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  \"Well,notatJocelyn’s,\"suggestedBarlow。Mrs。Algerstoppedfanningherselfwithhernewspaper,andlookedathim。Uponhermotion,theotherladieslookedatBarlow。Doubtlesshefeltthathissocialacceptabilityhadceasedwithhisimmediateusefulness。Butheappearedresolvedtocarryitoffeasily。\"Well,\"hesaid,\"IsupposeImustgoandpickmypeas。\"

  Noonesaidanythingtothis。Whenthefactotumhaddisappearedroundthecornerofthehouse,Mrs。Algerturnedherhead’aside,andglanceddownwardwithanairoffatigue。InthismannerBarlowwasdismissedfromtheladies’minds。

  \"Ipresume,\"saidyoungMrs。Scott,withadeferentialglanceatGrace,\"thatthesunisgoodforapersonwithlung-difficulty。\"

  Gracesilentlyrefusedtoconsiderherselfappealedto,andMrs。Merrittsaid,\"Betterthanthemoon,Ishouldthink。\"

  Someoftheotherstittered,butGracelookedupatMrs。Merrittandsaid,\"Idon’tthinkMrs。Maynard’scaseissobadthatsheneedbeafraidofeither。\"

  \"Oh,Iamsogladtohearit!\"repliedtheother。Shelookedround,butwasunabletoformaparty。BytwosorthreestheymighthavelikedtotakeMrs。Maynardtopieces;butnoonecarestomakeunkindremarksbeforeawholecompanyofpeople。SomeoftheladiesevenbegantosaypleasantthingsaboutMr。Libby,asifhewereGrace’sfriend。

  \"Ialwaysliketoseethesefairmenwhentheygettanned,\"saidMrs。

  Alger。\"Theirblueeyeslooksoveryblue。Andthebacksoftheirnecks——justlikemyboys!\"

  \"DoyouadmiresuchaVERYfighting-clipasMr。Libbyhason?\"

  askedMrs。Scott。

  \"Itmustbeniceforsummer,\"returnedtheelderlady。

  \"Yes,itcertainlymust,\"admittedtheyounger。

  \"Really,\"saidanother,\"IwishIcouldgointhefighting-clip。Onedoesn’tknowwhattodowithone’shairatthesea-side;it’salwaysintheway。\"

  \"Yourhairwouldbeapublicloss,Mrs。Frost,\"saidMrs。Alger。Theotherslookedatherhair,asiftheyhadseenitnowforthefirsttime。

  \"Oh,Idon’tthinkso,\"saidMrs。Frost,inasortofflatteredcoo。

  \"Oh,don’thaveitcutoff!\"pleadedayounggirl,comingupandtakingthebeautifulmane,hanginglooseafterthebath,intoherhand。Mrs。

  Frostputherarmroundthegirl’swaist,andpulledherdownagainsthershoulder。Uponreflectionshealsokissedher。

  Throughasuperstition,handeddownfrommothertodaughter,thatitisuncivilandevenunkindnottokeepsayingsomething,theywentontalkingvapidities,wherethesamenumberofmen,equallyvacuous,wouldhaveremainedsilent;andsomeofthemcomplainedthatthenervousstrainofconversationtookawayallthegoodtheirbathhaddonethem。MissGleason,whodidnotbathe,wasalsonotatalker。Shekeptabright-

  eyedreticence,butwasapttobreakoutinratherenigmaticalflashes,whichresolvedthematterinhandintoanabstraction,andlefttheotherswiththefeelingthatshewasapersonofadvancedideas,butthat,whilerejectinghistoricalChristianity,shebelievedinaGodofLove。ThisDeitywassaid,uponcloseranalysis,tohaveprovedtobeaGodofSentiment,andMissGleasonwasherselfahero-worshiper,or,morestrictlyspeaking,aheroine-worshiper。AtpresentDr。Breenwashercult,andshewasapttolieinwaitforheridol,tobeamuponitwithhersuggestiveeyes,andevidentlytoexpectittosayordosomethingremarkable,butnottosufferanythinglikedisillusionordisappointmentinanyevent。Shewouldsometimesofferitsuddenlyamuddleddepthofsympathyinsuchphrasesas,\"Toobad!\"or,\"Idon’tseehowyoukeep-

  up?\"anddarklyinsinuatethatsheappreciatedallthatGracewasdoing。

  Sheseemedtorejoiceinkeepingherselfatarespectfuldistance,towhichshebreathlesslyretired,asshedidnow,afterwaylayingheratthetopofthestairs,andconfidentiallydartingatherthewords,\"I’msogladyoudon’tlikescandal!\"

  III。

  Afterdinnertheladiestriedtogetanap,butsuchofthemasre-

  appearedonthepiazzalateragreedthatitwasperfectlyuseless。Theytestedeverycornerforabreeze,butthewindhadfallendead,andthevastsweepofseaseemedtosmoulderunderthesun。\"ThisiswhatMr。

  Barlowcallshavingitcooler,\"saidMrs。Alger。

  \"Therearesomecloudsthatlooklikethunderheadsinthewest,\"saidMrs。Frost,returningfromanexcursiontothepartofthepiazzacommandingthatquarter。

  \"Oh,itwon’trainto-day,\"Mrs。Algerdecided。

  \"IthoughttherewasalwaysabreezeatJocelyn’s,\"Mrs。Scottobserved,inthecriticalspiritofarecentarrival。

  \"Therealwaysis,\"theotherexplained,\"exceptthefirstweekyou’rehere。\"

  Alittlebreath,scarcelymorethanasentimentofbreeze,madeitselffelt。\"Idobelievethewindhaschanged,\"saidMrs。Frost。\"It’seast。\"Theothersownedonebyonethatitwasso,andsheenjoyedthemeritofadiscoverer;butherdiscoverywasrapidlysuperseded。Thecloudsmountedinthewest,andtherecameatimewhentheladiesdisputedwhethertheyhadheardthunderornot:afactioncontendedforthebowlingalley,andanotherfactionheldforawagonpassingoverthebridgejustbeforeyoureachedJocelyn’s。Butthosewhowerefaithfultothetheoryofthundercarriedthedaybyasuddencrashthatbrokeovertheforest,and,dyingslowlyawayamongthelowhills,leftthemdeeplysilent。

  \"Someone,\"saidMrs。Alger,\"oughttogoforthosechildren。\"Onthisitappearedthatthereweretwomindsastowherethechildrenwere,——

  whetheronthebeachorinthewoods。

  \"Wasn’tthatthunder,Grace?\"askedMrs。Breen,withtheaccentbywhichsheimplicatedherdaughterinwhateverhappened。

  \"Yes,\"saidGrace,fromwhereshesatatherwindow,lookingseaward,andwaitingtremulouslyforhermother’snextquestion。

  \"WhereisMrs。Maynard?\"

  \"Sheisn’tback,yet。\"

  \"Then,\"saidMrs。Breen,\"hereallydidexpectroughweather。\"

  \"Hemust,\"returnedGrace,inaguiltywhisper。

  \"It’sapity,\"remarkedhermother,\"thatyoumadethemgo。\"

  \"Yes。\"Sherose,and,stretchingherselffaroutofthewindow,searchedtheinexorableexpanseofsea。Ithadalreadydarkenedattheverge,andthesailsofsomefishing-craftfleckedalividwallwiththeirwhite,buttherewasnosmallboatinsight。

  \"Ifanythinghappenedtothem,\"hermothercontinued,\"Ishouldfeelterriblyforyou。\"

  \"Ishouldfeelterriblyformyself,\"Graceresponded,withhereyesstillseaward。

  \"Wheredoyouthinktheywent?\"

  \"Ididn’task,\"saidthegirl。\"Iwouldn’t,\"sheadded,indevotiontothewholetruth。

  \"Well,itisallofthesamepiece,\"saidMrs。Breen。Gracedidnotaskwhatthepiecewas。Sheremainedstaringatthedarkwallacrossthesea,andspirituallyconfrontingherownresponsibility,noatomofwhichsherejected。Sheheldherselfineverywayresponsible,——fordoubtingthatpooryoungfellow’sword,andthenforforcingthatreluctantcreaturetogowithhim,andforbiddingbyherfierceinsistenceanyattemptofhisatexplanation;shecondemnedherselftoperpetualremorsewithevengreaterzealthanhermotherwouldhavesentencedher,andshewouldnotpermitherselfanyrespitewhenalittlesail,whichsheknewfortheirs,blewroundthepoint。Itseemedtoflyalongjustonthehithersideofthatmuraldarkness,skilfullytackingtoreachtheendofthe-reefbeforethewallpusheditontherocks。Suddenly,thelonglowstretchofthereefbrokeintowhitefoam,andthenpassedfromsightundertheblackwall,againstwhichthelittlesailstillflickered。Thegirlfetchedalong,silentbreath。Theywereinsidethereef,incomparativelysmoothwater,andtoherignorancetheyweresafe。Buttherainwouldbecominginanothermoment,andMrs。Maynardwouldbedrenched;andGracewouldbetoblameforherdeath。Sherantothecloset,andpulleddownhermother’sIndia-rubbercloakandherown,andfledout-of-doors,tobereadyonthebeachwiththewrap,againsttheirlanding。Shemettheotherladiesonthestairsandinthehall,andtheyclamoredather;butsheglidedthroughthemlikesomethinginadream,andthensheheardashoutinginherear,andfeltherselfcaughtandheldupagainstthewind。

  \"Whereinlandbeyougoin’,MissBreen?\"

  Barlow,inalong,yellowoil-skincoatandsou’westerhat,keptpushingherforwardtotheedgeofthecliff,asheasked。

  \"I’mgoingdowntomeetthem!\"shescreamed。

  \"Well,IhopeyouWILLmeet’em。ButIguessyoubettergobacktothehouse。Hey?WUNT?Well;comealong,then,iftheyain’tpastdoctorin’

  bythetimetheygitashore!Prettywellwrappedup,anyway!\"heroared;andsheperceivedthatshehadputonherwaterproofanddrawnthehoodoverherhead。

  Thosestepstothebeachhadmadehergiddywhenshedescendedwithleisureforsuchdismay;butnow,withthetempestflatteningheragainstthestair-case,andhergossamerclutchingandclingingtoeverysurface,andagaintwistingitselfaboutherlimbs,sheclambereddownasswiftlyandrecklesslyasBarlowhimself,andfollowedoverthebeachbesidethemenwhowerepullingaboatdownthesandatarun。

  \"Letmegetin!\"shescreamed。\"Iwishtogowithyou!\"

  \"Takeholdofthegirl,Barlow!\"shoutedoneofthemen。\"She’scrazy。\"

  Hetumbledhimselfwithfourothersintotheboat,andtheyallstruckouttogetherthroughthefrothandswirlofthewaves。ShetriedtofreeherselffromBarlow,soastoflingthewaterproofintotheboat。\"Takethis,then。She’llbesoakedthrough!\"

  Barlowbrokeintoagrimlaugh。\"Shewon’tneedit,exceptforawindin’-sheet!\"heroared。\"Don’tyouseetheboat’sdrivin’rightont’

  thesand?She’llbekindlin’woodinaminute。\"

  \"Butthey’reinsidethereef!Theycancometoanchor!\"sheshriekedinreply。Heansweredherwithadespairinggrinandashakeofthehead。

  \"Theycan’t。Whathasyourboatgoneoutfor,then?\"

  \"Topick’emupoutthesea。Butthey’llnevergit’emalive。Lookhowsheslapsherboomint’thewater!Well!HeDOESknowhowtohandleaboat!\"

  ItwasLibbyatthehelm,asshecoulddimlysee,butwhatitwasinhismanagementthatmovedBarlow’spraiseshecouldnotdivine。Theboatseemedtobeaimedfortheshore,andtoberushing,headon,uponthebeach;herbroadsailwasblownstraightoutoverherbow,andflappedtherelikeabanner,whiletheheavyboomhammeredthewaterassheroseandfell。Ajaggedlineofredseamedthebreastofthedarkwallbehind;arendingcrashcame,andasiffiredupon,theboatflunguphersail,asawildfowlflingsupitswingwhenshot,andlaytossingkeelup,onthetopofthewaves。Italllookedscarcelyastone’scastaway,thoughitwasvastlyfarther。Afigurewasseentodragitselfupoutofthesea,andfalloverintotheboat,hoveringandpitchinginthesurroundingwelter,andstrugglingtogetattwootherfiguresclingingtothewreck。Suddenlythemenintheboatpulledaway,andGraceutteredacryofdespairandreproach:\"Why,they’releavingit,they’releavingit!\"

  \"Don’texpect’emtotowthewreckashoreinthisweather,doye?\"

  shoutedBarlow。\"They’vegotthefolksallsafeenough。ItellyeIsee’em!\"hecried,atawildlookofdoubtin。hereyes。\"Runtothehouse,there,andgeteverythinginapple-pieorder。There’sgoin’tobeachanceforsomeofyourdoctor’n’,now,ifyeknowhowtofetchfolksto。\"

  Itwasthelittlehouseonthebeach,whichthechildrenwerealwayspryingandpeeringinto,tryingthelock,andwonderingwhattheboatwaslike,whichGracehadseenlaunched。Nowthedooryieldedtoher,andwithinshefoundafirekindledinthestove,blanketslaidinorder,andflasksofbrandyinreadinessinthecupboard。Sheputtheblanketstoheatforinstantuse,andpreparedfortheworkofresuscitation。Whenshecouldturnfromthemtothedoor,shemetthereaprocessionthatapproachedwithdifficulty,headsdownandhustledbythefuriousblastthroughwhichtherainnowhissedandshot。Barlowandoneoftheboat’screwwerecarryingMrs。Maynard,andbringinguptherearofthehuddlingoil-skinsandsou’westerscameLibby,soaked,anddrippingashewalked。

  HiseyesandGrace’sencounteredwithamutualavoidance;butwhateverwastheirsenseofblame,theirvictimhadnoreproachestomakeherself。

  Shewasnotinneedofrestoration。Shewasperfectlyalive,andapparentlystimulatedbyherescapefromdeadlyperiltoavividconceptionofthewrongthathadbeendoneher。Iftheadventurehadpassedoffprosperously,shewasthesortofwomantohaveownedtoherfriendthatsheoughtnottohavethoughtofgoing。Buttheeventhadobliteratedthesescruples,andsherealizedherselfasahaplesscreaturewhohadbeenthrustontodangersfromwhichshewouldhaveshrunk。\"Well,Grace!\"shebegan,withavoicearidlookbeforewhichtheotherquailed,\"Ihopeyouaresatisfied!AllthetimeIwasclingingtothatwretchedboat。Iwaswonderinghowyouwouldfeel。

  Yes,mylastthoughtswereofyou。Ipitiedyou。Ididn’tseehowyoucouldeverhavepeaceagain。\"

  \"Holdon,Mrs。Maynard!\"criedLibby。\"There’sno,timeforthat,now。

  Whathadbestbedone,MissGreen?Hadn’tshebetterbegotuptothehouse?\"

  \"Yes,byallmeans,\"answeredGrace。

  \"Youmightaswellletmediehere,\"Mrs。Maynardprotested,asGracewrappedtheblanketsroundherdrippingdress。\"I’maswetasIcanbe,now。\"

  Libbybegantolaughattheseinconsequences,towhichhewasprobablywellused。\"Youwouldn’thavetimetodiehere。Andwewanttogivethishydropathictreatmentafairtrial。You’vetriedthedouche,andnowyou’retohavethepack。\"Hesummonedtwooftheboatmen,whohadbeenconsideratelydrippingoutside,inordertoleavetheinteriortotheshipwreckedcompany,andtheyliftedMrs。Maynard,finallywrappedin,Grace’sIndia-rubbercloak,andlookinglikesomesortofstrange,hugechrysalis,andcarriedheroutintothestormandupthesteps。

  GracefollowedlastwithMr。Libby,veryheavyheartedandreckless。Shehadnotonlythatsoreself-accusal;butthedegradationoftheaffair,itsgrotesqueness,itsspiritualsqualor,itsuttergracelessness,itsentirewantofdignity,werebitterasdeathinherproudsoul。Itwasnotinthisshamefulguisethatshehadforeseenthegoodshewastodo。

  Andithadallcomethroughherownwilfulnessandselfrighteousness。

  Thetearscouldmixunseenwiththerainthatdrenchedherface,buttheyblindedher,andhalf-wayupthestepsshestumbledonherskirt,andwouldhavefallen,iftheyoungmanhadnotcaughther。Afterthat,fromtimetotimeheputhisarmabouther,andstayedheragainstthegusts。

  Beforetheyreachedthetophesaid,\"MissBreen,I’mawfullysorryforallthis。Mrs。Maynardwillbeashamedofwhatshesaid。Confoundit!

  IfMaynardwereonlyhere!\"

  \"Whyshouldshebeashamed?\"demandedGrace。\"Ifshehadbeendrowned,Ishouldhavemurderedher,andI’mresponsibleifanythinghappenstoher,——Iamtoblame。\"Sheescapedfromhim,andranintothehouse。Heslunkroundthepiazzatothekitchendoor,undertheeyesoftheladieswatchingattheparlorwindows。

  \"Iwonderhelettheotherscarryherup,\"saidMissGleason。\"Ofcourse,hewillmarryhernow,——whenshegetsherdivorce。\"ShespokeofMrs。

  Maynard,whomheruniversaltolerationnotonlyincludedinthemercywhichtheopinionsoftheotherladiesdeniedher,butroundwhomherromancecastahaloofprettypossibilitiesasinnocentlysentimentalasthehopesofayounggirl。

  IV。

  ThenextmorningGracewassittingbesideherpatient,withwhomshehadspentthenight。ItwaspossiblyMrs。Maynard’sspiritualtoughnesswhichavailedher,forshedidnotseemmuchtheworseforheradventure:

  shehadalittlefever,andshewasslightlyhoarser;butshehaddiednoneofthedeathsthatsheprojectedduringthewatchesofthenight,andforwhichshehadchastenedthespiritofherphysicianbytherepeatedassurancethatsheforgavehereverything,andGeorgeMaynardeverything,andhopedthattheywouldbegoodtoherpoorlittleBella。

  Shehadthechildbroughtfromitscribtoherownbed,andmoanedoverit;butwiththereturnofdayandthedutiesoflifesheappearedtofeelthatshehadcarriedherforgivenessfarenough,andwasagainrememberingherinjuriesagainstGrace,asshelayinhermorninggownontheloungewhichhadbeenbroughtinforherfromtheparlor。

  \"Yes,Grace,IshallalwayssayifIhaddiedandImaydieyet——thatI

  didnotwishtogooutwithMr。Libby,andthatIwentpurelytopleaseyou。Youforcedmetogo。Ican’tunderstandwhyyoudidit;forI

  don’tsupposeyouwantedtokillus,whateveryoudid。\"

  Gracecouldnotliftherhead。Sheboweditoverthelittlegirlwhomshehadonherknee,andwhowasplayingwiththepinatherthroat,inapparentunconsciousnessofallthatwassaid。Butshehadreallyfollowedit,withglimpsesofintelligence,aschildrendo,andnowatthisnegativeaccusalsheliftedherhand,andsuddenlystruckGraceastingingblowonthecheek。

  Mrs。Maynardsprangfromherlounge。\"Why,Bella!youworthlesslittlewretch!\"ShecaughtherfromGrace’sknee,andshookherviolently。

  Then,castingtheculpritfromheratrandom,sheflungherselfdownagaininafitofcoughing,whilethechildfledtoGraceforconsolation,and,wildlysobbing,buriedherfaceinthelapofherinjuredfriend。

  \"Idon’tknowwhatIshalldoaboutthatchild!\"criedMrs。Maynard。

  \"ShehasGeorgeMaynard’stemperrightoveragain。Ifeeldreadfully,Grace!\"

  \"Oh,nevermindit,\"saidGrace,fondlingthechild,andhalfaddressingit。\"IsupposeBellathoughtIhadbeenunkindtohermother。\"

  \"That’sjustit!\"exclaimedLouise。\"Whenyou’vebeenkindnessitself!

  Don’tIoweeverythingtoyou?Ishouldn’tbealiveatthismomentifitwerenotforyourtreatment。Oh,Grace!\"Shebegantocoughagain;

  theparoxysmincreasedinvehemence。Shecaughtherhandkerchieffromherlips;itwasspottedwithblood。Shesprangtoherfeet,andregardeditwithimpersonalsternness。\"Now,\"shesaid,\"Iamsick,andIwantadoctor!\"

  \"Adoctor,\"Gracemeeklyechoed。

  \"Yes。Ican’tbetrifledwithanylonger。Iwantamandoctor!\"

  Gracehadlookedatthehandkerchief。\"Verywell,\"shesaid,withcoldness。\"Ishallnotstandinyourwayofcallinganotherphysician。

  Butifitwillconsoleyou,Icantellyouthatthebloodonyourhandkerchiefmeansnothingworthspeakingof。WhomshallIsendfor?\"

  sheasked,turningtogooutoftheroam。\"Iwishtobeyourfriendstill,andIwilldoanythingIcantohelpyou。\"

  \"Oh,GraceBreen!Isthatthewayyoutalktome?\"whimperedMrs。

  Maynard。\"YouknowthatIdon’tmeantogiveyouup。I’mnotastone;

  Ihavesomefeeling。Ididn’tintendtodismissyou,butIthoughtperhapsyouwouldliketohaveaconsultationaboutit。Ishouldthinkitwastimetohaveaconsultation,shouldn’tyou?Ofcourse,I’mnotalarmed,butIknowit’sgettingserious,andI’mafraidthatyourmedicineisn’tactiveenough。That’sit;it’sperfectlygoodmedicine,butitisn’tactive。They’veallbeensayingthatIoughttohavesomethingactive。Whynottrythewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit?I’msureit’sindicated。\"Inherlongcourseofmedicationshehadpickedupcertainprofessionalphrases,whichsheusedwithamusingseriousness。\"Itwouldbeactive,atanyrate。\"

  Gracedidnotreply。Asshestoodsmoothingtheheadofthelittlegirl,whohadfollowedhertothedoor,andnowleanedagainsther,hidinghertearfulfaceinGrace’sdress,shesaid,\"Idon’tknowofanyhomoeopathicphysicianinthisneighborhood。Idon’tbelievethere’sonenearerthanBoston,andIshouldmakemyselfridiculousincallingonesofarforaconsultation。ButI’mquitewillingyoushouldcallone,andI

  willsendforyouatonce。\"

  \"Andwouldn’tyouconsultwithhim,afterhecame?\"

  \"Certainlynot。Itwouldbeabsurd。\"

  \"Ishouldn’tliketohaveadoctorcomeallthewayfromBoston,\"musedMrs。Maynard,sinkingontheloungeagain。\"Theremustbeadoctorintheneighborhood。Itcan’tbesohealthyasthat!\"

  \"There’sanallopathicphysicianatCorbitant,\"saidGracepassively。

  \"Averygoodone,Ibelieve,\"sheadded。

  \"Oh,well,then!\"criedMrs。Maynard,withimmenserelief。\"Consultwithhim!\"

  \"I’vetoldyou,Louise,thatIwouldnotconsultwithanybody。AndI

  certainlywouldn’tconsultwithaphysicianwhoseideasandprinciplesI

  knewnothingabout。\"

  \"Whybut,Grace,\"Mrs。Maynardexpostulated。\"Isn’tthatratherprejudiced?\"ShebegantotakeanimpartialinterestinGrace’sposition,andfellintoanargumentativetone。\"Iftwoheadsarebetterthanone,——andeverybodysaystheyare,——Idon’tseehowyoucanconsistentlyrefusetotalkwithanotherphysician。\"

  \"Ican’texplaintoyou,Louise,\"saidGrace。\"ButyoucancallDr。

  Mulbridge,ifyouwish。Thatwillbetherightwayforyoutodo,ifyouhavelostconfidenceinme。\"

  \"Ihaven’tlostconfidenceinyou,Grace。Idon’tseehowyoucantalkso。Youcangivemebreadpills,ifyoulike,orairpills,andIwilltakethemgladly。Ibelieveinyouperfectly。ButIdothinkthatinamatterofthiskind,wheremyhealth,andperhapsmylife,isconcerned,Ioughttohavealittlesay。Idon’taskyoutogiveupyourprinciples,andIdon’tdreamofgivingyouup,andyetyouwon’tjusttopleaseme!——exchangeafewwordswithanotherdoctoraboutmycase,merelybecausehe’sallopathic。Ishouldcallitbigotry,andIdon’tseehowyoucancallitanythingelse。\"Therewasasoundofvoicesatthedooroutside,andshecalledcheerily,\"Comein,Mr。Libby,——comein!

  There’snobodybutGracehere,\"sheadded,astheyoungmantentativelyopenedthedoor,andlookedin。Heworeaneveningdress,eventothewhitecravat,andhecarriedinhishandacrushhat:therewassomethinganomalousinhisappearance,beyondthephenomenalcharacterofhiscostume,andheblushedconsciouslyashebowedtoGrace,andthenathermotionshookhandswithher。Mrs。Maynarddidnotgiveherselfthefatigueofrising;shestretchedherhandtohimfromthelounge,andhetookitwithoutthejoywhichhehadshownwhenGracemadehimthesameadvance。\"Howveryswellyoulook。Goingtoaneveningpartythismorning?\"shecried;andaftershehadgivenhimasecondglanceofgreaterintensity,\"Why,whatintheworldhascomeover’you?\"ItwasthedresswhichMr。Libbywore。Hewasayoungfellowfartoowellmade,andcarriedhimselftooalertly,tolookasifanyclothesmisfittedhim;

  hispersongavetheirgoodcutelegance,buthehadtheeffectofhavingfallenawayinthem。\"Why,youlookasifyouhadbeensickamonth!\"

  Mrs。Maynardinterpreted。

  Theyoungmansurveyedhimselfwithadownwardglance。\"They’reJohnson’s,\"heexplained。\"HehadthemdownforahopattheLongBeachHouse,andsentoverforthem。Ihadnothingbutmycampingflannels,andtheyhaven’tbeengotintoshapeyet,sinceyesterday。Iwantedtocomeoverandseehowyouwere。\"

  \"Poorfellow!\"exclaimedMrs。Maynard。\"Ineverthoughtofyou!Howintheworlddidyougettoyourcamp?\"

  \"Iwalked。\"

  \"Inallthatrain?\"

  \"Well,Ihadbeenprettywellsprinkled,already。Itwasn’taquestionofwetanddry;itwasaquestionofwetandwet。Iwasgoingoffbareheaded,Ilostmyhatinthewater,youknow,——butyourman,here,hailedmeroundthecornerofthekitchen,andlentmeone。I’vebeentakingupcollectionsofclotheseversince。\"

  Mr。Libbyspokelightly,andwithacryof\"Barlow’shat!\"Mrs。Maynardwentoffinashriekoflaughter;butadeepdistresskeptGracesilent。

  Itseemedtoherthatshehadbeenlackingnotonlyinthoughtfulness,butincommonhumanity,insufferinghimtowalkawayseveralmilesintherain,withoutmakinganoffertokeephimandhavehimprovidedforinthehouse。Sherememberednowherbewilderedimpressionthathewaswithoutahatwhenheclimbedthestairsandhelpedhertothehouse;

  sherecalledthefactthatshehadthrusthimontothedangerhehadescaped,andherheartwasmeltedwithgriefandshame。\"Mr。Libby\"——

  shebegan,goinguptohim,anddroopingbeforehiminanattitudewhichsimplyandfranklyexpressedthecontritionshefelt;butshecouldnotcontinue。Mrs。Maynard’slaughbrokeintotheusualcough,andassoonasshecouldspeaksheseizedtheword。

  \"Well,there,now;wecanleaveittoMr。Libby。It’stheprincipleofthethingthatIlookat。AndIwanttoseehowitstrikeshim。Iwanttoknow,Mr。Libby,ifyouwereadoctor,\"——helookedatGrace,andflushed,——\"andapersonwasverysick,andwantedyoutoconsultwithanotherdoctor,whetheryouwouldletthemerefactthatyouhadn’tbeenintroducedhaveanyweightwithyou?\"TheyoungmansilentlyappealedtoGrace,whodarkenedangrily,andbeforehecouldspeakMrs。Maynardinterposed。\"No,no,yousha’n’taskher。Iwantyouropinion。It’sjustanabstractquestion。\"SheaccountedforthisfibwithawinkatGrace。

  \"Really,\"hesaid,\"it’sratherformidable。I’veneverbeenadoctorofanykind。\"

  \"Oh,yes,weknowthat!\"saidMrs。Maynard。\"Butyouarenow,andnowwouldyoudoit?\"

  \"Iftheotherfellowknewmore,Iwould。\"

  \"Butifyouthoughthedidn’t?\"

  \"ThenIwouldn’t。Whatareyoutryingtogetat,Mrs。Maynard?I’mnotgoingtoansweranymoreofyourquestions。\"

  \"Yes,——onemore。Don’tyouthinkit’sadoctor’splacetogethispatientwellanywayhecan?\"

  \"Why,ofcourse!\"

  \"There,Grace!It’sjustexactlythesamecase。Andninety-nineoutofahundredwoulddecideagainstyoueverytime。\"

  LibbyturnedtowardsGraceinconfusion。\"MissBreen——Ididn’tunderstand——Idon’tpresumetomeddleinanything——You’renotfair,Mrs。

  Maynard!Ihaven’tanyopiniononthesubject,MissBreen;Ihaven’t,indeed!\"

  \"Oh,youcan’tbackout,now!\"exclaimedMrs。Maynardjoyously。\"You’vesaidit。\"

  \"Andyou’requiteright,Mr。Libby,\"saidGracehaughtily。Shebadehimgood-morning;buthefollowedherfromtheroom,andleftMrs。Maynardtohertriumph。

  \"MissBreen——Doletmespeaktoyou,please!Uponmywordandhonor,I

  didn’tknowwhatshewasdrivingat;Ididn’t,indeed!It’sprettyroughonme,forIneverdreamtofsettingmyselfupasajudgeofyouraffairs。Iknowyou’reright,whateveryouthink;andItakeitallback;itwasgotoutofmebyfraud,anyway。AndIbegyourpardonfornotcallingyouDoctor——ifyouwantmetodoit。Theothercomesmorenatural;butIwishtorecognizeyouinthewayyouprefer,forIdofeelmostrespectul——reverent——\"

  Hewassoveryearnestandsoreallytroubled,andhestumbledaboutsofortherightword,andhituponthewrongonewithsuchunfailingdisaster,thatshemusthavebeensuperhumannottolaugh。Herlaughingseemedtorelievehimevenmorethanherheartyspeech。\"Callmehowyoulike,Mr。Libby。Idon’tinsistuponanythingwithyou;butIbelieveI

  preferMissBreen。\"

  \"You’reverykind!MissBreenitis,then。Andyou’ll,forgivemysidingagainstyou?\"hedemandedradiantly。

  \"Don’tspeakofthatagain,please。I’venothingtoforgiveyou。\"

  Theywalkeddown-stairsandoutonthepiazza。Barlowstoodbeforethesteps,holdingbythebitafinebaymare,whotwitchedherheadroundalittleatthesoundofLibby’svoice,andgavehimalook。Hepassedwithoutnoticingthehorse。\"I’mgladtofindMrs。Maynardsowell。

  Withthatcoldofhers,hangingonsolong,Ididn’tknowbutshe’dbeinanawfulstatethismorning。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidGrace,\"it’samiraculousescape。\"

  \"ThefactisIsentovertoNewLeydenformyteamyesterday。Ididn’tknowhowthingsmightturnout,andyou’resofarfromalemonhere,thatIthoughtImightbeusefulingoingerrands。\"

  Graceturnedherheadandglancedattheequipage。\"Isthatyourteam?\"

  \"Yes,\"saidtheyoungfellow,withasmileofsuppressedpride。

  \"Whatanexquisitecreature!\"saidthegirl。

  \"ISN’Tshe?\"Theybothfacedabout,andstoodlookingatthemare,andthelight,shining,openbuggybehindher。Thesunshinehadtheafter-

  stormglister;theairwasbrisk,andthebreezeblewbalmfromtheheartofthepineforest。\"MissBreen,\"hebrokeout,\"Iwishyou’dtakealittledashthroughthewoodswithme。I’vegotabroad-trackbuggy,that’sjustrightfortheseroads。Idon’tsupposeit’sthethingatalltoaskyou,onsuchshortacquaintance,butIwishyouwould。Iknowyou’denjoyit:Come?\"

  Hisjoyousurgencegaveherastrangethrill。Shehadlongceasedtoimagineherselfthepossiblesubjectofwhatyoungladiescallattentions,andshedidnotthinkofherselfinthatwaynow。Therewassomethinginthefrank,eagerboyishnessoftheinvitationthatfascinatedher,andthesunnyfaceturnedsohopefullyuponherhaditsamusingeloquence。Shelookedabouttheplacewithananxietyofwhichshewasimmediatelyashamed:alltheladieswereoutofsight,andprobablyatthefootofthecliff。

  \"Don’tsayno,MissBreen,\"pleadedthegayvoice。

  Theanswerseemedtocomeofitself。\"Oh,thankyou,yes,Ishouldliketogo。\"

  \"Good!\"heexclaimed,andthewordwhichrivetedherconsentmadeherrecoil。

  \"Butnotthismorning。Someotherday。I——I——IwanttothinkaboutMrs。

  Maynard。I——oughtn’ttoleaveher。Excusemethismorning,Mr。Libby。\"

  \"Why,ofcourse,\"hetriedtosaywithunalteredgayety,butanoteofdisappointmentmadeitselffelt。\"Doyouthinkshe’sgoingtobeworse?\"

  \"No,Idon’tthinksheis。But——\"Shepaused,andwaitedaspacebeforeshecontinued。\"I’mafraidIcan’tbeofusetoheranylonger。Shehaslostconfidenceinme——It’simportantsheshouldtrustherphysician。\"Libbyblushed,ashealwaysdidwhenrequiredtorecognizeGraceinherprofessionalquality。\"It’smoreamatterofnervesthananythingelse,andifshedoesn’tbelieveinmeIcan’tdoheranygood。\"

  \"Yes,Icanunderstandthat,\"saidtheyoungman,withgentlesympathy;

  andshefelt,somehow,thathedelicatelyrefrainedfromanyleadingorpromptingcomment。

  \"Shehasbeenurgingmetohaveaconsultationwithsomedoctorabouthercase,andI——itwouldberidiculous!\"

  \"ThenIwouldn’tdoit!\"saidMr。Libby。\"Youknowagreatdealbetterwhatshewantsthanshedoes。Youhadbettermakeher,dowhatyousay。\"

  \"Ididn’tmeantoburdenyouwithmyaffairs,\"saidGrace,\"butIwishedtoexplainhermotiveinspeakingtoyouasshedid。\"Aftershehadsaidthis,itseemedtoherratherweak,andshecouldnotthinkofanythingelsethatwouldstrengthenit。Theyoungmanmightthinkthatshehadaskedadviceofhim。ShebegantoresenthistellinghertomakeMrs。

  Maynarddowhatshesaid。Shewasabouttoaddsomethingtosnubhim,whensherecollectedthatitwasherownwilfulnesswhichhadprecipitatedthepresentsituation,andshehumbledherself。

  \"Shewillprobablychangehermind,\"saidLibby。\"Shewouldifyoucouldlethercarryherpoint,\"headded,withalightesteemforMrs。MaynardwhichsethimwrongagaininGrace’seyes:hehadnobusinesstospeaksotoher。

  \"Verylikely,\"shesaid,instiffwithdrawalfromalltermsofconfidenceconcerningMrs。Maynard。Shedidnotaddanythingmore,andshemeantthattheyoungfellowshouldperceivethathis,audiencewasatanend。

  Hedidnotapparentlyresentit,butshefanciedhimhurtinhisacquiescence。

  Shewentbacktoherpatient,whomshefoundlanguidanddisposedtosleepaftertherecentexcitement,andsheleftheragain,takinglittleBellawithher。Mrs。Maynardsleptlong,butwokenonethebetterforhernap。Towardseveningshegrewfeverish,andherfevermountedasthenightfell。Shewasrestlessandwakeful,andbetweenherdreamydozesshewasincessantinherhintsforaconsultationtoGrace,whopassedthenightinherroom,andwatchedeverychangefortheworsewithaself-accusingheart。Theimpendingtroublewasinthatindeterminatephasewhichmustgivethephysicianhismostanxiousmoments;andthisinexperiencedgirl;whoseknowledgewasalltobeapplied,andwhohadhardlyarrivedyetatthatdismayingstagewhenayoungphysicianfindsalltheresultsatwarwithalltheprecepts,begantorealizetheawfulnessofherresponsibility。Shehadalwaysthoughtofsavinglife,andnotoflosingit。

  V。

  BymorningGracewasasnervousandanxiousasherpatient,whohadmomentarilytheadvantageofherinhavingfallenasleep。Shewentstealthilyout,andwalkedthelengthofthepiazza,bathinghereyeswiththesightofthesea,coolanddimunderacloudedsky。AtthecornernextthekitchensheencounteredBarlow,who,havingkindledthefireforthecook,hadspentsmomentofleisureinkillingsomechickensatthebarn;heappearedwithaclusterofhisvictimsinhishand,butatsightofGraceheconsideratelyputthembehindhim。

  Shehadnotnoticedthem。\"Mr。Barlow,\"shesaid,\"howfarisittoCorbitant?\"

  Barlowslouchedintoaconversationalposture,easilyrestingonhisraisedhipthebackofthehandinwhichheheldthechickens。\"Well,it’saccordin’towhoyouask。Somesayssixmile,andrealcleverfolksmakesitaboutfourandaquarter。\"

  \"Iaskyou,\"persistedGrace。

  \"Well,thelasttimeIwasthere,Ithoughtitwasaboutsixty。’Mostfrozemyfingersgoin’roundthepoint。’N’allIwasafraidofwasgettin’theretoosoon。Tellyou,aleeshoreain’tapleasantneighborinaregularoldnortheaster。’Fyougobyland,Iguessit’sabouttenmileroundthroughthewoods。WanttosendforDr。Mulbridge?Ithoughtmebbe\"——

  \"No,no!\"saidGrace。Sheturnedbackintothehouse,andthenshecamerunningoutagain;butbythistimeBarlowhadgoneintothekitchen,wheresheheardhimtellingthecookthatthesewerethelastofthedommyneckers。AtbreakfastseveraloftheladiescameandaskedafterMrs。Maynard,wheserestlessnighttheyhadsomehowheardof。Whenshecameoutofthedining-room’MissGleasonwaylaidherinthehall。

  \"Dr。Breen,\"shesaid,inarepressedtumult,\"Ihopeyouwon’tgiveway。

  Forwoman’ssake,Ihopeyouwon’t!Youoweittoyourselfnottogiveway!I’msureMrs。Maynardisaswelloffinyourhandsasshecanbe。

  IfIdidn’tthinkso,Ishouldbethelasttoadviseyourbeingfirm;

  but,feelingasIdo,Idoadviseitmoststrongly。Everythingdependsonit。\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,MissGleason,\"saidGrace。

  \"I’mgladithasn’tcometoyouyet。Ifitwasaquestionofmereprofessionalpride,Ishouldsay,Byallmeanscallhimatonce。ButI

  feelthatagreatdealmoreisinvolved。Ifyouyield,youmakeitharderforotherwomentohelpthemselveshereafter,andyouconfirmsuchpeopleastheseintheirdistrustoffemalephysicians。Lookingatitinalargeway,Ialmostfeelthatitwouldbebetterforhertodiethanforyoutogiveup;andfeelingasIdo\"——

  \"AreyoutalkingofMrs。Maynard?\"askedGrace。

  \"TheyareallsayingthatyououghttogiveupthecasetoDr。Mulbridge。

  ButIhopeyouwon’t。Ishouldn’tblameyouforcallinginanotherfemalephysician\"——

  \"Thankyou,\"answeredGrace。\"Thereisnodangerofherdying。Butitseemstomethatshehastoomanyfemalephysiciansalready。InthishouseIshouldthinkitbettertocallaman。\"SheleftthebarbtorankleinMissGleason’sbreast,andfollowedhermothertoherroom,whoavengedMissGleasonbyaseriesofinquisitionaltortures,endingwiththehopethat,whatevershedid,Gracewouldnothavethatsillycreature’sbloodonherhands。Thegirlopenedherlipstoattemptsomeanswertothisunanswerableaspiration,whentheunwontedsoundofwheelsontheroadwithoutcaughtherear。

  \"Whatisthat,Grace?\"demandedhermother,asifGracewereguiltyofthenoise。

  \"Mr。Libby,\"answeredGrace,rising。

  \"Hashecomeforyou?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。ButIamgoingdowntoseehim。\"

  Atsightoftheyoungman’sface,Gracefeltherheartlighten。Hehadjumpedfromhisbuggy,andwasstandingathissmilingeaseonthepiazzasteps,lookingaboutasifforsomeone,andhebrightenedjoyfullyathercoming。Hetookherhandwitheagerfriendliness,andatherimpulsebegantomoveawaytotheendofthepiazzawithher。Theladieshadnotyetdescendedtothebeach;apparentlytheirinterestinDr。Breen’spatientkeptthem。

  \"HowisMrs。Maynardthismorning?\"heasked;andsheanswered,astheygotbeyondearshot,——

  \"Notbetter,I’mafraid。\"

  \"Oh,I’msorry,\"saidtheyoungman。\"Thenyouwon’tbeabletodrivewithmethismorning?Ihopesheisn’tseriouslyworse?\"headded,recurringtoMrs。MaynardatthesightofthetroubleinGrace’sface。

  \"Ishallasktodrivewithyou,\"shereturned。\"Mr。Libby,doyouknowwhereCorbitantis?\"

  \"Oh,yes。\"

  \"Andwillyoudrivemethere?\"

  \"Why,certainly!\"hecried,inpolitewonder。

  \"Thankyou。\"Sheturnedhalfround,andcastawoman’slookattheotherwomen。\"Ishallbereadyinhalfanhour。Willyougoaway,andcomebackthen?Notsooner。\"

  \"Anythingyouplease,MissBreen,\"hesaid,laughinginhismystification。\"Inthirtyminutes,orthirtydays。\"

  Theywentbacktothesteps,andhemountedhisbuggy。Shesatdown,andtakingsomeworkfromherpocket,bentherheadoverit。Atfirstshewaspale,andthenshegrewred。Butthesefluctuationsofcolorcouldnotkeepherspectatorslong;onebyonetheydispersedanddescendedthecliff;andwhensherosetogoforherhatthelasthadvanished,withalonginglookather。ItwasMissGleason。

  Gracebrieflyannouncedherpurposetohermother,whosaid,\"Ihopeyouarenotdoinganythingimpulsive\";andsheanswered,\"No,Ihadquitemadeupmymindtoitlastnight。\"

  Mr。Libbyhadnotyetreturnedwhenshewentbacktothepiazza,andshewalkedoutontheroadbywhichhemustarrive。Shehadnottowalkfar。

  Hedrewinsightbeforeshehadgoneaquarterofamile,drivingrapidly。\"AmIlate?\"heasked,turning,andpullingupattheroadside,withwellsubduedastonishmentatencounteringher。

  \"Oh,no;notthatIknow。\"Shemountedtotheseat,andtheydroveoffinasilencewhichenduredforalongtime。IfLibbyhadbeenasvainasheseemedlight,hemusthavefounditcruellyunflattering,foritignoredhispresenceandevenhisexistence。Shebrokethesilenceatlastwithadeep-drawnsigh,asfranklysadasifshehadbeenquitealone,butshereturnedtoconsciousnessofhiminit。\"Mr。Libby,youmustthinkitisverystrangeformetoaskyoutodrivemetoCorbitantwithouttroublingmyselftotellyoumyerrand。\"

  \"Oh,notatall,\"saidtheyoungman。\"I’mgladtobeofuseonanyterms。Itisn’toftenthatonegetsthechance。\"

  \"IamgoingtoseeDr。Mulbridge,\"shebegan,andthenstoppedsolongthatheperceivedshewishedhimtosaysomething。

  Hesaid,\"Yes?\"

  \"Yes。IthoughtthismorningthatIshouldgiveMrs。Maynard’scaseuptohim。Ishouldn’tbeatalltroubledatseemingtogiveitupunderapressureofopinion,thoughIshouldnotgiveitupforthat。Ofcourse,\"

  sheexplained,\"youdon’tknowthatallthosewomenhavebeensayingthatIoughttocallinDr。Mulbridge。It’soneofthosethings,\"sheaddedbitterly,\"thatmakeitsopleasantforawomantotrytohelpwomen。\"

  Hemadealittlemurmurofcondolence,andsherealizedthatshehadthrownherselfonhissympathy,whenshethoughtshehadbeenmerelythinkingaloud。\"WhatImeanisthatheisamanofexperienceandreputation,andcouldprobablybeofmoreusetoherthanI,forshewouldtrusthimmore。ButIhaveknownheralongtime,andIunderstandhertemperamentandhercharacter,——whichgoesforagooddealinsuchmatters,——andIhaveconcludednottogiveupthecase。IwishtomeetDr。Mulbridge,however,andaskhimtoseeherinconsultationwithme。

  Thatisall,\"sheendedratherhaughtily,asifshehadbeendramatizingthefacttoDr。Mulbridgeinherownmind。

  \"Ishouldthinkthatwouldbetherightthing,\"saidLibbylimply,withuncalled-forapproval;butheleftthisdangerousgroundabruptly。\"Asyousay,charactergoesforagreatdealinthesethings。I’veseenMrs。

  Maynardatthepointofdeathbefore。Asageneralrule,shedoesn’tdie。Ifyouhaveknownheralongtime,youknowwhatImean。Shelikestosharehersufferingswithherfriends。I’veseenpooroldMaynard\"——

  \"Mr。Libby!\"Gracebrokein。\"YoumayspeakofMr。Maynardasyoulike,butIcannotallowyourdisrespectfulnesstoMrs。Maynard。It’sshocking!Youhadnorighttobetheirfriendifyoufelttowardthemasyouseemtohavedone。\"

  \"Why,therewasnoharminthem。Ilikedthem!\"explainedtheyoungman。

  \"Peoplehavenorighttolikethosetheydon’trespect!\"

  Libbylookedasifthiswereratheranewanddrollidea。Butheseemednottoobjecttohertutoringhim。\"Well,\"hesaid,\"asfarasMrs。

  Maynardwasconcerned,Idon’tknowthatIlikedheranymorethanI

  respectedher。\"

  Graceoughttohavefrownedatthis,butshehadtocheckasmilein。

  ordertosaygravely,\"Iknowsheisdisagreeableattimes。Andshelikestosharehersufferingswithothers,asyousay。Butherhusbandwasfullyentitledtoanyshareofthemthathemayhaveborne。Ifhehadbeenkindertoher,shewouldn’tbewhatandwheresheisnow。\"

  \"Kindertoher!\"Libbyexclaimed。\"He’sthekindestfellowintheworld!

  Now,MissBreen,\"hesaidearnestly,\"IhopeMrs。Maynardhasn’tbeentalkingagainstherhusbandtoyou?\"

  \"Isitpossible,\"demandedGrace,\"thatyoudon’tknowthey’reseparated,andthatshe’sgoingtotakestepsforadivorce?\"

  \"Adivorce?No!Whatintheworldfor?\"

  \"Inevertalkgossip。Ithoughtofcourseshehadtoldyou\"——

  \"Shenevertoldmeaword!Shewasashamedtodoit!SheknowsthatI

  knowMaynardwasthebesthusbandintheworldtoher。Allshetoldmewasthathewasoutonhisranch,andshehadcomeonhereforherhealth。It’ssomeridiculouslittlethingthatnoreasonablewomanwouldhavedreamtofcaringfor。It’soneofhercaprices。It’sherownfickleness。She’stiredofhim,——orthinkssheis,andthat’sallaboutit。MissBreen,Ibegyouwon’tbelieveanythingagainstMaynard!\"

  \"Idon’tunderstand,\"falteredGrace,astonishedathisfervor;andthelightitcastuponherfirstdoubtsofhim。\"Ofcourse,Ionlyknowtheaffairfromherreport,andIhaven’tconcernedmyselfinit,exceptasitaffectedherhealth。AndIdon’twishtomisjudgehim。AndIlikeyour——defendinghim,\"shesaid,thoughitinstantlyseemedapatronizingthingtohavesaid。\"ButIcouldn’twithholdmysympathywhereI

  believedtherehadbeenneglectandsystematicunkindness,andfinallydesertion。\"

  \"Oh,IknowMrs。Maynard;Iknowherkindoftalk。I’veseenMaynard’sneglectandunkindness,andIknowjustwhathisdesertionwouldbe。Ifhe’slefther,it’sbecauseshewantedhimtoleaveher;hedidittohumorher,topleaseher。IshallhaveatalkwithMrs。Maynardwhenwegetback。\"

  \"I’mafraidIcan’tallowitatpresent,\"saidGrace,veryseriously。

  \"Sheisworseto-day。OtherwiseIshouldn’tbegivingyouthistrouble。\"

  \"Oh,it’snotrouble\"——

  \"ButI’mglad——I’mgladwe’vehadthisunderstanding。I’mveryglad。Itmakesmethinkworseofmyselfandbetterof——others。\"

  Libbygavealaugh。\"Andyoulikethat?You’reeasilypleased。\"

  Sheremainedgrave。\"IoughttobeabletotellyouwhatImean。Butitisn’tpossible——now。Willyouletmebegyourpardon?\"sheurged,withimpulsiveearnestness。

  \"Why,yes,\"heanswered,smiling。

  \"Andnotaskmewhy?\"

  \"Certainly。\"

  \"Thankyou。Yes,\"sheaddedhastily,\"sheissomuchworsethatsomeoneofgreaterexperiencethanImustseeher,andIhavemadeupmymind。

  Dr。Mulbridgemayrefusetoconsultwithme。Iknowverywellthatthereisaprejudiceagainstwomenphysicians,andIcouldn’tespeciallyblamehimforsharingit。Ihavethoughtitallover。Ifherefuses,Ishallknowwhattodo。\"ShehadceasedtoaddressLibby,whorespectedhersoliloquy。Hedroveonrapidlyoverthesoftroad,wherethewheelsmadenosound,andthetrackwanderedwithapparentaimlessnessthroughtheinterminablewoodsofyoungoakandpine。Thelowtreeswerefullofthesunshine,anddappledthemwithshadowastheydashedalong;thefresh,greenfernsspringingfromthebrowncarpetofthepineneedleswereasifpaintedagainstit。Thebreathofthepineswasheavierfortherecentrain;andthewoodysmelloftheoakswaspungentwherethebalsamfailed。Theymetnoone,butthesolitudedidnotmakeitselffeltthroughherpreoccupation。Fromtimetotimeshedroppedawordortwo;

  butforthemostshewassilent,andhedidnotattempttolead。Byandbytheycametoanopenerplace,wherethereweremanyredfieldliliestiltinginthewind。

  \"Wouldyoulikesomeofthose?\"heasked,pullingup。

  \"Ishould,verymuch,\"sheanswered,gladofthesightofthegaythings。

  Butwhenhehadgatheredherabunchoftheflowersshelookeddownattheminherlap,andsaid,\"It’ssillyinmetobecaringforliliesatsuchatime,andIshouldmakeanunfavorableimpressiononDr。Mulbridgeifhesawmewiththem。ButIshallrisktheireffectonhim。HemaythinkIhavebeenbotanizing。\"

  \"Unlessyoutellhimyouhaven’t,\"theyoungmansuggested。

  \"Ineedn’tdothat。\"

  \"Idon’tthinkanyoneelsewoulddoit。\"

  Shecoloredalittleatthetributetohercandor,anditpleasedher,thoughithadjustpleasedherasmuchtoforgetthatshewasnotlikeanyotheryounggirlwhomightbesimplyandirresponsiblyhappyinflowersgatheredforherbyayoungman。\"Iwon’ttellhim,either!\"shecried,willingtograspthefleetingemotionagain;butitwasgone,andonlyalittleresidueofsadconsciousnessremained。

  Thewoodsgavewayoneithersideoftheroad,whichbegantobeavillagestreet,slopingandshelvingdowntowardthecurveofaquietbay。Theneatweather-graydwellings,shingledtothegroundandbrightenedwithdoor-yardflowersandcreepers,straggledoffintotheboat-housesandfishing-hutsontheshore,andthevillageseemedtogetafloatatlastinthesloopsandschoonersridingintheharbor,whosesmoothplanerosehighertotheeyethanthetownitself。Thesaltandthesandwereeverywhere,butthoughtherehadbeennopositiveprosperityinCorbitantforageneration,theplacehadanimpregnableneatness,whichdefieddecay;iftherehadbeenadoginthestreet,therewouldnothavebeenasticktothrowathim。

  Oneofthebetter,butnotthebest,ofthevillagehouses,whichdidnotdifferfromtheothersinanyessentialparticular,andwhichstoodflushuponthestreet,boreadoor-platewiththenameDr。RufusMulbridge,andLibbydrewupinfrontofitwithouthavinghadtoalarmthevillagewithinquiries。Graceforbadehishelpindismounting,andrantothedoor,wheresherangoneofthosebellswhichsharplyrespondatthebackofthepaneltotheturnofacrankinfront;sheobserved,inadifferenceofpaint,thatthismodernimprovementhaddisplacedanoldfashionedknocker。Thedoorwasopenedbyatallandstrikinglyhandsomeoldwoman,whoseblackeyesstillkepttheirkeenlightunderherwhitehair,andwhosedressshowednoneoftheincongruitywhichwasoffensiveinthedoor-bell:itwasintheperfectionofanantiquatedtaste,which,however,camejustshortofcharacterizingitwithgentlewomanliness。

  \"IsDr。Mulbridgeathome?\"askedGrace。

  \"Yes,\"saidtheother,withacertainhesitation,andholdingthedoorajar。

  \"Ishouldliketoseehim,\"saidGrace,mountingtothethreshold。

  \"Isitimportant?\"askedtheelderwoman。

  \"Quite,\"repliedGrace,withanaccentatonceofsurpriseanddecision。

  \"Youmaycomein,\"saidtheotherreluctantly,andsheopenedadoorintoaroomatthesideofthehall。

  \"YoumaygiveDr。Mulbridgemycard,ifyouplease,\"saidGrace,beforesheturnedtogointothisroom;andtheothertookit,andlefthertofindachairforherself。Itwasacountrydoctor’soffice,withtheusualcountrydoctor’ssupplyofdrugsonashelf,butverymuchmorethanthecountrydoctor’susuallibrary:thestandardworkswerethere,andtherewerealsotheprincipalperiodicalsandthelatesttreatisesofnoteinthemedicalworld。Inalong,uprightcase,likethatofanoldhall-clock,wastheanatomyofonewhohadlongdonewithtime;alaryngoscopeandsomeotherprofessionalapparatusofconstantutilitylayupontheleafofthedoctor’sdesk。Therewasnothingintheroomwhichdidnotsuggesthisprofession,excepttheswordandthespurswhichhunguponthewalloppositewhereGracesatbesideoneofthefrontwindows。Shespenthertimeinstudyoftheroomanditsappointments,andinnowandthenglancingoutatMr。Libby,whosatstatuesquelypatientinthebuggy。Hisprofilecutagainsttheskywasblameless;andahumorousshrewdnesswhichshowedinthewrinkleathiseyeandinthedroopofhisyellowmustachegaveitsregularitylifeandcharm。ItoccurredtoherthatifDr。MulbridgecaughtsightofMr。Libbybeforehesawher,orbeforeshecouldexplainthatshehadgotoneofthegentlemenatthehotel——sheresolveduponthisprevarication——todrivehertoCorbitantindefaultofanotherconveyance,hewouldhavehisimpressionsandconjectures,whichdoubtlessthebunchofliliesinherhandwoulddotheirparttostimulate。Shesubmittedtothispossibility,andwaitedforhiscoming,whichbegantoseemunreasonablydelayed。Thedooropenedatlast,andatall,powerfullyframedmanofthirty-fiveorforty,dressedinanill-fittingsuitofgrayCanadahomespunappeared。Hemovedwithaslow,ponderingstep,andcarriedhisshaggyheadbentdownwardsfromshouldersslightlyrounded。Hisdarkbeardwasalreadygrizzled,andshesawthathismustachewasburntandturnedtawnyatpointsbysmoking,ofwhichhabithispresencegavestaleevidencetoanothersense。HeheldGrace’scardinhishand,andhelookedather,asheadvanced,outofgrayeyesthat,ifnotsympathetic,wereperfectlyintelligent,andthatatoncesoughttodivineandclassher。Sheperceivedthathetookintheliliesandhercomingcolor;shefeltthathenotedherfigureandherdress。

  Shehalfroseinresponsetohisquestioningbow,andhemotionedhertoherseatagain。\"Ihadtokeepyouwaiting,\"hesaid。\"Iwasupallnightwithapatient,andIwasasleepwhenmymothercalledme。\"Hestoppedhere,anddefinitivelywaitedforhertobegin。

  Shedidnotfindthiseasy,ashetookachairinfrontofher,andsatlookingsteadilyinherface。\"I’msorrytohavedisturbedyou\"

  \"Oh,notatall,\"heinterrupted。\"Theruleistodisturbadoctor。\"

  \"Imean,\"shebeganagain,\"thatIamnotsurethatIamjustifiedindisturbingyou。\"

  Hewaitedalittlewhileforhertogoon,andthenhesaid,\"Well,letushear。\"

  \"Iwishtoconsultwithyou,\"shebrokeout,andagainshecametoasuddenpause;andasshelookedintohisvigilantface,inwhichshewasnotsuretherewasnotahoveringderision,shecouldnotcontinue。Shefeltthatsheoughttogathercouragefromthefactthathehadnotstarted,ordoneanythingpositivelydisagreeablewhenshehadaskedforaconsultation;butshecouldnot,anditdidnotavailhertoreflectthatshewasrenderingherselfliabletoallconceivablemisconstruction,——thatshewasbehavingchildishly,witheveryappearanceofbehavingguiltily。

  Hecametoheraidagain,inabluntfashion,neitherkindnorunkind,butsimplycommonsense。\"Whatisthematter?\"

  \"Whatisthematter?\"sherepeated。

  \"Yes。Whatarethesymptoms?Whereandhoware,yousick?\"

  \"Iamnotsick,\"shecried。Theystaredateachotherinreciprocalamazementandmystification。

  \"ThenexcusemeifIaskyouwhatyouwishmetodo?\"

  \"Oh!\"saidGrace,realizinghisnaturalerror,withaflush。\"Itisn’tinregardtomyselfthatIwishtoconsultwithyou。It’sanotherperson——afriend\"——

  \"Well,\"saidDr。Mulbridge,laughing,withtheimpatienceofaphysicianusedtomakingshortcutsthroughtheelaborateandreluctantstatementsofladiesseekingadvice,\"whatisthematterwithyourfriend?\"

  \"Shehasbeenaninvalidforsometime,\"repliedGrace。Thelaugh,whichhaditsedgeofpatronageandconceit,stungherintoself-possessionagain,andshebrieflygavethepointsofMrs。Maynard’scase,withtherecentaccidentandthesymptomsdevelopedduringthenight。Helistenedattentively,noddinghisheadattimes,andnowandthenglancingsharplyather,asonemightatasurprisinglyintelligentchild。

  \"Imustseeher,\"hesaiddecidedly,whenshecametoanend。\"Iwillseeherassoonaspossible。IwillcomeovertoJocelyn’sthisafternoon,——assoonasIcangetmydinner,infact。\"

  Therewassuchatoneofdismissalinhiswordsthatsherose,andhepromptlyfollowedherexample。Shestoodhesitatingamoment。Then,\"Idon’tknowwhetheryouunderstoodthatIwishmerelytoconsultwithyou,\"shesaid;\"thatIdon’twishtorelinquishthecasetoyou\"——

  \"Relinquishthecase——consult\"——Dr。Mulbridgestaredather。\"No,I

  don’tunderstand。Whatdoyoumeanbynotrelinquishingthecase?

  Ifthereissomeoneelseinattendance\"

  \"Iaminattendance,\"saidthegirlfirmly。\"IamMrs。Maynard’sphysician。\"

  \"You?Physician\"

  \"Ifyouhavelookedatmycard\"——shebeganwithindignantseverity。

  Hegaveasortofroarofamusementandapology,andthenhestaredatheragainwithmuchoftheinterestofanaturalistinanextraordinaryspecimen。

  \"Ibegyourpardon,\"heexclaimed。\"Ididn’tlookatit\";buthenowdidso,wherehehelditcrumpledinthepalmofhislefthand。\"Mymothersaiditwasayounglady,andIdidn’tlook。Willyouwillyousitdown,Dr。Breen?\"Hebustledingettingherseveralchairs。

  \"Iliveoffhereinacorner,andIhaveneverhappenedtomeetanyladiesofourprofessionbefore。Excuseme,ifIspokeundera,——mistakenimpression。I——I——Ishouldnothave——ah——takenyouforaphysician。

  You\"——Hecheckedhimself,asifhemighthavebeengoingtosaythatshewastooyoungandtoopretty。\"Ofcourse,Ishallhavepleasureinconsultingwithyouinregardtoyourfriend’scase,thoughI’venodoubtyouaredoingallthatcanbedone。\"Withagreatshowofdeference,hestillbetrayedsomethingoftheairofonewhohumorsajoke;andshefeltthis,butfeltthatshecouldnotopenlyresentit。

  \"Thankyou,\"shereturnedwithdignity,indicatingwithagestureofherhandthatshewouldnotsitdownagain。\"Iamsorrytoaskyoutocomesofar。\"

  \"Oh,notatall。Ishallbedrivingoverinthatdirectionatanyrate。

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