CHAPTERI。
Iwasnotrich——onthecontrary;andIhadbeentoldthePensionBeaurepaswascheap。Ihad,moreover,beentoldthataboarding-
houseisacapitalplaceforthestudyofhumannature。Ihadafancyforaliterarycareer,andafriendofminehadsaidtome,\"Ifyoumeantowriteyououghttogoandliveinaboarding-house;thereisnoothersuchplacetopickupmaterial。\"IhadreadsomethingofthiskindinaletteraddressedbyStendhaltohissister:\"Ihaveapassionatedesiretoknowhumannature,andhaveagreatmindtoliveinaboarding-house,wherepeoplecannotconcealtheirrealcharacters。\"IwasanadmirerofLaChartreusedeParme,anditappearedtomethatonecouldnotdobetterthanfollowinthefootstepsofitsauthor。Iremembered,too,themagnificentboarding-houseinBalzac’sPereGoriot,——the\"pensionbourgeoisedesdeuxsexesetautres,\"keptbyMadameVauquer,neeDeConflans。
Magnificent,Imean,asapieceofportraiture;theestablishment,asanestablishment,wascertainlysordidenough,andIhopedforbetterthingsfromthePensionBeaurepas。ThisinstitutionwasoneofthemostesteemedinGeneva,and,standinginalittlegardenofitsown,notfarfromthelake,hadaveryhomely,comfortable,sociableaspect。Theregularentrancewas,asonemightsay,attheback,whichlookeduponthestreet,orratheruponalittleplace,adornedlikeeveryplaceinGeneva,greatorsmall,withafountain。Thisfactwasnotprepossessing,foroncrossingthethresholdyoufoundyourselfmoreorlessinthekitchen,encompassedwithculinaryodours。This,however,wasnogreatmatter,foratthePensionBeaurepastherewasnoattemptatgentilityoratconcealmentofthedomesticmachinery。Thelatterwasofaverysimplesort。MadameBeaurepaswasanexcellentlittleoldwoman——shewasveryfaradvancedinlife,andhadbeenkeepingapensionforfortyyears——
whoseonlyfaultswerethatshewasslightlydeaf,thatshewasfondofasurreptitiouspinchofsnuff,andthat,attheageofseventy-
three,sheworeflowersinhercap。Therewasatraditioninthehousethatshewasnotsodeafasshepretended;thatshefeignedthisinfirmityinordertopossessherselfofthesecretsofherlodgers。ButIneversubscribedtothistheory;IamconvincedthatMadameBeaurepashadoutlivedtheperiodofindiscreetcuriosity。
Shewasaphilosopher,onamatter-of-factbasis;shehadbeenhavinglodgersforfortyyears,andallthatsheaskedofthemwasthattheyshouldpaytheirbills,makeuseofthedoor-mat,andfoldtheirnapkins。Shecaredverylittlefortheirsecrets。\"J’enaivusdetouteslescouleurs,\"shesaidtome。Shehadquiteceasedtocareforindividuals;shecaredonlyfortypes,forcategories。Herlargeobservationhadmadeheracquaintedwithagreatnumber,andhermindwasacompletecollectionof\"heads。\"Sheflatteredherselfthatsheknewataglancewheretopigeon-holeanew-comer,andifshemadeanymistakesherdeportmentneverbetrayedthem。Ithinkthat,asregardsindividuals,shehadneitherlikesnordislikes;butshewascapableofexpressingesteemorcontemptforaspecies。Shehadherownways,Isuppose,ofmanifestingherapproval,buthermannerofindicatingthereversewassimpleandunvarying。\"Jetrouvequec’estdeplace\"——thisexhaustedherviewofthematter。Ifoneofherinmateshadputarsenicintothepot-au-feu,IbelieveMadameBeaurepaswouldhavecontentedherselfwithremarkingthattheproceedingwasoutofplace。Thelineofmisconducttowhichshemostobjectedwasanundueassumptionofgentility;shehadnopatiencewithboarderswhogavethemselvesairs。\"Whenpeoplecomechezmoi,itisnottocutafigureintheworld;Ihaveneverhadthatillusion,\"Irememberhearinghersay;\"andwhenyoupaysevenfrancsaday,toutcompris,itcompriseseverythingbuttherighttolookdownupontheothers。Buttherearepeoplewho,thelesstheypay,themoretheytakethemselvesauserieux。Mymostdifficultboardershavealwaysbeenthosewhohavehadthelittlerooms。\"
MadameBeaurepashadaniece,ayoungwomanofsomefortyoddyears;
andthetwoladies,withtheassistanceofacoupleofthick-waisted,red-armedpeasantwomen,keptthehousegoing。Ifonyourexitsandentrancesyoupeepedintothekitchen,itmadeverylittledifference;forCelestine,thecook,hadnopretensiontobeaninvisiblefunctionaryortodealinoccultmethods。Shewasalwaysatyourservice,withagratefulgrinsheblackedyourboots;shetrudgedofftofetchacab;shewouldhavecarriedyourbaggage,ifyouhadallowedher,onherbroadlittleback。Shewasalwaystrampinginandout,betweenherkitchenandthefountainintheplace,whereitoftenseemedtomethatalargepartofthepreparationforourdinnerwentforward——thewringingoutoftowelsandtable-cloths,thewashingofpotatoesandcabbages,thescouringofsaucepansandcleansingofwater——bottles。Youenjoyed,fromthedoorstep,aperpetualback-viewofCelestineandofherlarge,loose,woollenankles,asshecraned,fromthewaist,overintothefountainanddabbledinhervariousutensils。Thissoundsasiflifewentoninaverymake-shiftfashionatthePensionBeaurepas——asifthetoneoftheestablishmentweresordid。Butsuchwasnotatallthecase。
Weweresimplyverybourgeois;wepractisedthegoodoldGeneveseprincipleofnotsacrificingtoappearances。Thisisanexcellentprinciple——whenyouhavethereality。WehadtherealityatthePensionBeaurepas:wehaditintheshapeofsoftshortbeds,equippedwithfluffyduvets;ofadmirablecoffee,servedtousinthemorningbyCelestineinperson,aswelayrecumbentonthesedownycouches;ofcopious,wholesome,succulentdinners,conformabletothebestprovincialtraditions。Formyself,IthoughtthePensionBeaurepaspicturesque,andthis,withme,atthattimewasagreatword。Iwasyoungandingenuous:IhadjustcomefromAmerica。I
wishedtoperfectmyselfintheFrenchtongue,andIinnocentlybelievedthatitflourishedbyLakeLeman。IusedtogotolecturesattheAcademy,andcomehomewithaviolentappetite。Ialwaysenjoyedmymorningwalkacrossthelongbridge(therewasonlyone,justthere,inthosedays)whichspansthedeepblueout-gushofthelake,andupthedarksteepstreetsoftheoldCalvinisticcity。Thegardenfacedthisway,towardthelakeandtheoldtown;andthiswasthepleasantestapproachtothehouse。Therewasahighwall,withadoublegateinthemiddle,flankedbyacoupleofancientmassiveposts;thebigrustygrillecontainedsomeold-fashionediron-work。
Thegardenwasrathermouldyandweedy,tangledanduntended;butitcontainedalittlethin——flowingfountain,severalgreenbenches,aricketylittletableofthesamecomplexion,andthreeorange-trees,intubs,whichweredepositedaseffectivelyaspossibleinfrontofthewindowsofthesalon。
CHAPTERII。
Ascommonlyhappensinboarding-houses,therustleofpetticoatswas,atthePensionBeaurepas,themostfamiliarformofthehumantread。
Therewastheusualallotmentofeconomicalwidowsandoldmaids,andtomaintainthebalanceofthesexestherewereonlyanoldFrenchmanandayoungAmerican。IthardlymadethemattereasierthattheoldFrenchmancamefromLausanne。Hewasanativeofthatestimabletown,buthehadoncespentsixmonthsinParis,hehadtastedofthetreeofknowledge;hehadgotbeyondLausanne,whoseresourceshepronouncedinadequate。Lausanne,ashesaid,\"manquaitd’agrements。\"
Whenobliged,forreasonswhichheneverspecified,tobringhisresidenceinParistoaclose,hehadfallenbackonGeneva;hehadbrokenhisfallatthePensionBeaurepas。Genevawas,afterall,morelikeParis,andataGeneveseboarding-housetherewassuretobeplentyofAmericanswithwhomonecouldtalkabouttheFrenchmetropolis。M。Pigeonneauwasalittleleanman,withalargenarrownose,whosatagreatdealinthegarden,readingwiththeaidofalargemagnifyingglassavolumefromthecabinetdelecture。
Oneday,afortnightaftermyarrivalatthePensionBeaurepas,I
cameback,ratherearlierthanusualfrommyacademicsession;itwantedhalfanhourofthemiddaybreakfast。Iwentintothesalonwiththedesignofpossessingmyselfoftheday’sGalignanibeforeoneofthelittleEnglisholdmaidsshouldhaveremovedittohervirginalbower——aprivilegetowhichMadameBeaurepasfrequentlyalludedasoneoftheattractionsoftheestablishment。InthesalonIfoundanew-comer,atallgentlemaninahighblackhat,whomI
immediatelyrecognisedasacompatriot。Ihadoftenseenhim,orhisequivalent,inthehotelparloursofmynativeland。Heapparentlysupposedhimselftobeatthepresentmomentinahotelparlour;hishatwasonhishead,or,rather,halfoffit——pushedbackfromhisforehead,andrathersuspendedthanpoised。Hestoodbeforeatableonwhicholdnewspaperswerescattered,oneofwhichhehadtakenupand,withhiseye-glassonhisnose,washoldingoutatarm’s-length。
Itwasthathonourablebutextremelydiminutivesheet,theJournaldeGeneve,anewspaperofaboutthesizeofapocket-handkerchief。AsI
drewnear,lookingformyGalignani,thetallgentlemangaveme,overthetopofhiseye-glass,asomewhatsolemnstare。Presently,however,beforeIhadtimetolaymyhandontheobjectofmysearch,hesilentlyofferedmetheJournaldeGeneve。
\"Itappears,\"hesaid,\"tobethepaperofthecountry。\"
\"Yes,\"Ianswered,\"Ibelieveit’sthebest。\"
Hegazedatitagain,stillholdingitatarm’s-length,asifithadbeenalooking-glass。\"Well,\"hesaid,\"Isupposeit’snaturalasmallcountryshouldhavesmallpapers。Youcouldwrapitup,mountainsandall,inoneofourdailies!\"
IfoundmyGalignani,andwentoffwithitintothegarden,whereI
seatedmyselfonabenchintheshade。PresentlyIsawthetallgentlemaninthehatappearinoneoftheopenwindowsofthesalon,andstandtherewithhishandsinhispocketsandhislegsalittleapart。Helookedverymuchbored,and——Idon’tknowwhy——I
immediatelybegantofeelsorryforhim。Hewasnotatallapicturesquepersonage;helookedlikeajaded,fadedmanofbusiness。
Butafteralittlehecameintothegardenandbegantostrollabout;
andthenhisrestless,unoccupiedcarriage,andthevague,unacquaintedmannerinwhichhiseyeswanderedovertheplace,seemedtomakeitproperthat,asanolderresident,Ishouldexerciseacertainhospitality。Isaidsomethingtohim,andhecameandsatdownbesidemeonmybench,claspingoneofhislongkneesinhishands。
\"Whenisitthisbigbreakfastoftheirscomesoff?\"heinquired。
\"That’swhatIcallit——thelittlebreakfastandthebigbreakfast。
IneverthoughtIshouldlivetoseethetimewhenIshouldcaretoeattwobreakfasts。Butaman’sgladtodoanythingoverhere。\"
\"Formyself,\"Iobserved,\"Ifindplentytodo。\"
Heturnedhisheadandglancedatmewithadry,deliberate,kind-
lookingeye。\"You’regettingusedtothelife,areyou?\"
\"Ilikethelifeverymuch,\"Ianswered,laughing。
\"Howlonghaveyoutriedit?\"
\"Doyoumeaninthisplace?\"
\"Well,Imeananywhere。Itseemstomeprettymuchthesameallover。\"
\"Ihavebeeninthishouseonlyafortnight,\"Isaid。
\"Well,whatshouldyousay,fromwhatyouhaveseen?\"mycompanionasked。
\"Oh,\"saidI,\"youcanseeallthereisimmediately。It’sverysimple。\"
\"Sweetsimplicity,eh?I’mafraidmytwoladieswillfindittoosimple。\"
\"Everythingisverygood,\"Iwenton。\"AndMadameBeaurepasisacharmingoldwoman。Andthenit’sverycheap。\"
\"Cheap,isit?\"myfriendrepeatedmeditatively。
\"Doesn’titstrikeyouso?\"Iasked。Ithoughtitverypossiblehehadnotinquiredtheterms。Butheappearednottohaveheardme;hesatthere,claspinghiskneeandblinking,inacontemplativemanner,atthesunshine。
\"AreyoufromtheUnitedStates,sir?\"hepresentlydemanded,turninghisheadagain。
\"Yes,sir,\"Ireplied;andImentionedtheplaceofmynativity。
\"Ipresumed,\"hesaid,\"thatyouwereAmericanorEnglish。I’mfromtheUnitedStatesmyself;fromNewYorkcity。Manyofourpeoplehere?\"
\"Notsomanyas,Ibelieve,therehavesometimesbeen。Therearetwoorthreeladies。\"
\"Well,\"myinterlocutordeclared,\"Iamveryfondofladies’society。
Ithinkwhenit’ssuperiorthere’snothingcomesuptoit。I’vegottwoladiesheremyself;Imustmakeyouacquaintedwiththem。\"
IrejoinedthatIshouldbedelighted,andIinquiredofmyfriendwhetherhehadbeenlonginEurope。
\"Well,itseemspreciouslong,\"hesaid,\"butmytime’snotupyet。
Wehavebeenherefourteenweeksandahalf。\"
\"Areyoutravellingforpleasure?\"Iasked。
Mycompanionturnedhisheadagainandlookedatme——lookedatmesolonginsilencethatIatlastalsoturnedandmethiseyes。
\"No,sir,\"hesaidpresently。\"No,sir,\"herepeated,afteraconsiderableinterval。
\"Excuseme,\"saidI,fortherewassomethingsosolemninhistonethatIfearedIhadbeenindiscreet。
Hetooknonoticeofmyejaculation;hesimplycontinuedtolookatme。\"I’mtravelling,\"hesaid,atlast,\"topleasethedoctors。
Theyseemedtothinktheywouldlikeit。\"
\"Ah,theysentyouabroadforyourhealth?\"
\"Theysentmeabroadbecausetheyweresoconfoundedlymuddledtheydidn’tknowwhatelsetodo。\"
\"That’softenthebestthing,\"Iventuredtoremark。
\"Itwasaconfessionofweakness;theywantedmetostopplaguingthem。Theydidn’tknowenoughtocureme,andthat’sthewaytheythoughttheywouldgetroundit。Iwantedtobecured——Ididn’twanttobetransported。Ihadn’tdoneanyharm。\"
Iassentedtothegeneralpropositionoftheinefficiencyofdoctors,andaskedmycompanionifhehadbeenseriouslyill。
\"Ididn’tsleep,\"hesaid,aftersomedelay。
\"Ah,that’sveryannoying。Isupposeyouwereoverworked。\"
\"Ididn’teat;Itooknointerestinmyfood。\"
\"Well,Ihopeyoubotheatandsleepnow,\"Isaid。
\"Icouldn’tholdapen,\"myneighbourwenton。\"Icouldn’tsitstill。Icouldn’twalkfrommyhousetothecars——andit’sonlyalittleway。Ilostmyinterestinbusiness。\"
\"Youneededaholiday,\"Iobserved。
\"That’swhatthedoctorssaid。Itwasn’tsoverysmartofthem。I
hadbeenpayingstrictattentiontobusinessfortwenty-threeyears。\"
\"Inallthattimeyouhaveneverhadaholiday?\"Iexclaimedwithhorror。
Mycompanionwaitedalittle。\"Sundays,\"hesaidatlast。
\"Nowonder,then,youwereoutofsorts。\"
\"Well,sir,\"saidmyfriend,\"Ishouldn’thavebeenwhereIwasthreeyearsagoifIhadspentmytimetravellingroundEurope。Iwasinaveryadvantageousposition。Ididaverylargebusiness。Iwasconsiderablyinterestedinlumber。\"Hepaused,turnedhishead,andlookedatmeamoment。\"Haveyouanybusinessinterestsyourself?\"
IansweredthatIhadnone,andhewentonagain,slowly,softly,deliberately。\"Well,sir,perhapsyouarenotawarethatbusinessintheUnitedStatesisnotwhatitwasashorttimesince。Businessinterestsareveryinsecure。Thereseemstobeageneralfalling-
off。Differentpartiesofferdifferentexplanationsofthefact,butsofarasIamawarenoneoftheirobservationshavesetthingsgoingagain。\"Iingeniouslyintimatedthatifbusinesswasdull,thetimewasgoodforcomingaway;whereuponmyneighbourthrewbackhisheadandstretchedhislegsawhile。\"Well,sir,that’soneviewofthemattercertainly。There’ssomethingtobesaidforthat。Thesethingsshouldbelookedatallround。That’sthegroundmywifetook。That’stheground,\"headdedinamoment,\"thataladywouldnaturallytake;\"andhegavealittledrylaugh。
\"Youthinkit’sslightlyillogical,\"Iremarked。
\"Well,sir,thegroundItookwas,thattheworseaman’sbusinessis,themoreitrequireslookingafter。Ishouldn’twanttogoouttotakeawalk——noteventogotochurch——ifmyhousewasonfire。
Myfirmisnotdoingthebusinessitwas;it’slikeasickchild,itrequiresnursing。WhatIwantedthedoctorstodowastofixmeup,sothatIcouldgoonathome。I’dhavetakenanythingthey’dhavegivenme,andasmanytimesaday。Iwantedtoberightthere;Ihadmyreasons;Ihavethemstill。ButIcameoffallthesame,\"saidmyfriend,withamelancholysmile。
Iwasagreatdealyoungerthanhe,buttherewassomethingsosimpleandcommunicativeinhistone,soexpressiveofadesiretofraternise,andsoexemptfromanytheoryofhumandifferences,thatIquiteforgothisseniority,andfoundmyselfofferinghimpaternalIadvice。\"Don’tthinkaboutallthat,\"saidI。\"Simplyenjoyyourself,amuseyourself,getwell。TravelaboutandseeEurope。Attheendofayear,bythetimeyouarereadytogohome,thingswillhaveimprovedoverthere,andyouwillbequitewellandhappy。\"
Myfriendlaidhishandonmyknee;helookedatmeforsomemoments,andIthoughthewasgoingtosay,\"Youareveryyoung!\"Buthesaidpresently,\"YOUhavegotusedtoEuropeanyway!\"
CHAPTERIII。
AtbreakfastIencounteredhisladies——hiswifeanddaughter。Theywereplaced,however,atadistancefromme,anditwasnotuntilthepensionnaireshaddispersed,andsomeofthem,accordingtocustom,hadcomeoutintothegarden,thathehadanopportunityofmakingmeacquaintedwiththem。
\"Willyouallowmetointroduceyoutomydaughter?\"hesaid,movedapparentlybyapaternalinclinationtoprovidethisyoungladywithsocialdiversion。Shewasstandingwithhermother,inoneofthepaths,lookingaboutwithnogreatcomplacency,asIimagined,atthehomelycharacteristicsoftheplace,andoldM。Pigeonneauwashoveringnear,hesitatingapparentlybetweenthedesiretobeurbaneandtheabsenceofapretext。\"Mrs。Ruck——MissSophyRuck,\"saidmyfriend,leadingmeup。
Mrs。Ruckwasalarge,plump,light-colouredperson,withasmoothfairface,asomnolenteye,andanelaboratecoiffure。MissSophywasagirlofone-and-twenty,verysmallandverypretty——whatI
supposewouldhavebeencalledalivelybrunette。Bothoftheseladieswereattiredinblacksilkdresses,verymuchtrimmed;theyhadanairofthehighestelegance。
\"Doyouthinkhighlyofthispension?\"inquiredMrs。Ruck,afterafewpreliminaries。
\"It’salittlerough,butitseemstomecomfortable,\"Ianswered。
\"DoesittakeahighrankinGeneva?\"Mrs。Ruckpursued。
\"Iimagineitenjoysaveryfairfame,\"Isaid,smiling。
\"IshouldneverdreamofcomparingittoaNewYorkboarding-house,\"
saidMrs。Ruck。
\"It’squiteadifferentstyle,\"herdaughterobserved。
MissRuckhadfoldedherarms;shewasholdingherelbowswithapairofwhitelittlehands,andshewastappingthegroundwithaprettylittlefoot。
\"Wehardlyexpectedtocometoapension,\"saidMrs。Ruck。\"Butwethoughtwewouldtry;wehadheardsomuchaboutSwisspensions。I
wassayingtoMr。RuckthatIwonderedwhetherthiswasafavourablespecimen。Iwasafraidwemighthavemadeamistake。\"
\"Weknewsomepeoplewhohadbeenhere;theythoughteverythingofMadameBeaurepas,\"saidMissSophy。\"Theysaidshewasarealfriend。\"
\"Mr。andMrs。Parker——perhapsyouhaveheardherspeakofthem,\"Mrs。
Ruckpursued。
\"MadameBeaurepashashadagreatmanyAmericans;sheisveryfondofAmericans,\"Ireplied。
\"Well,ImustsayIshouldthinkshewouldbe,ifshecomparesthemwithsomeothers。\"
\"Motherisalwayscomparing,\"observedMissRuck。
\"OfcourseIamalwayscomparing,\"rejoinedtheelderlady。\"Ineverhadachancetillnow;Ineverknewmyprivileges。GivemeanAmerican!\"AndMrs。Ruckindulgedinalittlelaugh。
\"Well,ImustsaytherearesomethingsIlikeoverhere,\"saidMissSophy,withcourage。AndindeedIcouldseethatshewasayoungwomanofgreatdecision。
\"Youliketheshops——that’swhatyoulike,\"herfatheraffirmed。
Theyoungladyaddressedherselftome,withoutheedingthisremark。
\"Isupposeyoufeelquiteathomehere。\"
\"Oh,helikesit;hehasgotusedtothelife!\"exclaimedMr。Ruck。
\"Iwishyou’dteachMr。Ruck,\"saidhiswife。\"Itseemsasifhecouldn’tgetusedtoanything。\"
\"I’musedtoyou,mydear,\"thehusbandretorted,givingmeahumorouslook。
\"He’sintenselyrestless,\"continuedMrs。Ruck。
\"That’swhatmademewanttocometoapension。Ithoughthewouldsettledownmore。\"
\"Idon’tthinkIAMusedtoyou,afterall,\"saidherhusband。
InviewofapossibleexchangeofconjugalreparteeItookrefugeinconversationwithMissRuck,whoseemedperfectlyabletoplayherpartinanycolloquy。Ilearnedfromthisyoungladythat,withherparents,aftervisitingtheBritishIslands,shehadbeenspendingamonthinParis,andthatshethoughtsheshouldhavediedwhensheleftthatcity。\"Ihungoutofthecarriage,whenweleftthehotel,\"saidMissRuck,\"IassureyouIdid。Andmotherdid,too。\"
\"Outoftheotherwindow,Ihope,\"saidI。
\"Yes,oneoutofeachwindow,\"sherepliedpromptly。\"Fatherhadhardwork,Icantellyou。Wehadn’thalffinished;therewereeversomanyplaceswewantedtogoto。\"
\"Yourfatherinsistedoncomingaway?\"
\"Yes;afterwehadbeenthereaboutamonthhesaidhehadenough。
He’sfearfullyrestless;he’sverymuchoutofhealth。MotherandI
saidtohimthatifhewasrestlessinParisheneedn’thopeforpeaceanywhere。Wedon’tmeantoleavehimalonetillhetakesusback。\"TherewasanairofkeenresolutioninMissRuck’sprettyface,oflucidapprehensionofdesirableends,whichmademe,asshepronouncedthesewords,directaglanceofcovertcompassiontowardherpoorrecalcitrantfather。Hehadwalkedawayalittlewithhiswife,andIsawonlyhisbackandhisstooping,patient-lookingshoulders,whoseairofacuteresignationwasthrownintoreliefbythevoluminoustranquillityofMrs。Ruck。\"HewillhavetotakeusbackinSeptember,anyway,\"theyounggirlpursued;\"hewillhavetotakeusbacktogetsomethingswehaveordered。\"
\"Haveyouorderedagreatmanythings?\"Iaskedjocosely。
\"Well,IguesswehaveorderedSOME。OfcoursewewantedtotakeadvantageofbeinginParis——ladiesalwaysdo。Wehavelefttheprincipalthingstillwegoback。Ofcoursethatistheprincipalinterest,forladies。Mothersaidsheshouldfeelsoshabbyifshejustpassedthrough。WehavepromisedallthepeopletobebackinSeptember,andIneverbrokeapromiseyet。SoMr。Ruckhasgottomakehisplansaccordingly。\"
\"Andwhatarehisplans?\"
\"Idon’tknow;hedoesn’tseemabletomakeany。HisgreatideawastogettoGeneva;butnowthathehasgotherehedoesn’tseemtocare。It’stheeffectofillhealth。Heusedtobesobright;butnowheisquitesubdued。It’sabouttimeheshouldimprove,anyway。
Wewentoutlastnighttolookatthejewellers’windows——inthatstreetbehindthehotel。Ihadalwaysheardofthosejewellers’
windows。Wesawsomelovelythings,butitdidn’tseemtorousefather。He’llgettiredofGenevasoonerthanhedidofParis。\"
\"Ah,\"saidI,\"therearefinerthingsherethanthejewellers’
windows。WeareverynearsomeofthemostbeautifulsceneryinEurope。\"
\"Isupposeyoumeanthemountains。Well,wehaveseenplentyofmountainsathome。Weusedtogotothemountainseverysummer。Wearefamiliarenoughwiththemountains。Aren’twe,mother?\"theyoungladydemanded,appealingtoMrs。Ruck,who,withherhusband,haddrawnnearagain。
\"Aren’twewhat?\"inquiredtheelderlady。
\"Aren’twefamiliarwiththemountains?\"
\"Well,Ihopeso,\"saidMrs。Ruck。
Mr。Ruck,withhishandsinhispockets,gavemeasociablewink。——
\"There’snothingmuchyoucantellthem!\"hesaid。
Thetwoladiesstoodfacetofaceafewmoments,surveyingeachother’sgarments。\"Don’tyouwanttogoout?\"theyounggirlatlastinquiredofhermother。
\"Well,Ithinkwehadbetter;wehavegottogouptothatplace。\"
\"Towhatplace?\"askedMr。Ruck。
\"Tothatjeweller’s——tothatbigone。\"
\"Theyallseemedbigenough;theyweretoobig!\"AndMr。Ruckgavemeanotherwink。
\"Thatonewherewesawthebluecross,\"saidhisdaughter。
\"Oh,come,whatdoyouwantofthatbluecross?\"poorMr。Ruckdemanded。
\"Shewantstohangitonablackvelvetribbonandtieitroundherneck,\"saidhiswife。
\"Ablackvelvetribbon?No,Ithankyou!\"criedtheyounglady。\"DoyousupposeIwouldwearthatcrossonablackvelvetribbon?Onanicelittlegoldchain,ifyouplease——alittlenarrowgoldchain,likeanold-fashionedwatch-chain。That’stheproperthingforthatbluecross。IknowthesortofchainImean;I’mgoingtolookforone。WhenIwantathing,\"saidMissRuck,withdecision,\"Icangenerallyfindit。\"
\"Lookhere,Sophy,\"herfatherurged,\"youdon’twantthatbluecross。\"
\"Idowantit——Ihappentowantit。\"AndSophyglancedatmewithalittlelaugh。
Herlaugh,whichinitselfwaspretty,suggestedthattherewerevariousrelationsinwhichonemightstandtoMissRuck;butIthinkIwasconsciousofacertainsatisfactioninnotoccupyingthepaternalone。\"Don’tworrythepoorchild,\"saidhermother。
\"Comeon,mother,\"saidMissRuck。
\"Wearegoingtolookaboutalittle,\"explainedtheelderladytome,bywayoftakingleave。
\"Iknowwhatthatmeans,\"remarkedMr。Ruck,ashiscompanionsmovedaway。Hestoodlookingatthemamoment,whileheraisedhishandtohishead,behind,andstoodrubbingitalittle,withamovementthatdisplacedhishat。(ImayremarkinparenthesisthatIneversawahatmoreeasilydisplacedthanMr。Ruck’s。)Isupposedhewasgoingtosaysomethingquerulous,butIwasmistaken。Mr。Ruckwasunhappy,buthewasverygood-natured。\"Well,theywanttopickupsomething,\"hesaid。\"That’stheprincipalinterest,forladies。\"
CHAPTERIV。
Mr。Ruckdistinguishedme,astheFrenchsay。Hehonouredmewithhisesteem,and,asthedayselapsed,withalargeportionofhisconfidence。Sometimesheboredmealittle,forthetoneofhisconversationwasnotcheerful,tendingasitdidalmostexclusivelytoamelancholydirgeoverthefinancialprostrationofourcommoncountry。\"No,sir,businessintheUnitedStatesisnotwhatitoncewas,\"hefoundoccasiontoremarkseveraltimesaday。\"There’snotthesamespring——there’snotthesamehopefulfeeling。Youcanseeitinalldepartments。\"Heusedtositbythehourinthelittlegardenofthepension,witharollofAmericannewspapersinhislapandhishighhatpushedback,swingingoneofhislonglegsandreadingtheNewYorkHerald。HepaidadailyvisittotheAmericanbanker’s,ontheothersideoftheRhone,andremainedtherealongtime,turningovertheoldpapersonthegreenvelvettableinthemiddleoftheSalondesEtrangers,andfraternisingwithchancecompatriots。Butinspiteofthesediversionshistimehungheavilyuponhishands。Iusedsometimestoproposetohimtotakeawalk;
buthehadamortalhorrorofpedestrianism,andregardedmyowntasteforitas’amorbidformofactivity。\"You’llkillyourself,ifyoudon’tlookout,\"hesaid,\"walkingalloverthecountry。I
don’twanttowalkroundthatway;Iain’tapostman!\"Brieflyspeaking,Mr。Ruckhadfewresources。Hiswifeanddaughter,ontheotherhand,itwastobesupposed,werepossessedofagoodmanythatcouldnotbeapparenttoanunobtrusiveyoungman。Theyalsosatagreatdealinthegardenorinthesalon,sidebyside,withfoldedhands,contemplatingmaterialobjects,andwereremarkablyindependentofmostoftheusualfeminineaidstoidleness——lightliterature,tapestry,theuseofthepiano。Theywere,however,muchfonderoflocomotionthantheircompanion,andIoftenmetthemintheRueduRhoneandonthequays,loiteringinfrontofthejewellers’windows。TheymighthavehadacavalierinthepersonofoldM。Pigeonneau,whopossessedahighappreciationoftheircharms,butwho,owingtotheabsenceofacommonidiom,wasdeprivedofthepleasuresofintimacy。HeknewnoEnglish,andMrs。Ruckandherdaughterhad,asitseemed,anincurablemistrustofthebeautifultonguewhich,astheoldmanendeavouredtoimpressuponthem,waspre-eminentlythelanguageofconversation。
\"Theyhaveatournuredeprincesse——adistinctionsupreme,\"hesaidtome。\"Oneissurprisedtofindtheminalittlepension,atsevenfrancsaday。\"
\"Oh,theydon’tcomeforeconomy,\"Ianswered。\"Theymustberich。\"
\"Theydon’tcomeformybeauxyeux——formine,\"saidM。Pigeonneau,sadly。\"Perhapsit’sforyours,youngman。Jevousrecommandelamere。\"
Ireflectedamoment。\"TheycameonaccountofMr。Ruck——becauseathotelshe’ssorestless。\"
M。Pigeonneaugavemeaknowingnod。\"Ofcourseheis,withsuchawifeasthat——afemmesuperbe。MadameRuckispreservedinperfection——amiraculousfraicheur。Ilikethoselarge,fair,quietwomen;theyareoften,dansl’intimite,themostagreeable。I’llwarrantyouthatatheartMadameRuckisafinishedcoquette。\"
\"Iratherdoubtit,\"Isaid。
\"Yousupposehercold?Nevousyfiezpas!\"
\"ItisamatterinwhichIhavenothingatstake。\"
\"YouyoungAmericansaredroll,\"saidM。Pigeonneau;\"youneverhaveanythingatstake!Butthelittleone,forexample;I’llwarrantyoushe’snotcold。Sheisadmirablymade。\"
\"Sheisverypretty。\"
\"’Sheisverypretty!’Vousditescelad’unton!WhenyoupaycomplimentstoMademoiselleRuck,Ihopethat’snotthewayyoudoit。\"
\"Idon’tpaycomplimentstoMademoiselleRuck。\"
\"Ah,decidedly,\"saidM。Pigeonneau,\"youyoungAmericansaredroll!\"
IshouldhavesuspectedthatthesetwoladieswouldnotespeciallycommendthemselvestoMadameBeaurepas;thatasamaitressedesalon,whichsheinsomedegreeaspiredtobe,shewouldhavefoundthemwantinginacertainflexibilityofdeportment。ButIshouldhavegonequitewrong;MadameBeaurepashadnofaultatalltofindwithhernewpensionnaires。\"Ihavenoobservationwhatevertomakeaboutthem,\"shesaidtomeoneevening。\"Iseenothinginthoseladieswhichisatalldeplace。Theydon’tcomplainofanything;theydon’tmeddle;theytakewhat’sgiventhem;theyleavemetranquil。TheAmericansareoftenlikethat。Often,butnotalways,\"MadameBeaurepaspursued。\"Wearetohaveaspecimento-morrowofaverydifferentsort。\"
\"AnAmerican?\"Iinquired。
\"TwoAmericaines——amotherandadaughter。ThereareAmericansandAmericans:whenyouaredifficiles,youaremoresothananyone,andwhenyouhavepretensions——ah,perexemple,it’sserious。I
foreseethatwiththislittleladyeverythingwillbeserious,beginningwithhercafeaulait。ShehasbeenstayingatthePensionChamousset——myconcurrent,youknow,fartherupthestreet;butsheiscomingawaybecausethecoffeeisbad。Sheholdstohercoffee,itappears。Idon’tknowwhatliquidMadameChamoussetmayhaveinvented,butwewilldothebestwecanforher。Only,Iknowshewillmakemedeshistoiresaboutsomethingelse。Shewilldemandanewlampforthesalon;vousallesvoircela。Shewishestopaybutelevenfrancsadayforherselfandherdaughter,toutcompris;andfortheirelevenfrancstheyexpecttobelodgedlikeprincesses。
Butsheisvery’ladylike’——isn’tthatwhatyoucallitinEnglish?
Oh,pourcela,sheisladylike!\"
Icaughtaglimpseonthemorrowofthisladylikeperson,whowasarrivingathernewresidenceasIcameinfromawalk。Shehadcomeinacab,withherdaughterandherluggage;and,withanairofperfectsoftnessandserenity,shewasdisputingthefareasshestoodamongherboxes,onthesteps。SheaddressedhercabmaninaveryEnglishaccent,butwithextremeprecisionandcorrectness。\"I
wishtobeperfectlyreasonable,butIdon’twishtoencourageyouinexorbitantdemands。Withafrancandahalfyouaresufficientlypaid。ItisnotthecustomatGenevatogiveapour-boireforsoshortadrive。Ihavemadeinquiries,andIfinditisnotthecustom,eveninthebestfamilies。Iamastranger,yes,butI
alwaysadoptthecustomofthenativefamilies。Ithinkitmydutytowardthenatives。\"
\"ButIamanative,too,moi!\"saidthecabman,withanangrylaugh。
\"YouseemtometospeakwithaGermanaccent,\"continuedthelady。
\"YouareprobablyfromBasel。Afrancandahalfissufficient。I
seeyouhaveleftbehindthelittleredbagwhichIaskedyoutoholdbetweenyourknees;youwillpleasetogobacktotheotherhouseandgetit。Verywell,ifyouareimpoliteIwillmakeacomplaintofyouto-morrowattheadministration。Aurora,youwillfindapencilintheouterpocketofmyembroideredsatchel;pleasetowritedownhisnumber,——87;doyouseeitdistinctly?——incaseweshouldforgetit。\"
Theyoungladyaddressedas\"Aurora\"——aslight,fairgirl,holdingalargeparcelofumbrellas——stoodathandwhilethisallocutionwentforward,butsheapparentlygavenoheedtoit。Shestoodlookingabouther,inalistlessmanner,atthefrontofthehouse,atthecorridor,atCelestinetuckingupheraproninthedoorway,atmeasIpassedinamidthedisseminatedluggage;hermother’sparsimoniousattitudeseemingtoproduceinMissAuroraneithersympathynorembarrassment。Atdinnerthetwoladieswereplacedonthesamesideofthetableasmyself,belowMrs。Ruckandherdaughter,myownpositionbeingontherightofMr。Ruck。IhadthereforelittleobservationofMrs。Church——suchIlearnedtobehername——butI
occasionallyheardhersoft,distinctvoice。
\"Whitewine,ifyouplease;wepreferwhitewine。Thereisnoneonthetable?Thenyouwillpleasetogetsome,andtoremembertoplaceabottleofitalwayshere,betweenmydaughterandmyself。\"
\"Thatladyseemstoknowwhatshewants,\"saidMr。Ruck,\"andshespeakssoIcanunderstandher。Ican’tunderstandeveryone,overhere。Ishouldliketomakethatlady’sacquaintance。Perhapssheknowswhat_I_want,too;itseemshardtofindout。ButIdon’twantanyoftheirsourwhitewine;that’soneofthethingsIdon’twant。Iexpectshe’llbeanadditiontothepension。\"
Mr。RuckmadetheacquaintanceofMrs。Churchthateveningintheparlour,beingpresentedtoherbyhiswife,whopresumedontherightsconferreduponherselfbythemutualproximity,attable,ofthetwoladies。IsuspectedthatinMrs。Church’sviewMrs。Ruckpresumedtoofar。ThefugitivefromthePensionChamousset,asM。
Pigeonneaucalledher,wasalittlefresh,plump,comelywoman,lookinglessthanherage,witharound,bright,seriousface。Shewasverysimplyandfrugallydressed,notatallinthemannerofMr。
Ruck’scompanions,andshehadanairofquietdistinctionwhichwasanexcellentdefensiveweapon。SheexhibitedapolitedispositiontolistentowhatMr。Ruckmighthavetosay,buthermannerwasequivalenttoanintimationthatwhatshevaluedleastinboarding-
houselifewasitssocialopportunities。Shehadplacedherselfnearalamp,aftercarefullyscrewingitandturningitup,andshehadopenedinherlap,withtheassistanceofalargeembroideredmarker,anoctavovolume,whichIperceivedtobeinGerman。ToMrs。Ruckandherdaughtershewasevidentlyapuzzle,withhereconomicalattireandherexpensiveculture。Thetwoyoungerladies,however,hadbeguntofraterniseveryfreely,andMissRuckpresentlywentwanderingoutoftheroomwithherarmroundthewaistofMissChurch。Itwasaverywarmevening;thelongwindowsofthesalonstoodwideopenintothegarden,and,inspiredbythebalmydarkness,M。PigeonneauandMademoiselleBeaurepas,amostobliginglittlewoman,wholispedandalwaysworeahugecravat,declaredtheywouldorganiseafetedenuit。Theyengagedinthisundertaking,andthefetedevelopeditself,consistingofhalf-a-dozenredpaperlanterns,hungaboutonthetrees,andofseveralglassesofsirop,carriedonatraybythestout-armedCelestine。AsthefestivaldeepenedtoitsclimaxIwentoutintothegarden,whereM。Pigeonneauwasmasterofceremonies。
\"Butwherearethosecharmingyoungladies,\"hecried,\"MissRuckandthenew-comer,l’aimabletransfuge?Theirabsencehasbeenremarked,andtheyarewantingtothebrilliancyoftheoccasion。VoyezIhaveselectedaglassofsyrup——agenerousglass——forMademoiselleRuck,andIadviseyou,myyoungfriend,ifyouwishtomakeagoodimpression,toputasideonewhichyoumayoffertotheotheryounglady。Whatishername?MissChurch。Isee;it’sasingularname。
ThereisachurchinwhichIwouldwillinglyworship!\"
Mr。Ruckpresentlycameoutofthesalon,havingconcludedhisinterviewwithMrs。Church。ThroughtheopenwindowIsawthelatterladysittingunderthelampwithherGermanoctavo,whileMrs。Ruck,established,empty-handed,inanarm-chairnearher,gazedatherwithanairoffascination。
\"Well,ItoldyoushewouldknowwhatIwant,\"saidMr。Ruck。\"ShesaysIwanttogouptoAppenzell,whereverthatis;thatIwanttodrinkwheyandliveinahighlatitude——whatdidshecallit?——ahighaltitude。SheseemedtothinkweoughttoleaveforAppenzellto-
morrow;she’dgotitallfixed。Shesaysthisain’tahighenoughlat——ahighenoughaltitude。AndshesaysImustn’tgotoohigheither;thatwouldbejustasbad;sheseemstoknowjusttherightfigure。Shesaysshe’llgivemealistofthehotelswherewemuststop,onthewaytoAppenzell。Iaskedherifshedidn’twanttogowithas,butshesaysshe’drathersitstillandread。Iexpectshe’sabigreader。\"
Thedaughterofthisaccomplishedwomannowreappeared,incompanywithMissRuck,withwhomshehadbeenstrollingthroughtheoutlyingpartsofthegarden。
\"Well,\"saidMissRuck,glancingattheredpaperlanterns,\"aretheytryingtosticktheflower-potsintothetrees?\"
\"It’sanilluminationinhonourofourarrival,\"theotheryounggirlrejoined。\"It’satriumphoverMadameChamousset。\"
\"Meanwhile,atthePensionChamousset,\"Iventuredtosuggest,\"theyhaveputouttheirlights;theyaresittingindarkness,lamentingyourdeparture。\"
Shelookedatme,smiling;shewasstandinginthelightthatcamefromthehouse。M。Pigeonneau,meanwhile,whohadbeenawaitinghischance,advancedtoMissRuckwithhisglassofsyrup。\"Ihavekeptitforyou,Mademoiselle,\"hesaid;\"Ihavejealouslyguardedit。Itisverydelicious!\"
MissRucklookedathimandhissyrup,withoutanymotiontotaketheglass。\"Well,Iguessit’ssour,\"shesaidinamoment;andshegavealittleshakeofherhead。
M。Pigeonneaustoodstaringwithhissyrupinhishand;thenheslowlyturnedaway。Helookedaboutattherestofus,asiftoappealfromMissRuck’sinsensibility,andwenttodeposithisrejectedtributeonabench。
\"Won’tyougiveittome?\"askedMissChurch,infaultlessFrench。
\"J’adorelesirop,moi。\"
M。Pigeonneaucamebackwithalacrity,andpresentedtheglasswithaverylowbow。\"Iadoregoodmanners,\"murmuredtheoldman。
ThisincidentcausedmetolookatMissChurchwithquickenedinterest。Shewasnotstrikinglypretty,butinhercharmingirregularfacetherewassomethingbrilliantandardent。Likehermother,shewasverysimplydressed。
\"ShewantstogotoAmerica,andhermotherwon’tlether,\"saidMissSophytome,explaininghercompanion’ssituation。
\"Iamverysorry——forAmerica,\"Ianswered,laughing。
\"Well,Idon’twanttosayanythingagainstyourmother,butIthinkit’sshameful,\"MissRuckpursued。
\"Mammahasverygoodreasons;shewilltellyouthemall。\"
\"Well,I’msureIdon’twanttohearthem,\"saidMissRuck。\"Youhavegotarighttogotoyourowncountry;everyonehasarighttogototheirowncountry。\"
\"Mammaisnotverypatriotic,\"saidAuroraChurch,smiling。
\"Well,Icallthatdreadful,\"hercompaniondeclared。\"IhaveheardthattherearesomeAmericanslikethat,butIneverbelievedit。\"
\"ThereareallsortsofAmericans,\"Isaid,laughing。
\"Aurora’soneoftherightsort,\"rejoinedMissRuck,whohadapparentlybecomeveryintimatewithhernewfriend。
\"Areyouverypatriotic?\"Iaskedoftheyounggirl。
\"She’srightdownhomesick,\"saidMissSophy;\"she’sdyingtogo。IfIwereyoumymotherwouldhavetotakeme。\"
\"MammaisgoingtotakemetoDresden。\"
\"Well,IdeclareIneverheardofanythingsodreadful!\"criedMissRuck。\"It’slikesomethinginastory。\"
\"IneverheardtherewasanythingverydreadfulinDresden,\"I
interposed。
MissRucklookedatmeamoment。\"Well,Idon’tbelieveYOUareagoodAmerican,\"shereplied,\"andIneversupposedyouwere。YouhadbettergointhereandtalktoMrs。Church。\"
\"Dresdenisreallyverynice,isn’tit?\"Iaskedofhercompanion。
\"Itisn’tniceifyouhappentopreferNewYork,\"saidMissSophy。
\"MissChurchprefersNewYork。TellhimyouaredyingtoseeNewYork;itwillmakehimangry,\"shewenton。
\"Ihavenodesiretomakehimangry,\"saidAurora,smiling。
\"ItisonlyMissRuckwhocandothat,\"Irejoined。\"HaveyoubeenalongtimeinEurope?\"
\"Always。\"
\"Icallthatwicked!\"MissSophydeclared。
\"Youmightbeinaworseplace,\"Icontinued。\"IfindEuropeveryinteresting。\"
MissRuckgavealittlelaugh。\"IwassayingthatyouwantedtopassforaEuropean。\"
\"Yes,IwanttopassforaDalmatian。\"
MissRucklookedatmeamoment。\"Well,youhadbetternotcomehome,\"shesaid。\"Noonewillspeaktoyou。\"
\"Wereyouborninthesecountries?\"Iaskedofhercompanion。
\"Oh,no;IcametoEuropewhenIwasasmallchild。ButIrememberAmericaalittle,anditseemsdelightful。\"
\"Waittillyouseeitagain。It’sjusttoolovely,\"saidMissSophy。
\"It’sthegrandestcountryintheworld,\"Iadded。
MissRuckbegantotossherhead。\"Comeaway,mydear,\"shesaid。
\"Ifthere’sacreatureIdespiseit’samanthattriestosayfunnythingsabouthisowncountry。\"
\"Don’tyouthinkonecanbetiredofEurope?\"Auroraasked,lingering。
\"Possibly——aftermanyyears。\"
\"Fatherwastiredofitafterthreeweeks,\"saidMissRuck。
\"Ihavebeenheresixteenyears,\"herfriendwenton,lookingatmewithacharmingintentness,asifshehadapurposeinspeaking。\"Itusedtobeformyeducation。Idon’tknowwhatit’sfornow。\"
\"She’sbeautifullyeducated,\"saidMissRuck。\"Sheknowsfourlanguages。\"
\"IamnotverysurethatIknowEnglish。\"
\"YoushouldgotoBoston!\"criedMissSophy。\"TheyspeaksplendidlyinBoston。\"
\"C’estmonreve,\"saidAurora,stilllookingatme。
\"HaveyoubeenalloverEurope,\"Iasked——\"inallthedifferentcountries?\"
Shehesitatedamoment。\"Everywherethatthere’sapension。Mammaisdevotedtopensions。Wehavelived,atonetimeoranother,ineverypensioninEurope。\"
\"Well,Ishouldthinkyouhadseenaboutenough,\"saidMissRuck。
\"It’sadelightfulwayofseeingEurope,\"Aurorarejoined,withherbrilliantsmile。\"Youmayimaginehowithasattachedmetothedifferentcountries。Ihavesuchcharmingsouvenirs!ThereisapensionawaitingusnowatDresden,——eightfrancsaday,withoutwine。That’sratherdear。Mammameanstomakethemgiveuswine。
Mammaisagreatauthorityonpensions;sheisknown,thatway,alloverEurope。LastwinterwewereinItaly,andshediscoveredoneatPiacenza,——fourfrancsaday。Wemadeeconomies。\"
\"Yourmotherdoesn’tseemtominglemuch,\"observedMissRuck,glancingthroughthewindowatthescholasticattitudeofMrs。
Church。
\"No,shedoesn’tmingle,exceptinthenativesociety。Thoughshelivesinpensions,shedeteststhem。\"
\"Whydoessheliveinthem,then?\"askedMissSophy,ratherresentfully。
\"Oh,becausewearesopoor;it’sthecheapestwaytolive。Wehavetriedhavingacook,butthecookalwayssteals。Mammausedtosetmetowatchher;that’sthewayIpassedmyjeunesse——mybellejeunesse。Wearefrightfullypoor,\"theyounggirlwenton,withthesamestrangefrankness——acuriousmixtureofgirlishgraceandconsciouscynicism。\"Nousn’avonspaslesou。That’soneofthereasonswedon’tgobacktoAmerica;mammasayswecan’taffordtolivethere。\"
\"Well,anyonecanseethatyou’reanAmericangirl,\"MissRuckremarked,inaconsolatorymanner。\"IcantellanAmericangirlamileoff。You’vegottheAmericanstyle。\"
\"I’mafraidIhaven’ttheAmericantoilette,\"saidAurora,lookingattheother’ssuperiorsplendour。
\"Well,yourdresswascutinFrance;anyonecanseethat。\"
\"Yes,\"saidAurora,withalaugh,\"mydresswascutinFrance——atAvranches。\"
\"Well,you’vegotalovelyfigure,anyway,\"pursuedhercompanion。
\"Ah,\"saidtheyounggirl,\"atAvranches,too,myfigurewasadmired。\"Andshelookedatmeaskance,withacertaincoquetry。
ButIwasaninnocentyouth,andIonlylookedbackather,wondering。ShewasagreatdealnicerthanMissRuck,andyetMissRuckwouldnothavesaidthat。\"ItrytobelikeanAmericangirl,\"
shecontinued;\"Idomybest,thoughmammadoesn’tatallencourageit。Iamverypatriotic。Itrytocopythem,thoughmammahasbroughtmeupalafrancaise;thatis,asmuchasonecaninpensions。Forinstance,Ihaveneverbeenoutofthehousewithoutmamma;oh,never,never。ButsometimesIdespair;Americangirlsaresowonderfullyfrank。Ican’tbefrank,likethat。Iamalwaysafraid。ButIdowhatIcan,asyousee。Excusezdupeu!\"
Ithoughtthisyoungladyatleastasoutspokenasmostofherunexpatriatedsisters;therewassomethingalmostcomicalinherdespondency。Butshehadbynomeanscaught,asitseemedtome,theAmericantone。Whateverhertonewas,however,ithadafascination;
therewassomethingdaintyaboutit,andyetitwasdecidedlyaudacious。
Theyoungladiesbegantostrollaboutthegardenagain,andI
enjoyedtheirsocietyuntilM。Pigeonneau’sfestivalcametoanend。
CHAPTERV。
Mr。RuckdidnottakehisdepartureforAppenzellonthemorrow,inspiteoftheeagernesstowitnesssuchaneventwhichhehadattributedtoMrs。Church。Hecontinued,onthecontrary,formanydaysafter,tohangaboutthegarden,towanderuptothebanker’sandbackagain,toengageindesultoryconversationwithhisfellow-
boarders,andtoendeavourtoassuagehisconstitutionalrestlessnessbyperusaloftheAmericanjournals。ButonthemorrowIhadthehonourofmakingMrs。Church’sacquaintance。Shecameintothesalon,afterthemiddaybreakfast,withherGermanoctavounderherarm,andsheappealedtomeforassistanceinselectingaquietcorner。
\"Wouldyouverykindly,\"shesaid,\"movethatlargefauteuilalittlemorethisway?Notthelargest;theonewiththelittlecushion。
Thefauteuilshereareveryinsufficient;ImustaskMadameBeaurepasforanother。Thankyou;alittlemoretotheleft,please;thatwilldo。Areyouparticularlyengaged?\"sheinquired,aftershehadseatedherself。\"Ifnot,Ishouldliketohavesomeconversationwithyou。ItissometimesinceIhavemetayoungAmericanofyour——
whatshallIcallit?——youraffiliations。IhavelearnedyournamefromMadameBeaurepas;IthinkIusedtoknowsomeofyourpeople。I
don’tknowwhathasbecomeofallmyfriends。Iusedtohaveacharminglittlecircleathome,butnowImeetnooneIknow。Don’tyouthinkthereisagreatdifferencebetweenthepeopleonemeetsandthepeopleonewouldliketomeet?Fortunately,sometimes,\"
addedmyinterlocutressgraciously,\"it’squitethesame。Isupposeyouareaspecimen,afavourablespecimen,\"shewenton,\"ofyoungAmerica。Tellme,now,whatisyoungAmericathinkingofinthesedaysofours?Whatareitsfeelings,itsopinions,itsaspirations?
WhatisitsIDEAL?\"IhadseatedmyselfnearMrs。Church,andshehadpointedthisinterrogationwiththegazeofherbrightlittleeyes。IfeltitembarrassingtobetreatedasafavourablespecimenofyoungAmerica,andtobeexpectedtoanswerforthegreatrepublic。Observingmyhesitation,Mrs。Churchclaspedherhandsontheopenpageofherbookandgaveanintense,melancholysmile。
\"HASitanideal?\"shesoftlyasked。\"Well,wemusttalkofthis,\"
shewenton,withoutinsisting。\"Speak,forthepresent,foryourselfsimply。HaveyoucometoEuropewithanyspecialdesign?\"
\"Nothingtoboastof,\"Isaid。\"Iamstudyingalittle。\"
\"Ah,Iamgladtohearthat。YouaregatheringupalittleEuropeanculture;that’swhatwelack,youknow,athome。Noindividualcandomuch,ofcoarse。Butyoumustnotbediscouraged;everylittlecounts。\"
\"Iseethatyou,atleast,aredoingyourpart,\"Irejoinedgallantly,droppingmyeyesonmycompanion’slearnedvolume。
\"Yes,IfranklyadmitthatIamfondofstudy。Thereisnoone,afterall,liketheGermans。Thatis,forfacts。ForopinionsIbynomeansalwaysgowiththem。Iformmyopinionsmyself。Iamsorrytosay,however,\"Mrs。Churchcontinued,\"thatIcanhardlypretendtodiffusemyacquisitions。IamafraidIamsadlyselfish;Idolittletoirrigatethesoil。Ibelong——Ifranklyconfessit——totheclassofabsentees。\"
\"Ihadthepleasure,lastevening,\"Isaid,\"ofmakingtheacquaintanceofyourdaughter。ShetoldmeyouhadbeenalongtimeinEurope。\"
Mrs。Churchsmiledbenignantly。\"Canoneeverbetoolong?Weshallneverleaveit。\"
\"Yourdaughterwon’tlikethat,\"Isaid,smilingtoo。
\"Hasshebeentakingyouintoherconfidence?Sheisamoresensibleyoungladythanshesometimesappears。Ihavetakengreatpainswithher;sheisreally——Imaybepermittedtosayit——superblyeducated。\"
\"Sheseemedtomeaverycharminggirl,\"Irejoined。\"AndIlearnedthatshespeaksfourlanguages。\"
\"Itisnotonlythat,\"saidMrs。Church,inatonewhichsuggestedthatthismightbeaverysuperficialspeciesofculture。\"Shehasmadewhatwecalldefortesetudes——suchasIsupposeyouaremakingnow。Sheisfamiliarwiththeresultsofmodernscience;shekeepspacewiththenewhistoricalschool。\"
\"Ah,\"saidI,\"shehasgonemuchfartherthanI!\"
\"YoudoubtlessthinkIexaggerate,andyouforceme,therefore,tomentionthefactthatIamabletospeakofsuchmatterswithacertainintelligence。\"
\"Thatisveryevident,\"Isaid。\"Butyourdaughterthinksyououghttotakeherhome。\"Ibegantofear,assoonasIhadutteredthesewords,thattheysavouredoftreacherytotheyounglady,butIwasreassuredbyseeingthattheyproducedonhermother’splacidcountenancenosymptomwhateverofirritation。
\"Mydaughterhasherlittletheories,\"Mrs。Churchobserved;\"shehas,Imaysay,herillusions。Andwhatwonder!Whatwouldyouthbewithoutitsillusions?AurorahasatheorythatshewouldbehappierinNewYork,inBoston,inPhiladelphia,thaninoneofthecharmingoldcitiesinwhichourlotiscast。Butsheismistaken,thatisall。Wemustallowourchildrentheirillusions,mustwenot?Butwemustwatchoverthem。\"
Althoughsheherselfseemedproofagainstdiscomposure,Ifoundsomethingvaguelyirritatinginhersoft,sweetpositiveness。
\"Americancities,\"Isaid,\"aretheparadiseofyounggirls。\"
\"Doyoumean,\"askedMrs。Church,\"thattheyounggirlswhocomefromthoseplacesareangels?\"
\"Yes,\"Isaid,resolutely。
\"Thisyounglady——whatisheroddname?——withwhommydaughterhasformedasomewhatprecipitateacquaintance:isMissRuckanangel?
ButIwon’tforceyoutosayanythinguncivil。Itwouldbetoocrueltomakeasingleexception。\"
\"Well,\"saidI,\"atanyrate,inAmericayounggirlshaveaneasierlot。Theyhavemuchmoreliberty。\"
Mycompanionlaidherhandforaninstantonmyarm。\"Mydearyoungfriend,IknowAmerica,Iknowtheconditionsoflifethere,sowell。
ThereisperhapsnosubjectonwhichIhavereflectedmorethanonournationalidiosyncrasies。\"
\"Iamafraidyoudon’tapproveofthem,\"saidI,alittlebrutally。
Brutalindeedmypropositionwas,andMrs。Churchwasnotpreparedtoassenttoitinthisroughshape。Shedroppedhereyesonherbook,withanairofacutemeditation。Then,raisingthem,\"Weareverycrude,\"shesoftlyobserved——\"weareverycrude。\"Lesteventhisdelicately-utteredstatementshouldseemtosavourofthevicethatshedeprecated,shewentontoexplain。\"Therearetwoclassesofminds,youknow——thosethatholdback,andthosethatpushforward。
MydaughterandIarenotpushers;wemovewithlittlesteps。Weliketheold,troddenpaths;weliketheold,oldworld。\"
\"Ah,\"saidI,\"youknowwhatyoulike;thereisagreatvirtueinthat。\"
\"Yes,welikeEurope;wepreferit。WeliketheopportunitiesofEurope;weliketheREST。Thereissomuchinthat,youknow。Theworldseemstometobehurrying,pressingforwardsofiercely,withoutknowingwhereitisgoing。’Whither?’Ioftenask,inmylittlequietway。ButIhaveyettolearnthatanyonecantellme。\"
\"You’reagreatconservative,\"Iobserved,whileIwonderedwhetherI
myselfcouldanswerthisinquiry。