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  AfterhavingattendedmylamentedfreindtoherEarlyGrave,I

  immediately(tho’lateatnight)leftthedetestedVillageinwhichshedied,andnearwhichhadexpiredmyHusbandandAugustus。IhadnotwalkedmanyyardsfromitbeforeIwasovertakenbyastage—coach,inwhichIinstantlytookaplace,determinedtoproceedinittoEdinburgh,whereIhopedtofindsomekindsomepityingFreindwhowouldreceiveandcomfortmeinmyafflictions。

  ItwassodarkwhenIenteredtheCoachthatIcouldnotdistinguishtheNumberofmyFellow—travellers;Icouldonlyperceivethattheyweremany。Regardlesshoweverofanythingconcerningthem,IgavemyselfuptomyownsadReflections。A

  generalsilenceprevailed——Asilence,whichwasbynothinginterruptedbutbytheloudandrepeatedsnoresofoneoftheParty。

  \"Whatanilliteratevillainmustthatmanbe!(thoughtItomyself)Whatatotalwantofdelicaterefinementmusthehave,whocanthusshockoursensesbysuchabrutalnoise!HemustI

  amcertainbecapableofeverybadaction!ThereisnocrimetooblackforsuchaCharacter!\"ThusreasonedIwithinmyself,anddoubtlesssuchwerethereflectionsofmyfellowtravellers。

  Atlength,returningDayenabledmetobeholdtheunprincipledScoundrelwhohadsoviolentlydisturbedmyfeelings。ItwasSirEdwardthefatherofmyDeceasedHusband。ByhissidesateAugusta,andonthesameseatwithmewereyourMotherandLadyDorothea。ImaginemysurpriseatfindingmyselfthusseatedamongstmyoldAcquaintance。Greataswasmyastonishment,itwasyetincreased,whenonlookingoutofWindows,IbeheldtheHusbandofPhilippa,withPhilippabyhisside,ontheCoachboxandwhenonlookingbehindIbeheld,PhilanderandGustavusintheBasket。\"Oh!Heavens,(exclaimedI)isitpossiblethatI

  shouldsounexpectedlybesurroundedbymynearestRelationsandConnections?\"ThesewordsrousedtherestoftheParty,andeveryeyewasdirectedtothecornerinwhichIsat。\"Oh!myIsabel(continuedIthrowingmyselfacrossLadyDorotheaintoherarms)receiveoncemoretoyourBosomtheunfortunateLaura。

  Alas!whenwelastpartedintheValeofUsk,IwashappyinbeingunitedtothebestofEdwards;IhadthenaFatherandaMother,andhadneverknownmisfortunes——Butnowdeprivedofeveryfreindbutyou——\"

  \"What!(interruptedAugusta)ismyBrotherdeadthen?TellusI

  intreatyouwhatisbecomeofhim?\"\"Yes,coldandinsensibleNymph,(repliedI)thatlucklessswainyourBrother,isnomore,andyoumaynowgloryinbeingtheHeiressofSirEdward’sfortune。\"

  AlthoughIhadalwaysdespisedherfromtheDayIhadoverheardherconversationwithmyEdward,yetincivilityIcompliedwithhersandSirEdward’sintreatiesthatIwouldinformthemofthewholemelancholyaffair。Theyweregreatlyshocked——eventheobdurateHeartofSirEdwardandtheinsensibleoneofAugusta,weretouchedwithsorrow,bytheunhappytale。AttherequestofyourMotherIrelatedtothemeveryothermisfortunewhichhadbefallenmesinceweparted。OftheimprisonmentofAugustusandtheabsenceofEdward——ofourarrivalinScotland——ofourunexpectedMeetingwithourGrand—fatherandourcousins——ofourvisittoMacdonald—Hall——ofthesingularservicewethereperformedtowardsJanetta——ofherFathersingratitudeforit……

  ofhisinhumanBehaviour,unaccountablesuspicions,andbarbaroustreatmentofus,inobligingustoleavetheHouse……ofourlamentationsonthelossofEdwardandAugustusandfinallyofthemelancholyDeathofmybelovedCompanion。

  PityandsurprisewerestronglydepicturedinyourMother’scountenance,duringthewholeofmynarration,butIamsorrytosay,thattotheeternalreproachofhersensibility,thelatterinfinitelypredominated。Nay,faultlessasmyconducthadcertainlybeenduringthewholecourseofmylatemisfortunesandadventures,shepretendedtofindfaultwithmybehaviourinmanyofthesituationsinwhichIhadbeenplaced。AsIwassensiblemyself,thatIhadalwaysbehavedinamannerwhichreflectedHonouronmyFeelingsandRefinement,Ipaidlittleattentiontowhatshesaid,anddesiredhertosatisfymyCuriositybyinformingmehowshecamethere,insteadofwoundingmyspotlessreputationwithunjustifiableReproaches。Assoonasshehadcomplyedwithmywishesinthisparticularandhadgivenmeanaccuratedetailofeverythingthathadbefallenhersinceourseparation(theparticularsofwhichifyouarenotalreadyacquaintedwith,yourMotherwillgiveyou)IappliedtoAugustaforthesameinformationrespectingherself,SirEdwardandLadyDorothea。

  ShetoldmethathavingaconsiderabletastefortheBeautiesofNature,hercuriositytobeholdthedelightfulscenesitexhibitedinthatpartoftheWorldhadbeensomuchraisedbyGilpin’sTourtotheHighlands,thatshehadprevailedonherFathertoundertakeaTourtoScotlandandhadpersuadedLadyDorotheatoaccompanythem。ThattheyhadarrivedatEdinburghafewDaysbeforeandfromthencehadmadedailyExcursionsintotheCountryaroundintheStageCoachtheywerethenin,fromoneofwhichExcursionstheywereatthattimereturning。MynextenquirieswereconcerningPhilippaandherHusband,thelatterofwhomIlearnedhavingspentallherfortune,hadrecourseforsubsistencetothetalentinwhich,hehadalwaysmostexcelled,namely,Driving,andthathavingsoldeverythingwhichbelongedtothemexcepttheirCoach,hadconverteditintoaStageandinordertoberemovedfromanyofhisformerAcquaintance,haddrivenittoEdinburghfromwhencehewenttoSterlingeveryotherDay。ThatPhilippastillretainingheraffectionforherungratefullHusband,hadfollowedhimtoScotlandandgenerallyaccompaniedhiminhislittleExcursionstoSterling。\"IthasonlybeentothrowalittlemoneyintotheirPockets(continuedAugusta)thatmyFatherhasalwaystravelledintheirCoachtoveiwthebeautiesoftheCountrysinceourarrivalinScotland——foritwouldcertainlyhavebeenmuchmoreagreabletous,tovisittheHighlandsinaPostchaisethanmerelytotravelfromEdinburghtoSterlingandfromSterlingtoEdinburgheveryotherDayinacrowdedanduncomfortableStage。\"Iperfectlyagreedwithherinhersentimentsontheaffair,andsecretlyblamedSirEdwardforthussacrificinghisDaughter’sPleasureforthesakeofaridiculousoldwomanwhosefollyinmarryingsoyoungamanoughttobepunished。HisBehaviourhoweverwasentirelyofapeicewithhisgeneralCharacter;forwhatcouldbeexpectedfromamanwhopossessednotthesmallestatomofSensibility,whoscarcelyknewthemeaningofsimpathy,andwhoactuallysnored——。

  AdeiuLaura。

  LETTERthe15thLAURAincontinuation。

  WhenwearrivedatthetownwhereweweretoBreakfast,IwasdeterminedtospeakwithPhilanderandGustavus,andtothatpurposeassoonasIlefttheCarriage,IwenttotheBasketandtenderlyenquiredaftertheirHealth,expressingmyfearsoftheuneasinessoftheirsituation。AtfirsttheyseemedratherconfusedatmyappearancedreadingnodoubtthatImightcallthemtoaccountforthemoneywhichourGrandfatherhadleftmeandwhichtheyhadunjustlydeprivedmeof,butfindingthatI

  mentionednothingoftheMatter,theydesiredmetostepintotheBasketaswemightthereconversewithgreaterease。AccordinglyI

  enteredandwhilsttherestofthepartyweredevouringgreenteaandbutteredtoast,wefeastedourselvesinamorerefinedandsentimentalMannerbyaconfidentialConversation。Iinformedthemofeverythingwhichhadbefallenmeduringthecourseofmylife,andatmyrequesttheyrelatedtomeeveryincidentoftheirs。

  \"Wearethesonsasyoualreadyknow,ofthetwoyoungestDaughterswhichLordStClairhadbyLaurinaanitalianoperagirl。OurmotherscouldneitherofthemexactlyascertainwhowereourFather,thoughitisgenerallybeleivedthatPhilander,isthesonofonePhilipJonesaBricklayerandthatmyFatherwasoneGregoryStavesaStaymakerofEdinburgh。ThisishoweveroflittleconsequenceforasourMotherswerecertainlynevermarriedtoeitherofthemitreflectsnoDishonouronourBlood,whichisofamostancientandunpollutedkind。Bertha(theMotherofPhilander)andAgatha(myownMother)alwayslivedtogether。Theywereneitherofthemveryrich;theirunitedfortuneshadoriginallyamountedtoninethousandPounds,butastheyhadalwayslivedontheprincipalofit,whenwewerefifteenitwasdiminishedtonineHundred。ThisnineHundredtheyalwayskeptinaDrawerinoneoftheTableswhichstoodinourcommonsittingParlour,fortheconvenienceofhavingitalwaysatHand。Whetheritwasfromthiscircumstance,ofitsbeingeasilytaken,orfromawishofbeingindependant,orfromanexcessofsensibility(forwhichwewerealwaysremarkable)Icannotnowdetermine,butcertainitisthatwhenwehadreachedour15thyear,wetookthenineHundredPoundsandranaway。HavingobtainedthisprizeweweredeterminedtomanageitwitheoconomyandnottospenditeitherwithfollyorExtravagance。Tothispurposewethereforedivideditintonineparcels,oneofwhichwedevotedtoVictuals,the2dtoDrink,the3dtoHousekeeping,the4thtoCarriages,the5thtoHorses,the6thtoServants,the7thtoAmusements,the8thtoCloathesandthe9thtoSilverBuckles。HavingthusarrangedourExpencesfortwomonths(forweexpectedtomakethenineHundredPoundslastaslong)wehastenedtoLondonandhadthegoodlucktospenditin7weeksandaDaywhichwas6Dayssoonerthanwehadintended。Assoonaswehadthushappilydisencumberedourselvesfromtheweightofsomuchmoney,webegantothinkofreturningtoourMothers,butaccidentallyhearingthattheywerebothstarvedtoDeath,wegaveoverthedesignanddeterminedtoengageourselvestosomestrollingCompanyofPlayers,aswehadalwaysaturnfortheStage。Accordinglyweofferedourservicestooneandwereaccepted;ourCompanywasindeedrathersmall,asitconsistedonlyoftheManagerhiswifeandourselves,buttherewerefewertopayandtheonlyinconvenienceattendingitwastheScarcityofPlayswhichforwantofPeopletofilltheCharacters,wecouldperform。Wedidnotmindtrifleshowever——。OneofourmostadmiredPerformanceswasMACBETH,inwhichweweretrulygreat。TheManageralwaysplayedBANQUOhimself,hisWifemyLADY

  MACBETH。IdidtheTHREEWITCHESandPhilanderactedALLTHEREST。

  TosaythetruththistragedywasnotonlytheBest,buttheonlyPlaythatweeverperformed;andafterhavingacteditalloverEngland,andWales,wecametoScotlandtoexhibititovertheremainderofGreatBritain。WehappenedtobequarteredinthatveryTown,whereyoucameandmetyourGrandfather——。WewereintheInn—yardwhenhisCarriageenteredandperceivingbythearmstowhomitbelonged,andknowingthatLordStClairwasourGrandfather,weagreedtoendeavourtogetsomethingfromhimbydiscoveringtheRelationship——。Youknowhowwellitsucceeded——。

  HavingobtainedthetwoHundredPounds,weinstantlylefttheTown,leavingourManagerandhisWifetoactMACBETHbythemselves,andtooktheroadtoSterling,wherewespentourlittlefortunewithgreatECLAT。WearenowreturningtoEdinburghinordertogetsomeprefermentintheActingway;andsuchmyDearCousinisourHistory。\"

  IthankedtheamiableYouthforhisentertainingnarration,andafterexpressingmywishesfortheirWelfareandHappiness,leftthemintheirlittleHabitationandreturnedtomyotherFreindswhoimpatientlyexpectedme。

  MyadventuresarenowdrawingtoaclosemydearestMarianne;

  atleastforthepresent。

  WhenwearrivedatEdinburghSirEdwardtoldmethatastheWidowofhisson,hedesiredIwouldacceptfromhisHandsoffourHundredayear。IgraciouslypromisedthatIwould,butcouldnothelpobservingthattheunsimpatheticBaronetoffereditmoreonaccountofmybeingtheWidowofEdwardthaninbeingtherefinedandamiableLaura。

  ItookupmyResidenceinaRomanticVillageintheHighlandsofScotlandwhereIhaveeversincecontinued,andwhereIcanuninterruptedbyunmeaningVisits,indulgeinamelancholysolitude,myunceasingLamentationsfortheDeathofmyFather,myMother,myHusbandandmyFreind。

  AugustahasbeenforseveralyearsunitedtoGrahamtheManofallothersmostsuitedtoher;shebecameacquaintedwithhimduringherstayinScotland。

  SirEdwardinhopesofgaininganHeirtohisTitleandEstate,atthesametimemarriedLadyDorothea——。Hiswisheshavebeenanswered。

  PhilanderandGustavus,afterhavingraisedtheirreputationbytheirPerformancesintheTheatricalLineatEdinburgh,removedtoCoventGarden,wheretheystillexhibitundertheassumednamesofLUVISandQUICK。

  PhilippahaslongpaidtheDebtofNature,HerHusbandhoweverstillcontinuestodrivetheStage—CoachfromEdinburghtoSterling:——

  AdeiumyDearestMarianne。

  Laura。

  FinisJune13th1790。

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  ANUNFINISHEDNOVELINLETTERS

  ToHENRYTHOMASAUSTENEsqre。

  SirIamnowavailingmyselfoftheLibertyyouhavefrequentlyhonouredmewithofdedicatingoneofmyNovelstoyou。Thatitisunfinished,Igreive;yetfearthatfromme,itwillalwaysremainso;thatasfarasitiscarried,itshouldbesotriflingandsounworthyofyou,isanotherconcerntoyourobligedhumbleServantTheAuthorMessrsDemandandCo——pleasetopayJaneAustenSpinsterthesumofonehundredguineasonaccountofyourHumbleServant。

  H。T。AustenL105。0。0。

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  LESLEYCASTLE

  LETTERtheFIRSTisfromMissMARGARETLESLEYtoMissCHARLOTTELUTTERELL。

  LesleyCastleJanry3rd——1792。

  MyBrotherhasjustleftus。\"Matilda(saidheatparting)youandMargaretwillIamcertaintakeallthecareofmydearlittleone,thatshemighthavereceivedfromanindulgent,andaffectionateandamiableMother。\"Tearsrolleddownhischeeksashespokethesewords——theremembranceofher,whohadsowantonlydisgracedtheMaternalcharacterandsoopenlyviolatedtheconjugalDuties,preventedhisaddinganythingfarther;heembracedhissweetChildandaftersalutingMatildaandMehastilybrokefromusandseatinghimselfinhisChaise,pursuedtheroadtoAberdeen。NeverwasthereabetteryoungMan!Ah!

  howlittledidhedeservethemisfortuneshehasexperiencedintheMarriagestate。SogoodaHusbandtosobadaWife!foryouknowmydearCharlottethattheWorthlessLouisalefthim,herChildandreputationafewweeksagoincompanywithDanversanddishonour。Neverwasthereasweeterface,afinerform,oralessamiableHeartthanLouisaowned!HerchildalreadypossessesthepersonalCharmsofherunhappyMother!MaysheinheritfromherFatherallhismentalones!Lesleyisatpresentbutfiveandtwenty,andhasalreadygivenhimselfuptomelancholyandDespair;whatadifferencebetweenhimandhisFather!SirGeorgeis57andstillremainstheBeau,theflightystripling,thegayLad,andsprightlyYoungster,thathisSonwasreallyaboutfiveyearsback,andthatHEhasaffectedtoappeareversincemyremembrance。WhileourfatherisflutteringaboutthestreetsofLondon,gay,dissipated,andThoughtlessattheageof57,MatildaandIcontinuesecludedfromMankindinouroldandMoulderingCastle,whichissituatedtwomilesfromPerthonaboldprojectingRock,andcommandsanextensiveveiwoftheTownanditsdelightfulEnvirons。Buttho’retiredfromalmostalltheWorld,(forwevisitnoonebuttheM’Leods,TheM’Kenzies,theM’Phersons,theM’Cartneys,theM’Donalds,TheM’kinnons,theM’lellans,theM’kays,theMacbethsandtheMacduffs)weareneitherdullnorunhappy;onthecontrarythereneverweretwomorelively,moreagreableormorewittygirls,thanweare;notanhourintheDayhangsheavyonourHands。Weread,wework,wewalk,andwhenfatiguedwiththeseEmploymentsreleiveourspirits,eitherbyalivelysong,agracefulDance,orbysomesmartbon—mot,andwittyrepartee。WearehandsomemydearCharlotte,veryhandsomeandthegreatestofourPerfectionsis,thatweareentirelyinsensibleofthemourselves。ButwhydoIthusdwellonmyself!LetmeratherrepeatthepraiseofourdearlittleNeicetheinnocentLouisa,whoisatpresentsweetlysmilinginagentleNap,asshereposesonthesofa。ThedearCreatureisjustturnedoftwoyearsold;ashandsomeastho’2and20,assensibleastho’2and30,andasprudentastho’2and40。Toconvinceyouofthis,Imustinformyouthatshehasaveryfinecomplexionandveryprettyfeatures,thatshealreadyknowsthetwofirstlettersintheAlphabet,andthatshenevertearsherfrocks——。IfIhavenotnowconvincedyouofherBeauty,SenseandPrudence,Ihavenothingmoretourgeinsupportofmyassertion,andyouwillthereforehavenowayofdecidingtheAffairbutbycomingtoLesley—Castle,andbyapersonalacquaintancewithLouisa,determineforyourself。Ah!

  mydearFreind,howhappyshouldIbetoseeyouwithinthesevenerableWalls!ItisnowfouryearssincemyremovalfromSchoolhasseparatedmefromyou;thattwosuchtenderHearts,socloselylinkedtogetherbythetiesofsimpathyandFreindship,shouldbesowidelyremovedfromeachother,isvastlymoving。I

  liveinPerthshire,YouinSussex。WemightmeetinLondon,weremyFatherdisposedtocarrymethere,andwereyourMothertobethereatthesametime。WemightmeetatBath,atTunbridge,oranywhereelseindeed,couldwebutbeatthesameplacetogether。

  Wehaveonlytohopethatsuchaperiodmayarrive。MyFatherdoesnotreturntoustillAutumn;myBrotherwillleaveScotlandinafewDays;heisimpatienttotravel。MistakenYouth!HevainlyflattershimselfthatchangeofAirwillhealtheWoundsofabrokenHeart!YouwilljoinwithmeIamcertainmydearCharlotte,inprayersfortherecoveryoftheunhappyLesley’speaceofMind,whichmusteverbeessentialtothatofyoursincerefreindM。Lesley。

  LETTERtheSECOND

  FromMissC。LUTTERELLtoMissM。LESLEYinanswer。

  GlenfordFebry12

  IhaveathousandexcusestobegforhavingsolongdelayedthankingyoumydearPeggyforyouragreableLetter,whichbeleivemeIshouldnothavedeferreddoing,hadnoteverymomentofmytimeduringthelastfiveweeksbeensofullyemployedinthenecessaryarrangementsformysisterswedding,astoallowmenotimetodevoteeithertoyouormyself。AndnowwhatprovokesmemorethananythingelseisthattheMatchisbrokeoff,andallmyLabourthrownaway。ImaginehowgreattheDissapointmentmustbetome,whenyouconsiderthatafterhavinglabouredbothbyNightandbyDay,inordertogettheWeddingdinnerreadybythetimeappointed,afterhavingroastedBeef,BroiledMutton,andStewedSoupenoughtolastthenew—marriedCouplethroughtheHoney—moon,IhadthemortificationoffindingthatIhadbeenRoasting,BroilingandStewingboththeMeatandMyselftonopurpose。IndeedmydearFreind,IneverremembersufferinganyvexationequaltowhatIexperiencedonlastMondaywhenmysistercamerunningtomeinthestore—roomwithherfaceasWhiteasaWhiptsyllabub,andtoldmethatHerveyhadbeenthrownfromhisHorse,hadfracturedhisScullandwaspronouncedbyhissurgeontobeinthemostemminentDanger。\"GoodGod!

  (saidI)youdontsayso?WhywhatinthenameofHeavenwillbecomeofalltheVictuals!Weshallneverbeabletoeatitwhileitisgood。However,we’llcallintheSurgeontohelpus。

  IshallbeabletomanagetheSir—loinmyself,myMotherwilleatthesoup,andYouandtheDoctormustfinishtherest。\"HereI

  wasinterrupted,byseeingmypoorSisterfalldowntoappearanceLifelessupononeoftheChests,wherewekeepourTablelinen。

  IimmediatelycalledmyMotherandtheMaids,andatlastwebroughthertoherselfagain;assoonasevershewassensible,sheexpressedadeterminationofgoinginstantlytoHenry,andwassowildlybentonthisScheme,thatwehadthegreatestDifficultyintheWorldtopreventherputtingitinexecution;

  atlasthowevermorebyForcethanEntreatyweprevailedonhertogointoherroom;welaidherupontheBed,andshecontinuedforsomeHoursinthemostdreadfulConvulsions。MyMotherandI

  continuedintheroomwithher,andwhenanyintervalsoftolerableComposureinEloisawouldallowus,wejoinedinheartfeltlamentationsonthedreadfulWasteinourprovisionswhichthisEventmustoccasion,andinconcertingsomeplanforgettingridofthem。Weagreedthatthebestthingwecoulddowastobegineatingthemimmediately,andaccordinglyweorderedupthecoldHamandFowls,andinstantlybeganourDevouringPlanonthemwithgreatAlacrity。WewouldhavepersuadedEloisatohavetakenaWingofaChicken,butshewouldnotbepersuaded。

  Shewashowevermuchquieterthanshehadbeen;theconvulsionsshehadbeforesufferedhavinggivenwaytoanalmostperfectInsensibility。Weendeavouredtorouseherbyeverymeansinourpower,buttonopurpose。ItalkedtoherofHenry。\"DearEloisa(saidI)there’snooccasionforyourcryingsomuchaboutsuchatrifle。(forIwaswillingtomakelightofitinordertocomforther)Ibegyouwouldnotmindit——Youseeitdoesnotvexmeintheleast;thoughperhapsImaysuffermostfromitafterall;forIshallnotonlybeobligedtoeatupalltheVictualsIhavedressedalready,butmustifHenryshouldrecover(whichhoweverisnotverylikely)dressasmuchforyouagain;

  orshouldhedie(asIsupposehewill)IshallstillhavetoprepareaDinnerforyouwheneveryoumarryanyoneelse。Soyouseethattho’perhapsforthepresentitmayafflictyoutothinkofHenry’ssufferings,YetIdaresayhe’lldiesoon,andthenhispainwillbeoverandyouwillbeeasy,whereasmyTroublewilllastmuchlongerforworkashardasImay,Iamcertainthatthepantrycannotbeclearedinlessthanafortnight。\"ThusIdidallinmypowertoconsoleher,butwithoutanyeffect,andatlastasIsawthatshedidnotseemtolistentome,Isaidnomore,butleavingherwithmyMotherItookdowntheremainsofTheHamandChicken,andsentWilliamtoaskhowHenrydid。HewasnotexpectedtolivemanyHours;hediedthesameday。WetookallpossiblecaretobreakthemelancholyEventtoEloisainthetenderestmanner;yetinspiteofeveryprecaution,hersufferingsonhearingitweretooviolentforherreason,andshecontinuedformanyhoursinahighDelirium。Sheisstillextremelyill,andherPhysiciansaregreatlyafraidofhergoingintoaDecline。WearethereforepreparingforBristol,wherewemeantobeinthecourseofthenextweek。AndnowmydearMargaretletmetalkalittleofyouraffairs;andinthefirstplaceImustinformyouthatitisconfidentlyreported,yourFatherisgoingtobemarried;Iamveryunwillingtobeleivesounpleasingareport,andatthesametimecannotwhollydiscreditit。IhavewrittentomyfreindSusanFitzgerald,forinformationconcerningit,whichassheisatpresentinTown,shewillbeveryabletogiveme。IknownotwhoistheLady。I

  thinkyourBrotherisextremelyrightintheresolutionhehastakenoftravelling,asitwillperhapscontributetoobliteratefromhisremembrance,thosedisagreableEvents,whichhavelatelysomuchafflictedhim——Iamhappytofindthattho’secludedfromalltheWorld,neitheryounorMatildaaredullorunhappy——thatyoumayneverknowwhatitisto,beeitheristhewishofyoursincerelyaffectionateC。L。

  P。S。IhavethisinstantreceivedananswerfrommyfreindSusan,whichIenclosetoyou,andonwhichyouwillmakeyourownreflections。

  TheenclosedLETTER

  MydearCHARLOTTE

  YoucouldnothaveappliedforinformationconcerningthereportofSirGeorgeLesleysMarriage,toanyonebetterabletogiveityouthanIam。SirGeorgeiscertainlymarried;IwasmyselfpresentattheCeremony,whichyouwillnotbesurprisedatwhenIsubscribemyselfyourAffectionateSusanLesleyLETTERtheTHIRD

  FromMissMARGARETLESLEYtoMissC。LUTTERELL

  LesleyCastleFebruarythe16thIhavemademyownreflectionsontheletteryouenclosedtome,myDearCharlotteandIwillnowtellyouwhatthosereflectionswere。IreflectedthatifbythissecondMarriageSirGeorgeshouldhaveasecondfamily,ourfortunesmustbeconsiderablydiminushed——thatifhisWifeshouldbeofanextravagantturn,shewouldencouragehimtopersevereinthatgayandDissipatedwayofLifetowhichlittleencouragementwouldbenecessary,andwhichhasIfearalreadyprovedbuttoodetrimentaltohishealthandfortune——thatshewouldnowbecomeMistressofthoseJewelswhichonceadornedourMother,andwhichSirGeorgehadalwayspromisedus——thatiftheydidnotcomeintoPerthshireIshouldnotbeabletogratifymycuriosityofbeholdingmyMother—in—lawandthatiftheydid,MatildawouldnolongersitattheheadofherFather’stable——。ThesemydearCharlottewerethemelancholyreflectionswhichcrowdedintomyimaginationafterperusingSusan’slettertoyou,andwhichinstantlyoccurredtoMatildawhenshehadperuseditlikewise。Thesameideas,thesamefears,immediatelyoccupiedherMind,andIknownotwhichreflectiondistressedhermost,whethertheprobableDiminutionofourFortunes,orherownConsequence。WebothwishverymuchtoknowwhetherLadyLesleyishandsomeandwhatisyouropinionofher;asyouhonourherwiththeappellationofyourfreind,weflatterourselvesthatshemustbeamiable。MyBrotherisalreadyinParis。HeintendstoquititinafewDays,andtobeginhisroutetoItaly。Hewritesinamostchearfullmanner,saysthattheairofFrancehasgreatlyrecoveredbothhisHealthandSpirits;thathehasnowentirelyceasedtothinkofLouisawithanydegreeeitherofPityorAffection,thatheevenfeelshimselfobligedtoherforherElopement,ashethinksitverygoodfuntobesingleagain。Bythis,youmayperceivethathehasentirelyregainedthatchearfulGaiety,andsprightlyWit,forwhichhewasoncesoremarkable。WhenhefirstbecameacquaintedwithLouisawhichwaslittlemorethanthreeyearsago,hewasoneofthemostlively,themostagreableyoungMenoftheage——。Ibeleiveyouneveryetheardtheparticularsofhisfirstacquaintancewithher。ItcommencedatourcousinColonelDrummond’s;atwhosehouseinCumberlandhespenttheChristmas,inwhichheattainedtheageoftwoandtwenty。

  LouisaBurtonwastheDaughterofadistantRelationofMrs。

  Drummond,whodieingafewMonthsbeforeinextremepoverty,lefthisonlyChildthenabouteighteentotheprotectionofanyofhisRelationswhowouldprotecther。Mrs。Drummondwastheonlyonewhofoundherselfsodisposed——LouisawasthereforeremovedfromamiserableCottageinYorkshiretoanelegantMansioninCumberland,andfromeverypecuniaryDistressthatPovertycouldinflict,toeveryelegantEnjoymentthatMoneycouldpurchase——。

  Louisawasnaturallyill—temperedandCunning;butshehadbeentaughttodisguiseherrealDisposition,undertheappearanceofinsinuatingSweetness,byafatherwhobuttoowellknew,thattobemarried,wouldbetheonlychanceshewouldhaveofnotbeingstarved,andwhoflatteredhimselfthatwithsuchanextroidinaryshareofpersonalbeauty,joinedtoagentlenessofManners,andanengagingaddress,shemightstandagoodchanceofpleasingsomeyoungManwhomightaffordtomarryagirlwithoutaShilling。Louisaperfectlyenteredintoherfather’sschemesandwasdeterminedtoforwardthemwithallhercareandattention。

  BydintofPerseveranceandApplication,shehadatlengthsothoroughlydisguisedhernaturaldispositionunderthemaskofInnocence,andSoftness,astoimposeuponeveryonewhohadnotbyalongandconstantintimacywithherdiscoveredherrealCharacter。SuchwasLouisawhenthehaplessLesleyfirstbeheldheratDrummond—house。Hisheartwhich(touseyourfavouritecomparison)wasasdelicateassweetandastenderasaWhipt—

  syllabub,couldnotresistherattractions。InaveryfewDays,hewasfallinginlove,shortlyafteractuallyfell,andbeforehehadknownheraMonth,hehadmarriedher。MyFatherwasatfirsthighlydispleasedatsohastyandimprudentaconnection;

  butwhenhefoundthattheydidnotmindit,hesoonbecameperfectlyreconciledtothematch。TheEstatenearAberdeenwhichmybrotherpossessesbythebountyofhisgreatUncleindependantofSirGeorge,wasentirelysufficienttosupporthimandmySisterinEleganceandEase。Forthefirsttwelvemonth,noonecouldbehappierthanLesley,andnoonemoreamiabletoappearancethanLouisa,andsoplausiblydidsheactandsocautiouslybehavethattho’MatildaandIoftenspentseveralweekstogetherwiththem,yetweneitherofushadanysuspicionofherrealDisposition。AfterthebirthofLouisahowever,whichonewouldhavethoughtwouldhavestrengthenedherregardforLesley,themaskshehadsolongsupportedwasbydegreesthrownaside,andasprobablyshethenthoughtherselfsecureintheaffectionofherHusband(whichdidindeedappearifpossibleaugmentedbythebirthofhisChild)sheseemedtotakenopainstopreventthataffectionfromeverdiminushing。OurvisitsthereforetoDunbeath,werenowlessfrequentandbyfarlessagreablethantheyusedtobe。OurabsencewashowevernevereithermentionedorlamentedbyLouisawhointhesocietyofyoungDanverswithwhomshebecameacquaintedatAberdeen(hewasatoneoftheUniversitiesthere,)feltinfinitelyhappierthaninthatofMatildaandyourfreind,tho’therecertainlyneverwerepleasantergirlsthanweare。YouknowthesadendofallLesleysconnubialhappiness;Iwillnotrepeatit——。AdeiumydearCharlotte;althoughIhavenotyetmentionedanythingofthematter,IhopeyouwilldomethejusticetobeleivethatITHINK

  andFEEL,agreatdealforyourSistersaffliction。IdonotdoubtbutthatthehealthyairoftheBristoldownswillintirelyremoveit,byerasingfromherMindtheremembranceofHenry。I

  ammydearCharlotteyrseverM。L。

  LETTERtheFOURTH

  FromMissC。LUTTERELLtoMissM。LESLEY

  BristolFebruary27thMyDearPeggyIhavebutjustreceivedyourletter,whichbeingdirectedtoSussexwhileIwasatBristolwasobligedtobeforwardedtomehere,andfromsomeunaccountableDelay,hasbutthisinstantreachedme——。IreturnyoumanythanksfortheaccountitcontainsofLesley’sacquaintance,LoveandMarriagewithLouisa,whichhasnotthelessentertainedmeforhavingoftenbeenrepeatedtomebefore。

  Ihavethesatisfactionofinformingyouthatwehaveeveryreasontoimagineourpantryisbythistimenearlycleared,asweleftParticularorderswiththeservantstoeatashardastheypossiblycould,andtocallinacoupleofChairwomentoassistthem。WebroughtacoldPigeonpye,acoldturkey,acoldtongue,andhalfadozenJellieswithus,whichwewereluckyenoughwiththehelpofourLandlady,herhusband,andtheirthreechildren,togetridof,inlessthantwodaysafterourarrival。PoorEloisaisstillsoveryindifferentbothinHealthandSpirits,thatIverymuchfear,theairoftheBristoldowns,healthyasitis,hasnotbeenabletodrivepoorHenryfromherremembrance。

  YouaskmewhetheryournewMotherinlawishandsomeandamiable——Iwillnowgiveyouanexactdescriptionofherbodilyandmentalcharms。Sheisshort,andextremelywellmade;isnaturallypale,butrougesagooddeal;hasfineeyes,andfineteeth,asshewilltakecaretoletyouknowassoonassheseesyou,andisaltogetherverypretty。Sheisremarkablygood—

  temperedwhenshehasherownway,andverylivelywhensheisnotoutofhumour。Sheisnaturallyextravagantandnotveryaffected;sheneverreadsanythingbutthelettersshereceivesfromme,andneverwritesanythingbutheranswerstothem。Sheplays,singsandDances,buthasnotasteforeither,andexcellsinnone,tho’shesayssheispassionatelyfondofall。PerhapsyoumayflattermesofarastobesurprisedthatoneofwhomI

  speakwithsolittleaffectionshouldbemyparticularfreind;

  buttotellyouthetruth,ourfreindshiparoseratherfromCapriceonhersidethanEsteemonmine。WespenttwoorthreedaystogetherwithaLadyinBerkshirewithwhomwebothhappenedtobeconnected——。Duringourvisit,theWeatherbeingremarkablybad,andourpartyparticularlystupid,shewassogoodastoconceiveaviolentpartialityforme,whichverysoonsettledinadownrightFreindshipandendedinanestablishedcorrespondence。Sheisprobablybythistimeastiredofme,asIamofher;butassheistooPoliteandIamtoociviltosayso,ourlettersarestillasfrequentandaffectionateasever,andourAttachmentasfirmandsincereaswhenitfirstcommenced。AsshehadagreattasteforthepleasuresofLondon,andofBrighthelmstone,shewillIdaresayfindsomedifficultyinprevailingonherselfeventosatisfythecuriosityIdaresayshefeelsofbeholdingyou,attheexpenceofquittingthosefavouritehauntsofDissipation,forthemelancholytho’

  venerablegloomofthecastleyouinhabit。Perhapshoweverifshefindsherhealthimpairedbytoomuchamusement,shemayacquirefortitudesufficienttoundertakeaJourneytoScotlandinthehopeofitsProvingatleastbeneficialtoherhealth,ifnotconducivetoherhappiness。YourfearsIamsorrytosay,concerningyourfather’sextravagance,yourownfortunes,yourMothersJewelsandyourSister’sconsequence,Ishouldsupposearebuttoowellfounded。Myfreindherselfhasfourthousandpounds,andwillprobablyspendnearlyasmucheveryyearinDressandPublicplaces,ifshecangetit——shewillcertainlynotendeavourtoreclaimSirGeorgefromthemanneroflivingtowhichhehasbeensolongaccustomed,andthereisthereforesomereasontofearthatyouwillbeverywelloff,ifyougetanyfortuneatall。TheJewelsIshouldimaginetoowillundoubtedlybehers,andthereistoomuchreasontothinkthatshewillpresideatherHusbandstableinpreferencetohisDaughter。Butassomelancholyasubjectmustnecessarilyextremelydistressyou,Iwillnolongerdwellonit——。

  Eloisa’sindispositionhasbroughtustoBristolatsounfashionableaseasonoftheyear,thatwehaveactuallyseenbutonegenteelfamilysincewecame。MrandMrsMarloweareveryagreablepeople;theillhealthoftheirlittleboyoccasionedtheirarrivalhere;youmayimaginethatbeingtheonlyfamilywithwhomwecanconverse,weareofcourseonafootingofintimacywiththem;weseethemindeedalmosteveryday,anddinedwiththemyesterday。WespentaverypleasantDay,andhadaverygoodDinner,tho’tobesuretheVealwasterriblyunderdone,andtheCurryhadnoseasoning。Icouldnothelpwishingalldinner—timethatIhadbeenatthedressingit——。AbrotherofMrsMarlowe,MrClevelandiswiththematpresent;heisagood—lookingyoungMan,andseemstohaveagooddealtosayforhimself。ItellEloisathatsheshouldsethercapathim,butshedoesnotatallseemtorelishtheproposal。

  IshouldliketoseethegirlmarriedandClevelandhasaverygoodestate。PerhapsyoumaywonderthatIdonotconsidermyselfaswellasmySisterinmymatrimonialProjects;buttotellyouthetruthIneverwishtoactamoreprincipalpartataWeddingthanthesuperintendinganddirectingtheDinner,andthereforewhileIcangetanyofmyacquaintancetomarryforme,Ishallneverthinkofdoingitmyself,asIverymuchsuspectthatIshouldnothavesomuchtimefordressingmyownWedding—

  dinner,asfordressingthatofmyfreinds。

  YourssincerelyC。L。

  LETTERtheFIFTH

  MissMARGARETLESLEYtoMissCHARLOTTELUTTERELL

  Lesley—CastleMarch18thOnthesamedaythatIreceivedyourlastkindletter,MatildareceivedonefromSirGeorgewhichwasdatedfromEdinburgh,andinformedusthatheshoulddohimselfthepleasureofintroducingLadyLesleytousonthefollowingevening。Thisasyoumaysupposeconsiderablysurprisedus,particularlyasyouraccountofherLadyshiphadgivenusreasontoimaginetherewaslittlechanceofhervisitingScotlandatatimethatLondonmustbesogay。AsitwasourbusinesshowevertobedelightedatsuchamarkofcondescensionasavisitfromSirGeorgeandLadyLesley,wepreparedtoreturnthemananswerexpressiveofthehappinessweenjoyedinexpectationofsuchaBlessing,whenluckilyrecollectingthatastheyweretoreachtheCastlethenextEvening,itwouldbeimpossibleformyfathertoreceiveitbeforeheleftEdinburgh,wecontentedourselveswithleavingthemtosupposethatwewereashappyasweoughttobe。AtnineintheEveningonthefollowingday,theycame,accompaniedbyoneofLadyLesleysbrothers。HerLadyshipperfectlyanswersthedescriptionyousentmeofher,exceptthatIdonotthinkhersoprettyasyouseemtoconsiderher。Shehasnotabadface,butthereissomethingsoextremelyunmajesticinherlittlediminutivefigure,astorenderherincomparisonwiththeelegantheightofMatildaandMyself,aninsignificantDwarf。

  Hercuriositytoseeus(whichmusthavebeengreattobringhermorethanfourhundredmiles)beingnowperfectlygratified,shealreadybeginstomentiontheirreturntotown,andhasdesiredustoaccompanyher。WecannotrefuseherrequestsinceitissecondedbythecommandsofourFather,andthirdedbytheentreatiesofMr。FitzgeraldwhoiscertainlyoneofthemostpleasingyoungMen,Ieverbeheld。Itisnotyetdeterminedwhenwearetogo,butwheneverwedoweshallcertainlytakeourlittleLouisawithus。AdeiumydearCharlotte;Matildaunitesinbestwishestoyou,andEloisa,withyourseverM。L。

  LETTERtheSIXTH

  LADYLESLEYtoMissCHARLOTTELUTTERELL

  Lesley—CastleMarch20thWearrivedheremysweetFreindaboutafortnightago,andI

  alreadyheartilyrepentthatIeverleftourcharmingHouseinPortman—squareforsuchadismaloldweather—beatenCastleasthis。Youcanformnoideasufficientlyhideous,ofitsdungeon—

  likeform。ItisactuallypercheduponaRocktoappearancesototallyinaccessible,thatIexpectedtohavebeenpulledupbyarope;andsincerelyrepentedhavinggratifiedmycuriositytobeholdmyDaughtersattheexpenceofbeingobligedtoentertheirprisoninsodangerousandridiculousamanner。ButassoonasIoncefoundmyselfsafelyarrivedintheinsideofthistremendousbuilding,Icomfortedmyselfwiththehopeofhavingmyspiritsrevived,bythesightoftwobeautifullgirls,suchastheMissLesleyshadbeenrepresentedtome,atEdinburgh。Buthereagain,ImetwithnothingbutDisappointmentandSurprise。

  MatildaandMargaretLesleyaretwogreat,tall,outoftheway,over—grown,girls,justofapropersizetoinhabitaCastlealmostaslargeincomparisonasthemselves。IwishmydearCharlottethatyoucouldbutbeholdtheseScotchgiants;Iamsuretheywouldfrightenyououtofyourwits。Theywilldoverywellasfoilstomyself,soIhaveinvitedthemtoaccompanymetoLondonwhereIhopetobeinthecourseofafortnight。

  BesidesthesetwofairDamsels,IfoundalittlehumouredBratherewhoIbeleiveissomerelationtothem,theytoldmewhoshewas,andgavemealongrigmerolestoryofherfatherandaMissSOMEBODYwhichIhaveentirelyforgot。IhatescandalanddetestChildren。IhavebeenplaguedeversinceIcameherewithtiresomevisitsfromaparcelofScotchwretches,withterriblehard—names;theyweresocivil,gavemesomanyinvitations,andtalkedofcomingagainsosoon,thatIcouldnothelpaffrontingthem。IsupposeIshallnotseethemanymore,andyetasafamilypartywearesostupid,thatIdonotknowwhattodowithmyself。ThesegirlshavenoMusic,butScotchairs,noDrawingsbutScotchMountains,andnoBooksbutScotchPoems——andIhateeverythingScotch。IngeneralIcanspendhalftheDayatmytoilettwithagreatdealofpleasure,butwhyshouldIdresshere,sincethereisnotacreatureintheHousewhomIhaveanywishtoplease。IhavejusthadaconversationwithmyBrotherinwhichhehasgreatlyoffendedme,andwhichasIhavenothingmoreentertainingtosendyouIwillgaveyoutheparticularsof。

  YoumustknowthatIhaveforthese4or5DayspaststronglysuspectedWilliamofentertainingapartialitytomyeldestDaughter。IownindeedthathadIbeeninclinedtofallinlovewithanywoman,IshouldnothavemadechoiceofMatildaLesleyfortheobjectofmypassion;forthereisnothingIhatesomuchasatallWoman:buthoweverthereisnoaccountingforsomemen’stasteandasWilliamishimselfnearlysixfeethigh,itisnotwonderfulthatheshouldbepartialtothatheight。NowasI

  haveaverygreataffectionformyBrotherandshouldbeextremelysorrytoseehimunhappy,whichIsupposehemeanstobeifhecannotmarryMatilda,asmoreoverIknowthathiscircumstanceswillnotallowhimtomarryanyonewithoutafortune,andthatMatilda’sisentirelydependantonherFather,whowillneitherhavehisowninclinationnormypermissiontogiveheranythingatpresent,Ithoughtitwouldbedoingagood—

  naturedactionbymyBrothertolethimknowasmuch,inorderthathemightchooseforhimself,whethertoconquerhispassion,orLoveandDespair。AccordinglyfindingmyselfthisMorningalonewithhiminoneofthehorridoldroomsofthisCastle,I

  openedthecausetohiminthefollowingManner。

  \"WellmydearWilliamwhatdoyouthinkofthesegirls?formypart,IdonotfindthemsoplainasIexpected:butperhapsyoumaythinkmepartialtotheDaughtersofmyHusbandandperhapsyouareright——TheyareindeedsoverylikeSirGeorgethatitisnaturaltothink\"——

  \"MyDearSusan(criedheinatoneofthegreatestamazement)YoudonotreallythinktheybeartheleastresemblancetotheirFather!Heissoveryplain!——butIbegyourpardon——IhadentirelyforgottentowhomIwasspeaking——\"

  \"Oh!praydontmindme;(repliedI)everyoneknowsSirGeorgeishorriblyugly,andIassureyouIalwaysthoughthimafright。\"

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