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  Nearthevergeofaboldpromontorystandsthehotel,andlookssoutheastwardoverasweepofseaunbrokentothehorizon。Behinditstretchesthevastforest,whichaftertwohundredyearshasresumedthesterilecoastwrestedfromitbythefirstPilgrims,andhasbeguntoeffacetheevidencesoftheinroadmadeinrecentyearsbytheboldspeculatorforwhomJocelyn’sisnamed。TheyoungbirchesandsprucesarebreasthighinthedrivesandavenuesatJocelyn’s;thelowblackberryvinesandthesweetferncoverthecarefully-gradedsidewalks,andobscurethedivisionsofthelots;thechildrenoftheboardershavefoundsquawberriesinthepublicsquareonthespotwheretheband-standwastohavebeen。Thenotionofasea-sideresortatthispointwascourageouslyconceived,andtoacertainextentitwasgenerouslyrealized。Exceptforitsremotenessfromtherailroad,adrawbackwhichfutureenterprisemightbeexpectedtoremedyinsomeway,theplacehasmanynaturaladvantages。Thebroadplateauiscooledbyabreezefromthevastforestsbehindit,whichcomesladenwithhealthandfreshnessfromtheyoungpines;theseaatitsfeetiswarmedbytheGulfStreamtoatemperaturedeliciousforbathing。Therearecertainlymosquitoesfromthewoods;buttherearemosquitoeseverywhere,andthereportthatpeoplehavebeendrivenawaybythemismanifestlyuntrue,forwhoevercomestoJocelyn’sremains。Thebeachatthefootofthebluffisalmostamileatitscurve,anditissosmoothandhardthatitglistenslikepolishedmarblewhennewlywashedbythetide。Itistruethatyoureachitfromthetopbyaflightofeightysteps,butitwasintendedtohaveanelevator,likethoseneartheWhirlpoolatNiagara。Inthemeantimeitiseasyenoughtogodown,andtheladiesgodowneveryday,takingtheirnovelsortheirneedle-workwiththem。Theyhavevariousnotionsofabath:someconceivethatitisbathingtositintheedgeofthewater,andemitshrieksasthesurgesweepsagainstthem;othersrunboldlyin,andafteramomentofpoignanthesitationjumpupanddownhalf-a-dozentimes,andrunout;yetothersimagineitbettertoremainimmersedtothechinforagivenspace,lookingtowardtheshorewithlipstightlyshutandthebreathheld。Butafterthebaththeyareallofonemind;theylaytheirshawlsonthewarmsand,and,spreadingouttheirhairtodry,theydozeinthesun,insuchcoilsandmassesastheunconsciousfigurelendsitselfto。Whentheyrisefromtheirbeds,theysitintheshelterofthecliffandknitorsew,whileoneofthemreadsaloud,andanotherstandswatchtoannouncethecomingoftheseals,whichfrequentareefneartheshoreingreatnumbers。Ithasbeensaidatrivalpointsonthecoastthattheladieslingerthereindespairofeverbeingabletoremounttothehotel。Ayoungmanwhoclamberedalongtheshorefromoneofthosepointsreportedfindingdayafterdaythesameyoungladystretchedoutonthesameshawl,dryingthesameyellowhair,whohadapparentlynevergoneupstairssincetheseasonbegan。Buttherecurrenceofthisphenomenoninthisspotattheverymomentwhentheyoungmancamebymighthavebeenaccountedforuponothertheories。

  Jocelyn’swassosecludedthatshecouldnothaveexpectedanyonetofindhertheretwice,andifshehadexpectedthisshewouldnothavepermittedit。Probablyhesawadifferentyoungladyeachtime。

  Manyofthesameboarderscomeyearafteryear,andthesetrembleatthesuggestionofachangeforthebetterinJocelyn’s。ThelandlordhasalwaysbelievedthatJocelyn’swouldcomeup,someday,whentimesgotbetter。Hebelievesthatthenarrow-gaugerailroadfromNewLeyden——

  arrestedonpaperatthedisastrousmomentwhenthefortunesofJocelyn’sfeltthegeneralcrash——willbepushedthroughyet;andeverysummerhepromisesthatnextsummertheyaregoingtohaveasteam-launchrunningtwiceadayfromLeydenHarbor。Butatpresenthishouseisvisitedonceadaybyabarge,astheNewEnglandcoast-folkscallthevehicleinwhichtheyconveycityboarderstoandfromthestation,andtheoldfrequentersoftheplacehopethatthestationwillneverbenearerJocelyn’sthanatpresent。Someofthemarerichenoughtoaffordasojournatmorefashionableresorts;butmostofthemarenot,thoughtheyareoftenpeopleofpolitetastesandofaestheticemployments。

  Theytalkwithslightofthelargewatering-places,andprobablytheywouldnotlikethem,thoughitisreallyeconomythatinspirestheirpassionforJocelyn’swithmostofthem,andtheyknowofthesplendid。

  wearinessofNewportmostlybyhearsay。Newarrivalsarenotfavored,buttherearenotoftennewarrivalsatJocelyn’s。Thechiefbusinessofthebargeistobringfreshmeatforthetableandthegauntbagwhichcontainsthemail;forinthefirstflushoftheenterprisetheplacewasmadeapost-office,andthelandlordispostmaster;hehasthehelpofthelady-boardersinhisofficialduties。

  Scatteredaboutamongtheyoungbirchesthereareseveralofthosepineframesknownasshells,withineasywalkofthehotel,wheretheirinmatesboard。Theyarepicturesqueinteriors,andareoninformaltermswiththepublicastomanydomesticdetails。Theladyofthehouse,doingherbackhairatherdressing-roomglass,isdividedfromherhusband,smokingattheparlorfire-place,onlybyapartitionofunlathedstudding。Thearrestofdevelopmentintheseshellsischaracteristicofeverythingabouttheplace。NoneoftheimprovementsinventedsincethehardtimesbeganhavebeenaddedtoJocelyn’s;

  lawntennisisstillunknownthere;butthereisacroquet-groundbeforethehotel,wheretheshort,toughgrassiskeptintolerableorder。Thewicketsareprettyrusty,anditisusuallythechildrenwhoplay;buttowardthecloseofacertain,afternoonayoungladywaspushingtheballsaboutthere。Sheseemedtobegoingoveragamejustplayed,andtryingtotracethecauseofherfailure。Shemadebadshots,andlaughedatherblunders。Anotheryoungladydroopedlanguidlyonabenchatthesideofthecroquet-ground,andfollowedhermovementswithindifference。

  \"Idon’tseehowyoudidit,Louise,\"pantedtheplayer;\"it’sastonishinghowyoubeatme。\"

  Theladyonthebenchmadeasiftoanswer,butendedbycoughinghoarsely。

  \"Oh,dearchild!\"criedthefirst,droppinghermallet,andrunningtoher。\"Yououghttohaveputonyourshawl!\"Sheliftedtheknitshawllyingbesideheronthebench,andlaiditacrosstheother’sshoulders,anddrewitcloseaboutherneck。

  \"Oh,don’t!\"saidtheother。\"Itchokesmetobebundledupsotight。\"

  Sheshruggedtheshawldowntohershoulderswithaprettypetulance。

  \"Ifmychest’sprotected,that’sallthat’snecessary。\"Butshemadenomotiontodrapetheoutlinewhichherneatly-fitteddressdisplayed,andshedidnotmovefromherplace,orlookupatheranxiousfriend。

  \"Oh,butdon’tsithere,Louise,\"thelatterpleaded,lingeringnearher。

  \"Iwaswrongtoletyousitdownatallafteryouhadgotheated。\"

  \"Well,Grace,Ihadto,\"saidshewhowascalledLouise。\"Iwassotiredout。I’mnotgoingtotakemorecold。IcanalwaystellwhenIam。

  I’llputontheshawlinhalfaminute;orelseI’llgoin。

  I’msurethere’snothingtokeepmeout。That’stheworstoftheselonelyplaces:mymindpreysuponitself。That’swhatDr。Nixonalwayssaid:hesaiditwasnouseinairsolongasmymindpreyeduponitself。

  HesaidthatIoughttodivertmymindallIcould,andkeepitfrompreyinguponitself;thatitwasworthallthemedicineintheworld。\"

  \"That’sperfectlytrue。\"

  \"Thenyououghtn’ttokeepremindingmeallthetimethatI’msick。

  That’swhatstartsmymindtopreyinguponitself;andwhenitgetsgoingonceIcan’tstopit。Ioughttotreatmyselfjustlikeawellperson;

  that’swhatthedoctorsaid。\"

  Theotherstoodlookingatthespeakerinfrowningperplexity。Shewasaserious-facedgirl,andnowwhenshefrownedherblackbrowsmetsternlyabovehergrayeyes。Butshecontrolledanyimpulseshehadtoseverity,andaskedgently,\"ShallIsendBellatoyou?\"

  \"Oh,no!Ican’tmakesocietyoutofachildthewholetime。I’lljustsitheretillthebargecomesin。Isupposeitwillbeasemptyasagourd,asusual。\"Sheadded,withasickandwearynegligence,\"Idon’tevenknowwhereBellais。She’srunoff,somewhere。\"

  \"It’squitetimesheshouldbelookedup,fortea。I’llwanderoutthatwayandlookforher。\"Sheindicatedthewildernessgenerally。

  \"Thanks,\"saidLouise。Shenowgratefullydrewhershawlupoverhershoulders,andfacedaboutonthebenchsoastocommandaneasyviewofthearrivingbarge。Theothermetitonherwaytotheplaceinthewoodswherethechildrenusuallyplayed,andfounditasemptyasherfriendhadforeboded。Butthedriverstoppedhishorses,andleanedoutofthesideofthewagonwithalittlepackageinhishand。Hereadthesuperscription,andthenglancedconsciouslyatthegirl。\"You’reMissBreen,ain’tyou?\"

  \"Yes,\"shesaid,withlady-likesweetnessandasortofbusiness-likealertness。

  \"Well,\"suggestedthedriver,\"thisisforMissGraceBreen,M。D。\"

  \"Forme,thankyou,\"saidtheyounglady。\"I’mDr。Breen。\"SheputoutherhandforthelittlepackagefromthehomoeopathicpharmacyinBoston;

  andthedriveryieldeditwithablushthatreddenedhimtohishair。

  \"Well,\"hesaidslowly,staringatthehandsomegirl,whodidnotvisiblysharehisembarrassment,\"theytoldmeyouwastheone;butIcouldn’tseemtogetitthroughme。Ithoughtitmustbetheoldlady。\"

  \"MymotherisMrs。Breen,\"theyoungladybrieflyexplained,andwalkedrapidlyaway,leavingthedriverstuckintheheavysandofSea-GlimpseAvenue。

  \"Why,getup!\"heshoutedtohishorses。\"Goin’tostayhereallday?\"

  Hecranedhisneckroundthesideofthewagonforasightofher。

  \"Well,dumm’fIdon’twishIwassick!Stepsalong,\"hemused,watchingtheswirlandrippleofherskirt,\"like——Idunnowhat。\"

  WithherfaceturnedfromhimDr。Breenblushed,too;shewasnotyetsousedtoherqualityofphysicianthatshecouldcoldlybeartheconfusiontowhichherbeingadoctorputmen。Shelaughedalittletoherselfatthehelplessnessofthedriver,confrontedprobablyforthefirsttimewithagraduateoftheNewYorkhomoeopathicschool;butshebelievedthatshehadreasonsfortakingherselfseriouslyineveryway,andshehadnotentereduponthiscareerwithoutdefinitepurposes。Whenshewasnotyetoutofherteens,shehadanunhappyloveaffair,whichwasalwaysdarklyreferredtoasadisappointmentbypeoplewhoknewofitatthetime。Thoughtheparticularsofthecasedonotdirectlyconcernthisstory,itmaybestatedthattherecreantloverafterwardsmarriedherdearestgirl-friend,whomhehadfirstmetinhercompany。Itwascruelenough,andthehurtwentdeep;butitneithercrushednorhardenedher。Itbenumbedherforatime;shesankoutofsight;butwhenshereturnedtotheknowledgeoftheworldsheshowednomarkoftheblowexceptwhatwasthoughtastrangeeccentricityinagirlsuchasshehadbeen。Theworldwhichhadknownher——itwasthatofaninlandNewEnglandcity——heardofherdefinitelyafterseveralyearsasastudentofmedicineinNewYork。Thosewhohadmoreofherintimacyunderstoodthatshehadchosenthisworkwiththeintentionofgivingherlifetoit,inthespiritinwhichotherwomenenterconvents,orgoouttoheathenlands;butprobablythisconceptionhaditsexaggerations。Whatwascertainwasthatshewasrichenoughtohavenoneedofherprofessionasameansofsupport,andthatitsstudyhadcosthermorethantheusualsufferingthatitbringstopersonsofsensitivenerves。Somedetailswerealmostinsuperablyrepugnant;butinschoolingherselftothemshebelievedthatshewaspreparingtoencounteranythingintheapplicationofherscience。

  Herfirstintentionhadbeentogobacktoherowntownafterhergraduation,andbeginthepracticeofherprofessionamongthosewhohadalwaysknownher,andwhosescrutinyandcriticismwouldbehardesttobear,andtherefore,asshefancied,themostusefultoherintheformationofcharacter。Butafterwardssherelinquishedherpurposeinfavorofadesignwhichshethoughtwouldbemoreusefultoothers:sheplannedgoingtooneofthegreatfactorytowns,andbeginningpracticethere,incompanywithanolderphysician,amongthechildrenoftheoperatives。Pendingthecompletionofthisarrangement,whichwaswaitinguponthedecisionoftheotherlady,shehadcometoJocelyn’swithhermother,andwithMrs。Maynard,whohadarrivedfromtheWest,aimlesslysickandunfriended,justastheywereaboutleavinghome。

  Therewasnoresourcebuttoinviteherwiththem,andDr。Breenwasfindingherfirstpatientinthisunexpectedguest。Shedidnotwhollyregrettheaccident;this,too,wasusefulwork,thoughnotthatshewouldhavechosen;buthermother,afterafortnight,openlyrepined,andcouldnotmentionMrs。Maynardwithoutsomerebelliousmurmur。Shewasanoldlady,whohadoncekeptaveryvigilantconscienceforherself;

  butaftermakingherlifeunhappywithitforsomethreescoreyears,shenowapplieditentirelytotheexasperationandcondemnationofothers。

  SheespeciallydevotedittofrettingaNewEnglandgirl’snaturallymorbidsenseofdutyinherdaughter,andkeepingitintheirritationofperpetualself-question。Shehadneveractivelyopposedherstudyingmedicine;thatambitionhadharmonizedverywellwithcertainradicaltendenciesofherown,anditwasatleastnotmarriage,whichshehadfoundtolerableonlyinitsmodifiedformofwidowhood;butateverystepafterthedecisivestepwastakenshewasbesetwithmisgivingslestGracewasnotfullyalivetothegraveresponsibilitiesofheroffice,whichsheaccumulateduponthegirlinproportionassheflungoffallresponsibilitiesofherown。ShewasdoubtlessdeceivedbythatshowofcalmwhichsometimesdeceivedGraceherself,who,intutoringhersoultobearwhatithadtobear,mistookhertenseeffortforspiritualrepose,andscarcelyrealizedthroughhertinglingnervesthestrainshewasundergoing。Inspiteofthebitterexperienceofherlife,shewasstillveryardentinherhopesofusefulness,veryscornfulofdistressordiscomforttoherself,andalittleinclinedtoexacttheheroismshewasreadytoshow。Shehadachild’sseveremorality,andshehadhardlylearnedtounderstandthatthereismuchevilintheworldthatdoesnotcharacterizetheperpetrators:sheheldherselfasstrictlytoaccountforeverywordanddeedassheheldothers,andshehadanalmostpassionatedesiretomeettheconsequenceofhererrors;tillthatwasfelt,anintolerabledoomhungoverher。Shetriednottobeimpulsive;

  thatwascriminalinoneofhercalling;andshestruggledforpatiencewithanendeavorthatwaslargelysuccessful。

  Astotheeffectofhercareeroutsideofherself,andofthosewhomherskillwastobenefit,shetriedtothinkneitherarrogantlynormeanly。

  Shewouldnotentertainthevanitythatshewasservingwhatiscalledthecauseofwoman,andshewouldnotassumeanydutiesorresponsibilitiestowardit。Shethoughtmenwereasgoodaswomen;

  atleastonemanhadbeennoworsethanonewoman;anditwasinnorepresentativeorexemplarycharacterthatshehadchosenhercourse。

  Atthesametimethatsheheldthesesaneopinions,shebelievedthatshehadputawaythehopeswiththepleasuresthatmightoncehavetakenherasayounggirl。Inregardtowhathadchangedthecurrentofherlife,shementallyassertedhermerenullity,herabsolutenon-existence。Thethoughtofitnolongerrankled,andthatinterestcouldneverbehersagain。Ifithadnotbeensomuchlikeaffectation,andsocountertoherstrongaestheticinstinct,shemighthavemadeherdresssomehowsignificantofhercompleteabeyanceinsuchmatters;butasitwassheonlystudiedsimplicity,andaswehaveseenfromtheimpressionofthebarge-drivershedidnotfinallyescapedistinctionindressandmanner。

  Infact,shecouldnothaveescapedthateffectifshewould;anditwasoneoftheindomitablecontradictionsofhernaturethatshewouldnot。

  Whenshecamebacktothecroquet-ground,leadingthelittlegirlbythehand,shefoundMrs。Maynardnolongeraloneandnolongersad。Shewaschattingandlaughingwithaslimyoungfellow,whosegayblueeyeslookedoutofasunburntface,andwhosestrawhat,carriedinhishand,exposedacloselyshavenhead。Heworeasuitofgrayflannel,andMrs。

  MaynardexplainedthathewascampingonthebeachatBirkman’sCove,andhadcomeoverinthesteamerwithherwhenshereturnedfromEurope。SheintroducedhimasMr。Libby,andsaid,\"Oh,Bella,youdirtylittlething!\"

  Mr。LibbybowedanxiouslytoGrace,andturnedforrefugetothelittlegirl。\"Hello,Bella!\"\"Hello!\"saidthechild。\"Rememberme?\"ThechildputherlefthandonthatofGraceholdingherright,andprettilypressedherheadagainstthegirl’sarminbashfulsilence。Gracesaidsomecoldlycivilwordstotheyoungman:withoutlookingatMrs。

  Maynard,andpassedonintothehouse。

  \"Youdon’tmeanthat’syourdoctor?\"hescarcelymorethanwhispered。

  \"Yes,Ido,\"answeredMrs。Maynard。\"Isn’tshetoolovely?Andshe’sjustasgood!Sheusedtostandupatschoolforme,whenallthegirlsweredownonmebecauseIwasWestern。AndwhenIcameEast,thistime,Ijustwentrightstraighttoherhouse。Iknewshecouldtellmeexactlywhattodo。Andthat’sthereasonI’mhere。Ishallalwaysrecommendthisairtoanybodywithlungdifficulties。It’sthegreatestthing!I’malmostanotherperson。Oh,youneedn’tlookafterher,Mr。Libby!There’snothingflirtatiousaboutGrace,\"saidMrs。Maynard。

  TheyoungmanrecoveredhimselffromhisabsentmindedstareinthedirectionGracehadtaken,withafranklaugh。\"Somuchthebetterforafellow,Ishouldsay!\"

  Gracehandedthelittlegirlovertohernurse,andwenttoherownroom,whereshefoundhermotherwaitingtogodowntotea。

  \"WhereisMrs。Maynard?\"askedMrs。Breen。

  \"Outonthecroquet-ground,\"answeredthedaughter。

  \"Ishouldthinkitwouldbedamp,\"suggestedMrs。Green。

  \"Shewillcomeinwhenthetea-bellrings。Shewouldn’tcomeinnow,ifItoldher。\"

  \"Well,\"saidtheelderlady,\"forapersonwholetsherdoctorpayherboard,Ithink’she’sveryindependent。\"

  \"Iwishyouwouldn’tspeakofthat,mother,\"saidthegirl。

  \"Ican’thelpit,Grace。It’sridiculous,——that’swhatitis;it’sridiculous。\"

  \"Idon’tseeanythingridiculousinit。Aphysicianneednotchargeanythingunlesshechooses,orshe;andifIchoosetomakeLouisemyguesthereit’squitethesameasifsheweremyguestathome。\"

  \"Idon’tlikeyoutohavesuchaguest,\"saidMrs。Green。\"Idon’tseewhatclaimshehasuponyourhospitality。\"

  \"Shehasadoubleclaimuponit,\"Graceanswered,withaflush。\"Sheisinsicknessandintrouble。Idon’tseehowshecouldhaveabetterclaim。EvenifshewerequitewellIshouldconsiderthewayshehadbeentreatedbyherhusbandsufficient,andIshouldwanttodoeverythingIcouldforher。\"

  \"Ishouldwanthertobehaveherself,\"saidMrs。Breendryly。

  \"Howbehaveherself?Whatdoyoumean?\"demandedGrace,withguiltyheat。

  \"YouknowwhatImean,Grace。Awomaninherpositionoughttobemorecircumspectthananyotherwoman,ifshewantspeopletobelievethatherhusbandtreatedherbadly。\"

  \"Weoughtn’ttoblameherfortryingtoforgethertroubles。It’sessentialtoherrecoveryforhertobeascheerfulasshecanbe。I

  knowthatshe’simpulsive,andshe’sfreeinhermannerswithstrangers;

  butIsupposethat’sherWesternism。She’salmostdistracted。Shewascryinghalfthenight,withhertroubles,andkeptBellaandmebothawake。\"

  \"IsBellawithhernow?\"

  \"No,\"Graceadmitted。\"Jane’sgettingherreadytogodownwithus。

  Louiseistalkingwithagentlemanwhocameoveronthesteamerwithher;

  he’scampingonthebeachnearhere。Ididn’twaittohearparticulars。\"

  Whenthenursebroughtthelittlegirltotheirdoor,Mrs。GreentookonehandandGracetheother,andtheyledherdowntotea。Mrs。Maynardwasalreadyattable,andtoldthemallaboutmeetingMr。Libbyabroad。

  UntilthepresenttimesheandGracehadnotseeneachothersincetheywereatschooltogetherinSouthington,wherethegirlusedtohearsomuchtothedisadvantageofhernativesectionthatshewouldhardlyhaveownedtoitifheraccenthadnotfoundherout。Itwouldhavebeenpleasantertobefriendanotherperson,butthelittleWesternersufferedaveritablepersecution,andthatwasenoughtomakeGraceherfriend。

  Shortlyaftershereturnedhomefromschoolshemarried,inthatcasualandtentativefashioninwhichsomanymarriagesseemmade。GracehadheardofherastravellinginEuropewithherhusband,fromwhomshewasnowseparated。ShereportedthathehadknownMr。Libbyinhisbachelordays,andthatMr。Libbyhadtravelledwiththem。Mr。MaynardappearedtohavelefttoMr。Libbythearrangementofhiswife’spleasures,thesupervisionofhershopping,andthedirectionoftheircommonjourneysandsojourns;anditseemedtohavebeenindifferenttohimwhetherhisfriendwassmokingandtellingstorieswithhim,orgoingwithhiswifetotheopera,oruponsuchexcursionsashehadnotastefor。Shegavethedetailsofthetriangularintimacywithafrankunconsciousness;andafternineo’clockshereturnedfromamoonlightwalkonthebeachwithMr。Libby。

  Gracesatwaitingforheratthelittleone’sbedside,forBellahadbeenafraidtogotosleepalone。

  \"Howgoodyouare!\"criedLouise,inagratefulunder-tone,asshecamein。ShekissedGrace,andchokeddownacoughwithherhandoverhermouth。

  \"Louise,\"saidGracesternly,\"thisisshameful!Youforgetthatyouaremarried,andill,too。\"

  \"Oh,I’meversomuchbetter,to-night。Theair’sjustasdry!Andyouneedn’tmindMr。Libby。He’ssuchanoldfriend!Besides,I’msuretogainthecase。\"

  \"No,matter。Evenasadivorcedwoman,yououghtn’ttogooninthisway。\"

  \"Well,Iwouldn’t,witheveryone。Butit’squitedifferentwithMr。

  Libby。And,besides,Ihavetokeepmymindfrompreyingonitselfsomehow。\"

  II。

  Mrs。Maynardsatinthesunontheseaward-lookingpiazzaofthehotel,andcoughedinthewarmair。Shetoldtheladies,astheycameoutfrombreakfast,thatshewaseversomuchbettergenerally,butthatsheseemedtohavemoreofthatticklinginherthroat。Eachofthemadvisedherforgood,andsuggestedthisspecificandthat;andtheyallaskedherwhatMissBreenwasdoingforhercough。Mrs。Maynardreplied,betweentheparoxysms,thatshedidnotknow:itwassomekindofpowders。Thentheysaidtheywouldthinkshewouldwanttotrysomethingactive;eventhoseamongthemwhowerehomoeopathistsinsinuatedafinedistrustofaphysicianoftheirownsex。\"Oh,it’snothingserious,\"

  Mrs。Maynardexplained。\"It’sjustbronchial。Theairwilldomemoregoodthananything。I’mkeepingoutinitallIcan。\"

  Aftertheyweregone,aqueer,gauntmancameandglancedfromthedoorwayather。Hehadoneeyeinunnaturalfixity,andtheothersetatthatabnormalslantwhichissaidtoqualifytheownerforlookingroundacornerbeforehegetstoit。Adrolltwistofhismouthseemedpartlyphysical,but:thereisnodoubtthathehadoftenahumorousintention。

  ItwasBarlow,theman-of-all-work,whokilledandpluckedthepoultry,peeledthepotatoesandpickedthepeas,pulledthesweet-cornandthetomatoes,kindledthekitchenfire,harnessedtheoldsplayfootedmare,——safeforladiesandchildren,andintolerableforallothers,whichformedtheentirestudoftheJocelynHousestables,——dugtheclams,rowedandsailedtheboat,lookedafterthebath-houses,andcameincontactwiththeguestsatsomanypointsthathewasoneasytermswiththemall。Thiseasetendedtoanintimacywhichhewashimselfpowerlesstorepress,andwhich,fromtimetotime,requiredtheirintervention。

  Henowworeasimplecostumeofshirtandtrousers,thelatterterminatedbyapairofbrokenshoes,andsustainedbywhathecalledasinglegallows;hisbroad-brimmedstrawhatscoopeddownuponhisshouldersbehind,andinfrontaddedtohiscongenitaldifficultyofgettingpeopleinfocus。\"Howdoyoudo,thismorning,Mrs。Maynard?\"hesaid。

  \"Oh,I’mfirst-rate,Mr。Barlow。Whatsortofdaydoyouthinkit’sgoingtobeforasail?\"

  Barlowcameouttotheedgeofthepiazza,andlookedattheseaandsky。

  \"First-rate。Fog’smostburntawaynow。Youdon’toftenseeafogatJocelyn’safterteno’clockinthemornin’。\"

  HelookedforapprovaltoMrs。Maynard,whosaid,\"That’sso。Theair’sjustsplendid。It’sdoingeverythingforme。\"

  \"It’sthesepinewoods,backo’here。Everybreathon’emdoesyegood。

  It’sthebalsaminit。D’youevertry,\"heasked,stretchinghishandasfarupthepiazza-postasbecould,andswingingintoaconversationalposture,——\"d’youevertrywhiskey——goododdBourbonwhiskey——withwhite-

  pinechipsinit?\"

  Mrs。Maynardlookedupwithinterest,but,shakingherhead,coughedforno。

  \"Well,Ishouldliketohaveyoutrythat。\"

  \"Whatdoesitdo?\"shegasped,whenshecouldgetherbreath。

  \"Well,it’ssoothin’t’thecough,anditbuildsyeup,everyways。Why,mybrother,\"continuedthefactotum,\"hediedofconsumptionwhenIwasaboy,——reg’laroldNewEnglandconsumption。Don’thardlyeverhearofitanymore,roundhere。Well,Idon’tsupposethere’sbeenacaseofreg’laroldNewEnglandconsumption——well,nottheoldNewEnglandkind——sincethesewoodsgrowedup。Heusedtotakewhiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit;andIcanrememberhearin’emsaythatitdonehimmoregoodthanallthedoctor’sstuff。He’dbeenouttoDemarary,andeverywheres,andhecomehomeinthelaststages,andtookupwiththiswhiskeywithwhitepinechipsinit。Well,it’sjustlikethis,Ipresumeit’sthebalsaminthechips。Itdon’tmakeanydifferencehowyougitthebalsamintoyoursystem,so’s’tyougititthere。Ishouldliketohaveyoutrywhiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit。\"

  HelookedconvincinglyatMrs。Maynard,whosaidsheshouldliketotryit。\"It’sjustbronchialwithme,youknow。ButIshouldliketotryit。Iknowitwouldbesoothing;andI’vealwaysheardthatwhiskeywastheverythingtobuildyouup。But,\"sheadded,lapsingfromthisvisionofrecovery,\"Icouldn’ttakeitunlessGracesaidso。She’dbesuretofinditout。\"

  \"Why,lookhere,\"saidBarlow。\"Asfarforthasthatgoes,youcouldkeepthebottleinmyroom。NotbutwhatIbelieveingoingbyyourdoctor’sdirections,itdon’tmatterwhoyourdoctoris。Iain’tsayin’

  nothin’againstMissBreen,youunderstand?\"

  \"Oh,no!\"criedMrs。Maynard。

  \"Ineverseemuchnicerladiesthanherandhermotherinthehouse。

  Butyoujusttellheraboutthewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit。

  Maybesheneverheardofit。Well,shehain’thadagreatdealofexperienceyet。\"

  \"No,\"saidMrs。Maynard。\"AndIthinkshe’llbegladtohearofit。

  YoumaybesureI’lltellher,Mr。Barlow。Graceiseverythingforthebalsamicpropertiesoftheair,downhere。That’swhatshesaid;andasyousay,itdoesn’tmatterhowyougetthebalsamintoyoursystem,soyougetitthere。\"

  \"No,\"saidthefactotum,inatoneofmisgiving,asiftherepetitionofthewordspresentedthetheoryinanewlighttohim。

  \"WhatIthinkis,andwhatI’malwaystellingGrace,\"pursuedMrs。

  Maynard,inthatconfidentialspiritinwhichshehelplesslyspokeofherfriendsbytheirfirstnamestoeveryone,\"thatifIcouldoncegetmydigestionallright,thenthecoughwouldstopofitself。Thedoctorsaid——Dr。Nixon,thatis——thatitwasmorethanhalfthedigestionanyway。ButjustassoonasIeatanything——orifIover-eatalittle——thenthatticklinginmythroatbegins,andthenIcommencecoughing;andI’mbackjustwhereIwas。It’sthedigestion。Ioughtn’ttohaveeatenthatmincepie,yesterday。\"

  \"No,\"admittedBarlow。Thenhesaid,inindirectdefenceofthekitchen,\"Ithinkyouhadn’toughttobeoutinthenightair,——well,notagreatdeal。\"

  \"Well,Idon’tsupposeitdoesdomemuchgood,\"Mrs。Maynardsaid,turninghereyesseaward。

  Barlowlethishanddropfromthepiazzapost,andslouchedin-doors;buthecameoutagainasifprickedbyconsciencetoreturn。

  \"Afterall,youknow,itdidn’tcurehim。\"

  \"Whatcurehim?\"askedMrs。Maynard。

  \"Thewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit。\"

  \"Curewho?\"

  \"Mybrother。\"

  \"Oh!Oh,yes!Butmine’sonlybronchial。Ithinkitmightdomegood。

  IshalltellGraceaboutit。\"

  Barlowlookedtroubled,asifhissuccessinthesuggestionofthisremedywerenotfinallyapleasure;butasMrs。Maynardkepthereyespersistentlyturnedfromhim,andwasevidentlytired,hehadnothingforitbuttogoin-doorsagain。HemetGrace,andmadewayforheronthethresholdtopassout。

  AsshejoinedMrs。Maynard,\"Well,Grace,\"saidthelatter,\"Idobelieveyouareright。Ihavetakensomemorecold。Butthatshowsthatitdoesn’tgetworseofitself,andIthinkweoughttobeencouragedbythat。

  I’mgoingtobemorecarefulofthenightairafterthis。\"

  \"Idon’tthinkthenightairwastheworstthingaboutit,Louise,\"saidGracebluntly。

  \"Youmeanthedampfromthesand?Iputonmyrubbers。\"

  \"Idon’tmeanthedampsand,\"saidGrace,beginningtopulloversomesewingwhichshehadinherlap,andlookingdownatit。

  Mrs。Maynardwatchedherawhileinexpectationthatshewouldsaymore,butshedidnotspeak。\"Oh,——well!\"shewasforcedtocontinueherself,\"ifyou’regoingtogoonwiththat!\"

  \"Thequestionis,\"saidGrace,gettingthethreadshewanted,\"whetheryouaregoingonwithit。\"

  \"Why,Ican’tseeanypossibleharminit,\"protestedMrs。Maynard。

  \"Isupposeyoudon’texactlylikemygoingwithMr。Libby,andIknowthatundersomecircumstancesitwouldn’tbequitethething。Butdidn’tItellyoulastnighthowhelivedwithusinEurope?AndwhenwewereallcomingoveronthesteamertogetherMr。LibbyandMr。Maynardweretogetherthewholetime,smokingandtellingstories。Theywerethegreatestfriends!Why,itisn’tasifhewasastranger,oranenemyofMr。Maynard’s。\"

  Gracedroppedhersewingintoherlap。\"Really,Louise,you’reincredible!\"Shelookedsternlyattheinvalid;butbrokeintoalaugh,onwhichMrs。Maynardwaitedwithapuzzledface。AsGracesaidnothingmore,shehelplesslyresumed:——

  \"Wedidn’texpecttogodownthecliffwhenhefirstcalledintheevening。Buthesaidhewouldhelpmeupagain,and——hedid,nicely。

  Iwasn’texhaustedabit;andhowItookmorecoldIcan’tunderstand;

  Iwaswrappedupwarmly。IthinkItookthecoldwhenIwassittingthereafterourgameofcroquet,withmyshawloff。Don’tyouthinkso?\"

  shewheedled。

  \"Perhaps,\"saidGrace。

  \"Hedidnothingbuttalkaboutyou,Grace,\"saidMrs。Maynard,withaslylookattheother。\"He’sawfullyafraidofyou,andhekeptaskingaboutyou。\"

  \"Louise,\"saidtheother,gravelyignoringthesefacts,\"Ineverundertookthecareofyousocially,andIobjectverymuchtolecturingyou。YouarenearlyasoldasIam,andyouhavehadagreatdealmoreexperienceoflifethanIhave。\"Mrs。Maynardsigheddeeplyinassent。

  \"Butitdoesn’tseemtohavetaughtyouthatifyouwillprovokepeopletotalkofyou,youmustexpectcriticism。Oneafteranotheryou’vetoldnearlyeverywomaninthehouseyouraffairs,andtheyhaveallsympathizedwithyouandpitiedyou。Ishallhavetobeplain,andtellyouthatIcan’thavethemsneeringandlaughingatanyonewhoismyguest。Ican’tletyoudefypublicopinionhere。\"

  \"Why,Grace,\"saidMrs。Maynard,buoyedaboveoffenceatherfriend’swordsbyherconsciousnessofthepointshewasabouttomake,\"youdefypublicopinionyourselfagooddealmorethanIdo,everyminute。\"

  \"I?HowdoIdefyit?\"demandedGraceindignantly。

  \"Bybeingadoctor。\"

  Graceopenedherlipstospeak,butshewasnotareadyperson,andshefeltthethrust。BeforeshecouldsayanythingMrs。Maynardwenton:

  \"Thereisn’toneofthemthatdoesn’tthinkyou’remuchmorescandalousthanifyouwerethegreatestflirtalive。But,Idon’tmindthem,andwhyshouldyou?\"

  TheseriousgirlwhomsheaddressedwasinthathelplesssubjectiontothetruthinwhichsomanyNewEnglandwomenpasstheirlives。Shecouldnotdenythetruthwhichlurkedintheexaggerationofthesewords,anditunnervedher,asthefactthatshewasdoingwhatthevastmajorityofwomenconsideredunwomanlyalwaysunnervedherwhenshesufferedherselftothinkofit。\"Youareright,Louise,\"shesaidmeeklyandsadly。

  \"Theythinkaswellofyouastheydoofme。\"

  \"Yes,that’sjustwhatIsaid!\"criedMrs。Maynard,gladofhersuccessfulargument。

  Buthoweverdisabled,herfriendresumed:\"Theonlysafewayforyouistotakethegroundthatsolongasyouwearyourhusband’snameyoumusthonorit,nomatterhowcruelandindifferenttoyouhehasbeen。\"

  \"Yes,\"assentedMrs。Maynardruefully,\"ofcourse。\"

  \"Imeanthatyoumustn’tevenhavetheappearanceoflikingadmiration,orwhatyoucallattentions。It’swicked。\"

  \"Isupposeso,\"murmuredtheculprit。

  \"YouhavebeenbroughtuptohavesuchdifferentideasofdivorcefromwhatIhave,\"continuedGrace,\"thatIdon’tfeelasifIhadanyrighttoadviseyouaboutwhatyouaretodoafteryougainyoursuit。\"

  \"Ishallnotwanttogetmarriedagainforonewhile;Iknowthatmuch,\"

  Mrs。Maynardinterpolatedself-righteously。

  \"Buttillyoudogainit,yououghtnottoregarditasemancipatingyouintheslightestdegree。\"

  \"No,\"cameinsadassentfromthevictimofthelaw’sdelays。

  \"AndIwantyoutopromisemethatyouwon’tgowalkingwithMr。Libbyanymore;andthatyouwon’tevenseehimalone,afterthis。\"

  \"Why,butGrace!\"criedMrs。Maynard,asmuchinamazementasinannoyance。\"Youdon’tseemtounderstand!Haven’tItoldyouhewasafriendofthefamily?He’squiteasmuchMr。Maynard’sfriendasheismine。I’msure,\"sheadded,\"ifIaskedMr。Libby,Ishouldneverthinkofgettingdivorced。He’sallforGeorge;andit’sasmuchasIcandotoputupwithhim。\"

  \"Nomatter。Thatdoesn’taltertheappearancetopeoplehere。Idon’twishyoutogowithhimaloneanymore。\"

  \"Well,Grace,Iwon’t,\"saidMrs。Maynardearnestly。\"Iwon’t,indeed。

  Andthatmakesmethink:hewantedyoutogoalongthismorning。\"

  \"Togoalong?Wantedme——Whatareyoutalkingabout?\"

  \"Why,Isupposethat’shisboat,outthere,now。\"Mrs。Maynardpointedtoalittlecraftjustcomingtoanchorinsidethereef。\"Hesaidhewantedmetotakeasailwithhim,thismorning;andhesaidhewouldcomeupandaskyou,too。Idohopeyou’llgo,Grace。It’sjustascalm;andhealwayshasamanwithhimtohelpsailtheboat,sothereisn’ttheleastdanger。\"Gracelookedatherinsilentsorrow,andMrs。

  Maynardwentonwithsympatheticseriousness:\"Oh!there’sonethingI

  wanttoaskyouabout,Grace:Idon’tliketohaveanyconcealmentsfromyou。\"Gracedidnotspeak,butshepermittedMrs。Maynardtoproceed:

  \"Barlowrecommendedit,andhe’slivedhereagreatwhile。Hisbrothertookit,andhehadtheregularoldNewEnglandconsumption。IthoughtI

  shouldn’tliketotryitwithoutyourknowingit。\"

  \"Tryit?Whatareyoutalkingabout,Louise?\"

  \"Why,whiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit。\"

  Gracerose,andmovedtowardsthedoor,withthethingsdroppingfromherlap。Oneofthesewasaspool,thatrolleddownthestepsandoutuponthesandyroad。Sheturnedtopursueit,andrecovereditatthecostofdroppingherscissorsandthimbleoutofoppositesidesofherskirt,whichshehadgatheredupapronwisetoholdherwork。Whensherosefromthecomplicateddifficulty,inwhichMrs。Maynardhadamiablylentheraid,sheconfrontedMr。Libby,whowascomingtowardsthemfromthecliff。Shegavehimastiffnod,andattemptedtomoveaway;butinturningroundandaboutshehadspunherselfintothefoldsofastoutlinenthreadescapingfromitsspool。Thesegyvesnotonlyboundherskirtsbutinvolvedherfeetinanextraordinarymesh,whichtightenedatthefirststepandbroughthertoastandstill。

  Mrs。Maynardbegantolaughandcough,asMr。Libbycametoherfriend’shelp。Hegotthespoolinhishand,andwalkedaroundherintheendeavortofreeher;butinvain。Sheextendedhimthescissorswiththesternpassivityofafate。\"Cutit,\"shecommanded,andMr。Libbykneltbeforeherandobeyed。\"Thanks,\"shesaid,takingbackthescissors;andnowshesatdownagain,andbegandeliberatelytoputupherworkinherhandkerchief。

  \"I’llgooutandgetmythings。Iwon’tbegonehalfaminute,Mr。

  Libby,\"saidMrs。Maynard,withherfirstbreath,asshevanishedindoors。

  Mr。LibbyleanedagainstthepostlatelyoccupiedbythefactotuminhistalkwithMrs。Maynard,andlookeddownatGraceasshebentoverherwork。Ifhewishedtospeaktoher,andwaswaveringastotheappropriatestyleofaddressforahandsomegirl,whowasatonceayoungladyandaphysician,shesparedhimtheagonyofadecisionbylookingupathimsuddenly。

  \"Ihope,\"hefaltered,\"thatyoufeellikeasail,thismorning?

  DidMrs。Maynard——\"

  \"Ishallhavetoexcusemyself,\"answeredGrace,withaconscienceagainstsayingshewassorry。\"Iamaverybadsailor。\"

  \"Well,soamI,forthatmatter,\"saidMr。Libby。\"Butit’ssmoothasapond,to-day。\"

  Giicemadenodirectresponse,andhegrewvisiblyuncomfortableunderthecoldabstractionofthegazewithwhichsheseemedtolookthroughhim。\"Mrs。MaynardtellsmeyoucameoverwithherfromEurope。\"

  ’Ohyes!\"criedtheyoungman,thelightofpleasantrecollectionkindlinginhisgayeyes。\"Wehadagoodtime。Maynardwasalong:he’safirst-ratefellow。Iwishhewerehere。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidGrace,\"Iwishso,too。\"Shedidnotknowwhattomakeofthisfranknessoftheyoungman’s,andshedidnotknowwhethertoconsiderhimverydepravedorveryinnocent。Inherquestionshecontinuedtostareathim,withoutbeingawareoftheembarrassmenttowhichshewasputtinghim。

  IheardofMrs。Maynard’sbeinghere,andIthoughtIshouldfindhim,too。Icameoveryesterdaytogethimtogointothewoodswithus。\"

  Gracedecidedthatthiswasmereeffrontery。\"Itisapitythatheisnothere,\"shesaid;andthoughitoughttohavebeenpossibleforhertogoonandrebuketheyoungfellowforbestowinguponMrs。Maynardthecomradeshipintendedforherhusband,itwasnotso。Shecouldonlylookseverelyathim,andtrustthathemightconceivetheintentionwhichshecouldnotexpress。Sherebelledagainsttheconventionandagainstherownweakness,whichwouldnotletherboldlyinterfereinwhatshebelievedawrong;shehaddefiedsociety,inthemass,buthere,withthisman,whomasanatomofthemassshewouldhavedespised,shewaspowerless。

  \"Haveyoueverseenhim?\"Libbyasked,perhapsclingingtoMaynardbecausehewasatopicofconversationindefaultofwhichtheremightbenothingtosay。

  \"No,\"answeredGrace。

  \"He’sfunny。He’sgotlotsofthatWesternhumor,andhetellsastorybetterthananymanIeversaw。Therewasonestoryofhis\"——

  \"Ihavenosenseofhumor,\"interruptedGraceimpatiently。\"Mr。Libby,\"

  shebrokeout,\"I’msorrythatyou’veaskedMrs。Maynardtotakeasailwithyou。Theseaair\"——shereddenedwiththeshameofnotbeingabletoproceedwithoutthiswretchedsubterfuge——\"won’tdoheranygood。\"

  \"Then,\"saidtheyoungman,\"youmustn’tlethergo。\"

  \"Idon’tchoosetoforbidher,\"Gracebegan。

  \"Ibegyourpardon,\"hebrokein。\"I’llbebackinamoment。\"

  Heturned,andrantotheedgeofthecliff,overwhichhevanished,andhedidnotreappeartillMrs。MaynardhadrejoinedGraceonthepiazza。

  \"Ihopeyouwon’tminditsbeingalittlerough,Mrs。Maynard,\"hesaid,breathingquickly。\"Adamsthinkswe’regoingtohaveitprettyfreshbeforewegetback。\"

  \"Indeed,Idon’twanttogo,then!\"criedMrs。Maynard,inpetulantdisappointment,lettingherwrapsfalluponachair。

  Mr。LibbylookedatGrace,whohaughtilyrejectedapartintheconspiracy。\"Iwishyoutogo,Louise,\"shedeclaredindignantly。

  \"Iwilltaketheriskofalltheharmthatcomestoyoufromthebadweather。\"Shepickeduptheshawls,andhandedthemtoMr。Libby,onwhomhereyesblazedtheircontemptandwonder。ItcostagreatdealofpersuasionandinsistencenowtomakeMrs。Maynardgo,andheleftallthistoGrace,notutteringawordtillhegaveMrs。Maynardhishandtohelpherdownthesteps。Thenhesaid,\"Well,IwonderwhatMissBreendoeswant。\"

  \"I’msureIdon’tknow,\"saidtheother。\"Atfirstshedidn’twantmetogo,thismorning,andnowshemakesme。Idohopeitisn’tgoingtobeastorm。\"

  \"Idon’tbelieveitis。Alittlefresh,perhaps。Ithoughtyoumightbeseasick。\"

  \"Don’tyouremember?I’mneverseasick!That’soneoftheworstsigns。\"

  \"Oh,yes。\"

  \"IfIcouldbethoroughlyseasickonce,itwouldbethebestthingI

  coulddo。\"

  \"Isshecapricious?\"askedMr。Libby。

  \"Grace?\"criedMrs。Maynard,releasingherhandhalf-waydownthesteps,inordertoenjoyherastonishmentwithoutlimitationofanysort。

  \"Gracecapricious!\"

  \"Yes,\"saidMr。Libby,\"that’swhatIthought。Bettertakemyhandagain,\"andhesecuredthatofMrs。Maynard,whocontinuedherdescent。

  \"IsupposeIdon’tunderstandherexactly。Perhapsshedidn’tlikemynotcallingherDoctor。Ididn’tcallheranything。IsupposeshethoughtIwasdodgingit。Iwas。IshouldhavehadtocallherMissBreen,ifIcalledheranything。\"

  \"Shewouldn’thavecared。Sheisn’tadoctorforthenameofit。\"

  \"Isupposeyouthinkit’sapity?\"heasked。

  \"What?\"

  \"Herbeingadoctor。\"

  \"I’lltellheryousayso。\"

  \"No,don’t。Butdon’tyou?\"

  \"Well,Iwouldn’twanttobeone,\"saidMrs。Maywardcandidly。

  \"Isupposeit’sallright,ifshedoesitfromasenseofduty,asyousay,\"hesuggested。

  \"Oh,yes,she’sallright。Andshe’sjustasmuchofagirlasanybody;

  thoughshedon’tknowit,\"Mrs。Maynardaddedastutely。\"Whywouldn’tshecomewithus?Wereyouafraidtoaskher?\"

  \"Shesaidshewasn’tagoodsailor。Perhapsshethoughtweweretooyoung。Shemustbeolderthanyou。\"

  \"Yes,andyou,too!\"criedMrs。Maynard,withgood-naturedderision。

  \"Shedoesn’tlookold,\"returnedMr。Libby。

  \"She’stwenty-eight。Howoldareyou?\"

  \"Ipromisedthecensus-takernottotelltillhisreportcameout。\"

  \"Whatisthecolorofherhair?\"

  \"Brown。\"

  \"Andhereyes?\"

  \"Idon’tknow!\"

  \"Youhadbetterlookout,Mr。Libby!\"saidMrs。Maynard,puttingherfootonthegroundatlast。

  Theywalkedacrossthebeachtowherehisdorylay,andGracesawhimpullingouttothesailboatbeforeshewentinfromthepiazza。Thenshewenttohermother’sroom。Theelderlyladywaskeepingindoors,uponatheorythatthedewwason,andthatitwasnotwholesometogoouttillitwasoff。Sheasked,accordingtoherhabitwhenshemetherdaughteralone,\"WhereisMrs。Maynard?\"

  \"Whydoyoualwaysaskthat,mother?\"retortedGrace,withhergrowingirritationinregardtoherpatientintensifiedbytherecentinterview。

  \"Ican’tbewithherthewholetime。\"

  \"Iwishyoucould,\"saidMrs。Breen,withnoncommittalsuggestion。

  Gracecouldnotkeepherselffromdemanding,\"Why?\"ashermotherexpected,thoughsheknewwhytoowell。

  \"Becauseshewouldn’tbeinmischiefthen,\"returnedMrs。Breen。

  \"She’sinmischiefnow!\"criedthegirlvehemently;\"andit’smyfault!

  Ididit。IsentherofftosailwiththatridiculousMr。Libby!\"

  \"Why?\"askedMrs。Breen,inherturn,withunbrokentranquillity。

  \"BecauseIama,fool,andIcouldn’thelphimlieoutofhisengagementwithher。\"

  \"Didn’thewanttogo?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Yes。Theybothwantedmetogowiththem。Simpletons!

  Andwhileshehadgoneup-stairsforherwrapsImanagedtomakehimunderstandthatIdidn’twishhertogo,either;andherandowntohisboat,andcamebackwithastoryaboutitsgoingtoberough,andlookedatmeperfectlydelighted,asifIshouldbepleased。Ofcourse,then,I

  madehimtakeher。\"

  \"Andisn’titgoingtoberough?\"askedMrs。Green。

  \"Why,mother,thesea’slikeglass。\"

  Mrs。Breenturnedthesubject。\"Youwouldhavedonebetter,Grace,tobeginasyouhadplanned。YourgoingtoFallRiver,andbeginningpracticethereamongthosefactorychildren,wastheonlythingthatI

  everentirelylikedinyourtakingupmedicine。Therewassenseinthat。

  Youhadstudiedspeciallyforit。Youcouldhavedonegoodthere。\"

  \"Oh,yes,\"sighedthegirl,\"Iknow。ButwhatwasItodo,whenshecametous,sickandpoor?Icouldn’tturnmybackonher,especiallyafteralwaysbefriendingher,asIusedto,atschool,andgettinghertodependonme。\"

  \"Idon’tseehowyoueverlikedher,\"saidMrs。Breen。

  \"Ineverdidlikeher。Ipitiedher。Ialwaysthoughtherapoor,flimsylittlething。Butthatoughtn’ttomakeanydifference,ifshewasintrouble。\"

  \"No,\"Mrs。Breenconceded,andincompensationGraceadmittedsomethingmoreonherside:\"She’sworsethansheusedtobe,——sillier。Idon’tsupposeshehasawrongthought;butshe’saslightasfoam。\"

  \"Oh,itisn’tthewickedpeoplewho,dotheharm,\"saidMrs。Green。

  \"Iwassurethatthisairwouldbeeverythingforher;andsoitwould,withanyordinarycase。Butachildwouldtakebettercareofitself。

  Ihavetowatchhereveryminute,likeachild;andIneverknowwhatshewilldonext。\"

  \"Yes;it’saburden,\"saidMrs。Breen,withasympathywhichshehadnotexpressedbefore。\"Andyou’reagoodgirl,Grace,\"sheaddedinveryunwontedrecognition。

  Thegratefultearsstoleintothedaughter’seyes,butshekeptafirmface,evenaftertheybegantofollowoneanotherdownhercheeks。\"AndifLouisehadn’tcome,youknow,mother,thatIwasanxioustohavesomeolderpersonwithmewhenIwenttoFallRiver。Iwasgladtohavethisrespite;itgivesmeachancetothink。Ifeltalittletimidaboutbeginningalone。\"

  \"Amanwouldn’t,\"Mrs。Breenremarked。

  \"No。Iamnotaman。Ihaveacceptedthat;withalltherest。Idon’trebelagainstbeingawoman。IfIhadbeenaman,Ishouldn’thavestudiedmedicine。Youknowthat。IwishedtobeaphysicianbecauseI

  wasawoman,andbecause——because——Ihadfailedwhere——otherwomen’shopesare。\"Shesaiditoutfirmly,andhermothersoftenedtoherinproportiontothegirl’sownstrength。\"Imighthavebeenjustanurse。

  YouknowIshouldhavebeenwillingtobethat,butIthoughtIcouldbesomethingmore。Butit’snousetalking。\"Sheadded,afteraninterval,inwhichhermotherrockedtoandfrowithagentlemotionthatsearchedthejointsofherchair,andbroughtoutitsmostplaintivesqueakinpatheticiteration,andwatchedGrace,asshesatlookingseawardthroughtheopenwindow,\"Ithinkit’sratherhard,mother,thatyoushouldbealwaystalkingasifIwishedtotakemycallingmannishly。AllthatI

  intendisnottotakeitwomanishly;butasfornotbeingawomanaboutit,oraboutanything,that’ssimplyimpossible。Awomanisremindedofherinsufficiencytoherselfeveryhouroftheday。Andit’salwaysamanthatcomestoherhelp。Idroppedsomethingsoutofmylapdownthere,andbythetimeIhadgatheredthemupIwaswoundroundandroundwithlinenthreadsothatIcouldn’tmoveastep,andMr。Libbycutmeloose。Icouldhavedoneitmyself,butitseemedrightandnaturalthatheshoulddoit。Idaresayheplumedhimselfuponhisservicetome,——thatwouldbenatural,too。Ihavethingsenoughtokeepmemeek,mother!\"

  ShedidnotlookroundatMrs。Breen,whosaid,\"Ithinkyouaremorbidaboutit。\"

  \"Yes。AndIhavethesatisfactionofknowingthatwhateverpeoplethinkofLouise’sgiddiness,I’m,agreatdealmorescandaloustothemthansheissimplybecauseIwishtodosomegoodintheworld,inawaythatwomenhaven’tdoneit,usually。\"

  \"Nowyouaremorbid。\"

  \"Oh,yes!Talkaboutmenbeingobstacles!It’sotherwomen!Thereisn’tawomaninthehousethatwouldn’tsoonertrustherselfinthehandsofthestupidestboythatgothisdiplomawithmethanshewouldinmine。Louiseknowsit,andshefeelsthatshehasaclaimuponmeinbeingmypatient。AndI’venoinfluencewithheraboutherconductbecausesheunderstandsperfectlywellthattheyallconsidermemuchworse。Shepridesherselfondoingmejustice。Shepatronizesme。ShetellsmethatI’mjustasniceas,ifIhadn’t’beenthroughallthat。’\"

  Gracerose,andalaugh,whichwashalfasob,brokefromher。

  Mrs。Breencouldnotfeelthehumorofthepredicament。\"Sheputsyouinafalseposition。\"

  \"Imustgoandseewherethatpoorlittlewretchofachildis,\"saidGrace,goingoutoftheroom。Shereturnedinanhour,andaskedhermotherforthearnica。\"Bellahashadabump,\"sheexplained。

  \"Why,haveyoubeenallthistimelookingforher?

  \"No,Icouldn’tfindher,andI’vebeenreading。Barlowhasjustbroughtherin。HEcouldfindher。Shefelloutofatree,andshe’sfrightfullybruised。\"

  Shewasmakingsearchonaclosetshelfasshetalked。Whenshereappearedwiththebottleinherhand,hermotherasked,\"Isn’titveryhotandclose?\"

  \"Very,\"saidGrace。

  \"Ishouldcertainlythinktheywouldperish,\"saidMrs。Breen,hazardingthepronoun,withawoman’sconfidencethatherinterlocutorwouldapplyitcorrectly。

  WhenGracehadseenBellaproperlybathedandbrown-papered,andinthewaytoforgetfulnessofherwoundsinsleep,shecamedowntothepiazza,andstoodlookingouttosea。Theladiesappearedonebyoneovertheedgeofthecliff,andcameup,languidlystringingtheirshawlsafterthem,orclaspingtheirnovelstotheirbosoms。

  \"Thereisn’tabreathdownthere,\"theysaid,oneafteranother。Thelastoneadded,\"Barlowsaysit’sthehottestdayhe’severseenhere。\"

  InaminuteBarlowhimselfappearedattheheadofthestepswiththeladies’remainingwraps,andconfirmedtheirreportinperson。\"Itellyou,\"hesaid,wipinghisforehead,\"it’saripper。\"

  \"Itmustbeanawfuldayintown,\"saidoneoftheladies,fanningherselfwithanewspaper。

  \"Isthatto-day’sAdvertiser,Mrs。Alger?\"askedanother。

  \"Oh,dear,no!yesterday’s。Wesha’n’thavetoday’stillthisafternoon。

  Itshowswhatanewarrivalyouare,Mrs。Scott——yourasking。\"

  \"Tobesure。Butit’ssuchacomfortbeingwhereyoucanseetheAdvertiserthesamemorning。IalwayslookattheWeatherReportthefirstthing。Iliketoknowwhattheweatherisgoingtobe。\"

  \"Youcan’tatJocelyn’s。Youcanonlyknowwhatit’sbeen。\"

  \"Well,\"Barlowinterposed,jealousforJocelyn’s,\"youcanmostal’aystellbythelooko’things。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidoneoftheladies;\"butI’drathertrusttheWeatherReport。

  It’swonderfulhowitcomestrue。Idon’tthinkthere’sanythingthatyoumissmoreinEuropethanourAmericanWeatherReport。\"

  \"I’msureyoumisstheoysters,\"saidanother。

  \"Yes,\"thefirstadmitted,\"youdomisstheoysters。ItwasthelastoftheRmonthswhenwelandedinNewYork;anddoyouknowwhatwedidthefirstthing——?WedrovetoFultonMarket,andhadoneofthoseFultonMarketbroils!MyhusbandsaidweshouldhavehaditifithadbeenJuly。HeusedtodreamoftheAmericanoysterswhenwewereinEurope。

  Gentlemenaresofondofthem。\"

  Barlow,fromscanningtheheavens,turnedroundandfacedthecompany,whichhaddroopedinseveralattitudesofexhaustiononthebenchingofthepiazza。\"Well,Icanmostal’aystellaboutJocelyn’sasgoodastheWeatherReport。ItoldMrs。Maynardherethismornin’thatthefogwasgoin’toburnoff。\"

  \"Burnoff?\"criedMrs。Alger。\"Ishouldthinkithad!\"Theotherladieslaughed。

  \"Andyou’llsee,\"addedBarlow,\"thatthewind’llchangeatnoon,andwe’llhaveitcooler。\"

  \"Ifit’sashotonthewaterasitishere,\"saidMrs。Scott,\"Ishouldthinkthosepeoplewouldgetasunstroke。\"

  \"Well,soshouldI,Mrs。Scott,\"cordiallyexclaimedalittlefatlady,asifhereatlastwereanopinioninwhichallmightrejoicetosympathize。

  \"It’sneversohotonthewater,Mrs。Merritt,\"saidMrs。Alger,withtheinstructivenessofanoldhabitude。

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