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  PARTVII

  Withmuchhardlabourandsomepleasurefraught,Themonthsrolledbymenoiselessly,thattaughtMyhandtogrowmoreskilfulinitsart,Strengthenedmydaringdreamoffame,andbroughtSweethopeandresignationtomyheart。

  BriefletterscamefromHelen,nowandthen:

  Shewasquitewell——ohyes!quitewell,indeed!

  Butstillsoweakandnervous。By—and—by,Whenbaby,beingolder,shouldnotneedSuchconstantcare,shewouldgrowstrongagain。

  Shewasashappyasasoulcouldbe;

  Noleastcloudhoveredinherazuresky;

  Shehadnotthoughtlifeheldsuchdepthsofbliss。

  DearbabysentMaurinealovingkiss,Andsaidshewasanaughty,naughtygirl,Nottocomehomeandseema’slittlepearl。

  Nogiftofcostlyjewels,orofgold,Hadbeensopreciousorsodeartome,Aseachbrieflinewhereinherjoywastold。

  Itlightenedtoil,andtooktheedgefrompain,Knowingmysacrificewasnotinvain。

  RoypurchasedfineestatesinScotland,whereHebuiltaprettyvilla—likeretreat。

  AndwhentheRomanSummer’slanguidheatMadeworkapunishment,IturnedmyfaceTowardtheHighlands,andwithRoyandGraceFoundrestandfreedomfromallthoughtandcare。

  Iwasawillingworker。NotanhourPassedidlybyme:each,IwouldemployTosomegoodpurpose,ereitglidedonToswellthetideofhoursforevergone。

  Myfirstcompletedpicture,knownas\"Joy,\"

  Wonpleasantwordsofpraise。\"Possessespower,\"

  \"Displaysmuchtalent,\"\"Veryfairlydone。\"

  Sofellthecommentsonmygratefulear。

  SwiftinthewakeofJoy,andalwaysnear,WalkshersadsisterSorrow。SomybrushBegandepictingSorrow,heavy—eyed,Withpallidvisage,eretherosyflushUponthebeamingfaceofJoyhaddried。

  Thecarefulstudyoflongmonths,itwonGoldenopinions;evenbringingforthThatcertainsignofmerit——acritiqueWhichsetbothpiecesdownasdaubs,andweakAsemptyheadsthatsangtheirpraises——soProvingconclusivelythepictures’worth。

  ThesecriticsandreviewersdonotuseTheirpreciousammunitiontoabuseAworthlesswork。That,leftalone,theyknowWillfinditsproperlevel;andtheyaimTheirbatteriesatrisingworkswhichclaimToomuchofpublicnotice。ButthisshotResultedonlyinsomenoise,whichbroughtAdozenpeople,whereonecamebefore,Toviewmypictures;andIhadmyhourOfholdingthosefrailbaubles,FameandPow’r。

  AnEnglishBaronwhohadlivedtwoscoreOfhisallottedthreescoreyearsandtenBoughtboththepieces。Hewasverykind,Andsoattentive,I,notbeingblind,Mustunderstandhismeaning。

  Therefore,whenHesaid,\"Sweetfriend,whomIwouldmakemywife,The’Joy’and’Sorrow’thisdearhandportrayedIhaveinmypossession:nowresignIntomycarefulkeeping,andmakemine,Thejoyandsorrowofyourfuturelife,\"—

  Iwaspreparedtoanswer,butdelayed,Grownundecidedsuddenly。

  MymindArguedthemattercoollyproandcon,AndmaderesolvetospeedhiswooingonAndgranthimfavour。Hewasgoodandkind;

  Notyoung,nodoubthewouldbequitecontentWithmyrespect,normissanardentlove;

  Couldgivemetiesoffamilyandhome;

  Andthen,perhaps,mymindwasnotaboveSettingsomevalueonatitledname—

  Ambitiouswoman’sweakness!

  ThenmyartWouldbeencouragedandpursuedthesame,AndIcouldspendmywintersallinRome。

  LovenevermorecouldtouchmywastefulheartThatallitswealthupononeobjectspent。

  Existencewouldbeverybleakandcold,Afterlongyears,whenIwasgrayandold,Withneitherhomenorchildren。

  Onceawife,Iwouldforgetthesorrowofmylife,Andpilenewsodsuponthegraveofpain。

  Mymindsoargued;andmysadheartheard,Butmadenocomment。

  ThentheBaronspoke,Andwaitedformyanswer。AllinvainIstroveforstrengthtoutterthatonewordMyminddictated。Momentsrolledaway—

  Untilatlastmytorpidheartawoke,Andforcedmytremblinglipstosayhimnay。

  Andthenmyeyeswithsuddentearso’erran,InpityformyselfandforthismanWhostoodbeforeme,lostinpainedsurprise。

  \"Dearfriend,\"Icried,\"deargenerousfriend,forgiveAtroubledwoman’sweakness!AsIlive,IntruthImeanttoanswerotherwise。

  Fromoutitsstore,myheartcangiveyounaughtButhonourandrespect;andyetmethoughtIwouldgivewillinganswer,didyousue。

  ButnowIknow’twerecruelwrongIplanned—

  Takingaheartthatbeatwithlovemosttrue,Andgivinginexchangeanemptyhand。

  Whowedsforlovealone,maynotbewise:

  Whowedswithoutit,angelsmustdespise。

  LoveandrespecttogethermustcombineTorendermarriageholyanddivine;

  Andlackofeither,sureasFate,destroysContinuationofthenuptialjoys,Andbringsregret,andgloomydiscontentToputtorouteachtendersentiment。

  Nay,nay!IwillnotburdenallyourlifeBythatpossession——anunlovingwife;

  NorwillItakethesinuponmysoulOfweddingwheremyheartgoesnotinwhole。

  Howeverbleakmaybemysinglelot,Iwillnotstainmylifewithsuchablot。

  Dearfriend,farewell!theearthisverywide;

  Itholdssomefairerwomanforyourbride;

  IwouldIhadahearttogivetoyou,But,lackingit,canonlysay——adieu!\"

  Hewhomtemptationneverhasassailed,Knowsnotthatsubtlesenseofmoralstrength;

  Whensorelytried,wewaver,butatlength,Riseupandturnaway,nothavingfailed。

  ***

  TheAutumnofthethirdyearcameandwent;

  ThemildItalianwinterwashalfspent,Whenthisbriefmessagecameacrossthesea:

  \"Mydarling!Iamdying。Cometome。

  Love,whichsolongthegrowingtruthconcealed,Standspalewithinitsshadow。Oh,mysweet!

  Thisheartofminegrowsfainterwitheachbeat—

  Dyingwithveryweightofbliss。Oh,come!

  AndtakethelegacyIleavetoyou,Beforetheselipsforevermorearedumb。

  Inlifeordeath,——Yours,HelenDangerfield。\"

  Thisplaintiveletterboreamontholddate;

  And,wildwithfearslestIhadcometoolate,Ibadetheoldworldandnewfriendsadieu,AndwithAuntRuth,wholonghadsighedforhome,Iturnedmybackonglory,art,andRome。

  AllselfishthoughtsweremergedinonewildfearThatsheforwhosedearsakemyhearthadbled,Ratherthanhersweeteyesshouldknowonetear,Waspassingfromme;thatshemightbedead;

  And,dying,hadbeensorelygrievedwithme,BecauseImadenoanswertoherplea。

  \"O,ship,thatsailestslowly,slowlyon,Makehastebeforeawastinglifeisgone!

  MakehastethatImaycatchafleetingbreath!

  Andtrueinlife,betruee’enuntodeath。

  \"O,ship,sailon!andbearmeo’erthetideToherforwhommywoman’sheartoncedied。

  Sail,sail,O,ship!forshehathneedofme,AndIwouldknowwhatherlastwishmaybe!

  Ihavebeentrue,sotrue,throughallthepast。

  Sail,sail,O,ship!Iwouldnotfailatlast。\"

  Soprayedmyheartstillo’er,andevero’er,Untilthewearylaggingshipreachedshore。

  AllsadwithfearsthatIhadcometoolate,Bythatstrangesourcewhencemencommunicate,Thoughmilesonmilesofspacebetweenthemlie,IspokewithVivian:\"Doesshelive?Reply。\"

  Theanswercame。\"Shelives,buthasten,friend!

  Herjourneydrawethswiftlytoitsend。\"

  Ahme!ahme!wheneachrememberedspot,Myowndearhome,thelanethatledtohis—

  Thefields,thewoods,thelake,burstonmysight,Oh!then,Selfroseupinassertingmight;

  Oh,then,myburstingheartallelseforgot,Butthosesweetearlyyearsoflostdelight,Ofhope,defeat,ofanguishandofbliss。

  Ihaveatheory,vague,undefined,Thateachemotionofthehumanmind,Love,painorpassion,sorrowordespair,Isalivespirit,dwellingintheair,Untilittakespossessionofsomebreast;

  And,whenatlength,grownwearyofunrest,Weriseupstrongandcastitfromtheheart,Andbiditleaveuswholly,anddepart,Itdoesnotdie,itcannotdie;butgoesAndmingleswithsomerestlesswindthatblowsAbouttheregionwhereithaditsbirth。

  Andthoughwewanderoveralltheearth,Thatspiritwaits,andlingers,yearbyyear,Invisibleandclothedliketheair,Hopingthatwemayyetagaindrawnear,Anditmayhaplytakeusunaware,AndoncemorefindsafeshelterinthebreastItstirredofoldwithpleasureorunrest。

  Toldbymyheart,andwhollypositive,Someoldemotionlonghadceasedtolive;

  That,wereitcalled,itcouldnothearorcome,Becauseitwassovoicelessandsodumb,Yet,passingwhereitfirstsprangintolife,MyverysoulhassuddenlybeenrifeWithalltheoldintensityoffeeling。

  Itseemedalivingspirit,whichcamestealingIntomyheartfromthatdepartedday;

  Exiledemotion,whichIfanciedclay。

  Sonowintomytroubledheart,aboveThepresent’spainandsorrow,crepttheloveAndstrifeandpassionofabygonehour,Possessedofalltheiroldenmightandpower。

  ’Twasbutamoment,andthespellwasbrokenBypleasantwordsofgreeting,gentlyspoken,AndVivianstoodbeforeus。

  ButIsawInhimthehusbandofmyfriendalone。

  Theoldemotionsmightattimesreturn,Andsmould’ringfiresleapupanhourandburn;

  ButneveryethadItransgressedGod’slaw,BylookingonthemanIhadresigned,Withanyhiddenfeelinginmymind,Whichshe,hiswife,myfriend,mightnothaveknownHewasbutlittlealtered。FromhisfaceThenonchalantandalmosthaughtygrace,Thelurkinglaughterwaitinginhiseyes,Theyearshadstolen,leavingintheirplaceAsettledsadness,whichwasnotdespair,Norwasitgloom,norweariness,norcare,Butsomethinglikethevapouro’ertheskiesOfIndiansummer,beautifultosee,Butspokeoffrosts,whichhadbeenandwouldbe。

  Therewasthatinhisfacewhichcomethnot,Savewhenthesoulhasmanyabattlefought,Andconqueredselfbyconstantsacrifice。

  Therearetwosculptors,who,withchiselsfine,Rendertheplainestfeatureshalfdivine。

  Allotherartistsstriveandstriveinvain,Topicturebeautyperfectandcomplete。

  Theirstatuesonlycrumbleattheirfeet,WithoutthemastertouchofFaithandPain。

  Andnowhisface,thatperfectseemedbefore,Chiselledbythesetwocarefulartists,woreAlookexalted,whichthespiritgivesWhensoulhasconquered,andthebodylivesSubservienttoitsbidding。

  InaroomWhichcurtainedouttheFebruarygloom,And,redolentwithperfume,brightwithflowers,RestedtheeyelikeoneofSummer’sbowers,IfoundmyHelen,whowaslessminenowThanDeath’s;foronthemarbleofherbrowHissealwasstampedindelibly。

  HerformWasliketheslenderwillow,whensomestormHasstrippeditbareoffoliage。Herface,Palealways,nowwasghastlyinitshue:

  And,liketwolamps,insomedark,hollowplace,Burnedherlargeeyes,grownmoreintenselyblue。

  Herfragilehandsdisplayedeachcordandvein,Andonhermouthwasthatdrawnlook,ofpainWhichisnotuttered。YetaninwardlightShonethroughandmadeherwastedfeaturesbrightWithanunearthlybeauty;andanaweCrepto’erme,gazingonher,forIsawShewassoneartoHeaventhatIseemedTolookuponthefaceofoneredeemed。

  SheturnedthebrilliantlustreofhereyesUponme。Shehadpassedbeyondsurprise,Oranystrongemotionlinkedwithclay。

  ButasIglidedtoherwhereshelay,Asmile,celestialinitssweetness,wreathedHerpallidfeatures。\"Welcomehome!\"shebreathed\"Dearhands!dearlips!Itouchyouandrejoice。\"

  AndlikethedyingechoofavoiceWereherfainttonesthatthrilleduponmyear。

  Ifelluponmykneesbesideherbed;

  Allagonieswithinmyheartwerewed,Whiletotheachingnumbnessofmygrief,Mineeyesrefusedthesolaceofatear,—

  Thetorturedsoul’smostmercifulrelief。

  HerwastedhandcaressedmybendedheadForonesad,sacredmoment。Thenshesaid,Inthatlowtonesolikethewind’srefrain,\"Maurine,myown!givenotawaytopain;

  Thetimeisprecious。EreanotherdawnMysoulmayhearthesummonsandpasson。

  Arise,sweetsister!restalittlewhile,Andwhenrefreshed,comehither。IgrowweakWitheveryhourthatpasses。ImustspeakAndmakemydyingwishesknownto—night。

  Gonow。\"Andinthehaloofhersmile,Whichseemedtofilltheroomwithgoldenlight,Iturnedandlefther。

  Later,inthegloomOfcomingnight,Ienteredthatdimroom,Andsatdownbyher。Vivianheldherhand:

  AndonthepillowathersidetheresmiledThebeauteouscount’nanceofasleepingchild。

  \"Maurine,\"spokeHelen,\"forthreeblissfulyears,Myhearthasdweltinanenchantedland;

  AndIhavedrankthesweetenedcupofjoy,Withoutonedropofanguishoralloy。

  Andso,erePainembittersitwithgall,Orsad—eyedSorrowfillsitfulloftears,Andbidsmequaff,whichistheFateofallWholingerlonguponthistroubledway,GodtakesmetotherealmofEndlessDay,TominglewithHisangels,whoaloneCanunderstandsuchblissasIhaveknown。

  Idonotmurmur。Godhasheapedmymeasure,Inthreeshortyears,fulltothebrimwithpleasure;

  And,fromthefulnessofanearthlylove,Ipasstoth’ImmortalArmsabove,BeforeIevenbrushtheskirtsofWoe。

  \"Ileavemyagedparentsherebelow,Withnonetocomfortthem。Maurine,sweetfriend!

  Bekindtothem,andlovethemtotheend,Whichmaynotbefardistant。

  AndIleaveAsoulimmortalinyourcharge,Maurine。

  Fromthismostholy,sadandsacredeve,TillGodshallclaimher,sheisyourstokeep,Toloveandshelter,toprotectandguide。\"

  Shetouchedtheslumb’ringcherubatherside,AndViviangentlyboreher,stillasleep,Andlaidthepreciousburdenonmybreast。

  Asolemnsilencefelluponthescene。

  Andwhenthesleepinginfantsmiled,andpressedMyyieldingbosomwithherwaxencheek,Ifeltitwouldbesacrilegetospeak,Suchwordlessjoypossessedme。

  Oh!atlastThisinfant,who,inthattear—blottedpast,Hadcausedmysoulsuchtravail,wasmyown:

  ThroughallthelonelycomingyearstobeMineowntocherish——whollyminealone。

  AndwhatImournedsohopelesslyaslostWasnowrestored,andgivenbacktome。

  Thedyingvoicecontinued:

  \"InthischildYouyethaveme,whosemortallifeshecost。

  Butallthatwasmostpureandundefiled,Andgoodwithinme,livesinheragain。

  Maurine,myhusbandlovesme;yetIknow,Movingaboutthewideworld,toandfro,Andthrough,andinthebusyhauntsofmen,Notalwayswillhisheartbedumbwithwoe,Butsometimewakentoalaterlove。

  Nay,Vivian,hush!mysoulhaspassedaboveAllselfishfeelings!Iwouldhaveitso。

  WhileIamwiththeangels,blestandglad,Iwouldnothaveyousorrowingandsad,Inlonelinessgomourningtotheend。

  But,love!IcouldnottrusttoanyotherThesacredofficeofafoster—motherTothissweetcherub,savemyownheart—friend。

  \"Teachhertoloveherfather’sname,Maurine,Where’erhewanders。KeepmymemorygreenInheryoungheart,andleadherinheryouth,Todrinkfromth’eternalfountofTruth;

  Vexhernotwithsectariandiscourse,Norstrivetoteachherpietybyforce;

  Plynothermindwithharshandnarrowcreeds,NorfrightenherwithanavengingGod,WhorulesHissubjectswithaburningrod;

  ButteachherthateachmortalsimplyneedsTogrowinhateofhateandloveoflove,Togainakingdominthecourtsabove。

  \"Letherbefreeandnaturalastheflowers,Thatsmileandnodthroughoutthesummerhours。

  Letherrejoiceinallthejoysofyouth,Butfirstimpressuponhermindthistruth:

  Nolastinghappinessise’erattainedSavewhentheheartsomeOTHERseekstoplease。

  Thecupofselfishpleasuressoonisdrained,Andfullofgallandbitternessthelees。

  NexttoherGod,teachhertoloveherland;

  Inheryoungbosomlightthepatriot’sflameUntiltheheartwithinhershallexpandWithloveandfervourathercountry’sname。

  \"Nocoward—motherbearsavaliantson。

  Andthis,mylastwish,isanearnestone。

  \"Maurine,myo’er—taxedstrengthiswaning;youHaveheardmywishes,andyouwillbetrueIndeathasyouhavebeeninlife,myown!

  NowleavemeforalittlewhilealoneWithhim——myhusband。Dearlove!IshallrestSosweetlywithnocareuponmybreast。

  Good—night,Maurine,cometomeinthemorning。\"

  Butlo!theBridegroomwithnofurtherwarningCameforheratthedawningoftheday。

  SheheardHisvoice,andsmiled,andpassedawayWithoutastruggle。

  Leaningo’erherbedTogivehergreeting,Ifoundbutherclay,AndVivianbowedbesideit。

  AndIsaid,\"Dearfriend!mysoulshalltreasurethyrequest,AndwhenthenightoffeverandunrestMeltsinthemorningofEternity,Likeafreedbird,thenIwillcometothee。

  \"Iwillcometotheeinthemorning,sweet!

  Ihavebeentrue;andsoulwithsoulshallmeetBeforeGod’sthrone,andshallnotbeafraid。

  Thougav’stmetrust,anditwasnotbetrayed。

  \"Iwillcometotheeinthemorning,dear!

  Thenightisdark。IdonotknowhownearThemornmaybeofthatEternalDay;

  Icanbutkeepmyfaithfulwatchandpray。

  \"Iwillcometotheeinthemorning,love!

  WaitformeontheEternalHeightsabove。

  Thewayistroubledwheremyfeetmustclimb,EreIshalltreadthemountain—topsublime。

  \"Iwillcomeinthemorning,Omineown;

  Butforatimemustgropemywayalone,Throughtearsandsorrow,tilltheDayshalldawn,AndIshallhearthesummons,andpasson。

  \"Iwillcomeinthemorning。Restsecure!

  Myhopeiscertainandmyfaithissure。

  AfterthegloomanddarknessofthenightIwillcometotheewiththemorninglight。\"

  ***

  Threepeacefulyearsslippedsilentlyaway。

  Wedwelttogetherinmychildhood’shome,AuntRuthandI,andsunny—heartedMay。

  Shewasafairandmostexquisitechild;

  HerpensivefacewasdelicateandmildLikeherdeadmother’s;butthroughherdeareyesHerfathersmileduponme,daybyday。

  Afarinforeigncountriesdidheroam,NowrestingunderItaly’sblueskies,AndnowwithRoyinScotland。

  AndhesentBrief,friendlyletters,tellingwherehewentAndwhathesaw,addressedtoMayorme。

  AndIwouldwriteandtellhimhowshegrew—

  Andhowshetalkedabouthimo’ertheseaInhersweetbabyfashion;howsheknewHispictureinthealbum;howeachdayShekneltandprayedtheblessedLordwouldbringHerownpapabacktohislittleMay。

  ItwasawarmbrightmorningintheSpring。

  Isatinthatsamesunnyportico,WhereIwassittingsevenyearsagoWhenViviancame。Myeyeswerefulloftears,AsIlookedbackacrossthecheckeredyears。

  Howmanywerethechangestheyhadbrought!

  Pain,death,andsorrow!butthelessontaughtTomyyounghearthadbeenofuntoldworth。

  Ihadlearnedhowto\"sufferandgrowstrong\"—

  Thatknowledgewhichbestservesushereonearth,AndbringsrewardinHeaven。

  Oh!howlongTheyearshadbeensincethatJunemorningwhenIheardhisstepuponthewalk,andyetIseemedtohearitsechostill。

  JustthenDownthatsamepathIturnedmyeyes,tear—wet,Andlo!thewandererfromaforeignlandStoodtherebeforeme!——holdingouthishandAndsmilingwiththosewond’rouseyesofold。

  Tohidemytears,Iranandbroughthischild;

  Butshewasshy,andclungtome,whentoldThiswaspapa,forwhomherprayersweresaid。

  Shedroppedhereyesandshookherlittlehead,Andwouldnotbyhiscoaxingbebeguiled,Orgotohim。

  AuntRuthwasnotathome,Andwetwosatandtalked,asstrangersmight,Ofdistantcountrieswhichwebothhadseen。

  ButonceIthoughtIsawhislargeeyeslightWithsuddenpassion,whentherecameapauseInourchit—chat,andthenhespoke:

  \"Maurine,IsawanumberofyourfriendsinRome。

  Wetalkedofyou。Theyseemedsurprised,becauseYouwerenot’mongtheseekersforaname。

  Theythoughtyourwholeambitionwasforfame。\"

  \"Itmighthavebeen,\"Ianswered,\"whenmyheartHadnothingelsetofillit。NowmyartIsbutarecreation。IhaveTHIS

  Toloveandlivefor,whichIhadnotthen。\"

  And,leaningdown,IpressedatenderkissUponmychild’sfairbrow。

  \"Andyet,\"hesaid,Theoldlightleapingtohiseyesagain,\"Andyet,Maurine,theysayyoumighthavewedAnobleBaron!oneofmanymenWholaidtheirheartsandfortunesatyourfeet。

  Whywonthebravestofthemnoreturn?\"

  Ibowedmyhead,nordaredhisgazetomeet。

  OncheekandbrowIfelttheredbloodburn,Andstrongemotionstrangledspeech。

  HeroseAndcameandkneltbesideme。

  \"Sweet,mysweet!\"

  Hemurmuredsoftly,\"GodinHeavenknowsHowwellIlovedyousevenyearsago。

  Heonlyknowsmyanguish,andmygrief,WhenyourownactsforcedonmethebeliefThatIhadbeenyourplaythingandyourtoy。

  YetfromhislipsIsincehavelearnedthatRoyHeldnoplacenearerthanafriendandbrother。

  Andthenafaintsuspicion,undefined,Ofwhathadbeen——was——mightbe,stirredmymind,Andthatgreatlove,Ithoughtdiedatablow,Roseupwithinme,strongwithhopeandlife。

  \"BeforeallheavenandtheangelmotherOfthissweetchildthatslumbersonyourheart,Maurine,Maurine,Iclaimyouformywife—

  Mineown,forever,untildeathshallpart!\"

  Throughhappymistsofupwardwellingtears,Ileaned,andlookedintohisbeauteouseyes。

  \"Dearheart,\"Isaid,\"ifshewhodwellsaboveLooksdownuponus,fromyonazureskies,Shecanbutblessus,knowingalltheseyearsMysoulhadyearnedinsilencefortheloveThatcrownedherlife,andleftmineownsobleak。

  Iturnedyoufrommeforherfair,frailsake。

  Forhersweetchild’s,andformyown,ItakeYoubacktobeallmine,forevermore。\"

  JustthenthechilduponmybreastawokeFromherlightsleep,andlaidherdownycheekAgainstherfatherashekneltbyme。

  AndthisunconsciousactionseemedtobeAsilentblessing,whichthemotherspokeGazinguponusfromthemysticshore。

  ALLROADSTHATLEADTOGODAREGOOD

  AllroadsthatleadtoGodaregood。

  Whatmattersit,yourfaith,ormine?

  BothcentreatthegoaldivineOflove’seternalBrotherhood。

  Thekindlylifeinhouseorstreet—

  Thelifeofprayerandmysticrite—

  Thestudent’ssearchfortruthandlight—

  ThesepathsatonegreatJunctionmeet。

  Beforetheoldestbookwaswrit,FullmanyaprehistoricsoulArrivedatthisunchanginggoal,ThroughchangelessLove,thatleadstoit。

  WhatmattersthatonefoundhisChristInrisingsun,orburningfire?

  Iffaithwithinhimdidnottire,HislongingfortheTruthsufficed。

  BeforeourmodernhellwasbroughtToedifythemodernworld,Fullmanyahate—filledsoulwashurledInlakesoffirebyitsownthought。

  Athousandcreedshavecomeandgone,Butwhatisthattoyouorme?

  Creedsarebutbranchesofatree—

  Therootoflovelivesonandon。

  Thoughbranchbybranchproveswitheredwood,Therootiswarmwithpreciouswine。

  Thenkeepyourfaithandleavememine—

  AllroadsthatleadtoGodaregood。

  DUST—SEALED

  Iknownotwherefore,butmineeyesSeebloom,whereothereyesseeblight。

  Theyfindarainbow,asunrise,Whereothersbutdiscerndeepnight。

  Mencallmeanenthusiast,AndsayIlookthroughgildedhaze:

  Becausewhere’ermygazeiscast,Iseesomethingthatcallsforpraise。

  Isay,\"Beholdthoselovelyeyes—

  Thattintedcheekofflower—likegrace。\"

  Theyanswerinamusedsurprise:

  \"Wethoughtitacommonface。\"

  Isay,\"Waseverseenmorefair?

  IseemtowalkinEden’sbowers。\"

  Theyanswer,withapityingair,\"Theweedsarechokingouttheflowers。\"

  Iknownotwherefore,butGodlentAdeepervisiontomysight。

  Onwhatsoe’ermygazeisbentIcatchthebeautyInfinite;

  Thatunderlying,hiddenhalfThatallthingsholdofDeity。

  Soletthedullcrowdsneerandlaugh—

  Theireyesareblind,theycannotsee。

  \"ADVICE\"

  Imustdoasyoudo?YourwayIownIsaverygoodway。Andstill,Therearesometimestwostraightroadstoatown,Oneover,oneunderthehill。

  Youaretreadingthesafeandthewell—wornway,Thattheprudentchooseeachtime;

  Andyouthinkmerecklessandrashto—day,BecauseIprefertoclimb。

  Yourpathistherightone,andsoismine。

  Wearenotlikepeasinapod,Compelledtolieinacertainline,Orelsebescatteredabroad。

  ’Twereadulloldworld,methinks,myfriend,Ifweallwentjustoneway;

  Yetourpathswillmeetnodoubtattheend,Thoughtheyleadapartto—day。

  Youliketheshade,andIlikethesun;

  Youlikeanevenpace,Iliketomixwiththecrowdandrun,Andthenrestaftertherace。

  Ilikedanger,andstormandstrife,Youlikeapeacefultime;

  Ilikethepassionandsurgeoflife,Youlikeitsgentlerhyme。

  Youlikebuttercups,dewysweet,Andcrocuses,framedinsnow;

  Ilikeroses,bornoftheheat,Andtheredcarnation’sglow。

  Imustlivemylife,notyours,myfriend,Forsoitwaswrittendown;

  Wemustfollowourgivenpathstotheend,ButItrustweshallmeet——intown。

  OVERTHEBANISTERS

  Overthebanistersbendsaface,Daringlysweetandbeguiling。

  SomebodystandsincarelessgraceAndwatchingthepicture,smiling。

  Thelightburnsdiminthehallbelow,Nobodyseesherstanding,Sayinggood—nightagain,softandlow,Halfwayuptothelanding。

  Nobodyonlytheeyesofbrown,Tenderandfullofmeaning,Thatsmileonthefairestfaceintown,Overthebanistersleaning。

  Tiredandsleepy,withdroopinghead,Iwonderwhyshelingers;

  Now,whenthegood—nightsallaresaid,Why,somebodyholdsherfingers。

  Heholdsherfingersanddrawsherdown,Suddenlygrowingbolder,TilltheloosehairdropsitsmassesbrownLikeamantleoverhisshoulder。

  Overthebanisterssofthands,fair,Brushhischeekslikeafeather,AndbrightbrowntressesandduskyhairMeetandmingletogether。

  There’saquestionasked,there’saswiftcaress,Shehasflownlikeabirdfromthehallway,Butoverthebanistersdropsa\"Yes,\"

  Thatshallbrightentheworldforhimalway。

  THEPAST

  IflingmypastbehindmelikearobeWornthreadbareintheseams,andoutofdate。

  Ihaveoutgrownit。WhereforeshouldIweepAnddwelluponitsbeauty,anditsdyesOfOrientalsplendour,orcomplainThatImustneedsdiscardit?IcanweaveUpontheshuttlesofthefutureyearsAfabricfarmoredurable。Subdued,Itmaybe,intheblendingofitshues,Wheresombreshadescommingle,yetthegleamOfgoldenwarpshallshootitthroughandthrough,Whileoverallafadelesslustrelies,Andstarredwithgemsmadeoutofcrystalledtears,Mynewrobeshallbericherthantheold。

  SECRETS

  Thinknotsomeknowledgerestswiththeealone;

  Why,evenGod’sstupendoussecret,Death,Weonebyone,withourexpiringbreath,Dopalewithwonderseizeandmakeourown;

  Thebosomedtreasuresoftheearthareshown,Despitehercarefulhiding;andtheairYieldsitsmysteriousmarvelsindespairToswellthemightystore—houseofthingsknown。

  Invaintheseaexpostulatesandraves;

  Itcannotcoverfromthekeenworld’ssightThecuriouswondersofitscoralcaves。

  Andso,despitethycautionorthytears,ThepryingfingersofdetectiveyearsShalldragTHYsecretoutintothelight。

  APPLAUSE

  IholditoneofthesadcertainlawsWhichmakesourfailuressometimeseemmorekindThanthatsuccesswhichbringssurelossbehind—

  Truegreatnessdies,whensoundstheworld’sapplauseFameblightstheobjectitwouldbless,becauseWeigheddownwithmen’sexpectancy,themindCannomoresoartothosefarheights,andfindThatfreedomwhichitsinspirationwas。

  WhenoncewelistentoitsnoisycheersOrhearthepopulace’approval,thenWecatchnomorethemusicofthespheres,Orwalkwithgods,andangels,butwithmen。

  Till,impotentfromourself—consciousfears,Theplauditsoftheworldturnintosneers。

  THESTORY

  Theymeteachotherintheglade—

  Shelifteduphereyes;

  Alacktheday!Alackthemaid!

  Sheblushedinswiftsurprise。

  Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromliftinguptheeyes。

  Thepailwasfull,thepathwassteep—

  Hereachedtoherhishand;

  Shefeltherwarmyoungpulsesleap,Butdidnotunderstand。

  Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromclaspinghandwithhand。

  Shesatbesidehiminthewood—

  Hewooedwithwordsandsighs;

  Ah!loveinSpringseemssweetandgood,Andmaidensarenotwise。

  Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromlistingloverssighs。

  Thesummersunshonefairlydown,Thewindblewfromthesouth;

  Asblueeyesgazedineyesofbrown,Hiskissfellonhermouth。

  Alas!alas!thewoethatcomesfromkissesonthemouth。

  Andnowtheautumntimeisnear,Theloverrovesaway,Withbreakingheartandfallingtear,Shesitsthelivelongday。

  Alas!alas!forbreakingheartswhenloversroveaway。

  LEANDOWN

  Leandownandliftmehigher,Josephine!

  FromtheEternalHillshastthounotseenHowIdostriveforheights?butlackingwings,IcannotgraspatoncethosebetterthingsTowhichIinmyinmostsoulaspire。

  Leandownandliftmehigher。

  Igropealong——notdesolateorsad,Foryouthandhopeandhealthallkeepmeglad;

  Buttoobrightsunlight,sometimes,makesusblind,AndIdogropeforheightsIcannotfind。

  Oh,thoumustknowmyonesupremedesire—

  Leandownandliftmehigher。

  Notlongagowetrodtheself—sameway。

  Thouknowesthow,fromdaytofleetingdayOursoulswerevexedwithtrifles,andourfeetWereluredasidetoby—pathswhichseemedsweet,Butonlyservedtohinderandtotire;

  Leandownandliftmehigher。

  Thouhastgoneonwardtotheheightsserene,Andleftmehere,mylovedone,Josephine;

  Iamcontenttostayuntiltheend,Forlifeisfullofpromise;but,myfriend,CanstthounothelpmeinmybestdesireAndlean,andliftmehigher?

  Frailasthouwert,thouhastgrownstrongandwise,AndquicktounderstandandsympathizeWithallafullsoul’sneeds。Itmustbeso,ThyyearwithGodhathmadetheegreat,IknowThoumustseehowIstruggleandaspire—

  Oh,warmmewithabreathofheavenlyfire,Andlean,andliftmehigher。

  LIFE

  Ifeelthegreatimmensityoflife。

  Alllittleaimsslipfromme,andIreachMyyearningsoultowardtheInfinite。

  Aswhenamightyforest,whosegreenleavesHaveshutitin,andmadeitseemabowerForlovers’secrets,orforchildren’ssports,Castsallitsclusteringfoliagetothewinds,Andletstheeyebeholdit,limitless,Andfullofwindingmysteriesofways:

  Sonowwithlifethatreachesoutbefore,AndbordersontheunexplainedBeyond。

  Iseethestarsaboveme,worldonworld:

  IheartheawfullanguageofallSpace;

  Ifeelthedistantsurgingofgreatseas,ThathidethesecretsoftheUniverseIntheireternalbosoms;andIknowThatIambutanatomoftheWhole。

  THECHRISTIAN’SNEWYEARPRAYER

  ThouChristofmine,ThygraciousearlowbendingThroughthesegladNewYeardays,Tocatchthecountlessprayerstoheavenascending—

  Fore’enhardheartsdoraiseSomesecretwishforfame,orgold,orpower,Orfreedomfromallcare—

  Dear,patientChrist,wholistenethhouronhour,HearnowaChristian’sprayer。

  Letthisyoungyearthat,silent,walksbesideme,BeasameansofgraceToleadmeup,nomatterwhatbetideme,NearertheMaster’sface。

  IfitneedbethatereIreachtheFountainWherelivingwatersplay,Myfeetshouldbleedfromsharpstonesonthemountain,Thencasttheminmyway。

  IfmyvainsoulneedsblowsandbitterlossesToshapeitforThycrown,Thenbruiseit,burnit,burdenitwithcrosses,Withsorrowsbearitdown。

  DowhatThouwilttomouldmetoThypleasure,AndifIshouldcomplain,HeapfullofanguishyetanothermeasureUntilIsmileatpain。

  Senddangers——deaths!buttellmehowtodarethem;

  EnfoldmeinThycare。

  Sendtrials,tears!butgivemestrengthtobearthem—

  ThisisaChristian’sprayer。

  INTHENIGHT

  Sometimesatnight,whenIsitandwrite,Ihearthestrangestthings,—

  Asmybraingrowshotwithburningthought,Thatstrugglesforformandwings,Icanhearthebeatofmyswiftblood’sfeet,AsitspeedswitharushandawhirFromhearttobrainandbackagain,Likearace—horseunderthespur。

  Withmysoul’sfineearIlistenandhearThetenderSilencespeak,AsitleansonthebreastofNighttorest,Andpresseshisduskycheek。

  Andthedarknessturnsinitssleep,andyearnsForsomethingthatiskin;

  AndIhearthehissofascorchingkiss,AsitfoldsandfondlesSin。

  Initshurryingracethroughleaguesofspace,IcanheartheEarthcatchbreath,Asitheavesandmoans,andshuddersandgroans,AndlongsfortherestofDeath。

  Andhighandfar,fromadistantstar,Whosenameisunknowntome,Ihearavoicethatsays,\"Rejoice,ForIkeepwardo’erthee!\"

  Oh,sweetandstrangearethesoundsthatrangeThroughthechambersofthenight;

  Andthewatcherwhowaitsbythedim,darkgatesMayhear,ifhelistsaright。

  GOD’SMEASURE

  GodmeasuressoulsbytheircapacityForentertaininghisbestAngel,Love。

  WholovethmostisnearestkintoGod,WhoisallLove,orNothing。

  HewhositsAndlooksoutonthepalpitatingworld,AndfeelshisheartswellwithinhimlargeenoughToholdallmenwithinit,heisnearHisgreatCreator’sstandard,thoughhedwellsOutsidethepaleofchurches,andknowsnotAfeast—dayfromafast—day,oralineOfScriptureeven。WhatGodwantsofusIsthatoutreachingbignessthatignoresAlllittlenessofaims,orloves,orcreeds,AndclaspsallEarthandHeaveninitsembrace。

  AMARCHSNOW

  Lettheoldsnowbecoveredwiththenew:

  Thetrampledsnow,sosoiled,andstained,andsodden。

  LetitbehiddenwhollyfromourviewBypurewhiteflakes,alltracklessanduntrodden。

  WhenWinterdies,lowatthesweetSpring’sfeet,Lethimbemantledinaclean,whitesheet。

  Lettheoldlifebecoveredbythenew:

  Theoldpastlifesofullofsadmistakes,LetitbewhollyhiddenfromtheviewBydeedsaswhiteandsilentassnow—flakes。

  ErethisearthlifemeltsintheeternalSpringLetthewhitemantleofrepentanceflingSoftdraperyaboutit,foldonfold,Evenasthenewsnowcoversuptheold。

  PHILOSOPHY

  Atmornthewisemanwalkedabroad,Proudwiththelearningofgreatfools。

  Helaughedandsaid,\"ThereisnoGod—

  ’Tisforcecreates,’tisreasonrules。\"

  Meekwiththewisdomofgreatfaith,Atnighthekneltwhileangelssmiled,Andweptandcriedwithanguishedbreath,\"Jehovah,GOD,saveThoumychild。\"

  \"CARLOS\"

  LastnightIkneltlowatmylady’sfeet。

  Onesoft,caressinghandplayedwithmyhair,AndoneIkissedandfondled。Kneelingthere,Ideemedmymeedofhappinesscomplete。

  Shewassofair,sofullofwitchingwiles—

  Offascinatingtricksofmouthandeye;

  Sowomanlywithal,butnottooshy—

  Andallmyheavenwascompassedbyhersmiles。

  Hersofttouchonmycheekandforeheadsent,Likelittlearrows,thrillsoftendernessThroughallmyframe。ItrembledwithexcessOflove,andsighedthesighofgreatcontent。

  Whenanymortaldarestosorejoice,IthinkajealousHeaven,bendinglow,Reachesasternhandforthanddealsablow。

  SweetthroughtheduskIheardmylady’svoice。

  \"Mylove!\"shesighed,\"myCarlos!\"evennowIfeeltheperfumedzephyrofherbreathBearingtomethosewordsoflivingdeath,Andstartingoutthecolddropsonmybrow。

  ForIamPAUL——notCarlos!WhoisheThat,inthesupremehouroflove’sdelight,Veiledbytheshadowsofthefallingnight,Sheshouldbreathelowhisname,forgettingme?

  Iwillnotaskher!’twereafruitlesstask,For,woman—like,shewouldmakemebelieveSomewell—toldtale;andsigh,andseemtogrieve,Andcallmecruel。Nay,Iwillnotask。

  ButthismanCarlos,whosoe’erhebe,Hasturnedmycupofnectarintogall,SinceIknowhehasclaimedsomeoneorallOfthesedelightsmyladygrantstome。

  Hemusthavekneltandkissedher,insomesadAndtendertwilight,whenthedaygrewdim。

  HowelsecouldIremindhersoofhim?

  Why,reverieslikethesehavemademenmad!

  Hemusthavefelthersofthandonhisbrow。

  IfHeavenwereshockedatsuchpresumptuouswrongs,Andplungedhiminthegrave,wherehebelongs,STILLSHEREMEMBERS,thoughshelovesmenow。

  Andifhelives,andmeetsmetohiscost,Why,whatavailsit?ImusthearandseeThatcurstname\"Carlos\"alwayshauntingme—

  SohasanotherParadisebeenlost。

  THETWOGLASSES

  Theresattwoglassesfilledtothebrim,Onarichman’stable,rimtorim。

  Onewasruddyandredasblood,Andonewasclearasthecrystalflood。

  Saidtheglassofwinetohispalerbrother,\"Letustelltalesofthepasttoeachother;

  Icantellofabanquet,andrevel,andmirth,WhereIwasking,forIruledinmight;

  FortheproudestandgrandestsoulsonearthFellundermytouch,asthoughstruckwithblight。

  FromtheheadsofkingsIhavetornthecrown;

  FromtheheightsoffameIhavehurledmendown。

  Ihaveblastedmanyanhonouredname;

  Ihavetakenvirtueandgivenshame;

  Ihavetemptedtheyouthwithasip,ataste,Thathasmadehisfutureabarrenwaste。

  FargreaterthananykingamI,Orthananyarmybeneaththesky。

  Ihavemadethearmofthedriverfail,Andsentthetrainfromtheironrail。

  Ihavemadegoodshipsgodownatsea,Andtheshrieksofthelostweresweettome。

  Fame,strength,wealth,geniusbeforemefall;

  Andmymightandpowerareoverall!

  Ho,ho!palebrother,\"saidthewine,\"Canyouboastofdeedsasgreatasmine?\"

  Saidthewater—glass:\"IcannotboastOfakingdethroned,oramurderedhost,ButIcantellofheartsthatweresadBymycrystaldropsmadebrightandglad;

  OfthirstsIhavequenched,andbrowsIhavelaved;

  OfhandsIhavecooled,andsoulsIhavesaved。

  Ihaveleaptthroughthevalley,dasheddownthemountain,Sleptinthesunshine,anddrippedfromthefountain。

  Ihaveburstmycloud—fetters,anddroppedfromthesky,Andeverywheregladdenedtheprospectandeye;

  Ihaveeasedthehotforeheadoffeverandpain;

  Ihavemadetheparchedmeadowsgrowfertilewithgrain。

  Icantellofthepowerfulwheelofthemill,Thatgroundouttheflour,andturnedatmywill。

  Icantellofmanhooddebasedbyyou,ThatIhaveupliftedandcrownedanew。

  Icheer,Ihelp,Istrengthenandaid;

  Igladdentheheartofmanandmaid;

  Isetthewine—chainedcaptivefree,Andallarebetterforknowingme。\"

  Thesearethetalestheytoldeachother,Theglassofwineanditspalerbrother,Astheysattogether,filledtothebrim,Onarichman’stable,rimtorim。

  LAMORTD’AMOUR

  Whenwasitthatlovedied?Weweresofond,Soveryfondalittlewhileago。

  Withleapingpulses,andbloodallaglow,Wedreamedaboutasweeterlifebeyond,Whenweshoulddwelltogetherasoneheart,Andscarcecouldwaitthathappytimetocome。

  Nowsidebysidewesitwithlipsquitedumb,Andfeelourselvesathousandmilesapart。

  Howwasitthatlovedied?Idonotknow。

  IonlyknowthatallitsgraceuntoldHasfadedintogray!ImissthegoldFromourdullskies;butdidnotseeitgo。

  Whyshouldlovedie?Weprizedit,Iamsure;

  Wethoughtofnothingelsewhenitwasours;

  Wecherisheditinsmiling,sunlitbowers:

  Itwasourall;whycoulditnotendure?

  Alas,weknownothow,orwhen,orwhyThisdearthingdied。Weonlyknowitwent,Andleftusdull,cold,andindifferent;

  Wewhofoundheavenonceineachother’ssigh。

  Howpitifulitis,andyethowtrueThathalftheloversintheworld,oneday,Lookquestioningineachother’seyesthiswayAndknowlove’sgoneforever,aswedo。

  SometimesIcannothelpbutthink,dearheart,AsIlookouto’erallthewide,sadearthAndseelove’sflamegoneoutonmanyahearth,Thatthosewhowouldkeeplovemustdwellapart。

  LOVE’SSLEEP

  (VersdeSociete)

  We’llcoverLovewithroses,AndsweetsleepheshalltakeNonebutafoolsupposesLovealwayskeepsawake。

  I’veknownloveswithoutnumber—

  Trueloveswerethey,andtried;

  AndjustforwantofslumberTheypinedawayanddied。

  OurlovewasbrightandcheerfulAlittlewhileagone;

  Nowheispaleandtearful,And——yes,I’veseenhimyawn。

  SotiredisheofkissesThathecanonlyweep;

  TheonedearthinghemissesAndlongsfornowissleep。

  WecouldnotlethimleaveusOnetime,hewassodear,ButnowitwouldnotgrieveusIfheslepthalfayear。

  Forhehashadhisseason,Likethelilyandtherose,AnditbutstandstoreasonThatheshouldwantrepose。

  WeprizedthesmilingCupidWhomadeourdayssobright;

  ButhehasgrownsostupidWegladlysaygood—night。

  AndifhewakenstenderAndfond,andfairaswhenHefilledourliveswithsplendour,We’lltakehimbackagain。

  Andshouldheneverwaken,Asthatperchancemaybe,Wewillnotweepforsaken,Butsing,\"Love,tra—la—lee!\"

  TRUECULTURE

  Thehighestcultureistospeaknoill,ThebestreformeristhemanwhoseeyesArequicktoseeallbeautyandallworth;

  Andbyhisowndiscreet,well—orderedlife,Alonereprovestheerring。

  WhenthygazeTurnsinonthineownsoul,bemostsevere。

  Butwhenitfallsuponafellow—manLetkindlinesscontrolit;andrefrainFromthatbelittlingcensurethatspringsforthFromcommonlipslikeweedsfrommarshysoil。

  THEVOLUPTUARY

  Oh,Iamsickoflovereciprocated,Ofhopesfulfilled,ambitionsgratified。

  Lifeholdsnothingtobeanticipated,AndIamsadfrombeingsatisfied。

  TheeagerjoyfeltclimbingupamountainHasleftmenowthehighestpointisgained。

  ThecrystalspraythatfellfromFame’sfairfountainWassweeterthanthewaterswerewhendrained。

  Thegildedapplewhichtheworldcallspleasure,AndwhichIpurchasedwithmyyouthandstrength,Pleasedmeamoment。ButtheemptytreasureLostallitslustre,andgrewdimatlength。

  Andlove,allglowingwithagoldenglory,Delightedmeaseasonwithitstale。

  Itpleasedthelongest,butatlastthestory,Sooftrepeated,tomyheartgrewstale。

  Ilivedforself,andallIaskedwasgiven,Ihavehadall,andnowamsickofbliss,NootherpunishmentdesignedbyHeavenCouldstrikemehalfsoforciblyasthis。

  IfeelnosenseofaughtbutenervationInallthejoysmyselfishaimshavebrought,Andknownowishbutforannihilation,SincethatwouldgivemefreedomfromthethoughtOh,blestishewhohassomeaimdefeated;

  Somemightylosstobalanceallhisgain。

  Forhimthereisahopenotyetcompleted;

  Forhimhathlifeyetdraughtsofjoyandpain。

  Butcursedishewhohasnobalkedambition,Nohopelesshope,nolossbeyondrepair,Butsickandsatedwithcompletefruition,Keepsnotthepleasureevenofdespair。

  THECOQUETTE

  Aloneshesatwithheraccusingheart,That,likearestlesscomrade,frightenedsleep,AndeverythoughtthatfoundherleftadartThathurtherso,shecouldnotevenweep。

  HerheartthatoncehadbeenacupwellfilledWithlove’sredwine,saveforsomedropsofgall,Sheknewwasempty;thoughithadnotspilledItssweetsforone,butwastedthemonall。

  Shestooduponthegraveofherdeadtruth,Andsawhersoul’sbrightarmourredwithrust,AndknewthatalltherichesofheryouthWereDeadSeaapples,crumblingintodust。

  Lovethathadturnedtobitter,bitingscorn,Hearthstonesdespoiled,andhomesmadedesolate,MadehercryoutthatshewaseverbornToloatheherbeautyandtocurseherfate。

  IF

  Dearlove,ifyouandIcouldsailaway,Withsnowypennonstothewindsunfurled,Acrossthewatersofsomeunknownbay,Andfindsomeislandfarfromalltheworld;

  Ifwecoulddwellthere,evermorealone,Whileunrecordedyearsslipbyapace,ForgettingandforgottenandunknownByaughtsavenativesong—birdsoftheplace;

  IfWinternevervisitedthatland,AndSummer’slapspilledo’erwithfruitsandflowers,Andtropictreescastshadeoneveryhand,Andtwinedboughsformedsleep—invitingbowers;

  Iffromthefashionsoftheworldsetfree,Andhidawayfromallitsjealousstrife,Ilivedaloneforyou,andyouforme—

  Ah!then,dearlove,howsweetwereweddedlife。

  Butsincewedwellhereinthecrowdedway,Wherehurryingthrongsrushbytoseekforgold,Andalliscommonplaceandworkaday,Assoonaslove’syounghoneymoongrowsold;

  Sincefashionrulesandnatureyieldstoart,Andlifeishurtbydailyjarandfret,’TisbesttoshutsuchdreamsdownintheheartAndgoourwaysalone,love,andforget。

  LOVE’SBURIAL

  Letusclearalittlespace,AndmakeLoveaburial—place。

  Heisdead,dear,asyousee,Andheweariesyouandme。

  Growingheavier,daybyday,Letusburyhim,Isay。

  Wingsofdeadwhitebutterflies,Theseshallshroudhim,asheliesInhiscasketrichandrare,Madeoffinestmaiden—hair。

  WiththepollenoftheroseLetushiswhiteeyelidsclose。

  Puttherosethorninhishand,Shornofleaves——youunderstand。

  LetsomeholywaterfallOnhisdeadface,tearsofgall—

  Aswekneelbyhimandsay,\"Dreamstodreams,\"andturnaway。

  Thosegravediggers,Doubt,Distrust,Theywilllowerhimtothedust。

  Letuspartherewithakiss—

  Yougothatway,Igothis。

  SinceweburiedLoveto—dayWewillwalkaseparateway。

  LIPPO

  Nowwemustpart,myLippo。Evenso,Igrievetoseethysuddenpainedsurprise;

  Gazenotonmewithsuchaccusingeyes—

  ’TwasthineownhandwhichdealtdearLove’sdeath—blow。

  Ilovedtheefondlyyesterday。TillthenThyheartwaslikeacoveredgoldencupAlwaysabovemyeagerlipheldup。

  Ifanciedthouwertnotasothermen。

  IknewthatheartwasfilledwithLove’ssweetwine,Pressedwhollyformydrinking。AndmylipGrewparchedwiththirstingforonenectaredsipOfwhat,deniedme,seemedadraughtdivine。

  Lastevening,inthegloaming,thatcupspilledItspreciouscontents。EventotheleesWereofferedtome,saying,\"Drinkofthese!\"

  And,whenIsawitempty,Lovewaskilled。

  Nowordwasleftunsaid,noactundone,Toprovetomethouwertmyabjectslave。

  Ah!Love,hadstthoubeenwiseenoughtosaveOnelittledropofthatsweetwine——butone—

  Istillhadlovedthee,longingforitthen。

  Buteventhecupismine。Ilookwithin,Andfinditholdsnotonelastdroptowin,Andcastitdown。——Thouartasothermen。

  \"LOVEISENOUGH\"

  Loveisenough。Letusnotaskforgold。

  Wealthbreedsfalseaims,andprideandselfishness;

  Inthoseserene,ArcadiandaysofoldMengavenothoughttoprincelyhomesanddress,ThegodswhodweltonfairOlympia’sheightLivedonlyfordearloveandlove’sdelight。

  Loveisenough。

  Loveisenough。Whyshouldwecareforfame?

  Ambitionisamostunpleasantguest:

  ItluresuswiththegloryofanameFarfromthehappyhauntsofpeaceandrest。

  LetusstayhereinthissecludedplaceMadebeautifulbylove’sendearinggrace!

  Loveisenough。

  Loveisenough。Whyshouldwestriveforpower?

  Itbringsmenonlyenvyanddistrust。

  Thepoorworld’shomagepleasesbutanhour,Andearthlyhonoursvanishinthedust。

  Thegrandestlivesareofttimesdesolate;

  Letmebeloved,andletwhowillbegreat。

  Loveisenough。

  Loveisenough。Whyshouldweaskformore?

  Whatgreatergifthavegodsvouchsafedtomen?

  WhatbetterboonofalltheirpreciousstoreThanourfondheartsthatloveandloveagain?

  Oldlovemaydie;newloveisjustassweet;

  Andlifeisfairandalltheworldcomplete:

  Loveisenough!

  LIFEISLOVE

  Isanyonesadintheworld,Iwonder?

  Doesanyoneweeponadaylikethis,Withthesunaboveandthegreenearthunder?

  Why,whatislifebutadreamofbliss?

  Withthesunandtheskiesandthebirdsaboveme,Birdsthatsingastheywheelandfly—

  Withthewindstofollowandsaytheylovedme—

  Whocouldbelonely?Oho,notI!

  Somebodysaidinthestreetthismorning,AsIopenedmywindowtoletinthelight,Thatthedarkestdayoftheworldwasdawning;

  ButIlooked,andtheEastwasagorgeoussightOnewhoclaimsthatheknowsaboutitTellsmetheEarthisavaleofsin;

  ButIandthebeesandthebirds——wedoubtit,Andthinkitaworldworthlivingin。

  Someonesaysthatheartsarefickle,Thatloveissorrow,thatlifeiscare,AndthereaperDeath,withhisshiningsickle,Gatherswhateverisbrightandfair。

  Itoldthethrush,andwelaughedtogether—

  Laughedtillthewoodswerealla—ring;

  Andhesaidtome,asheplumedeachfeather,\"Well,peoplemustcroak,iftheycannotsing!\"

  Upheflew,buthissong,remaining,Ranglikeabellinmyheartallday,AndsilencedthevoicesofweakcomplainingThatpipelikeinsectsalongtheway。

  Oworldoflight,andOworldofbeauty!

  Wherearetherepleasuressosweetasthine?

  Yes,lifeislove,andloveisduty;

  Andwhatheartsorrows?Ono,notmine!

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