第1章
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  I

  ProfessorJoslin,who,asourreadersaredoubtlessaware,isengagedinwritingthelifeofMrs。Aubyn,asksustostatethathewillbegreatlyindebtedtoanyofthefamousnovelist’sfriendswhowillfurnishhimwithinformationconcerningtheperiodprevioustohercomingtoEngland。Mrs。Aubynhadsofewintimatefriends,andconsequentlysofewregularcorrespondents,thatletterswillbeofspecialvalue。ProfessorJoslin’saddressis10AugustaGardens,Kensington,andhebegsustosaythathewillpromptlyreturnanydocumentsentrustedtohim。\"

  GlennarddroppedtheSpectatorandsatlookingintothefire。Theclubwasfillingup,buthestillhadtohimselfthesmallinnerroom,withitsdarkeningoutlookdowntherainstreakedprospectofFifthAvenue。Itwasalldullanddismalenough,yetamomentearlierhisboredomhadbeenperverselytingedbyasenseofresentmentatthethoughtthat,asthingsweregoing,hemightintimehavetosurrendereventhedespisedprivilegeofboringhimselfwithinthoseparticularfourwalls。Itwasnotthathecaredmuchfortheclub,butthattheremotecontingencyofhavingtogiveitupstoodtohim,justthen,perhapsbyveryreasonofitsinsignificanceandremoteness,forthesymbolofhisincreasingabnegations;ofthatperpetualparing—offthatwasgraduallyreducingexistencetothenakedbusinessofkeepinghimselfalive。Itwasthefutilityofhismultipliedshiftsandprivationsthatmadethemseemunworthyofahighattitude;thesensethat,howeverrapidlyheeliminatedthesuperfluous,hisclearedhorizonwaslikelytooffernonearerviewoftheoneprospecttowardwhichhestrained。Togiveupthingsinordertomarrythewomanonelovesiseasierthantogivethemupwithoutbeingbroughtappreciablynearertosuchaconclusion。

  ThroughtheopendoorhesawyoungHollingsworthrisewithayawnfromtheineffectualsolaceofabrandy—and—sodaandtransporthispurposelesspersontothewindow。Glennardmeasuredhiscoursewithacontemptuouseye。ItwassolikeHollingsworthtogetupandlookoutofthewindowjustasitwasgrowingtoodarktoseeanything!Therewasamanrichenoughtodowhathepleased——hadhebeencapableofbeingpleased——yetbarredfromallconceivableachievementbyhisownimperviousdulness;while,afewfeetoff,Glennard,whowantedonlyenoughtokeepadecentcoatonhisbackandaroofovertheheadofthewomanheloved,Glennard,whohadsweated,toiled,deniedhimselfforthescantmeasureofopportunitythathiszealwouldhaveconvertedintoakingdom——satwretchedlycalculatingthat,evenwhenhehadresignedfromtheclub,andknockedoffhiscigars,andgivenuphisSundaysoutoftown,hewouldstillbenonearerattainment。

  TheSpectatorhadslippedtohisfeetandashepickedituphiseyefellagainontheparagraphaddressedtothefriendsofMrs。

  Aubyn。Hehadreaditforthefirsttimewithascarcelyperceptiblequickeningofattention:hernamehadsolongbeenpublicpropertythathiseyepasseditunseeingly,asthecrowdinthestreethurrieswithoutaglancebysomefamiliarmonument。

  \"InformationconcerningtheperiodprevioustohercomingtoEngland……\"Thewordswereanevocation。Hesawheragainasshehadlookedattheirfirstmeeting,thepoorwomanofgeniuswithherlongpalefaceandshort—sightedeyes,softenedalittlebythegraceofyouthandinexperience,butsoincapableeventhenofanyholduponthepulses。Whenshespoke,indeed,shewaswonderful,morewonderful,perhaps,thanwhenlater,toGlennard’sfancyatleast,theconsciousofmemorablethingsutteredseemedtotakefromevenhermostintimatespeechtheperfectbloomofprivacy。Itwasinthoseearliestdays,ifever,thathehadcomenearlovingher;thougheventhenhissentimenthadlivedonlyintheintervalsofitsexpression。Later,whentobelovedbyherhadbeenastatetotouchanyman’simagination,thephysicalreluctancehad,inexplicably,sooverbornetheintellectualattraction,thatthelastyearshadbeen,tobothofthem,anagonyofconflictingimpulses。Evennow,if,inturningoveroldpapers,hishandlitonherletters,thetouchfilledhimwithinarticulatemisery……

  \"Shehadsofewintimatefriends……thatletterswillbeofspecialvalue。\"Sofewintimatefriends!Foryearsshehadhadbutone;onewhointhelastyearshadrequitedherwonderfulpages,hertragicoutpouringsoflove,humility,andpardon,withthescantphrasesbywhichamanevadesthevulgarestofsentimentalimportunities。Hehadbeenabruteinspiteofhimself,andsometimes,nowthattheremembranceofherfacehadfaded,andonlyhervoiceandwordsremainedwithhim,hechafedathisowninadequacy,hisstupidinabilitytorisetotheheightofherpassion。Hisegoismwasnotofakindtomirroritscomplacencyintheadventure。Tohavebeenlovedbythemostbrilliantwomanofherday,andtohavebeenincapableoflovingher,seemedtohim,inlookingback,themostderisiveevidenceofhislimitations;andhisremorsefultendernessforhermemorywascomplicatedwithasenseofirritationagainstherforhavinggivenhimonceforallthemeasureofhisemotionalcapacity。Itwasnotoften,however,thathethusprobedthepast。Thepublic,intakingpossessionofMrs。Aubyn,hadeasedhisshouldersoftheirburden。Therewassomethingfatuousinanattitudeofsentimentalapologytowardamemoryalreadyclassic:toreproachone’sselffornothavinglovedMargaretAubynwasagooddeallikebeingdisturbedbyaninabilitytoadmiretheVenusofMilo。

  Fromhercoldnicheoffameshelookeddownironicallyenoughonhisself—flagellations……Itwasonlywhenhecameonsomethingthatbelongedtoherthathefeltasuddenrenewaloftheoldfeeling,thestrangedualimpulsethatdrewhimtohervoicebutdrovehimfromherhand,sothatevennow,atsightofanythingshehadtouched,hisheartcontractedpainfully。Ithappenedseldomnowadays。Herlittlepresents,onebyone,haddisappearedfromhisrooms,andherletters,keptfromsomeunacknowledgedpuerilevanityinthepossessionofsuchtreasures,seldomcamebeneathhishand……

  \"Herletterswillbeofspecialvalue——\"Herletters!Why,hemusthavehundredsofthem——enoughtofillavolume。Sometimesitusedtoseemtohimthattheycamewitheverypost——heusedtoavoidlookinginhisletter—boxwhenhecamehometohisrooms——

  butherwritingseemedtospringoutathimasheputhiskeyinthedoor——。

  Hestoodupandstrolledintotheotherroom。Hollingsworth,loungingawayfromthewindow,hadjoinedhimselftoalanguidlyconvivialgroupofmentowhom,inphrasesashaltingasthoughtheystruggledtodefineanultimateidea,hewasexpoundingthecursednuisanceoflivinginaholewithsuchadamnedclimatethatonehadtogetoutofitbyFebruary,withthecontingentdifficultyoftherebeingnoplacetotakeone’syachttoinwinterbutthatotherplayed—outhole,theRiviera。FromtheoutskirtsofthisgroupGlennardwanderedtoanother,whereavoiceasdifferentaspossiblefromHollingsworth’scolorlessorgandominatedanothercircleoflanguidlisteners。

  \"ComeandhearDinslowtalkabouthispatent:admissionfree,\"oneofthemensangoutinatoneofmockresignation。

  DinslowturnedtoGlennardtheconfidentpugnacityofhissmile。

  \"Giveitanothersixmonthsandit’llbetalkingaboutitself,\"hedeclared。\"It’sprettynearlyarticulatenow。\"

  \"Canitsaypapa?\"someoneelseinquired。

  Dinslow’ssmilebroadened。\"You’llbedeucedgladtosaypapatoITayearfromnow,\"heretorted。\"It’llbeabletosupportevenyouinaffluence。Lookhere,now,justletmeexplaintoyou——\"

  Glennardmovedawayimpatiently。Themenattheclub——allbutthosewhowere\"init\"——wereproverbially\"tired\"ofDinslow’spatent,andnonemoresothanGlennard,whoseknowledgeofitsmeritsmadeitloomlargeinthedepressingcatalogueoflostopportunities。Therelationsbetweenthetwomenhadalwaysbeenfriendly,andDinslow’surgentoffersto\"takehiminonthegroundfloor\"hadoflateintensifiedGlennard’ssenseofhisowninabilitytomeetgoodluckhalfway。Someofthemenwhohadpausedtolistenwerealreadyineveningclothes,othersontheirwayhometodress;andGlennard,withanaccustomedtwingeofhumiliation,saidtohimselfthatifhelingeredamongthemitwasinthemiserablehopethatoneofthenumbermightaskhimtodine。MissTrenthadtoldhimthatshewastogototheoperathateveningwithherrichaunt;andifheshouldhavethelucktopickupadinner—invitationhemightjoinhertherewithoutextraoutlay。

  Hemovedabouttheroom,lingeringhereandthereinatentativeaffectationofinterest;butthoughthemengreetedhimpleasantlynooneaskedhimtodine。Doubtlesstheywereallengaged,thesemenwhocouldaffordtopayfortheirdinners,whodidnothavetohuntforinvitationsasabeggarrummagesforacrustinanash—

  barrel!Butno——asHollingsworthleftthelesseningcircleaboutthetableanadmiringyouthcalledout——\"Holly,stopanddine!\"

  Hollingsworthturnedonhimthecrudecountenancethatlookedlikethewrongsideofamorefinishedface。\"SorryIcan’t。I’minforabeastlybanquet。\"

  Glennardthrewhimselfintoanarm—chair。Whygohomeintheraintodress?Itwasfollytotakeacabtotheopera,itwasworsefollytogothereatall。HisperpetualmeetingswithAlexaTrentwereasunfairtothegirlastheywereunnervingtohimself。

  Sincehecouldn’tmarryher,itwastimetostandasideandgiveabettermanthechance——andhisthoughtadmittedtheironicalimplicationthatinthetermsofexpediencythephrasemightstandforHollingsworth。

  II

  Hedinedaloneandwalkedhometohisroomsintherain。AsheturnedintoFifthAvenuehecaughtthewetgleamofcarriagesontheirwaytotheopera,andhetookthefirstsidestreet,inamomentofirritationagainstthepettyrestrictionsthatthwartedeveryimpulse。Itwasridiculoustogiveuptheopera,notbecauseonemightpossiblybeboredthere,butbecauseonemustpayfortheexperiment。

  Inhissitting—room,thetacitconnivanceoftheinanimatehadcentredthelamp—lightonaphotographofAlexaTrent,placed,intheobligatorysilverframe,justwhere,asmemoryofficiouslyremindedhim,MargaretAubyn’spicturehadlongthronedinitsstead。MissTrent’sfeaturescruellyjustifiedtheusurpation。

  Shehadthekindofbeautythatcomesofahappyaccordoffaceandspirit。Itisnotgiventomanytohavethelipsandeyesoftheirrarestmood,andsomewomengothroughlifebehindamaskexpressingonlytheiranxietyaboutthebutcher’sbillortheirinabilitytoseeajoke。WithMissTrent,faceandmindhadthesamehighseriouscontour。ShelookedlikeathronedJusticebysomegraveFlorentinepainter;anditseemedtoGlennardthathermostsalientattribute,orthatatleasttowhichherconductgavemostconsistentexpression,wasakindofpassionatejustice——theintuitivefemininejustnessthatissomuchrarerthanareasonedimpartiality。Circumstanceshadtragicallycombinedtodevelopthisinstinctintoaconscioushabit。Shehadseenmorethanmostgirlsoftheshabbysideoflife,oftheperpetualtendencyofwanttocrampthenoblestattitude。Povertyandmisfortunehadoverhungherchildhoodandshehadnoneoftheprettydelusionsaboutlifethataresupposedtobethecrowninggraceofgirlhood。

  Thisverycompetence,whichgaveheratouchingreasonableness,madeGlennard’ssituationmoredifficultthanifhehadaspiredtoaprincessbredinthepurple。Betweenthemtheyaskedsolittle——

  theyknewsowellhowtomakethatlittledo——buttheyunderstoodalso,andsheespeciallydidnotforamomentlethimforget,thatwithoutthatlittlethefuturetheydreamedofwasimpossible。

  ThesightofherphotographquickenedGlennard’sexasperation。Hewassickandashamedoftheparthewasplaying。Hehadlovedhernowfortwoyears,withthetranquiltendernessthatgathersdepthandvolumeasitnearsfulfilment;heknewthatshewouldwaitforhim——butthecertitudewasanaddedpang。Therearetimeswhentheconstancyofthewomanonecannotmarryisalmostastryingasthatofthewomanonedoesnotwantto。

  Glennardturneduphisreading—lampandstirredthefire。Hehadalongeveningbeforehimandhewantedtocrowdoutthoughtwithaction。Hehadbroughtsomepapersfromhisofficeandhespreadthemoutonhistableandsquaredhimselftothetask……

  Itmusthavebeenanhourlaterthathefoundhimselfautomaticallyfittingakeyintoalockeddrawer。Hehadnomorenotionthanasomnambulistofthementalprocessthathadleduptothisaction。Hewasjustdimlyawareofhavingpushedasidethepapersandtheheavycalfvolumesthatamomentbeforehadboundedhishorizon,andoflayingintheirplace,withoutatraceofconsciousvolition,theparcelhehadtakenfromthedrawer。

  Thelettersweretiedinpacketsofthirtyorforty。Therewereagreatmanypackets。Onsomeoftheenvelopestheinkwasfading;

  onothers,whichboretheEnglishpost—mark,itwasstillfresh。

  Shehadbeendeadhardlythreeyears,andshehadwritten,atlengtheningintervals,tothelast……

  Heundidoneoftheearlierpackets——littlenoteswrittenduringtheirfirstacquaintanceatHillbridge。Glennard,onleavingcollege,hadbegunlifeinhisuncle’slawofficeintheolduniversitytown。Itwastherethat,atthehouseofherfather,ProfessorForth,hehadfirstmettheyoungladythenchieflydistinguishedforhaving,aftertwoyearsofaconspicuouslyunhappymarriage,returnedtotheprotectionofthepaternalroof。

  Mrs。Aubynwasatthattimeaneagerandsomewhattragicyoungwoman,ofcomplexmindandundevelopedmanners,whomhercrudeexperienceofmatrimonyhadfittedoutwithastockofgeneralizationsthatexplodedlikebombsintheacademicairofHillbridge。Inherchoiceofahusbandshehadbeenfortunateenough,iftheparadoxbepermitted,tolightononesosignallygiftedwiththefacultyofputtinghimselfinthewrongthatherleavinghimhadthedignityofamanifesto——madeher,asitwere,thespokeswomanofoutragedwifehood。InthislightshewascherishedbythatdominantportionofHillbridgesocietywhichwasleastindulgenttoconjugaldifferences,andwhichfoundaproportionatepleasureinbeingforonceabletofeastopenlyonadishliberallyseasonedwiththeoutrageous。SomuchdidthisendearMrs。Aubyntotheuniversityladiesthattheyweredisposedfromthefirsttoallowhermorelatitudeofspeechandactionthantheill—usedwifewasgenerallyaccordedinHillbridge,wheremisfortunewasstillregardedasavisitationdesignedtoputpeopleintheirproperplaceandmakethemfeelthesuperiorityoftheirneighbors。Theyoungwomansoprivilegedcombinedwithakindofpersonalshynessanintellectualaudacitythatwaslikeadeflectedimpulseofcoquetry:onefeltthatifshehadbeenprettiershewouldhavehademotionsinsteadofideas。Shewasinfacteventhenwhatshehadalwaysremained:ageniuscapableoftheacutestgeneralizations,butcuriouslyundiscerningwhereherpersonalsusceptibilitieswereconcerned。Herpsychologyfailedherjustwhereitservesmostwomenandonefeltthatherbrainswouldneverbeaguidetoherheart。Ofallthis,however,Glennardthoughtlittleinthefirstyearoftheiracquaintance。

  Hewasatanagewhenallthegiftsandgracesarebutsomuchundiscriminatedfoodtotheraveningegoismofyouth。InseekingMrs。Aubyn’scompanyhewaspromptedbyanintuitivetasteforthebestasapledgeofhisownsuperiority。ThesympathyofthecleverestwomaninHillbridgewasbalmtohiscravingfordistinction:itwaspublicconfirmationofhissecretsensethathewascutoutforabiggerplace。ItmustnotbeunderstoodthatGlennardwasvain。Vanitycontentsitselfwiththecoarsestdiet;

  thereisnopalatesofastidiousasthatofself—distrust。ToayouthofGlennard’saspirationstheencouragementofacleverwomanstoodforthesymbolofallsuccess。Later,whenhehadbeguntofeelhisway,togainafoothold,hewouldnotneedsuchsupport;butitservedtocarryhimlightlyandeasilyoverwhatisoftenaperiodofinsecurityanddiscouragement。

  Itwouldbeunjust,however,torepresenthisinterestinMrs。

  Aubynasamatterofcalculation。Itwasasinstinctiveaslove,anditmissedbeinglovebyjustsuchahair—breadthdeflectionfromthelineofbeautyashaddeterminedthecurveofMrs。

  Aubyn’slips。Whentheymetshehadjustpublishedherfirstnovel,andGlennard,whoafterwardhadanambitiousman’simpatienceofdistinguishedwomen,wasyoungenoughtobedazzledbythesemi—publicityitgaveher。Itwasthekindofbookthatmakeselderlyladieslowertheirvoicesandcalleachother\"mydear\"whentheyfurtivelydiscussit;andGlennardexultedinthesuperiorknowledgeoftheworldthatenabledhimtotakeasamatterofcoursesentimentsoverwhichtheuniversityshookitshead。StillmoredelightfulwasittohearMrs。Aubynwakentheechoesofacademicdrawing—roomswithaudacitiessurpassingthoseofherprintedpage。Herintellectualindependencegaveatouchofcomradeshiptotheirintimacy,prolongingtheillusionofcollegefriendshipsbasedonajoyousinterchangeofheresies。

  Mrs。AubynandGlennardrepresentedtoeachothertheaugur’swinkbehindtheHillbridgeidol:theywalkedtogetherinthatlightofyoungomnisciencefromwhichfatesocuriouslyexcludesone’selders。

  Husbandswhoarenotoriouslyinopportune,mayevendieinopportunely,andthiswastherevengethatMr。Aubyn,sometwoyearsafterherreturntoHillbridge,tookuponhisinjuredwife。

  HediedpreciselyatthemomentwhenGlennardwasbeginningtocriticiseher。Itwasnotthatsheboredhim;shedidwhatwasinfinitelyworse——shemadehimfeelhisinferiority。Thesenseofmentalequalityhadbeengratifyingtohisrawambition;butashisself—knowledgedefineditself,hisunderstandingofheralsoincreased;andifmanisattimesindirectlyflatteredbythemoralsuperiorityofwoman,hermentalascendencyisextenuatedbynosuchobliquetributetohispowers。Theattitudeoflookingupisastrainonthemuscles;anditwasbecomingmoreandmoreGlennard’sopinionthatbrains,inawoman,shouldbemerelytheobverseofbeauty。TobeautyMrs。Aubyncouldlaynoclaim;andwhileshehadenoughprettinesstoexasperatehimbyherincapacitytomakeuseofit,sheseemedinvinciblyignorantofanyofthelittleartificeswherebywomencontrivetopalliatetheirdefectsandeventoturnthemintograces。Herdressneverseemedapartofher;allherclotheshadanimpersonalair,asthoughtheyhadbelongedtosomeoneelseandbeenborrowedinanemergencythathadsomehowbecomechronic。Shewasconsciousenoughofherdeficienciestotrytoamendthembyrashimitationsofthemostapprovedmodels;butnowomanwhodoesnotdresswellintuitivelywilleverdosobythelightofreason,andMrs。

  Aubyn’splagiarisms,toborrowametaphorofhertrade,somehowneverseemedtobeincorporatedwiththetext。

  Geniusisofsmallusetoawomanwhodoesnotknowhowtodoherhair。ThefamethatcametoMrs。AubynwithhersecondbookleftGlennard’simaginationuntouched,orhadatmostthenegativeeffectofremovingherstillfartherfromthecircleofhiscontractingsympathies。Weareallthesportoftime;andfatehadsoperverselyorderedthechronologyofMargaretAubyn’sromancethatwhenherhusbanddiedGlennardfeltasthoughhehadlostafriend。

  Itwasnotinhisnaturetobeneedlesslyunkind;andthoughhewasintheimpregnablepositionofthemanwhohasgivenawomannomoredefinableclaimonhimthanthatoflettingherfancythathelovesher,hewouldnotfortheworldhaveaccentuatedhisadvantagebyanybetrayalofindifference。Duringthefirstyearofherwidowhoodtheirfriendshipdraggedonwithhaltingrenewalsofsentiment,becomingmoreandmoreabanquetofemptydishesfromwhichthecoverswereneverremoved;thenGlennardwenttoNewYorktoliveandexchangedthefadedpleasuresofintercourseforthecomparativenoveltyofcorrespondence。Herletters,oddlyenough,seemedatfirsttobringhernearerthanherpresence。

  Shehadadopted,andshesuccessfullymaintained,anoteasaffectionatelyimpersonalashisown;shewroteardentlyofherwork,shequestionedhimabouthis,sheevenbanteredhimontheinevitableprettygirlwhowascertainbeforelongtodivertthecurrentofhisconfidences。ToGlennard,whowasalmostastrangerinNewYork,thesightofMrs。Aubyn’swritingwaslikeavoiceofreassuranceinsurroundingsasyetinsufficientlyawareofhim。Hisvanityfoundaretrospectiveenjoymentinthesentimenthishearthadrejected,andthisfactitiousemotiondrovehimonceortwicetoHillbridge,whence,afterscenesofevasivetenderness,hereturneddissatisfiedwithhimselfandher。

  AshemaderoomforhimselfinNewYorkandpeopledthespacehehadclearedwiththesympathiesatthedisposalofagreeableandself—confidentyoungmen,itseemedtohimnaturaltoinferthatMrs。Aubynhadrefurnishedinthesamemannerthevoidhewasnotunwillinghisdepartureshouldhaveleft。Butinthedissolutionofsentimentalpartnershipsitisseldomthatbothassociatesareabletowithdrawtheirfundsatthesametime;andGlennardgraduallylearnedthathestoodfortheventureonwhichMrs。

  Aubynhadirretrievablystakedherall。Itwasnotthekindoffigurehecaredtocut。Hehadnofancyforleavinghavocinhiswakeandwouldhavepreferredtosowaquickgrowthofoblivioninthespaceswastedbyhisunconsideredinroads;butifhesuppliedtheseeditwasclearlyMrs。Aubyn’sbusinesstoseetotheraisingofthecrop。Herattitudeseemedindeedtothrowhisownreasonablenessintodistincterrelief:sothattheymighthavestoodforthriftandimprovidenceinanallegoryoftheaffections。

  ItwasnotthatMrs。Aubynpermittedherselftobeapensioneronhisbounty。Heknewshehadnowishtokeepherselfaliveonthesmallchangeofsentiment;shesimplyfedonherownfundedpassion,andtheluxuriesitallowedhermadehim,eventhen,dimlyawarethatshehadthesecretofaninexhaustiblealchemy。

  Theirrelationsremainedthusnegativelytendertillshesuddenlywrotehimofherdecisiontogoabroadtolive。Herfatherhaddied,shehadnoneartiesinHillbridge,andLondonofferedmorescopethanNewYorktoherexpandingpersonality。Shewasalreadyfamousandherlaurelswereyetunharvested。

  ForamomentthenewsrousedGlennardtoajealoussenseoflostopportunities。Hewanted,atanyrate,toreasserthispowerbeforeshemadethefinaleffortofescape。Theyhadnotmetforoverayear,butofcoursehecouldnotlethersailwithoutseeingher。ShecametoNewYorkthedaybeforeherdeparture,andtheyspentitslasthourstogether。Glennardhadplannednocourseofaction——hesimplymeanttolethimselfdrift。Theybothdrifted,foralongtime,downthelanguidcurrentofreminiscence;sheseemedtositpassive,lettinghimpushhiswaybackthroughtheovergrownchannelsofthepast。Atlengthsheremindedhimthattheymustbringtheirexplorationstoanend。

  Herosetoleave,andstoodlookingatherwiththesameuncertaintyinhisheart。Hewastiredofheralready——hewasalwaystiredofher——yethewasnotsurethathewantedhertogo。

  \"Imayneverseeyouagain,\"hesaid,asthoughconfidentlyappealingtohercompassion。

  Herlookenvelopedhim。\"AndIshallseeyoualways——always!\"

  \"Whygothen——?\"escapedhim。

  \"Tobeneareryou,\"sheanswered;andthewordsdismissedhimlikeaclosingdoor。

  Thedoorwasnevertoreopen;butthroughitsnarrowcrackGlennard,astheyearswenton,becamemoreandmoreconsciousofaninextinguishablelightdirectingitssmallraytowardthepastwhichconsumedsolittleofhisowncommemorativeoil。ThereproachwastakenfromthisthoughtbyMrs。Aubyn’sgradualtranslationintotermsofuniversality。InbecomingapersonageshesonaturallyceasedtobeapersonthatGlennardcouldalmostlookbacktohisexplorationsofherspiritasonavisittosomefamousshrine,immortalized,butinasensedesecrated,bypopularveneration。

  Herletters,fromLondon,continuedtocomewiththesametenderpunctuality;butthealteredconditionsofherlife,thevistasofnewrelationshipsdisclosedbyeveryphrase,madehercommunicationsasimpersonalasapieceofjournalism。Itwasasthoughthestate,theworld,indeed,hadtakenheroffhishands,assumingthemaintenanceofatemperamentthathadlongexhaustedhisslenderstoreofreciprocity。

  Intheretrospectivelightshedbythelettershewasblindedtotheirspecificmeaning。Hewasnotamanwhoconcernedhimselfwithliterature,andtheyhadbeentohim,atfirst,simplytheextensionofherbrillianttalk,laterthedreadedvehicleofatragicimportunity。Heknew,ofcourse,thattheywerewonderful;

  that,unliketheauthorswhogivetheiressencetothepublicandkeeponlyadryrindfortheirfriends,Mrs。Aubynhadstoredofherrarestvintageforthishiddensacramentoftenderness。

  Sometimes,indeed,hehadbeenoppressed,humiliatedalmost,bythemultiplicityofherallusions,thewidescopeofherinterests,herpersistenceinforcinghersuperabundanceofthoughtandemotionintotheshallowreceptacleofhissympathy;

  buthehadneverthoughtofthelettersobjectively,astheproductionofadistinguishedwoman;hadnevermeasuredtheliterarysignificanceofheroppressiveprodigality。Hewasalmostfrightenednowatthewealthinhishands;theobligationofherlovehadneverweighedonhimlikethisgiftofherimagination:itwasasthoughhehadacceptedfromhersomethingtowhichevenareciprocaltendernesscouldnothavejustifiedhisclaim。

  Hesatalongtimestaringatthescatteredpagesonhisdesk;andinthesuddenrealizationofwhattheymeanthecouldalmostfancysomealchemisticprocesschangingthemtogoldashestared。Hehadthesenseofnotbeingaloneintheroom,ofthepresenceofanotherselfobservingfromwithoutthestirringofsubconsciousimpulsesthatsentflushesofhumiliationtohisforehead。Atlengthhestoodup,andwiththegestureofamanwhowishestogiveoutwardexpressiontohispurpose——toestablish,asitwere,amoralalibi——sweptthelettersintoaheapandcarriedthemtowardthegrate。Butitwouldhavetakentoolongtoburnallthepackets。Heturnedbacktothetableandonebyonefittedthepagesintotheirenvelopes;thenhetiedupthelettersandputthembackintothelockeddrawer。

  III

  ItwasoneofthelawsofGlennard’sintercoursewithMissTrentthathealwayswenttoseeherthedayafterhehadresolvedtogiveherup。Therewasaspecialcharmaboutthemomentsthussnatchedfromthejawsofrenunciation;andhissenseoftheirsignificancewasonthisoccasionsokeenthathehardlynoticedtheaddedgravityofherwelcome。

  Hisfeelingforherhadbecomesovitalapartofhimthathernearnesshadthequalityofimperceptiblyreadjustinghispointofview,sothatthejumbledphenomenaofexperiencefellatonceintoarationalperspective。Inthisredistributionofvaluesthesombreretrospectofthepreviouseveningshranktoamerecloudontheedgeofconsciousness。Perhapstheonlyserviceanunlovedwomancanrenderthemanshelovesistoenhanceandprolonghisillusionsaboutherrival。ItwasthefateofMargaretAubyn’smemorytoserveasafoiltoMissTrent’spresence,andneverhadthepoorladythrownhersuccessorintomorevividrelief。

  MissTrenthadthecharmofstillwatersthatarefelttoberenewedbyrapidcurrents。Herattentionspreadatranquilsurfacetothedemonstrationsofothers,anditwasonlyindaysofstormthatonefeltthepressureofthetides。ThisinscrutablecomposurewasperhapsherchiefgraceinGlennard’seyes。Reserve,insomenatures,impliesmerelythelockingofemptyroomsorthedissimulationofawkwardencumbrances;butMissTrent’sreticencewastoGlennardlikethecloseddoortothesanctuary,andhiscertaintyofdiviningthehiddentreasuremadehimcontenttoremainoutsideinthehappyexpectancyoftheneophyte。

  \"Youdidn’tcometotheoperalastnight,\"shebegan,inthetonethatseemedalwaysrathertorecordafactthantoofferareflectiononit。

  Heansweredwithadiscouragedgesture。\"Whatwastheuse?Wecouldn’thavetalked。\"

  \"Notaswellashere,\"sheassented;adding,afterameditativepause,\"Asyoudidn’tcomeItalkedtoAuntVirginiainstead。\"

  \"Ah!\"hereturned,thefactbeinghardlystrikingenoughtodetachhimfromthecontemplationofherhands,whichhadfallen,aswastheirwont,intoanattitudefullofplasticpossibilities。Onefeltthemtobehandsthat,movingonlytosomepurpose,werecapableofintervalsofsereneinaction。

  \"Wehadalongtalk,\"MissTrentwenton;andshewaitedagainbeforeadding,withtheincreasedabsenceofstressthatmarkedhergravercommunications,\"AuntVirginiawantsmetogoabroadwithher。\"

  Glennardlookedupwithastart。\"Abroad?When?\"

  \"Now——nextmonth。Tobegonetwoyears。\"

  Hepermittedhimselfamovementoftenderderision。\"Doesshereally?Well,IwantyoutogoabroadwithME——foranynumberofyears。Whichofferdoyouaccept?\"

  \"Onlyoneofthemseemstorequireimmediateconsideration,\"shereturned,withasmile。

  Glennardlookedatheragain。\"You’renotthinkingofit?\"

  Hergazedroppedandsheunclaspedherhands。Hermovementsweresorarethattheymighthavebeensaidtoitalicizeherwords。

  \"AuntVirginiatalkedtomeveryseriously。Itwillbeagreatrelieftomotherandtheotherstohavemeprovidedforinthatwayfortwoyears。Imustthinkofthat,youknow。\"Sheglanceddownathergownwhich,underarenovatedsurface,datedbacktothefirstdaysofGlennard’swooing。\"Itrynottocostmuch——butIdo。\"

  \"GoodLord!\"Glennardgroaned。

  Theysatsilenttillatlengthshegentlytookuptheargument。

  \"Astheeldest,youknow,I’mboundtoconsiderthesethings。

  Womenaresuchaburden。Jimdoeswhathecanformother,butwithhisownchildrentoprovideforitisn’tverymuch。Yousee,we’reallpoortogether。\"

  \"Yourauntisn’t。Shemighthelpyourmother。\"

  \"Shedoes——inherownway。\"

  \"Exactly——that’stherichrelationallover!Youmaybemiserableinanywayyoulike,butifyou’retobehappyyou’vegottobesoinherway——andinheroldgowns。\"

  \"IcouldbeveryhappyinAuntVirginia’soldgowns,\"MissTrentinterposed。

  \"Abroad,youmean?\"

  \"ImeanwhereverIfeltthatIwashelping。Andmygoingabroadwillhelp。\"

  \"Ofcourse——Iseethat。AndIseeyourconsideratenessinputtingitsadvantagesnegatively。\"

  \"Negatively?\"

  \"Indwellingsimplyonwhatthegoingwilltakeyoufrom,notonwhatitwillbringyouto。Itmeansalottoawoman,ofcourse,togetawayfromalifelikethis。\"Hesummedupinadisparagingglancethebackgroundofindigentfurniture。\"Thequestionishowyou’lllikecomingbacktoit。\"

  Sheseemedtoacceptthefullconsequencesofhisthought。\"I

  onlyknowIdon’tlikeleavingit。\"

  Heflungbacksombrely,\"Youdon’tevenputitconditionallythen?\"

  Hergazedeepened。\"Onwhat?\"

  Hestoodupandwalkedacrosstheroom。Thenhecamebackandpausedbeforeher。\"Onthealternativeofmarryingme。\"

  Theslowcolor——evenherblushesseemeddeliberate——rosetoherlowerlids;herlipsstirred,butthewordsresolvedthemselvesintoasmileandshewaited。

  Hetookanotherturn,withthethwartedstepofthemanwhosenervousexasperationescapesthroughhismuscles。

  \"AndtothinkthatinfifteenyearsIshallhaveabigpractice!\"

  Hereyestriumphedforhim。\"Inless!\"

  \"Thecursedironyofit!WhatdoIcareforthemanIshallbethen?It’sslavingone’slifeawayforastranger!\"Hetookherhandsabruptly。\"You’llgotoCannes,Isuppose,orMonteCarlo?

  IheardHollingsworthsayto—daythathemeanttotakehisyachtovertotheMediterranean——\"

  Shereleasedherself。\"Ifyouthinkthat——\"

  \"Idon’t。IalmostwishIdid。Itwouldbeeasier,Imean。\"Hebrokeoffincoherently。\"IbelieveyourAuntVirginiadoes,though。ShesomehowconnotesHollingsworthandtheMediterranean。\"Hecaughtherhandsagain。\"Alexa——ifwecouldmanagealittleholesomewhereoutoftown?\"

  \"Couldwe?\"shesighed,halfyielding。

  \"Inoneofthoseplaceswheretheymakejokesaboutthemosquitoes,\"hepressedher。\"Couldyougetonwithoneservant?\"

  \"Couldyougetonwithoutvarnishedboots?\"

  \"Promisemeyouwon’tgo,then!\"

  \"Whatareyouthinkingof,Stephen?\"

  \"Idon’tknow,\"hestammered,thequestiongivingunexpectedformtohisintention。\"It’sallintheairyet,ofcourse;butI

  pickedupatiptheotherday——\"

  \"You’renotspeculating?\"shecried,withakindofsuperstitiousterror。

  \"Lord,no。Thisisasurething——Ialmostwishitwasn’t;ImeanifIcanworkit——\"Hehadasuddenvisionofthecomprehensivenessofthetemptation。IfonlyhehadbeenlesssureofDinslow!Hisassurancegavethesituationthebaseelementofsafety。

  \"Idon’tunderstandyou,\"shefaltered。

  \"Trustme,instead!\"headjuredher,withsuddenenergy;andturningonherabruptly,\"Ifyougo,youknow,yougofree,\"heconcluded。

  Shedrewback,palingalittle。\"Whydoyoumakeitharderforme?\"

  \"Tomakeiteasierformyself,\"heretorted。

  IV

  Glennard,thenextafternoon,leavinghisofficeearlierthanusual,turned,onhiswayhome,intooneofthepubliclibraries。

  Hehadtheplacetohimselfatthatclosinghour,andthelibrarianwasabletogiveanundividedattentiontohistentativerequestforletters——collectionsofletters。ThelibrariansuggestedWalpole。

  \"Imeantwomen——women’sletters。\"

  ThelibrarianprofferedHannahMoreandMissMartineau。

  Glennardcursedhisowninarticulateness。\"Imeanlettersto——tosomeoneperson——aman;theirhusband——or——\"

  \"Ah,\"saidtheinspiredlibrarian,\"EloiseandAbailard。\"

  \"Well——somethingalittlenearer,perhaps,\"saidGlennard,withlightness。\"Didn’tMerimee——\"

  \"Thelady’sletters,inthatcase,werenotpublished。\"

  \"Ofcoursenot,\"saidGlennard,vexedathisblunder。

  \"ThereareGeorgeSand’sletterstoFlaubert。\"

  \"Ah!\"Glennardhesitated。\"Wasshe——werethey——?\"Hechafedathisownignoranceofthesentimentalby—pathsofliterature。

  \"Ifyouwantlove—letters,perhapssomeoftheFrencheighteenthcenturycorrespondencesmightsuityoubetter——Mlle。AisseorMadamedeSabran——\"

  ButGlennardinsisted。\"Iwantsomethingmodern——EnglishorAmerican。Iwanttolooksomethingup,\"helamelyconcluded。

  ThelibrariancouldonlysuggestGeorgeEliot。

  \"Well,givemesomeoftheFrenchthings,then——andI’llhaveMerimee’sletters。Itwasthewomanwhopublishedthem,wasn’tit?\"

  Hecaughtuphisarmful,transferringit,onthedoorstep,toacabwhichcarriedhimtohisrooms。Hedinedalone,hurriedly,atasmallrestaurantnearby,andreturnedatoncetohisbooks。

  Latethatnight,asheundressed,hewonderedwhatcontemptibleimpulsehadforcedfromhimhislastwordstoAlexaTrent。Itwasbadenoughtointerferewiththegirl’schancesbyhangingabouthertotheobviousexclusionofothermen,butitwasworsetoseemtojustifyhisweaknessbydressingupthefutureindelusiveambiguities。Hesawhimselfsinkingfromdepthtodepthofsentimentalcowardiceinhisreluctancetorenouncehisholdonher;anditfilledhimwithself—disgusttothinkthatthehighestfeelingofwhichhesupposedhimselfcapablewasblentwithsuchbaseelements。

  Hisawakeningwashardlycheeredbythesightofherwriting。Hetorehernoteopenandtookinthefewlines——sheseldomexceededthefirstpage——withthelucidityofapprehensionthatistheforerunnerofevil。

  \"MyauntsailsonSaturdayandImustgivehermyanswerthedayafterto—morrow。Pleasedon’tcometillthen——Iwanttothinkthequestionoverbymyself。IknowIoughttogo。Won’tyouhelpmetobereasonable?\"

  Itwassettled,then。Well,hewouldbereasonable;hewouldn’tstandinherway;hewouldlethergo。Fortwoyearshehadbeenlivingsomeother,luckierman’slife;thetimehadcomewhenhemustdropbackintohisown。Henolongertriedtolookahead,togropehiswaythroughtheendlesslabyrinthofhismaterialdifficulties;asenseofdullresignationclosedinonhimlikeafog。

  \"Hullo,Glennard!\"avoicesaid,asanelectric—car,latethatafternoon,droppedhimatanuptowncorner。

  HelookedupandmettheinterrogativesmileofBartonFlamel,whostoodonthecurbstonewatchingtheretreatingcarwiththeeyeofamanphilosophicenoughtorememberthatitwillbefollowedbyanother。

  GlennardfelthisusualimpulseofpleasureatmeetingFlamel;butitwasnotinthiscasecurtailedbythereactionofcontemptthathabituallysucceededit。ProbablyeventhefewmenwhohadknownFlamelsincehisyouthcouldhavegivennogoodreasonforthevaguemistrustthatheinspired。Somepeoplearejudgedbytheiractions,othersbytheirideas;andperhapstheshortestwayofdefiningFlamelistosaythathiswell—knownleniencyofviewwasvaguelydivinedtoincludehimself。Simplemindsmayhaveresentedthediscoverythathisopinionswerebasedonhisperceptions;buttherewascertainlynomoredefinitechargeagainsthimthanthatimpliedinthedoubtastohowhewouldbehaveinanemergency,andhiscompanywaslookeduponasoneofthosemildlyunwholesomedissipationstowhichtheprudentmayoccasionallyyield。ItnowoffereditselftoGlennardasaneasyescapefromtheobsessionofmoralproblems,whichsomehowcouldnomorebeworninFlamel’spresencethanasurpliceinthestreet。

  \"Whereareyougoing?Totheclub?\"Flamelasked;adding,astheyoungermanassented,\"Whynotcometomystudioinstead?You’llseeoneboreinsteadoftwenty。\"

  TheapartmentwhichFlameldescribedashisstudioshowed,asitsoneclaimtothedesignation,aperenniallyemptyeasel;therestofitsspacebeingfilledwiththeevidencesofacomprehensivedilettanteism。Againstthisbackground,whichseemedthevisibleexpressionofitsowner’sintellectualtolerance,rowsoffinebooksdetachedthemselveswithaprominence,showingthemtobeFlamel’schiefcare。

  Glennardglancedwiththeeyeofuntrainedcuriosityatthelinesofwarm—tonedmorocco,whilehishostbusiedhimselfwiththeuncorkingofApollinaris。

  \"You’vegotasplendidlotofbooks,\"hesaid。

  \"They’refairlydecent,\"theotherassented,inthecurttoneofthecollectorwhowillnottalkofhispassionforfearoftalkingofnothingelse;then,asGlennard,hishandsinhispockets,begantostrollperfunctorilydownthelonglineofbookcases——

  \"Somemen,\"Flamelirresistiblyadded,\"thinkofbooksmerelyastools,othersastooling。I’mbetweenthetwo;therearedayswhenIusethemasscenery,otherdayswhenIwantthemassociety;sothat,asyousee,mylibraryrepresentsamakeshiftcompromisebetweenlooksandbrains,andthecollectorslookdownonmealmostasmuchasthestudents。\"

  Glennard,withoutanswering,wasmechanicallytakingonebookafteranotherfromtheshelves。Hishandsslippedcuriouslyoverthesmoothcoversandthenoiselesssubsidenceofopeningpages。

  Suddenlyhecameonathinvolumeoffadedmanuscript。

  \"What’sthis?\"heasked,withalistlesssenseofwonder。

  \"Ah,you’reatmymanuscriptshelf。I’vebeengoinginforthatsortofthinglately。\"Flamelcameupandlookedoverhisshoulders。\"That’sabitofStendhal——oneoftheItalianstories——

  andherearesomelettersofBalzactoMadameCommanville。\"

  Glennardtookthebookwithsuddeneagerness。\"WhowasMadameCommanville?\"

  \"Hissister。\"HewasconsciousthatFlamelwaslookingathimwiththesmilethatwaslikeaninterrogationpoint。\"Ididn’tknowyoucaredforthiskindofthing。\"

  \"Idon’t——atleastI’veneverhadthechance。Haveyoumanycollectionsofletters?\"

  \"Lord,no——veryfew。I’mjustbeginning,andmostoftheinterestingonesareoutofmyreach。Here’saqueerlittlecollection,though——therarestthingI’vegot——halfadozenofShelley’sletterstoHarrietWestbrook。Ihadadevilofatimegettingthem——alotofcollectorswereafterthem。\"

  Glennard,takingthevolumefromhishand,glancedwithakindofrepugnanceattheinterleavingofyellowcris—crossedsheets。

  \"Shewastheonewhodrownedherself,wasn’tshe?\"

  Flamelnodded。\"Isupposethatlittleepisodeaddsaboutfiftypercent。totheirvalue,\"hesaid,meditatively。

  Glennardlaidthebookdown。HewonderedwhyhehadjoinedFlamel。Hewasinnohumortobeamusedbytheolderman’stalk,andarecrudescenceofpersonalmiseryroseabouthimlikeanicytide。

  \"IbelieveImusttakemyselfoff,\"hesaid。\"I’dforgottenanengagement。\"

  Heturnedtogo;butalmostatthesamemomenthewasconsciousofadualityofintentionwhereinhisapparentwishtoleaverevealeditselfasalasteffortofthewillagainsttheovermasteringdesiretostayandunbosomhimselftoFlamel。

  Theolderman,asthoughdiviningtheconflict,laidadetainingpressureonhisarm。

  \"Won’ttheengagementkeep?Sitdownandtryoneofthesecigars。

  Idon’toftenhavetheluckofseeingyouhere。\"

  \"I’mratherdrivenjustnow,\"saidGlennard,vaguely。Hefoundhimselfseatedagain,andFlamelhadpushedtohissidealowstandholdingabottleofApollinarisandadecanterofcognac。

  Flamel,thrownbackinhiscapaciousarm—chair,surveyedhimthroughacloudofsmokewiththecomfortabletoleranceofthemantowhomnoinconsistenciesneedbeexplained。Connivancewasimplicitintheair。Itwasthekindofatmosphereinwhichtheoutrageouslosesitsedge。Glennardfeltagradualrelaxingofhisnerves。

  \"Isupposeonehastopayalotforletterslikethat?\"heheardhimselfasking,withaglanceinthedirectionofthevolumehehadlaidaside。

  \"Oh,so—do——dependsoncircumstances。\"Flamelviewedhimthoughtfully。\"Areyouthinkingofcollecting?\"

  Glennardlaughed。\"Lord,no。Theotherwayround。\"

  \"Selling?\"

  \"Oh,Ihardlyknow。Iwasthinkingofapoorchap——\"

  Flamelfilledthepausewithanodofinterest。

  \"ApoorchapIusedtoknow——whodied——hediedlastyear——andwholeftmealotofletters,lettershethoughtagreatdealof——hewasfondofmeandleft’emtomeoutright,withtheidea,I

  suppose,thattheymightbenefitmesomehow——Idon’tknow——I’mnotmuchuponsuchthings——\"hereachedhishandtothetallglasshishosthadfilled。

  \"Acollectionofautographletters,eh?Anybignames?\"

  \"Oh,onlyonename。They’reallletterswrittentohim——byoneperson,youunderstand;awoman,infact——\"

  \"Oh,awoman,\"saidFlamel,negligently。

  Glennardwasnettledbyhisobviouslossofinterest。\"Iratherthinkthey’dattractagooddealofnoticeiftheywerepublished。\"

  Flamelstilllookeduninterested。\"Love—letters,Isuppose?\"

  \"Oh,just——thelettersawomanwouldwritetoamansheknewwell。

  Theyweretremendousfriends,heandshe。\"

  \"Andshewroteacleverletter?\"

  \"Clever?ItwasMargaretAubyn。\"

  Agreatsilencefilledtheroom。ItseemedtoGlennardthatthewordshadburstfromhimasbloodgushesfromawound。

  \"GreatScott!\"saidFlamel,sittingup。\"AcollectionofMargaretAubyn’sletters?DidyousayYOUhadthem?\"

  \"Theywereleftme——bymyfriend。\"

  \"Isee。Washe——well,nomatter。You’retobecongratulated,atanyrate。Whatareyougoingtodowiththem?\"

  Glennardstoodupwithasenseofwearinessinallhisbones。

  \"Oh,Idon’tknow。Ihaven’tthoughtmuchaboutit。Ijusthappenedtoseethatsomefellowwaswritingherlife——\"

  \"Joslin;yes。Youdidn’tthinkofgivingthemtohim?\"

  GlennardhadloungedacrosstheroomandstoodstaringupatabronzeBacchuswhodroopedhisgarlandedheadabovethepedimentofanItaliancabinet。\"WhatoughtItodo?You’rejustthefellowtoadviseme。\"Hefeltthebloodinhischeekashespoke。

  Flamelsatwithmeditativeeye。\"WhatdoyouWANTtodowiththem?\"heasked。

  \"Iwanttopublishthem,\"saidGlennard,swingingroundwithsuddenenergy——\"IfIcan——\"

  \"Ifyoucan?They’reyours,yousay?\"

  \"They’reminefastenough。There’snoonetoprevent——Imeantherearenorestrictions——\"hewasarrestedbythesensethattheseaccumulatedproofsofimpunitymightpreciselystandasthestrongestcheckonhisaction。

  \"AndMrs。Aubynhadnofamily,Ibelieve?\"

  \"No。\"

  \"ThenIdon’tseewho’stointerfere,\"saidFlamel,studyinghiscigar—tip。

  GlennardhadturnedhisunseeingstareonanecstaticSaintCatherineframedintarnishedgilding。

  \"It’sjustthisway,\"hebeganagain,withaneffort。\"Whenlettersareaspersonalas——astheseofmyfriend’s……Well,Idon’tmindtellingyouthatthecashwouldmakeaheapofdifferencetome;suchalotthatitratherobscuresmyjudgment——

  thefactisifIcouldlaymyhandonafewthousandsnowIcouldgetintoabigthing,andwithoutappreciablerisk;andI’dliketoknowwhetheryouthinkI’dbejustified——underthecircumstances……\"Hepaused,withadrythroat。Itseemedtohimatthemomentthatitwouldbeimpossibleforhimevertosinklowerinhisownestimation。HewasintruthlessashamedofweighingthetemptationthanofsubmittinghisscruplestoamanlikeFlamel,andaffectingtoappealtosentimentsofdelicacyontheabsenceofwhichhehadconsciouslyreckoned。Buthehadreachedapointwhereeachwordseemedtocompelanother,aseachwaveinastreamisforcedforwardbythepressurebehindit;andbeforeFlamelcouldspeakhehadfalteredout——\"Youdon’tthinkpeoplecouldsay……couldcriticisetheman……\"

  \"Buttheman’sdead,isn’the?\"

  \"He’sdead——yes;butcanIassumetheresponsibilitywithout——\"

  Flamelhesitated;andalmostimmediatelyGlennard’sscruplesgavewaytoirritation。IfatthishourFlamelweretoaffectaninopportunereluctance——!

  Theolderman’sanswerreassuredhim。\"Whyneedyouassumeanyresponsibility?Yournamewon’tappear,ofcourse;andastoyourfriend’s,Idon’tseewhyhisshould,either。Hewasn’tacelebrityhimself,Isuppose?\"

  \"No,no。\"

  \"ThentheletterscanbeaddressedtoMr。Blank。Doesn’tthatmakeitallright?\"

  Glennard’shesitationrevived。\"Forthepublic,yes。ButIdon’tseethatitaltersthecaseforme。Thequestionis,oughtItopublishthematall?\"

  \"Ofcourseyououghtto。\"Flamelspokewithinvigoratingemphasis。\"Idoubtifyou’dbejustifiedinkeepingthemback。

  AnythingofMargaretAubyn’sismoreorlesspublicpropertybythistime。She’stoogreatforanyoneofus。Iwasonlywonderinghowyoucouldusethemtothebestadvantage——toyourself,Imean。Howmanyarethere?\"

  \"Oh,alot;perhapsahundred——Ihaven’tcounted。Theremaybemore……\"

  \"Gad!Whatahaul!Whenweretheywritten?\"

  \"Idon’tknow——thatis——theycorrespondedforyears。What’stheodds?\"Hemovedtowardhishatwithavagueimpulseofflight。

  \"Itallcounts,\"saidFlamel,imperturbably。\"Alongcorrespondence——one,Imean,thatcoversagreatdealoftime——isobviouslyworthmorethanifthesamenumberoflettershadbeenwrittenwithinayear。Atanyrate,youwon’tgivethemtoJoslin?They’dfillabook,wouldn’tthey?\"

  \"Isupposeso。Idon’tknowhowmuchittakestofillabook。\"

  \"Notlove—letters,yousay?\"

  \"Why?\"flashedfromGlennard。

  \"Oh,nothing——onlythebigpublicissentimental,andiftheyWERE——why,youcouldgetanymoneyforMargaretAubyn’slove—

  letters。\"

  Glennardwassilent。

  \"Arethelettersinterestinginthemselves?Imeanapartfromtheassociationwithhername?\"

  \"I’mnojudge。\"Glennardtookuphishatandthrusthimselfintohisovercoat。\"IdaresayIsha’n’tdoanythingaboutit。And,Flamel——youwon’tmentionthistoanyone?\"

  \"Lord,no。Well,Icongratulateyou。You’vegotabigthing。\"

  Flamelwassmilingathimfromthehearth。

  Glennard,onthethreshold,forcedaresponsetothesmile,whilehequestionedwithloiteringindifference——\"Financially,eh?\"

  \"Rather;Ishouldsayso。\"

  Glennard’shandlingeredontheknob。\"Howmuch——shouldyousay?

  Youknowaboutsuchthings。\"

  \"Oh,Ishouldhavetoseetheletters;butIshouldsay——well,ifyou’vegotenoughtofillabookandthey’refairlyreadable,andthebookisbroughtoutattherighttime——saytenthousanddownfromthepublisher,andpossiblyoneortwomoreinroyalties。Ifyougotthepublishersbiddingagainsteachotheryoumightdoevenbetter;butofcourseI’mtalkinginthedark。\"

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidGlennard,withsuddendizziness。HishandhadslippedfromtheknobandhestoodstaringdownattheexoticspiralsofthePersianrugbeneathhisfeet。

  \"I’dhavetoseetheletters,\"Flamelrepeated。

  \"Ofcourse——you’dhavetoseethem……\"Glennardstammered;

  and,withoutturning,heflungoverhisshoulderaninarticulate\"Good—by……\"

  V

  Thelittlehouse,asGlennardstrolleduptoitbetweenthetrees,seemednomorethanagaytentpitchedagainstthesunshine。Ithadthecrispnessofafreshlystarchedsummergown,andthegeraniumsontheverandabloomedassimultaneouslyastheflowersinabonnet。Thegardenwasprosperingabsurdly。Seedtheyhadsownatrandom——amidlaughingcounter—chargesofincompetence——hadshotupinfragrantdefianceoftheirblunders。Hesmiledtoseetheclematisunfoldingitspunctualwingsabouttheporch。Thetinylawnwassmoothasashavencheek,andacrimsonramblermountedtothenursery—windowofababywhonevercried。Abreezeshooktheawningabovethetea—table,andhiswife,ashedrewnear,couldbeseenbendingaboveakettlethatwasjustabouttoboil。Sovividlydidthewholescenesuggestthepaintedblissofastagesetting,thatitwouldhavebeenhardlysurprisingtoseeherstepforwardamongtheflowersandtrillouthervirtuoushappinessfromtheveranda—rail。

  Thestaleheatofthelongdayintown,thedustypromiscuityofthesuburbantrainwerenowbuttherequisitefoiltoaneveningofscentedbreezesandtranquiltalk。Theyhadbeenmarriedmorethanayear,andeachhome—comingstillreflectedthefreshnessoftheirfirstdaytogether。If,indeed,theirhappinesshadaflaw,itwasinresemblingtoocloselythebrightimpermanenceoftheirsurroundings。Theirloveasyetwasbutthegaytentofholiday—

  makers。

  Hiswifelookedupwithasmile。Thecountrylifesuitedher,andherbeautyhadgaineddepthfromastillnessinwhichcertainfacesmighthavegrownopaque。

  \"Areyouverytired?\"sheasked,pouringhistea。

  \"Justenoughtoenjoythis。\"Herosefromthechairinwhichhehadthrownhimselfandbentoverthetrayforhiscream。\"You’vehadavisitor?\"hecommented,noticingahalf—emptycupbesideherown。

  \"OnlyMr。Flamel,\"shesaid,indifferently。

  \"Flamel?Again?\"

  Sheansweredwithoutshowofsurprise。\"Heleftjustnow。HisyachtisdownatLaurelBayandheborrowedatrapoftheDreshamstodriveoverhere。\"

  Glennardmadenocomment,andshewenton,leaningherheadbackagainstthecushionsofherbamboo—seat,\"HewantsustogoforasailwithhimnextSunday。\"

  Glennardmeditativelystirredhistea。Hewastryingtothinkofthemostnaturalandunartificialthingtosay,andhisvoiceseemedtocomefromtheoutside,asthoughhewerespeakingbehindamarionette。\"Doyouwantto?\"

  \"Justasyouplease,\"shesaid,compliantly。Noaffectationofindifferencecouldhavebeenasbafflingashercompliance。

  Glennard,oflate,wasbeginningtofeelthatthesurfacewhich,ayearago,hehadtakenforasheetofclearglass,might,afterall,beamirrorreflectingmerelyhisownconceptionofwhatlaybehindit。

  \"DoyoulikeFlamel?\"hesuddenlyasked;towhich,stillengagedwithhertea,shereturnedthefeminineanswer——\"Ithoughtyoudid。\"

  \"Ido,ofcourse,\"heagreed,vexedathisownincorrigibletendencytomagnifyFlamel’simportancebyhoveringaboutthetopic。\"Asailwouldberatherjolly;let’sgo。\"

  Shemadenoreplyandhedrewforththerolled—upeveningpaperswhichhehadthrustintohispocketonleavingthetrain。Ashesmoothedthemouthisowncountenanceseemedtoundergothesameprocess。HeranhiseyedownthelistofstocksandFlamel’simportunatepersonalityrecededbehindtherowsoffigurespushingforwardintonoticelikesomanybearersofgoodnews。Glennard’sinvestmentswerefloweringlikehisgarden:thedryestsharesblossomedintodividends,andagoldenharvestawaitedhissickle。

  Heglancedathiswifewiththetranquilairofthemanwhodigestsgoodluckasnaturallyasthedrygroundabsorbsashower。

  \"Thingsarelookinguncommonlywell。Ibelieveweshallbeabletogototownfortwoorthreemonthsnextwinterifwecanfindsomethingcheap。\"

  Shesmiledluxuriously:itwaspleasanttobeabletosay,withanairofbalancingrelativeadvantages,\"Really,onthebaby’saccountIshallbealmostsorry;butifwedogo,there’sKateErskine’shouse……she’llletushaveitforalmostnothing……\"

  \"Well,writeheraboutit,\"herecommended,hiseyestravellingoninsearchoftheweatherreport。Hehadturnedtothewrongpage;

  andsuddenlyalineofblackcharactersleaptoutathimasfromanambush。

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