\"Haveyounofearsforme?\"heaskedsmiling,asifashamedofhismomentarypetulance。
\"No,haveyouforyourself?\"Andashadeofanxietypassedoverherface。
\"IdefytheScotchwitchtoenchantme,exceptwithhermusic,\"headded,movingdowntheterraceagain,forJeanwassinginglikeanightingale。
Asthesongended,heputasidethecurtain,andsaid,abruptly,\"HasanyoneanycommandsforLondon?Iamgoingtheretomorrow。\"
\"Apleasanttriptoyou,\"saidNedcarelessly,thoughusuallyhisbrother’smovementsinterestedhimextremely。
\"Iwantquantitiesofthings,butImustaskMammafirst。\"AndBellabegantomakealist。
\"MayItroubleyouwithaletter,Mr。Coventry?\"
JeanMuirturnedaroundonthemusicstoolandlookedathimwiththecoldkeenglancewhichalwayspuzzledhim。
Hebowed,saying,asiftothemall,\"Ishallbeoffbytheearlytrain,soyoumustgivemeyourorderstonight。\"
\"Thencomeaway,Ned,andleaveJeantowriteherletter。\"
AndBellatookherreluctantbrotherfromtheroom。
\"Iwillgiveyoutheletterinthemorning,\"saidMissMuir,withacuriousquiverinhervoice,andthelookofonewhoforciblysuppressedsomestrongemotion。
\"Asyouplease。\"AndCoventrywentbacktoLucia,wonderingwhoMissMuirwasgoingtowriteto。Hesaidnothingtohisbrotherofthepurposewhichtookhimtotown,lestawordshouldproducethecatastrophewhichhehopedtoprevent;andNed,whonowlivedinasortofdream,seemedtoforgetGerald’sexistencealtogether。
WithunwontedenergyCoventrywasastirsevennextmorning。Luciagavehimhisbreakfast,andashelefttheroomtoorderthecarriage,MissMuircameglidingdownstairs,verypaleandheavy-eyed(withasleepless,tearfulnight,hethought)and,puttingadelicatelittleletterintohishand,saidhurriedly,\"PleaseleavethisatLadySydney’s,andifyouseeher,say’Ihaveremembered。’\"
Herpeculiarmannerandpeculiarmessagestruckhim。
HiseyeinvoluntarilyglancedattheaddressoftheletterandreadyoungSydney’sname。Then,consciousofhismistake,hethrustitintohispocketwithahasty\"Goodmorning,\"andleftMissMuirstandingwithonehandpressedonherheart,theotherhalfextendedasiftorecalltheletter。
AllthewaytoLondon,Coventryfounditimpossibletoforgetthealmosttragicalexpressionofthegirl’sface,andithauntedhimthroughthebustleoftwobusydays。Ned’saffairwasputinthewayofbeingspeedilyaccomplished,Bella’scommissionswereexecuted,hismother’spetdelicaciesprovidedforher,andagiftforLucia,whomthefamilyhadgivenhimforhisfuturemate,ashewastoolazytochooseforhimself。
JeanMuir’sletterhehadnotdelivered,forLadySydneywasinthecountryandhertownhouseclosed。Curioustoseehowshewouldreceivehistidings,hewentquietlyinonhisarrivalathome。
EveryonehaddispersedtodressfordinnerexceptMissMuir,whowasinthegarden,theservantsaid。
\"Verywell,Ihaveamessageforher\";and,turning,the\"youngmaster,\"astheycalledhim,wenttoseekher。Inaremotecornerhesawhersittingalone,buriedinthought。Ashissteprousedher,alookofsurprise,followedbyoneofsatisfaction,passedoverherface,and,rising,shebeckonedtohimwithanalmosteagergesture。Muchamazed,hewenttoherandofferedtheletter,sayingkindly,\"IregretthatI
couldnotdeliverit。LadySydneyisinthecountry,andIdidnotliketopostitwithoutyourleave。DidIdoright?\"
\"Quiteright,thankyouverymuch——itisbetterso。\"Andwithanairofrelief,shetorethelettertoatoms,andscatteredthemtothewind。
Moreamazedthanever,theyoungmanwasabouttoleaveherwhenshesaid,withamixtureofentreatyandcommand,\"Pleasestayamoment。Iwanttospeaktoyou。\"
Hepaused,eyeingherwithvisiblesurprise,forasuddencolordyedhercheeks,andherlipstrembled。Onlyforamoment,thenshewasquiteself-possessedagain。Motioninghimtotheseatshehadleft,sheremainedstandingwhileshesaid,inalow,rapidtonefullofpainandofdecision:
\"Mr。Coventry,astheheadofthehouseIwanttospeaktoyou,ratherthantoyourmother,ofamostunhappyaffairwhichhasoccurredduringyourabsence。Mymonthofprobationendstoday;yourmotherwishesmetoremain;I,too,wishitsincerely,forIamhappyhere,butIoughtnot。Readthis,andyouwillseewhy。\"
Sheputahastilywrittennoteintohishandandwatchedhimintentlywhilehereadit。Shesawhimflushwithanger,bitehislips,andknithisbrows,thenassumehishaughtiestlook,asheliftedhiseyesandsaidinhismostsarcastictone,\"Verywellforabeginning。
Theboyhaseloquence。Pitythatitshouldbewasted。MayIaskifyouhaverepliedtothisrhapsody?\"
\"Ihave。\"
\"Andwhatfollows?Hebegsyou’toflywithhim,tosharehisfortunes,andbethegoodangelofhislife。’Ofcourseyouconsent?\"
Therewasnoanswer,for,standingerectbeforehim,MissMuirregardedhimwithanexpressionofproudpatience,likeonewhoexpectedreproaches,yetwastoogeneroustoresentthem。Hermannerhaditseffect。Droppinghisbittertone,Coventryaskedbriefly,\"Whydoyoushowmethis?WhatcanIdo?\"
\"Ishowitthatyoumayseehowmuchinearnest’theboy’is,andhowopenIdesiretobe。Youcancontrol,advise,andcomfortyourbrother,andhelpmetoseewhatismyduty。\"
\"Youlovehim?\"demandedCoventrybluntly。
\"No!\"wasthequick,decidedanswer。
\"Thenwhymakehimloveyou?\"
\"Inevertriedtodoit。YoursisterwilltestifythatIhaveendeavoredtoavoidhimasI——\"Andhefinishedthesentencewithanunconscioustoneofpique,\"Asyouhaveavoidedme。\"
Shebowedsilently,andhewenton:
\"Iwilldoyouthejusticetosaythatnothingcanbemoreblamelessthanyourconducttowardmyself;butwhyallowNedtohauntyoueveningafterevening?Whatcouldyouexpectofaromanticboywhohadnothingtodobutlosehishearttothefirstattractivewomanhemet?\"
AmomentaryglistenshoneinJeanMuir’ssteel-blueeyesasthelastwordslefttheyoungman’slips;butitwasgoneinstantly,andhervoicewasfullofreproach,asshesaid,steadily,impulsively,\"Ifthe’romanticboy’hadbeenallowedtoleadthelifeofaman,ashelongedtodo,hewouldhavehadnotimetolosehishearttothefirstsorrowfulgirlwhomhepitied。Mr。Coventry,thefaultisyours。Donotblameyourbrother,butgenerouslyownyourmistakeandretrieveitinthespeediest,kindestmanner。\"
ForaninstantGeraldsatdumb。Neversincehisfatherdiedhadanyonereprovedhim;seldominhislifehadhebeenblamed。Itwasanewexperience,andtheverynoveltyaddedtotheeffect。Hesawhisfault,regrettedit,andadmiredthebravesincerityofthegirlintellinghimofit。Buthedidnotknowhowtodealwiththecase,andwasforcedtoconfessnotonlypastnegligencebutpresentincapacity。Hewasashonorableashewasproud,andwithanefforthesaidfrankly,\"Youareright,MissMuir。Iamtoblame,yetassoonasIsawthedanger,I
triedtoavertit。MyvisittotownwasonNed’saccount;hewillhavehiscommissionverysoon,andthenhewillbesentoutofharm’sway。CanIdomore?\"
\"No,itistoolatetosendhimawaywithafreeandhappyheart。Hemustbearhispainashecan,anditmayhelptomakeamanofhim,\"shesaidsadly。
\"He’llsoonforget,\"beganCoventry,whofoundthethoughtofgayNedsufferinganuncomfortableone。
\"Yes,thankheaven,thatispossible,formen。\"
MissMuirpressedherhandstogether,withadarkexpressiononherhalf-avertedface。Somethinginhertone,hermanner,touchedCoventry;hefanciedthatsomeoldwoundbled,somebittermemoryawokeattheapproachofanewlover。Hewasyoung,heart-whole,andromantic,underallhiscoolnonchalanceofmanner。Thisgirl,whohefanciedlovedhisfriendandwhowasbelovedbyhisbrother,becameanobjectofinteresttohim。Hepitiedher,desiredtohelpher,andregrettedhispastdistrust,asachivalrousmanalwaysregretsinjusticetoawoman。Shewashappyhere,poor,homelesssoul,andsheshouldstay。Bellalovedher,hismothertookcomfortinher,andwhenNedwasgone,noone’speacewouldbeendangeredbyherwinningways,herrichaccomplishments。Thesethoughtssweptthroughhismindduringabriefpause,andwhenhespoke,itwastosaygently:
\"MissMuir,Ithankyouforthefranknesswhichmusthavebeenpainfultoyou,andIwilldomybesttobeworthyoftheconfidencewhichyoureposeinme。Youwerebothdiscreetandkindtospeakonlytome。Thisthingwouldhavetroubledmymotherextremely,andhavedonenogood。I
shallseeNed,andtryandrepairmylongneglectaspromptlyaspossible。
Iknowyouwillhelpme,andinreturnletmebegofyoutoremain,forhewillsoonbegone。\"
Shelookedathimwitheyesfulloftears,andtherewasnocoolnessinthevoicethatansweredsoftly,\"Youaretookind,butIhadbettergo;itisnotwisetostay。\"
\"Whynot?\"
Shecoloredbeautifully,hesitated,thenspokeoutintheclear,steadyvoicewhichwashergreatestcharm,\"IfIhadknownthereweresonsinthisfamily,Inevershouldhavecome。LadySydneyspokeonlyofyoursister,andwhenIfoundtwogentlemen,Iwastroubled,because——Iamsounfortunate——orrather,peoplearesokindastolikememorethanIdeserve。IthoughtIcouldstayamonth,atleast,asyourbrotherspokeofgoingaway,andyouwerealreadyaffianced,but——\"
\"Iamnotaffianced。\"
Whyhesaidthat,Coventrycouldnottell,butthewordspassedhislipshastilyandcouldnotberecalled。JeanMuirtooktheannouncementoddlyenough。Sheshruggedhershoulderswithanairofextremeannoyance,andsaidalmostrudely,\"Thenyoushouldbe;youwillbesoon。Butthatisnothingtome。MissBeaufortwishesmegone,andI
amtooproudtoremainandbecomethecauseofdisunioninahappyfamily。
No,Iwillgo,andgoatonce。\"
Sheturnedawayimpetuously,butEdward’sarmdetainedher,andEdward’svoicedemanded,tenderly,\"Wherewillyougo,myJean?\"
Thetendertouchandnameseemedtorobherofhercourageandcalmness,for,leaningonherlover,shehidherfaceandsobbedaudibly。
\"Nowdon’tmakeascene,forheaven’ssake,\"beganCoventryimpatiently,ashisbrothereyedhimfiercely,diviningatoncewhathadpassed,forhisletterwasstillinGerald’shandandJean’slastwordshadreachedherlover’sear。
\"Whogaveyoutherighttoreadthat,andtointerfereinmyaffairs?\"demandedEdwardhotly。
\"MissMuir\"wasthereply,asCoventrythrewawaythepaper。
\"Andyouaddtotheinsultbyorderingheroutofthehouse,\"criedNedwithincreasingwrath。
\"Onthecontrary,Ibeghertoremain。\"
\"Thedeuceyoudo!Andwhy?\"
\"Becausesheisusefulandhappyhere,andIamunwillingthatyourfollyshouldrobherofahomewhichshelikes。\"
\"Youareverythoughtfulanddevotedallatonce,butIbegyouwillnottroubleyourself。Jean’shappinessandhomewillbemycarenow。\"
\"Mydearboy,dobereasonable。Thethingisimpossible。
MissMuirseesitherself;shecametotellme,toaskhowbesttoarrangematterswithouttroublingmymother。I’vebeentotowntoattendtoyouraffairs,andyoumaybeoffnowverysoon。\"
\"Ihavenodesiretogo。Lastmonthitwasthewishofmyheart。NowI’llacceptnothingfromyou。\"AndEdwardturnedmoodilyawayfromhisbrother。
\"Whatfolly!Ned,youmustleavehome。Itisallarrangedandcannotbegivenupnow。Achangeiswhatyouneed,anditwillmakeamanofyou。Weshallmissyou,ofcourse,butyouwillbewhereyou’llseesomethingoflife,andthatisbetterforyouthangettingintomischiefhere。\"
\"Areyougoingaway,Jean?\"askedEdward,ignoringhisbrotherentirelyandbendingoverthegirl,whostillhidherfaceandwept。Shedidnotspeak,andGeraldansweredforher。
\"No,whyshouldsheifyouaregone?\"
\"Doyoumeantostay?\"askedthelovereagerlyofJean。
\"Iwishtoremain,but——\"Shepausedandlookedup。Hereyeswentfromonefacetotheother,andsheadded,decidedly,\"Yes,Imustgo,itisnotwisetostayevenwhenyouaregone。\"
Neitheroftheyoungmencouldhaveexplainedwhythathurriedglanceaffectedthemasitdid,buteachfeltconsciousofawillfuldesiretoopposetheother。EdwardsuddenlyfeltthathisbrotherlovedMissMuir,andwasbentonremovingherfromhisway。GeraldhadavagueideathatMissMuirfearedtoremainonhisaccount,andhelongedtoshowherthathewasquitesafe。Eachfeltangry,andeachshoweditinadifferentway,onebeingviolent,theothersatirical。
\"Youareright,Jean,thisisnottheplaceforyou;
andyoumustletmeseeyouinasaferhomebeforeIgo,\"saidNed,significantly。
\"Itstrikesmethatthiswillbeaparticularlysafehomewhenyourdangerousselfisremoved,\"beganCoventry,withanaggravatingsmileofcalmsuperiority。
\"AndIthinkthatIleaveamoredangerouspersonthanmyselfbehindme,aspoorLuciacantestify。\"
\"Becarefulwhatyousay,Ned,orIshallbeforcedtoremindyouthatIammasterhere。LeaveLucia’snameoutofthisdisagreeableaffair,ifyouplease。\"
\"Youaremasterhere,butnotofme,ormyactions,andyouhavenorighttoexpectobedienceorrespect,foryouinspireneither。
Jean,Iaskedyoutogowithmesecretly;nowIaskyouopenlytosharemyfortune。Inmybrother’spresenceIask,andwillhaveananswer。\"
Hecaughtherhandimpetuously,withadefiantlookatCoventrywhostillsmiled,asifatboy’splay,thoughhiseyeswerekindlingandhisfacechangingwiththestill,whitewrathwhichismoreterriblethananysuddenoutburst。MissMuirlookedfrightened;sheshrankawayfromherpassionateyounglover,castanappealingglanceatGerald,andseemedasifshelongedtoclaimhisprotectionyetdarednot。
\"Speak!\"criedEdward,desperately。\"Don’tlooktohim,tellmetruly,withyourownlips,doyou,canyouloveme,Jean?\"
\"Ihavetoldyouonce。Whypainmebyforcinganotherhardreply,\"shesaidpitifully,stillshrinkingfromhisgraspandseemingtoappealtohisbrother。
\"Youwroteafewlines,butI’llnotbesatisfiedwiththat。Youshallanswer;I’veseenloveinyoureyes,hearditinyourvoice,andIknowitishiddeninyourheart。Youfeartoownit;donothesitate,noonecanpartus——speak,Jean,andsatisfyme。\"
Drawingherhanddecidedlyaway,shewentastepnearerCoventry,andanswered,slowly,distinctly,thoughherlipstrembled,andsheevidentlydreadedtheeffectofherwords,\"Iwillspeak,andspeaktruly。Youhaveseenloveinmyface;itisinmyheart,andIdonothesitatetoownit,cruelasitistoforcethetruthfromme,butthisloveisnotforyou。Areyousatisfied?\"
Helookedatherwithadespairingglanceandstretchedhishandtowardherbeseechingly。Sheseemedtofearablow,forsuddenlysheclungtoGeraldwithafaintcry。Theact,thelookoffear,theprotectinggestureCoventryinvoluntarilymadeweretoomuchforEdward,alreadyexcitedbyconflictingpassions。Inaparoxysmofblindwrath,hecaughtupalargepruningknifelefttherebythegardener,andwouldhavedealthisbrotherafatalblowhadhenotwardeditoffwithhisarm。Thestrokefell,andanothermighthavefollowedhadnotMissMuirwithunexpectedcourageandstrengthwrestedtheknifefromEdwardandflungitintothelittlepondnearby。Coventrydroppeddownupontheseat,forthebloodpouredfromadeepwoundinhisarm,showingbyitsrapidflowthatanarteryhadbeensevered。Edwardstoodaghast,forwiththeblowhisfurypassed,leavinghimoverwhelmedwithremorseandshame。
Geraldlookedupathim,smiledfaintly,andsaid,withnosignofreproachoranger,\"Nevermind,Ned。Forgiveandforget。
Lendmeahandtothehouse,anddon’tdisturbanyone。It’snotmuch,I
daresay。\"Buthislipswhitenedashespoke,andhisstrengthfailedhim。
Edwardsprangtosupporthim,andMissMuir,forgettingherterrors,provedherselfagirlofuncommonskillandcourage。
\"Quick!Layhimdown。Givemeyourhandkerchief,andbringsomewater,\"shesaid,inatoneofquietcommand。PoorNedobeyedandwatchedherwithbreathlesssuspensewhileshetiedthehandkerchieftightlyaroundthearm,thrustthehandleofhisridingwhipunderneath,andpresseditfirmlyabovetheseveredarterytostopthedangerousflowofblood。
\"DoctorScottiswithyourmother,Ithink。Goandbringhimhere\"wasthenextorder;andEdwarddartedaway,thankfultodoanythingtoeasetheterrorwhichpossessedhim。Hewasgonesomeminutes,andwhiletheywaitedCoventrywatchedthegirlasshekneltbesidehim,bathinghisfacewithonehandwhilewiththeothersheheldthebandagefirmlyinitsplace。Shewaspale,butquitesteadyandself-possessed,andhereyesshonewithastrangebrilliancyasshelookeddownathim。
Once,meetinghislookofgratefulwonder,shesmiledareassuringsmilethatmadeherlovely,andsaid,inasoft,sweettoneneverusedtohimbefore,\"Bequiet。Thereisnodanger。Iwillstaybyyoutillhelpcomes。\"
Helpdidcomespeedily,andthedoctor’sfirstwordswere\"Whoimprovisedthattourniquet?\"
\"Shedid,\"murmuredCoventry。
\"Thenyoumaythankherforsavingyourlife。ByJove!Itwascapitallydone’;andtheolddoctorlookedatthegirlwithasmuchadmirationascuriosityinhisface。
\"Nevermindthat。Seetothewound,please,whileIrunforbandages,andsalts,andwine。\"
MissMuirwasgoneasshespoke,sofleetlythatitwasinvaintocallherbackorcatchher。Duringherbriefabsence,thestorywastoldbyrepentantNedandthewoundexamined。
\"FortunatelyIhavemycaseofinstrumentswithme,\"
saidthedoctor,spreadingonthebenchalongarrayoftiny,glitteringimplementsoftorture。\"Now,Mr。Ned,comehere,andholdthearminthatway,whileItietheartery。Hey!Thatwillneverdo。Don’ttrembleso,man,lookawayandholditsteadily。\"
\"Ican’t!\"AndpoorNedturnedfaintandwhite,notatthesightbutwiththebitterthoughtthathehadlongedtokillhisbrother。
\"Iwillholdit,\"andaslenderwhitehandliftedthebareandbloodyarmsofirmly,steadily,thatCoventrysighedasighofrelief,andDoctorScottfelltoworkwithanemphaticnodofapproval。
Itwassoonover,andwhileEdwardranintobidtheservantsbewareofalarmingtheirmistress,DoctorScottputuphisinstrumentsandMissMuirusedsalts,water,andwinesoskillfullythatGeraldwasabletowalktohisroom,leaningontheoldman,whilethegirlsupportedthewoundedarm,asnoslingcouldbemadeonthespot。
Asheenteredthechamber,Coventryturned,putouthislefthandandwithmuchfeelinginhisfineeyessaidsimply,\"MissMuir,Ithankyou。\"
Thecolorcameupbeautifullyinherpalecheeksasshepressedthehandandwithoutawordvanishedfromtheroom。Luciaandthehousekeepercamebustlingin,andtherewasnolackofattendanceontheinvalid。Hesoonweariedofit,andsentthemallawaybutNed,whoremorsefullyhauntedthechamber,lookinglikeacomelyyoungCainandfeelinglikeanoutcast。
\"Comehere,lad,andtellmeallaboutit。Iwaswrongtobedomineering。Forgiveme,andbelievethatIcareforyourhappinessmoresincerelythanformyown。\"
ThesefrankandfriendlywordshealedthebreachbetweenthetwobrothersandcompletelyconqueredNed。Gladlydidherelatehislovepassages,fornoyoungloverevertiresofthatamusementifhehasasympathizingauditor,andGeraldwassympatheticnow。Foranhourdidhelielisteningpatientlytothehistoryofthegrowthofhisbrother’spassion。Emotiongavethenarratoreloquence,andJeanMuir’scharacterwaspaintedinglowingcolors。Allherunsuspectedkindnesstothoseaboutherwasdweltupon;allherfaithfulcare,hersisterlyinterestinBella,hergentleattentionstotheirmother,hersweetforbearancewithLucia,whoplainlyshowedherdislike,andmostofall,herfriendlycounsel,sympathy,andregardforNedhimself。
\"Shewouldmakeamanofme。Sheputsstrengthandcourageintomeasnooneelsecan。SheisunlikeanygirlIeversaw;
there’snosentimentalityabouther;sheiswise,andkind,andsweet。
Shesayswhatshemeans,looksyoustraightintheeye,andisastrueassteel。I’vetriedher,Iknowher,and——ah,Gerald,Iloveherso!\"
Herethepoorladleanedhisfaceintohishandsandsighedasighthatmadehisbrother’sheartache。
\"Uponmysoul,Ned,Ifeelforyou;andiftherewasnoobstacleonherpart,I’ddomybestforyou。ShelovesSydney,andsothereisnothingforitbuttobearyourfatelikeaman。\"
\"AreyousureaboutSydney?Mayitnotbesomeoneelse?\"andNedeyedhisbrotherwithasuspiciouslook。
Coventrytoldhimallheknewandsurmisedconcerninghisfriend,notforgettingtheletter。Edwardmusedamoment,thenseemedrelieved,andsaidfrankly,\"I’mgladit’sSydneyandnotyou。Icanbearitbetter。\"
\"Me!\"ejaculatedGerald,withalaugh。
\"Yes,you;I’vebeentormentedlatelywithafearthatyoucaredforher,orrather,sheforyou。\"
\"Youjealousyoungfool!Weneverseeorspeaktooneanother;scarcely,sohowcouldwegetupatenderinterest?\"
\"Whatdoyouloungeaboutonthatterraceforeveryevening?Andwhydoesshegetflutteredwhenyourshadowbeginstocomeandgo?\"demandedEdward。
\"Ilikethemusicanddon’tcareforthesocietyofthesinger,that’swhyIwalkthere。Theflutteringisallyourimagination;
MissMuirisn’tawomantobeflutteredbyaman’sshadow。\"AndCoventryglancedathisuselessarm。
\"Thankyouforthat,andfornotsaying’littleMuir,’
asyougenerallydo。Perhapsitwasmyimagination。Butshenevermakesfunofyounow,andsoIfanciedshemighthavelostherhearttothe’youngmaster。’Womenoftendo,youknow。\"
\"Sheusedtoridiculeme,didshe?\"askedCoventry,takingnonoticeofthelatterpartofhisbrother’sspeech,whichwasquitetruenevertheless。
\"Notexactly,shewastoowell-bredforthat。ButsometimeswhenBellaandIjokedaboutyou,she’dsaysomethingsooddorwittythatitwasirresistible。You’reusedtobeinglaughedat,soyoudon’tmind,Iknow,justamongourselves。\"
\"NotI。Laughawayasmuchasyoulike,\"saidGerald。
Buthedidmind,andwantedexceedinglytoknowwhatMissMuirhadsaid,yetwastooproudtoask。Heturnedrestlesslyandutteredasighofpain。
\"I’mtalkingtoomuch;it’sbadforyou。DoctorScottsaidyoumustbequiet。Nowgotosleep,ifyoucan。\"
Edwardleftthebedsidebutnottheroom,forhewouldletnoonetakehisplace。Coventrytriedtosleep,founditimpossible,andafterarestlesshourcalledhisbrotherback。
\"Ifthebandagewasloosenedabit,itwouldeasemyarmandthenIcouldsleep。Canyoudoit,Ned?\"
\"Idarenottouchit。Thedoctorgaveorderstoleaveittillhecameinthemorning,andIshallonlydoharmifItry。\"
\"ButItellyouit’stootight。Myarmisswellingandthepainisintense。Itcan’tberighttoleaveitso。DoctorScottdresseditinahurryanddidittootight。Commonsensewilltellyouthat,\"saidCoventryimpatiently。
\"I’llcallMrs。Morris;shewillunderstandwhat’sbesttobedone。\"AndEdwardmovedtowardthedoor,lookinganxious。
\"Notshe,she’llonlymakeastirandtormentmewithherchatter。I’llbearitaslongasIcan,andperhapsDoctorScottwillcometonight。Hesaidhewouldifpossible。Gotoyourdinner,Ned。
IcanringforNealifIneedanything。IshallsleepifI’malone,perhaps。\"
Edwardreluctantlyobeyed,andhisbrotherwaslefttohimself。Littlerestdidhefind,however,forthepainofthewoundedarmgrewunbearable,and,takingasuddenresolution,herangforhisservant。
\"Neal,gotoMissCoventry’sstudy,andifMissMuiristhere,askhertobekindenoughtocometome。I’mingreatpain,andsheunderstandswoundsbetterthananyoneelseinthehouse。\"
Withmuchsurpriseinhisface,themandepartedandafewmomentsafterthedoornoiselesslyopenedandMissMuircamein。Ithadbeenaverywarmday,andforthefirsttimeshehadleftoffherplainblackdress。Allinwhite,withnoornamentbutherfairhair,andafragrantposyofvioletsinherbelt,shelookedadifferentwomanfromthemeek,nunlikecreatureoneusuallysawaboutthehouse。Herfacewasasalteredasherdress,fornowasoftcolorglowedinhercheeks,hereyessmiledshyly,andherlipsnolongerworethefirmlookofonewhoforciblyrepressedeveryemotion。Afresh,gentle,andcharmingwomansheseemed,andCoventryfoundthedullroomsuddenlybrightenedbyherpresence。Goingstraighttohim,shesaidsimply,andwithahappy,helpfullookverycomfortingtosee,\"I’mgladyousentforme。WhatcanIdoforyou?\"
Hetoldher,andbeforethecomplaintwasended,shebeganlooseningthebandageswiththedecisionofonewhounderstoodwhatwastobedoneandhadfaithinherself。
\"Ah,that’srelief,that’scomfort!\"ejaculatedCoventry,asthelasttightfoldfellaway。\"NedwasafraidIshouldbleedtodeathifhetouchedme。Whatwillthedoctorsaytous?\"
\"Ineitherknownorcare。Ishallsaytohimthatheisabadsurgeontobinditsoclosely,andnotleaveorderstohaveituntiedifnecessary。NowIshallmakeiteasyandputyoutosleep,forthatiswhatyouneed。ShallI?MayI?\"
\"Iwishyouwould,ifyoucan。\"
Andwhileshedeftlyrearrangedthebandages,theyoungmanwatchedhercuriously。Presentlyheasked,\"Howcameyoutoknowsomuchaboutthesethings?\"
\"InthehospitalwhereIwasill,Isawmuchthatinterestedme,andwhenIgotbetter,Iusedtosingtothepatientssometimes。\"
\"Doyoumeantosingtome?\"heasked,inthesubmissivetonemenunconsciouslyadoptwhenillandinawoman’scare。
\"Ifyoulikeitbetterthanreadingaloudinadreamytone,\"sheanswered,asshetiedthelastknot。
\"Ido,muchbetter,\"hesaiddecidedly。
\"Youarefeverish。Ishallwetyourforehead,andthenyouwillbequitecomfortable。\"Shemovedabouttheroominthequietwaywhichmadeitapleasuretowatchher,and,havingmingledalittlecolognewithwater,bathedhisfaceasunconcernedlyasifhehadbeenachild。HerproceedingsnotonlycomfortedbutamusedCoventry,whomentallycontrastedherwiththestout,beer-drinkingmatronwhohadruledoverhiminhislastillness。
\"Aclever,kindlylittlewoman,\"hethought,andfeltquiteathisease,shewassoperfectlyeasyherself。
\"There,nowyoulookmorelikeyourself,\"shesaidwithanapprovingnodasshefinished,andsmoothedthedarklocksoffhisforeheadwithacool,softhand。Thenseatingherselfinalargechairnearby,shebegantosing,whiletidilyrollingupthefreshbandageswhichhadbeenleftforthemorning。Coventrylaywatchingherbythedimlightthatburnedintheroom,andshesangonaseasilyasabird,adreamy,low-tonedlullaby,whichsoothedthelistenerlikeaspell。Presently,lookinguptoseetheeffectofhersong,shefoundtheyoungmanwideawake,andregardingherwithacuriousmixtureofpleasure,interest,andadmiration。
\"Shutyoureyes,Mr。Coventry,\"shesaid,withareprovingshakeofthehead,andanoddlittlesmile。
Helaughedandobeyed,butcouldnotresistanoccasionalcovertglancefromunderhislashesattheslenderwhitefigureinthegreatvelvetchair。Shesawhimandfrowned。
\"Youareverydisobedient;whywon’tyousleep?\"
\"Ican’t,Iwanttolisten。I’mfondofnightingales。\"
\"ThenIshallsingnomore,buttrysomethingthathasneverfailedyet。Givemeyourhand,please。\"
Muchamazed,hegaveit,and,takingitinbothhersmallones,shesatdownbehindthecurtainandremainedasmuteandmotionlessasastatue。Coventrysmiledtohimselfatfirst,andwonderedwhichwouldtirefirst。Butsoonasubtlewarmthseemedtostealfromthesoftpalmsthatenclosedhisown,hisheartbeatquicker,hisbreathgrewunequal,andathousandfanciesdancedthroughhisbrain。Hesighed,andsaiddreamily,asheturnedhisfacetowardher,\"Ilikethis。\"Andintheactofspeaking,seemedtosinkintoasoftcloudwhichencompassedhimaboutwithanatmosphereofperfectrepose。Morethanthishecouldnotremember,forsleep,deepanddreamless,felluponhim,andwhenhewoke,daylightwasshininginbetweenthecurtains,hishandlayaloneonthecoverlet,andhisfair-hairedenchantresswasgone。
BehindaMask:or,AWoman’sPower。Chapter4ADISCOVERYForseveraldaysCoventrywasconfinedtohisroom,muchagainsthiswill,thougheveryonedidtheirbesttolightenhisirksomecaptivity。Hismotherpettedhim,Bellasang,Luciaread,Edwardwasdevoted,andallthehousehold,withoneexception,wereeagertoservetheyoungmaster。JeanMuirnevercamenearhim,andJeanMuiraloneseemedtopossessthepowerofamusinghim。Hesoontiredoftheothers,wantedsomethingnew;recalledthepiquantcharacterofthegirlandtookafancyintohisheadthatshewouldlightenhisennui。Aftersomehesitation,hecarelesslyspokeofhertoBella,butnothingcameofit,forBellaonlysaidJeanwaswell,andverybusydoingsomethinglovelytosurpriseMammawith。
Edwardcomplainedthatheneversawher,andLuciaignoredherexistencealtogether。Theonlyintelligencetheinvalidreceivedwasfromthegossipoftwohousemaidsovertheirworkinthenextroom。>Fromthemhelearnedthatthegovernesshadbeen\"scolded\"byMissBeaufortforgoingtoMr。
Coventry’sroom;thatshehadtakenitverysweetlyandkeptherselfcarefullyoutofthewayofbothyounggentlemen,thoughitwasplaintoseethatMr。Nedwasdyingforher。
Mr。Geraldamusedhimselfbythinkingoverthisgossip,andquiteannoyedhissisterbyhisabsenceofmind。
\"Gerald,doyouknowNed’scommissionhascome?\"
\"Veryinteresting。Readon,Bella。\"
\"Youstupidboy!Youdon’tknowawordIsay,\"andsheputdownthebooktorepeathernews。
\"I’mgladofit;nowwemustgethimoffassoonaspossible——thatis,Isupposehewillwanttobeoffassoonaspossible。\"
AndCoventrywokeupfromhisreverie。
\"Youneedn’tcheckyourself,Iknowallaboutit。
IthinkNedwasveryfoolish,andthatMissMuirhasbehavedbeautifully。
It’squiteimpossible,ofcourse,butIwishitwasn’t,Idosoliketowatchlovers。YouandLuciaaresocoldyouarenotabitinteresting。\"
\"You’lldomeafavorifyou’llstopallthatnonsenseaboutLuciaandme。Wearenotlovers,andnevershallbe,Ifancy。Atallevents,I’mtiredofthething,andwishyouandMammawouldletitdrop,forthepresentatleast。\"
\"OhGerald,youknowMammahassetherheartuponit,thatPapadesiredit,andpoorLucialovesyousomuch。Howcanyouspeakofdroppingwhatwillmakeusallsohappy?\"
\"Itwon’tmakemehappy,andItakethelibertyofthinkingthatthisisofsomeimportance。I’mnotboundinanyway,anddon’tintendtobetillIamready。Nowwe’lltalkaboutNed。\"
Muchgrievedandsurprised,Bellaobeyed,anddevotedherselftoEdward,whoverywiselysubmittedtohisfateandpreparedtoleavehomeforsomemonths。Foraweekthehousewasinastateofexcitementabouthisdeparture,andeveryonebutJeanwasbusiedforhim。Shewasscarcelyseen;everymorningshegaveBellaherlessons,everyafternoondroveoutwithMrs。Coventry,andnearlyeveryeveningwentuptotheHalltoreadtoSirJohn,whofoundhiswishgrantedwithoutexactlyknowinghowithadbeendone。
ThedayEdwardleft,hecamedownfrombiddinghismothergood-bye,lookingverypale,forhehadlingeredinhissister’slittleroomwithMissMuiraslongashedared。
\"Good-bye,dear。BekindtoJean,\"hewhisperedashekissedhissister。
\"Iwill,Iwill,\"returnedBella,withtearfuleyes。
\"TakecareofMamma,andrememberLucia,\"hesaidagain,ashetouchedhiscousin’sbeautifulcheek。
\"Fearnothing。Iwillkeepthemapart,\"shewhisperedback,andCoventryheardit。
Edwardofferedhishandtohisbrother,saying,significantly,ashelookedhimintheeye,\"Itrustyou,Gerald。\"
\"Youmay,Ned。\"
Thenhewent,andCoventrytiredhimselfwithwonderingwhatLuciameant。Afewdayslaterheunderstood。
NowNedisgone,littleMuirwillappear,Ifancy,hesaidtohimself;but\"littleMuir\"didnotappear,andseemedtoshunhimmorecarefullythanshehaddoneherlover。Ifhewenttothedrawingroomintheeveninghopingformusic,Luciaalonewasthere。IfhetappedatBella’sdoor,therewasalwaysapausebeforesheopenedit,andnosignofJeanappearedthoughhervoicehadbeenaudiblewhenheknocked。
Ifhewenttothelibrary,ahastyrustleandthesoundofflyingfeetbetrayedthattheroomwasdesertedathisapproach。InthegardenMissMuirneverfailedtoavoidhim,andifbychancetheymetinhallorbreakfastroom,shepassedhimwithdowncasteyesandthebriefest,coldestgreeting。
Allthisannoyedhimintensely,andthemoresheeludedhim,themorehedesiredtoseeher——fromaspiritofopposition,hesaid,nothingmore。
Itfrettedandyetitentertainedhim,andhefoundalaysortofpleasureinthwartingthegirl’slittlemaneuvers。Hispatiencegaveoutatlast,andheresolvedtoknowwhatwasthemeaningofthispeculiarconduct。
Havinglockedandtakenawaythekeyofonedoorinthelibrary,hewaitedtillMissMuirwentintogetabookforhisuncle。HehadheardherspeaktoBellaofit,knewthatshebelievedhimwithhismother,andsmiledtohimselfashestoleafterher。Shewasstandinginachair,reachingup,andhehadtimetoseeaslenderwaist,aprettyfoot,beforehespoke。
\"CanIhelpyou,MissMuir?\"
Shestarted,droppedseveralbooks,andturnedscarlet,asshesaidhurriedly,\"Thankyou,no;Icangetthesteps。\"
\"Mylongarmwillbelesstrouble。I’vegotbutone,andthatistiredofbeingidle,soitisverymuchatyourservice。Whatwillyouhave?\"
\"I——I——youstartledmesoI’veforgotten。\"AndJeanlaughed,nervously,asshelookedaboutherasifplanningtoescape。
\"Ibegyourpardon,waittillyouremember,andletmethankyoufortheenchantedsleepyougavemetendaysago。I’vehadnochanceyet,you’veshunnedmesopertinaciously。\"
\"IndeedItrynottoberude,but——\"Shecheckedherself,andturnedherfaceaway,adding,withanaccentofpaininhervoice,\"Itisnotmyfault,Mr。Coventry。Ionlyobeyorders。\"
\"Whoseorders?\"hedemanded,stillstandingsothatshecouldnotescape。
\"Don’task;itisonewhohasarighttocommandwhereyouareconcerned。Besurethatitiskindlymeant,thoughitmayseemfollytous。Nay,don’tbeangry,laughatit,asIdo,andletmerunaway,please。\"
Sheturned,andlookeddownathimwithtearsinhereyes,asmileonherlips,andanexpressionhalfsad,halfarch,whichwasaltogethercharming。Thefrownpassedfromhisface,buthestilllookedgraveandsaiddecidedly,\"Noonehasarighttocommandinthishousebutmymotherormyself。WasitshewhobadeyouavoidmeasifIwasamadmanorapest?\"
\"Ah,don’task。Ipromisednottotell,andyouwouldnothavemebreakmyword,Iknow。\"Andstillsmiling,sheregardedhimwithalookofmerrymalicewhichmadeanyotherreplyunnecessary。ItwasLucia,hethought,anddislikedhiscousinintenselyjustthen。MissMuirmovedasiftostepdown;hedetainedher,sayingearnestly,yetwithasmile,\"Doyouconsidermethemasterhere?\"
\"Yes,\"andtothewordshegaveasweet,submissiveintonationwhichmadeitexpressiveoftherespect,regard,andconfidencewhichmenfindpleasantestwhenwomenfeelandshowit。Unconsciouslyhisfacesoftened,andhelookedupatherwithadifferentglancefromanyhehadevergivenherbefore。
\"Well,then,willyouconsenttoobeymeifIamnottyrannicalorunreasonableinmydemands?\"
\"I’lltry。\"
\"Good!Nowfrankly,Iwanttosaythatallthissortofthingisverydisagreeabletome。Itannoysmetobearestraintuponanyone’slibertyorcomfort,andIbegyouwillgoandcomeasfreelyasyoulike,andnotmindLucia’sabsurdities。Shemeanswell,buthasn’taparticleofpenetrationortact。Willyoupromisethis?\"
\"No。\"
\"Whynot?\"
\"Itisbetterasitis,perhaps,\"
\"Butyoucalleditfollyjustnow。\"
\"Yes,itseemsso,andyet——\"Shepaused,lookingbothconfusedanddistressed。
Coventrylostpatience,andsaidhastily,\"YouwomenaresuchenigmasIneverexpecttounderstandyou!Well,I’vedonemybesttomakeyoucomfortable,butifyouprefertoleadthissortoflife,I
begyouwilldoso。\"
\"Idon’tpreferit;itishatefultome。Iliketobemyself,tohavemyliberty,andtheconfidenceofthoseaboutme。ButIcannotthinkitkindtodisturbthepeaceofanyone,andsoItrytoobey。I’vepromisedBellatoremain,butIwillgoratherthanhaveanotherscenewithMissBeaufortorwithyou。\"
MissMuirhadburstoutimpetuously,andstoodtherewithasuddenfireinhereyes,suddenwarmthandspiritinherfaceandvoicethatamazedCoventry。Shewasangry,hurt,andhaughty,andthechangeonlymadehermoreattractive,fornotatraceofherformermeekselfremained。Coventrywaselectrified,andstillmoresurprisedwhensheadded,imperiously,withagestureasiftoputhimaside,\"Handmethatbookandmoveaway。Iwishtogo。\"
Heobeyed,evenofferedhishand,butsherefusedit,steppedlightlydown,andwenttothedoor。Theresheturned,andwiththesameindignantvoice,thesamekindlingeyesandglowingcheeks,shesaidrapidly,\"IknowIhavenorighttospeakinthisway。IrestrainmyselfaslongasIcan,butwhenIcanbearnomore,mytrueselfbreaksloose,andIdefyeverything。Iamtiredofbeingacold,calmmachine;
itisimpossiblewithanardentnaturelikemine,andIshalltrynolonger。
Icannothelpitifpeopleloveme。Idon’twanttheirlove。Ionlyasktobeleftinpeace,andwhyIamtormentedsoIcannotsee。I’veneitherbeauty,money,norrank,yeteveryfoolishboymistakesmyfrankinterestforsomethingwarmer,andmakesmemiserable。Itismymisfortune。Thinkofmewhatyouwill,butbewareofmeintime,foragainstmywillImaydoyouharm。\"
Almostfiercelyshehadspoken,andwithawarninggestureshehurriedfromtheroom,leavingtheyoungmanfeelingasifasuddenthunder-gusthadsweptthroughthehouse。Forseveralminuteshesatinthechairsheleft,thinkingdeeply。Suddenlyherose,wenttohissister,andsaid,inhisusualtoneofindolentgoodnature,\"Bella,didn’tIhearNedaskyoutobekindtoMissMuir?\"
\"Yes,andItrytobe,butsheissooddlately。\"
\"Odd!Howdoyoumean?\"
\"Why,sheiseitherascalmandcoldasastatue,orrestlessandqueer;shecriesatnight,Iknow,andsighssadlywhenshethinksIdon’thear。Somethingisthematter。\"
\"ShefretsforNedperhaps,\"beganCoventry。
\"Ohdear,no;it’sagreatrelieftoherthatheisgone。I’mafraidthatshelikessomeoneverymuch,andsomeonedon’tlikeher。CanitbeMr。Sydney?\"
\"Shecalledhima’titledfool’once,butperhapsthatdidn’tmeananything。Didyoueveraskherabouthim?\"saidCoventry,feelingratherashamedofhiscuriosity,yetunabletoresistthetemptationofquestioningunsuspectingBella。
\"Yes,butsheonlylookedatmeinhertragicalway,andsaid,sopitifully,’Mylittlefriend,IhopeyouwillneverhavetopassthroughthescenesI’vepassedthrough,butkeepyourpeaceunbrokenallyourlife。’AfterthatIdaredsaynomore。I’mveryfondofher,I
wanttomakeherhappy,butIdon’tknowhow。Canyouproposeanything?\"
\"Iwasgoingtoproposethatyoumakehercomeamongusmore,nowNedisgone。Itmustbedullforher,mopingaboutalone。
I’msureitisforme。Sheisanentertaininglittleperson,andIenjoyhermusicverymuch。It’sgoodforMammatohavegayevenings;soyoubestiryourself,andseewhatyoucandoforthegeneralgoodofthefamily。\"
\"That’sallverycharming,andI’veproposeditmorethanonce,butLuciaspoilsallmyplans。Sheisafraidyou’llfollowNed’sexample,andthatissosilly。\"
\"Luciaisa——no,Iwon’tsayfool,becauseshehassenseenoughwhenshechooses;butIwishyou’djustsettlethingswithMamma,andthenLuciacandonothingbutsubmit,\"saidGeraldangrily。
\"I’lltry,butshegoesuptoreadtoUncle,youknow,andsincehehashadthegout,shestayslater,soIseelittleofherintheevening。Thereshegoesnow。Ithinkshewillcaptivatetheoldoneaswellastheyoungone,sheissodevoted。\"
Coventrylookedafterherslenderblackfigure,justvanishingthroughthegreatgate,andanuncomfortablefancytookpossessionofhim,bornofBella’scarelesswords。Hesaunteredaway,andaftereludinghiscousin,whoseemedlookingforhim,heturnedtowardtheHall,sayingtohimself,Iwillseewhatisgoingonuphere。Suchthingshavehappened。
Uncleisthesimplestsoulalive,andifthegirlisambitious,shecandowhatshewillwithhim。
Hereaservantcamerunningafterhimandgavehimaletter,whichhethrustintohispocketwithoutexaminingit。WhenhereachedtheHall,hewentquietlytohisuncle’sstudy。Thedoorwasajar,andlookingin,hesawasceneoftranquilcomfort,verypleasanttowatch。
SirJohnleanedinhiseasychairwithonefootonacushion。Hewasdressedwithhisusualcareand,inspiteofthegout,lookedlikeahandsome,well-preservedoldgentleman。Hewassmilingashelistened,andhiseyesrestedcomplacentlyonJeanMuir,whosatnearhimreadinginhermusicalvoice,whilethesunshineglitteredonherhairandthesoftroseofhercheek。Shereadwell,yetCoventrythoughtherheartwasnotinhertask,foroncewhenshepaused,whileSirJohnspoke,hereyeshadanabsentexpression,andsheleanedherheaduponherhand,withanairofpatientweariness。
Poorgirl!Ididhergreatinjustice;shehasnothoughtofcaptivatingtheoldman,butamuseshimfromsimplekindness。
Sheistired。I’llputanendtohertask;andCoventryenteredwithoutknocking。
SirJohnreceivedhimwithanairofpoliteresignation,MissMuirwithaperfectlyexpressionlessface。
\"Mother’slove,andhowareyoutoday,sir?\"
\"Comfortable,butdull,soIwantyoutobringthegirlsoverthisevening,toamusetheoldgentleman。Mrs。KinghasgotouttheantiquecostumesandtrumperyasIpromisedBellasheshouldhavethem,andtonightwearetohaveamerrymaking,asweusedtodowhenNedwashere。\"
\"Verywell,sir,I’llbringthem。We’veallbeenoutofsortssincetheladleft,andalittlejollitywilldousgood。
Areyougoingback,MissMuir?\"askedCoventry。
\"No,Ishallkeephertogivememyteaandgetthingsready。Don’treadanymore,mydear,butgoandamuseyourselfwiththepictures,orwhateveryoulike,\"saidSirJohn;andlikeadutifuldaughtersheobeyed,asifgladtogetaway。
\"That’saverycharminggirl,Gerald,\"beganSirJohnasshelefttheroom。\"I’mmuchinterestedinher,bothonherownaccountandonhermother’s。\"
\"Hermother’s!Whatdoyouknowofhermother?\"askedCoventry,muchsurprised。
\"HermotherwasLadyGraceHoward,whoranawaywithapoorScotchministertwentyyearsago。Thefamilycastheroff,andshelivedanddiedsoobscurelythatverylittleisknownofherexceptthatsheleftanorphangirlatsomesmallFrenchpension。Thisisthegirl,andafinegirl,too。I’msurprisedthatyoudidnotknowthis。\"
\"SoamI,butitislikehernottotell。Sheisastrange,proudcreature。LadyHoward’sdaughter!Uponmyword,thatisadiscovery,\"andCoventryfelthisinterestinhissister’sgovernessmuchincreasedbythisfact;for,likeallwellbornEnglishmen,hevaluedrankandgentlebloodevenmorethanhecaredtoown。
\"Shehashadahardlifeofit,thispoorlittlegirl,butshehasabravespirit,andwillmakeherwayanywhere,\"saidSirJohnadmiringly。
\"DidNedknowthis?\"askedGeraldsuddenly。
\"No,sheonlytoldmeyesterday。IwaslookinginthePeerageandchancedtospeakoftheHowards。SheforgotherselfandcalledLadyGracehermother。ThenIgotthewholestory,forthelonelylittlethingwasgladtomakeaconfidantofsomeone。\"
\"ThataccountsforherrejectionofSydneyandNed:
sheknowssheistheirequalandwillnotsnatchattherankwhichishersbyright。No,she’snotmercenaryorambitious。\"
\"Whatdoyousay?\"askedSirJohn,forCoventryhadspokenmoretohimselfthantohisuncle。
\"IwonderifLadySydneywasawareofthis?\"wasallGerald’sanswer。
\"No,Jeansaidshedidnotwishtobepitied,andsotoldnothingtothemother。Ithinkthesonknew,butthatwasadelicatepoint,andIaskednoquestions。\"
\"IshallwritetohimassoonasIdiscoverhisaddress。
WehavebeensointimateIcanventuretomakeafewinquiriesaboutMissMuir,andprovethetruthofherstory。\"
\"Doyoumeantosaythatyoudoubtit?\"demandedSirJohnangrily。
\"Ibegyourpardon,Uncle,butImustconfessIhaveaninstinctivedistrustofthatyoungperson。Itisunjust,Idaresay,yetIcannotbanishit。\"
\"Don’tannoymebyexpressingit,ifyouplease。
Ihavesomepenetrationandexperience,andIrespectandpityMissMuirheartily。Thisdislikeofyoursmaybethecauseofherlatemelancholy,hey,Gerald?\"AndSirJohnlookedsuspiciouslyathisnephew。
Anxioustoaverttherisingstorm,Coventrysaidhastilyasheturnedaway,\"I’veneithertimenorinclinationtodiscussthematternow,sir,butwillbecarefulnottooffendagain。I’lltakeyourmessagetoBella,sogood-byeforanhour,Uncle。\"
AndCoventrywenthiswaythroughthepark,thinkingwithinhimself,Thedearoldgentlemanisgettingfascinated,likepoorNed。Howthedeucedoesthegirldoit?LadyHoward’sdaughter,yetnevertoldus;Idon’tunderstandthat。
BehindaMask:or,AWoman’sPower。Chapter5HOWTHEGIRLDIDITAthomehefoundapartyofyoungfriends,whohailedwithdelighttheprospectofarevelattheHall。Anhourlater,theblithecompanytroopedintothegreatsaloon,wherepreparationshadalreadybeenmadeforadramaticevening。
GoodSirJohnwasinhiselement,forhewasneversohappyaswhenhishousewasfullofyoungpeople。Severalpersonswerechosen,andinafewmomentsthecurtainswerewithdrawnfromthefirstoftheseimpromptutableaux。Aswarthy,darklybeardedmanlayasleeponatigerskin,intheshadowofatent。Orientalarmsanddraperysurroundedhim;anantiquesilverlampburneddimlyonatablewherefruitlayheapedincostlydishes,andwineshoneredlyinhalf-emptiedgoblets。Bendingoverthesleeperwasawomanrobedwithbarbaricsplendor。Onehandturnedbacktheembroideredsleevefromthearmwhichheldascimitar;oneslenderfootinascarletsandalwasvisibleunderthewhitetunic;herpurplemantlesweptdownfromsnowyshoulders;filletsofgoldboundherhair,andjewelsshoneonneckandarms。Shewaslookingoverhershouldertowardtheentranceofthetent,withasteadyyetstealthylook,soeffectivethatforamomentthespectatorsheldtheirbreath,asiftheyalsoheardapassingfootstep。
\"Whoisit?\"whisperedLucia,forthefacewasnewtoher。
\"JeanMuir,\"answeredCoventry,withanabsorbedlook。
\"Impossible!Sheissmallandfair,\"beganLucia,butahasty\"Hush,letmelook!\"fromhercousinsilencedher。
Impossibleasitseemed,hewasrightnevertheless;
forJeanMuiritwas。Shehaddarkenedherskin,paintedhereyebrows,disposedsomewildblacklocksoverherfairhair,andthrownsuchanintensityofexpressionintohereyesthattheydarkenedanddilatedtilltheywereasfierceasanysoutherneyesthateverflashed。Hatred,thedeepestandbitterest,waswrittenonhersternlybeautifulface,courageglowedinherglance,powerspokeinthenervousgripoftheslenderhandthatheldtheweapon,andtheindomitablewillofthewomanwasexpressed——eventhefirmpressureofthelittlefoothalfhiddeninthetigerskin。
\"Oh,isn’tshesplendid?\"criedBellaunderherbreath。
\"Shelooksasifshe’duseherswordwellwhenthetimecomes,\"saidsomeoneadmiringly。
\"GoodnighttoHolofernes;hisfateiscertain,\"
addedanother。
\"HeistheimageofSydney,withthatbeardon。\"
\"Doesn’tshelookasifshereallyhatedhim?\"
\"Perhapsshedoes。\"
Coventryutteredthelastexclamation,forthetwowhichprecededitsuggestedanexplanationofthemarvelouschangeinJean。
Itwasnotallart:theintensedetestationmingledwithasavagejoythattheobjectofherhatredwasinherpowerwastooperfecttobefeigned;
andhavingthekeytoapartofherstory,Coventryfeltasifhecaughtaglimpseofthetruth。Itwasbutaglimpse,however,forthecurtaindroppedbeforehehadhalfanalyzedthesignificanceofthatstrangeface。
\"Horrible!I’mgladit’sover,\"saidLuciacoldly。
\"Magnificent!Encore!Encore!\"criedGeraldenthusiastically。
Butthescenewasover,andnoapplausecouldrecalltheactress。Twoorthreegracefulorgaypicturesfollowed,butJeanwasinnone,andeachlackedthecharmwhichrealtalentlendstothesimplestpart。
\"Coventry,youarewanted,\"calledavoice。Andtoeveryone’ssurprise,Coventrywent,thoughheretoforehehadalwaysrefusedtoexerthimselfwhenhandsomeactorswereindemand。
\"WhatpartamItospoil?\"heasked,asheenteredthegreenroom,whereseveralexcitedyounggentlemenwerecostumingandattitudinizing。
\"Afugitivecavalier。Putyourselfintothissuit,andlosenotimeaskingquestions。MissMuirwilltellyouwhattodo。
Sheisinthetableau,sonoonewillmindyou,\"saidthemanagerprotem,throwingaricholdsuittowardCoventryandresumingthepaintingofamoustacheonhisownboyishface。
AgallantcavalierwastheresultofGerald’shastytoilet,andwhenheappearedbeforetheladiesageneralglanceofadmirationwasbestoweduponhim。
\"Comealongandbeplaced;Jeanisreadyonthestage。\"
AndBellaranbeforehim,exclaimingtohergoverness,\"Hereheis,quitesplendid。Wasn’thegoodtodoit?\"
MissMuir,inthecharminglyprimandpuritanicaldressofaRoundheaddamsel,wasarrangingsomeshrubs,butturnedsuddenlyanddroppedthegreenbranchsheheld,ashereyemettheglitteringfigureadvancingtowardher。
\"You!\"shesaidwithatroubledlook,addinglowtoBella,\"Whydidyouaskhim?Ibeggedyounot。\"
\"Heistheonlyhandsomemanhere,andthebestactorifhelikes。Hewon’tplayusually,somakethemostofhim。\"AndBellawasofftofinishpowderingherhairfor\"TheMarriagealaMode。\"
\"IwassentforandIcame。Doyouprefersomeotherperson?\"askedCoventry,atalosstounderstandthehalf-anxious,half-eagerexpressionofthefaceunderthelittlecap。
Itchangedtooneofmingledannoyanceandresignationasshesaid,\"Itistoolate。Pleasekneelhere,halfbehindtheshrubs;
putdownyourhat,and——allowme——youaretooelegantforafugitive。\"
Ashekneltbeforeher,shedisheveledhishair,pulledhislacecollarawry,threwawayhisglovesandsword,andhalfuntiedthecloakthathungabouthisshoulders。
\"Thatisbetter;yourpalenessisexcellent——nay,don’tspoilit。WearetorepresentthepicturewhichhangsintheHall。
Ineedtellyounomore。Now,Roundheads,placeyourselves,andthenringupthecurtain。\"
Withasmile,Coventryobeyedher;forthepicturewasoftwolovers,theyoungcavalierkneeling,withhisarmaroundthewaistofthegirl,whotriestohidehimwithherlittlemantle,andpresseshisheadtoherbosominanecstasyoffear,assheglancesbackattheapproachingpursuers。Jeanhesitatedaninstantandshrankalittleashishandtouchedher;sheblusheddeeply,andhereyesfellbeforehis。
Then,asthebellrang,shethrewherselfintoherpartwithsuddenspirit。
Onearmhalfcoveredhimwithhercloak,theotherpillowedhisheadonthemuslinkerchieffoldedoverherbosom,andshelookedbackwardwithsuchterrorinhereyesthatmorethanonechivalrousyoungspectatorlongedtohurrytotherescue。Itlastedbutamoment;yetinthatmomentCoventryexperiencedanothernewsensation。Manywomenhadsmiledonhim,buthehadremainedheart-whole,cool,andcareless,quiteunconsciousofthepowerwhichawomanpossessesandknowshowtouse,forthewealorwoeofman。Now,asheknelttherewithasoftarmabouthim,aslenderwaistyieldingtohistouch,andamaidenheartthrobbingagainsthischeek,forthefirsttimeinhislifehefelttheindescribablespellofwomanhood,andlookedtheardentlovertoperfection。Justashisfaceassumedthisnewandmostbecomingaspect,thecurtaindropped,andclamorousencoresrecalledhimtothefactthatMissMuirwastryingtoescapefromhishold,whichhadgrownpainfulinitsunconsciouspressure。Hesprangup,halfbewildered,andlookingashehadneverlookedbefore。
\"Again!Again!\"calledSirJohn。AndtheyoungmenwhoplayedtheRoundheads,eagertoshareintheapplausebeggedforarepetitioninnewattitudes。
\"Arustlehasbetrayedyou,wehavefiredandshotthebravegirl,andsheliesdying,youknow。Thatwillbeeffective;tryit,MissMuir,\"saidone。Andwithalongbreath,Jeancomplied。
Thecurtainwentup,showingtheloverstillonhisknees,unmindfulofthecaptorswhoclutchedhimbytheshoulder,forathisfeetthegirllaydying。Herheadwasonhisbreast,now,hereyeslookedfullintohis,nolongerwildwithfear,buteloquentwiththelovewhichevendeathcouldnotconquer。ThepowerofthosetendereyesthrilledCoventrywithastrangedelight,andsethisheartbeatingasrapidlyashershaddone。Shefelthishandstremble,sawthecolorflashintohischeek,knewthatshehadtouchedhimatlast,andwhensheroseitwaswithasenseoftriumphwhichshefoundithardtoconceal。Othersthoughtitfineacting;Coventrytriedtobelieveso;butLuciasetherteeth,and,asthecurtainfellonthatsecondpicture,sheleftherplacetohurrybehindthescenes,bentonputtinganendtosuchdangerousplay。
Severalactorswerecomplimentingthemimiclovers。Jeantookitmerrily,butCoventry,inspiteofhimself,betrayedthathewasexcitedbysomethingdeeperthanmeregratifiedvanity。
AsLuciaappeared,hismannerchangedtoitsusualindifference;buthecouldnotquenchtheunwontedfireofhiseyes,orkeepalltraceofemotionoutofhisface,andshesawthiswithasharppang。
\"Ihavecometooffermyhelp。Youmustbetired,MissMuir。CanIrelieveyou?\"saidLuciahastily。
\"Yes,thankyou。Ishallbeverygladtoleavetheresttoyou,andenjoythemfromthefront。\"
SowithasweetsmileJeantrippedaway,andtoLucia’sdismayCoventryfollowed。
\"Iwantyou,Gerald;pleasestay,\"shecried。
\"I’vedonemypart——nomoretragedyformetonight。\"
Andhewasgonebeforeshecouldentreatorcommand。