsheadandatincantoitstail,andofcourseIcouldn’tletthemdothat。Theywerehurtingher。Andnow,LadyoftheRoses,won’tyoupleaseplay?\"
ForamomentMissHolbrookdidnotspeak。ShewasgazingatDavidwithanoddlookinhereyes。Atlastshedrewalongsigh。
\"David,youarethe——theLIMIT!\"shebreathed,assheroseandseatedherselfattheharp。
Davidwasmanifestlydelightedwithherplaying,andbeggedformorewhenshehadfinished;butMissHolbrookshookherhead。Sheseemedtohavegrownsuddenlyrestless,andshemovedabouttheroomcallingDavid’sattentiontosomethingneweachmoment。
Then,veryabruptly,shesuggestedthattheygoupstairs。Fromroomtoroomshehurriedtheboy,scarcelylisteningtohisardentcomments,oransweringhisstillmoreardentquestions。
Notuntiltheyreachedthehighesttowerroom,indeed,didshesinkwearilyintoachair,andseemforamomentatrest。
Davidlookedabouthiminsurprise。Evenhisuntrainedeyecouldseethathehadenteredadifferentworld。Therewerenosumptuousrugs,nosilkenhangings;nomirrors,nosnowflakecurtains。Therewerebooks,tobesure,butbesidesthosetherewereonlyaplainlowtable,awork-basket,andthreeorfourwooden-seatedthoughcomfortablechairs。WithincreasingwonderhelookedintoMissHolbrook’seyes。
\"Isitherethatyoustay——allday?\"heaskeddiffidently。
MissHolbrook’sfaceturnedavividscarlet。
\"Why,David,whataquestion!Ofcoursenot!WhyshouldyouthinkIdid?\"
\"Nothing;onlyI’vebeenwonderingallthetimeI’vebeenherehowyoucould——withallthosebeautifulthingsaroundyoudownstairs——saywhatyoudid。\"
\"Saywhat?——when?\"
\"Thatotherdayinthegarden——aboutALLyourhoursbeingcloudyones。SoIdidn’tknowto-daybutwhatyouLIVEDuphere,sameasMrs。Hollydoesn’tuseherbestrooms;andthatwaswhyyourhourswereallcloudyones。\"
WithasuddenmovementMissHolbrookrosetoherfeet。
\"Nonsense,David!Youshouldn’talwaysremembereverythingthatpeoplesaytoyou。Come,youhaven’tseenoneoftheviewsfromthewindowsyet。Weareinthelargertower,youknow。YoucanseeHinsdalevillageonthisside,andthere’safineviewofthemountainsoverthere。Ohyes,andfromtheothersidethere’syourfriend’shouse——Mr。Jack’s。Bytheway,howisMr。Jackthesedays?\"MissHolbrookstoopedassheaskedthequestionandpickedupabitofthreadfromtherug。
DavidranatoncetothewindowthatlookedtowardtheHousethatJackBuilt。Fromthetowerthelittlehouseappearedtobesmallerthanever。Itwasintheshadow,too,andlookedstrangelyaloneandforlorn。Unconsciously,ashegazedatit,Davidcompareditwiththemagnificencehehadjustseen。Hisvoicechokedasheanswered。
\"Heisn’twell,LadyoftheRoses,andhe’sunhappy。He’sawfullyunhappy。\"
MissHolbrook’sslenderfigurecameupwithajerk。
\"Whatdoyoumean,boy?Howdoyouknowhe’sunhappy?Hashesaidso?\"
\"No;butMrs。Hollytoldmeabouthim。He’ssick;andhe’djustfoundhisworktodooutintheworldwhenhehadtostopandcomehome。But——oh,quick,thereheis!See?\"
InsteadofcomingnearerMissHolbrookfellbacktothecenteroftheroom;buthereyeswerestillturnedtowardthelittlehouse。
\"Yes,Isee,\"shemurmured。ThenextinstantshehadsnatchedahandkerchieffromDavid’soutstretchedhand。\"No——no——Iwouldn’twave,\"sheremonstratedhurriedly。\"Come——comedownstairswithme。\"
\"ButIthought——Iwassurehewaslookingthisway,\"assertedDavid,turningreluctantlyfromthewindow。\"AndifheHADseenmewavetohim,he’dhavebeensoglad;now,wouldn’the?\"
Therewasnoanswer。TheLadyoftheRosesdidnotapparentlyhear。Shehadgoneondownthestairway。
CHAPTERXV
SECRETS
DavidhadsomuchtotellJackandJillthathewenttoseethemtheverynextdayafterhissecondvisittoSunnycrest。Hecarriedhisviolinwithhim。Hefound,however,onlyJillathome。Shewassittingontheverandasteps。
Therewasnotsomuchembarrassmentbetweenthemthistime,perhapsbecausetheywereinthefreedomofthewideout-of-doors,andDavidfeltmoreatease。Hewasplainlydisappointed,however,thatMr。Jackwasnotthere。
\"ButIwantedtoseehim!Iwantedtoseehim’specially,\"helamented。
\"You’dbetterstay,then。He’llbehomebyandby,\"comfortedJill。\"He’sgonepot-boiling。\"
\"Pot-boiling!What’sthat?\"
Jillchuckled。
\"Well,yousee,reallyit’sthisway:hesellssomethingtoboilinotherpeople’spotssohecanhavesomethingtoboilinours,hesays。It’sstufffromthegarden,youknow。Weraiseittosell。PoorJack——andhedoeshateitso!\"
Davidnoddedsympathetically。
\"Iknow——anditmustbeawful,justhoeingandweedingallthetime。\"
\"Still,ofcourseheknowshe’sgottodoit,becauseit’soutofdoors,andhejusthastobeoutofdoorsallhecan,\"rejoinedthegirl。\"He’ssick,youknow,andsometimeshe’ssounhappy!Hedoesn’tsaymuch。Jackneversaysmuch——onlywithhisface。ButIknow,andit——itjustmakesmewanttocry。\"
AtDavid’sdismayedexclamationJilljumpedtoherfeet。Itownedtohersuddenlythatshewastellingthisunknownboyaltogethertoomanyofthefamilysecrets。Sheproposedatoncearacetothefootofthehill;andthen,todriveDavid’smindstillfartherawayfromthesubjectunderrecentconsideration,shedeliberatelylost,andproclaimedhimthevictor。
Verysoon,however,therearosenewcomplicationsintheshapeofalittlegatethatledtoapathwhich,initsturn,ledtoafootbridgeacrossthenarrowspanofthelittlestream。
AbovethetreesontheothersidepeepedthetopofSunnycrest’shighesttower。
\"TotheLadyoftheRoses!\"criedDavideagerly。\"Iknowitgoesthere。Come,let’ssee!\"
Thelittlegirlshookherhead。
\"Ican’t。\"
\"Whynot?\"
\"Jackwon’tletme。\"
\"Butitgoestoabeautifulplace;Iwasthereyesterday,\"arguedDavid。\"AndIwasupinthetowerandalmostwavedtoMr。Jackonthepiazzabackthere。Isawhim。Andmaybeshe’dletyouandmegoupthereagainto-day。\"
\"ButIcan’t,Isay,\"repeatedJill,alittleimpatiently。\"Jackwon’tletmeevenstart。\"
\"Whynot?Maybehedoesn’tknowwhereitgoesto。\"
Jillhungherhead。Thensheraiseditdefiantly。
\"Oh,yes,hedoes,’causeItoldhim。IusedtogowhenIwaslittlerandhewasn’there。Iwentonce,afterhecame,——halfway,——andhesawmeandcalledtome。Ihadgothalfwayacrossthebridge,butIhadtocomeback。Hewasveryangry,yetsortof——queer,too。Hisfacewasallsternandwhite,andhislipssnappedtightshutaftereveryword。Hesaidnever,never,nevertolethimfindmetheothersideofthatgate。\"
Davidfrownedastheyturnedtogoupthehill。UnhesitatinglyhedeterminedtoinstructMr。Jackinthislittlematter。HewouldtellhimwhatabeautifulplaceSunnycrestwas,andhewouldtrytoconvincehimhowverydesirableitwasthatheandJill,andevenMr。Jackhimself,shouldgoacrossthebridgeattheveryfirstopportunitythatoffered。
Mr。Jackcamehomebeforelong,butDavidquiteforgottospeakofthefootbridgejustthen,chieflybecauseMr。JackgotouthisviolinandaskedDavidtocomeinandplayaduetwithhim。Theduet,however,soonbecameasolo,forsogreatwasMr。Jack’sdelightinDavid’splayingthatheplacedbeforetheboyonesheetofmusicafteranother,beggingandstillbeggingformore。
David,nothingloath,playedonandon。Mostofthemusicheknew,havingalreadylearneditinhismountainhome。Likeoldfriendsthemelodiesseemed,andsogladwasDavidtoseetheirnotesagainthathefinishedeachproductionwithalittleimprovisedcadenzaofecstaticwelcome——toMr。Jack’sincreasingsurpriseanddelight。
\"GreatScott!you’reawonder,David,\"heexclaimed,atlast。
\"Pooh!asifthatwasanythingwonderful,\"laughedtheboy。\"Why,Iknewthoseagesago,Mr。Jack。It’sonlythatI’msogladtoseethemagain——thenotes,youknow。Yousee,Ihaven’tanymusicnow。Itwasallinthebag(whatwebrought),andweleftthatontheway。\"
\"Youleftit!\"
\"Yes,’twasso,heavy\"murmuredDavidabstractedly,hisfingersbusywiththepileofmusicbeforehim。\"Oh,andhere’sanotherone,\"hecriedexultingly。\"Thisiswherethewindsighs,’oou——OOU——OOU’throughthepines。Listen!\"Andhewasawayagainonthewingsofhisviolin。WhenhehadreturnedMr。Jackdrewalongbreath。
\"David,youareawonder,\"hedeclaredagain。\"Andthatviolinofyoursisawonder,too,ifI’mnotmistaken,——thoughIdon’tknowenoughtotellwhetherit’sreallyarareoneornot。Wasityourfather’s?\"
\"Oh,no。Hehadone,too,andtheybotharegoodones。Fathersaidso。Joe’sgotfather’snow。\"
\"Joe?\"
\"JoeGlaspell。\"
\"Youdon’tmeanWidowGlaspell’sJoe,theblindboy?Ididn’tknowhecouldplay。\"
\"Hecouldn’ttillIshowedhim。Buthelikestohearmeplay。
Andheunderstood——rightaway,Imean。\"
\"UNDERSTOOD!\"
\"WhatIwasplaying,youknow。Andhewasalmostthefirstonethatdid——sincefatherwentaway。AndnowIplayeverytimeIgothere。Joesaysheneverknewbeforehowtreesandgrassandsunsetsandsunrisesandbirdsandlittlebrooksdidlook,tillI
toldhimwithmyviolin。NowhesayshethinkshecanseethembetterthanIcan,becauseaslongashisOUTSIDEeyescan’tseeanything,theycan’tseethoseuglythingsallaroundhim,andsohecanjustmakehisINSIDEeyesseeonlythebeautifulthingsthathe’dLIKEtosee。Andthat’sthekindhedoesseewhenI
play。That’swhyIsaidheunderstood。\"
Foramomenttherewassilence。InMr。Jack’seyestherewasanoddlookastheyrestedonDavid’sface。Then,abruptly,hespoke。
\"David,IwishIhadmoney。I’dputyouthenwhereyoubelonged,\"
hesighed。
\"Doyoumean——whereI’dfindmyworktodo?\"askedtheboysoftly。
\"Well——yes;youmightsayitthatway,\"smiledtheman,afteramoment’shesitation——notyetwasMr。Jackquiteusedtothisboywhowasattimessoveryun-boylike。
\"Fathertoldme’twaswaitingforme——somewhere。\"
Mr。Jackfrownedthoughtfully。
\"Andhewasright,David。Theonlytroubleis,weliketopickitoutforourselves,prettywell,——toowell,aswefindoutsometimes,whenwe’recalledoff——foranotherjob。\"
\"Iknow,Mr。Jack,Iknow,\"breathedDavid。Andtheman,lookingintotheglowingdarkeyes,wonderedatwhathefoundthere。Itwasalmostasiftheboyreallyunderstoodabouthisownlife’sdisappointment——andcared;thoughthat,ofcourse,couldnotbe!
\"Andit’sallthehardertokeepourselvesintunethen,too,isn’tit?\"wentonDavid,alittlewistfully。
\"Intune?\"
\"WiththerestoftheOrchestra。\"
\"Oh!\"AndMr。Jack,whohadalreadyheardaboutthe\"OrchestraofLife,\"smiledabitsadly。\"That’sjustit,myboy。Andifwe’rehandedanotherinstrumenttoplayonthantheoneweWANT
toplayon,we’reaptto——toletflyadiscord。Anyhow,Iam。
But\"——hewentonmorelightly——\"now,inyourcase,David,littleasIknowabouttheviolin,Iknowenoughtounderstandthatyououghttobewhereyoucantakeupyourstudyofitagain;whereyoucanheargoodmusic,andwhereyoucanbeamongthosewhoknowenoughtoappreciatewhatyoudo。\"
David’seyessparkled。
\"Andwheretherewouldn’tbeanypullingweedsorhoeingdirt?\"
\"Well,Ihadn’tthoughtofincludingeitherofthosepastimes。\"
\"My,butIwouldlikethat,Mr。Jack!——butTHATwouldn’tbeWORK,sothatcouldn’tbewhatfathermeant。\"David’sfacefell。
\"Hm-m;well,Iwouldn’tworryaboutthe’work’part,\"laughedMr。Jack,\"particularlyasyouaren’tgoingtodoitjustnow。
There’sthemoney,youknow,——andwehaven’tgotthat。\"
\"Andittakesmoney?\"
\"Well——yes。Youcan’tgetthosethingshereinHinsdale,youknow;andittakesmoney,togetaway,andtoliveawayafteryougetthere。\"
AsuddenlighttransfiguredDavid’sface。
\"Mr。Jack,wouldgolddoit?——lotsoflittleroundgold-pieces?\"
\"Ithinkitwould,David,iftherewereenoughofthem。\"
\"Manyasahundred?\"
\"Sure——iftheywerebigenough。Anyway,David,they’dstartyou,andI’mthinkingyouwouldn’tneedbutastartbeforeyou’dbecoininggold-piecesofyourownoutofthatviolinofyours。Butwhy?Anybodyyouknowgotas’manyasahundred’gold-pieceshewantstogetridof?\"
ForamomentDavid,hisdelightedthoughtsflyingtothegold-piecesinthechimneycupboardofhisroom,wastemptedtotellhissecret。Thenherememberedthewomanwiththebreadandthepailofmilk,anddecidednotto。Hewouldwait。WhenheknewMr。Jackbetter——perhapsthenhewouldtell;butnotnow。NOW
Mr。Jackmightthinkhewasathief,andthathecouldnotbear。
Sohetookuphisviolinandbegantoplay;andinthecharmofthemusicMr。Jackseemedtoforgetthegold-pieces——whichwasexactlywhatDavidhadintendedshouldhappen。
NotuntilDavidhadsaidgood-byesometimelater,didherememberthepurpose——thespecialpurpose——forwhichhehadcome。
Heturnedbackwitharadiantface。
\"Oh,andMr。Jack,I’mostforgot,\"hecried。\"Iwasgoingtotellyou。Isawyouyesterday——Idid,andIalmostwavedtoyou。\"
\"Didyou?Wherewereyou?\"
\"Overthereinthewindow——thetowerwindow\"hecrowedjubilantly。
\"Oh,youwentagain,then,Isuppose,toseeMissHolbrook。\"
Theman’svoicesoundedsooddlycoldanddistantthatDavidnoticeditatonce。HewasremindedsuddenlyofthegateandthefootbridgewhichJillwasforbiddentocross;buthedarednotspeakofitthen——notwhenMr。Jacklookedlikethat。Hedidsay,however:——
\"Oh,but,Mr。Jack,it’ssuchabeautifulplace!Youdon’tknowwhatabeautifulplaceitis。\"
\"Isit?Then,youlikeitsomuch?\"
\"Oh,somuch!But——didn’tyouever——seeit?\"
\"Why,yes,IbelieveIdid,David,longago,\"murmuredMr。JackwithwhatseemedtoDavidamazingindifference。
\"AnddidyouseeHER——myLadyoftheRoses?\"
\"Why,y——yes——Ibelieveso。\"
\"AndisTHATallyourememberaboutit?\"resentedDavid,highlyoffended。
Themangavealaugh——alittleshort,hardlaughthatDaviddidnotlike。
\"But,letmesee;yousaidyoualmostwaved,didn’tyou?Whydidn’tyou,quite?\"askedtheman。
Daviddrewhimselfsuddenlyerect。InstinctivelyhefeltthathisLadyoftheRosesneededdefense。
\"BecauseSHEdidn’twantmeto;soIdidn’t,ofcourse,\"herejoinedwithdignity。\"Shetookawaymyhandkerchief。\"
\"I’llwarrantshedid,\"mutteredtheman,behindhisteeth。Aloudheonlylaughedagain,asheturnedaway。
Davidwentondownthesteps,dissatisfiedvaguelywithhimself,withMr。Jack,andevenwiththeLadyoftheRoses。
CHAPTERXVI
DAVID’SCASTLEINSPAIN
OnhisreturnfromtheHousethatJackBuilt,Daviddecidedtocounthisgold-pieces。Hegotthemoutatoncefrombehindthebooks,andstackedthemupinlittleshiningrows。Ashehadsurmised,therewereahundredofthem。Therewere,indeed,ahundredandsix。Hewaspleasedatthat。Onehundredandsixweresurelyenoughtogivehima\"start。\"
Astart!Davidclosedhiseyesandpicturedit。Togoonwithhisviolin,toheargoodmusic,tobewithpeoplewhounderstoodwhathesaidwhenheplayed!ThatwaswhatMr。Jackhadsaida\"start\"
was。Andthisgold——theseroundshiningbitsofgold——couldbringhimthis!Davidsweptthelittlepilesintoajinglingheap,andsprangtohisfeetwithbothfistsfullofhissuddenlybelovedwealth。Withboyishgleehecaperedabouttheroom,jinglingthecoinsinhishands。Then,verysoberly,hesatdownagain,andbegantogatherthegoldtoputaway。
Hewouldbewise——hewouldbesensible。Hewouldwatchhischance,andwhenitcamehewouldgoaway。First,however,hewouldtellMr。JackandJoe,andtheLadyoftheRoses;yes,andtheHollys,too。Justnowthereseemedtobework,realworkthathecoulddotohelpMr。Holly。Butlater,possiblywhenSeptembercameandschool,——theyhadsaidhemustgotoschool,——hewouldtellthemthen,andgoawayinstead。Hewouldsee。Bythattimetheywouldbelievehim,perhaps,whenheshowedthegold-pieces。
Theywouldnotthinkhehad——STOLENthem。ItwasAugustnow;hewouldwait。Butmeanwhilehecouldthink——hecouldalwaysbethinkingofthewonderfulthingthatthisgoldwasonedaytobringtohim。
Evenwork,toDavid,didnotseemworknow。Inthemorninghewastorakehaybehindthemenwiththecart。Yesterdayhehadnotlikeditverywell;butnow——nothingmatterednow。AndwithasatisfiedsighDavidputhispreciousgoldawayagainbehindthebooksinthecupboard。
Davidfoundanewsonginhisviolinthenextmorning。Tobesure,hecouldnotplayit——muchofit——untilfouro’clockintheafternooncame;forMr。Hollydidnotlikeviolinstobeplayedinthemorning,evenondaysthatwerenotespeciallytheLord’s。
Therewastoomuchworktodo。SoDavidcouldonlysnatchastrainortwovery,verysoftly,whilehewasdressing;butthatwasenoughtoshowhimwhatabeautifulsongitwasgoingtobe。
Heknewwhatitwas,atonce,too。Itwasthegold-pieces,andwhattheywouldbring。Allthroughthedayittrippedthroughhisconsciousness,anddancedtantalizinglyjustoutofreach。Yethewaswonderfullyhappy,andthedayseemedshortinspiteoftheheatandtheweariness。
Atfouro’clockhehurriedhomeandputhisviolinquicklyintune。Itcamethen——thatdancingspriteoftantalization——andjoyouslyabandoneditselftothestringsoftheviolin,sothatDavidknew,ofasurety,whatabeautifulsongitwas。
ItwasthissongthatsenthimthenextafternoontoseehisLadyoftheRoses。Hefoundherthistimeoutofdoorsinhergarden。
Unceremoniously,asusual,herushedheadlongintoherpresence。
\"Oh,Lady——LadyoftheRoses,\"hepanted。\"I’vefoundout,andI
camequicklytotellyou。\"
\"Why,David,what——whatdoyoumean?\"MissHolbrooklookedunmistakablystartled。
\"Aboutthehours,youknow,——theuncloudedones,\"explainedDavideagerly。\"YouknowyousaidtheywereALLcloudytoyou。\"
MissHolbrook’sfacegrewverywhite。
\"Youmean——you’vefoundoutWHYmyhoursare——areallcloudyones?\"shestammered。
\"No,oh,no。Ican’timaginewhytheyare,\"returnedDavid,withanemphaticshakeofhishead。\"It’sjustthatI’vefoundawaytomakeallmyhourssunnyones,andyoucandoit,too。SoI
cametotellyou。Youknowyousaidyourswereallcloudy。\"
\"Oh,\"ejaculatedMissHolbrook,fallingbackintoheroldlistlessattitude。Then,withsomeasperity:\"Dearme,David!Didn’tItellyounottoberememberingthatallthetime?\"
\"Yes,Iknow,butI’veLEARNEDsomething,\"urgedtheboy;
\"somethingthatyououghttoknow。Yousee,Ididthink,once,thatbecauseyouhadallthesebeautifulthingsaroundyou,thehoursoughttobeallsunnyones。ButnowIknowitisn’twhat’saroundyou;it’swhatisINyou!\"
\"Oh,David,David,youcuriousboy!\"
\"No,butreally!Letmetellyou,\"pleadedDavid。\"YouknowI
haven’tlikedthem,——allthosehourstillfouro’clockcame,——andIwassoglad,afterIsawthesundial,tofindoutthattheydidn’tcount,anyhow。Butto-daytheyHAVE
counted——they’veallcounted,LadyoftheRoses;andit’sjustbecausetherewassomethinginsideofmethatshoneandshone,andmadethemallsunny——thosehours。\"
\"Dearme!Andwhatwasthiswonderfulthing?\"
Davidsmiled,butheshookhishead。
\"Ican’ttellyouthatyet——inwords;butI’llplayit。Yousee,Ican’talwaysplaythemtwicealike,——thoselittlesongsthatI
find,——butthisoneIcan。Itsangsolonginmyhead,beforemyviolinhadachancetotellmewhatitreallywas,thatIsortoflearnedit。Now,listen!\"Andbebegantoplay。
Itwas,indeed,abeautifulsong,andMissHolbrooksaidsowithpromptnessandenthusiasm;yetstillDavidfrowned。
\"Yes,yes,\"heanswered,\"butdon’tyousee?Thatwastellingyouaboutsomethinginsideofmethatmadeallmyhourssunshinyones。Now,whatyouwantissomethinginsideofyoutomakeyourssunshiny,too。Don’tyousee?\"
AnoddlookcameintoMissHolbrook’seyes。
\"That’sallverywellforyoutosay,David,butyouhaven’ttoldmeyet,youknow,justwhatitisthat’smadeallthisbrightnessforyou。\"
Theboychangedhisposition,andpuckeredhisforeheadintoadeeperfrown。
\"Idon’tseemtoexplainsoyoucanunderstand,\"hesighed。\"Itisn’ttheSPECIALthing。It’sonlythatit’sSOMETHING。Andit’sthinkingaboutitthatdoesit。Now,minewouldn’tmakeyoursshine,but——still,\"——hebrokeoff,ahappyreliefinhiseyes,——\"yourscouldbeLIKEmine,inoneway。Mineissomethingthatisgoingtohappentome——somethingjustbeautiful;andyoucouldhavethat,youknow,——somethingthatwasgoingtohappentoyou,tothinkabout。\"
MissHolbrooksmiled,butonlywithherlips,Hereyeshadgrownsomber。
\"Butthereisn’tanything’justbeautiful’goingtohappentome,David,\"shedemurred。
\"Therecould,couldn’tthere?\"
MissHolbrookbit,herlip;thenshegaveanoddlittlelaughthatseemed,insomeway,togowiththeswiftredthathadcometohercheeks。
\"Iusedtothinktherecould——once,\"sheadmitted;\"butI’vegiventhatuplongago。It——itdidn’thappen。\"
\"Butcouldn’tyoujustTHINKitwasgoingto?\"persistedtheboy。\"YouseeIfoundoutyesterdaythatit’stheTHINKINGthatdoesit。AlldaylongIwasthinking——onlythinking。Iwasn’tDOINGit,atall。Iwasreallyrakingbehindthecart;butthehoursallweresunny。\"
MissHolbrooklaughednowoutright。
\"Whatapersistentlittlemental-sciencepreacheryouare!\"sheexclaimed。\"Andthere’struth——moretruththanyouknow——initall,too。ButIcan’tdoit,David,——notthat——notthat。’TwouldtakemorethanTHINKING——tobringthat,\"sheadded,underherbreath,asiftoherself。
\"Butthinkingdoesbringthings,\"maintainedDavidearnestly。
\"There’sJoe——JoeGlaspell。Hismotherworksoutallday;andhe’sblind。\"
\"Blind?Oh-h!\"shudderedMissHolbrook。
\"Yes;andhehastostayallalone,exceptforBetty,andsheisn’ttheremuch。HeTHINKSALLhisthings。Hehasto。Hecan’tSEE
anythingwithhisoutsideeyes。Butheseeseverythingwithhisinsideeyes——everythingthatIplay。Why,LadyoftheRoses,he’sevenseenthis——allthishere。Itoldhimaboutit,youknow,rightawayafterI’dfoundyouthatfirstday:thebigtreesandthelongshadowsacrossthegrass,andtheroses,andtheshiningwater,andthelovelymarblepeoplepeepingthroughthegreenleaves;andthesundial,andyousobeautifulsittinghereinthemiddleofitall。ThenIplayeditforhim;andhesaidhecouldseeitalljustasplain!AndTHATwaswithhisinsideeyes!Andso,ifJoe,shutupthereinhisdarklittleroom,canmakehisTHINKbringhimallthat,IshouldthinkthatYOU,hereinthisbeautiful,beautifulplace,couldmakeyourthinkbringyouanythingyouwanteditto。\"
ButMissHolbrooksighedagainandshookherhead。
\"Notthat,David,notthat,\"shemurmured。\"Itwouldtakemorethanthinkingtobring——that。\"Then,withaquickchangeofmanner,shecried:\"Come,come,supposewedon’tworryanymoreaboutMYhours。Let’sthinkofyours。Tellme,whathaveyoubeendoingsinceIsawyoulast?Perhapsyouhavebeenagainto——toseeMr。Jack,forinstance。\"
\"Ihave;butIsawJillmostly,tillthelast。\"Davidhesitated,thenheblurteditout:\"LadyoftheRoses,doyouknowaboutthegateandthefootbridge?\"
MissHolbrooklookedupquickly。
\"Know——what,David?\"
\"Knowaboutthem——thatthey’rethere?\"
\"Why——yes,ofcourse;atleast,Isupposeyoumeanthefootbridgethatcrossesthelittlestreamatthefootofthehilloverthere。\"
\"That’stheone。\"AgainDavidhesitated,andagainheblurtedouttheburdenofhisthoughts。\"LadyoftheRoses,didyouever——crossthatbridge?\"
MissHolbrookstirreduneasily。
\"Not——recently。\"
\"Butyoudon’tMINDfolkscrossingit?\"
\"Certainlynot——iftheywishto。\"
\"There!Iknew’twasn’tyourblame,\"triumphedDavid。
\"MYblame!\"
\"Yes;thatMr。Jackwouldn’tletJillcomeacross,youknow。Hecalledherbackwhenshe’dgothalfwayoveronce。\"MissHolbrook’sfacechangedcolor。
\"ButIdoobject,\"shecriedsharply,\"totheircrossingitwhentheyDON’Twantto!Don’tforgetthat,please。\"
\"ButJilldidwantto。\"
\"Howaboutherbrother——didhewantherto?\"
\"N——no。\"
\"Verywell,then。Ididn’t,either。\"
Davidfrowned。NeverhadheseenhisbelovedLadyoftheRoseslooklikethisbefore。HewasremindedofwhatJillhadsaidaboutJack:\"Hisfacewasallsternandwhite,andhislipssnappedtightshutaftereveryword。\"So,too,lookedMissHolbrook’sface;so,too,hadherlipssnappedtightshutafterherlastwords。Davidcouldnotunderstandit。Hesaidnothingmore,however;but,aswasusuallythecasewhenhewasperplexed,hepickeduphisviolinandbegantoplay。Andasheplayed,theregraduallycametoMissHolbrook’seyesasofterlight,andtoherlipslineslesstightlydrawn。NeitherthefootbridgenorMr。Jack,however,wasmentionedagainthatafternoon。