PARTVII
Withmuchhardlabourandsomepleasurefraught,Themonthsrolledbymenoiselessly,thattaughtMyhandtogrowmoreskilfulinitsart,Strengthenedmydaringdreamoffame,andbroughtSweethopeandresignationtomyheart。
BriefletterscamefromHelen,nowandthen:
Shewasquitewell——ohyes!quitewell,indeed!
Butstillsoweakandnervous。By—and—by,Whenbaby,beingolder,shouldnotneedSuchconstantcare,shewouldgrowstrongagain。
Shewasashappyasasoulcouldbe;
Noleastcloudhoveredinherazuresky;
Shehadnotthoughtlifeheldsuchdepthsofbliss。
DearbabysentMaurinealovingkiss,Andsaidshewasanaughty,naughtygirl,Nottocomehomeandseema’slittlepearl。
Nogiftofcostlyjewels,orofgold,Hadbeensopreciousorsodeartome,Aseachbrieflinewhereinherjoywastold。
Itlightenedtoil,andtooktheedgefrompain,Knowingmysacrificewasnotinvain。
RoypurchasedfineestatesinScotland,whereHebuiltaprettyvilla—likeretreat。
AndwhentheRomanSummer’slanguidheatMadeworkapunishment,IturnedmyfaceTowardtheHighlands,andwithRoyandGraceFoundrestandfreedomfromallthoughtandcare。
Iwasawillingworker。NotanhourPassedidlybyme:each,IwouldemployTosomegoodpurpose,ereitglidedonToswellthetideofhoursforevergone。
Myfirstcompletedpicture,knownas\"Joy,\"
Wonpleasantwordsofpraise。\"Possessespower,\"
\"Displaysmuchtalent,\"\"Veryfairlydone。\"
Sofellthecommentsonmygratefulear。
SwiftinthewakeofJoy,andalwaysnear,WalkshersadsisterSorrow。SomybrushBegandepictingSorrow,heavy—eyed,Withpallidvisage,eretherosyflushUponthebeamingfaceofJoyhaddried。
Thecarefulstudyoflongmonths,itwonGoldenopinions;evenbringingforthThatcertainsignofmerit——acritiqueWhichsetbothpiecesdownasdaubs,andweakAsemptyheadsthatsangtheirpraises——soProvingconclusivelythepictures’worth。
ThesecriticsandreviewersdonotuseTheirpreciousammunitiontoabuseAworthlesswork。That,leftalone,theyknowWillfinditsproperlevel;andtheyaimTheirbatteriesatrisingworkswhichclaimToomuchofpublicnotice。ButthisshotResultedonlyinsomenoise,whichbroughtAdozenpeople,whereonecamebefore,Toviewmypictures;andIhadmyhourOfholdingthosefrailbaubles,FameandPow’r。
AnEnglishBaronwhohadlivedtwoscoreOfhisallottedthreescoreyearsandtenBoughtboththepieces。Hewasverykind,Andsoattentive,I,notbeingblind,Mustunderstandhismeaning。
Therefore,whenHesaid,\"Sweetfriend,whomIwouldmakemywife,The’Joy’and’Sorrow’thisdearhandportrayedIhaveinmypossession:nowresignIntomycarefulkeeping,andmakemine,Thejoyandsorrowofyourfuturelife,\"—
Iwaspreparedtoanswer,butdelayed,Grownundecidedsuddenly。
MymindArguedthemattercoollyproandcon,AndmaderesolvetospeedhiswooingonAndgranthimfavour。Hewasgoodandkind;
Notyoung,nodoubthewouldbequitecontentWithmyrespect,normissanardentlove;
Couldgivemetiesoffamilyandhome;
Andthen,perhaps,mymindwasnotaboveSettingsomevalueonatitledname—
Ambitiouswoman’sweakness!
ThenmyartWouldbeencouragedandpursuedthesame,AndIcouldspendmywintersallinRome。
LovenevermorecouldtouchmywastefulheartThatallitswealthupononeobjectspent。
Existencewouldbeverybleakandcold,Afterlongyears,whenIwasgrayandold,Withneitherhomenorchildren。
Onceawife,Iwouldforgetthesorrowofmylife,Andpilenewsodsuponthegraveofpain。
Mymindsoargued;andmysadheartheard,Butmadenocomment。
ThentheBaronspoke,Andwaitedformyanswer。AllinvainIstroveforstrengthtoutterthatonewordMyminddictated。Momentsrolledaway—
Untilatlastmytorpidheartawoke,Andforcedmytremblinglipstosayhimnay。
Andthenmyeyeswithsuddentearso’erran,InpityformyselfandforthismanWhostoodbeforeme,lostinpainedsurprise。
\"Dearfriend,\"Icried,\"deargenerousfriend,forgiveAtroubledwoman’sweakness!AsIlive,IntruthImeanttoanswerotherwise。
Fromoutitsstore,myheartcangiveyounaughtButhonourandrespect;andyetmethoughtIwouldgivewillinganswer,didyousue。
ButnowIknow’twerecruelwrongIplanned—
Takingaheartthatbeatwithlovemosttrue,Andgivinginexchangeanemptyhand。
Whowedsforlovealone,maynotbewise:
Whowedswithoutit,angelsmustdespise。
LoveandrespecttogethermustcombineTorendermarriageholyanddivine;
Andlackofeither,sureasFate,destroysContinuationofthenuptialjoys,Andbringsregret,andgloomydiscontentToputtorouteachtendersentiment。
Nay,nay!IwillnotburdenallyourlifeBythatpossession——anunlovingwife;
NorwillItakethesinuponmysoulOfweddingwheremyheartgoesnotinwhole。
Howeverbleakmaybemysinglelot,Iwillnotstainmylifewithsuchablot。
Dearfriend,farewell!theearthisverywide;
Itholdssomefairerwomanforyourbride;
IwouldIhadahearttogivetoyou,But,lackingit,canonlysay——adieu!\"
Hewhomtemptationneverhasassailed,Knowsnotthatsubtlesenseofmoralstrength;
Whensorelytried,wewaver,butatlength,Riseupandturnaway,nothavingfailed。
***
TheAutumnofthethirdyearcameandwent;
ThemildItalianwinterwashalfspent,Whenthisbriefmessagecameacrossthesea:
\"Mydarling!Iamdying。Cometome。
Love,whichsolongthegrowingtruthconcealed,Standspalewithinitsshadow。Oh,mysweet!
Thisheartofminegrowsfainterwitheachbeat—
Dyingwithveryweightofbliss。Oh,come!
AndtakethelegacyIleavetoyou,Beforetheselipsforevermorearedumb。
Inlifeordeath,——Yours,HelenDangerfield。\"
Thisplaintiveletterboreamontholddate;
And,wildwithfearslestIhadcometoolate,Ibadetheoldworldandnewfriendsadieu,AndwithAuntRuth,wholonghadsighedforhome,Iturnedmybackonglory,art,andRome。
AllselfishthoughtsweremergedinonewildfearThatsheforwhosedearsakemyhearthadbled,Ratherthanhersweeteyesshouldknowonetear,Waspassingfromme;thatshemightbedead;
And,dying,hadbeensorelygrievedwithme,BecauseImadenoanswertoherplea。
\"O,ship,thatsailestslowly,slowlyon,Makehastebeforeawastinglifeisgone!
MakehastethatImaycatchafleetingbreath!
Andtrueinlife,betruee’enuntodeath。
\"O,ship,sailon!andbearmeo’erthetideToherforwhommywoman’sheartoncedied。
Sail,sail,O,ship!forshehathneedofme,AndIwouldknowwhatherlastwishmaybe!
Ihavebeentrue,sotrue,throughallthepast。
Sail,sail,O,ship!Iwouldnotfailatlast。\"
Soprayedmyheartstillo’er,andevero’er,Untilthewearylaggingshipreachedshore。
AllsadwithfearsthatIhadcometoolate,Bythatstrangesourcewhencemencommunicate,Thoughmilesonmilesofspacebetweenthemlie,IspokewithVivian:\"Doesshelive?Reply。\"
Theanswercame。\"Shelives,buthasten,friend!
Herjourneydrawethswiftlytoitsend。\"
Ahme!ahme!wheneachrememberedspot,Myowndearhome,thelanethatledtohis—
Thefields,thewoods,thelake,burstonmysight,Oh!then,Selfroseupinassertingmight;
Oh,then,myburstingheartallelseforgot,Butthosesweetearlyyearsoflostdelight,Ofhope,defeat,ofanguishandofbliss。
Ihaveatheory,vague,undefined,Thateachemotionofthehumanmind,Love,painorpassion,sorrowordespair,Isalivespirit,dwellingintheair,Untilittakespossessionofsomebreast;
And,whenatlength,grownwearyofunrest,Weriseupstrongandcastitfromtheheart,Andbiditleaveuswholly,anddepart,Itdoesnotdie,itcannotdie;butgoesAndmingleswithsomerestlesswindthatblowsAbouttheregionwhereithaditsbirth。
Andthoughwewanderoveralltheearth,Thatspiritwaits,andlingers,yearbyyear,Invisibleandclothedliketheair,Hopingthatwemayyetagaindrawnear,Anditmayhaplytakeusunaware,AndoncemorefindsafeshelterinthebreastItstirredofoldwithpleasureorunrest。
Toldbymyheart,andwhollypositive,Someoldemotionlonghadceasedtolive;
That,wereitcalled,itcouldnothearorcome,Becauseitwassovoicelessandsodumb,Yet,passingwhereitfirstsprangintolife,MyverysoulhassuddenlybeenrifeWithalltheoldintensityoffeeling。
Itseemedalivingspirit,whichcamestealingIntomyheartfromthatdepartedday;
Exiledemotion,whichIfanciedclay。
Sonowintomytroubledheart,aboveThepresent’spainandsorrow,crepttheloveAndstrifeandpassionofabygonehour,Possessedofalltheiroldenmightandpower。
’Twasbutamoment,andthespellwasbrokenBypleasantwordsofgreeting,gentlyspoken,AndVivianstoodbeforeus。
ButIsawInhimthehusbandofmyfriendalone。
Theoldemotionsmightattimesreturn,Andsmould’ringfiresleapupanhourandburn;
ButneveryethadItransgressedGod’slaw,BylookingonthemanIhadresigned,Withanyhiddenfeelinginmymind,Whichshe,hiswife,myfriend,mightnothaveknownHewasbutlittlealtered。FromhisfaceThenonchalantandalmosthaughtygrace,Thelurkinglaughterwaitinginhiseyes,Theyearshadstolen,leavingintheirplaceAsettledsadness,whichwasnotdespair,Norwasitgloom,norweariness,norcare,Butsomethinglikethevapouro’ertheskiesOfIndiansummer,beautifultosee,Butspokeoffrosts,whichhadbeenandwouldbe。
Therewasthatinhisfacewhichcomethnot,Savewhenthesoulhasmanyabattlefought,Andconqueredselfbyconstantsacrifice。
Therearetwosculptors,who,withchiselsfine,Rendertheplainestfeatureshalfdivine。
Allotherartistsstriveandstriveinvain,Topicturebeautyperfectandcomplete。
Theirstatuesonlycrumbleattheirfeet,WithoutthemastertouchofFaithandPain。
Andnowhisface,thatperfectseemedbefore,Chiselledbythesetwocarefulartists,woreAlookexalted,whichthespiritgivesWhensoulhasconquered,andthebodylivesSubservienttoitsbidding。
InaroomWhichcurtainedouttheFebruarygloom,And,redolentwithperfume,brightwithflowers,RestedtheeyelikeoneofSummer’sbowers,IfoundmyHelen,whowaslessminenowThanDeath’s;foronthemarbleofherbrowHissealwasstampedindelibly。
HerformWasliketheslenderwillow,whensomestormHasstrippeditbareoffoliage。Herface,Palealways,nowwasghastlyinitshue:
And,liketwolamps,insomedark,hollowplace,Burnedherlargeeyes,grownmoreintenselyblue。
Herfragilehandsdisplayedeachcordandvein,Andonhermouthwasthatdrawnlook,ofpainWhichisnotuttered。YetaninwardlightShonethroughandmadeherwastedfeaturesbrightWithanunearthlybeauty;andanaweCrepto’erme,gazingonher,forIsawShewassoneartoHeaventhatIseemedTolookuponthefaceofoneredeemed。
SheturnedthebrilliantlustreofhereyesUponme。Shehadpassedbeyondsurprise,Oranystrongemotionlinkedwithclay。
ButasIglidedtoherwhereshelay,Asmile,celestialinitssweetness,wreathedHerpallidfeatures。\"Welcomehome!\"shebreathed\"Dearhands!dearlips!Itouchyouandrejoice。\"
AndlikethedyingechoofavoiceWereherfainttonesthatthrilleduponmyear。
Ifelluponmykneesbesideherbed;
Allagonieswithinmyheartwerewed,Whiletotheachingnumbnessofmygrief,Mineeyesrefusedthesolaceofatear,—
Thetorturedsoul’smostmercifulrelief。
HerwastedhandcaressedmybendedheadForonesad,sacredmoment。Thenshesaid,Inthatlowtonesolikethewind’srefrain,\"Maurine,myown!givenotawaytopain;
Thetimeisprecious。EreanotherdawnMysoulmayhearthesummonsandpasson。
Arise,sweetsister!restalittlewhile,Andwhenrefreshed,comehither。IgrowweakWitheveryhourthatpasses。ImustspeakAndmakemydyingwishesknownto—night。
Gonow。\"Andinthehaloofhersmile,Whichseemedtofilltheroomwithgoldenlight,Iturnedandlefther。
Later,inthegloomOfcomingnight,Ienteredthatdimroom,Andsatdownbyher。Vivianheldherhand:
AndonthepillowathersidetheresmiledThebeauteouscount’nanceofasleepingchild。
\"Maurine,\"spokeHelen,\"forthreeblissfulyears,Myhearthasdweltinanenchantedland;
AndIhavedrankthesweetenedcupofjoy,Withoutonedropofanguishoralloy。
Andso,erePainembittersitwithgall,Orsad—eyedSorrowfillsitfulloftears,Andbidsmequaff,whichistheFateofallWholingerlonguponthistroubledway,GodtakesmetotherealmofEndlessDay,TominglewithHisangels,whoaloneCanunderstandsuchblissasIhaveknown。
Idonotmurmur。Godhasheapedmymeasure,Inthreeshortyears,fulltothebrimwithpleasure;
And,fromthefulnessofanearthlylove,Ipasstoth’ImmortalArmsabove,BeforeIevenbrushtheskirtsofWoe。
\"Ileavemyagedparentsherebelow,Withnonetocomfortthem。Maurine,sweetfriend!
Bekindtothem,andlovethemtotheend,Whichmaynotbefardistant。
AndIleaveAsoulimmortalinyourcharge,Maurine。
Fromthismostholy,sadandsacredeve,TillGodshallclaimher,sheisyourstokeep,Toloveandshelter,toprotectandguide。\"
Shetouchedtheslumb’ringcherubatherside,AndViviangentlyboreher,stillasleep,Andlaidthepreciousburdenonmybreast。
Asolemnsilencefelluponthescene。
Andwhenthesleepinginfantsmiled,andpressedMyyieldingbosomwithherwaxencheek,Ifeltitwouldbesacrilegetospeak,Suchwordlessjoypossessedme。
Oh!atlastThisinfant,who,inthattear—blottedpast,Hadcausedmysoulsuchtravail,wasmyown:
ThroughallthelonelycomingyearstobeMineowntocherish——whollyminealone。
AndwhatImournedsohopelesslyaslostWasnowrestored,andgivenbacktome。
Thedyingvoicecontinued:
\"InthischildYouyethaveme,whosemortallifeshecost。
Butallthatwasmostpureandundefiled,Andgoodwithinme,livesinheragain。
Maurine,myhusbandlovesme;yetIknow,Movingaboutthewideworld,toandfro,Andthrough,andinthebusyhauntsofmen,Notalwayswillhisheartbedumbwithwoe,Butsometimewakentoalaterlove。
Nay,Vivian,hush!mysoulhaspassedaboveAllselfishfeelings!Iwouldhaveitso。
WhileIamwiththeangels,blestandglad,Iwouldnothaveyousorrowingandsad,Inlonelinessgomourningtotheend。
But,love!IcouldnottrusttoanyotherThesacredofficeofafoster—motherTothissweetcherub,savemyownheart—friend。
\"Teachhertoloveherfather’sname,Maurine,Where’erhewanders。KeepmymemorygreenInheryoungheart,andleadherinheryouth,Todrinkfromth’eternalfountofTruth;
Vexhernotwithsectariandiscourse,Norstrivetoteachherpietybyforce;
Plynothermindwithharshandnarrowcreeds,NorfrightenherwithanavengingGod,WhorulesHissubjectswithaburningrod;
ButteachherthateachmortalsimplyneedsTogrowinhateofhateandloveoflove,Togainakingdominthecourtsabove。
\"Letherbefreeandnaturalastheflowers,Thatsmileandnodthroughoutthesummerhours。
Letherrejoiceinallthejoysofyouth,Butfirstimpressuponhermindthistruth:
Nolastinghappinessise’erattainedSavewhentheheartsomeOTHERseekstoplease。
Thecupofselfishpleasuressoonisdrained,Andfullofgallandbitternessthelees。
NexttoherGod,teachhertoloveherland;
Inheryoungbosomlightthepatriot’sflameUntiltheheartwithinhershallexpandWithloveandfervourathercountry’sname。
\"Nocoward—motherbearsavaliantson。
Andthis,mylastwish,isanearnestone。
\"Maurine,myo’er—taxedstrengthiswaning;youHaveheardmywishes,andyouwillbetrueIndeathasyouhavebeeninlife,myown!
NowleavemeforalittlewhilealoneWithhim——myhusband。Dearlove!IshallrestSosweetlywithnocareuponmybreast。
Good—night,Maurine,cometomeinthemorning。\"
Butlo!theBridegroomwithnofurtherwarningCameforheratthedawningoftheday。
SheheardHisvoice,andsmiled,andpassedawayWithoutastruggle。
Leaningo’erherbedTogivehergreeting,Ifoundbutherclay,AndVivianbowedbesideit。
AndIsaid,\"Dearfriend!mysoulshalltreasurethyrequest,AndwhenthenightoffeverandunrestMeltsinthemorningofEternity,Likeafreedbird,thenIwillcometothee。
\"Iwillcometotheeinthemorning,sweet!
Ihavebeentrue;andsoulwithsoulshallmeetBeforeGod’sthrone,andshallnotbeafraid。
Thougav’stmetrust,anditwasnotbetrayed。
\"Iwillcometotheeinthemorning,dear!
Thenightisdark。IdonotknowhownearThemornmaybeofthatEternalDay;
Icanbutkeepmyfaithfulwatchandpray。
\"Iwillcometotheeinthemorning,love!
WaitformeontheEternalHeightsabove。
Thewayistroubledwheremyfeetmustclimb,EreIshalltreadthemountain—topsublime。
\"Iwillcomeinthemorning,Omineown;
Butforatimemustgropemywayalone,Throughtearsandsorrow,tilltheDayshalldawn,AndIshallhearthesummons,andpasson。
\"Iwillcomeinthemorning。Restsecure!
Myhopeiscertainandmyfaithissure。
AfterthegloomanddarknessofthenightIwillcometotheewiththemorninglight。\"
***
Threepeacefulyearsslippedsilentlyaway。
Wedwelttogetherinmychildhood’shome,AuntRuthandI,andsunny—heartedMay。
Shewasafairandmostexquisitechild;
HerpensivefacewasdelicateandmildLikeherdeadmother’s;butthroughherdeareyesHerfathersmileduponme,daybyday。
Afarinforeigncountriesdidheroam,NowrestingunderItaly’sblueskies,AndnowwithRoyinScotland。
AndhesentBrief,friendlyletters,tellingwherehewentAndwhathesaw,addressedtoMayorme。
AndIwouldwriteandtellhimhowshegrew—
Andhowshetalkedabouthimo’ertheseaInhersweetbabyfashion;howsheknewHispictureinthealbum;howeachdayShekneltandprayedtheblessedLordwouldbringHerownpapabacktohislittleMay。
ItwasawarmbrightmorningintheSpring。
Isatinthatsamesunnyportico,WhereIwassittingsevenyearsagoWhenViviancame。Myeyeswerefulloftears,AsIlookedbackacrossthecheckeredyears。
Howmanywerethechangestheyhadbrought!
Pain,death,andsorrow!butthelessontaughtTomyyounghearthadbeenofuntoldworth。
Ihadlearnedhowto\"sufferandgrowstrong\"—
Thatknowledgewhichbestservesushereonearth,AndbringsrewardinHeaven。
Oh!howlongTheyearshadbeensincethatJunemorningwhenIheardhisstepuponthewalk,andyetIseemedtohearitsechostill。
JustthenDownthatsamepathIturnedmyeyes,tear—wet,Andlo!thewandererfromaforeignlandStoodtherebeforeme!——holdingouthishandAndsmilingwiththosewond’rouseyesofold。
Tohidemytears,Iranandbroughthischild;
Butshewasshy,andclungtome,whentoldThiswaspapa,forwhomherprayersweresaid。
Shedroppedhereyesandshookherlittlehead,Andwouldnotbyhiscoaxingbebeguiled,Orgotohim。
AuntRuthwasnotathome,Andwetwosatandtalked,asstrangersmight,Ofdistantcountrieswhichwebothhadseen。
ButonceIthoughtIsawhislargeeyeslightWithsuddenpassion,whentherecameapauseInourchit—chat,andthenhespoke:
\"Maurine,IsawanumberofyourfriendsinRome。
Wetalkedofyou。Theyseemedsurprised,becauseYouwerenot’mongtheseekersforaname。
Theythoughtyourwholeambitionwasforfame。\"
\"Itmighthavebeen,\"Ianswered,\"whenmyheartHadnothingelsetofillit。NowmyartIsbutarecreation。IhaveTHIS
Toloveandlivefor,whichIhadnotthen。\"
And,leaningdown,IpressedatenderkissUponmychild’sfairbrow。
\"Andyet,\"hesaid,Theoldlightleapingtohiseyesagain,\"Andyet,Maurine,theysayyoumighthavewedAnobleBaron!oneofmanymenWholaidtheirheartsandfortunesatyourfeet。
Whywonthebravestofthemnoreturn?\"
Ibowedmyhead,nordaredhisgazetomeet。
OncheekandbrowIfelttheredbloodburn,Andstrongemotionstrangledspeech。
HeroseAndcameandkneltbesideme。
\"Sweet,mysweet!\"
Hemurmuredsoftly,\"GodinHeavenknowsHowwellIlovedyousevenyearsago。
Heonlyknowsmyanguish,andmygrief,WhenyourownactsforcedonmethebeliefThatIhadbeenyourplaythingandyourtoy。
YetfromhislipsIsincehavelearnedthatRoyHeldnoplacenearerthanafriendandbrother。
Andthenafaintsuspicion,undefined,Ofwhathadbeen——was——mightbe,stirredmymind,Andthatgreatlove,Ithoughtdiedatablow,Roseupwithinme,strongwithhopeandlife。
\"BeforeallheavenandtheangelmotherOfthissweetchildthatslumbersonyourheart,Maurine,Maurine,Iclaimyouformywife—
Mineown,forever,untildeathshallpart!\"
Throughhappymistsofupwardwellingtears,Ileaned,andlookedintohisbeauteouseyes。
\"Dearheart,\"Isaid,\"ifshewhodwellsaboveLooksdownuponus,fromyonazureskies,Shecanbutblessus,knowingalltheseyearsMysoulhadyearnedinsilencefortheloveThatcrownedherlife,andleftmineownsobleak。
Iturnedyoufrommeforherfair,frailsake。
Forhersweetchild’s,andformyown,ItakeYoubacktobeallmine,forevermore。\"
JustthenthechilduponmybreastawokeFromherlightsleep,andlaidherdownycheekAgainstherfatherashekneltbyme。
AndthisunconsciousactionseemedtobeAsilentblessing,whichthemotherspokeGazinguponusfromthemysticshore。
ALLROADSTHATLEADTOGODAREGOOD
AllroadsthatleadtoGodaregood。
Whatmattersit,yourfaith,ormine?
BothcentreatthegoaldivineOflove’seternalBrotherhood。
Thekindlylifeinhouseorstreet—
Thelifeofprayerandmysticrite—
Thestudent’ssearchfortruthandlight—
ThesepathsatonegreatJunctionmeet。
Beforetheoldestbookwaswrit,FullmanyaprehistoricsoulArrivedatthisunchanginggoal,ThroughchangelessLove,thatleadstoit。
WhatmattersthatonefoundhisChristInrisingsun,orburningfire?
Iffaithwithinhimdidnottire,HislongingfortheTruthsufficed。
BeforeourmodernhellwasbroughtToedifythemodernworld,Fullmanyahate—filledsoulwashurledInlakesoffirebyitsownthought。
Athousandcreedshavecomeandgone,Butwhatisthattoyouorme?
Creedsarebutbranchesofatree—
Therootoflovelivesonandon。
Thoughbranchbybranchproveswitheredwood,Therootiswarmwithpreciouswine。
Thenkeepyourfaithandleavememine—
AllroadsthatleadtoGodaregood。
DUST—SEALED
Iknownotwherefore,butmineeyesSeebloom,whereothereyesseeblight。
Theyfindarainbow,asunrise,Whereothersbutdiscerndeepnight。
Mencallmeanenthusiast,AndsayIlookthroughgildedhaze:
Becausewhere’ermygazeiscast,Iseesomethingthatcallsforpraise。
Isay,\"Beholdthoselovelyeyes—
Thattintedcheekofflower—likegrace。\"
Theyanswerinamusedsurprise:
\"Wethoughtitacommonface。\"
Isay,\"Waseverseenmorefair?
IseemtowalkinEden’sbowers。\"
Theyanswer,withapityingair,\"Theweedsarechokingouttheflowers。\"
Iknownotwherefore,butGodlentAdeepervisiontomysight。
Onwhatsoe’ermygazeisbentIcatchthebeautyInfinite;
Thatunderlying,hiddenhalfThatallthingsholdofDeity。
Soletthedullcrowdsneerandlaugh—
Theireyesareblind,theycannotsee。
\"ADVICE\"
Imustdoasyoudo?YourwayIownIsaverygoodway。Andstill,Therearesometimestwostraightroadstoatown,Oneover,oneunderthehill。
Youaretreadingthesafeandthewell—wornway,Thattheprudentchooseeachtime;
Andyouthinkmerecklessandrashto—day,BecauseIprefertoclimb。
Yourpathistherightone,andsoismine。
Wearenotlikepeasinapod,Compelledtolieinacertainline,Orelsebescatteredabroad。
’Twereadulloldworld,methinks,myfriend,Ifweallwentjustoneway;
Yetourpathswillmeetnodoubtattheend,Thoughtheyleadapartto—day。
Youliketheshade,andIlikethesun;
Youlikeanevenpace,Iliketomixwiththecrowdandrun,Andthenrestaftertherace。
Ilikedanger,andstormandstrife,Youlikeapeacefultime;
Ilikethepassionandsurgeoflife,Youlikeitsgentlerhyme。
Youlikebuttercups,dewysweet,Andcrocuses,framedinsnow;
Ilikeroses,bornoftheheat,Andtheredcarnation’sglow。
Imustlivemylife,notyours,myfriend,Forsoitwaswrittendown;
Wemustfollowourgivenpathstotheend,ButItrustweshallmeet——intown。
OVERTHEBANISTERS
Overthebanistersbendsaface,Daringlysweetandbeguiling。
SomebodystandsincarelessgraceAndwatchingthepicture,smiling。
Thelightburnsdiminthehallbelow,Nobodyseesherstanding,Sayinggood—nightagain,softandlow,Halfwayuptothelanding。
Nobodyonlytheeyesofbrown,Tenderandfullofmeaning,Thatsmileonthefairestfaceintown,Overthebanistersleaning。
Tiredandsleepy,withdroopinghead,Iwonderwhyshelingers;
Now,whenthegood—nightsallaresaid,Why,somebodyholdsherfingers。
Heholdsherfingersanddrawsherdown,Suddenlygrowingbolder,TilltheloosehairdropsitsmassesbrownLikeamantleoverhisshoulder。
Overthebanisterssofthands,fair,Brushhischeekslikeafeather,AndbrightbrowntressesandduskyhairMeetandmingletogether。
There’saquestionasked,there’saswiftcaress,Shehasflownlikeabirdfromthehallway,Butoverthebanistersdropsa\"Yes,\"
Thatshallbrightentheworldforhimalway。
THEPAST
IflingmypastbehindmelikearobeWornthreadbareintheseams,andoutofdate。
Ihaveoutgrownit。WhereforeshouldIweepAnddwelluponitsbeauty,anditsdyesOfOrientalsplendour,orcomplainThatImustneedsdiscardit?IcanweaveUpontheshuttlesofthefutureyearsAfabricfarmoredurable。Subdued,Itmaybe,intheblendingofitshues,Wheresombreshadescommingle,yetthegleamOfgoldenwarpshallshootitthroughandthrough,Whileoverallafadelesslustrelies,Andstarredwithgemsmadeoutofcrystalledtears,Mynewrobeshallbericherthantheold。
SECRETS
Thinknotsomeknowledgerestswiththeealone;
Why,evenGod’sstupendoussecret,Death,Weonebyone,withourexpiringbreath,Dopalewithwonderseizeandmakeourown;
Thebosomedtreasuresoftheearthareshown,Despitehercarefulhiding;andtheairYieldsitsmysteriousmarvelsindespairToswellthemightystore—houseofthingsknown。
Invaintheseaexpostulatesandraves;
Itcannotcoverfromthekeenworld’ssightThecuriouswondersofitscoralcaves。
Andso,despitethycautionorthytears,ThepryingfingersofdetectiveyearsShalldragTHYsecretoutintothelight。
APPLAUSE
IholditoneofthesadcertainlawsWhichmakesourfailuressometimeseemmorekindThanthatsuccesswhichbringssurelossbehind—
Truegreatnessdies,whensoundstheworld’sapplauseFameblightstheobjectitwouldbless,becauseWeigheddownwithmen’sexpectancy,themindCannomoresoartothosefarheights,andfindThatfreedomwhichitsinspirationwas。
WhenoncewelistentoitsnoisycheersOrhearthepopulace’approval,thenWecatchnomorethemusicofthespheres,Orwalkwithgods,andangels,butwithmen。
Till,impotentfromourself—consciousfears,Theplauditsoftheworldturnintosneers。
THESTORY
Theymeteachotherintheglade—
Shelifteduphereyes;
Alacktheday!Alackthemaid!
Sheblushedinswiftsurprise。
Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromliftinguptheeyes。
Thepailwasfull,thepathwassteep—
Hereachedtoherhishand;
Shefeltherwarmyoungpulsesleap,Butdidnotunderstand。
Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromclaspinghandwithhand。
Shesatbesidehiminthewood—
Hewooedwithwordsandsighs;
Ah!loveinSpringseemssweetandgood,Andmaidensarenotwise。
Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromlistingloverssighs。
Thesummersunshonefairlydown,Thewindblewfromthesouth;
Asblueeyesgazedineyesofbrown,Hiskissfellonhermouth。
Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromkissesonthemouth。
Andnowtheautumntimeisnear,Theloverrovesaway,Withbreakingheartandfallingtear,Shesitsthelivelongday。
Alas!alas!forbreakingheartswhenloversroveaway。
LEANDOWN
Leandownandliftmehigher,Josephine!
FromtheEternalHillshastthounotseenHowIdostriveforheights?butlackingwings,IcannotgraspatoncethosebetterthingsTowhichIinmyinmostsoulaspire。
Leandownandliftmehigher。
Igropealong——notdesolateorsad,Foryouthandhopeandhealthallkeepmeglad;
Buttoobrightsunlight,sometimes,makesusblind,AndIdogropeforheightsIcannotfind。
Oh,thoumustknowmyonesupremedesire—
Leandownandliftmehigher。
Notlongagowetrodtheself—sameway。
Thouknowesthow,fromdaytofleetingdayOursoulswerevexedwithtrifles,andourfeetWereluredasidetoby—pathswhichseemedsweet,Butonlyservedtohinderandtotire;
Leandownandliftmehigher。
Thouhastgoneonwardtotheheightsserene,Andleftmehere,mylovedone,Josephine;
Iamcontenttostayuntiltheend,Forlifeisfullofpromise;but,myfriend,CanstthounothelpmeinmybestdesireAndlean,andliftmehigher?
Frailasthouwert,thouhastgrownstrongandwise,AndquicktounderstandandsympathizeWithallafullsoul’sneeds。Itmustbeso,ThyyearwithGodhathmadetheegreat,IknowThoumustseehowIstruggleandaspire—
Oh,warmmewithabreathofheavenlyfire,Andlean,andliftmehigher。
LIFE
Ifeelthegreatimmensityoflife。
Alllittleaimsslipfromme,andIreachMyyearningsoultowardtheInfinite。
Aswhenamightyforest,whosegreenleavesHaveshutitin,andmadeitseemabowerForlovers’secrets,orforchildren’ssports,Castsallitsclusteringfoliagetothewinds,Andletstheeyebeholdit,limitless,Andfullofwindingmysteriesofways:
Sonowwithlifethatreachesoutbefore,AndbordersontheunexplainedBeyond。
Iseethestarsaboveme,worldonworld:
IheartheawfullanguageofallSpace;
Ifeelthedistantsurgingofgreatseas,ThathidethesecretsoftheUniverseIntheireternalbosoms;andIknowThatIambutanatomoftheWhole。
THECHRISTIAN’SNEWYEARPRAYER
ThouChristofmine,ThygraciousearlowbendingThroughthesegladNewYeardays,Tocatchthecountlessprayerstoheavenascending—
Fore’enhardheartsdoraiseSomesecretwishforfame,orgold,orpower,Orfreedomfromallcare—
Dear,patientChrist,wholistenethhouronhour,HearnowaChristian’sprayer。
Letthisyoungyearthat,silent,walksbesideme,BeasameansofgraceToleadmeup,nomatterwhatbetideme,NearertheMaster’sface。
IfitneedbethatereIreachtheFountainWherelivingwatersplay,Myfeetshouldbleedfromsharpstonesonthemountain,Thencasttheminmyway。
IfmyvainsoulneedsblowsandbitterlossesToshapeitforThycrown,Thenbruiseit,burnit,burdenitwithcrosses,Withsorrowsbearitdown。
DowhatThouwilttomouldmetoThypleasure,AndifIshouldcomplain,HeapfullofanguishyetanothermeasureUntilIsmileatpain。
Senddangers——deaths!buttellmehowtodarethem;
EnfoldmeinThycare。
Sendtrials,tears!butgivemestrengthtobearthem—
ThisisaChristian’sprayer。
INTHENIGHT
Sometimesatnight,whenIsitandwrite,Ihearthestrangestthings,—
Asmybraingrowshotwithburningthought,Thatstrugglesforformandwings,Icanhearthebeatofmyswiftblood’sfeet,AsitspeedswitharushandawhirFromhearttobrainandbackagain,Likearace—horseunderthespur。
Withmysoul’sfineearIlistenandhearThetenderSilencespeak,AsitleansonthebreastofNighttorest,Andpresseshisduskycheek。
Andthedarknessturnsinitssleep,andyearnsForsomethingthatiskin;
AndIhearthehissofascorchingkiss,AsitfoldsandfondlesSin。
Initshurryingracethroughleaguesofspace,IcanheartheEarthcatchbreath,Asitheavesandmoans,andshuddersandgroans,AndlongsfortherestofDeath。
Andhighandfar,fromadistantstar,Whosenameisunknowntome,Ihearavoicethatsays,\"Rejoice,ForIkeepwardo’erthee!\"
Oh,sweetandstrangearethesoundsthatrangeThroughthechambersofthenight;
Andthewatcherwhowaitsbythedim,darkgatesMayhear,ifhelistsaright。
GOD’SMEASURE
GodmeasuressoulsbytheircapacityForentertaininghisbestAngel,Love。
WholovethmostisnearestkintoGod,WhoisallLove,orNothing。
HewhositsAndlooksoutonthepalpitatingworld,AndfeelshisheartswellwithinhimlargeenoughToholdallmenwithinit,heisnearHisgreatCreator’sstandard,thoughhedwellsOutsidethepaleofchurches,andknowsnotAfeast—dayfromafast—day,oralineOfScriptureeven。WhatGodwantsofusIsthatoutreachingbignessthatignoresAlllittlenessofaims,orloves,orcreeds,AndclaspsallEarthandHeaveninitsembrace。
AMARCHSNOW
Lettheoldsnowbecoveredwiththenew:
Thetrampledsnow,sosoiled,andstained,andsodden。
LetitbehiddenwhollyfromourviewBypurewhiteflakes,alltracklessanduntrodden。
WhenWinterdies,lowatthesweetSpring’sfeet,Lethimbemantledinaclean,whitesheet。
Lettheoldlifebecoveredbythenew:
Theoldpastlifesofullofsadmistakes,LetitbewhollyhiddenfromtheviewBydeedsaswhiteandsilentassnow—flakes。
ErethisearthlifemeltsintheeternalSpringLetthewhitemantleofrepentanceflingSoftdraperyaboutit,foldonfold,Evenasthenewsnowcoversuptheold。
PHILOSOPHY
Atmornthewisemanwalkedabroad,Proudwiththelearningofgreatfools。
Helaughedandsaid,\"ThereisnoGod—
’Tisforcecreates,’tisreasonrules。\"
Meekwiththewisdomofgreatfaith,Atnighthekneltwhileangelssmiled,Andweptandcriedwithanguishedbreath,\"Jehovah,GOD,saveThoumychild。\"
\"CARLOS\"
LastnightIkneltlowatmylady’sfeet。
Onesoft,caressinghandplayedwithmyhair,AndoneIkissedandfondled。Kneelingthere,Ideemedmymeedofhappinesscomplete。
Shewassofair,sofullofwitchingwiles—
Offascinatingtricksofmouthandeye;
Sowomanlywithal,butnottooshy—
Andallmyheavenwascompassedbyhersmiles。
Hersofttouchonmycheekandforeheadsent,Likelittlearrows,thrillsoftendernessThroughallmyframe。ItrembledwithexcessOflove,andsighedthesighofgreatcontent。
Whenanymortaldarestosorejoice,IthinkajealousHeaven,bendinglow,Reachesasternhandforthanddealsablow。
SweetthroughtheduskIheardmylady’svoice。
\"Mylove!\"shesighed,\"myCarlos!\"evennowIfeeltheperfumedzephyrofherbreathBearingtomethosewordsoflivingdeath,Andstartingoutthecolddropsonmybrow。
ForIamPAUL——notCarlos!WhoisheThat,inthesupremehouroflove’sdelight,Veiledbytheshadowsofthefallingnight,Sheshouldbreathelowhisname,forgettingme?
Iwillnotaskher!’twereafruitlesstask,For,woman—like,shewouldmakemebelieveSomewell—toldtale;andsigh,andseemtogrieve,Andcallmecruel。Nay,Iwillnotask。
ButthismanCarlos,whosoe’erhebe,Hasturnedmycupofnectarintogall,SinceIknowhehasclaimedsomeoneorallOfthesedelightsmyladygrantstome。
Hemusthavekneltandkissedher,insomesadAndtendertwilight,whenthedaygrewdim。
HowelsecouldIremindhersoofhim?
Why,reverieslikethesehavemademenmad!
Hemusthavefelthersofthandonhisbrow。
IfHeavenwereshockedatsuchpresumptuouswrongs,Andplungedhiminthegrave,wherehebelongs,STILLSHEREMEMBERS,thoughshelovesmenow。
Andifhelives,andmeetsmetohiscost,Why,whatavailsit?ImusthearandseeThatcurstname\"Carlos\"alwayshauntingme—
SohasanotherParadisebeenlost。
THETWOGLASSES
Theresattwoglassesfilledtothebrim,Onarichman’stable,rimtorim。
Onewasruddyandredasblood,Andonewasclearasthecrystalflood。
Saidtheglassofwinetohispalerbrother,\"Letustelltalesofthepasttoeachother;
Icantellofabanquet,andrevel,andmirth,WhereIwasking,forIruledinmight;
FortheproudestandgrandestsoulsonearthFellundermytouch,asthoughstruckwithblight。
FromtheheadsofkingsIhavetornthecrown;
FromtheheightsoffameIhavehurledmendown。
Ihaveblastedmanyanhonouredname;
Ihavetakenvirtueandgivenshame;
Ihavetemptedtheyouthwithasip,ataste,Thathasmadehisfutureabarrenwaste。
FargreaterthananykingamI,Orthananyarmybeneaththesky。
Ihavemadethearmofthedriverfail,Andsentthetrainfromtheironrail。
Ihavemadegoodshipsgodownatsea,Andtheshrieksofthelostweresweettome。
Fame,strength,wealth,geniusbeforemefall;
Andmymightandpowerareoverall!
Ho,ho!palebrother,\"saidthewine,\"Canyouboastofdeedsasgreatasmine?\"
Saidthewater—glass:\"IcannotboastOfakingdethroned,oramurderedhost,ButIcantellofheartsthatweresadBymycrystaldropsmadebrightandglad;
OfthirstsIhavequenched,andbrowsIhavelaved;
OfhandsIhavecooled,andsoulsIhavesaved。
Ihaveleaptthroughthevalley,dasheddownthemountain,Sleptinthesunshine,anddrippedfromthefountain。
Ihaveburstmycloud—fetters,anddroppedfromthesky,Andeverywheregladdenedtheprospectandeye;
Ihaveeasedthehotforeheadoffeverandpain;
Ihavemadetheparchedmeadowsgrowfertilewithgrain。
Icantellofthepowerfulwheelofthemill,Thatgroundouttheflour,andturnedatmywill。
Icantellofmanhooddebasedbyyou,ThatIhaveupliftedandcrownedanew。
Icheer,Ihelp,Istrengthenandaid;
Igladdentheheartofmanandmaid;
Isetthewine—chainedcaptivefree,Andallarebetterforknowingme。\"
Thesearethetalestheytoldeachother,Theglassofwineanditspalerbrother,Astheysattogether,filledtothebrim,Onarichman’stable,rimtorim。
LAMORTD’AMOUR
Whenwasitthatlovedied?Weweresofond,Soveryfondalittlewhileago。
Withleapingpulses,andbloodallaglow,Wedreamedaboutasweeterlifebeyond,Whenweshoulddwelltogetherasoneheart,Andscarcecouldwaitthathappytimetocome。
Nowsidebysidewesitwithlipsquitedumb,Andfeelourselvesathousandmilesapart。
Howwasitthatlovedied?Idonotknow。
IonlyknowthatallitsgraceuntoldHasfadedintogray!ImissthegoldFromourdullskies;butdidnotseeitgo。
Whyshouldlovedie?Weprizedit,Iamsure;
Wethoughtofnothingelsewhenitwasours;
Wecherisheditinsmiling,sunlitbowers:
Itwasourall;whycoulditnotendure?
Alas,weknownothow,orwhen,orwhyThisdearthingdied。Weonlyknowitwent,Andleftusdull,cold,andindifferent;
Wewhofoundheavenonceineachother’ssigh。
Howpitifulitis,andyethowtrueThathalftheloversintheworld,oneday,Lookquestioningineachother’seyesthiswayAndknowlove’sgoneforever,aswedo。
SometimesIcannothelpbutthink,dearheart,AsIlookouto’erallthewide,sadearthAndseelove’sflamegoneoutonmanyahearth,Thatthosewhowouldkeeplovemustdwellapart。
LOVE’SSLEEP
(VersdeSociete)
We’llcoverLovewithroses,AndsweetsleepheshalltakeNonebutafoolsupposesLovealwayskeepsawake。
I’veknownloveswithoutnumber—
Trueloveswerethey,andtried;
AndjustforwantofslumberTheypinedawayanddied。
OurlovewasbrightandcheerfulAlittlewhileagone;
Nowheispaleandtearful,And——yes,I’veseenhimyawn。
SotiredisheofkissesThathecanonlyweep;
TheonedearthinghemissesAndlongsfornowissleep。
WecouldnotlethimleaveusOnetime,hewassodear,ButnowitwouldnotgrieveusIfheslepthalfayear。
Forhehashadhisseason,Likethelilyandtherose,AnditbutstandstoreasonThatheshouldwantrepose。
WeprizedthesmilingCupidWhomadeourdayssobright;
ButhehasgrownsostupidWegladlysaygood—night。
AndifhewakenstenderAndfond,andfairaswhenHefilledourliveswithsplendour,We’lltakehimbackagain。
Andshouldheneverwaken,Asthatperchancemaybe,Wewillnotweepforsaken,Butsing,\"Love,tra—la—lee!\"
TRUECULTURE
Thehighestcultureistospeaknoill,ThebestreformeristhemanwhoseeyesArequicktoseeallbeautyandallworth;
Andbyhisowndiscreet,well—orderedlife,Alonereprovestheerring。
WhenthygazeTurnsinonthineownsoul,bemostsevere。
Butwhenitfallsuponafellow—manLetkindlinesscontrolit;andrefrainFromthatbelittlingcensurethatspringsforthFromcommonlipslikeweedsfrommarshysoil。
THEVOLUPTUARY
Oh,Iamsickoflovereciprocated,Ofhopesfulfilled,ambitionsgratified。
Lifeholdsnothingtobeanticipated,AndIamsadfrombeingsatisfied。
TheeagerjoyfeltclimbingupamountainHasleftmenowthehighestpointisgained。
ThecrystalspraythatfellfromFame’sfairfountainWassweeterthanthewaterswerewhendrained。
Thegildedapplewhichtheworldcallspleasure,AndwhichIpurchasedwithmyyouthandstrength,Pleasedmeamoment。ButtheemptytreasureLostallitslustre,andgrewdimatlength。
Andlove,allglowingwithagoldenglory,Delightedmeaseasonwithitstale。
Itpleasedthelongest,butatlastthestory,Sooftrepeated,tomyheartgrewstale。
Ilivedforself,andallIaskedwasgiven,Ihavehadall,andnowamsickofbliss,NootherpunishmentdesignedbyHeavenCouldstrikemehalfsoforciblyasthis。
IfeelnosenseofaughtbutenervationInallthejoysmyselfishaimshavebrought,Andknownowishbutforannihilation,SincethatwouldgivemefreedomfromthethoughtOh,blestishewhohassomeaimdefeated;
Somemightylosstobalanceallhisgain。
Forhimthereisahopenotyetcompleted;
Forhimhathlifeyetdraughtsofjoyandpain。
Butcursedishewhohasnobalkedambition,Nohopelesshope,nolossbeyondrepair,Butsickandsatedwithcompletefruition,Keepsnotthepleasureevenofdespair。
THECOQUETTE
Aloneshesatwithheraccusingheart,That,likearestlesscomrade,frightenedsleep,AndeverythoughtthatfoundherleftadartThathurtherso,shecouldnotevenweep。
HerheartthatoncehadbeenacupwellfilledWithlove’sredwine,saveforsomedropsofgall,Sheknewwasempty;thoughithadnotspilledItssweetsforone,butwastedthemonall。
Shestooduponthegraveofherdeadtruth,Andsawhersoul’sbrightarmourredwithrust,AndknewthatalltherichesofheryouthWereDeadSeaapples,crumblingintodust。
Lovethathadturnedtobitter,bitingscorn,Hearthstonesdespoiled,andhomesmadedesolate,MadehercryoutthatshewaseverbornToloatheherbeautyandtocurseherfate。
IF
Dearlove,ifyouandIcouldsailaway,Withsnowypennonstothewindsunfurled,Acrossthewatersofsomeunknownbay,Andfindsomeislandfarfromalltheworld;
Ifwecoulddwellthere,evermorealone,Whileunrecordedyearsslipbyapace,ForgettingandforgottenandunknownByaughtsavenativesong—birdsoftheplace;
IfWinternevervisitedthatland,AndSummer’slapspilledo’erwithfruitsandflowers,Andtropictreescastshadeoneveryhand,Andtwinedboughsformedsleep—invitingbowers;
Iffromthefashionsoftheworldsetfree,Andhidawayfromallitsjealousstrife,Ilivedaloneforyou,andyouforme—
Ah!then,dearlove,howsweetwereweddedlife。
Butsincewedwellhereinthecrowdedway,Wherehurryingthrongsrushbytoseekforgold,Andalliscommonplaceandworkaday,Assoonaslove’syounghoneymoongrowsold;
Sincefashionrulesandnatureyieldstoart,Andlifeishurtbydailyjarandfret,’TisbesttoshutsuchdreamsdownintheheartAndgoourwaysalone,love,andforget。
LOVE’SBURIAL
Letusclearalittlespace,AndmakeLoveaburial—place。
Heisdead,dear,asyousee,Andheweariesyouandme。
Growingheavier,daybyday,Letusburyhim,Isay。
Wingsofdeadwhitebutterflies,Theseshallshroudhim,asheliesInhiscasketrichandrare,Madeoffinestmaiden—hair。
WiththepollenoftheroseLetushiswhiteeyelidsclose。
Puttherosethorninhishand,Shornofleaves——youunderstand。
LetsomeholywaterfallOnhisdeadface,tearsofgall—
Aswekneelbyhimandsay,\"Dreamstodreams,\"andturnaway。
Thosegravediggers,Doubt,Distrust,Theywilllowerhimtothedust。
Letuspartherewithakiss—
Yougothatway,Igothis。
SinceweburiedLoveto—dayWewillwalkaseparateway。
LIPPO
Nowwemustpart,myLippo。Evenso,Igrievetoseethysuddenpainedsurprise;
Gazenotonmewithsuchaccusingeyes—
’TwasthineownhandwhichdealtdearLove’sdeath—blow。
Ilovedtheefondlyyesterday。TillthenThyheartwaslikeacoveredgoldencupAlwaysabovemyeagerlipheldup。
Ifanciedthouwertnotasothermen。
IknewthatheartwasfilledwithLove’ssweetwine,Pressedwhollyformydrinking。AndmylipGrewparchedwiththirstingforonenectaredsipOfwhat,deniedme,seemedadraughtdivine。
Lastevening,inthegloaming,thatcupspilledItspreciouscontents。EventotheleesWereofferedtome,saying,\"Drinkofthese!\"
And,whenIsawitempty,Lovewaskilled。
Nowordwasleftunsaid,noactundone,Toprovetomethouwertmyabjectslave。
Ah!Love,hadstthoubeenwiseenoughtosaveOnelittledropofthatsweetwine——butone—
Istillhadlovedthee,longingforitthen。
Buteventhecupismine。Ilookwithin,Andfinditholdsnotonelastdroptowin,Andcastitdown。——Thouartasothermen。
\"LOVEISENOUGH\"
Loveisenough。Letusnotaskforgold。
Wealthbreedsfalseaims,andprideandselfishness;
Inthoseserene,ArcadiandaysofoldMengavenothoughttoprincelyhomesanddress,ThegodswhodweltonfairOlympia’sheightLivedonlyfordearloveandlove’sdelight。
Loveisenough。
Loveisenough。Whyshouldwecareforfame?
Ambitionisamostunpleasantguest:
ItluresuswiththegloryofanameFarfromthehappyhauntsofpeaceandrest。
LetusstayhereinthissecludedplaceMadebeautifulbylove’sendearinggrace!
Loveisenough。
Loveisenough。Whyshouldwestriveforpower?
Itbringsmenonlyenvyanddistrust。
Thepoorworld’shomagepleasesbutanhour,Andearthlyhonoursvanishinthedust。
Thegrandestlivesareofttimesdesolate;
Letmebeloved,andletwhowillbegreat。
Loveisenough。
Loveisenough。Whyshouldweaskformore?
Whatgreatergifthavegodsvouchsafedtomen?
WhatbetterboonofalltheirpreciousstoreThanourfondheartsthatloveandloveagain?
Oldlovemaydie;newloveisjustassweet;
Andlifeisfairandalltheworldcomplete:
Loveisenough!
LIFEISLOVE
Isanyonesadintheworld,Iwonder?
Doesanyoneweeponadaylikethis,Withthesunaboveandthegreenearthunder?
Why,whatislifebutadreamofbliss?
Withthesunandtheskiesandthebirdsaboveme,Birdsthatsingastheywheelandfly—
Withthewindstofollowandsaytheylovedme—
Whocouldbelonely?Oho,notI!
Somebodysaidinthestreetthismorning,AsIopenedmywindowtoletinthelight,Thatthedarkestdayoftheworldwasdawning;
ButIlooked,andtheEastwasagorgeoussightOnewhoclaimsthatheknowsaboutitTellsmetheEarthisavaleofsin;
ButIandthebeesandthebirds——wedoubtit,Andthinkitaworldworthlivingin。
Someonesaysthatheartsarefickle,Thatloveissorrow,thatlifeiscare,AndthereaperDeath,withhisshiningsickle,Gatherswhateverisbrightandfair。
Itoldthethrush,andwelaughedtogether—
Laughedtillthewoodswerealla—ring;
Andhesaidtome,asheplumedeachfeather,\"Well,peoplemustcroak,iftheycannotsing!\"
Upheflew,buthissong,remaining,Ranglikeabellinmyheartallday,AndsilencedthevoicesofweakcomplainingThatpipelikeinsectsalongtheway。
Oworldoflight,andOworldofbeauty!
Wherearetherepleasuressosweetasthine?
Yes,lifeislove,andloveisduty;
Andwhatheartsorrows?Ono,notmine!