Inspiteofallthis,however,Davidsoevidentlydidhisbesttocarryoutthe\"dos\"andavoidthe\"don’ts,\"thatatfouro’clockthatfirstMondayhewonfromthesternbutwould-be-justFarmerHollyhisfreedomfortherestoftheday;andverygaylyhesetoffforawalk。Hewentwithouthisviolin,astherewasthesmellofrainintheair;buthisfaceandhisstepandtheveryswingofhisarmsweresinging(toDavid)thejoyoussongofthemorningbefore。Evenyet,inspiteofthevicissitudesoftheday’swork,thewholeworld,toDavid’shomesick,lonelylittleheart,wasstillcarolingthatblessed\"You’rewanted,you’rewanted,you’rewanted!\"
Andthenhesawthecrow。
Davidknewcrows。Inhishomeonthemountainhehadhadseveralofthemforfriends。Hehadlearnedtoknowandanswertheircalls。Hehadlearnedtoadmiretheirwisdomandtorespecttheirmoodsandtempers。Helovedtowatchthem。Especiallyhelovedtoseethegreatbirdscutthroughtheairwithawidesweepofwings,soalive,sogloriouslyfree!
Butthiscrow——
Thiscrowwasnotcuttingthroughtheairwithawidesweepofwing。Itwasinthemiddleofacornfield,anditwasrisingandfallingandfloppingaboutinamostextraordinaryfashion。VerysoonDavid,runningtowardit,sawwhy。Byalongleatherstripitwasfastenedsecurelytoastakeintheground。
\"Oh,oh,oh!\"exclaimedDavid,insympatheticconsternation。
\"Here,youjustwaitaminute。I’llfixit。\"
WithconfidentcelerityDavidwhippedouthisjackknifetocutthethong;buthefoundthenthatto\"fixit\"andtosayhewould\"fixit\"weretwodifferentmatters。
ThecrowdidnotseemtorecognizeinDavidafriend。Hesawinhim,apparently,butanotherofthestone-throwing,gun-shooting,torturinghumanswhowereresponsibleforhispresenthatefulcaptivity。Withbeakandclawandwing,therefore,hefoughtthisnewevilthathadcomepresumedlytotorment;andnotuntilDavidhadhitupontheexpedientoftakingoffhisblouse,andthrowingitovertheangrybird,couldtheboygetnearenoughtoaccomplishhispurpose。EventhenDavidhadtoleaveupontheslenderlegatwistofleather。
Amomentlater,withawhirofwingsandafrightenedsquawkthatquicklyturnedintoasurprisedcawoftriumphantrejoicing,thecrowsoaredintotheairandmadestraightforadistanttree-top。David,afteraminute’sgladsurveyingofhiswork,donnedhisblouseagainandresumedhiswalk。
Itwasalmostsixo’clockwhenDavidgotbacktotheHollyfarmhouse。InthebarndoorwaysatPerryLarson。
\"Well,sonny,\"themangreetedhimcheerily,\"didyegetyerweedin’done?\"
\"Y——yes,\"hesitatedDavid。\"Igotitdone;butIdidn’tlikeit。\"
\"’Tiskinderhotwork。\"
\"Oh,Ididn’tmindthatpart,\"returnedDavid。\"WhatIdidn’tlikewaspullingupallthoseprettylittleplantsandlettingthemdie。\"
\"Weeds——’prettylittleplants’!\"ejaculatedtheman。\"Well,I’llbejiggered!\"
\"ButtheyWEREpretty,\"defendedDavid,readingarightthescorninPerryLarson’svoice。\"Theveryprettiestandbiggesttherewere,always。Mr。Hollyshowedme,youknow,——andIhadtopullthemup。\"
\"Well,I’llbejiggered!\"mutteredPerryLarsonagain。
\"ButI’vebeentowalksince。Ifeelbetternow。\"
\"Oh,yedo!\"
\"Oh,yes。Ihadasplendidwalk。Iwent’wayupinthewoodsonthehillthere。Iwassingingallthetime——inside,youknow。I
wassogladMrs。Holly——wantedme。Youknowwhatitis,whenyousinginside。\"
PerryLarsonscratchedhishead。
\"Well,no,sonny,Ican’treallysayIdo,\"heretorted。\"Iain’tmuchonsingin’。\"
\"Oh,butIdon’tmeanaloud。Imeaninside。Whenyou’rehappy,youknow。\"
\"WhenI’m——oh!\"Themanstoppedandstared,hismouthfallingopen。Suddenlyhisfacechanged,andhegrinnedappreciatively。
\"Well,ifyouain’tthebeat’em,boy!’Tiskinderlikesingin’——thewayyefeelinside,whenyer’speciallyhappy,ain’tit?ButIneverthoughtofitbefore。\"
\"Oh,yes。Why,that’swhereIgetmysongs——insideofme,youknow——thatIplayonmyviolin。AndImadeacrowsing,too。OnlyHEsangoutside。\"
\"SING——ACROW!\"scoffedtheman。\"Shucks!It’lltakemore’nyoutermakemethinkacrowcansing,mylad。\"
\"Buttheydo,whenthey’rehappy,\"maintainedtheboy。\"Anyhow,itdoesn’tsoundthesameasitdoeswhenthey’recross,orplaguedoversomething。Yououghttohaveheardthisoneto-day。
Hesang。Hewassogladtogetaway。Ilethimloose,yousee。\"
\"Youmean,youCAUGHTacrowupthereinthemwoods?\"Theman’svoicewasskeptical。
\"Oh,no,Ididn’tcatchit。Butsomebodyhad,andtiedhimup。
Andhewassounhappy!\"
\"Acrowtiedupinthewoods!\"
\"Oh,Ididn’tfindTHATinthewoods。ItwasbeforeIwentupthehillatall。\"
\"Acrowtiedup——Looka-here,boy,whatareyoutalkin’about?
Wherewasthatcrow?\"PerryLarson’swholeselfhadbecomesuddenlyalert。
\"Inthefield’Wayoverthere。Andsomebody——\"
\"Thecornfield!Jingo!Boy,youdon’tmeanyoutouchedTHAT
crow?\"
\"Well,hewouldn’tletmeTOUCHhim,\"half-apologizedDavid。\"Hewassoafraid,yousee。Why,Ihadtoputmyblouseoverhisheadbeforehe’dletmecuthimlooseatall。\"
\"Cuthimloose!\"PerryLarsonsprangtohisfeet。\"Youdidn’t——youDIDn’tletthatcrowgo!\"
Davidshrankback。
\"Why,yes;heWANTEDtogo。He——\"Butthemanbeforehimhadfallenbackdespairinglytohisoldposition。
\"Well,sir,you’vedoneitnow。Whattheboss’llsay,Idon’tknow;butIknowwhatI’dliketersaytoye。Iwasawholeweek,offan’on,gettin’holdofthatcrow,an’Iwouldn’thavegothimatallifIhadn’thidhalfthenightan’allthemornin’inthatclumpo’bushes,watchin’achanceterwinghim,jestenoughan’nottoomuch。An’eventhenthejobwa’n’tdone。Letmetellyer,’twa’n’tnosmallthingtergethimhitched。I’mwearin’
themarksoftherascal’sbeakyet。An’nowyou’vegonean’lethimgo——justlikethat,\"hefinished,snappinghisfingersangrily。
InDavid’sfacetherewasnocontrition。Therewasonlyincreduloushorror。
\"Youmean,YOUtiedhimthere,onpurpose?\"
\"SureIdid!\"
\"Buthedidn’tlikeit。Couldn’tyouseehedidn’tlikeit?\"
criedDavid。
\"Likeit!Whatifhedidn’t?Ididn’tliketerhavemycornpulledup,either。Seehere,sonny,younoneedterlookatmeinthattoneo’voice。Ididn’thurtthevarmintnoneterspeakof——yeseehecouldfly,didn’tye?——an’hewa’n’tstarvin’。I
sawtoitthathehadenoughtereatan’adisho’waterhandy。
An’ifhedidn’tflopan’pullan’trytergetawayheneedn’t’a’hurthisselfnever。Iain’tterblameforwhatpullin’hedone。\"
\"Butwouldn’tyoupullifyouhadtwobigwingsthatcouldcarryyoutothetopofthatbigtreethere,andawayup,upinthesky,whereyoucouldtalktothestars?——wouldn’tyoupullifsomebodyahundredtimesbigger’nyoucamealongandtiedyourlegtothatpostthere?\"
Theman,Perry,flushedanangryred。
\"Seehere,sonny,Iwa’n’taskin’youterdonopreachin’。WhatI
didain’tnomore’nanyman’roundheredoes——ifhe’ssmartenoughtercatchone。Rigged-upbroomsticksain’tinitwithalivebirdwhenitcomesterdrivin’awaythempesky,thievin’
crows。Thereain’tafarmer’roundherethathain’tbeengreenwithenvy,eversinceIcaughtthecritter。An’nowterhaveyoucomealongan’withoneflipo’yerknifespileitall,I——Well,itjestmakesmemad,cleanthrough!That’sall。\"
\"Youmean,youtiedhimtheretofrightenawaytheothercrows?\"
\"Sure!Thereain’tnothin’likeit。\"
\"Oh,I’msosorry!\"
\"Well,you’dbetterbe。Butthatwon’tbringbackmycrow!\"
David’sfacebrightened。
\"No,that’sso,isn’tit?I’mgladofthat。Iwasthinkingofthecrows,yousee。I’msosorryforthem!Onlythinkhowwe’dhatetobetiedlikethat——\"ButPerryLarson,withastareandanindignantsnort,hadgottohisfeet,andwasrapidlywalkingtowardthehouse。
Veryplainly,thatevening,Davidwasindisgrace,andittookallofMrs。Holly’stactandpatience,andsomeprivatepleading,tokeepageneralexplosionfromwreckingallchancesofhisstayinglongeratthefarmhouse。Evenasitwas,Davidwassorrowfullyawarethathewasprovingtobeagreatdisappointmentsosoon,andhisviolinplayingthateveningcarriedamoaningplaintivenessthatwouldhavebeenverysignificanttoonewhoknewDavidwell。
Veryfaithfully,thenextday,theboytriedtocarryoutallthe\"dos,\"andthoughhedidnotalwayssucceed,yethiseffortsweresoobvious,thateventheindignantowneroftheliberatedcrowwassomewhatmollified;andagainSimeonHollyreleasedDavidfromworkatfouro’clock。
Alas,forDavid’speaceofmind,however;foronhiswalkto-day,thoughhefoundnocaptivecrowtodemandhissympathy,hefoundsomethingelsequiteasheartrending,andasincomprehensible。
Itwasontheedgeofthewoodsthathecameupontwoboys,eachcarryingarifle,adeadsquirrel,andadeadrabbit。Thethreatenedrainofthedaybeforehadnotmaterialized,andDavidhadhisviolin。Hehadbeenplayingsoftlywhenhecameupontheboyswherethepathenteredthewoods。
\"Oh!\"AtsightoftheboysandtheirburdenDavidgaveaninvoluntarycry,andstoppedplaying。
Theboys,scarcelylesssurprisedatsightofDavidandhisviolin,pausedandstaredfrankly。
\"It’sthetrampkidwithhisfiddle,\"whisperedonetotheotherhuskily。
David,hisgrievedeyesonthemotionlesslittlebodiesintheboys’hands,shuddered。
\"Arethey——dead,too?\"
Thebiggerboynoddedself-importantly。
\"Sure。Wejustshot’em——thesquirrels。Benheretrappedtherabbits。\"Hepaused,manifestlywaitingfortheproperawedadmirationtocomeintoDavid’sface。
ButinDavid’sstartledeyestherewasnoawedadmiration,therewasonlydisbelievinghorror。
\"Youmean,youSENTthemtothefarcountry?\"
\"We——what?\"
\"Sentthem。Madethemgoyourselves——tothefarcountry?\"
Theyoungerboystillstared。Theolderonegrinneddisagreeably。
\"Sure,\"heansweredwithlaconicindifference。\"Wesent’emtothefarcountry,allright。\"
\"But——howdidyouknowtheyWANTEDtogo?\"
\"Wanted——Eh?\"explodedthebigboy。Thenhegrinnedagain,stillmoredisagreeably。\"Well,yousee,mydear,wedidn’task’em,\"
hegibed。
RealdistresscameintoDavid’sface。
\"Thenyoudon’tknowatall。AndmaybetheyDIDn’twanttogo。
Andiftheydidn’t,howCOULDtheygosinging,asfathersaid?
Fatherwasn’tsent。HeWENT。Andhewentsinging。Hesaidhedid。Butthese——HowwouldYOUliketohavesomebodycomealongandsendYOUtothefarcountry,withoutevenknowingifyouwantedtogo?\"
Therewasnoanswer。Theboys,withagrowingfearintheireyes,asatsightofsomethinginexplicableanduncanny,weresidlingaway;andinamomenttheywerehurryingdownthehill,not,however,withoutabackwardglanceortwo,ofsomethingveryliketerror。
David,leftalone,wentonhiswaywithtroubledeyesandathoughtfulfrown。
Davidoftenwore,duringthosefirstfewdaysattheHollyfarmhouse,athoughtfulfaceandatroubledfrown。Thereweresomany,manythingsthatweredifferentfromhismountainhome。
Overandover,asthosefirstlongdayspassed,hereadhisletteruntilheknewitbyheart——andhehadneedto。Washenotalreadysurroundedbythingsandpeoplethatwerestrangetohim?
Andtheyweresoverystrange——thesepeople!Thereweretheboysandmenwhoroseatdawn——yetneverpausedtowatchthesunfloodtheworldwithlight;whostayedinthefieldsallday——yetneverraisedtheireyestothebigfleecycloudsoverhead;whoknewbirdsonlyasthievesafterfruitandgrain,andsquirrelsandrabbitsonlyascreaturestobetrappedorshot。Thewomen——theywereevenmoreincomprehensible。Theyspentthelonghoursbehindscreeneddoorsandwindows,washingthesamedishesandsweepingthesamefloorsdayafterday。They,too,neverraisedtheireyestotheblueskyoutside,noreventothecrimsonrosesthatpeepedinatthewindow。Theyseemedrathertobelookingalwaysfordirt,yetnotpleasedwhentheyfoundit——especiallyifithadbeentrackedinontheheelofasmallboy’sshoe!
MoreextraordinarythanallthistoDavid,however,wasthefactthatthesepeopleregardedHIM,notthemselves,asbeingstrange。
Asifitwerenotthemostnaturalthingintheworldtolivewithone’sfatherinone’shomeonthemountain-top,andspendone’sdaystrailingthroughtheforestpaths,orlyingwithabookbesidesomebabblinglittlestream!Asifitwerenotequallynaturaltotakeone’sviolinwithoneattimes,andlearntocatchuponthequiveringstringsthewhisperofthewindsthroughthetrees!Eveninwinter,whenthecloudsthemselvescamedownfromtheskyandcoveredtheearthwiththeirsoftwhiteness,——eventhentheforestwasbeautiful;andthesongofthebrookunderitsicycoatcarriedacharmandmysterythatwerequitewantinginthechatteringfreedomofsummer。Surelytherewasnothingstrangeinallthis,andyetthesepeopleseemedtothinktherewas!
CHAPTERIX
JOE
Daybyday,however,astimepassed,Daviddiligentlytriedtoperformthe\"dos\"andavoidthe\"don’ts\";anddaybydayhecametorealizehowimportantweedsandwoodboxeswere,ifheweretoconformtowhatwasevidentlyFarmerHolly’sideaof\"playingin,tune\"inthisstrangenewOrchestraofLifeinwhichhefoundhimself。
But,tryashewould,therewasyetanunrealityaboutitall,apersistentfeelingofuselessnessandwaste,thatwouldnotbesetaside。Sothat,afterall,theonlypartofthisstrangenewlifeofhisthatseemedrealtohimwasthetimethatcameafterfouro’clockeachday,whenhewasreleasedfromwork。
Andhowfullhefilledthosehours!Therewassomuchtosee,somuchtodo。Forsunnydaystherewerefieldandstreamandpasturelandandthewholewidetowntoexplore。Forrainydays,ifhedidnotcaretogotowalk,therewashisroomwiththebooksinthechimneycupboard。SomeofthemDavidhadreadbefore,butmanyofthemhehadnot。Oneortwowereoldfriends;
butnotso\"DareDevilDick,\"and\"ThePiratesofPigeonCove\"
(whichhefoundhiddeninanobscurecornerbehindalooseboard)。Sidebysidestood\"TheLadyoftheLake,\"\"TreasureIsland,\"and\"DavidCopperfield\";andcoverlessanddogearedlay\"RobinsonCrusoe,\"\"TheArabianNights,\"and\"Grimm’sFairyTales。\"Thereweremore,manymore,andDaviddevouredthemallwitheagereyes。Thegoodinthemheabsorbedasheabsorbedthesunshine;theevilhecastasideunconsciously——itrolledoff,indeed,liketheproverbialwaterfromtheduck’sback。
Davidhardlyknewsometimeswhichhelikedthebetter,hisimaginativeadventuresbetweenthecoversofhisbooksorhisrealadventuresinhisdailystrolls。True,itwasnothismountainhome——thisplaceinwhichhefoundhimself;neitherwasthereanywherehisSilverLakewithitsfar,far-reachingskyabove。Moredeplorableyet,nowherewastherethedearfatherhelovedsowell。Butthesunstillsetinroseandgold,andthesky,thoughsmall,stillcarriedthesnowysailsofitscloud-boats;whileastohisfather——hisfatherhadtoldhimnottogrieve,andDavidwastryingveryhardtoobey。
WithhisviolinforcompanyDavidstartedouteachday,unlessheelectedtostayindoorswithhisbooks。Sometimesitwastowardthevillagethatheturnedhissteps;sometimesitwastowardthehillsbackofthetown。Whicheverwayitwas,therewasalwayssuretobesomethingwaitingattheendforhimandhisviolintodiscover,ifitwasnothingmorethanabigwhiteroseinbloom,orasquirrelsittingbytheroadside。
Verysoon,however,Daviddiscoveredthattherewassomethingtobefoundinhiswanderingsbesidessquirrelsandroses;andthatwas——people。Inspiteofthestrangenessofthesepeople,theywerewonderfullyinteresting,Davidthought。Andafterthatheturnedhisstepsmoreandmorefrequentlytowardthevillagewhenfouro’clockreleasedhimfromtheday’swork。
AtfirstDaviddidnottalkmuchtothesepeople。Heshranksensitivelyfromtheirboldstaresandunpleasantlyaudiblecomments。Hewatchedthemwithroundeyesofwonderandinterest,however,——whenhedidnotthinktheywerewatchinghim。Andintimehecametoknownotalittleaboutthemandaboutthestrangewaysinwhichtheypassedtheirtime。
Therewasthegreenhouseman。Itwouldbepleasanttospendone’sdaygrowingplantsandflowers——butnotunderthathot,stiflingglassroof,decidedDavid。Besides,hewouldnotwantalwaystopickandsendawaytheveryprettiestonestothecityeverymorning,asthegreenhousemandid。
Therewasthedoctorwhorodealldaylongbehindthegraymare,makingsickfolkswell。Davidlikedhim,andmentallyvowedthathehimselfwouldbeadoctorsometime。Still,therewasthestage-driver——Davidwasnotsurebuthewouldprefertofollowthisman’sprofessionforalife-work;forinhis,onecouldstillhavethefreedomoflongdaysintheopen,andyetnotbesaddenedbythesightofthesickbeforetheyhadbeenmadewell——whichwaswherethestage-driverhadthebetterofthedoctor,inDavid’sopinion。Thereweretheblacksmithandthestorekeepers,too,buttotheseDavidgavelittlethoughtorattention。
Thoughhemightnotknowwhathedidwanttodo,heknewverywellwhathedidnot。AllofwhichmerelygoestoprovethatDavidwasstillonthelookoutforthatgreatworkwhichhisfatherhadsaidwaswaitingforhimoutintheworld。
MeanwhileDavidplayedhisviolin。Ifhefoundacrimsonramblerinbloominadoor-yard,heputitintoalittlemelodyofpuredelight——thatawomaninthehousebehindtheramblerheardthemusicandwascheeredathertask,Daviddidnotknow。Ifhefoundakittenatplayinthesunshine,heputitintoariotousabandonmentoftumblingturnsandtrills——thatafretfulbabyheardandstoppeditswailing,Davidalsodidnotknow。Andonce,justbecausetheskywasblueandtheairwassweet,anditwassogoodtobealive,Davidliftedhisbowandputitallintoarapturouspaeanofringingexultation——thatasickmaninadarkenedchamberabovethestreetliftedhishead,drewinhisbreath,andtooksuddenlyanewleaseoflife,Davidstillagaindidnotknow。AllofwhichmerelygoestoprovethatDavidhadperhapsfoundhisworkandwasdoingit——althoughyetstillagainDaviddidnotknow。
ItwasinthecemeteryoneafternoonthatDavidcameupontheLadyinBlack。Shewasonherkneesputtingflowersonalittlemoundbeforeher。ShelookedupasDavidapproached。Foramomentshegazedwistfullyathim;thenasifimpelledbyahiddenforce,shespoke。
\"Littleboy,whoareyou?\"
\"I’mDavid。\"
\"David!Davidwho?Doyoulivehere?I’veseenyouherebefore。\"
\"Oh,yes,I’vebeenherequitealotoftimes。\"Purposelytheboyevadedthequestions。Davidwasgettingtiredofquestions——especiallythesequestions。
\"Andhaveyou——lostonedeartoyou,littleboy?\"
\"Lostsomeone?\"
\"Imean——isyourfatherormother——here?\"
\"Here?Oh,no,theyaren’there。Mymotherisanangel-mother,andmyfatherhasgonetothefarcountry。Heiswaitingformethere,youknow。\"
\"But,that’sthesame——thatis——\"Shestoppedhelplessly,bewilderedeyesonDavid’ssereneface。Thensuddenlyagreatlightcametoherown。\"Oh,littleboy,IwishIcouldunderstandthat——justthat,\"shebreathed。\"Itwouldmakeitsomucheasier——ifIcouldjustrememberthattheyaren’there——thatthey’reWAITING——overthere!\"
ButDavidapparentlydidnothear。Hehadturnedandwasplayingsoftlyashewalkedaway。SilentlytheLadyinBlackknelt,listening,lookingafterhim。Whensherosesometimelaterandleftthecemetery,thelightonherfacewasstillthere,deeper,moreglorified。
Towardboysandgirls——especiallyboys——ofhisownage,Davidfrequentlyturnedwistfuleyes。Davidwantedafriend,afriendwhowouldknowandunderstand;afriendwhowouldseethingsashesawthem,whowouldunderstandwhathewassayingwhenheplayed。ItseemedtoDavidthatinsomeboyofhisownageheoughttofindsuchafriend。Hehadseenmanyboys——buthehadnotyetfoundthefriend。Davidhadbeguntothink,indeed,thatofallthesestrangebeingsinthisnewlifeofhis,boyswerethestrangest。
Theystaredandnudgedeachotherunpleasantlywhentheycameuponhimplaying。Theyjeeredwhenhetriedtotellthemwhathehadbeenplaying。TheyhadneverheardofthegreatOrchestraofLife,andtheyfellintomostdisconcertingfitsoflaughter,orelsebackedawayasifafraid,whenhetoldthemthattheythemselveswereinstrumentsinit,andthatiftheydidnotkeepthemselvesintune,therewassuretobeadiscordsomewhere。
Thenthereweretheirgamesandfrolics。Suchaswereplayedwithballs,bats,andbagsofbeans,Davidthoughthewouldlikeverymuch。Buttheboysonlyscoffedwhenheaskedthemtoteachhimhowtoplay。Theylaughedwhenadogchasedacat,andtheythoughtitvery,veryfunnywhenTony,theoldblackman,trippedonthestringtheydrewacrosshispath。Theylikedtothrowstonesandshootguns,andthemorecreeping,crawling,orflyingcreaturesthattheycouldsendtothefarcountry,thehappiertheywere,apparently。Nordidtheylikeitatallwhenheaskedthemiftheyweresureallthesecreeping,crawling,flyingcreatureswantedtoleavethisbeautifulworldandtobemadedead。Theysneeredandcalledhimasissy。Daviddidnotknowwhatasissywas;butfromthewaytheysaidit,hejudgeditmustbeevenworsetobeasissythantobeathief。
AndthenhediscoveredJoe。
Davidhadfoundhimselfinaverystrange,veryunlovelyneighborhoodthatafternoon。Thestreetwasfullofpapersandtincans,thehouseswereunspeakablyforlornwithsaggingblindsandlackofpaint。Untidywomenandblear-eyedmenleanedoverthedilapidatedfences,orlolledonmud-trackeddoorsteps。
David,hisshrinkingeyesturningfromonesidetotheother,passedslowlythroughthestreet,hisviolinunderhisarm。
NowherecouldDavidfindherethetiniestspotofbeautyto\"play。\"Hehadreachedquitethemostforlornlittleshantyonthestreetwhenthepromiseinhisfather’sletteroccurredtohim。Withasuddenlyilluminedface,heraisedhisviolintopositionandplungedintoaveritablewhirloftrillsandrunsandtrippingmelodies。
\"IfIdidn’tjustentirelyforgetthatIdidn’tNEEDtoSEE
anythingbeautifultoplay,\"laughedDavidsoftlytohimself。
\"Why,it’salreadyrighthereinmyviolin!\"
Davidhadpassedthetumble-downshanty,andwashesitatingwheretwostreetscrossed,whenhefeltalighttouchonhisarm。Heturnedtoconfrontasmallgirlinapatchedandfadedcalicodress,obviouslyoutgrown。Hereyeswerewideandfrightened。Inthemiddleofheroutstretcheddirtylittlepalmwasacoppercent。
\"Ifyouplease,Joesentthis——toyou,\"shefaltered。
\"Tome?Whatfor?\"Davidstoppedplayingandloweredhisviolin。
Thelittlegirlbackedawayperceptibly,thoughshestillheldoutthecoin。
\"Hewantedyoutostayandplaysomemore。Hesaidtotellyouhe’d’a’sentmoremoneyifhecould。Buthedidn’thaveit。Hejusthadthiscent。\"
David’seyesflewwideopen。
\"YoumeanheWANTSmetoplay?Helikesit?\"heaskedjoyfully。
\"Yes。Hesaidheknew’twa’n’tmuch——thecent。Buthethoughtmaybeyou’dplayaLITTLEforit。\"
\"Play?OfcourseI’llplay\"criedDavid。\"Oh,no,Idon’twantthemoney,\"headded,wavingtheagain-profferedcoinaside。\"I
don’tneedmoneywhereI’mlivingnow。Whereishe——theonethatwantedmetoplay?\"hefinishedeagerly。
\"Intherebythewindow。It’sJoe。He’smybrother。\"Thelittlegirl,inspiteofherevidentsatisfactionattheaccomplishmentofherpurpose,yetkeptquitealooffromtheboy。Nordidthefactthatherefusedthemoneyappeartobringheranythingbutuneasysurprise。
InthewindowDavidsawaboyapparentlyabouthisownage,aboywithsandyhair,palecheeks,andwide-open,curiouslyintentblueeyes。
\"Ishecoming?Didyougethim?Willheplay?\"calledtheboyatthewindoweagerly。
\"Yes,I’mrighthere。I’mtheone。Can’tyouseetheviolin?
ShallIplayhereorcomein?\"answeredDavid,notonewhitlesseagerly。
Thesmallgirlopenedherlipsasiftoexplainsomething;buttheboyinthewindowdidnotwait。
\"Oh,comein。WILLyoucomein?\"hecriedunbelievingly。\"Andwillyoujustletmetouchit——thefiddle?Come!YouWILLcome?
See,thereisn’tanybodyhome,onlyjustBettyandme。\"
\"OfcourseIwill!\"Davidfairlystumbledupthebrokenstepsinhisimpatiencetoreachthewide-opendoor。\"Didyoulikeit——whatIplayed?AnddidyouknowwhatIwasplaying?Didyouunderstand?Couldyouseethecloud-boatsupinthesky,andmySilverLakedowninthevalley?Andcouldyouhearthebirds,andthewindsinthetrees,andthelittlebrooks?Couldyou?Oh,didyouunderstand?I’vesowantedtofindsomeonethatcould!ButI
wouldn’tthinkthatYOU——HERE——\"Withagesture,andanexpressiononhisfacethatwereunmistakable,Davidcametoahelplesspause。
\"There,Joe,what’dItellyou,\"criedthelittlegirl,inahuskywhisper,dartingtoherbrother’sside。\"Oh,whydidyoumakemegethimhere?Everybodysayshe’scrazyasaloon,and——\"
Buttheboyreachedoutaquicklysilencinghand。Hisfacewascuriouslyalight,asiffromaninwardglow。Hiseyes,stillwidelyintent,werestaringstraightahead。
\"Stop,Betty,wait,\"hehushedher。\"Maybe——IthinkIDO
understand。Boy,youmean——INSIDEofyou,youseethosethings,andthenyoutrytomakeyourfiddletellwhatyouareseeing。Isthatit?\"
\"Yes,yes,\"criedDavid。\"Oh,youDOunderstand。AndIneverthoughtyoucould。Ineverthoughtthatanybodycouldthatdidn’thaveanythingtolookatbuthim——butthesethings。\"
\"’Anythingbutthesetolookat’!\"echoedtheboy,withasuddenanguishinhisvoice。\"Anythingbutthese!IguessifIcouldseeANYTHING,Iwouldn’tmindWHATIsee!An’youwouldn’t,neither,ifyouwas——blind,likeme。\"
\"Blind!\"Davidfellback。Faceandvoicewerefullofhorror。
\"Youmeanyoucan’tsee——anything,withyoureyes?\"
\"Nothin’。\"
\"Oh!Ineversawanyoneblindbefore。Therewasoneinabook——butfathertookitaway。Sincethen,inbooksdownhere,I’vefoundothers——but——\"
\"Yes,yes。Well,nevermindthat,\"cutintheblindboy,growingrestiveunderthepityintheother’svoice。\"Play。Won’tyou?\"
\"ButhowareyouEVERgoingtoknowwhatabeautifulworlditis?\"shudderedDavid。\"Howcanyouknow?Andhowcanyoueverplayintune?You’reoneoftheinstruments。Fathersaideverybodywas。AndhesaideverybodywasplayingSOMETHINGallthetime;andifyoudidn’tplayintune——\"
\"Joe,Joe,please,\"beggedthelittlegirl\"Won’tyoulethimgo?
I’mafraid。Itoldyou——\"
\"Shucks,Betty!Hewon’thurtye,\"laughedJoe,alittleirritably。ThentoDavidheturnedagainwithsomesharpness。
\"Play,won’tye?YouSAIDyou’dplay!\"
\"Yes,oh,yes,I’llplay,\"falteredDavid,bringinghisviolinhastilytoposition,andtestingthestringswithfingersthatshookalittle。
\"There!\"breathedJoe,settlingbackinhischairwithacontentedsigh。\"Now,playitagain——whatyoudidbefore。\"
ButDaviddidnotplaywhathedidbefore——atfirst。Therewerenoairycloud-boats,nofar-reachingsky,nobirds,ormurmuringforestbrooksinhismusicthistime。Therewereonlythepoverty-strickenroom,thedirtystreet,theboyaloneatthewindow,withhissightlesseyes——theboywhonever,neverwouldknowwhatabeautifulworldhelivedin。
ThensuddenlytoDavidcameanewthought。Thisboy,Joe,hadsaidbeforethatheunderstood。Hehadseemedtoknowthathewasbeingtoldofthesunnyskiesandtheforestwinds,thesingingbirdsandthebabblingbrooks。Perhapsagainnowhewouldunderstand。
Whatif,forthosesightlesseyes,onecouldcreateaworld?
PossiblyneverbeforehadDavidplayedasheplayedthen。Itwasasifuponthosefourquiveringstrings,hewaslayingthepurpleandgoldofathousandsunsets,theroseandamberofathousandsunrises,thegreenofaboundlessearth,theblueofaskythatreachedtoheavenitself——tomakeJoeunderstand。
\"Gee!\"breathedJoe,whenthemusiccametoanendwithacrashingchord。\"Say,wa’n’tthatjustgreat?Won’tyouletme,please,justtouchthatfiddle?\"AndDavid,lookingintotheblindboy’sexaltedface,knewthatJoehadindeed——understood。
CHAPTERX
THELADYOFTHEROSES
Itwasanewworld,indeed,thatDavidcreatedforJoeafterthat——aworldthathadtodowithentrancingmusicwhereoncewassilence;delightfulcompanionshipwhereoncewasloneliness;andtoothsomecookiesanddoughnutswhereoncewashunger。
TheWidowGlaspell,Joe’smother,workedoutbytheday,scrubbingandwashing;andJoe,perforce,waslefttothesomewhaterraticanddecidedlyunskillfulministrationsofBetty。
Bettywasnoworse,andnobetter,thananyotheruntaught,irresponsibletwelve-year-oldgirl,anditwasnottobeexpected,perhaps,thatshewouldcaretospendallthebrightsunnyhoursshutupwithhersorelyafflictedandsomewhatfretfulbrother。True,atnoonsheneverfailedtoappearandpreparesomethingthatpassedforadinnerforherselfandJoe。
ButtheGlaspelllarderwasfrequentlyalmostasemptyaswerethehungrystomachsthatlookedtoitforrefreshment;anditwouldhavetakenafarmoreskillfulcookthanwasthefly-awayBettytoevolveanythingfromitthatwaseitherpalatableorsatisfying。
WiththecomingofDavidintoJoe’slifeallthiswaschanged。
First,therewerethemusicandthecompanionship。Joe’sfatherhad\"playedintheband\"inhisyouth,and(accordingtotheWidowGlaspell)hadbeena\"powerfulhandformusic。\"Itwasfromhim,presumably,thatJoehadinheritedhispassionformelodyandharmony;anditwasnowonderthatDavidrecognizedsosoonintheblindboythespiritthatmadethemkin。AtthefirststrokeofDavid’sbow,indeed,thedingywallsaboutthemwouldcrumbleintonothingness,andtogetherthetwoboyswereoffinafairyworldoflovelinessandjoy。
NorwaslisteningalwaysJoe’spart。From\"justtouching\"theviolin——hisfirstlongingplea——hecametodrawingatimidbowacrossthestrings。Inanincrediblyshorttime,then,hewaspickingoutbitsofmelody;andbytheendofafortnightDavidhadbroughthisfather’sviolinforJoetopracticeon。
\"Ican’tGIVEittoyou——notforkeeps,\"Davidhadexplained,abittremulously,\"becauseitwasdaddy’s,youknow;andwhenI
seeit,itseemsalmostasifIwasseeinghim。Butyoumaytakeit。Thenyoucanhaveitheretoplayonwheneveryoulike。\"
Afterthat,inJoe’sownhandslaythepowertotransporthimselfintoanotherworld,forwiththeviolinforcompanyheknewnoloneliness。
NorwastheviolinallthatDavidbroughttothehouse。Therewerethedoughnutsandthecookies。VeryearlyinhisvisitsDavidhaddiscovered,muchtohissurprise,thatJoeandBettywereoftenhungry。
\"Butwhydon’tyougodowntothestoreandbuysomething?\"hehadqueriedatonce。
Uponbeingtoldthattherewasnomoneytobuywith,David’sfirstimpulsehadbeentobringseveralofthegold-piecesthenexttimehecame;butuponsecondthoughtsDaviddecidedthathedidnotdare。Hewasnotwishingtobecalledathiefasecondtime。Itwouldbebetter,heconcluded,tobringsomefoodfromthehouseinstead。
Inhismountainhomeeverythingthehouseaffordedinthewayoffoodhadalwaysbeenfreelygiventothefewstrangersthatfoundtheirwaytothecabindoor。SonowDavidhadnohesitationingoingtoMrs。Holly’spantryforsupplies,upontheoccasionofhisnextvisittoJoeGlaspell’s。
Mrs。Holly,comingintothekitchen,foundhimmergingfromthepantrywithbothhandsfullofcookiesanddoughnuts。
\"Why,David,whatintheworlddoesthismean?\"shedemanded。
\"They’reforJoeandBetty,\"smiledDavidhappily。
\"ForJoeand——Butthosedoughnutsandcookiesdon’tbelongtoyou。They’remine!\"
\"Yes,Iknowtheyare。Itoldthemyouhadplenty,\"noddedDavid。
\"Plenty!WhatifIhave?\"remonstratedMrs。Holly,ingrowingindignation。\"Thatdoesn’tmeanthatyoucantake——\"SomethinginDavid’sfacestoppedthewordshalf-spoken。
\"Youdon’tmeanthatICAN’TtakethemtoJoeandBetty,doyou?
Why,Mrs。Holly,they’rehungry!JoeandBettyare。Theydon’thavehalfenoughtoeat。Bettysaidso。Andwe’vegotmorethanwewant。There’sfoodleftonthetableeveryday。Why,ifYOU
werehungry,wouldn’tyouwantsomebodytobring——\"
ButMrs。Hollystoppedhimwithadespairinggesture。
\"There,there,nevermind。Runalong。Ofcourseyoucantakethem。I’m——I’mGLADtohaveyou,\"shefinished,inadesperateattempttodrivefromDavid’sfacethatlookofshockedincredulitywithwhichhewasstillregardingher。
NeveragaindidMrs。HollyattempttothwartDavid’sgenerositytotheGlaspells;butshedidtrytoregulateit。Shesawtoitthatthereafter,uponhisvisitstothehouse,hetookonlycertainthingsandacertainamount,andinvariablythingsofherownchoosing。
ButnotalwaystowardtheGlaspellshantydidDavidturnhissteps。Veryfrequentlyitwasinquiteanotherdirection。HehadbeenattheHollyfarmhousethreeweekswhenhefoundhisLadyoftheRoses。
Hehadpassedquitethroughthevillagethatday,andhadcometoaroadthatwasnewtohim。Itwasabeautifulroad,smooth,white,andfirm。Twohugegranitepoststoppedwithflamingnasturtiumsmarkedthepointwhereitturnedofffromthemainhighway。Beyondthese,asDavidsoonfound,itranbetweenwide-spreadinglawnsandfloweringshrubs,leadingupthegentleslopeofahill。Whereitledto,Daviddidnotknow,butheproceededunhesitatinglytotrytofindout。Forsometimeheclimbedtheslopeinsilence,hisviolin,mute,underhisarm;
butthewhiteroadstilllayintantalizingmysterybeforehimwhenaby-pathofferedthegreatertemptation,andluredhimtoexploreitscoolshadowydepthsinstead。
HadDavidbutknownit,hewasatSunny-crest,Hinsdale’sone\"showplace,\"thecountryhomeofitsonereallyrichresident,MissBarbaraHolbrook。Hadhealsobutknownit,MissHolbrookwasnotcelebratedforhergraciousnesstoanyvisitors,certainlynottothosewhoventuredtoapproachherotherwisethanbyaconventionalringatherfrontdoorbell。ButDaviddidnotknowallthis;andhethereforeveryhappilyfollowedtheshadypathuntilhecametotheWonderattheendofit。
TheWonder,inHinsdaleparlance,wasonlyMissHolbrook’sgarden,butinDavid’seyesitwasfairylandcometrue。Foronewholeminutehecouldonlystandlikeaveryordinarylittleboyandstare。Attheendoftheminutehebecamehimselfoncemore;
andbeinghimself,heexpressedhisdelightatonceintheonlywayheknewhowtodo——byraisinghisviolinandbeginningtoplay。
Hehadmeanttotellofthelimpidpoolandofthearchofthebridgeitreflected;oftheterracedlawnsandmarblesteps,andofthegleamingwhiteofthesculpturednymphsandfauns;ofthesplashesofgloriouscrimson,yellow,blush-pink,andsnowywhiteagainstthegreen,wheretherosesriotedinluxuriousbloom。Hehadmeant,also,totelloftheQueenRoseofthemall——thebeauteousladywithhairlikethegoldofsunrise,andagownliketheshimmerofthemoononwater——ofallthishehadmeanttotell;buthehadscarcelybeguntotellitatallwhentheBeauteousLadyoftheRosessprangtoherfeetandbecamesoverymuchlikeanangryyoungwomanwhoisseriouslydispleasedthatDavidcouldonlylowerhisviolinindismay。
\"Why,boy,whatdoesthismean?\"shedemanded。