EventhenDaviddidnotthinkofthatemptywoodboxwaitingbehindthekitchenstove。Thistimeitwasabutterfly,abigblackbutterflybandedwithgold;anditdancedandflutteredallthroughthebackyardandoutintothegarden,Daviddelightedlyfollowingwithsoft-treadingsteps,andmovementsthatwouldnotstartle。Fromthegardentotheorchard,andfromtheorchardbacktothegardendancedthebutterfly——andDavid;andinthegarden,nearthehouse,DavidcameuponMrs。Holly’spansy-bed。
Eventhebutterflywasforgottenthen,fordowninthepathbythepansy-bedDaviddroppedtohiskneesinveritableworship。
\"Why,you’rejustlikelittlepeople,\"hecriedsoftly。\"You’vegotfaces;andsomeofyouarehappy,andsomeofyouaresad。
Andyou——youbigspottedyellowone——you’relaughingatme。Oh,I’mgoingtoplayyou——allofyou。You’llmakesuchaprettysong,you’resodifferentfromeachother!\"AndDavidleapedlightlytohisfeetandranaroundtothesideporchforhisviolin。
Fiveminuteslater,SimeonHolly,comingintothekitchen,heardthesoundofaviolinthroughtheopenwindow。Atthesamemomenthiseyesfellonthewoodbox,emptysaveforafewsmallsticksatthebottom。Withanangryfrownhestrodethroughtheouterdoorandaroundthecornerofthehousetothegarden。AtoncethenhecameuponDavid,sittingTurk-fashioninthemiddleofthepathbeforethepansy-bed,hisviolinathischin,andhiswholefaceaglow。
\"Well,boy,isthisthewayyoufillthewoodbox?\"demandedthemancrisply。
Davidshookhishead。
\"Oh,no,sir,thisisn’tfillingthewoodbox,\"helaughed,softeninghismusic,butnotstoppingit。\"DidyouthinkthatwaswhatIwasplaying?It’stheflowersherethatI’mplaying——thelittlefaces,likepeople,youknow。See,thisisthatbigyellowoneovertherethat’slaughing,\"hefinished,lettingthemusicunderhisfingersburstintoagaylittlemelody。
SimeonHollyraisedanimperioushand;andatthegestureDavidstoppedhismelodyinthemiddleofarun,hiseyesflyingwideopeninplainwonderment。
\"Youmean——I’mnotplaying——right?\"heasked。
\"I’mnottalkingofyourplaying,\"retortedSimeonHollyseverely。\"I’mtalkingofthatwoodboxIaskedyoutofill。\"
David’sfacecleared。
\"Oh,yes,sir。I’llgoanddoit,\"henodded,gettingcheerfullytohisfeet。
\"ButItoldyoutodoitbefore。\"
David’seyesgrewpuzzledagain。
\"Iknow,sir,andIstartedto,\"heanswered,withtheobviouspatienceofonewhofindshimselfobligedtoexplainwhatshouldbeaself-evidentfact;\"butIsawsomanybeautifulthings,oneafteranother,andwhenIfoundthesefunnylittleflower-peopleIjusthadtoplaythem。Don’tyousee?\"
\"No,Ican’tsaythatIdo,whenI’dalreadytoldyoutofillthewoodbox,\"rejoinedtheman,withuncompromisingcoldness。
\"Youmean——eventhenthatIoughttohavefilledthewoodboxfirst?\"
\"Icertainlydo。\"
David’seyesflewwideopenagain。
\"Butmysong——I’dhavelostit!\"heexclaimed。\"Andfathersaidalwayswhenasongcametometoplayitatonce。Songsarelikethemistsofthemorningandtherainbows,youknow,andtheydon’tstaywithyoulong。Youjusthavetocatchthemquick,beforetheygo。Now,don’tyousee?\"
ButSimeonHolly,withadespairinglyscornfulgesture,hadturnedaway;andDavid,afteramoment’sfollowinghimwithwistfuleyes,soberlywalkedtowardthekitchendoor。Twominuteslaterhewasindustriouslyworkingathistaskoffillingthewoodbox。
ThatforDavidtheaffairwasnotsatisfactorilysettledwasevidencedbyhisthoughtfulcountenanceandpreoccupiedair,however;norweremattershelpedanybythequestionDavidputtoMr。Hollyjustbeforedinner。
\"Doyoumean,\"heasked,\"thatbecauseIdidn’tfillthewoodboxrightaway,Iwasbeingadiscord?\"
\"Youwerewhat?\"demandedtheamazedSimeonHolly。
\"Beingadiscord——playingoutoftune,youknow,\"explainedDavid,withpatientearnestness。\"Fathersaid——\"ButagainSimeonHollyhadturnedirritablyaway;andDavidwasleftwithhisperplexedquestionsstillunanswered。
CHAPTERVI
NUISANCES,NECESSARYANDOTHERWISE
Forsometimeafterdinner,thatfirstday,DavidwatchedMrs。
Hollyinsilencewhilesheclearedthetableandbegantowashthedishes。
\"Doyouwantmeto——help?\"heaskedatlast,alittlewistfully。
Mrs。Holly,withadubiousglanceattheboy’sbrownlittlehands,shookherhead。
\"No,Idon’t。No,thankyou,\"sheamendedheranswer。
ForanothersixtysecondsDavidwassilent;then,stillmorewistfully,heasked:——
\"Areallthesethingsyou’vebeendoingallday’usefullabor’?\"
Mrs。Hollylifteddrippinghandsfromthedishpanandheldthemsuspendedforanamazedinstant。
\"Arethey——Why,ofcoursetheyare!Whatasillyquestion!Whatputthatideaintoyourhead,child?\"
\"Mr。Holly;andyouseeit’ssodifferentfromwhatfatherusedtocallthem。\"
\"Different?\"
\"Yes。Hesaidtheywereanecessarynuisance,——dishes,andgettingmeals,andclearingup,——andhedidn’tdohalfasmanyofthemasyoudo,either。\"
\"Nuisance,indeed!\"Mrs。Hollyresumedherdishwashingwithsomeasperity。\"Well,Ishouldthinkthatmighthavebeenjustaboutlikehim。\"
\"Yes,itwas。Hewasalwaysthatway,\"noddedDavidpleasantly。
Then,afteramoment,hequeried:\"Butaren’tyougoingtowalkatallto-day?\"
\"Towalk?Where?\"
\"Why,throughthewoodsandfields——anywhere。\"
\"Walkinginthewoods,NOW——JUSTWALKING?Land’ssake,boy,I’vegotsomethingelsetodo!\"
\"Oh,that’stoobad,isn’tit?\"David’sfaceexpressedsympatheticregret。\"Andit’ssuchaniceday!Maybeit’llrainbytomorrow。\"
\"Maybeitwill,\"retortedMrs。Holly,withslightlyupliftedeyebrowsandanexpressiveglance。\"Butwhetheritdoesordoesn’twon’tmakeanydifferenceinmygoingtowalk,Iguess。\"
\"Oh,won’tit?\"beamedDavid,hisfacechanging。\"I’msoglad!I
don’tmindtherain,either。FatherandIusedtogointherainlotsoftimes,only,ofcourse,wecouldn’ttakeourviolinsthen,soweusedtolikethepleasantdaysbetter。Buttherearesomethingsyoufindonrainydaysthatyoucouldn’tfindanyothertime,aren’tthere?Thedanceofthedropsontheleaves,andtherushoftherainwhenthewindgetsbehindit。Don’tyoulovetofeelit,outintheopenspaces,wherethewindjustgetsagoodchancetopush?\"
Mrs。Hollystared。Thensheshiveredandthrewupherhandswithagestureofhopelessabandonment。
\"Land’ssake,boy!\"sheejaculatedfeebly,assheturnedbacktoherwork。
Fromdishestosweeping,andfromsweepingtodusting,hurriedMrs。Holly,goingatlastintothesomberparlor,alwayscarefullyguardedfromsunandair。Watchingher,mutely,Davidtrailedbehind,hiseyesstaringalittleastheyfelluponthemultitudeofobjectsthatparlorcontained:thehairclothchairs,thelongsofa,themarble-toppedtable,thecurtains,cushions,spreads,and\"throws,\"theinnumerablematsandtidies,thehair-wreath,thewaxflowersundertheirglassdome,thedriedgrasses,themarvelousbouquetsofscarlet,green,andpurpleeverlastings,thestonesandshellsandmany-sized,many-shapedvasesarrangedasifinlineofbattlealongthecornershelves。
\"Y——yes,youmaycomein,\"calledMrs。Holly,glancingbackatthehesitatingboyinthedoorway。\"Butyoumustn’ttouchanything。I’mgoingtodust。\"
\"ButIhaven’tseenthisroombefore,\"ruminatedDavid。
\"Well,no,\"deignedMrs。Holly,withjustatouchofsuperiority。
\"Wedon’tusethisroomcommon,littleboy,northebedroomthere,either。Thisisthecompanyroom,forministersandfunerals,and——\"Shestoppedhastily,withaquicklookatDavid;
buttheboydidnotseemtohaveheard。
\"Anddoesn’tanybodylivehereinthishouse,butjustyouandMr。Holly,andMr。PerryLarson?\"heasked,stilllookingwonderinglyabouthim。
\"No,not——now。\"Mrs。Hollydrewinherbreathwithalittlecatch,andglancedattheframedportraitofalittleboyonthewall。
\"Butyou’vegotsuchalotofroomsand——andthings,\"remarkedDavid。\"Why,daddyandIonlyhadtworooms,andnothardlyanyTHINGS。Itwasso——different,youknow,inmyhome。\"
\"Ishouldsayitmighthavebeen!\"Mrs。Hollybegantodusthurriedly,butcarefully。Hervoicestillcarrieditshintofsuperiority。
\"Oh,yes,\"smiledDavid。\"Butyousayyoudon’tusethisroommuch,sothathelps。\"
\"Helps!\"InherstupefactionMrs。Hollystoppedherworkandstared。
\"Why,yes。Imean,you’vegotsomanyotherroomsyoucanliveinthose。Youdon’tHAVEtoliveinhere。\"
\"’Havetoliveinhere’!\"ejaculatedthewoman,stilltoouncomprehendingtobeanythingbutamazed。
\"Yes。ButdoyouhavetoKEEPallthesethings,andcleanthemandcleanthem,likethis,everyday?Couldn’tyougivethemtosomebody,orthrowthemaway?\"
\"Throw——these——things——away!\"Withawildsweepofherarms,thehorrifiedwomanseemedtobetryingtoencompassinaprotectiveembraceeachlastendangeredtreasureofmatandtidy。\"Boy,areyoucrazy?Thesethingsare——arevaluable。Theycostmoney,andtimeand——andlabor。Don’tyouknowbeautifulthingswhenyouseethem?\"
\"Oh,yes,IloveBEAUTIFULthings,\"smiledDavid,withunconsciouslyrudeemphasis。\"AnduponthemountainIhadthemalways。Therewasthesunrise,andthesunset,andthemoonandthestars,andmySilverLake,andthecloud-boatsthatsailed——\"
ButMrs。Holly,withavexedgesture,stoppedhim。
\"Nevermind,littleboy。Imighthaveknown——broughtupasyouhavebeen。Ofcourseyoucouldnotappreciatesuchthingsasthese。Throwthemaway,indeed!\"Andshefelltoworkagain;butthistimeherfingerscarriedasomethingintheirtouchthatwasalmostlikethecaressamothermightbestowuponanaggrievedchild。
David,vaguelydisturbedanduncomfortable,watchedherwithtroubledeyes;then,apologetically,heexplained:——
\"ItwasonlythatIthoughtifyoudidn’thavetocleansomanyofthesethings,youcouldmaybegotowalkmore——to-day,andotherdays,youknow。Yousaid——youdidn’thavetime,\"heremindedher。
ButMrs。Hollyonlyshookherheadandsighed:——
\"Well,well,nevermind,littleboy。Idaresayyoumeantallright。Youcouldn’tunderstand,ofcourse。\"
AndDavid,afteranothermoment’swistfuleyeingofthecaressingfingers,turnedaboutandwanderedoutontothesideporch。A
minutelater,havingseatedhimselfontheporchsteps,hehadtakenfromhispockettwosmallpiecesoffoldedpaper。Andthen,throughtear-dimmedeyes,hereadoncemorehisfather’sletter。
\"HesaidImustn’tgrieve,forthatwouldgrievehim,\"murmuredtheboy,afteratime,hiseyesonthefar-awayhills。\"AndhesaidifI’dplay,mymountainswouldcometomehere,andI’dreallybeathomeupthere。HesaidinmyviolinwereallthosethingsI’mwanting——sobad!\"
Withalittlechokingbreath,Davidtuckedthenotebackintohispocketandreachedforhisviolin。
Sometimelater,Mrs。Holly,dustingthechairsintheparlor,stoppedherwork,tiptoedtothedoor,andlistenedbreathlessly。
Whensheturnedback,stilllater,toherwork,hereyeswerewet。
\"Iwonderwhy,whenheplays,Ialwaysgettothinkingof——John,\"
shesighedtoherself,asshepickedupherdusting-cloth。
Aftersupperthatnight,SimeonHollyandhiswifeagainsatonthekitchenporch,restingfromthelaboroftheday。Simeon’seyeswereclosed。Hiswife’swereonthedimoutlinesoftheshed,thebarn,theroad,orapassinghorseandwagon。David,sittingonthesteps,waswatchingthemoonclimbhigherandhigherabovethetree-tops。Afteratimeheslippedintothehouseandcameoutwithhisviolin。
Atthefirstlong-drawnnoteofsweetness,SimeonHollyopenedhiseyesandsatup,stern-lipped。Buthiswifelaidatimidhandonhisarm。
\"Don’tsayanything,please,\"sheentreatedsoftly。\"Lethimplay,justforto-night。He’slonesome——poorlittlefellow。\"AndSimeonHolly,withafrowningshrugofhisshoulders,satbackinhischair。
Later,itwasMrs。Hollyherselfwhostoppedthemusicbysaying:
\"Come,David,it’sbedtimeforlittleboys。I’llgoupstairswithyou。\"Andsheledthewayintothehouseandlightedthecandleforhim。
Upstairs,inthelittleroomoverthekitchen,Davidfoundhimselfoncemorealone。Asbefore,thelittleyellow-whitenightshirtlayoverthechair-back;andasbefore,Mrs。Hollyhadbrushedawayatearasshehadplaceditthere。Asbefore,too,thebigfour-postedbedloomedtallandformidableinthecorner。
Butthistimethecoverletandsheetwereturnedbackinvitingly——Mrs。HollyhadbeenmuchdisturbedtofindthatDavidhadsleptonthefloorthenightbefore。
Oncemore,withhisbackcarefullyturnedtowardtheimpaledbugsandmothsonthewall,Davidundressedhimself。Then,beforeblowingoutthecandle,hewenttothewindowkneeleddown,andlookedupatthemoonthroughthetrees。
Davidwassorelypuzzled。Hewasbeginningtowonderjustwhatwastobecomeofhimself。
Hisfatherhadsaidthatoutintheworldtherewasabeautifulworkforhimtodo;butwhatwasit?Howwashetofindit?Orhowwashetodoitifhedidfindit?Andanotherthing;wherewashetolive?Couldhestaywherehewas?Itwasnothome,tobesure;buttherewasthelittleroomoverthekitchenwherehemightsleep,andtherewasthekindwomanwhosmiledathimsometimeswiththesad,far-awaylookinhereyesthatsomehowhurt。Hewouldnotlike,now,toleaveher——withdaddygone。
Therewerethegold-pieces,too;andconcerningtheseDavidwasequallypuzzled。Whatshouldhedowiththem?Hedidnotneedthem——thekindwomanwasgivinghimplentyoffood,sothathedidnothavetogotothestoreandbuy;andtherewasnothingelse,apparently,thathecouldusethemfor。Theywereheavy,anddisagreeabletocarry;yethedidnotliketothrowthemaway,nortoletanybodyknowthathehadthem:hehadbeencalledathiefjustforonelittlepiece,andwhatwouldtheysayiftheyknewhehadallthoseothers?
Davidrememberednow,suddenly,thathisfatherhadsaidtohidethem——tohidethemuntilheneededthem。Davidwasrelievedatonce。Whyhadhenotthoughtofitbefore?Heknewjusttheplace,too,——thelittlecupboardbehindthechimneythereinthisveryroom!Andwithasatisfiedsigh,Davidgottohisfeet,gatheredallthelittleyellowdisksfromhispockets,andtuckedthemwelloutofsightbehindthepilesofbooksonthecupboardshelves。There,too,hehidthewatch;butthelittleminiatureoftheangel-motherheslippedbackintooneofhispockets。
David’ssecondmorningatthefarmhousewasnotunlikethefirst,exceptthatthistime,whenSimeonHollyaskedhimtofillthewoodbox,Davidresolutelyignoredeveryenticingbugandbutterfly,andkeptrigorouslytothetaskbeforehimuntilitwasdone。
Hewasinthekitchenwhen,justbeforedinner,PerryLarsoncameintotheroomwithaworriedfrownonhisface。
\"Mis’Holly,wouldyemindjuststeppin’tothesidedoor?
There’sawomanan’alittleboythere,an’somethin’ails’em。
Shecan’ttalkEnglish,an’I’mblestifIcanmakeheadnortailoutofthelingosheDOEStalk。Butmaybeyoucan。\"
\"Why,Perry,Idon’tknow——\"beganMrs。Holly。Butsheturnedatoncetowardthedoor。
Ontheporchstepsstoodaverypretty,butfrightened-lookingyoungwomanwithaboyperhapstenyearsoldatherside。UponcatchingsightofMrs。Hollysheburstintoatorrentofunintelligiblewords,supplementedbynumerousandvehementgestures。
Mrs。Hollyshrankback,andcastappealingeyestowardherhusbandwhoatthatmomenthadcomeacrosstheyardfromthebarn。
\"Simeon,canyoutellwhatshewants?\"
Atsightofthenewcomeronthescene,thestrangewomanbeganagain,withevenmorevolubility。
\"No,\"saidSimeonHolly,afteramoment’sscowlingscrutinyofthegesticulatingwoman。\"She’stalkingFrench,Ithink。Andshewants——something。\"
\"Gosh!Ishouldsayshedid,\"mutteredPerryLarson。\"An’
whatever’tis,shewantsitpowerfulbad。\"
\"Areyouhungry?\"questionedMrs。Hollytimidly。
\"Can’tyouspeakEnglishatall?\"demandedSimeonHolly。
Thewomanlookedfromonetotheotherwiththepiteous,pleadingeyesofthestrangerinthestrangelandwhocannotunderstandormakeothersunderstand。Shehadturnedawaywithadespairingshakeofherhead,whensuddenlyshegaveawildcryofjoyandwheeledabout,herwholefacealight。
TheHollysandPerryLarsonsawthenthatDavidhadcomeoutontotheporchandwasspeakingtothewoman——andhiswordswerejustasunintelligibleasthewoman’shadbeen。
Mrs。HollyandPerryLarsonstared。SimeonHollyinterruptedDavidwithasharp——
\"Doyou,then,understandthiswoman,boy?\"
\"Why,yes!Didn’tyou?She’slostherway,and——\"ButthewomanhadhurriedforwardandwaspouringherstoryintoDavid’sears。
AtitsconclusionDavidturnedtofindthelookofstupefactionstillontheothers’faces。
\"Well,whatdoesshewant?\"askedSimeonHollycrisply。
\"ShewantstofindthewaytoFrancoisLavelle’shouse。He’sherhusband’sbrother。Shecameinonthetrainthismorning。Herhusbandstoppedoffaminutesomewhere,shesays,andgotleftbehind。HecouldtalkEnglish,butshecan’t。She’sonlybeeninthiscountryaweek。ShecamefromFrance。\"
\"Gorry!Won’tyelistenterthat,now?\"criedPerryLarsonadmiringly。\"Readsherjustlikeabook,don’the?There’saFrenchfamilyoverinWestHinsdale——twoof’em,Ithink。What’llyebet’tain’toneo’them?\"
\"Verylikely,\"accededSimeonHolly,hiseyesbentdisapprovinglyonDavid’sface。ItwasplaintobeseenthatSimeonHolly’sattentionwasoccupiedbyDavid,notthewoman。
\"An’,say,Mr。Holly,\"resumedPerryLarson,alittleexcitedly,\"youknowIwasgoin’overterWestHinsdaleinadayortwoterseeHarlowaboutthemsteers。Whycan’tIgothisafternoonan’
toteheran’thekidalong?\"
\"Verywell,\"noddedSimeonHollycurtly,hiseyesstillonDavid’sface。
PerryLarsonturnedtothewoman,andbyaflourishofhisarmsandajumbleofbrokenEnglishattemptedtomakeherunderstandthathewastotakeherwheresheundoubtedlywishedtogo。Thewomanstilllookeduncomprehending,however,andDavidpromptlycametotherescue,sayingafewrapidwordsthatquicklybroughtafloodofdelightedunderstandingtothewoman’sface。
\"Can’tyouaskherifshe’shungry?\"venturedMrs。Holly,then。
\"Shesaysno,thankyou,\"translatedDavid,withasmile,whenhehadreceivedhisanswer。\"Buttheboysaysheis,ifyouplease。\"
\"Then,tellthemtocomeintothekitchen,\"directedMrs。Holly,hurryingintothehouse。
\"Soyou’reFrench,areyou?\"saidSimeonHollytoDavid。
\"French?Oh,no,sir,\"smiledDavid,proudly。\"I’manAmerican。
FathersaidIwas。HesaidIwasborninthiscountry。\"
\"ButhowcomesityoucanspeakFrenchlikethat?\"
\"Why,Ilearnedit。\"Then,diviningthathiswordswerestillunconvincing,headded:\"SameasIlearnedGermanandotherthingswithfather,outofbooks,youknow。Didn’tyoulearnFrenchwhenyouwerealittleboy?\"
\"Humph!\"vouchsafedSimeonHolly,stalkingawaywithoutansweringthequestion。
ImmediatelyafterdinnerPerryLarsondroveawaywiththewomanandthelittleboy。Thewoman’sfacewaswreathedwithsmiles,andherlastadoringglancewasforDavid,wavinghishandtoherfromtheporchsteps。
IntheafternoonDavidtookhisviolinandwentofftowardthehillbehindthehouseforawalk。HehadaskedMrs。Hollytoaccompanyhim,butshehadrefused,thoughshewasnotsweepingordustingatthetime。Shewasdoingnothingmoreimportant,apparently,thanmakingholesinapieceofwhitecloth,andsewingthemupagainwithaneedleandthread。
DavidhadthenaskedMr。Hollytogo;buthisrefusalwasevenmorestrangelyimpatientthanhiswife’shadbeen。
\"Andwhy,pray,shouldIgoforauselesswalknow——oranytime,forthatmatter?\"hedemandedsharply。
Davidhadshrunkbackunconsciously,thoughhehadstillsmiled。
\"Oh,butitwouldn’tbeauselesswalk,sir。Fathersaidnothingwasuselessthathelpedtokeepusintune,youknow。\"
\"Intune!\"
\"Imean,youlookedasfatherusedtolooksometimes,whenhefeltoutoftune。Andhealwayssaidtherewasnothinglikeawalktoputhimbackagain。I——Iwasfeelingalittleoutoftunemyselfto-day,andIthought,bythewayyoulooked,thatyouwere,too。SoIaskedyoutogotowalk。\"
\"Humph!Well,I——Thatwilldo,boy。Noimpertinence,youunderstand!\"Andhehadturnedawayinveryobviousanger。
David,withapuzzledsorrowinhishearthadstartedalonethen,onhiswalk。
CHAPTERVII
\"YOU’REWANTED——YOU’REWANTED!\"
ItwasSaturdaynight,andtheendofDavid’sthirddayatthefarmhouse。Upstairs,inthehotlittleroomoverthekitchen,theboykneltatthewindowandtriedtofindabreathofcoolairfromthehills。DownstairsontheporchSimeonHollyandhiswifediscussedtheeventsofthepastfewdays,andtalkedofwhatshouldbedonewithDavid。
\"Butwhatshallwedowithhim?\"moanedMrs。Hollyatlast,breakingalongsilencethathadfallenbetweenthem。\"Whatcanwedowithhim?Doesn’tanybodywanthim?\"
\"No,ofcourse,nobodywantshim,\"retortedherhusbandrelentlessly。
Andatthewordsasmallfigureinayellow-whitenightshirtstoppedshort。David,violininhand,hadfledfromthelittlehotroom,andstoodnowjustinsidethekitchendoor。
\"Whocanwantachildthathasbeenbroughtupinthatheathenishfashion?\"continuedSimeonHolly。\"Accordingtohisownstory,evenhisfatherdidnothingbutplaythefiddleandtrampthroughthewoodsdayinanddayout,withanoccasionaltriptothemountainvillagetogetfoodandclothingwhentheyhadabsolutelynothingtoeatandwear。Ofcoursenobodywantshim!\"
David,atthekitchendoor,caughthisbreathchokingly。Thenhespedacrossthefloortothebackhall,andonthroughthelongshedstothehayloftinthebarn——theplacewherehisfatherseemedalwaysnearest。
Davidwasfrightenedandheartsick。NOBODYWANTEDHIM。Hehadhearditwithhisownears,sotherewasnomistake。Whatnowaboutallthoselongdaysandnightsaheadbeforehemightgo,violininhand,tomeethisfatherinthatfar-awaycountry?Howwashetolivethosedaysandnightsifnobodywantedhim?Howwashisviolintospeakinavoicethatwastrueandpureandfull,andtellofthebeautifulworld,ashisfatherhadsaidthatitmustdo?Davidquitecriedaloudatthethought。Thenhethoughtofsomethingelsethathisfatherhadsaid:\"Rememberthis,myboy,——inyourviolinlieallthethingsyoulongfor。
Youhaveonlytoplay,andthebroadskiesofyourmountainhomewillbeoveryou,andthedearfriendsandcomradesofyourmountainforestswillbeallaboutyou。\"WithaquickcryDavidraisedhisviolinanddrewthebowacrossthestrings。
BackontheporchatthatmomentMrs。Hollywassaying:——
\"Ofcoursethere’stheorphanasylum,ormaybethepoorhouse——ifthey’dtakehim;but——Simeon,\"shebrokeoffsharply,\"where’sthatchildplayingnow?\"
Simeonlistenedwithintentears。
\"Inthebarn,Ishouldsay。\"
\"Buthe’dgonetobed!\"
\"Andhe’llgotobedagain,\"assertedSimeonHollygrimly,asherosetohisfeetandstalkedacrossthemoonlityardtothebarn。
Asbefore,Mrs。Hollyfollowedhim,andasbefore,bothinvoluntarilypausedjustinsidethebarndoortolisten。Norunsandtrillsandrollickingbitsofmelodyfloateddownthestairwayto-night。Thenoteswerelong-drawn,andplaintivelysweet;andtheyroseandswelledanddiedalmostintosilencewhilethemanandthewomanbythedoorstoodlistening。
Theywerebackinthelongago——SimeonHollyandhiswife——backwithaboyoftheirownwhohadmadethosesameraftersringwithshoutsoflaughter,andwho,also,hadplayedtheviolin——thoughnotlikethis;andthesamethoughthadcometoeach:\"Whatif,afterall,itwereJohnplayingallaloneinthemoonlight!\"
Ithadnotbeentheviolin,intheend,thathaddrivenJohnHollyfromhome。Ithadbeenthepossibilitiesinapieceofcrayon。Allthroughchildhoodtheboyhaddrawnhisbeloved\"pictures\"oneveryinvitingspacethatoffered,——whetheritwerethe\"best-room\"wall-paper,ortheflyleafofthebigplushalbum,——andateighteenhehadannouncedhisdeterminationtobeanartist。ForayearafterthatSimeonHollyfoughtwithallthestrengthofastubbornwill,banishedchalkandcrayonfromthehouse,andsettheboytohomelytasksthatleftnotimeforanythingbutfoodandsleep——thenJohnranaway。
Thatwasfifteenyearsago,andtheyhadnotseenhimsince;
thoughtwounansweredlettersinSimeonHolly’sdesktestifiedthatperhapsthis,atleast,wasnottheboy’sfault。
Itwasnotofthegrown-upJohn,thewillfulboyandrunawayson,however,thatSimeonHollyandhiswifewerethinking,astheystoodjustinsidethebarndoor;itwasofBabyJohn,thelittlecurly-headedfellowthathadplayedattheirknees,frolickedinthisverybarn,andnestledintheirarmswhenthedaywasdone。
Mrs。Hollyspokefirst——anditwasnotasshehadspokenontheporch。
\"Simeon,\"shebegantremulously,\"thatdearchildmustgotobed!\"Andshehurriedacrossthefloorandupthestairs,followedbyherhusband。\"Come,David,\"shesaid,asshereachedthetop;\"it’stimelittleboyswereasleep!Come!\"
Hervoicewaslow,andnotquitesteady。ToDavidhervoicesoundedashereyeslookedwhentherewasinthemthefar-awaysomethingthathurt。Veryslowlyhecameforwardintothemoonlight,hisgazesearchingthewoman’sfacelongandearnestly。
\"Anddoyou——wantme?\"hefaltered。
Thewomandrewinherbreathwithalittlesob。Beforeherstoodtheslenderfigureintheyellow-whitegown——John’sgown。Intohereyeslookedthoseothereyes,darkandwistful,——likeJohn’seyes。Andherarmsachedwithemptiness。
\"Yes,yes,formyveryown——andforalways!\"shecriedwithsuddenpassion,claspingthelittleformclose。\"Foralways!\"
AndDavidsighedhiscontent。
SimeonHolly’slipsparted,buttheyclosedagainwithnowordssaid。Themanturnedthen,withacuriouslybaffledlook,andstalkeddownthestairs。
Ontheporchlongminuteslater,whenoncemoreDavidhadgonetobed,SimeonHollysaidcoldlytohiswife:——
\"Isupposeyourealize,Ellen,justwhatyou’vepledgedyourselfto,bythatabsurdoutburstofyoursinthebarnto-night——andallbecausethatungodlymusicandthemoonshinehadgonetoyourhead!\"
\"ButIwanttheboy,Simeon。He——hemakesmethinkof——John。\"
Harshlinescametotheman’smouth,buttherewasaperceptibleshakeinhisvoiceasheanswered:——
\"We’renottalkingofJohn,Ellen。We’retalkingofthisirresponsible,hardlysaneboyupstairs。Hecanwork,Isuppose,ifhe’staught,andinthatwayhewon’tperhapsbeadeadloss。
Still,he’sanothermouthtofeed,andthatcountsnow。There’sthenote,youknow,——it’sdueinAugust。\"
\"Butyousaythere’smoney——almostenoughforit——inthebank。\"
Mrs。Holly’svoicewasanxiouslyapologetic。
\"Yes,Iknow\"vouchsafedtheman。\"Butalmostenoughisnotquiteenough。\"
\"Butthere’stime——morethantwomonths。Itisn’tduetillthelastofAugust,Simeon。\"
\"Iknow,Iknow。Meanwhile,there’stheboy。Whatareyougoingtodowithhim?\"
\"Why,can’tyouusehim——onthefarm——alittle?\"
\"Perhaps。Idoubtit,though,\"gloomedtheman。\"Onecan’thoecornnorpullweedswithafiddle-bow——andthat’sallheseemstoknowhowtohandle。\"
\"Buthecanlearn——andhedoesplaybeautifully,\"murmuredthewoman;wheneverbeforehadEllenHollyventuredtousewordsofargumentwithherhusband,andinextenuation,too,ofanactofherown!
Therewasnoreplyexceptamuttered\"Humph!\"underthebreath。
ThenSimeonHollyroseandstalkedintothehouse。
ThenextdaywasSunday,andSundayatthefarmhousewasathingofsternrepressionandsolemnsilence。InSimeonHolly’sveinsranthebloodofthePuritans,andhewasmorethanstrictastowhatheconsideredrightandwrong。Whenhalf-trainedfortheministry,ill-healthhadforcedhimtoresorttoalessconfininglife,thoughneverhadittakenfromhimtheuncompromisingrigorofhisviews。Itwasadistinctshocktohim,therefore,onthisSundaymorningtobeawakenedbyapealofmusicsuchasthelittlehousehadneverknownbefore。Allthewhilethathewasthrustinghisindignantselfintohisclothing,therunsandturnsandcrashingchordswhirledabouthimuntilitseemedthatawholeorchestramustbeimprisonedinthelittleroomoverthekitchen,soskillfulwastheboy’sdoublestopping。SimeonHollywaswhitewithangerwhenhefinallyhurrieddownthehallandthrewopenDavid’sbedroomdoor。
\"Boy,whatdoyoumeanbythis?\"hedemanded。
Davidlaughedgleefully。
\"Anddidn’tyouknow?\"heasked。\"Why,Ithoughtmymusicwouldtellyou。Iwassohappy,soglad!Thebirdsinthetreeswokemeupsinging,’You’rewanted——you’rewanted;’andthesuncameoverthehillthereandsaid,’You’rewanted——you’rewanted;’andthelittletree-branchtappedonmywindowpaneandsaid\"You’rewanted——you’rewanted!’AndIjusthadtotakeupmyviolinandtellyouaboutit!\"
\"Butit’sSunday——theLord’sDay,\"remonstratedthemansternly。
Davidstoodmotionless,hiseyesquestioning。
\"Areyouquiteaheathen,then?\"catechisedthemansharply。
\"HavetheynevertoldyouanythingaboutGod,boy?\"
\"Oh,’God’?——ofcourse,\"smiledDavid,inopenrelief。\"Godwrapsupthebudsintheirlittlebrownblankets,andcoverstherootswith——\"
\"Iamnottalkingaboutbrownblanketsnorroots,\"interruptedthemanseverely。\"ThisisGod’sday,andassuchshouldbekeptholy。\"
\"’Holy’?\"
\"Yes。Youshouldnotfiddlenorlaughnorsing。\"
\"Butthosearegoodthings,andbeautifulthings,\"defendedDavid,hiseyeswideandpuzzled。
\"Intheirplace,perhaps,\"concededtheman,stiffly。\"butnotonGod’sday。\"
\"Youmean——Hewouldn’tlikethem?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Oh!\"——andDavid’sfacecleared。\"That’sallright,then。YourGodisn’tthesameone,sir,forminelovesallbeautifulthingseverydayintheyear。\"
Therewasamoment’ssilence。ForthefirsttimeinhislifeSimeonHollyfoundhimselfwithoutwords。
\"Wewon’ttalkofthisanymore,David,\"hesaidatlast;\"butwe’llputitanotherway——Idon’twishyoutoplayyourfiddleonSunday。Now,putituptillto-morrow。\"Andheturnedandwentdownthehall。
Breakfastwasaveryquietmealthatmorning。MealswereneverthingsofhilariousjoyattheHollyfarmhouse,asDavidhadalreadyfoundout;buthehadnotseenonebeforequitesosomberasthis。Itwasfollowedimmediatelybyahalf-hourofScripture-readingandprayer,withMrs。HollyandPerryLarsonsittingverystiffandsolemnintheirchairs,whileMr。Hollyread。Davidtriedtositverystiffandsolemninhischair,also;buttherosesatthewindowwerenoddingtheirheadsandbeckoning;andthebirdsinthebushesbeyondweresendingtohimcoaxinglittlechirpsof\"Comeout,comeout!\"Andhowcouldoneexpecttositstiffandsolemninthefaceofallthat,particularlywhenone’sfingersweretinglingtotakeuptheinterruptedsongofthemorningandtellthewholeworldhowbeautifulitwastobewanted!
YetDavidsatverystill,——orasstillashecouldsit,——andonlythetappingofhisfoot,andtherovingofhiswistfuleyestoldthathismindwasnotwithFarmerHollyandtheChildrenofIsraelintheirwanderingsinthewilderness。
Afterthedevotionscameanhourofsubduedhasteandconfusionwhilethefamilypreparedforchurch。Davidhadneverbeentochurch。HeaskedPerryLarsonwhatitwaslike;butPerryonlyshruggedhisshouldersandsaid,tonobody,apparently:——\"
Sugar!Won’tyehearthat,now?\"——whichtoDavidwascertainlynoansweratall。
Thatonemustbespickandspantogotochurch,Davidsoonfoundout——neverbeforehadhebeensoscrubbedandbrushedandcombed。
Therewas,too,broughtoutforhimtowearalittlecleanwhiteblouseandaredtie,overwhichMrs。Hollycriedalittleasshehadoverthenightshirtthatfirstevening。
Thechurchwasinthevillageonlyaquarterofamileaway;andinduetimeDavid,open-eyedandinterested,wasfollowingMr。
andMrs。Hollydownitslongcenteraisle。TheHollyswereearlyasusual,andservicehadnotbegun。Eventheorganisthadnottakenhisseatbeneaththegreatpipesofblueandgoldthattoweredtotheceiling。
Itwastheprideofthetown——thatorgan。Ithadbeengivenbyagreatman(outintheworld)whosebirthplacethetownwas。Morethanthat,ayearlydonationfromthissamegreatmanpaidfortheskilledorganistwhocameeverySundayfromthecitytoplayit。To-day,astheorganisttookhisseat,henoticedanewfaceintheHollypew,andhealmostgaveafriendlysmileashemetthewonderinggazeofthesmallboythere;thenhelosthimself,asusual,inthemusicbeforehim。
DownintheHollypewthesmallboyheldhisbreath。Ascoreofviolinsweresinginginhisears;andascoreofotherinstrumentsthathecouldnotname,crashedoverhishead,andbroughthimtohisfeetinecstasy。Beforeadetaininghandcouldstophim,hewasoutintheaisle,hiseyesontheblue-and-goldpipesfromwhichseemedtocomethosewondroussounds。Thenhisgazefellonthemanandonthebanksofkeys;
andwithsoftstepshecreptalongtheaisleandupthestairstotheorgan-loft。
Forlongminuteshestoodmotionless,listening;thenthemusicdiedintosilenceandtheministerrosefortheinvocation。Itwasaboy’svoice,andnotaman’s,however,thatbrokethepause。
\"Oh,sir,please,\"itsaid,\"wouldyou——couldyouteachMEtodothat?\"
Theorganistchokedoveracough,andthesopranoreachedoutanddrewDavidtoherside,whisperingsomethinginhisear。Theminister,afteradazedsilence,bowedhishead;whiledownintheHollypewanangrymanandasorelymortifiedwomanvowedthat,beforeDavidcametochurchagain,heshouldhavelearnedsomethings。
CHAPTERVIII
THEPUZZLING\"DOS\"AND\"DON’TS\"
WiththecomingofMondayarrivedanewlifeforDavid——acuriouslifefullof\"don’ts\"and\"dos。\"Davidwonderedsometimeswhyallthepleasantthingswere\"don’ts\"andalltheunpleasantones\"dos。\"Corntobehoed,weedstobepulled,woodboxestobefilled;withalltheseitwas\"dothis,dothis,dothis。\"Butwhenitcametolyingundertheappletrees,exploringthebrookthatranbythefield,orevenwatchingthebugsandwormsthatonefoundintheearth——allthesewere\"don’ts。\"
AstoFarmerHolly——FarmerHollyhimselfawoketosomenewexperiencesthatMondaymorning。Oneofthemwasthedifficultyinsuccessfullycombatingthecheerfullyexpressedopinionthatweedsweresoprettygrowingthatitwasapitytopullthemupandletthemallwitheranddie。Anotherwastheequallygreatdifficultyofkeepingasmallboyatusefullaborofanysortinthefaceoftheattractionsdisplayedbyapassingcloud,ablossomingshrub,orabirdsingingonatree-branch。