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  There’syours!Now,withaone-side-poisonedknifeOnemightsnufflifeAndleaveone’sfriendwith——\"fool\"forepitaph!

  Anoldtrick?Truth!ButwhenonehastheitchForprettythingsandisn’tveryrich……

  There,eatitallorI’llBeangry!Youfeelgiddy?Well,it’shot!

  ThisbergamotTakehomeandsmell——itpurgesbloodofbile!

  AndwhenyoukissBianca’sdimpledknee,ThinkofthepoorPopeinhismisery!

  Nowyoumaykissmyring!

  Hothere,theCardinal’slitter!——YoumustdineWhenthenewwineIsin,againwithme——hearBicesing,Evenadmiremyfrescoes——thoughthey’renoughtBesidethecalmGreekgloriesyouhavebought!

  Godspeed,SirCardinal!

  Andtakeaweakman’sblessing!HelphimthereTothecoolair!……

  Lucreziahere?You’rereadyfortheball?

  ——He’lldiewithintenhours,Isuppose——

  MhM!Kissyourpooroldfather,littlerose!

  TheBreakingPointItwasnotwhentemptationcame,Swiftlyandblastinglyasflame,Andsearedmewhitewithburningscars;

  WhenIstoodupforage-longwarsAndheldtheveryFiendatgrips;

  WhenallmymutinousbodyroseTorangeitselfbesidemyfoes,And,likeagreyhoundintheslips,TheBeastthatdwellswithinmeroared,Lungingandstrainingathiscord……

  ForalltheblusteringsofHell,ItwasnotthenIslippedandfell;

  Forallthestorm,forallthehate,Ikeptmysoulinviolate!

  Butwhenthefightwasfoughtandwon,AndtherewasPeaceasstillasDeathOneverythingbeneaththesun。

  JustasIstartedtodrawbreath,Andyawn,andstretch,andpatmyself,——Thegrassbegantowhisperthings——

  Andeverytreebecameanelf,Thatgrinnedandchuckledcounsellings:

  Birds,beasts,onethingalonetheysaid,Beatinganddinningatmyhead。

  Icouldnotfly。Icouldnotshunit。

  Slimilytwisting,slowandblind,Itcreptandcreptintomymind。

  Whisperedandshouted,sneeredandlaughed,Screamedoutuntilmybrainwasdaft……

  Onesnakyword,\"WHATIFYOU’DDONEIT?\"

  AndIbegantothink……

  Ah,well,WhatmatterhowIslippedandfell?

  Oryou,yougutter-searchersay!

  Tellwhereyoufoundmeyesterday!

  LonelyBurialTherewerenotmanyatthatlonelyplace,Wheretwoscourgedhillsmetinalittleplain。

  Thewindcriedloudingusts,thenlowagain。

  Threepinesstraineddarkly,runnersinaraceUnseenbyany。TowardthefurtherwoodsAdimharshnoiseofvoicesroseandceased。

  ——Weweremostsilentinthosesolitudes——

  Then,suddenasaflame,theblack-robedpriest,TheclottedearthpiledroughlyupaboutThehackedredoblongofthenew-madething,ShortwordsinswordlikeLatin——andaroutOfdreamsmostimpotent,unwearying。

  Then,likeablinddoorshutonacarouse,Theterriblebarenessofthesoul’slasthouse。

  DinnerinaQuickLunchRoomSoupshouldbeheraldedwithamellowhorn,Blowingclearnotesofgoldagainstthestars;

  StrangeentreeswithajangleofglassbarsFantasticallyalivewithsubtlescorn;

  Fish,byaplopping,gurglingrushofwaters,Clear,vibrantwaters,beautifullyaustere;

  Roast,withathunderofdrumstostuntheear,Ascreamingfife,avoicefromancientslaughters!

  Overthesaladletthewoodwindsmoan;

  Thenthegreensilenceofmanywatercresses;

  Dessert,abalalaika,strummedalone;

  Coffee,aslow,lowsingingnopassionstresses;

  Sucharemythoughtsas——clang!crash!bang!——IbroodAndgorgethestickymessthesefoolscallfood!

  TheHemp(AVirginiaLegend。)

  ThePlantingoftheHemp。

  CaptainHawkscourgedcleantheseas(Blackisthegapbelowtheplank)

  FromtheGreatNorthBanktotheCaribbees(Downbythemarshthehempgrowsrank)。

  Hisfearwasontheseaporttowns,Theweightofhishandheldhardthedowns。

  Andthemerchantscursedhim,bitterandblack,Foraredflameinthesea-fog’swrackWasalloftheirshipsthatmightcomeback。

  Forallhehadonewordalone,Oneclodofdirtintheirfacesthrown,\"Thehempthatshallhangmeisnotgrown!\"

  HisnamebestrodetheseaslikeDeath。

  Thewaterstrembledathisbreath。

  Thisisthetaleofhowhefell,Ofthelongsweepandtheheavyswell,Andtheropethatdraggedhimdowntohell。

  Thefightwasdone,andtheguttedship,Strippedlikeasharkthesea-gullsstrip,Lurchedblindly,eatenoutwithflame,Backtothelandfromwhereshecame,Askimminghorror,aneyelessshame。

  AndHawkstooduponhisquarter-deck,Andsawtheskyandsawthewreck。

  Below,abuttforsailors’jeers,Whiteastheskywhenawhitesquallnears,Huddledthecrowdoftheprisoners。

  Overthebridgeofthetotteringplank,Wheretheseashookandthegulfyawnedblank,Theyshriekedandstruggledanddroppedandsank,Pinionedarmsandhandsboundfast。

  Onegirlalonewasleftatlast。

  SirHenryGauntwasamightylord。

  HesatinstateattheCouncilboard;

  Thegovernorswereasnoughttohim。

  FromonerimtotheotherrimOfhisgreatplantations,flungoutwideLikeapurplecloak,wasafullmonth’sride。

  Lifeanddeathinhiswhitehandslay,Andhisonlydaughterstoodatbay,Trappedlikeahareinthetoilsthatday。

  Hesatatwineinhisgoldandhislace,Andfaraway,inabloodyplace,Hawkcamenear,andshecoveredherface。

  Herodeinthefields,andthehuntwasbrave,AndfarawayhisdaughtergaveAshriekthattheseascriedouttohear,Andhecouldnotseeandhecouldnotsave。

  HerwhitesoulwitheredinthemireAspapershrivelsupinfire,AndHawklaughed,andhekissedhermouth,Andherbodyhetookforhisdesire。

  TheGrowingoftheHemp。

  SirHenrystoodinthemanorroom,Andhiseyeswerehardgemsinthegloom。

  Andhesaid,\"GodigmefurrowsfiveWherethegreenmarshcreepslikeathingalive——

  Thereatitsedge,wheretherushesthrive。\"

  Andwherethefurrowsrenttheground,Hesowedtheseedofhemparound。

  AndtheblacksshrinkbackandaresoreafraidAtthefurrowsfivethatribtheglade,Andthevoodooworkofthemaster’sspade。

  Foracoldwindblowsfromthemarshlandnear,Andwhitethingsmove,andthenightgrowsdrear,Andtheychatterandcrouchandaresickwithfear。

  Butdownbythemarsh,wherethegrayslavesglean,Thehempsproutsup,andtheearthisseenVeiledwithatenuousmistofgreen。

  AndHawkstillscourgestheCaribbees,Andmanymenkneelathisknees。

  SirHenrysitsinhishousealone,Andhiseyesarehardanddulllikestone。

  Andthewavesbeat,andthewindsroar,Andallthingsareastheywerebefore。

  Andthedayspass,andtheweekspass,Andnothingchangesbutthegrass。

  Butdownwherethefirefliesarelikeeyes,Andthedampsshudder,andthemistsrise,Thehemp-stalksstanduptowardtheskies。

  AnddownfromthepoopofthepirateshipAbodyfalls,andthegreatsharksgrip。

  Innocent,lovely,goingrace!

  Atlastthereispeaceuponyourface。

  AndHawklaughsloudasthecorpseisthrown,\"Thehempthatshallhangmeisnotgrown!\"

  SirHenry’sfaceisirontomark,Andhegazeseverinthedark。

  Andthedayspass,andtheweekspass,Andtheworldisasitalwayswas。

  Butdownbythemarshthesicklesbeam,Glitteronglitter,gleamongleam,Andthehempfallsdownbythestagnantstream。

  AndHawkbeatsupfromtheCaribbees,SwoopingtopounceintheNorthernseas。

  SirHenrysitssunkdeepinhischair,Andwhiteashishandisgrownhishair。

  Andthedayspass,andtheweekspass,Andthesandsrollfromthehour-glass。

  ButdownbythemarshintheblazingsunThehempissmoothedandtwistedandspun,Theropemade,andtheworkdone。

  TheUsingoftheHemp。

  CaptainHawkscourgedcleantheseas(Blackisthegapbelowtheplank)

  FromtheGreatNorthBanktotheCaribbees(Downbythemarshthehempgrowsrank)。

  HesailedinthebroadAtlantictrack,Andtheshipsthatsawhimcamenotback。

  Andonceagain,wherethewidetidesran,Hestoopedtoharryamerchantman。

  Hebadeherstop。TengunsspaketrueFromherhiddenports,andahiddencrew,Lackinghisgreatshipthroughandthrough。

  Dazedanddumbwiththesuddendeath,HescarcehadtimetodrawabreathBeforethegrappling-ironsbitdeep,Andtheboardersslewhiscrewlikesheep。

  Hawkstoodupstraight,hisbreasttothesteel;

  Hiscutlassmadeabloodywheel。

  Hiscutlassmadeawheelofflame。

  Theyshrankbeforehimashecame。

  Andthebodiesfellinachokingcrowd,Andstillhethunderedoutaloud,\"Thehempthatshallhangmeisnotgrown!\"

  Theyfledatlast。Hewasleftalone。

  BeforehisfoeSirHenrystood。

  \"Thehempisgrown,andmywordmadegood!\"

  AndthecutlassclangedwithahissingwhirOnthelashingbladeoftherapier。

  Hawkroaredandchargedlikeamaddenedbuck。

  Asthecobrastrikes,SirHenrystruck,Pouringhislifeinasinglethrust,Andthecutlassshiveredtosparksanddust。

  SirHenrystoodontheblood-staineddeck,Andsethisfootonhisfoe’sneck。

  Thenfromthehatch,wheretherentdecksslope,Wherethedeadrollandthewoundedgrope,Hedraggedtheserpentoftherope。

  Theskywasblue,andtheseawasstill,Thewaveslappedsoftly,hillonhill,AndbetweenonewaveandanotherwaveThedoomedman’scrieswerelittleandshrill。

  Theseawasblue,andtheskywascalm;

  Theairdrippedwithagoldenbalm。

  Likeawind-blownfruitbetweenseaandsun,Ablackthingwrithedatayard-arm。

  Slowlythen,andawesomely,Theshipsank,andthegallows-tree,Andtherewasnoughtbetweenseaandsun——

  Noughtbutthesunandtheskyandthesea。

  Butdownbythemarshwherethefeverbreeds,Onlythewaterchucklesandpleads;

  Forthehempclingsfasttoadeadman’sthroat,AndblindFategathersbackherseeds。

  PoorDevil!

  Well,Iwastiredoflife;thesillyfolk,Thetiresomenoises,allthecommonthingsIlovedonce,crushedmewithanironyoke。

  Ilongedforthecoolquietandthedark,UnderthecommonsodwhereloutsandkingsLiedown,serene,unheeding,careless,stark,Nevertoriseormoveorfeelagain,Filledwiththeecstasyofbeingdead……

  IputtheshiningpistoltomyheadAndpulledthetriggerhard——Ifeltnopain,Nopainatall;thepistolhadmissedfireIthought;then,lookingatthefloor,IsawMyhuddledbodylyingthere——andaweSweptoverme。Itrembled——andlookedup。

  Aboutmewas——notthat,myheart’sdesire,Thatsmallanddarkabodeofdeathandpeace——

  ButallfromwhichIsoughtavainrelease!

  Thesky,thepeopleandthestaringsunGlaredatmeasbefore。Iwasundone。

  Mylaststatetentimesworsethanwasmyfirst。

  HelplessIstood,befooled,betrayed,accursed,FetteredtoLifeforever,horribly;

  CaughtinthemeshesofEternity,Nofurtherdoorstobreakorbarstoburst!

  GhostsofaLunaticAsylumHere,wheremen’seyeswereemptyandasbrightAstheblankwindowssetinglaringbrick,Whenthewindstrengthensfromthesea——andnightDropslikeafogandmakesthebreathcomethick;

  Bythedesertedpaths,thevacanthalls,Onemayseefigures,twistedshadesandlean,LikethemadshapesthatcrawlanIndianscreen,Orpaunchysmearsyoufindonprisonwalls。

  Turntheknobgently!There’stheThumblessMan,Stillweavingglassandsilkintoadream,Althoughthewallshowsthroughhim——andtheKhanJourneysCathaybesideapaperstream。

  ARabbitWomanchittersbythedoor——

  ——Chillythegrave-smellcomesfromtheturnedsod——

  Come——liftthecurtain——andbecoldbeforeThesilenceoftheeightmenwhowereGod!

  TheWhitePeacock(France——AncientRegime。)

  I。

  Goaway!

  Goaway;Iwillnotconfesstoyou!

  Hisblackbirettaclingslikeahangman’scap;underhistwitchingfingersthebeadsshiverandclick,Ashemumblesinhiscorner,theshadowdeepensuponhim;

  Iwillnotconfess!……

  Ishethereorisitintensershadow?

  Darkhuddledcoilingsfromtheobscenedepths,Black,formlessshadow,Shadow。

  Doorscreak;fromsecretpartsofthechateaucomethescuffleandworryofrats。

  Orangelightdripsfromthegutteringcandles,EddyingoverthevastembroideriesofthebedStirringthemonstroustapestries,RetreatingbeforethesableimpendinggloomofthecanopyWithaswiftthrustandsparkleofgold,Lippingmyhands,ThenRipplingbackabashedbeforetheominoussilencesLiketheswiftturnsandstartsofanoverpoweredfencerWhoseesbeforehimHorrorBehindhimdarkness,Shadow。

  Theclockjarsandstrikes,athin,suddennotelikethesobofachild。

  Clock,buhlclockthattickedoutthetortuoushoursofmybirth,Clock,evil,wizeneddwarfofaclock,howmanyyearsofagonyhaveyourelentlesslymeasured,Yardstickofmystiflingshroud?

  IamAumaurydeMontreuil;oncequick,soontobeeatenofworms。

  Youhear,Father?Hsh,heisasleepinthenight’scloak。

  Overmetoostealssleep。

  Sleeplikeawhitemistontherottingpaintingsofcupidsandgodsontheceiling;

  Sleeponthecarvenshieldsandknotsatthefootofthebed,Oozing,blurringoutlines,obliteratingcolors,Death。

  Father,Father,Imustnotsleep!

  Itdoesnothear——thatshadowcrouchedinthecorner……

  Isitashadow?

  Onemightthinksoindeed,saveforthecalmface,yellowaswax,thatliftslikethefaceofadrownedmanfromthechokingdarkness。

  II。

  Outofthedrowsyfogmybodycreepsbacktome。

  Itisthewhitetimebeforedawn。

  Moonlight,watery,pellucid,lifeless,ripplesovertheworld。

  Thegrassbeneathitisgray;thestarspaleinthesky。

  Thenightdewhasfallen;

  Aninfinityoflittledrops,crystalsfromwhichalllighthasbeentaken,Glintonthesighingbranches。

  Allispurity,withoutcolor,withoutstir,withoutpassion。

  Suddenlyapeacockscreams。

  Myheartshocksandstops;

  Sweat,coldcorpse-sweatCoversmyrigidbody。

  Myhairstandsonend。Icannotstir。Icannotspeak。

  Itisterror,terrorthatiswalkingthepalesickgardensAndtheeyelessfacenomanmayseeandlive!

  Ah-h-h-h-h!

  Father,Father,wake!wakeandsaveme!

  Inhiscornerallisshadow。

  Deadthingscreepfromtheground。

  Itissolongagothatshedied,solongago!

  Dustcrushesher,earthholdsher,moldgripsher。

  Fiends,doyounotknowthatsheisdead?……

  \"Letusdancethepavon!\"shesaid;thewaxlightsglitteredlikeswordsonthepolishedfloor。

  Twinklingonjewelledsnuffboxes,beamingsavagelyfromthecrassgoldofcandelabra,Fromthewhiteshouldersofgirlsandthewhitepowderedwigsofmen……

  Alllifewasthatdance。

  Themocking,resistlesscurrent,Thebeauty,thepassion,theperilousmadness——

  Asshetookmyhand,releaseditandspreadherdresseslikepetals,Turning,swayinginbeauty,Alily,bowedbytherain,——

  Moonlightshewas,andherbodyofmoonlightandfoam,Andhereyesstars。

  Ohthedancehasapattern!

  Butthecleargraceofherthrilledthroughthenotesoftheviols,Tremulous,pleading,escaping,immortal,untamed,And,asweended,Sheblewmeakissfromherhandlikeadriftingwhiteblossom——

  Andthestarshinewasgone;andshefledlikeabirdupthestair。

  Underneaththewindowapeacockscreams,Andclawsclick,scrapeLikelittlelacqueredbootsontheroughstone。

  Ohthelongfantasyofthekiss;theceaselesshunger,ceaselessly,divinelyappeased!

  Theachingpresenceofthebeloved’sbeauty!

  Thewisdom,theincense,thebrightness!

  Oncemoreontheice-brightfloortheydancedthepavonButIturnedtothegardenandherfromthelightedcandles。

  SoftlyItrodthelushgrassbetweentheblackhedgesofbox。

  Softly,forIshouldtakeherunawaresandcatchherarms,Andembraceher,dearandstartled。

  BythearborallthemoonlightflowedinsilverAndherheadwasonhisbreast。

  ShedidnotscreamorshudderWhenmyswordwaswhereherheadhadlainInthequietmoonlight;

  Butturnedtomewithonepalehanduplifted,Allhersatinsfierywiththestarshine,Nacreous,shimmering,weeping,iridescent,Likethequiveringplumageofapeacock……

  ThenherheaddroopedandIgrippedherhair,Ohsoft,scentedcloudacrossmyfingers!——

  Bendingherwhiteneckback……

  Bloodwrithedonmyhands;Itrodinblood……

  StupidlyagazeAtthatcrumpledheapofsilkandmoonlight,Whereliketwitchingpinions,anarmtwisted,Palely,andwasstillAsthefaceofchalk。

  Thebuhlclockstrikes。

  Thirtyyears。Christ,thirtyyears!

  Agony。Agony。

  Somethingstirsinthewindow,Shatteringthemoonlight。

  Whitewingsfan。

  Father,Father!

  Allitsplumagefierywiththestarshine,Nacreous,shimmering,weeping,iridescent,Itdriftsacrossthefloorandmountsthebed,Tothetapoflittlesatinshoes。

  Gazingwithinfernaleyes。

  Itsquickbeakthrusting,rending,devil’scrimson……

  Screams,greattorturedscreamsshakethedarkcanopy。

  Thelightflickers,theshadowinthecornerstirs;

  Thewaxfacelifts;theeyesopen。

  Athintrickleofbloodwormsdarklyagainstthevastredcoverletandspreadstoapoolonthefloor。

  Colors(ForD。M。C。)

  ThelittlemanwiththevaguebeardandguisePulledatthewicket。\"Comeinside!\"hesaid,\"I’llshowyouallwe’vegotnow——itwassizeYouwanted?——oh,drycolors!Well\"——heledToadimalleylinedwithmustybins,Andpulledonefiercely。ViolentandboldAsuddentempestofmad,shriekingsinsScarletscreamedoutabovethebatteredgoldOftinsandpicture-frames。Iheldmybreath。

  Hetuggedanotherhard——andsapphireskiesSpreadinvastquietude,sereneasdeath,O’erwaveslikecrackledturquoise——andmyeyesBurntwiththeblindingbrillianceofcalmsea!

  \"We’resellingthatlotthereoutcheap!\"saidhe。

  AMinorPoetIamashell。FrommeyoushallnothearThesplendidtramplingsofinsistentdrums,Theorbedgoldoftheviol’svoicethatcomes,Heavywithradiance,languorousandclear。

  Yet,ifyouholdmecloseagainsttheear,Adim,farwhisperrisesclamorously,Thethunderousbeatandpassionofthesea,Theslowsurgeofthetidesthatdrownthemere。

  Otherswithsubtlehandsmaypluckthestrings,MakingevenLoveinmusicaudible,Andearthoneglory。IambutashellThatmoves,notofitself,andmovingsings;

  Leavingafragrance,faintaswinenew-shed,Atremulousmurmurfromgreatdayslongdead。

  TheLoverinHellEternallythechokingsteamgoesupFromtheblackpoolsofseethingoil……

  HowmerryThoselittledevilsare!They’vestolenthepitchforkFromBel,there,asheslept……Look!——ohlook,look!

  They’vegotatNero!Ohitisn’tfair!

  Lord,howhesqueals!Stopit……it’s,well——indecent!

  Butfunny!……See,Bel’swaked。They’llcatchitnow!……Eternallythatstiflingreekarises,Blottingthedomewithsmoky,terribletowers,Black,stranglingtrees,whisperingobscenethingsAmongsttheirbranches,clutchingwithmaimedhands,Oroozingslowly,likeblindtentaclesUptothegates;higherthanthatheapedbrickManpiledtosmitethesun。AndallaroundAredevils。Onecanlaugh……butthathunchedshapeThefaceonestone,likethoseAssyriankings!

  Oneseesincarvings,watchingmenflayedredHorriblylaughableinleapsandwrithes;

  Thatface——utterlyevil,cloudedroundWithevillikeasmoke——itturnssmilessour!……AndNerothere,theflabbycheeksastrainAndsweatingagony……longagony……

  Imperishable,unappeasableForever……well……itdroopsthemouth。TillI

  Lookup。

  There’sonebluepatchnosmokedarestouch。

  Sky,clear,ineffable,alivewithlight,Alwaysthesame……

  Before,IneverknewRestandgreenpeace。

  Shestandsthereinthesun……Itseemssoquaintsheshouldhavelonggoldwings。

  Ineverhavegotused——foldedacrossHerbreast,orflutteringwithfierce,purelight,Likeshakensteel。Hercrowntoo。Well,it’squeer!

  AndthenshenevercaredmuchfortheharpOnearth。Here,though……

  Sheisallpeace,allquiet,Allpassionatedesires,theeloquentthunderOfnew,gladsuns,shoutingaloudforjoy,Overfreshworldsandclean,tramplingtheairLikestoopinghawks,tothelongwindofhorns,FlungfromthebastionsofEternity……

  Andsheisthelowlake,drowsyandgentle,Andgoodwordsspokenfromthetonguesoffriends,Andcalmnessintheevening,anddeepthoughts,Fallinglikedreamsfromthestars’solemnmouths。

  Allthese。

  Theysaidshewasunfaithfulonce。

  OrIrememberedit——andso,forthat,Iliehere,Isuppose。Yes,sotheysaid。

  Youseesheissotroubled,lookingdown,Sorrowingdeeplyformytorments。I

  Ofcourse,feelnothingwhileIseeher——saveThatsometimeswhenIthinkthematterout,Andwhatearth-peoplesaidofus,ofher,ItseemsasifImustbe,here,inheaven,Andshe——……ThenIgrowproud;andsuddenlyTherecomesasplatterofoilagainstmyskin,Hurtingthistime。AndIforgetmypride:

  Andmyfacewrithes。

  SomedaythelittleladderOfwhitewordsthatIbuildup,up,toherMayfetchmeout。Meanwhileitisn’tbad……

  ButwhatasenseofhumorGodmusthave!

  WingedManThemoon,asweepingscimitar,dippedinthestormystraits,Thedawn,acrimsoncataract,burstthroughtheeasterngates,Thecliffswererobedinscarlet,thesandswerecinnabar,Wherefirsttwomenspreadwingsforflightanddaredthehawkafar。

  Therestandsthecunningworkman,thecraftypastallpraise,ThemanwhochainedtheMinotaur,themanwhobuilttheMaze。

  Hisyoungsonisbesidehimandtheboy’sfaceisalight,Alightofdawnandwonderandofvalorinfinite。

  Theirgreatvansbeattheclovenair,likeeaglestheymountup,Motesinthewineofmorning,specksinacrystalcup,AndlesthiswingsshouldmeltapaceoldDaedalusflieslow,ButIcarusbeatsup,beatsup,hegoeswherelightningsgo。

  Hecaresnomoreforwarnings,herushesthroughthesky,Bravingthecragsofether,daringthegodsonhigh,Black’gainstthecrimsonsunset,goldeno’ercloudysnows,WithallAdventureinhisheartthefirstwingedmanarose。

  Droppinggold,droppinggold,wherethemistsofmorningrolled,Onhekepthiswayundaunted,thoughhisbreathswerestabsofcold,Throughthemysteryofdawningthatnomortalmaybehold。

  Nowheshouts,nowhesingsintheraptureofhiswings,Andhisgreatheartburnsintenserwiththestrengthofhisdesire,Ashecircleslikeaswallow,wheeling,flaming,gyreongyre。

  Gazingstraightatthesun,halfhispilgrimageisdone,Andhestaggersforamoment,hurrieson,reelsbackward,swervesInarainofscatteredfeathersashefallsinbrokencurves。

  Icarus,Icarus,thoughtheendispiteous,Yetforever,yea,foreverweshallseetheerisingthus,Seethefirstsupernalglory,nottheruinhideous。

  YouwereMan,youwhoranfartherthanoureyescanscan,Manabsurd,gigantic,eagerforimpossibleRomance,OverthrowingallHell’slegionswithonewarpedandbrokenlance。

  OnthehigheststeepsofSpacehewillhavehisdwelling-place,Inthosefar,terrificregionswherethecoldcomesdownlikeDeathGleamstheredglintofhispinions,smokesthevaporofhisbreath。

  Floatingdownward,veryclear,stilltheechoesreachtheearOfalittletunehewhistlesandalittlesonghesings,Mounting,mountingstill,triumphant,onhistornandbrokenwings!

  MusicMyfriendwenttothepiano;spunthestoolAlittlehigher;lefthispipetocool;

  Pickedupafatgreenvolumefromthechest;

  Andproppeditopen。

  Whitelywithoutrest,Hisfingerssweptthekeysthatflashedlikeswords,……Andtothebrutedrumsofbarbarianhordes,Roaringandthunderousandweapon-bare,Anarmystormedthebastionsoftheair!

  Dreadfulwithbanners,firetoslayandparch,Marchingtogetherasthelightningsmarch,Andswiftasstorm-clouds。BrazenhelmsandcarsClangedtoafierceresurgenceofoldwarsAbovethescreaminghorns。Instatetheypassed,Tramplingandsplendidonandsoughtthevast——

  Rendingthedarknesslikealeapingknife,Theflame,thenoblepageantofourlife!

  Theburningsealthatstampsman’shighindentureTovainattemptandmostforlornadventure;

  Romance,andpurpleseas,andtopplingtowns,Andthewind’svaliancecryingo’erthedowns;

  Thatnervesthesillyhand,thefeeblebrain,FromtheloosenetofwordstodeedsagainAndtoallcourage!PerilousandsharpThelastchordshookmeaswindshakesaharp!……Andmyfriendswungroundonhisstool,andfromgodsweweremen,\"Howpretty!\"wesaid;andwentonwithourtalkagain。

  TheInnovator(APharaohSpeaks。)

  Isaid,\"WhyshouldapyramidStandalwaysdullyonitsbase?

  I’llchangeit!Letthetopbehid,Thebottomtaketheapex-place!\"

  AndasIbadetheydid。

  Thepeopleflockedin,scoresonscores,Toseeitbalanceonitstip。

  Theypraisedmewiththepraisethatbores,Mygodlikemindoneverylip。

  ——Untilitfell,ofcourse。

  AndthentheytookmybodyoutFrommycrushedpalace,madwithrage,——Well,halfthetownWASwrecked,nodoubt——

  TheircrazyangertoassuageBydraggingitabout。

  Theend?Foulbirdsdefilemyskull。

  Thenewking’spraisesfilltheland。

  Heclingstoprecept,simple,dull;

  HISpyramidsonbasesstand。

  But——Lord,howusual!

  LoveinTwilightThereisdarknessbehindthelight——andthepalelightdripsColdonvagueshapesandfigures,that,half-seenloomLikethecarvenprowsofproud,far-triumphingships——

  Andthefirelightwaversandchangesabouttheroom,Asthethreelogscrackleandburnwithasmallstillsound;

  Half-blottingwithdarkthedeeperdarkofherhair,Whereshelies,headpillowedonarm,andonehandcurvedroundToshieldthewhitefaceandneckfromthefaintthinglare。

  Gentlyshebreathes——andthelonglimbslieatease,Andtheriseandfalloftheyoung,slim,virginalbreastIsascertain-sweetasthemarchofslowwindthroughtrees,Orthegreatsoftpassageofcloudsinaskyatrest。

  Ikneel,andourarmsenlace,andwekisslong,long。

  Iamdrownedinherasinsleep。Thereisnomorepain。

  OnlytherustleofflameslikeabrokensongThatringshalf-heardthroughthedustyhallsofthebrain。

  Oneshakingandfragilemomentofecstasy,Whilethegreygloomfluttersandbeatslikeanowlabove。

  AndIwouldnotmoveorspeakfortheseaortheskyOrtheflame-brightwingsofthemiraculousDove!

  TheFiddlingWoodGods,whatablack,fierceday!Thecloudswereiron,Wrenchedtostrange,ruggedshapes;theredsunwinkedOvertheroughcrestofthehairywoodInangryscorn;thegreyroadtwisted,kinked,Likeasickserpent,seemingtoenvironThetreeswithmagic。Allthewoodwasstill——

  Cracked,cranniedpinesbentlikemaliciouscripplesBeforethegustywind;theyseemedtonose,Nudge,pokeeachother,cacklingwithillmirth——

  Enchantment’sdayswereover——sh!——SupposeThatcrouchinglogthere,wherethewhitelightstipplesShould——breakitsquiet!WASTHATCRIMSON——EARTH?

  Itsmirchedthegroundlikealewdwhisper,\"Danger!\"——

  Ihunchedmycloakaboutme——then,appalled,Turnediceandfirebyturns——for——someonestirredThebrown,dryneedlessharply!TerrorcrawledAlongmyspine,asforththerestepped——aStranger!

  Andallthepinescroonedlikeadrowsybird!

  Hisstockwasblack。Hisgreatshoe-bucklesglistened。

  Hisfurcuffsendedinasheenofrings。

  Andunderneathhiscoatacasebulgedblackly——

  Heswepthisbeaverinarushofwings!

  Thentookthefiddleout,and,asIlistened,Tightenedandtunedtheyellowedstrings,hungslackly。

  Ping!Pang!Theclearnotesswoopedandcurvedanddarted,Risinglikegulls。Then,withafingerskinny,Herubbedthebowwithrosin,said,\"YourpardonSignor!——MaestroNicoloPaganiniTheyusedtocallme!Tchk!——ThecoldgripshardonApoormusician’sfingers!\"——Hislipsparted。

  Atorturedsoulscreamedsuddenlyandloud,Fromthebrown,quiveringcase!Then,faster,faster,Dancinginflame-likewhorls,wild,beating,screaming,Themusicwailedunutterabledisaster;

  Heartbrokenmurmursfrompalelipsonceproud,Dead,chokingmoansfromheartsoncenoblydreaming。

  Tillallresolvedinanguish——diedawayUpononeminorchord,andwasresumedInanguish;fellagaintoalowcry,Thenrosetriumphantwherethewhitefiresfumed,Terrible,marching,trampling,reeling,gay,Hurlingmad,brokenlegionsdowntodieThrougheverlastinghells——ThetearsweresaltUponmyfingers——Then,Isaw,behindThefuryoftheplayer,allthetreesCrouchedlikeviolinists,boughscrooked,jerking,blind,Sweepingmadbowstomusicwithoutfault,Greycheekstogreyerfiddles,witheredknees。

  Gasping,Ifled!——butstillthatdevilishtuneStunnedearsandbrainalike——tillcloudsofdustBlottedthepicture,andthenoisegrewdim——

  Shaking,Ireachedthetown——andturned——intrust——

  Wind-smitten,dread,againstthesky-line’srim,Black,dragonbrancheswhippedbelowamoon!

  PortraitofaBoyAfterthewhippinghecrawledintobed,Acceptingtheharshfactwithnogreatweeping。

  Howfunnyuncle’shathadlookedstripedred!

  Hechuckledsilently。Themooncame,sweepingAblack,frayedragoftatteredcloudbeforeInscorning;verypureandpalesheseemed,Floodinghisbedwithradiance。OnthefloorFatmotesdanced。Hesobbed,closedhiseyesanddreamed。

  Warmsandflowedroundhim。BlurtsofcrimsonlightSplashedthewhitegrainslikeblood。Pastthecave’smouthShonewithalarge,fiercesplendor,wildlybright,ThecrookedconstellationsoftheSouth;

  HeretheCrossswung;andthere,affrontingMars,TheCentaurstormedasideafrothofstars。

  Within,greatcasks,likewattledaldermen,Sighedofenormousfeasts,andclothofgoldGlowedonthewallslikehotdesire。Again,Besidewebbedpurplesfromsomegalleon’shold,AblackchestboretheskullandbonesinwhiteAboveascrawled\"Gunpowder!\"Bytheflames,Deckedoutincrimson,gemmedwithsyenite,Hailingtheirfellowswithoutrageousnames,Thepiratessatanddiced。Theireyesweremoons。

  \"Doubloons!\"theysaid。Thewordscrashedgold。\"Doubloons!\"

  PortraitofaBabyHelaywithinawarm,softworldOfmotion。Colorsbloomedandfled,Maroonandturquoise,saffron,red,WaveuponwavethatbrokeandwhirledTovanishinthegrey-greengloom,Perspectivelessandshadowy。

  Abulgingworldthathadnowalls,Aflowingworld,mostlikethesea,CompassingallinfinityWithinashapeless,ebbingroom,Anendlesstidethatswellsandfalls……

  Hesleptandwokeandsleptagain。

  AsaveildropsTimedroppedaway;

  Spacegrewatoyforchildren’splay,SleepboltedfastthegatesofSense——

  Helayinnakedimpotence;

  LikeadrenchedmoththatcreepsandcrawlsHeavilyupbrown,light-bakedwalls,Tofallinwreck,hertaskundone,Yetsomehowstrivingtowardthesun。

  So,asheslept,hishandsclenchedtighter,Shutintheoldwayofthefighter,Hisfeetcurleduptogriptheground,Hismusclestautenedforabound;

  Andthoughhefelt,andfeltalone,Strangebrightnessstirredhimtothebone,Cravingstorise——tilldeepersleepBuriedthehope,thecall,theleap;

  Awindpuffedouthismind’sfaintspark。

  Hewasabsorbedintothedark。

  HewokeagainandfeltasurgeWithinhim,amysteriousurgeThatgrewonehungryflameofpassion;

  Thewholeworldalteredshapeandfashion。

  Deceived,befooled,bereftandtorn,Hescourgedtheheavenswithhisscorn,LiftingabittervoicetocryAgainsttheeternaltreachery——

  Till,suddenly,hefoundthebreast,Andceased,andallthingswereatrest,TheearthgrewonewarmlanguidseaAndheawave。Joy,tingling,creptThroughouthim。Hewasquenchedandslept。

  So,whilethemoonmadebroadherring,Hesleptandcriedandwasaking。

  So,worthily,heactedo’erTheendlessmiracleoncemore。

  Facingimmenseadventuresdaily,Hestrovestillonward,weeping,gaily,Conqueredorfledfromthem,butgrewAssoil-starved,roughpine-saplingsdo。

  Till,oneday,crawlingseemedsuspect。

  HegrippedtheairandstooderectAndsplendid。WithimmortalrageHeenteredonman’sheritage!

  TheGeneralPublic\"Ah,didyouonceseeShelleyplain?\"——Browning。

  \"Shelley?Oh,yes,Isawhimoftenthen,\"

  Theoldmansaid。AdrysmilecreasedhisfaceWithmanywrinkles。\"That’sagreatpoem,now!

  ThatoneofBrowning’s!Shelley?Shelleyplain?

  ThetimethatIrememberbestisthis——

  Athinmirecreptalongtheruttedways,AndallthetreeswereharriedbycoldrainThatdroveamomentfiercelyandthenceased,FallingsoslowithunglikeagreymistOvertheschool。Thewalkswerelikeblurredglass。

  Thebuildingsreekedwithvapor,blackandharshAgainstthedeepeningdarknessofthesky;

  Andeachlampwasahazyyellowmoon,Fillingthespaceaboutwithgoldenmotes,Andmakingallthingslargerthantheywere。

  Oneyellowhalohungaboveadoor,Thatgaveonablackpassage。RoundaboutStruggledahowlingcrowdofboys,pell-mell,Pushingandjostlinglikeastormysea,Withshoutingfaces,turnedapastywhiteBythestrangelight,forfoam。Theyallhadclods,Orslimyballsofmud。Afewgrippedstones。

  Andthere,hisbackagainstthebattereddoor,Hispileofbooksscatteredabouthisfeet,StoodShelleywhiletwoothersheldhimfast,Andtheclodsbeatuponhim。`Shelley!Shelley!’

  Thehighshoutsrangthroughallthecorridors,`Shelley!MadShelley!Comealongandhelp!’

  Andallthecrowddugmadlyattheearth,Scratchingandclawingatthestreamingmud,Andfouledeachotherandthemselves。AndstillShelleystoodup。HiseyeswerelikeaflameSetinsomewhite,stillroom;forallhisfaceWaswhite,awhitenesslikenohumancolor,Butwhiteanddreadfulasconsumingfire。

  Hishandsshooknowandthen,likeslendercordsWhichbeartooheavyweights。Hedidnotspeak。

  SoIsawShelleyplain。\"

  \"Andyou?\"Isaid。

  \"I?Ithrewstraighterthanthemostofthem,Andhadfirmclods。Ihithim——well,atleastThriceintheface。Hemadegoodsportthatnight。\"

  RoadandHillsIshallgoawayTothebrownhills,thequietones,Thevast,themountainous,therolling,Sun-firedanddrowsy!

  MyhorsesnuffsdelicatelyAtthestrangewind;

  Hesettlestoaswingingtrot;hishoofstrampthedust。

  Theroadwinds,straightens,Slashesamarsh,Shouldersoutabridge,Then——

  Againthehills。

  Unchanged,innumerable,Bowinghuge,roundbacks;

  Holdingsecret,immenseconverse:

  Ingustyvoices,Fruitful,fecund,toilingLikeyokedblackoxen。

  Thecloudspasslikegreat,slowthoughtsAndvanishIntheintenseblue。

  Myhorselopes;thesaddlecreaksandsways。

  Athousandglitteringspearsofsunslantfromonhigh。

  Theimmensity,thespaces,ArelikethespacesBetweenstarandstar。

  Thehillssleep。

  IfIputmyhandonone,Iwouldfeelthevastheaveofitsbreath。

  IwouldstartawaybeforeitawakenedAndshooktheworldfromitsshoulders。

  Acicada’scrydeepensthehotsilence。

  ThehillsopenToshowaslopeofpoppies,Ardent,noble,heroic,Aflare,agreatflameoforange;

  Givingsleepy,brittlescentThatstingsthelungs。

  Acreepingwindslipsthroughthemlikeaferret;theybowanddance,answeringBeauty’svoice……

  Thehorsewhinnies。IdismountAndtiehimtothegreywornfence。

  Isetmyselfagainstthejavelinsofgrassandsun;

  Andclimbtheroundedbreast,Thatflowslikeasea-wave。

  Thesummitcrackleswithheat,thereisnoshelter,nohollowfromtheflagellatingglare。

  Iliedownandlookatthesky,shadingmyeyes。

  Mybodybecomesstrange,thesuntakesitandchangesit,itdoesnotfeel,itislikethebodyofanother。

  Theairblazes。Theairisdiamond。

  Smallnoisesmoveamongthegrass……

  Blackly,Ahawkmounts,mountsintheinaneSeekingthestar-road,Seekingtheend……

  Butthereisnoend。

  Here,inthislight,thereisnoend……

  ElegyforanEnemy(ForG。H。)

  Say,doesthatstupidearthWheretheyhavelaidher,Bindstillhersullenmirth,Mirthwhichbetrayedher?

  Dothelushgrasseshold,Greenlyandglad,Thatbrittle-perfectgoldShealonehad?

  Smuglythecommoncrew,Overtheirknitting,Mournher——asbutchersdoSheep-throatsthey’reslitting!

  Shewasmyenemy,Oneofthebestofthem。

  Wouldshecomebacktome,Goddamntherestofthem!

  Damnthem,theflabby,fat,Sleeklittledarlings!

  Wegavethemtitfortat,Snarlingsforsnarlings!

  Squashypomposities,Shockedatourviolence,LetnotonetactfulhissBreakhernewsilence!

  Maidsofantiquity,Lookwelluponher;

  Icewasherchastity,Spotlessherhonor。

  Neighbors,withbreastsofsnow,Damesofmuchvirtue,Howshecouldflameandglow!

  Lord,howshehurtyou!

  Shewasawoman,andTender——attimes!

  (Delicatewasherhand)

  Oneofhercrimes!

  Hairthatstrayedelfinly,Lipsredashaws,You,withthereadylie,Wasthatthecause?

  Restyou,myenemy,Slainwithoutfault,LifesmacksbuttastelesslyLackingyoursalt!

  StuckinabogwhencenaughtMaycatapultme,Comefromthegrave,long-sought,Comeandinsultme!

  WEknewthatsugaredstuffPoisonedtheother;

  Roughasthewindisrough,Sisterandbrother!

  BreathingtheetherclearOthersforlornhavefound——

  Oh,forthatpeaceaustereSheandherscornhavefound!

  BiographicalNote:

  StephenVincentBene’t(22July1898-13March1943)wasfromafamilywithrootsinFlorida,whichexplainstheSpanishname。AlthoughborninBethlehem,Pennsylvania,hisfatherwasacolonelintheU。S。Army,andhencehegrewupinCaliforniaandGeorgia。HeattendedYalestartingin1915andthatsameyearpublishedhisfirstbookofpoems,`FiveMenandPompey’。`YoungAdventure’(1918)isconsideredhisfirstmaturebookofpoetry,andhewentontowintwoPulitzerPrizes,in1929for`JohnBrown’sBody’andin1944for`WesternStar’。

  Itappearsthatthewholefamilyhadgreattalents,ashisgrandfatherwasaBrigadierGeneral,hisfatheraColonel,andbothStephenandhisbrotherWilliamRoseBenetwonPulitzerPrizesforpoetry。

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