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  ContentsTheValleyoftheShadowTheWanderingJewNeighborsTheMillTheDarkHillsTheThreeTavernsDemosI

  DemosII

  TheFlyingDutchmanTactOntheWayJohnBrownTheFalseGodsArchibald’sExampleLondonBridgeTaskerNorcrossASongatShannon’sSouvenirDiscoveryFirelightTheNewTenantsInferentialTheRatRaheltoVarnhagenNimmoPeaceonEarthLateSummerAnEvangelist’sWifeTheOldKing’sNewJesterLazarusSeveralpoemsincludedinthisbookappearedoriginallyinAmericanperiodicals,asfollows:TheThreeTaverns,LondonBridge,ASongatShannon’s,TheNewTenants,Discovery,JohnBrown;

  Archibald’sExample,TheValleyoftheShadow;Nimmo;TheWanderingJew,Souvenir;Neighbors,Tact;Demos;TheMill,AnEvangelist’sWife;

  Firelight;LateSummer;Inferential;TheFlyingDutchman;

  OntheWay,TheFalseGods;PeaceonEarth;TheOldKing’sNewJester。

  TheThreeTaverns——————————————————-

  TheValleyoftheShadowTherewerefacestorememberintheValleyoftheShadow,Therewerefacesunregarded,therewerefacestoforget;

  Therewerefiresofgriefandfearthatareafewforgottenashes,Thereweresparksofrecognitionthatarenotforgottenyet。

  Foratfirst,withanamazedandoverwhelmingindignationAtameasurelessmalfeasancethatobscurelywilleditthus,Theywerelostandunacquainted——tilltheyfoundthemselvesinothers,Whohadgropedastheyweregropingwheredimwayswereperilous。

  TherewerelivesthatwereasdarkasarethefearsandintuitionsOfachildwhoknowshimselfandisalonewithwhatheknows;

  Therewerepensionersofdreamsandthereweredebtorsofillusions,Alltofailbeforethetriumphofaweedthatonlygrows。

  Therewerethirstingheirsofgoldensievesthatheldnotwineorwater,Andhadnonamesintrafficormorevaluetherethantoys:

  TherewereblightedsonsofwonderintheValleyoftheShadow,Wheretheysufferedandstillwonderedwhytheirwondermadenonoise。

  Therewereslaveswhodraggedtheshacklesofaprecedentunbroken,Demonstratingthefulfilmentofunalterableschemes,Whichhadbeen,beforethecradle,Time’sinexorabletenantsOfwhatwerenowthedustyruinsoftheirfather’sdreams。

  Therewerethese,andthereweremanywhohadstumbleduptomanhood,Wheretheysawtoolatetheroadtheyshouldhavetakenlongago:

  TherewerethwartedclerksandfiddlersintheValleyoftheShadow,Thecommemorativewreckageofwhatothersdidnotknow。

  Andthereweredaughtersolderthanthemotherswhohadbornethem,Beingolderintheirwisdom,whichisolderthantheearth;

  Andtheyweregoingforwardonlyfartherintodarkness,Unrelievedasweretheblastingobligationsoftheirbirth;

  Andamongthem,givingalwayswhatwasnotfortheirpossession,Thereweremaidens,veryquiet,withnoquietintheireyes:

  ThereweredaughtersofthesilenceintheValleyoftheShadow,Eachanisolatediteminthefamilysacrifice。

  Therewerecreepersamongcatacombswheredullregretsweretorches,Givinglightenoughtoshowthemwhatwasthereupontheshelves——

  WheretherewasmoreforthemtoseethanpleasurewouldrememberOfsomethingthathadbeenaliveandoncehadbeenthemselves。

  Thereweresomewhostirredtheruinswithasolidimprecation,Whileasmanyfledrepentanceforthepromiseofdespair:

  ThereweredrinkersofwrongwatersintheValleyoftheShadow,Andallthesparklingwaysweredustthatoncehadledthemthere。

  ThereweresomewhoknewthestepsofAgeincrediblybesidethem,Andhisfingersuponshouldersthathadneverfeltthewheel;

  Andtheirlastofemptytrophieswasagildedcupofnothing,Whichacontemplatingvagabondwouldnothavecometosteal。

  Longandoftenhadtheyfiguredforalargervaluation,Butthesizeoftheiradditionwasthebalanceofadoubt:

  ThereweregentlemenofleisureintheValleyoftheShadow,Notalluredbyretrospection,disenchanted,andplayedout。

  AndamongthedarkendurancesofunavowedreprisalsThereweresilenteyesofenvythatsawlittlebutsawwell;

  Andoverbeauty’saftermathofhazardousambitionsThereweretearsforwhathadvanishedastheyvanishedwheretheyfell。

  Notassuredofwhatwastheirs,andalwayshungryforthenameless,ThereweresomewhoseonlypassionwasforTimewhomadethemcold:

  TherewerenumerousfairwomenintheValleyoftheShadow,Dreamingratherlessofheaventhanofhellwhentheywereold。

  Nowandthen,asiftoscornthecommontouchofcommonsorrow,Thereweresomewhogaveafewthedistantpityofasmile;

  Andanothercloakedasoulaswithanashofhumanembers,Havingcoveredthusatreasurethatwouldlasthimforawhile。

  Thereweremanybythepresenceofthemanydisaffected,Whoseexemptionwasincludedintheweightthatothersbore:

  TherewereseekersafterdarknessintheValleyoftheShadow,Andtheyaloneweretheretofindwhattheywerelookingfor。

  Sotheywere,andsotheyare;andastheycamearecomingothers,Andamongthemarethefearlessandthemeekandtheunborn;

  AndaquestionthathasheldusheretoforewithoutananswerMayabidewithoutanansweruntilallhaveceasedtomourn。

  Forthechildrenofthedarkaremoretonamethanarethewretched,Orthebroken,ortheweary,orthebaffled,ortheshamed:

  TherearebuildersofnewmansionsintheValleyoftheShadow,Andamongthemarethedyingandtheblindedandthemaimed。

  TheWanderingJewIsawbylookinginhiseyesThattheyrememberedeverything;

  AndthiswashowIcametoknowThathewashere,stillwandering。

  ForthoughthefigureandthesceneWerenevertobereconciled,IknewthemanasIhadknownHisimagewhenIwasachild。

  Withevidenceateveryturn,IshouldhavehelditsafetoguessThatallthenewnessofNewYorkHadnothingnewinloneliness;

  YetherewasonewhomightbeNoah,OrNathan,orAbimelech,OrLamech,outofageslost,——

  Or,morethanall,Melchizedek。

  Assuredthathewasnoneofthese,Igavethembacktheirnamesagain,ToscanoncemorethoseendlesseyesWhereallmyquestionsendedthen。

  IfoundinthemwhattheyrevealedThatIshallnotlivetoforget,AndwonderediftheyfoundinmineCompassionthatImightregret。

  Pity,Ilearned,wasnottheleastOftime’soffendingbenefitsThathadnowforsolongimpugnedTheconservationofhiswits:

  RatheritwasthatIshouldyield,Alone,thefealtythatpresentsThetributeofatemperedearToanuntemperedeloquence。

  BeforeIponderedlongenoughOnwhencehecameandwhohewas,ItrembledathisringingwealthOfmanifoldanathemas;

  Iwondered,whilehesearedtheworld,Whatnewdefectionailedtherace,AndifitmatteredhowremoteOurfatherswerefromsuchaplace。

  BeforetherewasanhourformeTocontemplatewithlessconcernThecrumblingrealmawaitingusThanhisthatwasbeyondreturn,AdawningonthedustofyearsHadshapedwithanelusivelightMiragesofrememberedscenesThatwerenolongerforthesight。

  FornowthegloomthathidthemanBecameadaylightonhiswrath,AndonewhereinmyfancyviewedNewlionsrampinginhispath。

  Theoldweredeadandhadnofangs,Whereforehelovedthem——seeingnotTheywerethesamethatintheirtimeHadeateneverythingtheycaught。

  TheworldaroundhimwasagiftOfanguishtohiseyesandears,AndonethathehadlongreviledAsfitfordevils,notforseers。

  Where,then,wasthereaplaceforhimThatonthisothersideofdeathSawnothinggood,ashehadseenNogoodcomeoutofNazareth?

  Yetheretherewasareticence,AndIbelievehisonlyone,ThathushedhimasifhebeheldAPresencethatwouldnotbegone。

  InsuchasilenceheconfessedHowmuchtherewastobedenied;

  Andhewouldlookatmeandlive,Asothersmighthavelookedanddied。

  AsifatlastheknewagainThathehadalwaysknown,hiseyesWereliketothoseofonewhogazedOnthoseofOnewhoneverdies。

  ForsuchamomentherevealedWhatlifehasinittobelost;

  AndIcouldaskifwhatIsaw,Beforemethere,wasmanorghost。

  HemayhavediedsomanytimesThatalltherewasofhimtoseeWaspride,thatkeptitselfaliveAstoorebellioustobefree;

  Hemayhavetold,whenmorethanonceHumilityseemedimminent,HowmanyalonelytimeinvainTheSecondComingcameandwent。

  WhetherhestilldefiesornotThefailureofanangrytaskThatrelegateshimoutoftimeTochaos,Icanonlyask。

  ButasIknewhim,sohewas;

  Andsomewhereamongmento-dayThoseold,unyieldingeyesmayflash,Andflinch——andlooktheotherway。

  NeighborsAsoftenaswethoughtofher,WethoughtofagraylifeThatmadeaquainteconomistOfawolf-hauntedwife;

  WemadethebestofallsheboreThatwasnotourstobear,AndhonoredherforwearingthingsThatwerenotthingstowear。

  TherewasadistanceinherlookThatmadeuslookagain;

  Andifshesmiled,wemightbelieveThatwehadlookedinvain。

  Rarelyshecameinsideourdoors,Andhadnotlongtostay;

  Andwhensheleft,itseemedsomehowThatshewasfaraway。

  Atlast,whenwehadallforgotThatallisheretochange,AshadowonthecommonplaceWasforamomentstrange。

  Yettherewasnothingforsurprise,Normuchthatneedbetold:

  Love,withhisgiftofpain,hadgivenMorethanoneheartcouldhold。

  TheMillThemiller’swifehadwaitedlong,Theteawascold,thefirewasdead;

  AndtheremightyetbenothingwrongInhowhewentandwhathesaid:

  \"Therearenomillersanymore,\"

  Wasallthatshehadheardhimsay;

  AndhehadlingeredatthedoorSolongthatitseemedyesterday。

  SickwithafearthathadnoformSheknewthatshewasthereatlast;

  AndinthemilltherewasawarmAndmealyfragranceofthepast。

  WhatelsetherewaswouldonlyseemTosayagainwhathehadmeant;

  AndwhatwashangingfromabeamWouldnothaveheededwhereshewent。

  Andifshethoughtitfollowedher,ShemayhavereasonedinthedarkThatonewayofthefewtherewereWouldhideherandwouldleavenomark:

  Blackwater,smoothabovetheweirLikestarryvelvetinthenight,Thoughruffledonce,wouldsoonappearThesameasevertothesight。

  TheDarkHillsDarkhillsateveninginthewest,WheresunsethoverslikeasoundOfgoldenhornsthatsangtorestOldbonesofwarriorsunderground,FarnowfromallthebanneredwaysWhereflashthelegionsofthesun,Youfade——asifthelastofdaysWerefading,andallwarsweredone。

  TheThreeTavernsWhenthebrethrenheardofus,theycametomeetusasfarasAppiiForum,andTheThreeTaverns。

  (Acts28:15)

  Herodion,Apelles,Amplias,AndAndronicus?IsityouIsee——

  Atlast?AndisityounowthataregazingAsifindoubtofme?WasInotsayingThatIshouldcometoRome?Ididsaythat;

  AndIsaidfurthermorethatIshouldgoOnwestward,wherethegatewayoftheworldLetsinthecentralsea。Ididsaythat,ButIsayonly,now,thatIamPaul——

  AprisoneroftheLaw,andoftheLordAvoicemadefree。IftherebetimeenoughTolive,ImayhavemoretotellyouthenOfwesternmatters。IgonowtoRome,WhereCaesarwaitsforme,andIshallwait,AndCaesarknowshowlong。InCaesareaTherewasalegendofAgrippasayingInalightwaytoFestus,havingheardMydeposition,thatImightbefree,HadIstayedfreeofCaesar;butthewordOfGodwouldhaveitasyouseeitis——

  AndhereIam。ThecupthatIshalldrinkIsminetodrink——themomentortheplaceNotminetosay。IfitbenowinRome,BeitnowinRome;andifyourfaithexceedTheshadowcastofhope,saynotofmeToosurelyortoosoonthatyearsandshipwreck,AndallthemanydesertsIhavecrossedThatarenotnamedorregioned,haveundoneBeyondthebrevitiesofourmortalhealingThepartofmethatistheleastofme。

  YouseeanoldermanthanhewhofellPronetotheearthwhenhewasnighDamascus,Wherethegreatlightcamedown;yetIamheThatfell,andhethatsaw,andhethatheard。

  AndIamhere,atlast;andifatlastIgivemyselftomakeanothercrumbForthisperniciousfeastoftimeandmen——

  Well,IhaveseentoomuchoftimeandmenTofeartheraveningorthewrathofeither。

  Yes,itisPaulyousee——theSaulofTarsusThatwasafieryJew,andhadmenslainForsayingSomethingwasbeyondtheLaw,Andinourselves。IfedmysufferingsoulUpontheLawtillIwentfamishing,NotknowingthatIstarved。HowshouldIknow,Morethenthanany,thatthefoodIhad——

  Whatelseitmayhavebeen——wasnotforme?

  MyfathersandtheirfathersandtheirfathersHadfounditgood,andsaidtherewasnoother,AndIwasoftheline。WhenStephenfell,Amongthestonesthatcrushedhislifeaway,TherewasnoplacealivethatIcouldseeForsuchaman。WhyshouldamanbegivenTolivebeyondtheLaw?SoIsaidthen,Asmensaynowtome。HowthendoI

  Persistinliving?Isthatwhatyouask?

  Ifso,letmyappearancebeforyouNolivinganswer;forTimewritesofdeathOnmenbeforetheydie,andwhatyouseeIsnottheman。Themanthatyouseenot——

  Themanwithintheman——ismostalive;

  Thoughhatredwouldhaveended,longago,Thebaneofhisactivities。Ihavelived,BecausethefaithwithinmethatislifeEndurestolive,andshall,tillsoonorlate,Death,likeafriendunseen,shallsaytomeMytoilisoverandmyworkbegun。

  Howoften,andhowmanyatimeagain,HaveIsaidIshouldbewithyouinRome!

  Hewhoisalwayscomingnevercomes,Orcomestoolate,youmayhavetoldyourselves;

  AndImaytellyounowthatafterme,WhetherIstayforlittleorforlong,Thewolvesarecoming。Haveaneyeforthem,AndamorecarefulearfortheirconfusionThanyouneedhavemuchlongerforthesoundOfwhatItellyou——shouldIlivetosayMorethanIsaytoCaesar。WhatIknowIsdownforyoutoreadinwhatiswritten;

  AndifIcloudalittlewithmyownMortalitythegleamthatisimmortal,IdoitonlybecauseIamI——

  Beingonearthandofit,insofarAstimeflaysyettheremnant。Thisyouknow;

  AndifIstingmen,asIdosometimes,Withasharpwordthathurts,itisbecauseMan’shabitistofeelbeforehesees;

  AndIamofaracethatfeels。Moreover,TheworldishereforwhatisnotyethereFormorethanareafew;andeveninRome,WheremenaresoenamoredoftheCrossThatfamehasechoed,andincreasingly,ThemusicofyourloveandofyourfaithToforeignearsthatareasfarawayAsAntiochandHaran,yetIwonderHowmuchofloveyouknow,andifyourfaithBetheshutfruitofwords。Ifso,rememberWordsarebutshellsunfilled。JewshaveatleastALawtomakethemsorrytheywerebornIftheygolongwithoutit;andtheseGentiles,Forthefirsttimeinshriekinghistory,Haveloveandlawtogether,ifsotheywill,FortheirdefenseandtheirimmunityIntheselastdays。Rome,ifIknowthename,WillhaveanonacrownofthornsandfireMadereadyforthewreathingofnewmasters,Ofwhomweareappointed,youandI,——

  AndyouarestilltobewhenIamgone,ShouldIgopresently。Letthewordfall,Meanwhile,uponthedragon-riddenfieldOfcircumstance,eithertoliveordie;

  Concerningwhichthereisaparable,MadeeasyforthecomfortandattentionOfthosewhopreach,fearingtheypreachinvain。

  Youaretoplant,andthentoplantagainWhereyouhavegathered,gatheringasyougo;

  Foryouareinthefieldsthatareeternal,AndyouhavenottheburdenoftheLordUponyourmortalshoulders。WhatyouhaveIsalightyoke,madelighterbythewearing,TillitshallhavethewonderandtheweightOfaclearjewel,shiningwithalightWhereinthesunandallthefierystarsMaysoonbefading。WhenGamalielsaidThatiftheybeofmenthesethingsarenothing,ButiftheybeofGodtheyarefornoneTooverthrow,hespokeasagoodJew,AndonewhostayedaJew;andhesaidall。

  Andyouknow,bythetemperofyourfaith,HowfarthefireisinyouthatIfeltBeforeIknewDamascus。Awordhere,Orthere,ornotthere,ornotanywhere,IsnottheWordthatlivesandisthelife;

  Andyou,therefore,needwearynotyourselvesWithjealousachesofothers。IftheworldWerenotaworldofachesandinnovations,Attainmentwouldhavenomorejoyofit。

  Therewillbecreedsandschisms,creedsincreeds,Andschismsinschisms;myriadswillbedoneTodeathbecauseafarthinghastwosides,Andisatlastafarthing。Tellingyouthis,I,whobidmentolive,appealtoCaesar。

  OnceIhadsaidthewaysofGodweredark,MeaningbythatthedarkwaysoftheLaw。

  Suchisthegloryofourtribulations;

  FortheLawkillsthefleshthatkillstheLaw,Andwearethenalive。Wehaveeyesthen;

  AndwehavethentheCrossbetweentwoworlds——

  Toguideus,ortoblindusforatime,Tillwehaveeyesindeed。ThefirethatsmitesAfewonhighways,changingallatonce,Isnotforall。ThepowerthatholdstheworldAwayfromGodthatholdshimselfaway——

  FartherawaythanallyourworksandwordsAreliketoflywithoutthewingsoffaith——

  Wasnot,norevershallbe,asmallhazardEnliveningthewaysofeasyleisureOrthecoldroadofknowledge。WhenoureyesHavewisdom,weseemorethanweremember;

  AndtheoldworldofourcaptivitiesMaythenbecomeasmittenglimpseofruin,LikeonewherevanishedhewershavehadtheirdayOfwrathonLebanon。Beforewesee,Meanwhile,wesuffer;andIcometoyou,Atlast,throughmanystormsandthroughmuchnight。

  YetwhatsoeverIhaveundergone,Mykeepersinthisinstancearenothard。

  Butforthechanceofaningratitude,Imightindeedbecuriousoftheirmercy,AndfearfuloftheirleisurewhileIwait,AfewleaguesoutofRome。MengotoRome,Notalwaystoreturn——butnotthatnow。

  Meanwhile,IseemtothinkyoulookatmeWitheyesthatareatlastmorecredulousOfmyidentity。YouremarkinmeNosortofleapinggiant,thoughsomewordsOfminetoyoufromCorinthmayhaveleaptAlittlethroughyoureyesintoyoursoul。

  Itrusttheywerealive,andarealiveToday;fortherebenonethatshallinditeSomuchofnothingasthemanofwordsWhowritesintheLord’snameforhisname’ssakeAndhasnotinhisbloodthefireoftimeTowarmeternity。Letsuchaman——

  Ifoncethelightisinhimandendures——

  Contenthimselftobethegeneralman,SetfreetosiftthedecenciesandtherebyTolearn,excepthebeonesetasideForsorrow,moreofpleasurethanofpain;

  Thoughifhislightbenotthelightindeed,Butabriefshinethatneverreallywas,Andfails,leavinghimworsethanwherehewas,Thenshallhebeofallmendestitute。

  Andherewerenotanissueformuchink,Ormuchoffendingfactionamongscribes。

  TheKingdomiswithinus,wearetold;

  AndwhenIsaytoyouthatwepossessitInsuchameasureasfaithmakesitours,Isayitwithasinner’sprivilegeOfhavingseenandheard,andseenagain,Afteradarkness;andifIaffirmTothelasthourthatfaithaffordsaloneTheKingdomentranceandanentertainment,IdonotseemyselfasonewhosaysTomanthatheshallsitwithfoldedhandsAgainsttheComing。IfIbeanything,Imoveadrivenagentamongmykind,EstablishingbythefaithofAbraham,Andbythegraceoftheirnecessities,TheclamoringwordthatisthewordoflifeNearerthanheretoforetothesolutionOftheirtomb-servingdoubts。IfIhaveloosedAshaftoflanguagethathasflownsometimesAlittlehigherthantheheartsandheadsOfnature’sminions,itwillyetbeheard,Likeanewsongthatwaitsfordistantears。

  IcannotbethemanthatIamnot;

  AndwhileIownthatearthismyaffliction,Iamamanofearth,whosaysnotallToallalike。Thatwereimpossible,EvenasitweresothatHeshouldplantAlargergardenfirst。ButyoutodayAreforthelargersowing;andyourseed,Alittlemixed,willhave,asHeforesaw,Theforeignharvestofawidergrowth,Andonewithoutanend。Manythereare,Andaretobe,thatshallpartakeofit,ThoughnonemayshareitwithanunderstandingThatisnothisalone。Weareallalone;

  Andyetweareallparcelledofoneorder——

  Jew,Gentile,orbarbarianinthedarkOfwildernessesthatarenotsomuchAsnamesyetinabook。Andtherearemany,FindingatlastthatwordsarenottheWord,Andfindingonlythat,willflourishaloft,LikeheadsofcapturedPhariseesonpikes,Ourcontradictionsanddiscrepancies;

  AndtherearemanymorewillhangthemselvesUpontheletter,seeingnotintheWordThefriendofallwhofail,andintheirfaithAswordofexcellencetocutthemdown。

  Aslongasthereareglassesthataredark——

  Andtherearemany——weseedarklythroughthem;

  AllwhichhaveIconcededandsetdownInwordsthathavenoshadow。WhatisdarkIsdark,andwemaynotsayotherwise;

  YetwhatmaybeasdarkasalostfireForoneofus,maystillbeforanotherAcominggleamacrossthegulfofages,Andawayhomefromshipwrecktotheshore;

  Andso,throughpangsandillsanddesperations,Theremaybelightforall。Thereshallbelight。

  Asmuchasthat,youknow。YoucannotsayThiswomanorthatmanwillbethenextOnwhomitfalls;youarenothereforthat。

  YourministrationistobeforothersThefiringofarushthatmayforthemBesoonthefireitself。ThefewatfirstArefightingforthemultitudeatlast;

  ThereforerememberwhatGamalielsaidBeforeyou,whenthesickwerelyingdownInstreetsallnightforPeter’spassingshadow。

  Fight,andsaywhatyoufeel;saymorethanwords。

  GivementoknowthateventheirdaysofearthTocomearemorethanagesthataregone。

  Saywhatyoufeel,whileyouhavetimetosayit。

  Eternitywillanswerforitself,Withoutyourintercession;yetthewayFormanyisalongone,andasdark,Meanwhile,asdreamsofhell。SeenotyourtoilToomuch,andifIbeawayfromyou,Thinkofmeasabrothertoyourselves,Ofmanyblemishes。Bewareofstoics,Andgiveyourlefthandtogrammarians;

  Andwhenyouseem,asmanyatimeyoumay,Tohavenootherfriendthanhope,rememberThatyouarenotthefirst,oryetthelast。

  Thebestoflife,untilweseebeyondTheshadowsofourselves(andtheyarelessThaneventheblindestofindignanteyesWouldhavethem)isinwhatwedonotknow。

  Make,then,forallyourfearsaplacetosleepWithallyourfadedsins;northinkyourselvesEgregiousandaloneforyourdefectsOfyouthandyesterday。Iwasyoungonce;

  Andthere’saquestionifyouplayedthefoolWithamorefervidandinherentzealThanIhaveinmystorytoremember,Orgaveyourneckstofolly’sconqueringfoot,Orflungyourselveswithanunstudiedaim,LessfrequentlythanI。Nevermindthat。

  Man’slittlehouseofdayswillholdenough,Sometimes,tomakehimwishitwerenothis,Butitwillnotholdall。ThingsthataredeadArebestwithoutit,andtheyowntheirdeathByvirtueoftheirdying。Letthemgo,——

  Butthinkyounottheworldisashesyet,Andyouhaveallthefire。TheworldishereToday,anditmaynotbegonetomorrow;

  Fortherearemillions,andtheremaybemore,TomakeinturnavariousestimationOfitsoldillsandashes,andthetrapsOfitsapparentwrath。ManywithearsThathearnotyet,shallhaveearsgiventothem,Andthentheyshallhearstrangely。ManywitheyesThatareincredulousoftheMysteryShallyetbedriventofeel,andthentoreadWherelanguagehasanendandisaveil,Notwovenofourwords。ManythathateTheirkindaresoontoknowthatwithoutloveTheirfaithisbuttheperjurednameofnothing。

  IthathavedonesomehatinginmytimeSeenownotimeforhate;Ithathaveleft,FadingbehindmelikefamiliarlightsThataretoshinenomoreformyreturning,Home,friends,andhonors,——IthathavelostallelseForwisdom,andthewealthofit,saynowToyouthatoutofwisdomhascomelove,ThatmeasuresandisofitselfthemeasureOfworksandhopeandfaith。YourlongesthoursArenotsolongthatyoumaytorturethemAndharassnotyourselves;andthelastdaysAreonthewaythatyouprepareforthem,Andwaspreparedforyou,hereinaworldWhereyouhavesinnedandsuffered,strivenandseen。

  IfyoubenotsohotforcountingthemBeforetheycomethatyouconsumeyourselves,Peacemayattendyouallintheselastdays——

  Andme,aswellasyou。Yes,eveninRome。

  Well,Ihavetalkedandrested,thoughIfearMyresthasnotbeenyours;inwhichevent,ForgiveonewhoisonlysevenleaguesFromCaesar。WhenItoldyouIshouldcome,IdidnotseemyselfthecriminalYoucontemplate,forseeingbeyondtheLawThatwhichtheLawsawnot。Butthis,indeed,Wasgoodofyou,andIshallnotforget;

  No,IshallnotforgetyoucamesofarTomeetamansodangerous。Well,farewell。

  TheycometotellmeIamgoingnow——

  Withthem。Ihopethatweshallmeetagain,ButnonemaysaywhatheshallfindinRome。

  DemosI

  AllyouthatareenamoredofmynameAndleastintentonwhatmostIrequire,Beware;formydesignandyourdesire,Deplorably,arenotasyetthesame。

  Beware,Isay,thefailureandtheshameOflosingthatforwhichyounowaspireSoblindly,andofhazardingentireThegiftthatIwasbringingwhenIcame。

  GiveasIwill,IcannotgiveyousightWherebytoseethatwithyoutherearesomeToleadyou,andbeled。ButtheyaredumbBeforethewranglingandtheshrilldelightOfyourdeliverancethathasnotcome,Andshallnot,ifIfailyou——asImight。

  DemosII

  SolittlehaveyouseenofwhatawaitsYourfeveredglimpseofademocracyConfusedandfoiledwithanequalityNotequaltotheenvyitcreates,ThatyouseenothownearyouarethegatesOfanoldkingwholistensfearfullyToyouthatareoutsideandaretobeThenoisylordsofimminentestates。

  RatherbethenyourprayerthatyoushallhaveYourkingdomundishonored。Havingall,Seenotthegreatamongyouforthesmall,Butheartheirsilence;forthefewshallsaveThemany,orthemanyaretofall——

  Stilltobewranglinginanoisygrave。

  TheFlyingDutchmanUnyieldingintheprideofhisdefiance,Afloatwithnonetoserveortocommand,Lordofhimselfatlast,andallbyScience,HeseekstheVanishedLand。

  Alone,bytheonelightofhisonethought,Hesteerstofindtheshorefromwhichwecame,——

  FearlessofinwhatcoilhemaybecaughtOnseasthathavenoname。

  Intothenighthesails;andafternightThereisadawning,thoughtherebenosun;

  Wherefore,withnothingbuthimselfinsight,Unsighted,hesailson。

  AtlastthereisaliftingofthecloudBetweenthefloodbeforehimandthesky;

  Andthen——thoughhemaycursethePoweraloudThathasnopowertodie——

  HesteershimselfawayfromwhatishauntedBytheoldghostofwhathasbeenbefore,——

  Abandoning,asalways,andundaunted,Onefog-walledislandmore。

  TactObservantofthewayshetoldSomuchofwhatwastrue,NovanitycouldlongwithholdRegardthatwasherdue:

  Shesparedhimthefamiliarguile,Soeasilyachieved,ThatonlymadeamantosmileAndlefthimundeceived。

  AwarethatallimaginingOfmorethanwhatshemeantWouldurgeanendofeverything,Hestayed;andwhenhewent,TheypartedwithamerrywordThatwastohimaslightAsanythatwaseverheardUponastarrynight。

  Shesmiledalittle,knowingwellThathewouldnotremarkTheruinsofadaythatfellAroundherinthedark:

  Hesawnoruinsanywhere,NorfanciedtherewerescarsOnanyonewholingeredthere,Alonebelowthestars。

  OntheWay(Philadelphia,1794)

  Note。——ThefollowingimaginarydialoguebetweenAlexanderHamiltonandAaronBurr,whichisnotbaseduponanyspecificincidentinAmericanhistory,maybesupposedtohaveoccurredafewmonthsprevioustoHamilton’sretirementfromWashington’sCabinetin1795

  andafewyearsbeforethepoliticalingenuitiesofBurr——

  whohasbeencharacterized,withoutmuchexaggeration,astheinventorofAmericanpolitics——begantobeconspicuouslyformidabletotheFederalists。TheseactivitiesonthepartofBurrresulted,asthereaderwillremember,intheBurr-JeffersontieforthePresidencyin1800,andfinallyintheBurr-HamiltonduelatWeehawkenin1804。

  BURR

  Hamilton,ifheridesyoudown,rememberThatIwasheretospeak,andsotosaveYourfabricfromcatastrophe。That’sgood;

  ForIperceivethatyouobservehimalso。

  APresident,a-ridingofhishorse,MaydustaGeneralandbeforgiven;

  Butwhybedusted——whenwe’reallalike,Allequal,andallhappy。Herehecomes——

  Andtherehegoes。Andwe,byyournewpatent,Wouldseemtobetwokingsherebythewayside,WithourtwohatsofftohisExcellency。

  WhynothisMajesty,anddonewithit?

  ForgivemeifIshookyourmeditation,ButyouthatweldourcreditshouldhaveeyesToseewhat’scoming。Burymefirstif-I-do。

  HAMILTON

  There’salwaysinsomepocketofyourbrainAcareforme;whereforemygratitudeForyourattentioniscommensurateWithyourconcern。Yes,Burr,wearetwokings;

  Weareasroyalastwoditch-diggers;

  Butowemenotyoursceptre。ThesearethedaysWhenfirstafewseemall;butifwelive,WemayagainbeseentobethefewThatwehavealwaysbeen。ThesearethedaysWhenmenforgetthestars,andareforgotten。

  BURR

  Butwhyforgetthem?They’rethesamethatwinkedUpontheworldwhenAlcibiadesCutoffhisdog’stailtoinducedistinction。

  Therearedogsyet,andAlcibiadesIsnotforgotten。

  HAMILTON

  Yes,therearedogsenough,Godknows;andIcanheartheminmydreams。

  BURR

  Neveradoubt。ButwhatyouhearthemostIsyournewmusic,somethingoutoftuneWithyourintention。HowinthenameofCain,Iseemtohearyouask,arementodance,Whenallmenaremusicians。Tellmethat,Ihearyousaying,andI’lltellyouthenameOfSamson’smother。ButwhyshroudyourselfBeforethecoffincomes?Forallyouknow,ThetreethatistofallforyourlasthouseIsnowasapling。YoumayhavetowaitSolongastobesorry;thoughIdoubtit,ForyouarenotathomeinyournewEdenWherechillywhispersofalikelyfrostAccumulatealreadyintheair。

  Ithinkatouchofermine,Hamilton,WouldbeforyouinyourautumnalmoodApleasantsortofwarmthalongtheshoulders。

  HAMILTON

  Ifsoitisyouthink,youmayaswellGiveoverthinking。Wearedonewithermine。

  WhatIfearmostisnotthemultitude,ButthosewhoaretoloopitwithastringThathasoneendinFranceandoneendhere。

  I’mnotsofortifiedwithobservationThatIcouldswearthatmorethanhalfascoreAmonguswhoseelightningseethatruinIsnottheworkofthunder。SincetheworldWasordered,therewasneveralongpauseForcautionbetweendoingandundoing。

  BURR

  Goon,sir;myattentionisatrapSetforthecatchingofallcomplimentsToMonticello,andallelseabroadThathasanameoranidentity。

  HAMILTON

  Ileavetoyouthenames——therearetoomany;

  Yetonethereistosiftandholdapart,AsnowIsee。TherecomesatlastaglimmerThatisnotalwaysclouded,ortoolate。

  ButIwasnearandyoung,andhadthereinsToplaywithwhilehemannedateamsorawThatonlyGodknowswheretheendhadbeenOfallthatridingwithoutWashington。

  Therewasanationinthemanwhopassedus,Iftherewasnotaworld。ImayhavedrivenSincethensomerestivehorses,andalone,Andthroughasplashingofabundantmud;

  ButhewhomadethedustthatsetsyouonTocoughing,madetheroad。Nowitseemsdry,Andinameasuresafe。

  BURR

  Here’sanewtuneFromHamilton。Hasyourcautionallatonce,Andovernight,growntillitwrecksthecradle?

  IhaveforgottenwhatmyfathersaidWhenIwasborn,butthere’sarustlingofitAmongmymemories,anditmakesanoiseAboutasloudasallthatIhaveheldAndfondledheretoforeofyoursamecaution。

  Butthat’saffairs,notfeelings。IfourfriendsGuessedhalfwesayofthem,ourenemiesWoulditchinourfriends’jackets。Howsoever,Theworldisofasuddenonitshead,Andallarespilled——unlessyouclingaloneWithWashington。AskAdamsaboutthat。

  HAMILTON

  We’llnotaskAdamsaboutanything。

  WefishforlizardswhenwechoosetoaskForwhatweknowalreadyisnotcoming,Andwemusteattheanswer。Where’stheuseOfaskingwhenthismansayseverything,Withallhistonguesofsilence?

  BURR

  Idaresay。

  Idaresay,butIwon’t。OneofthosetonguesI’llborrowforthenonce。He’llnevermissit。

  WemeanhisWesternMajesty,KingGeorge。

  HAMILTON

  Imeanthemanwhorodebyonhishorse。

  I’llbegofyouthemeedofyourindulgenceIfIshouldsaythisplanetmayhavedoneAdealofwearywhirlingwhenatlast,Ifever,TimeshallaggregateagainAmajestylikehisthathasnoname。

  BURR

  ThenyouconcedehisMajesty?That’sgood,Andwhatofyours?Herearetwomajesties。

  FavortheLeftalittle,Hamilton,Oryou’llbeflounderingintheditchthatwaitsForriderswhoforgetwheretheyareriding。

  IfweandFrance,asyouanticipate,Musteateachother,whatCaesar,ifnotyourself,Doyouseeforthemasterofthefeast?

  TheremaybeaplacewaitingonyourheadForlaurelthickasNero’s。Youdon’tknow。

  Ihavenotcrossedyourglory,thoughImightIfIsawthronesatauction。

  HAMILTON

  Yes,youmight。

  Ifwarisontheway,Ishallbe——here;

  AndI’venovisionofyourdistantheels。

  BURR

  IseethatIshalltakeaninferenceTobedwithmeto-nighttokeepmewarm。

  Ithankyou,Hamilton,andIapproveYourfealtytotheaggregatedgreatnessOfhimyouleanonwhileheleansonyou。

  HAMILTON

  ThiseasyphrasingisagameofyoursThatyoumaywintolose。Ibegyourpardon,ButyouthathavethesightwillnotemployThewilltoseewithit。Ifyoudidso,TheremightbefewerditchesdugforothersInyourperspective;andtheremightbefewerContemporarymotesofprejudiceBetweenyouandthemanwhomadethedust。

  Callhimageniusoragentleman,Aprophetorabuilder,orwhatnot,Butholdyourdispositionoffthebalance,Andweighhiminthelight。Once(IbelieveItellyounothingnewtoyoursurmise,Ortothetonguesoftownsandvillages)

  Inourishedwithanadolescentfancy——

  Surelyforgivabletoyou,myfriend——

  AninnocentandamiableconvictionThatIwas,bythegraceofhonestfortune,Asaviorathiselbowthroughthewar,WhereImighthaveobserved,morethanIdid,Patienceandwholesomepassion。Iwasthere,AndforsuchhonorIgavenothingworseThansomeadviceatwhichhemayhavesmiled。

  Imusthavegivenamodicumbesides,OrtheroughintervalbetweenthosedaysAndthesewouldneverhavemadeformemyfriends,Orenemies。Ishouldbesomethingsomewhere——

  Isaynotwhat——butIshouldnotbehereIfhehadnotbeenthere。Possibly,too,Youmightnot——orthatQuakerwithhiscane。

  BURR

  Possibly,too,Ishould。WhentheAlmightyRidesawhitehorse,Ifancyweshallknowit。

  HAMILTON

  Itwasaman,Burr,thatwasinmymind;

  Nogod,orghost,ordemon——onlyaman:

  AmanwhoseoccupationistheneedOfthosewhowouldnotfeelitifitbitthem;

  AndonewhoshapesanagewhileheenduresThepinpricksofinferiorities;

  Acautiousman,becauseheisbutone;

  Alonelyman,becauseheisathousand。

  NomarvelyouareslowtofindinhimThegeniusthatisonesparkorisnothing:

  HisgeniusisaflamethathemustholdSofarabovethecommonheadsofmenThattheymayviewhimonlythroughthemistOftheirdefect,andwonderwhatheis。

  ItseemstomethemysterythatisinhimThatmakeshimonlymoretomeamanThananyotherIhaveeverknown。

  BURR

  Igrantyouthathisworshipisaman。

  I’mnotsomuchathomewithmysteries,Maybe,asyou——soleavehimwithhisfire:

  GodknowsthatIshallneverputitout。

  HehasnotmadeacrippleofhimselfInhispursuitofme,thoughIhaveheardHiscondescensionhonorsmewithparts。

  Partsmakeawhole,ifwe’veenoughofthem;

  AndonceIfiguredasufficiencyTobeatleastanatomintheannalsOfyourrepublic。ButImusthaveerred。

  HAMILTON

  YousmileasifyourspiritlivedateaseWitherror。Ishouldnothavenameditso,Failingassentfromyou;nor,ifIdid,ShouldIbesocomplacentinmyskillTocombthetangledlanguageofthepeopleAstobesureofanythinginthesedays。

  Putthatmuchinaccountwithmodesty。

  BURR

  WhatinthenameofAhab,Hamilton,Haveyou,inthelastregionofyourdreaming,Todowith\"people\"?YoumaybethedevilInyourdead-reckoningofwhatreefsandshoalsArewaitingontheprogressofourshipUnlessyousteerit,butyou’llfinditirksomeAlonethereinthestern;andsomewarmdayThere’llbeaninlandmusicintherigging,Andafterwardsondeck。I’mnotaffinedOrfavoredovermuchatMonticello,Butthere’samightyswarmingofnewbeesAboutthepremises,andallhavewings。

  Ifyouhearsomethingbuzzingbeforelong,Bethoughtfulhowyoustrike,rememberingalsoTherewasafellowNabothhadavineyard,AndAhabcuthishairoffandwentsoftly。

  HAMILTON

  Idon’trememberthathecuthishairoff。

  BURR

  SomehowIratherfancythathedid。

  Ifso,it’sintheBook;andifnotso,Hedidtherest,anddidithandsomely。

  HAMILTON

  CommendyourselftoAhabandhiswaysIftheyinveigleyoutoemulation;

  Butwhere,ifImayaskit,areyoutendingWithyourinvidiouswieldingoftheScriptures?

  YoucalltomindaneminentarchangelWhofelltomakehimfamous。WouldyoufallSofarashe,tobesofarremembered?

  BURR

  BeforeIfallorrise,oramanangel,IshallacquaintmyselfalittlefurtherWithournewland’snewlanguage,whichisnot——

  Peacetoyourdreams——anidiomtoyourliking。

  I’mwonderingifamanmayalwaysknowHowoldamanmaybeatthirty-seven;

  IwonderlikewiseifaprettiertimeCouldbedecreedforagoodmantovanishThanaboutnowforyou,beforeyoufade,AndevenyourfriendsareseeingthatyouhavehadYourcuptoofullforlongermortaltriumph。

  Well,youhavehadenough,andhadityoung;

  AndtheoldwineisnearertotheleesThanyouaretotheworkthatyouaredoing。

  HAMILTON

  WhendoesthisphilologicalexcursionIntonewlandsandlanguagesbegin?

  BURR

  Anon——thatis,already。OnlyFortuneGavemethisafternoonthebenefactionOfyourblueback,whichIforlovepursued,Andinpursuingmayhavesavedyourlife——

  Alsotheworldapoundingpieceofnews:

  HamiltonbitesthedustofWashington,Orratherofhishorse。Foryoualone,Orforyourfame,I’dwishitmighthavebeenso。

  HAMILTON

  NoteverymanamongushasafriendSojealousfortheother’sfame。HowlongAreyoutodiagnosethedoubtfulcaseOfDemos——andwhatfor?HaveyouaswordForsomenewDamocles?Ifit’sforme,Ihavelostallofficialappetite,Andshallhavefaded,afterJanuary,Intothelaw。I’mgoingtoNewYork。

  BURR

  Nomatterwhereyouare,oneofthesedaysIshallcomebacktoyouandtellyousomething。

  ThisDemos,Ihaveheard,hasinhiswristApulsethatnotwodoctorshaveasyetCountedandfoundthesame,andinhismouthAtonguethathasthelikealacrityForsayingornotforsayingwhatmostitisThatpullulatesinhisignoblemind。

  OneofthesedaysIshallappearagain,Totellyoumoreofhimandhisopinions;

  Ishallnotbesolongoutofyoursight,Ortakemyselfsofar,thatImaynot,LikeAlcibiades,comebackagain。

  HewentawaytoPhrygia,andfaredill。

  HAMILTON

  There’sanexampleinThemistocles:

  HewentawaytoPersia,andfaredwell。

  BURR

  So?MustIgosofar?Andifso,whyso?

  Ihadnotplanneditso。IsthistheroadItake?Ifso,farewell。

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