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AChristmasTreeWhatChristmasisasweGrowOlderThePoorRelation’sStoryTheChild’sStoryTheSchoolboy’sStoryNobody’sStoryACHRISTMASTREE
Ihavebeenlookingon,thisevening,atamerrycompanyofchildrenassembledroundthatprettyGermantoy,aChristmasTree。Thetreewasplantedinthemiddleofagreatroundtable,andtoweredhighabovetheirheads。Itwasbrilliantlylightedbyamultitudeoflittletapers;andeverywheresparkledandglitteredwithbrightobjects。Therewererosy-cheekeddolls,hidingbehindthegreenleaves;andtherewererealwatches(withmovablehands,atleast,andanendlesscapacityofbeingwoundup)danglingfrominnumerabletwigs;therewereFrench-polishedtables,chairs,bedsteads,wardrobes,eight-dayclocks,andvariousotherarticlesofdomesticfurniture(wonderfullymade,intin,atWolverhampton),perchedamongtheboughs,asifinpreparationforsomefairyhousekeeping;
therewerejolly,broad-facedlittlemen,muchmoreagreeableinappearancethanmanyrealmen——andnowonder,fortheirheadstookoff,andshowedthemtobefullofsugar-plums;therewerefiddlesanddrums;thereweretambourines,books,work-boxes,paint-boxes,sweetmeat-boxes,peep-showboxes,andallkindsofboxes;thereweretrinketsfortheeldergirls,farbrighterthananygrown-upgoldandjewels;therewerebasketsandpincushionsinalldevices;therewereguns,swords,andbanners;therewerewitchesstandinginenchantedringsofpasteboard,totellfortunes;therewereteetotums,humming-tops,needle-cases,pen-wipers,smelling-bottles,conversation-cards,bouquet-holders;realfruit,madeartificiallydazzlingwithgoldleaf;imitationapples,pears,andwalnuts,crammedwithsurprises;inshort,asaprettychild,beforeme,delightedlywhisperedtoanotherprettychild,herbosomfriend,\"Therewaseverything,andmore。\"Thismotleycollectionofoddobjects,clusteringonthetreelikemagicfruit,andflashingbackthebrightlooksdirectedtowardsitfromeveryside——someofthediamond-eyesadmiringitwerehardlyonalevelwiththetable,andafewwerelanguishingintimidwonderonthebosomsofprettymothers,aunts,andnurses——madealivelyrealisationofthefanciesofchildhood;andsetmethinkinghowallthetreesthatgrowandallthethingsthatcomeintoexistenceontheearth,havetheirwildadornmentsatthatwell-rememberedtime。
Beingnowathomeagain,andalone,theonlypersoninthehouseawake,mythoughtsaredrawnback,byafascinationwhichIdonotcaretoresist,tomyownchildhood。Ibegintoconsider,whatdoweallrememberbestuponthebranchesoftheChristmasTreeofourownyoungChristmasdays,bywhichweclimbedtoreallife。
Straight,inthemiddleoftheroom,crampedinthefreedomofitsgrowthbynoencirclingwallsorsoon-reachedceiling,ashadowytreearises;and,lookingupintothedreamybrightnessofitstop——
forIobserveinthistreethesingularpropertythatitappearstogrowdownwardtowardstheearth——IlookintomyyoungestChristmasrecollections!
Alltoysatfirst,Ifind。Upyonder,amongthegreenhollyandredberries,istheTumblerwithhishandsinhispockets,whowouldn’tliedown,butwheneverhewasputuponthefloor,persistedinrollinghisfatbodyabout,untilherolledhimselfstill,andbroughtthoselobstereyesofhistobearuponme——whenIaffectedtolaughverymuch,butinmyheartofheartswasextremelydoubtfulofhim。Closebesidehimisthatinfernalsnuff-box,outofwhichtheresprangademoniacalCounsellorinablackgown,withanobnoxiousheadofhair,andaredclothmouth,wideopen,whowasnottobeenduredonanyterms,butcouldnotbeputawayeither;
forheusedsuddenly,inahighlymagnifiedstate,toflyoutofMammothSnuff-boxesindreams,whenleastexpected。Noristhefrogwithcobbler’swaxonhistail,faroff;fortherewasnoknowingwherehewouldn’tjump;andwhenheflewoverthecandle,andcameuponone’shandwiththatspottedback——redonagreenground——hewashorrible。Thecardboardladyinablue-silkskirt,whowasstoodupagainstthecandlesticktodance,andwhomIseeonthesamebranch,wasmilder,andwasbeautiful;butIcan’tsayasmuchforthelargercardboardman,whousedtobehungagainstthewallandpulledbyastring;therewasasinisterexpressioninthatnoseofhis;andwhenhegothislegsroundhisneck(whichheveryoftendid),hewasghastly,andnotacreaturetobealonewith。
WhendidthatdreadfulMaskfirstlookatme?Whoputiton,andwhywasIsofrightenedthatthesightofitisanerainmylife?
Itisnotahideousvisageinitself;itisevenmeanttobedroll,whythenwereitsstolidfeaturessointolerable?Surelynotbecauseithidthewearer’sface。Anapronwouldhavedoneasmuch;
andthoughIshouldhavepreferredeventheapronaway,itwouldnothavebeenabsolutelyinsupportable,likethemask。Wasittheimmovabilityofthemask?Thedoll’sfacewasimmovable,butIwasnotafraidofHER。Perhapsthatfixedandsetchangecomingoverarealface,infusedintomyquickenedheartsomeremotesuggestionanddreadoftheuniversalchangethatistocomeoneveryface,andmakeitstill?Nothingreconciledmetoit。Nodrummers,fromwhomproceededamelancholychirpingontheturningofahandle;noregimentofsoldiers,withamuteband,takenoutofabox,andfitted,onebyone,uponastiffandlazylittlesetoflazy-tongs;
nooldwoman,madeofwiresandabrown-papercomposition,cuttingupapiefortwosmallchildren;couldgivemeapermanentcomfort,foralongtime。NorwasitanysatisfactiontobeshowntheMask,andseethatitwasmadeofpaper,ortohaveitlockedupandbeassuredthatnooneworeit。Themererecollectionofthatfixedface,themereknowledgeofitsexistenceanywhere,wassufficienttoawakemeinthenightallperspirationandhorror,with,\"OI
knowit’scoming!Othemask!\"
Ineverwonderedwhatthedearolddonkeywiththepanniers——thereheis!wasmadeof,then!Hishidewasrealtothetouch,I
recollect。Andthegreatblackhorsewiththeroundredspotsalloverhim——thehorsethatIcouldevengetupon——Ineverwonderedwhathadbroughthimtothatstrangecondition,orthoughtthatsuchahorsewasnotcommonlyseenatNewmarket。Thefourhorsesofnocolour,nexttohim,thatwentintothewaggonofcheeses,andcouldbetakenoutandstabledunderthepiano,appeartohavebitsoffur-tippetfortheirtails,andotherbitsfortheirmanes,andtostandonpegsinsteadoflegs,butitwasnotsowhentheywerebroughthomeforaChristmaspresent。Theywereallright,then;
neitherwastheirharnessunceremoniouslynailedintotheirchests,asappearstobethecasenow。Thetinklingworksofthemusic-
cart,IDIDfindout,tobemadeofquilltooth-picksandwire;andIalwaysthoughtthatlittletumblerinhisshirtsleeves,perpetuallyswarminguponesideofawoodenframe,andcomingdown,headforemost,ontheother,ratheraweak-mindedperson——thoughgood-natured;buttheJacob’sLadder,nexthim,madeoflittlesquaresofredwood,thatwentflappingandclatteringoveroneanother,eachdevelopingadifferentpicture,andthewholeenlivenedbysmallbells,wasamightymarvelandagreatdelight。
Ah!TheDoll’shouse!——ofwhichIwasnotproprietor,butwhereI
visited。Idon’tadmiretheHousesofParliamenthalfsomuchasthatstone-frontedmansionwithrealglasswindows,anddoor-steps,andarealbalcony——greenerthanIeverseenow,exceptatwateringplaces;andeventheyaffordbutapoorimitation。AndthoughitDIDopenallatonce,theentirehouse-front(whichwasablow,I
admit,ascancellingthefictionofastaircase),itwasbuttoshutitupagain,andIcouldbelieve。Evenopen,therewerethreedistinctroomsinit:asitting-roomandbed-room,elegantlyfurnished,andbestofall,akitchen,withuncommonlysoftfire-
irons,aplentifulassortmentofdiminutiveutensils——oh,thewarming-pan!——andatinman-cookinprofile,whowasalwaysgoingtofrytwofish。WhatBarmecidejusticehaveIdonetothenoblefeastswhereinthesetofwoodenplattersfigured,eachwithitsownpeculiardelicacy,asahamorturkey,gluedtightontoit,andgarnishedwithsomethinggreen,whichIrecollectasmoss!CouldalltheTemperanceSocietiesoftheselaterdays,united,givemesuchatea-drinkingasIhavehadthroughthemeansofyonderlittlesetofbluecrockery,whichreallywouldholdliquid(itranoutofthesmallwoodencask,Irecollect,andtastedofmatches),andwhichmadetea,nectar。Andifthetwolegsoftheineffectuallittlesugar-tongsdidtumbleoveroneanother,andwantpurpose,likePunch’shands,whatdoesitmatter?AndifIdidonceshriekout,asapoisonedchild,andstrikethefashionablecompanywithconsternation,byreasonofhavingdrunkalittleteaspoon,inadvertentlydissolvedintoohottea,Iwasnevertheworseforit,exceptbyapowder!
Uponthenextbranchesofthetree,lowerdown,hardbythegreenrollerandminiaturegardening-tools,howthickthebooksbegintohang。Thinbooks,inthemselves,atfirst,butmanyofthem,andwithdeliciouslysmoothcoversofbrightredorgreen。Whatfatblackletterstobeginwith!\"Awasanarcher,andshotatafrog。\"
Ofcoursehewas。Hewasanapple-piealso,andthereheis!Hewasagoodmanythingsinhistime,wasA,andsoweremostofhisfriends,exceptX,whohadsolittleversatility,thatIneverknewhimtogetbeyondXerxesorXantippe——likeY,whowasalwaysconfinedtoaYachtoraYewTree;andZcondemnedforevertobeaZebraoraZany。But,now,theverytreeitselfchanges,andbecomesabean-stalk——themarvellousbean-stalkupwhichJackclimbedtotheGiant’shouse!Andnow,thosedreadfullyinteresting,double-headedgiants,withtheirclubsovertheirshoulders,begintostridealongtheboughsinaperfectthrong,draggingknightsandladieshomefordinnerbythehairoftheirheads。AndJack——hownoble,withhisswordofsharpness,andhisshoesofswiftness!AgainthoseoldmeditationscomeuponmeasI
gazeupathim;andIdebatewithinmyselfwhethertherewasmorethanoneJack(whichIamlothtobelievepossible),oronlyonegenuineoriginaladmirableJack,whoachievedalltherecordedexploits。
GoodforChristmas-timeistheruddycolourofthecloak,inwhich——
thetreemakingaforestofitselfforhertotripthrough,withherbasket——LittleRedRiding-HoodcomestomeoneChristmasEvetogivemeinformationofthecrueltyandtreacheryofthatdissemblingWolfwhoatehergrandmother,withoutmakinganyimpressiononhisappetite,andthenateher,aftermakingthatferociousjokeabouthisteeth。Shewasmyfirstlove。IfeltthatifIcouldhavemarriedLittleRedRiding-Hood,Ishouldhaveknownperfectbliss。
But,itwasnottobe;andtherewasnothingforitbuttolookouttheWolfintheNoah’sArkthere,andputhimlateintheprocessiononthetable,asamonsterwhowastobedegraded。OthewonderfulNoah’sArk!Itwasnotfoundseaworthywhenputinawashing-tub,andtheanimalswerecrammedinattheroof,andneededtohavetheirlegswellshakendownbeforetheycouldbegotin,eventhere——
andthen,tentoonebuttheybegantotumbleoutatthedoor,whichwasbutimperfectlyfastenedwithawirelatch——butwhatwasTHATagainstit!Considerthenoblefly,asizeortwosmallerthantheelephant:thelady-bird,thebutterfly——alltriumphsofart!
Considerthegoose,whosefeetweresosmall,andwhosebalancewassoindifferent,thatheusuallytumbledforward,andknockeddownalltheanimalcreation。ConsiderNoahandhisfamily,likeidiotictobacco-stoppers;andhowtheleopardstucktowarmlittlefingers;
andhowthetailsofthelargeranimalsusedgraduallytoresolvethemselvesintofrayedbitsofstring!
Hush!Againaforest,andsomebodyupinatree——notRobinHood,notValentine,nottheYellowDwarf(IhavepassedhimandallMotherBunch’swonders,withoutmention),butanEasternKingwithaglitteringscimitarandturban。ByAllah!twoEasternKings,forI
seeanother,lookingoverhisshoulder!Downuponthegrass,atthetree’sfoot,liesthefulllengthofacoal-blackGiant,stretchedasleep,withhisheadinalady’slap;andnearthemisaglassbox,fastenedwithfourlocksofshiningsteel,inwhichhekeepstheladyprisonerwhenheisawake。Iseethefourkeysathisgirdlenow。Theladymakessignstothetwokingsinthetree,whosoftlydescend。Itisthesetting-inofthebrightArabianNights。
Oh,nowallcommonthingsbecomeuncommonandenchantedtome。Alllampsarewonderful;allringsaretalismans。Commonflower-potsarefulloftreasure,withalittleearthscatteredonthetop;
treesareforAliBabatohidein;beef-steaksaretothrowdownintotheValleyofDiamonds,thatthepreciousstonesmaysticktothem,andbecarriedbytheeaglestotheirnests,whencethetraders,withloudcries,willscarethem。Tartsaremade,accordingtotherecipeoftheVizier’ssonofBussorah,whoturnedpastrycookafterhewassetdowninhisdrawersatthegateofDamascus;cobblersareallMustaphas,andinthehabitofsewinguppeoplecutintofourpieces,towhomtheyaretakenblind-fold。
Anyironringletintostoneistheentrancetoacavewhichonlywaitsforthemagician,andthelittlefire,andthenecromancy,thatwillmaketheearthshake。Allthedatesimportedcomefromthesametreeasthatunluckydate,withwhoseshellthemerchantknockedouttheeyeofthegenie’sinvisibleson。Allolivesareofthestockofthatfreshfruit,concerningwhichtheCommanderoftheFaithfuloverheardtheboyconductthefictitioustrialofthefraudulentolivemerchant;allapplesareakintotheapplepurchased(withtwoothers)fromtheSultan’sgardenerforthreesequins,andwhichthetallblackslavestolefromthechild。Alldogsareassociatedwiththedog,reallyatransformedman,whojumpeduponthebaker’scounter,andputhispawonthepieceofbadmoney。Allricerecallsthericewhichtheawfullady,whowasaghoule,couldonlypeckbygrains,becauseofhernightlyfeastsintheburial-place。Myveryrocking-horse,——thereheis,withhisnostrilsturnedcompletelyinside-out,indicativeofBlood!——shouldhaveapeginhisneck,byvirtuethereoftoflyawaywithme,asthewoodenhorsedidwiththePrinceofPersia,inthesightofallhisfather’sCourt。
Yes,oneveryobjectthatIrecogniseamongthoseupperbranchesofmyChristmasTree,Iseethisfairylight!WhenIwakeinbed,atdaybreak,onthecold,dark,wintermornings,thewhitesnowdimlybeheld,outside,throughthefrostonthewindow-pane,IhearDinarzade。\"Sister,sister,ifyouareyetawake,IprayyoufinishthehistoryoftheYoungKingoftheBlackIslands。\"Scheherazadereplies,\"IfmylordtheSultanwillsuffermetoliveanotherday,sister,Iwillnotonlyfinishthat,buttellyouamorewonderfulstoryyet。\"Then,thegraciousSultangoesout,givingnoordersfortheexecution,andweallthreebreatheagain。
AtthisheightofmytreeIbegintosee,coweringamongtheleaves——
itmaybebornofturkey,orofpudding,ormincepie,orofthesemanyfancies,jumbledwithRobinsonCrusoeonhisdesertisland,PhilipQuarllamongthemonkeys,SandfordandMertonwithMr。
Barlow,MotherBunch,andtheMask——oritmaybetheresultofindigestion,assistedbyimaginationandover-doctoring——aprodigiousnightmare。Itissoexceedinglyindistinct,thatIdon’tknowwhyit’sfrightful——butIknowitis。Icanonlymakeoutthatitisanimmensearrayofshapelessthings,whichappeartobeplantedonavastexaggerationofthelazy-tongsthatusedtobearthetoysoldiers,andtobeslowlycomingclosetomyeyes,andrecedingtoanimmeasurabledistance。Whenitcomesclosest,itisworse。InconnectionwithitIdescryremembrancesofwinternightsincrediblylong;ofbeingsentearlytobed,asapunishmentforsomesmalloffence,andwakingintwohours,withasensationofhavingbeenasleeptwonights;oftheladenhopelessnessofmorningeverdawning;andtheoppressionofaweightofremorse。
Andnow,Iseeawonderfulrowoflittlelightsrisesmoothlyoutoftheground,beforeavastgreencurtain。Now,abellrings——amagicbell,whichstillsoundsinmyearsunlikeallotherbells——andmusicplays,amidstabuzzofvoices,andafragrantsmelloforange-peelandoil。Anon,themagicbellcommandsthemusictocease,andthegreatgreencurtainrollsitselfupmajestically,andThePlaybegins!ThedevoteddogofMontargisavengesthedeathofhismaster,foullymurderedintheForestofBondy;andahumorousPeasantwitharednoseandaverylittlehat,whomItakefromthishourforthtomybosomasafriend(IthinkhewasaWaiteroranHostleratavillageInn,butmanyyearshavepassedsinceheandI
havemet),remarksthatthesassigassityofthatdogisindeedsurprising;andevermorethisjocularconceitwillliveinmyremembrancefreshandunfading,overtoppingallpossiblejokes,untotheendoftime。Ornow,IlearnwithbittertearshowpoorJaneShore,dressedallinwhite,andwithherbrownhairhangingdown,wentstarvingthroughthestreets;orhowGeorgeBarnwellkilledtheworthiestunclethatevermanhad,andwasafterwardssosorryforitthatheoughttohavebeenletoff。Comesswifttocomfortme,thePantomime——stupendousPhenomenon!——whenclownsareshotfromloadedmortarsintothegreatchandelier,brightconstellationthatitis;whenHarlequins,coveredalloverwithscalesofpuregold,twistandsparkle,likeamazingfish;whenPantaloon(whomIdeemitnoirreverencetocompareinmyownmindtomygrandfather)putsred-hotpokersinhispocket,andcries\"Here’ssomebodycoming!\"ortaxestheClownwithpettylarceny,bysaying,\"Now,Isawedyoudoit!\"whenEverythingiscapable,withthegreatestease,ofbeingchangedintoAnything;and\"Nothingis,butthinkingmakesitso。\"
Now,too,Iperceivemyfirstexperienceofthedrearysensation——
oftentoreturninafter-life——ofbeingunable,nextday,togetbacktothedull,settledworld;ofwantingtoliveforeverinthebrightatmosphereIhavequitted;ofdotingonthelittleFairy,withthewandlikeacelestialBarber’sPole,andpiningforaFairyimmortalityalongwithher。Ah,shecomesback,inmanyshapes,asmyeyewandersdownthebranchesofmyChristmasTree,andgoesasoften,andhasneveryetstayedbyme!
Outofthisdelightspringsthetoy-theatre,——thereitis,withitsfamiliarproscenium,andladiesinfeathers,intheboxes!——andallitsattendantoccupationwithpasteandglue,andgum,andwatercolours,inthegetting-upofTheMillerandhisMen,andElizabeth,ortheExileofSiberia。Inspiteofafewbesettingaccidentsandfailures(particularlyanunreasonabledispositionintherespectableKelmar,andsomeothers,tobecomefaintinthelegs,anddoubleup,atexcitingpointsofthedrama),ateemingworldoffanciessosuggestiveandall-embracing,that,farbelowitonmyChristmasTree,Iseedark,dirty,realTheatresintheday-time,adornedwiththeseassociationsaswiththefreshestgarlandsoftherarestflowers,andcharmingmeyet。
Buthark!TheWaitsareplaying,andtheybreakmychildishsleep!
WhatimagesdoIassociatewiththeChristmasmusicasIseethemsetforthontheChristmasTree?Knownbeforealltheothers,keepingfarapartfromalltheothers,theygatherroundmylittlebed。Anangel,speakingtoagroupofshepherdsinafield;sometravellers,witheyesuplifted,followingastar;ababyinamanger;achildinaspacioustemple,talkingwithgravemen;asolemnfigure,withamildandbeautifulface,raisingadeadgirlbythehand;again,nearacitygate,callingbackthesonofawidow,onhisbier,tolife;acrowdofpeoplelookingthroughtheopenedroofofachamberwherehesits,andlettingdownasickpersononabed,withropes;thesame,inatempest,walkingonthewatertoaship;again,onasea-shore,teachingagreatmultitude;
again,withachilduponhisknee,andotherchildrenround;again,restoringsighttotheblind,speechtothedumb,hearingtothedeaf,healthtothesick,strengthtothelame,knowledgetotheignorant;again,dyinguponaCross,watchedbyarmedsoldiers,athickdarknesscomingon,theearthbeginningtoshake,andonlyonevoiceheard,\"Forgivethem,fortheyknownotwhattheydo。\"
Still,onthelowerandmaturerbranchesoftheTree,Christmasassociationsclusterthick。School-booksshutup;OvidandVirgilsilenced;theRuleofThree,withitscoolimpertinentinquiries,longdisposedof;TerenceandPlautusactednomore,inanarenaofhuddleddesksandforms,allchipped,andnotched,andinked;
cricket-bats,stumps,andballs,lefthigherup,withthesmelloftroddengrassandthesoftenednoiseofshoutsintheeveningair;
thetreeisstillfresh,stillgay。IfInomorecomehomeatChristmas-time,therewillbeboysandgirls(thankHeaven!)whiletheWorldlasts;andtheydo!YondertheydanceandplayuponthebranchesofmyTree,Godblessthem,merrily,andmyheartdancesandplaystoo!
AndIdocomehomeatChristmas。Wealldo,orweallshould。Weallcomehome,oroughttocomehome,forashortholiday——thelonger,thebetter——fromthegreatboarding-school,whereweareforeverworkingatourarithmeticalslates,totake,andgivearest。
Astogoingavisiting,wherecanwenotgo,ifwewill;wherehavewenotbeen,whenwewould;startingourfancyfromourChristmasTree!
Awayintothewinterprospect。Therearemanysuchuponthetree!
On,bylow-lying,mistygrounds,throughfensandfogs,uplonghills,windingdarkascavernsbetweenthickplantations,almostshuttingoutthesparklingstars;so,outonbroadheights,untilwestopatlast,withsuddensilence,atanavenue。Thegate-bellhasadeep,half-awfulsoundinthefrostyair;thegateswingsopenonitshinges;and,aswedriveuptoagreathouse,theglancinglightsgrowlargerinthewindows,andtheopposingrowsoftreesseemtofallsolemnlybackoneitherside,togiveusplace。Atintervals,allday,afrightenedharehasshotacrossthiswhitenedturf;orthedistantclatterofaherdofdeertramplingthehardfrost,has,fortheminute,crushedthesilencetoo。Theirwatchfuleyesbeneaththefernmaybeshiningnow,ifwecouldseethem,liketheicydewdropsontheleaves;buttheyarestill,andallisstill。Andso,thelightsgrowinglarger,andthetreesfallingbackbeforeus,andclosingupagainbehindus,asiftoforbidretreat,wecometothehouse。
Thereisprobablyasmellofroastedchestnutsandothergoodcomfortablethingsallthetime,forwearetellingWinterStories——
GhostStories,ormoreshameforus——roundtheChristmasfire;andwehaveneverstirred,excepttodrawalittlenearertoit。But,nomatterforthat。Wecametothehouse,anditisanoldhouse,fullofgreatchimneyswherewoodisburntonancientdogsuponthehearth,andgrimportraits(someofthemwithgrimlegends,too)
lowerdistrustfullyfromtheoakenpanelsofthewalls。Weareamiddle-agednobleman,andwemakeageneroussupperwithourhostandhostessandtheirguests——itbeingChristmas-time,andtheoldhousefullofcompany——andthenwegotobed。Ourroomisaveryoldroom。Itishungwithtapestry。Wedon’tliketheportraitofacavalieringreen,overthefireplace。Therearegreatblackbeamsintheceiling,andthereisagreatblackbedstead,supportedatthefootbytwogreatblackfigures,whoseemtohavecomeoffacoupleoftombsintheoldbaronialchurchinthepark,forourparticularaccommodation。But,wearenotasuperstitiousnobleman,andwedon’tmind。Well!wedismissourservant,lockthedoor,andsitbeforethefireinourdressing-gown,musingaboutagreatmanythings。Atlengthwegotobed。Well!wecan’tsleep。Wetossandtumble,andcan’tsleep。Theembersonthehearthburnfitfullyandmaketheroomlookghostly。Wecan’thelppeepingoutoverthecounterpane,atthetwoblackfiguresandthecavalier——thatwicked-
lookingcavalier——ingreen。Intheflickeringlighttheyseemtoadvanceandretire:which,thoughwearenotbyanymeansasuperstitiousnobleman,isnotagreeable。Well!wegetnervous——
moreandmorenervous。Wesay\"Thisisveryfoolish,butwecan’tstandthis;we’llpretendtobeill,andknockupsomebody。\"Well!
wearejustgoingtodoit,whenthelockeddooropens,andtherecomesinayoungwoman,deadlypale,andwithlongfairhair,whoglidestothefire,andsitsdowninthechairwehaveleftthere,wringingherhands。Then,wenoticethatherclothesarewet。Ourtonguecleavestotheroofofourmouth,andwecan’tspeak;but,weobserveheraccurately。Herclothesarewet;herlonghairisdabbledwithmoistmud;sheisdressedinthefashionoftwohundredyearsago;andshehasathergirdleabunchofrustykeys。Well!
thereshesits,andwecan’tevenfaint,weareinsuchastateaboutit。Presentlyshegetsup,andtriesallthelocksintheroomwiththerustykeys,whichwon’tfitoneofthem;then,shefixeshereyesontheportraitofthecavalieringreen,andsays,inalow,terriblevoice,\"Thestagsknowit!\"Afterthat,shewringsherhandsagain,passesthebedside,andgoesoutatthedoor。Wehurryonourdressing-gown,seizeourpistols(wealwaystravelwithpistols),andarefollowing,whenwefindthedoorlocked。Weturnthekey,lookoutintothedarkgallery;noonethere。Wewanderaway,andtrytofindourservant。Can’tbedone。
Wepacethegallerytilldaybreak;thenreturntoourdesertedroom,fallasleep,andareawakenedbyourservant(nothingeverhauntshim)andtheshiningsun。Well!wemakeawretchedbreakfast,andallthecompanysaywelookqueer。Afterbreakfast,wegooverthehousewithourhost,andthenwetakehimtotheportraitofthecavalieringreen,andthenitallcomesout。Hewasfalsetoayounghousekeeperonceattachedtothatfamily,andfamousforherbeauty,whodrownedherselfinapond,andwhosebodywasdiscovered,afteralongtime,becausethestagsrefusedtodrinkofthewater。Sincewhich,ithasbeenwhisperedthatshetraversesthehouseatmidnight(butgoesespeciallytothatroomwherethecavalieringreenwaswonttosleep),tryingtheoldlockswiththerustykeys。Well!wetellourhostofwhatwehaveseen,andashadecomesoverhisfeatures,andhebegsitmaybehushedup;andsoitis。But,it’salltrue;andwesaidso,beforewedied(wearedeadnow)tomanyresponsiblepeople。
Thereisnoendtotheoldhouses,withresoundinggalleries,anddismalstate-bedchambers,andhauntedwingsshutupformanyyears,throughwhichwemayramble,withanagreeablecreepingupourback,andencounteranynumberofghosts,but(itisworthyofremarkperhaps)reducibletoaveryfewgeneraltypesandclasses;for,ghostshavelittleoriginality,and\"walk\"inabeatentrack。Thus,itcomestopass,thatacertainroominacertainoldhall,whereacertainbadlord,baronet,knight,orgentleman,shothimself,hascertainplanksinthefloorfromwhichthebloodWILLNOTbetakenout。Youmayscrapeandscrape,asthepresentownerhasdone,orplaneandplane,ashisfatherdid,orscrubandscrub,ashisgrandfatherdid,orburnandburnwithstrongacids,ashisgreat-
grandfatherdid,but,therethebloodwillstillbe——noredderandnopaler——nomoreandnoless——alwaysjustthesame。Thus,insuchanotherhousethereisahaunteddoor,thatneverwillkeepopen;oranotherdoorthatneverwillkeepshut,orahauntedsoundofaspinning-wheel,orahammer,orafootstep,oracry,orasigh,orahorse’stramp,ortherattlingofachain。Orelse,thereisaturret-clock,which,atthemidnighthour,strikesthirteenwhentheheadofthefamilyisgoingtodie;orashadowy,immovableblackcarriagewhichatsuchatimeisalwaysseenbysomebody,waitingnearthegreatgatesinthestable-yard。Orthus,itcametopasshowLadyMarywenttopayavisitatalargewildhouseintheScottishHighlands,and,beingfatiguedwithherlongjourney,retiredtobedearly,andinnocentlysaid,nextmorning,atthebreakfast-table,\"Howodd,tohavesolateapartylastnight,inthisremoteplace,andnottotellmeofit,beforeIwenttobed!\"
Then,everyoneaskedLadyMarywhatshemeant?Then,LadyMaryreplied,\"Why,allnightlong,thecarriagesweredrivingroundandroundtheterrace,underneathmywindow!\"Then,theownerofthehouseturnedpale,andsodidhisLady,andCharlesMacdoodleofMacdoodlesignedtoLadyMarytosaynomore,andeveryonewassilent。Afterbreakfast,CharlesMacdoodletoldLadyMarythatitwasatraditioninthefamilythatthoserumblingcarriagesontheterracebetokeneddeath。Andsoitproved,for,twomonthsafterwards,theLadyofthemansiondied。AndLadyMary,whowasaMaidofHonouratCourt,oftentoldthisstorytotheoldQueenCharlotte;bythistokenthattheoldKingalwayssaid,\"Eh,eh?
What,what?Ghosts,ghosts?Nosuchthing,nosuchthing!\"Andneverleftoffsayingso,untilhewenttobed。
Or,afriendofsomebody’swhommostofusknow,whenhewasayoungmanatcollege,hadaparticularfriend,withwhomhemadethecompactthat,ifitwerepossiblefortheSpirittoreturntothisearthafteritsseparationfromthebody,heofthetwainwhofirstdied,shouldreappeartotheother。Incourseoftime,thiscompactwasforgottenbyourfriend;thetwoyoungmenhavingprogressedinlife,andtakendivergingpathsthatwerewideasunder。But,onenight,manyyearsafterwards,ourfriendbeingintheNorthofEngland,andstayingforthenightinaninn,ontheYorkshireMoors,happenedtolookoutofbed;andthere,inthemoonlight,leaningonabureaunearthewindow,steadfastlyregardinghim,sawhisoldcollegefriend!Theappearancebeingsolemnlyaddressed,replied,inakindofwhisper,butveryaudibly,\"Donotcomenearme。Iamdead。Iamheretoredeemmypromise。Icomefromanotherworld,butmaynotdiscloseitssecrets!\"Then,thewholeformbecomingpaler,melted,asitwere,intothemoonlight,andfadedaway。
Or,therewasthedaughterofthefirstoccupierofthepicturesqueElizabethanhouse,sofamousinourneighbourhood。Youhaveheardabouther?No!Why,SHEwentoutonesummereveningattwilight,whenshewasabeautifulgirl,justseventeenyearsofage,togatherflowersinthegarden;andpresentlycamerunning,terrified,intothehalltoherfather,saying,\"Oh,dearfather,Ihavemetmyself!\"Hetookherinhisarms,andtoldheritwasfancy,butshesaid,\"Ohno!Imetmyselfinthebroadwalk,andIwaspaleandgatheringwitheredflowers,andIturnedmyhead,andheldthemup!\"And,thatnight,shedied;andapictureofherstorywasbegun,thoughneverfinished,andtheysayitissomewhereinthehousetothisday,withitsfacetothewall。
Or,theuncleofmybrother’swifewasridinghomeonhorseback,onemelloweveningatsunset,when,inagreenlaneclosetohisownhouse,hesawamanstandingbeforehim,intheverycentreofanarrowway。\"Whydoesthatmaninthecloakstandthere!\"hethought。\"Doeshewantmetorideoverhim?\"Butthefigurenevermoved。Hefeltastrangesensationatseeingitsostill,butslackenedhistrotandrodeforward。Whenhewassoclosetoit,asalmosttotouchitwithhisstirrup,hishorseshied,andthefigureglidedupthebank,inacurious,unearthlymanner——backward,andwithoutseemingtouseitsfeet——andwasgone。Theuncleofmybrother’swife,exclaiming,\"GoodHeaven!It’smycousinHarry,fromBombay!\"putspurstohishorse,whichwassuddenlyinaprofusesweat,and,wonderingatsuchstrangebehaviour,dashedroundtothefrontofhishouse。There,hesawthesamefigure,justpassinginatthelongFrenchwindowofthedrawing-room,openingontheground。Hethrewhisbridletoaservant,andhastenedinafterit。Hissisterwassittingthere,alone。\"Alice,where’smycousinHarry?\"\"YourcousinHarry,John?\"\"Yes。FromBombay。Imethiminthelanejustnow,andsawhimenterhere,thisinstant。\"Notacreaturehadbeenseenbyanyone;andinthathourandminute,asitafterwardsappeared,thiscousindiedinIndia。
Or,itwasacertainsensibleoldmaidenlady,whodiedatninety-
nine,andretainedherfacultiestothelast,whoreallydidseetheOrphanBoy;astorywhichhasoftenbeenincorrectlytold,but,ofwhichtherealtruthisthis——becauseitis,infact,astorybelongingtoourfamily——andshewasaconnexionofourfamily。
Whenshewasaboutfortyyearsofage,andstillanuncommonlyfinewoman(herloverdiedyoung,whichwasthereasonwhyshenevermarried,thoughshehadmanyoffers),shewenttostayataplaceinKent,whichherbrother,anIndian-Merchant,hadnewlybought。
Therewasastorythatthisplacehadoncebeenheldintrustbytheguardianofayoungboy;whowashimselfthenextheir,andwhokilledtheyoungboybyharshandcrueltreatment。Sheknewnothingofthat。IthasbeensaidthattherewasaCageinherbedroominwhichtheguardianusedtoputtheboy。Therewasnosuchthing。
Therewasonlyacloset。Shewenttobed,madenoalarmwhateverinthenight,andinthemorningsaidcomposedlytohermaidwhenshecamein,\"Whoistheprettyforlorn-lookingchildwhohasbeenpeepingoutofthatclosetallnight?\"Themaidrepliedbygivingaloudscream,andinstantlydecamping。Shewassurprised;butshewasawomanofremarkablestrengthofmind,andshedressedherselfandwentdownstairs,andclosetedherselfwithherbrother。\"Now,Walter,\"shesaid,\"Ihavebeendisturbedallnightbyapretty,forlorn-lookingboy,whohasbeenconstantlypeepingoutofthatclosetinmyroom,whichIcan’topen。Thisissometrick。\"\"Iamafraidnot,Charlotte,\"saidhe,\"foritisthelegendofthehouse。
ItistheOrphanBoy。Whatdidhedo?\"\"Heopenedthedoorsoftly,\"saidshe,\"andpeepedout。Sometimes,hecameasteportwointotheroom。Then,Icalledtohim,toencouragehim,andheshrunk,andshuddered,andcreptinagain,andshutthedoor。\"\"Theclosethasnocommunication,Charlotte,\"saidherbrother,\"withanyotherpartofthehouse,andit’snailedup。\"Thiswasundeniablytrue,andittooktwocarpentersawholeforenoontogetitopen,forexamination。Then,shewassatisfiedthatshehadseentheOrphanBoy。But,thewildandterriblepartofthestoryis,thathewasalsoseenbythreeofherbrother’ssons,insuccession,whoalldiedyoung。Ontheoccasionofeachchildbeingtakenill,hecamehomeinaheat,twelvehoursbefore,andsaid,Oh,Mamma,hehadbeenplayingunderaparticularoak-tree,inacertainmeadow,withastrangeboy——apretty,forlorn-lookingboy,whowasverytimid,andmadesigns!Fromfatalexperience,theparentscametoknowthatthiswastheOrphanBoy,andthatthecourseofthatchildwhomhechoseforhislittleplaymatewassurelyrun。
LegionisthenameoftheGermancastles,wherewesitupalonetowaitfortheSpectre——whereweareshownintoaroom,madecomparativelycheerfulforourreception——whereweglanceroundattheshadows,thrownontheblankwallsbythecracklingfire——wherewefeelverylonelywhenthevillageinnkeeperandhisprettydaughterhaveretired,afterlayingdownafreshstoreofwooduponthehearth,andsettingforthonthesmalltablesuchsupper-cheerasacoldroastcapon,bread,grapes,andaflaskofoldRhinewine——
wherethereverberatingdoorscloseontheirretreat,oneafteranother,likesomanypealsofsullenthunder——andwhere,aboutthesmallhoursofthenight,wecomeintotheknowledgeofdiverssupernaturalmysteries。LegionisthenameofthehauntedGermanstudents,inwhosesocietywedrawyetnearertothefire,whiletheschoolboyinthecorneropenshiseyeswideandround,andfliesoffthefootstoolhehaschosenforhisseat,whenthedooraccidentallyblowsopen。Vastisthecropofsuchfruit,shiningonourChristmasTree;inblossom,almostattheverytop;ripeningalldowntheboughs!
Amongthelatertoysandfancieshangingthere——asidleoftenandlesspure——betheimagesonceassociatedwiththesweetoldWaits,thesoftenedmusicinthenight,everunalterable!EncircledbythesocialthoughtsofChristmas-time,stillletthebenignantfigureofmychildhoodstandunchanged!Ineverycheerfulimageandsuggestionthattheseasonbrings,maythebrightstarthatrestedabovethepoorroof,bethestarofalltheChristianWorld!A
moment’spause,Ovanishingtree,ofwhichthelowerboughsaredarktomeasyet,andletmelookoncemore!Iknowthereareblankspacesonthybranches,whereeyesthatIhavelovedhaveshoneandsmiled;fromwhichtheyaredeparted。But,farabove,Iseetheraiserofthedeadgirl,andtheWidow’sSon;andGodisgood!IfAgebehidingformeintheunseenportionofthydownwardgrowth,O
mayI,withagreyhead,turnachild’shearttothatfigureyet,andachild’strustfulnessandconfidence!
Now,thetreeisdecoratedwithbrightmerriment,andsong,anddance,andcheerfulness。Andtheyarewelcome。Innocentandwelcomebetheyeverheld,beneaththebranchesoftheChristmasTree,whichcastnogloomyshadow!But,asitsinksintotheground,Ihearawhispergoingthroughtheleaves。\"This,incommemorationofthelawofloveandkindness,mercyandcompassion。
This,inremembranceofMe!\"
WHATCHRISTMASISASWEGROWOLDER
Timewas,withmostofus,whenChristmasDayencirclingallourlimitedworldlikeamagicring,leftnothingoutforustomissorseek;boundtogetherallourhomeenjoyments,affections,andhopes;
groupedeverythingandeveryonearoundtheChristmasfire;andmadethelittlepictureshininginourbrightyoungeyes,complete。