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  LoveandFreindshipLesleyCastleTheHistoryofEnglandCollectionofLettersScraps*

  LOVEANDFREINDSHIP

  TOMADAMELACOMTESSEDEFEUILLIDETHISNOVELISINSCRIBEDBYHER

  OBLIGEDHUMBLESERVANT

  THEAUTHOR。

  \"DeceivedinFreindshipandBetrayedinLove。\"

  LETTERtheFIRST

  FromISABELtoLAURA

  Howoften,inanswertomyrepeatedintreatiesthatyouwouldgivemyDaughteraregulardetailoftheMisfortunesandAdventuresofyourLife,haveyousaid\"No,myfreindneverwillIcomplywithyourrequesttillImaybenolongerinDangerofagainexperiencingsuchdreadfulones。\"

  Surelythattimeisnowathand。Youarethisday55。IfawomanmayeverbesaidtobeinsafetyfromthedeterminedPerseveranceofdisagreeableLoversandthecruelPersecutionsofobstinateFathers,surelyitmustbeatsuchatimeofLife。

  IsabelLETTER2ndLAURAtoISABEL

  Altho’IcannotagreewithyouinsupposingthatIshallneveragainbeexposedtoMisfortunesasunmeritedasthoseIhavealreadyexperienced,yettoavoidtheimputationofObstinacyorill—nature,Iwillgratifythecuriosityofyourdaughter;andmaythefortitudewithwhichIhavesufferedthemanyafflictionsofmypastLife,provetoherausefullessonforthesupportofthosewhichmaybefallherinherown。

  LauraLETTER3rdLAURAtoMARIANNE

  AstheDaughterofmymostintimatefreindIthinkyouentitledtothatknowledgeofmyunhappystory,whichyourMotherhassooftensolicitedmetogiveyou。

  MyFatherwasanativeofIrelandandaninhabitantofWales;myMotherwasthenaturalDaughterofaScotchPeerbyanitalianOpera—girl——IwasborninSpainandreceivedmyEducationataConventinFrance。

  WhenIhadreachedmyeighteenthYearIwasrecalledbymyParentstomypaternalroofinWales。OurmansionwassituatedinoneofthemostromanticpartsoftheValeofUske。Tho’myCharmsarenowconsiderablysoftenedandsomewhatimpairedbytheMisfortunesIhaveundergone,Iwasoncebeautiful。ButlovelyasIwastheGracesofmyPersonweretheleastofmyPerfections。Ofeveryaccomplishmentaccustomarytomysex,IwasMistress。WhenintheConvent,myprogresshadalwaysexceededmyinstructions,myAcquirementshadbeenwonderfullformyage,andIhadshortlysurpassedmyMasters。

  InmyMind,everyVirtuethatcouldadornitwascentered;itwastheRendez—vousofeverygoodQualityandofeverynoblesentiment。

  AsensibilitytootremblinglyalivetoeveryafflictionofmyFreinds,myAcquaintanceandparticularlytoeveryafflictionofmyown,wasmyonlyfault,ifafaultitcouldbecalled。Alas!

  howalterednow!Tho’indeedmyownMisfortunesdonotmakelessimpressiononmethantheyeverdid,yetnowIneverfeelforthoseofanother。Myaccomplishmentstoo,begintofade——IcanneithersingsowellnorDancesogracefullyasIoncedid——andI

  haveentirelyforgottheMINUETDELACOUR。

  Adeiu。

  Laura。

  LETTER4thLauratoMARIANNE

  Ourneighbourhoodwassmall,foritconsistedonlyofyourMother。ShemayprobablyhavealreadytoldyouthatbeingleftbyherParentsinindigentCircumstancesshehadretiredintoWalesoneoconomicalmotives。Thereitwasourfreindshipfirstcommenced。Isobelwasthenoneandtwenty。Tho’pleasingbothinherPersonandManners(betweenourselves)sheneverpossessedthehundredthpartofmyBeautyorAccomplishments。IsabelhadseentheWorld。Shehadpassed2YearsatoneofthefirstBoarding—schoolsinLondon;hadspentafortnightinBathandhadsuppedonenightinSouthampton。

  \"BewaremyLaura(shewouldoftensay)BewareoftheinsipidVanitiesandidleDissipationsoftheMetropolisofEngland;

  BewareoftheunmeaningLuxuriesofBathandofthestinkingfishofSouthampton。\"

  \"Alas!(exclaimedI)howamItoavoidthoseevilsIshallneverbeexposedto?WhatprobabilityisthereofmyevertastingtheDissipationsofLondon,theLuxuriesofBath,orthestinkingFishofSouthampton?IwhoamdoomedtowastemyDaysofYouthandBeautyinanhumbleCottageintheValeofUske。\"

  Ah!littledidIthenthinkIwasordainedsosoontoquitthathumbleCottagefortheDeceitfullPleasuresoftheWorld。

  AdeiuLaura。

  LETTER5thLAURAtoMARIANNE

  OneEveninginDecemberasmyFather,myMotherandmyself,werearrangedinsocialconverseroundourFireside,wewereonasuddengreatlyastonished,byhearingaviolentknockingontheoutwarddoorofourrusticCot。

  MyFatherstarted——\"Whatnoiseisthat,\"(saidhe。)\"Itsoundslikealoudrappingatthedoor\"——(repliedmyMother。)\"itdoesindeed。\"(criedI。)\"Iamofyouropinion;(saidmyFather)itcertainlydoesappeartoproceedfromsomeuncommonviolenceexertedagainstourunoffendingdoor。\"\"Yes(exclaimedI)I

  cannothelpthinkingitmustbesomebodywhoknocksforadmittance。\"

  \"Thatisanotherpoint(repliedhe;)Wemustnotpretendtodetermineonwhatmotivethepersonmayknock——tho’thatsomeoneDOESrapatthedoor,Iampartlyconvinced。\"

  Here,a2dtremendousrapinterruptedmyFatherinhisspeech,andsomewhatalarmedmyMotherandme。

  \"Hadwebetternotgoandseewhoitis?(saidshe)theservantsareout。\"\"Ithinkwehad。\"(repliedI。)\"Certainly,(addedmyFather)byallmeans。\"\"Shallwegonow?\"(saidmyMother,)\"Thesoonerthebetter。\"(answeredhe。)\"Oh!letnotimebelost\"

  (criedI。)

  AthirdmoreviolentRapthaneveragainassaultedourears。\"I

  amcertainthereissomebodyknockingattheDoor。\"(saidmyMother。)\"Ithinktheremust,\"(repliedmyFather)\"Ifancytheservantsarereturned;(saidI)IthinkIhearMarygoingtotheDoor。\"\"I’mgladofit(criedmyFather)forIlongtoknowwhoitis。\"

  Iwasrightinmyconjecture;forMaryinstantlyenteringtheRoom,informedusthatayoungGentlemanandhisServantwereatthedoor,whohadlossedtheirway,wereverycoldandbeggedleavetowarmthemselvesbyourfire。

  \"Won’tyouadmitthem?\"(saidI。)\"Youhavenoobjection,myDear?\"(saidmyFather。)\"NoneintheWorld。\"(repliedmyMother。)

  Mary,withoutwaitingforanyfurthercommandsimmediatelylefttheroomandquicklyreturnedintroducingthemostbeauteousandamiableYouth,Ihadeverbeheld。Theservantshekepttoherself。

  MynaturalsensibilityhadalreadybeengreatlyaffectedbythesufferingsoftheunfortunatestrangerandnosoonerdidIfirstbeholdhim,thanIfeltthatonhimthehappinessorMiseryofmyfutureLifemustdepend。

  AdeiuLaura。

  LETTER6thLAURAtoMARIANNE

  ThenobleYouthinformedusthathisnamewasLindsay——forparticularreasonshoweverIshallconcealitunderthatofTalbot。HetoldusthathewasthesonofanEnglishBaronet,thathisMotherhadbeenformanyyearsnomoreandthathehadaSisterofthemiddlesize。\"MyFather(hecontinued)isameanandmercenarywretch——itisonlytosuchparticularfreindsasthisDearPartythatIwouldthusbetrayhisfailings。YourVirtuesmyamiablePolydore(addressinghimselftomyfather)

  yoursDearClaudiaandyoursmyCharmingLauracallonmetoreposeinyou,myconfidence。\"Webowed。\"MyFatherseducedbythefalseglareofFortuneandtheDeludingPompofTitle,insistedonmygivingmyhandtoLadyDorothea。NoneverexclaimedI。LadyDorotheaislovelyandEngaging;Iprefernowomantoher;butknowSir,thatIscorntomarryherincompliancewithyourWishes。No!NevershallitbesaidthatI

  obligedmyFather。\"

  WealladmiredthenobleManlinessofhisreply。Hecontinued。

  \"SirEdwardwassurprised;hehadperhapslittleexpectedtomeetwithsospiritedanoppositiontohiswill。\"Where,Edwardinthenameofwonder(saidhe)didyoupickupthisunmeaninggibberish?YouhavebeenstudyingNovelsIsuspect。\"Iscornedtoanswer:itwouldhavebeenbeneathmydignity。ImountedmyHorseandfollowedbymyfaithfulWilliamsetforthformyAunts。\"

  \"MyFather’shouseissituatedinBedfordshire,myAunt’sinMiddlesex,andtho’IflattermyselfwithbeingatolerableproficientinGeography,Iknownothowithappened,butIfoundmyselfenteringthisbeautifullValewhichIfindisinSouthWales,whenIhadexpectedtohavereachedmyAunts。\"

  \"AfterhavingwanderedsometimeontheBanksoftheUskewithoutknowingwhichwaytogo,IbegantolamentmycruelDestinyinthebitterestandmostpatheticManner。Itwasnowperfectlydark,notasinglestarwastheretodirectmysteps,andIknownotwhatmighthavebefallenmehadInotatlengthdiscernedthro’thesolemnGloomthatsurroundedmeadistantlight,whichasIapproachedit,IdiscoveredtobethechearfullBlazeofyourfire。ImpelledbythecombinationofMisfortunesunderwhichIlaboured,namelyFear,ColdandHungerIhesitatednottoaskadmittancewhichatlengthIhavegained;andnowmyAdorableLaura(continuedhetakingmyHand)whenmayIhopetoreceivethatrewardofallthepainfullsufferingsIhaveundergoneduringthecourseofmyattachmenttoyou,towhichIhaveeveraspired。Oh!whenwillyourewardmewithYourself?\"

  \"Thisinstant,DearandAmiableEdward。\"(repliedI。)。WewereimmediatelyunitedbymyFather,whotho’hehadnevertakenordershadbeenbredtotheChurch。

  AdeiuLauraLETTER7thLAURAtoMARIANNE

  WeremainedbutafewdaysafterourMarriage,intheValeofUske。AftertakinganaffectingFarewellofmyFather,myMotherandmyIsabel,IaccompaniedEdwardtohisAunt’sinMiddlesex。

  PhilippareceivedusbothwitheveryexpressionofaffectionateLove。MyarrivalwasindeedamostagreablesurprisetoherasshehadnotonlybeentotallyignorantofmyMarriagewithherNephew,buthadneverevenhadtheslightestideaoftherebeingsuchapersonintheWorld。

  Augusta,thesisterofEdwardwasonavisittoherwhenwearrived。IfoundherexactlywhatherBrotherhaddescribedhertobe——ofthemiddlesize。ShereceivedmewithequalsurprisethoughnotwithequalCordiality,asPhilippa。TherewasadisagreablecoldnessandForbiddingReserveinherreceptionofmewhichwasequallydistressingandUnexpected。NoneofthatinterestingSensibilityoramiablesimpathyinhermannersandAddresstomewhenwefirstmetwhichshouldhavedistinguishedourintroductiontoeachother。HerLanguagewasneitherwarm,noraffectionate,herexpressionsofregardwereneitheranimatednorcordial;herarmswerenotopenedtoreceivemetoherHeart,tho’myownwereextendedtopresshertomine。

  AshortConversationbetweenAugustaandherBrother,whichI

  accidentallyoverheardencreasedmydisliketoher,andconvincedmethatherHeartwasnomoreformedforthesofttiesofLovethanfortheendearingintercourseofFreindship。

  \"ButdoyouthinkthatmyFatherwilleverbereconciledtothisimprudentconnection?\"(saidAugusta。)

  \"Augusta(repliedthenobleYouth)Ithoughtyouhadabetteropinionofme,thantoimagineIwouldsoabjectlydegrademyselfastoconsidermyFather’sConcurrenceinanyofmyaffairs,eitherofConsequenceorconcerntome。TellmeAugustawithsincerity;didyoueverknowmeconsulthisinclinationsorfollowhisAdviceintheleasttriflingParticularsincetheageoffifteen?\"

  \"Edward(repliedshe)youaresurelytoodiffidentinyourownpraise。Sinceyouwerefifteenonly!MyDearBrothersinceyouwerefiveyearsold,IentirelyacquityouofeverhavingwillinglycontributedtothesatisfactionofyourFather。ButstillIamnotwithoutapprehensionsofyourbeingshortlyobligedtodegradeyourselfinyourowneyesbyseekingasupportforyourwifeintheGenerosityofSirEdward。\"

  \"Never,neverAugustawillIsodemeanmyself。(saidEdward)。

  Support!WhatsupportwillLaurawantwhichshecanreceivefromhim?\"

  \"OnlythoseveryinsignificantonesofVictualsandDrink。\"

  (answeredshe。)

  \"VictualsandDrink!(repliedmyHusbandinamostnoblycontemptuousManner)anddostthouthenimaginethatthereisnoothersupportforanexaltedmind(suchasismyLaura’s)thanthemeanandindelicateemploymentofEatingandDrinking?\"

  \"NonethatIknowof,soefficacious。\"(returnedAugusta)。

  \"AnddidyouthenneverfeelthepleasingPangsofLove,Augusta?

  (repliedmyEdward)。DoesitappearimpossibletoyourvileandcorruptedPalate,toexistonLove?CanyounotconceivetheLuxuryoflivingineverydistressthatPovertycaninflict,withtheobjectofyourtenderestaffection?\"

  \"Youaretooridiculous(saidAugusta)toarguewith;perhapshoweveryoumayintimebeconvincedthat……\"

  HereIwaspreventedfromhearingtheremainderofherspeech,bytheappearanceofaveryHandsomeyoungWoman,whowasushuredintotheRoomattheDoorofwhichIhadbeenlistening。OnhearingherannouncedbytheNameof\"LadyDorothea,\"IinstantlyquittedmyPostandfollowedherintotheParlour,forIwellrememberedthatshewastheLady,proposedasaWifeformyEdwardbytheCruelandUnrelentingBaronet。

  Altho’LadyDorothea’svisitwasnominallytoPhilippaandAugusta,yetIhavesomereasontoimaginethat(acquaintedwiththeMarriageandarrivalofEdward)toseemewasaprincipalmotivetoit。

  Isoonperceivedthattho’LovelyandElegantinherPersonandtho’EasyandPoliteinherAddress,shewasofthatinferiororderofBeingswithregardtoDelicateFeeling,tenderSentiments,andrefinedSensibility,ofwhichAugustawasone。

  ShestaidbuthalfanhourandneitherintheCourseofherVisit,confidedtomeanyofhersecretthoughts,norrequestedmetoconfideinher,anyofMine。YouwilleasilyimaginethereforemyDearMariannethatIcouldnotfeelanyardentaffectionorverysincereAttachmentforLadyDorothea。

  AdeiuLaura。

  LETTER8thLAURAtoMARIANNE,incontinuationLadyDorotheahadnotleftuslongbeforeanothervisitorasunexpectedaoneasherLadyship,wasannounced。ItwasSirEdward,whoinformedbyAugustaofherBrother’smarriage,camedoubtlesstoreproachhimforhavingdaredtounitehimselftomewithouthisKnowledge。ButEdwardforeseeinghisdesign,approachedhimwithheroicfortitudeassoonasheenteredtheRoom,andaddressedhiminthefollowingManner。

  \"SirEdward,IknowthemotiveofyourJourneyhere——YoucomewiththebaseDesignofreproachingmeforhavingenteredintoanindissolubleengagementwithmyLaurawithoutyourConsent。ButSir,IgloryintheAct——。ItismygreatestboastthatIhaveincurredthedispleasureofmyFather!\"

  Sosaying,hetookmyhandandwhilstSirEdward,Philippa,andAugustaweredoubtlessreflectingwithadmirationonhisundauntedBravery,ledmefromtheParlourtohisFather’sCarriagewhichyetremainedattheDoorandinwhichwewereinstantlyconveyedfromthepursuitofSirEdward。

  ThePostilionshadatfirstreceivedordersonlytotaketheLondonroad;assoonaswehadsufficientlyreflectedHowever,weorderedthemtoDrivetoM————。theseatofEdward’smostparticularfreind,whichwasbutafewmilesdistant。

  AtM————。wearrivedinafewhours;andonsendinginournameswereimmediatelyadmittedtoSophia,theWifeofEdward’sfreind。

  Afterhavingbeendeprivedduringthecourseof3weeksofarealfreind(forsuchItermyourMother)imaginemytransportsatbeholdingone,mosttrulyworthyoftheName。Sophiawasratherabovethemiddlesize;mostelegantlyformed。Asoftlanguorspreadoverherlovelyfeatures,butincreasedtheirBeauty——。

  ItwastheCharectaresticofherMind——。ShewasallsensibilityandFeeling。WeflewintoeachothersarmsandafterhavingexchangedvowsofmutualFreindshipfortherestofourLives,instantlyunfoldedtoeachotherthemostinwardsecretsofourHearts——。WewereinterruptedinthedelightfullEmploymentbytheentranceofAugustus,(Edward’sfreind)whowasjustreturnedfromasolitaryramble。

  NeverdidIseesuchanaffectingSceneaswasthemeetingofEdwardandAugustus。

  \"MyLife!mySoul!\"(exclaimedtheformer)\"Myadorableangel!\"

  (repliedthelatter)astheyflewintoeachother’sarms。ItwastoopatheticforthefeelingsofSophiaandmyself——Wefaintedalternatelyonasofa。

  AdeiuLaura。

  LETTERthe9thFromthesametothesameTowardsthecloseofthedaywereceivedthefollowingLetterfromPhilippa。

  \"SirEdwardisgreatlyincensedbyyourabruptdeparture;hehastakenbackAugustatoBedfordshire。MuchasIwishtoenjoyagainyourcharmingsociety,Icannotdeterminetosnatchyoufromthat,ofsuchdearanddeservingFreinds——WhenyourVisittothemisterminated,Itrustyouwillreturntothearmsofyour\"

  \"Philippa。\"

  WereturnedasuitableanswertothisaffectionateNoteandafterthankingherforherkindinvitationassuredherthatwewouldcertainlyavailourselvesofit,wheneverwemighthavenootherplacetogoto。Tho’certainlynothingcouldtoanyreasonableBeing,haveappearedmoresatisfactory,thansogratefullareplytoherinvitation,yetIknownothowitwas,butshewascertainlycapriciousenoughtobedispleasedwithourbehaviourandinafewweeksafter,eithertorevengeourConduct,orreleiveherownsolitude,marriedayoungandilliterateFortune—

  hunter。Thisimprudentstep(tho’weweresensiblethatitwouldprobablydepriveusofthatfortunewhichPhilippahadevertaughtustoexpect)couldnotonourownaccounts,excitefromourexaltedmindsasinglesigh;yetfearfulllestitmightproveasourceofendlessmiserytothedeludedBride,ourtremblingSensibilitywasgreatlyaffectedwhenwewerefirstinformedoftheEvent。TheaffectionateEntreatiesofAugustusandSophiathatwewouldforeverconsidertheirHouseasourHome,easilyprevailedonustodeterminenevermoretoleavethem,InthesocietyofmyEdwardandthisAmiablePair,IpassedthehappiestmomentsofmyLife;Ourtimewasmostdelightfullyspent,inmutualProtestationsofFreindship,andinvowsofunalterableLove,inwhichweweresecurefrombeinginterrupted,byintrudinganddisagreableVisitors,asAugustusandSophiahadontheirfirstEntranceintheNeighbourhood,takenduecaretoinformthesurroundingFamilies,thatastheirhappinesscenteredwhollyinthemselves,theywishedfornoothersociety。Butalas!myDearMariannesuchHappinessasIthenenjoyedwastooperfecttobelasting。AmostsevereandunexpectedBlowatoncedestroyedeverysensationofPleasure。ConvincedasyoumustbefromwhatIhavealreadytoldyouconcerningAugustusandSophia,thatthereneverwereahappierCouple,IneednotIimagine,informyouthattheirunionhadbeencontrarytotheinclinationsoftheirCruelandMerceneryParents;whohadvainlyendeavouredwithobstinatePerseverancetoforcethemintoaMarriagewiththosewhomtheyhadeverabhorred;butwithaHeroicFortitudeworthytoberelatedandadmired,theyhadboth,constantlyrefusedtosubmittosuchdespoticPower。

  AfterhavingsonoblydisentangledthemselvesfromtheshacklesofParentalAuthority,byaClandestineMarriage,theyweredeterminednevertoforfeitthegoodopiniontheyhadgainedintheWorld,insodoing,byacceptinganyproposalsofreconciliationthatmightbeofferedthembytheirFathers——tothisfarthertryaloftheirnobleindependancehowevertheyneverwereexposed。

  TheyhadbeenmarriedbutafewmonthswhenourvisittothemcommencedduringwhichtimetheyhadbeenamplysupportedbyaconsiderablesumofmoneywhichAugustushadgracefullypurloinedfromhisunworthyfather’sEscritoire,afewdaysbeforehisunionwithSophia。

  ByourarrivaltheirExpenseswereconsiderablyencreasedtho’

  theirmeansforsupplyingthemwerethennearlyexhausted。Butthey,ExaltedCreatures!scornedtoreflectamomentontheirpecuniaryDistressesandwouldhaveblushedattheideaofpayingtheirDebts。——Alas!whatwastheirRewardforsuchdisinterestedBehaviour!ThebeautifullAugustuswasarrestedandwewereallundone。SuchperfidiousTreacheryinthemercilessperpetratorsoftheDeedwillshockyourgentlenatureDearestMarianneasmuchasitthenaffectedtheDelicatesensibilityofEdward,Sophia,yourLaura,andofAugustushimself。TocompleatsuchunparalelledBarbaritywewereinformedthatanExecutionintheHousewouldshortlytakeplace。Ah!whatcouldwedobutwhatwedid!Wesighedandfaintedonthesofa。

  AdeiuLaura。

  LETTER10thLAURAincontinuationWhenweweresomewhatrecoveredfromtheoverpoweringEffusionsofourgrief,Edwarddesiredthatwewouldconsiderwhatwasthemostprudentsteptobetakeninourunhappysituationwhileherepairedtohisimprisonedfreindtolamentoverhismisfortunes。

  Wepromisedthatwewould,andhesetforwardsonhisjourneytoTown。DuringhisabsencewefaithfullycompliedwithhisDesireandafterthemostmatureDeliberation,atlengthagreedthatthebestthingwecoulddowastoleavetheHouse;ofwhichweeverymomentexpectedtheofficersofJusticetotakepossession。Wewaitedthereforewiththegreatestimpatience,forthereturnofEdwardinordertoimparttohimtheresultofourDeliberations。

  ButnoEdwardappeared。Invaindidwecountthetediousmomentsofhisabsence——invaindidweweep——invainevendidwesigh——noEdwardreturned——。Thiswastoocruel,toounexpectedaBlowtoourGentleSensibility——wecouldnotsupportit——wecouldonlyfaint。AtlengthcollectingalltheResolutionIwasMistressof,IaroseandafterpackingupsomenecessaryapparelforSophiaandmyself,IdraggedhertoaCarriageIhadorderedandweinstantlysetoutforLondon。AstheHabitationofAugustuswaswithintwelvemilesofTown,itwasnotlonge’erwearrivedthere,andnosoonerhadweenteredHolbounthanlettingdownoneoftheFrontGlassesIenquiredofeverydecent—lookingPersonthatwepassed\"IftheyhadseenmyEdward?\"

  ButaswedrovetoorapidlytoallowthemtoanswermyrepeatedEnquiries,Igainedlittle,orindeed,noinformationconcerninghim。\"WhereamItodrive?\"saidthePostilion。\"ToNewgateGentleYouth(repliedI),toseeAugustus。\"\"Oh!no,no,(exclaimedSophia)IcannotgotoNewgate;IshallnotbeabletosupportthesightofmyAugustusinsocruelaconfinement——myfeelingsaresufficientlyshockedbytheRECITAL,ofhisDistress,buttobeholditwilloverpowermySensibility。\"AsI

  perfectlyagreedwithherintheJusticeofherSentimentsthePostilionwasinstantlydirectedtoreturnintotheCountry。YoumayperhapshavebeensomewhatsurprisedmyDearestMarianne,thatintheDistressIthenendured,destituteofanysupport,andunprovidedwithanyHabitation,IshouldneveroncehaverememberedmyFatherandMotherormypaternalCottageintheValeofUske。ToaccountforthisseemingforgetfullnessImustinformyouofatriflingcircumstanceconcerningthemwhichI

  haveasyetnevermentioned。ThedeathofmyParentsafewweeksaftermyDeparture,isthecircumstanceIalludeto。BytheirdeceaseIbecamethelawfullInheritressoftheirHouseandFortune。Butalas!theHousehadneverbeentheirownandtheirFortunehadonlybeenanAnnuityontheirownLives。SuchistheDepravityoftheWorld!ToyourMotherIshouldhavereturnedwithPleasure,shouldhavebeenhappytohaveintroducedtoher,mycharmingSophiaandshouldwithChearfullnesshavepassedtheremainderofmyLifeintheirdearSocietyintheValeofUske,hadnotoneobstacletotheexecutionofsoagreableascheme,intervened;whichwastheMarriageandRemovalofyourMothertoadistantpartofIreland。

  AdeiuLaura。

  LETTER11thLAURAincontinuation\"IhaveaRelationinScotland(saidSophiatomeasweleftLondon)whoIamcertainwouldnothesitateinreceivingme。\"

  \"ShallIordertheBoytodrivethere?\"saidI——butinstantlyrecollectingmyself,exclaimed,\"AlasIfearitwillbetoolongaJourneyfortheHorses。\"UnwillinghowevertoactonlyfrommyowninadequateKnowledgeoftheStrengthandAbilitiesofHorses,IconsultedthePostilion,whowasentirelyofmyOpinionconcerningtheAffair。WethereforedeterminedtochangeHorsesatthenextTownandtotravelPosttheremainderoftheJourney——。WhenwearrivedatthelastInnweweretostopat,whichwasbutafewmilesfromtheHouseofSophia’sRelation,unwillingtointrudeourSocietyonhimunexpectedandunthoughtof,wewroteaveryelegantandwellpennedNotetohimcontaininganaccountofourDestituteandmelancholySituation,andofourintentiontospendsomemonthswithhiminScotland。

  AssoonaswehaddispatchedthisLetter,weimmediatelypreparedtofollowitinpersonandweresteppingintotheCarriageforthatPurposewhenourattentionwasattractedbytheEntranceofacoronetedCoachand4intotheInn—yard。AGentlemanconsiderablyadvancedinyearsdescendedfromit。AthisfirstAppearancemySensibilitywaswonderfullyaffectedande’erIhadgazedathima2dtime,aninstinctivesympathywhisperedtomyHeart,thathewasmyGrandfather。ConvincedthatIcouldnotbemistakeninmyconjectureIinstantlysprangfromtheCarriageI

  hadjustentered,andfollowingtheVenerableStrangerintotheRoomhehadbeenshewnto,IthrewmyselfonmykneesbeforehimandbesoughthimtoacknowledgemeashisGrandChild。Hestarted,andhavingattentivelyexaminedmyfeatures,raisedmefromtheGroundandthrowinghisGrand—fatherlyarmsaroundmyNeck,exclaimed,\"Acknowledgethee!YesdearresemblanceofmyLaurinaandLaurina’sDaughter,sweetimageofmyClaudiaandmyClaudia’sMother,IdoacknowledgetheeastheDaughteroftheoneandtheGrandaughteroftheother。\"Whilehewasthustenderlyembracingme,SophiaastonishedatmyprecipitateDeparture,enteredtheRoominsearchofme。NosoonerhadshecaughttheeyeofthevenerablePeer,thanheexclaimedwitheverymarkofAstonishment——\"AnotherGrandaughter!Yes,yes,I

  seeyouaretheDaughterofmyLaurina’seldestGirl;yourresemblancetothebeauteousMatildasufficientlyproclaimsit。

  \"Oh!\"repliedSophia,\"whenIfirstbeheldyoutheinstinctofNaturewhisperedmethatwewereinsomedegreerelated——ButwhetherGrandfathers,orGrandmothers,Icouldnotpretendtodetermine。\"Hefoldedherinhisarms,andwhilsttheyweretenderlyembracing,theDooroftheApartmentopenedandamostbeautifullyoungManappeared。OnperceivinghimLordSt。Clairstartedandretreatingbackafewpaces,withupliftedHands,said,\"AnotherGrand—child!WhatanunexpectedHappinessisthis!todiscoverinthespaceof3minutes,asmanyofmyDescendants!ThisIamcertainisPhilanderthesonofmyLaurina’s3dgirltheamiableBertha;therewantsnowbutthepresenceofGustavustocompleattheUnionofmyLaurina’sGrand—

  Children。\"

  \"Andhereheis;(saidaGracefullYouthwhothatinstantenteredtheroom)hereistheGustavusyoudesiretosee。IamthesonofAgathayourLaurina’s4thandyoungestDaughter,\"\"Iseeyouareindeed;repliedLordSt。Clair——Buttellme(continuedhelookingfearfullytowardstheDoor)tellme,haveIanyotherGrand—childrenintheHouse。\"\"NonemyLord。\"\"ThenIwillprovideforyouallwithoutfartherdelay——Hereare4Banknotesof50Leach——TakethemandrememberIhavedonetheDutyofaGrandfather。\"HeinstantlylefttheRoomandimmediatelyafterwardstheHouse。

  Adeiu,Laura。

  LETTERthe12thLAURAincontinuationYoumayimaginehowgreatlyweweresurprisedbythesuddendepartureofLordStClair。\"IgnobleGrand—sire!\"exclaimedSophia。\"UnworthyGrandfather!\"saidI,andinstantlyfaintedineachother’sarms。HowlongweremainedinthissituationIknownot;butwhenwerecoveredwefoundourselvesalone,withouteitherGustavus,Philander,ortheBanknotes。Asweweredeploringourunhappyfate,theDooroftheApartmentopenedand\"Macdonald\"wasannounced。HewasSophia’scousin。ThehastewithwhichhecametoourreleifsosoonafterthereceiptofourNote,spokesogreatlyinhisfavourthatIhesitatednottopronouncehimatfirstsight,atenderandsimpatheticFreind。

  Alas!helittledeservedthename——forthoughhetoldusthathewasmuchconcernedatourMisfortunes,yetbyhisownaccountitappearedthattheperusalofthem,hadneitherdrawnfromhimasinglesigh,norinducedhimtobestowonecurseonourvindictivestars——。HetoldSophiathathisDaughterdependedonherreturningwithhimtoMacdonald—Hall,andthatashisCousin’sfreindheshouldbehappytoseemetherealso。ToMacdonald—Hall,thereforewewent,andwerereceivedwithgreatkindnessbyJanettatheDaughterofMacdonald,andtheMistressoftheMansion。Janettawasthenonlyfifteen;naturallywelldisposed,endowedwithasusceptibleHeart,andasimpatheticDisposition,shemight,hadtheseamiablequalitiesbeenproperlyencouraged,havebeenanornamenttohumanNature;butunfortunatelyherFatherpossessednotasoulsufficientlyexaltedtoadmiresopromisingaDisposition,andhadendeavouredbyeverymeansonhispowertopreventitencreasingwithherYears。HehadactuallysofarextinguishedthenaturalnobleSensibilityofherHeart,astoprevailonhertoacceptanofferfromayoungManofhisRecommendation。Theyweretobemarriedinafewmonths,andGraham,wasintheHousewhenwearrived。

  WEsoonsawthroughhischaracter。HewasjustsuchaManasonemighthaveexpectedtobethechoiceofMacdonald。TheysaidhewasSensible,well—informed,andAgreable;wedidnotpretendtoJudgeofsuchtrifles,butaswewereconvincedhehadnosoul,thathehadneverreadthesorrowsofWerter,andthathisHairborenottheleastresemblancetoauburn,wewerecertainthatJanettacouldfeelnoaffectionforhim,oratleastthatsheoughttofeelnone。Theverycircumstanceofhisbeingherfather’schoicetoo,wassomuchinhisdisfavour,thathadhebeendeservingher,ineveryotherrespectyetTHATofitselfoughttohavebeenasufficientreasonintheEyesofJanettaforrejectinghim。Theseconsiderationsweweredeterminedtorepresenttoherintheirproperlightanddoubtednotofmeetingwiththedesiredsuccessfromonenaturallysowelldisposed;

  whoseerrorsintheaffairhadonlyarisenfromawantofproperconfidenceinherownopinion,andasuitablecontemptofherfather’s。Wefoundherindeedallthatourwarmestwishescouldhavehopedfor;wehadnodifficultytoconvinceherthatitwasimpossibleshecouldloveGraham,orthatitwasherDutytodisobeyherFather;theonlythingatwhichsheratherseemedtohesitatewasourassertionthatshemustbeattachedtosomeotherPerson。Forsometime,sheperseveredindeclaringthatsheknewnootheryoungmanforwhomshehadthethesmallestAffection;butuponexplainingtheimpossibilityofsuchathingshesaidthatshebeleivedsheDIDLIKECaptainM’Kenriebetterthananyonesheknewbesides。ThisconfessionsatisfiedusandafterhavingenumeratedthegoodQualitiesofM’Kenrieandassuredherthatshewasviolentlyinlovewithhim,wedesiredtoknowwhetherhehadeverinanywisedeclaredhisaffectiontoher。

  \"Sofarfromhavingeverdeclaredit,Ihavenoreasontoimaginethathehaseverfeltanyforme。\"saidJanetta。\"Thathecertainlyadoresyou(repliedSophia)therecanbenodoubt——。

  TheAttachmentmustbereciprocal。Didhenevergazeonyouwithadmiration——tenderlypressyourhand——dropaninvolantarytear——

  andleavetheroomabruptly?\"\"Never(repliedshe)thatI

  remember——hehasalwayslefttheroomindeedwhenhisvisithasbeenended,buthasnevergoneawayparticularlyabruptlyorwithoutmakingabow。\"IndeedmyLove(saidI)youmustbemistaken——foritisabsolutelyimpossiblethatheshouldeverhaveleftyoubutwithConfusion,Despair,andPrecipitation。

  ConsiderbutforamomentJanetta,andyoumustbeconvincedhowabsurditistosupposethathecouldevermakeaBow,orbehavelikeanyotherPerson。\"HavingsettledthisPointtooursatisfaction,thenextwetookintoconsiderationwas,todetermineinwhatmannerweshouldinformM’KenrieofthefavourableOpinionJanettaentertainedofhim……WeatlengthagreedtoacquainthimwithitbyananonymousLetterwhichSophiadrewupinthefollowingmanner。

  \"Oh!happyLoverofthebeautifullJanetta,oh!amiablePossessorofHERHeartwhosehandisdestinedtoanother,whydoyouthusdelayaconfessionofyourattachmenttotheamiableObjectofit?Oh!considerthatafewweekswillatonceputanendtoeveryflatteringHopethatyoumaynowentertain,byunitingtheunfortunateVictimofherfather’sCrueltytotheexecrableanddetestedGraham。\"

  \"Alas!whydoyouthussocruellyconniveattheprojectedMiseryofherandofyourselfbydelayingtocommunicatethatschemewhichhaddoubtlesslongpossessedyourimagination?A

  secretUnionwillatoncesecurethefelicityofboth。\"

  TheamiableM’Kenrie,whosemodestyasheafterwardsassuredushadbeentheonlyreasonofhishavingsolongconcealedtheviolenceofhisaffectionforJanetta,onreceivingthisBilletflewonthewingsofLovetoMacdonald—Hall,andsopowerfullypleadedhisAttachmenttoherwhoinspiredit,thatafterafewmoreprivateinterveiws,SophiaandIexperiencedthesatisfactionofseeingthemdepartforGretna—Green,whichtheychoseforthecelebrationoftheirNuptials,inpreferencetoanyotherplacealthoughitwasataconsiderabledistancefromMacdonald—Hall。

  AdeiuLaura。

  LETTERthe13thLAURAincontinuationTheyhadbeengonenearlyacoupleofHours,beforeeitherMacdonaldorGrahamhadentertainedanysuspicionoftheaffair。

  Andtheymightnoteventhenhavesuspectedit,butforthefollowinglittleAccident。SophiahappeningonedaytoopenaprivateDrawerinMacdonald’sLibrarywithoneofherownkeys,discoveredthatitwasthePlacewherehekepthisPapersofconsequenceandamongstthemsomebanknotesofconsiderableamount。Thisdiscoverysheimpartedtome;andhavingagreedtogetherthatitwouldbeapropertreatmentofsovileaWretchasMacdonaldtodeprivehimofmoney,perhapsdishonestlygained,itwasdeterminedthatthenexttimeweshouldeitherofushappentogothatway,wewouldtakeoneormoreoftheBanknotesfromthedrawer。ThiswellmeantPlanwehadoftensuccessfullyputinExecution;butalas!ontheverydayofJanetta’sEscape,asSophiawasmajesticallyremovingthe5thBank—notefromtheDrawertoherownpurse,shewassuddenlymostimpertinentlyinterruptedinheremploymentbytheentranceofMacdonaldhimself,inamostabruptandprecipitateManner。

  Sophia(whothoughnaturallyallwinningsweetnesscouldwhenoccasionsdemandeditcallforththeDignityofhersex)

  instantlyputonamostforbiddinglook,anddartinganangryfrownontheundauntedculprit,demandedinahaughtytoneofvoice\"Whereforeherretirementwasthusinsolentlybrokeninon?\"TheunblushingMacdonald,withoutevenendeavouringtoexculpatehimselffromthecrimehewaschargedwith,meanlyendeavouredtoreproachSophiawithignoblydefraudinghimofhismoney……ThedignityofSophiawaswounded;\"Wretch(exclaimedshe,hastilyreplacingtheBank—noteintheDrawer)howdarestthoutoaccusemeofanAct,ofwhichthebareideamakesmeblush?\"Thebasewretchwasstillunconvincedandcontinuedtoupbraidthejustly—offendedSophiainsuchopprobiousLanguage,thatatlengthhesogreatlyprovokedthegentlesweetnessofherNature,astoinducehertorevengeherselfonhimbyinforminghimofJanetta’sElopement,andoftheactivePartwehadbothtakenintheaffair。AtthisperiodoftheirQuarrelIenteredtheLibraryandwasasyoumayimagineequallyoffendedasSophiaattheill—groundedaccusationsofthemalevolentandcontemptibleMacdonald。\"BaseMiscreant!(criedI)howcanstthouthusundauntedlyendeavourtosullythespotlessreputationofsuchbrightExcellence?WhydostthounotsuspectMY

  innocenceassoon?\"\"BesatisfiedMadam(repliedhe)IDOsuspectit,andthereforemustdesirethatyouwillbothleavethisHouseinlessthanhalfanhour。\"

  \"Weshallgowillingly;(answeredSophia)ourheartshavelongdetestedthee,andnothingbutourfreindshipforthyDaughtercouldhaveinducedustoremainsolongbeneaththyroof。\"

  \"YourFreindshipformyDaughterhasindeedbeenmostpowerfullyexertedbythrowingherintothearmsofanunprincipledFortune—

  hunter。\"(repliedhe)

  \"Yes,(exclaimedI)amidsteverymisfortune,itwillaffordussomeconsolationtoreflectthatbythisoneactofFreindshiptoJanetta,wehaveamplydischargedeveryobligationthatwehavereceivedfromherfather。\"

  \"Itmustindeedbeamostgratefullreflection,toyourexaltedminds。\"(saidhe。)

  Assoonaswehadpackedupourwardrobeandvaluables,weleftMacdonaldHall,andafterhavingwalkedaboutamileandahalfwesatedownbythesideofaclearlimpidstreamtorefreshourexhaustedlimbs。Theplacewassuitedtomeditation。Agroveoffull—grownElmsshelteredusfromtheEast——。ABedoffull—

  grownNettlesfromtheWest——。Beforeusranthemurmuringbrookandbehindusrantheturn—pikeroad。WewereinamoodforcontemplationandinaDispositiontoenjoysobeautifullaspot。

  Amutualsilencewhichhadforsometimereignedbetweenus,wasatlengthbrokebymyexclaiming——\"Whatalovelyscene!AlaswhyarenotEdwardandAugustusheretoenjoyitsBeautieswithus?\"

  \"Ah!mybelovedLaura(criedSophia)forpity’ssakeforbearrecallingtomyremembrancetheunhappysituationofmyimprisonedHusband。Alas,whatwouldInotgivetolearnthefateofmyAugustus!toknowifheisstillinNewgate,orifheisyethung。ButnevershallIbeablesofartoconquermytendersensibilityastoenquireafterhim。Oh!donotI

  beseechyoueverletmeagainhearyourepeathisbelovedname——。

  Itaffectsmetoodeeply——。Icannotbeartohearhimmentioneditwoundsmyfeelings。\"

  \"ExcusememySophiaforhavingthusunwillinglyoffendedyou——\"

  repliedI——andthenchangingtheconversation,desiredhertoadmirethenobleGrandeuroftheElmswhichshelteredusfromtheEasternZephyr。\"Alas!myLaura(returnedshe)avoidsomelancholyasubject,Iintreatyou。DonotagainwoundmySensibilitybyobservationsonthoseelms。TheyremindmeofAugustus。Hewaslikethem,tall,magestic——hepossessedthatnoblegrandeurwhichyouadmireinthem。\"

  Iwassilent,fearfulllestImightanymoreunwillinglydistressherbyfixingonanyothersubjectofconversationwhichmightagainremindherofAugustus。

  \"WhydoyounotspeakmyLaura?(saidsheafterashortpause)

  \"Icannotsupportthissilenceyoumustnotleavemetomyownreflections;theyeverrecurtoAugustus。\"

  \"Whatabeautifullsky!(saidI)Howcharminglyistheazurevariedbythosedelicatestreaksofwhite!\"

  \"Oh!myLaura(repliedshehastilywithdrawingherEyesfromamomentaryglanceatthesky)donotthusdistressmebycallingmyAttentiontoanobjectwhichsocruellyremindsmeofmyAugustus’sbluesattinwaistcoatstripedinwhite!Inpitytoyourunhappyfreindavoidasubjectsodistressing。\"WhatcouldI

  do?ThefeelingsofSophiawereatthattimesoexquisite,andthetendernessshefeltforAugustussopoignantthatIhadnotpowertostartanyothertopic,justlyfearingthatitmightinsomeunforseenmanneragainawakenallhersensibilitybydirectingherthoughtstoherHusband。Yettobesilentwouldbecruel;shehadintreatedmetotalk。

  FromthisDilemmaIwasmostfortunatelyreleivedbyanaccidenttrulyapropos;itwastheluckyoverturningofaGentleman’sPhaeton,ontheroadwhichranmurmuringbehindus。ItwasamostfortunateaccidentasitdivertedtheattentionofSophiafromthemelancholyreflectionswhichshehadbeenbeforeindulging。WeinstantlyquittedourseatsandrantotherescueofthosewhobutafewmomentsbeforehadbeeninsoelevatedasituationasafashionablyhighPhaeton,butwhowerenowlaidlowandsprawlingintheDust。\"WhatanamplesubjectforreflectionontheuncertainEnjoymentsofthisWorld,wouldnotthatPhaetonandtheLifeofCardinalWolseyaffordathinkingMind!\"saidItoSophiaaswewerehasteningtothefieldofAction。

  Shehadnottimetoanswerme,foreverythoughtwasnowengagedbythehorridspectaclebeforeus。TwoGentlemenmostelegantlyattiredbutwelteringintheirbloodwaswhatfirststruckourEyes——weapproached——theywereEdwardandAugustus——。YesdearestMariannetheywereourHusbands。Sophiashreikedandfaintedontheground——Iscreamedandinstantlyranmad——。Weremainedthusmutuallydeprivedofoursenses,someminutes,andonregainingthemweredeprivedofthemagain。ForanHourandaQuarterdidwecontinueinthisunfortunatesituation——SophiafaintingeverymomentandIrunningmadasoften。AtlengthagroanfromthehaplessEdward(whoaloneretainedanyshareoflife)restoredustoourselves。Hadweindeedbeforeimaginedthateitherofthemlived,weshouldhavebeenmoresparingofourGreif——butaswehadsupposedwhenwefirstbeheldthemthattheywerenomore,weknewthatnothingcouldremaintobedonebutwhatwewereabout。

  NosoonerdidwethereforehearmyEdward’sgroanthanpostponingourlamentationsforthepresent,wehastilyrantotheDearYouthandkneelingoneachsideofhimimploredhimnottodie——。

  \"Laura(saidHefixinghisnowlanguidEyesonme)IfearIhavebeenoverturned。\"

  Iwasoverjoyedtofindhimyetsensible。

  \"Oh!tellmeEdward(saidI)tellmeIbeseechyoubeforeyoudie,whathasbefallenyousincethatunhappyDayinwhichAugustuswasarrestedandwewereseparated——\"

  \"Iwill\"(saidhe)andinstantlyfetchingadeepsigh,Expired——。Sophiaimmediatelysankagainintoaswoon——。MYgreifwasmoreaudible。MyVoicefaltered,MyEyesassumedavacantstare,myfacebecameaspaleasDeath,andmysenseswereconsiderablyimpaired——。

  \"TalknottomeofPhaetons(saidI,ravinginafrantic,incoherentmanner)——Givemeaviolin——。I’llplaytohimandsoothhiminhismelancholyHours——BewareyegentleNymphsofCupid’sThunderbolts,avoidthepiercingshaftsofJupiter——LookatthatgroveofFirs——IseeaLegofMutton——TheytoldmeEdwardwasnotDead;buttheydeceivedme——theytookhimforacucumber——\"ThusIcontinuedwildlyexclaimingonmyEdward’sDeath——。

  FortwoHoursdidIravethusmadlyandshouldnotthenhaveleftoff,asIwasnotintheleastfatigued,hadnotSophiawhowasjustrecoveredfromherswoon,intreatedmetoconsiderthatNightwasnowapproachingandthattheDampsbegantofall。\"Andwhithershallwego(saidI)toshelterusfromeither?\"\"TothatwhiteCottage。\"(repliedshepointingtoaneatBuildingwhichroseupamidstthegroveofElmsandwhichIhadnotbeforeobserved——)Iagreedandweinstantlywalkedtoit——weknockedatthedoor——itwasopenedbyanoldwoman;onbeingrequestedtoaffordusaNight’sLodging,sheinformedusthatherHousewasbutsmall,thatshehadonlytwoBedrooms,butthatHoweverweshouldbewellcometooneofthem。WeweresatisfiedandfollowedthegoodwomanintotheHousewhereweweregreatlycheeredbythesightofacomfortablefire——。ShewasawidowandhadonlyoneDaughter,whowasthenjustseventeen——Oneofthebestofages;butalas!shewasveryplainandhernamewasBridget……Nothingtherforecouldbeexpectedfromher——shecouldnotbesupposedtopossesseitherexaltedIdeas,DelicateFeelingsorrefinedSensibilities——。Shewasnothingmorethanameregood—tempered,civilandobligingyoungwoman;assuchwecouldscarcelydislikehere——shewasonlyanObjectofContempt——。

  AdeiuLaura。

  LETTERthe14thLAURAincontinuationArmyourselfmyamiableyoungFreindwithallthephilosophyyouareMistressof;summonupallthefortitudeyoupossess,foralas!intheperusalofthefollowingPagesyoursensibilitywillbemostseverelytried。Ah!whatwerethemisfortunesI

  hadbeforeexperiencedandwhichIhavealreadyrelatedtoyou,totheoneIamnowgoingtoinformyouof。TheDeathofmyFatherandmyMotherandmyHusbandthoughalmostmorethanmygentleNaturecouldsupport,weretriflesincomparisontothemisfortuneIamnowproceedingtorelate。ThemorningafterourarrivalattheCottage,Sophiacomplainedofaviolentpaininherdelicatelimbs,accompaniedwithadisagreableHead—akeSheattributedittoacoldcaughtbyhercontinuedfaintingsintheopenairastheDewwasfallingtheEveningbefore。ThisI

  fearedwasbuttooprobablythecase;sincehowcoulditbeotherwiseaccountedforthatIshouldhaveescapedthesameindisposition,butbysupposingthatthebodilyExertionsIhadundergoneinmyrepeatedfitsoffrenzyhadsoeffectuallycirculatedandwarmedmyBloodastomakemeproofagainstthechillingDampsofNight,whereas,Sophialyingtotallyinactiveonthegroundmusthavebeenexposedtoalltheirseverity。I

  wasmostseriouslyalarmedbyherillnesswhichtriflingasitmayappeartoyou,acertaininstinctivesensibilitywhisperedme,wouldintheEndbefataltoher。

  Alas!myfearswerebuttoofullyjustified;shegrewgraduallyworse——andIdailybecamemorealarmedforher。AtlengthshewasobligedtoconfineherselfsolelytotheBedallottedusbyourworthyLandlady——。HerdisorderturnedtoagallopingConsumptionandinafewdayscarriedheroff。AmidstallmyLamentationsforher(andviolentyoumaysupposetheywere)I

  yetreceivedsomeconsolationinthereflectionofmyhavingpaideveryattentiontoher,thatcouldbeoffered,inherillness。I

  hadweptoverhereveryDay——hadbathedhersweetfacewithmytearsandhadpressedherfairHandscontinuallyinmine——。\"MybelovedLaura(saidshetomeafewHoursbeforeshedied)takewarningfrommyunhappyEndandavoidtheimprudentconductwhichhadoccasionedit……Bewareoffainting—fits……Thoughatthetimetheymayberefreshingandagreableyetbeleivemetheywillintheend,iftoooftenrepeatedandatimproperseasons,provedestructivetoyourConstitution……Myfatewillteachyouthis……IdieaMartyrtomygreifforthelossofAugustus……

  OnefatalswoonhascostmemyLife……BewareofswoonsDearLaura……Afrenzyfitisnotonequartersopernicious;itisanexercisetotheBodyandifnottooviolent,isIdaresayconducivetoHealthinitsconsequences——Runmadasoftenasyouchuse;butdonotfaint——\"

  Thesewerethelastwordssheeveraddressedtome……ItwasherdieingAdvicetoherafflictedLaura,whohasevermostfaithfullyadheredtoit。

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